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Grey's Anatomy Season 21 Episode 2

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00:01Oh!
00:04Oh, this has got to stop! I'm losing my mind!
00:08How are you slipping through this?
00:09Kwani!
00:10Kwan Kwan!
00:13Hi!
00:14So sorry.
00:15Who are you?
00:16There's a neuron that holds the smell of your prom date's cologne.
00:20Another neuron contains the sound of your dress being zipped up.
00:24And one for your favorite song you danced to that night.
00:27You're gonna work? It's three in the morning.
00:29Tell that to Griffith.
00:31Hey, who's that girl in your room?
00:32No one.
00:33Why are you down here?
00:34Does she snore?
00:35I'm going back to sleep.
00:37To remember the whole evening,
00:39you need all of these neurons to communicate with each other
00:42to make a complete picture.
00:45But when the brain experiences trauma,
00:47these neurons can be starved of oxygen and die.
00:50I forgot to place the supplier over the last week.
00:52We're down to the last case of 4x4.
00:54Can we steer from cardio?
00:55If we can borrow a nurse from clinic.
00:56How did this place survive a week without us?
00:58Beyond me.
00:59Hey, do you know a Nora Young?
01:00Yeah, she grew up down the street from me.
01:01She was one of my sister's friends.
01:02What?
01:03Well, Megan's sending her here.
01:04She has a perved esophagus from a Nissen procedure.
01:06They tried to repair it, but it still has a leak.
01:08You know, I haven't seen Nora in years.
01:10She was kind of a pain.
01:11Very bossy and tightly wound.
01:13I mean assertive and goal-oriented.
01:16Instead of complete memories, you're left with glimpses.
01:19Good morning.
01:20I hope you are ready to hit the ground running.
01:23I've got some new ideas for genetic targets.
01:26Is that the new PCR machine?
01:28Where'd that come from?
01:30Dr. Richardson got an NIH cram.
01:34Kate?
01:35Richardson?
01:36Why is she putting her equipment in my lab?
01:37It's her lab now.
01:41Right.
01:44Of course.
01:45You know, since letting a lab sit idle for one whole week,
01:49I will check in with operations and see what's available.
01:57A smell.
01:58A taste.
01:59A feeling.
02:08Morning.
02:10And once you start losing bits of memory.
02:15I guess I'll take the stairs.
02:21There's no way to get them back.
02:24There's supposed to be a ding before the doors open.
02:26Where was the ding?
02:27Okay.
02:28Let's take a step back.
02:29She's seen plenty of people kiss.
02:31She's our boss.
02:32One of our many bosses.
02:33Exactly.
02:34She has way more important things to worry about today.
02:36We are gonna go out there.
02:39Badasses we are.
02:40Like nothing happened at home.
02:42We'll be well.
02:43Okay.
02:44Okay.
02:49Have you seen Catherine?
02:50Uh, she should be here soon.
02:53Excuse you.
02:54I was here first.
02:55Well, this can't wait.
02:56Uh, didn't you get fired?
02:57I wouldn't use those words.
02:59Dr. Fox, do you have a minute?
03:01Okay, I know we've had our differences,
03:03but I would like to talk to you about coming back as residency director.
03:07We had an appointment to discuss my research, didn't we, Dr. Fox?
03:17Call my assistant and make an appointment, Dr. Bailey, please.
03:20D-
03:21Uh.
03:22Put on my heels with this.
03:26Sit.
03:27You've got some nerve.
03:28How about thank you for flying all the way across the country to check on me?
03:44Because no one knows I'm being treated for Bud Chiari syndrome.
03:47Do you have a butterfly?
03:51Go easy now.
03:52Or what?
03:53You'll fire me?
03:55Over there.
03:57Okay, but if she's his cousin, then why wouldn't he just say that?
04:01Mm.
04:02Right?
04:03Juan has some mystery woman visiting.
04:04Good for him.
04:05I don't care.
04:06You know what's going to be fun?
04:07July, when you're an intern again and we're all your bosses.
04:10Hi.
04:11Hello.
04:12Hi.
04:13Good morning.
04:14Where's Juan?
04:15Here.
04:16I'm here.
04:17Okay, for a second there I thought you were sick, which is a great reminder.
04:18If you're feeling under the weather, do not get together.
04:19Because I really, I cannot have you dropping like flies.
04:21I'm going to bring up the schedule now.
04:23What's she doing here?
04:24She wanted me to tell her about us.
04:26At the hospital?
04:27Yeah, she refused to leave.
04:30I guess the amnesia didn't erase her stubborn streak.
04:33Okay.
04:34So, Griffith, you're with Altman.
04:35Yasuda, you're with Beltran.
04:37Shepard is back, so Millen you'll be with her and Nuro.
04:39Juan, you're with Hunt.
04:40Oh, and Adams, it looks like you are all set to help me with progress notes.
04:44Although Ndugu did request you, so.
04:46It's your call.
04:47Maybe I should just see what Ndugu wants.
04:49Oh, yeah.
04:50Great idea.
04:51So if anybody wants to do a switcheroo, I have a spot open with me.
04:55Sure.
04:56And we...
04:57Sure.
04:58No.
04:59Go team!
05:00If you take down a dressing to look at a wound, you have to redo it.
05:05I have my own job, okay?
05:07I can't follow you around all day cleaning up your messes.
05:10She does not hold back, does she?
05:13She does not.
05:14And yesterday I would have thrown down, but today I am trying something new.
05:18Oh, yeah?
05:19What's that?
05:20Professional detachment.
05:22I know I'm not getting the Pete's Fellowship.
05:25I saw the list of ranked applicants somebody left at the nurse's station.
05:28I'm sorry.
05:29I wanted to tell you.
05:30It's okay.
05:31I knew my ab site wasn't competitive enough, and I don't have the research experience.
05:37I will find something else.
05:38No question.
05:39All right.
05:40Let's go around.
05:44Did you know that there are more than 200 frozen dead people on Mount Overs?
05:47That's nothing.
05:48Ever hear of a little boat called the Titanic?
05:50Elvis died on the toilet.
05:52Not that you know who that is.
05:53A heart attack, not constipation.
05:55Common misconception.
05:56Lovely.
05:57I'm the cool chaplain.
05:58Ever since Cal's mom died, he's been a little obsessed with death.
06:01Oh, I was obsessed with embalming when I was your age, so I get it.
06:04Yes, sir?
06:05Cal Huang, 15, diagnosed eight years ago with Lee-Fraumeni Syndrome,
06:09a genetic disorder associated with an increased likelihood of cancer.
06:12He's in remission for an adrenocortical carcinoma treated two years ago,
06:17admitted from clinic for a workup of his increasing mid-back pain.
06:20He hasn't been able to sleep, barely has an appetite.
06:22It's another tumor, isn't it?
06:24Let's not get ahead of ourselves.
06:25We need to run some more tests to get to the bottom of this pain,
06:28but your labs have come back normal so far.
06:30Yeah, Dr. Schmidt's right.
06:31One step at a time.
06:32Dr. Yasuda, we'll take you to get your CT scan,
06:34and I'll come check on you when we have the results.
06:40Is now a good time to talk about getting the funding for my research project back?
06:45Do you want my clock to just blow?
06:49Meredith!
06:51Why didn't you tell me you were coming back to town?
06:53Did you change your mind or are you back at the Fox Foundation?
06:56I'm working out the details.
06:57What does that mean?
06:58What's happening with the research funding?
06:59Did Katherine say something?
07:00Now's not really a good time.
07:02Why wouldn't you give me a straight answer?
07:03Can we talk about this later?
07:04I'm checking on a patient.
07:06Your scans are up.
07:08Liver cancer?
07:09What?
07:10Well, that liver's covered in tumors.
07:11Well, that liver's covered in tumors.
07:29Uh, Dr. Indigo?
07:31I was told you requested me.
07:33Yeah, I did.
07:34Uh, Dr. Pierce said you declined her offer in Chicago.
07:37Uh, yeah, it was a great opportunity, but I'm happy where I am.
07:40Well, we have some great opportunities here, too.
07:42How about you join us today in the skills lab?
07:44Yeah, we're setting up a vascular anastomosis lab for the residents.
07:48Dr. Weber, I've been looking for you.
07:51I wanted to thank you for holding down the fort while I was gone.
07:55I was overlooking the OR schedule, and it is a mess without Bailey, so I hope it's okay,
08:00but I took the liberty of filling up your schedule for the next two weeks, and don't worry.
08:03It's not all hernias.
08:04Who said you should do that?
08:05Well, it's the chief's job to oversee the schedule.
08:08You're not the chief.
08:11Well, Katherine said that I had my job back.
08:13You are employed as a cardiothoracic surgeon.
08:16Now, when you can do that job without breaking the rules or without stealing any money,
08:21then we'll see about chief.
08:27I see.
08:28Okay, thank you.
08:32We've been at this a while.
08:33What do you say we, uh, get out of here, take a break?
08:35That's not necessary.
08:36Maybe not for you.
08:37I haven't left the hospital in 36 hours.
08:41You golf, right?
08:43You two hours?
08:44So are you gonna tell me who she is, or am I gonna have to pry it out of you?
08:49Hey, welcome back.
08:50Thanks.
08:51Let's go.
08:55Nora Young, 46, female, status post-niscient fundification, complicated by an esophageal perforation, post-primary repair with ongoing leak and infection.
09:03Rooster, look at you, all grown up.
09:05Hi, Nora.
09:06Is she talking to you?
09:07Afraid so.
09:08Oh, and, sorry, Dr. Hunt.
09:11That sounds weird.
09:12Dr. Hunt played Rooster in Taft Middle School's 1980, you know, the year doesn't matter, production of Annie.
09:20You're a theater kid.
09:21Listen, I did one play for extra credit.
09:23You were suspenders and a little voice crack.
09:26Aw.
09:27Okay, uh, this is my wife, Dr. Teddy Allman.
09:28She's gonna be taking care of you.
09:29Welcome to Graceland.
09:30Thank you so much.
09:31I know you're busy.
09:32Megan said you're the boss.
09:34Oh.
09:35Yeah, well, I'm glad to help.
09:36My new friend of Megan's is a friend of ours.
09:38Alright, we'll upload those scans from the last hospital and take it from there.
09:42Hey.
09:43Hey.
09:44Hello.
09:45You okay?
09:46Yeah, yeah.
09:47I'm fine.
09:50Hey, uh, I have to do a baptism.
09:52Could you give this to Cal?
09:53A coffin catalog?
09:55Yeah, he really wanted camo, but the closest I could find was Army Green.
09:58He's 15.
09:59He has a genetic disorder that predisposes him to cancer.
10:02Okay, you don't need to explain my patient's pathology to me.
10:06If you want to give this to him, which I highly advise against, you'll have to do it yourself.
10:12Are you at peace with mortality, Doctor?
10:14Father, with all due respect.
10:16It's Reverend, but you can call me James.
10:18Great.
10:19Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to get back to work.
10:23Is that a coffin catalog?
10:25So, good news is it looks like a benign strenoma of the thoracic root, but it's huge.
10:31Can we resect it?
10:32I don't see how.
10:33It's so close to the spine.
10:34I want the consults that haven't yet scheduled procedures and try to get some of those on the books.
10:38Dr. Shepard, I didn't know you were back.
10:40Oh, well, yeah, just trying to ease back in.
10:44Well, sorry to mess up your plans, but could you take a look at this?
10:47I can't figure out the right approach.
10:49Wow.
10:50That is a puzzle.
10:51Yeah.
10:52I think you could squeeze in a consult.
10:53He is in a lot of pain.
10:55I think I can probably shuffle some things around.
10:58Let's schedule an MRI and a spinal 3D reconstruction on these scans.
11:02So this is it.
11:07This is how I die.
11:09We don't know that.
11:11I know my primary cancer, Meredith.
11:13The scan tells me it's meds or a new cancer.
11:16Neither is a good option.
11:18We won't know that for sure until we get further testing.
11:21Don't placate me.
11:22Fine.
11:23You don't want me to placate you.
11:25You need to tell Richard.
11:26No.
11:27He can help you through this.
11:28No, Meredith.
11:29He would want to help you.
11:30Do you know how many complications I have every year?
11:33Low neutrophils, pain in my back, pain in my chest, pain in my ass.
11:38I don't want Richard panicking every month, every week, putting his life on hold waiting to see if I'm going to die.
11:47It's not over.
11:48This is not the end.
11:49Maybe not for you, but it is for me.
11:57This is going to sound weird given where I am right now, but I feel like a movie star.
12:01You're right.
12:02That does sound weird.
12:03I have four kids.
12:05My wife is laundry and making lunches, and today I was whisked away in a plane, and you're giving me blankets I didn't even wash.
12:11It probably sounds so sad to you.
12:13Are you kidding?
12:14I don't know how moms do it.
12:15SSRI is in wine.
12:17At least that's how I do it.
12:18Do you always want a big family?
12:19I wanted to be a White House reporter, and then I met my husband.
12:22His family has a sugar beet farm in the country, and it's this big operation.
12:26Every farmer needs his wife.
12:28Needed.
12:29We're at the finish line of a long divorce.
12:30No, I'm sorry.
12:31I'm not.
12:32After this, we'll check on your labs and CT, and then Dr. Allman will be back to discuss next steps.
12:41How did she end up on this floor? Are you looking up with a patient's granddaughter?
12:46No.
12:49Hey, you shouldn't be here in the ICU.
12:51Um, I brought you a bagel. I saw you didn't eat anything this morning.
12:54I never eat breakfast, and that used to drive you crazy.
12:58Well, it's the most important meal of the day.
13:00Well, coffee is the most important meal of the day.
13:02If we were engaged, why could I only find one photo of you?
13:05I don't know.
13:06How did we meet?
13:10At a Halloween party.
13:11You were dressed up as a giant disco ball.
13:15It was so big that you couldn't fit in through the bathroom door.
13:18I was waiting to go next, and then you asked me if I could hug the costume so you could squeeze in.
13:24We looked so dumb, and we couldn't stop laughing.
13:29And then I saw your reflection on the tiny little mirrors on the costume, and I remember thinking,
13:36there's no view of this person I didn't like.
13:41Well, that must have been nice, to be loved like that.
13:46Why did we break up?
13:49It was complicated.
13:50What does that mean?
13:53Code blue!
13:54Code blue, fourth floor.
13:55I need a crash cart in here now!
13:57R-U. Code blue, fourth floor.
13:59R-U. Code blue, fourth floor.
14:01R-U. I-G-U.
14:06Get out of there.
14:07R-U.
14:08Ah.
14:10Okay, northeasterly breeze.
14:13Show you fellas how this is done.
14:15R-U.
14:16R-U.
14:17Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, no.
14:20R-U.
14:21But isn't a hole over there?
14:22R-U.
14:23Maybe the sun got in his eyes.
14:24R-U.
14:25I'm a little rusty.
14:26That's okay.
14:27Adam, are you any good?
14:28R-U.
14:29I'm all right.
14:30R-U.
14:31Okay.
14:32R-U.
14:33R-U.
14:34R-U.
14:35R-U.
14:36R-U.
14:37R-U.
14:38R-U.
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14:42R-U.
14:43R-U.
14:44R-U.
14:45R-U.
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14:47R-U.
14:48R-U.
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15:00R-U.
15:01R-U.
15:02R-U.
15:03Woo! That's a beauty right there.
15:10You're going down.
15:13All right, bring me up to speed.
15:14She vomited over a liter of blood.
15:16We can't get a read in her BP anymore.
15:18She's about to code.
15:19All right, with this much bleeding, it could be an upper GI or an aorta esophageal fistula.
15:23Griffith, you're going to help me place a Minnesota tube.
15:25I need Curlix, an IV bag, and X-ray.
15:29I'm in. Color change noted?
15:30Great. Griffith, have you ever placed a balloon tamponade?
15:33You're going to take this. It is just like an OG tube.
15:36You are going to place a catheter down the throat behind the ET tube.
15:40Yep.
15:43I think I'm in the stomach.
15:45Inflate the gastric balloon.
15:48All right, let me take a look.
15:51Perfect. All right, let's get X-ray out of here.
15:53We need to engage traction.
15:55All right, Quan, hook up suction to the esophageal port.
15:58Good, good, good.
16:00You're right. Bleeding must be coming from the esophagus.
16:04All right, inflate the esophageal balloon.
16:06We have seconds before she codes.
16:08Should we hang another unit?
16:09Yes. Where are we, Griffith?
16:10Esophageal balloon is inflated.
16:11Great job, everyone.
16:12What's the plan?
16:13T-bar and stents to cover the fistula.
16:15Excellent.
16:15All right, Quan, book an IR suite.
16:18Bleeding has stopped.
16:22Dr. Bailey.
16:23Dr. Bailey, I need a consult.
16:27Oh, go ask someone on the payroll.
16:31If this is about this morning, I'm sorry.
16:34Are you?
16:35You didn't seem sorry when you brazenly got in the way of me trying to get my job back.
16:40Yeah, you don't seem sorry at all that Sidney Heron is still bossing my interns around.
16:46Wait, Sidney Heron's back?
16:47Yeah, and all her perky, passive-aggressive glory.
16:50So you need a consult? Page her.
16:52I'm not paging Sidney Heron.
16:53Well, call Weber.
16:54I can't.
16:57And why not?
16:59Because the patient doesn't want him to know.
17:02All right, what are we looking at?
17:04The schwannoma has invaded this spinal column, and now it is compressing the cord.
17:09Well, it's incredible that he made it this long without becoming symptomatic.
17:13Yeah, well, he spent his life in and out of hospitals.
17:15At this point, his pain tolerance is very high.
17:18I can't imagine being 15 and knowing that every moment your cells could be mutating into cancer
17:22and still have to take a geometry final.
17:24See, if we do an anterior approach, we won't be able to assess the posterior emergence.
17:28If we go in posteriorly, we can't access a thoracic component.
17:32Can we just turn him over during surgery?
17:36Well, we wouldn't have to if he's on his side.
17:40Dr. Beltran, you could open his chest and work from front to back,
17:44and then I could open his back and work my way forward.
17:48You think that's too risky?
17:49I think risky is all Cal has.
17:52Let's go talk to him and his dad.
17:54Um, Cal's not in his room.
17:57Where is he?
17:58The chaplain said that he was taking him somewhere not to worry.
18:01What?
18:02He's part of the care team.
18:05Nora has an aorta esophageal fistula,
18:07and I can't find anyone to help me repair her esophagus.
18:09Why is no one answering OR6?
18:11I'm sure we can find someone to help.
18:13Are you magic?
18:13Can you just pull someone out of thin air?
18:15Because Bailey works across the street.
18:16Richard has taken the day off, and Sidney Heron's in an emergency debridement.
18:19Who's Sidney Heron?
18:20She's the new Bailey, and she's an acquired taste, which I will never have.
18:23Pretty sure Richard wouldn't mind coming in for an emergency.
18:25I don't think that's a good idea.
18:27Why not?
18:27He could do an esophageal stent asleep.
18:29Richard is not stepping down from Chief.
18:31He said that he doesn't trust me, so I don't think that he and I should be operating together.
18:34Could you finish up in your place?
18:35Yes.
18:36What do you mean he said he doesn't trust you?
18:40I mean, what did you say to that?
18:41Nothing.
18:42His mind is made up.
18:44All right, you know what I'm going to do?
18:45I am going to call in Richard, and I'll just replace myself.
18:48I mean, Beckman can do it.
18:49No, Nora came all his way to see you.
18:52I'll do it.
18:53I'll step the esophagus.
18:54This is your first day back in the trauma room.
18:56And you are the best damn CT surgeon in this whole hospital.
18:59Let me help.
19:01Okay, I'll see you in the OR.
19:03She doesn't want any type of intervention.
19:05I practically had to hold her down for her blood draw.
19:07I don't blame her.
19:08She's been through a lot.
19:10I didn't think you and Catherine were exactly on good terms these days.
19:13Are you on good terms with all of your patients?
19:16She's a trailblazer.
19:17I respect her.
19:19She paved the way, showed me what was possible.
19:22I owe her my career, even if I'm sidelined right now.
19:27Although, in fairness, that was my decision.
19:30Okay, look.
19:31See, these masses look like they've been growing for a while.
19:34By now, wouldn't you think they'd be met in other places, too?
19:37It could be a different primary cancer.
19:39What if it isn't cancer at all?
19:41Maybe hemangiomas or other fatty changes from ischemia.
19:45The odds of that are almost non-existent.
19:47It's Captain Fox.
19:49Anything's possible.
19:50I don't know.
19:53Yeah, I like that.
19:54Hey!
19:56What are you doing out here?
19:57Just planning my funeral in case I croak.
20:00You're not dying.
20:01What you have is a benign tumor that we are going to remove today.
20:05Yasuda, will you please take Cal up to his room?
20:08All right.
20:09Train's leaving.
20:10He wanted to plan his funeral.
20:18I know that he'll likely get more cancers.
20:20And I know that one of them will probably take his life.
20:23But I can't think about that right now.
20:25Because I have to focus on removing the gigantic one that's impinging on his spine.
20:30That's quite the God complex you have there.
20:32I'm doing my job.
20:32Screw your job.
20:34Be a person.
20:35His whole obsession with death, the facts, the jokes.
20:38He's scared.
20:39He's telling you he's scared.
20:40He has an incurable genetic disease.
20:43I can't fix that for him.
20:45I can't make that go away.
20:47And if I can't, there's sure as hell nothing you can do.
20:50Like, you might have more schooling than me.
20:52You might get more respect.
20:54You don't have all the answers.
20:57And you do?
20:58I don't have any answers.
21:01All I can do is listen.
21:04You should try it.
21:05You should try it.
21:13Found it.
21:15Oh, no.
21:17It's a rock.
21:19Your uncle and I had a standing game every week in the summer.
21:23Yeah, he was obnoxiously good at everything.
21:25And I'd golf.
21:26All the way he shanked that ball.
21:29How'd you get to be so good?
21:30Oh, my dad pushed me to learn.
21:32Said it would help me socialize with my colleagues one day.
21:35I guess he had a point.
21:36There you go.
21:37Sometimes I forget.
21:39It's nice to get out of the hospital with your colleagues.
21:41Actually, now that I think about it, your uncle and I used to play with Phil Koppelman.
21:45He's an ENT, but now he runs the outreach over at the ACGME.
21:49Wasn't hurt to give him a call.
21:51You think he could do something about my remediation?
21:54He's a fair guy.
21:55I mean, if he doesn't feel that the punishment fits the crime, I'm sure he'll do what he can.
21:59But, um, don't tell Kathleen I said that.
22:04Yeah, we don't talk that much.
22:06Oh, here it is.
22:07Look at that.
22:08Not too far from the green.
22:09You're still in the rough end, Dugu.
22:10This is not a good time.
22:15We just need two minutes.
22:17I am not in the mood to debate anybody's employment status.
22:21We're here to discuss your health.
22:24My health is fine.
22:27She's seen the scans.
22:28Damn it, Gray.
22:29You can believe that I'm going to sue you for wrecking hip.
22:31Your lawyers know where to find me.
22:33I needed a consult.
22:34Can't you give me the dignity of just dying in private?
22:36But what if it isn't cancer?
22:38You saw the scans.
22:40I did.
22:41And while they are concerning, there's a chance that the lesions are a benign finding of your subacute but curie syndrome.
22:48And we could do a biopsy to find out.
22:51My liver is teeming with lesions.
22:54A biopsy could cause bleeding, a stroke.
22:57It's dangerous.
22:58It's absurd.
22:59Why would you even recommend that?
23:00Because it's what Richard taught me to do.
23:03And I think it's what he would want.
23:07Richard's ears are burning.
23:18Um, what's happening?
23:22I don't know.
23:24Is she having the stroke now?
23:29Well, come on.
23:30Y'all want to talk?
23:31Let's go talk.
23:32Okay.
23:32Okay.
23:39How's your patient doing?
23:40I have to take her up to surgery in a few minutes.
23:42Oh, does that mean you have a minute to talk?
23:44I really should head back upstairs.
23:46I can't leave here until I know our whole story.
23:50I swear, I'm not trying to take advantage.
23:52I know your time is valuable.
23:57Does it really matter what happened?
24:01You seem happy.
24:03That doesn't mean I don't want answers.
24:05I mean, until Dave, this was the most significant relationship in my entire life.
24:09I have no idea why it ended.
24:11I mean, wouldn't you want to know?
24:25You don't have any pictures of me because you deleted them all.
24:30I came home one night and you were crying on the floor.
24:33You had found out that I had cheated on you.
24:38Look, we were young.
24:40The wedding was getting closer and I kept thinking about how my mom wasn't going to be there.
24:44And it was a stupid, drunk mistake that I have regretted every single day since.
24:51Dick, I'm sure it was devastating at the time.
24:55But I'm okay now.
24:57You don't have anything to regret.
24:59I haven't even told you the worst part.
25:03After we fought, you got in the car.
25:07And an hour later, I got a call that you had been in a wreck.
25:16The accident.
25:16Yeah, well, that was nobody's fault.
25:25No, but if you hadn't been so upset, then I would...
25:27I stopped thinking that way a long time ago.
25:30I'm at peace with it.
25:33And I got to start over.
25:34I got to start over.
25:34More suction, please.
25:50All right.
25:51How's it going over there?
25:52Making my final cut.
25:54Great.
25:55A little more traction.
25:57All right, so I'm going to get a basin ready.
25:58I'm going to remove the last piece.
26:00We got the whole tumor.
26:01Mom, path will confirm, but to my eye, the margins look good.
26:05No, no, no, no, no, no.
26:07He's bleeding.
26:07Where?
26:08I can't see.
26:09Do you have anything on your side?
26:10No, nothing.
26:11Flat pads.
26:12Could it be bleeding from the vessel feeding the tumor?
26:14Seems to be coming from normal tissue.
26:18I found it.
26:19Dr. Schmidt is correct.
26:20It's coming from an intercostal artery.
26:22Millen, I'm going to have you tie it off.
26:24Right angle and silk tie, please.
26:29All right.
26:30Like this?
26:31Yeah.
26:32Good.
26:33Make sure the knot is square.
26:35That's great.
26:36Okay.
26:37What now?
26:38Now we celebrate.
26:41Great job, everybody.
26:43Dr. Schmidt, after we take him to post-op, would you like to tell us to have the good news?
26:47On it.
26:50Deploying the staff?
26:51She didn't seem bossy to me.
26:53Nora and Megan used to make me pitch batting practice to them, and they would heckle me in very colorful language.
26:59I bet you didn't expect to put her life in your hands.
27:02Okay, let's get ready to inject a dye.
27:04Okay.
27:05Damn it.
27:06Get me a balloon for dilation.
27:07Griffith, what do you see?
27:08Blood is coming from the stent.
27:09Correct.
27:10Kwan, next steps.
27:11You dilate the balloon to push the stent into the aortic wall to stop the leak.
27:15Good job.
27:15All right.
27:16I'm starting the balloon.
27:21White balloon is in.
27:23Inflating the balloon.
27:30Good.
27:30All right.
27:35Reject the dye.
27:38The leak is fixed.
27:40Great work, everyone.
27:41Let's remove the sheets so Dr. Hunt can place the esophageal stent.
27:48The surgery couldn't have gone better.
27:52Cal's a great kid.
27:53When he wakes up, I found a killer death fact for him.
27:56Huh.
27:57That was actually unintentional.
27:58Give me lorazopam.
28:00What's happening?
28:00He's Beltran and Shepard.
28:02On it.
28:03Okay.
28:03You're okay.
28:04I'm here.
28:14Now, that's what you call a birdie.
28:17I'd just like to state that if we played football, I would have wiped the floor with both of you.
28:22I wouldn't be so sure.
28:24Why don't you go return the card?
28:24Well, we've still got some daylight.
28:29You want to go hit some on the driving range?
28:32Why?
28:34You don't see how ridiculous it is that you're worried about losing steam in the operating room?
28:39You've got more focus and stamina than an intern.
28:42Look, golf is different.
28:44It's not that different.
28:45Both take endurance and concentration.
28:49That fire in your belly.
28:51Look, I made a mistake.
28:52Yeah, we all make mistakes.
28:54Not everybody is over 65.
28:56Yeah, I don't buy it.
28:57Don't get me wrong.
28:58It's good that you're taking stock.
29:00It would be irresponsible not to.
29:02But from where I stand, you're still going strong.
29:05Why would they have to have peanut shells on the floor?
29:17Do you want to go someplace else?
29:19There's a nice sushi restaurant across the street.
29:22No, this is the one place Richard won't think to look for me.
29:26Would you like to discuss your options?
29:27I understand my pros and cons.
29:31What I don't know is if I have the fortitude, the energy.
29:37My body is tired.
29:39And what you're asking, more surgery, another treatment.
29:43Unless it's benign.
29:44We know the odds that I'm a minuscule.
29:47But they're not nothing.
29:50Catherine Fox.
29:51Well, I expected more from you.
29:54You have shattered every glass ceiling.
29:56Beaten every odd.
29:58Right?
29:58Why are you giving up?
29:59You better watch your tone if you want your job back, Dr. Bailey.
30:02Look, I'll find another job if I need to.
30:04But, come on, you have so much to live for.
30:07Why won't you try?
30:08Do you think I'm just sitting back waiting for death to come and snuff me out?
30:12Most days I feel like the same young woman I was with the world in my feet.
30:17But I don't believe in miracles.
30:19I believe in science, and the science is not on my side.
30:22Maybe.
30:22Or, maybe not.
30:23But we won't know unless you let us do the biopsy.
30:26How many of your patients have beaten the odds?
30:30Why them and not you?
30:34Fine.
30:35Do the damn biopsy.
30:38But one of you paid for the drinks.
30:42I'm glad you called, Megan, when you did.
30:49You were a lot sicker than anyone realized.
30:51We almost lost you.
30:52Yeah.
30:52But now you're going to make a full recovery.
30:55All of you.
30:56Our pleasure.
30:57It's Megan.
30:58Are you okay if I give her the update?
30:59Please.
30:59I owe her my life.
31:02Okay.
31:03Let's order some post-op labs.
31:04Thanks.
31:05You really grew up to look like your dad.
31:07I can't believe you remember him.
31:10I mean, you must have been six or seven when he died.
31:13He put me on his shoulders once so I could reach the monkey bars.
31:16I never forgot it.
31:19It was a good scene.
31:20I got here as fast as I could.
31:27What are...
31:27Oh, my God.
31:32Diffuse intrinsic pontine glioma.
31:34Satellite lesions.
31:35But he gets yearly full body scans.
31:37This was just missed.
31:38It could have been too small to catch on his last one.
31:41I mean, this is a rapid growing malignant brain tumor.
31:44Soon, it is going to start affecting all of his vital functions.
31:47Breathing, blood pressure, heart.
31:48Isn't there anything we can do for him?
31:50Radiation, chemo?
31:51I mean, we could put him through radiation, but it'll give him maybe two agonizing months.
31:56So, it's a death sentence.
31:59I'll go talk to Kel and his dad.
32:01I'll do it.
32:03I'll tell them.
32:03I'll tell them.
32:14It's Nurse Karen's birthday.
32:16We tried a dozen different cakes for a wedding, and you wanted lemon.
32:22I think that was actually our biggest fight.
32:26It never gets less weird.
32:29I mean, I just met you, but we also fought about cake five years ago.
32:33You've broken the space-time continuum.
32:40Yeah.
32:40I see why I liked you.
32:45Yeah?
32:49You're funny, and you're smart.
32:53You know, and when you smile, your eyes do this sparkly thing.
32:58No, no, no.
33:05See?
33:06Funny.
33:08Yeah, and you bring me cake.
33:10Even when you spend all day saving other people's lives.
33:17I don't have feelings about the memories that I've lost, because...
33:23I mean, you can't miss something that you didn't know happened in the first place.
33:31But I wish I remembered you.
33:33I'm so, so sorry.
33:41It's fine.
33:42No, no, it's...
33:43It's fine.
33:43No, no, no.
33:44It's been a long day, and there's a lot going on in my mind, and...
33:48You're good.
33:50It's okay.
33:52Mom, I should...
33:54I should get back inside.
33:55But if you ever need anything, you...
34:04I know where to find you.
34:05I know where to find you.
34:07How long do I have?
34:17Same day home.
34:20Uh...
34:21It could be anywhere from weeks to months.
34:28That's it?
34:29I'm so sorry.
34:35Do you...
34:36Do you know that feeling when school's over, and you're outside playing with all your friends,
34:43and it feels like summer could last forever?
34:47It's because our perception of time isn't fixed.
34:52Two months could feel like ten years, and ten years can go by in a blink of an eye.
34:58Hey.
35:00Hey.
35:01Hey, hey.
35:03We...
35:04We can cram a lot in a few months.
35:10I don't want to die.
35:15Um...
35:17Here.
35:22What do you want to do?
35:28Before you die.
35:33I've always wanted to go to space camp.
35:35Okay.
35:36It's a good one.
35:37What else?
35:38I want to go see Matt McKinley.
35:42And we breathe one of the rings.
35:44That is...
35:45That is literally one of my favorites, too.
35:46Oh.
35:46Oh.
35:46Oh.
35:46Oh.
35:46Oh.
35:47Oh.
35:47Oh.
35:47Oh.
35:47Oh.
35:48Oh.
35:48Oh.
35:49Oh.
35:49Oh.
35:50Oh.
35:50Oh.
35:51Oh.
35:52Oh.
35:52Oh.
35:53Oh.
35:54Oh.
35:54Oh.
35:55Oh.
35:56Oh.
35:56Oh.
35:57Oh.
35:58Oh.
35:58Oh.
36:00Oh.
36:00Oh.
36:00Oh.
36:00Oh.
36:00You come in under par?
36:01It's okay.
36:02And Dougher told me that you guys hit the links.
36:04Yeah.
36:05Fine.
36:05Must be nice.
36:07Sorry?
36:08Oh.
36:08I've just never had friends in high places.
36:11That's not why I'm here.
36:12If that's what you're implying.
36:14I got the highest upside score in my class.
36:16Oh.
36:16Is that how it works?
36:18Get the highest score and then they take you golfing?
36:21I guess I should have studied more.
36:22I have to hand it to Megan
36:24She knew something was wrong and she pushed to make it right
36:27Megan made a few phone calls
36:28You saved her life
36:29I'll be right back
36:31Dr. Weber
36:33I want Chief back
36:36Okay
36:38But I have a whole speech
36:41About why I deserve it
36:43Take the win, Altman
36:52I'm gonna see you a little later
36:53Go do what you need to do
36:55Today you can suck it
37:06That poor kid
37:10Mm-hmm
37:11And less depressing nose
37:12I caught two interns kissing in the elevator
37:14Oh, nice
37:16Remember when we were interns and our futures felt so bright
37:19Everything was possible
37:21Now, I'm pretty sure Meredith is hiding something from me
37:25And my department reassigned all of my cases while I was gone
37:28I don't know what to do next
37:30I do
37:32Hi
37:38Hi
37:38I'd say welcome back, but I've been gone too
37:40Uh, we're not back
37:42We need your help
37:45We're doing a procedure in the clinic
37:47Can we have a scrub nurse?
37:48A scrub nurse in the clinic?
37:51Okay
37:52Who's the attending?
37:55Oh, come on
37:56I just got my job back
37:59I know
37:59And I also know that I'm the one responsible for you losing it
38:02And I would never ask you if this wasn't a matter of life and death
38:06Okay
38:09Don't make me regret it
38:12Hey
38:16That was rough
38:19You okay?
38:22I thought
38:22That if I walled off the pain
38:25That it wouldn't hurt
38:27But
38:28I was wrong
38:32There are some memories we probably wouldn't mind losing
38:56The deaths
38:57The breakups
38:58The hard times
39:00You heading out, Tim?
39:03I'm catching up on Aaron's progress notes
39:05What is going to happen when you're repeating intern year, doing notes, changing bandages, and I get to operate?
39:14And this isn't about you
39:18This isn't about you
39:19I don't want to be bailed out
39:21This is what my family does
39:23But I don't want to be that person
39:27I want to take responsibility for my mistakes
39:30But it is a little about me, right?
39:42But memories like neurons
39:43Work together to make you who you are
39:46At least the weight I'm carrying
39:49And on with the horizon
39:51What?
39:58Hey
40:01You okay?
40:12If all we remembered were the good times
40:14All right
40:17Prepare to be vanquished
40:19Oh, I am going to destroy you
40:21Our friendships wouldn't be as strong
40:23Jules, what are you doing?
40:24Get out of the corner
40:24Yep, listen to her
40:25You okay?
40:36I'm fine, baby
40:37And our loves
40:38Wouldn't be as sweet
40:40Oh, my love
40:43A thousand kisses from you
40:49And it's never too much
40:54And I just don't want to stop
40:58I love it when you sing
41:01A million days in your arms
41:07And it's never too much
41:09Never too much
41:09Never too much
41:10There you go
41:11And I just don't want to stop
41:15Never too much
41:16Never too much
41:17Never too much
41:18So cling to the bad
41:21Along with the good
41:22One day
41:25One day you'll be glad
41:26You