Aired (January 18, 2025): As Heart Evangelista turns 40 this year, she shares how she manages the political aspect of her life now that she's entering a new phase in adulthood!
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00:00Welcome to another episode of Tunay na Buhay at Walang Halong Cheesemies.
00:09Pero syempre minsan masarap din naman na makapag-cheesemies ng life.
00:13And of course joining me tonight, ang aking kachika at ang king of cheesemies is of course
00:19ang aking kachika at ka-gossip late at night, bago kami matulog, Mr. Cheese Escudero.
00:24Hindi lang bago matulog, bago sa lahat.
00:27Bago sa lahat, bago sa lahat, welcome to an episode of Adulting slash Cheesemies on Heartworld.
00:57So ngayon ang pag-uusapan natin is like indecent offers.
01:24Ay grabe, ilang beses na.
01:28Sa mundo namin, medyo, I mean, I grew up knowing this, pero may na-experience pa ako.
01:35I think very, very slight experience, pero feeling ko dahil alam nila na hindi naman ako yung type.
01:42Hindi naman sila tumodo.
01:43Kunwari meron akong kaibigan o ako ang inoculant kung single ako.
01:46How do you think is the best way to deny that offer?
01:52What do you mean deny that?
01:53No, kasi some people, konwari ako, konwari ako yun, may pinagkadaan na yung pamilya ko or what.
01:58Ayoko, hindi ko kaya.
01:59Kung ayaw mo, sabihin mo ayaw mo.
02:00Kung gusto mo, sabihin mo gusto mo.
02:02Mali mo pogi o gusto mo.
02:04E paano kung hindi?
02:05E lalong hindi.
02:06E de lalong hindi.
02:07It's a matter of saying what you want and don't want.
02:12Pero pag nangulit siyang stalking na yun, merong krimen, merong batas laban sa stalking.
02:19Sa industry ako, medyo common siya.
02:21Pero for me, ang thoughts ko naman dyan, wala akong judgment kasi sa ganyan.
02:25Hindi mo kasi alam talaga kung anong pinagdadaanan ng tao na yun.
02:29Hindi mo rin alam siguro yung feeling kapag ikaw mismo yung nandun.
02:32At kailangan mong kumapit sa patalim.
02:35Hindi ko alam kung paano magre-react nun.
02:37Okay, ayun na yung statement ko.
02:38Kasi hindi pa nangyari siya kanina.
02:39Okay.
02:46Ang dami mga na-involve sa scam, which is so unfortunate.
02:50And in Jesus' name, hindi mangyayari sa akin yun.
02:53How can that be avoided?
02:54And it's so unfair.
02:55Honestly, it's so unfair.
02:56Kung ako kinawa ko as an endorser, tapos hindi ko naman alam yung mga what happened
03:01sa mga back-dealing and stuff like that.
03:03Tapos ako pa yung...
03:05Ibang usapan yun.
03:06Yung mga lumalabas ngayon na yung endorser, ang dinademanda, mali yun.
03:11Hindi tama yun.
03:11Dapat lamang naman na hindi sila masama, mademanda,
03:14kung hindi sila partner or bahagi nung scheme, scam, or nung negosyo.
03:19But what if I just collaborated?
03:21That's a separate deal, right?
03:23Again, pag hindi ka partner, hindi ka kasosyo, hindi ka bahagi nung negosyo, endorser ka
03:30lang, binayaran ka para dun, at hindi shares of stock ng kumpanya ang binayad sa'yo na
03:36magiging kasosyo ka na, hindi ka dapat dami na.
03:39E paano kung tumakbo na yung pinaka-me-ari?
03:41Yun ang ginagawa ngayon.
03:42Yun ang madalas natin nakikita ngayon na dinademanda yung endorser, dahil hindi kilala
03:45yung me-ari, hindi kilala yung mga tunay na me-ari ng kumpanya, ang kilala lang yung
03:49nag-endorse, so syempre, kapit sa patalim din sila, nanghahabulin nila, yung nag-endorse.
03:54Mali yun at hindi dapat yun.
03:55But there's a basic rule para wag ka ma-scam, rule ko na sinusunod yun palagi, if it's
04:00too good to be true, it's not true.
04:02Sino man ang mga nangako sa'yo ng 5%, 10%, 20% a month, too good to be true, diba?
04:08Malamang po, hindi totoo yun, wag kayong sumakay at maniwala.
04:12Yes, note me, note me.
04:15Tanga-tanga.
04:17In a more poetic way, mag-plant muna kayo ng seeds, at lagyan niyo ng tubig, lagyan
04:22niyo ng sun, and eventually, it's harvest time.
04:30Quiet, hiwalayan, or public force?
04:33Ako, totoo lang.
04:35Medyo may ugali ako na, when it's done, it's done.
04:39For me, a basic rule should be, kung ma-social media ka at ginawa mong public yung relasyon
04:46mo, asawa mo man, or girlfriend or boyfriend, kung naghiwala yung may obligasyon ka, nang
04:52sabihin din sa public yun.
04:53At some point.
04:54Pero kung privado yung buhay mo, hindi mo si social media, isinantabi mo yun sa politika
05:01yung buhay mo, sa service ng buhay mo, ede pwede mo ring panatilihing privado yun.
05:05But I have a question.
05:07Ako kasi, pinaublick kita eh.
05:09So, iba talaga yung paniniw, kasi pinaublick kita, so I owe it to set the record.
05:16So, it's straight at a time.
05:18Kaya, kumuha pa ako ng lawyer.
05:21I gave you a choice.
05:22I said, you go, I won't.
05:24Right?
05:25So, ganoon.
05:27So, there are a lot of things that are coming out, like screencapping conversation, blackmailing
05:33people with screencaps.
05:36Fine, it's out there, ayan, para for people to judge, but the technicalities of it all,
05:42is this allowed?
05:43Like, is it illegal to do that, or what?
05:45If it's a violation of data privacy, pwede kayo demanda.
05:48Ang problema lang, pag nagdemanda ka ng violation ng data privacy yun, ede para mo nararingin
05:51namin na totoo yung screenshot.
05:54So, decision, timbangin mo.
05:56I love this topic, because it touches something very sensitive sa akin.
06:00Nagamit na sa akin yung dati, e, na parang, I have exported conversations from WhatsApp
06:06to ChooChoo, I have screenshots, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, since kidto ganyan.
06:10May mga ganyan ako before sa past ko.
06:12So, parang, that's already a threat, technically, kasi it's a crime, right?
06:16Yes, grave threats is defined as threatening to commit a crime against you.
06:22Parang, kung narin ikaw yung mali, or what, tapos nga ginamit sa'yo yung screenshots,
06:26pero ikaw naman yung mali, and then parang, yung perseparantals, bakit ka magdidemanda
06:31ng iba kung ikaw naman yung mali?
06:33Walang kinalaman kung mali o tama ang ginawa mo, kung mali o tama yung nakalagay sa screenshot,
06:38hanggang ang pinaparosan doon, yung paglabag nga, nung privacy mo.
06:41May isang Supreme Court decision na nagsabi, yung screenshots pwedeng gamitin sa isang
06:46criminal case, bilang patunay o bilang ebidensya, laban o pabor sa isang akusado, yun lamang
06:55yung exemption, ayon sa korte, pero wala sa batas yan.
06:58Question, voice recording, that's also—
07:03Same.
07:03Same.
07:04Pag sumulat ka sa'kin, sino may ari na?
07:07Ikaw ako.
07:08Galingan ng tanong mo, ah.
07:09Sulat ko, eh.
07:11Pero binigay ko din sa'yo.
07:12Share it out.
07:13At pag sumulat ka, di ba, may ari na, yung sinulatan mo.
07:16Okay.
07:16You can't post that.
07:18Again, you can't post that.
07:21I can.
07:22Yes, but I can't.
07:24Technically, aki na yan.
07:26So, ah—
07:27Technically, technically, aki na yan.
07:29Pero, ba't ko naman ayaw na i-post mo, binigay mo ka sa'kin, so ano naman problema na?
07:33Just to cap off all of this that we're talking about, this is life.
07:37And just a reminder, ha, life is not perfect.
07:40Your clothes can be, but your life isn't perfect.
07:44So, I don't believe in cancel culture.
07:47Because if we're gonna start canceling each other, then I can easily point the finger at you, too.
07:51Because, did you sin?
07:53Did you do this?
07:54Labas niyo yung mga group chats niyo, and let's see if you won't be judged as well.
07:59So, it's sometimes, you have to also kind of balance it.
08:04And huwag tayo masyadong cruel, kasi lahat tayo may pinagdadaanan, lahat tayo hindi perfecto.
08:10Yun lang yung point ko.
08:16Nung panahon kasi namin, um, I was born in 1969.
08:20Um, wala naman social media, so lahat ng kalokohan at katarantaduhang ginawa namin nung bata kami,
08:26there's no record of it.
08:27Ngayon kasi ang hilig na mga tao mag-post sa social media na mga privado nilang buhay,
08:33ng ginagawa nila, pagkumakain sila, pagnakainom sila, paglasing sila, pagmalungkot sila, pagalit sila.
08:40Um, na later on, pagsisisihan nila, na bakit ko ba ginawain, bakit ko ba sinabi yun.
08:46Um, di ba?
08:47Um, just keep that in mind, um, na ang social media is a repository.
08:53Kung may library noon at encyclopedia, ngayon, social media na yun.
08:57Lalabas at lalabas yan, sa ayaw mo man at sa gusto mo.
09:02So, be mindful, um, sa mga pinag-post mo lang.
09:05At the end of the day, dapat ingatan mo din kung sino talaga yung circle mo,
09:08and you only show that with the people you trust.
09:11So, mag-iingat ka talaga rin kung saan mo ipoposition yung sarili mo,
09:14kasi kung sino man yung core mo, yun din na maglalabas ng mga vulnerable moments mo.
09:23Mayroon ako mong New Year's or something.
09:24Sa dami nang naging New Year ka, mag-New Year's resolution ba ba ako?
09:26Anak-anak tinapanan, para di naman na makataro.
09:29Tanda ka na.
09:30So, hindi ko pa nagagawa yun sa ngayon, di ko na siguro magagawa yun.
09:33Okay na yun.
09:34Mayroon ako ng pinagbago mo.
09:36Yung mga mag-gy-gym, may kakain, magpapahealthy yung gano'n,
09:38mga ginagawa yun pa mga twenties, thirties.
09:42Ako siguro, New Year's resolution ko, not necessarily.
09:45Ah, meron ka pa?
09:46It, yes!
09:47Not necessarily January.
09:49Ang parangakamiss ko sa sarili ko,
09:50pag nag-turn ako ng 40,
09:52I will be very mindful and strict about what I put out.
09:57Meaning to say, my hard-earned money.
10:01Kasi...
10:02Hindi ka nagagastos?
10:03Hindi naman siya hindi ako gagastos.
10:04Wait lang.
10:06Ang point ko lang is...
10:07Makikinig ka rin.
10:08Oh yes, makikinig ka.
10:09Totoo na talaga to.
10:13Kasi, I know how it feels na magtrabaho.
10:16Kumayod talaga, dahil gusto ko nito, dahil gusto...
10:19Kasi, I'm lucky, in that way, I'm privileged ko na hindi naman ako naging breadwinner,
10:24in a sense, sa pamilya ko.
10:25Pero, ibig sabihin, lahat ng meron ako, lahat ng suot ko, pinagtrabuhan ko.
10:30As in, talagang pinagpuyatan ko, talagang pinilit ko yan para mabili ko yung mga meron ako.
10:35But now, as I get older, I really feel tired.
10:39Iba na talaga yung dating sakin.
10:41Kahit fashion week, hinimatay na ako sa fashion week,
10:44yung alam ko na nagsasuffering health ko.
10:46Matanda ka na, darling?
10:47Yun na nga, over and beyond.
10:48Just to get the bag, just to get the jacket,
10:51just to...
10:52These mga ridiculous things,
10:54na ginagagamit ko naman sa trabaho ko,
10:55but I will not use that anymore to justify.
10:58I will really review talaga,
11:00talagang maghihigpitan ko yung belt ko pag gumagastusan.
11:04Kahit yun na lang, kahit yun na lang, okay na ako dun.
11:06Happy na ako dun, kahit yun na lang.
11:07Wala ka naman kailangan dun.
11:08Kahit na yun sa ugali, di mo nabagawin yan lang, okay na.
11:13Yes, okay.
11:14Kasi, ito yung ano namin, anong sinasabi mo, yung the pot.
11:17Share the pot, share the pot.
11:19Kasi, yung inisip ko sin tao, naginagastusan mo ko, naginagastusan mo ko,
11:23yung pot story.
11:24Kahit na may prenup kami,
11:26na alam mo yun, parang nanlitman ako, pinagmahal ko pa rin.
11:31Kahit may prenup kami, sabi ko nga sa talaga, sa dulo, pareho pa rin yun.
11:37Kasi, kung meron siya, wala ako, edi siya pupuno nun.
11:42Kung wala siya, meron ako, edi ako rin naman ang pupuno nun.
11:45So, wag niya ako idamay sa kalukohan niya,
11:48na ikaw na bumili nito sa akin, para hindi na ako.
11:51Sabi ko, ganun din yun.
11:53Anong natutunan ko from you?
11:55Parang wala naman.
11:57Um, anong sabi ko?
11:59Um, hindi sa anong natutunan mo, e.
12:03Lilisa na lang ako.
12:05Marunong ka na ba magluto?
12:07Yes, I can survive.
12:09Marunong ka ba magpalit ng lampin?
12:11No.
12:13Yes, ng aso, oo. Yung diaper.
12:15Magandang practice na yun.
12:17Sino nga ba? Mga tatlong dekada pa, gagawin mo na yun sa akin.
12:19Sa'yo.
12:22Marunong ka na ba magdeposito ng pera sa banko?
12:24No.
12:26I just signed the cheque, so.
12:28That's it, but I don't do anything else.
12:30No, pwedeng ganun.
12:32But I'm so busy.
12:34You said to delegate, diba?
12:36Yung sabi mo sa'n, delegate.
12:38Delegate, pero sa dulo,
12:40kailangan mong gawin kung gusto mong magawa ng tama.
12:42Yes, but I check na now all of the approval, ganyan.
12:44Sinabi ko na sa inyo, wag na natin tanong to,
12:46kasi mag-aaway lang kami.
12:48Kasi dati hindi mo nagbabasa, dapat pumipirma ako.
12:50Ngayon nagbabasa na ako.
12:52May alam ka na ba sa pagtitipid?
12:54I've changed, you know, also.
12:56Darling, nagbawas, hindi pa rin nagtitipid.
12:58Iba'y nagdadayad sa nagbabawas lang araw-araw,
13:00hindi ka papayat sa pagbabawas araw-araw.
13:02Yes, kaya more or less on the story,
13:04when I turned 40.
13:06Alam mo yung mga resolution na sinisimula nang may petsa?
13:08It's not a resolution, it's a promise.
13:10Yan yung mga malabong resolution.
13:12Dapat yung mga kailangan mong gawin pag...
13:14And the greatest promise is not the promise to other people,
13:16but the promise to yourself, kasi mas natutupad yun.
13:19This is the reborn me.
13:21I'm a different person.
13:23Minsan bumabangon-bangon ulit, ikremate na natin yan.
13:25Ikremate na natin yan para hindi na talaga bumangon muli.
13:33What is the best way to, kunwari,
13:35know your worth, and when you're doing,
13:37yung nagde-deal na kayo,
13:39to ask kung ano yung worth mo, kung magamagana yung swell though?
13:41Paano yung magandang approach dun?
13:43Kayo na yan ngayon, nung panahon namin,
13:45nakakahiyan tanong yan,
13:48hindi tinatanong yan.
13:50But the current generation,
13:52hindi naman sa mas-entitled,
13:54mas parang feeling nila na dapat malaman ko to.
13:56Ang problema,
13:58kung ang boss,
14:00yung mag-ahir, yung aabutan nila,
14:02galing pa sa generation ko,
14:04hindi maganda yung magiging tingin dun.
14:06Kung galing sa generation din nila,
14:08na ganyan din mag-isip,
14:10well and good.
14:12Try to find out in a nice way,
14:14I presume, bago ka mag-apply,
14:16So for me, still be respectful
14:18in whatever it is you want to ask and find out.
14:20At the end of the day,
14:22complete staff work cannot be beaten.
14:24So dapat, alam mo na kung magkaano yung
14:26swell though mo, bago ka mag-apply,
14:28sa anumang position na kumpanya.
14:34When to help and when to stop helping?
14:36Ano yung pinakamagandang advice dyan?
14:38Para sakin ang rule ko palagi dyan,
14:40imbis na magpa-utang ka,
14:42sa nangangailangan ng tulong,
14:45magbigay ka na lang ng mas mababa,
14:47yung kaya mo talaga,
14:49at bukal sa kaloban mo,
14:51nang hindi mo na ina-expect na babayaran ka.
14:53Kesa magpa-utang ka,
14:55anong kailangan niya,
14:57at asa, anong mababayaran pa,
14:59pag-aawayan niya lang yun eh.
15:01Oo, kasi iba ako dati.
15:03Pero ngayon nagbago na ako.
15:05Everything goes through a system now.
15:07Because I have a hard time to say no.
15:09Nanghihirapan akong humindi,
15:11especially when I'm very,
15:13um,
15:15hindi ko alam nang sasabihin ko, di ba?
15:17But now, it really goes through,
15:19like it has to be filtered.
15:21I usually say, let me ask my staff,
15:23it has to go through the office,
15:25give me time, let's see if I can do it.
15:27Kasi it goes through a system.
15:29Dudutoan ko lang,
15:31pero na-discovery ko sa buhay ko,
15:33mas maluwang yung pera,
15:35pag mas maluwag,
15:37dumating, pag mas maluwag ka rin
15:39magbigay at tumulong.
15:42Matiped at mahigpit,
15:44at parang nagkukuripot at nagdadamot ka,
15:46parang ang hirap din dumating ng pera.
15:48So I guess it's the law of karma,
15:50or I guess it's just being a Christian too,
15:52depending on what you believe in.
15:54Well, thank you so much,
15:56Mr. Cheese Mozo,
15:58for joining me at the show today.
16:00Let me shake your hand.
16:02I'll see you later.
16:04Wala man lang kiss sa baihag dyan.
16:08It's so great to be here,
16:10in Sorsogon.
16:12It was a really, really long ride.
16:14How are you doing, babe?
16:16Alright!
16:18Sorsogon!
16:20I truly did leave my heart in Sorsogon,
16:22kasi lumakay ako,
16:24nawala kaming probinsya, technically.
16:26Pero yung mommy ko,
16:28tagabikol siya sa Camarines.
16:30So nung na-introduce sa akin yung Sorsogon,
16:32sobrang refreshed talaga ako
16:34na meron palang
16:36ganitong peace
16:39na pwede kong puntahan.
16:41Isang paradise.
16:51We're on our way to Rampiolas.
16:53And this is our
16:55new coastal road.
16:57Ganda!
16:59Project of God, cheese.
17:01We are here at Ybalon
17:03in Camarines.
17:05This is now celebrated by
17:07Camarines.
17:13So ito yung
17:15garden namin.
17:17This is the room.
17:19And dahil hindi ako pinayagan yung trees,
17:23magwallpaper here.
17:25I have to paint
17:27it myself.
17:37Do you like it?
17:39It's a different freaking room.
17:41So nung pre-nap namin,
17:43doon namin shinoot kasi
17:45isa sa mga hindi pa kami out masyado
17:47yung cheese noon.
17:49So isa sa mga lugar na pinuntahan namin
17:51nung hindi kami masyado pang nag-co-confirm
17:53na we were together was Sorsogon.
17:55So there are a lot of places
17:57na napuntahan ko doon
17:59na I wanted to feature in the pre-nap shoot.
18:01Like anuwari ano ba yung mga pinuntahan namin?
18:03Yung mga beach, Bulusan Lake was one
18:06My dad also bumuli pa nga siya ng lupa doon
18:08tapos may pinatayo siyang
18:10maliit na lugar para sa sarili niya.
18:12Nandun lahat ng mga aso niya.
18:14So we're here at
18:16the construction site of my dad's
18:18new house, Sorsogon.
18:20And ito na po siya.
18:22Yan talaga siya.
18:24Puro putik kasi yung mga aso niya.
18:26So bakit kayo nag-away dati?
18:28Dito.
18:30Nag-away?
18:32Hindi naman siya nangita-away.
18:35Siya pumunta sa wedding.
18:39The only person that understands.
18:45That is the truth.
18:47Bakit masarap dito sa Sorsogon?
18:55Baliw na baliwa ko sa thrift shopping
18:57kasi andami talaga
18:59Actually sa lahat naman ng mga
19:01ukay-ukay, madami kang makukuhang gold
19:03Pero ito talaga, parang hindi matchung nakikita to
19:05Andami talaga
19:15This is so cute!
19:17This is so nice!
19:19Yes!
19:21Hello! Oh my God!
19:23Really nice.
19:25And it's reversible.
19:27For 20 bucks?
19:29I get it.
19:32Don't imagine it on Gigi Hadid.
19:34Don't imagine it on me.
19:36But it's really nice.
19:38For 20 bucks?
19:40Hello!
19:42For 20 bucks?
19:44It's really nice. 20 pesos!
19:46So nice!
19:48So nabaliw-baliw ako
19:50and I have some pieces parang up to now
19:52especially in my closet in Sorsogon
19:54whenever I'm there
19:56Nandun na lahat ng mga ukay-ukay pieces ko
19:58na rinistyle ko, ginupit-kupit ko
20:00Thank you!
20:02Thank you!
20:04Thank you!
20:06Thank you!
20:08Thank you!
20:10Thank you!
20:12Thank you!
20:14Thank you!
20:16Thank you!
20:18Thank you!
20:20Thank you!
20:22Thank you!
20:24Thank you!
20:26Thank you!
20:29Thank you!
20:31Thank you!
20:33Thank you!
20:35Town of Paris, Punta Cana Ganyan
20:37Di lang nyo na talaga alam
20:39na andami natin sobrang magagandang lugar
20:41dito sa Pilipinas
20:43We also have the gymnasium
20:45Meron din kami yung
20:47field na napakaganda na
20:49parang nasa Rome
20:51Meron din kami yung museum
20:53and there's so much culture
20:55and history and beautiful
20:57beaches that you will see in Soroccon
20:59and the people are lovely
21:01Yung outtaking na yun, andami kong patong
21:03ng concealer sa mukha ko
21:05andami kong pantal sa mukha
21:07dahil I was so nervous
21:09parang yung photographer pa kasi nakaganon kami
21:11at the park kami may outtaking
21:13yung kamay ni Cheese nakaharang sa mukha ko
21:15so the press people kept on saying
21:17move to the side, move to the side
21:19ayoko magmove to the side kasi ayoko
21:21maging conscious na ang ako
21:23kailangan hindi akong mabulol
21:26kailangan makita sa news
21:28so nagmamukha akong tanga kasi parang
21:30is that what she's thinking?
21:32na hindi siya kita sa camera
21:34but for me it was totally the opposite
21:36Wag kang gabahan darling
21:38Kaya mo yan
21:40Well first and foremost
21:42when Cheese was elected
21:44as Senate President
21:46I was very happy for him nun alaman ko yun
21:48na-stress ako dahil
21:50according to the books
21:52I have to head the Senate Spouses Foundation
21:54which they've done wonderful things
21:56in the past
21:58but it was so much pressure to me
22:00since I was young
22:02turo sa kanan tate ko yun e
22:04kung ano man yung points mo sa earth
22:06iba yung points mo sa heaven
22:08especially kung walang nakakaalam
22:10so ang points ko sa heaven
22:12it's much better or mas importante yun sa akin
22:14than the likes ko sa Instagram
22:16so umiyak ako
22:18na-upset ako kasi parang this and that
22:20mga issue and I didn't want to have anything to do with that
22:23when I help, I don't want my sincerity
22:25to be tarnished
22:27politika kasi ginagayak
22:29hate na hate ko yun, iniyakan ko siya
22:31in-embrace ko siya eventually
22:33and I saw na
22:35I think one of the first times
22:37na from sa ginagawa ko
22:39na-prove ko sa sarili ko na
22:41kung ano yung pinagtrabuhan ko
22:43kung ano yung na-gain ko dyan
22:45was it just to wear
22:47you wear that as an armor
22:49fashion is an armor
22:52but it also is a driving force
22:54that can be for good
22:56and lahat ng mga nakatrabaho ko
22:58lahat ng mga naging sponsors ko
23:00lahat ng mga naging contracts ko
23:02they all helped, they all donated
23:04they were present when I needed them the most
23:06they were there right away
23:08and then dun ako nagkaroon ng full
23:10parang purpose na this is what I do
23:12and this is what it's for
23:14so now I've embraced it 100%
23:16and even when the time comes
23:18na hindi na ako yunon dun
23:20maybe privately
23:22and however I can give
23:24a shed light to a certain charity
23:26I will do it with all my heart
23:28hindi na ako matatakot
23:30ayoko din magpanggap
23:32kung baga na ito ako pagdating dyan biglang
23:34pak simple ganyan
23:36ayoko gusto ko nagpapatuto lang ako
23:38so I will dress accordingly
23:40wow
23:42san tayo bunda?
23:44we're going to the store
23:46state of the nation
23:49but I do have a little effort
23:51of kind of toning it down
23:53a little bit
23:55huwag naman tayo na exag
23:57hindi naman gay na to
23:59I remember before I used to be very stressed
24:01about this all
24:03because it's different
24:05and it's political
24:07but now I'm very excited
24:09and very chill
24:11and I love my dress
24:13so thank you so much Michael
24:15it's beautiful
24:17with meetings
24:19and I'm very lucky
24:21that I'm very privileged
24:23that I'm able to set meetings
24:25kasi usually ang ginagawa is
24:27we can do a gala
24:29na parang per plate ganyan ganyan
24:31medyo hinohold ko yung thought na yun
24:33kasi medyo naniniwala ako
24:35sa galas and all of that for charity
24:37but I feel like if I can save money
24:39and not shed out this much
24:41and if I go straight to the source
24:43and show them my plans
24:46then I can go straight to
24:48let's come up with an e-learning
24:50building
24:52or something like that
24:54so hopefully
24:56if I have enough time
24:58I really want to come up with
25:00a stand-alone building
25:02where we can supply computers
25:04where they can have unlimited access
25:06to the internet
25:08which is knowledge
25:10and that's what the kids need
25:12it will be a pivotal way of their learning
25:14better versions of themselves
25:16for our future, for the country's future
25:18so yun yung gusto ko
25:20this year I turned 40
25:22and there's a lot of thinking
25:24a lot of lessons learned
25:26a lot of mistakes
25:28a lot of things that
25:30yes, I regret probably
25:32they say not to regret
25:34pero kasama yun dun sa pag-build up ng pagkatao ko
25:36I'm happy kung saan ako ngayon
25:38in fact, I think I'm my most happiest
25:40is where I am today
25:43is where I'm my most grateful
25:45basically, kung tomorrow
25:47mawala sakin kung ano man ang meron kong career
25:49okay lang ako
25:51na-realize ko talaga na
25:53the only thing important is
25:55my home and the health of people I love
25:57this is a very
25:59important item
26:01na sana one day
26:03business pa rin, pwede ko siyang i-print
26:05o pwede ko siyang i-frame ng mga
26:07kasi nandito lahat ng mga
26:09like poetry that I write
26:12or like whenever I do a reel
26:14meron ako mga voiceovers, dito ko siya ginagawa
26:16I also have my
26:18storyboard sa mga fashion reels ko
26:20na ginagawa
26:22dito ko siya ginagawa, dito ko siya dinedraw
26:24yung pina-plan out
26:26it's very symbolic for me
26:28because I bought this in Venice
26:30and I remember this was a very tough time
26:32in my life
26:34and the icon or the artwork in front was
26:36heart over brain
26:38my mom would say
26:40in Spanish
26:42use your head before your heart
26:44that's what she said
26:46but I've always been this
26:48and I feel like this will save you
26:50always in the end
26:52you would always
26:54do everything with love
26:56even if it got you in trouble in the end
26:58it was still worth it because you were
27:00real and sincere
27:02ito siguro yung aking
27:04most treasured item for this year
27:06and last year
27:09make sure na makip ko siya
27:11and hopefully publish it to all of you guys
27:13unfiltered
27:15so that is the end of another episode
27:17I've learned a lot
27:19madami akong pinagdaanan sa buhay
27:21and now I understand why
27:23kasi kailangan ko pala siya i-share sa inyo
27:25kasi bago yung makomit ang mistake
27:27baka sakaling naipigilan ko kayo
27:29madami pang mga kalokohan
27:31madami pang exciting adventures next week
27:33dito lang sa Heart World
27:35I'll see you then
27:38bye