• 5 months ago
After a summer prank goes awry, a teenage boy falls in love while grappling with his guilty conscience HD ( Drama )
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00:00:00All right, stand back.
00:00:02That's better.
00:00:15Can I try?
00:00:18Go ahead.
00:00:23Get the flame right on the wick.
00:00:25Careful.
00:00:26Okay, stand back.
00:00:31Careful.
00:00:39Hey.
00:00:44How's it going?
00:00:45It's going.
00:00:47Just out taking a walk.
00:00:53Is it cool if I join you?
00:00:56Yeah.
00:00:58I was young once.
00:01:04Be back by eight, yeah?
00:01:06Come on, Dad.
00:01:08Let's go.
00:01:10When we're young, we think we're invincible.
00:01:16But then life teaches you otherwise.
00:01:18I was sixteen years old the summer I met Grace Turner.
00:01:36Hey.
00:01:38What are you doing?
00:01:41Growing this bridge in the river.
00:01:49Here.
00:01:52Go ahead.
00:01:53Toss it over.
00:01:57Okay.
00:02:05Doesn't this upset the fish?
00:02:07No.
00:02:10They just move and then forget why they even moved in the first place.
00:02:14Oh.
00:02:16I'd hate to live like that.
00:02:18Like what?
00:02:21Like not remembering things.
00:02:26Think about everything you'd lose.
00:02:30All the great memories you wouldn't have.
00:02:36Well, I guess I better get going.
00:02:39Okay.
00:02:46What would you say if I told you you were going to be my first love?
00:02:52What would you say to that?
00:02:55I don't know what I'd say.
00:02:57Okay.
00:02:59Think about it.
00:03:01And get back to me when you do.
00:03:04Okay.
00:03:05Think about it.
00:03:06And get back to me when you do.
00:03:15I had no idea what I was doing.
00:03:24Our town was trying to kill us with boredom.
00:03:27So Hunter insisted this July 4th would be the greatest act of rebellion since 1776.
00:03:34Timmy was more concerned with the practical matters of manhood.
00:03:38Three of us were in a race to see who could get to third base first.
00:03:42So, what do you do tonight?
00:03:46None of us wanted to lose.
00:04:03No!
00:04:16You know she totally wants you, man.
00:04:19I don't know.
00:04:21What do you mean you don't know?
00:04:23She told you for Christ's sake.
00:04:26I guess.
00:04:30No guessing, man, alright?
00:04:31She wants it bad.
00:04:33Dude, if I was you, I'd be getting on that shit.
00:04:37I mean, you gotta make sure she knows that you're the one calling the shots, you know?
00:04:41I mean, otherwise, you might as well forget the whole thing.
00:04:44She probably just wants a free body anyway.
00:04:48Yeah, probably.
00:04:49Shut up, Tim.
00:04:50Come on, guys. Let's get out of here.
00:04:55Will you guys want any more of this?
00:04:57I'm good.
00:04:58Nope.
00:04:59Huh? Alright, I'm gonna chug it.
00:05:01Do it.
00:05:02Chug it.
00:05:03Uh-oh.
00:05:04Here we go!
00:05:05Chug! Chug! Chug!
00:05:10And the crowd goes wild!
00:05:24Conrad?
00:05:29My father left us five years before.
00:05:33And home hadn't been the same since.
00:05:38To fill the void, my mom had latched on to me so tight I could barely breathe.
00:05:45So today, things were gonna be different.
00:05:49I had an invitation I couldn't refuse.
00:05:53One way or another, I was gonna make my move.
00:05:59But I didn't.
00:06:30Well, look who it is.
00:06:33Come on.
00:06:34We're a while back.
00:06:47How about another burger, Conrad?
00:06:51Oh, I'm okay.
00:06:53Come on. You need to put some more meat on those bones of yours.
00:06:56Okay. You talked me into it.
00:06:58There you go.
00:07:02Eric, could you get me a beer?
00:07:03Sure thing, Dad.
00:07:05It's nice of you to join us, Connie.
00:07:07Your family didn't have any plans?
00:07:09Uh...
00:07:11Well, my mom, she's out of town.
00:07:13She's out on business right now.
00:07:15Oh, a working woman, huh?
00:07:16See, honey, I told you they existed.
00:07:18That must be so hard.
00:07:20Yeah.
00:07:21I mean, I don't know.
00:07:24That must be so hard.
00:07:26Dad, tell her to stop.
00:07:29How about your father? What does he do?
00:07:33Problem there, Connie?
00:07:34Eric, just shut it.
00:07:36See? Always with the attitude.
00:07:39Be careful, man.
00:07:40You're gonna have a hard time keeping her in line.
00:07:42Dad, tell him to stop.
00:07:44Gracie, relax.
00:07:45Well, he's trying to embarrass me.
00:07:47You can do that on your own.
00:07:48Stop being such a shithead, Eric.
00:07:50Watch the language.
00:07:54Oh, my God.
00:07:59Eric, I think you know better.
00:08:01Come on, I was just joking with her.
00:08:03Right.
00:08:18Hey, Connie.
00:08:23Uh, listen, man, you like my sister, don't you?
00:08:26Yeah. Well, I mean...
00:08:28That's cool, man. Don't sweat it.
00:08:30Okay.
00:08:31Play it cool.
00:08:33Okay, don't show her you're too interested.
00:08:35But don't hold back too much either.
00:08:37Yeah, I guess.
00:08:39Yeah.
00:08:40Gotta make the first move, man.
00:08:42Be aggressive.
00:08:43Cool.
00:08:44But not too aggressive, all right?
00:08:45She's still my little sister.
00:08:49Yeah.
00:08:50Good luck, buddy.
00:08:52You too, man.
00:08:59Hey.
00:09:01I'm really sorry about my family.
00:09:04They're so annoying.
00:09:07They seem pretty great to me.
00:09:10Well, looks can be deceiving, right?
00:09:13Hmm.
00:09:15So, you coming to the fireworks with us tonight, or what?
00:09:19Uh, well, I kind of told the guys I'd hang out with them tonight.
00:09:24Oh.
00:09:26Let's hope I survive it alone, then.
00:09:29Hmm.
00:09:34The wind's blowing nice today.
00:09:37Yeah.
00:09:39Yeah.
00:09:43Hey, hey, hey.
00:09:45You two looking up or what?
00:09:47Hey, guys.
00:09:48Hi, Grace.
00:09:49Hey, Timmy.
00:09:50Hey, Hunter.
00:09:51You, uh, teaching our boy the ways of the world?
00:09:53Dude, shut up.
00:09:54Oh, look at that.
00:09:55Defending his bro.
00:09:56How sweet.
00:09:58I'm sorry, Grace.
00:09:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:10:00Did you just say sorry to her, man?
00:10:01Because you're supposed to meet up with us like three hours ago.
00:10:05It's cool, Conrad.
00:10:07If you want to hang out with a bunch of children, go right ahead.
00:10:10Oh.
00:10:11Oh, God.
00:10:12Oh, bird.
00:10:13How am I going to recover from that one?
00:10:14It hurt.
00:10:15Hunter.
00:10:16It hurt.
00:10:17How am I going to recover from that?
00:10:18See you later?
00:10:20Okay.
00:10:24Gentlemen.
00:10:25Oh, yes.
00:10:26How ladylike.
00:10:27Bye.
00:10:28Bye, Grace.
00:10:29What a wonderful day.
00:10:30You really got yourself a keeper there, Conrad.
00:10:32Dude, what the hell are you doing?
00:10:34Hey, calm down, man.
00:10:35Why did you have to do that?
00:10:36You're embarrassing me.
00:10:37What are you talking about?
00:10:38Dude, I don't know.
00:10:39I don't even know where his hands have been.
00:10:41Where have they been, Connie?
00:10:43I don't know where they've been.
00:10:45Oh.
00:10:46You hear that, Con?
00:10:47Obviously not on Grace.
00:10:50That hurt.
00:10:51Goddamn.
00:10:52It hurt.
00:10:57So did you get a little kiss?
00:11:00No.
00:11:01You totally blew my mind, dude.
00:11:03I was going to.
00:11:04Oh, man.
00:11:05Yeah.
00:11:06Oh, dude, you hearing this, kid?
00:11:07Yeah, I'm hearing it.
00:11:08Stop with the angry game, Con, all right?
00:11:10You ditched us for her.
00:11:12I was just sleeping with Don't Find Me guys, I swear.
00:11:14Oh, okay, well.
00:11:16Looked like you were just starting to find something,
00:11:18if you ask me.
00:11:19Oh, man, finding something for sure.
00:11:21Should we even include them in tonight's plans, Tim?
00:11:23See, I don't know.
00:11:25I just don't know.
00:11:26I don't know either, man.
00:11:27I don't know.
00:11:28Just tell me what's going on.
00:11:30All right, we got wheels.
00:11:32Granddad's taking the night off, so we'll snag his truck.
00:11:35He won't even know.
00:11:36Dude, you can't drive.
00:11:38Dude, I got my permit, all right?
00:11:39Don't be a pussy.
00:11:41Well, why can't we just head over to the fireworks
00:11:43like everybody else?
00:11:44Lame.
00:11:45Lame.
00:11:46And we're doing it with or without you, Con.
00:11:49I mean, you want to ditch us again, go for it.
00:11:51Come on, Con.
00:11:52No, no, no, no, no.
00:11:53It's cool, man.
00:11:54Have fun, buddy.
00:11:55See you later.
00:11:58Peace.
00:12:03Aw.
00:12:17All right, Tim.
00:12:18Open the trunk and take the wheel, all right?
00:12:24Let's go, let's go.
00:12:27Open it, man.
00:12:28Open it.
00:12:33I don't know.
00:12:34I don't know.
00:12:35I don't know.
00:12:36I don't know.
00:12:37I got it.
00:12:38I got it.
00:12:39I can't tell.
00:12:41Oh, shit.
00:12:42I don't know.
00:12:47Tell me nothing.
00:12:49Just need something to calm me.
00:12:54Let's go.
00:12:55Come on.
00:12:56I don't know.
00:12:57I don't know.
00:12:58I don't know.
00:12:59I don't know.
00:13:01Ow!
00:13:20Oh, shit.
00:13:21Let's go.
00:13:22Buddy, let's go.
00:13:23Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:13:26Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
00:13:28Come here, dude.
00:13:29Let me just call home that shit.
00:13:31She was just gonna be in love with you like five seconds ago.
00:13:33Yeah, what's your deal, man?
00:13:34I mean, ever since you started getting pussy,
00:13:36you've turned into a pussy.
00:13:37A man's got a point.
00:13:39Are you jealous because I'm actually giving some?
00:13:41If you're such a man, then why'd you prove it?
00:13:45I'm not bringing shit to you.
00:13:46Oh, wow.
00:13:47What do you think, Tim?
00:13:49You think you'd prove something to shit-faced Grace
00:13:51if she asked you to?
00:13:53I bet he would.
00:13:55I think so, too.
00:13:57No real man chooses some chick over his best buds.
00:14:06Hey, Tim, make a left right here.
00:14:13Fourth house on the right.
00:14:17Dude, you don't have the balls.
00:14:22Fuck.
00:14:24Huh?
00:14:25Huh?
00:14:26Fuck.
00:14:46What the hell?
00:14:56Hey!
00:14:57Get his dick, dude.
00:15:02Look at his face.
00:15:03What the hell, Hunter?
00:15:04He saw me.
00:15:05Jeez, man, whatever, okay?
00:15:06It's dark.
00:15:07He doesn't have a clue.
00:15:08Besides, it's a stupid plan, all right?
00:15:09Who cares?
00:15:11Oh, shit.
00:15:17All right, chill out, you guys.
00:15:18Make a right up ahead, okay?
00:15:19We're gonna lose them on the outskirts.
00:15:22Connie, you need to throw that goddamn plan out the window.
00:15:24No.
00:15:28Hunter, what are you doing?
00:15:30Hey, don't let him!
00:15:31That's the point, man.
00:15:32What the hell is wrong with you?
00:15:33Calm down.
00:15:35I can't get rid of him.
00:15:42You better keep it on the road, Tim, all right?
00:15:43I got it.
00:15:48Here we go.
00:15:51Oh, shit.
00:16:22Tim!
00:16:28Is he okay?
00:16:33He's dead, isn't he?
00:16:34Shut up, Tim.
00:16:40Oh, my God.
00:16:52He's still breathing.
00:17:04Let's get the hell out of here.
00:17:05What?
00:17:07It's a public road, Conrad.
00:17:11Someone's gonna drive by any second,
00:17:13and when they do, they'll get help.
00:17:16We need to get the hell out of here.
00:17:22I'm not gonna leave him there to die, Hunter.
00:17:24We're not gonna leave him, okay?
00:17:25He's not gonna die, goddamn it.
00:17:29Look, he's breathing, Conrad, okay?
00:17:39All right, we take a boat, okay?
00:17:43Hunter, we're not gonna leave him here.
00:17:46I say we leave.
00:17:48We're not gonna leave him.
00:17:52What's gonna be, Timmy?
00:17:59You need to vote, Tim.
00:18:09Look, I need you to trust me here, Conrad, all right?
00:18:11Everything is gonna be fine.
00:18:18Come on.
00:18:31Swear to God, I'll leave you.
00:18:47Come on.
00:19:17Come on.
00:19:34Yeah, I'll take care of the ornaments, all right?
00:19:47All right.
00:20:17Yeah!
00:20:47Come on.
00:21:18Conrad!
00:21:22So you did come home last night.
00:21:25Yeah, I got tied up with Hunter and Timmy.
00:21:27Tied up?
00:21:29You ran off when we had a whole day planned.
00:21:31Mom, I'm sorry.
00:21:34I didn't...
00:21:36Didn't what?
00:21:42Come eat breakfast.
00:21:43Come eat breakfast.
00:22:14What's that?
00:22:17What's what?
00:22:18On your shirt.
00:22:21Is that blood?
00:22:22Get it.
00:22:29Get it.
00:22:37Hello?
00:22:39Hello?
00:22:44It's Williams.
00:22:51Morning, Rachel.
00:22:53This is an early surprise.
00:22:59Oh, my God.
00:23:08I appreciate you telling me first.
00:23:12This is terrible.
00:23:13They must be a mess.
00:23:16Call me if you hear anything more, will you?
00:23:19Bye-bye to you, too.
00:23:39Hey.
00:23:44He's dead.
00:23:47Did you hear me, Hunter?
00:23:50I said he's dead.
00:23:52The whole town's talking about it.
00:23:56What?
00:23:58I said he's dead.
00:24:00What?
00:24:02I said he's dead.
00:24:04What?
00:24:05I said he's dead.
00:24:07Well, what are we gonna do?
00:24:08What do you mean?
00:24:09He had a deer.
00:24:12Nobody needs to know any more than that.
00:24:14Hunter, we should have done something.
00:24:15Just what do you want, Con?
00:24:16We can't just bring him back to life by saying a few words.
00:24:21What happened, happened, Connie.
00:24:23And there ain't no changing that.
00:24:25Would you stop with the damn ball?
00:24:27You know, we can go on and on about what we should have done,
00:24:30but in the end, we still didn't, all right?
00:24:31We walked.
00:24:32And that was our decision.
00:24:33That was your decision, Hunter.
00:24:34That was your decision, Hunter.
00:24:35That was your decision.
00:24:37Oh, yeah.
00:24:39That was real nice of you to help him out.
00:24:41I said stop with the damn ball.
00:24:46Guys, guys, guys!
00:24:47No, stop, stop!
00:25:05I was furious.
00:25:08At Hunter.
00:25:10At the pain.
00:25:13At myself.
00:25:17But I had it coming.
00:25:20Consequences.
00:25:22They don't always hit you right away.
00:25:25But when they do, you feel it.
00:25:27Oh, my God.
00:25:35What happened to you?
00:25:38I'm okay.
00:25:45Grace, I...
00:25:47I just heard.
00:25:50I'm fine.
00:25:51I was just...
00:25:53I've been going for a walk for a while.
00:25:55I'm fine.
00:25:57I'm fine.
00:25:59I'm fine.
00:26:01I'm fine.
00:26:02I was just...
00:26:03I'm going for a walk.
00:26:06I'm stopped now, but...
00:26:08I was going for a walk.
00:26:12Stop, okay?
00:26:15I'm fine.
00:26:17Jesus, you're covered in blood.
00:26:20Did Hunter or Timmy give you that?
00:26:24Hunter?
00:26:27God, why do you hang out with those dicks?
00:26:30Grace, I'm really...
00:26:31Conrad, I said it's fine.
00:26:34I mean, Jesus Christ.
00:26:35Would you shut the hell up for like five seconds?
00:26:43Yeah.
00:26:54Thanks.
00:26:56No problem.
00:27:00Come on.
00:27:02Let's get you cleaned up.
00:27:29Come on.
00:27:53Here, give me that.
00:28:00Come here.
00:28:12Where are your parents?
00:28:14I don't know.
00:28:15Upstairs, probably.
00:28:21I'm sorry about yesterday.
00:28:27About what?
00:28:29I was just...
00:28:31I was angry.
00:28:33And I wanted it to feel right when it happened.
00:28:38I mean, I've kissed other boys before, but with you, I don't know.
00:28:42I wanted it to be, like, important, you know?
00:28:54You lost a lot of blood.
00:28:55You lost a lot of blood.
00:28:59Want some juice or something?
00:29:01Uh, sure.
00:29:12Apple or orange?
00:29:14Orange.
00:29:16Crap.
00:29:18That's a point.
00:29:20Point?
00:29:21Yeah.
00:29:22I'm keeping score for you.
00:29:23You're at three now.
00:29:26What if I wanted apple?
00:29:28Well, we don't even have apples, so you definitely would have lost a point.
00:29:35What are my other two points for?
00:29:37Well, one is for my parents.
00:29:40I think they like you.
00:29:43And the other one?
00:29:46Never mind that one.
00:29:48Never mind that one.
00:29:59Grace, can I...
00:30:01Can I tell you something?
00:30:05Just say it.
00:30:11Just give me a sec.
00:30:18Oh, Grace.
00:30:20I'm sorry.
00:30:30I heard about what happened and wanted to do something.
00:30:34I know this is not much, but...
00:30:36It's tuna noodle casserole, the recipe your mom loves.
00:30:41How's she doing?
00:30:43She's good.
00:30:45Oh, hi.
00:30:46Conrad.
00:30:47Nice to meet you.
00:30:49Her friend.
00:30:50We live across the street.
00:30:52Are you okay?
00:30:54Yeah.
00:30:55Oh, yeah, I had a bloody nose earlier, but I'm fine.
00:31:00I think Mr. and Mrs. Turner are upstairs.
00:31:02I could tell them you stopped by.
00:31:04That'd be great, yeah.
00:31:05I'm here, Conrad.
00:31:10Thank you.
00:31:16This helps.
00:31:17How's Lynn doing?
00:31:19It's gonna take some time.
00:31:21Conrad.
00:31:23Maybe you should go home and get cleaned up, okay?
00:31:26Oh, yeah.
00:31:28Sorry.
00:31:29If you need anything, I mean anything, don't hesitate.
00:31:33I mean it.
00:31:34Okay.
00:31:37Bye.
00:31:39I'll call you later.
00:31:47It's good meeting you.
00:31:49You too.
00:32:17It is in the times when confronted with death
00:32:21that we are reminded how truly precious life is.
00:32:26This is never more present than when a life is taken away
00:32:29at such a young age.
00:32:31It is not always evident in the moment
00:32:33as to the ways of our world,
00:32:35and it causes us to question,
00:32:37for it is through this imperfect world of ours
00:32:40that we all must travel.
00:32:43I wasn't invited.
00:32:48But I forced myself to bear witness to what I had done.
00:33:13Hey.
00:33:25Need a little help over here?
00:33:35Thanks.
00:33:38Figured it was you up here.
00:33:42Come on.
00:33:47Oh, man.
00:33:49Hunter really did a number on you the other day, huh?
00:33:53Well, you know, for what it's worth, I think he's sorry.
00:33:57Thanks for the apology, Hunter.
00:34:00Come on, man.
00:34:02You know how he is.
00:34:05Man, I don't even care about that.
00:34:07What are you up here for?
00:34:08What do you want?
00:34:12I've been thinking about Eric's family.
00:34:15We better get used to it.
00:34:19Because now we have to for the rest of our lives.
00:34:24What if we said something, you know?
00:34:26What if we did something to fix it?
00:34:29Timmy's dead.
00:34:31We can't fix that.
00:34:43Hey.
00:35:05Hello?
00:35:06Hey.
00:35:07Oh, hey.
00:35:08Can you come over?
00:35:11What's going on?
00:35:18Yeah.
00:35:22It's easy to think that life will fix your problems for you.
00:35:28But somehow everything will turn out all right.
00:35:32Hey.
00:35:34Climb up.
00:35:37That's the thing about fear.
00:35:41They can convince you of anything.
00:36:01Come on.
00:36:02We've got to be quiet.
00:36:10Come on.
00:36:27Just watch where you step.
00:36:32And now it's a mess.
00:36:41Okay.
00:36:44When you left the picnic that day,
00:36:49you said you couldn't stop by the fireworks.
00:36:51Yeah, well, I don't think I...
00:36:52Will you just shut up and let me talk?
00:36:57I don't care that you didn't.
00:36:59I just need to get this out, all right?
00:37:01All right.
00:37:02I'm sorry.
00:37:03I'm sorry.
00:37:04I'm sorry.
00:37:05I'm sorry.
00:37:06I'm sorry.
00:37:07I'm sorry.
00:37:08I'm sorry.
00:37:09All right.
00:37:11After the picnic,
00:37:14Eric and I got in a fight.
00:37:17I don't even know what it was about, but...
00:37:21I told him that I didn't want him to come
00:37:25to the fireworks.
00:37:28He didn't come because of me, Conrad.
00:37:34If I hadn't...
00:37:37If I hadn't...
00:37:43It's not your fault, Grace.
00:37:49It's not your fault.
00:38:06It's not your fault.
00:38:36It's not your fault.
00:39:00Sorry.
00:39:06It's okay.
00:39:11Come here.
00:39:27Sleep with me.
00:39:29What?
00:39:31Don't be stupid.
00:39:32Just sleep next to me.
00:39:34It's been a little while.
00:39:38What about your parents?
00:39:42It's just that...
00:39:44I haven't been able to sleep for days, and...
00:39:49I think it would help.
00:39:54Okay.
00:40:04Okay.
00:40:34Okay.
00:41:05Gracie?
00:41:07Yeah, Mom, just...
00:41:09Just getting the paper.
00:41:35Suddenly, it struck me.
00:41:39One day...
00:41:42Grace would be older than her older brother.
00:41:48She would grow up...
00:41:51and follow her dreams.
00:41:54But he would always be 19.
00:41:59And...
00:42:01And...
00:42:04And...
00:42:32Hey.
00:42:34What are you doing?
00:42:38Eric was gonna...
00:42:43Grace is out riding her bike.
00:42:55She's gonna be a while.
00:43:01You need any help with this?
00:43:04No. No, I'm good.
00:43:07You sure?
00:43:09I got it.
00:43:11I'd be happy to do whatever.
00:43:25All right.
00:43:27Knock yourself out.
00:43:31Uh...
00:43:33Take out the one bias...
00:43:36and then, uh, take it down with the frame.
00:43:39Got it.
00:43:44There you go.
00:44:02Grief has a way of uncovering the things we'd rather hide.
00:44:08Hey, Connie.
00:44:10Come on inside. I made some lemonade to take the heat off.
00:44:16Sometimes it pulls us together.
00:44:19Sometimes it pulls us apart.
00:44:23How is Gracie, comrade?
00:44:25How is Gracie, comrade?
00:44:30She seems all right.
00:44:32That's good. That's good.
00:44:43He was just like you, you know?
00:44:47Not now, I mean, but when he was your age.
00:44:51Her brother was much different with her when she was young.
00:44:56Don't forget that part of you, okay?
00:45:04What's going on?
00:45:06Hey, Grace.
00:45:08Your mom was just giving me a glass of lemonade.
00:45:12There's some more in the fridge.
00:45:26What's your mom like?
00:45:28A total freak.
00:45:30Without my dad, it's like she thinks I'm his replacement or something.
00:45:35I mean, all I want to do is just be a kid, you know?
00:45:41God, I just don't get them sometimes.
00:45:45It's weird, right?
00:45:47Like, when we were younger, they were sort of like gods.
00:45:50All-knowing and all-powerful.
00:45:52And all the answers in the world.
00:45:54Yeah, totally.
00:45:56But then, like, you wake up one day,
00:45:59and you realize that your parents are just as crazy and messed up as we are.
00:46:11Whoa.
00:46:13What is this place?
00:46:18Come on.
00:46:21Come on. I'll show you.
00:46:31Whoa.
00:46:33Whoa.
00:46:36So, is this, like, where you and the guys hang out?
00:46:40No.
00:46:42They don't even know about this place.
00:46:44Well, why not?
00:46:47I don't know.
00:46:49I just don't think they'd get it if I brought them here, you know?
00:46:57I like you.
00:47:04I feel different around you than I do with the guys.
00:47:07Oh, I would hope so.
00:47:10Shut up. That's not what I mean.
00:47:13I mean, I can be myself more.
00:47:17You know? Say what's on my mind.
00:47:20Instead of all that stupid stuff.
00:47:25I like how you worry about me.
00:47:27And that look you give me.
00:47:30I don't really know what it is, but I like it.
00:47:38So, do you think someone used to live here, or what?
00:47:43Yeah, I guess.
00:47:47Something must have happened, though.
00:47:55It's totally a mess now.
00:47:58Yeah.
00:48:00I mean, it's not as bad as your room.
00:48:03Shut up.
00:48:11Pick something out.
00:48:13Huh?
00:48:14Anything. Anything you want. Pick it out.
00:48:19Okay.
00:48:24Here.
00:48:28What about this?
00:48:30That?
00:48:31Yeah.
00:48:32Are you sure?
00:48:36Okay. Come on.
00:48:39What are we doing?
00:48:45Hurry.
00:48:55Hurry. Quick, before it burns out.
00:49:14I know it's dumb, but this stuff has so much history.
00:49:20These things people used to love, they're just objects.
00:49:26But they've been through so much, you know?
00:49:29Sometimes people forget that history is all still there.
00:49:35But it's weird, like, you burn it, and it's gone.
00:49:41You're the last person in its life.
00:49:46And suddenly, nothing's left.
00:49:51Where does that all go?
00:50:11Hello.
00:50:13Can I help you?
00:50:15I'm Catherine Stevens.
00:50:17Conrad's mom?
00:50:21Come in.
00:50:25I was so devastated when I heard about your loss.
00:50:29I hope he hasn't been too much of a fuss.
00:50:31Connie? No.
00:50:33No, he's a real good kid.
00:50:35He's a good kid.
00:50:37No. No, he's a real good kid.
00:50:40It's a pleasure to have around here anytime.
00:50:44Is he here by any chance?
00:51:03You're beautiful.
00:51:07Guys aren't beautiful.
00:51:10They're handsome.
00:51:13You're beautiful, too.
00:51:18So are you.
00:51:24Want to see something?
00:51:27There's more?
00:51:34Whoa.
00:51:36What happened?
00:51:38When I was eight, Eric and I got into a fight about something.
00:51:42And he pushed me into a pole down in our basement,
00:51:46and a screw on it dug into my back.
00:51:49Jeez. That had to hurt, huh?
00:51:51No. It didn't, actually.
00:51:54That's the funny part.
00:51:56I didn't even know it happened until he told me that I was covered in blood.
00:52:00It was 13 stitches.
00:52:02The scar will probably be there forever.
00:52:06It's ugly, though, huh?
00:52:08No. No, I like it.
00:52:18I guess we better get going, huh?
00:52:22Yeah.
00:52:31Oh, um, hi.
00:52:33I'm Kathy Stevens, Conrad's mom.
00:52:36Ah, my hands are filthy. Sorry about that.
00:52:39I see you're building something outside.
00:52:41Yeah, it's a new gazebo.
00:52:44So Conrad told me you were away on business.
00:52:49Excuse me.
00:53:03Hi.
00:53:18Would you stop?
00:53:20I can't believe you went over there.
00:53:22I was doing something nice.
00:53:24Don't you think I want to see where my son's disappeared for the last two weeks?
00:53:27Don't you think I worry?
00:53:29Yeah, Mom, I'm sure you'd get real upset.
00:53:31What's with your tone?
00:53:33I don't know what's going on with you.
00:53:36Hunter and Timmy said you...
00:53:37Hunter and Timmy are assholes, Mom!
00:53:39What are you two up to?
00:53:40Just hanging out.
00:53:41You said it yourself, I should watch out for her.
00:53:43I didn't tell you to spend every waking moment with her.
00:53:46I got news for you, kiddo.
00:53:49As long as you live under my roof, you owe me answers.
00:53:55Fine.
00:53:56Where are you going?
00:53:57Just get out of the way, Mom.
00:53:58Where do you think you're going?
00:53:59Move!
00:54:29Hey.
00:54:59Hey.
00:55:29Wow.
00:55:31You guys built this in grade school?
00:55:33Yep.
00:55:35My dad helped us build it.
00:55:38We barely even come here anymore, though.
00:55:41We shouldn't even be in here, actually.
00:55:44Seriously?
00:55:47No girls policy.
00:55:50Yeah, well, it's kind of like our place, you know?
00:55:54I thought you didn't hang out with them anymore.
00:55:57Yeah, I guess.
00:56:06That was a while ago.
00:56:08Aww.
00:56:10Aren't you guys cool?
00:56:14So now what?
00:56:28Okay, go slow.
00:56:30Hold on, hold on.
00:56:31It's all right.
00:56:33Okay, it's okay.
00:56:34Just go slow.
00:56:40Holy shit!
00:56:44What's up, man?
00:56:46Oh, what's up, man?
00:56:48You tell me, playboy.
00:56:50Nothing, dude.
00:56:51We're just hanging out.
00:56:53Okay, these two are just hanging out to me.
00:56:55Oh, well, that's cool.
00:56:56Oh, wait.
00:56:57Oh, wait, I'm sorry.
00:56:58Did I say hanging out?
00:56:59Because what I meant to say was Conrad's over here
00:57:01finger-blasting the hell out of Grace.
00:57:03Hey, Conrad, shut up.
00:57:04And you shut up.
00:57:05Just get out of here, dude.
00:57:06They're fine.
00:57:08How else does it not piss you off?
00:57:10Are you two gonna leave?
00:57:11We were just getting started,
00:57:13and I'd really like to get back to it.
00:57:17Come on.
00:57:19Come on, let's go.
00:57:22Jesus.
00:57:24Jesus.
00:57:35What the hell, man?
00:57:36Grow up, Hunter.
00:57:43I'm seriously sorry about that.
00:57:45Stop apologizing for them.
00:57:47I bet neither of them ever even kissed a girl before.
00:57:50What are they doing?
00:57:53Um, they're heading up north for the night.
00:57:56For what?
00:57:58To pack up Eric's dorm room.
00:58:02You're not going?
00:58:05No.
00:58:08Don't you think you should?
00:58:09God, stop.
00:58:11What?
00:58:12You sound just like them.
00:58:14Just get in the way and be miserable the whole time.
00:58:18Besides, if I don't go,
00:58:21then we have a place to ourselves.
00:58:25You don't think your parents have thought of that?
00:58:27Yeah, they gave me this whole lecture on trust and stuff,
00:58:30but I'm not a child.
00:58:38Sleep with me tonight, Conrad.
00:58:42It's just that I just wanted things to be about us right now.
00:58:47I want to.
00:58:49I just...
00:58:51I just...
00:58:53What?
00:58:54What?
00:58:55I don't know.
00:58:56What? What?
00:59:03Well, I guess you think about it,
00:59:05and then you can come back later tonight.
00:59:08Whatever happens, happens.
00:59:11But if you do want to,
00:59:14then we need to be ready.
00:59:18Know what I mean?
00:59:21Yeah, I think so.
00:59:23All right.
00:59:25I'll see you later tonight.
00:59:27Good night.
00:59:44Good night.
00:59:57Can I help you with something?
01:00:00No, I'm good.
01:00:14Okay.
01:00:40Is that all?
01:00:41Yeah, and some condoms too.
01:00:43What's that?
01:00:44Um, some condoms, please.
01:00:47What kind?
01:00:49I don't care. It doesn't matter.
01:01:04$18.79.
01:01:07Whoa.
01:01:09Watch where you're going, dude.
01:01:12You watch it.
01:01:16Hey, hold up, man.
01:01:17Just stay away from me.
01:01:18Look.
01:01:22I'm sorry, all right?
01:01:24No, no, no. Seriously, I am okay.
01:01:29Well, it's just not the same without you around.
01:01:33I mean, we're all supposed to be in this together, right?
01:01:35And now Tim doesn't even want to talk to me anymore.
01:01:37So now, because you've lost your two best friends,
01:01:39you feel bad that we let some kid die?
01:01:44Hey, can we just talk for a minute?
01:02:09Okay.
01:02:39$18.79.
01:03:10I didn't think you'd ever get here.
01:03:13Hey.
01:03:15Wow.
01:03:17You look beautiful.
01:03:20Thanks.
01:03:39$18.79.
01:03:41$18.79.
01:04:07Have you ever played What If, Conrad?
01:04:10What do you mean?
01:04:14What if our lives never crossed?
01:04:18Like, what if we never met?
01:04:21You and me and my life.
01:04:23And everything would be different.
01:04:29This whole summer would be different.
01:04:35Yeah, it would be.
01:04:40You'd make me really happy.
01:05:11$18.79.
01:05:34You okay?
01:05:36Yeah, I'm fine.
01:05:41Was last night okay?
01:05:44Yeah, it was perfect, right?
01:05:47Yeah, totally.
01:05:53You sure you're all right?
01:05:55I'm great.
01:06:06What are you doing?
01:06:08I'm going to church.
01:06:10Mr. and Mrs. Morris will be here to pick me up any minute.
01:06:12Are you going to be gone long?
01:06:14No, just a couple hours.
01:06:17You can make yourself at home, though.
01:06:22My parents won't be back until tonight.
01:06:38$18.79.
01:07:09Grace, we're home.
01:07:24She's in the shower.
01:07:28Grace?
01:07:33Grace?
01:07:36Grace?
01:07:40Grace?
01:07:46Grace?
01:07:48♪♪
01:07:58Where is she?
01:08:01She went to church.
01:08:02You're not supposed to be home.
01:08:03We welcomed you into our home,
01:08:05and this is what you do?
01:08:08Mr. Thompson.
01:08:11Leave.
01:08:13♪♪♪
01:08:20♪♪♪
01:08:27♪♪♪
01:08:33Hi, Grace.
01:08:36Hey.
01:08:38Do you have a second?
01:08:39Can you just leave me alone?
01:08:40It's important, okay?
01:08:42What do you want?
01:08:45♪♪♪
01:08:52♪♪♪
01:08:57I want to say, um...
01:09:01I'm sorry.
01:09:03I'm sorry for, um...
01:09:05for everything.
01:09:08I just, uh, needed to say that.
01:09:12Jesus, your respects.
01:09:14♪♪♪
01:09:17What if lies don't cover up the past?
01:09:20♪♪♪
01:09:23Maybe they cover up the present.
01:09:26♪♪♪
01:09:28Turn us inside out...
01:09:32and force themselves to the surface.
01:09:36I'm not gonna stop seeing him, Dad.
01:09:39Frankly, Grace, after what you've done,
01:09:41you have no choice in the matter.
01:09:44Grace...
01:09:45No!
01:09:46We trusted you.
01:09:47Let go of me.
01:09:48And you promised you wouldn't betray that trust.
01:09:50And yet you go right ahead and walk all over it
01:09:52right when your mother and I needed you most.
01:09:54You both just can't stand the fact
01:09:56that I found something good.
01:09:58That something actually makes me happy.
01:10:00Gracie, please stop.
01:10:02Grace, honey.
01:10:04You need to be honest with yourself
01:10:06and do what's right for this family.
01:10:09You've got to be kidding me.
01:10:11Grace, it's already been decided.
01:10:14Decided by who?
01:10:17The two of you?
01:10:20You've barely even talked to each other since Eric died.
01:10:24You've barely even looked at me since he died.
01:10:28He has nothing to do with this.
01:10:30He has everything to do with it, Mom!
01:10:32He has everything to do with it, Mom!
01:10:43Grace!
01:10:44Grace!
01:10:52Conrad?
01:10:58Conrad?
01:11:03Oh, my God.
01:11:05Conrad.
01:11:06Thank God.
01:11:07I've been looking everywhere for you.
01:11:22You okay?
01:11:23Your parents.
01:11:24They came home.
01:11:25I know, but listen.
01:11:27I don't care about what they say.
01:11:29Listen, I don't care about what they said
01:11:32or what they want
01:11:34or about them at all.
01:11:36You're the only one that I care about anymore.
01:11:39Just...
01:11:42Just run away with me.
01:11:44What?
01:11:45I'm serious. Let's just go.
01:11:47Our parents are crazy.
01:11:48We're better off alone without them together.
01:11:50Zane, but think about it.
01:11:52You've already run away, and we could live here for a while
01:11:54and plan something out.
01:11:56Grace, stop!
01:12:00What?
01:12:05What is it?
01:12:07Conrad, talk to me.
01:12:20I let your brother die.
01:12:25What?
01:12:27I'm sorry.
01:12:28No, what are you talking about?
01:12:30It was an accident.
01:12:31I was out with Hunter and Timmy.
01:12:33It was supposed to be a prank,
01:12:35and nobody was supposed to be home, but it was.
01:12:37So slow down.
01:12:38He chased us, and he hit that deer.
01:12:39You're not making any sense.
01:12:40What are you talking about?
01:12:41And he hit the tree.
01:12:43We didn't...
01:12:44We didn't stay.
01:12:45I wish we had.
01:12:47No.
01:12:49No, he was alone.
01:12:52He wasn't, Grace.
01:12:58This isn't...
01:12:59This isn't funny.
01:13:02This isn't a funny joke.
01:13:04Don't tell me you're joking.
01:13:14It's true.
01:13:17Oh, my God, it's true.
01:13:18I can't see it in your face.
01:13:20You watched him die.
01:13:22I didn't watch him die, Grace.
01:13:23You said he was there.
01:13:24I wanted to stay here.
01:13:25I wanted to help him.
01:13:27I did.
01:13:29Oh, my God.
01:13:31Why did you do this to me?
01:13:33Grace, stop. Listen.
01:13:34No, don't tell me to stop.
01:13:40I let you sleep with me, Conrad.
01:13:44I let you sleep with me.
01:13:48Grace, I love you.
01:13:51I love you.
01:13:57I don't want to see your face.
01:14:01I never want to see anything of you ever again.
01:14:21Mom?
01:14:43Mom?
01:14:46Dad?
01:14:51Mom?
01:15:21Mom?
01:15:47What's wrong?
01:15:51Grace?
01:15:55Grace!
01:16:00No, please.
01:16:09I'm sorry.
01:16:11I'm sorry.
01:16:19We thought he'd be okay.
01:16:23And when he wasn't...
01:16:27I just didn't know what to do.
01:16:30You might have saved that boy's life.
01:16:35And you might not have.
01:16:38You're gonna be an old man one day.
01:16:40Yeah.
01:16:46Yeah.
01:17:01As we get older,
01:17:03we all come to a fork in the road.
01:17:11And as we choose our path,
01:17:13some of us grow wiser,
01:17:16and some of us don't.
01:17:20Some relationships last.
01:17:24Some disappear.
01:17:28But what once was
01:17:32can't stay the same.
01:17:36No matter how much we wish it otherwise.
01:17:41Truth is,
01:17:43no one gets it right.
01:17:46But I think we're all supposed to try.
01:18:06Mr. Turner, please.
01:18:08There's something I need to tell you.
01:18:19I'm sorry.
01:18:22I'm sorry.
01:18:25I'm sorry.
01:18:28I'm sorry.
01:18:31I'm sorry.
01:18:35I'm sorry.
01:18:41I don't remember what I said on that porch that evening,
01:18:45or how our parents exactly reacted.
01:18:54Moments like that,
01:18:57they cloud your memory
01:18:59and leave only a feeling.
01:19:03A feeling you can't ever shake.
01:19:20Wherever she is,
01:19:22I hope she's okay.
01:19:26Losing someone,
01:19:29you don't really ever get over it.
01:19:33I'm home.
01:19:35Hey.
01:19:38You have a good night?
01:19:40Yeah, pretty good, I guess.
01:19:47Well, that's good.
01:19:50Go on inside and tell your mom you're home.
01:19:54Mom?
01:19:57Making peace with the past, well,
01:20:00sometimes it seems impossible.
01:20:06Maybe it's supposed to be.
01:20:08Dad, you coming?
01:20:12Yeah.
01:20:15I'm coming, Eric.
01:20:26I'm coming.

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