Dahil sa kanilang estado sa buhay, pinasok agad nina Snooky Serna, John Regala, Klaudia Koronel, Ogie Diaz, at Ynez Veneracion ang larangan ng showbiz kahit bata pa sila.
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00:00We walk hand in hand, we dream together. We giggle and laugh like kids forever.
00:12We're two different people, but we're having fun. We talk about anything under the sun.
00:19We are sisters, we are friends. We've got magic that never ends.
00:27I got you sis, you got me. The best of friends we'll always, always be.
00:39We always have fun, being together. You know me the best, we're friends forever.
00:47Through good times and bad, I'm here for you sis. Right by your side, hit or miss.
00:54We are sisters, we are friends. We've got magic that never ends.
01:01I got you sis, you got me. The best of friends, the best of friends.
01:09The best of friends we'll always, always be. We are sisters, we are sisters.
01:18Good morning everybody. Good morning.
01:24Okay, Jelly, there are artists who declared their independence early on from their own families.
01:30Like who?
01:32Like Alessandra De Rossi. Alessandra De Rossi.
01:36She left her house and she's living alone by herself.
01:42Who else? Sherilyn Reyes, I think.
01:45That's also what happened. But that's what happened to her family.
01:49Her husband left. Alec.
01:53Alec, both.
01:54He worked, he appeared in a movie that was a bit bold.
01:58Now, his father is demanding him.
02:00Yes, they have a problem.
02:02Our guests today were early in their work.
02:06We'll find out who they are and what they really went through.
02:11We'll be right back, sis.
02:14The best of friends, the best of friends we'll always, always be. We are sisters, we are sisters.
02:22The best of friends, the best of friends we'll always, always be. We are sisters, we are sisters.
02:31She grew up in front of the camera. Who else doesn't know Snooki Serna?
02:37She's now an action star.
02:39She used to sell cigarettes. John Regala.
02:44Before she said, take care of me.
02:47She was a hater back then. Claudia Coronel.
02:52That's from the movie.
02:55The new daddy, how will he earn money before he gets married? Audrey Diaz.
02:59Audrey Diaz.
03:04The lady of the night of the showbiz.
03:08What was her racket back then? Ines Veneracion.
03:14Here we go, let's start.
03:16Of course, most of you are normal.
03:18You seem abnormal, right?
03:20Me, I'm Abinado.
03:21Most of you are normal people.
03:24You go through 6 years in elementary school, 4 years in high school, 4 years in college, depending on the course.
03:32Then, of course, at that time, you're just thinking about assignments, tests, asking your parents for money, right?
03:44Then when you graduate, that's when you'll think about getting a job.
03:48But for you, your job is too early.
03:51Tell us about it.
03:53Who do you want to start with? I think you're the youngest one to start.
03:57No, I'm just 3 years old.
03:58For them.
03:59She's young.
04:01She's a toddler.
04:03She's not a kid.
04:04Thank God, when I started when I was 3 years old, my career got better.
04:08I mean, people accepted me, I became more famous.
04:12My father invested in restaurants.
04:15It's a blessing in disguise that I burned down.
04:18It's the same.
04:19Wow.
04:20So, that's how life is.
04:22Snooki gave up.
04:25That's how my life story went.
04:28I gave up.
04:31But it's just a help.
04:32It's more of to augment the income.
04:34I'm not the complete breadwinner.
04:39But then there came a point in time when my dad got cancer.
04:43Of course, I couldn't work anymore.
04:45My mom got old.
04:47I reached a point where I was alone.
04:54You stopped your mom when you started working?
04:57Yes, when I was in showbiz.
04:58I stopped my mother.
04:59Before you were in showbiz?
05:01But when I was 7 years old, my mom and I were both looking for a job.
05:05Really? 7 years old?
05:06Yes.
05:07I was on the run that day.
05:09What was that?
05:10You were on the run?
05:11Yes, I was on the run.
05:12With a cigarette?
05:13Yes.
05:14Really?
05:15You experienced that?
05:16Yes.
05:17I think it was because I helped my mother.
05:20Who can resist?
05:22I only had one pair of shorts, a white t-shirt, and a pair of khaki shorts.
05:28That was all I wore that day.
05:30My mom was only wearing a gown.
05:32She was still looking for a job.
05:34So, I said, I'll help her.
05:36So, I was able to buy a pair of shorts.
05:41You didn't rely on your father?
05:43No, my father didn't do anything for me.
05:47He was too good-looking.
05:49Yes.
05:50So, until now, I'm still like that.
05:53But, of course, that was a challenge.
05:56Like I said, one day, we'll be rich.
06:00One day, we won't have a long life.
06:02Aside from writing, what else did you do?
06:05What was your biggest record?
06:07Before I started writing, I was in high school from grade 6 to first year of high school.
06:13But, that's how you were that day?
06:15Yes.
06:16You really have highlights.
06:17I can't be a girl because my image will be ruined.
06:20Okay, so?
06:21So, when I was in grade 6 and first year of high school, I sold bananas.
06:26Of course, I didn't have siblings.
06:29My father was a taxi driver.
06:32Even if it was just a little, it helped.
06:34I was able to go to school step by step.
06:36Then, when I started writing...
06:38How did you get into writing?
06:40From selling bananas?
06:44I stopped studying in college.
06:47My mother didn't know that I stopped studying.
06:50That's why she found out?
06:51Yes.
06:52When I gave my mother the tools to...
06:56For example, I had a part-time job.
07:00When I was able to save up for my writing,
07:02I told my mother,
07:03I will go back to school because I was able to save up.
07:07She said,
07:08Why are you going back?
07:09Your job might be ruined.
07:12I started as a proofreader.
07:14Sister Christy reminded me when I was in TV Patrol.
07:18Okay.
07:19It became a movie magazine.
07:20I brought her jacket and blazer.
07:23She gave me 20 pesos per income.
07:27Really?
07:29Then, she taught me how to write.
07:31Actually, it wasn't supposed to be my job.
07:34Because the first thing that Sister Christy offered me
07:37was a shampoo girl in Ricky Reyes' parlor.
07:40I said,
07:41You're so smart.
07:43I said,
07:44You're so smart.
07:45Just teach me how to write, Sister Christy.
07:47So, I taught her how to write.
07:49She took me as a proofreader.
07:51This is when you read what veteran reporters write
07:56and you look for mistakes.
07:58When I learned how to write,
08:00I rewrote what veteran reporters write.
08:04Of course, it's not as sharp anymore.
08:07Yes.
08:08You're the only one who writes.
08:10I became an editor of a magazine.
08:13Cloud, you started as a waitress in Apo Duwaling, right?
08:16How was your experience there?
08:19It wasn't the worst experience.
08:22What?
08:23It wasn't the worst.
08:24Because when I was in Grade 3,
08:27when I was 3 years old,
08:29my parents left me to my aunt and grandmother.
08:32The worst thing that happened to me
08:34was when I was 10 years old,
08:37I planted rice.
08:39In our province?
08:42I really learned how to plant rice
08:44or how to grow beans,
08:46how to grow corn.
08:48Really?
08:49Yes.
08:50That's what I experienced back then.
08:513 years old?
08:52No.
08:53Until I was 10 years old.
08:55Did you study at this time?
08:57While you were doing that?
08:58Yes, in elementary school.
09:00I only wore clothes once a year.
09:04I didn't enjoy being around my cousins
09:09because my grandmother was strict.
09:12I only stayed with my grandmother.
09:14She didn't play with me.
09:16Until my parents brought me here to Manila.
09:19I expected that life would be better here in Manila.
09:22But it wasn't.
09:24Ines, what did you do before you became a showbiz star?
09:27I was an extra in movies.
09:29Really?
09:30No, because I was still young.
09:34I really wanted to be an actress.
09:36I saw people dancing on TV.
09:40I was only 5 years old when I started dancing.
09:42When I was 5 years old, I already had makeup.
09:44Right?
09:45I was already showing my mom's makeup.
09:47When I was an extra,
09:50I didn't discover anything.
09:53I went to DATS to apply.
09:55I didn't get accepted.
09:56They said I wasn't pretty.
09:58Who told you that?
10:00Who told you that?
10:01Why are you asking? Just let it be.
10:03So now, I just went to Pegasus.
10:09Because I already gave up.
10:11I've been exploring for 4 years.
10:12Nothing happened.
10:13So when I earn 1,000 pesos per night,
10:16I'm already happy.
10:17I can give my dad 300 pesos.
10:20I can give my mom 300 pesos.
10:21It feels good when you're helping your parents.
10:25But for me, instead of thinking about it,
10:27I was playing.
10:28Because I was only 13 years old.
10:30I should be studying.
10:31If you saw me back then,
10:32I wouldn't have earned 1,000 pesos.
10:34What?
10:35I should have earned 1,000 pesos.
10:37Okay.
10:38What's the worst thing that happened
10:40that you missed out
10:41because you started working early?
10:43Playing, of course.
10:44Playing?
10:45Playing.
10:47Janice was talking about sleeping earlier.
10:50Yes, sleeping.
10:51Janice already knew that
10:53because she started playing early.
10:55But nothing compares to what you've experienced.
10:58Because you're only 3 years old.
10:59Playing.
11:00You really don't have time to rest.
11:01And you know what, Jerry?
11:02What I missed out on?
11:03I was able to identify all of your friends.
11:06Yes.
11:07That's true.
11:08I think for most of us,
11:09that's how it is.
11:10I'm just starting to have friends.
11:12Me too.
11:13Me too.
11:15I can play,
11:17but when I see my father playing,
11:20I get really mad.
11:22Why?
11:23I lost 5 pesos at the altar.
11:26I was suddenly hit by a bat.
11:29I was hit by a bat.
11:30I was there.
11:31I was able to pray.
11:32That's what I thank God for.
11:34I didn't taste my father.
11:36My father is a good man.
11:38But not in my parents.
11:39What?
11:40In my childhood.
11:42What?
11:43My mother left me to my relatives.
11:46She's the one who takes care of you.
11:48Yes, that's how it is.
11:49But we were poor.
11:51The only food I can eat is
11:54porridge and oatmeal.
11:56You're embarrassing me.
11:57I'm thankful because I was able to taste my father.
12:00That's a banana cue.
12:03Banana cue.
12:04What's your father's name?
12:05Oh my God,
12:06Janice,
12:07aside from your sleep,
12:10what else did you miss?
12:11Lord Aluna.
12:12Playing too.
12:14Because you're the only one I play with.
12:18Right?
12:19Nine years old.
12:20I'm the only one you play with.
12:22Yes, she's the only one I play with.
12:24And school activities.
12:26Because I wanted to play volleyball.
12:28I enjoy playing volleyball.
12:29But I can't because I'll get injured.
12:31I'll get black.
12:32And then,
12:33if I fall,
12:35I'll get injured.
12:36You'll get hurt.
12:37The tape will come off.
12:39There,
12:40they told us what they missed.
12:42You too,
12:43you'll miss a lot
12:44if you leave us.
12:45So stay there
12:46and we'll be back.
13:04Just like this,
13:05you have to go through fire to breathe.
13:07A person also goes through trials
13:09to become stronger.
13:10In the case of our guests,
13:12how did you go through
13:13what they went through
13:15to become stronger?
13:19When I was young,
13:23we used to cook
13:24in a can of pineapple juice.
13:27That's how hard it was for us.
13:28We slept in a cigarette box.
13:33We ate in a banana field.
13:36That's how it was.
13:37Whenever I think about it,
13:38even if I don't want to go back,
13:40I'll find a way
13:42to make a living.
13:46Because of what you went through,
13:47did you reach a point where...
13:49Because when you become an artist,
13:52it's not forever, right?
13:53Yes.
13:54It's very unstable also.
13:56So did you reach a point
13:58where you thought
13:59that no matter what,
14:00once I become an artist,
14:01even if I can't save money,
14:03I'll still be able to do it?
14:05Yes, of course.
14:06I'll still be able to find a way.
14:08Yes.
14:09Sometimes,
14:10you just cling to the darkness, right?
14:12That's how it is.
14:13We reach a point
14:15where you can do anything.
14:17As long as you're not hungry.
14:19As long as you have food
14:21for those who depend on you.
14:22Of course,
14:24but what you went through
14:25is what gives you the strength to fight.
14:27So,
14:28what I did was
14:29I saved money.
14:31I used everything.
14:32I even used drugs
14:33to save money.
14:35It means that
14:36I didn't sell anything.
14:37It means that
14:38even if I can't sleep
14:40for a week,
14:41it's okay.
14:42I'll just keep working.
14:43Even if it's just a marina,
14:44I did it.
14:45At least,
14:46I was able to build a house
14:47in a multinational
14:49worth 35 million.
14:51I did that.
14:52Then, I went through
14:53various savings.
14:55God has mercy on me.
14:56Now,
14:57I was able to buy
14:58a house in Tandansora
14:59where we're going to live.
15:01So, you can see
15:02all the hardships
15:03of your labor.
15:04That's why
15:05you didn't write it to me.
15:06It's not true.
15:07It's true.
15:08It's true.
15:09Oh,
15:10I'm sorry.
15:11I'm sorry.
15:12What did you write?
15:13I wrote a lot of things to you.
15:15It's beautiful.
15:17Are you friends?
15:18Yes,
15:19we're best friends.
15:20Yes.
15:21Did you plan to
15:22join the showbiz?
15:24What I experienced
15:25when I lived in Squatter,
15:27what I always remember is
15:29when our house was being demolished,
15:31I felt so bad.
15:33Then,
15:34our house was in the middle.
15:36It was surrounded
15:38by addicts
15:40and bad people.
15:41So,
15:42when I went home from school,
15:43our house was empty.
15:45Our house was like a palace
15:47in the middle.
15:48I was the princess.
15:49Then, our house
15:50was really empty.
15:51It was insecure.
15:52They were throwing things.
15:53My God.
15:54Then,
15:55I remember
15:56when my father and I were eating,
15:58our food was dry.
15:59Then,
16:00I always heard,
16:01what's that?
16:02Drink some water.
16:03Make yourself full.
16:05You'll be full.
16:06You won't be able to help.
16:08Since then,
16:09I said,
16:10I'll leave that place.
16:11I'll make up.
16:12And,
16:13I'll take my father
16:14and my siblings.
16:16I can feed them
16:19with my own food.
16:22Those are the things I remember.
16:23Are you mad at your father?
16:24Where's your father now?
16:25There,
16:26I just found out.
16:28Help me.
16:29I feel bad for him.
16:31He can't help us anymore.
16:33Then,
16:34I found out that he has a girlfriend.
16:35But, she's still alive.
16:36She's still there.
16:37You're not dead yet.
16:39I'm dead.
16:40Compared to your father.
16:41For me,
16:42For me,
16:43he's the one
16:45who gave me the inspiration
16:47to enter the showbiz.
16:49First of all,
16:50I wanted to be an artist.
16:52There.
16:53So, you wanted to be an artist.
16:55Not just to write.
16:56It's a secret.
16:57It's a secret.
16:58It's a secret.
16:59Let's keep it a secret.
17:01No,
17:02I did an extra.
17:03It was 30 pesos.
17:04It's a long time.
17:05Who did you do an extra for?
17:06For Saint in the Clown.
17:08Starring Issa Seguera
17:09in Puto Bicanche.
17:10Ah, okay.
17:11In Ligal.
17:1230 pesos.
17:13It's a long time.
17:14I said,
17:15I'm a fan of
17:16Aga Janice.
17:18Aga Janice?
17:19Aga Janice.
17:20I'm a fan of her.
17:21I said,
17:22if I'm still a fan,
17:23nothing will happen to my life.
17:24I'll still be friends with Aga
17:26or Janice.
17:27That's it.
17:28I said,
17:29I need a stepping stone.
17:30That's why
17:31I love
17:33being an artist.
17:34That's why I studied writing.
17:36That's where I
17:37penetrated
17:39in writing.
17:40That's it.
17:41That's the beginning.
17:42And,
17:43let's call it this.
17:44Of course,
17:45another inspiration for me
17:46was my father's death.
17:48He pushed you.
17:49He pushed you.
17:50After two years,
17:51we were so poor.
17:53I never dreamed
17:54that I would see my mother
17:55receiving laundry
17:56from her neighbor.
17:59And,
18:00she would borrow money.
18:02So, that's what
18:03gave me inspiration.
18:05Motivation.
18:06Motivation.
18:07To work hard.
18:08To work hard.
18:09Even if I stopped studying.
18:11I missed studying.
18:13I missed studying.
18:15That's what
18:16you didn't...
18:17That's it.
18:18When I was working
18:19when I was 14,
18:20I said,
18:21it's okay if I can't play.
18:22I hope I can study.
18:25But,
18:26I tried.
18:27You didn't draw in daycare.
18:28I tried.
18:29You didn't draw in daycare.
18:30You didn't draw in daycare.
18:32You're just there
18:33studying.
18:34Studying.
18:35I tried,
18:36but my body
18:37couldn't take it.
18:38So, you were 14.
18:40How many years did you start
18:41working?
18:42The direct work?
18:4314.
18:44What's this?
18:45You're an artist now?
18:46No.
18:47I was just there.
18:48You were in a club.
18:49In a club.
18:50Yes.
18:51When did you start
18:52being an artist?
18:5316.
18:5416.
18:55When I was an extra,
18:56I didn't want to anymore.
18:57Nothing was happening.
18:58So, what I did
18:59when I was in a club,
19:00I put aside being an artist.
19:02Maybe,
19:03this is not my line.
19:04I don't want to anymore.
19:05Until,
19:06I discovered.
19:07I didn't know
19:08what was happening.
19:09Why did I become an artist?
19:10This is what we call
19:11being surprised.
19:12I saw
19:13that I'm beautiful.
19:14I got it.
19:15You got it.
19:16Of course.
19:17At 16.
19:18You wanted it.
19:19Do you think this is it?
19:20You can do it.
19:21Okay.
19:22I can do it.
19:23You can't see it.
19:24But,
19:25it's different.
19:26We all saw it.
19:27Do you have a choice?
19:28I don't have a choice.
19:29I feel sorry for DATS Entertainment
19:30if I didn't see you.
19:31Really,
19:32even earlier.
19:33This is the greatest fulfillment.
19:35Greatest fulfillment.
19:36Yes.
19:37It's that
19:38I was able to tell
19:39that my family is alive.
19:40But,
19:41I was able to help them.
19:42More than the awards.
19:43More than the hits.
19:44More than the awards.
19:45More than the great movies.
19:46I was able to use God
19:48to be his conjugate.
19:50I was able to help
19:51my family's life
19:52to be better.
19:53If you were to ask me
19:54what was my motivation
19:56to go back to showbiz
19:58to work real hard
19:59is to prove to
20:01the people
20:02that we were living with
20:04that I have the ability
20:06that I can't be pitied
20:08that I can live
20:10for my family.
20:11And,
20:12I feel like
20:13I'm Scarlett O'Hara
20:14that I'll never go poor again.
20:16Because,
20:17I experienced
20:18the stories of
20:20Ines,
20:21Athena,
20:22Claudia.
20:23It's not just
20:24God's mercy,
20:25it's not just
20:26that you're poor.
20:27But,
20:28I also experienced
20:29eating dry food.
20:30We're just dry.
20:31Or,
20:32eating rice with salt.
20:33I really experienced
20:34that you're super poor.
20:35What really pushes you,
20:36mainly for everybody here,
20:37what really pushes you
20:39is family.
20:40Not necessarily
20:41by a person.
20:42But,
20:43not necessarily
20:44but by
20:45faith.
20:46By faith.
20:47Circumstance.
20:48But,
20:49for you,
20:50what really
20:51inspired you
20:52also to be able
20:53to help?
20:54Because,
20:55you know what other people
20:56are going through.
20:57So,
20:58if you can help
20:59because it's not just
21:00your cousins,
21:01right?
21:02You have a fan
21:03who taught you.
21:04Yes, yes.
21:05Really?
21:06Yes.
21:07I saw that
21:08she wanted to study.
21:09I told her,
21:10go ahead and enroll.
21:11She said,
21:12it's up to me.
21:13Until she finished
21:14and graduated
21:15from college.
21:16Now,
21:17she's a professional.
21:18It feels good.
21:19Thank you, idol.
21:21Aside from the drive
21:22to earn more
21:23to make your life
21:24more comfortable.
21:25To work harder,
21:26of course.
21:27Yes.
21:28Now,
21:29me,
21:30my son,
21:31no matter how hard
21:32the job is,
21:33I really put him
21:34in it.
21:35Because,
21:36of course,
21:37I have a son now.
21:38You don't want him
21:39to go through
21:40what you went through.
21:41Of course.
21:42So,
21:43even if it's hard,
21:44I will support
21:45his education plan.
21:47That's the most important
21:48thing now.
21:49Is it the same for you?
21:50Yes.
21:51Your children
21:52are the ones
21:53who give you
21:54inspiration.
21:55The things I didn't
21:56experience that day,
21:57she's the one
21:58who makes me experience it.
21:59I don't want him
22:00to go through
22:01what you went through.
22:02Me,
22:03my family,
22:04and my children,
22:05my inspiration
22:06was added
22:07aside from my mother
22:08and my two siblings.
22:09And of course,
22:10I want to make
22:11my husband,
22:12Richard,
22:13proud of me.
22:14My two children
22:15are my inspiration
22:16for me to go on
22:17and that's
22:18our inspiration
22:19to become
22:20better people.
22:21I'm not
22:22a showbiz person
22:23now,
22:24but we have
22:25other businesses
22:26that we are
22:27working on
22:28that we are
22:29really pushing
22:30for our husband.
22:31Like what Oggy said
22:32earlier,
22:33some people
22:34might think
22:35it's cheap.
22:36But nowadays,
22:37there's no cheap
22:38job.
22:39There's no cheap
22:40job.
22:41Yes.
22:42And one more thing,
22:43my mother,
22:44it means that
22:45all of us
22:46are sisters.
22:47I want to give
22:48my mother
22:49everything
22:50that she has.
22:51Yes.
22:52Because she wants
22:53to give you everything.
22:54Yes.
22:55Because I owe her
22:56everything I have.
22:57Correct.
22:58Not to your father.
22:59No,
23:00just to my mother.
23:01Is that
23:02what they're
23:03going through
23:04when they
23:05start working
23:06early in the morning?
23:16Always,
23:17always be
23:18we are sisters.
23:20We are sisters.
23:24So,
23:25when did you feel that,
23:26wait a minute,
23:28sometimes,
23:29you give me
23:30too much.
23:31But for me,
23:32I want to
23:33take care
23:34of myself.
23:35I want to give
23:36attention to
23:37my needs.
23:38Me.
23:39Me,
23:40maybe last year.
23:41Because
23:42sometimes,
23:43there's a time
23:44when you feel
23:45that sometimes
23:46your family
23:47comes to you
23:48and you can't
23:49give them anything.
23:50Sometimes,
23:51you can still hear
23:52your worries.
23:53Meanwhile,
23:54I gave almost
23:55all of my life
23:56to them.
23:57Right?
23:58You're still
23:59the one who's bad.
24:00You're still the one
24:01who's worried.
24:02So,
24:03I told my brother
24:04that
24:05I hope
24:06he'll study
24:07because
24:08I'm tired.
24:09It's like
24:10I've done everything.
24:11Sometimes,
24:12I can still hear
24:13painful words
24:14from other people.
24:15So,
24:16I thought,
24:17wait,
24:18why am I helping
24:19other people?
24:20Why am I
24:21helping myself?
24:22So now,
24:23no matter how hard it is,
24:24I'm still
24:25helping them.
24:26I'm still
24:27helping them.
24:28But,
24:29there's a limit.
24:30Yes,
24:31there's a limit.
24:32That's all
24:33you're saying.
24:34Then,
24:35now,
24:36no matter how hard it is,
24:37I'm still
24:38enrolling myself.
24:39You know,
24:40I'm doing
24:41my spiritual
24:42activities
24:44because
24:45I want to
24:46go back
24:47to my old religion.
24:48I'm doing it
24:49at the same time.
24:50My family,
24:51my studies,
24:52my job,
24:53even if it's hard.
24:54But,
24:55it's important
24:56to love yourself.
24:57For yourself.
24:58Because,
24:59the time will come
25:00when you'll help
25:01everyone
25:02and you'll be
25:03able to do it
25:04but they'll still laugh at you.
25:05So,
25:06now,
25:07I'm trying to
25:08improve myself.
25:09That's why,
25:10Claudia is really
25:11hardworking.
25:12Yes,
25:13she's really hardworking.
25:14She's really hardworking.
25:15And,
25:16she's really hardworking
25:17when she loves herself.
25:18That's why,
25:19I'm taking care
25:20of my wife.
25:21No,
25:22because,
25:23people have a tendency
25:24because you're an artist,
25:25they think
25:26you're rich.
25:27They think
25:28you're rich.
25:29Correct.
25:30Correct.
25:31Why did you get hit
25:32earlier?
25:33You said.
25:34Because,
25:35she said something
25:36about loving yourself.
25:37Why?
25:38Because,
25:39I committed suicide
25:40before.
25:41Because,
25:42I can't do it anymore.
25:43You're really tired.
25:44I'm tired.
25:45I have problems
25:46with my family.
25:47I have problems
25:48with my love life.
25:49I feel like
25:50I don't have anyone
25:51who loves me.
25:52You're here.
25:53How are you?
25:54You're super hot.
25:55I don't know.
25:56My dad
25:57and my mom
25:58told me
25:59that
26:00they'll ask
26:01from me.
26:02They'll remember me
26:03when they ask for money.
26:04They'll remember me
26:05when they ask for money.
26:06They'll say,
26:07hello,
26:08are you dead?
26:09How are you?
26:10Right?
26:11Sometimes,
26:12I ask,
26:13Lord,
26:14maybe you're the one
26:15who loves me.
26:16Even the person
26:17you love,
26:18you're going to say
26:19you're stupid.
26:20I hope you'll
26:21love me
26:22even just a little.
26:23That's why
26:24I lost
26:25my love for myself.
26:26That's why
26:27I did it.
26:28I really
26:29couldn't stop.
26:30Lord,
26:31I don't want it anymore.
26:32I said,
26:33don't be like that.
26:34Don't be like that.
26:35I hope
26:36that point
26:37doesn't come yet.
26:38Yes,
26:39because
26:40you're family.
26:41You're family.
26:42OG,
26:43you,
26:44you,
26:45John,
26:46you have a family
26:47who will support you.
26:48Yes.
26:49You see,
26:50the fruits of your hard work,
26:51it's hard for them.
26:52They both have
26:53no families of their own yet.
26:54So, of course,
26:55you crave
26:56for love
26:57because
26:58you work
26:59so hard.
27:00At the end of the day,
27:01you also want
27:02someone
27:03to appreciate you.
27:04Yes.
27:05I hope
27:06I'm not
27:07reaching
27:08the point
27:09where
27:10I'm tired.
27:11But you know,
27:12John,
27:13even though
27:14I have a family
27:15support system,
27:16I've reached the point
27:17where I'm also tired.
27:18So you thought,
27:19wait,
27:20I'll do it.
27:21No,
27:22I thought
27:23I'll do it.
27:24No,
27:25stop it.
27:26To take a break,
27:27my health
27:28was affected.
27:29Emotionally,
27:30mentally,
27:31I was exhausted.
27:32I was really
27:33burned out.
27:34Mentally?
27:35Yes.
27:36I mean,
27:37it's true.
27:38I'm still seeing
27:39a psychiatrist.
27:40It's better
27:41to be clear
27:42than gossipy.
27:43I'm not mentally
27:44ill,
27:45but I have
27:46what you call
27:47dystemic mood disorder.
27:48I'm not mentally
27:49ill.
27:50Obviously,
27:51I'm not.
27:52But I love you,
27:53John.
27:54But the doctor
27:55said
27:56the cause
27:57is that
27:58I started
27:59working
28:00early.
28:01So,
28:02it's a burnout.
28:03In short,
28:04it's a burnout.
28:05But it became
28:07a higher level.
28:08It became extreme.
28:09Yes,
28:10it became extreme.
28:11Because of the
28:12responsibility
28:13that I had to
28:14take in
28:15at such a young age.
28:16At such a young age,
28:17that I shouldn't.
28:18My doctor,
28:19Jerry,
28:20said,
28:21I'm sorry to say,
28:22but your family
28:23and your lifestyle
28:24is a bit
28:25dysfunctional.
28:27And when your life
28:28is dysfunctional,
28:29there's a tendency
28:30for you to become
28:31emotionally
28:32unstable
28:33sometimes.
28:35Mood swings.
28:36You have mood swings.
28:37That's what happens
28:38to me.
28:39You're mentally
28:40imbalanced.
28:41But thank God,
28:42mentally,
28:43I'm not.
28:44Maybe you'll believe me.
28:45I'm just eccentric.
28:46But emotionally,
28:47my core is gone.
28:48My gray area is gone.
28:49It's either
28:50I'm happy
28:51or I'm depressed.
28:52Because
28:53my emotions
28:54are too high.
28:55At least,
28:56you can act.
28:57Acting,
28:58acting.
28:59So,
29:00you can't
29:01differentiate
29:02your grounding
29:03and reality
29:04from what's not real.
29:05Reality from
29:06what's not real.
29:07What's
29:08not real.
29:09You're right
29:10and wrong.
29:11You're right and wrong.
29:12You're confused.
29:14I got,
29:15sorry to use the word,
29:16I got screwed up.
29:17And then,
29:18I got anorexic.
29:19I was nervous.
29:20I was afraid of eating.
29:21I almost died.
29:22No,
29:23because
29:24it's like,
29:25nothing.
29:26I can't fight it.
29:27It's like,
29:28it's for myself.
29:29No,
29:30you know that
29:31you can't fight it.
29:32Especially,
29:33for those who work hard.
29:34You're thinking that
29:35you have a lot of responsibilities.
29:36It's necessary.
29:37It's like,
29:38you're compartmentalizing
29:39all that you feel.
29:40Even the pain,
29:41it's like,
29:42I can't be in pain
29:43because someone
29:44is still alive.
29:45It's like that, right?
29:46So,
29:47you'll put it aside.
29:48No,
29:49I'll be in pain.
29:50But eventually,
29:51it will catch up on.
29:52It will come back to us.
29:53Someday,
29:54you'll realize
29:55the life is a comedy.
29:56When you laugh
29:57that day,
29:58when the day comes,
29:59you'll laugh.
30:00I hope I'll laugh.
30:01Let's get rid of
30:02the concern
30:03about money,
30:04time,
30:05and responsibilities.
30:07Where would you rather be
30:08right now?
30:10You don't need money,
30:11you don't need
30:12to burden yourself
30:13with responsibilities,
30:14you don't need
30:15to burden yourself
30:16with time.
30:17Where are you right now?
30:18Right now!
30:19I think,
30:20I'm a minister now.
30:21Oh,
30:22are you serious?
30:24Yes,
30:25I think,
30:26I'm a minister now.
30:27Of?
30:28Of the Church Of Christ.
30:29Me,
30:31if I don't have
30:32any responsibilities,
30:33I want my whole life
30:34to be dedicated
30:35to God.
30:36That's all I want.
30:38I want to give
30:39everything to Him.
30:41What I left behind,
30:45I spent all my time
30:46with my family,
30:48with my job,
30:49with my work,
30:50with my work,
30:51with my work,
30:52with my work,
30:53with my work,
30:54with my work,
30:55with my work,
30:56with my work,
30:57with my work,
30:58with my work,
30:59it's appreciation
31:00of what He gave me.
31:01That's what I wish.
31:02If I no longer had
31:02responsibilities
31:04or went to pay
31:06daily...
31:07I want,
31:08I always wanted
31:09to attend worship service
31:10Where?
31:11Ó doomed.
31:12I want to dedicate
31:13my time for church
31:14to studying.
31:15A religious point of view.
31:16Every Sunday,
31:19I have time
31:20for the Lord.
31:22I want that
31:23He gives me His grace,
31:24and our family
31:25also grows into righteousness.
31:26Then,
31:27I'll have children
31:28and a good husband.
31:30That's it.
31:32How about you, OG?
31:34Me?
31:36I'm done with my studies.
31:38I'm going to work.
31:40At the same time,
31:42I'm already
31:44in the industry.
31:46I just have a career.
31:48I just finished my first year of college.
31:50And of course,
31:52I'm enjoying my son.
31:54We're just friends.
31:56It's rare
31:58because even if there's a barrier,
32:00I'm still being helped
32:02so that I can live.
32:04That's why there's no consideration of money.
32:06I'm with my son.
32:08We're family.
32:10I'm his family.
32:12Your family,
32:14your siblings outside.
32:16Of course, your siblings don't force you.
32:18You don't let them in, right?
32:22But,
32:24I'm getting lost.
32:30I'm enjoying my time with my children
32:32without worrying
32:36where I'm going to get the next pay,
32:38where I'm going to get the next
32:40money,
32:42for the bills.
32:44Am I right?
32:46I'm getting lost here.
32:48I'm enjoying my time with my kids,
32:50my husband.
32:52I'm getting lost because
32:54I'm being helped by you.
32:56No, that's not true.
32:58Hello, Dr. Jernsey-Limite.
33:00Are you a vlogger?
33:02No, I'm not.
33:08Seriously speaking,
33:12now, I'm doing
33:14work for God.
33:16I'll be spending more time in charity work.
33:18Spiritual work.
33:20I'm at home for the aged.
33:22I'm feeding grandmas and grandpas.
33:24Not for myself,
33:26but for other people.
33:28Reaching out to other people.
33:30Doing charity work.
33:32My sister and I,
33:34we're just here.
33:36So, I hope you're there.
33:50Yes, guys!
33:54Okay, here's the thing.
33:56Fast questions, fast answers.
33:58Let's know what are the things
34:00that are really important to them.
34:02Things that they can do in the future,
34:04or things that
34:06they really feel.
34:08Because usually, when it comes to fast answers,
34:10the first thing that comes to your mind,
34:12that's what you really feel.
34:14It comes from the heart.
34:16Okay, first of all, Snooki,
34:18what do you want to buy for other kids?
34:20To play.
34:22Something that you really want to buy,
34:24but you can't afford to buy.
34:26Voltus Pipe.
34:28Voltus Pipe.
34:30Why?
34:32Because I'm jealous of my teammates.
34:34Why do they have it, but I don't?
34:36Because no one will buy it from me.
34:38But now, I can buy it for my kids.
34:40Okay, for Ines,
34:42what's the lowest point in your life?
34:44The hardest.
34:46Suicide.
34:48That's when I committed suicide.
34:50That's when I committed suicide,
34:52and my dad died.
34:54At the same time, I committed suicide,
34:56and my dad died,
34:58and my career suddenly fell apart.
35:00My car was towed, and I had nowhere to live.
35:02That's the lowest point.
35:04What person do you want to thank
35:06because he helped you a lot?
35:08Boss Robbie Tan.
35:10If it wasn't for him,
35:12I wouldn't be here in the showbiz.
35:14What will you buy if you have 1 million dollars?
35:16I don't want to ask him that question.
35:18A house.
35:20My dream is to have my own house.
35:22That's noble.
35:24It's different from what I think.
35:26A house. That's my dream.
35:28Until now.
35:30Cookie, what will you sell first if you don't have money?
35:32I don't have anything to sell.
35:34I sold everything.
35:36I sold everything.
35:38Definitely, I don't have a heart.
35:40Never.
35:42Seriously speaking,
35:44I don't have a heart.
35:46For me,
35:48I don't have a heart.
35:50It's just a whim.
35:52I can live without it.
35:54If my children are alive,
35:56I will feed them.
35:58I would rather lose whatever.
36:00It's just an art.
36:02John,
36:04what will you sell last if you don't have money?
36:06Myself.
36:08Ask yourself if you can buy anything.
36:10Ask yourself if you can buy anything.
36:14I told you.
36:16You won't sell anything
36:18even if you don't have money.
36:20Myself.
36:22It's just a whim.
36:28You won't sell anything
36:30even if you don't have money.
36:32Myself.
36:34Ines,
36:36what is the person you can't stand
36:38in front of you?
36:40My mom.
36:42Yes, because she's my father.
36:44She can't get close to me.
36:46I can't get close to my father.
36:48My mom,
36:50and my children.
36:52I can't stand them.
36:54Ochi,
36:56what is the person you can't stand?
36:58Christopher Mille.
37:00Ever since,
37:02he's always behind me.
37:04Okay, this is for everybody.
37:06At this point,
37:08if you think about it,
37:10wherever you are,
37:12you'll cry.
37:14My dad.
37:16Can I say two?
37:18Actually,
37:20four.
37:22My two children,
37:24my dad,
37:26my husband,
37:28and God.
37:30I realized how much God loves me.
37:32No matter how weak I am,
37:34when I read the Bible the other day,
37:36Ochi Diaz knew that I was going to write it.
37:38But now,
37:40you understand.
37:42Doctor, hello?
37:44I'm touched thinking that
37:46God loves me.
37:48No matter how bad I am,
37:50no matter how imperfect I am,
37:52because I've been through a lot.
37:54I'm not perfect.
37:56My dad is my second.
37:58He's close to me.
38:00He's like my anchor.
38:02If I tell the truth,
38:04I'm not close to him.
38:06We've just started
38:08bonding.
38:10We're just beginning to bond.
38:12Really bond.
38:14And realize that we can be good friends.
38:16But that day, my dad was my anchor.
38:18So when he passed away,
38:20I was paralyzed.
38:22I was paralyzed.
38:24My husband, because he stood by me.
38:26And up to now, he's still standing by me.
38:28And he's really such a responsible husband.
38:30And he's such an inspiration.
38:32And my two kids.
38:34If I remember them,
38:36if I'm still an actress,
38:38and I need to cry,
38:40my dad will remember my two kids
38:42because I'm attached to their love for me.
38:44No matter how imperfect I am as a mother.
38:46And because I lack
38:48in playing,
38:50actually more of a playmate
38:52than mommy.
38:54When I think that they gave me a chance
38:56to have friends,
38:58because they're my best friends now.
39:00And I got to play with Barbie.
39:02It's embarrassing to say.
39:04I play with my kids.
39:06This is true.
39:08I cry when I think about it.
39:10Because now I'm enjoying my childhood
39:12that I lost.
39:14Because that's what robbed all of us.
39:16Our childhood.
39:18Ines?
39:20I'm the one who will be remembered
39:22by my dad.
39:24Back then.
39:26I was always bloodthirsty.
39:28Do you still carry that?
39:30Yes, I still do.
39:32But what annoys me is
39:34because some people say,
39:36Ines, I'm jealous of you.
39:38Because in everything that happened to you,
39:40your dad did that to you.
39:42You still love your dad.
39:44Of course, he's my dad.
39:46He can do anything to me.
39:48I love him.
39:50Even if he kills me.
39:52I love him.
39:54For me,
39:56I cry when I remember
39:58when I was young,
40:00when I was walking in the streets.
40:02I didn't have anything
40:04to buy slippers.
40:06I didn't have anything
40:08to buy shoes or clothes.
40:10That's what hurts me the most.
40:12And I dreamt of loving myself
40:14because I didn't grow up with my parents.
40:16I wasn't with my siblings.
40:18And when my parents took me
40:20and my siblings were with me,
40:22I still experienced what my dad did to me.
40:24So I dreamt again
40:26that I wanted to be an artist.
40:28But I'm hurting again now.
40:30There are still people
40:32who judge you
40:34because they don't know
40:36where you came from.
40:38They don't know that.
40:40That's why I did those things.
40:42Even if I did something wrong,
40:44because of what I went through,
40:46I want to help a lot.
40:48Jan?
40:50If I were to add up
40:52the things that happened to me,
40:56I would've thought that
40:58everything was God's plan for me.
41:00If I only made Christ my friend,
41:02my life wouldn't have been ruined.
41:06That's what always happens to me.
41:08Yes, I achieved everything I wanted,
41:10but I didn't have
41:12the love of God
41:14that I have now.
41:16That's why you know
41:18that I'm still looking
41:20for the love of my boyfriend.
41:24Because of lack of a father figure?
41:26No, I don't have a father figure.
41:30Angie, Janice is crying.
41:32I'm crying too.
41:34What's the question?
41:36What makes you cry?
41:38If you remember everything
41:40that you went through,
41:42what touched you?
41:44Well,
41:46like now,
41:48I don't have a job.
41:50I'm just a writer.
41:52I sometimes cry because I have a child.
41:54Especially when
41:56my wife and I fight.
41:58My wife will bring
42:00the child to them.
42:02When I get home,
42:04my child is not there.
42:06I'm alone because she took him.
42:08That's when I cry.
42:10But the things that I went through,
42:12I don't cry because
42:14I'm challenging myself.
42:16It's better for me
42:18than for my siblings.
42:20It's better for you.
42:22You'll be able to handle it.
42:24If there's one thing
42:26that you'll buy
42:28to make you remember
42:30what you missed out on in your childhood,
42:32even if it's just for fun,
42:34just one thing
42:36to satisfy yourself.
42:38When I was young, I didn't have this.
42:40Dollhouse
42:42and Barbie. Can I have both?
42:44That's okay.
42:46I'll buy a house.
42:48I'll buy a Chinese apartment.
42:50I can't afford that.
42:52I'll just give it to you.
42:54Don't buy it.
42:56A volleyball.
42:58Because I love
43:00playing volleyball.
43:02But I can't do it.
43:04Maybe,
43:06you'll see
43:08what we missed out on
43:10in our childhood.
43:12Even if it's just for fun,
43:14volleyball, toys.
43:16It's hard to live.
43:18That's why I'll buy a house.
43:20So that you won't have to live.
43:22It's hard.
43:24Education.
43:26That's why you're buying
43:28an educational plan.
43:30I'll let you experience
43:32what I didn't experience.
43:34It's painful.
43:36It's painful.
43:38It's painful.
43:40Of course.
43:42One more episode is missing.
43:44Thank you for sharing
43:46your experiences.
43:48I'm sure the viewers
43:50can relate.
43:52You didn't just experience that.
43:54Maybe, they experienced
43:56something more.
43:58That's where they'll get strength
44:00and inspiration to do better.
44:02Not just to give up.
44:04It's the wrong impression
44:06that these artists
44:08earn millions.
44:10But for most of them,
44:12before they got here,
44:14whatever they got here,
44:16they went through hardships.
44:18So it should not stop
44:20you
44:22from trying hard.
44:24Thank you very much.
44:26We'll be back.
44:34We are sisters.
44:36Always,
44:38always be.
44:40We are sisters.
44:42We are sisters.
44:46After today's show,
44:48we really have to be thankful
44:50for everything that we have.
44:52We complain a lot.
44:54We complain a lot.
44:56We complain a lot.
44:58We complain a lot.
45:00We complain a lot.
45:02At 14, working.
45:04At 3 years old,
45:06you're planting rice.
45:10John is selling cigarettes
45:12at 7.
45:16That is no joke.
45:18That is no joke.
45:20Really.
45:22Sorry.
45:24That's why
45:26they did their best.
45:28They didn't just
45:30run around.
45:32They didn't just
45:34say,
45:36I'll just stay here.
45:38They raised themselves
45:40in every way possible.
45:42Not just to help themselves,
45:44but to help their families.
45:46Whatever we go through,
45:48maybe if we think of them,
45:50we'll be ashamed of ourselves.
45:52Right?
45:54We'll be proud of God.
45:56Not only God will help us,
45:58but we'll continue our hope.
46:00And it's not the president or the government
46:02who will make a way for our lives to be better,
46:04but us.
46:06That will come from us.
46:10Thank you very much.
46:12We'll see you again.
46:14Sis would like to thank
46:16Bambi Puentes, Mossimo,
46:18F&H, Chloe for our eyewear,
46:20Optical Works,
46:22Adidas,
46:24Janeline Shoes,
46:26Bayo,
46:28Under the Sea Pet Shop,
46:30Salon de Manila,
46:32680 Home Appliances,
46:34Jurastar,
46:36Mano Mano,
46:38Play and Display,
46:40JBL Home Furniture Enterprise,
46:42The Barnyard,
46:44Grand Flora, Our Home,
46:46Wayless Center and Spa,
46:48Balloon Creations,
46:50Color My Hair,
46:52and Union Square.
46:54You're an artist.
46:56They think you're rich.
46:58I'm 7 years old.
47:00We're both looking for a life.
47:02Really? 7 years old?
47:04Yes. I was a tuk-tuk boy.
47:06I was a single cigarette boy.
47:08I was just living
47:10when I was young.
47:12When my parents took me
47:14and brought me to Manila,
47:16I expected a better life
47:18here in Manila.
47:20But I ended up living in a squatter.
47:22My parents were poor.
47:24I lived with my uncle.
47:26They were nice to me,
47:28but they were poor.
47:30I want to be an artist.
47:32So you want to be an artist.
47:34Not just a writer.
47:36That's a secret.