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00:00I get that over stimulated by my hair being down that like I will actually tie my hair
00:07up with quite frankly anything that I can get my hands on just to get my hair off the
00:11back of my neck. Like I insist on having all these blow-dryers at the minute to try and
00:14make me look like a 90s supermodel blow-dry queen which I never will be. But the reality
00:21is that I will literally like, I've used knickers, I've used knickers, knickers and knickers
00:27that's what I can think of right now. But I just literally, I couldn't find a clip or
00:30anything downstairs so I've had to use two metal pins just to get the neck off the back
00:37of my hair. The hair off the back of my neck because I just, I can't cope with it. Anyway
00:42guys hello, long time no vlog. It's been a minute and I don't even know why. I was thinking
00:47downstairs like why haven't I been vlogging? And I don't really know. Sometimes I just,
00:54I don't know I just resist picking up the camera, no excuse for it. I've been great,
00:59things have been great over here. It's actually half past eight at night on a Monday right
01:03now and I have just been at a lymphatic drainage appointment which was really nice, having
01:08a little bit of tummy lymphatic drainage. I was meant to have a really busy Monday today
01:12but actually I kind of decided, I took it upon myself to make it a not busy Monday and
01:17I kind of took the day for myself a little bit which has been nice. I've just been at
01:20home with Bambi literally. I went to the Traveller Centre this morning, did a little bit of show
01:24doping and that's literally it. I think it's why I've kind of been resisting to pick up
01:29the camera because I haven't really had loads to update you on to be honest guys. Like life's
01:32been chilled, it's been kind of quiet, I say that. Literally had a huge weekend. We had
01:37the Maybe pop up for International Women's Day. I also have spag bol on my chin because
01:41I just had a ready meal spag bol, I know how to live. But we had the pop up for International
01:47Women's Day with Maybe on Saturday so two days ago now and I've actually been genuinely
01:53on a comedown today and to be completely honest with you, I feel like that pop up,
01:58it was honestly so incredible to the point where afterwards I said to Fran, I was like
02:04I think that's one of the first events I've ever done where I'm more excited to get to
02:08the end of the day because a lot of the things I do I'm always like I'll be really excited
02:12and happy when this is done so that I can tick it off, say it's done and reflect on
02:17it and I did feel like that little bit with the first pop up just because I was so anxious
02:20and because it was such a huge event, I was kind of looking forward to it unfortunately
02:24being done. But with this pop up at the weekend, like I didn't feel like that at all. Like
02:28I literally felt like I don't want this to be done because I've enjoyed it so much. I'm
02:31going to have to get a clip before I carry on because I actually cannot, I can't do it.
02:37Now, now the pop ups done, I have like massive pop up blues because I enjoyed it so much
02:42like I literally can't even tell you how like gorgeous the vibes were and how lovely every
02:46single person that I met on Saturday like there was literally no, no dramas. I don't
02:52think I've, I don't think anyone was like unhappy with the whole experience like every
02:56single person I spoke to met any TikToks I've seen like everyone absolutely loved the pop
03:00up, which with me to have like zero controversy and to like have zero negative comments is
03:07like, have we just had a Christmas miracle? Like, have we literally just had like a complete
03:13To celebrate in Manchester was so good because I did feel so guilty when we did our first
03:19pop up it was in London and I know a lot of you guys think like I'm a Manchester girly
03:23and I'm like, I am seen as like Manchester like I wave the flag for the Mancunians because
03:28like I ship Manchester so hard like I love it. But if you're new around here, I'm not
03:34from Manchester. I am from down south. I'm from Hertfordshire, which is a lot closer
03:39to London than it is to Manchester. I'm a southern girly. But anyway, I keep going off
03:44on tangents. I really wanted to do something to serve our Manchester audience and our Manchester
03:49community. So to celebrate International Women's Day celebrate maybe and to celebrate in Manchester
03:54with coffee and cookies for free. It doesn't really get much better than that. In my opinion,
04:00it was so good. If you haven't seen it, I'll pop some pictures up here of what we did for
04:04the pop up this van. I was like, genuinely, that's not one thing that I would change about
04:07it. Of course, it's a lot easier to get just like a van, right versus a full like we had
04:13like a really, really big space to do for the first pop up. But basically, when I came
04:18up with the idea of the van, coffee van pop up, I knew the perfect perfect van to use.
04:25And basically, if you follow me on Instagram for a really long time, and you're like an
04:28avid watcher of my stories, maybe from like years ago, you'll have seen that I used to
04:32go to before Bambi was born, I used to go to a cookie van called baked by bean. And
04:36it's like she parks up like 20 minutes away from here and she serves the most unbelievable
04:41like treats, baked goods, brownies, banana bread cookies, like the best ever. And her
04:47van is so gorgeous and aesthetic. And I messaged her like I've got a really exciting idea like
04:51we meet up and basically, we transformed the baked by bean van into like a maybe takeover.
04:56She did all the cookies for us. We also partnered up with Sage, the coffee machine company,
05:01which was such a dream. You guys know how much I've fallen in love with my Sage coffee
05:04machine over the last few months, like it's literally quite quite literally changed my
05:07life. But this wasn't meant to be like a big long intro about the pop up. But I just wanted
05:10to fill you guys in because I didn't vlog it. And for obvious reasons, because we have
05:15filmed it on another platform, which you guys will be seeing really soon. Another small
05:19update for you guys. I had a lot of girls at the pop up actually coming and speaking
05:24to me about my piercings when they were like, getting their coffee and stuff. They're like,
05:27how your piercings, which I thought was so funny. People were asking me and guys, I can't
05:31tell you like, I don't want to I don't want to jinx it. Because my mum and Erin have both
05:36been having huge issues with their new piercings since they had them. We will have them done
05:40at the same time. And I'm having like, I don't want to say it because I'm not gonna jinx
05:45it touch wood. I'm having zero issues with mine so far. Like I couldn't be happier with
05:49the fact that this conch one which was it's literally caused me no issues at all. But
05:55I know it's because my piercing pillow and I keep telling my mum and Erin, like I don't
05:59feel sorry for you because you have to get a piercing pillow. And they're like, yeah,
06:01but the piercing pillow is the only reason I genuinely believe why I've had no problems
06:05with my piercings. I've been talking for nine minutes like what have I been talking about?
06:29I don't know what love is. I don't want you to wait for me. I don't know what love is.
06:41I don't want you to wait for me. I don't know what love is. I don't want you to wait for
06:56me. I don't know what love is. I don't want you to wait for me.
07:13The lights have temporarily, temporarily, temporarily, until it's the end of the day.
07:17The lights are temporarily malfunctioned in my room. So I've put a different light setting
07:22on. But I actually think I kind of prefer this. My bedside lights have stopped working,
07:26love that. But I've just put like a light setting on that I never use. It's like the
07:31down lights and like the out bit. I'm kind of really enjoying it. It feels a little bit less
07:35harsh than the bedside lights normally do. I've spoken a whole lot of nonsense at the start of
07:39this vlog. I just wanted to do a quick PSA, public service announcement, not that it applies to
07:45anyone else other than me because it's my problem. But you guys, I feel like if you follow me on
07:49Instagram, you'll know how much I have been loving, emphasis on loving my Oura ring. This
07:57little thing here has changed my life. Like I am so unbelievably committed to my sleep since having
08:02my Oura ring. Like genuinely it's changed my life. I could rant, I could literally go on about it,
08:06how much I love it. I personally only like to use it for my sleep. I don't really use it for
08:10anything else. Well I use it for my steps and stuff and like it's nice to see like, I don't
08:16know, other bits and bobs. But the sleep for me is the main thing. But basically to cut a long
08:19story short, at the pop-up, take a shot every time I mention the pop-up, I had to disconnect my Oura
08:24ring because I needed to connect the speaker with my phone to play the music from the van.
08:28I got nominated as DJ. So basically I had to disconnect my Oura ring and ever since then I've
08:33literally not been able to connect my Oura ring back to my phone. I have tried everything. I've
08:37followed all of the directions and I can't connect my Oura ring back to my phone and it's really,
08:42really upsetting me because I haven't been able to track my sleep for the last two nights and
08:47that for me like, it's causing me a lot of stress because I am now obsessed with tracking my sleep
08:53and for the last two nights I've not been able to and I just don't understand how I'm meant to
08:56connect it. Let me give it one last go. No one better ask me to connect my phone to the music
09:00ever again if it means that I have to disconnect my Oura ring because me and my Oura ring's
09:05relationship is far, far too serious to ever do this again. Right, troubleshooting. Reconnecting
09:12your Oura ring to your current device. Yes. Confirm that your device is on the latest version
09:17of the operating system. I think so. Place your ring on its charger. Done. If the charger's LED
09:24turns blue or red, see our troubleshooting charging issues page. No, it's not done that.
09:29Connect your phone to its own charger to ensure all power saving features are disabled.
09:35I only have one charger. Can't do that. Place your phone next to the ring. Done. Turn off your device's
09:41Wi-Fi. Wi-Fi can interfere with Bluetooth in certain. Wi-Fi turned off. Make sure that there
09:48are no other radio powered devices nearby. No. If the above steps did not restore connection,
09:53try deleting the Oura app. Now, I don't want to delete my Oura app because it's got all the data
09:58on that I've been logging up and it says if I delete the app, then it's going to basically
10:04delete everything that I've like built up over the last few months of all my. I really don't
10:09want to delete the app. Look at me. I'm going to turn my phone on and off. If in doubt, do the classic
10:16on and off trick. Whilst I turn my phone back on, tomorrow I have my final MIV, which is my
10:23master interview for Molly Mae Behind It All episode four, five, six. So tomorrow is my last
10:32day doing my section where I sit down and basically like narrate the what's going on in like the
10:38talking section. So yeah, if season two doesn't happen, which I'm not talking too much about right
10:45now, then this will be my last MIV ever. But if season two does happen, then this won't be my last
10:51MIV ever. So I'm not feeling too sad about tomorrow because I don't know. I feel like maybe this won't
10:57be my last MIV. We'll have to see. Anyway, guys, I am going to carry on. Still not connecting. I'm
11:03so upset. The old on and off trick didn't really work. Anyway, guys, I'm going to get an early
11:08night and I will catch up with you all in the morning for our final, maybe not final, master
11:14interview. Night night. Good morning, guys. Half seven. We're out. We're out of here for final MIV
11:27of Molly Mae Behind It All season, you know. I have two boxes of cookies next to me which
11:34are staring at me. I'm not doing it for breakfast, absolutely not. But they're staring at me,
11:38they're like leftover cookies from the pop up. So we are just in Glam. The hair for the MIV is
11:44very simple. So it took approximately how long, Jack? Five minutes. Traveled four hours for a
11:50five minute Glam. We're just doing Glam makeup, but we're having a problem because I had my derma
11:58painting done the other day. And I've mentioned on my Instagram story about the derma painting trap
12:03that I'm in at the minute of if I don't get my derma painting done, my face goes so peach fuzzy
12:10and I have like, you can see like a layer of hair, especially around where my sideburn area is.
12:15And at the BAFTAs, like on TikTok, I saw a few comments, people actually saying like, you can
12:19see like how hairy her face is. So I thought, well, I need to book in for my derma painting.
12:22But when I do have derma painting done, my makeup never ever sits how it would if I had the peach
12:28fuzz. It doesn't look as... It's got nothing to hold to. Yeah, it doesn't like sit on the skin
12:33the same as if it had that little bit of like fluffy hair to hold it. So we're just in this
12:39trap of like, if I don't get it done, I support a full beard. And if I do get it done, then my
12:43makeup slips off my face. Brands look at me like, don't say that. Because last time I said that,
12:48it was all over the place. Do you remember that? Molly Mae has a beard. Molly Mae's growing beard.
12:53Molly Mae supports full beard. Which is fine if you want a beard. No problem with that. But the
12:59derma painting trap is real. And honestly, it's one thing I wish I'd never, ever, ever started
13:04because once you do it once, it does grow back just a little bit thicker. It does. I won't hear
13:10any difference. I'm not going to lie. When it's got skincare on it, it does look like glass skin,
13:16but it's not. I'm here for it. I think it's just a maintenance thing and you can't slip it.
13:22Sorry about that. I just need like that happy medium stage of like a little bit of something.
13:31It's spiky. No, I've got to stop all. I'm so glad you guys understand though. It does.
13:37It won't shouldn't come back off. I did it once and now literally when it was growing back,
13:43it was coming back like growing back straight. It's not meant to be shaved. I know. I wish I'd
13:49never, ever done it. I'm not sure the reason, but it is there. That's the one thing I would
13:53teach Bambi when she grows up. I'll teach you anything else, but I'll just say, listen,
13:56the one thing I can teach you is don't start diving. When your mum goes mad about shaving
14:00your legs when you're young and like, don't shave. Yeah, I know. It's the same thing.
14:05What's with the redness? Did we? Guys, that's never been there before.
14:36I think it needs tweaked.
14:52We're going to start again, please. Yeah.
14:56Thing is, I just don't like putting it when I've got, when I've not got my extensions,
14:59I will use mask when I've got extensions in it. Molly, 10 minutes for the girl comes
15:03around for a blow dry, whack her mask in. It's me told. Well, I don't know how many times I have
15:08to tell you because next time I see you go, don't want bleach because my hair's snapping.
15:21Brilliant in the workplace, I'm putting it in my bowl. It does feel a bit better though.
15:24Yeah, do you know why? Because I'm not seeing you for quite a long time.
15:28We are deep into the MIV. MIV stands for master interview, doesn't it? But why?
15:35That's not correct. Because what does the V stand for? Yeah, but it's not really.
15:45Yeah, it's a me. It is a me. It's a MIV. Anyway, we're deep into it now. But we're having intervals
15:51of where we're putting on this little heater because it's freezing. And obviously we can't
15:57have the heater on when we're filming because the sound gets damaged. Damaged? Affected. We've
16:03ordered a Wagamama's for lunch, which I'm looking forward to. It's my second coffee and I've drank
16:09like full two glass, like they're huge glasses and I've had two of them. So my blood is actually 95%
16:15coffee right now. Hello. So I have just finished up at France. Bumpy bit of road. I've just finished
16:24up at France and I'm just heading home. And the best part about today, well this two days, is that
16:33I'm actually back at France at 7.30 in the morning. Honestly, like before, like if Bambi, I would have
16:40just stayed round if I wasn't her mum, to be perfectly honest with you, because I'm back so
16:44soon. But obviously I've got my little girlie to get back to. So I am going home literally just for
16:50the evening and I'm back there first thing in the morning doing, um, the next part of like a big
16:56shoot that I've got for a huge campaign I have going on this year with a really huge brand. So
17:04that's exciting. It's like the one thing I've not been able to tell you guys about. I feel like I
17:08haven't had something like that. Oh, we're slugging! I feel like I haven't had something like that for
17:13so long, like since Maybe was announced, that like I haven't been able to tell you guys about. I hate
17:17that, but yeah. I've got a shoot for something fun tomorrow, um, and then something I haven't
17:23filled you guys in on yet is that on Thursday, so literally two days from now, I am actually going
17:29on a holiday. So I'm going to Dubai, um, with Bambi and we are going for a little holiday, but I feel
17:39like I'm going to like really have like some like nice time off and just like really switch off. Like
17:46I'm still going to post and stuff. It's needed, this little trip, and I'm actually like very much,
17:51as you guys know, like a home girl. I love my time at home. I never really crave the need to go away,
17:58like I'm so content when I'm at home. It's like my happiest times, but recently I have been craving
18:04a little getaway and just some time to kind of just like escape. Has anyone else noticed like
18:11how incredible the sunsets are at the minute? Like the sunrises and the sunsets at the minute
18:16are so breathtakingly beautiful. Like I drive a lot in my car, as you guys know, like I'm often
18:21vlogging like either in my dressing room or in my car, and every time I'm driving at the minute in
18:25the evening, like I'm watching the most beautiful sunsets ever, like literal pastel pinks and
18:30purples and oranges. Like it's so breathtaking. Anyway, I love you guys. Speak to you in a sec.
18:35Good morning, guys. Wow, I sound horrendous. Quick coffee stop before we get to France this morning.
18:46Hello, yes, are you? Can I please get two cappuccinos?
18:49Yeah, are you taking away?
18:51Um, yes, please.
18:52Yes. Are they just regular or small?
18:55Just a regular cappuccino, please. And then can I please have a cup of coffee?
19:00Regular or small?
19:00Just a regular cappuccino, please. And then can I please get a latte with a small amount
19:06of agave in, please?
19:08And they hold it in a small mug?
19:10Uh, yes, please. Uh, yeah.
19:16Can I also get, um, four plain croissants? Or five plain croissants, actually. Thank you.
19:24There's some jam and butter in, um, to mark you.
19:27Wheat butter, I don't know if you've tried it.
19:28Nice.
19:29It's absolutely amazing.
19:30What is it? What butter?
19:31Wheat.
19:32Oh.
19:32So, what milk is left, and then you use that to make butter.
19:35Try it.
19:36It's a complete waste of product.
19:37Oh, cool. Every time I try and use butter from here, though, it's always been in the fridge. It's
19:41like, it's like rock hard.
19:44Thank you. Have a nice day.
19:48Thank you very much.
19:50Bye.
19:51Good secured.
19:55If I don't get points from the glam team for that, then I'm gonna be upset.
20:00It's like a ghost town. So quiet.
20:03And just like that, we're back in the stupid, stupid car.
20:08Do I actually ever get out of my car? Like, it would appear not.
20:12Good morning. Good morning. Good morning.
20:17Good morning. Good morning.
20:20What a beautiful morning it is this morning.
20:24A coffee stop was necessary this morning.
20:27And yeah, a little girls trip for me.
20:32Latte with agave.
20:33Hot because it's Baltic.
20:35It's freezing.
20:38Back to France I go.
20:39Back in the car.
20:41Life gets really exciting.
20:42And I was actually like, deeping it earlier.
20:43I was thinking, this is actually why sometimes I don't vlog in the week.
20:46Because I'm doing a lot.
20:47But it's not stuff that like, you know, it's not interesting.
20:52One thing about me, I'm always going to be on time.
20:55I'm like so thingy about lateness.
21:00I can't bear it.
21:02So I always like the night before I'm going somewhere,
21:04check the Waze app before.
21:08To make sure like, I'll do like, what time do I need to leave to be there by this time?
21:12Because I can't bear being late for anything.
21:20Here we go again.
21:23Slipping and sliding for us.
21:25Dermaplane gate part two.
21:31Leave your lashes in the air.
21:34Honestly.
21:35Yawn.
21:37Oh, get over it.
21:39I'm here for early.
21:42I just need to know because I'm going to book my hair.
21:58Okay, I think I've done that.
21:59I think I've aborted like four there, or five.
22:02Yes, you've got one, two, three, four, five.
22:05Yeah.
22:05Oh, okay.
22:06Perfect.
22:06That's the first ones.
22:08This is how you put your croissants on after you've had your...
22:10Am I recording?
22:11Yeah.
22:12Yeah.
22:20Wow.
22:26Sorry about that.
22:29Ah, there she is.
22:38So, I can press this.
22:42Then I put that straight down.
22:43Put that straight down, and then we'll just put it all the way on the camera.
22:48Put that straight down.
22:51That's gorgeous.
22:52And then just let that roll.
22:53Fabulous.
22:54Let that run.
22:55Done.
22:56Very nice.
22:57Amazing.
23:00And we're wrapped.
23:03I'm literally living a groundhog day.
23:05I'm not going to make you watch me take my makeup off again,
23:08because this vlog has literally just been me like repeating the same day again.
23:15No.
23:15Oh my God, you're literally watching a repeat right now.
23:17I've clipped my hair up again with two metal pins,
23:21because basically in the cupboard downstairs where I always want to tie my hair up,
23:25like because I'm in the kitchen and I'm flustered,
23:27the only thing in that cupboard is these metal pins.
23:29So, I keep having to tie my hair up.
23:30I just need to basically take some scrunchies downstairs.
23:33But I'm finished shooting now for the day.
23:37It was quite a busy day.
23:40Once I finished the shoot with the secret brand,
23:43I then went straight into meetings for Maybe,
23:48and then I had a really awkward phone conversation
23:52that was so out of character for me,
23:53and like just really not a nice part of my day.
23:59You guys were actually really proud of me.
24:00I'm really...
24:01I stuck up for myself.
24:05The throat chakra, like one thing we're practicing in 2025,
24:08is that the throat chakra is unblocked and no more misses.
24:14Nice guy.
24:14Like no, no, no, no.
24:17I spent so many years.
24:18It's so random.
24:19I spent so many years like being a mouse and being too afraid to...
24:25I'm also speaking in riddles.
24:26You're like, what the hell is she talking about?
24:27But yeah, I've just been spent so many like years
24:29being too afraid to like actually open up this chakra of mine
24:33and speak my mind and actually not be afraid
24:36to like tell people what I'm thinking and feeling.
24:39And today I was like, do you know what?
24:40No, I saw some unfairness and I saw something I didn't like
24:44and I said, not today.
24:45Thank you very much.
24:47So yeah, that was an interesting part of my day.
24:49But the shoot went really well with the little secret brand.
24:52I'm really, really excited about that.
24:54It's going to be such a good little partnership.
24:55I don't know if anyone knows.
24:56I don't think anyone's worked it out.
24:57We're pretty much all packed for our holiday,
25:01which we go on in the morning.
25:03I will show you what I've packed in a second.
25:06I actually also got a new little purchase,
25:09which I can't decide if I like or not.
25:11So I need your guys' opinion.
25:12Yeah, I'm so excited.
25:13I feel like I haven't felt this excited for a trip in like so long.
25:18I really don't ever crave that holiday,
25:20but like I'm just ready.
25:22Like my bones need it.
25:23I got polyester on my glam now two days in a row.
25:26And I hate that I keep having to rub my lashes to take my mascara off
25:30because the lashes are too precious to be rubbing like that.
25:32Like, no.
25:33But I'm just running myself a really gorgeous bath.
25:35I've put my favourite honey bath in from Laura Mercier.
25:38Had like 10 people in my house today from to do the shoot,
25:42and so did Fran.
25:43It was crazy.
25:43Eggie is just so aloof.
25:46I don't even know what aloof means,
25:48but when I think of Eggie and look at Eggie,
25:51I think of aloof.
25:53Maybe you guys can let me know what aloof actually means in the comments.
25:57Eggie.
25:59Hey.
26:01You okay?
26:02Come here.
26:03Come to your mum.
26:08Come here.
26:15Hello.
26:17Hello, my darling.
26:19I'm just having some chill time on the bed,
26:22having a little hiatus from organising everything I should be organising for tomorrow.
26:28It's getting quite late and stuff.
26:33Honestly, when you tell your friend you have some hot gossip drama and tea,
26:39which really is not even that gossipy or drama or tea,
26:42and she's literally like...
26:44This is the only kind of response from my friends when I tell them I have drama.
26:49I'm on the edge of my literal seat.
26:52I'm trembling.
26:54It's been too long.
26:55I'm near the edge of my seat.
26:55So I'll tell you in a minute.
26:58It's Steph's 30th birthday tomorrow,
27:00and she said this is the best present I could have ever given her.
27:03Just some great...
27:05It's not even gossip.
27:06It's not even interesting.
27:07I also want to show you guys this purchase that I can't decide if I like it or not.
27:11I need you guys' help.
27:13Let's head downstairs.
27:14Eggie's not going to like that.
27:16Eggladon.
27:17Oh my gosh, guys.
27:18I also haven't updated you about bread,
27:21but we found out recently that bread actually has heart disease,
27:27and he's got quite a severe level of it,
27:30and we're in a bit of a predicament at the minute
27:32because basically the vets have given us this medication for him to go on.
27:38It's basically beta blockers that we have to give him every single day,
27:41twice a day for the rest of his life for his heart disease,
27:45but basically if we miss one day of giving...
27:49He's tapping me.
27:50If we miss one day of giving him the beta blockers,
27:53if we miss one morning or one day or whatever,
27:56it can be really incredibly dangerous for him.
28:00More dangerous than not having him on them, I think they said.
28:04You cannot miss a day, but it's not that we would miss a day.
28:06It's like what if one day he decides that he doesn't...
28:09We can't give it to him because it's a droplet, it's a dropper,
28:12and bread's not the easiest cat to handle.
28:14Neither of them are.
28:15They won't be picked up.
28:16They won't be held.
28:17They'll be stroked like this,
28:19but I'll show you.
28:20If I try to pick...
28:21Well, to be fair, when he's chilled, he will be picked up,
28:24but they look really rigid.
28:26He doesn't...
28:27Neither of them like to be picked up at all.
28:30It's just always been how they are,
28:32so to give bread medicine every day, twice a day,
28:35it's not really that feasible,
28:38and I'm really worried if we start the medication,
28:40then one day he doesn't have it.
28:42Is that going to be really dangerous for him?
28:43I don't know.
28:45One of the lights just went off.
28:46Brett, come here.
28:50Hey, cheek to cheek.
28:52It's our poorly boy.
28:55It's our poorly boy.
28:56Are you okay?
28:58See, this is what I mean about he literally...
29:01I can only hold him like that.
29:03He won't be held,
29:05so trying to put a dropper in his mouth twice a day
29:08for the rest of his life...
29:11I just don't know if it's wiser to not start the beta blockers at all
29:15because is it more dangerous for me
29:17if we start the beta blockers and then miss a day?
29:21Oh, I don't know,
29:23but I obviously want to do what's best for him,
29:24and if they've told me to start them,
29:25then we need to start them,
29:26but what if one day he doesn't take them,
29:28or what if, for example, we're going away?
29:30I have someone here taking care of them,
29:31but it's just not 100% that he won't ever miss a day,
29:35and I don't know if that's super dangerous,
29:36but maybe you guys can let me know what you think.
29:39So my new purchase that I'm really not sure on...
29:43I am sure on it,
29:44but I'm doubting myself.
29:45It's this bag.
29:48It's like a...
29:49I wanted a new beach bag, basically,
29:52and I feel like this print...
29:56Now, I've got to be very careful about what I say about this
29:58because one time I spoke about a Gucci print item
30:02and nearly end...
30:03Well, did end up myself in a little...
30:06A little sissy scandal.
30:07You have to be careful with this print
30:08because I feel like sometimes it can look chic and cool,
30:11and then sometimes if you don't dress it right,
30:14it doesn't look like that.
30:17But the way the model had this bag...
30:20The way the model had this bag...
30:21Oh, bum to the wind.
30:23She was holding it kind of like this.
30:28My literal boobs are out.
30:29She was holding it like this,
30:32which I really loved.
30:33I thought like...
30:33But obviously, practically,
30:34like for practicality purposes,
30:36you're always probably going to carry it like this,
30:38but I don't know.
30:39I just thought like...
30:41I probably...
30:41I follow a girl called Tia Linacre.
30:43She wears like stuff in this Gucci print
30:45and she makes it look like so chic and so cool,
30:48so I want to try do the same.
30:50I don't want to make it look like
30:51how this print sometimes can look.
30:53Do you know what I mean?
30:55But it's a really practical bag.
30:56Like it's a really like perfect for the beach,
30:59perfect for chucking Babi's things in.
31:00You guys absolutely killed me with the...
31:03With my last clothing haul that I did
31:06for at the start of one of my vlogs recently,
31:08you guys were like,
31:09you need to return every single thing.
31:10Like what are you buying?
31:11Like I think I bought...
31:12It was like a suede piece,
31:13a two-piece from Zara,
31:15and you guys were like,
31:15you're not going to karate?
31:17I did return all that stuff,
31:18but you guys really humbled me
31:20with that trying on session.
31:21You're like, return the yellow jacket,
31:23return all the Zara stuff,
31:24like get it going.
31:24I was like, I'm glad I...
31:26I sometimes need you guys to humble me.
31:29Tell them.
31:31Tell them that you're poorly.
31:33I'm poorly.
31:35Can you believe he's got heart disease?
31:37Like I literally can't believe it
31:38and I'm just so glad that
31:39I took him to the vet
31:40and we found that out,
31:42but then I found out
31:42and I feel like I can't figure out like what to do.
31:45Honestly, they're both not allowed on the counter.
31:47Shouldn't be behind the counter.
31:48Name the film.
31:50One.
31:51Two.
31:55They take the mick out of me.
31:58Right, this isn't going to be a long call
32:01because quite frankly,
32:02I don't have time, okay?
32:03Okay.
32:04But the tea's piping.
32:05I'm vlogging at the minute
32:06and I was showing the movie.
32:07I was like, if your friend doesn't react like this
32:09when you tell them that you've got hot tea,
32:12the tea is piping hot
32:14and if your friend's not reacting
32:16with these kind of messages,
32:17then that's not your friend.
32:19I was about to drive to your house,
32:20you have no idea.
32:22I was about to get in my car.
32:22I was about to make a drive to your house.
32:27I'm up in approximately five minutes.
32:30Over.
32:31Why do I do this to myself?
32:32Why do I do this to myself?
32:33Why do I do this to myself?
32:34Why do I do this to myself?
32:35Like, why do I do this to myself?
32:38Yeah, I know why it is.
32:39It's because I've not been wearing my oar ring.
32:40I've not been taking my sleep seriously
32:41but the best thing that could happen to me today
32:44is that I managed to connect it this evening.
32:46I was sitting in bed and I've been...
32:49I've connected myself.
32:50So, oar ring, we're back as best friends.
32:53I'm just charging her up now.
32:55I'm so happy, like,
32:56that's the best thing that's happened to me today
32:58is that my oar ring is back in action.
33:00Baby, we're back in action.
33:02Guys, I am heading to bed
33:04and I've got a holiday in the morning.
33:06I've got me ollie bobs and I can't wait.
33:09I'm so excited and this vlog was...
33:12This vlog was so chilled and so nothing.
33:18As always, as I always say,
33:20this one genuinely was.
33:21I'm fully aware.
33:22I just wanted to jump on and say hi
33:24and just, like,
33:25just bring you along a little bit with me
33:27over the last couple of days.
33:28It's super chilled out.
33:29I feel like you guys probably have taken much away
33:30from this vlog
33:31but I just wanted to get something out for you guys
33:33and just to say hello
33:35because I love my YouTube family,
33:37as you all know.
33:38Like, honestly, my favourite platform ever, ever, ever.
33:41It's just the best.
33:42So I wanted just to get a video out for you guys
33:44and say hello.
33:46But anyway, if you made it to the end of this video,
33:48I love you millions.
33:51That's my half heart.
33:53And...
33:54Why am I doing that?
33:55Put that down.
33:56I love you millions.
33:58And I honestly just give myself the 8-24-7.
34:00I can't cope.
34:01I love you so much
34:02and hopefully I will see you all in my next video.
34:05Why have I got the giggles?
34:07Night!
34:08What's wrong with me?
34:09Ew!