Rumors of demonic possession at a religious convent prompts a church investigation into the strange goings-on among its nuns. A disaffected priest and his neophyte are confronted with temptation, bloodshed and a crisis of faith.
Director: Mickey Reece
Creator: John Selvidge, Mickey Reece
Actors: Molly C. Quinn, Jake Horowitz, Hayley McFarland, Rachel True
Director: Mickey Reece
Creator: John Selvidge, Mickey Reece
Actors: Molly C. Quinn, Jake Horowitz, Hayley McFarland, Rachel True
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00:00:00The Lord be with you.
00:00:02And with your spirit.
00:00:04Amen.
00:00:06Amen.
00:00:08Amen.
00:00:10Amen.
00:00:12Amen.
00:00:14Amen.
00:00:16Amen.
00:00:18Amen.
00:00:20Amen.
00:00:22Amen.
00:00:24Amen.
00:00:26Bless us, O Lord,
00:00:28and these your gifts, we pray,
00:00:30to bring us strength
00:00:32to do your will
00:00:34will today. Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! May not the constant grace for
00:00:47God be still. May all who hunger have their needs fulfilled. Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia!
00:01:01Alleluia!
00:01:31Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia!
00:02:01May you all be well, sisters.
00:02:03At first, I didn't want to do anything other than the most important thing of the meal.
00:02:09Then I thought, tonight's celebration should be celebrated.
00:02:15Sister Gatrude has been with us for many years.
00:02:19And I haven't seen any reason not to celebrate her birthday.
00:02:24I think that...
00:02:25You are all prostitutes! You are all prostitutes! You are all prostitutes who sell your bodies!
00:02:31And you are all going to burn in hell! You are all full of lust and lust!
00:02:37I can see it! He can see it! He can see you!
00:02:43Go to hell! Go to hell! Go to hell! All of you, go to hell!
00:02:55May the ever-threading shirt of punishment give mirth-headed golden foals a new life.
00:03:02May the ever-threading shirt of punishment give mirth-headed golden foals a new life.
00:03:10May the ever-threading shirt of punishment give mirth-headed golden foals a new life.
00:03:19May the ever-threading shirt of punishment give mirth-headed golden foals of ease.
00:03:25Your scarce sheathed bones are wary of being bent.
00:03:28Lo and God shall strengthen all the feeble knees.
00:03:33Benjamin, do you remember Hopkins' poem? You look smart.
00:03:38Thank you.
00:03:40What were you doing just now?
00:03:42What were you doing just now?
00:03:44I was looking at the plants.
00:03:47No one can decorate them better than me.
00:03:51And you deserve congratulations.
00:03:53I have heard that you have passed your exams.
00:03:56No matter how difficult it is.
00:03:58As you have taught me.
00:03:59If I can't do well, it's okay, sir.
00:04:01This is the right advice for everyone.
00:04:04I was just kidding.
00:04:06I have heard that you performed well.
00:04:08How long has it been since you got half the freedom?
00:04:11Three weeks, Father Donoghue.
00:04:13I am going to take an oath in the spring.
00:04:15And then I have heard that they are going to take me to St. Joseph's.
00:04:18Perfect. St. Joe's.
00:04:20Maybe I will get a chance to take your help.
00:04:23At such a time, it seems that the church has done wrong in the matter of Augustine.
00:04:28A lot of real sin.
00:04:32It seems that all of us have been born to give blessings.
00:04:36By the way, don't say this to Bishop.
00:04:38No, never.
00:04:42What did you say, Bishop?
00:04:45Why have you come here, Benjamin?
00:04:48I have come to take you.
00:04:51Bishop is in Father Capa's office.
00:04:53He is here?
00:04:54Oh, God.
00:04:57And there is one more priest with him.
00:04:59Tall, with glasses.
00:05:01He is the vicar general, Father Axley.
00:05:04I thought it was good news.
00:05:06No, Benjamin. This is not good news.
00:05:08This is very bad news.
00:05:10Oh, God.
00:05:11He sent you to call me.
00:05:13He wants to humiliate me.
00:05:15What are you saying?
00:05:16Leave it. Let him go.
00:05:18As he wishes.
00:05:23You guys sit down.
00:05:37Relax, Frank. This is fake.
00:05:41I think you must have heard about our diocese's convent.
00:05:45The Carmelite, Santa Teresa.
00:05:47Yes.
00:05:48Keep in mind that you have to keep this a secret.
00:05:52Yes, of course.
00:05:53And I have heard that you are very skilled.
00:05:56In everything.
00:05:58But not in religious sisters.
00:06:00Do you think this is a joke?
00:06:01Let's get straight to the point.
00:06:05Two weeks ago, a sister of Santa Teresa
00:06:08had an accident.
00:06:11An accident?
00:06:13Really?
00:06:14His eminence and I go out of the diocese sometimes.
00:06:17Believe me.
00:06:18It was a big accident.
00:06:22Is it necessary for him to stay here?
00:06:24I think he is still young.
00:06:26Stop it, Frank.
00:06:27He has his reasons.
00:06:28We will deal with that later.
00:06:30Can I say something? I don't understand.
00:06:32It's good that you don't understand.
00:06:34I don't understand.
00:06:35He was talking about the holy way to get rid of ghosts.
00:06:39What happened?
00:06:40All the signs are there.
00:06:42Sudden beatings.
00:06:44Abusing.
00:06:46Uncountable power and zeal.
00:06:49I couldn't understand that disease.
00:06:52Dissociative disorder?
00:06:54Yes.
00:06:55Or maybe a ghost's shadow.
00:06:59What else do we know?
00:07:01She has been living there for many years.
00:07:03There is no one behind her.
00:07:05No family.
00:07:07Any history of psychological problems?
00:07:11Sexual abuse?
00:07:12No information about that.
00:07:14I am surprised to hear this question from you.
00:07:17This question has no meaning.
00:07:21Forgive me.
00:07:23But now we have decided
00:07:25that you two will go to Santa Teresa early tomorrow morning.
00:07:29You will talk to the sisters.
00:07:31You will examine that poor girl's disease.
00:07:33And stay there as long as you want.
00:07:35And whatever you feel is right,
00:07:39do it.
00:07:42At least you will understand what the matter is.
00:07:47Shadow?
00:07:49A shadow of a ghost?
00:07:51A shadow of a ghost?
00:07:53But you know that I don't believe in this old superstition.
00:07:59Consider that you are not in a condition to refuse.
00:08:04The sisters are waiting for you.
00:08:07If you need anything else, Father Kappa will help you.
00:08:10Now you go, Father Donaghy.
00:08:11Let's go.
00:08:12Benjamin, will you wait for a second?
00:08:15Now what?
00:08:17No.
00:08:18Gene, don't do this.
00:08:21Forgive me, Frank.
00:08:23I will talk to you tomorrow.
00:08:25Come on.
00:08:27Let's go.
00:08:29Let's go.
00:08:49I don't want to listen to this crap.
00:08:51I don't want to tell you this.
00:08:53He's been my friend for years, and he's done a lot for the parish.
00:08:57Yes, he has.
00:08:59We're sending him away.
00:09:01Far away, maybe abroad.
00:09:03What's going on?
00:09:05Are you ashamed of the church?
00:09:09No.
00:09:11I don't believe it.
00:09:13Neither do I.
00:09:15But let him be blamed for what he didn't deny.
00:09:20Pray for him.
00:09:23And keep an eye on him.
00:09:25I think this extra pressure has made him a little...
00:09:29weird.
00:09:31And disappointed.
00:09:33Do I need to worry?
00:09:36About myself?
00:09:38What do you mean?
00:09:40Am I safe with him?
00:09:54You're not a kid anymore, Benjamin.
00:09:56You'll be fine.
00:10:10One moment.
00:10:15Where?
00:10:24Sisters.
00:10:26Get some water.
00:10:28Paroxet, bandages.
00:10:30Hold him, sisters.
00:10:32Calm down.
00:10:34Calm down.
00:10:36Let him go.
00:10:53Let him go.
00:10:55Let him go.
00:10:57Let him go.
00:11:19The thing that attracts young people to priesthood,
00:11:22which is not the case anymore,
00:11:24is a beautiful desire.
00:11:26Yes.
00:11:27Don't get me wrong.
00:11:28It's a good thing.
00:11:29But there's more to it than that.
00:11:30I know.
00:11:31I told you in class.
00:11:32I know that.
00:11:33I was just trying to reassure you.
00:11:35That you're saying it from your heart.
00:11:37Not because you want to live a good life.
00:11:39Because you don't know what you want.
00:11:41Or you're just trying to fulfill something.
00:11:43Or you're just scared.
00:11:45There are many ways to live a good life.
00:11:47I'm not scared of life.
00:11:50I asked my heart.
00:11:52And it said, become a priest.
00:11:56I saw bravery in that.
00:11:58I pray a lot for that.
00:12:00Okay, fine.
00:12:06Do you regret it?
00:12:08No.
00:12:09I don't.
00:12:11But it's difficult.
00:12:13And it's a very personal question.
00:12:15But what about priesthood?
00:12:17What do you mean?
00:12:18If you don't want a good job.
00:12:20Make money.
00:12:21And meet a girl.
00:12:22Or a boy.
00:12:23Everything is possible these days.
00:12:25What are you interested in?
00:12:26I'm not interested in anyone.
00:12:27I'm going to be a celibate.
00:12:31Pancakes and sausage.
00:12:33With a little syrup.
00:12:43At least.
00:12:45Know yourself before you take the next step.
00:12:47Will you pray or should I?
00:12:49You start.
00:12:53Oh God, bless us with your gifts.
00:12:55Which we are going to receive.
00:12:57By your grace.
00:12:59Amen.
00:13:03So.
00:13:04What do you know about celibacy?
00:13:06Not much.
00:13:09All I know is that it's a sacred ritual.
00:13:11But the church has stopped doing it.
00:13:13Wrong.
00:13:14It's a lie.
00:13:15They do it.
00:13:17But they don't accept it.
00:13:21So you tell me.
00:13:23Maybe.
00:13:25In today's world.
00:13:27Few people believe in God.
00:13:29But the devil is gaining faith.
00:13:34Maybe that means he's winning.
00:13:36I think people are suffering more.
00:13:39Good.
00:13:40Yeah.
00:13:41They're suffering.
00:13:42And they don't know the reason.
00:13:44So whatever reason they get.
00:13:46They believe it.
00:13:49Look.
00:13:50I've done celibacy.
00:13:525 or 6 times.
00:13:53With Father Regazi.
00:13:54Who really.
00:13:56Really knew about this ritual.
00:13:58But didn't see anything.
00:14:00To believe that there's a devil in someone.
00:14:04But yes.
00:14:05Celibacy was successful.
00:14:07The power of faith.
00:14:10And maybe.
00:14:12Some people get so sick.
00:14:14That they can't even imagine.
00:14:16And it's only right.
00:14:18When a priest.
00:14:20Forgives them.
00:14:22Like.
00:14:24God sent them.
00:14:28And maybe.
00:14:30That's why.
00:14:32Some people have to go through the darkness.
00:14:34Before they get the light.
00:14:36Even if it sounds weird.
00:14:38You don't believe in the devil?
00:14:42No.
00:14:48I'm sorry.
00:14:50But no.
00:14:54No doubt.
00:14:56Our life is very difficult.
00:14:58We need.
00:15:00Celibacy.
00:15:02The power of faith.
00:15:04And the soul.
00:15:06But above all.
00:15:08A pure heart.
00:15:10I've thought about this decision.
00:15:12Two days ago.
00:15:14I asked for help from the diocese.
00:15:18In such cases.
00:15:20An experienced priest.
00:15:22A true devotee of God.
00:15:24Is coming to us.
00:15:26What should be done.
00:15:28With sister Agnes.
00:15:30She'll be our guest.
00:15:32She'll be there by evening.
00:15:34During this time.
00:15:36I expect the best from all of you.
00:15:38Remember.
00:15:40Who you are.
00:15:42We don't have the habit.
00:15:44To see a man in the middle of these walls.
00:15:46Not even a priest.
00:15:48That's why.
00:15:50You should be aware.
00:15:52Of the holy oath.
00:15:54Can I ask a question mother?
00:15:56No.
00:15:58If you have any problem.
00:16:00You can meet me after our work is done.
00:16:02We'll finish the cleaning work.
00:16:04Before father Donaio arrives.
00:16:06You're the youngest.
00:16:08And the most junior.
00:16:10I've heard.
00:16:12You're sister Agnes's best friend.
00:16:14Yes.
00:16:16Then you'll have the most time.
00:16:18You'll clean the chapel.
00:16:20From the floor to the ceiling.
00:16:22There shouldn't be any dust.
00:16:26Maybe father Donaio.
00:16:28Will organize a mass here.
00:16:30Yes mother.
00:16:36Take this.
00:16:38Wear it.
00:16:42I can't wear it.
00:16:44Why not?
00:16:46I'm not a priest.
00:16:48You said at lunch.
00:16:50You just have to take the holy oath.
00:16:52Yes, but I haven't taken it yet.
00:16:54It can be a problem there.
00:16:58Look, I'm sorry father.
00:17:00But I can't do this.
00:17:02I can't do this.
00:17:04I'm sorry father.
00:17:06But I can't do this.
00:17:08As you wish.
00:17:10Don't say it again.
00:17:26I saw father Donaio.
00:17:28Giving mass in front of sisterhood.
00:17:30It was amazing.
00:17:32Who can be his driver?
00:17:34Whoever it is.
00:17:36Sister, control yourself.
00:17:38I'm sorry, but he looks like a film star.
00:17:40And father Donaio.
00:17:42Sister honey.
00:17:44What? We can't even talk now.
00:17:46What's the problem?
00:17:48I'm not going to go to him and tell him.
00:17:50Sister.
00:17:52Others have worn black clothes.
00:17:54But not priest collar.
00:17:56Maybe he's going to be a priest.
00:18:02I'm sorry.
00:18:24I wish I had been told earlier.
00:18:26That your young companion will also come with you.
00:18:28This is not right.
00:18:30Forgive me mother superior.
00:18:32I thought Vikarjan.
00:18:34No doubt.
00:18:36Father Benoit comes three times a week for mass.
00:18:38But he's 77 years old.
00:18:40It's not right for a priest to stay here at night.
00:18:42Not at all for this young man.
00:18:44I'll apologize again mother.
00:18:46But he's very pious and religious.
00:18:48Believe me mother.
00:18:50For my work.
00:18:52It is very important for him to stay here.
00:18:54So do I believe that this is a test of faith for all of us?
00:18:56Do I believe that this is a test of faith for all of us?
00:18:58Do I believe that this is a test of faith for all of us?
00:19:00Benjamin.
00:19:02Mother superior is worried.
00:19:04Now I.
00:19:06In what words should I say.
00:19:08A young man who has not sworn.
00:19:10He is like an open bull.
00:19:12Father.
00:19:14Let's talk straight.
00:19:18Mother superior.
00:19:20I am going to swear at the end of the year.
00:19:22As a witness to God.
00:19:24I assure you that as long as.
00:19:26Mother superior is giving permission.
00:19:28I will take care of my limits.
00:19:32Well.
00:19:34This is what I expect.
00:19:36And this is what I want.
00:19:44This is sister Ruth.
00:19:46This is sister Honey.
00:19:48Thank you mother.
00:19:50Honey.
00:19:52This may be a proverb.
00:19:54But eat honey.
00:19:56It has many benefits.
00:19:58And the juice dripping from the honeycomb.
00:20:00It is very sweet in taste.
00:20:02Oh my God.
00:20:04Stop it.
00:20:06Tell sister Mary.
00:20:08She will take their fake utensils.
00:20:10Yes mother.
00:20:12And after this.
00:20:14The one for whom we have come.
00:20:16He will work.
00:20:18It would be better if it was soon.
00:20:20Mother.
00:20:22Do you have wine?
00:20:24And then he said.
00:20:26He creates the devil.
00:20:30Be careful mother.
00:20:32In that line.
00:20:34The Pharisees are talking about God.
00:20:40You said.
00:20:42It would be better if it was soon.
00:20:44We will just finish the job.
00:20:48For a sister.
00:20:50You just have to say those magical words.
00:20:54Do not worry.
00:20:56I have done this many times.
00:21:20Who is it?
00:21:22I am father Donahue.
00:21:26It is not right for you to come here at this time.
00:21:28You should know this.
00:21:30Forgive me mother.
00:21:32I want to apologize for my behavior.
00:21:36Today's journey was long.
00:21:38And I.
00:21:40I am not used to life here.
00:21:42It was my mistake.
00:21:44I should have known.
00:21:46I am used to dealing with ordinary people.
00:21:50I make fun of them.
00:21:54They feel good.
00:21:56But here.
00:21:58There was a lack of respect in my behavior.
00:22:00Especially if I say.
00:22:02For you.
00:22:04Okay.
00:22:06I forgive you.
00:22:10My anger.
00:22:12Actually at this time.
00:22:14There is a lot of stress.
00:22:16The holy spirit.
00:22:18Showed them the way.
00:22:22And now.
00:22:24We are going to see that poor spirit.
00:22:48You.
00:22:50You.
00:22:52You.
00:22:54You.
00:22:56You.
00:22:58You.
00:23:00You.
00:23:02You.
00:23:04You.
00:23:06You.
00:23:08You.
00:23:10You.
00:23:12You.
00:23:14You.
00:23:16You.
00:23:18Did he ever say anything in a foreign language?
00:23:22No father.
00:23:24Did he say anything about any of you?
00:23:26That he may not know.
00:23:28Any secret or private talk?
00:23:30Especially before taking your oath.
00:23:32Not at all.
00:23:34Everything will be fine.
00:23:36Do as I said.
00:23:40Even if you are scared.
00:23:42Don't show it.
00:23:44And keep love in your heart.
00:23:46And if you see anything strange.
00:23:48Do what has been decided.
00:23:54Tie her up.
00:23:56If you behave like an animal.
00:23:58She will do the same.
00:24:00Poor girl has hurt herself.
00:24:02What is your name?
00:24:04Agnes.
00:24:06Sister Agnes.
00:24:08Sister Agnes.
00:24:10Can you hear me?
00:24:12The condition is bad.
00:24:14But not that bad.
00:24:16Benjamin.
00:24:18The holy water.
00:24:32Let's start.
00:24:38God have mercy.
00:24:40God have mercy.
00:24:42Christ have mercy.
00:24:44Christ have mercy.
00:24:46Go to hell.
00:24:48God have mercy.
00:24:50God have mercy.
00:24:52Christ have mercy.
00:24:54Christ have mercy.
00:24:56Go away from here.
00:24:58Go away.
00:25:00Devil.
00:25:02Your place is in solitude.
00:25:04Your house.
00:25:06Is in the den of snakes.
00:25:08Go and stay with them.
00:25:12You can deceive humans.
00:25:14But.
00:25:16You can't deceive God.
00:25:18Go away from here.
00:25:24He is the one.
00:25:26Who makes you.
00:25:28Nothing is hidden.
00:25:30From his eyes.
00:25:32He is the one.
00:25:34Who stops you.
00:25:36In front of his power.
00:25:38Everyone is weak.
00:25:42He is the one.
00:25:44Who stops you.
00:25:46In front of his power.
00:25:48Everyone is weak.
00:25:50He is the one.
00:25:52Who stops you.
00:25:54In front of his power.
00:25:56He will kill you.
00:26:00In the name of father.
00:26:02Son.
00:26:04And the soul.
00:26:06Amen.
00:26:12My dear sister.
00:26:16It was a good play.
00:26:20It was bound to happen.
00:26:24This is the way of the devil.
00:26:28The world has never seen such a play.
00:26:30So all this was in his mind?
00:26:32You can say that.
00:26:34Look.
00:26:36The carmelites of Santa Teresa.
00:26:38Are connected to a very narrow group.
00:26:42If you look at it.
00:26:44They belong to the old church.
00:26:46And less to the cretaceous.
00:26:48Yes.
00:26:50But if.
00:26:52It is enough to know this much for one night.
00:26:54Let's sleep for a while.
00:26:56I am tired.
00:27:00Let's sleep.
00:27:10God sees the truth.
00:27:12But he waits.
00:27:16About a hundred years ago.
00:27:18Leo Tolstoy wrote a story with the same name.
00:27:20And that story.
00:27:22I still remember.
00:27:24I saw that.
00:27:26Many of us who have sworn.
00:27:28In the name of God.
00:27:30They spend a lot of time.
00:27:32Waiting for God.
00:27:34Waiting.
00:27:36In this sinful world.
00:27:38In despair.
00:27:40It is very easy to drown.
00:27:42It is easy.
00:27:44How will we know.
00:27:46This gift.
00:27:50The gift of salvation from sin.
00:27:52The way to go to Christ.
00:27:54The way to go to Christ.
00:27:56Even once.
00:27:58If we do not stray.
00:28:00The miracle of salvation.
00:28:02And mercy.
00:28:04How will we understand.
00:28:06If we have never.
00:28:08Suffered sorrow.
00:28:10And did not see the darkness.
00:28:12How will we understand.
00:28:14I have not met all of you.
00:28:16But.
00:28:18Mother Superior told me.
00:28:20You are all very religious.
00:28:22And all of you.
00:28:24In this difficult time.
00:28:26What we have seen.
00:28:28Me and.
00:28:30My young companion.
00:28:32I am grateful to him.
00:28:34He is very handsome ladies.
00:28:36But there is one among you.
00:28:38With whom.
00:28:40I am very happy to meet.
00:28:42The one.
00:28:44Who has suffered a lot.
00:28:46And has gone through such darkness.
00:28:48Whose.
00:28:50We cannot guess.
00:28:52The one who has succeeded.
00:28:54In the test of faith.
00:28:56Completely.
00:28:58God sees the truth.
00:29:00But waits.
00:29:02And he always sees.
00:29:04A pure mind.
00:29:06As I have.
00:29:08Seen in him.
00:29:12Okay sister honey.
00:29:20Okay.
00:29:36What do you think dear sister.
00:29:38Are you ready.
00:29:40For the sacrament of God.
00:29:46We should be patient.
00:29:48Our dear sister.
00:29:50Will take some time to recover.
00:29:52You speak.
00:29:54A very sweet lie.
00:29:56Isn't it?
00:29:58What?
00:30:18Father Frank.
00:30:24Father Frank.
00:30:26Touched me.
00:30:28Father Frank.
00:30:30Touched me.
00:30:44We should call the diocese.
00:30:46No.
00:30:48Your arrogance has.
00:30:50Worsened the matter.
00:30:52Mother.
00:30:54The soul has attacked.
00:30:56Now the blame is on the soul.
00:30:58How did he know about the child.
00:31:00I thought everyone would know.
00:31:02I have never seen.
00:31:04This before in my life.
00:31:06But you are an expert in such matters.
00:31:08They want to defeat me.
00:31:10Sister.
00:31:12We should call the diocese.
00:31:14I don't think.
00:31:16It is right to tell everyone about this place.
00:31:18There is no need for that.
00:31:20I know someone.
00:31:22Who can help.
00:31:24We were together in Rome.
00:31:26You mean a priest.
00:31:28Consider it that way.
00:31:38Your religious beliefs.
00:31:40There is an old saying.
00:31:42You should show your worth.
00:31:44You can say about our guest.
00:31:46He has done all this.
00:31:48From many decades.
00:31:50He has done a great job.
00:31:52He has saved the souls.
00:31:54He has saved the souls.
00:31:56He has saved the souls.
00:31:58Welcome to the studio.
00:32:00Father Henry Black.
00:32:02Welcome to the studio.
00:32:04Welcome Father Black.
00:32:06Thank you.
00:32:08It was a great introduction.
00:32:10Your ways are different.
00:32:12From the Catholic Church.
00:32:14I would like to say.
00:32:16We have seen a different form.
00:32:18In media and films.
00:32:20Is it true that you were expelled from the church.
00:32:2217 years ago.
00:32:24But I don't care.
00:32:26I just hope.
00:32:28They miss me as much as I miss them.
00:32:30Let's start from the beginning.
00:32:32When did you realize.
00:32:34That you have a talent for all this.
00:32:36I remember in my childhood.
00:32:38I was a shadow of a ghost.
00:32:40That means.
00:32:42You have known this ghost since childhood.
00:32:44Actually Beun.
00:32:46She was a stubborn soul.
00:32:48She was not going anywhere.
00:32:50So you mean.
00:32:52A soul named Beun.
00:32:54Came to your sister's body.
00:32:56Years ago.
00:32:58And she is still with you.
00:33:00In your house.
00:33:02And she can be tested.
00:33:04I was not used to it.
00:33:06I was forced to follow Beun's ways.
00:33:10Gradually.
00:33:12I got used to talking to her.
00:33:14And I got used to it.
00:33:16By the time I got my degree.
00:33:18I knew how to get rid of any soul.
00:33:22And yet.
00:33:24Despite all this experience.
00:33:26You could not get rid of Beun's soul.
00:33:28From your sister's body.
00:33:30It was very complicated.
00:33:32I mean.
00:33:34Gradually.
00:33:36I got used to it.
00:33:38Do you understand?
00:33:40He is still with my family.
00:33:42He eats with us.
00:33:44And he sleeps in the same room.
00:33:46Where my sister used to stay.
00:33:48He used to go with us on vacations.
00:33:50His favorite color is green.
00:33:52And his favorite dessert is.
00:33:54Lemon chiffon cake.
00:33:56What will you say to such people.
00:33:58Who say that you exploit those families.
00:34:00And take advantage of people's mental illness.
00:34:02Let me explain it to you in simple words.
00:34:06I did not choose this job.
00:34:08He chose me.
00:34:10God chose me.
00:34:14He left me on a dark path.
00:34:16And sent a demon to me.
00:34:18And said.
00:34:20There is no need to be afraid.
00:34:26We will be back soon.
00:34:32He has given himself to the devil.
00:34:34He needs to be taken to the hospital.
00:34:36Sisters.
00:34:38Did you forget?
00:34:40We have a lot of work.
00:34:42Sister honey.
00:34:44If father's bleeding has stopped.
00:34:46Then dress his wounds.
00:34:48Yes mother.
00:34:50You two.
00:34:52Clean the mess that Agnes has spread.
00:34:54Go.
00:34:56You.
00:34:58Clean the rest of the sisters.
00:35:00You.
00:35:02Prepare food for the rest of the sisters.
00:35:04We will pray.
00:35:06Then we will go to our rooms.
00:35:08And pray the whole evening.
00:35:10Do you understand?
00:35:12Yes mother.
00:35:14Sister Mary.
00:35:16Sister Ruth.
00:35:18She is calm right?
00:35:20She has not moved after straps and holy water.
00:35:22Then go.
00:35:24Sister Mary.
00:35:26You two were good friends.
00:35:28You must go.
00:35:30Or the holy water that is left.
00:35:32I can't go.
00:35:36Are you scared?
00:35:40At this time.
00:35:42There is no need to be afraid.
00:35:46Yes mother.
00:35:48And remember.
00:35:50Whatever she says.
00:35:52Don't listen to her.
00:35:58Let's go.
00:36:28Pray.
00:36:30Pray.
00:36:32Pray.
00:36:34Pray.
00:36:36Pray.
00:36:54Hello Mary.
00:36:58Hi Agnes.
00:37:16Are you afraid of me?
00:37:22You cut father Donoghue's nose.
00:37:24His nose was good.
00:37:42I wish.
00:37:44I had said goodbye to everyone before leaving.
00:37:48I would have said how much I love you.
00:37:50I would have said how much I love you.
00:37:56Now it doesn't matter.
00:38:02Are you having any problem?
00:38:06What do you mean?
00:38:10Now remove this burden.
00:38:20Now remove this burden.
00:38:36Did you get relief?
00:38:44We never spoke to each other openly.
00:38:50Have you lost someone?
00:38:52Yes.
00:38:54I have also lost.
00:38:56The love of my life.
00:39:00He was my teacher.
00:39:04No one could make me laugh like him.
00:39:08I was naive.
00:39:10And I lost him.
00:39:14Paul Sachimo.
00:39:16I loved him.
00:39:20And he loved me.
00:39:24You lost your son.
00:39:28The only person I loved.
00:39:32It would be better to forget him.
00:39:46I am with you.
00:39:52I am with you.
00:40:02I want to see you.
00:40:06Your holiness is spreading in this convent.
00:40:08Your holiness is spreading in this convent.
00:40:10Then why is this difficult time coming on us?
00:40:12Then why is this difficult time coming on us?
00:40:14Is there anything missing in my service?
00:40:16Who is it?
00:40:18What is the matter?
00:40:20Forgive me mother.
00:40:22You have to ask for many things.
00:40:24You should meet Agnes.
00:40:26What are you saying?
00:40:28The devil was inside her.
00:40:30Is he inside you too?
00:40:32There is no devil inside her.
00:40:34She treated me well.
00:40:36The devil shows mercy first.
00:40:38The devil shows mercy first.
00:41:00Can I also pray?
00:41:02No Benjamin.
00:41:04Leave me alone.
00:41:08The priest without a nose.
00:41:10In Vietnam or Croatia.
00:41:12In Vietnam or Croatia.
00:41:14It won't look strange.
00:41:16Or where they are going to send me.
00:41:18Enough.
00:41:20I have thought well.
00:41:22I have thought well.
00:41:24I have thought well.
00:41:32Father Black.
00:41:34He is going to reach in the morning.
00:41:36Let's see what happens.
00:41:40I am hurt.
00:41:42I am hurt.
00:41:44I am hurt.
00:41:46I am hurt.
00:42:06I am hurt.
00:42:28Frank.
00:42:32Nice to meet you.
00:42:34What happened to your nose?
00:42:36Did you fight with someone?
00:42:38Father Black.
00:42:40I want you to meet Benjamin.
00:42:42He is one of my best students.
00:42:44Father Henry Black.
00:42:46And his dear assistant.
00:42:48What is your name?
00:42:50When did I tell you?
00:42:52Nice to meet you too.
00:42:54You should be ashamed of yourself.
00:42:56Who is he?
00:42:58I am sorry.
00:43:00We are in distress.
00:43:02Benjamin.
00:43:04He is right.
00:43:06I won't allow such people in this convent.
00:43:08No matter what.
00:43:10You can't smoke here.
00:43:14I think you people didn't like me coming here.
00:43:16I think you people didn't like me coming here.
00:43:18Thank you for inviting me.
00:43:20But I have to go now.
00:43:22Please listen to me.
00:43:24The truth is that we need your capability.
00:43:26The truth is that we need your capability.
00:43:28That's right.
00:43:30Mother.
00:43:32In this famous convent.
00:43:34You and your sisters have proved to be very nice.
00:43:36You and your sisters have proved to be very nice.
00:43:38But now I request you.
00:43:40Please do us a favor.
00:43:42What did you say?
00:43:44I am sorry mother.
00:43:46I don't think you have any other option.
00:43:48I don't think you have any other option.
00:43:50Please take us to Agnes.
00:43:52Please take us to Agnes.
00:43:54So that we can end this drama forever.
00:43:56I can't do this.
00:43:58Okay.
00:44:00You come with me.
00:44:02I will introduce you to that poor girl.
00:44:04Then you can start your work.
00:44:08What kind of joke is this?
00:44:10We came from so far.
00:44:14I will complain to Bishop.
00:44:20I am helpless.
00:44:28How are you Agnes?
00:44:34I can see some hope.
00:44:38Because I am not your friend.
00:44:40Because I am not your friend.
00:44:42Not at all.
00:44:46Can I ask you something?
00:44:48Can I ask you something?
00:44:50Do people like you to be here?
00:44:52Is this right or not?
00:44:54Do people like you to be here?
00:44:56Look around.
00:44:58Look around.
00:45:00You are in a convent.
00:45:02You are in a convent.
00:45:04No one likes you here.
00:45:06No one likes you here.
00:45:08So why don't we talk about this?
00:45:10So why don't we talk about this?
00:45:12What do you think about this?
00:45:14You are a disgrace.
00:45:16No matter how sweet you talk.
00:45:18But I am not afraid of you.
00:45:20Go to hell.
00:45:22You can't attack me with your words.
00:45:24I have come back from hell.
00:45:26You won't get a place anywhere.
00:45:28This is your misunderstanding.
00:45:30Because I have left many girls like you in hell.
00:45:32Because I have left many girls like you in hell.
00:45:34Do you know this?
00:45:46I think I like you.
00:45:48I think I like you.
00:45:50This is very good.
00:45:52I will tell you.
00:45:54Listen to me carefully.
00:45:56I love you.
00:45:58I love you.
00:46:00You love me?
00:46:02You love me?
00:46:04I do.
00:46:06I really love you.
00:46:08Do you know who else loves you?
00:46:10Do you know who else loves you?
00:46:12Jesus Christ.
00:46:14Jesus Christ.
00:46:16Jesus Christ.
00:46:18Jesus Christ.
00:46:20Jesus Christ.
00:46:22Jesus Christ.
00:46:24Jesus Christ.
00:46:26Jesus Christ.
00:46:28Jesus Christ.
00:46:30Jesus Christ.
00:46:32Jesus Christ.
00:46:34Jesus Christ.
00:46:36Jesus Christ.
00:46:38Jesus Christ.
00:46:40Jesus Christ.
00:46:42Jesus Christ.
00:46:44Jesus Christ.
00:46:46Jesus Christ.
00:46:48I could feel it.
00:46:50I could feel it.
00:46:52That I am not me.
00:46:54I am someone else.
00:46:56Yes, you were someone else.
00:46:58You were in the grip of an evil spirit.
00:47:00But don't be afraid.
00:47:02Everything is fine now.
00:47:04You are safe.
00:47:06Did you all see him?
00:47:08This is how they give up.
00:47:10If you had let me bring my camera crew here,
00:47:12we could have recorded a history.
00:47:14Very good, Henry.
00:47:16Thank you, Frank.
00:47:18Father Black, thank you.
00:47:20No, I don't need to thank you.
00:47:22No, I want to thank you.
00:47:24But I am scared.
00:47:26Well, there is nothing left to be scared of.
00:47:28Maybe not for me.
00:47:30What do you mean?
00:47:32I am not worried about myself.
00:47:36Look, I don't understand.
00:47:40I am worried about you.
00:47:46No!
00:47:48No!
00:47:50Go away from here.
00:47:52Someone help me.
00:47:56Someone help me.
00:47:58Won't you do anything?
00:48:00No.
00:48:02No.
00:48:04No.
00:48:06No.
00:48:08No.
00:48:10No.
00:48:16No.
00:48:46To be continued...
00:49:16To be continued...
00:49:46Okay.
00:49:48Come in.
00:49:54I was asking if our cheques are ready.
00:49:56Yes, of course.
00:50:00You are the new girl, right?
00:50:02What was your name?
00:50:04I don't remember.
00:50:06Sorry.
00:50:08It's okay. I am Mary.
00:50:10Mary Jane.
00:50:12Mary Jane.
00:50:14Here is the cheque.
00:50:16Here you go.
00:50:18Thank you, sir.
00:50:20No, no.
00:50:22Call me Curly.
00:50:24Do you have a day off today?
00:50:26Yes, I have a double shift tomorrow.
00:50:28Oh, okay.
00:50:30Enjoy your day off.
00:50:32Yes, thank you.
00:50:34Were you a nun before?
00:50:36Yes, I was a nun.
00:50:38I see.
00:50:40I wanted to meet a nun.
00:50:42I have met a nun from your class.
00:50:44Yes.
00:50:48Yes, you must have met her.
00:50:50I see.
00:50:54Let me tell you that I am not one of the people
00:50:56who are good friends with the workers here.
00:50:58But since you are not here,
00:51:00if you want...
00:51:02Do you understand?
00:51:04I don't know.
00:51:06I mean, do you like to drink anything?
00:51:08Do you like wine?
00:51:10Do you like wine?
00:51:12Hmm?
00:51:14I like it a lot.
00:51:18By the way, I like a lot of other things.
00:51:20Hmm?
00:51:24Hmm?
00:51:26When was the last time you went out with someone?
00:51:28I don't remember.
00:51:30I think there is a lot inside you
00:51:32that is eager to come out.
00:51:34Hmm?
00:51:38Okay, think about it.
00:51:40I will meet you here.
00:51:42Hmm?
00:51:44Hey, enjoy your vacation.
00:51:46Thank you.
00:52:04Bye, Mary.
00:52:3425 dollars.
00:52:3625?
00:52:38Yes.
00:52:44Have a good day.
00:52:50Seems I remember doing this before.
00:52:52Only then I didn't have so far to fall.
00:53:00Where are you now, Martin?
00:53:04I don't know.
00:53:34I don't know.
00:53:50He brought the dog
00:53:52so that I can take care of him.
00:53:54Now see, that lazy man thinks
00:53:56that I am sitting here to take care of his dog.
00:53:58He has gone crazy.
00:54:00Here you go.
00:54:02Have a good day.
00:54:04Your pink shirt and tie are very nice.
00:54:06It's nice.
00:54:08Oh, Mary.
00:54:10Will you do me a favor, please?
00:54:12What?
00:54:14Curly was saying that there is something
00:54:16on the floor.
00:54:18Will you go and clean it?
00:54:20Please?
00:54:22My back has been bothering me.
00:54:24I have been standing here for 4 hours.
00:54:26Okay, fine.
00:54:28I will take care of your work.
00:54:32What nonsense are you talking?
00:54:34This was not our plan.
00:54:36He drank the liquor you made
00:54:38and ate the tuna.
00:54:40This is my fault.
00:54:42Look at me.
00:54:44Go to hell.
00:54:46He drinks
00:54:48and takes advantage of you.
00:54:50Look, I am not stupid like you.
00:54:52Look at me.
00:54:54Look at me.
00:55:02How are you feeling today, Mary?
00:55:04I am fine.
00:55:06I just came back from work.
00:55:08I will go and meet my friends.
00:55:10If you need anything,
00:55:12you can take it.
00:55:14I am not here to trouble you.
00:55:16I just wanted to take your time.
00:55:18If you don't mind,
00:55:20you will have some time, right?
00:55:22Okay, fine.
00:55:24You were a nun before.
00:55:26When you came to see this place,
00:55:28I told you that
00:55:30the rent was low.
00:55:32Thank you so much for that.
00:55:34No problem.
00:55:36It feels good to help.
00:55:38But,
00:55:40my wife Ona,
00:55:42you know her mood, right?
00:55:44You know her.
00:55:46She has a habit of drinking.
00:55:48She has always been like this.
00:55:50When she came to know that
00:55:52I am helping a young girl,
00:55:54she started thinking wrong.
00:55:56Can I do something?
00:55:58No, wait.
00:56:00I told her that there is nothing between us.
00:56:02But, she won't listen.
00:56:04Look, we have had a lot of discussions
00:56:06in the city.
00:56:08But, I stopped drinking now.
00:56:10I don't even touch.
00:56:12I am not involved in this.
00:56:14But, I am sorry.
00:56:16I might have to break my promise.
00:56:18I know that I told you
00:56:20450 rupees for this place.
00:56:22But, I don't want you to be
00:56:24unfair to others and Ona.
00:56:26So, I will take 600 rupees from you.
00:56:28600 dollars?
00:56:30I am really sorry.
00:56:32Look, I am not one of those
00:56:34who break their promises.
00:56:36Yes, but,
00:56:38600 dollars is too much.
00:56:40I don't get that much salary.
00:56:42This is the condition of everyone, sister Mary.
00:56:44Look,
00:56:46I will introduce you to a lady
00:56:48named Yvonne.
00:56:50She is really nice.
00:56:52She works in a laundromat.
00:56:54She needs people.
00:56:56You won't get much money there.
00:56:58But, you can get out of this problem easily.
00:57:00And, the work is also easy.
00:57:14Yvonne
00:57:16Yvonne
00:57:18Yvonne
00:57:20Yvonne
00:57:22Yvonne
00:57:24Yvonne
00:57:26Yvonne
00:57:28Yvonne
00:57:30Yvonne
00:57:32Yvonne
00:57:34Yvonne
00:57:36Yvonne
00:57:38Yvonne
00:57:40Yvonne
00:57:42Yvonne
00:57:44Yvonne
00:57:46Yvonne
00:57:48Hello, sisters.
00:57:50Sister Mary!
00:57:52You look good.
00:57:54We just wanted to see how you are.
00:57:56I am fine.
00:57:58Are you really fine?
00:58:00Yes, I am.
00:58:04So,
00:58:06are you living in this city?
00:58:08Yes,
00:58:10I have bought an apartment
00:58:12not far from here.
00:58:14That's great.
00:58:16I also live in Villa Lucia,
00:58:18not far from here.
00:58:20May be, this is God's will.
00:58:22Do you like it?
00:58:24Yes.
00:58:26But, it is very different from Santa Teresa.
00:58:28It is a convent in the city.
00:58:30Think about it.
00:58:32After sending Agnes out
00:58:34and burying Mother Superior,
00:58:36the diocese thought
00:58:38it would be better to send Agnes out.
00:58:40This new place is very different.
00:58:42So,
00:58:44what is going on?
00:58:46I am working.
00:58:48You are very brave.
00:58:50I always said that you are very brave.
00:58:52I always said the same thing about Sister Mary.
00:58:54Sister Ruth, tell me.
00:58:56Yes, she always said the same thing about you.
00:58:58She also said that
00:59:00you have a pure heart.
00:59:02Yes, I said that.
00:59:04We understand better than others
00:59:06how difficult it must have been
00:59:08for you to leave the convent.
00:59:10We also want
00:59:12the best for you.
00:59:14But, we feel that...
00:59:16Look, we understand.
00:59:18We really understand.
00:59:20Whatever happened
00:59:22was very painful.
00:59:24Really.
00:59:26We also want
00:59:28the best for you.
00:59:30It was very painful.
00:59:32The church not only lost Santa Teresa,
00:59:34but also lost Father Donahue
00:59:36last month.
00:59:38He was a very kind and brave man.
00:59:40What happened to him?
00:59:42He disappeared.
00:59:44Since then, no one has seen him.
00:59:46We know what you are going through.
00:59:48And we trust your decision.
00:59:50But, we welcome you
00:59:52if you want to come with us
00:59:54and live in Villa Lucia.
00:59:56Sister Honey,
00:59:58Sister Ruth,
01:00:00thank you for your concern.
01:00:02It would be better for me
01:00:04to leave everything behind
01:00:06after going through so much.
01:00:08We understand.
01:00:10But,
01:00:12can I ask you
01:00:14a question?
01:00:16About Agnes?
01:00:18No.
01:00:20Do you still believe in religion?
01:00:26I don't know.
01:00:28I have put a cross
01:00:30on the wall of my house.
01:00:32Sometimes I pray,
01:00:34but I don't know
01:00:36what it means.
01:00:38I mean,
01:00:40I am in the real world now.
01:00:42The time I spent in the convent
01:00:44feels like a dream.
01:00:46I keep asking God for help,
01:00:48but
01:00:50I don't get any answer.
01:00:58Do you know
01:01:00we have another responsibility
01:01:02in this new place?
01:01:04To serve the poor.
01:01:06It feels good.
01:01:14Hey,
01:01:16let me see.
01:01:18Thank you.
01:01:20I will lock out.
01:01:22Are you okay?
01:01:24Yes.
01:01:28Thank you.
01:01:34Hey,
01:01:36who is taking your place?
01:01:38Vanda will take it.
01:01:40She is there.
01:01:42Vanda can't take it.
01:01:44I have fired her.
01:01:46I didn't know.
01:01:48You don't know much.
01:01:50Especially,
01:01:52what happens here.
01:01:54I don't know.
01:01:56Not like the other girls.
01:01:58And they don't
01:02:00want to move ahead.
01:02:02My rent has increased.
01:02:04Yes, your rent has increased.
01:02:06I understand.
01:02:08We all face such problems in life.
01:02:10I wanted to ask you.
01:02:12This work, this double shift,
01:02:14one after the other,
01:02:16is it enough?
01:02:20Let's see.
01:02:22Yes, let's see.
01:02:24Let's do this.
01:02:26If I give you
01:02:28some extra cash,
01:02:30is it okay?
01:02:32Then when I have some work,
01:02:34I will call you.
01:02:36No, thank you.
01:02:38No, thank you?
01:02:40Your kindness,
01:02:42but I can't take it.
01:02:44This money can be useful to you.
01:02:46I have to earn money
01:02:48in my own way.
01:02:54Yes, I appreciate it.
01:02:58But one day, I will get you.
01:03:02I should go back to work.
01:03:04Yes, go.
01:03:18Are you Earl's friend?
01:03:20Yes.
01:03:22His tenant.
01:03:26He is a good man.
01:03:28Oh, he is.
01:03:52Ma'am,
01:03:54if you don't know the difference
01:03:56between a meatball and a monster ball,
01:03:58then I can't help you.
01:04:00Anyway,
01:04:02please welcome my special friend,
01:04:04Paul Sachemo, ladies and gentlemen.
01:04:10Hello, friends.
01:04:12Do you know what I noticed?
01:04:14Not everyone tries.
01:04:16Have you ever noticed?
01:04:18I saw a guy yesterday
01:04:20who was running a stall
01:04:22filled with newspapers
01:04:24wearing a pink stretch pant.
01:04:26He was trying.
01:04:28He went to the bank
01:04:30to take a loan.
01:04:32No one was trying there.
01:04:34I was trying to drink
01:04:36two free drinks in this bar
01:04:38and no one was trying.
01:04:40So, I am standing here
01:04:42without drinking.
01:04:44Okay, listen.
01:04:46Some people are trying
01:04:48and some are not.
01:04:50Some are not even trying to try.
01:04:52And some people are trying
01:04:54not to try.
01:04:56And some people are trying
01:04:58not to try.
01:05:02If this works,
01:05:04I will also try.
01:05:08Anyway,
01:05:10what do you want to talk about?
01:05:12Money?
01:05:14Job?
01:05:16By the way,
01:05:18I had a regular job.
01:05:20I am telling the truth.
01:05:22At wholesale price,
01:05:24I used to make calls
01:05:26to sell restaurant quality meat
01:05:28and I was not an expert in this.
01:05:30But,
01:05:32one night,
01:05:34yes, one night,
01:05:38I was successful.
01:05:42I sold 25 pounds
01:05:44of New York strips
01:05:46in one night.
01:05:48My name was
01:05:50at the top of the sales board
01:05:52and I got up from my cubicle
01:05:54like a champion
01:05:56and my colleagues
01:05:58kept looking at me
01:06:00with jealousy
01:06:02and surprise
01:06:04because my team leader
01:06:06had chosen me,
01:06:08who was Mark.
01:06:10To leave,
01:06:12to go inside
01:06:14for a deep freeze.
01:06:16That deep freeze,
01:06:18which had containers
01:06:20of frozen meat products.
01:06:22I stood there
01:06:26looking at
01:06:28all those frozen meats.
01:06:30That's when Mark told me
01:06:32in these words,
01:06:34Pick whatever you want.
01:06:36That's it.
01:06:38This is the story.
01:06:40This is not a joke.
01:06:42This is the story
01:06:44of that 38 year old man
01:06:46who was sitting alone
01:06:48in his house
01:06:50eating a 3 pound sausage.
01:06:52And to be honest,
01:06:54I did not get happiness
01:06:56from that sausage.
01:06:58People do not get happiness
01:07:00from things.
01:07:02Do you know,
01:07:04do you know
01:07:06what people get happiness from?
01:07:08From connections.
01:07:10We
01:07:12are
01:07:14connecting in this room.
01:07:16Right now,
01:07:18let's talk about the sausage.
01:07:20This is electricity.
01:07:22Right now,
01:07:24we are talking to each other.
01:07:26The real happiness is in that.
01:07:28I don't know.
01:07:30What else do you want to talk about?
01:07:34Frozen meats.
01:07:54Frozen meats.
01:08:04Hey, hey, hey.
01:08:06Why are you laughing so much? People are complaining.
01:08:12I knew it.
01:08:14Will you stop laughing?
01:08:18Forgive me.
01:08:20Crazy girl.
01:08:34I could not
01:08:36express the nonsense
01:08:38that she started.
01:08:40Then I said,
01:08:42your child is crying
01:08:44and you are worried about your son.
01:08:46If you are calm
01:08:48and do your important work,
01:08:50then you have no sense.
01:08:52Many times,
01:08:54I used to pray for peace.
01:08:56As it is written in the scriptures,
01:08:58a dog returns to its owner.
01:09:00Then a fool does a fool again.
01:09:02Me? Are you listening to me?
01:09:10Hi.
01:09:12Can I help you?
01:09:14No, no need.
01:09:16I came here to...
01:09:18By the way, what do people come here for?
01:09:20I can show you the way to work.
01:09:24I understood.
01:09:26Thank you very much.
01:09:28No problem.
01:09:32Okay, go.
01:09:34Yes.
01:09:36Call me if you need anything.
01:09:38Sure.
01:09:46Who was he?
01:09:48He is a comedian.
01:09:50He doesn't look funny.
01:09:52Is he funny?
01:09:54Yes, he is a comedian.
01:10:02Hi.
01:10:14Oh, hey.
01:10:16Hi.
01:10:18Can I smoke here?
01:10:20Sure.
01:10:22Cool.
01:10:24I can't say anything these days.
01:10:26I saw your show.
01:10:28Oh.
01:10:30Okay.
01:10:32That's why I thought...
01:10:34Thanks for coming to the show.
01:10:42So, what do you think?
01:10:44About the show?
01:10:46Yes. Did you laugh?
01:10:48No.
01:10:50All are critics.
01:10:54It wasn't my best show.
01:10:56But I laughed later.
01:11:00Yes, it happens.
01:11:02It affects you gradually.
01:11:06By the way,
01:11:08you should laugh
01:11:10during the show.
01:11:12That's the real fun.
01:11:14Forget it.
01:11:16To be honest,
01:11:18you can laugh whenever you want.
01:11:22Agnes was my friend.
01:11:26What did you say?
01:11:28Before she left the convent,
01:11:30I was with her.
01:11:34Oh.
01:11:36Wow.
01:11:38She loved you.
01:11:56Hello.
01:12:04Hello.
01:12:06You look beautiful.
01:12:12I have to admit
01:12:14that I haven't heard her name.
01:12:16I don't remember.
01:12:18It's been a long time.
01:12:20You must know her well.
01:12:22We talk.
01:12:24Not much.
01:12:26She was amazing.
01:12:28Do you know
01:12:30where she is now?
01:12:32You said she left the convent.
01:12:34She is
01:12:36somewhere else.
01:12:38What do you mean?
01:12:40I don't want to talk about it.
01:12:44I understand.
01:12:46To be honest,
01:12:48there was something special.
01:12:50The moment
01:12:52something went wrong,
01:12:54she would give up.
01:12:56I didn't believe her prayers.
01:12:58To be honest,
01:13:00forgive me
01:13:02but I didn't understand
01:13:04why she went so far
01:13:06for her freedom.
01:13:08We were very young
01:13:10then.
01:13:12I wasn't used to
01:13:14dating my students.
01:13:16To be honest,
01:13:18I broke the rules.
01:13:20How long have you been funny?
01:13:24What did you say?
01:13:28I don't remember.
01:13:30I have always been funny.
01:13:32I...
01:13:34I have been funny since I was a kid.
01:13:36When I was 19,
01:13:38I used to do small shows.
01:13:40Now I feel
01:13:42I should go beyond my career.
01:13:44But...
01:13:46But you are comfortable.
01:13:48You are happy with what you have.
01:13:50Yes, I guess so.
01:13:52I...
01:13:54I earn enough money
01:13:56and I am happy
01:13:58with my life.
01:14:00I don't want it.
01:14:02I don't want fame or money.
01:14:04I like my job.
01:14:06You tell me,
01:14:08what is your story?
01:14:10Why did you leave the convent?
01:14:12Because of Agnes.
01:14:14She told me
01:14:16there is so much
01:14:18outside the church.
01:14:20And what do you think?
01:14:22Maybe
01:14:24that place was not for us.
01:14:28Are you crazy about something?
01:14:30Anything?
01:14:34I don't know.
01:14:36I worked hard for someone.
01:14:38It was to be a sister.
01:14:40What?
01:14:42Well, I have never heard
01:14:44anything worse than this.
01:14:48Can I ask you a personal question?
01:14:52Have you ever felt love other than God?
01:15:02Hey, Paul!
01:15:04Do you mind if we stay here for a few hours?
01:15:06Won't you introduce us to your friends?
01:15:08Sorry, Peter, Evelyn, Pedro
01:15:10and this is Mary.
01:15:12Nice to meet you.
01:15:14Paul is the best.
01:15:28Come in.
01:15:30Here you go.
01:15:32We are here.
01:15:34Thank you.
01:15:38You can consider this
01:15:40your own home.
01:15:42Or...
01:15:44What else should I say?
01:15:46Sit down.
01:15:48I'll be right back.
01:15:58Your house is nice.
01:16:00Thank you.
01:16:04You're welcome.
01:16:08You were the funniest person
01:16:10in the world.
01:16:12What did you say?
01:16:14Oh, yes.
01:16:16That was years ago.
01:16:18Who is the funniest person among you?
01:16:24Actually, even I don't know.
01:16:28Do you like music?
01:16:30I used to.
01:16:32Okay.
01:16:36You read a lot.
01:16:38Books.
01:16:40Oh, yes.
01:16:42Like I said, I used to.
01:16:44There was a time.
01:16:46Now I don't think
01:16:48I can sit somewhere
01:16:50and read.
01:16:52I don't have much focus.
01:16:54I haven't read for a long time.
01:16:56I don't know why.
01:16:58What do you do now?
01:17:00Instead of reading?
01:17:04I don't know.
01:17:06Maybe I drink.
01:17:14I don't know why I'm talking to you
01:17:16so openly.
01:17:18You know, we just met.
01:17:20And...
01:17:22I don't know.
01:17:24You're not the kind of girl
01:17:26I can easily get attached to.
01:17:30I don't know.
01:17:34You asked me a question
01:17:36in the park before
01:17:38my friends came.
01:17:40Yes.
01:17:42I asked if you were in love.
01:17:46So, the answer is yes.
01:17:52Actually,
01:17:54I got pregnant
01:17:56when I was young.
01:17:58At that time,
01:18:00I was a different kind of person.
01:18:02I don't even remember
01:18:04that moment.
01:18:06Nor do I remember
01:18:08that man.
01:18:12Anyway, I decided
01:18:14to have a baby.
01:18:18And then, I guess,
01:18:22a new life
01:18:24started in my life.
01:18:28I loved my son
01:18:30a lot.
01:18:34I liked
01:18:36his smile.
01:18:38I liked him crying
01:18:40when I left.
01:18:42I liked the color of his cheeks
01:18:44and his tiny teeth.
01:18:48I started
01:18:50falling in love
01:18:52with God.
01:18:58Then, one day,
01:19:00he snatched my son from me
01:19:02and I had nothing left.
01:19:04I prayed.
01:19:06I asked him the reason
01:19:08for snatching my son
01:19:10and he said...
01:19:12What did he say?
01:19:16Nothing.
01:19:22He said,
01:19:24I don't know
01:19:26what's left in that emptiness
01:19:28but he
01:19:32cast a spell on me.
01:19:54And then,
01:19:56I realized
01:19:58that I was
01:20:00not alone.
01:20:06I was with my son
01:20:08and I was
01:20:10with my daughter.
01:20:12When I called
01:20:14my mom,
01:20:16she was there.
01:20:20The day
01:20:22What happened to you?
01:20:36Oh, I'm sorry.
01:20:39Stop laughing like that.
01:20:42I'm sorry. No, please forgive me.
01:20:44Why did you do that?
01:20:45Please forgive me.
01:20:47My face!
01:20:49I have a show tomorrow night.
01:20:51Have you gone mad?
01:20:52No.
01:20:53Just get out of here.
01:20:55Get out of here.
01:21:08Greetings Mary.
01:21:09God is with you.
01:21:11You are blessed among women.
01:21:12And blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.
01:21:14O Saint Mary, Mother of God,
01:21:16Pray for us sinners.
01:21:18Save us from such powers, Saint Mary.
01:21:21We need your blessings.
01:21:23We can't live without your blessings.
01:21:25We need your help.
01:21:27Do something, Saint Mary.
01:21:28Please protect me.
01:21:30Please protect me.
01:21:31I need your blessings, Saint Mary.
01:21:34Please protect me.
01:21:53I need your blessings, Saint Mary.
01:22:23Excuse me.
01:22:31Yes, I know.
01:22:32It's a big dicey's.
01:22:33But someone in your office may know
01:22:35whom I'm talking about.
01:22:36He was there at the time of the Santa Teresa incident.
01:22:39I was his sister.
01:22:40Yes, tell me.
01:22:41Okay.
01:22:42Yes, I'll hold.
01:22:43But hurry up.
01:22:44What's going on?
01:22:46It's an emergency.
01:22:49Rascals.
01:22:54Hello.
01:22:55Okay, hold on.
01:22:59What are you doing?
01:23:00Is this the right number?
01:23:02Thank you.
01:23:05You're fired.
01:23:12Don't come back tomorrow.
01:23:16I thought it was a ghost.
01:23:19It's serious.
01:23:20No, no.
01:23:21It's not like that.
01:23:22Maybe.
01:23:24You shouldn't joke like that.
01:23:26I just remember Agnes.
01:23:30Were you two close?
01:23:34Yes.
01:23:35Yes, we were very close.
01:23:38We talked a lot before she...
01:23:42Anyway, forget it.
01:23:43Anyway, she helped me think of new things in life.
01:23:46That's good.
01:23:47I didn't think she'd do that.
01:23:53So how's it going?
01:23:56Oh, I don't know.
01:23:58I just left my job, so...
01:24:04You know, after what happened at Santa Teresa,
01:24:06the church can keep you for a few months
01:24:08if you don't have the money for rent.
01:24:10Thank you, but I'll handle it.
01:24:12I'll call you.
01:24:14I heard your old sisters asked you to stay at Villa Lucia.
01:24:19Do you think you'll be interested in religious life again?
01:24:24I don't think so.
01:24:25This is different from Santa Teresa.
01:24:27The restrictions are a little less.
01:24:31If you don't get a call from the inside...
01:24:32Then maybe not.
01:24:34Yeah, maybe not.
01:24:36A wise man told me it's not a good idea.
01:24:41Is there anything else you're interested in?
01:24:46No.
01:24:49You...
01:24:50Anyway...
01:24:53Anyway, let it go.
01:24:55What?
01:24:57Can you tell me?
01:25:01I had a son.
01:25:03He died.
01:25:05I wanted him to grow up and be like you.
01:25:11And he's grown up, hasn't he?
01:25:14It's not that.
01:25:16The thing is...
01:25:20My mother died when I was 11.
01:25:27It means a lot to me.
01:25:34Can I ask you a spiritual question?
01:25:37Yes, of course.
01:25:39I hope I can answer it.
01:25:41How do we know God?
01:25:44Our scriptures.
01:25:46The teachings of the church for thousands of years.
01:25:48No, I wasn't asking about that.
01:25:50I was asking...
01:25:52Contact.
01:25:54Connection.
01:25:55How do we know God?
01:25:56How do you know him?
01:25:58In this world?
01:25:59Yes.
01:26:04Okay.
01:26:07I'll try.
01:26:10I haven't been a priest for a long time.
01:26:13Come on.
01:26:16Okay.
01:26:17Look at this sandwich.
01:26:19You're hungry and this is all you have.
01:26:20But let's see.
01:26:21First of all,
01:26:22it has this stupid dry bread that you have to eat.
01:26:24And most of it is this.
01:26:26So much bread.
01:26:27So much starch.
01:26:29So useless.
01:26:30So tasteless.
01:26:31Most of the sandwich is from this world.
01:26:33You keep chewing useless garbage
01:26:35so that it ends soon.
01:26:38Then comes the tasteless tomato.
01:26:40This...
01:26:41Rotten lettuce.
01:26:43Dead cheese.
01:26:44And this sauce
01:26:45that you'll die if you eat a jar full of it.
01:26:47But between all this garbage and the crowd,
01:26:49a thin layer of meat.
01:26:51And we've come here just for that, right?
01:26:53So imagine a better sandwich,
01:26:54a better world.
01:26:57I can do it.
01:27:00A better world.
01:27:01More meat.
01:27:02Like,
01:27:03if you meet a good person,
01:27:04you feel the whole world is good.
01:27:06Right?
01:27:08Yes, I do.
01:27:09So,
01:27:10at least for Christians,
01:27:11that good person who
01:27:13brings out the goodness in you
01:27:15and brings out the goodness in others,
01:27:17that's Christ.
01:27:18And if you look closely,
01:27:20he's in this world.
01:27:23Like the meat in this sandwich.
01:27:25Just like God knows us,
01:27:27you have to know yourself
01:27:28for a better life.
01:27:32Because Christ,
01:27:33God incarnate,
01:27:34and meat,
01:27:35flesh,
01:27:37they come in a form
01:27:38where we can recognize them.
01:27:39God in a meat suit,
01:27:40just like us.
01:27:42God incarnate.
01:27:44But in this world,
01:27:45to know him,
01:27:47you have to go through
01:27:48the whole sandwich.
01:27:50And if you chew it and move on,
01:27:52with a clear heart,
01:27:53you'll know God.
01:27:56You'll be able to taste him.
01:28:01You ate God.
01:28:04Yes, he gave me food.
01:28:05It's a religious custom.
01:28:07Here, take my body
01:28:08and eat this.
01:28:10I mean,
01:28:11he invites us to his feast
01:28:12and we'll keep getting this gift
01:28:14as long as we keep our hearts open.
01:28:19When I open my heart,
01:28:20it hurts.
01:28:22You're right.
01:28:25You understand.
01:28:28Is there anything
01:28:29you need to take out?
01:28:31To give room to the Holy Spirit.
01:28:36Something is gained
01:28:37by losing something.
01:28:40This is the spiritual hunger.
01:28:42And if we want,
01:28:43there will be happiness
01:28:44behind it.
01:28:45Like we have to say goodbye
01:28:47to those we love,
01:28:50to those we care for.
01:28:55Yes, that's true.
01:28:58I hope it's not too soon.
01:29:04But no one can say goodbye
01:29:05in reality.
01:29:07Right?
01:29:14No.
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