Nissi lunga - Lonely

I am so lonely with the walls as my companions,
without friends, I listen to my own opinions.
My fingers stand together but, I alone,
no entertainment of sociality even on my phone.

I feel like I have a planet of my own,
my hyper attitude cooled without a crown.
My breath as the only source of fresh air,
Alone is bad place to be anywhere.

My imagination can not fiction a friend,
I am at friendship's dead end.
No stones to count to pass time by,
telling strangers about friendship would be a lie.

My heart yearns for giggles of mates,
LONELY, my forehead clearly states.
No relative to speak to about home,
my heart's patience short as a gnome.

My mind moves in zig-zag sequence,
far away from the world with immeasurable distance.
A question strikes my mind a second time,
'Am I to be lonely forever, faking like a mime? '\n\nNissi lunga

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