Mea culpa S1E6x7
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00:00They're the ones he hasn't lost, but the rest, all of them.
00:03Because there have been very few friends, very few,
00:08because he was always very friendly.
00:10He loves you very much, Mrs. Elena.
00:12He remembers you very much.
00:14In fact, he thinks that when he goes out,
00:17the only thing he wants to do is hug his mother and tell her,
00:19I'm out, Mom.
00:21It's the only thing I also want.
00:25I once went to wait for a child that he became friends with
00:29in Iquique, which he also met in a boarding school,
00:33and I went to wait for him because his mother was far away.
00:37And I wish he knew so much that he was my son.
00:44I hope God wants him to be here later,
00:49because he shouldn't be there anymore.
00:52Certainly, from this humble house,
00:59stuck in the Cerro La Cruz,
01:02the prison of Valparaíso can be seen in the distance.
01:07When in the afternoon he warns his ultimate God,
01:10and everything suggests that the inmates are taken to their cells,
01:14this mother, like a true rite,
01:18also establishes her last daily contact with her beloved son.
01:34After this magical encounter,
01:36the purest feelings that a mother can give
01:40to a son in misfortune.
01:49Behind the bars, it seems that the distances are getting longer,
01:54but instead the true affections are stressed.
01:58That son with Down syndrome,
02:00who innocently became cause and effect
02:04of his father's destinies,
02:06has never forgotten it.
02:18It is the impersonality of this shared prison,
02:21where the confinement hardly lets the feelings flourish.
02:26Jorge's family, however, occupies a place for the memory.
02:31Then, loneliness always expects an emotional reward.
02:38I always expect a gift from my son,
02:42that he comes to try to play with him.
02:46I know that sometimes it is impossible for him to come because he is sick.
02:50And I don't understand why sometimes I tell him
02:53not to bring him to me,
02:57because I know the damage I do to him
03:00when they bring him here,
03:02because he needs to be at home.
03:05They have to be changing him constantly,
03:07because of his little brother who has hurt him.
03:11They have to be constantly healing him,
03:15taking him to the doctor.
03:17But there are many things that the child needs,
03:23and I take them away with this mistake we made.
03:27How many years have you been here?
03:29I have been here for 38 months.
03:32And you have been counted, it seems.
03:34Yes, I have been counted.
03:38Now, on December 27th, I turn 38 months.
03:42Do you become more delinquent here in the house?
03:44I don't think so.
03:45Are you willing to fight in the street now?
03:47Or maybe you're going to drink again?
03:49No, I don't think so.
03:50I'm still the same person I was when I was working.
03:54Maybe a little more mature,
03:56a little more in love here,
03:58thinking about all the damage I did.
04:00But I'm more used to the system here, no.
04:06Because as a person,
04:08you can't be guided by other people,
04:11by what other people are,
04:13and I don't know what I am,
04:16what I think I am,
04:18and what I'm going to do when I go out.
04:20It's unusual that you're paying for something
04:22that you didn't even consume, right?
04:26Of course, there are things that happen in life,
04:30mistakes that one makes,
04:32that one learns,
04:34and I hope it never happens again.
04:36Are you afraid that those who got you into this
04:39will try again?
04:41I don't think so.
04:43Because I never thought about the people involved in this, never.
04:50I think I'm going to go out and be with my family,
04:55and what happened,
04:57because the only thing that started with my family
04:59was to leave it to oblivion and live a new life,
05:04like the one I had before,
05:06work, fight.