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Grey's Anatomy Season 2 Episode 11

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00:00I'm pregnant, you blind moron.
00:02How much sodium did you give her?
00:04500 cc over four hours.
00:05Why didn't you do a follow-up?
00:06I gave you one thing to do.
00:07I have a lot to teach, if you want to learn.
00:09So when you decide how important it is for you to hate me, let me know.
00:13Dory Russell, she's giving birth to Quince.
00:15We're going to need all the hands we can get.
00:21Forty years ago, the Beatles asked the world a simple question.
00:26They wanted to know where all the lonely people came from.
00:30My latest theory is that a great many of the lonely people come from hospitals.
00:34More precisely, the surgical wing of hospitals.
00:38I have the best Quince, Lucy.
00:40She just smiled at me.
00:41She's nine hours old, John.
00:43I'm saying, there are five babies here, and clearly, mine is the advanced one.
00:48Charlotte's smart.
00:49She's got wrinkles on her forehead.
00:50Very serious.
00:52Okay.
00:52A, this is not a competition.
00:55And B, my Quince kicks your Quince' asses.
00:58Emily's strong.
00:59She won't let go of my finger.
01:00Uh, hey, Julie has her organs on the outside of her body, and she's still alive.
01:06Kate's the best one.
01:10Izzy.
01:10Leave.
01:11Can we please just talk?
01:13You're too busy screwing nurses to talk.
01:15Just get out.
01:16And someone make sure that Kate's vitals remain stable.
01:20I will.
01:22He is unbelievable.
01:24I am so glad I never slept with him, which is his loss, because I'm really good in bed.
01:29Mind-blowing.
01:30Mind-blowingly good in bed.
01:31Why are you trying to seduce us?
01:33And then he sleeps with Olivia instead of me.
01:36Olivia.
01:36Hey, I slept with Olivia.
01:38Yeah, well, then you both have bad taste.
01:41You know, you can't say that you weren't warned.
01:43Alex has always been Alex.
01:44You dodged a bullet, Iz.
01:46You're better off without him.
01:47Why are you even surprised?
01:50Sleep with a snake, you got bit.
01:53Thanks, guys, for the support.
01:57Who's on call tonight?
01:58I am.
01:59All right.
02:00The rest of you, go home.
02:01Sleep.
02:03All five quints are still alive.
02:05It's a good day.
02:06As surgeons, we ignore our own needs, so we can meet our patients' needs.
02:10We ignore our friends and families, so we can save other people's friends and families.
02:16Which means that, at the end of the day, all we really have is ourselves.
02:23And nothing in this world can make you feel more alone than that.
02:33I made breakfast.
02:37I don't have time for breakfast.
02:39I've got to around before everyone else does if I want to get the good cases.
02:42You know that.
02:44Right.
02:46Well, coffee?
02:52Bye.
03:02Bye.
03:03So, I was thinking, uh, we, I mean, you could maybe, uh, go to Joe's letters, talk by ourselves.
03:11Someone new.
03:12Someone new.
03:13Someone new.
03:13Oh, because you live in a glorified campus.
03:16Well, it's 40 acres of some of the most beautiful land in Seattle.
03:18I did not give up a Central Park brownstone to come live in the forest.
03:21Addie, our house in the Hamptons had trees.
03:23You didn't mind those trees, did you?
03:24They were the Hamptons.
03:25Why are you pointing at me like that?
03:26Don't.
03:27I'm sorry.
03:27What were you saying?
03:28Oh, um, nothing.
03:29You didn't have any decent food.
03:33You really should eat breakfast.
03:35God, you seem like a bird.
03:36Sometimes I think we'd be better off the dogs.
03:40Reach into the choir.
03:41I'm over, man.
03:42Real nice.
03:44You know, a dog is not a replacement for a human being.
03:47You guys better wake her if Bailey catches her sleeping.
03:51She's dead.
03:52Izzy.
03:54Izzy.
03:54Damn it.
03:55What?
03:57Carl hath no fury like a girl whose non-boyfriend's who's a nurse.
04:01Bitch.
04:04I like you bitter and pissed off.
04:06You're almost like a normal person now.
04:10Okay, what do we got?
04:12Uh, Carl Murphy, 52.
04:13Multiple skin melanomas.
04:15Underwent reconstructive surgery to his nose, right ear,
04:17as well as a skin graft of the left index finger.
04:19How's the capillary refill?
04:20It's slow.
04:21About four seconds.
04:22All right, what do you recommend to get that blood moving again, Dr. O'Malley?
04:25At this stage, our best option is probably a biotherapeutic agent.
04:30What is that?
04:32We put leeches on your face.
04:34Leeches?
04:36You don't say.
04:37They secrete blood thinners that help break up pooled blood so it can be evacuated.
04:41It's sort of like a big drain.
04:44Look, if this makes you uncomfortable...
04:45No, no, no.
04:46I've been a hiker for 40 years.
04:48Almost 40 years, yeah.
04:50And Mother Nature hasn't come up with anything yet I haven't found a reason to love.
04:53No, you're a big outdoorsman.
04:55How do you think I got all these melanomas in the first place?
05:01Oh, Dr. Shepard, you're in early if you'd like us to come back.
05:04No, go ahead.
05:05Robert Martin, 45, collapsed and hit his head, which caused a small subdural hemorrhage.
05:09That was the problem.
05:10Mr. Martin was found to have a Rathke's cleft cyst on his pituitary.
05:15And surgery was postponed when...
05:19When I told a nurse...
05:21Olivia.
05:21When I told a nurse to administer an incorrect dosage of hypertonic saline.
05:26Essentially dehydrating Mr. Martin's brain.
05:27He still has a chance he could wake up and be fine.
05:30There is a chance.
05:31I know I screwed up.
05:32Just put me back on this case, please.
05:35There's not much of the case left here, Dr. Kareb.
05:36You saw to that.
05:37You want back on?
05:38Be my guest.
05:58Oh, good.
05:58Here you are.
05:59Mom and Dad are anxious for an update.
06:02Dr. Yang?
06:03Uh, we've done the initial surgery on Julie's umphalocele.
06:06Primary closure was attempted, but there was pulmonary compromise, so we couldn't continue...
06:11Yang, how about we do this in plain English?
06:15Oh, um, we operated on Julie's external sac of organs, and we pushed in as much of the
06:20bowel as we could, and we think we can push in the rest with a second operation.
06:25She has to have a second operation?
06:27Yeah.
06:27Oh, well, not for a few days.
06:31Dr. O'Malley?
06:32We put in Lucy's brain shunt yesterday, and she's doing very well.
06:36But we just have to keep monitoring her to make sure that the spinal fluid doesn't back
06:39up.
06:39Stevens?
06:40Dr. Burke used a catheter to open Emily's atrial septum last night.
06:44Today we're going to go in and try to reconstruct the left chamber of her heart.
06:47We're very hopeful.
06:48Dr. Craig.
06:50Charlotte's lungs were a little more underdeveloped than the rest of the quints, so we put a special
06:54mask on her to help her breathe, and we're monitoring her closely.
06:58And that just leaves Kate.
07:00She seems to be pretty healthy.
07:01No major issues have been identified, but we're going to keep her in the isolate until
07:05she makes it to four pounds.
07:06You hear that, honey?
07:07Kate's doing really well.
07:09I'll be in my room.
07:14Dr. Shepard.
07:15Natalie.
07:16Tom.
07:17She's just had five babies.
07:18Her hormones are all over the place.
07:20I'm just going to give her some time.
07:21She'll come on.
07:22Greg, keep an eye on the mother of the quints.
07:27Make sure her hormones don't get the best of her.
07:29I can look out for Dory.
07:31No, you have Emily's heart surgery with Dr. Burke.
07:33But I have a relationship with the mother.
07:35Why are you arguing with me?
07:36I don't understand why I'm being pushed off of a cape.
07:38Hey, Stevens!
07:38I don't know what you're so angry about, but I don't care, and you better keep it to yourself.
07:42On top of every other patient we have under our care, we have quints to worry about.
07:45Understood?
07:47Look, these are preemies, people.
07:48They were supposed to have spent another eight weeks in the womb.
07:51Just like interns, they're not ready for the real world.
07:54Oh, it's the pit.
07:55Yang, come with me.
07:59Constance Ferguson, 40.
08:01Inmate at Henderson.
08:02Swallowed a razor blade.
08:03Let's have a suicide.
08:05Attempt a field trip.
08:06Worked, too.
08:11What do you mean, field trip?
08:12She was on a chart.
08:13She was in solidarity.
08:14This is her way out.
08:15Oh, is she crazy?
08:16I mean, if you call a murderer crazy.
08:19Yeah, baby, that's what I'm talking about.
08:21Don't work!
08:30Miss Ferguson, are you experiencing any discomfort?
08:33You mean, apart from these snazzy handcuffs you got pinching my wrists?
08:37Did you at least put tape on the blade?
08:39I'm not an idiot.
08:40You swallowed a razor blade.
08:43So you're not going to tell me what hurts?
08:44What, and shorten my vacation?
08:46Hey, since you're just standing around, why don't you get me some chocolate pudding?
08:49Make the blade go down smoother.
08:51Yang, get an x-ray.
08:52Make it portable.
08:53Prisoners, we have to minimize flight risk.
08:55Well, okay, okay, but I'm supposed to check on Julia.
08:58I thought you said we're supposed to keep a close eye on the quints.
09:00Julia's my quint, too.
09:01I got that covered.
09:02You do this.
09:03Are you sure you can't do it?
09:04I can.
09:05I choose not to.
09:06Come on, baby.
09:10I'm not going to hurt you.
09:12I only murdered three people, and none of them were doctors.
09:18Olivia?
09:19Dr. O'Malley?
09:20How are the leeches doing?
09:21They're not.
09:21Still can't get them to bite.
09:23With all this blood, you'd think it'd be a no-brainer for a leech.
09:25Sometimes they get a little anxious.
09:27Bright lights, thunderstorms, you know.
09:29Oh!
09:31Nervous handlers?
09:32I'm sorry, I should be better at this.
09:34But I still got a little squeamish around leeches.
09:36Oh, that is not what I have heard.
09:40Dr. O'Malley can take over from here.
09:45Whoa, whoa, whoa.
09:46What was that all about?
09:48Nothing.
09:50Dr. Frank, to apology.
09:51Dr. Frank, to apology.
09:56There we are.
09:58He's in.
10:06I had no idea that you and Alex were a couple.
10:16It's just...
10:18I was having a bad day, and it was good to have someone.
10:23And to talk to, I mean, not good to.
10:27Alex really is good.
10:29I mean, he's good in the way he's a good person.
10:34Good.
10:35Not the other kind of good.
10:37You know, good in bed.
10:39Good.
10:41Which he is, as I'm sure you know.
10:46But...
10:46Okay.
10:48Well, bye.
10:49Bye.
10:49Any temperature spikes?
11:01No, no fever.
11:02Vitals are stable.
11:03Good.
11:03That's very good.
11:03Go ahead after you.
11:04Thanks.
11:10So you're giving up the trailer?
11:13I'm not giving up the trailer.
11:15Was Addison telling people that I'm giving up the trailer?
11:17It's just funny.
11:18I just would never have pegged you for that guy.
11:21What guy?
11:21You know, the marble bath, private pool, gated community guy.
11:26Don't peg me.
11:27I'm not peggable.
11:28You're pegged.
11:29Deal with it.
11:31BP's low.
11:32She's tachycardic.
11:33Sats?
11:34Dropping on high-flow O2.
11:40No breathing sounds on the right side.
11:42Your lung is closed.
11:43Should I call the other doctor, Shepard?
11:44Time.
11:45Here, stick this between her second and third rib.
11:46Do not go too deep.
11:48You're going to hear a small gush of air.
11:59I heard it.
12:05Nice job.
12:08I'm not giving up the trailer.
12:10Whatever you say, Dr. Shepard.
12:12Her lung collapsed?
12:16And I know it sounds scary, but it's really not that uncommon in a preemie this size.
12:21So we've inserted a tube into Charlotte's chest, and that will help her breathe until her lung can stay up on its own.
12:27Mrs. Russell.
12:31She really is doing fine now.
12:35That's me.
12:36I gotta go.
12:37My mom can only handle the triplets for half a day.
12:40She's 74, so...
12:41I'll call you as soon as I get home, okay?
12:46I love you.
12:57Could you, uh...
12:58I'll keep an eye on her.
13:00Okay.
13:05Dory.
13:08This isn't your fault.
13:10You can't blame yourself for this.
13:12I've got one baby who can barely breathe, and one with half a heart.
13:20Two of the others are...
13:25If I'd have listened to the doctors, I could have had three healthy girls instead of four, who might not live until tomorrow.
13:33It was my decision.
13:36Tom agreed with the doctors, so...
13:39Really, Dr. Gray...
13:41Who else should I blame?
13:47First step in the Norwood is the cardiopulmonary bypass.
13:50With HLHS, what else do you get besides hyperplasia of the ventricle?
13:54Stenosis or atresia of the mitral and aortic valves.
13:56Why are we using the RVPA conduit instead of the modified Blalock-Tarsec shunt?
14:01It limits diastolic runoff.
14:03Well, you've done your homework.
14:06I was on call last night.
14:07I study when I'm on call.
14:09Well, no matter what the books say, I guarantee you, you have never seen a heart this small.
14:22Which I have.
14:24How you doing, you?
14:26You know, I'm having a baby, too.
14:28Yes, I am.
14:30I'm a little boy.
14:32Maybe you can meet him someday.
14:34How's that sound?
14:35Does that sound good?
14:43Pregnancy has not made me soft.
14:45I haven't gone soft.
14:46I don't do so.
14:47Of course not.
14:50You're just talking to a patient.
14:52What's this?
14:52The inmates' x-rays?
14:56That foolish, foolish woman.
14:58She swallowed four razor blades.
15:02Mm-hmm.
15:03Hey.
15:07Hey, you.
15:08Hey, nurse.
15:11Would you keep it down, please?
15:13I'm starving.
15:14You're NPO.
15:15No food allowed.
15:16Come on, April.
15:17Baby, don't go for him.
15:18He's such an idiot.
15:22I didn't come here to starve to death.
15:24I want mint chocolate chip ice cream.
15:26Mint, okay?
15:27Not Rocky Road.
15:28You better not give me that Rocky Road.
15:29It sucks.
15:30Oh, thank God.
15:32Mama Bear, help me out here, okay?
15:34I'm starving.
15:34Don't give her anything.
15:36See?
15:36Right there, you're in official violation of the Eighth Amendment.
15:39You can't eat anything because you're about to undergo major surgery.
15:42What?
15:44What's she talking about?
15:45You're at risk for a perforated intestine and half a dozen kinds of infection.
15:49We need to operate right away.
15:50I don't need an operation.
15:52I taped up the blade like I always do.
15:53It passes the next day.
15:55What's the big deal?
15:56You've swallowed four blades this time.
15:58That's the big deal.
16:00I thought it would buy me an extra day.
16:04Does this operation have a nice long recovery time?
16:07You realize this is major surgery?
16:09It's dangerous and you could die.
16:15Mint chocolate chip.
16:16I want at least a gallon after you ghouls are done splitting me open.
16:20What exactly is it that we're doing?
16:27We're visiting.
16:29We've thrown all this medical talk at you and outlined all these worst-case scenarios, which
16:34has probably scared you half to death.
16:36One thing we haven't done is actually giving you a chance to be with your daughters.
16:41How's that going to help?
16:42If I've learned anything in these past few days, it's that I need to face reality.
16:48Here's Kate.
16:50You can reach in and touch her if you like.
16:52I would like to, very much.
17:02Dr. Gray, Charlotte's not breathing.
17:08Paige Addison Shepard.
17:10She's in the OR.
17:11We didn't see this on the echo.
17:14You can never get an exact measurement.
17:16What?
17:19The baby's aorta is narrower than we thought.
17:22Diameter is only a millimeter.
17:24Just not getting enough blood flow.
17:26Damn.
17:31I wanted you to see this before I started closing up.
17:34You're closing up?
17:35You didn't do anything.
17:35Dr. Stevens.
17:36No, we barely started.
17:37Dr. Burke has done as much as he can do for now.
17:39So unless you know how to do a first-stage Norwood,
17:41he's going to close this baby's chest.
17:48You okay?
17:53I'm fine.
17:54May I go?
17:56Yes.
18:01What happened?
18:02She had an apneic episode.
18:03She's still not breathing on her own.
18:05Let's intubate and give her surfactant.
18:10Push point one atropine.
18:11Three milligrams of ketamine.
18:13Meads are in.
18:15Two.
18:20Okay.
18:21Place the CO2 to test you.
18:22She was doing fine with the chest tube.
18:24It's the thing with RDS cases.
18:26So when you think the baby's getting better,
18:28we'll slip right back.
18:31Rest on's equal.
18:32Good.
18:32Mrs. Russell.
18:44Unbelievable.
18:46Who would do this to themselves?
18:47The woman wasn't just in prison, Yang.
18:50She was in solitary.
18:52Well, she was seriously deranged.
18:55You drive, spending a month,
18:57locked in a room with no windows,
19:00no one to talk to for 23 hours a day.
19:03See how deranged she is then.
19:05Dr. Bailey, she's a murderer.
19:07I didn't say she wasn't.
19:09One, two, three.
19:11I said, try having no one to make your snarky comments, too,
19:15for a solid month.
19:16My guess is,
19:17you'd swallow the entire razor.
19:20How are they treating you, Mr. Murphy?
19:24Oh, I've done worse for company.
19:26Oh, they're definitely filling up.
19:28Tissue is getting nice and pink.
19:31You make up with that cute little girlfriend of yours, yeah?
19:34Olivia is hardly my girlfriend.
19:37Is she okay?
19:40Is she?
19:41Yeah.
19:41Isabella.
19:42And this one here on my finger?
19:47That's Darcy.
19:48And that little guy on my nose?
19:50Named O'Malley.
19:52That's right.
19:53I named him after you.
19:54You're the one that got him to bite.
19:56Isabella is fine.
19:57She's just full.
19:59Oh.
19:59Oh.
20:00Whoa, whoa, wait.
20:01What are you gonna do with her?
20:02She's done her job.
20:03We don't really have any more use for her,
20:05except as medical waste.
20:07No.
20:08I'd like to keep her.
20:10If I could.
20:11You're a crazy nature man.
20:14You want to take a leech home as a pet?
20:17It's funny.
20:18You had no right to speak to me that way in front of a patient.
20:20Yeah?
20:20Well, you hurt my friend.
20:22I had no idea Alex was seeing Izzy.
20:25That's not what you're upset about.
20:26You have no idea why I'm upset.
20:28Besides, you know what I understand is, uh, why Alex?
20:32And why again?
20:35People get lonely, George.
20:37Hi, Mr. Russell.
20:41It's Meredith Gray calling.
20:44I was wondering if there was any chance
20:47maybe you could bring your boys by to visit their mom.
20:50I think she could use the company.
20:53Oh, the flu.
20:54No, definitely don't bring them.
20:57You too.
20:58You've been lying low.
21:07Well, nobody's talking to me, so it makes it kind of easy, right?
21:13I'm talking to you.
21:15In short monosyllabic sentences laced with disdain and contempt.
21:19So what, according to girl rules, now you all have to hate me?
21:22I don't hate you.
21:23My mother hadn't gotten Alzheimer's.
21:25I'd probably be you.
21:26Oh, really?
21:27Really.
21:29Before she got sick, I mean, I, I mean, I finished college,
21:32but I was partying way too much,
21:35staying out way too late to keep a job.
21:38I was the one at family reunions everybody was embarrassed to talk about.
21:41So that's what you think of me.
21:45Are you okay?
21:48I almost killed a guy yesterday.
21:50Mr. Martin.
21:50So I'm just trying to find anything I can to help him.
21:53Okay, well, what are we looking for?
21:56Anything else?
21:56Central Ponte and my little license.
22:08Unbelievable.
22:09Izzy.
22:15Izzy, come on.
22:16Come on.
22:17Come on, you're fraternizing with the enemy,
22:18and you tell me to come on.
22:20Alex and I are sort of friends.
22:22Since when?
22:23Since when are you and Alex friends?
22:25You tell me to cut my losses,
22:26that I'm better off without him,
22:27and as soon as I turn my back.
22:29Izzy, you're making way too big a deal out of this.
22:31Right, of course, because I'm the unreasonable one.
22:33You know what, Meredith?
22:34Do whatever you want.
22:35Sleep with the guy for all I care.
22:36Well, obviously, I'm not going to sleep with him, Izzy.
22:38Why not?
22:39You're stuck with everyone else.
22:47The injury went smoothly.
22:48You'll have some abdominal pain for a day or two.
22:50Just a day or two?
22:52We'll watch you until your bowels start moving again.
22:54The average is about 36 hours.
22:5536?
22:57Four razor blades, and that's all you can give me?
23:00Come on, sugar plum.
23:01I thought we were having fun.
23:02Don't leave.
23:03What?
23:05Just maybe a little conversation?
23:07I mean, they got me in here all by myself.
23:09I thought I'd have a roommate, somebody to talk to.
23:12Okay.
23:12Why'd you kill three people?
23:17Start off a little small talk, why don't you?
23:21I was high.
23:24On meth.
23:30And I had this boyfriend who...
23:33had this robbery all planned out.
23:37He said that he would leave me if I didn't help him.
23:40Things got out of control.
23:46He was going to leave me.
23:49He was all I had.
23:52I would have been all alone.
23:56Clearly, being alone has its benefits.
23:58You paged me?
24:11Another leech fell off, and I can't get the new one to bite.
24:14I'm sorry, they just really freaked me out.
24:16I'm a surgeon, Olivia.
24:17You're an intern, George.
24:20You know what time it is.
24:23Time for you two kids to kiss and make up.
24:25That's what time it is.
24:27Mr. Murphy, we are not a couple.
24:29Oh, you can't pull much over on me.
24:31I say there's something between the two of you.
24:35You're right, Mr. Murphy.
24:36There was.
24:37Olivia, this isn't the time, and this really isn't the place.
24:41He broke up with me for this girl who doesn't even know he's alive.
24:43She does so know I'm alive.
24:44Listen to me, George.
24:45You, Meredith Gray, never gonna happen.
24:47Why, why, why would you even think it's Meredith?
24:49Anyone who's paying the slightest bit of attention knows how you feel about Meredith.
24:53Except Meredith, which should tell you something, shouldn't it?
24:55Sorry, Mr. Murphy.
24:56She gave me syphilis.
25:03Remember what you did to me when I was an intern?
25:07How could I forget?
25:08You didn't speak to me for almost a year.
25:10But you learned.
25:14Yeah, well, I think I gotta do that to Izzy Stevens.
25:17Well, she's smart, hardworking.
25:20Gets a little too involved with her patients.
25:22A lot like you.
25:23I know.
25:25It took me a long time to recover from that, Richard.
25:28But it made you a better surgeon, Addison.
25:31The question is, is she talented enough to make the lesson worth it?
25:35She's the best I've seen in years.
25:38I was hoping that we could...
25:39You're not here to make friends, Addison.
25:41You're here to make better surgeons.
25:43And being the teacher can be a lonely business.
25:50I'm telling you, Meredith was all over him.
25:53Seriously.
25:54She was all over him?
25:55What, like mounting him?
25:56With all the babies watching?
25:57Seriously?
25:58Well, she would have been if I hadn't interrupted.
26:00She was talking to him.
26:01You don't talk to bastards who cheat on their girlfriends, George.
26:03That's the rule.
26:04You weren't officially his girlfriend.
26:05That's not the point.
26:06It is kind of the point.
26:07You don't see me getting all emotional over people.
26:08I'm not dating.
26:09Really?
26:10Do you want to go there?
26:15No.
26:15I'm having a moment here.
26:17Don't mess with me.
26:19You're not going to have a nervous breakdown or kill yourself, are you?
26:22No.
26:24So, there's no chance he'll kill us?
26:27Well, that was wrong.
26:32That was so many levels.
26:33So good.
26:34That was good.
26:35That was good.
26:37It's good.
26:37It's good.
26:39Your lungs are not good.
26:41I know we got you out of there a little earlier than you would have wanted.
26:49We have to find something to help you.
26:52So, if you have any ideas, Charlotte...
26:54Dr. Stevens.
27:08Dr. Shepard, is there something you need?
27:11Yes.
27:11Dr. Burke and I have reassessed.
27:12We think that there's a chance with the Norwood if Emily can make it through the next ten hours.
27:17Would you look after her for the night?
27:18I was on call last night.
27:21But, I mean, yeah.
27:22Of course.
27:23Good, good.
27:23I've left a list of meds and, uh...
27:25You're familiar with pediatric life support?
27:27Got myself certified as soon as I got in the program.
27:29Okay, then.
27:31Is there anything else I should know to look out for?
27:33No.
27:34That should do it.
27:35Uh, would you like to notify Mrs. Russell about it?
27:37No.
27:37I've done that.
27:39Dr. Stevens' baby is your responsibility.
27:42She better be alive when I get back in the morning.
27:45Okay.
27:48Dr. Shepard, I found these studies where they used aggressive plasmapheresis.
27:53I think these could work on Mr. Martin.
27:55Those are all isolated cases.
27:57Well, still, the studies resulted in a pre-clinical sentence.
27:59No, no, no trial studies have been done.
28:01There is nothing you can do.
28:02Okay, what about thyrotropia release?
28:03No.
28:03No, because there's European studies...
28:05Correct, it's over.
28:06It's done.
28:06You screwed up.
28:07Mr. Martin's fried.
28:08You fried his brain.
28:09He wakes up.
28:10You put him in a wheelchair.
28:11He dies.
28:12You killed him.
28:14Deal with it.
28:18Dr. Stevens, baby's VO2 is still 40% after transfusion.
28:27How's our BP doing?
28:28Still low.
28:29Last systolic was 52.
28:31Okay, I'm going to push 30 cc's of NS manually.
28:38Nice start.
28:39Pressure 65.
28:40Hey, Iz.
28:51Okay, really?
28:52You think I'm talking to you?
28:55Well, I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
28:57What are you sorry for?
29:01When Derek broke up with you, I never once said you're better off without him.
29:06It's not supportive.
29:07It's condescending.
29:08I was there.
29:09All I ever am is there for you guys, and the one time I need you, just go away, Meredith.
29:24She's fine, and she just started seizing.
29:30She's seizing.
29:31She's joking.
29:31She's joking.
29:31We're losing her.
29:55I can't see that.
29:56Don't you think I can see that?
30:05She needs an airway.
30:12Oh, she's clamped down.
30:13I can't intubate.
30:14We need some help in here.
30:15You want me to get paralytics for lack of muscles?
30:17Uh, I don't.
30:18She'll be dead by then.
30:19I need a scalpel for a crike.
30:21Have you done one ever?
30:21Of course not.
30:22Go.
30:27I was going to do a crike.
30:28How long?
30:29She got unconscious.
30:30She just went down.
30:31Prepo R2, emergency thoracotomy.
30:33Right away.
30:33Christina, it'll be okay.
30:35Come on.
30:35Come on.
30:35Come on.
30:38She's coding.
30:39Again?
30:41Okay.
30:41Uh, turn up.
30:42Turn with the epidrid.
30:47Okay.
30:56Okay.
30:59Okay.
31:05Hey, Dory.
31:07What are you doing?
31:07I'm packing.
31:09Dory, you've just had major abdominal surgery.
31:12You're not in any condition.
31:12I'm going home, Dr. Gray.
31:14I need to go home.
31:15I can't be here.
31:16I can't watch them die.
31:20They're not dying.
31:22They're trying to live.
31:24And you leaving them isn't going to help them.
31:26I have three boys who need me.
31:28Your daughters need you.
31:29Don't you understand that I can't do it?
31:33I can't do it.
31:35They're too sick.
31:36They're too hurt.
31:37Which is why they need their mother.
31:39If Emily dies, I...
31:40If Emily dies, it will be horrible.
31:46But if Emily dies and you're not here...
31:49I can't even hold them.
31:51But you can sit with them and talk to them and let them know they're not alone in this world.
31:56That's all they need.
31:58That's all anybody...
31:59I don't know why I didn't think of this sooner.
32:15What are you doing?
32:16It's called co-bedding.
32:17Hospitals sometimes do it with twins when one of them is sick.
32:20And the other one gets better?
32:24It helps.
32:26How?
32:26We don't really know.
32:29Sometimes babies get stressed in the ICUs from all the activity.
32:34This way, there's someone there to comfort them.
32:38To be there with them.
32:39That's excellent blood flow at all three places.
32:50You're healing very nicely.
32:51And I locked my new nose.
32:53Well, I'm sure your wife will like it, too.
32:54I'm not so sure what you'll say about your new house guests.
32:57Oh, I'm gonna let these guys go on a lake near my favorite hiking trail.
33:02Save my face.
33:03Least I can do for them.
33:04And I don't have a wife.
33:06Oh, I'm sorry.
33:06I thought your wedding ring...
33:08No, I'm divorced.
33:09Just never took it off.
33:12By the way, sorry you had to see that little scene earlier.
33:18Oh, you mean talking with the girl who isn't your girlfriend about the girl who you'd like to be your girlfriend?
33:23Yeah.
33:24She shouldn't have said that stuff.
33:26She's just very unprofessional.
33:30Yeah.
33:32But is it true?
33:36Do you like this Meredith person?
33:37I don't think that's really any of your business.
33:42She's okay.
33:45I like her okay.
33:51All right, I love her.
33:53Oh, come on.
33:54Don't be embarrassed.
33:56I love my wife.
33:58But sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, they just can't love you back in the same way.
34:03Believe me, son.
34:08Living with a woman who can't love you back, way lonelier than being alone.
34:14What do you want to do?
34:16We can put her on ECMO.
34:18Maybe the size you're risking intracranial hemorrhage.
34:20Um, she's already coded three times.
34:23You page like to shepherd.
34:24She called to say you have to handle this for yourself.
34:26What?
34:27I'm an intern.
34:28Dr. Stevens.
34:29Just give me a second.
34:30You don't have a second.
34:31Okay, um, ECMO is too dangerous.
34:33We're just gonna have to keep her going on epi.
34:35Too much epi, it'll stop her circulation.
34:37There's no point in keeping her heart rate up if she doesn't have functioning arms or legs in the morning.
34:40I'm not doing that.
34:44I'm sorry.
34:47We're just gonna have to keep pushing epi.
34:48It's our best option.
34:50We'll just have to find a middle ground.
34:55You can do this.
34:56It's been so long, and I don't know what to say.
35:02I traveled route through deserts on my horse.
35:07I can't believe you would consider moving out of your trailer.
35:15The view alone.
35:17See the mist rise off the lake?
35:19Yeah.
35:20Yeah.
35:23I'm not moving.
35:30You're still you?
35:32I'm still me.
35:35Good.
35:37Well, this is it.
35:47I'm running out of space.
35:51Here's my address.
35:52Where's Emily?
35:53They took her away.
35:54Where?
35:55Why didn't you wake me?
35:56Dr. Shepard told us not to.
35:57What?
36:00Where's the baby?
36:02Dr. Stephen, she died half an hour ago.
36:04Now come and meet me
36:06Are this any hope?
36:28It wasn't your fault.
36:29You put me in charge.
36:33I fell asleep.
36:34I killed that baby.
36:35No, you didn't.
36:37She was going to die anyway.
36:39She had a restricted atrial septum and virtually no aorta.
36:42As soon as Dr. Burke opened up her chest, we knew she didn't have a chance.
36:46I don't get it.
36:52You order me to stay the night, take care of her, I work my ass off, doing CPR, pumping
36:58her full of every drug on the planet.
37:00And I mean, God, do you have any idea how scared I was?
37:03It was all for nothing?
37:04Hardly.
37:05If the situation ever comes up again, I know you'll be able to handle the pressure.
37:07You lied to me.
37:08You have to learn distance, Stephens.
37:11You'll be a better doctor for it.
37:14A better...
37:15A better doctor?
37:17I heard you worked a miracle last night.
37:35She came around so fast, I thought the equipment was malfunctioning.
37:40Her sats are completely stable.
37:42She's gonna make it.
37:44Go home, Gray.
37:46You've earned it.
37:47Gray.
37:50Way to go.
37:55Did you hear that?
37:57Way to go.
38:12My baby died.
38:13Wait, no.
38:14She just...
38:18Died.
38:28I have an idea.
38:30The first person I killed, I was a second-year resident.
38:42James Hanson.
38:56You should go home, Alex.
38:57There's nothing you can do here.
38:59There's nothing you can do here.
39:00You should go home, Alex.
39:01There's nothing you can do here.
39:02Nobody should die alone.
39:03You should go home, Alex.
39:03There's nothing you can do here.
39:05You should go home, Alex.
39:09There's nothing you can do here.
39:11There's nothing you can do here.
39:12There's nothing you can do here.
39:15I'm sorry.
39:16I'll be right back.
39:17I'll be right back.
39:17I'll be right back.
39:17I'll be right back.
39:18400 years ago, another well-known English guy had an opinion about being alone.
39:24John Donne.
39:26He thought we were never alone.
39:29Of course, it was fancier when he said it.
39:32Don't, don't, don't try and talk.
39:34Your windpipe was perforated.
39:36Dr. Burke repaired it, and you should be fine.
39:43We'll keep you here at least 10 days for observation.
39:46Make sure there's no infection.
39:48Maybe just to be on the safe side, one of the two weeks.
40:01No man is an island entire unto himself.
40:15Oh, that's him.
40:17Yeah, that's him.
40:28Oh, my Derek.
40:34Boiled down that island talk?
40:37And he just meant that all anyone needs is someone to step in.
40:40And let us know we're not alone.
41:10And who's to say that someone can't have four legs?
41:25Someone to play with or run around with.
41:28Or just hang out.
41:29Or just hang out.
41:38Or just hang out.
41:38Oh, you're not like that.
41:51Oh, yeah.
41:53Oh, yeah.
41:53And already, but let us know you're here.