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00:30Welcome to the program!
00:36Maraming maraming salamat, naitay kapuso.
00:38Please welcome our very special guest today, Mark Heras!
00:47Hi Mark!
00:51Maraming salamat at kay napadalaw dito sa amin.
00:55Para maganda ang ating pag-uusap.
00:58Let's begin the show with fast talk.
01:04The last time you were here was last year.
01:07With Rainier, yes.
01:09Okay, we have two minutes to do this and our time begins now.
01:12Mark, dream, believe, or survive?
01:15Survive.
01:16Bad boy, good boy?
01:17Bad boy.
01:18Naughty husband, clingy husband?
01:20Naughty husband.
01:21Cool dad, strict dad?
01:23Cool dad.
01:24Happy life, happy wife?
01:26Happy wife, happy life.
01:28Ultimate survivor, ultimate warrior?
01:30Ultimate survivor.
01:31Happy life, kailan ka pinaka-gwapo?
01:36Ngayon?
01:37Kailan ka pinaka-pimiyo?
01:38Kapag kasama ko asawa ko.
01:40Kailan ka pinaka-matapang?
01:41Kapag kasama ko yung anak ko.
01:43Kailan ka pinaka-mahina?
01:45Kapag wala sa akin yung pamilya ko.
01:471 to 10, ilan ang naging ex mo sa Starstruck?
01:502!
01:511 to 10, ilan ang naging ex mo sa Showbiz?
01:553!
01:561 to 10, gaano ka kagalante?
01:58Pag maraming pera.
01:591 to 10, gaano ka kaseloso?
02:02Malala.
02:031 to 10, gaano ka kagaling sumayaw?
02:0610?
02:071 to 10, gaano ka gagaling manligaw?
02:1012.
02:11Karera o pamilya?
02:13Sorry?
02:14Karera o pamilya?
02:16Young Mark, Future Mark?
02:19Future Mark.
02:20Love or respect?
02:22Respect.
02:23Lights on or lights off?
02:24Lights on!
02:25Happiness or chocolates?
02:29Chocolates.
02:30Pinausom mong chocolates.
02:32Best time for chocolates?
02:34Anytime.
02:35Complete this.
02:36Survivor ako dahil?
02:39Dahil hanggang ngayon, nakakapag-provide ako sa pamilya ko.
02:48Maraming salamat, Mark.
02:50We only have about 20 minutes to do this interview,
02:52so I'll go straight to some very important points.
02:55Alam mo na nasa gitna ka ng pag-uusap ng mga tao,
02:58we are in the middle of this controversy.
03:01Nasilip ko yung umpisa ng iyong panayam kay Tony Gonzaga.
03:06Merong kang mga ilang binitawang salita,
03:08katulad ng,
03:10Hindi ako nang hihingi ng awa.
03:12Wala akong imahe na pinoproteksyonan.
03:16Ang dami nang sinabi sa akin,
03:18nari yan yung ako'y addict,
03:22walang karera, bakla, at marami pang iba.
03:27Hindi naman nila pinapakain ang pamilya ko.
03:30Kaya wala na akong pakianap.
03:32Tanong,
03:35Tayo'y nasa isang industriya,
03:37kung saan,
03:39para mabuhay tayo, kailangan natin ng supporta,
03:41ng sambayonan, ng tao.
03:42Kailangan natin ng either supporta or disupporta,
03:45dictates kung nasaan tayo.
03:47Kailangan natin ng tulong.
03:49Kailangan natin ng,
03:51ngayon in the language of social media,
03:54iba na, may mga likes, may mga shares, etc.
03:57Bakit wala ka ng pakianap?
04:00Kasi dito boy, parang ako,
04:01ever since naman alam ko na
04:03ang mga fans na tumutulong sa ating mga artista
04:05para umikat,
04:06para makilala ng mga tao, eventually.
04:09But,
04:10hindi ko naman sinasabi na meron silang trapatan to
04:13to say things about you.
04:15Parang siraan ka nila,
04:16nasabihin nila yung mga bagay na yun.
04:18Wala mo silang alam.
04:19For example,
04:20yung sumayo ko sa gay bar,
04:22ang daming nagsasabi,
04:23ang daming mga comments na mga tao,
04:25na parang,
04:26alaos na yan,
04:27siguro,
04:28desperado na.
04:29Paano ka makakapag-comment sa isang tao na ganoon
04:31kung di mo naman alam yung background?
04:33Di mo alam yung backstory?
04:34So ano yun,
04:35nang-ingay, alam lang siya.
04:36Puntahan natin yung backstory,
04:37para mas maunawaan.
04:39You're public, I am public.
04:41I hear you,
04:42sinasabi mo,
04:43tama ka naman doon,
04:44people are quick to judge.
04:45Ano ba ang karapan natin manghusga?
04:47Alam ba natin ang kwento sa likod?
04:49Halimbawa,
04:50ng gig na yun,
04:51ang nangyari sa Apollo,
04:52what is the backstory?
04:53Backstory,
04:54so we're doing this,
04:55parang campaign for someone.
04:57Then,
04:58sabi ng mga katrabaho din sa showbiz,
05:01ay, gusto mo bang rumakit?
05:03Kasi pag-rakit,
05:04ibig sabihin sa akin,
05:05trabaho.
05:06It's work for me.
05:07Ever since naman,
05:08basta trabaho sa akin,
05:09kinukuha ko kahit anong trabaho pa yan.
05:10Basta alam ko naman na maayos,
05:11legal,
05:12at wala akong,
05:13katapakan ng mga tao.
05:14So,
05:15sinabi sa akin yung venue,
05:16sabi ko,
05:17teka,
05:18ano ba yan?
05:19Anong klaseng bar yan?
05:20So,
05:21it's a gay bar.
05:22So,
05:23I'm gonna perform like,
05:24yung normal kong sayaw.
05:25Like,
05:26yeah,
05:27yung normal.
05:28A guest ka.
05:29A smart keras ka.
05:30Okay,
05:31so,
05:32wala akong nakitang mali.
05:33Okay,
05:34so,
05:35klaro natin,
05:36nagperform ka sa isang gay bar,
05:37pero hindi ka naghubad?
05:38No.
05:39Hindi ka nag,
05:40ang tawag doon,
05:41macho dancing?
05:42Ang ginawa mo doon sa Apollo,
05:43ay yung act na ginagawa mo,
05:44bilang Mark Heras?
05:45Yes.
05:46Okay,
05:47pero nagdalawang isip ka,
05:48noong sinabing,
05:49sa gay bar ka magpe-perform?
05:50Gusto ko lang malaman,
05:51gusto ko lang maging clear sa uta ko.
05:52Siyempre,
05:53papahalam ko sa asawa ko eh.
05:54Nagpahalam ka?
05:55Opo.
05:56Anong sabi ni Nicole?
05:57Sige,
05:58basta work yan,
05:59daddy,
06:00go.
06:01Naunawa niya.
06:02Basta wag kang,
06:03wag kang ano,
06:04yung mga table,
06:05table na ganyan.
06:06Hindi ka tumable.
06:07Nagperform ka,
06:08in,
06:09and then out?
06:10Yes.
06:11Opo,
06:12nandito po ako sumalaw.
06:13Nasa kotse na ako all the time.
06:14Okay.
06:15Then punta ako sa backstage,
06:16noong malapit ako magperform,
06:17then I dance like,
06:18two spots.
06:19After that I said,
06:20I said thank you,
06:21then hui na po ako.
06:22Okay,
06:23work.
06:24Yes.
06:25Ang nangyari sa Apollo.
06:26Ah,
06:27nais ko lamang ipaliwanag ng konti,
06:28bilang nakakatanda sa'yo,
06:29dito sa industriya,
06:30at bilang isang manager,
06:31kung bakit,
06:32ang reaksyon,
06:33kasi sabi mo,
06:34hindi ko maintindihan,
06:35kung bakit nag-viral,
06:36hindi ko maintindihan,
06:37kung bakit ganun na lamang
06:38ah,
06:39you're one of the hottest.
06:40You are a superstar.
06:41Hindi ko malilimutan,
06:42ah,
06:43nasa kabilang channel ako.
06:44I was with ABS-CBN.
06:45Dumaan ako sa Timog Junior Time.
06:47Ah,
06:48nasa loob ka dito,
06:49I think,
06:50in the building.
06:51Taming tao sa labas.
06:52Gusto ka lang masilayan.
06:54Superstar ka, Mark.
06:55Okay.
06:56And,
06:57there is a disconnect,
06:58dahil,
06:59ah,
07:00gay bar,
07:01ang performance.
07:02And there's nothing wrong
07:03about a gay bar.
07:04Para ko sa akin,
07:05yan ay,
07:06convergence,
07:07convergence zone,
07:08naming mga LGBT people.
07:10Ah,
07:11walang mali.
07:12Pero hindi lang may-connect
07:13yung kwentong yun.
07:14Because,
07:15here is a guy,
07:16who used to be one of the hottest stars.
07:18And then,
07:19he's performing at the gay bar.
07:20Ang mga silatang lumabas doon ay,
07:22at alam mo ito,
07:23nanggaling din sa'yo,
07:24desperado na ba si Mark?
07:26Ano ba ang nangyari kay Mark?
07:28Anong sagot nun?
07:29Um,
07:30actually,
07:31sa nangyari,
07:32it's part of my career.
07:33Kumagat,
07:34party announcement ng showbiz.
07:35Na hindi ka naman talaga habang buhay
07:36nasa limelight,
07:37kay Tito Boy.
07:38Ako, honestly,
07:39um,
07:40hindi ko ninalagay sa utak ko
07:41na laos na ako,
07:42gano'n, gano'n.
07:43Tagpasalamat na ako
07:44doon sa narating ko.
07:45I'm very thankful sa GMA
07:46doon sa narating ko ng karera.
07:48Yung trauma taas namin nila.
07:49Gen before,
07:50sobrang kakaguloan ng mga tao.
07:52Then eventually,
07:53um,
07:54parang dumarating yung time
07:55na may mga bago,
07:56may mga bata.
07:57Tapos,
07:58ah,
07:59like ako,
08:00di ako na renew sa GMA.
08:01So,
08:02bat ko pa siya isipin
08:03na parang nilalaos ako.
08:04Kaysa isipin ko yung mga problema
08:05or stress sa buhay ko,
08:06eh,
08:07kailangan ko mag-prove,
08:08eh,
08:09nasa mindset ko,
08:10trabaho, trabaho,
08:11kailangan ko mag-trabaho.
08:12Bat ko pa isipin yung,
08:13isipin sa akin ng mga tao
08:14na baka wala ng kareer,
08:15desperado na yan si Mark.
08:16Eh,
08:17pag inisip ko yun,
08:18paano yung pamilya ko?
08:19Iginagalang ko yun.
08:20Nasaan ako eh?
08:21Gusto ko tuloy-tuloy ng Tito Boy.
08:22Ayoko na,
08:23ayoko na ng problema
08:24tsaka stress sa buhay.
08:25Totoo lang.
08:27Tuloy-tuloy yung trabaho
08:28para masaya yung pamilya ko,
08:29masaya ang anak ko.
08:30And ako,
08:31pagka wala,
08:32pagka may trabaho ako,
08:33hindi ako nalulungkot,
08:34hindi ako nalestress
08:35kasi alam ko nakapag-provide ako.
08:36Mark,
08:37may tampo ka ba
08:38sa GMI second?
08:39Ah,
08:40tampo,
08:41it's more on parang
08:42nalang,
08:43nalungkot lang.
08:44Na parang,
08:45oh,
08:46parang,
08:47hindi ako narinun
08:48ng sparkle.
08:49Pero,
08:50tampo hindi,
08:51kasi,
08:52ng Tito Boy,
08:53hindi ako matampo yung tao eh.
08:54Kumbaga,
08:55parang,
08:56hindi din sa buhay ko
08:57kaysa magtampo pa sa network,
08:58kaysa awayin ko pa si Kenneth To,
08:59alam mo yun?
09:00Ito'y binabalikan lamang.
09:01May mga comments din na,
09:02si Mark kasi,
09:03hindi nag-evolve.
09:05Sa iyong assessment,
09:07ah,
09:09may katuturan ba
09:10ang comment na ito?
09:12Ah,
09:13siguro para sa kanila,
09:14sa mga taong nagsasabi niyan
09:15na hindi ako nag-evolve,
09:16hindi ako nag-like sa inacting,
09:17hindi ako nagpaganda ng katawan.
09:19I did everything
09:20before Tito Boy.
09:21Nag-workshop ako
09:22with Director Joey Lamangan,
09:23nag-workout ako ng malala.
09:24So, ginawa ko yung part ko
09:25bilang artista.
09:27And, ah,
09:28hindi ko naman sasabihin
09:29na sobrang magaling ako umarte,
09:30pero alam ko na
09:31marunong ako umarte.
09:32Lalo na kapag mga characters ko
09:33yung mga kontrabida,
09:34diyan ako napupuli
09:35ng mga boss.
09:36So, ginawa ko yung part ko
09:37bilang artista.
09:38So,
09:39yung sinasabi nila
09:40na hindi ako nag-evolve,
09:41I don't think na hindi ako
09:42nag-evolve.
09:43Pero,
09:44okay, go ahead.
09:45Pero I think, um,
09:46kumbaga,
09:47ito na yung,
09:48ito na yung binuhus ko na yung,
09:50for my career.
09:56Wala po kay Manay.
09:57Wala po, wala po.
09:58Okay kay yung dalawa?
10:01Kumusta ang kalagayan mo ngayon, Mark,
10:03pagdating sa trabaho?
10:05Oh, I'm,
10:06dahil sa nag-trending,
10:07I'm very busy now.
10:08Ito, boy.
10:09Yes, puro outside work nga lang.
10:10Puro-puro out-of-town shows,
10:11fiesta, basketball,
10:12then, ah,
10:13meron kaming naisiran na racket.
10:14Ito yung pinagkakakitaan mo ngayon,
10:15yung basketball,
10:16you organize
10:17basketball games.
10:18Hindi po ako nag-organize,
10:19kasi, I mean,
10:20But you play?
10:21Yes, opo.
10:22Opo.
10:23Then, ah,
10:24puro-puro racket ito, boy.
10:25Yung racket talaga,
10:26as in,
10:27So may mabuti na kinalabasan
10:28ang ingay na nagawa
10:29doon siya yung pagsayaw
10:30sa Apollo.
10:31May isa pang,
10:32actually may kumuntak sa akin
10:33na school.
10:34Hindi ko muna i-announce ko,
10:35kasi di pa namin nagagawa.
10:36They want me to be
10:37the speaker for the month.
10:39Habi ko parang,
10:40it's,
10:41it's,
10:42bago sa akin yun,
10:43kasi di naman talaga
10:44ako magaling magsalita.
10:45Pero because of the interview
10:46kay Ate Toni,
10:47and then feeling nila parang,
10:48I'm a man of wisdom.
10:49So, parang,
10:50it happened.
10:51So halimbawa,
10:52kung matutuloy yung
10:53speaking engagement mo
10:54doon sa school hang yun,
10:55ano yung
10:56most important message
10:57na nais mong iparating
10:58sa mga tao?
10:59Ah,
11:00mapa,
11:01mapa showbiz man na tao
11:02or normal na tao,
11:03lahat tayo,
11:04ano yun,
11:05um,
11:06we have this,
11:07parang,
11:08meron tayong naialab,
11:09parang nakikipaglaban tayo
11:10sa buhay natin.
11:11Every day,
11:12every day,
11:13every single day.
11:14At dahil nakikipaglaban
11:15tayo araw-araw?
11:16Na alam natin na tayo
11:17mananalo.
11:18Na hindi tayo?
11:19Mananalo,
11:20ever.
11:21Ever?
11:22Yes.
11:23But,
11:24you have to survive,
11:25you have to be positive
11:26na,
11:27na,
11:28na hindi wag kang,
11:29wag kang susuko.
11:30Lalampasan mo,
11:31pero naniniwala ka
11:32na hindi tayong mananalo?
11:33Kasi natin may purpose
11:34tayo sa buhay.
11:35Okay,
11:36and what is your purpose
11:37right now?
11:38Ako,
11:39ako is to be the dad
11:40of my,
11:41um,
11:42I'm gonna have like,
11:43Babalik ka sa pamilya?
11:44Again,
11:45for them.
11:46Anggat,
11:47sure na ako na,
11:48na,
11:49na,
11:50everything is okay for them.
11:51I think that's,
11:52that's the,
11:53ano na.
11:54Mark,
11:55you are a survivor.
11:56I mean,
11:57nothing to do with
11:58Starstruck.
11:59Ang dami mong pinagdaanan.
12:00Pero,
12:01nakatindig ka parin.
12:02Unahin ko dito yung tanong,
12:03gaano kasakit
12:04yung hindi mo nakikita
12:05ang una mong anak?
12:06Um,
12:07toto boy,
12:08parang ano siya eh,
12:09ah,
12:10hindi ko na siya
12:11iniisip masyado.
12:12Kasi,
12:13parang medyo,
12:14ibang deeper na,
12:15na,
12:16na,
12:17parang,
12:18what do you call this?
12:19Dahilan?
12:20Dahilan kung,
12:21kung bakit hindi na siya
12:22napag-uusapan or what.
12:23Pero,
12:24nasasaktan ka?
12:25Ah,
12:26actually,
12:27hindi siya nasasaktan.
12:28Pero,
12:29parang ano,
12:30wala lang.
12:31Parang hindi ko na siya
12:32masyado iniinimuna.
12:33Napagdaanan mo rin
12:34yung mga panahon
12:35na sinasabihang kang,
12:36bakla?
12:37Ayun,
12:38ayun,
12:39wala.
12:40Addict?
12:41Yeah.
12:42Sino ang kinakausap mo?
12:45Yung dasal, Tito Boy,
12:46every day,
12:47ginagawa ko naman talaga yan.
12:48Pangaraw-araw, di ba?
12:49Parang,
12:50bakit nangyari?
12:51Sa akin to?
12:52Bakit ganito?
12:53Bakit ganun?
12:54Pero,
12:55yung,
12:56yung parang,
12:57tinasandalan ko,
12:58Tito Boy,
12:59sarili ko na lang din,
13:00Tito Boy.
13:01Parang,
13:02alam mo yun,
13:03parang,
13:04ah,
13:05whatever the problem is,
13:06o,
13:07kung ano man yung problema
13:08na dumarating sa akin,
13:09issue lahat,
13:10kahit may problema
13:12Eh,
13:13kasi, Tito Boy,
13:14kung di ko,
13:15di ko gagawin,
13:16sino magpagawa for me?
13:17May mga pagkakataon ba
13:18na nagdududa ka na sa mundo,
13:19sa Panginoon?
13:20Before po,
13:21nung namatay yung,
13:22nung namatay yung parents,
13:23tumasaw ko.
13:24Okay,
13:25let's go back to that.
13:26Itong mga nangyayari sa buhay mo ngayon,
13:27yung kilalagyan mo,
13:28kung magsusumbong ka,
13:29particularly,
13:30kay Daddy June,
13:31Tito Hermie,
13:32anong sasabihin mo sa kanila?
13:34Ah,
13:35siguro,
13:36actually,
13:37susumbong pa rin ako sa kanila,
13:38sa isip ko,
13:39parang,
13:40yung mga,
13:41mga tao,
13:42parang,
13:43madami nilang sasabi sa akin,
13:44parang,
13:45ang dami kong,
13:46parang ang dami kong ginagawang mali,
13:47pero wala naman,
13:48parang ginagawa ko na lahat,
13:49ng,
13:50pwede kong gawin,
13:51to provide,
13:52to survive in this life,
13:53pero parang mali pa rin yung nagagawa,
13:54parang ganoon.
13:55Mga ganon kasi,
13:56Tito Boy.
13:57Kasi,
13:58sanay ako na,
13:59nandiyan sila lagi,
14:00parang,
14:01ah,
14:02they left me around,
14:03I'm already,
14:04thirty-one,
14:05thirty-two.
14:06Anong pakiramdam na wala na sila?
14:07Siyempre,
14:08masayang adjustment sa akin,
14:09Tito Boy.
14:10Malaki.
14:11Malaki, malaki.
14:12Ah,
14:13una-una yung paghahawak sa pera,
14:14hindi nila natuturo sa akin,
14:15sila yung mahawak ng pera before.
14:16And,
14:17siyempre yung,
14:18um,
14:19to have someone to,
14:20to,
14:21to tell your problems,
14:22na hindi lang,
14:23wala,
14:24hindi partner,
14:25hindi asawa,
14:26yung talaga magulang.
14:27Iba kasi yung,
14:28iba yung advice ng magulang.
14:29At nakakamiss yun.
14:30Yeah.
14:31Problem naman,
14:32Tito Boy.
14:33One point in your life,
14:34nabkasunod-sunod yung deaths,
14:36Lola,
14:37Mama,
14:38Daddy June,
14:39Tito Herming.
14:42In an interview,
14:43you're quoted to have said,
14:44halos hindi ka na nakapagluksa
14:48dahil sa sunod-sunod.
14:50Paano mo yun
14:51nalampasan?
14:52Are you still grieving?
14:54Nagluluksa ka pa ba
14:55hanggang ngayon?
14:56Ang kasagutan, Mark,
14:57sa pagbabalik ko
14:58ng Fast Talk with Boy Abud.
15:00We're back on the show
15:01kasama pa rin po natin
15:02si Mark Geraas.
15:04Mark,
15:05ang daming kwento
15:06ang ating narinig.
15:07I was in a restaurant last night
15:08kung saan
15:09ang iba'y nakakakilala sa'yo.
15:11Ikaw daw,
15:12nagbibigay ka
15:13kahit walang-wala na.
15:15Saan mo nakuhay
15:16yung ugaling niyo?
15:18I was in a restaurant
15:19last night
15:20kung saan
15:21ang iba'y nakakakilala sa'yo.
15:22Ikaw daw,
15:23nagbibigay ka
15:24kahit walang-wala na.
15:26Saan mo nakuhay
15:27yung ugaling niyo?
15:30Siguro yung
15:31hindi ko siya nakuha
15:32sa parents ko
15:33pero kung paano nila
15:34ako pinalaki
15:35na maayos.
15:36Sabi ko nga,
15:37sobrang sila yung lahat.
15:38Kung sino ako ngayon,
15:39it's because of my parents.
15:41Because of my daddy June
15:42and my papa Pim.
15:43And siyempre,
15:44my mama.
15:45Tarang,
15:46kung meron kayo bibigay,
15:47kahit wala na ako matira,
15:48alam mo yun,
15:50di ko sinisip
15:51na babalik sakin.
15:53Ang nasa utak ko lang,
15:54you want help?
15:56Meron akong pantulong.
15:58Palagay mo,
15:59eksakto,
16:00kilala mo ang daddy June,
16:01ang tito Pimo,
16:03ano kaya'ng sasabihin nila
16:05tungkol dito sa kontrobersiyang ito?
16:07Tatawa lang.
16:09Malamang si daddy
16:10mag-reaction ng konti,
16:13baka manood siya sa
16:14nakikaraan gano'n.
16:15Si papa Pimo,
16:16tatawa lang yan si papa Pimo.
16:17Pero ikaw,
16:18gusto mo lahat sila kasama?
16:20Naalala ko yung mga kwento,
16:21mga personal na kwento,
16:22kahit hindi na masyado maganda
16:24ang kanilang mga relasyon,
16:26but you wanted them there.
16:27Yes.
16:28Bakit?
16:30Kasi for me,
16:31yun yung parang,
16:32yun yung naging ponderson
16:33ng pamilya namin.
16:34Yung kasama ko yung daddy ko,
16:35kasama ko yung tito ko,
16:36then eventually my mom.
16:38Kahit hindi sila yung
16:39magkakapartner,
16:40basta magkakasama kami
16:41sa isang bahay.
16:42Still, buo kami.
16:44Oo.
16:45Yan ang kwento na dumikit talaga
16:46sa puso ko.
16:47Dahil,
16:48you know,
16:49I'm a gay person.
16:50Yes, po.
16:51And,
16:52nakakaantig sa puso
16:53because you acknowledge the fact
16:55that you were raised beautifully
16:57by two gay parents.
17:00Yes.
17:01Kaya galing ko din makasama,
17:02makisama sa mga gay people.
17:05Parang talagang,
17:07click agad.
17:08Kahit alam mo,
17:09kahit parang hindi ako naiilang.
17:11Kasi iba, siyempre,
17:12naiilang muna.
17:13Medyo mahiya ako.
17:14Parang, hi ma, kamusta?
17:15Kasi isinabuhay mo eh.
17:16Yes.
17:17Lived experience mo.
17:18Yes.
17:19Nagkasunod-sunod
17:20yung pagpanaw
17:21ng mga mahal mo sa buhay.
17:23Lola,
17:24mama,
17:25daddy June,
17:27your Tito Herming.
17:30Saan ka humugot ng lakas?
17:31And,
17:32you know,
17:33in one interview,
17:34you said,
17:35halos hindi ka nga nakapagluksa.
17:36You weren't able to grieve.
17:37Kumusta yun?
17:38Paano mo nalampasan yun?
17:41Actually,
17:42parang feeling ko dito,
17:43hindi ko siya nalagpasan
17:44until now.
17:45Like,
17:46dun na buo yung depression
17:47and anxiety,
17:48diba?
17:49Pag meron ako sine-celebrate
17:50ang death anniversary nila,
17:51minsan,
17:52sobrang nagbabreakdown ako
17:53so,
17:54kunas naman ako.
17:55Then,
17:56one time,
17:57I remembered,
17:58I think,
17:59kuminto ako sa isang expressway,
18:00parang,
18:01kinatanong ko sila,
18:02did I ever say thank you
18:03to you guys?
18:04Parang,
18:05iyak ako,
18:06iyak ako.
18:07Parang,
18:08hindi na,
18:09hindi ko,
18:10pagka,
18:11hindi ko na siya nalagpasan.
18:12Hindi ko,
18:13hindi ako nakapagluksa na maayos
18:14yung depression.
18:15But,
18:16I need to move on
18:17kasi,
18:18meron na akong
18:19sariling pamilya na binubuhay.
18:20Like,
18:21yung anak ko,
18:22at,
18:23hindi naman ako pinabayaan
18:24ng mga innos ko.
18:25Sobrang thankful ako,
18:26sobrang swerte ako sa kanila.
18:27Umm,
18:28hindi ko naman sila nakakalimutan,
18:30kahit hindi ko sila masyadong nadadalo,
18:31pero,
18:32lagi sila na sa puso
18:33at isip ko.
18:34So,
18:35imbes na mag-grieve ako,
18:36imbes na malungkot ako,
18:37magdepress ako,
18:38at,
18:39alam mo yun,
18:40yung sarili ko,
18:41pabayaan ko,
18:42eh,
18:43lumalaban ako sa buhay
18:44kasi nga,
18:45meron na akong kalangan
18:46buhayin.
18:47If you were to verbalize
18:48yung thank you mo,
18:49Dad,
18:50Tito,
18:51nagpasalamat ba ako sa inyo?
18:52Ma,
18:53did I ever say thank you?
18:54Kung magpapasalamat ka sa kanila,
18:56ngayon,
18:58how would that sound?
18:59Ano ang sasabihin mo?
19:01Oh,
19:02just simple like,
19:03Dad,
19:04Mama,
19:05Mamang,
19:06Papa Pim,
19:07hindi ko alam kung
19:08magpasalamat ba ako sa inyo.
19:10Hindi minsan before,
19:11pero,
19:12just wanna say thank you,
19:13thank you for everything,
19:14at,
19:15mahal na mahal ko kayo,
19:16at namimiss ko kayo.
19:18And,
19:19syempre hindi ko parin,
19:20mahagilap yung explanation kung bakit
19:22kayo nakuha sa akin agad.
19:23Pero,
19:24I'm sure na,
19:25nandiyo kayo sa,
19:26sa taas,
19:27bilabantayan ako,
19:28bilabantayan yung mga aponyo.
19:29And,
19:30hopefully,
19:31sana proud kayo sa akin.
19:32May hihilingin ko sa kanila?
19:34Ah,
19:35siguro ang pinakahilingin ko lang,
19:36lagi na nang labantayan yung pamilya ko.
19:38One day,
19:39your children,
19:40one of them,
19:41may ask you this question,
19:43Pa,
19:44Dad,
19:45ah,
19:46nung magkausap kayo ni Tito Boy,
19:48during that time,
19:49what was that about?
19:51What was that Apollo controversy about?
19:54Anong sasabihin mo?
19:55It's about me providing for you guys.
19:57It's about me doing work,
19:58or,
19:59doing my,
20:00doing my job,
20:01parang,
20:02doing my job,
20:03being a father,
20:04diba,
20:05being a husband,
20:06at,
20:07Short of saying,
20:08I did it for you.
20:09Yeah.
20:10Mga unggoy,
20:11para sa inyo itong ginagawa.
20:12Para mga baliw kayo,
20:13para sa inyo ito.
20:14Oh.
20:15So,
20:16everything that I do is for you guys.
20:17Si Nicole,
20:18ano ang reaction niya?
20:19Syempre,
20:20nung nagpaalam ako sa kanya,
20:21sabi,
20:22wait a minute,
20:23I'm gonna dance.
20:24Correct.
20:25Sa gay bar.
20:26Oh,
20:27gabi niya,
20:28wag kang,
20:29ano dun ah,
20:30wag kang,
20:31table,
20:32table.
20:33She's pregnant,
20:34diba?
20:35So,
20:36yes,
20:37yes,
20:38ako naman.
20:39Tsaka,
20:40make sure na,
20:41like,
20:42lakaon yung location ko,
20:43alam niya kung nasan ako.
20:44You decline.
20:45Parang,
20:46naisip ko,
20:47kaya ko ba ito?
20:48Kaya ko bang mag-table?
20:49Parang,
20:50no,
20:51no,
20:52no,
20:53no,
20:54no.
20:55I'm here for just to perform.
20:56For work?
20:57Yes,
20:58for work.
20:59Kahit sinabi sa'yo na,
21:00mas lalaki ang kita mo.
21:01Yes,
21:02yes,
21:03diba?
21:04I mean,
21:05ako pagkapa,
21:06eh,
21:07pera yan.
21:08Pero,
21:09di naman lagi,
21:10pag pera,
21:11eh,
21:12oo ako na oo.
21:14Thank you for everything.
21:15Thank you for supporting me.
21:16Thank you for bashing me.
21:18At sana,
21:19eventually,
21:20maitindihan niyo yung ginagawa ko.
21:21It's for my family,
21:22it's not for you guys.
21:23It's not for me,
21:24it's for my family.
21:26Wala ka man,
21:27sabi mo nga,
21:28pakialam,
21:29mahal na mahal mo ngayong pamilya.
21:30Yes.
21:31Maraming salamat.
21:32Thank you, Tito George.
21:33Sa pag-uusap ko.
21:34Maraming, maraming salamat.
21:36Naytay Kapuso,
21:37maraming salamat po
21:38sa inyong pagpapatuloy sa amin,
21:39sa inyong mga tahanan,
21:40araw-araw.
21:42Goodbye for now.
21:43And God bless.