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00:00No, I really want to understand, do everyone do Bar Mitzvahs? Events?
00:05There's a Bar Mitzvah for Ori next week.
00:09Amirot won the event hall for the Bar Mitzvah.
00:11I'll continue.
00:12Yaeli will be the host.
00:13I've already eaten...
00:15I've already eaten...
00:17What's the matter? It's also about creating content.
00:19I need to bring in actors from here, from Tel Aviv.
00:21What?
00:22What?
00:23Simple people.
00:24They like the underground.
00:26So there's no concept here?
00:28I'll just need you to invite me to the event.
00:30Tell me when, Yaeli.
00:33Today we're starting to plan the Ashra'ai event.
00:37I'll stay here for four hours until the sun comes out.
00:39And we'll see if we're doing the right thing.
00:42I have a crazy week.
00:43Guys, this isn't good. Wait, but...
00:45It's also a TV show.
00:48And also the radio that I need to return to.
00:50And I don't have time for that.
00:53In an idea that was discovered
00:55a second after my sister was murdered.
00:58They say that God sent the baby, but...
01:01An idea can't really shake your mind.
01:06Every hour I work, I'm not sad.
01:08And if I work from 5-6 in the morning
01:11until midnight,
01:13my brain grows old and I can only be sad
01:16a moment before bed and in my dreams.
01:23The next day
01:31We're in the event hall.
01:33We're having a meeting.
01:34One of the dance floors.
01:36Another row.
01:37Tell me, do you have a problem with the dance floor?
01:40None of the dance floors are enough for me.
01:42I don't see that.
01:43There's a tasting.
01:44I'm not coming to a tasting.
01:45You're not coming to a tasting.
01:46You're coming to an event with food.
01:48I'm not coming to an event with strange people
01:50sitting in the corner,
01:51while they're happy,
01:52and I'm like a sheep,
01:54feeding them food.
01:55I'm not doing that.
02:00I'm a little tired.
02:01But it's a tasting.
02:02It's a tasting.
02:04We're getting married.
02:06It's funny, isn't it?
02:07Yes.
02:10It's really funny.
02:11It's the funniest thing I've ever heard.
02:14I'm really happy that Ori has a party.
02:17It's like there's something about it
02:18that makes us want to celebrate.
02:20Because it makes us leave the period.
02:23And it makes Ori happy
02:26to celebrate this sweet day with him.
02:28Do you remember when he was born?
02:31Of course.
02:32Wow.
02:33I remember that I was always under pressure
02:35from the trauma of my first birthday,
02:37that they forced us to go out like this,
02:38with the audience,
02:39and to live.
02:40To take pictures.
02:41I said, I can't do that anymore.
02:43You gave birth to him
02:44three days before breakfast.
02:47At seven in the morning.
02:49I wanted to get rid of it.
02:50You're still suffering
02:52from your son's birth.
02:54You're telling me,
02:55we're going home now.
02:56It's not that I'm suffering.
02:57If I'm suffering,
02:58the whole body is hurting me.
02:59It was a natural birth.
03:00Without an epidural.
03:01I was just so scared,
03:03that again,
03:04taking pictures.
03:05Your mother was with us.
03:06I said, I'm going to free myself.
03:07They told me,
03:08man, you can't get rid of it.
03:09I said, okay, I'm going to free myself.
03:10And they gave me a wheelchair.
03:11They gave you a wheelchair.
03:12I said,
03:13why a wheelchair all of a sudden?
03:14I'm trying to escape the media,
03:16and then I'm going out on a wheelchair?
03:18It's very obvious
03:19that they filmed you on a wheelchair.
03:20That's right, I don't want to.
03:21I want privacy.
03:22I want silence.
03:23And then it happened.
03:24And I won't forget it.
03:25I'm walking forward,
03:26you and your mother behind me,
03:27a few meters away.
03:29I turn my head.
03:32And I see you
03:34crawling to the floor.
03:36Like this,
03:37you're going to the floor
03:38and you're holding your son.
03:41I can't believe it.
03:42I had to get out of the car.
03:45I'm nervous.
03:47And after a quarter of an hour,
03:49we were home.
03:51The feeling of victory.
03:54I'm in privacy.
03:55I'm in my own world.
03:57They told me to stand up,
03:58to take a picture with the Salkal,
04:00and it was crazy.
04:05Mom!
04:08I forgot that today
04:09I'm at the Shafir blood test.
04:10I'm also the other one.
04:11Me?
04:12Mom.
04:14I'm sorry I'm late.
04:17I'm scared.
04:19Come, come, don't worry.
04:20I'm with you, I'm with you.
04:22I went in, I went out,
04:23and everything was fine.
04:24And it wasn't.
04:25You had a heart attack.
04:26But you don't have a heart attack.
04:27You don't have it now.
04:28I have to go to the Shafir blood test
04:30and in the previous episode,
04:31what is this sadness?
04:33See you in class.
04:34See you in class.
04:35If you go home today,
04:36I'll be fine.
04:37So I'm really scared.
04:38Of course.
04:39I don't want him
04:40to go through this.
04:41He didn't go to the doctor.
04:43This is my time off.
04:44And for me,
04:45it's the time of the month.
04:46I thought you were coming.
04:47Come on, let's go.
04:49Yesterday I saw you on Instagram
04:50and I told you,
04:51I'm with you,
04:52here I am, come.
04:53Until next week,
04:54I'll be with you.
04:55Let's go.
04:56Pain and imagination
04:57don't go together.
04:58No one wants,
04:59and it's not healthy,
05:00to put so much pain
05:01in a person's health.
05:03And so I had to choose.
05:05Wait, there's a lock there,
05:06don't move.
05:07Either I'm in pain
05:08or I'm in imagination.
05:11No, talk to me.
05:12I'm in pain.
05:16It's true that it doesn't hurt,
05:17Mommy?
05:20It doesn't hurt, Mom.
05:23Okay, come with me.
05:24It's true?
05:25No, it doesn't hurt.
05:27Come with me.
05:30I'm sorry.
05:32It doesn't hurt at all.
05:38Come, Mom.
05:41I'm sorry.
05:47I'm sorry.
05:49I'm sorry.
05:50I'm sorry.
05:51Why are you crying?
05:52I'm sorry.
05:57I'm sorry.
06:00I just thought,
06:03like,
06:05how to put it,
06:06in this situation,
06:07how to put it.
06:10And then,
06:11suddenly I realized
06:12that it's not much.
06:15Because I'm not in pain.
06:25This is Ori.
06:29This is on the day
06:30when Venom is in the hospital.
06:32I'm looking for materials
06:33for Ori's bar mitzvah,
06:34I'm looking for all the videos,
06:36I'm looking for his childhood photos,
06:37and everything.
06:38And suddenly I come across this.
06:411997,
06:421097,
06:44plus 2 kilos.
06:45Look at Adi, she's so pretty.
06:46Wow, she's so pretty.
06:47No.
06:48My sister.
06:50This is a video of my sister's son,
06:52Eli, who was murdered.
06:54This is Eli's birthday.
06:56Come on.
06:57No, no, don't do it.
06:59I want to, but he won't let me.
07:03But he won't let me.
07:05Don't yell at me,
07:06I can't hear you.
07:08Look at me, look at me.
07:13Oh, God.
07:14Okay, dear viewers.
07:15This is Eli at his bar mitzvah.
07:17Life is beautiful.
07:19I'm still not old enough.
07:21You have to be happy in life.
07:23You have to sing,
07:24dance, and have fun.
07:25So what if not now?
07:26So when?
07:27So what am I missing?
07:28I'm a king.
07:30So, my friend and I are going out to play.
07:33So, bye.
07:37This is the part of health,
07:39quiet,
07:40happiness,
07:41all life.
07:44He loves parties.
07:56He loves parties.
08:24How was your day?
08:26Today?
08:27No, it was today.
08:28Oh, right.
08:29It's Shabbat today.
08:30What did you work on?
08:31Shabbat.
08:32And I'm not done.
08:33I think I'm going to keep working now.
08:37You know,
08:38being a mother in this bar
08:39has taught me
08:40how deep it is in the abyss
08:42and how much I push.
08:44Ria, what are you talking about?
08:46No, that's not true.
08:47That's not true.
08:48You don't get me, right.
08:49To be strong is to deal.
08:51I'm really on October 6th.
08:54I came back and that's it.
08:55It doesn't meet me.
08:56It's not a part of my life anymore.
08:58It's...
08:59Every time I remember
09:00that I'm on October 6th,
09:01you think I'm surprised every time.
09:03What?
09:04What happened?
09:05Everyone is surprised.
09:06I'm not surprised.
09:07I don't care.
09:08Do you know how many times I've stopped
09:09and thought,
09:10no, it's a dream.
09:11It didn't happen.
09:13And you're not afraid
09:14that the wait is the same?
09:15Of course.
09:16Of course.
09:17It's not about time now.
09:18I'm in the idea.
09:20In the end, it will come.
09:21When?
09:22How?
09:24It's like...
09:26It showed up in front of me.
09:27Do you understand?
09:28That's what I'm worried about.
09:29It showed up in front of me.
09:32When is the time?
09:34Against the wind.
09:35Ready?
09:36Sing it.
09:37It goes against the wind.
09:44Why didn't you sing?
09:45So that they only hear you.
09:47It's a long night.
09:50My love, don't be afraid.
09:55It's always the most important
10:00to get up now.
10:05Is there a more accurate sentence
10:07than that now?
10:18Are you worried about the Bar Mitzvah?
10:20I'm not worried about the Bar Mitzvah.
10:22I'm worried about the game.
10:24We're not worried about
10:25Ori's Bar Mitzvah.
10:26At least we're not worried
10:27about clothes we'll try to cover.
10:28This?
10:29You know I hate it so much.
10:30You know why?
10:31It's a jacket,
10:32like it's a coat.
10:33You know that?
10:34Yes, I'm not 50.
10:35Show me the tickets.
10:36I don't make bets.
10:37When do you have to be
10:38in the game?
10:39I don't care.
10:40Tell me when.
10:41I have to be there at four.
10:43It's half past two.
10:44I don't want to go in.
10:45Put on your shirt.
10:46Put on this shirt.
10:47Why don't you put it on?
10:48Because I don't like the shirt.
10:50Do you want me to put it on?
10:51Does it have a problem?
10:52What shoes?
10:53They're beautiful.
10:54What do you think?
10:55Fuck.
10:56My crazy shoes
10:58are in the building's car.
11:00Fuck.
11:03You're crazy.
11:04Go to me.
11:06Not now.
11:07Take off your shirt.
11:08I took it off.
11:09It's very pretty.
11:10It's more suitable,
11:11it's thinner.
11:13It opens.
11:14Yes, it does.
11:15Show Mom
11:16that we'll have silence in the kitchen.
11:17I'll do it right away.
11:18I'll see if you convince her
11:19to let go of the jacket.
11:21Mom?
11:22Mom?
11:23Mom?
11:24Mom?
11:25Mom?
11:26Mom?
11:27Mom?
11:28Mom?
11:29Mom?
11:30Mom?
11:31Mom?
11:32Mom?
11:33Mom?
11:34Mom?
11:35Mom?
11:36Mom?
11:37Mom?
11:38Mom?
11:39Mom?
11:40Mom?
11:41Mom?
11:42Mom?
11:43Mom?
11:44Take off
11:45the jacket
11:46and the shirt.
11:47We're closed.
11:48We're closed.
11:49It's a bar mitzvah.
11:50Bar mitzvah of Israel.
11:51Let's go.
11:52So they finally came back
11:53from the world we wanted.
11:54What do you think about the place?
11:56No.
11:57Dari!
11:58Enough, enough.
11:59Continue.
12:00Did I help you or not?
12:01No, you didn't help me.
12:02I don't believe you.
12:03You didn't see him coming.
12:04You didn't help me.
12:05I would've seen him in a second.
12:09It's just a boring place.
12:11Yes, a terrible place.
12:15What performance are we doing there?
12:17With the DJ?
12:18What?
12:21DJ?
12:22Don't you want me to perform
12:23at the bar mitzvah?
12:24I don't think he wants you to perform.
12:26Bring three pantomimes.
12:27No!
12:29He doesn't want me to perform
12:30at his bar mitzvah.
12:31He just wants me to be his father.
12:37Nelly, easy.
12:38Mom, there's a bumper.
12:39You can't jump like that.
12:41It's a bent arm.
12:42I'm sorry.
12:43What am I doing?
12:44The bumper.
12:45Here, another one.
12:46At your age,
12:47it's not a bumper anymore.
12:49There are some Ilai's
12:50that are just a bumper.
12:54With all the organizations
12:55at the bar mitzvah,
12:56we have another mission today.
12:57To renovate Ilai's apartment.
13:01Kiryat Shalom.
13:02A childhood home.
13:04We lived there,
13:05in the inner house.
13:06And here,
13:07on the third floor,
13:08my grandmother Pnina
13:09and grandfather Yaakov lived.
13:11In recent years,
13:12Ilai has lived here.
13:13Hi, Moria.
13:14This is my grandmother, Moria.
13:16Nothing has changed here
13:17in two years.
13:21We haven't been able
13:22to bring ourselves
13:23to this moment yet.
13:24But I think the time has come
13:25to renovate the apartment
13:26and put it up for auction.
13:28Oh, look.
13:31What a mess.
13:36What, you broke the window?
13:37He broke the window.
13:38He broke the window.
13:39He broke the window there.
13:40What did he do in this house?
13:41This is Ilai's brother.
13:42He moved in.
13:46Here's his entrance hall.
13:47Entrance hall.
13:50What a classic square.
13:51I want a bad name for squares.
13:52He broke this window as well.
13:54OK, what did you get upset about?
13:55The windows?
13:56Did you look at the windows?
13:58He broke this window.
13:59He broke the window as well.
14:00Like I said,
14:01he broke the window.
14:05Wow.
14:06This is crazy.
14:07This is crazy.
14:10Suddenly, there's no life here.
14:17My dear.
14:19I would call him Marco.
14:21Look at this court.
14:23I love my new life
14:24with the new job.
14:26I love myself and my life.
14:28I enjoy the way.
14:31I overcome difficulties and crises.
14:34It's the best thing that can happen to me.
14:38It's the best thing that can happen to me.
14:42I love you.
14:43I really do.
14:46I love you.
14:47There are days when I don't.
14:50I don't feel good being here.
14:51I don't know.
15:07How does a cockroach do it?
15:09I don't know.
15:11How does a cockroach do it?
15:14Tell me,
15:15isn't it a bit creepy
15:16all the cockroaches in this room?
15:18This is a cockroach,
15:19and this is a cockroach,
15:21and this is a cockroach,
15:22and this is a cockroach,
15:23and this is a cockroach.
15:24Wow, so many cockroaches.
15:25I think Grandma needs to go to treatment.
15:28Yes.
15:29It's a cockroach.
15:30Look at it.
15:32We sanctified the whole room
15:33so that we can find a name
15:35for my sister.
15:36You.
15:37And?
15:38We need your name.
15:40So what's the name?
15:41I need your name.
15:43But how are you going to get a name
15:44if I don't know it?
15:46We want to call the police.
15:48What?
15:50If you want to, of course.
15:52What?
15:54Just like that?
15:55Just like that.
16:07Ah!
16:10I'm sorry.
16:11I don't know,
16:12maybe it was a bad idea.
16:15Wow, I didn't know
16:16what to call it.
16:18I thought it would be fun
16:19to say this name.
16:20I don't know what to call it.
16:22Let's call it this.
16:23Let's call it this.
16:25Let's call it a cockroach.
16:26Ah!
16:32I don't know what to call it.
16:33Gimel, think of it
16:34as a cockroach
16:35instead of calling it a cockroach.
16:37Instead of it being
16:38the most painful word to say.
16:42I don't know what to call it.
16:43Let's replace death with life.
16:45And slowly,
16:46slowly,
16:47until it disappears,
16:48it will be very natural to say.
16:49Cockroach, cockroach,
16:50cockroach,
16:51and everything that starts with R.
16:54I don't know what I'm going to call it
16:55because it's not a name.
16:57Think about it.
16:59I fell in love with it.
17:02Yes.
17:03Yes,
17:04I fell in love with cockroaches.
17:06Grandma's love,
17:08Grandma's love,
17:09cockroach.
17:11Oops!
17:24It's impossible to separate
17:26a cockroach
17:28from this baby
17:29that will arrive.
17:31I can't get away
17:32from the pain of death.
17:34That's what it is.
17:36Sadness with forgiveness,
17:38loss with wealth.
17:41That's how it's going to be from now on.
17:52I tried to be practical and effective
17:54in the last few days
17:55with regards to Eli's apartment,
17:57Grandma's apartment,
17:59and I tried to be practical
18:00in the last few days
18:01with regards to Eli's apartment,
18:02Grandma's apartment,
18:03and I think I hurt my sister.
18:07She called me earlier.
18:11She was very sad,
18:12very difficult.
18:13She told me
18:14that I didn't feel enough for her.
18:19Of course I didn't mean to.
18:24In general,
18:25I sometimes think to myself,
18:27maybe I'm not dealing
18:28with Eli's death.
18:29Maybe I'm running away from it.
18:31I'm dealing with a million,
18:32a million other things.
18:34I'm like a wall
18:35that protects me,
18:36a kind of shield.
18:38I understand that Adi wants
18:39to leave him more,
18:41to exist him.
18:44And she's right.
18:46I need to give it more time.
18:55There's no home.
18:56I mean, like this.
18:57We cleaned the whole living room.
18:59It's beautiful.
19:00We decided to give up
19:01this whole living room in the end,
19:02to go for a small,
19:03family event,
19:04at home,
19:05and at the synagogue.
19:06Hello.
19:07Hello.
19:09Nubin!
19:11What?
19:12Are you excited?
19:17Look at her,
19:18what do you see?
19:19Are you okay?
19:20I'm...
19:22I'm okay.
19:24What?
19:25She's just
19:26really sad.
19:30My sweet boy.
19:32He won't let me stay here.
19:33He never lets me.
19:34I'm going to the bunker.
19:40Hey, Gail.
19:42How are you?
19:43Deep breath.
19:45I asked my mom
19:46to take me to the
19:47Mappal apartment.
19:48I've never been here.
19:50There's a staircase
19:51to the crazy apartment
19:52in Tel Aviv.
19:53She was here
19:54for three nights.
19:55She came here on the second
19:56of the month,
19:57and on the sixth
19:58she went to the funeral.
19:59Oh, it's open.
20:01I hope it's green.
20:06Wow, it's so pretty here.
20:11I want to live here.
20:18Wow,
20:19her eyes.
20:29I love you.
20:37I'm crying.
20:41I thought I knew
20:42how to cry.
20:45In Israel,
20:46it's called
20:47in front of God,
20:48to cry
20:49over your soul.
20:51That's it.
20:53Life is full of
20:54beautiful moments of love,
20:55of kindness.
20:56And suddenly,
20:57I feel
20:58longing.
21:01I really feel
21:02that my daughter
21:03is rising again.
21:04She's rising high,
21:05like a slice
21:06that came in
21:07like the sun
21:08and shone on us.
21:10This longing
21:11for a life
21:12that won't be hers
21:13is ingrained in all of us.
21:14The feelings of sin,
21:15the feeling
21:16that we continue.
21:20But I also know
21:21that when we embrace
21:22beauty,
21:23goodness,
21:24and life,
21:25we continue
21:26with God.
21:27He's with us
21:28everywhere.
21:57He's with us.
21:58He's with us.
21:59He's with us.
22:00He's with us.
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22:24He's with us.