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00:30I can't stop shaking
00:33Same here. We're all in the same boat and hey
00:38I'm, sorry for teasing you earlier
00:41I just don't want to forget everything i've learned so much since coming here
00:47Yuka tan, i'm, sorry
00:51I didn't mean to yell at you like that
00:54I don't think any of us can blame you right now junpei
00:56Hey, so don't worry about it, right?
01:08I'm, sorry, I knew the truth deep town but still sorry for being a dick
01:14All right
01:16Let's put a pause on any unnecessary gatherings for now. Ryoji said he'll be back on new year's eve
01:21let's just
01:23Try to go about our lives until then
01:26We have some time so let's consider our options while we still can
01:39Um
01:42Um, hey
01:53I think
01:56So dance if you wanna go ahead
02:10Hey
02:27So
02:29Isn't that right
02:37Sorry
02:51All right
02:54Oh, uh eating fast is kind of my thing
02:58You don't eat quick at my place my siblings will pick everything clean
03:03Don't worry your food's safe take your time
03:10Oh, that was almost a personal best for me
03:14Oh get this i've got a race lined up at another school
03:17The coach from a big time athletic college is gonna be there know what that means
03:21If I do well enough I might score a scholarship
03:29Right then I could keep doing track
03:33I've pretty much given up on going to college. We just don't have that kind of money
03:38And I heard about the chance for a scholarship so you can imagine why I jumped on it, right?
03:48I'm gonna win this thing and go to college
03:52And maybe this will make my mom's life a little easier
04:00Right, I guess we really do come from different worlds you probably have a hard time relating to poor families like mine
04:10I always think how different things would be if my dad were still alive if he were here
04:14My siblings wouldn't have to worry about
04:17Either or not they'd get to eat every day
04:22Well complaining won't accomplish anything i'm just gonna have to try for that scholarship
04:28Shoot sale on chicken is almost over and it's my turn to cook tonight. I'll catch you later
04:39I see you're back
04:48I think
04:51Is
04:58Um
05:21So
05:33Hey
05:36So
05:56Oh, there you are
05:59Feeling down today kid might listen to what this old monk has to say
06:05Uh
06:07Those folks downstairs
06:10They're probably around your age, huh?
06:12it looks like they're having fun drinking and dancing, but
06:17You look closely their eyes say otherwise
06:22I bet they come here to relieve stress from the day
06:25But I wonder if any of them are actually enjoying themselves
06:30Stress won't go away unless you deal with the root of the issue
06:35You can put it off and it'll always come back
06:39This place is more of a refuge than a club to me
06:43Those kids really want to relax. We should switch the music to the heart sutra
06:50Hey, there's a microphone over there bring it over kid i'll perform a live sutra reading
06:55So
07:00Don't underestimate me kid my reading of the heart sutra will change your life
07:07But I guess you're right this place is too small to recite it properly
07:15I've got a kid around their age, you know
07:18One and only son you're 21 this year. It's a little older than you
07:25In life that is
07:31You think it's okay to leave the future of this country in the hands of these kids
07:36I mean, what if they all end up like me?
07:39Well, it ain't like I got high hopes for the future form is emptiness
07:44Emptiness is form
07:47Oh, sorry
07:48I'm done talking now
07:51Go home before it gets too late. All right. I'll see you next time
08:02It's so simple you just purchase a ticket at the window and then walk in to enjoy a film
08:09This may sound silly to you, but i've always wanted to try the whole theater experience
08:15Even though we sat at the end of the aisle, I didn't feel that my view was compromised in the least
08:21It seems a lot of thought goes into the design and construction of a movie theater
08:32It's thanks to you i've never felt comfortable enough to come here alone
08:38I'm sure most people don't consider this to be such a big deal
08:41I imagine someone like yukari would have no reservations seeing a movie by herself
08:46She's likely more suited to riding a motorcycle than I am as well
08:56Yes, you must have seen it when I rode in to provide support for the team
09:00However, that wasn't my original motivation for getting it
09:06With a motorcycle I can go where I want when I want all on my own
09:11You could say it's my modest attempt at rebellion
09:14against the many restrictions of my life
09:18After it was damaged I considered letting go
09:21but
09:22Ultimately, I decided to have it repaired instead
09:25I don't regret it
09:27Even now I spend my time tuning it whenever I can
09:37Together just the two of us
09:41Can you ride one on your own or do you plan to cling on behind me
09:47Whichever it is you've got your work cut out for you
09:52In any case you have my thanks i'm feeling a lot better now, you know, I have to wonder
10:02When my parents went through stressful times maybe they had moments like this too
10:07Really? Sorry. I know this isn't the proper place to stand around chatting
10:13But if it's all right with you
10:15Why don't we stay here a bit longer before heading back?
10:33No
10:37If you wanna go ahead
10:59Yes
11:07Until
11:13You were actually able to keep up with me on my training regimen i'm impressed
11:22So, what do you think
11:28Well, the reason I asked you to join me today is
11:33We finally found you akihiko sanada
11:37So
11:42We've had a good run up until now today's where it ends
11:47Don't feel bad about screaming if you gotta no one's coming to save you though
11:54These guys just don't know when to quit
11:58There's no getting away this time not for you and not for your chicken shit buddy either
12:03Hmm not that it'd matter anyway you guys live at the dorm nearby, don't you?
12:11Yeah, we saw some girls there a kid too sure hope they're keeping safe
12:27Stay back i'll create an opening so you can escape
12:31If you're going after my friends then i'll be your first obstacle come on make your move
12:43Don't you know what'll happen if a trained guy like you hits an amateur
12:47The boxing team will be suspended and you'll be expelled or worse. You'll go to prison and your life will be over
12:55Is that what you want? Huh?
12:58That is true I can never do something like that to my supervisor or my boxing teammates
13:09But even if that's how I feel
13:11I can't back down now. I'll carry that responsibility
13:16And pay for it the rest of my life if I have to I will protect what's important to me
13:23That's why I have these fists
13:26Ah, what the hell are you going on about?
13:30Oh
13:38All right, then i'll trust my back to you just try not to hurt him i'm sure you can handle that
13:45Cocky little bastards
13:47So
13:54Looks like that does it that was quite the challenge considering their numbers. Are you all right?
14:02Don't ever show your face around here again if I ever hear you're threatening my friends
14:08You know what'll happen next
14:13Got it
14:15Come on, it's getting cold
14:17Plus someone might have called the police. Let's go to my room for now
14:29Well, i'd like to put out some tea but I have to take these off first
14:40They're more than just fashionable these hand wraps protect my hands and wrists
14:47Not only do these protect me
14:49But they can affect the power of my punches depending on how I wrap them whether my fists deal damage or not depends on these
14:56I guess they're like my partners in the ring
15:00Anyways, make yourself comfortable
15:06So
15:07The reason I asked you to join me today
15:11It's because I wanted you to know what i've been working on
15:14I spent a lot of time training and gaining more experience
15:18And I thought i'd finally reached a point where I could feel confident in my abilities
15:25But after hearing what the appraiser said
15:29I felt the threat I felt anger too
15:31Knowing that all the training I put myself through was meaningless. I told myself i'd face things head on
15:39But i'm still as weak as I was before
15:42Tell me do you think i'm strong enough now?
15:52I'd like to think so, but I did lose my way
15:57Everyone loses confidence in themselves from time to time
16:01And that's when their weakness rears its ugly head
16:05Being on the verge of grasping something but grappling with the fear and frustration of losing everything again
16:11and
16:13It's so hard to overcome and it's a feeling I understand all too well
16:20I know we've pushed this crucial decision on you
16:24And I can only imagine how hard that must be
16:28but
16:29Try not to blame junpei and the others
16:32Around
16:39You really are strong, you know that
16:43Anyway
16:45As someone who is there too
16:47I just wanted you to know
16:50No matter what you decide i'm still gonna do what I have to do
16:57I faced off against countless opponents to get where I am now
17:01If I said all my training was meaningless
17:05Then that would be spitting on all of their efforts, too
17:08And that would be absolutely unacceptable
17:12Wouldn't you agree?
17:14Sorry, I didn't mean to go on a tangent like that not only did I ask you to join me today
17:19But you got dragged into my fight, too
17:23I've got to at least pay you back for that
17:31I'm, pretty sure my special protein blend is around here somewhere
17:51Oh that
17:52I was thinking of sending that back to my parents when I write them a new year's card
17:57We don't know how the future is going to turn out
17:59It's better if it doesn't stay with me
18:09You're one unusual guy
18:12I was thinking this during the fight earlier, but for some reason
18:16I feel like I can trust you to watch my back
18:19together
18:21We can overcome anything
18:24For a long time
18:25All I cared about was having the power to protect others
18:29And I thought being hard on myself and competing with others was the only way I was going to do that
18:34Although it is true that i've gotten more capable through my reckless approach
18:40But now
18:42There are others who fight alongside me. So I have people who I want to protect
18:47but at the same time
18:49I want them to be there fighting with me in the end
18:53It's because I have all of you that I feel like I can become even stronger
19:00I still don't know if i'm strong or kind enough to deserve this medal
19:04But this is my starting point
19:06And it's something that I should keep with me
19:11You've taught me another valuable lesson today now where to put this
19:23Yeah, I think I will
19:29I did it miki
19:36If you say so i'll keep fighting like i'm up for a shot at the title belt
19:42I may not be very good at motivating people with words
19:46Or communicating how I feel but you can trust i'll never back down from a fight even if i'm battered and on the ground
19:54I'll get back up every time
19:57I'll never give up
19:59That's my duty to all of you
20:01So you can count on me
20:04I swear I will protect you
20:07That being said
20:09There's still so much I owe you for
20:12I'll be doing what I can to pay back that debt
20:15I haven't really thanked you for all your help until now either
20:19Oh, right, I was going to at least thank you for what you did today
20:24Hmm damn looks like i'm out of protein powder. What else do I have?
20:31Ah here you can have these dumbbells
20:35Just a minute i'll get them ready for you
20:41You could change the weight on these ones to match whatever your muscle strength is
20:45In your case i'd start with eight kilos. No, actually, I think you can handle ten
20:51You could also use a machine but you gotta do some resistance training with free weights, too
21:05Sorry, I kept you waiting
21:13Yeah, sorry, I guess I need to train more
21:21It's going i'm super thirsty
21:30Oh, that was great
21:32I always say food tastes better with a buddy. I used to come here all the time with my teammates, but
21:45You're the only one who says that anymore
21:47Yeah
21:50Anyway, they wouldn't come now even if I invited them
21:53I don't really get along with people who don't take the sport seriously
21:57Even started training at different times. Nothing's organized anymore
22:03I used to love it there, you know
22:05I spent all my time on the track practicing and training. We all loved track and had so much fun together
22:13But then
22:15Never mind, it doesn't matter
22:18Are two different them and me i'm going to reach heights. They never will
22:23I have to
22:25But sorry that
22:27That was a weird conversation. I think i'll do lunges the whole way home. You keep at it, too. No slowing down
22:41Hey
22:45Hey
22:48You're late what kept you, huh?
22:59Don't you think it's rude to make someone wait
23:05And dad tell you not to do that, huh?
23:15Huh
23:18It's the first time i'm telling you oh, that's right
23:25I guess it is
23:27I thought you got in a drop dead somewhere something
23:33Don't make me worry like that
23:36Where the hell are you wandering around? It's late
23:45Oh friend, huh
23:48girl
23:50It's a girl, ain't it?
23:52Even though you're still sponging off your parents
23:58Well like father like son, I guess
24:08You
24:10What what all this time I thought you
24:16I guess my eyesight is getting bad after all
24:23Spending all my time with clients missing anniversaries
24:28Birthdays, I wonder if they felt the same way I did I was waiting for you earlier
24:35Sir
24:41My wife and son we were all together back when I was still a businessman
24:49It's already been four years now
24:53Since they left me
24:55I used to stay out past midnight all the time
25:00My wife and I would always fight about it
25:03Now when I go home, I don't know what to do with myself
25:08Oh, I just come here and drink every night
25:17I of course not they're the ones that abandoned me, you know
25:22Besides after all this time
25:27I don't know how to face them
25:30She hasn't contacted me since then must have gotten over me already
25:38I have no idea where they are or if they'd even want to see me. It's too much of a hassle
25:47All right kid enough of the depressing talk let's get out of here I want to go home and take a shower
25:59So
26:29Um
26:46You go on ahead to the shrine i'll grab us some takoyaki
26:54Sweet be right there
26:59You got some takoyaki this one's for you
27:08Good thing be sure to thank me for every single bite
27:13It's messing around
27:15Let's be honest. This is kind of an apology for the other day
27:19you know
27:20Back when I blew up at you
27:22one pack of takoyaki ain't gonna make up for it, but
27:25It's better than nothing, right?
27:30Now
27:35Thanks still I felt like words weren't enough for an apology
27:42I took my anger out on you
27:44And you totally didn't deserve that
27:47it's because
27:48I really wanted to take out my anger on someone else
27:54Remember when I
27:56Mentioned I was visiting someone at the hospital and how I pissed her off, but I didn't know what I did wrong
28:04I uh
28:06Think I get it
28:09A while back I was asked what i'd be doing with my life in two years
28:14Aichi dori and being the sensitive dumbass I am
28:20I said something like
28:22Eats me for a long time
28:25I didn't even understand how it must have felt for her to ask me that
28:30So it's no wonder she got upset she was facing something really scary
28:36And there I was
28:37Acting like there's no big deal
28:41The other day
28:42When everyone was all calm and chatting about what ryoji said
28:46it put
28:48everything into perspective
28:50When it finally hit me
28:52I lost my shit and snapped at you
28:56I'm really sorry about that, man
29:01Hey, come on eat up don't want cold takoyaki, do you?
29:09That was tasty and it's not too bad cold either
29:15Hey, by the way, have you decided what you're gonna do on the 31st yet?
29:23Yeah
29:27Gotcha
29:30Look man
29:31Me and the others might tell you all kinds of stuff
29:34but
29:36Whatever we say
29:38Go with your own gut
29:41You've dealt with enough as it is, you know
29:44I've
29:47Always been jealous of you
29:50Of you
29:51You're a special dude
29:53And everyone's always counting on you
29:56but at the same time
29:58I knew you were the one making all the tough calls
30:02You're always looking out for everyone around you
30:06Even people like me sure I was jealous but watching you
30:13I knew I could never be you
30:17So
30:18I figured maybe it's time you chose what you wanted to do for a change
30:22besides
30:24Forgetting everything doesn't exactly sound so bad. Does it?
30:34Uh, I mean I obviously wouldn't like that it sucked to forget everything
30:42But that's just how I feel you should follow your feelings
30:47Whatever you choose, I won't let anyone tell you otherwise
30:53All right, that's enough serious stuff just like this make my throat all dry
30:58Or maybe it's just a takoyaki. Let's grab a drink somewhere and head back
31:03Is that okay with you? Mr. Leader?
31:10Right
31:16So
31:31By the way
31:43Good to see you
31:46But we go chill today
31:55Oh
32:07Hmm
32:17Hmm
32:28By the way
32:33Chill vibes the nighttime alone, that's right
32:47Yes, who is it
32:51Um, it's me
32:54Huh? Oh come in
33:02You don't stop by very often senpai is something wrong
33:08No, not particularly is this a bad time
33:12Oh, are you feeling lonely?
33:17Hey, are you teasing me?
33:21Nah, never
33:25Sure
33:30I wonder what this nix is like. Do you think it's inside tartarus?
33:36I have no idea
33:38Oh by the way
33:40I've made my decision. I want to fight to the end
33:43It's better than doing nothing. That's why you're here, right senpai?
33:49You got me
33:51Yeah, you're pretty easy to read
33:55I've made my decision as well. The kirijo group is slowly regaining its footing
34:00After I graduate the plan is for me to eventually take over as leader
34:04Turning back was never really an option for me
34:09But what if you die
34:12If we can defeat nix and I die in the process
34:15Then the company will continue on without me and i'm confident they'd carry on my wishes
34:22But from what we've heard nix can't be defeated though, I kind of wonder about that
34:28We've got someone on our team who seems pretty unkillable, too
34:32That's true and he's an exceptional persona user
34:36Even if death was empowering him from within
34:40He's an interesting guy, huh
34:44He certainly is
34:46You know if things don't work out I think i'll still be okay as long as i'm with everyone
34:54Honestly
34:55I don't think it matters if we live or die
34:58All that really matters is that we're proud of how we lived and I know i'd be proud if we decided to fight nix
35:04Is this about honoring your father's legacy
35:08Yeah, that's part of it
35:11But mostly it's about me and how I feel
35:15I understand
35:18Senpai a while back you asked me to face what comes next with you. You didn't forget did you?
35:25I could never forget we'll fight together yukari
35:30Good
35:33So
36:03So
36:22Hello, sorry, but I don't think I can make it today
36:25So
36:32I'm really sorry
36:35but actually
36:37My mom fainted i'm at the hospital right now
36:42They said it's exhaustion since she works from morning till night damn it it's all my fault
36:50And my mom she's trying to leave she says we can't afford the medical bills
36:56God damn it
36:58Why can't I do anything?
37:00i'm useless
37:02Just another one of her problems
37:06I'm sorry about all that. I
37:09I don't want to be a problem for you, too
37:11But i'm glad you were the one to hear me out
37:14Talking about this kind of helped
37:17I gotta get back to her room. So let's talk later. Okay
37:26Mm-hmm
37:31Yeah
37:40I suppose yes
37:56But we go chill today, um, by the way
38:09Yes
38:16Hey, sorry about last time when you know forget about it, all right
38:22Yeah
38:25Anyway, would you mind listening to this old man complain i'm sober today so sit tight, will you?
38:37All I had to do was look all serious and recite the sutras
38:42I can make easy money for donations
38:44That's what I thought
38:46that's why I set aside my pride and
38:50Begged my parents to let me take over the temple
38:54Every day is someone's death anniversary
38:58Kind of makes you think how long people have been around
39:01I'm working memorial service after memorial service 24 7
39:07If my little temple was some kind of convenience store
39:11So
39:16Only I could
39:18But I have a strong sense of duty
39:22I can't say no to someone who needs my service. It's the burden of a strong moral compass
39:29But as you can see i'm too busy
39:34I gotta push this old body of mine to the limit
39:38I hate this work your ass off mentality
39:45Maybe I should think of something else to do with my life
39:49Can't keep this up for much longer
39:51My alcohol tolerance is weaker, too
39:54I've been drinking too much lately making a fool of myself like I did the other day
40:00So
40:05Thanks, I know you're just trying to make me feel better but i'll take it
40:11Oh
40:13Then how's this for an excuse?
40:16We never filed for divorce and i've got some pretty good real estate now that i've inherited this temple
40:23It's not a bad deal
40:24Got enough money that I can retire and just enjoy the rest of my life
40:29What do you think
40:35Oh, um, well
40:43I'm thinking about asking him to come back, you know, my wife my son
40:51First I gotta find out where they are. I'll hire a detective. I don't care how much it costs
40:57And when I see him first thing i'm gonna do is
41:01Tell him i'm, sorry
41:03At the bottom of my heart. I'm gonna be concentrating on them. So
41:10Probably won't be seeing you anytime soon
41:15Well, i'm glad this is it one brat is all I can handle at a time and i've got to deal with my own son now
41:23If I knew it was gonna end up like this I never would have become a monk
41:28I guess i'll go to a detective agency tomorrow
41:33All right, let's get going kid
41:52So
42:02Oh, welcome back
42:10Hey, um
42:16Um
42:19Hi there
42:22My bed
42:40I see you're reading a biography of the empress dowager from the qing dynasty
42:45By many accounts she was vilified as a ruthless despot during her reign
42:49Then again these kinds of stories are known to stretch the truth
42:54Oh, pardon me i'm getting ahead of myself. I should let you read first
43:04Reading this actually made me think what is the right way for a person to rule
43:11Too much kindness and you'll be seen as weak
43:14Sometimes a ruler needs to be harsh
43:16Even so I imagine the empress dowager's final years must have been lonely given that she was feared by her people
43:24What do you think
43:26A ruler is responsible for the lives of many others. Is it difficult for someone like that to find happiness like everyone else?
43:34I
43:43You certainly don't mince words
43:45But I can see the point you're making I could stand to learn a thing or two from you
43:50You're our leader after all
43:53You know
43:54Thanks to you. I've been able to sit down and reflect on a reading for the first time in a while
43:59It really does help to have a partner going through the same book as you
44:03Being able to discuss the material allows us to broaden our horizons even further
44:10Such storied figures are often only written about after their passing
44:14But surely sparks of their greatness could have been seen long before
44:19Sometimes I find myself thinking you have that same potential
44:28Am I i'd like to say i'm a fairly good judge of character
44:33In other words, I have faith in your abilities
44:36I hope you're up to the task
44:40Oh, it's gotten late we best turn in for the evening
44:45Let's have another reading session here in the future, but for now have a good night
44:50So
45:00Sorry to drag you along on this personal venture
45:12Oh, no, there's no need thank you though
45:16Looking through the literature section made me realize something
45:19There are so many books about romance but far fewer on the domestic life that comes after it
45:25I wonder if that means the most exciting time in one's life comes
45:29Prior to the wedding does everyone go into marriage with the expectation of losing something?
45:36The truth is
45:38The group is in turmoil over the inheritance issue
45:41And some of the older members are of the opinion that a student like me isn't up to the task
45:46but
45:47I'm, the daughter of the head of the group. I need to show that I can take the lead
45:52Even if I have to make sacrifices to do it
46:00Uh
46:02fiance
46:03Has been chosen for me
46:06He's the new president of one of our affiliates and he's much older than me
46:10But if I agree to the marriage the future of the company will be secured
46:16He's planning to announce the partnership and our engagement at the same time
46:20Doing so will give the appearance that the company is stable both inside and out
46:26This is the best solution for everyone involved
46:35This was decided a long time ago
46:38It's just going to take place a bit sooner than originally planned that's all
46:43This is for the best
46:47My mother and father walked the same path so I won't run from my fate
47:03Of course I am
47:05Think about it. What would I do if I broke off the engagement leave everything behind and go on a journey of self-discovery
47:15Why would you ask me that you're making me doubt myself
47:21Say recently i've been feeling a little hesitant about meeting up with you like this
47:28I already made the decision to carry out my duty but
47:32Whenever I talk with you my resolve begins to falter. Why do I feel this way when i'm with you?
47:42I think it would be best if we left off here for today
47:44Sorry to do this after inviting you out here, but I need to head home and go over some paperwork on the partnership. Excuse me
48:02Expires yes
48:17Oh, yes
48:28Um
48:32Let's give this our best shot
48:37I trust you're not tired then. Let's be off
48:43Huh, you really do get stronger with more experience I thought that was just some video games
49:02Is
49:16Like
49:31Go get it

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