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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:06Anything I say in this video may ever not be true, cannot be used against me.
00:10I'm going to try to sit very closely to the speaker because it's very loud out.
00:16Actually, I'm going to run the car.
00:24Because it's just too loud.
00:26So, I just went to Planet Fitness, Shia.
00:30I got a, that's not how I would say your name.
00:37I usually wear these when I'm sitting around and not in stores, though.
00:43So, my hair is kind of damaged, Shia, because ever since I used that dandruff shampoo that was just from my scalp infection, it really damaged my hair.
00:59So, I have to be careful.
01:00So, I am extremely tired, Shia.
01:04Shia, obviously, you can see my sunken eyes.
01:12I drove five and a half hours yesterday and then three hours today.
01:17There was a detour because Route 17 wasn't open.
01:19I'm very behind on my notes on what I have to say to you, Shia.
01:23So, I'm very nervous.
01:25It's stressful and it doesn't, it's very challenging for my brain injury to not say things as it goes and as it happens.
01:34So, if I don't, even if I write down the notes, somehow, they can use air of possession or with my brain injury, I can't, I can't even look through all the pages to remember everything.
01:49So, the, this crack, I put the, I can't, I don't think you'll be able to see it.
01:57So, it's right there, it's, you can barely see it now and it still has a little bit of the glue on it and I have to do the second part which is put the glue on top but, and then you're supposed to take the knife thing that they give, that they gave me in the thing to scrape off the glue.
02:23But, if I just splatter glue right there, I'm just not in the mood to wait around and then have a bunch of glue that might not come off.
02:33So, I'm not sure if I'm going to do that because, but I will try to take a photo, Shia, to show you.
02:41I took it on the camera but there's really, it's really, really hard to see on the camera.
02:48Oh yeah, I made a cup of coffee, Shia, with my, uh, our water boiler that fits in the USB, um, fits in the lighter.
03:04So, this is really nice.
03:06I got this off of Amazon.com, Shia.
03:08I've been waiting to let it cool.
03:16I got those coffee instant packets but the thing is, you have to put in two to make the coffee strong enough.
03:21I'm so upset.
03:25I put my notebook with all my food research and all my grocery lists in our apartment.
03:32I accidentally did that.
03:34So, uh, I can't come up with what I want to eat but I started the thing.
03:39I started to write down my food items and cottonwood.
03:44I only been to cottonwood once and it was rainy so I wasn't like, you know, I wasn't in a very bad mood and I thought it was like going to be a nobody town, like just like a, not a nobody town, like a ghost town.
03:58It's not at all.
03:59There's a lot of stores here.
04:01So, I'm going to get triscuits and tuna pouches, hot sauce, hot sauce because hot sauce, cayenne pepper is very good for heart disease.
04:12It's, uh, I don't really know why I'm even wearing this shirt.
04:18Oh.
04:21Yeah, it's not too cold.
04:23It's 75 degrees out but it's getting a little hot in this car.
04:26Oh, that's why, because the, all the things are pointed in a different direction.
04:35So, I'm looking forward to Sedona, uh, seeing this trash bag shirt.
04:44Those are our two plants that died that I'm going to put, um, uh, at Bell Rock.
04:53Because they want to play around with those plants and do all kinds of witchcraft, acting like those are our, like, those are the CN child and whatever else.
05:07Uh, no, it, the, that didn't happen to my right, the plant that always was there.
05:12Um, I got a lot of witchcraft on these plants.
05:18So, uh, I'm going to put them, I'm not going to dig, like, a grave.
05:23I'm not, like, being crazy about it.
05:26I want to put these plants at Sedona as a symbol, Shia, of what has, what is going to die out of our life soon.
05:33Which is, uh, all the synthetic duplicates of criminals in our bodies, all the, uh, no.
05:47Anyways, I'm just going to, this, this, these plants, it's possible, it has, is a representation because they're small plants.
05:56They used to really, uh, do a lot of witchcraft to try to hurt me into acting like this is my child, or, that's my child, or our child, Shia, the plant that's in the Kremel gets a real child.
06:10Anyways, I'm going to put, I'm going to just, um, put them underneath, like, a, a bush, uh, like a plant that, like, just, it's not, like, out in the open.
06:24And, and, I had a very good workout.
06:31Uh, the restrooms were really clean.
06:34Fortunately, there was a handicap shower so I could lean on it when I try to wash my feet.
06:41I got those new black sandals at Walmart.
06:43They're so much better than those Dollar Tree sandals.
06:45I cannot believe I kept those.
06:48Um, I took something off of my keychain.
06:54I'm not going to show it to you, but this is all that is, um, this, I, I go like this, but there was a talisman on this.
07:03This is us, Shia.
07:04Those were symbol of us, pink and blue.
07:07So, there was a talisman on it that I didn't realize they were using it to attack me.
07:11Like, like, thousands of different, like, subliminal layers on the keychain that was hitting me every time I looked at it.
07:19So, I'm very, very happy that I finally, I got this out of our apartment.
07:28Uh, I thought I dropped the, um, key fob to get into our apartment.
07:36Um, and I did, I found it, I found it.
07:38It was twisted around when I brought it out.
07:41Um, I'm so lucky I didn't lose that.
07:44Um, oh yeah, I was trying to find you the crack thing.
07:48Uh, the apartment failed inspection, Shia.
07:50I don't know why I'm moving like this.
07:53The apartment failed, failed inspection.
07:56Um, so, basically, it's because of the refrigerator.
08:02Because I, I had them remove the refrigerator and I said I, I would replace it, but I haven't been there.
08:09Uh, so they know I'm, I'm gone until the 15th.
08:13They're not gonna, uh, they're not gonna mess around with it.
08:18Uh, they're not gonna, like, kick me out because of that.
08:20They said not.
08:21They just, the, the inspector said on the next inspection you just have to make sure you have a fridge.
08:26It doesn't have to be a full-size fridge because I don't want to pay money for a full-size fridge
08:31when I'm not even gonna be using the fridge.
08:33And I hope to possibly get the, get a fridge.
08:37I think they have one at Ikea and you can return it 365, 365 days.
08:43And I'll just plug it in and act like I'm using it, but then just keep the box, Shia, so we, we can return it.
08:51I'm really worried, Shia, about this finger because I had to grab the hand wheel, the car wheel,
08:59and, um, bend the, I don't know if it was a, it was a car wheel, but see how this is kind of curved, Shia,
09:09and it can't straighten, and swollen?
09:11See how this one's really straight?
09:14Uh, clearly there's an obvious difference.
09:17Uh, it's painful still, it doesn't completely stretch, and this is very, this is very sad.
09:27Uh, typically though, when I get injuries, and this probably happens to you, Shia,
09:31they do tons of AI on it to make it, like, really injured and feel really injured, like it's never gonna heal.
09:38And then, uh, all of a sudden, it'll heal, out of nowhere.
09:43So I don't want to make this video too long, I'm gonna go into Walmart and upload this video,
09:48because what I found out is, when I was reading why Walmart, my Walmart Wi-Fi or something doesn't work in Walmart,
09:56they have like a wall, Wi-Fi wall, so that you can, when you go in Walmart, you can only use Walmart Wi-Fi,
10:01and they can pick up hackers, probably, so, um, if it's Walmart Wi-Fi,
10:10they can pick up whether someone's hacked on the phone, uh, different things.
10:19I watched this video not upload, though, after I said that.
10:22Um, in regards to...
10:25the attacks, I'm not even gonna talk about it.
10:31I took some photos, I'm looking at them right now.
10:33I've gotten people spitting, walking by.
10:36I've gotten people...
10:39I was eating a sandwich last night, and...
10:43uh, it was this whole thing that I was such a pig,
10:48and...
10:49I'm not even gonna go into detail.
10:52I'm not even gonna go into detail.
10:53But see how bad this crack is?
10:55And now you can barely see it.
10:57Uh, for some reason, there's a glare on the, the, the, the windshield,
11:08which is really annoying, so I can't really show it to you.
11:13So there was this whole thing, they're doing a lot of attacks,
11:16with the, the, uh, females has assaulted you,
11:19well, no, the male entities that assaulted you.
11:22The ghoul and the rat and the snake,
11:24and, like, lots of lookalikes,
11:25and, like, extreme harassment.
11:27I can't even go into detail about it.
11:29They're, um...
11:31Uh, I can't, I can't...
11:33I'm not even gonna trigger you, Shia.
11:34It's too much.
11:35And I can't take the stress of getting, of you getting triggered,
11:40and feeling like you think I'm angry at you, Shia.
11:43Uh, a lot of the things I really wouldn't really tell you,
11:46because you think, like, I'm telling you these things,
11:50like, to, to make you think, like, I'm, I'm, like,
11:53this is the reason why I'm angry at you,
11:55and this is why I'm telling you, and I'm not.
11:59By the way, Shia, I really like this.
12:00It's so soft, but it's really not my style.
12:02So, everything's kind of, like, temporary in regards to my style.
12:06It's so, like, there's a, there's definitely an offness
12:09because of my poverty,
12:11and also because of...
12:13Definitely po- definitely poverty,
12:17and also it's possible because of
12:20all the demon and AI possession.
12:23I can't completely be myself.
12:26And that's part of the suicidal programs that happens.
12:29I took a lot of photos.
12:30I'm going to have to review this, too, another time.
12:33I took photos.
12:34I went on mountainous terrain today.
12:36It was very stressful, but I got through it.
12:39Um, I did, some of the authorities,
12:42um, sort of, uh,
12:46like, I've seen a lot of, like,
12:48um,
12:51the police around.
12:53Not necessarily,
12:54I'm, I'm not a narcissist,
12:55I don't think it's because of me.
12:58However, um,
13:00I've seen...
13:03There's a lot of good people
13:05and bad people mixed together
13:07in the employment
13:08businesses,
13:10and, basically,
13:13they kind of have to work together.
13:14And I think it's, like,
13:15a universal law
13:16that they can't just kick souls out
13:18of companies.
13:19They have to work together with them.
13:21I think it's actually a rule.
13:24And, like,
13:25a universal law rule.
13:28I haven't had coffee
13:29for, like,
13:30a long time,
13:31it feels like.
13:33Um,
13:34these are the coffee cups
13:35I got, Shia.
13:36For the instant coffee.
13:39Because I'm not paying
13:40three dollars.
13:41Three dollars for
13:42a cup of coffees.
13:45I can't believe
13:46it's so ridiculous.
13:47I really like the gas price
13:48this year,
13:49so next month
13:50I'm gonna come back
13:51and I'm gonna have to
13:53do what it takes.
13:54I know the temperatures
13:55are gonna be too much
13:55and I'm not gonna be able
13:56to sit in the car.
13:57I put the beach chair
14:00back into our apartment,
14:01Shia just have
14:02the camping chair.
14:04Um,
14:06there's a piece of metal
14:09that I know
14:10that the truck driver
14:11threw out the window.
14:12There's been
14:12numerous, uh,
14:15things like that
14:15happening.
14:17There was someone
14:18that, uh,
14:19there was another truck driver
14:20that threw
14:21a cup out
14:22and then, like,
14:23oh,
14:24like,
14:24the wind would take it
14:25and blow it
14:26and I would think,
14:26like,
14:26I would, like,
14:28turn the wheel
14:28or it could,
14:30that piece of metal
14:32could have flattened
14:33my tire.
14:34There's so many
14:34different ways
14:35that they're
14:36trying to get us.
14:38I was getting
14:38really, like,
14:39panic attack
14:40out of this.
14:41I was getting
14:42a panic attack
14:42from this crack
14:43and I know
14:43telepestor supporters
14:45tell me,
14:45oh,
14:46Shia's gonna get
14:46triggered by that
14:47and they tell me
14:48when you're gonna
14:49get triggered
14:49and they tell me
14:50when you,
14:50if you get triggered
14:52or not.
14:54I actually don't know
14:55why my face is so red.
14:56I don't,
14:56I don't really know
14:58how I got so much sun
14:59so quickly.
15:01I haven't really
15:02been walking
15:02outside much.
15:03so I'm definitely
15:09acting a little,
15:10uh,
15:12schizoaffective,
15:13I can tell.
15:14It's,
15:15I had some heart
15:16problems yesterday.
15:17I felt near death.
15:18So I had to avoid
15:19the road closure
15:20and go up
15:21this mountainous terrain.
15:22I'm gonna,
15:23and I know
15:23that I talk so much
15:24about myself,
15:25Shia,
15:25and I don't,
15:26I don't,
15:27like,
15:27acknowledge you enough
15:28in the conversation.
15:29It is not my fault,
15:31Shia,
15:31I'm not a narcissist
15:32and I really hate myself
15:34that this is how
15:35I have to talk to you.
15:39I did Google search
15:40if it was an actual
15:41road closure
15:41because I had a feeling
15:44that maybe the criminal
15:45hacker was forcing me
15:46but then,
15:47to go on to a different
15:48route,
15:49but no,
15:49there was a closure
15:50and this was the guy
15:54that spit in front of me
15:56and knew right when I was
15:58walking into the Walmart
16:00entrance.
16:02He spit.
16:04He had something
16:04on his t-shirt
16:05and they used AI
16:06to make me look away
16:07because they were trying
16:07to force me to look
16:08at the t-shirt
16:09and what it says.
16:11But this crack,
16:13the weird part is
16:15it got dark all of a sudden
16:16because I had 45 more minutes
16:18to go to drive
16:19and I had to make it
16:21to the truck stop
16:23because of where I was
16:25and the car was driving by
16:28and the truck was,
16:29I was about to pass the truck,
16:32the car was driving by
16:33and then as soon as
16:34this red compact car
16:37drove by,
16:38it was too dim for me
16:39to see what was happening
16:41and I kind of,
16:42I didn't blank out
16:43but it seemed like
16:44there was something,
16:45some weird thing happening
16:47and then it hit
16:49and it hit very loud.
16:51I think it was a big rock
16:52and I think someone
16:53threw it out the window.
16:54I could be wrong,
16:55however,
16:57I could be wrong
16:58and this isn't really
16:59how I'd style my hair
17:00either, Shia.
17:01I just want to,
17:01I'm just letting it,
17:04I didn't completely
17:05blow dry it all the way
17:06because it was so,
17:07because it was so damaged.
17:14So I put the crack
17:16against the penny
17:16to show you
17:17the size of the crack.
17:19I knew that that would be really,
17:20that would really upset you.
17:22I really like it
17:22when the telepathic supporters
17:23tell me when you're
17:24going to get upset
17:25and I always know
17:28when you're going
17:29to get upset.
17:33There was a lady
17:35at Walmart,
17:36they tried to give me
17:36AI blushing
17:37in front of her
17:38and humiliate me
17:39and trying to claim
17:42that I bought a car
17:45wetsuit thing
17:46and it smelled so toxic
17:48I had to put it
17:50in the trunk.
17:51I was getting
17:51real symptoms from it
17:53and so I had to return it
17:55and it didn't say
17:56that it had one,
17:57it was only for one seat
17:58on the box.
17:59I said,
18:00there's no way
18:01two would fit in there
18:01and then she got all
18:02even more upset
18:04that I said that.
18:05They have a lot
18:06of comebacks now
18:07because they usually
18:07try to blank out my brain
18:08to be able to make me,
18:10make me not respond
18:11and be able to think
18:15about how I can respond.
18:16This was a turkey sandwich
18:17I had, Shia,
18:19with,
18:20and then I,
18:21I actually separated everything.
18:22I got two hot sauces
18:24of mayo,
18:25a packet,
18:26and two mustard.
18:27I put the mayo
18:28on one slice of bread.
18:31I put mustard
18:32on one slice of bread.
18:34I ate the cheese
18:35and the turkey separately.
18:37This was a fresh sandwich
18:38at Love's Truck Stop.
18:39I was very surprised
18:40it was only $4.97.
18:42I actually couldn't believe it
18:44but they were trying
18:45to make me all like,
18:46I can't even explain
18:47to the attack
18:48but there was a female
18:51that was on the other car
18:53rolling down the window
18:55acting like,
18:55I can't even explain it.
18:57There's a whole V2K thing
18:59I'm going to have to explain
18:59another time
19:00because it's too long
19:01to just blurt it out.
19:03So I'm going to have
19:04to stop this video now,
19:05Shia.
19:07I'm really worried also
19:08that this car needs maintenance.
19:10I haven't gotten,
19:11besides brakes,
19:13I haven't really,
19:14am going to get an oil change
19:15a couple of times.
19:17It is due for an oil change
19:19pretty soon.
19:23It has 164,824 miles.
19:30It says at 160,000
19:32I'm supposed to get an oil change
19:34but this is,
19:35the oil lasts so much longer
19:37than what it says
19:39because it's a synthetic oil
19:41or something.
19:42Anyways,
19:44I'm really upset with,
19:47see the fingers
19:48that are wrinkling
19:50from the skin damage?
19:54I think I'm going to feel
19:56a lot better, Shia,
19:57in a couple of days.
19:58I came here for healing
19:59and I really want,
20:01they keep telling me
20:02you're going to be here,
20:03you're going to be here.
20:04It's okay, Shia,
20:04if you're not.
20:05I'm not going to be upset.
20:07They do this to me
20:08all the time
20:08and to a telepathic support
20:10are warning me
20:11that it might be a trick
20:12and you might be
20:13being lied to as usual.
20:17I want you to come here though
20:18for healing, Shia,
20:20because Sedona is,
20:22I've had rapid
20:24health improvements
20:25anytime I've traveled
20:27to Sedona
20:27and only spent
20:29a little bit of time
20:30at Sedona.
20:33It's not a big town,
20:35Shia,
20:35so,
20:36it's not a big town
20:38but the thing is
20:39it's not a ghost town
20:44and it's a safe place.
20:46It's safe for anywhere else
20:47because it's such a
20:49powerful vortex
20:50and
20:52there's going to be
20:57a lot of mean people,
20:58however,
20:59there's an infestation
21:01on this planet, Shia,
21:02but I'm repeatedly told
21:03this entity infestation
21:06is out of control
21:08and it's
21:09kind of trying to
21:11drive out
21:12the souls
21:13and kick out
21:14the souls
21:14on this planet.
21:15This planet Earth
21:16is no longer
21:17allowed to be
21:18hell on Earth
21:19and they're
21:21having problems
21:22with it.
21:23So,
21:24I'm skipping a lot
21:26of photos
21:26because I really
21:27have to stop
21:27this video,
21:28Shia.
21:28I want you to know,
21:30Shia,
21:31I'm not going to
21:32be upset
21:33in regards to
21:35Mother's Day.
21:38I really don't feel
21:39that you're a father
21:39and that you act
21:40like a father
21:41and it really is
21:43a lab-grown human
21:44and people are
21:45really lying,
21:46acting like
21:47you can grow
21:48like a replica
21:49and it's,
21:51you can't grow,
21:52you can't,
21:53you can't grow
21:55something like that.
21:57You can't grow
21:58a human,
21:58it's not natural.
22:01They're just,
22:02it's like,
22:02it's not your body
22:03and luckily,
22:04Shia,
22:05a lot of the,
22:05a lot of the clones
22:07didn't really look
22:08like you
22:09most of the time.
22:11I do have to,
22:12I am reminded
22:13of that
22:13and a lot of the times
22:15when I get angry
22:16it just comes
22:17out of nowhere
22:18and it feels very,
22:19like it's not even
22:19my anger.
22:20Obviously,
22:21I'm going,
22:22I have to be very angry
22:23based on what has
22:24happened.
22:26You're very angry
22:27too,
22:27Shia
22:28and
22:29your dad
22:31kind of did
22:31what my mom did
22:32to me
22:33and to you.
22:38Anyways,
22:39our parents
22:40they shouldn't
22:43have gotten,
22:44they should have
22:45minded their own
22:45business.
22:46All of our,
22:47both our parents,
22:48Shia,
22:48our moms
22:49and our dads,
22:49your mother-in-law
22:52and father-in-law
22:53and my mother-in-law,
22:54your father-in-law,
22:56my father-in-law,
22:57your,
22:58never mind.
22:58Shia,
22:59we,
23:00they should have
23:00minded their own
23:01business,
23:01Shia,
23:02because they're in
23:02a lot of trouble.
23:04They didn't really,
23:05so this is the finger
23:08that's not,
23:09that's fine,
23:10it's all,
23:11it's flat,
23:11not swollen.
23:13I mean,
23:15she was given,
23:16look at that,
23:17it's in pain,
23:17I can't,
23:18I can't really use it.
23:19I can't use this finger
23:22without pain,
23:23it's not just pain
23:24on this joint,
23:24it's pain up here.
23:27This,
23:27this,
23:29she agreed to do this
23:30to me,
23:31it was already planned.
23:34So this was the
23:35seat protector,
23:36Shia,
23:36that I got
23:37and I really liked it,
23:38it was like a
23:39wetsuit fabric
23:39and it just,
23:40you just put it
23:42over the top
23:43and then it just
23:43hung down
23:44and you could just
23:46tuck it in the seat,
23:49it smelled too
23:49bad,
23:50it's exactly
23:50what I wanted
23:51and so I could just
23:52throw it in the wash.
23:54I can't.
23:56And then yesterday
23:57I had to go get
23:58my new EBT card,
23:59luckily,
24:01I'm not going to show it
24:03because it has
24:04the number on it.
24:06I can't believe
24:07I had to,
24:09I had to go
24:12to Healthy Human Services
24:13to get a new
24:14EBT card,
24:16CalFresh,
24:17but I actually
24:17don't think I can
24:18use the CalFresh
24:20ABT in Arizona
24:22because I just
24:22left,
24:23it was in New
24:24Hampshire for a while
24:25so when I,
24:25so when I go back
24:27to San Francisco
24:28in a week
24:28I will use
24:30the CalFresh
24:32there because
24:32I was,
24:33they didn't cancel
24:34it because of that
24:35though,
24:36being out of state
24:37because it needed
24:38a chip.
24:39is there anything
24:42I've been seeing
24:43all I got
24:44at Chick-fil-A
24:45I've got English
24:46market with cheese
24:47and egg sandwich.
24:49One problem is
24:50with my brain injury
24:52I have a lack
24:53of taste buds
24:54and that's why
24:54I think part of the
24:55reason why I put
24:56so much hot sauce
24:57on everything
24:58is because I can't
24:59taste,
25:00I can't taste
25:01that much
25:02and I'm,
25:03like everything
25:03just doesn't have
25:04enough taste
25:05and I know
25:06that that's
25:07the brain injury.
25:09This person
25:12was blowing leaves
25:13and knew
25:14that I was driving
25:15by and started
25:16to blow it
25:17in my car
25:17and I immediately
25:18was able to
25:19shut the windows
25:20before,
25:22before the dirt
25:27got into my car
25:29because I have
25:29a serious allergy
25:30with like dust
25:32and dirt
25:33like that
25:34so this is
25:37a very obvious
25:38you can very
25:40obviously see
25:41the wrinkled
25:42skin damage
25:43my fingers
25:45and fingertips
25:46mostly are
25:47in so much
25:47pain, Shia
25:48from this
25:49severe frostbite
25:50poisoning
25:51I'm just so glad
25:52I didn't lose
25:52my hands
25:53so I really
25:54have to stop
25:55this video
25:55I just realized
25:56there's a lot
25:58of pictures
25:59I skipped
26:00this is the
26:02um,
26:02no
26:03no
26:04my mom
26:06uh
26:08this
26:09I'm not gonna
26:11be negative
26:11today
26:12there's
26:12there's some
26:12negative things
26:13here
26:13but I'm not
26:14gonna be
26:15too negative
26:16where like
26:17it will really
26:17really trigger
26:18you
26:18it's gonna make
26:20me sick
26:21I'll show it
26:22to you
26:23in a couple
26:23of days
26:23when I
26:24I'm gonna go
26:24to a
26:25Cottonwood
26:26library
26:26or the
26:27Sedona
26:29library
26:30to make
26:30a video
26:31however
26:31in Sedona
26:32you have to
26:34add
26:35give a donation
26:36to use the
26:37study room
26:37so I might
26:38make the video
26:38when it's
26:39cool out
26:39in the
26:40morning
26:41and then go
26:42upload it
26:42at the
26:43library
26:43you have to
26:45pay them
26:46a donation
26:47to use the
26:47study room
26:48I think that's
26:48pretty ridiculous
26:49Sedona is a
26:53really clean
26:54place
26:54so they
26:55keep it
26:56so clean
26:56all the
26:57roads
26:58it's like
26:59it's really
26:59just
27:00it's very
27:01clean
27:01it used to
27:02I read
27:03in an article
27:04I heard
27:06in like a
27:07video
27:07or an article
27:08that it was
27:09the
27:09Lumerian
27:09Crystal
27:10City
27:11Shia
27:11Lumerian
27:13Crystal
27:13City
27:14I don't
27:15know why
27:16I'm stuttering
27:16I'm not
27:16stuttering
27:17Shia
27:17so
27:19I am
27:20actually
27:21very
27:21overweight
27:22I can't
27:23believe
27:23how
27:23and I
27:24really
27:24shouldn't
27:24have been
27:25twisting
27:25my spine
27:26like this
27:26the whole
27:27time
27:27and see
27:27how it's
27:28very
27:28puffy
27:29that's
27:30the hair
27:30damage
27:31I don't
27:32have puffy
27:32hair
27:32like this
27:33so
27:35typically
27:36I'll
27:36twist
27:36it
27:37I can
27:37twist
27:38it
27:38I'll
27:39probably
27:39braid
27:39it
27:39actually
27:40I'll
27:41not
27:41braid
27:41it
27:41because
27:42I
27:42can
27:42actually
27:43make
27:43hair
27:43healthier
27:44because
27:44it'll
27:44smooth it out
27:45I can
27:47actually
27:47finally start
27:49wearing my
27:50scrunchie
27:50I couldn't
27:51I wasn't allowed
27:52to wear this
27:53scrunchie
27:54in New Hampshire
27:55it was too
27:56considered too
27:58feminine
27:59and like
27:59sexy
28:01it's not
28:02sexy
28:04it's all
28:04the male
28:05programming
28:05all the
28:07androgyny
28:08and
28:08being
28:09acting
28:10like
28:10forced
28:11being
28:11acting
28:12like
28:12a
28:13male
28:15it's
28:15these
28:16sneakers
28:17I really
28:17need to
28:18get new
28:19sneakers
28:19it weren't even
28:20that expensive
28:21they were
28:21$60
28:21so till
28:22next month
28:23I'll be getting
28:23new sneakers
28:24with a feminine
28:25color
28:25because these
28:25sneakers look
28:26too male
28:27that's another
28:29problem
28:30with my
28:30wardrobe
28:31oh I
28:34kind of
28:34actually
28:35twisted it
28:36I've never
28:37really done
28:37this
28:38actually
28:39that's
28:39not going
28:40to work
28:40I haven't
28:43been able
28:44to like
28:44play with
28:45my hair
28:45do my
28:45hair
28:46like a
28:46girl
28:46mostly my
28:48whole life
28:48it has
28:51gotten a lot
28:51worse
28:51these past
28:5215 years
28:53I can't
28:55believe
28:55what has
28:56happened
28:56to us
28:56Shia
28:57I cannot
28:58believe
28:58that we
28:59have been
29:00cloned
29:00into
29:01these
29:02criminals
29:02that
29:03I can't
29:05I can't
29:06I'm not
29:07allowed
29:07with AI
29:08possession
29:08to speak
29:09about it
29:09I'm not
29:10allowed
29:11to like
29:11make fun
29:15of these
29:15criminals
29:15I'm not
29:16allowed
29:16to like
29:17express
29:17myself
29:18about it
29:18because
29:19of the
29:19AI
29:19possession
29:20however
29:21I'm
29:23going
29:23to
29:24I'm
29:25going
29:25to be
29:25happy
29:26that
29:26all
29:26these
29:26people
29:27made
29:27that
29:27happen
29:27all these
29:28people
29:28that
29:28millions
29:28of people
29:30are going
29:30to turn
29:30into these
29:31two
29:31criminals
29:31that
29:32turned
29:32us
29:32into them
29:33and took
29:35our identity
29:35away from
29:36us
29:36I'm going
29:39to be
29:40happy
29:40when that
29:40happens
29:41I'm going
29:42to be
29:42happy
29:43that they
29:43get tortured
29:43like that
29:44so
29:47Shia
29:47I'm going
29:49to talk
29:49to you
29:49tomorrow
29:50and
29:50I'm
29:51not going
29:52to get
29:52upset
29:53if
29:53they
29:53there's
29:54there's
29:54they're
29:55going
29:55I'm not
29:56stuttering
29:56they're going
29:58to post
29:58something
29:59I'm sure
29:59with
30:00the
30:01CN
30:01child
30:02about
30:03the
30:03mother
30:04that's
30:04really
30:04a father
30:05and
30:06one thing
30:07I do
30:08with
30:08ladies
30:08with
30:09girls
30:09that are
30:10jealous
30:10of me
30:10I just
30:10kind of
30:11look away
30:11and ignore
30:12them
30:12this has
30:13been
30:13something
30:14I've
30:14done
30:14my
30:14whole
30:14life
30:15and
30:15that's
30:16kind of
30:16how I'm
30:16treating
30:16like
30:19with
30:20the
30:20V2K
30:21any
30:22of the
30:23criminals
30:24any
30:24female
30:25entities
30:25that
30:26are
30:26using
30:27synthetic
30:28AI
30:28to talk
30:28to me
30:29I just
30:30ignore them
30:30and look
30:31away
30:31that's how
30:32treated
30:32girls
30:33my
30:33whole
30:33life
30:33that
30:33have
30:33had
30:34problems
30:34with
30:34me
30:34and
30:35have
30:35been
30:37jealous
30:38of
30:38me
30:38I
30:39don't
30:39respond
30:40I
30:40don't
30:41react
30:41because
30:42but
30:45you know
30:46Shia
30:46in regards
30:49to all the
30:49criminals
30:50like I
30:51know
30:51that
30:51my
30:52mother
30:53and
30:53a lot
30:55of other
30:55people
30:55played
30:56large
30:56roles
30:57like
30:58there's
30:58probably
30:5810
30:5920
31:0030
31:0040
31:0050
31:01people
31:01that
31:01like
31:02obsessively
31:02have
31:03tried
31:03to
31:03kill
31:03us
31:03and
31:03harassed
31:04us
31:04like
31:05every
31:05single
31:05day
31:06of
31:06their
31:06lives
31:06for
31:06decades
31:07you
31:09can't
31:10do
31:10that
31:10to
31:10a
31:10human
31:10being
31:11you
31:11can't
31:12do
31:12that
31:12to
31:12human
31:13beings
31:13so
31:15what
31:15was I
31:16going to
31:16say
31:16and
31:18the
31:18problem
31:19is
31:19what
31:20they
31:20did
31:20to
31:20us
31:20they
31:21tortured
31:21us
31:21but
31:21we
31:22didn't
31:22have
31:22because
31:22they
31:23had
31:23possession
31:23we
31:23weren't
31:24able
31:24to
31:24react
31:24and
31:25express
31:25ourselves
31:25and
31:26fight
31:26back
31:26do
31:27you
31:27know
31:27what's
31:27going
31:27to
31:27happen
31:28when
31:29we
31:29are
31:29able
31:30to
31:30fight
31:30back
31:30and
31:30express
31:31ourselves
31:31they're
31:33going
31:33to
31:33get
31:34all
31:35this
31:35mutilation
31:36physical
31:36and
31:37body
31:37and
31:38brain
31:38mutilation
31:38all
31:40returned
31:40back
31:40it's
31:43not legal
31:44what has
31:44happened
31:44to us
31:45Shia
31:45so
31:46I've
31:46been
31:46running
31:47the
31:47car
31:47for
31:47a
31:47while
31:47and
31:49I
31:49need
31:49to
31:49go
31:50and
31:50get
31:50a
31:50few
31:50groceries
31:51and
31:51go
31:51back
31:52to
31:52Sedona
31:52the
31:53cotton
31:53one's
31:53only
31:55so
31:56I'm
31:56probably
31:57going
31:57to
31:57go
32:00to
32:00Sedona
32:00before
32:02it
32:03gets
32:03dark
32:04and
32:04possibly
32:05if I
32:07do
32:07walk
32:07around
32:08Shia
32:08it's
32:08not
32:08going
32:09to
32:09be
32:09in
32:10like
32:11trails
32:11I'm
32:12not
32:12going
32:12to
32:12go
32:12walking
32:13and
32:13hiking
32:13in
32:14trails
32:14it
32:15has
32:15to
32:15be
32:15a
32:15trail
32:16that's
32:16really
32:16open
32:18where
32:18there's
32:18people
32:19around
32:19so
32:19don't
32:20worry
32:20Shia
32:20I'm
32:21going
32:21to
32:21go
32:21park
32:21closer
32:22to
32:22Walmart
32:22now
32:23everything
32:33is
32:33much
32:33more
32:34manageable
32:34when I
32:34get it
32:35to
32:35take
32:35a
32:35shower
32:36I
32:37get
32:37so
32:38irritable
32:38and
32:39so
32:39itchy
32:39and
32:40so
32:40uncomfortable
32:41when I
32:42can't
32:42shower
32:43and I
32:44have
32:4410
32:44showers
32:45I
32:45can
32:45use
32:45at
32:45Planet
32:46Fitness
32:46the
32:52music
32:52was
32:52attacking
32:53me
32:53I
32:55was
32:57trying
32:57to
32:57avoid
32:58looking
32:59at
32:59people's
33:00clothes
33:00and
33:00mannerisms
33:01and
33:01gestures
33:02but
33:04the
33:04music
33:04was
33:05attacking
33:06me
33:06there
33:06was
33:06something
33:06else
33:07what
33:07was
33:07attacking
33:07me
33:07oh
33:08what
33:08was
33:08playing
33:09on
33:09TV
33:09so
33:10I
33:10have
33:10to
33:10I
33:11but
33:11I
33:11was
33:11looking
33:12at
33:12our
33:12photo
33:13Shia
33:13the
33:14one
33:14with
33:14both
33:14of
33:15us
33:15that
33:16make
33:16us
33:16look
33:17so
33:17much
33:17that
33:17we
33:18so
33:18much
33:18look
33:18alike
33:19remember
33:20the
33:20one
33:20where
33:22we
33:22both
33:22look
33:22alike
33:22and
33:23you
33:23have
33:23your
33:23fingers
33:24like
33:24that
33:24when
33:25I
33:25put
33:26it
33:26on
33:26can
33:26but
33:26I
33:27put
33:28both
33:28of
33:28us
33:28on
33:28can
33:29but
33:29I
33:29posted
33:29it
33:30so
33:31I'm
33:37going to
33:37talk to
33:38you
33:38tomorrow
33:39Shia
33:39and
33:40hopefully
33:40I'll
33:41make
33:41a
33:41longer
33:41video
33:41so
33:42that
33:42I
33:42can
33:42show
33:43you
33:43more
33:43photos
33:44and
33:44read
33:45to
33:45you
33:45the
33:46notes
33:46I'm
33:47also
33:48going
33:48to
33:48keep
33:48our
33:48photo
33:49our
33:50framed
33:50photo
33:51right there
33:54because
33:54I had it
33:55in the glove
33:56compartment
33:56and I'm
33:57thinking
33:57there's no way
33:58I'm ever
33:58going to
33:58take this
34:00out of the glove
34:00compartment
34:01look at it
34:02and
34:02it chipped
34:04a little
34:05on the
34:06left
34:06side
34:06the
34:08frame
34:08chipped
34:08I'm
34:08kind of
34:09upset
34:09about
34:09that
34:10but
34:10it
34:10was
34:10only
34:10a
34:10$2
34:11frame
34:11because
34:12there's
34:13too
34:13much
34:13things
34:14in the
34:14glove
34:15compartment
34:15and
34:15it
34:15got
34:16stuck
34:16in
34:16the
34:17top
34:17thing
34:17so
34:19anyways
34:20I'm
34:21going to
34:21talk to
34:21you
34:21tomorrow
34:22Shia
34:22I
34:22love
34:23you
34:23Shia
34:23thank
34:25you
34:25everybody
34:26for
34:26watching
34:26thank
34:26you
34:27so
34:27much
34:27Shia
34:27for
34:27watching
34:28Shia