Aired June 28, 1996 on ABC
Barbara Walters talks to Erik and Lyle Menendez, the brothers who were sentenced to life in prison without parole for killing their parents in 1989.
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00:00Eric and Lyle Menendez, the infamous brothers, the savagery of their crime, the murders of
00:06both their mother and father seem beyond comprehension.
00:11Tonight for the very first time out of court, you will hear their story.
00:15Tonight watching our interview, you can reach your own verdict about them.
00:19We begin with the crime itself.
00:22A hot August night in 1989, the Beverly Hills mansion of entertainment executive Jose Menendez.
00:30He and his wife Kitty are watching television in the family room.
00:34Suddenly, a brutal volley of shotgun fire.
00:37Jose Menendez is killed by a close in shot to the head.
00:41He has five other shotgun wounds.
00:43Kitty Menendez's body is riddled with shotgun pellets.
00:47She had ten wounds on her.
00:49She was getting blasted all over that room.
00:59The voice of Lyle Menendez, then 21 years old, who tells police that he and his brother Eric, then 18,
01:05discovered the bodies as they returned home from a movie.
01:09Lyle and Eric Menendez lied successfully for months.
01:13But if their crime was a horror movie, their undoing was the stuff of soap opera.
01:18Eric, in torment, confessed his crime to his therapist, Dr. Jerome Ozeel.
01:23Lyle then also admitted to the murders.
01:26Their confession was overheard by Ozeel's mistress, Judelon Smith, and she went to the police.
01:32Lyle was arrested in California.
01:34Eric, who had been traveling overseas, voluntarily flew home to surrender.
01:39Three years later, the Menendez brothers went on trial for their lives.
01:44I was just firing. As I went into the room, I just started firing.
01:47In what direction? In front of me.
01:49What was in front of you?
01:51My parents.
01:53And I remember firing directly at them.
01:56You reloaded?
02:00Is that yes? Yes.
02:02And what did you do after you reloaded?
02:18I ran around and shot my mom.
02:21This is the woman who gave birth to them.
02:24This is what they did to their mother.
02:26The jury heard tapes of the brothers' confession to Dr. Ozeel.
02:34When their turn came, Eric and Lyle Menendez told a rapt courtroom
02:38that the murder of their parents was an act of self-defense.
02:41They said they were in fear of their lives from a controlling father
02:45who had been sexually abusing them.
02:48He raped me.
02:52Did you cry?
02:54Yes.
02:56Did you bleed? Yes.
03:00Were you scared? Very.
03:03Lyle said his abuse stopped when he was eight,
03:06but that he didn't know until just before the murders
03:09that Eric was being molested, too.
03:11What do you believe was the originating cause
03:17of you and your brother ultimately winding up shooting your parents?
03:23Um, me telling...
03:29You telling what?
03:31Me telling Lyle that, uh...
03:35You telling Lyle what?
03:40Was it you telling Lyle about something that was happening?
03:44My dad...
03:48My dad had been molesting me.
03:51The brothers' testimony was compelling and effective.
03:55Relatives testified on their behalf
03:57about incidents in which their father treated the sons harshly,
04:01though none of them could actually confirm the allegations of sexual abuse.
04:06The jurors could not decide between verdicts of murder and manslaughter.
04:11I find that the jury is hopelessly deadlocked,
04:14and the court declares a mistrial.
04:17In August of 1995, now six years after their parents' murders,
04:22the Menendez brothers went on trial again.
04:25This time, there were no video cameras.
04:28Eric testified, but Lyle chose not to.
04:31Judge Stanley Weisberg again presided,
04:33but in a major blow for them, limited the brothers' claims to self-defense.
04:37There were far fewer grounds this time for a possible verdict of manslaughter.
04:42The jury deliberated for less than four days.
04:45The verdict? Lyle and Eric Menendez, both guilty of first-degree murder.
04:50The jury spent three more days deciding between life and death.
04:54The verdict here was life, in prison with no parole.
04:58The Menendez brothers have spent more than six years in this building,
05:02the Los Angeles County Jail.
05:04Eric lives in the identical cell next to this one.
05:07It measures 7 1⁄2 by 9 feet.
05:10Lyle's cell, in another wing of the jail, is slightly smaller.
05:13Both brothers are segregated from the general population.
05:17Each of the brothers separately is allowed up to three hours of exercise a week
05:21on the jail's roof.
05:23Eric and Lyle Menendez will be moved to state prison,
05:26perhaps even to separate prisons, this summer.
05:29The interview took place in the jail's administrative wing,
05:32some distance from their cells.
05:34You may find Eric and Lyle Menendez to be cunning and manipulative,
05:40as their second jury seems to have,
05:42pronouncing them guilty of first-degree murder.
05:45Or, like many of the jurors at their first trial,
05:47you may decide that they are credible
05:49and that their story strikes a sympathetic chord.
05:52That is perhaps for you to determine.
05:54My job was to ask the questions, beginning with this one.
05:59What went through your mind when you heard that verdict,
06:03first-degree murder, guilty?
06:07That I was going to spend the rest of my life in prison
06:11without any possibility of ever getting released.
06:16And you're just devastated.
06:20I was devastated.
06:22Could have been death.
06:24Did you think that?
06:25I was terrified that they would give either one of us death,
06:29and that's scary.
06:32It's important to you to stay together
06:35when you get moved to the state prison?
06:38Very important.
06:40That is what's gotten us through these six years,
06:43and through our life.
06:47The family that Eric and I grew up in,
06:51we had to be there for each other throughout,
06:54and it really created a bond
06:56that gets us through very rough periods.
06:59Some people might say,
07:00why should we put them together?
07:02I mean, look what they did.
07:04They should be punished as much as possible.
07:06Let's separate them.
07:07What do you say to that?
07:09You know people will say that, some.
07:14There's nothing to say to that.
07:17What we did was awful,
07:21and I wish I could go back.
07:23We will spend the rest of our life in prison,
07:26but if we're not put in the same prison,
07:33there's a good probability I will never see him again.
07:36And that I...
07:45Some things that you cannot take,
07:47and there's some things that you can endure
07:51but with everything taken away,
07:53it's the last thing you can take.
07:56Do you think the media has portrayed you fairly?
07:59Can you tell?
08:01I don't know if anyone can be portrayed fairly in the media,
08:04who they are.
08:05Well, let me say it.
08:06There are people, a great number of people,
08:09who think that you two are spoiled brats,
08:12that you are evil,
08:15that you are monsters.
08:17What do you say to them?
08:19I know I'm not who I am, but I can't defend that.
08:26Because I came from a family of wealth,
08:31it doesn't make me spoiled.
08:33I would be surprised if anybody that was present at the trial
08:38and saw the whole thing rather than snippets on the news
08:42would feel that.
08:44A jury found you both guilty.
08:46That's right, but I don't think you aren't guilty
08:48because they found you spoiled.
08:51Or evil.
08:52Or evil.
08:53I'm just a normal kid.
08:56Oh, Eric, you're a normal kid who killed your parents.
09:00Yeah, I know.
09:01And you still say you're a normal kid?
09:05Well, I didn't have normal experiences, but I am.
09:08I did that, and there's not a day that goes by
09:12that I don't think about what happened
09:14and wish that I could take that moment back or change what happened.
09:19But it's hard to live with that.
09:31Do you feel remorse?
09:33Tremendous remorse.
09:37And I think there's tremendous pain.
09:41From the second that I got back to the house after the shootings,
09:46I saw what happened, and I said,
09:48This is wrong. This is awful.
09:50How could this have happened?
09:51I couldn't accept it.
09:53You couldn't accept it, but you called the police.
09:56You pretended that you hadn't done it.
09:58You cried.
10:00You went off on a spending spree.
10:03I mean, we all read about it.
10:04You bought Rolexes. You bought cars.
10:06You didn't say, Oh, my God, what have I done?
10:09And turn yourself in.
10:11Well, that's not really what happened.
10:15Well, I sort of stuck it all together.
10:17Yeah, you did a good job at it.
10:21We got back to the house.
10:22The police were there, and it was a matter of telling them you did it
10:28or just saying, I don't know who did it.
10:30And that's what we did.
10:32And if I could go back, perhaps I'd say I did it.
10:37Part of that started from the fact that we waited afterwards,
10:42and the police did not come.
10:45And in that time that we waited and waited,
10:49we did make a bad decision to not have to.
10:54We expected the police to be there.
10:56You expected the police to come there and arrest you.
10:59Twelve shots in the middle of Beverly Hills on a Sunday night,
11:02and no one calls the police.
11:04We're waiting at the house.
11:05No one shows up.
11:07And I still can't believe it.
11:10So you call the police.
11:11But at that point, you had already decided.
11:14We had decided not to.
11:15That you weren't going to say anything.
11:16We were very stunned, and we felt that we would go to jail, obviously.
11:22And it was a selfish reason to just not want to have to go through that.
11:27What about spending the money?
11:29You know, cars, watches, invested in businesses, the good life.
11:35Well, it was the same life before or afterwards.
11:38With more money?
11:39With more money.
11:41But I didn't know what to do with the money.
11:44It got to a point where I have all this money and so much pain,
11:49I don't know what to do with it.
11:50And eventually. . .
11:52I don't know. You're losing me.
11:56I would think that you would be in such grief
11:58that you wouldn't be able to buy Rolexes and invest in businesses.
12:01Explain to me. Let me understand.
12:03You know, I'm the public.
12:05I don't think that it's understandable.
12:07I mean, people react to a traumatic event like that in different ways.
12:15You went to your psychologist, Dr. Ozil,
12:19and told him that you had committed this crime.
12:23It got to a point where I could no longer live.
12:25I felt that I was the worst person on earth,
12:27and it got to a point where I couldn't live with myself anymore and I needed help.
12:32And so I went to him, and that is what the catalyst was for me getting arrested in Lyle.
12:38You've had a lot of therapy.
12:40Six years of intense therapy.
12:42How are you different than the man who came in here?
12:47I'm six years older. I'm a lot more mature.
12:50I came in here as an 18-year-old kid who didn't know anything about life.
12:55What did you learn about yourself?
12:58I learned that—I learned what love was about.
13:04I learned what love was about because of my grandmother,
13:06because of all my relatives who didn't say,
13:09I can't believe you did this.
13:11Instead they said, Eric, I know who you are.
13:13You're not this type of person.
13:15You're not the type of person who could do this for no reason.
13:18Have you had therapy, Lyle?
13:20The same. The same therapy.
13:23It really works to just have someone you can communicate with that's willing to listen.
13:30All our lives it was just sort of fending off things.
13:35It almost sounds like prison was a good thing for you.
13:38It was.
13:39It was?
13:40At first, I mean, I killed my parents,
13:45and I spent six months out there in horrible agony because I had done this.
13:51I mean, a year before I told my mother how much I loved her.
13:56I could not have imagined doing this even a week before to her.
14:00I adored her.
14:02And then suddenly you're arrested, and everyone can know you did it,
14:05and you can finally tell people, and it's a relief.
14:09Lyle, you're looking at your brother like you almost never heard this before.
14:12Tell me how you felt.
14:14For me, emotionally being in prison conditions was really not—
14:23emotionally was not a shocking difference from the life we had lived
14:27because we lived really a very stressful, fearful life.
14:33To me, it was kind of like I felt I should be punished.
14:41It didn't feel good, but there was a part of you that feels like it's better.
14:46You get a lot of mail?
14:48We still get a tremendous amount of mail.
14:50Hundreds?
14:52We've gotten hundreds, thousands over the years.
14:54We asked your lawyers to give us a sample of some of your letters.
14:59A great many of them seem to deal with some people who have been abused themselves
15:04and relate to you.
15:06Lyle, what do you say to people who write to you?
15:08A lot of people that have written were very—
15:14they drew a lot of strength from watching the trial and from seeing Eric and I.
15:18And I've gotten mail after the verdict of people discouraged.
15:23And I wanted to say to them to not lose hope because of this one case
15:32and this one verdict.
15:33Very unique situation here.
15:35And that this does not mean that if they go get help, people won't believe them
15:39or people will treat them harshly or they'll be ridiculed.
15:42I don't feel they will be.
15:44That's not to say do what we did.
15:45Don't do what we did, but don't be afraid.
15:47People that want to reach out to social workers for help but are ashamed or afraid.
15:52Do you also get love letters?
15:54Yeah, some.
15:55Do you find that strange?
15:57It's a strange phenomenon that a lot of love letters come in
16:02from people that don't know you at all.
16:04Do either one of you have girlfriends?
16:06Do either one of you have someone who cares particularly about you
16:09now at this point in your life?
16:11I do.
16:12I have someone who I love very much
16:14and is a saint to put up with everything that comes with this.
16:21Can you tell us who she is?
16:23Yeah, her name is Anna Erickson, and I hope that we can get married.
16:30Even though it's a very limited relationship because of where we are,
16:33the exchange of love and sharing, it keeps you in touch with yourself and softer.
16:41Otherwise you can become very hard and cold in here.
16:45Is this someone you knew before prison?
16:47No.
16:48Is this someone who began to write to you and meet you?
16:50She wrote me many years ago, and I've come to know her well,
16:54but just someone that I met through the mail.
16:57And she wants to marry you?
16:58She does.
17:00Eric?
17:02No, not at the moment.
17:04You're not going to meet a lot in prison, are you?
17:07No, I probably won't.
17:10It's hard.
17:11Lyle's more able to have that type of relationship.
17:16Eric, you know that the prosecutor brought up the fact that you might have been a homosexual
17:22and that this might have caused some of the fury on your father's part.
17:26Yes, it did.
17:28I didn't hear about girlfriends.
17:32They were there.
17:33I guess what I just have to say to you is, are you gay?
17:36No.
17:38The prosecutor brought that up because I was sexually molested,
17:45and he felt in his own thinking that if I was sodomized by my father that I must have enjoyed it
17:53and therefore I must be gay and the people that are gay out there must be sexually molested
17:59or they wouldn't be.
18:02It was upsetting to hear, but I'm not gay.
18:08But a lot of gay people write and feel connected to me.
18:13A problem at the trial was the gender bias,
18:16that because we were dealing with males in an incest family,
18:23there's sort of perceptions that maybe it was something that he wanted,
18:29something that he allowed to happen,
18:31that he shouldn't be allowed to feel afraid because he's a male.
18:36I really felt that people might have seen this case very differently
18:41if it were a sister that I was protecting or that was involved in this and not a brother.
18:48You know this whole business of abuse excuse,
18:51that you were abused by your parents, sexually abused, emotionally abused,
18:56by this tough, unyielding father.
18:58But there are lots of people who are abused sexually in other ways
19:03and they don't kill their parents and you've been ridiculed for this abuse excuse.
19:07What do you say about it?
19:09Abuse excuse is a word that Alan Dershowitz made up not knowing anything about the case.
19:16If, I mean, to simplify it to its simplest degree,
19:21if a person is raped, man or woman, and she kills the man who raped her,
19:27is it an excuse that the reason she killed him is because she was raped?
19:30Of course not.
19:32I certainly never felt that what I did was justified or right.
19:36It was just a question of how wrong was it.
19:39I think that was a big misperception about this case,
19:42that it was about justification or excuse.
19:45And my brother and I essentially pled guilty.
19:49That was very hard for me to hear the ridicule about that
19:52because I really felt that Eric and I,
19:56we could have gone to trial like most people and just sort of,
20:00we weren't there, wasn't us, and had that trial.
20:02What do you mean, we could have gone to trial, we weren't there?
20:04Well, you could go to trial and just say that I was, you know,
20:08chipping golf balls at the time and I wasn't there.
20:11And Eric and I went to trial and said, we did this.
20:14Ah, there were tapes, there were tapes.
20:16Tapes became admissible because we said we did it.
20:19Lyle and I fought because he wanted to,
20:24he felt that telling the world that Dad was a sexual torturer,
20:31was killing Dad twice, and he did not want to kill Dad twice.
20:34And he fought and he said, I don't want to go up there,
20:36I'm not going to take the stand, I'm not going to do it.
20:39And then when he did, there was a great outpouring,
20:43but there was also people laughing at him and it was strange.
20:47Eric, you were able to tell your psychologist that you had killed your parents,
20:53but you were not able to tell your psychologist that your father had abused you?
20:58Unless you've been molested, you can't realize how hard it is to tell.
21:05Because of shame?
21:06Because of shame.
21:08The story continues now, the scene being set for murder.
21:14Describe your relationship with your father.
21:17What words come into your mind?
21:19Brutal.
21:24Painful.
21:28Torturous.
21:31And yet I thought that he was the most powerful and brilliant person I had ever met.
21:37I was his firstborn son, that was very important to him,
21:40and my bond with him was, I thought, strong,
21:46because we had been through so much together,
21:50but it was difficult to see the things that were going on.
21:55Things that were going on, that is, when you learned that he was sexually molesting your brother?
22:00He had sexually molested me before I was a teenager,
22:04and it was a much different experience than Eric's.
22:07Because you were little?
22:08Because I was little, I guess.
22:10You know, there are some questions that everybody asks, like,
22:15why didn't you run away?
22:19I wish that I could have.
22:22I tried to run away when I was 12, and my father found me,
22:26he caught me, and said,
22:28if you ever run away, I will kill you, I will find you, and I will kill you.
22:33Suppose you left and you, I don't know what, became a waiter and moved away,
22:37you still thought he'd find you?
22:39He'd find me, and probably kill me.
22:42I thought for certain he would kill me.
22:43You still think that?
22:44Oh, absolutely.
22:45Did you love your mother, or like your mother?
22:47I loved my mother, and I tried to help her.
22:49My mother was a person in a lot of pain,
22:52and she was alcoholic, and she was suicidal.
22:56Did she know about the abuse, the sexual abuse?
22:58She knew.
22:59And didn't do anything?
23:00She knew, and it doesn't seem that she did anything.
23:04Do you still think about the night of the murder?
23:07Every day.
23:08You both do?
23:10Tell me as clearly as you can why you murdered your parents that night.
23:17The first thing that comes to mind is terror.
23:20I was so afraid.
23:22A few days before, I had said to myself,
23:25I'm never going to let my father touch me again.
23:28After I told Lyle that it had been continuing on,
23:31I said to myself, I'm never going to let him touch me again.
23:35And just before the shootings, my dad told me to get to my room,
23:39and that he would be there in a minute,
23:41and he was going to come up, and there was going to be sex,
23:44and it was like an explosion in my mind.
23:47But you'd bought the guns.
23:49It wasn't something that just happened that moment.
23:51You'd thought about it.
23:52No.
23:53You'd bought the guns in advance.
23:54They just weren't in the house.
23:55Yes, we bought the guns in advance.
23:57So, this didn't just happen that moment.
24:00We bought the guns.
24:01There was a series of confrontations and blowups in the house.
24:06My dad, when it first was revealed that I had told Lyle about the secret,
24:11my dad said to Lyle, you're going to tell everyone,
24:15and I'm not going to let that happen.
24:17Take me through your mind, Lyle.
24:20I cannot separate and say this is why this happened.
24:26My father was threatening us, and so there was fear,
24:29but there was anger on my part,
24:33and my mother was aware and had a lighter self of my father.
24:40There was a great deal of confusion.
24:43This happened all in just three days,
24:45and I wish I could give anything to just turn back that one page of my life.
24:54The other big question.
24:56You killed your father who was molesting you.
25:00Why did you kill your mother?
25:02On Thursday night before, in one of the explosions,
25:06I was running downstairs, and I was crying,
25:10and my mother was on the couch, and she had been drinking,
25:13and she said, what's wrong with you?
25:16And I said, nothing, nothing, you wouldn't understand.
25:18And she said, oh, I understand.
25:20What do you think, I'm stupid?
25:22And she told me that she knew,
25:25that she had known all my life what my father was doing,
25:29and it was like I didn't even know who she was anymore,
25:32and I just saw Dad and Mom as the same person at that point.
25:36I saw them as a single person.
25:38Really the first time that this secret about what was happening with Dad and Eric
25:43was discussed openly in the family in a very angry way.
25:48I don't know about Eric, but I completely lost control of myself,
25:53and I, in that time, I didn't separate.
25:57I knew my mother and my father, I just,
26:00I was just, it was just adrenaline and fear and anger.
26:04I lost control.
26:08There is no explanation.
26:11You had thought about this earlier,
26:14because you had bought the gardens several days before.
26:16I knew that this could end,
26:19this could, a violent confrontation could occur,
26:21because my father had threatened my life.
26:23You still think your father would have killed you for revealing the secret?
26:26You both still feel that?
26:27There's no question.
26:28Really?
26:29I still believe that.
26:30I don't believe that he was in the process of killing us that moment, that evening.
26:35But I, you know,
26:38and I don't think that this, it might seem,
26:41because there are so few cases that come to the public's attention like this,
26:45that this has never occurred ever before in the country.
26:48And in fact, there are over 200 parasites a year that involve incest families.
26:54And so, you know, I felt it completely then, and now,
26:59I believe that, but I would not shoot my parents now, no matter what.
27:04How now would you have resolved it?
27:08Now, what, almost seven years later,
27:11what do you think you should have done?
27:13I never told.
27:14I got Lyle into this.
27:15I went to him, and I said,
27:17Lyle, I can't live anymore with what's going on,
27:20and got him involved.
27:22He was a way to go.
27:23They had bought him a condominium.
27:24He was going to Princeton.
27:25He had all the money.
27:26So it's your fault for telling your brother?
27:28It's my fault.
27:29And I got him involved and said,
27:30I need your help.
27:31And five days later, my parents were dead.
27:33So it's your fault?
27:35That's completely my fault.
27:37He was suicidal at the time,
27:40and it was just a last thing to reach out.
27:44Obviously, who was he going to reach out to?
27:46And I decided to confront my father
27:51rather than just sort of not say anything
27:54and just have Eric and I leave,
27:55which, if I could go back, that's what I would do.
27:57I would just say, Eric's old enough now.
27:59He wants to leave.
28:00Have you forgiven yourself?
28:02I don't think it's possible.
28:05Lyle, are you at any kind of peace?
28:09More so than maybe Eric at this point.
28:15For some reason, well before the verdict,
28:17I was resigned to bad things.
28:20And I have, I think,
28:26found a place where I can look forward
28:30and try to have hope
28:34and share myself more with people.
28:36Hope of what?
28:38Hope of living a life that I can be more proud of.
28:41How in prison?
28:44You're confined, but there must be,
28:48even just in writing, people that need help.
28:51If you can help them
28:53and convince a single person
28:57that has been through our situation,
28:58that the last thing in the world they should do
29:01is act out violently,
29:04then you find meaning in your life.
29:06If you could say something
29:09to your mother and your father,
29:11I'm sure you have in your own minds,
29:14what would you say?
29:16I am so sorry.
29:20I forgive them completely
29:23for anything they have done to us.
29:26If I had one wish,
29:28it would be to be able to have
29:31one conversation with them
29:33and share my experiences with them.
29:43I hope someday that I can be with them
29:47and have some sort of conversation
29:49about what happened.
29:51One of the awful things is that I can't,
29:54we couldn't communicate that weekend,
29:56and I still, I can't.
29:58And just that I love them
30:04and that I believe,
30:09despite everything that happened,
30:11that they really loved us
30:13and that things just went awry.
30:18Our interview is over.
30:20Deputies now arrive to take Eric and Lyle Menendez
30:22back to the cell blocks.
30:24They were handcuffed and chained
30:26for the long walk back.
30:27Their legs had been shackled
30:29throughout the interview.
30:30This had been one of their infrequent opportunities
30:33to see one another in jail.
30:35The guards would now take each of them
30:37to their separate cells
30:38and to the certainty
30:40of the rest of their lives in prison.