Vanessa Vega on Getting G_ngb_nged on Her Honeymoon & More interview / Podcast
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00:00So, okay, you've done this whole stripping tour of America.
00:04You land in Vegas, you're doing quote-unquote escorting.
00:07That was in the thick of it.
00:09That whole thing lasted like six or seven years.
00:13And then as every story goes, I met a boy.
00:17I don't know how deep you want to go,
00:18because I was engaged to this guy,
00:20lived in Belize on this island with him for a while.
00:23I moved back.
00:24I'm old, I feel like.
00:26How old are you?
00:27I'm turning 29 in four days.
00:29I'm older than you, it's okay.
00:30You've lived a lot.
00:31It's like 10 years of adulthood.
00:33But I met this guy that I then got married to.
00:36And it was my first time being in an open relationship.
00:40And it took me like a year of throwing shoes at his head
00:44when he wouldn't get out of bed with the girl
00:46to finally get comfortable where it was like second nature.
00:50So, he'd be just hanging out in the bed with the girl
00:52like it's not supposed to be a big deal?
00:53I was freaking out.
00:55Right.
00:56This specific girl was not cute,
00:58and so I wasn't expecting her to bother me.
01:00And something about the way she fucked him
01:02really fucking bothered me.
01:05And she slept over?
01:06And she slept over.
01:07If Lena came home and I was in bed with a girl
01:09she didn't think was cute, oh my God.
01:10No, we had a three-way.
01:11I don't know if that would be...
01:12Oh, really?
01:13We had a three-way.
01:14So, she started off like that?
01:15Yeah.
01:16And then he what?
01:17Just keeps cuddling and fucking her?
01:18I was like, let's go.
01:19And he's like, no, I'm sleeping.
01:20And I was like, no, we're fucking leaving.
01:21And he was like, no.
01:22And I was like, oh, really?
01:24I threw a fucking shoe at his head.
01:25I'm not proud of it.
01:26But I threw a fucking shoe at his head.
01:27But my point is, I'm saying that
01:29to show you that I've made so much progress.
01:31Well, I've been hitting the head
01:32with a few shoes in my day.
01:33I think I'm pretty standard.
01:34I have never thrown anything at you.
01:36Not at you.
01:37Okay, good.
01:38I was like, do not start this rumor
01:39because I've never thrown anything at you.
01:40But like, so you're saying that you got
01:42better at being in a poly relationship
01:44so it stopped bothering you
01:45when girls were just cuddling in the bed
01:47with your dude?
01:48Not that.
01:49Okay, because I feel like
01:50that would never stop bothering me.
01:52I think we have to acknowledge
01:53he was definitely a piece of shit.
01:54Like, he wasn't doing it correctly.
01:56Okay.
01:57But like, I was just getting
01:58more comfortable on my own.
02:00And like, we were like,
02:01kind of amping it up.
02:02So like, the next year after we met,
02:04we got married, our honeymoon.
02:05We were in Italy for a month.
02:07And we had like a gangbang,
02:08like an Italian gangbang
02:09at like a sex party there.
02:10A sex club.
02:11You got ran through by this guy
02:13and how many other dudes?
02:14He was not involved.
02:15He watched.
02:16He just watched?
02:17Wow.
02:18It was like five to six Italian dudes.
02:19And it was really, really fun.
02:21Wait, is there like a company
02:22that you just hit up
02:23and you're like,
02:24looking for a gangbang?
02:25Like, how did you make this happen?
02:26No, no, no, no.
02:27That's a great idea.
02:28We got to start that.
02:29Because I'm imagining
02:30that most of them
02:31probably didn't speak English really well.
02:32So you know like Green Door?
02:33No, I don't.
02:34No.
02:35Come on, you guys.
02:36What is it?
02:37Teach us something new.
02:38Green Door in Vegas.
02:39It's like a sex club.
02:40You've never been to a sex club.
02:41We've never been to a sex party together
02:42besides the fetish one.
02:43No, a sex club.
02:44No.
02:45No.
02:46You pay at the door.
02:47It's like a business.
02:48Like, you pay to go in
02:49for a couple of singles.
02:50There's like themed rooms,
02:51like a pony,
02:52a gynecologist's office,
02:53a dungeon.
02:54I'm not fucking a pony.
02:55You guys.
02:56Oh my God.
02:57Okay.
02:58Writing it down.
02:59Green Door.
03:00Okay.
03:01That's so.
03:02We made a habit
03:03of anywhere we would travel,
03:04we'd go on Yelp
03:05and find a sex club.
03:06So that one was in Milan specifically.
03:07There was a few we went to in Italy.
03:08That guy though,
03:09that specific instance for the orgy,
03:11I met a club promoter
03:13for that specific sex club on Tinder.
03:15And he met us at the club
03:17and he taught me the Italian phrase
03:20which means come here.
03:21So I'm fucking him.
03:23Anytime a guy would come in the room
03:25I thought was hot,
03:26I'd go
03:27and then it just slowly started becoming.
03:29And your dude just watched.
03:31That's all he wanted to do.
03:32He didn't do anything all night
03:33until the end of the night
03:35when I'm sucking his dick
03:36on this like little bed.
03:38And this Italian woman
03:39just comes over
03:40and pushes me off
03:42mid dick suck
03:43and started sucking his dick.
03:45And I just go to the other side
03:46because I was like,
03:47I fucked everybody that night
03:48basically.
03:49So I was like,
03:50okay, like let him like
03:51get his fucking mouth
03:52and whatever.
03:53So I just like went
03:54to the other side of the room
03:55and watched him.
03:56And then you watched?
03:57Is this like a really happy
03:58experience for you?
03:59Yeah.
04:00So was your whole relationship
04:01with him driven by just sex?
04:02Because that's what it sounds like.
04:03Not a lot of sex.
04:05What was the ultimate
04:06demise of your relationship?
04:08Him lying.
04:09This is the thing that...
04:13So you can get gangbanged
04:14by a whole room full of people
04:15and he can't even tell a lie.
04:17That's not even it though.
04:19Fuck whoever you want to fuck.
04:21But the rule that we had is
04:23be honest.
04:24Just fucking tell me
04:25what your fucking...
04:26But what would he lie about?
04:27He'd be like,
04:28I'd catch,
04:29like I'd go through his phone
04:30and I'd be like,
04:31who the fuck is this girl?
04:32He'd be like,
04:33oh, I told you about her.
04:34Oh, that's annoying.
04:35I'm not fucking stupid.
04:37That would happen so many times
04:39over and over again.
04:40Or like he would start
04:41hanging out with someone
04:42and it was like clear
04:43that they're like low-key
04:44starting a date.
04:45But like he wouldn't
04:46eat them.
04:47So I'd have to hit up
04:48the girl on the side
04:49and I'd be like,
04:50oh, I had lunch
04:51with that girl today.
04:52But were you dating
04:53a bunch of dudes on your own
04:54at this point in your life?
04:55Dating is a loose term.
04:56I was fucking a ton of people.
04:57But he sounds like he was dating.
04:59It sounds like he was dating.
05:00And that was your rule?
05:01No emotional attachment?
05:02No, you could do it.
05:03Just fucking be honest with me.
05:04Oh, so you could have
05:05an actual emotional
05:06and physical relationship
05:07with someone.
05:08Yeah, just fucking tell me.
05:09Would you be in this
05:10kind of relationship again?
05:11It sounds kind of stressful.
05:12Really.
05:13It was just him.
05:14Like the deceitfulness.
05:15And I think that's what bothers me.
05:16It's like I'm such an honest person
05:17and I know that I can fuck
05:19the entire world
05:21and still come home and love you.
05:23And like none of that even matters.
05:25And so I remember the night
05:27that everything,
05:28it was during quarantine.
05:29I was a little bit drunk,
05:30which I never get drunk.
05:31So I was like amped up.
05:32And I caught another girl on his phone
05:34and he did the,
05:35I told you about her
05:36and I just slammed my fist on the table
05:38and I was like,
05:39five years I've known you,
05:40five years you've lied to me.
05:42I'm done.
05:43And that was really the end?
05:44You didn't go back after that?
05:45That was it.
05:46We have,
05:47I mean like we still have to talk,
05:48but like that was it.
05:49I just,
05:50I'm so fucking done.
05:51I don't want to be lied to.
05:52Yeah.
05:53Being lied to sucks.
05:54To be pissed.
05:55Especially because he was like,
05:56I gave you the world.
05:57And he's telling you like,
05:58oh yeah,
05:59I told you about that girl.
06:00That would be so annoying to me.
06:01I'd be so pissed.
06:02Because I don't remember anything
06:03and she remembers everything.
06:04So it would be such bullshit.
06:05If he told me like,
06:06oh yeah,
06:07I told you.
06:08I'd be like,
06:09no the fuck,
06:10you didn't.
06:11Oh,
06:12I'd be so mad.
06:13I'd be like,
06:14oh,
06:15he's like a fucking bitch
06:16or like doesn't let you do shit,
06:17but he could literally do anything for anyone.
06:18Yeah,
06:19and that's more annoying
06:20because you're spitting on my,
06:21like what,
06:22the privilege you've given,
06:23exactly,
06:24exactly.
06:25No,
06:26that'd be super annoying.
06:27Would you like to be
06:28in a committed relationship
06:29or do you think
06:30that's the kind of relationship
06:31that works for you?
06:32I could never be monogamous ever again.
06:33Really?
06:34No,
06:35no,
06:36no,
06:37no,
06:38no,
06:39no.
06:40What is it about it?
06:41Just need those thrills?
06:42If the guy that I was dating
06:43could fuck me
06:44like four or five times a day
06:45for like a total
06:48of like a couple hours at a time,
06:49Jesus Christ.
06:50He could like make me
06:51fucking come like crazy,
06:54potentially,
06:55but then that would mean
06:56I'd have to quit my job
06:57and I love my job.
06:58Right,
06:59well,
07:00porn's acting.
07:01But,
07:02if we're talking monogamous,
07:03then that person's probably
07:04not gonna let you do porn.
07:05Yeah,
07:06but I just think,
07:08and maybe you guys
07:09can attest to this,
07:11like I've never felt
07:12closer to someone
07:13than in those moments with him
07:15where you feel,
07:16what is the word?
07:17Oh,
07:18I don't remember the word.
07:19It's like just the happiness
07:21that you know
07:22that they're experiencing pleasure.
07:24No,
07:25yeah,
07:26I totally know what the,
07:27there's a word for it
07:28that someone has called.
07:29Compersion.
07:30Yes,
07:31that's the word
07:32I was thinking of too.
07:33What?
07:34I'm just like,
07:35compersion.
07:36Can we get the definition
07:37on the screen?
07:38What the fuck does that mean?
07:39Yeah,
07:40I want you to experience
07:41everything and anything
07:42that you want.
07:43Right.
07:44And there's such a,
07:45there's like this
07:46different level of love
07:47I feel like that unlocks.
07:48Yeah,
07:49it's the joy you experience
07:50from watching someone else
07:51experience the sexual joy
07:52or whatever.
07:53But it's also like
07:54the lack of jealousy.
07:55Yeah,
07:56that's true.
07:57Just being a very pure thing.
07:58Like,
07:59watching you get your dick sucked
08:00and knowing that like,
08:01I feel like you're so happy
08:02with it.
08:03That he's probably
08:04thinking about dinner.
08:05And I'm like,
08:06she looks so pretty doing it
08:07and whatever.
08:09I both
08:10was happy for you
08:11feeling good.
08:12But then I was also happy
08:13for myself
08:14because I was like,
08:15wow,
08:16I really like watching this.
08:17Yeah.
08:18I thought you were going to say
08:19you were jealous.
08:20Yeah,
08:21I mean,
08:22I was waiting for the jealousy part.
08:23I wasn't jealous
08:24because I mean,
08:25she's a woman.
08:26Sometimes I'll come home
08:27and I'll be like,
08:28oh,
08:29she was so good
08:30at eating pussy
08:31and you'll be like.
08:32But the part that I feel
08:33like you're missing
08:34is like,
08:35there's the confidence
08:36that you have
08:38but even if the sex is better,
08:39even if Kira Noir
08:40eats her pussy better,
08:41it doesn't fucking matter
08:42at the end of the day.
08:43I love you.
08:45At a certain point,
08:46yeah,
08:47I could just accept that.
08:48No,
08:49but the most jealous
08:50I think I've ever felt with her
08:51and the most I would like
08:52fuck the shit out of her
08:53to get a little bit of revenge
08:54was when I used to come home
08:55from work
08:56and you would be upstairs
08:57in your room camming
08:58back in the day
08:59at the old apartment
09:00and I would hear her
09:01smacking her ass
09:02for fucking $2 tips
09:04up there on cam.
09:05And meanwhile,
09:06I'm sitting down there
09:07trying to smoke my blunt,
09:08trying to watch TV,
09:09trying to fucking chill
09:10and I'm just hearing
09:11that big old ass
09:12get smacked
09:13and just knowing
09:14that it's for a fucking dollar
09:15with my own hands.
09:16For these fools
09:17and I just like,
09:18that was where I would be like,
09:19she would get done
09:20and I'd be like,
09:21let's go,
09:22your asshole's getting reamed
09:23out right here.
09:24But jealousy
09:25is an interesting word there.
09:26Yeah,
09:27I don't know if jealousy,
09:28yeah,
09:29but I felt jealousy
09:30not to any specific dude
09:31but just the entirety of it
09:32is like,
09:33I don't like hearing
09:34her fucking doing that
09:35to me.
09:36Yeah,
09:37which I'm totally okay
09:38but I'm doing that right now.
09:39If I walked in
09:40and you were making a video
09:41masturbating
09:42and I know you're gonna
09:43sell that to OnlyFans
09:44or whatever,
09:45I don't fucking care.
09:46I mean,
09:47that to me-
09:48Was it that it was live
09:49that bothered you?
09:50Just a little bit,
09:51yeah,
09:52it was just a little
09:53too personal,
09:54I don't know.
09:55Interesting,
09:56that is interesting.
09:57I feel like part of it
09:58is that when he comes home
09:59from work
10:00and he's smoking weed
10:01and he's watching TV,
10:02he wants to just completely
10:03turn everything off
10:04and continue to smack your ass.
10:05Maybe he wants to cuddle you.
10:06Maybe.
10:07And we did afterwards,
10:08after I tore up your asshole.
10:09I am so fascinated by her,
10:10I feel like you're talking
10:11for an hour.
10:12I know,
10:13I like her now.
10:14I'm very interested in your life.
10:15I'm like,
10:16you had a gangbang in Italy
10:17while your dude watched you,
10:18what?
10:19So that's where I was going.
10:20Okay.
10:21It's how it got me into porn.
10:22Oh yes,
10:23okay.
10:24So obviously,
10:25like,
10:26I fucking watch porn,
10:27I fucking love porn,
10:28watched you,
10:29fucking thought you guys
10:30were fucking cool
10:31and so obviously
10:32I thought about it.
10:33I was in porn for a long,
10:34like,
10:35I was in strip,
10:36like,
10:37I was already kind of
10:38in the business.
10:39But,
10:40it wasn't until him
10:41and we started doing that stuff
10:42and he was like,
10:43why aren't you doing it?
10:44And I was like,
10:45I don't know.
10:47It just seemed like
10:48very like final
10:49and like,
10:50I felt in a weird way,
10:51like,
10:52oh,
10:53well I'm so comfortable
10:54doing what I'm doing now
10:55and like,
10:56there's this,
10:57the like level of like,
10:58anonymity.
10:59Anonymity.
11:00Anonymity.
11:01That is what strippers have
11:02that pornsters don't
11:03even if they're
11:04potentially doing the same thing.
11:05Yeah.
11:06And so it just seemed kind of like
11:07final,
11:08I think.
11:09But,
11:10the funny thing is,
11:11like,
11:12I get in August 2019.
11:13Okay.
11:14And I'm like,
11:15just getting things going
11:16and then pandemic.
11:17Boom.
11:18Okay.
11:19And so it completely changed
11:20the fucking entire landscape
11:21of the business.
11:22Yeah.
11:23And so,
11:24I feel like I'm lucky
11:25that I got in when I did
11:26because I'm kind of
11:27riding this wave
11:28with everyone else
11:29of like,
11:30okay,
11:31like,
11:32sex work with OnlyFans
11:33is huge now.
11:34Yeah.
11:35Okay,
11:36studio work is interesting now
11:37because like,
11:38all the big girls are gone.
11:39So it's like,
11:40this whole new landscape.
11:41Did you already have
11:42an OnlyFans before you decided
11:43that you were going to do
11:44sex work?
11:45No.
11:46No.
11:47We did mini vids.
11:48Me and my ex.
11:49Okay.
11:50But then the second,
11:51the second that I started
11:52doing porn,
11:53he's like,
11:54well,
11:55I really just wanted to like,
11:56see you get fucked like,
11:57once or twice so I could like,
11:58watch it on my phone.
11:59Like,
12:00he didn't want you to do
12:01porn.
12:02He just wanted you to make
12:03a few tapes for his pleasure.
12:04I think it became very real
12:05for him.
12:06Okay.
12:07And he didn't know if he
12:08could actually handle it.
12:09And I think it was like,
12:10I wasn't,
12:11I don't want to give words
12:12to you,
12:13but it was like an ownership
12:14thing.
12:15Like,
12:16oh,
12:17she's not mine anymore.
12:18She's everyone's.
12:19She belongs to the streets.
12:20It's like a different
12:21thing.
12:22And then especially like,
12:23after we would start
12:24shooting content,
12:25once I started porn,
12:26he was like,
12:27I feel like you're using me.
12:28And I'm like,
12:29how porn works.
12:30Yeah.
12:31Yeah.
12:32We're using each other.
12:33Yeah.
12:34We have to open up.
12:35Yeah.
12:36It's not like we're
12:37normally having sex.
12:38So I think he,
12:39I think he thought that
12:40I got cold,
12:41but I,
12:42in reality,
12:43I feel like I like,
12:44not to sound cheesy,
12:45but I feel like I fell on myself.
12:46Would it be fair to say
12:47that you're excited
12:48to hook up with my
12:49fiance here?
12:50I think it would be fair to say.
12:51I'm really excited to
12:52hook up with her.
12:53Would it be fair to say
12:54that you're not so opposed
12:55to getting me in there as well?
12:56I mean,
12:57it's like,
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