2018 Love All You Have Left Full HOT TEEN MOVIE
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00:00:00You
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00:02:00Yeah, you like some tea let me make you some tea
00:02:30You
00:02:57Some green tea
00:03:00You
00:03:25Juliet it's late. Let's go to bed
00:03:30You
00:04:00You
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00:04:40Got you something. Thanks. All we had was Christmas paper
00:04:46It's nice
00:04:48Did you do it yourself? Yeah took me 45 minutes
00:04:53It's very sweet
00:04:56Are you feeling any better today I guess
00:05:00Still not sleeping though
00:05:04I'm almost out of it. Do you mind picking some up on your way home?
00:05:10You know
00:05:12It's been almost a year since Melanie died I
00:05:16Don't think those things help you very much. Are you sure you want to keep taking them he helps it's better than nothing
00:05:27Have you given any thought
00:05:30About New York they want an answer by the end of the week. I haven't thought about it really. I'm sorry
00:05:37Well, I
00:05:39Think it would be good for us to get away
00:05:42Everything reminds us of her we could use a fresh start
00:05:47Jeff can we talk about it tonight?
00:05:54Sure
00:06:01Would you at least try to get out today you have to get out of the home somehow I
00:06:11Am sorry, you know that I'm like this, I'm sorry
00:06:20Stop that. I'll see you tonight
00:06:30You
00:07:00Okay
00:07:30You were doing so well you almost did by yourself you did
00:07:43Okay, no, you're not try again
00:07:47Almost there. No, you can do it
00:07:50You know, we all fall sometimes me daddy everyone but what counts that will back up and you try again
00:07:57What are you?
00:08:00What else you want to try again
00:08:30You
00:08:43So, how was your day
00:08:48That's fine, how was yours, you know the same I got your pills for you
00:08:57Thanks
00:09:00They said
00:09:02That should last you a month
00:09:05But if you want a new prescription
00:09:07And you'll have to go back to the doctor
00:09:10Okay
00:09:14They um
00:09:17They keep asking me if I'm taking the job in New York
00:09:23Whether you tell them I
00:09:27Tell them
00:09:30You know that we haven't decided yet that we're still thinking I don't want to leave Jeff
00:09:40Well
00:09:45Something has to change
00:09:47Juliet
00:09:49We need to change we can't live like this and you've always wanted to live in New York. It would be perfect
00:09:57All I have of her is here
00:10:00Sometimes it still feels like she's playing in the garden or taking a bath. That's the problem. That's not a problem. That's our daughter
00:10:09I'm happy for you that you moved on but I haven't I haven't moved on
00:10:21But we can't live like this
00:10:23This doesn't work, it's no kind of life something has to change
00:10:32You go if you want I'm not living here
00:10:41Then let's actually make a life here
00:10:44Why don't you start teaching again? You love teaching philosophy
00:10:49teaching
00:10:52Teaching
00:10:55Do you remember what I thought
00:10:59The meaning of life look at me
00:11:04Do I look like someone who should be teaching a class on
00:11:07The meaning of life to stand in front of a bunch of college kids quoting Taoist and Buddhist philosophers
00:11:14Find me a class on nihilism, maybe I'll teach that. You're not a nihilist. You know that life has meaning
00:11:21Life can have purpose and it did
00:11:26What they don't tell you though those brilliant philosophers
00:11:29What they don't tell you is that once you find your purpose your raison d'être
00:11:34Can be broken
00:11:37Life can have purpose like
00:11:39This glass is a purpose
00:11:43Beautiful it was crafted with care
00:11:50It serves its purpose wonderfully
00:12:09What's its purpose now
00:12:13It's not even a glass anymore shattered you can't put it back together
00:12:23It has no purpose now all he can do now is cause pain
00:12:33I'm sorry, Jeff. I can't leave you
00:12:39I
00:13:10I'm going to go try it out for a little bit
00:13:23Yes
00:13:28I'm not sure when yes
00:13:40I'm hurting as much as you, you know, please don't think I'm not
00:14:00She's our little girl she always will be
00:14:09Yeah
00:14:39You
00:15:09You
00:15:39You
00:15:57Hello
00:16:00Jeff
00:16:04Hello, is anyone up there
00:16:10Whoever is there. I'm coming up
00:16:21The team's butter a very brief I know there is someone up here
00:16:40You
00:16:46Whoever is there you need to come out. I'm calling the police
00:17:09Oh
00:17:33My god, how did you get in?
00:17:38Come out of there
00:17:43Don't be afraid I'm not going to hurt you but you need to come out of there
00:17:52Are you hungry
00:17:57When was the last time you ate
00:18:04Don't move
00:18:07I'm going to get you something to eat
00:18:10I'll be right back
00:18:37You
00:18:50This should hold you until morning
00:18:54I'm just going to leave that here and go downstairs. Okay, I'll be back in the morning
00:19:07You
00:19:10My name is Juliette, don't be afraid you're safe here
00:19:37You
00:19:56You're still here I'm here
00:19:59What's your name and I'm Juliette, I know you told me last night, of course I did
00:20:07Are you okay?
00:20:08Yes, the food was very helpful. Thank you. I'm terribly sorry about last night
00:20:13I was worried you would turn me in but you didn't I was quite frightened, but I'm better now
00:20:18Good. There's nothing to be afraid of here
00:20:22How did you get in here?
00:20:24Where do you come from?
00:20:26Looks to me like there's only one way in or out
00:20:29yes, but
00:20:32What I mean is why are you here?
00:20:35We're in hiding we
00:20:38Are there others in here?
00:20:40My family we've been hiding in this annex for quite some time now. I
00:20:45Don't see anyone else in here. I
00:20:48Don't know what happened. I woke up and they were all gone. I don't know where they are now
00:20:54I'm afraid they've taken and
00:20:56That's not true. I need you to tell me the truth. I am telling the truth. I've been living here for years
00:21:03I would know if there was a family living in my head
00:21:05You didn't know I was here until I was a full intern on the radio
00:21:10Where did this come from
00:21:14And what was it that you were listening to I was turning into the BBC the BBC
00:21:20What for?
00:21:21For an update on the war the Allies have been progressing so quickly since D-Day. We were hoping to be liberated soon
00:21:28D-Day
00:21:31You're talking about World War two, of course, what else would I be talking about?
00:21:38Why don't you come downstairs with me I'll call someone for you
00:21:43What is your mother's phone number?
00:21:46We don't have a phone. We're in hiding
00:21:49Fine, just come downstairs with me
00:22:00Why don't you have a seat on the couch I'm going to breakfast
00:22:15Edith and Otto Frank
00:22:19Yes
00:22:22Your name is Anne Frank, yes, and Elise Frank and
00:22:27And lies I might believe and Frank I don't
00:22:32But that's my name. Why would I lie? I don't know but either you're telling me your real name or I'm calling the police
00:22:38No, no, you can't call the police then tell me your real name
00:22:43You promised you promised I'd be safe and stop and please please. It's okay
00:22:50please calm down I
00:22:52I
00:22:53Won't call anyone. I promise everything is going to be fine. I'm not a liar
00:22:59It's alright. Okay
00:23:02Please don't turn me in I won't I'm so tired. I can't anymore. I just can't
00:23:10Please come with me
00:23:17You can sleep in here
00:23:23This is quite a nice bedroom
00:23:26Yes
00:23:27Thank you
00:23:29Whose bedroom is this?
00:23:31It's my daughter Melanie's
00:23:34It was my daughter's
00:23:38Something happened to her
00:23:49She died
00:23:53I'm very sorry
00:24:00These are very difficult times
00:24:03There's so much misery in the world, but we must not focus on that. We must think of all the beauty that still remains
00:24:10I
00:24:22Can't believe I'm getting pity for men Frank pardon
00:24:26nothing
00:24:28You can sleep in here
00:24:30I'm going to try to get some sleep as well. I didn't sleep at all last night. I hope it was not because of me
00:24:36No
00:24:37It's just insomnia. I
00:24:40Can't remember the last time I slept but it has nothing to do with you
00:24:46I'm gonna get some towels if you want to wash up a bath
00:24:50Would it be too much to ask if I could take a hot bath a bath? Of course
00:24:57I'll get the towels
00:25:09I
00:25:39I
00:25:56Started the bath for you. Thank you very much. I appreciate you being so kind to me. It's no problem
00:26:09You
00:26:39I
00:27:09I got some clothes on the bed for when you are done. Okay. Thank you
00:27:39You
00:28:09You
00:28:39You
00:29:09You
00:29:26Hello, well, hello
00:29:29What time is it?
00:29:31about
00:29:321130
00:29:33You weren't kidding about being tired. Well, it has been very long since I slept in a bed that comfortable
00:29:39Any good dreams? I
00:29:41Don't know. I don't usually remember my dreams
00:29:49Seems like for years I've had to wear clothes that are too small now. I have clothes that are too big
00:29:58I'm sorry. I don't mean to sound ungrateful
00:30:01It's fine
00:30:03Really? I'm very thankful. I should not act so ungratefully
00:30:08Don't worry about it and you should loosen up
00:30:13Tell me about yourself
00:30:14I don't know anything about you except that you were living in my attic and that you snore in your sleep
00:30:20I do not oh
00:30:22Kind of do
00:30:24Certainly do not snore either. You have a pig living with you in my attic or you snore
00:30:29Well, I told you I was tired
00:30:32So out with it. Tell me something
00:30:35What would you like to know I don't know let's start from the beginning
00:30:39Where are you from?
00:30:41Well, I was born in Frankfurt, Germany, but I don't remember much of it
00:30:44We fled to Amsterdam when I was very young right from the Nazis, right?
00:30:49Yes
00:30:51Hitler and the Nazis has just come to power and father is very concerned. So we fled to Amsterdam to be safe
00:30:57There's a lot of hostility towards us Jews even back then but we never believed it would come to this
00:31:04Terrible for you. You must have been very scared. Well, not so much back then as I said
00:31:10I was still very young and mother and father mostly hid what was happening for Margo and I
00:31:15Margo's my older sister
00:31:18She's smarter and prettier than me and I do very well to be more like her I'm told oh in any case now
00:31:25I was not scared then. I
00:31:27Actually had a very happy childhood in Amsterdam for a long time
00:31:30I guess when you're a child you seem to find joy in any situation
00:31:37Was your daughter a happy child yes, she was
00:31:44She was always smiling it's like she couldn't stop
00:31:49Sometimes I tease her saying now let's get serious. So wipe that smile off your face and let's get to work
00:31:57So start laughing even more
00:32:00She
00:32:03Sounds wonderful. I think I would have liked her you would have
00:32:09It's nice to talk about her helps to remember
00:32:15Sometimes feels like she's still here and other times I
00:32:21Can barely remember her face I
00:32:25Wish I could sleep so I could dream about her but nothing seems to help
00:32:30Certainly, not those pills
00:32:33Maybe you should stop taking them if they don't work maybe
00:32:38Enough about me though back to you. What happened after you arrived in Amsterdam? I
00:32:44Suppose things were pretty normal for a while. I went to school play with friends all the usual things
00:32:51Once the Nazis took over though things started to change
00:32:55It was slow at first Jews were banned from swimming pools movie theaters and I couldn't even ride my bike anymore
00:33:02As bad as all that was things got a lot worse
00:33:07When they started taking Jews away
00:33:10Well at that point we had no choice but to go into hiding
00:33:13Why not leave Amsterdam?
00:33:16There must have been a place more safe by that time. It was too late
00:33:19It was forbidden for Jews to leave and if we had tried and been caught we most certainly would have been sent to a camp
00:33:26The only way for us to stay all together and be safe was to go into hiding
00:33:30Father was adamant that we stayed all together
00:33:33so
00:33:35Your family left everything behind and hid
00:33:38Yes, but we were fortunate to have a place to go others weren't so lucky
00:33:44You call that lucky you did nothing wrong and had everything
00:33:48You did nothing wrong and had everything taken away from you and you consider yourself fortunate
00:33:54I don't know. I mean you never lose everything you lose some things others remain
00:34:04So love all you have left you love it all the more because you know how fragile it all is
00:34:15So what then
00:34:17After you went into hiding
00:34:21I wish I knew we thought we would be there for just a few weeks, but we stayed for over two years
00:34:28One day I woke up and I was alone now here I am
00:34:34And how old are you i'm 15 why I don't know I guess I just
00:34:40I thought you'd be younger. What do you mean? Nothing
00:34:45I'm glad you're here and
00:34:47You're very sweet and you seem to believe everything you are saying, but you must know that something isn't quite right
00:34:53This isn't amsterdam. Stop. Stop, please. Stop
00:34:56I know there's something not right and I can't explain it either but i'm here aren't I?
00:35:01I'm here and it's warm and i'm comfortable and most of all i'm not afraid
00:35:05For years, I was terrified if I made too much noise or left a light on we'd be found out
00:35:10Found out
00:35:11It's been so long where I not have to be brave and selfless and just be myself
00:35:15Can I just have this please and I can't please just for a little while and I just I can't anymore. I just can't
00:35:26I must be crazy
00:35:28That must explain a lot actually really
00:35:32Fine but just for a little bit
00:35:37And don't look so smug
00:35:40So
00:35:50Can you get into the fridge and get some eggs and butter for me, please
00:35:56Can we have cheese yes, I suppose peppers sure if you like
00:36:05Is it all right if we have and whatever you want help yourself
00:36:10Okay
00:36:16Do you cook
00:36:18Mother does most of the cooking but I help sometimes at least I think I help mother says i'm more of a bother than a help
00:36:26I think I see her point
00:36:30I was so hungry
00:36:31I usually don't have much of an appetite
00:36:33But then again i've been eating mostly potatoes for months potatoes and lettuce and often rotten at that
00:36:39Breakfast lunch and dinner we were trying to come up with some new way to make potatoes seem fresh and exciting
00:36:44But in the end a potato is a potato
00:36:46I used to be quite picky, but now i'll eat most anything as long as it isn't a potato or lettuce
00:36:52Okay, so no lettuce and no potato. Got it
00:36:56What about you me?
00:36:58What do you like to eat? Uh, I don't care much
00:37:02I guess we used to have creeps a lot with melanie
00:37:06She loved to make up her own feelings
00:37:08Experiments she would call them
00:37:11Marshmallow in a creep is surprisingly good popcorn. Not so much
00:37:16But I give her credit for trying
00:37:18She loved watching movies and eating popcorn and in a creep. She thought it was even better
00:37:24I don't recommend it
00:37:26I adore movies. I haven't been able to watch them, of course
00:37:29But I follow all the actors and actresses in the magazines. No, you must miss it very much
00:37:35Yes, but it's not so bad
00:37:37I've had plenty of books to read so i'm not lacking stories
00:37:40What I really miss is the nature and being outdoors
00:37:43In the annex there was one window we could sometimes look out and see a chestnut tree
00:37:48It was the only nature we had access to for a while and it wasn't much but
00:37:52It was enough to bring some hope and comfort
00:37:55We can go out in the garden tomorrow if you want and have a picnic
00:38:07So
00:38:37So
00:39:07So
00:39:17Ah
00:39:37So
00:40:07So
00:40:30Aren't you cold
00:40:32Oh, no, it's just perfect
00:40:33Even if it were snowing I would still be here to feel the grass between my toes
00:40:40I forget how peaceful it can be here
00:40:42It's wonderful
00:40:44I'm gonna get a blanket inside so we can sit on the grass. Do you need anything?
00:41:03So
00:41:16So
00:41:18How are you doing with all of this?
00:41:20Very well. Thank you
00:41:22Oh, it's wonderful to be outside
00:41:24Well, yes, but I meant how are you doing with?
00:41:28Showing up magically in my house without explanation
00:41:31You seem to be taking it in stride
00:41:33I suppose
00:41:35I don't know why we feel the need to have an explanation for everything
00:41:38I'm here. That's all that matters
00:41:41You must be curious
00:41:43You must be wondering what has happened to you
00:41:48I used to be that way
00:41:50I wanted an explanation for every little thing
00:41:54And if I couldn't get a good enough one, I wouldn't believe it
00:41:58But that doesn't work
00:42:00I thought it would be impossible for people i've known all my life to suddenly want us imprisoned or even dead
00:42:06But that happened
00:42:08Once it did I thought
00:42:10Certainly people will not stand by and just do nothing
00:42:13That was certainly impossible, but that happened too whether I understood it or not
00:42:18Eventually, you just come to accept that if something happens it happens
00:42:22One day I woke up and you're at it that happened
00:42:25Now here I am
00:42:28Like shuangzhu
00:42:31Shuangzhu
00:42:33He was a chinese philosopher a very brilliant man
00:42:38One of his most famous parables is the butterfly dream
00:42:43Once I dreamt I was a butterfly fluttering here and there
00:42:50To all intents and purposes a butterfly
00:42:53I was only conscious of my happiness as a butterfly unaware that I was shuangzhu
00:43:01But then I awakened
00:43:03And there I was myself again
00:43:08I don't know if I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly
00:43:12Or if I am now a butterfly dreaming i'm a man
00:43:16Yes, exactly like fang zhu
00:43:19You
00:43:22You are very wise for such a young girl, you know that thank you that's kind of annoying
00:43:28I've been told
00:43:31You're taking all this pretty well, too actually you're freaking me out
00:43:37Where did you learn about shuangzhu I've never heard of him
00:43:41I was a philosophy professor. I taught a class on the meaning of life
00:43:46I studied these things all my life
00:43:49How wonderful
00:43:51Will you teach me? I don't think i'm qualified anymore
00:43:55Please i'm sure I would learn so much from you
00:43:58I have a few books I can give you
00:44:00Maybe you can read them and you can discuss it
00:44:03Thank you
00:44:05Imagine
00:44:09No really, thank you
00:44:13These past few years
00:44:15It's been hard not to lose hope and wonder sometimes if we made a mistake going into hiding
00:44:21If it would have been better just to have been taken quickly so we wouldn't have to endure despair
00:44:27But being here and seeing seeing the sun the sky and the trees again
00:44:33Just this has made it all worth it
00:44:37What if you didn't
00:44:39Didn't what?
00:44:42Hypothetically, I mean
00:44:43What if you had been captured after hiding and enduring all that misery
00:44:50If you knew that was going to happen
00:44:53Would you have wanted to live all these years of misery?
00:44:57or
00:44:58Would it have been better to just be dead?
00:45:01And not go through all of that
00:45:07Hypothetically
00:45:09I
00:45:12Don't know that I could say
00:45:16It wasn't all bad in the annex
00:45:19We had our moments in which we forgot our situation and found joy there weren't many but we had them
00:45:28But to know there's no hope for me
00:45:31That I would never have the chance to pursue my dreams to see the world or become a writer or anything really
00:45:38I've always wanted to do something significant
00:45:41You know something that mattered
00:45:43I don't want to be a nobody who was here and then gone and have no impact
00:45:50No
00:45:52If I knew that there was no hope I don't think I would want to go through that
00:46:01Can I ask how your daughter died
00:46:07Going inside let me know if you need anything
00:46:37So
00:47:07So
00:47:23What is that
00:47:26It's called a buddha board
00:47:30You paint on it with water and as it dries the painting fades away
00:47:35I'm supposed to help you to not get attached to things to let go
00:47:41It's nice. Does it work? I don't know yet, but it's relaxing
00:47:48Please don't take offense to what I said earlier. I know I can be very insensitive sometimes
00:47:54Let's just not think about it
00:47:57No more doom and gloom
00:47:59Let's just have some fun for a while and let's not think about our problems
00:48:03Deal it's a deal
00:48:21So
00:48:23Let's talk boys
00:48:25What about them? I don't know. Have you ever had a boyfriend?
00:48:30Well in school I had many admirers
00:48:33I don't want you to think I was promiscuous, but
00:48:35Boys were always quick to fall in love with me. I was very popular. Yes and humble, too
00:48:41Oh, I don't want you to think i'm conceited
00:48:44Father says I am but i'm not
00:48:46A little vain perhaps but not conceited
00:48:50So you haven't answered the question
00:48:52Well, those admirers don't count
00:48:55I was too young for a boyfriend, but don't think they didn't try
00:48:58I'm, sure you had to beat them away with a stick
00:49:03There's peter
00:49:04I suppose he would count as a boyfriend. Hmm. Tell me more about peter
00:49:09I didn't love him if that's what you're thinking
00:49:12He wasn't hiding with us him and his family
00:49:16It was my first kiss my only kiss really
00:49:21He was nice and handsome I suppose
00:49:24And handsome I suppose
00:49:26But he had no desire
00:49:28no ambition
00:49:30I thought I loved him at some point, but
00:49:33He was the only boy close to my age. I saw for two years, so I don't know what I feel about him
00:49:40Close your eyes. What about you me boys? Oh men I suppose in your case
00:49:49My husband was a good man
00:49:52I mean, he's a good man. I have nothing bad to say about him
00:49:58So what happened where is he he left to new york for work
00:50:04He left you. No, not exactly
00:50:08Don't you love him anymore
00:50:10It's complicated and adult stuff. I'm not a kid. I know but we said no more doom and gloom remember
00:50:17Hmm
00:50:20Okay, let's stand up and look at it
00:50:26It's okay and I know it's just you can make noise here no need to tiptoe around
00:50:31There are no nazis coming to take you from here
00:50:34I know
00:50:36I want you to do something. I want you to yell yell. Yes
00:50:42Okay
00:50:45Ah louder, ah like this
00:50:51Louder
00:50:57How did that feel it felt good, let's have
00:51:03Me
00:51:11You look very pretty thanks, you like the makeup. Yeah
00:51:33So, how is the writing coming
00:51:36not bad
00:51:38I'm out of practice
00:51:39It was hard at first but it gets a bit easier every day. When do I get to read it when it's finished if then
00:51:46I'm, not sure. I want people to read it
00:51:48I thought you wanted to be a writer. How do you expect to be a writer if you don't let anybody read your work?
00:51:53I do i'm just worried. I'm not good
00:51:56You're good and believe me
00:51:59So at least tell me what the story is about
00:52:03Well, it's about a nosy woman who gets what she has coming because she can't mind her own business
00:52:07Fine fine have it your way
00:52:09But know that reading those books doesn't make you a philosopher
00:52:12You have to come up with your own ideas your own writing and you have to let people read it
00:52:18All right. All right
00:52:21Finish your writing but uh, don't forget your chores though. This isn't a hotel. I won't
00:52:26And you should put some sunblock. I don't like that stuff. You are here all day every day
00:52:33You're gonna get sunburned. I haven't yet
00:52:36Fine, but it's almost time for your lesson. Did you do your homework?
00:52:39The book of job. Yes, but I told you I already know that story right? So tell me about it
00:52:45Job was extremely virtuous and pious and so was well rewarded by god. He saw to it that he wanted for nothing
00:52:52One day the devil approaches god and says to him that the only reason job is so pious is because god has been so good to
00:52:57Him and that if he took away his blessings and job would curse and reject him
00:53:02Right, so what happened?
00:53:05God is certain that the devil is wrong
00:53:07So he makes a wager allowing the devil to do whatever he wants to job certain that he'll stay faithful
00:53:12So the devil begins by taking away job's riches and he remains pious
00:53:16Next the devil has job's sons killed he remains faithful
00:53:20But finally the devil strikes job with a terrible illness and after all this misery
00:53:23He finally breaks down and curses god for his misfortune. That's a pretty good summary. So what do you think the story is about?
00:53:30That's easy it's about the importance of keeping your faith in the face of adversity
00:53:34That's what most people think but I find that pretty simplistic and I never found this interpretation to make much sense
00:53:40I think you need to look deeper
00:53:42So what's the answer? Give it some thoughts
00:53:46and
00:53:47Finish your writing homework. I want to read it
00:53:59So
00:54:23Juliet I have a question. What is it?
00:54:29What exactly did you do to this poor teddy bear
00:54:33nibble
00:54:34It was melanie's of course
00:54:36She used to take it everywhere with her
00:54:39I guess it's been through a lot
00:54:42Why don't you fix it? What do you mean? You know, sew it
00:54:47I don't know how to sew
00:54:49How can you not know how to sew? I don't know. I've never learned who knows how to sew anyways
00:54:55Everyone knows how to sew
00:54:57I don't
00:54:59What do you do when you get a hole in your clothes
00:55:02No, I take it to the tailor or buy new clothes
00:55:06That won't do at all. Get your sewing kit. We'll fix it
00:55:10I told you I don't know how to sew. Why would I have a sewing kit?
00:55:14Do you at least have a needle and thread?
00:55:19I guess I took one someday in a hotel
00:55:29So
00:55:35What that do
00:55:37You don't have brown
00:55:40That's fine
00:55:42Okay, so the needle's already threaded that's the hardest part now just take the end and tie it in a knot
00:55:49Now take snibbles and put the needle through here
00:55:55Now around and through again
00:55:59So
00:56:06Now what now just loop it around but instead of pulling it tight thread the needle through the loop and then you're done
00:56:13So
00:56:26Actually looks pretty good see it's not so hard fixing things
00:56:35What's wrong
00:56:39What is it what happened
00:56:44Did you figure out the meaning of the book of job yet? No, not yet
00:56:54Melanie was six years old. She was in first grade
00:56:58If anyone was an innocent she was
00:57:01She loved her school and adored her teacher
00:57:05She could never get enough of learning
00:57:07So
00:57:09One afternoon I was driving to the school and was wondering what Melanie was about to teach me that she learned that day when
00:57:15My cell phone began to ring
00:57:18I never answered my phone while driving, but it kept ringing and ringing
00:57:24As I got closer to the school I could hear the sirens
00:57:28Dozens of them I saw parents and children running away from the school
00:57:34By that time traffic was stopped
00:57:38I got out of my car and ran towards the school to find Melanie, but she wasn't outside
00:57:44I tried to rush in but the police grabbed me and held me back
00:57:50They said they were still trying to figure out where everyone was
00:57:55But I knew
00:57:57I couldn't feel her anymore
00:58:02The shooter was a 16 year old kid who attended that same school years earlier
00:58:07he stole the keys to his father's gun safe and
00:58:12For weeks
00:58:14They were trying to figure out why he did it
00:58:16Some said he was bullied as a child. Some said he was a violent video games. Others said he was just crazy
00:58:24Everyone wanted to know why
00:58:29What was the lesson
00:58:32The fact is there isn't one
00:58:35It's the same with job
00:58:40The lesson behind the book of job is that you shouldn't expect justice from god because he doesn't owe it to you
00:58:49The universe isn't organized around us
00:58:55There is a god he may have his reasons for these things to happen but they have nothing to do with justice and fairness
00:59:05Some say it's part of god's larger plan
00:59:11Maybe so
00:59:15But then again, maybe not
00:59:17Maybe he just made a bet with the devil that he found interesting
00:59:21He wanted to see how it works out
00:59:27Thank you for the bear and for the lesson
00:59:35You
00:59:44You don't get to just do that do what
00:59:47Just run away and hide every time it gets hard
00:59:49What you want me to do fixing a teddy bear is one thing, but you have no idea what this is like
00:59:55I know what it's like to have loss
00:59:58You think you know and but you've never why do you even read this stuff?
01:00:01What did you think when you're learning all this this isn't for the good times it's for times like these
01:00:06You've forgotten who you are
01:00:08I've forgotten
01:00:10Okay, and it's time you heard some things you have to let go juliet
01:00:18What
01:00:20You have to let go
01:00:22I know but I can't
01:00:25You can't just hide in here. You can't just give up
01:00:28Me what about you? What about me?
01:00:31You don't think you've given up?
01:00:33What do you think you are doing here? You know, you don't belong here. You don't think you're hiding
01:00:38I have no place to go. They'll find me and take me away. You are not i'm frank
01:00:45What
01:00:49What are you talking about, of course I am
01:00:55This has gone for way too long
01:00:58It's time to show you something
01:01:01So
01:01:19What is this
01:01:32Where did you get this book? I what is this? Is this a joke?
01:01:37And I tried to tell you but you did where did you get this?
01:01:40You have no right to read this. No, right. Why do you have this? Why do you have my diary?
01:01:46Everyone has this book in your story is known all around the world. You are famous
01:01:54For what famous for what?
01:02:01For what?
01:02:03You didn't make it in you and your family were taken by the nazis
01:02:07You died
01:02:08But after the war, what are you talking about?
01:02:11They found you. What do you mean? I died
01:02:15I'm not dead. I'm as alive as you are. I'm right here
01:02:20I'm, sorry
01:02:22Give me this
01:02:24This is mine. You don't get to read this. I'm sorry and I should have told you
01:02:28You think you know what happened to me you don't know anything
01:02:58So
01:03:28So
01:03:50Four weeks what?
01:03:55We spent 12 years running from them
01:03:57Lost everything hidden in an annex and leave for two years
01:04:03My whole life we've been doing this and this says I died just four weeks before we'd have been liberated
01:04:11Well, I don't know what to say
01:04:17I thought we would be okay
01:04:20If we were good people and did the right thing it was all supposed to be okay
01:04:24I was supposed to return to school. I was supposed to be a writer or actress or something
01:04:30I was supposed to be something
01:04:33But now i'm not
01:04:35I'm, not anything now. I never will be
01:04:42I need you to think Anna. You're obviously not dead
01:04:48I'm right here talking to you. So think
01:04:50Think about what? What are you talking about?
01:04:54You need help help I can't give you I should never have kept you here
01:05:00I should have looked for help, but I was selfish and i'm, sorry
01:05:04You don't believe me you said so yourself it doesn't make sense and frank is dead you obviously not so you're not her
01:05:13How can you say that
01:05:16Sorry, but I don't believe in ghosts
01:05:18Sorry, but I don't believe in ghosts
01:05:22Anne frank is dead. My daughter is dead too. They are not coming back
01:05:27You must have read about in school and I don't know there are disorders conditions that make you believe you are someone else
01:05:34You don't believe me
01:05:39I don't know much about this, but I found things there are doctors who can help
01:05:45Don't bother I don't want your help
01:05:48Dead people don't need help
01:05:51It's for the best and everything will be okay
01:06:18So
01:06:48So
01:07:19I remember now you remember what everything you remember who you are
01:07:28I remember hiding in the annex terrified as the car pulled up
01:07:36I remember clutching my mother's arm thinking how badly I treated her as the ss entered the building
01:07:45I remember the sound of them opening up the false bookcase
01:07:51And climbing up those steep stairs
01:07:54Knowing we were caught
01:07:59I remember being sent to west support camp and
01:08:02Thinking that if we worked hard enough we could stay there and be together and it wouldn't be so bad
01:08:09I remember
01:08:12I remember the three days on the crowded train struggling for air as we were transferred to Auschwitz
01:08:22I remember seeing my father for the last time when we arrived and were separated
01:08:28And my mother insisting that we eat her food, even though she was so very weak and sick
01:08:35I remember marco's death
01:08:39And even my own
01:08:42death
01:08:44But I also remember being alive
01:08:47I mean really alive
01:08:50I remember joy and love and hope
01:08:56I remember my life and how much I loved it
01:09:04I have to leave soon. I can't stay
01:09:07I can't stay
01:09:09But you tried to help me and now I want to help you too
01:09:14Help me do what?
01:09:15Remember
01:09:16Remember what?
01:09:18I remember everything there's plenty. I'd like to forget but I remember it all too well
01:09:24I know you tried you tried to get me to see what was right in front of me and I didn't want to listen
01:09:30I wasn't ready and you're not either but I have to leave and you have to come with me
01:09:35I don't know what you're trying to do, but this isn't funny tomorrow morning. I'm going to the doctor these pills
01:09:40You take these things constantly yet. You never sleep all this time. I've never seen you sleeping
01:09:44I've told you I've problems falling asleep since my daughter. How come this bottle is full?
01:09:49I've seen you taking enough of these to fill two bottles and it never gets empty
01:09:55What are you doing
01:09:59Go ahead take one
01:10:05I
01:10:15Finished my assignment. Thank you for teaching me
01:10:25Wait and
01:10:34So
01:11:01If we are to die it must mean we have lived
01:11:05For death is the culmination of life
01:11:07and inseparable from its definition
01:11:11There is an eternity before we were born in an infinite amount of time once we're gone
01:11:16Whether we endure for one year or 100
01:11:20Every person lives for exactly one lifetime
01:11:24What is the meaning of life
01:11:27a child knows
01:11:28but quickly forgets
01:11:31She will remember
01:11:33But she will wait for the rest of her life
01:11:37And from the air there rains down upon the guilty german land
01:11:43a hail of fire and explosions
01:11:46have ever
01:11:48Built into war bond. Yes. We must give our men our all-out financial support right away
01:12:03Have to let go
01:12:05Foreign
01:12:30You have to let go mommy
01:12:36Yeah
01:12:48Juliet
01:13:00Juliet are you home juliet?
01:13:06Juliet
01:13:08Hey wake up wake up wake up. Come here. Come on
01:13:35So
01:14:05So
01:14:35So
01:15:05So
01:15:35You