Tell Me Lies Season 2 Episode 8 - Don't Struggle Like That, Or I Will Only Love You More
Tell Me Lies Season 2 Episode 8 - Don't Struggle Like That, Or I Will Only Love You More
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00:00:00Maybe I fucked up with the LSAT because I'm burnt out.
00:00:03I don't understand.
00:00:04Sorry, miss, your card was declined.
00:00:07Dad's card?
00:00:08He must have cut it off.
00:00:09Oh, God!
00:00:10You're a mess.
00:00:11You want to make peace with your brother while getting back together with the girl
00:00:12who wrote the letter that ruined his life?
00:00:13How are you so sure that paper wrote it?
00:00:14I'm sorry.
00:00:15I'm such a fuck-up.
00:00:16I ruined my brother's life.
00:00:17I think there's something wrong with me.
00:00:18Baird dropped Katie's assault case against Chris.
00:00:19They said that there wasn't any evidence.
00:00:20Fucking crazy how girls can just lie about shit like that.
00:00:34Katie wasn't lying.
00:00:35He did the exact same thing to me.
00:00:37Oh, God.
00:00:38This is really fucking bad.
00:00:39Your wife is right out there.
00:00:40Hey, baby.
00:00:41I love you.
00:00:42Good morning, everyone.
00:00:43This thing with you and Steven, it's sick.
00:00:55What about you?
00:00:56Carrying this secret grudge against him.
00:00:57I don't think I can do this anymore.
00:00:58Do you think I'm a bad person?
00:00:59Yes.
00:01:00But you still loved me.
00:01:01I know all of the worst things about you, and I still love you.
00:01:02I'm sorry.
00:01:03I'm sorry.
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00:02:11It's okay.
00:02:12It's okay.
00:02:13It's okay.
00:02:42What the fuck is this?
00:02:45What?
00:02:46These texts from Steven.
00:02:50It was a joke, Max. It wasn't serious.
00:02:54A joke?
00:02:57Was he just up here?
00:02:59Watching?
00:03:04What the fuck is wrong with you?
00:03:07I don't know. I don't know what's wrong. I don't know.
00:03:09You don't know?
00:03:10I don't know. I'm sorry.
00:03:12That's your answer?
00:03:14This is disgusting.
00:03:15Max, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Max.
00:03:18I bet you still think you're the victim, don't you?
00:03:25Max.
00:03:41I'm sorry.
00:03:55I'm throwing the bouquet at you.
00:03:56Wait, no. I'll throw it at Diana.
00:03:58As long as Lucy's not throwing the bouquet at Diana.
00:04:02Right. That strong arm of mine.
00:04:10Is this okay?
00:04:11I don't know.
00:04:19Yeah.
00:04:40I'm sorry.
00:04:41I'm sorry.
00:04:42I'm sorry.
00:05:09You haven't changed at all.
00:05:12Neither have you.
00:05:42I missed you.
00:05:52Why?
00:05:55We fit.
00:06:02I have an exam in an hour.
00:06:05Okay.
00:06:08Yeah.
00:06:10You should get some work done.
00:06:14I'll call you in a little bit?
00:06:17Yeah. Yeah.
00:06:39Okay.
00:07:02Hey, it's Pippa.
00:07:03Okay.
00:07:09Hey, this is Bree. Leave a message.
00:07:26Well, that's it.
00:07:29Great work, everybody.
00:07:40Hi.
00:07:42Marianne was wearing my earrings.
00:07:44Just meet me at the condo in an hour.
00:07:47We need to talk.
00:07:59Hi.
00:08:01Hi.
00:08:03Hi.
00:08:05Hi.
00:08:07Hi.
00:08:10Hey.
00:08:11I'm so sorry that I didn't call.
00:08:13I was just worried you wouldn't pick up.
00:08:17So you ambushed me.
00:08:20Here, come in.
00:08:30How are you?
00:08:31I'm okay.
00:08:33How are you?
00:08:37I'm not okay.
00:08:40I've spent the last few weeks just trying to convince myself that it was good that we broke up, and it wasn't.
00:08:48You're actually one of the best things that's happened to me in a really long time,
00:08:55and I completely fucked it up, and I'm so sorry.
00:08:58It's okay. You don't have to get upset. It's fine.
00:09:01I do. I do.
00:09:02It's fine.
00:09:03I'm just so much happier with you.
00:09:05Not just happier. Like, better. I'm better. I make better choices.
00:09:09And you were right. You were completely right.
00:09:11Everything you said, I was sabotaging everything.
00:09:15And I was a dick, and I...
00:09:20And I can be different now. I know I can be different.
00:09:26You don't trust me, though.
00:09:28I do. I do trust you. Yes, I do.
00:09:31I do. I promise you.
00:09:32I promise you. I wasn't... I wasn't letting myself trust you.
00:09:36I miss you.
00:09:39I miss you so much.
00:09:42I miss you.
00:09:44You do?
00:09:46Yes, of course.
00:09:51But...
00:09:54What about Steven?
00:09:57What... What about him?
00:10:00I need to know that you're over him.
00:10:02I can't do this if he's this constant thing just hovering above you.
00:10:08He's not.
00:10:11Look at me. Look at me.
00:10:14I have so much clarity right now.
00:10:16I promise you, I know exactly what I want.
00:10:21I love you.
00:10:28I love you.
00:10:50Yeah, I love you.
00:11:20Are you okay?
00:11:24Yeah, yeah.
00:11:30I missed feeling you.
00:11:32Me too.
00:11:43Do you not want to do this?
00:11:45I do.
00:11:49No, I do.
00:12:15I love you.
00:12:45I love you.
00:13:16Hey.
00:13:18I'm gonna go downstairs for a sec, but call if you need anything, okay?
00:13:33Hey.
00:13:35Is he okay?
00:13:38Um...
00:13:39He says he's fine, but...
00:13:42Who knows?
00:13:46He'll be here soon.
00:13:51Are we gonna acknowledge what Lucy did last night?
00:13:56She was just trying to help.
00:13:58By lying about sexual assault?
00:14:01Look, I know you don't like her...
00:14:02This isn't about me not liking her.
00:14:05I just don't understand how you can be okay with her doing something so fucked up.
00:14:09Isn't that a little hypocritical?
00:14:11You're talking about excusing fucked up behavior,
00:14:14but you're dating a literal psychopath.
00:14:21I guess we shouldn't comment on each other's relationships.
00:14:24We don't actually know each other that well.
00:14:26I mean, I didn't even know you were sleeping with Wrigley again.
00:14:33Why do you care?
00:14:35I don't.
00:14:37I don't.
00:14:38Why do you care?
00:14:40I don't.
00:14:44Maybe I just don't understand any of this stuff.
00:14:47You said it yourself, I'm not a girl's girl.
00:14:49Maybe that's why I don't understand why your best friend would co-opt your fucking assault.
00:14:53Well, at least Lucy gives a shit.
00:14:56Look at how you are with Steven.
00:14:57I know you see through his shit, but you're with him anyway.
00:15:00You don't care what Steven does to other people.
00:15:04Well, maybe Lucy wouldn't have had to tell her idiotic lie
00:15:06if you had handled things differently in the first place.
00:15:09If you had just told people what Chris did to you,
00:15:11none of this would have happened.
00:15:14I'm sorry, I...
00:15:17I don't really think that.
00:15:18Honestly,
00:15:20I don't care what you think.
00:15:23You keep inserting yourself into this,
00:15:25but it is not my responsibility
00:15:28to make you feel like you did something right
00:15:31or that you helped me through this.
00:15:33This has never been anyone else's business but mine
00:15:36and honestly I'm just
00:15:38too fucking exhausted to keep pretending like it is.
00:15:46He just got here.
00:15:47Great.
00:15:48Tell him I said hi.
00:16:01Hi.
00:16:12Hey.
00:16:13Hey.
00:16:15Thanks for coming.
00:16:25Come in.
00:16:29Hey.
00:16:32Hey.
00:16:35Diana said you wouldn't get here until like 12.30.
00:16:37Yeah, it's 12.45.
00:16:40Oh, oh.
00:16:41Okay.
00:16:44Thanks for coming.
00:16:47Diana wouldn't really take no for an answer,
00:16:49so she said you were in pretty bad shape.
00:16:57Listen, I don't know how things got so fucked up,
00:16:59but I'm sorry and
00:17:03I don't really want you to hate me anymore, so.
00:17:07Last year was so humiliating for me
00:17:11and you let that happen.
00:17:13No, I didn't.
00:17:14You told Pippa who told everyone.
00:17:17Well, I was fucking drowning with it, Drew.
00:17:21I didn't tell Pippa because I thought she'd repeat it.
00:17:23I told her because I couldn't breathe.
00:17:26Because I was, hey,
00:17:27I was worried about you and I spent every day
00:17:29thinking about how I could help you
00:17:31and I just fucking felt like I was failing at it every day.
00:17:36So I'm sorry and I hate myself every day for it.
00:17:46I didn't think you really gave a shit.
00:17:48What the fuck are you talking about?
00:17:50I called you like 50 times.
00:17:51You could think of stupid voicemails
00:17:52or make a joke like there was nothing wrong.
00:17:54You want me to be serious?
00:17:55In a voicemail?
00:18:00I love you.
00:18:02I mean, I just figured you were fine.
00:18:04You're always doing fine.
00:18:07No, it's been the saddest I've ever been in my life, dude.
00:18:16Okay.
00:18:18Dude.
00:18:21Shut up, dude.
00:18:22No, you shut up.
00:18:23Shut up, dude.
00:18:24No, you shut up, dude.
00:18:31Well, you want to get out of here?
00:18:32You want to get a drink or something?
00:18:33Yeah, okay.
00:18:36She found them in my pocket.
00:18:37I had to say they were a gift for her.
00:18:38I know, I know.
00:18:39I'm so sorry.
00:18:43You wanted her to find them.
00:18:49Why?
00:18:51Because
00:18:52I saw you out there with her
00:18:55and you just
00:18:57were acting so normal
00:19:00and I just
00:19:02it just
00:19:03it made me crazy.
00:19:04I don't know.
00:19:06I'm sorry.
00:19:08I just thought that
00:19:10I thought maybe if she knew
00:19:13she could make the decision for herself.
00:19:16What decision?
00:19:20To leave me.
00:19:24I want
00:19:26more.
00:19:28I want to do real stuff together.
00:19:31I want to be in public with you and
00:19:33and
00:19:35holidays.
00:19:39You said you love me.
00:19:41I do love you.
00:19:42Well, then you should want that stuff too.
00:19:45Listen, breathe.
00:19:48What you're asking of me
00:19:50is not realistic.
00:19:52And what about what you're asking of me?
00:19:55You think it's realistic that I could just
00:19:58hang out in this apartment forever?
00:20:00No, no, that's not realistic either.
00:20:06Come here.
00:20:15I'm sorry.
00:20:17You don't have to be sorry.
00:20:21You could
00:20:22you could make this better.
00:20:24You know, people leave their marriages all the time.
00:20:26But I'm not leaving mine.
00:20:34Listen to me.
00:20:40We can't do this anymore.
00:20:42No, don't say that.
00:20:43I'm sorry.
00:20:44I'm so sorry about the earrings.
00:20:46It's not about the earrings.
00:20:49This isn't good for you.
00:20:52So you just
00:20:53why you want to stop seeing each other?
00:20:55I think we have to.
00:20:57You would just be okay
00:20:58to just
00:21:02not see me anymore?
00:21:03No, I'm sure I will absolutely fucking hate it.
00:21:14I have to leave.
00:21:16I have a class.
00:21:19You can stay here
00:21:20until you're ready if you need a moment to
00:21:23you know, gather yourself.
00:21:30But I'll need to take your key.
00:21:40There's your key, sweetheart.
00:21:43It's in my bag.
00:21:50Excuse me for a while
00:21:53while I'm wide-eyed
00:21:55and I'm so damn cold in the middle.
00:22:02I've excused you for a while
00:22:05while I'm wide-eyed
00:22:07and I'm so damn cold in the middle.
00:22:15You can stay here as long as you need.
00:22:20But Brie
00:22:22when you leave
00:22:24you won't be able to get back in.
00:22:28Okay?
00:22:38Excuse me for a while
00:22:40turn a blind eye
00:22:42I really am so sorry.
00:22:43and I'm so damn cold in the middle.
00:22:50Have you wandered for a while?
00:22:53I have a feeling you're deep down
00:22:56you're caught in the middle.
00:23:12Your clothes are vibrating.
00:23:16I'll get it later.
00:23:20You want to do something later?
00:23:22Uh, yeah. Yeah, definitely.
00:23:25There's a Christmas party at Woodley.
00:23:28I think everyone's going.
00:23:32It might be kind of crowded, though, you know?
00:23:35Yeah. Well, it is a party, so...
00:23:39You're right. Yeah.
00:23:43If it sucks, we'll just leave.
00:23:46Okay.
00:23:48Okay.
00:23:50Yeah. I'm just gonna...
00:23:53I'm gonna head to mine and shower
00:23:55and get presentable.
00:23:58All right.
00:24:09Hi.
00:24:11What are you doing?
00:24:14We need to talk.
00:24:19Okay.
00:24:27Um...
00:24:30You know how much I care about you?
00:24:35You've been the biggest thing in my life
00:24:38for almost four years.
00:24:42I just...
00:24:44I just don't think I feel the same way anymore.
00:24:49And I respect you too much to keep faking it, Diana.
00:24:52I'm so sorry.
00:24:55So this is how you do it.
00:25:00I'm sorry.
00:25:03I-I hate that I'm hurting you like this.
00:25:07I know. I know.
00:25:10You're angry.
00:25:12This isn't anger.
00:25:16You don't feel anything right now, do you?
00:25:21Of course I do.
00:25:24I loved you. I'm actually sick to my stomach.
00:25:27Stop fucking pretending.
00:25:39Okay.
00:25:42There's literally nothing, is there?
00:25:47You were so desperate to keep me when I was impressive,
00:25:50but as soon as I show even a little weakness,
00:25:54you're out.
00:25:56I guess that's who I am.
00:26:13Fuck.
00:26:28I did not mean to get this drunk so early.
00:26:31So how's everything been going?
00:26:33What's going on with girls? You been pounding the pavement?
00:26:35No, that's not what that means.
00:26:37Been riding the baloney pony?
00:26:39Attacking the pink fortress?
00:26:41Oh, man, I miss you, man.
00:26:46Here you go.
00:26:48Oh, wait. You want one of these?
00:26:50What is it?
00:26:52Penculis for my knee.
00:26:54Yeah, I'll just take half for now.
00:26:58So how's everyone? How's Steven?
00:27:01He's been annoying me lately.
00:27:04What is it? Speak, young lad.
00:27:06No, nothing. He was just really there for me last year.
00:27:11Hmm.
00:27:13How about you? How are you and girls?
00:27:15How am I and, uh, and girls?
00:27:17Uh, well, let's see.
00:27:20I'm kind of hanging out with someone,
00:27:24but, uh, I really pissed her off.
00:27:27Should you call her and apologize?
00:27:30Girls do love it when you call them while drinking.
00:27:33Oh, dude, she'll love it.
00:27:35All right, we're gonna do it.
00:27:38I'll be back.
00:27:51Hey, don't forget to say you're sorry.
00:27:58How'd it go?
00:28:00I crushed it. I left her a voicemail,
00:28:02and I was incredibly romantic.
00:28:05You okay?
00:28:07Yeah, yeah.
00:28:09Just seeing who's here.
00:28:11Okay.
00:28:14So, is Diana okay?
00:28:16She'll be fine.
00:28:20You know, Steve, I'm not sure if I should be asking you this,
00:28:22but, uh, I think I'm gonna have to go.
00:28:24Yeah, yeah.
00:28:26Bye.
00:28:28Bye.
00:28:30Bye.
00:28:32Bye.
00:28:34Bye.
00:28:36Bye.
00:28:38Bye.
00:28:40Bye.
00:28:43You know, I was thinking about calling Bree.
00:28:50You gotta be fucking kidding me.
00:28:54I didn't know they were back together.
00:28:56They're not. I fucked her this morning.
00:28:58What?
00:29:00This is such bullshit.
00:29:02Hey, hey, Steven. No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:29:05No, I don't think this is a good idea.
00:29:08Wow, look at you two.
00:29:11Oh, for fuck's sake.
00:29:13I know, right?
00:29:15Steven, I'm...
00:29:17I'm begging you to please leave us alone.
00:29:19Lucy, I gotta talk to you for a second alone.
00:29:22Please.
00:29:26No, I'm...
00:29:28I'm here with Leo.
00:29:30Hey, look, man.
00:29:32Come on.
00:29:34You don't need to start anything with Leo.
00:29:42Okay.
00:29:44Okay.
00:29:52Uh, hey, I'm gonna grab some beers for the road.
00:29:54Yes, great. I'll meet you out back.
00:29:56Cool.
00:30:08Hey, guys.
00:30:11Sorry, my bad. Didn't mean to start anything.
00:30:13Leo, all good.
00:30:15I'm not shaking your hand.
00:30:17That's not very nice, but...
00:30:19Let's just go. Come on.
00:30:21Okay.
00:30:23Leo?
00:30:25Leo, just so you know,
00:30:28I fucked Lucy this morning.
00:30:30Right. You gotta get out of my face.
00:30:32Red underwear, lacy white trim.
00:30:35It was kind of seasonal.
00:30:38Can I ask you something?
00:30:42How did my cum taste?
00:30:45Fuck.
00:31:06Bottoms up.
00:31:08I love you so much.
00:31:11Leo!
00:31:13Leo, get the fuck off of him!
00:31:15Get off of him!
00:31:17Do something! Fucking do something!
00:31:19Please! Leo!
00:31:21Get out of here.
00:31:23Are you fucking kidding?
00:31:25Get the fuck off of him!
00:31:27Get him!
00:31:29Get him!
00:31:31Stephen!
00:31:33Stephen!
00:31:35Oh, my God, what the fuck is wrong with you?
00:31:37Fuck!
00:31:39I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
00:31:41He wasn't even fighting back.
00:31:43What the fuck?
00:31:45Hey, you're okay.
00:31:47Can somebody get me a towel
00:31:49or ice or something, please?
00:31:57Meow.
00:31:59Meow.
00:32:01Hi.
00:32:03Hi.
00:32:09Meow.
00:32:24Hey.
00:32:26How are you?
00:32:28I need to talk to you.
00:32:31In person.
00:32:33Please, just one last time.
00:32:39Hi.
00:32:41Hey. Come in.
00:32:46Is this okay that we're here?
00:32:48Hey, Marianne's in class all morning.
00:32:51How are you?
00:32:53I feel terrible about everything.
00:32:55I'm fine.
00:32:57I thought about everything that you said,
00:33:00and you're right.
00:33:03Everything that I was asking for is insane,
00:33:07and I don't need it.
00:33:09This is enough for me.
00:33:11I don't need any of that other stuff.
00:33:13Bree, Bree, that's not what you said before.
00:33:15Well, that's what I'm saying now.
00:33:19I don't want to keep hurting you.
00:33:21I'm fine.
00:33:23I'm fine, I swear.
00:33:25It's gonna be worse not seeing you at all.
00:33:32Aren't you gonna miss this?
00:33:37Hi.
00:33:47Look how stupid you make me.
00:34:01I'm gonna shower.
00:34:04Join me.
00:34:07I like smelling like you.
00:34:37Fuck.
00:35:02Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
00:35:06Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
00:35:08Oh, my God.
00:35:10Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
00:35:12Oh, my God. Oh, God.
00:35:14Oh, my God. Oh, fuck.
00:35:16I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
00:35:18Please, just, please, OK, calm down, Bree, please.
00:35:21OK? Calm down.
00:35:23I don't know what to do.
00:35:25You don't need to do anything, OK?
00:35:30I'm sorry.
00:35:33Where is he?
00:35:35In the bathroom. Just give me a second.
00:36:05Oh, I've got a deal. I'll go for it.
00:36:10Hey.
00:36:14What's going on?
00:36:18OK, I'll let the two of you talk.
00:36:21I'll be downstairs.
00:36:27What the fuck is going on?
00:36:31Let's, um...
00:36:33Let's talk. Come here.
00:36:42Here's the thing, Bree.
00:36:44Um, Marianne and I...
00:36:47Well, I wasn't entirely honest with you about our marriage.
00:36:53What, are you not married?
00:36:55No, we're married. OK.
00:36:57But we, um...
00:36:59We, um...
00:37:02We have an open marriage.
00:37:05What does that mean?
00:37:07That we're together, we share a life together.
00:37:12But we are allowed to be with other people.
00:37:17I don't understand.
00:37:19It's something that works for us.
00:37:23So did Marianne.
00:37:26No?
00:37:28About us?
00:37:30Yes.
00:37:34For how long?
00:37:37Always.
00:37:41Wait.
00:37:45Wait, that doesn't make any sense.
00:37:49No, why would you lie about something like that?
00:37:52I guess I thought it was part of the fantasy for you.
00:37:55That's complete bullshit.
00:37:58Was it some kind of fantasy for you?
00:38:00No, of course not.
00:38:02Pretending like it was some big secret,
00:38:04making me look like an idiot?
00:38:06Do you guys get off on that?
00:38:08Of course not, and I need you to calm down.
00:38:10You're getting yourself roiled up.
00:38:12Don't do that to me.
00:38:14You don't get to fuck me like I'm an adult
00:38:16and then talk to me like I'm a child.
00:38:19Why would you do this to me?
00:38:21All right.
00:38:23You want to talk like adults, fine,
00:38:25but then you need to be fair.
00:38:27You came to the bar looking for me that night.
00:38:29And then you came to my office and asked me to kiss you,
00:38:32and then when I told you it was a bad idea,
00:38:34you showed up at my car.
00:38:36So I'm sorry.
00:38:38No one did anything to you.
00:38:40You made a series of choices.
00:38:42I never would have agreed to this
00:38:44if I knew what it actually was.
00:38:46I thought that it was something special.
00:38:48It was special.
00:38:50Something special between you and me.
00:38:53But this... this was...
00:38:55this was something between you two.
00:38:58There wasn't any part of this that was mine.
00:39:08Do you...
00:39:10do you...
00:39:12talk to her about me?
00:39:14I talk to you about her, don't I?
00:39:17Oh, my God.
00:39:21I think this is the meanest thing anyone's ever done to me.
00:39:24I highly fucking doubt that, given your history.
00:39:31Oh.
00:39:35I obviously...
00:39:37I never meant for you to get hurt in this,
00:39:39and I'm sorry.
00:39:51Brie?
00:39:56You are a very fucked-up person.
00:39:59Come on, now.
00:40:01You prefer it when I was just some clueless wife,
00:40:04having her life ruined behind her back
00:40:07while you fucked her husband?
00:40:10Look, I know this seems like the end of the world,
00:40:14but, um...
00:40:16I'm sorry.
00:40:18It's the end of the world, but, um...
00:40:21you will get over this.
00:40:24Probably sooner than you think.
00:40:26And then you will be fine.
00:40:28How the fuck would you know if I'll be fine?
00:40:33Because eventually you won't have a choice.
00:40:36Do you actually like this?
00:40:39Or did he just convince you that you do?
00:40:42Because I bet you fucking hate it.
00:40:44Well, you're entitled to your opinion.
00:40:48But all I can say is that, uh...
00:40:53I know more about your relationship
00:40:56than you know about mine.
00:41:01So do you know the things he said to me?
00:41:04What did he say to you?
00:41:06He told me he loved me.
00:41:10Did he tell you that?
00:41:13Well...
00:41:15that means different things to different people.
00:41:19And I can assure you
00:41:21it means something very different to him
00:41:23than it does to you.
00:41:25So you tell yourself...
00:41:27Listen, I can tell you're trying to hurt me, Bree.
00:41:30But you're not going to succeed.
00:41:34Because I've already felt
00:41:36all the things that you're feeling.
00:41:39Trust me.
00:41:42And, Bree...
00:41:51I believe these are yours.
00:42:12Fuck.
00:42:14I know.
00:42:16I mean, I have always wanted to see Stephen get his ass kicked,
00:42:19but that sounds scary.
00:42:21What's scary?
00:42:23Is he, like, okay?
00:42:26I don't know.
00:42:28Evan took him home.
00:42:32Pippa.
00:42:35Yep.
00:42:37We okay?
00:42:42Hey.
00:42:44Hey, what's wrong?
00:42:46Bree.
00:42:48Hey.
00:42:53What happened?
00:43:01Oh...
00:43:03Fuck, my skull.
00:43:11Ugh...
00:43:17Oh...
00:43:19Shit.
00:43:23Hey.
00:43:25Drew, wake up, buddy. Threw up.
00:43:32Drew. Come on, wake up, buddy.
00:43:34We gotta clean it up.
00:43:42Drew.
00:43:44Drew, hey.
00:43:46Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:43:48Drew.
00:43:50Drew.
00:43:52Drew, hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:43:54Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
00:43:56Hey, hey, come on, come on, come on, come on.
00:44:01Hey! Hey, can somebody help?
00:44:12I just can't believe they were both in on it.
00:44:14That's fucking disgusting.
00:44:16Yeah?
00:44:17Freaks.
00:44:18They are.
00:44:19Yeah.
00:44:20They're fucking freaks.
00:44:27You smell like a middle-aged man.
00:44:29That's his cologne.
00:44:31Ew.
00:44:34Okay.
00:44:36I'll be right back.
00:44:38You good?
00:44:39Yeah.
00:44:40Oh, I'm good.
00:44:41Hey, don't plot the murder without me.
00:44:56Okay.
00:44:58I'm gonna go to the bathroom.
00:45:00Okay.
00:45:02What do you want to do?
00:45:04I don't know.
00:45:10Sorry.
00:45:11No, it's okay.
00:45:15My God.
00:45:16Maybe you should pick up.
00:45:20Hi.
00:45:24What? What do you mean?
00:45:25Wrigley, Wrigley, Wrigley, I can't,
00:45:27I can't understand you, okay?
00:45:28Just, just, just calm down.
00:45:29Just try to breathe, okay?
00:45:30What? What's happening?
00:45:32What?
00:45:33What do you mean?
00:45:34What's going on?
00:45:35Holy shit.
00:45:56Uh, my parents are on their way.
00:46:03I have these painkillers,
00:46:05and, um,
00:46:08I gave him a couple,
00:46:09and he was splitting them in half.
00:46:12But they, uh,
00:46:14they were time-release,
00:46:16and I guess you can't do that
00:46:19with a time-release pill.
00:46:20I guess that can kill you.
00:46:24Uh, they'll know for sure
00:46:27when they do the autopsy.
00:46:33I don't know how, how to look at my mom.
00:46:38Wrigley, it's not your fault.
00:46:40Whose fault is it, then?
00:46:41I mean, I'm the one who gave him the pills,
00:46:43and I'm the one who ruined his life last year, so...
00:47:03You okay?
00:47:09I was awful to Drew.
00:47:13I made his life hell last year.
00:47:19And then I wrote that letter.
00:47:20None of this would have happened
00:47:21if I hadn't written that fucking letter.
00:47:23Yes, everything that's gone wrong since last year
00:47:25started with that.
00:47:26That isn't true, Lucy.
00:47:27It is, it is.
00:47:28It's been one disaster after another,
00:47:30and now Wrigley thinks this is his fault.
00:47:32I can't just let him think that.
00:47:34I can't.
00:47:36It's my fault.
00:47:37No, it's...
00:47:38What are you talking about?
00:47:39This is not your fault.
00:47:41I have to tell Wrigley.
00:47:42I have to.
00:47:43I have to tell him the truth.
00:47:44It's crazy.
00:47:45You can't throw yourself under the bus like that.
00:47:47That won't help anymore.
00:47:48Lucy, I cannot exist with this secret anymore.
00:47:51You don't understand.
00:47:52I know.
00:47:53I keep, I keep trying
00:47:55to make up for the shit I did last year,
00:47:57and now, now Wrigley's life is ruined.
00:47:59I literally ruined his life,
00:48:00and he thinks it's all his fault.
00:48:01How, how am I supposed to live with that?
00:48:03I don't know, I don't know,
00:48:04but you just will, okay?
00:48:05You'll learn to live with it.
00:48:07You, you really believe that?
00:48:09Yes.
00:48:12I know it.
00:48:16Well, you and I are very different, then.
00:48:19Wait, wait.
00:48:20Lucy.
00:48:21Lucy, Lucy.
00:48:22Hey, Wrigley.
00:48:23I, uh, I have to tell you something.
00:48:25Uh, it's about me.
00:48:26It's about the letter last year.
00:48:27I wrote the letter.
00:48:29The one that got Drew in trouble,
00:48:30that was me.
00:48:31I'm so sorry.
00:48:33I'm so sorry, man.
00:48:36I just can't let you blame yourself for it.
00:48:39Drew was, he was,
00:48:40he was getting worse every day.
00:48:42He was saying this crazy,
00:48:43like, suicidal shit,
00:48:45and he was coming to me,
00:48:47and he was asking me for help.
00:48:49I didn't want to tell you
00:48:50because you weren't okay, either.
00:48:51You were dealing with your own,
00:48:53you know, shit.
00:48:55And finally, I just thought
00:48:56someone needed to step in and,
00:48:57and help,
00:48:58and I thought the school would help him.
00:49:00I had no idea this was gonna get
00:49:02so fucked up like it did.
00:49:03I'm so sorry.
00:49:05I understand if you can't forgive me,
00:49:07but I fucking love you, Wrigley,
00:49:08and I'm so sorry.
00:49:29Okay.
00:49:33Okay.
00:49:37I fucking love you, man.
00:49:38I never meant for this to happen.
00:49:40I'm sorry.
00:49:41I know.
00:49:43Thank you for telling me.
00:49:45I'm so sorry.
00:49:58I can't believe you did that.
00:50:04I love you.
00:50:26Have a good Christmas.
00:50:28Okay.
00:50:34Hey.
00:50:35Hi.
00:50:37I've been meaning to call you.
00:50:43Is Wrigley doing all right?
00:50:48I don't know how someone comes back from that.
00:50:54Well, um,
00:50:56have a good Christmas.
00:50:59Yeah.
00:51:01You too.
00:51:11Hey!
00:51:12Pippa, um,
00:51:14I just want to say I, um,
00:51:16fucking love you so much.
00:51:17I'm so in love with you.
00:51:18And, uh,
00:51:20I'm sorry about everything I put you through
00:51:21because you're just,
00:51:23you're so great.
00:51:24You're so great, and I love you,
00:51:25and tomorrow I'm gonna come, uh,
00:51:28woo this shit out of you.
00:51:31Hey, don't forget to say you're sorry.
00:51:33All right, I gotta get back to work.
00:51:35I love you!
00:51:49Hey!
00:51:50Pippa, um,
00:51:52I just want to say I, um,
00:51:54fucking love you so much.
00:52:09I was just returning this.
00:52:12Thank you for helping with this.
00:52:14But, uh,
00:52:15I think it's probably for the best
00:52:17that you're not in any of my classes moving forward.
00:52:22Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:52:25And for what it's worth,
00:52:31I was relieved
00:52:33he didn't meet you first.
00:52:40Motherfucker.
00:52:46Hey.
00:52:47Hey.
00:52:48Uh, good end of year?
00:52:50Uh...
00:52:52Sorry, I don't know why I asked that.
00:52:55Actually, there is something
00:52:56that I wanted to talk to you about.
00:53:00Okay.
00:53:01I know about this older guy
00:53:02that Bree's been seeing.
00:53:04Yeah.
00:53:06Who is he?
00:53:10I'm not gonna tell you that, Evan.
00:53:13And it's over now, anyway.
00:53:14It's done.
00:53:16Seriously?
00:53:18Oh.
00:53:19I mean, that's great.
00:53:21That's really good.
00:53:22I've been so worried about her.
00:53:24Yeah, it really fucked her up.
00:53:29You know it was all our fault, right?
00:53:48Well,
00:53:49you've obviously had an amazing semester.
00:53:52With your phenomenal LSAT score
00:53:54and this admissions essay,
00:53:56I'd say you have a perfect shot
00:53:58at Yale Early Admission.
00:54:00Hmm.
00:54:01It's good work, Diana.
00:54:07Yeah, I called last week
00:54:08about my card ending in 5320.
00:54:11Yeah, I thought I lost it,
00:54:13so I asked for a hold to be put on it,
00:54:15but I actually found it,
00:54:16so you can lift the hold.
00:54:18Great, thanks.
00:54:24Hey, Daddy.
00:54:25Hey, honey.
00:54:30You good?
00:54:31Yeah, ready to get home, though.
00:54:33I miss my bed so much.
00:54:35I'll bet.
00:54:43So, how did Steven take the breakup?
00:54:46He'll be all right.
00:54:48You know, Steven,
00:54:49I had to make him think it was his idea.
00:54:52Smart.
00:54:54Come on.
00:55:16Really nice work this semester, Evan.
00:55:19Thank you, Professor.
00:55:20Enjoy your holidays.
00:55:24♪ But if I'd forgotten
00:55:27♪ Could you tell
00:55:29Is this it?
00:55:30Yeah.
00:55:31♪ In the shadow of your first attack
00:55:33♪ I was questioning and looking back
00:55:35Okay.
00:55:36Okay.
00:55:37Are you sure?
00:55:39Ah!
00:55:40Holy shit!
00:55:41Oh!
00:55:42Fuck, fuck!
00:55:43Shit.
00:55:44Go, go, go, go, go, go.
00:55:46Fuck.
00:55:47Ah!
00:55:49♪ Could you tell
00:55:51♪ In the shadow of your first attack
00:55:54♪ I was questioning and looking back
00:55:57♪ Like a real mystocrat
00:56:02So, you and Lucy...
00:56:06you think it's serious this time?
00:56:08It was always serious.
00:56:11Just got a little...
00:56:13distracted, you know?
00:56:15Ha.
00:56:18Look, I need to talk to you, man.
00:56:20Okay.
00:56:23Uh...
00:56:26you've really been there for me this semester.
00:56:29And seeing you come clean with Wrigley,
00:56:32you know?
00:56:36I'd have to tell you something.
00:56:42When I cheated on Bree last year,
00:56:46it was with Lucy.
00:56:48It was the night of the Hawaiian party.
00:56:51I-I thought you two were over.
00:56:53I'm really sorry, man.
00:56:54I-I'm really sorry.
00:56:55I should have told you.
00:57:02You...
00:57:03You and Lucy...
00:57:17I need to get some air.
00:57:21Okay.
00:57:33Hey, Lydia, right?
00:57:35Ugh.
00:57:37Jesus, what happened to your face?
00:57:39Oh, it... long, long story.
00:57:41Got it.
00:57:42Long story.
00:57:43Um, I'm just helping my brother pack his stuff up.
00:57:46Oh, nice.
00:57:49I honestly regret all the stuff that I said to you.
00:57:52Why's that?
00:57:53Because Lucy's told me so much shit about you,
00:57:56and-and I've realized that you can't believe anything
00:57:59that comes out of Lucy's mouth.
00:58:01I mean, she honestly just hates men, apparently.
00:58:04And I am... I'm sorry
00:58:07if I was an asshole based on the shit that she told me.
00:58:11No, no, I'm done here.
00:58:13Well, um, anyway, have a good holiday.
00:58:16Yeah, you too.
00:58:20Uh, maybe I'll see you around sometime.
00:58:44Hey, man.
00:58:46Uh, I'm... I'm freaking out.
00:58:48I really need to know if you can forgive me for this.
00:58:51I'm just trying to understand.
00:58:54So...
00:58:56when you cheated on Bree last summer,
00:58:59that was with Lucy.
00:59:01That's what you're saying?
00:59:04You and Lucy had sex?
00:59:07Yeah.
00:59:09I'm really sorry, man.
00:59:17You know what?
00:59:20We're good.
00:59:22Seriously?
00:59:24Yeah. Clean slate.
00:59:26Just keep this between you and me.
00:59:28Please.
00:59:30And you're not gonna, like, tell Bree
00:59:33and try and ruin my life?
00:59:35No.
00:59:37Not today.
00:59:39Come here, man.
00:59:42Hey.
00:59:44Hey, there you are.
00:59:46Hey, I'm just saying goodbye to Evan.
00:59:48Oh.
00:59:50Nice.
01:00:11Ah.
01:00:42I'll be very interested in that.
01:00:44Yeah.
01:00:46I've been listening.
01:01:03I guess it's probably time for me to let go
01:01:05of that crush I've been holding on to for a decade.
01:01:09Might be time.
01:01:11Might be.
01:01:13Where's Steven?
01:01:15Well, I don't know, actually.
01:01:17Evan hasn't been able to get a hold of him.
01:01:20That's weird.
01:01:28I should probably go check on the bride.
01:01:31See ya.
01:01:33Sorry.
01:01:35I'm sorry.
01:01:37Excuse me.
01:01:46It's kind of scary when you don't know where he is.
01:02:07No, it's fine.
01:02:09It's okay.
01:02:11Okay.
01:02:20Oh, my God.
01:02:22You look so beautiful.
01:02:24Thanks.
01:02:26I just want everything to be perfect.
01:02:28It will be.
01:02:30One last look in the mirror.
01:02:32Okay.
01:02:36Okay.
01:02:58I'm just trying to make sense of everything.
01:03:01Um...
01:03:03Last summer, when you cheated on Bree,
01:03:06that was with Lucy.
01:03:08That's what you're saying?
01:03:10So you and Lucy...
01:03:13had sex?
01:03:15Yeah.
01:03:17I'm so sorry, man.
01:03:24You know what?
01:03:28We're good.
01:03:30Seriously?
01:03:32Clay Slate.
01:03:34Just keep this between you and me.
01:03:36Please.
01:03:38You're not gonna, like,
01:03:40tell Bree and ruin my life?
01:03:42No.
01:03:44No.
01:03:46Not today.
01:04:02You ready?
01:04:32No.
01:05:02Oh, my God.