Dawson's Creek Season 3 Episode 20 The Longest Day
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00:00Oh, hey, look! There's Dawson and his dad.
00:16Got the champagne right here.
00:20That was almost a disaster.
00:23Guys? Buzz?
00:25Hey, Dawson!
00:26So, uh, where's Julie? I thought she was coming with you.
00:29She, uh, wanted to stop at the library first and plow through that Watergate history assignment.
00:34Yeah.
00:36Come on, let's go, Pacey.
00:38It's your boat we're planning on christening.
00:41I own a boat?
00:44No, we have to stop doing this. It's wrong.
00:47Yes, it is.
00:49Pacey, look, we've been in denial all week.
00:53I mean, when we're around other people, we pretend like nothing's changing,
00:56and the minute we're alone, it turns into this.
00:59This what?
01:01Well, this embarrassing growth fest.
01:04Yeah, I guess this is kind of embarrassing, huh?
01:06Especially for you, given how much you protested.
01:09I did not protest.
01:11You did, too.
01:15Wait, wait, wait.
01:18What?
01:19We gotta tell him, Joe.
01:21We do. We gotta tell him as soon as possible,
01:23because the longer we wait, Joe, the worse it gets.
01:26Oh, Pacey.
01:28I've tried. I've...
01:30I've tried plenty of times.
01:32Every time I see the guy now, I just feel like...
01:34You don't have to bother filling in the expletive, okay?
01:37I mean, this isn't exactly the easiest thing I've ever had to do, Pacey.
01:41Telling Dawson that while he wasn't looking,
01:44I developed this bizarre gravitational pull towards his best friend,
01:49and I can't stop thinking about him, or wanting to be near him,
01:52or wanting to kiss him all the time.
02:03I'll do it.
02:06Do what?
02:08I'll tell him.
02:10No, I can't let you do that. It's...
02:12This is my responsibility.
02:14Joe, it's not your responsibility.
02:16I'm the one that started this, remember?
02:18I got you into this situation, and frankly,
02:20the only way that I want to save my friendship with Dawson
02:23is to be completely honest with him, so I gotta do this.
02:26All I need is one day.
02:29Just one day.
02:34One day.
02:36Yes. One day.
02:43My heart is in my hands
02:47My head is in the clouds
02:51My feet have left the ground
02:54My life is turning around
03:00Every voice inside my head
03:04Is telling me to run like mad
03:08On bows and arrows, stars and sunsets
03:13Hey, hey, hey, yeah
03:17Every heartbeat, every kiss
03:21Just makes me wonder
03:24What all this is
03:26Suits of armor, hearts and arrows
03:30Hey, hey, hey, yeah
03:36No, she's not late. She's an hour late.
03:39When people are late, they're like 15 minutes late.
03:41All right, here's the deal.
03:43There's an apologetic yet somewhat incoherent message
03:46on the machine for you from someone named Nora.
03:48Seems she got confused, thought you had him for the day.
03:51Now she's stuck at work and can't get free until this evening.
03:55Speaking of work, you're not on duty today, are you, Doug?
03:59Ah, no, no, no, no. Little brother,
04:01this juvenile is your responsibility.
04:04Wait, Doug, I got this one thing I gotta do, man,
04:06and it kind of ranks high up there on the importance list, so
04:09look, I'll just do this one thing. I'll go. I'll do it.
04:12I'll come right back, I swear.
04:13Have you ever noticed how your one little things tend to multiply?
04:17Doug, it's just one thing.
04:19I'll be right back, I swear. It shouldn't take...
04:21Casey! Dougie!
04:23I know he's a very respectable young man,
04:26and we certainly have no reason to suspect him of ill intentions,
04:31but there's no one here to shackle him up.
04:34Ah, you never know what sort of hijinks might ensue.
04:38This is no laughing matter, Jennifer.
04:41I established these rules not because I don't trust you,
04:45but because the sexual impulses of a teenage boy...
04:48Okay, Gramps, I think that you're going out on a limb here for nothing.
04:51I assure you that whatever sexual impulses Henry Parker may throw at me,
04:55I'm perfectly capable of handling.
05:08Hey, Pace.
05:11Hey.
05:13Anybody home?
05:16I don't know, actually.
05:20Could knock and find out.
05:23Could just walk right in, you know?
05:26I don't think so.
05:28I don't think so either.
05:30I don't think so either.
05:32I don't think so either.
05:34Could just walk right in, you know?
05:37I never lock it.
05:39I've been coming here since I was five years old,
05:41just walking right through the front door and making myself at home.
05:46She wants to be with you, Pace.
05:48She does.
05:52And you know this how?
05:54Told myself this morning.
06:00Why am I not happy to hear that right now?
06:03Because right now,
06:05you've got to walk through that front door and tell your best friend
06:09that the only girl in the universe he can't live without...
06:12Is the same one that I can't live without.
06:19I've had this conversation with her in my head a thousand times.
06:23Yeah? How's it go?
06:25Dawson's saying something along the lines of...
06:29I conned you, Pace.
06:31I had my shot at making her happy, and now...
06:34Why don't you give it a try?
06:37Could happen.
06:39Just minus the Spanish part.
06:41Yeah.
06:44Hey, guys. If you're looking for Dawson, you just missed him.
06:48Did he say where he was going?
06:50Yeah, he said something about the library.
06:59Pacey.
07:01Hi.
07:02Hey.
07:04You're looking happy.
07:06It's just your usual library glow.
07:08Yeah, well, you know, free books make me giddy.
07:12Gretzky.
07:14You're studying on a Saturday with her.
07:16It's most unlike you.
07:18So, uh, I'll see you tonight, Indy.
07:21Yeah.
07:24What's the matter?
07:29Tired, huh?
07:32Yeah, uh...
07:34We're thinking about getting dinner or something at...
07:36Oh, no, hey, look, look.
07:38The girl's got to eat, huh?
07:40So, uh, what are you doing here?
07:42I mean, you're not studying, are you?
07:44No, not studying. Looking for Dawson.
07:46You haven't seen him, have you?
07:47Nope, haven't seen him.
07:49Well, I'll let you get back to, uh...
07:51I'll see you later.
07:59No, no, no, Buzz!
08:01Listen to me, this is not a toy, all right?
08:04This is an answering machine.
08:06This was my answering machine.
08:08Do you understand?
08:11Buzz, where's the tape?
08:13There's plenty of tape here.
08:14Stop bouncing. Stop.
08:17Yeah!
08:18And I thought you were boring.
08:20See that?
08:22Pokemon Blue, man. Go to it.
08:24Yeah, that's really great.
08:26Where the hell have you been?
08:27All right, look at this. It's ruined.
08:29Doug, I'm sorry.
08:31Look, me and Joey came to a really important decision.
08:34Whoa, whoa, whoa, wait.
08:35Since when are you and Joey deciding anything?
08:38You're gonna like this one,
08:39because it turns out you were right.
08:41She's into me, man.
08:43That's why she got so freaked out when I kissed her.
08:46Really?
08:47Yeah.
08:49So then you told Dawson.
08:53Uh, no, not exactly.
08:57That's what I was trying to do all morning, Doug.
08:59Remember the little errand that I had to run,
09:01but it just turned into this wild goose chase.
09:06I really didn't think it was gonna take that long. I'm sorry.
09:08Look, telling Dawson that you kissed Joey in a moment of weakness
09:12is a hell of a lot different than sneaking around with her behind his back,
09:15don't you think?
09:16Look, Pacey, at the end of the day, Joey and Dawson,
09:18they're gonna stay friends, or whatever it is that they are,
09:20and you're gonna end up alone.
09:22All right? No girlfriend, no friend,
09:24just completely and utterly alone.
09:28Think about it.
09:31It was right before, wasn't it?
09:47Hey.
09:51Hey.
09:52Hey, Joe, what's wrong?
09:54Well, look, Pacey,
09:58we can't do this, okay?
10:00Can't do what?
10:02I have to be the one to tell him, okay?
10:04I mean, things are really complicated between me and Dawson,
10:07and it has nothing to do with you.
10:09It's just, look, it has to come from me,
10:12or else it's going to ruin everything.
10:15Okay, okay, that's okay, that's okay.
10:17Just calm down, Joe, it's all right.
10:20Do whatever you want to do, okay?
10:24I mean, if you want to know the God's honest truth,
10:30I've been in the process of chickening out the whole way over here.
10:36Maybe it's a sign, Pacey.
10:40A sign of what?
10:43It's just that for so long,
10:46he's been everything to me, Pacey.
10:48I mean, this guy has been my family when I haven't had one,
10:52and he's the one person in my life that I can always depend on,
10:55and this, this is going to kill him.
11:04You never had any intention of telling him, did you?
11:09You didn't come over here tonight to tell him you came here to stop me from telling him?
11:13No, I tried to tell him. I went up there and I tried.
11:16Of course you did.
11:18Let me guess.
11:21You failed, right?
11:24I thought I heard something out here.
11:29Dawson, uh, we were just...
11:32Having an argument?
11:34Obviously.
11:36What about?
11:46Us, Dawson.
11:54You were arguing about us.
12:00Me and Joey, there's an us here now.
12:06I'm sorry.
12:13I bet if one of those days you wish you could do all the work anyway.
12:22Oh, hey, look, there's Dawson's staff.
12:28Got the champagne?
12:30Right here.
12:32This place is a disaster.
12:35Guys?
12:36Hey.
12:37Hey, Dawson.
12:38So, uh, where's Joey? I thought she was coming with you.
12:41She, uh, wanted to stop by the library first,
12:43pop through that Warwick history assignment.
12:46Oh, uh, speaking of which, I finally got through all the president's men,
12:49so if you'd like your tape back, I can return it now.
12:52I'll come by and pick it up. What'd you think?
12:54Incredible movie.
12:56But, uh, Henry didn't feel as though there were enough cute teenage girls.
13:02They all look male, but I think that's the captain of this vessel.
13:05Oh, well, I guess we can get started.
13:07Not without this, we can't.
13:13As promised.
13:15Wow, whoa, champagne.
13:20But, uh, you know, sparkling apple cider would have probably worked just as well.
13:24This kitchen is... I don't know.
13:26It's retarded.
13:28Something's destined for the scrap heap.
13:30Hey.
13:31Not only do you think it's beautiful, but I don't know the transportation.
13:33No, I...
13:35Henry, if you come by around two o'clock, my grams have gone, alright?
13:41No.
13:42No, no.
13:44Alright, I'm taking Joey to the library, I'm gonna give grams her car back,
13:47and I will see you later.
13:51Okay, bye.
13:55Thanks again for the ride, Jim.
13:57Oh, God, don't worry about it.
13:59I was supposed to go by this morning, and I got kind of busy, and...
14:02You know you don't have to explain.
14:06Unless, of course, there's something that you want to explain.
14:12Recently, you and I spoke about unrequited feelings that a certain someone,
14:17namely Pacey...
14:19namely Pacey, uh, may have had for me.
14:25And how those unrequited feelings express themselves in the form of a kiss.
14:35They're not.
14:37Unrequited, that is.
14:39They are actually, uh...
14:42They're very much requited.
14:44Okay, so you've kissed back a certain someone, namely Pacey.
14:50And you'd like for that to continue?
14:54I think so, I mean...
14:58Yes.
15:01But the thing is, my feelings have been clouded by my fear of what Dawson will do or say once he knows.
15:08Joey, if you're asking me whether or not you should tell Dawson,
15:12the answer's a big fat yes.
15:16We're going to tell him, I mean, Pacey's going to do it today, and...
15:20He wanted to, I tried, I did, I tried plenty of times, it's...
15:26It's just that...
15:28when we tell him, Dawson gets hurt.
15:32And if I tell Pacey not to tell him...
15:34Pacey's going to get hurt.
15:37Yeah.
15:39So, whatever I do, I'm the villain.
15:43And the girl's always the villain, right?
15:45In stories like these, she's always some wicked conniving whore who manipulates her way between two brothers or two best friends.
15:52Okay, Joey, keep in mind that most of those stories have been written by men.
15:58I really wish I was more like you.
16:00Oh, yeah.
16:01You feel things and you act on them.
16:04If Pacey does the same thing, he's fearless.
16:08Alright, I'll let you in on a little secret about the so-called fearless.
16:13We're not as tough as you think we are.
16:17And Pacey's heart can break just as easily as an ex-guy.
16:23Maybe even more so, considering it was already broken when you got there.
16:42I can't believe I'm taking you out.
16:47To breathe.
16:51Soon, in my head, swelling you out.
16:58You see...
16:59Hey, lady.
17:0120-minute time limit on these things, right?
17:03Sorry, Andy, I was just finishing up the water case.
17:05How about you?
17:06Ugh, nowhere near done.
17:08But I'm taking off anyway.
17:10I have a date tonight.
17:12You will?
17:13Yeah.
17:16I like him. I do.
17:17And he's smart. Way smart.
17:19And he has no idea how cute he is.
17:22Which is good, because God saves from none to do.
17:25So what's the problem?
17:30He's...
17:31He's not Pacey.
17:35Pathetic.
17:36I know. I know.
17:37And I thought I was over him.
17:39I really, really did.
17:42Then I bumped into him a little while ago, and...
17:46I mean, technically we're friends, right?
17:48And that's how I played it.
17:51Then it's like when I saw him, every irritating slash adorable thing he ever did flashed before my eyes, and...
17:59I mean, that's the true test, right?
18:01When you just bump into somebody.
18:04If you're not over him, then boom.
18:06Floodgates.
18:10Hey.
18:11Austin, uh...
18:12Everything okay?
18:13Yeah, I just, um...
18:15I must have lost track of time. I was just a little messy at home by now.
18:19Okay, well, I wanted to... I was going to call you. Do you want any movie night tonight?
18:23I've got to help my mom with something, but I can think of a movie on my way home.
18:26You know, I really don't think I'll be able to. Maybe some other time, okay?
18:30Okay. Are you alright?
18:31Yeah. Oh, yeah, I'm fine. I just... I have to, uh...
18:35I have to, uh...
18:37I, uh...
18:38Um...
18:39Uh...
18:40Go?
18:42Yes. I gotta go.
18:44Bye.
18:45Alright, I'll see you.
18:46Bye.
18:59Pacey?
19:00Doug?
19:02Okay, you're not there. Um...
19:04Look, Pacey, um...
19:06Don't do what you said you were going to do today, okay? Uh...
19:10Dawson's not even home. I just kind of ran into him, and...
19:13And I think you should wait. I think you should wait until you talk to me, because...
19:17I really think that I should be the one to tell him.
19:21Okay.
19:22Bye.
19:34She is my girl.
19:35I don't care if we didn't break up.
19:36I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to go different.
19:38I'll always live here. I'm getting her back. I'm telling you right now.
19:41She's going to marry me one of these days when I get a little bit more money.
19:44Sure she will.
19:45Who else is meant to get married?
19:48Change your mind.
19:50Kind of. Um...
19:54I wanted to talk to you, Dawson. Um...
19:59Pacey hasn't been here, has he?
20:02No. Is he supposed to be?
20:05No, actually. Um...
20:07Um...
20:08No.
20:12What are you watching?
20:14A picture show.
20:16Isn't that the movie that we saw when we...
20:18Our first date?
20:20Yep.
20:22Yes, it is.
20:23It wasn't exactly a successful evening, was it?
20:26At least not movie-wise.
20:29What do you mean?
20:30Well, it never gets to the end.
20:38So, uh...
20:41How does it end, Dawson?
20:44How does it end, Dawson?
20:48Well, it's the three friends that grew up with each other.
20:50Jeff Bridges is in love with Sybil Shepard.
20:54And she dumps him and breaks his heart and he's devastated.
20:58Um...
20:59And she's not.
21:01She, uh...
21:02And she just kind of moves on to the other guy.
21:05And, um...
21:07It destroys their friendship.
21:10Tsk.
21:12And that's pretty much how it ends.
21:15Everyone, uh...
21:16Alone, everyone hating each other.
21:20It's...
21:21It's really depressing, actually.
21:22I don't know why I'm watching it.
21:27Tsk.
21:28So, um...
21:31So, what did you want to talk about?
21:33Um...
21:38You know, I just...
21:39I actually...
21:40I just remembered that, um...
21:41I promised Bessie that I would help watch Alexandra tonight.
21:44And she's probably waiting for me, so, um...
21:52Bye.
22:03Bye.
22:11Hey.
22:12Hey, Charles.
22:13What's wrong?
22:14What's wrong?
22:16Look, Icy.
22:19We can't do this, okay?
22:20Can't do what?
22:22I have to be the one to tell them, okay?
22:24I mean, things are really complicated between me and Dawson.
22:27And it has nothing to do with you.
22:29It's just...
22:30Look...
22:31It has to come from me, or else...
22:34It's going to ruin everything.
22:37Okay, okay.
22:45Do you want to know the God's honest truth?
22:50No, that's not true, Icy.
22:52I tried to tell him.
22:53I went up there and I tried.
22:55Of course you did.
22:56Let her guess.
22:59You failed, right?
23:02I thought I heard something out here.
23:08Dawson, we were just...
23:09In an argument.
23:12Obviously.
23:16What about?
23:21Uh...
23:22Us.
23:26We were having an argument about us.
23:31There's an us here now.
23:38I'm sorry, man.
23:39We didn't want to tell you this way.
23:41You didn't tell me.
23:48You know, don't you?
23:50I know.
23:51I know.
23:57Remember one of those days you wish you could live all over again?
24:06Oh, hey, look.
24:07There's Dr. Manfast.
24:11Got the champagne?
24:12Right here.
24:13Oh!
24:15This is almost a disaster.
24:18Guys?
24:19Hey!
24:20Hey, Dawson.
24:21So, uh...
24:22Where's Julie?
24:23I thought she was coming over here.
24:24She, uh, wanted to stop by the library first.
24:26And plow through that Watergate history.
24:28Yeah.
24:30You wanna greet?
24:41Greet.
24:42Okay.
24:51Paisley.
24:55You go first.
24:58I'll catch up with you later.
25:14Cute teenage girls.
25:17Hey, don't look now, but I think that's the captain of this vessel.
25:20Well, I guess we can get started.
25:22Not without this, we can't.
25:28As promised.
25:31Oh, champagne.
25:35You know, uh, sparkling apple cider would have worked just as well, Dawson.
25:38Oh, no, no, no.
25:39For this occasion, man.
25:40This is a monumental accomplishment.
25:42You took something that was destined for the scrap heap,
25:44and managed to turn it not only into a thing of beauty,
25:47but also a viable mode of transportation.
25:50Waiter!
25:51Come on, man.
25:52Let's get this show on the road.
25:53We'll be right there, man.
25:56Uh...
25:57Dawson, you want me home after all this?
25:59Yeah, for a little bit.
26:00I've got to work later.
26:03Cool.
26:05Uh, alright.
26:06Well, look.
26:07I know you guys are all on tight schedules,
26:09so I'm gonna keep this thing short.
26:11It's a beautiful day and all.
26:16Hey.
26:18Um...
26:19First and foremost, I should probably thank Hurricane Chris
26:23for enabling a poor schlub like me to actually be able to afford a boat like this.
26:27But, uh, secondly, and more importantly,
26:30I'd like to thank everybody who pitched in.
26:33Everybody who scraped and sanded and polished and painted
26:37and otherwise helped out to get this boat back in the water.
26:41Some, of course, did that more willingly than others.
26:44So, uh, without further ado,
26:48I christen for you...
26:51true love.
26:58Yeah!
27:01Way to go!
27:08Woo!
27:10Alright. Way to go, Pete!
27:21Well...
27:22Hey.
27:25Dawson, hey.
27:27Um, look.
27:28I was wondering if you could help me out.
27:30I'm looking for some secret room Andy says is, like, ideal for study.
27:34Um...
27:36Which probably means the genealogy room. It's usually pretty dead in there.
27:39Cool. Guess I'll try that.
27:40Alright. Good luck.
27:41Thanks.
27:44Hey, Dawson.
27:45Uh...
27:47What did, uh, you and Joey do on your first date?
27:52Excuse me?
27:53Oh, you know, if you don't want to tell me.
27:56No, it's fine. I'm just... I'm kind of surprised.
27:59It's a left-field question.
28:01Yeah.
28:02Uh...
28:03I don't know if you just asked someone out.
28:06Andy?
28:07Yeah.
28:09Um, so...
28:10What should I do?
28:11Um...
28:12Well, Joey and I went to the movies.
28:14Which is a really terrible idea because you can't talk to the person.
28:18You can't even really look at them.
28:19So...
28:20What would you suggest?
28:22Um...
28:23As long as the creek.
28:26With the night sky overhead.
28:28Moonlight reflected in the water.
28:31It's one of those things that's a cheap cliché status
28:33because it actually isn't romantic.
28:36Oh, um...
28:38Where would I, uh, get a boat?
28:40Uh...
28:41My house?
28:42You sure?
28:43Yeah.
28:44Absolutely. You know where it is.
28:45Just come by and get it.
28:47Great.
28:49So, uh...
28:50What are you up to tonight?
28:53I think I might try and hook up with an old friend.
28:56So, I'm really not allowed in the house?
28:59Sorry.
29:01According to Grams, you're public enemy number one.
29:04What if I have to use the bathroom?
29:07Or the phone?
29:10What if you start to choke
29:12and I need to call 911?
29:15Well, then we'll just have to consult
29:17an etiquette book from 1955.
29:22But...
29:24But...
29:25What are you doing?
29:27I don't know.
29:28Stuff.
29:34You know what?
29:35Henry, why don't you come inside?
29:38You just told me I couldn't.
29:39Well, I changed my mind.
29:42No, I know.
29:43It's okay.
29:46Hey.
29:47I'm sorry I came back at a bad time.
29:49Oh, God.
29:50No, no, no.
29:51I was expecting that you'd come by anyway.
29:58How...
29:59How are you doing?
30:00You alright?
30:01Yeah, I'm fine.
30:03You know what?
30:04If you want to just come inside
30:06and hang out with Henry and I,
30:08we could use a chaperone.
30:11Well, as tempting as that sounds,
30:13I think I'm just going to go watch a movie
30:15and live better days.
30:18I know this must seem like the hardest thing
30:20for you right now, but...
30:22You know what?
30:23In the long run,
30:24it's better that Pacey told you.
30:27Tell me what?
30:30Jen, tell me what?
30:33That...
30:34Nothing.
30:36If it's nothing,
30:37then why are you so concerned about me?
30:39No, I wasn't concerned.
30:40I was thinking that...
30:41Yes, you were.
30:42You were concerned because you assumed
30:43Pacey told me something.
30:44Tell me what, Jen?
30:47Okay, you know,
30:48the fact that you're unwilling
30:49to answer my question
30:50if it speaks volumes...
30:56It has to do with Joey, doesn't it?
31:03It does, doesn't it?
31:06God, I'm so sorry.
31:08You've known about this?
31:11It wasn't my place to say anything.
31:14I didn't want to interfere.
31:17I wanted to protect you.
31:19I'm sorry.
31:24Wait, stop.
31:25Say something, please.
31:26I'm fine, alright?
31:27I'm fine.
31:28No.
31:29I'm fine.
31:30No, you are not fine.
31:31What can I say?
31:32What can I do?
31:33You can do me the same favor
31:34that you did them.
31:35You can keep this to yourself, alright?
31:36Thanks for protecting me.
31:49I'm sorry.
32:05Well, you do me that way,
32:06but we're still best friends.
32:08We are.
32:10What you so mad for?
32:11I've never done nothing to you.
32:12Well, I guess screwing my girl
32:13ain't nothing to you.
32:14Ain't screwing her?
32:15Hell, wait.
32:17Well, I ain't.
32:18She's not your girl anymore?
32:19She is my girl.
32:20I'm sure we can play stuff.
32:22You changed your mind?
32:25Kind of.
32:29I wanted to talk to you, Dawson.
32:34Pacey's not here, is he?
32:37I don't know.
32:39Is he supposed to be?
32:40No.
32:41What?
32:48What are you watching, anyway?
32:50A nice picture show.
32:54It...
32:55Isn't that the movie that we saw when...
32:57Our first date?
32:59Yep.
33:01Yes, it is.
33:05Wasn't exactly a successful evening, was it?
33:08At least not movie-wise.
33:09What do you mean?
33:12Oh, I never got to see the end.
33:21So, uh...
33:24How does it end, Dawson?
33:28Well, these are the three friends
33:29that grew up with each other.
33:30Jeff Richards is in love with this little shepherd.
33:33And she dumps him.
33:35And breaks his heart.
33:37He's completely devastated.
33:40And...
33:42Turns out she's not.
33:43She just kind of moves on to the other guy.
33:46And it destroys their friendship.
33:50Yeah, it's never the same after that.
33:52And that's how the movie ends.
33:55Everyone alone, everyone hating each other.
34:01It's pretty depressing, actually.
34:02I don't know why I'm watching it.
34:10So, what was it you wanted to talk about?
34:18You know, I just...
34:19I actually, I just remembered that
34:20I promised Bessie that I would help
34:23watch Alexandra tonight.
34:24And she's probably waiting for me.
34:26So, um...
34:32Bye.
34:39Bye.
34:51You didn't come here to tell him, did you?
34:53Stop the attack.
34:54It's not true, Dawson.
34:56I tried, I tried to tell him.
34:57I went out there and I tried.
34:59Of course you did.
35:00Of course.
35:03Shit.
35:05Okay.
35:08I'm sorry, man.
35:09I didn't want to tell you this way.
35:10You didn't tell me.
35:17You know, don't you?
35:18Yeah, I know.
35:23So, were you planning on telling me,
35:24or was this just going to be a secret fling?
35:26Look, it's not like that.
35:27Then how was it, Joey?
35:28Because Jen was a little short on details.
35:30She told you?
35:31Well, she thought I knew.
35:32I mean...
35:34I have to be pretty freakin' stupid not to know, right?
35:36That the two people I trusted most in the world
35:38were lying to me?
35:42So, are you...
35:43Are you bored?
35:44Are you confused?
35:45Or just malicious?
35:46Hey, look.
35:47I started this thing, okay?
35:48If you're going to get angry at somebody,
35:50get angry at me.
35:51It's not...
35:52I don't think you're in any position
35:53to talk about what's fair.
35:55You were my best friend.
35:57I still am.
35:59I'm finding that a little hard to process right now.
36:02It's the truth, Dawson.
36:03So I guess it's safe to assume
36:04that friendship doesn't come above sex
36:06in your list of personal priorities.
36:07This has nothing to do with sex.
36:09And what are you, in love?
36:10Is that what this is?
36:14Don't...
36:15Don't look at her, alright?
36:16Don't...
36:17You know, Pacey,
36:18I feel sorry for you.
36:20Because when all this is over,
36:21you're really going to need your friends,
36:23and you're not going to have any.
36:24You are not going to have a single one.
36:29Hey, guys.
36:30What's going on?
36:31Why don't you ask Pacey?
36:33Ask her how long he and Joey
36:34have been sneaking around behind my back.
36:36Or better yet, ask Joey.
36:37Ask her how long she's been lying to me and to you.
36:41Go ahead, ask her.
36:42Because I...
36:43I can't stand to look at it.
36:52Wait, Dawson.
36:53Wait, stop.
36:54Say something, please.
36:55I'm fine, alright?
36:56I'm fine.
36:57No.
36:58I'm fine.
36:59No, you are not fine.
37:00Dawson, what can I say?
37:01What can I do?
37:02You can do me the same favor that you did them.
37:05You can keep this to yourself, alright?
37:07Thanks for protecting me.
37:26So...
37:27Where were we?
37:30I just did the most awful thing.
37:33It couldn't have been that awful.
37:35Believe me, it was.
37:36I...
37:39I totally screwed up.
37:40I...
37:43I accidentally told Dawson something he wasn't supposed to know.
37:46And...
37:48Really hurt his feelings in the process.
37:52But you didn't mean to do it.
37:53Yeah, but it's still my fault.
37:56I mean, I'm the one who messed up.
37:57Who thought that...
37:58I...
37:59No.
38:01I'm not sure what it is that you're doing right now, but it's not helping matters anything.
38:04It's because you're not giving it a chance.
38:08I mean it.
38:11I'm just trying to make you feel better.
38:13No, you're not.
38:14You're trying to make yourself feel better.
38:15What...
38:16What did I do that was so terrible?
38:21Don't you even want to know what just happened?
38:23Maybe I don't.
38:24Maybe I don't.
38:26Maybe for once I want to put us before whatever little mini-drama you and your friends have whipped out this week.
38:33Okay.
38:35You know what, why don't you leave?
38:37I'm not kidding.
38:38Leave.
38:40Now you're being irrational.
38:41No.
38:42No, just irritated.
38:44Irrational is when I get violent, which is going to happen in two seconds if you don't get your horny freshman ass out of here.
38:54Okay.
39:04A little much maybe?
39:06For a first date?
39:07No, no.
39:08I mean, it's beautiful.
39:10Come on, admit it.
39:13I did kind of go...
39:14Overboard.
39:19Plan B.
39:22Pretend we're not on a date.
39:25Okay.
39:28You're rowing us across a body of water.
39:30What do you want me to pretend?
39:32That this is something from Greek mythology?
39:36Orpheus and Eurydice.
39:38Do you know that one?
39:40They were a couple of kids totally in love.
39:44But then she died.
39:46Snakebite.
39:49He couldn't deal, so...
39:50Being the ancient world's most kick-ass musician, he goes to the underworld, located the proper authorities and played for them.
39:58All about Eurydice.
40:00And how he had to have her back.
40:04And? What happens?
40:07It worked.
40:10But there was one condition.
40:14He wasn't allowed to look at her until they were back in the real world.
40:17So they sat out.
40:19As they were just about to make it, he looked back.
40:24So she died all over again?
40:28He went to grab for her and...
40:32All he got was air.
40:39Hey guys!
40:41What's going on?
40:47Why don't you ask Pacey?
40:49Ask him how long he and Joey have been sneaking around behind my back.
40:52Or better yet, ask Joey. Ask him how long the two of them have been lying to you and to me.
40:56Go ahead, ask him.
40:58Because I can't even stand to look at them anymore.
41:11So...
41:12Is this true, Pacey?
41:14You and Joey?
41:18Yes.
41:23I don't know what to say.
41:27Me neither.
41:30You must really...
41:33You know, to give up your friendship with Dawson, to give up everything.
41:41God, how could you be so stupid, Pacey?
41:48You know you're going to get hurt.
41:51She is never going to love you like she loves him, okay?
41:56He is her first love, Pacey. Her first love.
42:18I...
42:24I...
42:26I didn't intend for this to happen, Dawson. Any of this...
42:29Your what you intended does not provide me any solace.
42:33What?
42:34Do you love him? Do you just want to sleep with him?
42:37No, how could you say that?
42:38What is he going to expect?
42:41We're not together, Dawson.
42:43And we haven't been for a long time. Almost a whole year has gone by.
42:46I'm not punishing you.
42:47Because I didn't want to get back together with you?
42:49Why would you think that I would do that?
42:51Why? Because you keep on saying that you want to go find yourself.
42:55Is this what you've been looking for the whole time? Is Pacey what you've been looking for?
42:59Then explain it to me, Jake.
43:01Explain to me how two people who can barely stand to be in the same room with each other
43:05end up outside my window arguing about the future of their relationship.
43:09I can't, okay?
43:11I can't explain it. It happened.
43:14Everything between you and me is so complicated.
43:20If things between us are complicated, it's because you made them that way, okay?
43:25And you think that whatever was wrong when you were with me is going to magically get better when you're with him?
43:31I don't know, Dawson. I don't know, okay?
43:36I just know that I need him.
43:39Do you need him like you need me?
43:41Julie, it's a simple question. Do you need him like you need me?
43:45But you can't do that, Dawson.
43:48You can't.
43:49Those two things have nothing to do with each other.
43:51And you know that the way that I feel about him is completely separate from the way that I feel about you and our friendship.
43:57Friendship, Julie. Right now, we don't have a friendship.
44:00What?
44:01We don't have a friendship right now. As of this moment, we do not have a friendship.
44:05That is not fair!
44:06You can't have both of us. You can't have him.
44:08That is not fair!
44:09You can't have both of us. You can't have him as your boyfriend and me as your consolation prize.
44:13You're going to have to make a choice.
44:14And I tell you right now, if you choose him, I'm not going to be able to pick up the pieces when it all falls apart.
44:20This ruins everything.
44:22There's no going back.
44:25Okay.
44:28What do you want me to say, Dawson? Tell me what you want me to say. What do you want to hear?
44:34I don't want you to say anything. I want you to leave.
44:38I want you to leave.
44:39I want you to leave.
44:40I want you to leave.
45:07Another day, huh?
45:09I have no desire to rewind and live it again, if that's what you mean.
45:14You shouldn't be alone right now.
45:17Why not? I am alone. I might as well get used to it.
45:20You're not alone, Dawson. Don't ever think that.
45:27Then why didn't you tell me?
45:30Dawson, if two people are on a crash course for each other, and you throw yourself in between,
45:39it's only going to bring them all much closer.
45:46So, what am I supposed to do now? Am I supposed to just accept this?
45:52Am I supposed to just...
45:53What am I supposed to do now? Am I supposed to just accept this?
45:58Am I supposed to just...
46:01wake up tomorrow knowing nothing's changed?
46:05You just have to let things run their course.
46:09And you have to let her decide what it is that she really wants.
46:18Okay, let her go.
46:21What else can you do?
46:24You can fight.
46:28You can fight for what you want.
46:53You can fight for what you want.
46:54You can fight for what you want.
47:19I remember one of those days you wished you could live all over again.
47:25Yeah.
47:29You?
47:31Yeah.
47:35So what would you have done differently?
47:38I don't know.
47:42Everything.
47:48Nothing at all.
47:54We'd still end up right back here.
48:01And I don't think I know where here is.
48:07Here is right where we started.
48:10Oh, she looks beautiful in the water.
48:13This morning was really just a formality.
48:16I still don't know if she's seaworthy.
48:21She looks pretty solid.
48:24I don't know.
48:26I don't know.
48:28I don't know.
48:30I don't know.
48:32I don't know.
48:34I don't know.
48:36I don't know.
48:38I don't know.
48:43I think I see some stormy weather ahead.
48:54Macy.
49:03It's over, isn't it?
49:08It has to be.
49:16Maybe you should be the first one to go this time.
49:37I can't be what you want me to be.
49:45What you want is not who I am.
49:55I can't do what you want me to do.
50:04I can't place my heart in your hand.
50:35I can't do what you want me to do.
50:44I can't place my heart in your hand.
50:55I can't place my heart in your hand.
51:04I can't place my heart in your hand.