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00:00:00The love that radiates through the ones that can still hear the sound echoing.
00:00:15Piss the face, piss the dream.
00:00:20Weak in the distance from in between.
00:00:35Take me away from the dragons in my eyes.
00:00:45They will all kill my soul.
00:01:02There is measures more than our price could pay.
00:01:07All it has to offer.
00:01:10There is measures more than our price could pay.
00:01:14For all it has to offer.
00:01:27The sunlight is still the way the pale nickel rings left of the day.
00:01:35The sunlight is still the way the pale nickel rings left of the day.
00:01:51My heart echoes your memory.
00:01:55My heart echoes your memory.
00:01:58Snapshot in time.
00:02:00A blanket of faith under every day.
00:02:06We don't try to lie.
00:02:08The darkness will come.
00:02:10It overtakes.
00:02:12It overtakes.
00:02:14It overtakes.
00:02:16It overtakes.
00:02:18It overtakes.
00:02:20It overtakes.
00:02:22It overtakes.
00:02:24It overtakes.
00:02:26It overtakes.
00:02:3798.8.
00:02:41I'll record it on the chart.
00:02:43What's that in there for you?
00:02:46Here, drink up.
00:02:49I'm... I'm not thirsty.
00:02:52Drink, come on.
00:02:53Pam, you're going to need the water in order to take the test.
00:03:02I need a urine sample.
00:03:03This is getting way too clinical, Will.
00:03:04You are seriously scaring me.
00:03:05Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:06Of course I do.
00:03:07But I just want us to be more natural about it.
00:03:09You know, a king size bed, a fire blazing, champagne, a foggy night in October.
00:03:38I can close the curtain.
00:03:39I can turn on the heater.
00:03:40But you can't be having any champagne if we're going to be getting you pregnant.
00:03:41I'm very funny.
00:03:42I'm not laughing.
00:03:43Give me the water.
00:03:44Take the test.
00:03:45Just hold it in your urine stream.
00:03:46I know how to take a goddamn pregnancy test.
00:03:47It's an ovulation test.
00:03:48Same concept.
00:03:49Not really.
00:03:50Pam, you're going to need a urine sample.
00:03:51This is getting way too clinical, Will.
00:03:52You are seriously scaring me.
00:03:53Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:54Of course I do.
00:03:55But I just want us to be more natural about it.
00:03:56Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:57Of course I do.
00:03:58Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:59Of course I do.
00:04:00Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:04:08Just give me a minute.
00:04:39Wake me if we're going to do it.
00:04:52Don't get too comfortable.
00:04:53You only have three to five minutes.
00:04:54I'm so sorry.
00:04:55I'm so sorry.
00:04:56I'm sorry.
00:04:57I'm sorry.
00:04:58I'm sorry.
00:04:59I'm sorry.
00:05:00I'm sorry.
00:05:01I'm sorry.
00:05:02I'm sorry.
00:05:03I'm sorry.
00:05:04I'm sorry.
00:05:05I'm sorry.
00:05:06I'm sorry.
00:05:08Drew!
00:05:10Screwed over, hot stuff!
00:05:12It's time for us to get you knocked out Will!
00:05:16Why do I have to do this in the morning?
00:05:19You know I'm not a morning person.
00:05:22I'm gonna make you a morning person by the time we get it over with.
00:05:27Aw, I love you so much!
00:05:30I know, I miss you.
00:05:32Aw, I'm gonna give it to you, sweetie.
00:05:37Honey?
00:06:05Honey?
00:06:06Are you there?
00:06:09Call me.
00:06:10I love you.
00:06:11What?
00:06:12Did I mention I love you?
00:06:13Oh, I love you.
00:06:15Call me.
00:06:16Oh, oh god.
00:06:17It's the other line, but call me, okay?
00:06:20Okay.
00:06:21Hello?
00:06:22Hi.
00:06:23No, he's not home yet.
00:06:26We're doing great.
00:06:27Yeah, we're going to dinner, but we'll be over afterwards.
00:06:32Hey, Dan.
00:06:33Is Linda there?
00:06:34Yeah.
00:06:35Can I talk to her for a minute?
00:06:36I need to tell her something.
00:06:37Linda?
00:06:38Guess what?
00:06:39Oh, Jesus.
00:06:40I'm pregnant.
00:06:41Hooray!
00:06:42Thanks.
00:06:43Thanks.
00:06:44No.
00:06:45No.
00:06:46He doesn't know yet.
00:06:47He hasn't called back and I'm going crazy.
00:06:48Oh, Linda, that might be Will.
00:06:49Okay, I have to go, but we'll see you two tonight.
00:06:50Okay.
00:06:51Bye.
00:06:52Bye.
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00:07:35See you.
00:07:36Thank you!
00:07:37I will definitely take you up on that!
00:07:39Okay.
00:07:40Bye bye.
00:07:57Honey?
00:07:58Honey!?
00:07:59Hoennnny!?
00:08:00I love you, too.
00:08:03Guess what?
00:08:05I love you too.
00:08:07Really?
00:08:09Okay.
00:08:11Okay, but guess what?
00:08:13Let's start over. Guess what?
00:08:15I'm pregnant.
00:08:17Yeah.
00:08:19I'm pregnant. I took the test.
00:08:21We're pregnant.
00:08:23I love you.
00:08:25Get home.
00:08:27Just be careful.
00:08:29Yeah, but get here.
00:08:31Well, quickly, but safely.
00:08:33Okay.
00:08:35Alright, I love you.
00:08:37Alright, call me again.
00:08:39Bye.
00:08:55Hi.
00:08:57Yeah, I'd like some numbers
00:08:59for a few good mommy's listings.
00:09:01City.
00:09:03Well, I have a car, so it really
00:09:05doesn't matter.
00:09:07Okay, fine.
00:09:09How about Berkeley?
00:09:13Alright.
00:09:17Honey, I'm here.
00:09:19Look at you.
00:09:21You're glowing.
00:09:23I love you so much.
00:09:25Look, look, look, look.
00:09:27I finally get to use
00:09:29my homemade pregnancy planner.
00:09:31Okay.
00:09:33This is my last period.
00:09:35This is when I started
00:09:37ovulation, and here are
00:09:39calendars for the next eight months
00:09:41so I can track my healthy pregnancy.
00:09:43Now, I also want to attach
00:09:45mementos like the test,
00:09:47and I think I'm due August 15th.
00:09:49That's Leo, and I've highlighted
00:09:51that right here.
00:09:53I can't wait to celebrate.
00:09:55Oh yeah, Dan called, and we're supposed to
00:09:57go over to their place after dinner.
00:09:59They are so excited for us.
00:10:01We're all going to celebrate together.
00:10:03You know, I was thinking
00:10:05that maybe Linda
00:10:07and I will have our babies around the same time.
00:10:09Maybe she'll be right behind me.
00:10:11Dan and Linda know?
00:10:13Oh.
00:10:15You're fast.
00:10:17Well, yeah.
00:10:19We have a lot of people to tell.
00:10:21I was thinking we each tell
00:10:23ten people, and then have them call
00:10:25three people each, and then so on, like a chain letter.
00:10:27I should have started
00:10:29making babies with you a long time ago.
00:10:31You're a pro.
00:10:33Oh shit, honey.
00:10:35You have to help me with this.
00:10:37I cannot have anything that is not thoroughly
00:10:39cooked, so please help me
00:10:41remember, okay? I promise.
00:10:43Alright.
00:10:45I know!
00:10:47I can't believe you get away
00:10:49with the stuff you do.
00:10:51Me either.
00:10:53I don't know anything.
00:10:55I don't know anything at all.
00:10:57I think you add a little
00:10:59too much.
00:11:01Me!
00:11:03Boo!
00:11:05Boo!
00:11:07So,
00:11:09for some reason,
00:11:11I don't think I'm far behind you guys.
00:11:13No, no.
00:11:15At least I don't think so, but I hope so.
00:11:17We're trying to.
00:11:19Yay!
00:11:21That would be great.
00:11:23We can do mommy's groups together.
00:11:25We wanted to tell you guys before,
00:11:27but we didn't want to jinx it.
00:11:29I finally talked him into telling you.
00:11:31He's so superstitious.
00:11:33Telling you.
00:11:35You're crazy.
00:11:37I'm so glad you told us.
00:11:39I'll keep my fingers crossed for you, too.
00:11:41Will,
00:11:43we should get going.
00:11:45Make these two alone so they can make babies.
00:11:47Dad,
00:11:49I trust Ken.
00:11:51Let's get to thinking next week.
00:11:53We're so happy for you, too.
00:11:55Thanks for coming over.
00:11:59Linda, you hang in there.
00:12:01I know you're going to get pregnant in no time at all.
00:12:03Thank you, because nothing would make me happier
00:12:05than to have a little baby.
00:12:07I'm tired of waiting.
00:12:09We're right behind you, so we don't have to buy any baby clothes.
00:12:13Will, you get in there.
00:12:17We'll be homeschooling our kids in no time at all.
00:12:21Alright, I'm getting ahead of myself.
00:12:23Come on, then.
00:12:25Bye.
00:12:27I'm not getting here.
00:12:29Bye, guys.
00:12:31Bye.
00:12:39Why are we waiting in here?
00:12:41I always go straight to the exam room.
00:12:43Maybe she wants to discuss the big day.
00:12:47I think it's too soon to start talking about labor.
00:12:49I'm only 11 weeks pregnant.
00:12:51Maybe she wants to
00:12:53proposition us
00:12:55into some sort of three-way scenario.
00:12:57I cannot believe
00:12:59you just said that.
00:13:01Well, she is pretty hot.
00:13:03Hey,
00:13:05I mean, you're much cuter.
00:13:07Are the two of you together?
00:13:13Thank you very much.
00:13:15I cannot believe you could be turned on right now.
00:13:17I am so nervous.
00:13:19I can't even think about sex.
00:13:21This pregnancy thing?
00:13:23It's just so fun.
00:13:25I love it.
00:13:29You're insane.
00:13:31You're crazy.
00:13:33You're just a wild man.
00:13:37Good morning.
00:13:39Good morning, doctor.
00:13:41Thank you for inviting us to your lovely office.
00:13:43Good morning,
00:13:45Dr. Kitty Goode.
00:13:47She's convinced that there's something wrong.
00:13:49She seems to think
00:13:51that there's something to worry about,
00:13:53and I've been telling her she just needs to relax.
00:13:55Well,
00:13:57I am a little bit worried.
00:13:59We usually meet you in the exam room, not your office.
00:14:01And, well,
00:14:03I'm actually a little worried, too.
00:14:05I have been unable to detect
00:14:07your baby's heartbeat for two weeks now.
00:14:09At first,
00:14:11I thought your days were off,
00:14:13and you were actually not as far along as you thought.
00:14:15But during your last exam,
00:14:17your uterus definitely felt like it was 11 weeks.
00:14:19What does that mean?
00:14:21Are you saying I'm not pregnant?
00:14:23I don't understand.
00:14:25Sometimes,
00:14:27a woman will get pregnant with an empty uterus.
00:14:29For whatever reason,
00:14:31the fetus never started developing.
00:14:33We call this a non-viable pregnancy.
00:14:35A uterus with no fetus in it.
00:14:37Sometimes,
00:14:39the egg will actually try to fertilize
00:14:41in the fallopian tubes,
00:14:43causing a tubal pregnancy.
00:14:45I don't think that's your case.
00:14:47A tubal pregnancy, that is.
00:14:49But,
00:14:51I do think perhaps
00:14:53a fetus never started developing in your uterus.
00:14:55To be safe,
00:14:57I want to order some blood work.
00:14:59And let's test your HCG levels.
00:15:01Is it possible you could be wrongdoing to?
00:15:05Maybe Pam's not as far along as we thought.
00:15:09That would be the best case scenario.
00:15:11But, let's do the blood work.
00:15:13And we'll see where that leads us.
00:15:15What if I do have
00:15:17an empty sac?
00:15:19What do I do then?
00:15:21Have you had any spotting, cramping,
00:15:23at all?
00:15:25No. None.
00:15:27And do you feel pregnant?
00:15:29I have been experiencing morning sickness.
00:15:33In a situation like this,
00:15:35if you do not have a viable pregnancy,
00:15:37you will most likely miscarry.
00:15:39Oh no.
00:15:41I'm a baby.
00:15:43I'm so sorry, you two.
00:15:45I know how excited you both are
00:15:47about this pregnancy.
00:15:49I'm going to go ahead and order the blood work.
00:15:51Maybe we have nothing to worry about.
00:15:53And I will call you
00:15:55with the results in two days.
00:15:57And at that point,
00:15:59we can talk about our next step.
00:16:03Okay.
00:16:05Thanks for coming.
00:16:17What did she say?
00:16:19I don't even know.
00:16:21What did she say?
00:16:23What was all that?
00:16:27I don't know.
00:16:33We need to remain
00:16:35calm and positive.
00:16:37Maybe she's wrong.
00:16:39And the baby is just fine.
00:16:57I love you.
00:16:59I love you.
00:17:01I love you.
00:17:03I love you.
00:17:05I love you.
00:17:07I love you.
00:17:09I love you.
00:17:11I love you.
00:17:13I love you.
00:17:15I love you.
00:17:17I love you.
00:17:19I love you.
00:17:21I love you.
00:17:23I love you.
00:17:25I love you.
00:17:45What's happened?
00:17:49I feel like I'm dreaming.
00:17:51You just need to
00:17:53remain calm and positive.
00:17:55Maybe she's wrong.
00:17:57And the baby is just fine.
00:17:59Dr. Kingham said she was worried.
00:18:01Doctors usually try to
00:18:03stay away from women.
00:18:05I think she's genuinely worried.
00:18:07Honey, you need to stay calm.
00:18:09Let's try to have some fun.
00:18:11Dan and Linda will be here any second.
00:18:13They'll help take her home.
00:18:15Will, we cannot say anything about this to her.
00:18:17I do not want to say anything
00:18:19until we know for sure.
00:18:21Hi, guys.
00:18:23Sorry we're late.
00:18:25Someone forgot the condiments.
00:18:27I forgot the condiments.
00:18:29Well, you're here now.
00:18:33Why don't you guys get the grill going?
00:18:35Why don't we prepare
00:18:37all set up so we can eat?
00:18:39I think we can handle that.
00:18:41What do you think, Dan?
00:18:51So how did everything go at your doctor's appointment today?
00:19:13I had to reschedule.
00:19:15I'm not feeling so good today.
00:19:17When do you find out if it's a boy or a girl?
00:19:19I'm actually not sure.
00:19:21I really want a little boy.
00:19:23But I'd be happy with either.
00:19:25Me too.
00:19:27I'd be happy with a healthy, fat baby.
00:19:29When do you think
00:19:31you're going to start showing?
00:19:33Oh, I'm not sure.
00:19:35But there's a lot I don't know yet.
00:19:37Listen, Linda.
00:19:39Oh, God, Kim, I have to tell you something.
00:19:41I found out yesterday
00:19:43that I'm pregnant.
00:19:45Oh, well, congratulations!
00:19:47Oh, Linda!
00:19:49I wanted to start.
00:19:51I wanted to wait
00:19:53until after the first trimester.
00:19:55But you two are a best friend.
00:19:57I can't believe it.
00:19:59I'm so happy for you.
00:20:01I'm so happy.
00:20:03Oh, I didn't mean to make you cry.
00:20:05No, I'm just so happy for you.
00:20:07Oh.
00:20:09Yay!
00:20:11Now we really can do
00:20:13mommy's roots together.
00:20:15Oh.
00:20:17That'll be great.
00:20:19I hope the girls are ready
00:20:21whenever you ladies are.
00:20:23Here you go.
00:20:25You told her?
00:20:27I had to. It's a female thing.
00:20:29You told her?
00:20:31We're pregnant, too.
00:20:33Congratulations.
00:20:35You are going to tell her.
00:20:37His mother filled his head
00:20:39with superstitions.
00:20:41A lot can happen in the first trimester.
00:20:43They're our best friends.
00:20:45We're going to need to lean on them for support.
00:20:49I love you.
00:20:51That's a good way of looking at it.
00:20:53Well,
00:20:55I think we better get our ladies fed
00:20:57because the stakes are higher now.
00:20:59Don't forget.
00:21:01I know. Well done.
00:21:05Oh, my God.
00:21:07Maybe you should just sit down.
00:21:09Maybe I should sit.
00:21:11Here, drink some water.
00:21:13Are you okay?
00:21:15I just don't feel good.
00:21:17I just don't feel good.
00:21:19Besides that, you're not acting like yourself today.
00:21:21Besides that, you're not acting like yourself today.
00:21:23No, I'm sure it's just hormones,
00:21:25gas or something.
00:21:27Well, I have an essence.
00:21:29I do, too.
00:21:31I have a big bottle in my purse.
00:21:33I knew I'd eventually need those.
00:21:35I knew I'd eventually need those.
00:21:37Pam, oh, shit.
00:21:39No, don't leave me.
00:21:41Sit down.
00:21:43Will, Will!
00:21:45Oh, no.
00:21:47Oh, help me.
00:21:49Oh, my God.
00:21:51Oh, my God.
00:21:53Oh, my God.
00:21:55Oh, shit.
00:21:57Oh, my God.
00:21:59Oh, my God.
00:22:01Oh, my God.
00:22:09I'm scared, okay?
00:22:15How can I move on from this?
00:22:19How can I ever trust that I'll be okay?
00:22:22Maybe I'll never be able to have a baby, and this is just the beginning of a long, bumpy
00:22:27road of heartache and miscarriage.
00:22:38I'm scared, too.
00:22:40I'm so scared of losing you that I'm this close to throwing in the towel.
00:22:49And you know how bad I want a baby, but if there's even the slightest chance I could
00:22:57lose you, there's no question.
00:23:00It's you over the baby.
00:23:02I just want another baby.
00:23:06I stood away from all those baby magazines and everything, and now that's all I have.
00:23:18Baby magazines, and diaper coupons, and no baby.
00:23:25You have me.
00:23:29You have us.
00:23:32I feel like I'm gonna die alone.
00:23:38Like, I can't possibly just shake this off and try again.
00:23:51I'm fine.
00:23:56And it pisses me off that other people don't have problems having babies.
00:24:06I'm too young to be this bitter.
00:24:26Goodbye to you for now, for good.
00:24:55I'll pray you'll stay away from me.
00:25:03Goodbye, baby.
00:25:07Goodbye, baby.
00:25:11Goodbye, baby.
00:25:14Stay gone.
00:25:19I'd love to be alone.
00:25:24The one without your face around.
00:25:33Goodbye, baby.
00:25:36Goodbye, baby.
00:25:40Goodbye, baby.
00:25:43Stay gone.
00:25:47Being with you wasn't that good.
00:25:51I gave you everything that I could.
00:25:56Better, better stay gone.
00:26:01Alone, again.
00:26:05I'm so damn free.
00:26:09Don't call, don't write.
00:26:12Let's not stay friends.
00:26:17Goodbye, baby.
00:26:21Goodbye, baby.
00:26:31It's about time you got here.
00:26:33What? I got here in 20 minutes. It's a record for the 38.
00:26:38Okay, enough about you. Give me a cigarette.
00:26:41What? You don't even smoke.
00:26:44Just give me one. I want to hold it.
00:26:48But there's no smoking in here, so you better not act up.
00:26:52Listen, I'm seriously fucked.
00:26:55I wake this morning and I'm feeling dizzy and lightheaded.
00:26:58And you want a cigarette?
00:27:00I get up anyway, and I go into the kitchen and get a cup of coffee,
00:27:04and suddenly I hate coffee.
00:27:07The very thought of the burning cup of acid laced with mucusy fat of the cream
00:27:12traveling across my tongue made me gag.
00:27:15Yuck. What's wrong with you?
00:27:17Add it up. Come on.
00:27:21Dizzy and lightheaded. Strong version of coffee.
00:27:26Yuck.
00:27:27Add it up.
00:27:28Yeah, and you forgot crazy.
00:27:30Maybe you should add it up for me.
00:27:35Holy shit. You're pregnant.
00:27:38I'm pretty sure. You have to get me the test.
00:27:42Oh my god, I can't believe it.
00:27:44Wait, why do you need me to get the test?
00:27:46Why don't you just stop by Walgreens on the way here?
00:27:49There's like a Walgreens on every corner.
00:27:51Because, um, I can't go into Walgreens.
00:27:55I have to keep shopping at Walgreens. I can't go and get a pregnancy test.
00:27:59I don't want them to think I have sex. I need a clean image in there.
00:28:02And I don't?
00:28:06Since you're my best friend, and that you may be pregnant, I have an idea.
00:28:11Write aid. Van Ness and Market. Perfect.
00:28:17Well, it's all yours.
00:28:21Do you have the bag?
00:28:22Yes. Oh god, I'm scared. Come with me. I don't want to be alone.
00:28:27I'll be right here.
00:28:29Don't forget to take the cap off.
00:28:32I won't.
00:28:33I just want to make sure you do it right.
00:28:35I don't want to be alone.
00:28:37I'll be right here.
00:28:39Don't forget to take the cap off.
00:28:41I won't.
00:28:42I just want to make sure you do it right.
00:28:44I just want to make sure you do it right.
00:28:47And don't forget to wash your hands.
00:28:49Ha! Not funny.
00:29:15Fuckin' Tosico.
00:29:17Breakdown.
00:29:22Breakdown.
00:29:45I think I'm going to make us some tea while we wait.
00:29:50That actually sounds really good.
00:29:53Fuck.
00:30:10Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. Fuck!
00:30:15Hi, Jason. It's me.
00:30:17You better call me back right away.
00:30:19I mean, you better call me right away.
00:30:21And by the way, I'm not coming into work tonight, so just deal with it, alright?
00:30:25Fuckin' bastard.
00:30:27Maybe you shouldn't talk to him right now.
00:30:30Just drink your tea.
00:30:32You're right.
00:30:33I am so fucked.
00:30:35I work with him. I work for him.
00:30:37This is all my fault.
00:30:39You're right.
00:30:41I am so fucked.
00:30:43I work with him. I work for him.
00:30:45This is extremely nasty.
00:30:47And this is way too important for you to be getting this excited.
00:30:50You are responsible for a little baby now.
00:30:53You have to chill out.
00:30:56Christ, are you kidding?
00:30:58I'm a waitress. I'm screwing my manager at work.
00:31:01You saw how expensive diapers were at the Rite Aid.
00:31:04You make great money, and your shifts are flexible.
00:31:08None of your friends would love to help you.
00:31:10And I could be Auntie Kendra.
00:31:12And what? I'll be waddling around in a garbage bag of a uniform being followed by Jason.
00:31:18I don't need him micromanaging my pregnancy the way he does my work.
00:31:21Hannah, you can make it work.
00:31:24You don't have to work there anymore.
00:31:27All I'm saying is that your friends will be there for you.
00:31:33I'm sorry for freaking out on you today.
00:31:36Thanks for being my best friend.
00:31:39Don't be sorry. Just drink your tea and relax for a little while.
00:31:46God, I have that song stuck in my head.
00:31:49What song?
00:31:51You know, that 10,000 Maniac song, Eat for Two?
00:31:55About that girl being pregnant and how it changes her life
00:31:59because everything that she used to do before she was pregnant,
00:32:03she now has to do for two.
00:32:04She has to eat for two.
00:32:06She has to walk for two.
00:32:08Stop. Get the thought out of your head.
00:32:11God, this particular baby does not want to enter this cruel world.
00:32:17In fact, this baby thinks her father is a total loser
00:32:20and she doesn't want to spend her precious time here on Earth
00:32:23trying to forge some relationship with some guy that doesn't want anything to do with her.
00:32:27Just think about it.
00:32:30Maybe you need to talk this out in some supportive setting
00:32:34where people won't judge you.
00:32:36Like my activist group.
00:32:38I have to talk to Jason first.
00:32:40Then maybe I'll go to your cultish actors meeting.
00:32:44Are you sure I can go even though I'm not an actor?
00:32:49We just talk about what's affecting us and then we party afterwards.
00:32:54Just try it once. You may even have a good time.
00:32:58I can't believe I'm blowing off work to go to therapy.
00:33:05I can't believe I'm pregnant.
00:33:13Hey, it's Jason.
00:33:15I just wanted to call back and get the numbers for the two cases that are supposed to come in next week.
00:33:21Hey, can you hold a second?
00:33:23Yeah.
00:33:26I don't want any problems, okay, Anna?
00:33:29What? Like me being pregnant is that a problem for you, Jason?
00:33:32Like you being verbal about being pregnant in your place of work.
00:33:35Weren't you concerned about work when you were fucking me at the Christmas party?
00:33:39What? I'm going to be as long as I want to.
00:33:41I'm the one that has to deal with this. I don't have the luxury of denial.
00:33:44You're unreal.
00:33:46What do you want from me?
00:33:48A big party? A marriage proposal?
00:33:50So we fucked!
00:33:52So we had intercourse at a party. People have casual sex all the time.
00:33:57If you don't know how to use a condom correctly, I think you should have to step up to the plate and take responsibility.
00:34:03Responsibility? For a child?
00:34:05I'm 24 years old. I work 60 hours a week.
00:34:08Half of which I don't even get paid for because I'm on salary, which is basically nothing.
00:34:14I don't know whether to laugh or cry.
00:34:18I must have been really fucking drunk.
00:34:21No, I must have been the one who was drunk.
00:34:24My life is in jeopardy right now. Everything I have worked for.
00:34:27I'm just starting out on my career, which I'm really looking forward to taking off right now.
00:34:32What are you talking about?
00:34:34Once word gets out, it's over.
00:34:37I will get fired for this, and how am I going to explain my short employment history to my next job?
00:34:42I'm pregnant!
00:34:44I don't know what to do. I'm scared to death.
00:34:47Your job is a joke compared to this.
00:34:50I don't know how to deal with this alone.
00:34:53I don't even know you, honestly.
00:34:56This is so weird.
00:35:02God, I have to go.
00:35:15I'm sorry.
00:35:17Um...
00:35:18A little bit of speakers again?
00:35:23Alright, thanks.
00:35:45I'm sorry.
00:35:55Well, everyone seems really drunk.
00:35:57Yeah, just don't get them started on their resume.
00:36:04Everyone, can I have your attention, please?
00:36:07Oh, not the head talk.
00:36:10Very good. Everybody sit down, please. Sit, sit, sit.
00:36:14Kendra's brought a visitor tonight. Tell us something about her.
00:36:17Hi, everybody. This is my best friend, Anna.
00:36:20Hi, Anna!
00:36:22And Anna really, really needs our support tonight.
00:36:25Okay, get this. She's fucking her manager at work.
00:36:29I know.
00:36:30And she... Well, we just found out that she's pregnant.
00:36:34I know.
00:36:35Anna, may I interrupt?
00:36:39I'm sorry.
00:36:40But, you know, sometimes, as actors,
00:36:43we find we can work through a lot of baggage by improvising.
00:36:48So I'd like to offer you an opportunity
00:36:51to recreate your conversation with Jason
00:36:54in a safe and supportive environment.
00:36:57Casey, did you hear Jason?
00:36:59Yeah.
00:37:01Where did he go?
00:37:03Casey, why don't you stand over here?
00:37:06Anna, you could enter through the door coming into his office.
00:37:11Okay.
00:37:12I want to be the restaurant owner.
00:37:13Hold on. Hold on.
00:37:14Now, Anna, you've just learned that you are pregnant
00:37:19and you're coming to see Jason to give him the big news.
00:37:22He's in his office. He's heavy in thought.
00:37:25And you are heavy with emotion.
00:37:30My uncle owns a restaurant,
00:37:32and he says the food manager's never...
00:37:34Kathy.
00:37:36Are you ready?
00:37:37Yeah.
00:37:39Great.
00:37:40Okay.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:44Great.
00:37:47Action.
00:37:48So, I really understand what you're going through.
00:37:52Do you know what you're going to do?
00:37:55About the baby?
00:37:56Yeah.
00:37:57Well, I'm probably not going to keep her.
00:37:59I mean, I don't want to get attached to somebody
00:38:01that's going to keep me attached to Jason.
00:38:03Her.
00:38:04You said her.
00:38:05Did I say her?
00:38:06Yeah.
00:38:07Oh, I don't know.
00:38:08Maybe I'm just feeling the feminine vibe.
00:38:11Well, you know Amy.
00:38:13Well, you don't know Amy,
00:38:14but she's coming back in a couple of weeks.
00:38:16She went through this.
00:38:18Well, thanks, Katie.
00:38:21Oh, cut.
00:38:22Oh, I'm crying.
00:38:24Brilliant.
00:38:26Katie, leading man of the job.
00:38:31You don't mind me asking, do you?
00:38:33Great acting involves great listening.
00:38:35Don't analyze it so much.
00:38:37Oh, which reminds me.
00:38:38Next week, I think we should discuss
00:38:40useless acting classes in this city.
00:38:43Okay.
00:38:44Does anybody else need support?
00:38:48Or should we just move on to partying?
00:38:50Partying.
00:38:51All right, let's party.
00:39:01I've been wanting to do that all night.
00:39:05I don't know if it's my hormones or what,
00:39:08but I mean, I've definitely had my eye on you.
00:39:12But, I mean, I have to be honest.
00:39:14I can't, I don't, I'm so fragile right now.
00:39:17I think I, I know I could easily fall in love with you,
00:39:20and I just, I need time to myself to reflect,
00:39:24and you need some of it.
00:39:28I completely understand what you're going through,
00:39:31but, you know, I'm not like Jason.
00:39:33I'm not one of those guys.
00:39:34I'm one of the guys that are in it for the long haul,
00:39:38and, you know, I think I'd be perfect for you,
00:39:41and I completely understand and respect, you know,
00:39:44what you're going through, but, you know, Anna,
00:39:48what you need is a major sexual release right now,
00:39:52and I've been thinking about it all night.
00:39:54You know, all I really want to do
00:39:57is lift you up closer to your fire hydrant birth,
00:40:00and orgasms are multiples, 20 or more,
00:40:05and then I'm going to take you home
00:40:07and tuck you in your very own bed
00:40:09and leave no strings attached.
00:40:12And if you feel like calling me, you're welcome to,
00:40:14but I just want to give you the biggest smile.
00:40:18Biggest smile.
00:40:20Okay, that's all perfect.
00:40:21Let's go to my apartment.
00:40:28♪
00:40:32♪
00:40:37♪
00:40:42♪
00:40:47♪
00:40:52♪
00:40:57♪
00:41:02♪
00:41:07♪
00:41:12Hi, Jason, it's me.
00:41:14Please, just hear me out.
00:41:17We need to talk.
00:41:19Well, when's the time?
00:41:22How about three?
00:41:24Oh, great.
00:41:25Jason, thank you.
00:41:27Listen, I have to go, but I'll see you at three, okay?
00:41:30♪
00:41:35Hi.
00:41:36Well?
00:41:37Hi.
00:41:39Oh, my God.
00:41:43Isn't he so hot?
00:41:45Please.
00:41:48What happened?
00:41:49Don't leave out any of the details.
00:41:52I had the most incredible experience of my life last night.
00:41:56I'm so happy I could cry.
00:41:58He was so generous.
00:42:00I experienced total, unconditional generosity last night,
00:42:04and he's changed my life.
00:42:06I have been dying to get a date with him.
00:42:08He is so handsome,
00:42:10and he's the only guy in that group that isn't gay.
00:42:13Is he still here?
00:42:14No, he left last night.
00:42:17Kendra, he asked me if you could kiss me after our little improv lesson.
00:42:21Yes, I definitely saw the kiss.
00:42:24And then he said he wanted to take me home,
00:42:27lick my pussy,
00:42:29tuck me into my own bed.
00:42:32After having the best orgasm ever,
00:42:37no strings attached.
00:42:39I know you're thinking, like, this is too soon,
00:42:42I need some time, I should keep my legs closed.
00:42:44But Kendra, I couldn't.
00:42:46That was the best offer I've ever had.
00:42:49I mean, he literally sent me over the edge.
00:42:51Am I crazy?
00:42:53Did he have any open sores on his mouth?
00:42:55Ah!
00:42:56You have to stop.
00:42:57Wait, you can totally get herpes from oral sex.
00:43:02But I've never heard of anybody so perfect.
00:43:06But this is crazy.
00:43:07I mean, I can't judge a guy on his oral sex skills.
00:43:10I wasn't expecting anything in return.
00:43:12Did he try to have sex with you?
00:43:15No.
00:43:16No, he did exactly what he said.
00:43:18Honey, you've struck gold.
00:43:20And all you had to do was get pregnant.
00:43:22I'm just kidding.
00:43:24Seriously, though.
00:43:27I could kick myself for not going for him sooner.
00:43:33After Casey left last night, I did a lot of thinking.
00:43:39He knows that I need time before I start something new.
00:43:42I need to get my act together.
00:43:43I need to deal with Jason in a better way.
00:43:46You're going to try to talk to Jason again?
00:43:53I never thought of myself as a mother,
00:43:55but it doesn't mean I won't be a good one.
00:43:57And, you know, maybe I won't have a traditional marriage,
00:44:03but I don't even know if that's something I want.
00:44:05And I don't know where my life is headed,
00:44:06but neither does anybody.
00:44:08I mean, I have it handed to me right now
00:44:10to be a mom or not to be a mom.
00:44:13And, Kendra, I'm going to go for it.
00:44:17I'm going to cry.
00:44:22I'm so happy.
00:44:24I'm here for whatever you need.
00:44:26Thanks for being my best friend.
00:44:29Dana, hi, it's Casey calling.
00:44:31I just wanted to check in with you.
00:44:34I'm not trying to stalk you.
00:44:35I just can't get you off my mind.
00:44:38Aren't you going to pick it up?
00:44:39No, I can't.
00:44:40I told you, I can't.
00:44:41I know how you're feeling about last night.
00:44:43I know you need your space, but I'm here if you want to talk.
00:44:46I left my number on the table.
00:44:48So give me a call.
00:44:52Anna, I pray to God that you will call her back.
00:44:56First things first.
00:45:07Hi.
00:45:08Hi, Jason.
00:45:10Thanks for meeting me.
00:45:11I'm Dana.
00:45:12I'm Casey.
00:45:13I'm Dana.
00:45:14I'm Casey.
00:45:15I'm Dana.
00:45:16I'm Casey.
00:45:17I'm Dana.
00:45:18Hi, Jason.
00:45:19Thanks for meeting me.
00:45:24I've got to be honest.
00:45:25I didn't really want to come.
00:45:27I still can't believe all this.
00:45:29I mean, I'm finally moving up in this world.
00:45:32And I can invite my family to my job.
00:45:35Do you know how proud they are of me?
00:45:37This pregnancy could ruin me and everything that I've been working for.
00:45:43Please don't be stupid.
00:45:44I mean, I'm not...
00:45:45If you like management so much, hey, go for it.
00:45:48But to call me...
00:45:52See, all this is bullshit.
00:45:53And you know damn well this baby is yours.
00:45:55Don't ever call me a liar.
00:45:57I'm sorry.
00:45:58I just panicked.
00:46:01I still can't believe this is happening.
00:46:06Do you have all the details worked out?
00:46:08I mean, do you need a ride?
00:46:09I don't even know how to get this thing handled.
00:46:12But I've got some savings.
00:46:15I've got some savings.
00:46:16And I fully intend on helping you get this solved.
00:46:21That's why I wanted to meet you, actually.
00:46:24I was up all night thinking.
00:46:26And I'm at a point in my life where I really think I need to grow up.
00:46:30And this happened for whatever reason.
00:46:33And I just want to rise to the occasion and take responsibility.
00:46:40I'm not willing to let this baby go.
00:46:46You can't be serious.
00:46:47You can't just have a baby.
00:46:49You can't just have my baby.
00:46:51Mother's going to kill me.
00:46:53I'm not ready to be a father.
00:46:55I still haven't even started paying off my student loans.
00:46:59Anna, you can't be serious.
00:47:02The timing just sucks here.
00:47:04Just listen.
00:47:05It doesn't mean I want a relationship with you or even money.
00:47:09I just want to...
00:47:11I want to raise my baby with or without your help and support.
00:47:17And I just want to bond with my baby.
00:47:21And I want to...
00:47:24I'm here today to figure out how we can do this peacefully.
00:47:29Sigh.
00:47:35Attention it grows.
00:47:39Words I don't know are words.
00:47:47Words I don't know are words.
00:47:56Excuse me, ma'am.
00:47:59Oh, wow. Hi.
00:48:01How you doing? You look great. I thought that was you.
00:48:05Thanks. I feel excited and blue.
00:48:08I made some serious choices since last I saw you.
00:48:13You look beautiful pregnant.
00:48:15I knew you would.
00:48:18I'm sorry I never returned your calls.
00:48:22Well, I wanted to call you every day.
00:48:26I had to get my life together and grow up.
00:48:31Actually, it was you who really changed my life.
00:48:35I mean, I can't thank you enough for that night.
00:48:39I really needed it.
00:48:41Well, how about if you could thank me by letting me take you ice skating tonight?
00:48:48Ice skating like this?
00:48:51How about dinner? Can I cook the two of you dinner tonight?
00:48:56I can't get this stupid smile off my face when I'm with you.
00:49:02Okay, how about seven? I'll pick you up at seven.
00:49:05Perfect.
00:49:21Okay.
00:49:51Okay.
00:50:13I am so sorry to have to tell you this,
00:50:18but there is a 99.8% chance that you're pregnant.
00:50:25You have options though.
00:50:27Yeah, I know.
00:50:30I'm sorry.
00:50:32I didn't think you could get pregnant either.
00:50:35Fuck.
00:50:37Is your mom home?
00:50:39Nope.
00:50:42Mom, what are you doing here?
00:50:44I thought you had some class today.
00:50:46I decided not to go.
00:50:48I'm not feeling well.
00:50:50Oh, well, we're only here for a minute.
00:50:54Hi, Beck.
00:50:56Good to see you.
00:50:58Help yourselves to some food.
00:51:01I have some planting to get done.
00:51:05Our yard isn't going to landscape itself.
00:51:08Are you sure you should be doing yard work if you don't feel good?
00:51:13I'm fine, honey.
00:51:17I'm fine as the day is beautiful.
00:51:21I'm fine as 69.
00:51:25That was a good year.
00:51:27I thought you were Republican.
00:51:29Whatever.
00:51:31Hey, some work to get done.
00:51:35I'll see you guys later.
00:51:37Have fun gallivanting around.
00:51:41Have fun while you can.
00:51:43Enjoy yourselves.
00:51:45Bye, Mrs. Landry.
00:51:47Beck, you know, you can call me Ellen.
00:51:52You're always such a sweetheart.
00:51:54Bye, Mrs. Landry.
00:51:57Your mom is so cool.
00:51:59And put together.
00:52:01My mom doesn't even know where our yard is.
00:52:04Yeah, that's her escape when I come home.
00:52:08Are you two really not getting along?
00:52:10Oh, we get along fine, as long as we keep our distance.
00:52:13She's uncomfortable with being a mother.
00:52:16I think I'm a reminder of her first female failure.
00:52:19I think I'm a reminder of her first female failure.
00:52:23I think I'm a reminder of her first female failure.
00:52:26Her inability to reproduce.
00:52:29That's terrible.
00:52:42I doubt she thinks that.
00:52:46It seems like she really likes you.
00:52:48She has food waiting for you every time you come home,
00:52:50and she gives you space.
00:52:53Maybe when you move to New York,
00:52:56you can hang out over the weekend,
00:52:58and shop, and bond, and...
00:53:04Why do you think I'm moving to New York?
00:53:08Hello, it's the furthest state from California.
00:53:16Is your dad still away?
00:53:18He's always away.
00:53:20You know, I bet they divorce as soon as I leave for New York.
00:53:24It's like their marriage is this performance,
00:53:27and when I leave, the run is finally going to be over.
00:53:32I'm sorry.
00:53:34I had no idea that things were going so badly here.
00:53:38Yuck.
00:53:40Look, this is a perfect example.
00:53:42She's drinking...
00:53:45gin.
00:53:47And now she's landscaping?
00:53:49Give me a break.
00:53:51I cannot wait to get out of here.
00:53:54Well, you only have a month until you have to leave.
00:53:57And that time can't come soon enough.
00:54:00I am completely over my childhood.
00:54:03Well, then let's get out of here and get that receipt.
00:54:06And I'm sorry for bringing that stuff up.
00:54:09I know. She just drives me crazy.
00:54:12But okay, I'll focus.
00:54:15I left it in the bag is the problem.
00:54:18I bet I either threw it away or it's in my room.
00:54:22I'll be right back.
00:54:24I'll be right here.
00:54:26Stay out of the gin.
00:54:28I promise.
00:54:31Oh, I thought you two had left.
00:54:34Oh, not yet.
00:54:36We're returning some stuff at the mall.
00:54:38Emma's getting the receipt right now.
00:54:40How's the landscaping coming along?
00:54:42Slow. Very slow.
00:54:45Well, they say landscaping's a lifelong commitment.
00:54:48It's a lifelong commitment.
00:54:50It's a lifelong commitment.
00:54:52It's a lifelong commitment.
00:54:54It's a lifelong commitment.
00:54:56It's a lifelong commitment.
00:54:58Well, they say landscaping's a lifelong commitment.
00:55:01Maybe that's why it's coming along slowly.
00:55:04Yeah, everything seems to move very slowly for me.
00:55:07Until it starts to move too fast.
00:55:10Are you okay?
00:55:12Uh, well, barely.
00:55:16I have to go back outside. I have to turn on the drip system.
00:55:20Well, it's not in my room.
00:55:23Mom, I thought you were outside.
00:55:26Yes, I am.
00:55:37Do you see what I mean?
00:55:39She's like the fucking rain man, always mumbling nonsense.
00:55:43You should lay off. She's obviously distressed.
00:55:46About what? She's got it made.
00:55:49She doesn't have to work.
00:55:51She doesn't have to speak to anybody, especially her family.
00:55:54What more could she possibly want?
00:55:56Maybe she wants someone to talk to.
00:56:01I found it.
00:56:06Oh. My. God.
00:56:08What? What?
00:56:10Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck!
00:56:12What?
00:56:14My mom's fucking pregnant!
00:56:16No.
00:56:17Look, it's not mine.
00:56:19No.
00:56:22I don't know anything. Sick! Oh, my God!
00:56:25Oh, shit.
00:56:29My mom is pregnant.
00:56:32She can't even get pregnant. That's why I'm here.
00:56:35Are you sure you're...
00:56:37Beth, my parents never have sex. I know that.
00:56:42Come on. Let's get out of here.
00:56:45We need to process this away from here.
00:56:47Okay, let's go. I can't believe this hurts.
00:56:51Let's go.
00:57:17I get so bad
00:57:20Every morning, baby
00:57:22You know what I mean
00:57:28Oh, my God. Hey.
00:57:29Mind if I sit down?
00:57:31Scott, you scared me.
00:57:33Sure. Take a seat.
00:57:36Oh.
00:57:38I'm stuck at home today.
00:57:40Carburetor in my bike finally took a shit.
00:57:43I'm sorry to hear that.
00:57:44That's all right.
00:57:45Mom's gonna loan me some cash to get it fixed.
00:57:48We'll be out there running in no time.
00:57:50Maybe I can take you for a ride.
00:57:54I don't think so.
00:57:56Oh, you'll love it. I know how crazy you get.
00:58:02Maybe.
00:58:05So, how's the landscaping project coming along?
00:58:10Very slow.
00:58:12I was hoping we could play gardener again.
00:58:18Well...
00:58:20Scott, Emma just went to return something at the mall, and...
00:58:24I don't know when she'll be back.
00:58:27Suddenly.
00:58:30Wouldn't give us plenty of time.
00:58:33Plenty of time for me to fuck you in the tool shed until you scream.
00:58:37That is so tempting.
00:58:40Tempting?
00:58:42It's more than tempting.
00:58:44Come on.
00:58:45Emma won't be back.
00:58:47Scott...
00:58:50Not today, Scott.
00:58:52I have to get this ground cover started, and...
00:58:55I got a big job ahead of me.
00:58:58I wonder if it's worth it.
00:59:01What?
00:59:04Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it.
00:59:09Landscaping? I thought you loved it.
00:59:11I meant everything else.
00:59:14I know landscaping is worth it.
00:59:16It's the only thing that's worth it.
00:59:18It's worth my life.
00:59:21I know that when I come out here, I'm going to accomplish something.
00:59:27This land...
00:59:31This land loves me unconditionally.
00:59:34And when I treat it and love it...
00:59:38It returns that love tenfold.
00:59:41And it's the only thing that does.
00:59:45Where are you going?
00:59:47I don't know.
00:59:49Forget it.
00:59:57Am I worth it?
00:59:58No.
01:00:02Scott...
01:00:04Scott, you're so young.
01:00:06You have your whole life ahead of you.
01:00:09You have your promise.
01:00:13You have a family that loves you.
01:00:16You have everything.
01:00:26Do I have you?
01:00:28Oh, honey.
01:00:33Pass me that Osmocote.
01:00:37Have you been drinking again?
01:00:39Yeah.
01:00:40Now you're starting to sound like David.
01:00:42Of course I've been drinking.
01:00:45Well, you shouldn't drink like that.
01:00:47It changes you.
01:00:49I need the change.
01:00:51I need it real bad.
01:01:22I'm sorry.
01:01:25I didn't think you were going to get pregnant.
01:01:28Fuck.
01:01:30My uterus isn't supposed to work, goddammit.
01:01:33I'm supposed to be fair.
01:01:42You're home.
01:01:44How was the mall?
01:01:46You scared me.
01:01:48I thought you were sleeping.
01:01:50No.
01:01:52I was just resting my eyes.
01:01:54Where were you?
01:01:56Mom, I'm 18.
01:01:58I officially don't have to answer that question.
01:02:01Of course not.
01:02:05Should you really be drinking so much?
01:02:08Well, I'm 51.
01:02:10I officially don't have to answer that question.
01:02:13Very funny.
01:02:18Who the hell is that?
01:02:20I'll get it.
01:02:30Hey, Scott.
01:02:31What are you doing here?
01:02:32Oh, I thought I heard dogs barking.
01:02:34Yeah, they were probably barking at me.
01:02:36I just got home.
01:02:38Is your mom home?
01:02:40Yeah.
01:02:42She's fine.
01:02:43Okay, well, goodbye.
01:02:45Goodbye.
01:02:46Bye.
01:02:59Who was it?
01:03:00Scott from next door.
01:03:02He was checking on us because he heard his dogs barking.
01:03:06What a weirdo.
01:03:07He wanted to know if you were home.
01:03:09Well, that was thoughtful of him to check on us.
01:03:12I think it's shifty.
01:03:14Does he go around just checking on people every time his dumb dogs bark?
01:03:18Well, he knows your dad isn't home, and he's just looking in on us.
01:03:23I mean, it's hard when your husband's always away working.
01:03:26Really?
01:03:28Because from my vantage point, it looks pretty easy.
01:03:32Like living the high life, no work, no worries.
01:03:36You can't judge me.
01:03:38You have no idea what it's like to be married.
01:03:42Of course I don't.
01:03:44Because you two have been faking a marriage for the past 18 years.
01:03:49How could I possibly know?
01:03:52I hope you never know because it sucks.
01:03:54It goddamn sucks.
01:03:57And the pretending, that's what makes you look old.
01:04:01Yeah, the lying and the pretending will kill you.
01:04:05Pretending.
01:04:08You think I do nothing?
01:04:10Yeah.
01:04:11I do enough goddamn pretending to earn an Oscar.
01:04:15I show the world how fucking happy I am.
01:04:20What a great life it is to be rich in America,
01:04:25have a successful husband, and a daughter who adores me.
01:04:30Now, when the truth is, I have a husband who will fuck any female under 25,
01:04:36and I have a daughter who never thought once about me.
01:04:41What?
01:04:47You have never been there for me.
01:04:50I'm the daughter in this relationship, even if I am adopted.
01:04:54It is your responsibility to get your life together and be the kind of mother I deserve.
01:04:59But you're so enmeshed in you that you can't even handle me.
01:05:03You're so naive. Just you wait.
01:05:07What is that supposed to mean?
01:05:09Just you wait until your life isn't so promising anymore.
01:05:12Just you wait until you turn into me.
01:05:16Then you'll finally understand where I'm coming from.
01:05:19Again, it's all about you.
01:05:23And since we're on the subject of you, what are you going to do about your new baby?
01:05:28What are you talking about?
01:05:29You know what I mean.
01:05:31No, what do you mean?
01:05:33I found your test in the trash.
01:05:35Oh, so now you're spying on me.
01:05:36I was looking for a receipt.
01:05:41It's not your father's.
01:05:42Obviously.
01:05:43It's Scott's.
01:05:44Scott's.
01:05:46From next door?
01:05:48He lives with his goddamn parents!
01:05:57I don't want to have this conversation.
01:05:59Why not?
01:06:00It's out in the open.
01:06:02Shit!
01:06:04Scott, from next door, who's a whole year older than me, is going to be my new stepdaddy?
01:06:09Is that what you're telling me?
01:06:12You're fucking Scott?
01:06:14I don't want to talk about sex with you.
01:06:16Jesus, I haven't been a virgin since you and Dad sent me to church camp.
01:06:20When you were 13?
01:06:23Oh, great.
01:06:24I didn't know the church provided that service.
01:06:27Hey, maybe they should have paid us.
01:06:29I've had it with you.
01:06:31I try to open up to you, but you put up this concrete wall.
01:06:35You and I will never be close because of you.
01:06:38You and I will never be close because you are like your father, and I hate your father.
01:06:44Fuck you.
01:06:46You've never been there for me.
01:06:48I was motherless at birth and motherless since you adopted me, you fucking bitch.
01:06:54And how dare you?
01:06:56I hope you rot for what you just said.
01:06:59You know, I will never be the loser you are.
01:07:03I will never emotionally abandon my kids or fuck the neighbor's kids.
01:07:09I'll never do any of that because I have you to remind me of what it's like to be such a vapid waste of life.
01:07:18Do you even know what I've been through in the past year?
01:07:22Did you take your head out of your ass once last year to wonder what was wrong with your one and only daughter?
01:07:28Why I was always sick or sad?
01:07:36You didn't, did you?
01:07:41Well, I was pregnant, Mom.
01:07:45And I knew I couldn't come to you for one second because I knew deep down I could never count on you.
01:07:51I knew.
01:07:53Fuck you.
01:07:56Fuck you.
01:07:58You knew?
01:08:00Fuck you!
01:08:21Fuck you.
01:08:29Mom?
01:08:31Mom!
01:08:33["Goodbye To You For Now For Good"]
01:09:03Goodbye baby
01:09:06Goodbye baby
01:09:10Goodbye baby
01:09:13Stay gone
01:09:17Alone, I long to be alone
01:09:24The one without your face around
01:09:33Goodbye baby
01:09:36Goodbye baby
01:09:40Goodbye baby
01:09:43Stay gone
01:09:47Being with you wasn't that good
01:09:51I gave you everything that I could
01:09:57Better said stay gone
01:10:01Alone again
01:10:04I'm so damn free
01:10:08Don't call, don't write
01:10:12Let's not stay friends
01:10:16Goodbye baby
01:10:20Goodbye baby
01:10:24Goodbye baby
01:10:27Stay gone
01:10:31Goodbye baby
01:10:34Goodbye baby
01:10:38Goodbye baby
01:10:41Stay gone