Emmerdale 27th June 2024
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00:30The miscarriage.
00:32You've been through so much.
00:34I'm still here.
00:37I'm never
00:39leaving you.
00:56Good girl, come on.
01:01Belle?
01:03Belle, are you in there?
01:05Piper, come here.
01:07Good girl, good girl.
01:09Piper, stay here.
01:11Stay there, stay.
01:13Belle?
01:27Surprise.
01:31You walk him into work?
01:33I could get used to this.
01:35Well, whenever we end up,
01:37I will walk with you anywhere.
01:39Except I don't remember saying yes
01:41to anything yet.
01:43I don't remember you saying no,
01:45so you're still up for persuasion.
01:47Oi!
01:49Pack it in.
01:51You can do that at home,
01:53not in here.
01:55See you later.
01:57You most definitely will.
01:59I'm already looking forward to it.
02:03Actually, Jay, there's something
02:05I wanted to run past you.
02:07Do you think you could run it
02:09past me later?
02:11Now, I know it's early,
02:13but is it too early
02:15for a drink?
02:17And the answer is
02:19no.
02:21Just put it on the tab.
02:23That tab is growing fast.
02:25He needs to pay for what he's drinking.
02:27No, don't worry.
02:29I'll shut it down.
02:33I bet you're just glad to have him home.
02:35Yeah.
02:37Can't believe you've discharged yourself.
02:39How are you feeling?
02:41Like I dodged a bullet.
02:43Or a wire.
02:45I must have someone watching over me.
02:47Yeah, but look what happens
02:49when they take their eye off you for a minute.
02:51You end up in that thing.
02:53I'll have to sleep down here for a while.
02:55You'll have to make me up a bed on the sofa.
02:57Well, I reckon Belle will make you a very good nurse.
02:59You're a lucky man, Tom King.
03:01I don't know it.
03:03There's no one else in this whole world
03:05that I would rather have looking after me.
03:07What some people do to get off work, eh?
03:09I'd laugh if it did that so much.
03:11Thanks for all your help.
03:13You need to thank Paddy and all.
03:15I brought you back from the hospital.
03:17He brought you back from the dead.
03:19I don't think thank you comes close.
03:21I hope you're ready for what comes next.
03:23I guess now we'll find out
03:25what in sickness and in health
03:27really means.
03:39You've not been here in a while.
03:43I was beginning to think
03:45that you'd had a change of heart.
03:47I'd have to
03:49find one first.
03:51I was just
03:53biding my time.
03:55Whatever hold
03:57you think you have on me,
04:01it ends now.
04:03This ends it.
04:05Oh.
04:07Let's roll now.
04:11How much money?
04:13No more tabs. No more anything.
04:15It stops now.
04:17That's a shame
04:19because I had
04:21a proposal for you.
04:23I was thinking of taking on a consultancy
04:25role in the business.
04:27You are not pulling my strings anymore.
04:29We're done.
04:31Yes, well, of course you want to think
04:33things through, weigh up the pros and cons,
04:35but think of it as
04:37taking on a
04:39silent...
04:41well, not so silent
04:43partner.
04:49Everything all right?
04:51He's querying his long-standing bar tab.
04:53Put him straight.
04:55What's that expression?
04:57The customer's always right.
04:59Wrong.
05:01Especially when it comes to Eric.
05:07Oh, hey.
05:09Not so happy birthday.
05:11Not so happy birthday.
05:13Not so happy I was expecting to be spending my 30th
05:15on me own.
05:17Oh, thank you for that voucher.
05:19Yes. Sorry it's not very thoughtful.
05:21I literally did not have a clue what to get you
05:23with everything that's going on.
05:25Maybe some tunnelling equipment?
05:27Might need to get myself a new job before I can afford that.
05:29And Brew.
05:31You shouldn't have got yourself sacked
05:33because of Matty, you know.
05:35How is he?
05:37I mean, I probably don't want to know
05:39the answer to that.
05:41He doesn't even want to see us and it's my birthday.
05:43That's exactly
05:45why. He wants you to enjoy it.
05:47Oh, I don't think I'm going to enjoy anything
05:49until he's out of that place.
05:51Hey.
05:53Happy birthday.
05:55Thank you, gorgeous boy.
05:57What is this?
05:59Open it.
06:05Kyle, that is beautiful.
06:07Matty helped me choose it a few weeks ago.
06:11Come here.
06:19You all good? Do you need anything else?
06:21No.
06:25We need to talk.
06:29I feel guilty, Belle.
06:31Guilty?
06:33Come here.
06:37Come here.
06:41Look.
06:45What happened to me
06:47has messed me up a bit.
06:51But you,
06:53what you've been through, I mean,
06:55you had a miscarriage.
06:57I mean, your mental health.
06:59It must be in bits right now.
07:01I'm fine.
07:03Belle.
07:05No one goes through
07:07what you've been through and feels fine.
07:09There have to be.
07:11Look,
07:13it's times like this where it's important
07:15that we talk properly,
07:17communicate, because otherwise
07:19it's just going to build up and up
07:21and...
07:23and then it's going to become
07:25a ticking time bomb.
07:27Careful.
07:29It might kick you back.
07:32I know when you're OK
07:34and when you're not OK.
07:36Is it Eric?
07:38Laurel mentioned something.
07:40I can handle Eric.
07:42It's OK. I get it. It's just business.
07:44So let's talk about me instead then,
07:46shall we?
07:48And my love life
07:50that might be about to take an unexpected turn.
07:52You know,
07:54I'm not sure I'm the right bloke
07:56to be giving out relationship advice.
07:58I think Laurel might be the only time
08:00I've got it right.
08:02Surely with the amount of relationships you've had
08:04you've learned a thing or two.
08:06No offence taken.
08:08And anyway,
08:10you always tell me the truth.
08:12You tell me it exactly as it is
08:14and that is what I love about you.
08:16I can rely on you.
08:20I'd better get back to work.
08:26You remembered to
08:28take your tablet.
08:30I know there's lights and alarms.
08:32Yeah, I remembered.
08:34Easy thing to forget with everything that's gone on.
08:36I'm only checking because I worry about you.
08:38I never start worrying.
08:40It's why I discharged myself.
08:44I've got to keep my eye on you,
08:46don't I?
08:48What did I promise you
08:50yesterday?
08:52That you're never going to leave me.
08:54But I just want you to focus
08:56on getting better.
08:58You see, that is your problem, Belle. Right there.
09:00You are always putting other people first.
09:04I get it.
09:08Talking about things
09:10can be difficult.
09:12But I can only help you if I know
09:14everything about what happened about
09:16the miscarriage.
09:18I've told you everything.
09:22Have you?
09:24Have you?
09:26Yeah.
09:28I feel like I have.
09:30Just
09:32all happened so... Fast?
09:36Yeah.
09:38It's really difficult for me to talk about it.
09:42I think
09:46you want to tell me something.
09:48I can see it
09:50in you.
09:54Sometimes I think I know you better than you know yourself.
09:58Don't answer it.
10:04Hey.
10:06Stranger.
10:20I know he's not big on emotion.
10:22I mean, you should know. You married him.
10:24But he seemed a bit off.
10:26Like he couldn't wait to get away.
10:28Yeah, he has been a bit off recently.
10:30I mean, I've tried to talk to him.
10:32And the walls come up. Keep your distance.
10:34He should come to his own mode.
10:38All I wanted was a bit of advice.
10:40That I could completely disagree with, obviously.
10:42Obviously? Are we talking about Nicky?
10:44Yeah.
10:46The way his mum and dad treated him recently,
10:48of course he's thinking about moving on.
10:50I mean, there's toxic, and then there's...
10:52Caleb and Ruby.
10:54The way his dad's been treating him.
10:58Families, who'd want one, eh?
11:00Does Jay know
11:02that you're thinking about moving on, though?
11:04Travelling the world?
11:06No, and you can't tell him.
11:08I've still got a really big decision to make.
11:10Should I stay,
11:12or should I go?
11:14Yeah, just don't rush into anything.
11:16I mean, I know that he wouldn't say this himself,
11:18but I think Jay would be
11:20devastated if you left.
11:22After losing Rishi
11:24and Priya leaving, I think
11:26having you around,
11:28well, it's made things a bit easier for him.
11:32I wanted to tell him before,
11:34but I just know he'd try and talk me out of it.
11:36Oh, absolutely you will.
11:38But I won't.
11:40I'm going to sell out my dad now, but
11:42he used to say the most
11:44important thing about a relationship was compromise.
11:46I'm going to put it out there,
11:48but if he loves you in the same way,
11:50which I'm sure he does,
11:52why doesn't he stay?
12:02Oh, you had us worried there for a moment, Tom.
12:04Not as worried as Belle.
12:06She thought she was going to have to
12:08arrange my funeral.
12:10Tom!
12:12Well, I'm sorry if you can't laugh.
12:14They can't do anything, can they?
12:18So, from what I'm hearing,
12:20Moira's barn was pretty smashed up.
12:22How did that happen?
12:24You didn't know?
12:26Well, me?
12:28I was a little bit
12:30busy almost being electrocuted to death.
12:32Yeah, what's with all the questions, Charity?
12:34Everybody's asking them.
12:36Like why, for instance, was there a great big
12:38dent in the rotary isolator?
12:40Hang on.
12:42Are you actually asking
12:44if I did this to myself?
12:46No. God, no.
12:48I just don't want anyone blaming Noah,
12:50cos he was up there, wasn't he? He was the one who fitted it.
12:52No-one's blaming Noah.
12:54It was a bit of a mess when I got there.
12:56I don't know how or why,
12:58and then I must have touched something
13:00that I shouldn't have. Next thing I know, I'm waking up in a hospital bed.
13:02He was there all night.
13:04Well, I guess if it was that bad,
13:06you'd still be in there, wouldn't you?
13:08Like you say, you've got to laugh.
13:10Well, thanks for coming.
13:12So you didn't
13:14see anyone up there then, Tom?
13:16No. And right now, all I'm focused
13:18on is getting myself better.
13:20If that's all right with you.
13:22Sorry. Just trying to work out
13:24what happened, you know?
13:26Whoever did this...
13:28Look, we just want to be left alone.
13:30It's not a good time for us
13:32right now.
13:34That's making me wonder why you're not still in hospital then, eh?
13:36Cos I'm not talking about me, all right? I'm talking about Belle.
13:38I'm talking about the miscarriage.
13:46So, Dawn and Billy, they must be,
13:48what, excited, nervous,
13:50terrified, all at the same time?
13:52I mean, at least he's coming home, and that's good, isn't it?
13:54Yeah. And what brilliant timing
13:56for Thomas to get a streaming cold.
13:58I mean, I know he's in nursery, so he's always
14:00got something, but... Yeah, germ
14:02factories, aren't they? Yeah, exactly.
14:04And I know Evan's got to be protected.
14:06I get that. I do. But I'm just going to be
14:08worried about Thomas sneezing or
14:10breathing, touching the wrong thing.
14:12Well, I tell you what, why don't you move back in with me?
14:14Really? Yeah.
14:16I mean, Arthur's in Australia,
14:18and there's more than enough room in the inn.
14:20Oh.
14:22Well, look, I wasn't asking. Yeah, but,
14:24Gabby, you and Thomas are family.
14:26You're always welcome. And, to be honest, I could do
14:28with another woman in the house.
14:30Oh. Well, thanks, Laurel.
14:32Oh, it'd be like living at home again.
14:34That's a plan.
14:38Right, Eric.
14:40Here we are.
14:42Go.
14:44No need for that.
14:46Jay will sort it. Sorry?
14:48Oh, but I will take a bottle of that
14:50dreadfully overpriced
14:52New Zealand Pinot Noir.
14:54Brenda and I might enjoy
14:56a cheeky glass later on tonight, if you
14:58don't mind. Well, I don't mind. I mean, I don't know what
15:00arrangement you've got with Jay, but you can't not pay.
15:02Well,
15:04let me say it
15:06slowly for you, dear.
15:08If you've got a problem,
15:10you speak to your lovely husband,
15:12and I'm sure he will put you straight.
15:16He'll have a margarita one.
15:18He can have whichever pizza he wants.
15:20Happy birthday.
15:22I thought we were here for you.
15:24You so fell for it.
15:26Hey.
15:28Hey.
15:30Yeah. Well,
15:32Mattie would want you to enjoy it, even though
15:34there's still other things going on.
15:36It's amazing. Thank you, everyone.
15:38No Cain?
15:40Oh, I doubt he'll be missed.
15:42Come on, open it.
15:46Why didn't you tell anyone?
15:50I wasn't ready.
15:52I told someone.
15:56Who?
15:58Mac.
16:02I'm sorry.
16:04I had to talk to someone.
16:06And please thank him
16:08for me.
16:10He was brilliant. He's a
16:12great listener.
16:14Sorry. You actually told Mac?
16:16Yesterday.
16:18I'm sorry.
16:20I'm sorry.
16:22But I told him to keep it to himself,
16:24and obviously he did.
16:26But we do know
16:28the real reason why you didn't want anyone knowing,
16:30don't we? And it's okay.
16:32You can tell the truth now.
16:36Well, you felt ashamed.
16:40Ashamed?
16:44For not keeping the baby, that somehow
16:46this is her fault.
16:48Belle, this is not your fault.
16:50I know that.
16:52I keep trying to tell her.
16:54Belle, listen to me. Do you remember when I had the ectopic
16:56pregnancy?
16:58I was in such a bad
17:00place. I had all the same emotions.
17:02Shame, anger, guilt. It's just your brain
17:04making you feel worse.
17:06Belle, nobody can tell you
17:08how to feel, but I have been there.
17:10It's like losing
17:12something you never had.
17:14But that loss is still real. It still hurts.
17:16It hurts like mad.
17:18She just needs
17:20time to process things. We both do.
17:22On her own.
17:32I spoke to Debs.
17:38I guess that's why you were planning on going to Scotland.
17:40What?
17:42Nothing was planned.
17:44Belle probably doesn't want to
17:46keep talking about it.
17:48Yeah, I know, but...
17:50We're fine, honestly.
17:52Thank you for coming round.
17:54Belle, if you need anything,
17:56anything at all, don't tell anyone.
17:58We just want to keep it quiet.
18:14Oh.
18:26It was as if
18:28Eric was goading me.
18:30It felt like getting the drink and pouring it
18:32over his head. But that'd be more profits
18:34down the drain, wouldn't it?
18:36Oh, no, I felt awful.
18:38You know, what with his illness and everything.
18:40But it doesn't make him a charity case.
18:42I'll have a word.
18:44I'm supposed to have a word with you.
18:46Apparently, if I've got a problem,
18:48speak to your lovely husband, he said.
18:50And you are doing.
18:52So, I'll deal with it.
18:54Yeah, but it was as if he had some kind of hold over you.
18:58Yeah, well, that's news to me.
19:02Well, I hope he shares it with your lovely husband.
19:04Because, well, I'm quite intrigued.
19:06I'm probably imagining it.
19:12Remember Debbie, don't you?
19:14She's all over the place.
19:16So we did discuss visiting,
19:18but nothing was set in stone.
19:20Yeah.
19:22Yeah, I did think it was a bit weird.
19:26But if you were going up to Scotland,
19:28you would have told me first, though, wouldn't you?
19:30Obviously.
19:32But my dad's up there, so it might be nice
19:34in the future.
19:36Yeah.
19:40Listening to Charity earlier,
19:42it was awful, wasn't it?
19:44I know.
19:46I mean, what she's been through,
19:48that poor woman.
19:50And knowing that you
19:52have been through almost the exact same thing,
19:54I mean,
19:56it absolutely breaks my heart.
19:58Tom.
20:02I just wish
20:04you knew what to say to make things better.
20:06You don't have to say anything.
20:10It's like
20:12losing something that you never had,
20:14but that loss
20:16still hurt.
20:18That's what she said, right?
20:20Something like that?
20:22Yep.
20:24I can't imagine the pain
20:26that you are going through right now, Belle.
20:28I just feel so helpless.
20:30Well, don't.
20:34It's a miscarriage.
20:36I mean, you might never get over this.
20:38I have to.
20:40Not on your own, not without help.
20:42Look, hospitals,
20:44they have things in place
20:46for this kind of thing, but you're telling me
20:48that you weren't offered anything at all?
20:50I didn't want anything.
20:52Because you weren't in the right frame of mind, Belle.
20:54You just lost your baby.
20:56I want to know why you weren't given proper support.
20:58What are you doing, Tom?
21:00Getting answers.
21:02Don't do that.
21:04Belle, we can't heal unless we get past this.
21:06Tom, please.
21:08Please don't.
21:10Please.
21:12I didn't.
21:16I didn't have a miscarriage.
21:18I lied to you.
21:22And I'm so sorry.
21:26I've had an abortion.
21:32I've had an abortion.
21:44Go on, then. Blow them out.
21:48Make a wish.
21:50Well, no prizes for guessing what that's going to be.
21:54Yay!
21:56I'll make the same one.
21:58I make it every night.
22:00I'm guessing you weren't wishing for that.
22:02Something come up?
22:04Yep, let's call work.
22:06You can go outside
22:08and play football if you want.
22:10Can I still have some cake?
22:12No, I'm leaving the country with it.
22:14No, you're not.
22:16Won't be the first time.
22:18Pardon?
22:20You've done a lovely job, eh?
22:22I said to make it really special.
22:24I just wonder how many more
22:26I'm going to have to spend without Matty.
22:28Well, plenty more cake to go around
22:30every cloud, eh?
22:32Is that supposed to be funny?
22:34It's in prison. He's not dead.
22:36Who invited you?
22:38What are you doing?
22:40I'm trying to lighten the mood, but obviously making it worse.
22:42Do you really think this can get any worse?
22:44This is as bad as it gets.
22:48Is that the right answer?
22:58Are you upset about it?
23:00Cos everything was fine when I left.
23:02Mum?
23:04I think Tom's got bigger things on his mind right now.
23:06So nobody's blaming me?
23:08Mum, are you all right?
23:10What's happened?
23:12It's Belle.
23:14What about her?
23:18OK, look, you can't
23:20tell anyone.
23:22The miscarriage?
23:24Hang on, you knew too?
23:26Yeah, Tom told me.
23:28I wasn't meant to say anything.
23:30Mac wasn't meant to say anything either.
23:32So what, everyone knew but me?
23:34I wanted to.
23:36No, he should have told me straight away. This is family.
23:38Yeah, I'm sorry. I promised him.
23:42Something is not adding up here.
23:44About what?
23:46Everything. Belle hasn't told a soul
23:48about this miscarriage yet, and yet Tom,
23:50there he is, telling the world.
23:52Yeah, he's just talking about things that are on his mind.
23:54That's what you're supposed to do, innit?
23:56I just get the feeling that Tom is saying
23:58the things that he thinks people want to hear.
24:00I don't know.
24:02Mum, I just think you need to get off his back a bit.
24:04He's a decent guy.
24:06No, he's not decent.
24:08He's almost perfect.
24:10And when someone or something appears perfect...
24:16I'm so sorry.
24:18I can't...
24:20I can't...
24:26Do you realise what you're telling me?
24:28I know.
24:30Do you?
24:32I feel sick.
24:34I didn't know how to tell you.
24:38I didn't know what to say,
24:40to think, I mean...
24:42Everything you told me!
24:44I wanted to tell you the truth.
24:46But what?
24:48It was easier to lie?
24:50I didn't want to hurt you.
24:52Hurt me?
24:54I'm sorry.
24:56For what?
24:58For lying? Or murdering our baby?
25:02Is it my fault?
25:04Your fault.
25:10I must have...
25:12I must have driven you to it.
25:14I mean, no one...
25:16No one kills their own baby for no reason.
25:22You heard what Gerry said.
25:24What that loss...
25:26feels like.
25:32But it must have meant nothing to you.
25:34It did.
25:36It really did.
25:40That's why you were going to Scotland.
25:42No, I told you...
25:44I saw the suitcase, Belle!
25:48You got rid of our baby.
25:52And then you were going to leave me.
26:00I don't know how long I've got on this,
26:02but I just wanted to say happy birthday.
26:04I really wanted to see you today.
26:06I know. Sorry about everything.
26:08I just didn't want you thinking of this place today.
26:10It's all I think about.
26:12And you.
26:14I never stop thinking about you.
26:16Kyle gave you his present?
26:18Yeah.
26:20He said you helped him pick it.
26:22Yeah.
26:24I love it.
26:26I love you.
26:28Look, I...
26:30I'll be about half a clock out, all right?
26:32No one will see you. I can do the same.
26:34So you don't need to worry about me, all right? Bye.
26:40Bye.
27:10Bye.
27:28Look, how long has this got to...
27:32Oh, uh...
27:34Clemmie and Lucas did that.
27:36Took them ages.
27:38Tea?
27:42You know, this house has never been so clean.
27:46I think it's been disinfected with an inch of its life.
27:50Well, we are so grateful for everything.
27:54Just so as you know,
27:56Gabby and Thomas have moved out.
27:58She thought it would lessen the chance of infection.
28:02They didn't need to do that.
28:04No, well, that's what I said, but when Gabby's mind's made up...
28:08This is your grandson. It must have...
28:10Yeah, well, it's probably the right thing to do.
28:14And it's only for a while, not forever.
28:18Oh, the kids would love to see him.
28:20Shall I give them a shout?
28:22No. No, he's really tired.
28:24Hey.
28:38Please say something.
28:44I felt like we just needed a little time apart.
28:48A little time?
28:50We've been fighting.
28:54So you were punishing me, OK?
28:56No, I wasn't.
28:58I felt like we...
29:00Like I...
29:02Just wasn't in the best place.
29:04And I told you, Tom, I did tell you.
29:06I didn't know if I could take the stress on of a baby,
29:08if I was mentally strong enough,
29:10and then the fire.
29:12I didn't know if I could look after myself, let alone anyone else.
29:16So why didn't you tell me that?
29:20Because I was scared.
29:22So I lied about the miscarriage.
29:26You're scared of me?
29:28I can make you mad sometimes.
29:30What, so I'm some...
29:32Some monster that you try to escape?
29:34This is on me. It's all on me.
29:40How about you wish
29:42that Paddy was never there?
29:44What?
29:46Well, think about it.
29:48If I died in that barn, think how many problems
29:50for you that would have solved.
29:52Tom, when I found out
29:54you almost died,
29:56my life, my life stopped.
29:58Yeah, so a new one could begin
30:00without me.
30:02I don't want a new one, Tom.
30:06Maybe this is for the best.
30:08Maybe we
30:10aren't meant to be together.
30:12No, don't say that.
30:14We are, and this can show
30:16just how strong we are.
30:18Strong?
30:20You didn't want my baby, Belle.
30:22I do. I do want your baby.
30:24I didn't feel like it was the right time,
30:26but I was wrong.
30:28You know something, I wouldn't be able to get past this.
30:30Please,
30:32please just give me a second chance.
30:34Let me show you, let me show you
30:36how much I love you.
30:38You wouldn't do this to someone that you love.
30:40You know I do.
30:42I don't,
30:44I don't know anymore.
30:46You've hurt me
30:48more than I ever thought
30:50possible.
30:54You've destroyed my world, Belle.
31:00I love you.
31:30I think you're
31:32in the wrong cell.
31:34No, it's the right cell.
31:36I've been put in it.
31:38But I was told that I...
31:40Told you what?
31:42No, I just
31:44thought I had a cell to myself.
31:54I told you you'd got on sweet too.
32:00First time, is it?
32:04Yeah, me too.
32:06And what I did,
32:08I didn't do it either.
32:14You here?
32:16Yeah, yeah.
32:18I'm up here then.
32:24I'm Les.
32:26Batty.
32:30Yeah, I was about your age when
32:32I paid me first visit.
32:36The man that walked in was very different
32:38to the one that walked out.
32:40I'm just gonna keep my head down.
32:42Yeah.
32:44Well, sometimes you gotta keep it up, son.
32:46You might not see him coming.
32:54Do you know the kids are asking about him again?
32:56No.
32:58Look, we're doing everything
33:00that we're told.
33:02And we're never gonna stay in the hospital.
33:06Yeah, but how do we know we're being careful enough?
33:08How can we
33:10possibly know we're keeping him safe?
33:12There's all these people.
33:14The breathing, whatever the...
33:16I mean,
33:18if he gets infected...
33:22Dawn, it is okay to be scared.
33:24But, you know,
33:26the help doesn't stop.
33:32Sorry.
33:34I think I'm just overthinking everything.
33:38No, you're not.
33:40You're just being like any normal mother would be.
33:44It's not normal, though, is it?
33:46Did you know
33:48that Las Vegas
33:50is the brightest place on Earth
33:52from outer space?
33:54Right, well, unless I've got a spaceship.
33:56And nearly
33:58150 marriages happen there
34:00every day.
34:02Ah, so now the ulterior motive
34:04becomes clear.
34:06Well, if you're gonna gamble...
34:08Yeah, but that's the thing, Nicky.
34:12I've never been too good with risk.
34:14And look, I get it.
34:16The way your dad treated you, I'd wanna run, too.
34:18I'm not running.
34:20I'm escaping.
34:22And it doesn't have to be Vegas first.
34:24It can be anywhere in the world.
34:26So what about here?
34:28Look, you leaving,
34:30you've got nothing to lose.
34:32But I do.
34:34I can't lose Jay.
34:36He's my brother.
34:38We've literally just found the...
34:42Sorry.
34:44No, it's just that
34:46I thought that you were coming round to the idea,
34:48No, I am. I really am.
34:50It's just...
34:52Not now?
34:54I'm not saying never.
34:58That's okay.
35:00Yeah, I don't wanna be
35:02around my family, but
35:04I don't wanna be anywhere that you're not.
35:08Maybe I'll just have to start saving for that spaceship.
35:18Laurel told me what you said to her.
35:20You know, I should have stopped this before it even started.
35:22So the, uh,
35:24consultancy, um,
35:26is off the table, then, is it?
35:28Might be a mistake.
35:30My advice could be quite valuable.
35:32You keep pushing me.
35:34What do you think's gonna happen?
35:36You're weak.
35:38A total fraud.
35:40I'm not a fraud.
35:42I'm not a fraud.
35:44I'm not a fraud.
35:46A total fraud.
35:48I almost feel
35:50sorry for you. Almost.
35:52Shut up.
35:54I shouldn't say this, but, uh,
35:56I'm glad that Rishi is
35:58no longer with us, because he would be
36:00utterly ashamed the way you've turned
36:02out to be. You back off now,
36:04or I swear to God...
36:06Jay? What on earth are you doing?
36:08Sorry.
36:12I must have touched a wrong
36:14raw nerve.
36:16I'm just a silly old man. Right. Oh, don't you
36:18play that card.
36:20He's lying.
36:22No, you're lying to me.
36:24I know you are. I'm not stupid.
36:26Home now!
36:44Must have been a bit of a shock.
36:48Shock?
36:50You know what happened to you?
36:52An electric shock.
36:54Nice.
36:56Nice wheels.
36:58Yeah, yeah, I think my boy racer days might be over.
37:00Hey, it's a great little sick note for you, though.
37:02And you know what they say, where there's blame,
37:04there's a claim.
37:06Anyway, I'm just glad that you're all right.
37:08Last thing anybody around here needs is another
37:10flat.
37:12Last thing anybody around here needs is another funeral.
37:14Thanks.
37:16I think.
37:1849.
37:2050.
37:2245.
37:2446.
37:2647.
37:2848.
37:3049.
37:3250.
37:3449.
37:3650.
37:3849.
37:4050.
37:4249.
37:4450.
37:4654.
37:50How much do you bench press?
37:52I don't know.
37:54You don't know?
37:56Gym's not really my thing.
37:58Yeah.
38:00No, neither anymore.
38:04Too many clowns taking photos
38:06of each other.
38:08Really gets my back up.
38:10It's not like that in here, though.
38:12Every clown, eh?
38:14Definitely.
38:18You've still not told me
38:20what you're in here for.
38:22Nothing. I'm innocent.
38:24Fast learner.
38:28You probably think I'm a right nutjob, don't you?
38:30No.
38:32Well, I am.
38:34You see,
38:36my thing...
38:42I like fire.
38:44Me.
38:46Yeah.
38:48Watching the flames.
38:52Smell.
38:54Heat.
38:58Burning.
39:04Oh, look at your face.
39:08You look terrified.
39:10There.
39:12I'm only playing, were you?
39:14Me?
39:16Or am I?
39:26I'm waiting.
39:30OK.
39:32Well, you know,
39:34when I told you that Amit killed my dad?
39:36Oh, no new information.
39:38I know it sounded crazy.
39:40It sounds even crazier now.
39:42Will you just listen to me?
39:44Please. My dad
39:46didn't fall down the stairs.
39:48He was pushed
39:50by his own brother.
39:52OK? I just couldn't prove it back then.
39:54But you can now.
39:56Yes. Amit confessed to everything.
39:58Just like that?
40:00Look, Eric was on to him
40:02too, all right? He's been doing some
40:04digging of his own. When Amit was cornered,
40:06when he realised that there was no
40:08way out, he admitted everything.
40:10So why didn't you go to the place then?
40:12Because
40:14we still
40:16didn't have anything concrete.
40:18Amit thought
40:20he could just make it all go away.
40:22So he offered up his chairs
40:24in Hop and he promised
40:26that he would disappear.
40:28Ah, right. And you took him up
40:30on his very kind offer.
40:32I don't...
40:34It might seem silly
40:36now, Laurel, but at the time, it just
40:38seemed like that was going to be best for everyone.
40:40No, best for you, Jay!
40:42You wanted the truth. Now you've got
40:44the truth, OK? OK. What about Eric?
40:46Hmm?
40:48Eric.
40:50Yeah, Eric.
40:52Well...
40:54Eric...
40:56Eric's been blackmailing me.
40:58All right? He's been making me jump through
41:00all kinds of hoops to keep his silence.
41:02Why?
41:06Amit begged me
41:08not to tell Sonny that he
41:10killed me dad, all right?
41:12It was part of the deal.
41:14He didn't want his son to know that he was a murderer.
41:18So he made me take the chairs in Hop
41:20and even the ones that he promised Sonny.
41:22And Eric knew
41:24about that deal. That you had accepted it?
41:26Yes!
41:28I didn't have
41:30much choice, Laurel.
41:32You left Sonny with nothing.
41:34He's your own brother. How could you?
41:36Do you know what? I'm so lost
41:38in all of this. I don't believe a word
41:40that comes out your mouth!
41:56I didn't know when you'd be
41:58coming back.
42:00Someone's been busy.
42:02Don't.
42:06I thought you'd want to eat.
42:12And I know none of this
42:14makes up for what I've done,
42:16but... There's a but?
42:18But what?
42:28I've just been trying to figure out
42:30how I can show you
42:32how much I regret what I've done to you.
42:34By getting the fancy place out?
42:38Do you want me to leave?
42:44If we're done, Tom,
42:46if you don't love me anymore...
42:50Please,
42:52can you say something?
42:54Tom...
42:56Oh, you'd love me to leave, wouldn't you?
42:58And then Tom looks like the bad guy all over again.
43:00I just want you
43:02to tell me how we can get past this.
43:06I hate myself.
43:08And I will always be
43:10sorry.
43:12But I love you.
43:14I love you, Tom,
43:16and I never meant to hurt you.
43:18And I promise I will never,
43:20ever hurt you again.
43:32I don't think
43:36I could
43:38stop loving you, Belle.
43:41Even if I wanted to.
43:43Thank you.
43:49Please,
43:51don't make me regret this.
44:11And we've the leader interviews
44:13with Zakir Starmer
44:15on the way next.