The Only Way is Essex S35 E03
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00:00The only way is up, baby
00:06So you and me now
00:24Welcome to Ranapal, Nusa Dua and welcome back to Bali
00:28I'm real on it
00:30What's that mean?
00:40I'd love to fart in that lift door just as the doors closed
00:46Oh my god, let me in there
00:48Oh my god
00:50Oh my god
00:54Wow
00:56Oh my god, look at the view
00:58Unbelievable
01:00This is unreal
01:06This is so good
01:08Oh, it's amazing
01:10We're in, girl
01:27What's that?
01:29Wait, what are you doing?
01:31Go away
01:40What's happening, bro?
01:42Yes, brother
01:44You've been here five minutes
01:46Where do you think you're going to find me?
01:48Is this where you're staying?
01:50Here, my room
01:53Hello, Safi
01:55What you actually need is me, boys
02:07All right, girls
02:09You all right, Fred?
02:11You all right?
02:13We're getting in, come on
02:15Do a little dive
02:17Oh, it's Tom Daly
02:19We've got divers
02:23Oh my god, Bali 2025
02:25We're here
02:27To stay
02:32Oh, I can see two ladies slowly approaching
02:34A blonde and a brunette
02:36Hello, boys
02:38Hello, darlings
02:40How are you both?
02:42Hello, how are you?
02:44You look amazing
02:46Thank you
02:48You look great
02:50Thank you
02:52We've actually spoken to your fella
02:54Do you miss him?
02:56So much harder when you're away, isn't it?
02:58It is so weird
03:00It has come to a year
03:02and a year ago we were here
03:04Yeah, this is when it all began
03:06So you're getting really nostalgic
03:08This is when the shenanigans began
03:10Are you looking at it from places, thinking
03:12Oh, yeah, a chicken wrap on this table
03:16It's lovely to have you here, darling
03:18Thank you
03:20Struggled last year without you
03:22I love seeing you, being able to let your hair down
03:24I want you to have a good time
03:26I'm at a place now where I can go up the air
03:28I can go up with the girls
03:30It's lovely
03:32I'm glad to see you
03:34We can all get close
03:36You're always welcome with us
03:38Always
03:40Hello
03:42Hello
03:44What's happening, everyone?
03:46How are we all doing?
03:48You are very smiley
03:52It's good to be back
03:54We miss Dan
03:56Who do you miss more, Dan or Jodie?
03:58John, you can't do that
04:00Straight in, you answer this question right
04:02It's very equal
04:04I wish Dan was here
04:10Dan's going to love us
04:12He is a big miss
04:14I can replace Dan
04:16Just a Jodie version
04:22I can't be as monotone as him
04:24Give us your best geezer
04:26He's like, yeah, bye
04:28He ain't like that
04:30He might be like that around Jodie
04:34How is it without John?
04:36Sweet, it's fun
04:38I spoke to her a bit
04:40Would you want her to come out here?
04:42No, I don't think it's a good idea
04:44I know, really
04:46Having space is the best thing right now
04:48And she probably needs as well
04:50So you might need to have time to miss her
04:52Sometimes you do need that
04:56She flip-flops between it
04:58Sometimes she says she does
05:00That's not fair
05:02Listen, enough
05:04Because I smiled when I walked over
05:06It's brilliant
05:08To Bali
05:10To Bali
05:24Oh my goodness, it's so hot
05:26It's hot, but we can't complain about it
05:28Because we complain when it's too cold at home
05:30And now we're away, we can't complain
05:32We've just got to enjoy it
05:34I was moaning that I was cold in Dubai
05:36And I can't wait to sweat
05:40Have a nice swim
05:42We're trying to, I'm not the strongest swimmer
05:44Guys, let's not drown
05:46We've just got here
05:48Are you OK?
05:50We're in Bali
05:52It's your first time
05:54My first time in Bali
05:56What do you think of it?
05:58It's beautiful, isn't it?
06:00Although I did start crying
06:02Why?
06:04The weather wasn't that great originally
06:06I thought to myself, we could be anywhere
06:08I don't think Basildon looks like this, Fred
06:10It's a jungle apparently
06:12Look around
06:14So many trees
06:16Fred, this is paradise
06:18It's true
06:20It's so nice, I feel like it's such a nice group out here
06:22Obviously since Amber and Dan broke up
06:24We haven't been able to all hang out with the boys
06:26We can all say cheers to Dan for not coming
06:30It's our one year anniversary, Harry
06:32Oh yeah
06:34It's 2.0's anniversary
06:36I'm a solo artist
06:38Thank you
06:40Sorry
06:42Although dancing isn't my full time
06:44I've seen you twerk
06:46You literally twerk all the time
06:48Yeah, it's the fake ass out
06:50You've got a fake bum?
06:52Yeah, non-surgical BBL
06:54What have you had to put in it?
06:56I've got a thousand mil
06:58How fat was it before?
07:00What do you mean?
07:02Was it like a pancake in these?
07:04Yeah
07:06It looks peachy but it doesn't look unnatural
07:08I thought it was going to be hard
07:10It's really soft
07:12And what about the front?
07:14I have got to take down the front as well
07:16So you can feel it
07:18Stop
07:20I can see everything, Freddie
07:24What a great makeover
07:28Freddie, you know those speedos are near enough see-through
07:30What do you mean?
07:32Well, so can we Harry
07:34But I think that was a really good invention
07:36So basically you've got a fake cock in
07:38Yeah, we've got a fake cock in
07:40Just to keep it for extra padding and protection
07:42You know how you get like chicken fillets for your tits
07:44It's wonderful
07:50It's the toned pecs
07:52It does something to me as well, don't worry Fred
07:54Where do you get built in padding from?
07:56Amazon
07:58You make me laugh
08:00That's the thing, Freddie does make everyone laugh
08:02Yeah
08:04I can actually feel something when they're looking at each other
08:06It's actually like chemistry
08:08All this chat, should we go get a drink?
08:10Yeah
08:12I feel like I'm ready for a glass of wine
08:14Girls, do you want a drink?
08:16We'll meet you at the bar
08:18Get a bottle
08:20I'm not sure how I feel about what I've just witnessed
08:22When I heard about the Freddie and Harry thing
08:24I was thinking
08:26I'm not sure I'd buy it on Freddie's part
08:28I'm not sure, but after watching them together
08:30What is that?
08:32It matches my outfit
08:34It actually matches my outfit
08:36What the hell, it's burgundy
08:38Burgundy caterpillar
08:40It's in fashion darling
08:42It knows the dress code
08:50Hi Dan there
08:54How funny
08:58Hi
09:10Here she is, Miss Barley
09:12Safi
09:14What's all the matching in that red tonic?
09:16I know, love it, it's meant to be
09:18Got you the matching drink and all
09:20Yeah, it's your favourite, a little daiquiri
09:22It's gone everywhere, you've spilt it
09:24No, no, no, that's the heat
09:26Yeah, and it's lovely to be back
09:30It's unreal, I almost feel like I've not left
09:32But it's good to be back
09:34Sorry, just got a bit of a chesty still
09:36Are you alright? You haven't been well Saffron
09:38I feel like I haven't seen you in forever
09:40The last time I saw everyone was the Turkish night out
09:42Yeah, well, I feel like a lot has kind of changed since then
09:44Thank you, lovely
09:46Thank you
09:48Lovely
09:50Oh perfect
09:52It's all done up, it's like barley flowers
09:54Oh, lobster tail
09:56What a lovely little treat
09:58Thank you
10:00Have you heard what's been going on with Joanie and Diags?
10:02Has it got any worse or any better?
10:04I don't know if she's coming here
10:06Are they talking?
10:08It seems up in the air with it
10:10One minute he's saying, I know the relationship's done
10:12The next thing he's saying, if I want to get back with her I will
10:14I don't really care what people have to say
10:16If Diags is lonely out here
10:18I might just part with her
10:20You've always had a bit of a soft spot for him, haven't you?
10:22You have
10:24Oh, I love him so much
10:26What is it? It's the lulls, isn't it? He is funny
10:28It's the whole package he's got here
10:30And I want to be part of it
10:32You want to be part of his package?
10:34I want a bit of his package
10:36He lights up my world
10:38I feel like you two would be a good match
10:40I'm usually right, got to be honest
10:42You thought me and Janaye were going to be friends forever
10:44I didn't think you'd be friends forever
10:46I thought you'd stumble, but I don't think it's the end
10:50Like
10:52You what?
10:54Yeah
10:56Obviously we've both made it quite apparent
10:58Like we're not going to be friends again
11:00I'm way too hurt over things
11:02But I feel like there is a lot more to it
11:04Obviously everyone knows
11:06Joe and Janaye are together, whatever
11:08They're happy, I feel like people are over that
11:10But I feel like I'm also getting so upset
11:12Because
11:14I feel like I'm keeping things from Harry
11:16And I'm being asked
11:18A lot of questions about Janaye
11:20And did more things happen in Cyprus
11:22Like
11:24Nothing happened in Cyprus
11:26More did happen
11:28In Cyprus between
11:30Janaye and Joe
11:32Prior to them breaking up
11:36I come back in with a one-two
11:38I come back in with a one-two
11:40Suck a punch
11:42And the gun is a tissue
11:44Truth hurts when it points right at you
11:46Sit down now for some ground rules
11:48Thank you
11:50Don't talk, that's it, just one stop
11:52But I still love you
11:54I just feel like I need a bit of a break
11:56It's tiring me out
11:58I'm really exhausted from all the travelling
12:02I'm not going to lie
12:04I'm a bit scared to see everyone
12:06The thing is
12:08It can't get any worse than what it's already been
12:10But I think from the both of us
12:12That we both do want to make amends
12:14It's a really difficult situation
12:16Because when I look back
12:18I look at Danny and Ella
12:20And I think when we were good
12:22We were so good
12:24I miss Ella
12:26It would be nice to be able to go up to her
12:28And just be like
12:30Hi, how are you
12:32My ideal situation in my life would be
12:34To have Danny as my best friend
12:36You as my boyfriend
12:38And both of you get along
12:40I don't want to get along with Danny
12:42It does upset me
12:44Because I think I love you
12:46And you're my best friend
12:48It would have been nice to be able to get on with her
12:50I think the craziest thing is
12:52The closer me and you have got
12:54The more we realise how similar we are to each other
12:56And I look at you and I think
12:58You put your front up
13:00And you scream and shout
13:02But deep down there's just a boy that wants to be loved
13:06It's just a sticky situation
13:08I know me and you spoke as well
13:10About Courtney and Chloe
13:12They were my best friends
13:14When I was 18 years old
13:16You showed me all the pictures of his old
13:18And we literally walk past each other
13:20Like we don't even know each other
13:22And it's just sad
13:26Do you think we'll ever make amends with everyone
13:28We've got a little while here to
13:30Make some changes
13:32I'm optimistic
13:38I don't want to come down
13:40It's just one of the body accounts
13:42So we still got some time now
13:44It feels so right and I feel so high
13:46So high I don't want to come down
13:48I still don't want to come down
13:50Don't want to come down
13:52Dan, you've got to be clearer with me here
13:54Things have happened in Cyprus
13:56Well he was lying
13:58So he's been lying the whole time
14:00So they've cheated
14:02I'll be honest with you
14:04Janayne's been lying, I have been lying
14:06I don't want to be in this situation
14:08What is it, a kiss?
14:10It's a kiss at the end of the day
14:12Listen
14:14They had a kiss in Cyprus
14:16Janayne's and Joe
14:18But there's more than that as well
14:24Joe was going round to Janayne's
14:26And they were sleeping together
14:28From the beginning
14:30Before things had actually been called off
14:32With Harry
14:34I can't explain to you
14:36I don't know what to do in this situation
14:38Because I feel like I'm dogging Janayne
14:40And I feel like I'm getting closer to Harry
14:42And Harry's sitting there asking me
14:44I shouldn't be lying to Harry's face
14:46He should know the truth
14:48But then I can't help but constantly have that
14:50Guilty conscious of like
14:52Well I'm half fucking Janayne over
14:54But I shouldn't
14:56But then you're not done with Janayne if you feel like that
14:58I am, but this is what I need to keep reminding myself
15:00The door's shut with me and Janayne
15:02I feel like this is what's upsetting me
15:04As much as I know the door's shut
15:06And I've never taken back
15:08That solidifies everything once he knows
15:10I've obviously told Harry
15:12About this situation
15:14The friendship's done
15:16You need to sit Harry down
15:18And to be honest
15:20I think the boys probably do need to know
15:22That listen
15:24It's known, it's out there now
15:26I know
15:28I loved Janayne
15:30I'm sorry
15:32Don't get upset
15:34You'll get upset
15:36Sorry
15:38Listen, you're not a bad person
15:40I just feel bad in like
15:42Every aspect, I feel bad
15:44You're cracking under the pressure
15:46Of Harry being upset
15:48Asking you still
15:50And knowing that your friendship's
15:52Ended, Janayne, at the end of the day
15:54Yeah it's a lot
15:56Just always think if you fool up friends
15:58And air their deepest secrets
16:00If Harry wasn't asking these questions
16:02And I wasn't so close to Harry
16:04This wouldn't be coming out
16:06You ain't told me
16:08What am I supposed to do
16:10Harry's probably going to be fuming with me now
16:12He won't
16:14But you've got to be honest now
16:28Patience
16:30Hey
16:32Patience
16:34No shame
16:36If you like it
16:38It's green
16:40Hello
16:46That was needed
16:48Yeah it was needed
16:50I just need to hear you
16:52Call me
16:54Hi
16:56Hi
16:58Hello
17:00Oh what a welcome
17:02Oh go on
17:04Whack it in there
17:06That's lovely, oh it's a bit wet
17:12Oh that's so good
17:14A bit harder
17:16But I see it
17:22Cheers
17:24Cheers
17:26It's a paradise
17:28I think it's been really nice this trip
17:30Everyone seems to be getting on
17:32Everyone's getting on
17:34And I think it's thanks to Dan not being here
17:36To be honest
17:38What's been going on with you
17:40How's Callum
17:42Callum's good, as you know in relationships you go through your ups and downs
17:44Yeah
17:46I'm on a pretty big down at the moment
17:48Pretty pretty big down
17:50How are you feeling
17:52Yeah I spoke to her pretty much every day
17:54But obviously she's telling me she misses me
17:56And like loves me
17:58She's asking me do I still love her and stuff like that
18:00And she really wants to be here
18:02But I just don't know if it's the best idea at the moment
18:04To do that
18:06As much as I want her here and I really do
18:08Like last night I was in the car, a song come on
18:10And I was like all fucking sad about it
18:12Because she wasn't here
18:14Because it was a song with me and her and we was in the pool and we was kissing
18:16And it was raining and it was sick
18:18And like straight away I was like well sad now
18:20It's like a lot to sort out
18:22What's the main thing that is playing on your mind
18:24Well if someone says that they don't feel the same about you anymore
18:26For me it's like
18:28It's like if I could go back into it
18:30And then what
18:32And then six months down the line you say the same thing again
18:34A year down the line
18:36That's the risk
18:38I want someone to be fully all for me
18:40Do you know what I mean
18:42I don't want it to just be like oh like that
18:44Then you're gone again
18:46I don't want to waste my energy and time in doing that
18:48It's a waste
18:50So I don't know
18:52I don't know what the answer or the solution is
18:54And it doesn't get any better
18:56Because we never actually talk about it properly
18:58Because every time we see each other we get back into the same thing
19:00We're so happy to be around each other
19:02Honestly I'm the exact same with Callum
19:04Like I have thoughts in my head
19:06Where it's like I'm not actually 100% happy about something
19:08And then when I think
19:10When I pluck up the courage to actually have the conversation
19:12I never end up doing it because I have a nice time with him
19:14Like all my friends are getting married
19:16Having babies
19:18And I'm just not there
19:20And I think after 6 years why am I not there
19:22But do you want that
19:24I do I do I really really want that
19:26And he's not ready to do that yet
19:28I know
19:30We haven't had the conversation about it
19:32Sure avoiding the conversation
19:34Welcome to the club
19:36We know what we should be doing
19:38But we don't do it
19:40Because we'd rather not
19:42I'd rather just be ok
19:44We have always got each other
19:46I mean I'm always here for you
19:48And I know you're the same
19:50I know whenever I have a crisis talk I always come to you
19:52Because you do give good advice
19:54If you have the chat I'll have the chat
19:56Alright deal
19:58Don't want to do it
20:00That's a good one
20:12Hello
20:14Oh yes
20:16Thank you
20:18Oh thank you
20:20Thank you
20:22Oh my god girls we're really living the Bali dream
20:24Look at this
20:26Oh lovely
20:28Is that enough chicken for you
20:30Thank you so much
20:32Thank you
20:34So girls do you know
20:36What is going on with Harry and Freddie
20:38Because I've been hearing a few rumours
20:40Freddie
20:42Has got a crush on Harry
20:44So he has yeah
20:46I just think a holiday romance is always fun
20:48But we know how holiday romances end
20:50In tears
20:52And let's be honest Junaid and Jo are going to have something to say about it
20:54Oh my god they're going to make it all about them
20:56There's a part of us right
20:58That feels really sorry for Junaid
21:00Me too
21:02He's made his own bed
21:0420 times
21:06But what we're saying is it's just such a shame that he's went through all that
21:08Falling out with Harry and then he doesn't look happy
21:10Thank you
21:12Oh my god this is so cute
21:14Thank you
21:16I love it
21:18Hi girlie she's okay
21:20Hello
21:22Did you just get these flowers
21:24Yeah
21:26It was very like cute
21:28No one can walk in here discreetly
21:30I know it was a lot
21:32How have yous been anyway
21:34It's very traditional
21:36Have you spoke to Harry
21:38I mean they were definitely really flirting in the pool yesterday
21:40Really
21:42You love a love story I see it for what it is
21:44I just felt like Harry looked like so awkward
21:46No I thought he was like giggling
21:48I don't know
21:50We'll see I'm excited to find out though
21:52I'm going to order whatever yous have got
21:54Just ask for the patter
21:56See you soon
21:58See you later
22:00I'm really proud of you
22:02Why are you proud of me boo
22:04I just think you hold yourself very well
22:06I would love to be like you one day
22:08I know me too
22:10Thank you
22:12It's never going to be normal
22:14But there isn't any awkwardness
22:16It doesn't need to be a problem
22:18We've both moved on
22:20I've moved on
22:22I'm never going to be friends
22:24But we can all be around in the same group
22:26There's no weird vibes
22:28It's just naturally we're not going to be friends
22:30We're not going to be best friends yet
22:32There's nothing to even say to one another
22:34What is there to say
22:36I felt a bit of tension in the air
22:38It's just so awkward
22:40I'm tired of it
22:42Did you not
22:44No
22:46You're fine anyway
22:48It's a bit different for you though
22:50I feel like when Amber's not there
22:52It's not awkward for you
22:54No it's fine
22:56When she's not there it's absolutely fine
22:58At least now you can say hello
23:00It's not as bad as what it used to be
23:02Do you know what I think it is for me
23:04I feel like there's an elephant in the room
23:06I.e. the dog
23:08Does that make you feel uncomfortable
23:10Hi, thank you
23:12Sneezes
23:14Thank you so much
23:16This is just the truth
23:18I can't even say it
23:20Sometimes I feel like Oliver thinks I'm Amber
23:22What does he like
23:24Run up and sit with me
23:26He runs up and sits in my lap
23:28Like the poor dog's confused
23:30You're talking like it's a child now
23:32I feel like it's a child
23:34No I get what you mean
23:36All I want it to be is amicable
23:38Happy
23:40I feel like Chloe was quite positive
23:42About Freddie and Harry
23:44I hope it progresses
23:46I'm not going to lie
23:48I'm here for it
23:50I would be lying if I said it didn't make me feel awkward
23:52Why
23:54When they were spooning in bed last night
23:56And tickling each other's legs
23:58I really didn't know where to look
24:00It made me feel so weird
24:02It's just one of them things
24:04They're taking a risk, a massive risk
24:06If they do end up progressing
24:08I don't want Freddie to get hurt
24:10Come on, imagine what it would be like
24:12I feel like if they just promise each other
24:14They're going to stay friends after
24:16And not let it get awkward
24:18Hopefully, it's easier said than done
24:20It would be massively easier said than done
24:22To stay friends after
24:24How do you feel about
24:26Jo and Janay and Sitch
24:28Do you know what it is for me
24:30When I look at Jo and Janay
24:32I think to myself, I know how it feels to be isolated
24:34But at the end of the day
24:36They've done the dirty
24:38Everyone's accepted it finally
24:40But they're not integrating
24:42Theirself into the group
24:44They're making themselves become a lot more separate
24:46I feel like it's got to a point
24:48Though now, I'll be honest
24:50Everyone's done with it
24:52Mine and Janay's friendship's well and truly done
24:54We've had so many rows and so many falling outs
24:56The trust is gone
24:58When I look back on the friendship
25:00There wasn't much of a friendship
25:02Because I wasn't 100% myself
25:04Because I was always worrying
25:06Things I had to say
25:08I've told you my deepest darkest secrets
25:10We fell out, they didn't go nowhere
25:12Janay's different
25:14This is the thing, he talks everyone's business
25:16And I've got to be honest with you Ella
25:18We know his business
25:20Me and you know what was happening in Cyprus
25:22Behind Harry's back
25:24Why am I lying to Harry
25:26About something that's eating me up
25:28Do you know what I mean
25:30And I'm getting closer and closer to Harry
25:32And he keeps going to me, I know something happened in Cyprus
25:34I think things happened in Cyprus
25:36I'm telling you something now
25:38This is going to go wild
25:40This trip is going to go up in fucking flames
25:42I know
25:44It all starts now
25:46It all starts now
25:48The only way is up
25:50The only way is up
25:52The only way is up
25:54Oh my love
25:56I've been waiting for something like this
25:58I've been waiting for something like this
26:00Chlo
26:02Cheers to Bali
26:04Welcome back in Bali
26:06It's actually quite nice to be enjoying beer again
26:08And this is like gold in a glass
26:10Oh my love
26:12I've been waiting for something like this
26:14Right there
26:16Right there, don't stop, don't stop
26:18Faster
26:20Stunning
26:22Go a little bit harder for me please babe
26:24Oh god I can't do it any harder
26:26Oh really
26:28What are we talking about
26:30It is nice spending time away from everyone
26:32Yeah I'm really really enjoying this
26:34Because I feel like you bring out
26:36This side of me where I really laugh
26:38And I love that
26:40Right there Brevi
26:42Stunning pace there
26:44I just don't want to like
26:46I don't know if I'm getting a bit like confused
26:48I do know exactly what you mean
26:50I don't know if it's like oh my god we're having such a nice time
26:52And is it just friends
26:54Or is there something else I don't know
26:56And I just feel like I don't want to put any pressure on it
26:58No and that's what I said to Ella and Danny
27:00I was having a conversation in Ella's room
27:02And I said listen I know that I fancy Harry
27:04He's a good looking boy
27:06You fancy me
27:08Yeah of course
27:10It's been a shock to me as it has everyone else
27:12Because I never saw you like that
27:14But since this glow up it's just like
27:16It's undeniable
27:18So what are we like flirty friends
27:20Well at the moment we're flirty friends
27:22I mean I know we've come for a foot massage today
27:24But I definitely can impress you more than
27:26Jessica rubbing your fucking soul
27:28You know what I mean
27:30You leave Jessica alone
27:32She's doing a great job
27:34She's fantastic Jessica
27:36You've had
27:38Such a shit time when it comes to men
27:40And I feel like you do deserve someone
27:42To take you out and show you how you should be treated
27:44Because I feel like you have got such a big heart
27:46And you are genuinely
27:48A lovely boy inside and out
27:50And I do feel like you deserve to be
27:52Treated right
27:54Do you want to go on a date
27:56I think we should go on a date
27:58Yeah do you
28:00I think a dinner on the beach
28:02Don't you
28:04I feel like no one's ever flirted with me the way you have
28:06Like you are strong
28:08Fred you're actually so sweet
28:10Listen I'm going hard on going home
28:12And I ain't getting an 18 hour flight
28:14Without going on a date with you
28:16I don't know I'm just a bit worried for you
28:18Why are you worried for me
28:20You are friends with
28:22Junaid and Jai
28:24I don't want you to worry about that
28:26Because at the end of the day
28:28Number one I will always do what I want to do
28:30And number two
28:32When them two got together
28:34They had no fault for anyone by themselves
28:36And if he isn't happy with it
28:38He's not happy with it
28:40And the thing is what they have both done to me
28:42Is like
28:44They shouldn't be acting in any way
28:46To be honest with you
28:48They should just leave everyone alone
28:50Like they are going around calling me Voldemort
28:52And he's got a massive wand
28:54What he who shan't be named
28:56Yeah he who shan't be named
28:58Huge wand
29:00So take it as a compliment
29:02Sorry Jessica
29:04Wave it about H
29:06Oh yeah I bet you'd like that
29:08I'd love it
29:16Yeah it's been good so far
29:18I love obviously that Soph's fully in the group now
29:20I'm having such a nice time
29:22I don't feel like I've got really
29:24Any animosity with anyone
29:26Other than like well Jo and Junaid
29:28But I haven't really seen them
29:30But this like Junaid thing
29:32I feel like him and Jo have isolated themselves so much
29:34Since we've got here
29:36I loved his company in Cyprus
29:38And I said that before he got with Jo in Cyprus
29:40I said this is the best meeting you've ever got
29:42And I said you've actually got a bit about you
29:44You're quite funny
29:46Do you know what I mean
29:48There's Junaid
29:50Yeah
29:52He's on his own without Jo
29:54Junaid
29:56Hey
29:58You okay
30:00Yeah I is
30:02You look sad
30:04Just a bit awkward isn't it
30:06Not ideal we've just been speaking about it to be fair
30:08I feel like you've sort of isolated yourself a little bit
30:10How do you actually feel
30:12It's just sad
30:14Don't get upset
30:16Because I know I've done some stupid stuff
30:18And I'm very accountable
30:20For things that I've done over the years
30:22In our friendship that's made you upset
30:24Or made you dislike me or whatever
30:26But it does make me sad
30:28Like I was sat on the plane on the way here
30:30Looking at 2020 and like being at your birthdays
30:32And having nights out and I look at you now
30:34It's like we don't know each other
30:36I just think you need to find a world
30:38Some way and I think that you can
30:40Find a world in which you can navigate
30:42Having your boyfriend
30:44That you love and being friends with people
30:46Like Danny
30:48The view you've got I think is the whole world's against you
30:50But that's coming from
30:52You and starts with you
30:54And I think when Jo stood next to you
30:56Listen I'll be honest with you I don't like Jo
30:58Junaid when we were in Cyprus yeah before you got with Jo
31:00I turned around to Sophie and I was like
31:02You've been fucking good company
31:04You was funny
31:06You look a shell of yourself out here
31:08From that Junaid in Cyprus
31:10And you've picked love over friendship at the minute
31:12That's all I've ever wanted though
31:14I know I know and that's what hurts
31:16You need the love of your friends
31:18You're like me you don't like being on your own
31:20I'm not this type of person that likes to be on the defensive
31:22And scream and shout at people
31:24And it's like if I'm being completely honest with you both
31:26I am genuinely the happiest I've ever been
31:28With a partner
31:30Yes but you're not in all of the other aspects of your life
31:32This is one thing that I don't
31:34This is my first ever relationship this is my first love
31:36We are so in love and so happy
31:38I don't know how to navigate other things in my life
31:40And this is where I'm struggling
31:42Because I'm losing people around me
31:44But that starts with talking Junaid
31:46That starts with not screaming and shouting at Harry in the street
31:48Or turning on Danny
31:50That starts with a conversation with Danny
31:52Danny she's your best friend of how many years
31:54I know it's a shit situation
31:56Please for the sake of any kind of love that you ever had for Harry as your friend
31:58Just take accountability
32:00Say sorry
32:02I don't know how he will react but just be this person
32:04Be soft and just be like I know it was bad
32:06I am really sorry
32:08To the both of you if I've done and said stuff
32:10I think you don't owe it to me
32:12You owe it to Harry
32:14And Danny
32:16100%
32:18Thanks
32:20You can have both you can have friends in a relationship
32:22That's all I want
32:24And I need a friend
32:26And I need a friend
32:28And I need a friend
32:30The only way is love
32:34The only way is love
32:36The only way is love
32:42The only way is love
32:46This is us darling
32:48In you go
32:50Don't pull it out George
32:52I won't I won't
32:54I'll find you
32:56Oh excuse me
32:58I don't fart on the table
33:00This is lovely isn't it
33:02Yeah really nice
33:04Cheers to us going in our third year together.
33:07Third year. Third year lucky.
33:08What did I do to deserve you for three years of my life?
33:11Stop it. You're too smooth, George.
33:13Am I? I'm trying.
33:15Still try after all this time, eh?
33:16Ooh!
33:18MUSIC CONTINUES
33:20THEY SING
33:30Cheers. Cheers.
33:31Lovely.
33:32Spent to your best night?
33:34Yeah, I've been speaking to him all the time.
33:36Me and Dan have a little personal chat.
33:37When have we got in last night? Same.
33:39Yeah. This morning? Same.
33:41Sometimes he's like, Ella's calling me, she don't stop calling me.
33:43I'm like, all right, well, I'll let you go and you carry on.
33:46He said that you might block your number.
33:48THEY LAUGH
33:49Shall we send him a selfie? Yeah, let's send him a selfie.
33:52MUSIC CONTINUES
33:55THEY LAUGH
34:01How are you, my beautiful girl?
34:02I'm all right and all. Yeah? Yeah.
34:04I mean, like, a year ago, it was hard because you were here,
34:08I wasn't here, we'd just went through losing me nan.
34:11I know. Last year when I was here, I was having one of the...
34:13Probably one of the toughest times me and you had had.
34:16I swear. Obviously that.
34:18Knowing you was at home, this time being here,
34:20I can't tell you how much stronger I feel as a person.
34:23You really do bring out the best in me in every way.
34:25And now with everything, with the Academy,
34:28I feel like this is the first time,
34:30especially with you for a long time,
34:32I've really been able to just let my hair down. Yeah.
34:34And this is what you deserve. I'm so glad you're here.
34:36No, I'm really, really happy to be here.
34:38And you do look amazing.
34:39THEY LAUGH
34:41Oh, my God, that was a really good one, that one.
34:43You had a good night last night, didn't you?
34:45Yeah, it was nice. James was on good form.
34:47Yeah, how is he? I think he's OK.
34:49And I think it's the right decision for her not to come out here.
34:52I do. He found the first day a bit harder,
34:54but I think each day's going to get easier. Yeah.
34:56That little bit of distance, that time difference,
34:58she can't speak while she's asleep. Yeah.
35:00And she needs to realise what she's got with him.
35:02They were great together. Yeah.
35:04But I want to take him on a day out, a boys' day out,
35:06do you know what I mean? Wow.
35:07Right, here is your food. Thank you so much. Thank you.
35:10Oh, my God, this is really posh.
35:12Thank you. Thank you.
35:14Thank you. Thank you very much.
35:15Chef's kiss.
35:17Everything that's happened, obviously, this year... Yeah.
35:20..and we're a year now to your nan,
35:22and I'm so proud of you and how you've dealt with everything.
35:24I get really nervous. I think, are you going to propose all the time now?
35:27No, I'm not going to propose. I'm just telling you that I'm proud of you.
35:29Which I think, fuck, not now. Yeah, well, I always give you the speeches.
35:32I'm not ready for it. You deserve them. The ring will come.
35:34You know the ring's coming. You've been amazing. Thanks.
35:36You've been strong. Shall we have a toast to Nana Zee?
35:39We can have a toast to Nana Zee... Nana Zari.
35:41..who is watching over us every single day... With our baby.
35:44..and may her bless us with a beautiful little baby girl.
35:48Or maybe a boy. Twins.
35:50To Nana Zari.
35:52MUSIC PLAYS
35:59MUSIC CONTINUES
36:11Oh, come on, let's get another drink.
36:13I've just had a nice little wine spritzer.
36:14Can I have the same, please? Thank you.
36:17Can I get a bing-tang, please?
36:19What's a bing-tang? It's a beer.
36:21Cool. Really, really nice.
36:22What's the difference?
36:24Very smooth, very refreshing.
36:26Just like you. Gassy?
36:27No, not gassy. Oh.
36:29Was that a flirt? No, it's just like you, isn't it?
36:31Smooth. Fuck you.
36:33It's not gassy, though. I don't want the gas.
36:35THEY LAUGH
36:38It's so hot. It is so hot.
36:40Do you want it to show?
36:42That's what happens when you don't have a beard,
36:44you get a sweaty upper lip. Do you?
36:46Yeah. It's true, cos when you shave down here... Yeah.
36:48..like, sometimes I like to shave my balls clean.
36:50Oh, do you? Yeah, cos it's better for stuff.
36:53Not clean, like... It's smooth shaving.
36:55You're joking. Yeah, but...
36:56I might have to have a little, just a little stroke.
36:59Do what? Just a little stroke.
37:00On my balls? Yeah.
37:02Clean shaven, so it's quite nice.
37:05I told you you were a smooth geezer.
37:07Are you coming on to me, Steph?
37:08Yeah. Oh, I think it's a bit of a thing.
37:10Do you know what? I'll have a little think about it.
37:13Oh, it's the humidity, I think.
37:15Oh, on that note, I think I'm going to go.
37:19All right. Oh, are you?
37:20Yeah, cheers, girls. I'm going to get another one.
37:22Oh, he's shaking.
37:24Made him nervous. Nervous, nervous.
37:26See you later, girls.
37:27See you.
37:28It's pretty bad, it's the nervous type.
37:30Nervous is bad. Shame.
37:31Normally, he's all buzz, not to die.
37:33Hey, girls.
37:34Hello. You all right?
37:35You all right?
37:36That's Justina. I'm sweating.
37:37You look lovely. You all right?
37:39You all right at home? Yeah, yeah.
37:40Yeah, I'm good, thanks. How you been?
37:42Yeah, good. You look lovely.
37:43Thanks. Have you? Yeah, I'm all right.
37:45Weather is just so hot, isn't it?
37:47Humid. Sweaty weather.
37:48What's going on?
37:51What's...
37:52It's horrible. What's there to say?
37:53Cut the shit. No, look, I just...
37:56Looking at you now, I just feel like I don't know how to react
37:58to a VR, do you know what I mean?
38:00I just think, like, how did we even get here?
38:04Well, you were raised to be best mate.
38:06Well, obviously, me and Danny did have that...
38:09Obviously, that horrible argument.
38:11Yeah. Which wasn't nice.
38:13Listen, I'm always going to have Danny's back at the end of the day.
38:15Yeah, I appreciate that.
38:17And the way that you come at her for absolutely no reason,
38:19it just really wasn't acceptable.
38:20I mean, for me, there was reasons on my behalf,
38:22and obviously I'm not saying that it was right what I said.
38:24I completely pulled my hands up.
38:26I was out of order and I shouldn't have said what I said to her.
38:28If I don't think something's right,
38:30I ain't going to have it with that person,
38:31and I'm going to be honest with you,
38:33the minute ain't a good time for me and you to talk,
38:35cos I'm still very angry.
38:36OK, that's fair enough.
38:37Do you regret any of what's gone on?
38:39Obviously, I can't change the past.
38:41No, you can't, but, like, I never see you on your own,
38:43so I've not been able to talk to you.
38:45I mean, because, obviously, me and Jalade are just together a lot.
38:47But you're not in a relationship, or are you?
38:50Not officially, but, like, we are, and I do love Jalade.
38:53I've got a lot of time for the four of you.
38:55So you're still in the mindset of moving forward with him?
38:57Yeah, of course. Oh, yeah, no, no, I was just wondering,
38:59cos obviously you've both lost a lot of people over it.
39:01Yeah, and I think that's the saddest part about it,
39:03cos I do love you girls, do you know what I mean?
39:05I don't think the issue is about you and Jalade being together.
39:07Like, everyone's... The band has been ripped off, it's happened.
39:09Do you know what I mean? Everyone's over that.
39:11But you ain't helping yourself with the comments
39:13that you're making to people,
39:14and you're starting on people for no reason.
39:16Like, this is... We've all spoken.
39:18It's hard for me to come over and talk to you,
39:20like, it's a lot, do you know what I mean?
39:22Like... It is a lot, Joe.
39:24It's a lot, cos I don't really care about you, Elle.
39:26Like, a lot. I really do have a lot of time for you.
39:28And not being close with you is hard for me, do you know what I mean?
39:32For us, it's that I was fine with you,
39:35but you feel comfortable to slag Harry off in front of me,
39:38and then the tears start.
39:40I can't understand that, Joe,
39:41because he hasn't done nothing wrong to you.
39:43No, he hasn't, but I've seen...
39:45And you're resenting him because no-one's having it with you,
39:47and that is the truth of it. No, it hasn't.
39:48It's got to be, Joe, because he hasn't done anything wrong to you.
39:51Look, it ain't an excuse that Harry's not had nice things to say about me.
39:55He's never going to, obviously, have anything nice to say about me.
39:57Cos you fucked his best mate, Joe. Get to the real world.
39:59I know, but... Digest it, be remorseful, be empathetic.
40:02I am, but... And we will all move forward.
40:04No-one cares that you're together.
40:05It's so hard to continue to like him when I've got Harry crying,
40:08going, why are they saying it about me? Why are they saying it about me?
40:10I know I haven't gone the right way about some stuff.
40:12I know that. But it's continuous. It ain't stopping.
40:15Listen, look, he...
40:17It's a really, really shit position to be in,
40:20and, like, I don't wish it upon anyone.
40:23The thing is, I really... I just...
40:25I don't know how to fix it, either.
40:27I want to make amends with people.
40:29Maybe if you just said, look, girls, I am upset.
40:32I'm gutted at what I've done. I've lost Amy, I've lost Harry.
40:36Yes, I'm with Junaid. Yes, I am happy.
40:38But the upset is outweighing the happiness.
40:40And it is, because you don't look happy and you ain't yourself.
40:42We can't be ourselves because of what's happened.
40:45But you can be yourself.
40:46You've stood so long and so firm that this is what I'm going to do.
40:50It's a front. It's a front. I don't really feel like that.
40:52I don't really, like, not give a fuck, because I do.
40:55But, Joe, you can own it and just don't slag it.
40:57Just don't get into the nitty-gritty, the bitchiness.
41:00I am sorry.
41:02I'm sorry for both of you, do you know what I mean?
41:05You've both clearly got the up still, and that's fine.
41:07Maybe now's not the time to continue this conversation.
41:10But I do feel really overwhelmed tonight.
41:12All right, all right. So, just enjoy the last bit, do you accept, yeah?
41:15All right.
41:18Saf, like, that's hard, mate.
41:21It's all a mess. That's made me feel like shit.
41:23I feel like... Yeah, because, listen,
41:25I do genuinely think he's got a lot of time for you
41:27and wants the friendship.
41:29I do think that's genuine with Joe.
41:33I'm going to be honest with you, like, cos I know.
41:37Oh, you know? Oh, I know.
41:39I know they went the full way.
41:41They stepped to give up before it was over between them and I, right?
41:43How do you sleep at night?
41:46No wonder how you hide.
41:49Betrayed every alibi you had.
41:52You had. You had.
41:55Every chance to make an exit, you got dunked on with an exit,
42:00you still claim that you didn't see it, it's sad.
42:04Hi, Bubs, you OK? Yeah, yeah.
42:07What's the matter?
42:08What's wrong?
42:10Saf's one completely ripped into me.
42:12Why? At the bar with Ella.
42:15Why? Just meant to come over.
42:18Yeah? Just to, like, talk.
42:22What happened?
42:23They're just really angry.
42:26Ella just didn't even want to really talk to me
42:28or give me the time of day.
42:30Oh, Bubs, don't.
42:33They all just think that we're just, like,
42:35they all just think that we're fucking evil, do you know what I mean?
42:38Let them think that. I'm not used to not being liked, though.
42:41Do you know what I mean? I know. No, I know.
42:43No-one gives you the chance to get to know you and it hurts me.
42:46Yeah. Cos I say it all the time, if people knew you how I know you,
42:49like, they would give you a chance.
42:51Don't get upset. No, but it hurts me that you're like this.
42:54The thing is, I've done nothing wrong to either of them.
42:56No, I know. Instead, everyone's like,
42:58do you even regret it? And I'm like...
42:59But regret what? What do they want you to regret?
43:02I don't know. Unfortunately, your previous life...
43:04Obviously, I regret, like, hurting people, of course,
43:07but, like, I'm actually happier than I've ever been.
43:10No, I know, and that's the thing.
43:12I actually don't know what I'd do if I didn't do something like that.
43:15Don't say that.
43:19I don't hate seeing you like this.
43:21Come here. It's just horrible. Come here.
43:23It's the last thing that we want, Charlie.
43:26MUSIC PLAYS
43:34MUSIC CONTINUES
43:47Don't get upset.
43:48Yeah, but it must be in a really nice place, Sam.
43:51Listen...
43:53It must be in a really nice place, Sam.
43:55Come on, come on. It's just shit.
43:58It is shit, but...
44:00And I know people make mistakes, and we do come back to the room.
44:02No-one's the same, but what I am going to say is that don't mean
44:06that once Harry knows, it don't mean you can't be friends with Joe.
44:10I don't want him to be like that. I don't want him to feel like that.
44:13If he feels like that, then fucking J'Nai must feel like that.
44:16Of course J'Nai feels like that, and I think it's such a shame
44:19that yous have all fell out as friends.
44:21Do you know how much that fucking killed me to be, like, stern?
44:25Yeah, cos you're not that person, but if we don't be firm, what do we do?
44:29I ain't said anything because it ain't my place to say it.
44:33All yours. Listen, we know Dani's been put in a terrible position,
44:37but she's got to tell Harry herself,
44:39and this is tricky because he's crying his eyes out.
44:44At the minute, it's a mess, and it's got to be cleared up.
44:46It has. It's got to come out. It's got to come out in the open.
44:50And then hopefully everyone can move forward
44:52and just shut that door on all that.
44:56It's terrible. It is terrible, but Harry deserves to know.
44:59Aw.
45:01Are you ready? Are you ready for...
45:04..the showdown?
45:07Next time...
45:10So awkward.
45:11Mm.
45:12I'm so mad.
45:14I didn't want to lie to you.
45:16Oh, wow.
45:18The honesty and the truth has got to come out
45:20for a bit of respect for Harry.
45:22You have got to own it. I'm sick of defending you two.
45:24What the fuck was that? It's meant to be our mate.
45:27A couple of hours later, he's had his tongue down and Freddy's fraught.
45:31Start thinking about where to go on.
45:35It's Santa!
45:40THEME SONG PLAYS
45:57THEME SONG CONTINUES