Love After Lockup Season 2 Episode 15
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00:00I don't know that you're happy.
00:02Hi!
00:04There we go.
00:05Vegas, baby!
00:07Will these five couples survive?
00:09You can't talk about your ex anymore.
00:11I was thinking about calling him. I wasn't.
00:13Why?
00:14There is part of me that still has feelings for Scott.
00:18Why are you answering Scott's door?
00:20You ready for a surprise?
00:22There's a lot to lose here.
00:23You think I would jeopardize it doing something stupid?
00:25Brittany just got off parole and I worry about
00:28that she relapsed back to things that she was doing
00:30before she met me.
00:31Your attitude is too much.
00:32I think you're being a little bit sensitive right now.
00:34Do you not trust me?
00:35It's .
00:36You think your mom's ever going to meet him?
00:39You give people chances and chances.
00:42When do you draw the line?
00:43I'm scared.
00:44Mom?
00:45I worry a lot that if his mom doesn't accept me
00:48that our marriage won't work.
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00:51Open the door!
00:53I never want to leave.
00:54Well, we leaving.
00:55I need him to understand that.
00:57I'm staying here.
00:58There you go.
00:59My family is not breaking up.
01:00You trying to hold me hostage?
01:01No, I'm not holding you hostage.
01:02You know this is kidnapped.
01:03this family, man.
01:04Michael said that he has no feelings worth Megan whatsoever.
01:10You gonna sacrifice all of this and just put us back through this stuff again?
01:14everything, everybody.
01:16That is for cheating on me.
01:19Help me.
01:20Save me.
01:21You're some crazy .
01:23Go back to your .
01:25I'm so sorry.
01:26Do you want to go for it?
01:27Because you want to sit there with your .
01:29You want to sit there with your .
01:30Badass bitch of a girlfriend?
01:31Go for it.
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02:23house anymore none of that it's done i've been in hobs for two and a half months it's a great
02:30feeling to actually be in a regular simple life with clint so come on so i can finish you my
02:36makeup but also i don't know anybody i'm originally from texas so i don't have any friends and his
02:42mom won't even answer the phone for me oh god i'm ready to be accepted i don't want to hear these
02:50rules damn it there are eight rules for parole babe i know the rules you go over them with me
02:56every day then what's another 48 more hours drilled it in my head do i want a firearm no have that
03:03report today yes now that tracy's getting off the roll we can just start a normal life together
03:08i just got to make sure that she won't it up i've been locked up since 2010 in and out this is the
03:15first time in a decade that i'm free don't you understand two days i know two days so
03:22much can happen in two days you of all people should know that she left she took your phone
03:29in the car why well the crack babe where are you i'm in jail again
03:37that night after we had got married and stuff went back to the room
03:41i really didn't care about anything else except my next fix and you know in order to obtain drugs
03:48when your money runs out there's a lot of things women can do and i did whatever i had to do and
03:54now that i look at it i'm i'm ashamed but i was really out of my mind at the time
04:00i want to make up for everything i've done you don't understand how important these next 48 hours are to
04:06me just have a little faith in me hey hey what i want to get this is important okay if you go back
04:13to jail i'm it's over i want you to know that okay i can't take any more lonely nights tracy has
04:20never gotten through parole fully without getting in trouble i need somebody who's going to be there
04:24for me always i promise i'll probably everything will go great and after today and in 48 hours
04:30when i sign that damn certificate we are off to mother vegas babe oh yes uh logically it's not
04:37the best idea to take someone who's gotten off parole to vegas but she's my goddess and i want to
04:43give her whatever she wants oh whoa i remember feel familiar imagine some silk sheets oh man that would
04:54feel amazing maybe tonight you know um we talked about going to dinner and stuff maybe you could
05:00like you know text your mom your timing oh my god would just love to go and meet her and go to their
05:08house and try to be a daughter that they like well i want you to be one too you just gotta prove to her
05:18that's all babe and you know the best way to prove to her actions actions exactly my mom's concerns
05:25about tracy's mainly is that she's an addict and that she'll relapse and go back to her old ways and
05:31leave me again has she said anything to you like no i mean i haven't really talked to her you're lying to
05:43me she said something i worry a lot that if his mom doesn't accept me that our marriage won't work
05:51since his mom has a really high influence on him that i am i am worried that he might leave me i just
05:57want to meet her i feel like you're like hiding me from her or how the other girls got to meet her
06:03yeah but no other girls friends of mine stole a freaking car from me
06:08really i know we came from disaster we're gonna make her happy ever after
06:20we gotta do face masks it's pretty like luby
06:31okay now pull it down so it's not
06:32you're the one that's putting it on so you should have taken this right the past year of my life has
06:38been a complete storm i thought that this year i will be married i will be with the love of my life
06:45like we will be living together he wouldn't be in jail and that didn't happen i need to give back
06:52for my po popped up you were supposed to be here 10 minutes ago prayer or you're cool
06:58what the my son has been arrested and he's been away for the next four months so all that i can tell
07:03you what do you think i am why don't you tell me who you are like you're not about to sit here and
07:08question me so you're pregnant with his child and we're married
07:15how long are these supposed to be on
07:17who's that oh that's actually mike that's mike yeah this is a prepaid call from a prisoner at
07:28michigan's department of correction hello what's that hey bae i'm uh bae
07:36he's still bae okay i'm with b we're saying i'm sitting here just telling him how we're talking
07:46again he didn't know that we're like back together when you coming to texas
07:51what's that's like house arrest basically oh the monitor ankle bracelet all that okay
08:01i'm gonna let you continue to catch up
08:03all right all right love you too bye
08:12love still there it is i still love him like regardless
08:17my friends and family don't want me to be with michael they don't want us together they don't
08:21like him they don't like what he did but at the same time the love is still there that i have for him
08:26it's not gone and i'm not ready to let that go yet this time i know everything like you can't
08:32pull the wool over my eyes like i know you were a man i know you have a baby on the way like a baby
08:37on the way yeah you i told you uh now you didn't because i didn't know that yeah it's with the same
08:42baby mama yeah i think she's like due any day i'm not sure i don't like her as a person and then like
08:52on twitter and like all that other stuff like i can already tell like she's not somebody i would
08:56ever you know hang out with social media is a bitch sarah and i went in on each other on twitter
09:04basically there was like beef between me and her beef with dayday michael's sister like i don't have
09:11time for that i really don't are you thinking about visiting him i am gonna go see mike and flint
09:18so is he still married yeah so why would you want to go visit him i feel that she needs this time to
09:29find a potential person that will treat her better not lie to her and hold back information in regards
09:36to a whole family that he has on the side and what else is he hiding i still have questions like what
09:43made you do this in person he can't like hide behind the phone basically that's what i'm trying
09:47to say i don't think michael truly understands how all the lies and deception affecting me that's still
09:56an issue between us he's telling me like he's getting a divorce okay like he doesn't want to be
10:01with her like it was all for aviana i'm gonna come back and i'm gonna see what he's doing like will
10:05you get a divorce like you have to show me like i'm not just believing everything he says
10:09is i'm confronting the lies and i have a secret of my own that i have to tell michael i'm not sure
10:15what exactly it'll happen
10:22are you okay with meeting meeting tracy in person
10:29michael is getting out of jail today you don't think megan's gonna be there right
10:32i'm gonna confront her it's time for everybody to face the music
10:43i'll tell you baby don't you come around here no
10:45you want some water oh no i'm okay
11:03hi hello what are you guys looking for we're here to find something for him he has a blind date
11:16oh he's about to go on all right do do we know what you're looking for well let's one close or a date
11:22uh close okay um before i met lizzie um i hadn't gone on a real date a long time
11:28will you marry me yeah scott how much money have you already spent on my mom
11:38over 90 000. are you serious if you didn't have no money i don't need you i can't be engaged to you
11:48what are you doing you just flushed the ring down the toilet and where are you going
11:53scott where are you going me and lizzie broke up it was hard and then last year i dated jasmine
12:02she really wanted to be my girlfriend but lizzie was always in the back of my mind and uh we made
12:07a mutual decision to remain friends um what size waist are you 36. okay 36 30. all right
12:16here that goes together yeah charlie's my best friend i've known her close to 15 years i don't
12:22think charlie has never been interested in me but i think yeah she's giving me signs like jealousy
12:28um jealousy towards elizabeth especially she hated elizabeth do you need a belt or anything or
12:34or just those two what do you think it's better than that shoelace that you were yeah i'm nervous
12:41about my blind day because i'm thinking people eat like little shrimp or lobster or something because
12:46man i'd rather get rejected over mcdonald's at a hundred dollar dinner
12:53this is going to be the best blind date she ever had that looks good at her last what do you think
12:58of that think the pants are the pants are way too expensive i think the shirt's way too expensive
13:04i've never spent this much money on clothes in my life who cares how much it costs this is for you
13:09it's your turn last time you spent a lot of money on lizzie but you didn't spend anything on yourself
13:14i'm wizzy i spent a hundred thousand dollars i'm probably fifty thousand dollars in debt
13:20but i have a new job i actually like the job pays good most of the extra money goes to
13:26to my bills that she had made what kind of woman would it take so you could start all over and start
13:32just start fresh and just start something that's healthy it'd be great if she looked like elizabeth
13:37i've never fallen out of love with her i always have hope and that makes it hard to look for somebody
13:42as long as i get treated nice i mean that's bottom line oh i would hope so well let me tell
13:48you this in the beginning do not tell her all your personal business listen rather than talk so much
13:55listen last blind date i was just listening to her footsteps out the door oh brother
14:09it's crazy no i'm nervous really i'm nervous but i'm like excited
14:16hey what's up ladies how are you doing i'm good good we'd like to get a couple tattoos all right
14:27i'm thinking about like a heart like um that says mama bear baby cub okay okay you know she already
14:33got one show them your tattoo there's always hope that's because i went to prison for 10 years on her oh
14:40crap that's a long time i know right so my life wisconsin now what a difference are your days ready
14:48yes we're ready let's do this coming out of prison after doing 10 years i felt free i felt like i was
14:55luckiest woman alive it's gonna hurt so bad are you serious don't with me are you really that scared
15:05not really just like when it first starts like like it scares me a little bit since i've been
15:09broken up with scott me and jasmine have been inseparable she lives about four hours away from me
15:17so i don't get to see her that often but anytime i have a question i call her and ask for her advice
15:24she's kind of like the mom in the relationship it's really awesome and amazing childbirth is worse
15:30right oh 10 million times worse that's how you get the epidural and morphine and damerol you don't
15:37feel nothing yep let's do it here we go it feels like pretty like amazing to like actually like have
15:45my mom and have like this like bonding time with her you know so how do you feel about like being on
15:50your own it feels amazing being on my own i'm so independent now i have my own job since i've been
15:57broken up with scott i actually work in a factory i don't take my clothes off i don't hustle men i make
16:06less money but i still make great money i don't we don't have a man paying for our tattoos all right
16:11i'm paying for our tattoos and look who's right me i was right the whole entire time while you were
16:17with scott you didn't listen to me and i told you how many times did i tell you to stay away from him
16:23my daughter is ecstatic that i'm not with scott anymore she was just like why are you doing this
16:28she's like nope he's a bad dude he's a bad dude she kept saying it and i really wish that he would
16:33have just you know kept it real with me you got me a car i apologize but this card has been declined
16:43but even though i broke things off with him there is like this small part of me that still has feelings
16:50for scott so you're not seeing anyone no but i have a date that's coming up and i met him like
16:57on tender so i'm happy that you're looking yeah i want some guy to like protect you protect me yeah
17:05not controlling but can like kind of you know like just like tame you you know me i felt like with scott
17:12she wasn't happy she couldn't like be herself she couldn't be like who she wanted to be ready
17:17oh i like that jasmine can't stand scott she thinks he's a bad influence on me admitting to my
17:26daughter that i have feelings for scott is very scary to me but there may still be a chance that
17:35me and scott can work things out he just came out of jail you're not worried about anything happening
17:43so you think he just don't come out being a wild animal this is between me and michael if carolyn
17:48shows up i'm going to confront her i didn't want to talk to her
17:56gotta make it every day gotta get it how we can gotta get it anyway
18:02what do you guys get food food and more food
18:09bills coming in try to pay them my time but it's difficult single bomb trying to feed a child
18:13this is lamar's cabinet he has requested to have noodles and prison food y'all don't want to eat any
18:21of that food lamar is my husband even though i'm mormon and he is an ex-con and ex-gang member i uprooted my
18:30whole family from utah to deal with him the last year of my life has been crazy
18:45are you guys excited i don't necessarily want to go hold with l.a just to see lamar
18:50what's up tennyson now i ain't gonna get out of the car what are you gonna ask him next was he a drug
18:56dealer i mean was he like were you a drug dealer i could be a family with you but i just can't mean
19:01you talk okay listen we're moving to california what now yes i was so happy and then all of a sudden
19:10lamar didn't come home and i received a collect call from a correctional facility when you're off parole
19:18information you have to be perfect and he went somewhere with a friend like one of his old gang
19:26homies and the friend that he was with had a gun on him and he got locked back up oh no i was mad
19:38when it happened i'm still mad and i'm gonna be mad when he gets out in two days
19:43it's like 45 minutes away it just makes me a little antsy you going by yourself i'm gonna be safe
20:03at this point i don't know how it's gonna be with tennyson
20:05tennyson is the man of the house and we have a really close relationship kind of like norman
20:14bates and his mother and you're sure about going yeah i'm sure about what you mean i'm sure about
20:20going that's what lamar tells me i didn't even know who norman bates was until lamar made me sit
20:25down and watch it he was like this is you and tennyson he just came out of jail you're not worried
20:30about anything happening with lamar what do you mean maybe he's more wild enough or maybe i don't
20:37know he's more aggressive enough something i feel like mom more loves lamar than she ever has anyone
20:43else but it's hard to trust him again because if he continues to mess up he could really end up hurting
20:49her so you think he just gonna come out being a wild animal well yeah was he a wild animal before he left
20:57he could have changed him by then to revert to whatever got him in there yeah i don't want you
21:05up worrying about me and lamar how am i not gonna worry about my mom i've always had to worry about
21:11i'm gonna be okay tennyson you could say you're gonna be okay but that doesn't mean you're going
21:15to be okay you trust that i make good decisions
21:21most of the time i guess okay so trust that i am it's not like our marriage is toxic
21:28i don't want them to worry but the truth is lamar being in jail again it changed me
21:34so he better get ready because he's coming home to a different andrea i'm not just that gullible quiet
21:41mormon wife anymore i am stronger than i thought i want us to seriously think of what type of commitment
21:51we need from lamar to be able to open up to trust him again but i feel like i already had to make
21:58that choice and think of what type of commitment i needed from him one time and he sort of let me down
22:07lamar is coming home from jail again he needs to get it together because you know he has a whole new
22:14family and he has a lot of changes to make and he has to be willing to make those changes for my mom
22:20and for our family i think if i already set expectations i'm i might end up disappointed
22:25again i just don't want to hope for anything
22:34keep down packing some of this stuff we're so funny like every time like we set stuff up like
22:38we always go behind each other and rearrange it again i want that plant with the owl on it on the
22:49bottom yeah go under one you'll get to it i would say last year was the most eventful time in our lives
22:57so far right no i think to say last year was the craziest year of my life would be an understatement
23:03baby i'm getting ready to touch my child and i have it in almost two years
23:16you may now it's your lovely bride
23:23it's been a year to the day since i was released from prison we bought our first home
23:28we have our beautiful baby girl zoila we have giovanni most of the time and we even have a puppy
23:37the girls are coming over today oh yeah yeah sasha and amanda
23:42no come to the house marcelino is not okay with me hanging out with the ex balance it's something that
23:47he has a hard time getting over our bond is like unbreakable because we weren't together for so long
23:54in a little tiny little tiny room and we're best friends period well and best friends that met in
24:02a certain predicament situation that not other people meet in chill out not trying to keep you
24:08from anybody but sometimes you know you need to let some people go yeah people that don't have good
24:15intentions for me like my heart would hurt without sasha i think brittie might be making an error in
24:22judgment by not realizing that friends sometimes can't be an anchor she's ready for a nap and anchors
24:28keep you from moving forward
24:34hi hi what's going on i'm so happy you guys
24:39i'm so excited to see you guys yeah come in come in oh my god this is a little messy you know we're moving
24:47i love it a new table a new couch i love it let's break it in with some wine
24:54it's cute right so happy for you yeah you guys look check out the backyard
24:58do you guys want some wine yes please
25:12i'm gonna go play a little okay amanda you want to see the baby for a minute yes
25:16why don't you take your baby what why don't you take your baby okay let amanda hold the baby
25:25i'll take with the hands right now i'm a little uncomfortable about leaving britney behind with
25:30some bottles of wine and a baby it's not about me drinking wine and taking care of the baby it's not
25:35that you don't trust me it's that you don't trust them so just say that instead of deflecting and and
25:39and putting me down as a mother well britney just got off parole and i worry about will she relapse
25:43go back to things that she was doing before she met me
25:49well you got what two three kids yeah okay overprotective gosh well i don't have any that's
25:56why you're not holding her i'll see you later later then all right take care of my baby wait
26:04take care of my daughter baby he mumbles so much i don't even understand it don't give me an attitude
26:10there's nothing there's nothing to be upset about babies drinking i'm having a glass of wine
26:15i'm a mature adult i'm perfectly capable of taking care of the house and the baby like don't don't do
26:23that to me i think it's safe to have assumptions that's all no assumptions make you look like an ass
26:29don't do that i know that you're a little uncomfortable just because they're over here and
26:34that's what it really is because you wouldn't act like this otherwise do you say so marcelino is very
26:41overprotective it pisses me off you want to be with the girl i'm accepting open and cordial with
26:49everyone that marcelino brings around our family because i trust him and that's the difference
26:55she took the car she left you i'm afraid she'll fall back to musing again when do you draw the line
27:07i'm so scared for my best friend i didn't want this to happen like i had no idea
27:11you know what what i don't understand about out here everything yeah that too but how can you be a
27:26prostitute in the daytime you need to stop no i'm serious like did you ever think about they they're
27:35called night walkers or is it street walkers yeah but prostitutes usually work at night but these
27:43prostitutes out here they work in the daytime utah and california are very different it's different
28:05hey
28:14sit down tracy has not met my mom just in every relationship meeting the parents on the other
28:20side is it's always real nerve-wracking and now you add all the drama that me and tracy have been
28:26through and all what she's put me through i don't want to come between you and your wife
28:31but i didn't want a wife like this clint a drug addict
28:39and i'm a little worried that if my parents don't accept tracy it would push tracy over the edge
28:46well um well i was just gonna say that um tracy wants that like a bond with you know she has her
28:56mom but she also wants like a mother-in-law bond and she's just you know eager to meet you and make
29:02amends with you you know i i believe she deserves just one more chance mom
29:13oh my gosh clint that night what she did to you was wrong it was way wrong
29:19you know and i know it hurt you it killed you clint she took the car and she left you that night
29:27i just you know i i don't want you to experience that again
29:31that's what scares me clint you continuing this relationship with her it's because i'm afraid she'll
29:38fall back to you know using again i don't want that for you because i know you'll be heartbroken
29:48and then when you hurt i hurt tracy has a history and history predicts what she's going to do in the
29:56future i'm not going to give her the benefit of the doubt because in my heart she's not the right girl
30:02for him i know my son i mean she's wanting to turn her life around and i've made it very crystal clear
30:13that if she goes back to jail it's over so okay so i want to tell you right now that tracy's got
30:22just a little bit over a day left now that where she's on parole wow they don't check her
30:29they don't drug test her or anything for anything wow she's worked really hard and i believe she has
30:37earned it that's that's great but she's gonna have to prove herself to me tracy she is trying hard to
30:44get my mom to accept her but she's frustrated because my mom's just been like no no no you know
30:52maybe some other time i don't know what number of chance it is mom that
30:56but i just i just want one more that's the thing about it you know you give people chances and
31:04chances and then they just they mess up when do you draw the line it's just like ironclad this is
31:12the mother of all promises she will not mess up i want you happy honey i want everybody i want you
31:22happy one i know darling i know i just um are you okay with meeting i'm gonna be honest with you and i'm gonna
31:38say no this is really cute there's a lot of toys this is adorable i know it's so cute i can't believe
32:00i'm doing this again i know right but at least it's a girl again so it's like you've done it before
32:06i'm nine months pregnant and having to do everything in my pregnancy alone without my husband
32:13it's like really sad michael went back to prison for violating his parole in the past michael's been
32:19unfaithful but the last time he got out i thought it would be different and then i found out that he
32:27basically had a whole other life and was cheating on me with another female
32:30you were the wife i would give you whatever you wanted to know what do you want to know i don't
32:35keep cutting me off i don't know i didn't know about you shut up and sit down shut up i'm not
32:39going to stay here and shut up there's literally no reason there's literally no reason there's literally
32:43no reason i don't know what to think when it comes to michael and megan he said that he doesn't
32:48really love her and then he wants to be with me he was my best friend and in a perfect world i would
32:58have a future with michael oh my god sarah it's my first birthday i would rock this this is adorable
33:06so what's been going on with michael um well he was getting out of jail today oh okay if i wasn't
33:19pregnant you know i would be there so who's picking him up his mom and his sister was going to pick him
33:23up normally i'd be at michael's release i always am i haven't missed one i thought about going for a
33:30second but then i had to come back to reality and realize that i'm nine months pregnant and i have
33:34a bigger responsibility which is to my second daughter you don't think megan's gonna be there
33:39right kind of irritated about the idea of megan being there at his release because of how he's
33:47been communicating with me while he's been in jail and how much i've done for him while he's been in
33:52jail but as far as i know he wasn't dealing with her so if she shows up at his release well then
33:58once again once again everything is a lie oh my god what am i doing even though my head is like girl
34:06this is stupid it's dumb my heart is literally pulling me like a magnet to him
34:16i'm so nervous michael's getting released and i flew to michigan to get questions answered
34:24i just i don't know what to expect i don't know what to expect i'm just from what he's told me he
34:29doesn't love her he doesn't want to be with her people say oh well you should just let it go no i've
34:40dedicated two years of my life to this relationship
34:45and i have a very strong connection with him if he told me hey like i want to work things out with my
34:51wife like i want to try this do it but don't be writing me letters saying like i'm your oxygen and
35:01you need me and you love me and like you're sorry and don't do that let me go like stop trying to
35:10reel me back in if that's what it is if you want to be with your wife be with your wife but your actions
35:14are telling me something different what if his mom's there i mean
35:22that's his mom i mean she shouldn't have lied obviously if carolyn shows up i'm going to confront
35:27her i want to ask her why she didn't say anything about michael being married if you're going to be
35:32a willing participant in like the deception when i come back for answers of course like you're going
35:41going to see me i just hope megan will be there i'm going to understand i ain't worried about nothing
35:51i could care less about it actually what happened between if you really want to know mine is true
35:57it's really nobody's business like this is between me and michael because i still deserve like to finish
36:02this and see what it is i'm not content with the answers i've gotten this far i'm not doing the the
36:11runaway thing anymore i have something to tell michael and i don't know how he's going to take it
36:21it's time for everybody to face the music so that's why i'm here
36:23i want to ask her why she didn't say anything about michael being married and i have a secret of
36:40my own that i have to tell michael
36:48it feels good outside is she sleeping yeah she's probably sleeping she's knocked out
36:53she's so cute
36:59hey it's like i feel like everything's coming like full circle for you you know
37:03got your family yeah man it's like but we work hard too though absolutely it's it's all work
37:10but it's all worth it too yeah so yeah i just really don't want to go back you guys but but if
37:17if i don't want you to go back either man i'm gonna miss you man i'm gonna miss you guys too
37:21Sasha's life is about to change dramatically her sentencing date is coming up she was involved
37:27in a robbery that went wrong she was charged with conspiracy to commit robbery two murders
37:36and an attempted murder when i first met her since she didn't commit the murders she signed a plea
37:42agreement for multiple robberies she served four years in the county and two years out on bail but
37:50she's still facing 10 to 30 years in prison no one knows what's going to happen to her
37:56like ultimately like i want a family like i want to i want to be married i want i want kids
38:01you know i want like i want what you have you know like so special
38:04oh you'll have that one day sash whether it's you know coming soon or if it's gotta wait a little
38:09while years from now either way you're gonna you're gonna have that yeah stop it if you do go just
38:15don't put you on all the penthouse sites yeah i'm gonna put you on meet an inmate ride a prisoner
38:21we're getting you on them with my sentencing coming up there there's a big possibility that
38:29i could be locked up for for 30 years
38:31that terrifies me it breaks my heart i'm pretty sure it does that the same thing to my family
38:40and the people who love me because they know what i'm capable of and they know that like i'm
38:44a genuine like good person i just don't see prison for you man yeah i'm just like really worried um
38:52you know like like i've never had the opportunity to say like i'm sorry like i didn't want this to
39:00happen like i had no idea you know like but who knows like whoever knows something like so tragic
39:06could happen you get what i'm saying like i've been wanting to say i'm sorry and i never wanted this
39:12to happen you know like but um like i i'll get that opportunity at sentencing you know because
39:18hopefully like somebody will be there like i want to personally give them a letter like from my heart
39:23i can relate to what sasha's going through it's like that that gut-wrenching feeling that something
39:29just might not go the way that she hopes i'm so scared for my best friend i i don't want to lose her
39:39and more importantly i don't want her to lose her own life
39:45i didn't know that i would have stayed home i did more for michael than his mother and his sister
40:10did while he was locked up like he couldn't even get his sister to write him back when he would try
40:14to email her i think it's bull i didn't want to be around her i didn't want to talk to her
40:20this is another thing that makes me mad how you love somebody you don't even know
40:23you only talk on the phone with them you only write letters mama you don't know this person
40:27it's my point yeah i don't even want to be around her i know she's coming to the house now
40:31i bet you do i don't know i told you no you got to figure out something you show how you got control
40:39over that that's just i already said it when is he coming out we're waiting on him and then we're going
40:49home
40:52the last time i spoke to dayday was on twitter when she was trying to come at me on some
40:57bull saying that michael didn't want me and like i was a home wrecker and all this other stuff but
41:03she didn't even know the whole story he's gonna come over here yeah just keep away from me i don't
41:12gotta talk to her roll the one now be a bigger person you're not forcing me to do what i already
41:17said i wasn't doing like what's the point i didn't know i was i didn't tell her tell her that i want
41:24you don't want to talk to her hey i understand like what your issue is with me day day get your
41:32code i don't want to talk you never texted me we never threw wade on the phone or nothing
41:39or none of that you get on social media and you disrespected me because i was defending sarah
41:44the way i see it is they are married right so it's like you know i'm not i'm not gonna sit up here and
41:49unless sarah look like a fool all right it's you i need a xanax oh lord and mercy this is not gonna end
42:01well not at all