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00:00The only way is up, baby
00:06So you and me now
00:12The only way is up, not coming down
00:15Take me to the top, feet off the ground
00:19I just wanna be right here, right now
00:22Only way is up, now
00:24I'm getting ready, let's go
00:28I hope it's not a buffet
00:30It will be, it will be
00:32I'm only having croissants
00:33Mate, try the bacon
00:34Mate, I ain't trying the bacon
00:35Try the bacon
00:37I don't want the bacon
00:39I'm getting ready, let's go
00:42Bum bags don't wanna go low
00:45I'm gonna get well done scrambled eggs
00:47Ooh, yes
00:49I'm a fan of bacon
00:50Yikes, that is a lot of bacon
00:52Yeah, because I'm bulking
00:54Wow
00:56Take me to the other side
01:02How are you doing?
01:03Alright, Fred?
01:04You alright, bubs?
01:05You look handsome
01:06Fancy a panchacola?
01:07Let's go
01:08Want to have breakfast with me?
01:09Yeah, come on
01:10Come with me, let's go
01:14Oh my God, is that chicken?
01:15I'm gonna get some chicken
01:16For breakfast?
01:17It's roasted chicken
01:18It's just gonna sit there
01:19Excuse me, do you do gravy?
01:20Yes, we do gravy
01:21Chicken and gravy for breakfast
01:22You do gravy?
01:23Yeah, you heard of Newcastle?
01:24Yeah
01:25I wish
01:33I'm getting ready, let's go
01:36It's a new day
01:37New day, hopefully a fresh start
01:40Morning campers
01:41Morning campers
01:42Morning
01:43Oh, hey
01:44Are you feeling alright?
01:45It's not off the kids' menu
01:47Hey
01:48Broaden in the palate, Roman
01:52Starving
01:53Starving?
01:54What are you gonna have?
01:57I hope they've left some sausages behind
02:03You're just not gonna break your jet lag if you keep sleeping in the day
02:05Drink a beer, I'll give you a beer
02:07I can't have beer at breakfast, can I?
02:08Is it frowned upon?
02:09No, you're on holiday, do what you want
02:11We had a nice relaxed day yesterday
02:12Me and Courtney went down to a nice beach bar
02:14Yeah, we had a nice little chat
02:15We had a nice chat
02:16Full us in, full us in
02:17We were just giving each other advice that we're probably not gonna take
02:19Yeah
02:20Are you missing Jodie out here?
02:21Yeah, I'm missing her, but I don't want to talk about it
02:23Keep talking about it
02:24No, if only because I spoke
02:25Are you feeling under the carpet?
02:27Yes
02:28Get them out under that carpet
02:29Probably are better off just speaking about it
02:31And I like to distract it with something else
02:33You'll make a joke
02:34You'll be better when you talk about things
02:35Listen, I know you're all coming from a good place
02:37because you obviously really care about me
02:38and I get that and I appreciate that
02:39We do
02:40But I do, like, I think I've been talking about it so much
02:42it's sort of not got off my mind
02:44But when I'm, like, going round
02:45I feel like I'm just going round to everyone all the time
02:47going, oh, God, I'm doing this thing
02:48I feel like I just need to just chill out for a bit and just
02:50I've never had a deep chat with someone
02:52the way I do with you
02:53Yeah
02:54We actually get deep
02:55How's you and Matilda?
02:57Have you missed her?
02:58Missed her bears
02:59I actually come out here
03:00It was you lot as well
03:01You thought I was going to be all mopey
03:02Yeah
03:03I thought I was going to be all mopey as well
03:04Got out here and I was like, you know
03:05I just got to get on with it
03:06Yeah, I said
03:07Why are you laughing?
03:08I've seen you on the phone to her
03:09Yeah, I've been on the phone to her
03:10Oh, baby, baby
03:11I miss you so much
03:13I said that
03:14That's when you know you're in a good relationship
03:16You don't feel like you have to stay indoors
03:18You don't feel, like, anxious
03:19No
03:20That you're being yourself
03:21I feel fine, yeah, I feel fine
03:22You should all be able to go out and have fun
03:23because she's going to be at home waiting for you
03:24when you get back
03:25Yeah, of course
03:26She is the one for me
03:27I'm done now
03:28Yeah, I'm done
03:29How was your girls' lunch yesterday?
03:30It was nice
03:31It was nice
03:32Obviously it was just us and Soph
03:33Danny and Ella walked in
03:34and they obviously came and said hello to us
03:36like we had like a little mini conversation about Joe and Sinead
03:38and then they went and sat somewhere
03:40like a different table
03:41I think if Ella wasn't there
03:42Danny would have sat with us
03:43and we would have had it
03:44but I just think he sat at that stage
03:45where me and Ella were never going to be friends
03:47Yeah
03:48and we were just sitting like this around the table
03:50and, like, cheersing our drinks
03:51but, like, that's okay
03:52and I don't want it to be a problem
03:54I don't think Ella would want to sit there
03:55No, but she's not
03:56I wouldn't want to sit
03:57That would make sense though
03:58You wouldn't want to
03:59It's different when we're going to go
04:01because we've all planned to go to a club, haven't we?
04:03Being at an intimate lunch is probably unrealistic
04:06You ain't going to sit one-on-one with her
04:07Do you know what I mean?
04:08You're never going to sit like that
04:09but obviously when we're all in a big group of us
04:11it's fine because you're in your group
04:12we're in one
04:13and we all, like, float between each other
04:14I just don't want it to be
04:15I don't want anyone to think that it's a problem
04:17It's just naturally
04:18We're just never going to
04:19I don't think they will
04:20because that's a normal thing to not
04:21It's very normal
04:22and I think Danny gets it as well
04:23She gets it
04:24I hope she does
04:25Listen, even if all this stuff hadn't gone on
04:27people have their separate groups anyway
04:28Do you know what I mean?
04:29But we was a little bit separate
04:30Do you know what I mean?
04:31because of, obviously, things that had gone on
04:32We saw scenarios
04:33It makes different scenarios, different things
04:34It's easy for us all to coexist and be in the same rooms
04:37go on nights out and stuff
04:38There isn't an issue with that
04:39Everyone is good
04:40Yeah
04:41I've only got Roman
04:42so now I've got to sit with you
04:43Oh, no, I enjoyed it
04:45What an absolute liberty
04:47Your mate who picked you up off the floor
04:49and you're crying all Christmas
04:50You've got your bird
04:51We ain't got our bird
04:52Well, even though you've only got Jordan and Roman
04:54you've gained us now
04:55Exactly
04:56So we're all back how we used to be
04:58We're your standing girls
04:59We're back like the old days
05:00Standing girlfriends
05:01It does feel like the old days
05:02It does
05:03I love us together
05:04We have a lot of fun
05:05Yeah, it's been fun
05:06Yeah, it's been fun
05:07We're back
05:08Is there going to be something going on
05:09between Harry and Freddie?
05:10Oh, my keys
05:11Is that it?
05:13What?
05:14I ain't seen them together
05:15No
05:16I'll fill you in
05:17Freddie has turned around
05:18and said that he wouldn't say no to a date with Harry
05:21Basically, they've been a bit flirty
05:23Oh, really?
05:24And we're just a bit like...
05:25Does Harry fancy him?
05:26Oh, really?
05:27Yeah, they both fancy each other
05:28He's open to it
05:29Morning
05:30Hey
05:31Oh, hello, you all
05:32Good to see you
05:33You all look lovely
05:34You look lovely
05:35I like that
05:36We're back together
05:37Yeah, it's great
05:38Get a pic like that
05:39You OK?
05:40Yeah, you're good
05:41Hello, darling
05:42You OK?
05:43Mm-hmm
05:44Morning, girls
05:45Hello
05:46Morning, Troopers
05:48Joel, are you going out tonight?
05:50If you are, Steph
05:52Are you a woman to your word?
05:54Go on, Steph
05:55Woo!
05:56She's wearing cigar
05:59Hi
06:00Hi
06:01Hey
06:02Hey
06:03Oh, darling
06:04You look a sensation for breakfast, girl
06:05I know, but I'm thinking beach club after
06:07Oh, yeah, yeah, we'll be out and about
06:08Oh, yeah, I know
06:09How are you feeling?
06:10Last night was a lot, but what's the matter?
06:13Well, I've texted Harry already
06:15and I'm asking him to meet me here
06:17What?
06:18I'm just going to tell him now
06:19What, he's going to come here to meet you?
06:21Yeah, well, I thought I can't love to keep, like, avoiding him
06:24I feel like I'm avoiding him, I'd rather just get it out
06:27Listen, a problem shared is a problem solved
06:30Yeah
06:31I'm literally shaking
06:32I'm going to go sit down in my room
06:34Go on
06:35Love yous
06:36Darling
06:37Hey
06:38You all done?
06:39Yous OK?
06:40Yes, very good, thank you
06:41Starved
06:42Starving
06:43Starved?
06:44You are late to breakfast
06:45I'm always late
06:46Fashionably
06:47I get glam before breakfast, who does that?
06:49So
06:50Well, I did a bit today
06:51Yeah, we all do, actually
06:52We're on the holidays, Danny, we've got to
06:53Exactly
06:54There's a very much a curly hair friend thing going on here
06:56Yeah, no, I love it
06:57I needed a fellow curly girly
06:59When you've got curly hair, there's just something different
07:02Exactly
07:03You're always different
07:04Yeah
07:05I spoke to Junaid yesterday, didn't I?
07:07Did you?
07:08What was said there?
07:09It's all right, I just said to him, I said, you're just like a shell of a man
07:12I said, if I'm honest with you, I said he needs to speak to you first
07:15They've taken a leaf out of what I said last night
07:17Yeah
07:18To stop putting themself away from people
07:19And they hopefully will come to breakfast
07:21Cos I actually haven't seen him at breakfast
07:22Not once
07:23Have you seen him yet?
07:24Seen him around the hotel or anything?
07:26No, not really
07:27A little bit around the hotel, but we don't even look at each other
07:30It's mad, isn't it?
07:31He just looks straight past me
07:32It is mad, cos he was your best mate
07:33It's mad, yeah
07:34That would never happen with me and James, or you and Charlotte
07:35Yeah
07:36That he's just a different person
07:37It's given me time to reflect on the whole friendship
07:39And that's what's actually, it's done me a favour, him leaving it so long
07:42Cos now I know I don't want to be friends with him
07:44Yeah, yeah, yeah, you've had that time
07:45If I didn't have that time, you'd apologise sooner
07:48I probably would have jumped back on the friendship
07:49You'd fall back in the trap, yeah
07:51Shall we go here?
07:53Hello, you all right?
07:54You all right?
07:56I need to get really bad, I'm dying for a drink
08:08It's so awkward
08:15These aren't environments for me to speak to people when it makes me feel more enclosed
08:19Well, the thing is, cos everyone's listening, and I don't really want to have to have conversations with certain people
08:22It makes me feel more uncomfortable, it puts me more into my shell
08:24And it makes my guard go up even more
08:27Because I'm shaking like a leaf
08:31How did we get to this point?
08:33I don't know
08:36I want to talk to people and I want to make amends with people
08:39But this isn't the right environment
08:42Not in front of everyone?
08:43No
08:44I'll happily speak to people in smaller group environments
08:47But it's not as awkward
08:48When I spoke to Jordan and Chloe, it was a calm environment
08:53This doesn't feel very welcoming
08:54No, not at all, no
08:56Hello!
08:57Oh, here they are!
08:58Hello!
09:02Oh, you got me across already!
09:04Harry, you look so tan!
09:06Thank you, I've got my body glow on
09:08Where have you been?
09:10He's having a chinwag
09:11You OK, boys?
09:12Hi, friends
09:13I'll go sit with Danny
09:21Hi, gorgeous girl
09:22Hi, Mum, she OK?
09:24You look nice
09:25We having a business chat?
09:26Business meeting, as always
09:27You OK?
09:28Yeah, love your necklace
09:29Thank you
09:30Goes with my outfit
09:31You're fine, aren't you?
09:32No, Joe, I don't want it
09:49Why's she looking at me like that?
09:51Oh, you still don't know?
09:53You ain't got Chloe, mate
09:54Oh
09:55You tell me
09:56Listen, he want our information to tell you
09:58but now's the time for us to tell him, do you know what I mean?
10:00So we can't really
10:01Go on, then
10:04It weren't just a kiss
10:06Before they ended
10:08They went all the way
10:10They shared?
10:11Mm
10:12Before it was over
10:15You gonna eat?
10:16No, I'm alright, actually
10:17Can't eat
10:22Don't hate me, I've got something to tell you
10:26What?
10:27I know you've, like
10:30You've asked me a million times
10:33obviously
10:34about
10:35Joe and Junaid
10:38and things in Cyprus
10:39and if anything happened, but
10:41I've just got to get it off my chest
10:43It's like, look, they're talking over there
10:45and then to, like, you again
10:46Mm
10:48How can I have a conversation with anyone?
10:50No
10:51Like, I know you've given me the opportunity
10:53to tell you so many times
10:54as did stuff go on
10:55but I couldn't be honest with you then
10:57but now that we're closer
10:58and we're friends
10:59I feel like I can't keep it from you
11:02Like, obviously
11:04things did go on between them
11:06in Cyprus
11:09back home in the UK
11:11before
11:12Joe called things off with you
11:16and
11:18it just weren't the right time to ever tell you
11:20Harry, you've got to understand
11:21like, he was my friend then
11:23but I can't continue
11:24lying to you
11:28I'm, like, barefaced lying to you
11:31and I feel like
11:32the only way for you to move forward
11:33and truly put it behind you
11:34is to know the truth
11:35and
11:39Lisa
11:40they were kissing in Cyprus
11:44and
11:45since coming home from Cyprus
11:47they were obviously sleeping together
11:49before he called things off with you
11:51I think we should just say it's basically
11:53this happened behind Harry's back
11:54his real fault all along
11:55yeah
11:58I can't even look outside
12:00there's not much I'm missing
12:01I can't see behind me
12:03you can't see behind you
12:06don't wind yourself up
12:07at least bacon's nice
12:11I'm listening, I don't hear anything
12:12oh yeah, sorry
12:14oh my god
12:20let me drown
12:21let me drown
12:22my soul
12:26the only way is love
12:30the only way is love
12:33could you love somebody like me
12:38could you love
12:39could you love
12:40could you love somebody like me
12:45I know I've lied to you so many times
12:46it's ok
12:47do you understand why I've lied
12:48don't be so serious
12:49I know I've lied though
12:50don't be so silly
12:51really I'm really
12:52I've honestly been stressed out about it
12:53cos I've been bare faced lying to you
12:54it's fine
12:55don't be stressed out
12:56honestly Danny
12:57I'm literally shaking
12:58but you've got to understand
12:59Danny
13:00I only kept it from you
13:01because he was my best mate
13:02do you know what I mean
13:03Danny I really really really
13:04appreciate you telling me
13:05I can't imagine anymore
13:06I know that weren't fucking easy
13:08I mean their behaviour in Cyprus
13:10was strange anyway
13:12I know
13:13and I'm so sorry for it
13:14why was he running around
13:15saying I've got feelings
13:16for someone who didn't even kiss
13:17come on
13:18but this is what I mean
13:19like
13:20it's just stressed me out
13:22I just don't want you to hate me
13:23do you understand
13:24why I've not told you sooner
13:25Danny
13:26Danny
13:27come here give me a cuddle now
13:28I'm sorry for not telling you sooner
13:29Danny
13:30I could honestly
13:31could never
13:32I'm sorry for lying to you
13:34I could never hate you
13:35bare faced lying to you
13:36I'm sorry
13:37I could never hate you
13:38feel bad for Danny
13:39you don't shoot the messenger
13:40Danny's a good girl
13:41Danny ain't done nothing wrong
13:44so awkward
13:46right
13:48go
13:49you wanna go
13:50yeah
13:51yeah let everyone enjoy their breakfast
13:57what happened
13:58they've walked away
13:59aren't they just over breakfast
14:00what's going on
14:01why have they walked away
14:03have we missed something
14:05so Harry
14:06bottom line is
14:07they did it behind your back
14:12that was a lot
14:13mm
14:14Joe
14:15you need to come back in there
14:17it's just so awkward
14:18I can't
14:19I know but listen
14:20Danny spoke about
14:21a lot of things with us
14:22and I think she is
14:23talking to Harry about it now
14:24and I think you need to
14:25just come back in
14:26so what are they saying
14:27that's what I mean
14:28I don't know what she said to him
14:29but I know that she's
14:30talking to Harry
14:32Harry can I just say
14:33something to you
14:34honestly I've only come out
14:35to get me almond croissant
14:36I know
14:37but can I just say something to you
14:38not the almond croissant
14:39all I knew about was the kiss
14:40and I don't want you to think
14:41I hid anything from you
14:42all I knew about the kiss
14:43and that they got a bit
14:44fruity but I didn't know
14:45that they went the full way
14:46I do not
14:47I do not think
14:48anything differently of you
14:49so please do not worry
14:50about that
14:51I do not think anything
14:52different was yours
14:53I was worried that you
14:54would cheat on me again
14:55cos I know I was
14:56Danny
14:57no Danny
14:58sorry
14:59I would never
15:00that would never ever happen
15:01don't be so silly
15:02Danny how much respect
15:03I have for you
15:04the way you dealt with
15:05our situation last year
15:06no please don't cry
15:07I didn't want to lie to you
15:08but I
15:09I couldn't
15:10oh Danny
15:11listen we all had
15:12everyone had a
15:13it ain't your fault
15:14he was my best mate
15:15and I should have
15:16told you
15:17Harry what's wrong
15:18yeah they
15:19they was already together
15:20behind closed doors
15:21it all makes sense
15:22what
15:23not in Cyprus
15:24how do we know that
15:25they kissed in Cyprus
15:26and then they slept
15:27with each other
15:28back in the UK
15:29this leaving together
15:30wasn't
15:31it wasn't in Cyprus
15:32before they was broken up
15:33but it was before
15:34they were broken up
15:35back in the UK
15:36oh wow
15:37I think you just need
15:38to have this conversation
15:39what else is there
15:40for me and Harry
15:41to talk about
15:42the honesty
15:43and the truth
15:44has got to come out
15:45for a bit of
15:46respect for Harry
15:47what does Harry
15:48want to say
15:49in front of a room
15:50full of people
15:51well I don't know
15:52Danny spoke to Harry
15:53I don't know
15:54and I think you should
15:55go and talk to him
15:56I think you've got to
15:57what's he got to say
15:58so
15:59you
16:00have got to stop
16:01worrying at the minute
16:02you've
16:03what you've done
16:04he takes a big character
16:05yeah
16:06he was your
16:07listen he was your
16:08best friend
16:09but I think that
16:10there's no one
16:11you've got something
16:12to say
16:13I haven't got nothing
16:14to say to you
16:15you don't think
16:16you've got something
16:17to say
16:18yeah I want to talk
16:19to you in a private
16:20I don't want to
16:21talk to you
16:22no
16:23okay
16:24so can you please
16:25leave because I
16:26don't want to talk
16:27to you
16:28do you not think
16:29you want me to
16:30close your
16:31conversation
16:32about the situation
16:33and you can
16:34both move
16:35no
16:36move back from
16:37there
16:38you both lied to
16:39me
16:40you both
16:41told me
16:42that
16:43and they shagged
16:44no we didn't
16:45yeah you did
16:46because it
16:47come from
16:48janay's mouth
16:49janay you told
16:50me
16:51what we had
16:52said
16:53not in
16:54cyprus she didn't
16:55you told me
16:56it's the night
16:57after ellie's
16:58birthday
16:59oh come
17:00on
17:01what do you
17:02mean come
17:03off it
17:04you've got to
17:05own it
17:06you've got to
17:07own it
17:08I'm sick of
17:09you
17:10I'm sorry
17:11because that's
17:12what I would
17:13do
17:14cowards walking
17:15away
17:16pair of them
17:17cowards
17:18I'm sorry but
17:19when you're
17:20guilty you walk
17:21away if you
17:22actually had
17:23nothing to hide
17:24you'd stand
17:25there and you
17:26defend yourself
17:27to your blue
17:28in the face
17:29but it's
17:30because they're
17:31fucking liars
17:32they lie about
17:33everything and
17:34they can't even
17:35handle the fact
17:36that people now
17:37know that they're
17:38dead
17:39oh my
17:40god
17:41I've never
17:42went to came
17:43to this room
17:44so bad
17:45what has
17:46just happened
17:47I'm just so
17:48glad that we
17:49were in our
17:50own little
17:51safe space
17:52like what
17:53what what
17:54like what
17:55even was that
17:56what did he
17:57even say to
17:58you when you
17:59went over
18:00there
18:01nothing
18:02he was like
18:03i said
18:04apparently you
18:05got something
18:06to say and
18:07What's that? He's meant to be our mate.
18:09The last thing I heard before I left there was,
18:11I'm sick to death of standing up for you two.
18:13Yeah, well, don't then.
18:14You're supposed to be my best friend.
18:16I'm not even... I feel like there's a part of me,
18:18I'm not even surprised that Freddy's just gone on a turn like that.
18:21But what's annoying me is everyone thinks that they know
18:24what's actually happened when no-one actually knows the truth.
18:27If we take it back, right, in Cyprus, where we started off, right,
18:31one night we got stupidly drunk. Yeah.
18:34And we had a little peck.
18:35I don't even know, but I wouldn't even cast it as a kiss.
18:39It was me literally saying goodbye to you in the lift,
18:42and it was like a goodbye, meant to be a kiss on the cheek,
18:44you turned your head.
18:45It was so quick, I wouldn't even class it as a kiss, though.
18:49When was the first time that we slept together?
18:52Fajita night. Fajita night.
18:53But what I think everyone's forgetting is, OK, yeah,
18:56technically I was in a relationship with Harry, but I was done.
19:00The last conversation I had with Harry in Cyprus,
19:02it was, for me, it was over.
19:04I knew there was never going to be any going back from that point.
19:07Do you know what I mean?
19:09I'm sorry, when you look back at it, the signs were all there.
19:11I actually didn't think it.
19:14Did you know? No, no, I've...
19:16Danny literally told me. I told her.
19:19Cos I didn't know whether to tell you or not,
19:20I didn't really know what to do. It was, like, bothering me,
19:22so I kind of went to Saffron and was like,
19:24what do you think I should do in this situation?
19:27And she was like, you have to tell Harry.
19:28I just didn't know when the right time was, like,
19:30it's an over-breakfast in front of everyone.
19:33It's not ideal, but I felt like I was avoiding you around the hotel
19:37towards the end because I didn't know how to face you.
19:40Did you know? My loyalties have changed.
19:41I didn't know about Mercedes. She didn't know the full extent.
19:44Sinead only told me that.
19:45It was just one of those things, like, do we add salt into a wound?
19:49Like, do we hurt you even more than what you were already hurt?
19:53Listen, I'm not upset. I'm not upset.
19:55No, you're done. I feel sick. Yeah.
19:57I feel sick.
19:59It was a matter of days after we got back from Cyprus
20:02that they stepped together.
20:03The thing is, remember, I met Sinead up in Brentwood High Street?
20:05Yeah. And I asked him crystal clear then, has anything gone on?
20:08He said no. He's not going to admit it, though, is he?
20:11He's not going to admit it. He said no.
20:12And then Jo, remember, I'd written a letter
20:14and Jo written me a letter back.
20:15Jo's letter, I was loyal to our whole relationship.
20:18They've both full-on lied to me.
20:20And then come to Bali and call me a fucking Voldemort.
20:25The one who can't be named. Yeah.
20:28Listen, once upon a time, me and him did have a friendship and...
20:31But you were single in my eyes.
20:33I was single in my eyes? Yeah.
20:35I knew it was done. So, I don't feel like...
20:37Listen, I get, like, yes, you were with my friend,
20:39but you were single and at the end of the day,
20:41when you are gay and there's a connection there with someone...
20:44You have to take it. I have to take it, Jo.
20:46Of course. This is all I've ever wanted in my whole life.
20:48Anyone that's known me, this is the one thing
20:50that was the missing piece of my life.
20:52And I went with it and you were there.
20:54And, yeah, unfortunately, it's made people...
20:56It's caused destruction along the way,
20:58but this happened seven months ago and now it's done.
21:01The chapter's closed, Dr Jermaine, and we're focusing on me and you now.
21:04For me, I don't regret it,
21:06cos I'm over the moon that we're together. Yeah.
21:08Like, I'm actually really happy for once,
21:11but it's just a shame that all this negative shit
21:14is coming in the way of it, and I don't want it to affect us.
21:17God. And I know it ain't going to affect us because we are so strong.
21:21But it's just hard.
21:22It's a mess. It's all just such a mess.
21:24I just don't even know what we're going to do now.
21:27I feel like we're in the worst position than what we was when we got here.
21:34When this calms down, because this...
21:37You will be sad. ..this is good for no-one, especially you,
21:41I think the best thing to do is speak to Jo.
21:44Just say to him,
21:47I don't want her. I'm in Bali. Yeah, but listen...
21:49I didn't want this to be a thing. No, but listen, we can't predict...
21:52I was quite happy to co-exist. We can't predict...
21:54Live on the other side of the hotel while they went on that side of the hotel.
21:57We can't predict what's going to happen, and it's happened.
22:00We need to move forward because... I feel like it will surprise you
22:03how good it will make you, how much better you'll feel
22:05after having a conversation with him. It will surprise you.
22:07I really... At the minute, I don't know what's going to happen.
22:10I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know what's going to happen.
22:13It could happen in a week, it could happen back when we're home, whenever,
22:16but I feel like it will do you so good.
22:18You'll feel so much better out of coming from a conversation with them
22:21and hearing genuine apologies if they do give you that.
22:24You'll feel like a brand-new person. You can finally put that to bed.
22:27I just feel like you need that.
22:29I think what we should do now, go and sit round the pole, get a drink...
22:32Yeah. ..and just... Yeah. Yeah.
22:34..just breathe a minute. Sounds like heaven.
22:36Got indigestion. I've got indigestion.
22:38I've got indigestion. I've got indigestion.
22:40Danny, please, just come here. Love you so much.
22:43I know that won't ease you at all.
22:45No, and I'm so regretful for you not understanding how...
22:48Really, I do appreciate it.
22:50You're going to be all right now, honestly. This is it.
22:53I feel like I'm in Cyprus again.
22:55No, cos we're going to have the best time ever, I swear to you now.
22:58Listen, we'll get you a large prosecco, anything you need.
23:01I was just...
23:04I was just...
23:06I was just...
23:08I was just...
23:10I was just drunk in my mind.
23:13The only way is up.
23:16The only way is up.
23:31Full body, baby!
23:33CHEERING
23:36Woo!
23:38Party, baby!
23:57You can hear the ocean with this.
23:59That looks like your vagina, doesn't it?
24:01Whose vagina does that look like?
24:03Whose vagina does that look like? Not mine.
24:06Can you hear anything? Mermaids.
24:08You're joking.
24:09The singing. The whales. Listen to the whales.
24:15Oh, my God. It's so good.
24:17Make a wish in it.
24:19Tell John to propose.
24:22Give me one more.
24:24I wish for my family to be healthy.
24:27Oh!
24:29Same.
24:32I want to take that home. Yeah, it's gorgeous.
24:35Very nice on a mantelpiece.
24:37Hello! Girls!
24:39Girls!
24:40It is extremely hot. I'm melting.
24:42I'm wet all over.
24:44You've got a wet minge, haven't you?
24:47I'm sweating in all parts of the body.
24:49I'm so... Girls, I'm sorry.
24:51Why don't you pull your skirt up?
24:53I've got to wear her out.
24:55Can we discuss what happened at breakfast yesterday?
24:58Cos we were so far away,
25:00we didn't even realise that Joe and Janay had walked out of the room.
25:03I've never experienced a breakfast so crazy in all my life.
25:06That was intense.
25:07Do you know what makes me die?
25:09Janay walked in being sassy like...
25:11Harry, I hear you've got something to say to me.
25:13It's like, Janay, do you have something to say to him?
25:15Like, what are you doing? Yeah, exactly.
25:17You're playing the victim constantly.
25:19The boys have done Harry wrong and they're acting as if Harry's done something wrong to them.
25:22I'm like, Joe, you're a chi, own it. You're a fucking chi.
25:25Yeah, but that's why, because they've got a guilt conscience.
25:27That's why.
25:28If anything, they should be like, look, the fuck not,
25:30but now we're together, we're happy,
25:32and then if they said that, we can all just accept and move on.
25:35I think that Harry has...
25:3799% found his closure on his own and healed on his own,
25:40but this is like the final chapter.
25:42Just made him realise he wasn't going crazy.
25:44Cos he was asking about it for a long time.
25:46He was always questioning it.
25:48Now he knows and he can close that door and move on
25:50and it's really weird, as soon as it happened and he found out,
25:53within 24 hours, I felt like he was moving on with Freddie a little bit more.
25:56Yeah.
25:57Well, I mean, he was kissing Freddie, wasn't he?
25:59A couple of hours later, he's had his tongue down Freddie's throat.
26:02Oh, my God, I've got the video.
26:04He kind of got front row.
26:05No, you haven't.
26:06I stood there staring at him.
26:07No, you had a video.
26:08I took a sneaky video of their first kiss.
26:10SHE GASPS
26:11It looks like a good kiss to me.
26:13It's a proper passionate kiss.
26:15Oh, my God.
26:16Who's, like, got the upper hand here?
26:18Harry. Harry's so masculine there.
26:20Oh, my God, how long's this video on?
26:22It's still going on!
26:23The video's, like, four minutes long.
26:25To be fair, there was a lot of tension there.
26:27Like, I wasn't sure before if that would be...
26:29A thing. A thing, yeah.
26:31There was a lot of sexual tension there, I'm going to be honest.
26:33I felt it was a bit like Freddie was, like, hungry
26:36and he wanted to, like, eat Harry's face.
26:39I looked over and it was a lot of, like, saliva.
26:42They were both looking at each other, just to be like,
26:44shall we kiss?
26:45One of them was going to the other one, like,
26:47oh, you've got such a good body.
26:48SHE GASPS
26:50Honestly, it's the heaps.
26:52Weirdly, Harry seems to be having the best trip.
26:54He deserves a good time. He does.
26:56Holiday romance is just so fun.
27:14How beautiful is it here?
27:16Nice, isn't it?
27:17It's stunning.
27:18All the gays and the girls out.
27:21Excuse me, guys, this is your drink.
27:24You're welcome.
27:25And this as well.
27:27All right.
27:29Thank you so much.
27:31Cheers.
27:32Cheers.
27:33What are we cheering to?
27:34What do you want to cheers to?
27:36Cheers to our little kiss.
27:40Freddie, that's too funny.
27:42We weren't really a little one, was it?
27:44Freddie, you literally had your tongue down my throat.
27:48I couldn't help myself, eh?
27:49It was fun.
27:50One thing led to another, and I was just like, come here.
27:54I'm going to be honest with you.
27:56Go on.
27:57Surprisingly good.
27:58It was a good kiss.
27:59People were winding me up and going, like,
28:01oh, you're going to kiss Freddie, you're going to kiss Freddie,
28:04and I was going, no, no, that's not going to happen,
28:06that's not going to happen.
28:07Literally blink of an eye, I've got my tongue down your throat.
28:10Next thing you know, we're playing the tensile...
28:12What's it called? Tensile tennis.
28:14No.
28:15Tensile tonic.
28:16No, what's it called?
28:17What are they called?
28:18What?
28:19What you have out.
28:20Tonsils.
28:21Tonsils.
28:22Tonsil tennis.
28:23But you know what, it felt natural, didn't it?
28:26It did, yeah.
28:27It was a great kiss, and once I had a taste of it,
28:31I just kept on going in for more.
28:33Flirty friends that kiss.
28:35Flirty friends that kiss.
28:36Maybe a cuddle.
28:38Love a cuddle.
28:39So do I.
28:41How do you feel about everything that happened
28:43at breakfast yesterday?
28:46It made me realise that things are still so raw.
28:50Well, the thing is, the reason why it's so raw
28:52is because you found out new information,
28:54and it brings all that hurt back up.
28:56Yeah, it don't hurt anymore, it's just disappointing.
28:59But the thing is, it is OK if it does hurt,
29:01because if I found out six months later
29:03that someone was having it off with my best mate
29:05and my fella, that would wind me.
29:07That's why I've got so irate.
29:10I've told them boys time and time again, H,
29:13to take accountability for their actions,
29:15and I didn't feel like they would,
29:16and I'm exhausted from it.
29:17For me, Junaid is, like, done.
29:21But if Joe wanted to sit down and tell me it,
29:23I would listen.
29:24Can I be honest with you? Yeah.
29:26I really do think a conversation needs to happen
29:28between you and Joe.
29:29And listen, even if you've got any unanswered questions,
29:32ask them. Yeah.
29:33Ask anything you want. Get it all off your chest.
29:36Yeah. And then you can just close that book.
29:38Do you know what I mean? Yeah.
29:39That's the thing that I can't work out,
29:40that you've both done me so wrong.
29:42Fucking, where's me wizard water when I need it?
29:48Oi, you.
29:50You will not be seeing that any time soon.
29:52No.
29:53We're friends who kiss and cuddle,
29:57but no sex, I don't cut out.
30:00You will with me, just not yet.
30:04Spun. What's spun?
30:06Is that your way of trying to kiss me again?
30:08Mad as you, innit?
30:15We've done it again.
30:31You all right, Joe?
30:32Hi, Steph, you all right? Yeah, how you been?
30:35I'm all right.
30:36Can I sit? Yeah.
30:38You sure? Yeah, come sit down.
30:45How are you feeling?
30:47Well, I'm a bit taken back, to be honest with you.
30:50Did you understand, though? Cos there was a lot of shouting.
30:53I don't know if you... Well, this is the thing.
30:55I don't know what I was apologising for. Yeah.
30:57I was so confused to what was going on.
30:59Even what has been said isn't very accurate.
31:03What part?
31:04Everyone thinks me and Junaid slept together in Cyprus.
31:08Oh, no, no, no, they don't think that.
31:10So what is it? What is it that people are thinking?
31:12That you kissed in Cyprus,
31:14and then before you broke it off with Harry,
31:17you'd already slept together.
31:19Let me just tell you the actual truth
31:21and what has actually happened.
31:23So, in Cyprus, me and Junaid,
31:26I wouldn't even personally call it a kiss.
31:29It was a peck.
31:30When two lips meet, it's a kiss.
31:32No, look, it really wasn't like that.
31:34So how was the sex, then? Cos all of a sudden...
31:36There was no sex. There was no sex.
31:38And if there was, I would tell you...
31:40But the sex definitely happened before you called it off with Harry?
31:43Yes. No, it did happen.
31:44But when I slept with Junaid for the first time,
31:46I knew, for me, it was done, there was no going back,
31:49and when I see him, it was going to be ended anyway.
31:52Yeah, but, Joe, you can carry on saying that.
31:54At the end of the day, Harry wasn't done.
31:57So you have cheated on Harry.
31:59In yourself, morally, you might not think it's cheating and it was done,
32:02but you have cheated.
32:03It annoys me, cos I just feel like...
32:05Obviously, Harry's told his point of view to everyone,
32:08and I feel like everyone hates me because of me breaking up with him.
32:11It angers me, cos I think we weren't perfect in that relationship.
32:14But you're missing the point, and it's so hard to get through to him.
32:17Tell me what the point is.
32:18You went off with his best friend.
32:20Yeah, and I know that's wrong.
32:21And you cheated on him. I know it's wrong.
32:23But if you know it's wrong, cos it is winding me up,
32:25you can't keep telling me, it's wrong, it's wrong, it's wrong,
32:28but then Harry done this.
32:29I know the relationship weren't perfect.
32:31Yeah, but I feel like it's not coming across like that, though.
32:34What do you want me to say?
32:35No, not you, but I just feel like, in general, cos it hurts, Saf.
32:38I'm here on holiday with everyone, and, like, everyone hates me for it.
32:41Hate's a strong word.
32:42They dislike you because of what has gone on,
32:45and it's been very deceitful.
32:47Yeah, I just don't even know...
32:50Oh, it's just so draining, Saf.
32:52I'm over it.
32:53Hello. Hello.
32:55How are you?
32:56It's the boy in white. You OK? Yeah.
32:58How was your swim? Lovely.
33:00Oh, where have you been?
33:02Oh, I just needed a breather.
33:04What you's been talking about?
33:06Listen, we've had a good chat.
33:08We've just gone over the whole breakfast saga.
33:10It weren't great for anyone.
33:12At all.
33:13Yeah, the whole thing's just upsetting.
33:15But it is what it is.
33:17Look, I've got an idea.
33:19I'm arranging a night away.
33:21Where?
33:22Ubud.
33:23Who's going?
33:24Me, you, Bex, and I think I'm going to ask Ella.
33:27Cos I think you need to talk to Ella properly.
33:29Yeah.
33:30And she is upset.
33:31Yeah, that would be hopefully a good step forward.
33:34We're going to rebuild in the rice fields.
33:38Let's do it.
33:43The only way is love
33:47The only way is love
33:49The only way is love
34:00Welcome to Bambu Indah.
34:03Hello.
34:04Oh, thank you so much.
34:07Seesha.
34:08Oh, I'm Miss Farley.
34:10You are Miss Farley.
34:12Love that.
34:13How am I going to carry this case?
34:15Hi.
34:16Hi.
34:17Miss Farley.
34:19Do you want me to get it for you?
34:21Hi, baby.
34:23Welcome to Bali, baby.
34:24Thank you, baby.
34:25I'm so happy to be here.
34:26Right, actually, a little detour.
34:28This is not the main hotel.
34:30Oh, I can't.
34:31I've brought you for a calm little retreat before the madness.
34:34Love that.
34:40Wow, look at the pool.
34:42Oh, this is so nice.
34:44I want to dip my feet in.
34:45I can already feel the calmness coming out of me.
34:48This is all you.
34:50It's like paradise.
34:51Just arms open.
34:52Open your chest up.
34:54And just deep breathe it in.
34:57We rebuild in the rice fields.
35:03We're in Trim Trim.
35:05We're in Trim Trim.
35:06Yay!
35:07Trim Trim.
35:08Let's go.
35:09Let's go.
35:12I'm excited.
35:13I'm excited.
35:14Let's have a look at this room.
35:16Oh, beautiful, babe.
35:18Wow.
35:19Look at that space.
35:20Isn't it lovely?
35:21It's stunning.
35:22This is so nice.
35:23I actually love it up here.
35:24I feel like I'm in the rainforest, but it's like luxury rainforest.
35:27Do you know what I mean?
35:28It's going to be good.
35:29It is.
35:30It's going to be perfect.
35:31Yeah, we'll get some good kicks.
35:32We're going to have a laugh.
35:33We will.
35:34And we're going to have a gossip.
35:35Why?
35:36What have we got to gossip about?
35:37A lot.
35:38Oh.
35:39I'm happy to be away from everyone else.
35:40Yeah, you need to breathe it, babe.
35:41Oh, it's awkward, though.
35:42Literally, you just took the words out of my mouth.
35:44It's awkward.
35:45I feel like I can't even look at Ella.
35:46No, I know.
35:47I just want to be like, can we just be friends?
35:49I think Saffron has full intentions of making it all right.
35:53I know.
35:54Let's just hope.
35:55I'm trusting her.
35:56I'm putting my full trust in Saffron.
35:57Woo-hoo!
35:59Woo-hoo-hoo!
36:02Essex has arrived to Bali!
36:04Yay!
36:05Woo!
36:06How do you do that?
36:07I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I!
36:10It's all matter of fact!
36:11How do you do that?
36:12Do that, do that, do that, do that, do that, do that.
36:15How do you do that?
36:21Hey!
36:23What's happening?
36:24Oh, someone's looking bronzed.
36:26It's a little bit toasty out here, mate.
36:28You're a bit golden pink.
36:30It goes brown, mate.
36:31It goes brown.
36:32It does.
36:33It does.
36:34It's all that matters.
36:35Look at guys that got care in the world.
36:37Loving it.
36:38Yeah?
36:39Yeah, we're going to be sitting by,
36:40we're going to be chilling in this beach club for a bit
36:41and then I think we're all going to a club later.
36:42Us and I think it's Girl Band.
36:45You and Girl Band?
36:46I don't know.
36:47You just going to hang about with Mike's girlfriend the whole trip or?
36:50Listen, they want a party.
36:51I want a party.
36:53That has become your crew now.
36:54It's not my crew.
36:55It's just like a holiday friendship romance.
36:57It's like we're just here on holiday,
36:58we're just going to enjoy our company while we're here.
36:59We go back, we go back to normal.
37:01Nah, Dan's not here making it awkward.
37:02We can hang about.
37:03Yeah.
37:04Yeah, I've been having a great time, mate.
37:07Yeah, but have you actually been having a good time?
37:09I have.
37:10Obviously, I go up and down sometimes
37:13and how I'm feeling,
37:14which is just normal.
37:15Have you spoke to her much?
37:17Yeah.
37:18So what's she saying?
37:19Is it just normal chat when you speak to her?
37:21She's saying she misses me.
37:22Obviously, there's stuff to sort out.
37:24What are we doing here?
37:25Are we leaving this?
37:26Are we not leaving this?
37:27Are we flipping flopping between
37:29what we're saying to each other?
37:30Do you know what I mean?
37:31Do you feel like it's cleared your head at all
37:33having any time apart from her?
37:34It's definitely made a difference
37:36because what we were doing,
37:37we were just seeing each other every weekend anyway.
37:39So I think once I get home,
37:40that's going to be it, isn't it?
37:41It's going to be,
37:42are we going to do this or not?
37:43Yeah, you need to have a chat when you get home.
37:45I'm not going to deny that I don't miss her.
37:46I don't.
37:47100% don't.
37:48Yeah, well, I knew you would.
37:49Yeah.
37:50Especially when you're coming back to the same place
37:52where we was obviously madly in love.
37:54Obviously, I miss her.
37:55Do you know what I mean?
37:56But it's been all right.
37:57I feel like every time I spoke to you,
37:58I feel like you're sweet.
37:59I feel sweet.
38:01I'm not like moping around in the hotel
38:03not knowing what I'm doing.
38:04Do you know what I mean?
38:05So what's happening with you and Ella?
38:06You're obviously going to start taking that seriously
38:08because obviously you're quite old.
38:09I feel like I am taking it quite seriously at the moment.
38:11So out here, she's been absolutely lovely.
38:13She fucking cares about you a lot.
38:15I'll tell you that.
38:16I'll be honest, yeah.
38:17I've seen a very different side to her.
38:19She's been very supportive
38:20of everything I'm doing back home.
38:21I've spoke to her non-stop.
38:23It seems to me,
38:24from an outside point of view,
38:25and I never really say this,
38:26it seems a little bit like love.
38:29Maybe.
38:31Maybe.
38:32Maybe.
38:34I know that feeling.
38:35I had that feeling.
38:36You used to have that feeling, yeah.
38:37I still do have that feeling.
38:38You do.
38:39Well, look,
38:40it's good to see you in high spirits still anyway.
38:42I'll see you in a bit.
38:43Go on, enjoy yourself.
38:44I'll speak to you later.
38:45God, I love you, mate.
38:46God, I love you, mate.
38:47Bye.
38:48Bye.
39:01Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh.
39:05Hiya.
39:06Girl, you OK?
39:07You OK?
39:08I am shattered.
39:10How are you?
39:11Cheers, darling.
39:12Welcome to Bali.
39:13Cheers.
39:14Welcome to Bali.
39:15I mean, you arrived definitely fashionably late.
39:17Oh, babe.
39:18And you missed a lot.
39:19Do you know what?
39:20My dad's had to have an operation
39:21you know I would be soon.
39:22Is he OK?
39:23Yeah, he's fine now.
39:24So that's why I'm a little bit late.
39:25The vibes here are so much better
39:27than the vibes in the hotel, darling.
39:29Why?
39:30Oh, the vibes in the hotel, Bex.
39:31Why?
39:32Why?
39:33Where do we even start from?
39:34What's been going on?
39:35Well, breakfast was the biggest thing
39:36that was like absolute fun.
39:38Right, set the scene.
39:39We walked in, sat down, got the breakfast.
39:41Yeah.
39:42It started off quite nice,
39:43but you know when there's,
39:44you know when you can feel tension sitting here?
39:46What do you mean?
39:47It was just awkward.
39:48Like, we could just feel like eyes
39:49and like whispers,
39:50and I was just like,
39:51no, get me out of here.
39:52So we were just like,
39:53we're going to make a dash exit.
39:54What, so you just left?
39:55Yeah, pretty much.
39:56Literally ten minutes in.
39:57It gets so much worse, right?
39:58We've got Saffron and Ella chasing us.
40:00They're like,
40:01you need to come back in here
40:02and like say sorry.
40:03Say sorry to who?
40:04To Harry.
40:05But the truth of the matter is,
40:07I slept with Junaid
40:08before officially breaking up with Harry.
40:10But for me, it was done.
40:11It was over.
40:12There was no going back.
40:13No.
40:14No, but like,
40:15we had just come back from Cyprus
40:16and I knew I was breaking up with him,
40:18regardless.
40:19The next time I saw him,
40:20it was going to be done.
40:21I was going to end it.
40:22So I was mentally single.
40:23Danny obviously knew,
40:24because I did tell Danny
40:25when it happened.
40:26Yeah.
40:27And obviously,
40:28Danny told Harry
40:29and everyone found out.
40:30So obviously,
40:31you can imagine what it was like
40:32Christmas number two.
40:33And now we've heard that
40:34Now we've heard
40:35Freddie and Harry are cracking on.
40:36And kissed.
40:37What?
40:38We're confused,
40:39I think,
40:40more so than anything.
40:41But at the end of the day,
40:42we don't care.
40:43It makes it awkward now though,
40:44because it's like,
40:45how can we be friends with Freddie
40:46while he's cracking on with Harry?
40:48It ain't going to happen.
40:49And the truth's now out there.
40:51But I think Harry needs to hear
40:52the truth from me,
40:53so we can finally
40:54just put this all to bed.
40:56What,
40:57you're going to have a conversation
40:58with him out here?
40:59To be honest with you,
41:00I probably owe it to him
41:01and just let him know
41:02the timeline of events,
41:04how it happened.
41:05He's not going to like it,
41:06but then how can...
41:07Oh, he's so awkward.
41:08I can't.
41:09But he's cracking on with Freddie though,
41:10so I don't really feel like
41:11he can have the ump anymore.
41:12Yeah, but babe,
41:13you got with Janaye,
41:14like,
41:15it's like,
41:16do you know what I mean?
41:17And it's awkward.
41:18Hopefully after that conversation though,
41:19we can just hopefully move on.
41:21I hope so.
41:22Shall we just cheers
41:23to being in Bali?
41:24Cheers to blossoming
41:25friendships, eh?
41:27I need another drink.
41:28Time.
41:31Let's get another.
41:32Let's get another.
41:51Right, Sase.
41:53Elsie.
41:54She's all blissful.
41:55Oh, we're in paradise though.
41:56Oh, it's lovely, isn't it?
41:57You coming in?
41:58Of course I am.
42:01Ain't got miles for me to pass.
42:02Oh, it's lovely.
42:03I'm so hot.
42:04I've been hot the whole time,
42:05but actually,
42:06this is really good on the soul,
42:07this place.
42:08I mean, it's peaceful.
42:09Do you feel calm?
42:10Yeah, calmer than
42:11what I've felt since being there.
42:14So what you thinking?
42:15I mean, the boys are here.
42:16Yeah.
42:17Look, listen,
42:18it's one of them things,
42:19ain't it?
42:20Like, it's nice to be around them
42:21because we ain't been around them,
42:22but it's nice to feel
42:23like being around them,
42:24but it's awkward.
42:25I thought,
42:26obviously inviting you
42:27would try and help
42:28away from the madness.
42:29Like,
42:30talk to them on your own.
42:31It's all about rebuilding now.
42:32Yeah, well,
42:33let's hope so, eh?
42:34I mean,
42:35we weren't that calm
42:36the other night, was we?
42:37No, not at all.
42:38And I don't regret it
42:39because I feel like
42:40the things that we said,
42:41like,
42:42they needed to be said.
42:43Do you know what I mean?
42:44But it's just hard
42:45to see Joe in such a state
42:46and still be hard.
42:47Yeah,
42:48but I was really upset
42:49you were saying it again
42:50when I spoke to him
42:51around the pole
42:52about you.
42:53Yeah.
42:54Like,
42:55I do feel lost in a friendship.
42:56Do you know what I mean?
42:57Yeah.
42:58Like,
42:59I'd be heartless
43:00if I said that I didn't care.
43:01Like,
43:02I do care.
43:03It's just one of those things
43:04like,
43:05do I just do it for me
43:06instead of pleasing everyone else?
43:07Because at the minute
43:08I feel like
43:09I'm holding grudges
43:10because I'm trying
43:11to please everyone.
43:12Is that why
43:13you don't seem yourself?
43:14Has it just all got too much?
43:15Yeah,
43:16I just feel so
43:17in the middle of everything.
43:18Like,
43:19I want to be amicable with him,
43:20but I also don't want
43:21to feel like
43:22I know what happened
43:23and what they did to her
43:24was so wrong.
43:25Yeah.
43:26And I also don't want
43:27to lose her as a friend
43:28because I lost her as a friend
43:29for not having her back before.
43:30Yeah.
43:31But when I think of it,
43:32like,
43:33I just think to myself
43:34I am missing Dan a lot
43:35and,
43:36like,
43:37we speak every minute of the day
43:38on the phone
43:39and he wakes up for me
43:40and whatever else
43:41and it's nice.
43:42I get messages from him
43:43saying,
43:44patiently waiting for you
43:45to wake up.
43:46It's good.
43:47Ah.
43:48But,
43:49I'm thinking
43:51I feel like it's wrapped up
43:52in everything
43:53and, like,
43:54It's got,
43:55yeah,
43:56it's got too much
43:57and you miss him.
44:00And it almost, like,
44:01might break away
44:02from it all.
44:03Yeah.
44:04Do you know what I mean?
44:05Yeah,
44:06and also I think
44:07you're finding
44:08probably pressure
44:09around girl band.
44:10I feel uneasy.
44:11Yeah.
44:12And I just think,
44:13like,
44:14Fred hasn't even taken
44:15a minute out of his day
44:16to even ask me how I am
44:17because he's so caught up
44:18in all that shit.
44:19Yeah,
44:20and if he dies,
44:21you'd be saying,
44:22quiet.
44:23I'm trying to climb.
44:26Oh, come on, Elsie.
44:29She's not.
44:30Come on.
44:32I feel so upset.
44:50I hope you know
44:51I will carry you home
44:53whether it's tonight
44:55or 55 years down the road.
44:58Next time.
45:00He loves me.
45:01Don't he?
45:03What is it?
45:04Go on, talk to me.
45:07I am getting closer to Harry
45:08and I don't think them two
45:09are gonna like it.
45:10So what if they don't like it?
45:12Joe did cheat on me.
45:13What?
45:14You're joking.
45:15When?
45:16Fight for it.
45:17We've all got about
45:18to be around each other.
45:19And I don't want to see you
45:20and Jonaid on your own.
45:22Ella's actually
45:23really in the middle
45:24of a lot of stuff.
45:25I'm looking at you
45:26and your eyes,
45:27I'm messed up.
45:28I'm sorry.
45:29I don't want to lose you.
45:30You both played a part in this.
45:32What do you mean?
45:33You both weren't perfect.
45:36I'm not doing this.
45:37Wait, Harry.
45:38Why?
45:39Why?
45:49Baby
45:50For you and me now
45:53The only way is up
45:56Baby
45:58For you and me now