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00:00I'm never giving up on us but we belong together
00:19Amelia no way oh she's a lot less maintenance than his last relationship
00:27Brenda I'm just saying
00:32She playing at Malfin Ortho pub she's getting worse by the day
00:35She's not herself Sam that's why we have to keep a close eye on her
00:40Dad dad can you give us a lift?
00:43Listen pal the work's done so you need to stump up the cash or you're a dead man
00:56Who's Tom in?
01:21Tom your thieving ex is here
01:24Save the bumby act I know all about the tablet
01:27Nick anything from this house again and I'll have the police on you
01:39Well come on there's no point hiding
01:46Um look I don't want an argument and I don't want anything to be awkward but
01:52Oh sorry you uh you kind of caught us
01:59Can I have a word alone?
02:02Uh okay hey do you want to go uh grab us lunch?
02:06Are you sure?
02:07Yeah go on treat yourself
02:23See you later
02:25Miss you already
02:27So go on then
02:29Fire away you said you wanted to talk to me
02:31I want you back
02:33You want me back?
02:35What?
02:37Manipulative, controlling little girl
02:39I don't want you back
02:41I don't want you back
02:43I don't want you back
02:45I don't want you back
02:47I don't want you back
02:49I don't want you back
02:51Manipulative, controlling little old me
02:53Wow
02:55Okay well that's a u-turn
02:57You know what you said
02:59About never
03:01Giving up on us
03:03That we belong together did you mean it?
03:05You know I do
03:07Because I feel that way too
03:09This isn't making sense
03:11I mean
03:13Why now Bill?
03:15Why would you suddenly
03:17Because I'm broken
03:20And I can see that now
03:22It's my paranoia
03:24It's killed us I
03:26I have killed us
03:28But seeing you with Amelia
03:30It puts it all into focus
03:32Seeing you kiss her
03:34Seeing you touch her
03:36The way you used to touch me
03:38So you were jealous
03:40I love you so much
03:44And that love is never going to go away
03:46And I know that now
03:49I can't keep fighting it I am sick of fighting it
03:55Why aren't you saying anything
03:57I thought this is what you wanted
04:05You look so beautiful
04:07When you cry
04:11I'm glad you just finally woke up
04:15If we're gonna do this
04:17There's gotta be changes
04:19I will not tolerate any more
04:21Of your
04:23Suspicious ramblings
04:25Now I will put my hand up and say that I have made mistakes too
04:27But the strain of coping
04:29With your illness
04:31I'm a pain to live with
04:33I'm high maintenance
04:35You accused me of killing Piper
04:37Do you realise how twisted that is
04:39I know
04:41And I will never forgive myself for that
04:43But it's the illness
04:46It's everything
04:56We
04:58Are gonna make you better
05:00I'm gonna make you better
05:02Because no one loves you as much as I do
05:04No one
05:10I know that now
05:12What about Amelia
05:16Leave her to me
05:22She's struggling
05:24What with the break up
05:26With everything
05:28Functioning day to day
05:30Trying to hold on to any thread of sanity
05:34I feel like I've abandoned her
05:36Tom you've done everything to help her now
05:39She's not really your responsibility anymore
05:45Wow
05:47Did you really just say that
05:49What
05:51Talk about cold
05:55I don't understand
05:57The woman I married is on the verge of a psychotic episode
05:59And you think I should just cut her out of my life
06:01What like she's some wart
06:03You're meant to be a Christian
06:05Amelia
06:08I was just thinking of you
06:10I promised to love, honour and protect her
06:12She's weak and fragile
06:14Do you know how guilty that makes me feel
06:16Yeah I'm sorry
06:18I didn't think
06:20Well I'm just glad we had this conversation
06:22Me and you
06:24Were clearly not on the same page
06:26Don't worry
06:28It's not your fault
06:30Probably an age thing
06:32You just need time to mature
06:34What you dumping me
06:36I made a vow to God Amelia
06:38Yeah and we just slept together
06:42Belle needs me
06:44And I need to fight for my marriage
06:48Come on
06:50Surely you can understand that
06:58Tell me it's not true
07:00Tell me this is kind of
07:02Some sick nightmare
07:05So much for backing off
07:07Oh come on Belle there's backing off
07:09And then there's standing by whilst you screw up your life
07:11You are not moving back in with him
07:13Get off me
07:15You can't control her
07:17Why not that your job
07:19Will you stop it
07:21I know what I'm doing
07:23Mrs King
07:25Belle please you don't have to do this
07:35Oh
07:43Home sweet home
07:47Where is everything
07:49I wish him well
07:52I don't understand
08:06Do you really
08:08Think I would ever get back with you
08:10After everything you've put me through
08:16I had to show Amelia
08:18Exactly the kind of man you are
08:20How little she actually means to you
08:24Because you are never
08:26Going to do to her what you have done to me
08:34So all this
08:36Was just some
08:40Cheap trick
08:42I didn't know how to do it at first
08:44But then it just came to me
08:47All of your mind games
08:49Your manipulation
08:51I just had to think exactly like you
08:53Goodbye Tom
08:55Tom
08:57Tom no
09:01Like you could ever
09:03Outsmart me
09:05Do you really think
09:07I'd just let you walk out that door
09:09Tell me
09:11Do you want to end up like that precious dog of yours
09:13Tom please
09:16You are mine
09:42How long is this going to go on for Belle
09:46All day
09:48A week
09:52Completely humiliated me
09:54Any man would have done the same
10:06Come on
10:08Clean yourself up
10:12Today is supposed to be a happy day
10:16A five month scan remember
10:26Honestly Belle
10:28Your memory
10:30It's so shocking
10:32It's actually kind of endearing
10:40Don't worry
10:42I'll take her out
10:44You know the rules
10:46You got to put your lead on first
10:48Ok come on
10:50Come on
10:56No
10:58Don't take her
11:00Relax
11:02Just chill out
11:04And finish the rest of your leftover dinner
11:10I want to see that plate clean
11:14Come on
11:44Come on
12:06Amelia
12:08No way
12:10Well she's lower maintenance than his last relationship
12:13I'm just saying
12:17What's she playing at
12:19Mouthing off in the pub
12:21It's getting worse by the day
12:23She's not herself Sam
12:25That's why she needs us to keep an even closer eye on her
12:27Dad
12:29Dad can you give us a lift
12:31Listen pal the work's done
12:33So either stump up the cash or you're a dead man
12:43Come on
12:49You will never
12:51Be able to outsmart me Belle
12:53Try taking me down again
12:55And I will make sure that you always end up looking madder than you already did
12:57You already did
13:13If you've come for him too I'm not really interested
13:15I've already had one argument with a curling tongue
13:17I don't know what
13:19I'm not here for an argument
13:21Well he
13:23He actually bought her the puppy then
13:26I'm surprised she's not tied up outside
13:28What are you on about
13:32Kerry we've got to get her out of here quick
13:34She's not safe
13:36And neither is Amelia
13:38Listen babe
13:40If you are hearing voices
13:42I am not ill I'm not
13:44I tried to warn Amelia yesterday but she just wouldn't listen to me
13:46But
13:48Tom is dangerous
13:51Has he touched you
13:57Kerry
13:59Not like that
14:01Has Tom ever raised his hand to you
14:03Is this a joke
14:05Hey
14:07Just answer the question
14:09No don't be ridiculous
14:11Because if he's laid one finger
14:13Well there's no prize in guessing who you've got this from
14:15You don't know him like I do
14:17Look Belle says that he's been hurting her
14:19This has been going on for months
14:21So first she tries to get me to break up with him
14:23And when that doesn't work
14:25She starts just making things up
14:27It's true
14:29Amelia he stuck a hand
14:31Oh let me guess under boiling water
14:33Yet you're too late
14:35He's already told me everything
14:37The tracking app you had on his phone the doggy cam
14:39That you used to spy on him
14:41No he did those things to me
14:43I'm just really happy that he's told me everything first
14:45Kerry
14:48Right well how come every single tale
14:50That you've spun she already knows
14:52This is what he does he gets one step ahead
14:54Like faking a miscarriage
14:56Wasn't bad enough
14:58I think you need help
15:00Belle do you want me to call someone
15:02I mean I can go get Lydia if you're not feeling well
15:04Never mind Lydia I think we need to get the men in the white coats
15:06I'm not crazy
15:08Well you're doing a pretty good impression
15:10Amelia please just listen
15:12If you don't want to believe me then fine
15:14But that man he has harassed me he's stalked me
15:17He's hunted me down like I was his prey
15:19He's burnt me he's beaten me he's made me feel like I'm losing my mind
15:21And I've protected him
15:23I've lied for him I've covered for him
15:25And I'm not going to do it anymore
15:27He's a dead man
15:29Cain
15:35Cain I'm begging you
15:37This is why I didn't tell you
15:39Oi
15:41What kind of a man does that to a woman
15:43I don't know what you're talking about
15:45I can't believe a word she says
15:47Cain
15:51Please
15:53Please Cain stop
15:55Hey what are you doing
15:57Get me out
15:59Cain
16:01Please
16:03Cain
16:05Stop
16:07Cain
16:10This is why I didn't tell you
16:20I do not think he's breathing
16:22You'll be alright
16:24You'll see
16:30If he dies
16:32It's because of your lies
16:34I saw him alright
16:36Raining punches
16:39Poor lad was defenceless
16:41The man's an animal
16:43Anyone will tell you
16:45Someone was always going to end up dead
16:47He never meant to hurt him
16:49It was self defence wasn't it dad
16:51Go with Belle she'll look after you
16:53I don't want Belle I want you
16:55Dad
16:57You did this
16:59This is all your fault
17:09Well
17:11It's not looking good
17:13Tom's still not responding
17:15What was Belle playing at
17:17Mouthing off in front of Cain
17:19She must have known what he'd do
17:21She's not herself Sam
17:23As if we needed more proof
17:25You don't believe her at all then
17:27Normally I'd always believe the woman
17:29You know that
17:31But not this time
17:33We've been here before
17:35Her imagining all sorts
17:37Her imagining all sorts
17:39No
17:41All the signs that I've seen pointing to anything wrong
17:43Come from Belle
17:45Biting me head off whenever I mention her meds
17:49What are you doing
17:51What I should have done days ago
17:53She can't go on like this
17:57This is a flaming nightmare
17:59If Tom don't pull through
18:01Cain could go down for life
18:03And what's that going to do to Moira and the kids
18:06You've got business with Al
18:08Yeah Rachel hi
18:12Yeah I'm calling about Belle
18:14We've got an emergency
18:36I did try and warn you
18:38You must have known how this would all pan out
18:44Still
18:46This is perfect
18:48Just me and you
18:50These four walls
18:52Day after day
18:54Night after night
19:05Together forever
19:36Amelia
19:38No way
19:40Well she's lower maintenance
19:42Than his last relationship
19:44Brenda
19:46I'm only saying
19:50Is she playing at
19:52Mouthing off in pub
19:54She's getting worse by the day
19:56She's not herself Sam
19:58That's why we need to keep an even closer eye on her
20:00Dad
20:02Dad can you give us a lift
20:05Listen pal the work's done so you need to stump up
20:07Or you're in a dead band
20:21Do your worst Belle
20:25I'll always win
20:35Finally
20:37Sorry traffic out of Leeds was murder
20:39Never mind the traffic report
20:41Did they bite
20:43If you're asking have they agreed to us covering all our corporate events for 2028
20:45The answer is yes
20:47No way
20:49Seriously
20:51Oh my god I can't believe you did it
20:53Thanks partner
20:55You know what I mean
20:57Five more weddings to go
20:59I'll get you a latte
21:01No I've already told you we're in a bridesmaids dress
21:03Oh she can go as a princess if she wants
21:05Talking of weddings
21:07I will see you back at the ranch
21:09Hey guys
21:11How's it going
21:13Great
21:15Feeling a lot better now my dress is on order
21:17Good
21:19Well now that that's sorted
21:21How about we talk about venues
21:23Yeah
21:33OK but he's got an eight pack and a Merv
21:35How many times I like my independence
21:37Classic line of spinsters everywhere
21:39See you tomorrow kid
21:47Amelia
21:49What's happened
21:51Nothing
21:53What's happened to your hand
21:55Oh it's just an allergy
21:57Why's it not on this one now
21:59What's your problem Belle
22:02I've been there I know exactly what he's like
22:04Yeah well
22:06I don't really know what you're talking about
22:22How many times have I told you to tidy up
22:24Like get upstairs
22:26And keep the noise down
22:32Come on
22:50I couldn't leave you like that
22:52You need to go now
22:54What before Tom gets back
22:56Get his in the shower
22:58And if he sees that you're here
23:00He worships me
23:02He treats me like a goddess
23:04I mean look at the ring the flowers he got me today
23:06What did he do yesterday
23:08We're in love
23:12We're getting married
23:14And it's not my problem
23:16You can't get over that
23:18It's a scold mark isn't it
23:20On your hand
23:22Amelia I know it is
23:24Because he did the exact same to me
23:26But you don't have to stay here
23:29Get out
23:31And whatever sick fantasy you've got going on in your head Belle
23:33You can keep me out of it
23:35Just go
23:37Okay that's what you want but
23:39I'm here for you
23:41Whenever you're ready to talk
23:43Please remember that
23:46Who is that
23:52No
23:54You can't take her
23:56Carrie look you've got to let her go
23:58This is so wrong
24:00She's just a kid
24:02Annoying
24:04Oh
24:06Oh
24:08Oh
24:10Oh
24:12Oh
24:14Oh
24:16How am I going to tell dad
24:18It's Amelia
24:20She's had some sort of accident
24:22She fell
24:24Fell how
24:26Tom found her at the bottom of the stairs
24:32Can you look after her
24:34They need me to make a statement
24:36Oh
24:44Oh
24:46Oh
24:48Oh
24:50Oh
24:52Oh
24:54Oh
24:56Oh
24:58Oh
25:00No one could have seen this coming
25:04There's nothing you could have done
25:06You must just feel numb
25:08There's no future
25:10Like
25:13My hearts been ripped out
25:15Oh love
25:1721
25:19There's no age
25:21I just feel so guilty
25:23Hey
25:25None of this was your fault
25:29What happens to us to know
25:43Oh
25:52She's not herself Sam
26:05Ouch
26:07Want to pay for a new door
26:09I can't do this anymore
26:11I need help.
26:14OK.
26:23So...
26:27..you said you needed help?
26:30That you wanted to talk?
26:33I'm guessing it's not that easy.
26:37You know you're safe here, Belle.
26:39So whatever you want to say, whatever you feel...
26:43..too vulnerable to...
26:45There's no way out.
26:47Everywhere I turn, it's a dead end.
26:51I can't win.
26:55If I trick him, he's one step ahead.
26:58If I...
27:00..call him out, I look insane.
27:02If I do nothing, then...
27:04No!
27:06You can't take him!
27:08I...
27:11..can't keep...
27:13..living...
27:15..in this...
27:16..pinball machine.
27:22Thomas?
27:28Thomas Bean?
27:32Just say the words, Belle.
27:36Don't be scared.
27:39I don't think I can.
27:43Cos if I say them, it makes it real.
27:46But it is...
27:48..real.
27:51And I know...
27:53..it feels like once it's out there, there's no going back.
27:56And I know how scary that is.
28:00But you need to say the words.
28:02And not for me, for you.
28:06For me.
28:16Thomas has been hurting me.
28:37It's been going on for months.
28:42Threatening me.
28:45Stalking me.
28:48Tracking my every move.
28:51He spied on me with a camera.
28:55Installed an app on my phone.
29:00You don't believe me.
29:04What?
29:06You think I've relapsed?
29:07No.
29:09Of course I believe you.
29:11Then why are you looking at me like this?
29:14If I look worried, it's because I am.
29:18Thomas, right, I can't trust any of you.
29:20Belle, no, listen to me.
29:22Listen.
29:23I know what it's like to be abused by a man.
29:28To live every day with your heart in your mouth
29:31and your stomach on the floor.
29:34Oh, yeah, he's railed us in.
29:35He's played us all for months.
29:36But do you honestly believe?
29:38I would doubt you about this.
29:40I don't know.
29:43I don't know anything anymore.
29:45I feel like my...
29:47My brain's in pieces.
29:48It's...
29:50It's just fragments and I...
29:52I can't put them together.
29:54And what if Tom's right?
29:55What if I am actually losing it?
29:57No.
29:58Whatever words he's put into that head of yours,
30:00it's his sickness, not yours.
30:02How can you be sure?
30:03Because I know what a woman looks like
30:05when she's been ground down
30:06and it's a million miles away from psychosis.
30:10I'm so exhausted.
30:13I feel like I've just got nothing left inside.
30:19Listen, you know, these fragments...
30:23What if we were to go through them one by one?
30:25Would that help?
30:29I wouldn't know where to begin.
30:33I don't know when it started.
30:36I don't know how or why.
30:38You don't have to worry about it making sense, Belle.
30:42Just let it out.
30:46You're radiant.
30:47Thanks, Vinnie.
30:48Shall we have a dance later?
30:49Yeah.
30:51Confetti time!
30:55I'd dreamt of that day since I was a little kid.
30:59Mum in some daft hat.
31:02Dad in his only suit walking me down the aisle.
31:08And there I am.
31:11Alone.
31:14Bunking on the sofa on my own wedding night.
31:18Banned from the bedroom
31:20after he'd just let in to everyone I loved.
31:24Must have been crushed.
31:28I felt sorry for him.
31:32It was his big day, too, and he was right.
31:35The whole thing was a disaster.
31:36It was a total farce.
31:39A total farce.
31:40Oh, yeah.
31:43Family brawls.
31:45Caleb cheating with Tracy.
31:47Mandy paralytic doing the conga.
31:49It was a circus.
31:53What?
31:54Nothing.
31:57Go on, say it.
31:59Just when I watched the video.
32:02I don't know, you looked really happy.
32:05Did I?
32:08You must have been covering well.
32:13No, I was happy.
32:17Until...
32:19Until what?
32:23Until Tom wasn't.
32:27So I guess your memory became his.
32:29Sorry, I shouldn't be putting words in your mouth.
32:33You're right.
32:36Was it a pattern?
32:40Your mood dictated by his?
32:43Maybe.
32:47Mum was so sure
32:50that I was going to marry a good man.
32:54A kind man.
32:55A kind man.
32:58And that's the thing, he was.
33:02He was good, he was kind.
33:08I don't know what happened.
33:22He's always loved me too much.
33:26That was the problem.
33:29He was so afraid of losing me.
33:32Became obsessed.
33:35At first.
33:38And part of me felt
33:40special.
33:43I know it sounds twisted now.
33:44No.
33:46No, it doesn't.
33:48Having someone love you
33:51that much.
33:52Someone who...
33:55You're their entire world.
33:58Made me feel complete.
34:05But it didn't last.
34:07The minute
34:09I felt whole.
34:12That's when the dig started.
34:16Slagging off my dress sense.
34:18Slagging off my dress sense.
34:22Picking up Gabby and Dawn, all these
34:26passive-aggressive little put-downs that I just couldn't see at the time.
34:32Actually, that's a lie.
34:35I could see them.
34:38But you were too scared to say anything.
34:41I just always knew where they were coming from.
34:43I always knew how insecure he was, how
34:46damaged.
34:48But does that give him the right to hurt you?
34:51I'm not saying that, but...
34:55He's not all bad.
34:57He's sick.
35:00So then he's got no control over his emotions?
35:03Exactly.
35:05So then he's the same when he's at the vets?
35:09With Jimmy and Nicola?
35:10Well, no, but that's different because he has to cover it up then.
35:14So then he has a choice, Pel?
35:17He chooses to behave that way only around you.
35:22You don't get it.
35:24But if he is sick,
35:26if his behaviour really is out of his control, why
35:29does he only show it around you?
35:31Because I trigger him.
35:33How?
35:35By being the sweetest.
35:36Kindest, most understanding.
35:38Do you really think I'm a walk in the park to live with?
35:41When I've relapsed, when I'm imagining all sorts.
35:44I've played my part too, OK?
35:46So if I'm going to be honest, I
35:48I have to take some ownership.
35:50Like he's doing?
35:55No.
35:57Your psychosis
35:59was a weapon
36:01to him.
36:02Your psychosis
36:04was a weapon
36:06to him.
36:08You were adamant you took your meds.
36:10Because you did.
36:12And then all that stuff about Piper.
36:14You even said...
36:16No, no, I don't know anything for sure.
36:18I cannot accuse someone of what ifs, can I?
36:20I have no proof.
36:22Bel, why are you defending him?
36:24I'm trying to be fair.
36:26What, like he's been fair to you?
36:28When he sold your car?
36:29When he spent?
36:31I'm not excusing his behaviour.
36:34But
36:36is it any wonder
36:39when you've got Carl for a dad?
36:44Loads of people
36:46have rough starts in life.
36:48They don't all turn into abusers.
36:51Sorry.
36:53I mean, this is the last thing you need, but
36:55it just hurts to see you so
36:57poisoned by all his lies.
37:02Do you think I've been brainwashed?
37:05We all have.
37:08Because that is what men like him do.
37:13Tom is an abuser.
37:16And I know you might not feel ready to call him that, but
37:19you don't have to knock seven bells out of someone to earn that title.
37:27Oh no, please tell me you didn't.
37:58The first time
38:01was just a posh.
38:03Just?
38:05Sorry.
38:09It could have happened to anyone.
38:13But then
38:17we had this awful dinner party.
38:20A toast.
38:22To friends and happy futures.
38:24Tom?
38:27You lying bitch!
38:28He found out I was still on the pill and
38:32I have never
38:35seen such rage in his eyes.
38:39He called me manipulative.
38:43Said I was messing with his head.
38:47And my hand
38:53it was under the hot tap.
38:58And he didn't do anything.
39:01He just held it there.
39:04He burnt you.
39:06He said it was just for a second.
39:11He said it was an accident.
39:14And somehow
39:18I believed him.
39:21But I hurt him too.
39:23Like I said, I'm not Lily White in all this.
39:25I should never have lied to him.
39:27So why did you?
39:30Because I knew.
39:33I knew I'd react if I told him the truth.
39:37And if I said something it might, what?
39:40Result in another accident.
39:44How are you ever
39:46supposed to win in that situation?
39:52You can't.
39:59And I found that out
40:02when he punched me in the stomach.
40:06It just happened.
40:11It happened once.
40:16But it was hard.
40:17But
40:21it was so hard it took my breath away.
40:25And this is him loving you too much.
40:38So the abortion was that all
40:40because of him?
40:45I wasn't ready.
40:48And there's no way
40:50I was going to bring a child into that home.
40:54So you went to the clinical by yourself?
40:58It was fine. None of this is fine, Belle.
41:02Somebody should have been with you.
41:04I should have been with you holding your hand.
41:06You didn't know.
41:08No, I did.
41:11I knew something wasn't right.
41:14All that guff at that holiday cottage
41:16why didn't I trust my gut?
41:20I should have done so much more.
41:22No.
41:24Charity,
41:26when you pushed me
41:28it just made it worse
41:30because I didn't want you to know.
41:32I didn't want anyone to know.
41:34Why?
41:36Because you didn't think you'd be believed?
41:38Because I felt stupid.
41:41And I felt weak
41:43and I felt like no one was there for me.
41:45Like no one would understand.
41:49You have no idea
41:51what it's taken for me to knock on your door
41:54and telling you all of this.
41:58Wreaking over it all.
42:01It's really hard.
42:04And the horrible bit is
42:07there's more.
42:09There's so much more.
42:11Belle,
42:13we've got all night
42:15okay, we're gonna do this your way
42:17in your time.
42:20Hey, thank you.
42:23Hey.
42:25Listen, you coming to me
42:28it's an honour.
42:33Just know that you're not fighting this alone anymore, okay?
42:40Now you've told me
42:42everything that's been going on
42:43I promise you things are gonna change.
42:46Okay?
42:48That man is never gonna hurt you
42:50again.
42:55Hey.
42:58It's alright.