Deb's House Episode 5
Deb's House Episode 5
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00:00Previously on Dev's House.
00:09I'm worried about a thing because I know my God got me.
00:12Tonight is industry night.
00:13I want to see if they got placed in a big room,
00:16how would they act?
00:17I need a fucking knee brace.
00:18I haven't stood on my feet for that long.
00:23I want to show y'all what I can do.
00:25What the hell is going on?
00:27That was not good.
00:29There won't be an elimination tonight.
00:31I can't believe it.
00:32They liars.
00:34This girl told us that she has been living
00:36with his dad for over a year.
00:38Don't bet on the snake.
00:39I have never had paperwork from her.
00:40You're a snake.
00:40You are dismissed.
00:42You are dismissed.
00:44We about to make history.
00:49Came up from the bottom,
00:50forgotten where no one noticed you.
00:52We made it out the mud, it was destined.
00:54We the chosen few.
00:55Like a rose from the pavement, we were counted out.
00:57We grew up stronger from the struggle,
00:59never down and out.
01:00They used to pick us out of line-up,
01:01now they lining up to see us.
01:03Used to fear us, but now they want to be us.
01:05I'm on top now, I'm never coming down.
01:07I won't stop till I leave with the crown.
01:09This is Dab's house.
01:11I didn't say it.
01:12You did.
01:13What you gonna do?
01:14My hand's right there, your way.
01:15You ain't, listen, you're not gonna put your hands on me.
01:18I want to smack the shit out of her.
01:19But you ain't gonna put your hands on me.
01:21You want me to, Dabba.
01:22But you not gonna put your hands on me.
01:24I will.
01:25But you ain't gonna put your hands on me.
01:25I will though.
01:26I will though.
01:28Oh, she put her, oh, I swear to God.
01:32Where I'm from in Charlotte, North Carolina,
01:34that was a pussy ass move.
01:36I swear to God.
01:37Same energy back at you.
01:40All of you.
01:41Damn toxic.
01:42Oh my God.
01:47Listen, listen.
01:49She's embarrassing herself.
01:50I swear to, so this bitch just smack the fuck out of me.
01:56Stop.
01:57I told you that she was eliminated.
01:59That's what happens when you try to be a street bitch
02:00and you really not looking.
02:02That slap was for the house
02:03and that was for Dabba disrespecting
02:05and that was for putting the whole competition
02:07in fucking jeopardy.
02:08You trying to fuck up my opportunity.
02:10She gonna just take with her security
02:12like she wanted to really do something.
02:13That was for all of us.
02:14And I'll smack you the fuck again.
02:16Fuck out of here.
02:17I'm not perfect.
02:18I'm still working on my self-love journey.
02:20But this shit right here was disgusting.
02:25Fuck your snake ass, bitch.
02:26We don't got a problem
02:27with them having a platform already.
02:28It's why you acting like this, not that.
02:31We all being vulnerable with each other.
02:33We sisters.
02:33We in this together.
02:34Does Ms. Dabba have favorites?
02:38Is a pig's pussy pork?
02:40Okay, they know you, that's fine.
02:42But I don't talk to them.
02:43We really came here to grind, learn shit.
02:45So I'm like, damn, that hurted my feelings
02:46because we really loved you like damn like.
02:49Okay, so let me be clear on something.
02:51If they were big guys, would they be on the show?
02:55The source and myself handpicked these women.
02:59I'm the person that literally was on my computer.
03:02So the person that said thank you
03:04or thanks for the submission was me.
03:07So this ain't fake.
03:09But, so some years ago,
03:12I tried to work with Honey B and Elektra,
03:14but they didn't work out.
03:15So I figured, okay, I'm gonna bring you in Deb's house,
03:19but I'm not gonna make no special warrants for you
03:22because we knew each other.
03:25And guess what?
03:27That just did not turn out well at all.
03:30Let's go.
03:31I got it.
03:34I know words hurt.
03:37But I've learned to grow thick skin.
03:40This industry taught me how to grow thick skin.
03:44And if y'all can't take this little bit of shit,
03:46how you gonna take what's going on there?
03:48What happens when you go to that show
03:50that somebody don't like you?
03:51What happens when you go somewhere
03:53you think your bars are so good
03:55what you gonna do, fight everybody there?
03:57You understand?
03:58Are you gonna curse everybody out there?
04:00Or if everybody that say something to you
04:02that you don't like, what you gonna do?
04:03You gonna fight them all?
04:05Some stuff you gotta let it roll off.
04:08People will always judge a book by its cover,
04:11but I do go through things.
04:13I do take things to the heart sometimes.
04:17And thank you here because I want you here.
04:19My feelings got hurt because I feel like
04:21this lady is really looking past my physical.
04:25I found you and I liked you.
04:26I respect you because of how big you are
04:30and you going for it.
04:31And you, there was no show that would take you
04:35with your record.
04:36I know.
04:37And have an open case.
04:38We knew that, but when them motherfuckers like,
04:39oh yeah, we know Ms. Dab, live in they house,
04:41that shit discouraged the shit out of me.
04:43I feel misled and I feel very angry
04:47and I feel upset.
04:48I feel disappointed.
04:50Electra did not like the fact that I said,
04:53do your homework.
04:54She's not in touch with who she is.
04:57That world is big.
04:59It's a big goddamn world out there.
05:03Deb was not wrong for dismissing me today,
05:06but she was wrong for inviting me.
05:09These girls have 10 years plus on me.
05:13These girls are from the streets.
05:15You know, I moved out to the suburbs at 10.
05:17I'm not a hardcore rapper.
05:19I'm not from the streets.
05:20It's not what I talk about.
05:21It's not what I do.
05:25If anything, I should have been protected from this moment
05:28and I wasn't.
05:29If I could do it over again,
05:31I would have trusted my gut and not came.
05:34See, I don't listen to gossip.
05:38Why am I listening to all that shit?
05:39That shit hurt you.
05:40I learned a valuable lesson.
05:42I'm just going to take all these lessons
05:44and put them into real life when I get back home.
05:49You think that you can do stuff that you can't do,
05:52but you wasn't willing to learn
05:54because you want everything handed to you.
05:56That's not true.
05:57I'm finna go home, work even harder and rock out
05:59because this is just what I needed to be my push
06:02to really even be more hungry for it.
06:05I'm ready.
06:06Prove it.
06:19Chuck, you want to know something
06:20that's hurting me right now?
06:21I said under no circumstances
06:23could there be any hand throwing.
06:25I'm not going to go for that.
06:27Even if you have a disagreement,
06:29you can speak without hitting
06:31because you slapped her.
06:34I can't keep you.
06:37It can't happen.
06:39And that shit is hurting me
06:42because you are another one
06:44that I really, really want to get into.
06:47That wasn't right.
06:49I'm just taking this.
06:51You don't understand.
06:52I stood up for everything.
06:54I understand.
06:55I appreciate that.
06:57I gotta let Chuck go.
06:58Doesn't matter if he was thinking
07:00that she was protecting me.
07:02I'm not gonna let her do nothing to me,
07:03but I appreciate that.
07:04But you can't fight.
07:07You put your hands on somebody.
07:09You gotta go.
07:10You gotta keep your chin up.
07:11We still gotta stand the shit we do.
07:13Do you hear what I'm telling you?
07:15You have to stand what you do.
07:17You can't fuck up and be crying like a pussy.
07:19You know where we from.
07:20You from Philly.
07:21Tuck that shit up.
07:22Staying on business.
07:23You did what you did, bro.
07:25You straight.
07:26We got you.
07:27I'm gonna miss Hot Choc's energy.
07:29I'm gonna miss her good vibes.
07:31I'm gonna miss the real conversations.
07:33I'm gonna miss her presence for sure.
07:35I want you to know that I appreciate you.
07:37Do you hear me?
07:38Yes.
07:39This is not over.
07:40You're walking out this door,
07:42but you're not walking out of my life.
07:44Do you understand me?
07:45Yes.
07:47I'm sorry.
07:50Oh my God, it hurt me so bad to let Choc go.
08:00I have to take a break.
08:02I have to take a break.
08:05Each time I have to send a girl home,
08:07it really, really hurts.
08:08It hurt me to send Hot Choc out of there again,
08:12because I really believe Hot Choc
08:14is a very talented young lady.
08:18You didn't have to do this, sweetie.
08:19And God, you got me feeling so bad.
08:23I should've never put them two on the show.
08:26I thought it would help.
08:28And Choc, I don't want her to go nowhere.
08:31I want them to make it.
08:33Elektra and Honey B really hurt me,
08:36but you've caused me pain in that area.
08:39But you've also let me know that you're still not ready.
08:43Elektra said I treated her bad.
08:48Did you really fucking say that?
08:50I'm not protecting.
08:52I ain't.
08:53Give me the names.
08:53Give me the names of these girls.
08:54I'm pressing charges here.
08:57Give me the names here.
08:58Thank you.
09:00Hey, so I heard you don't feel safe.
09:04She wants to file charges on not just Choc, but Rocky too.
09:08But why can't he put their hands on you?
09:10I didn't sign up to get abused in your house
09:12or to be threatened in your house.
09:14I didn't sign up for that.
09:17So I will be pressing charges on them too.
09:19Rocky, you swear you anti-bully?
09:22But you bully, period.
09:23I didn't even expect you to even allow that.
09:25So I will be pressing charges on them too.
09:28She put my opportunity in jeopardy.
09:31And I don't fuck with that.
09:32I'm not telling you that you don't have that right.
09:35And just remember that another threat could come back
09:38because you also, if security didn't grab you,
09:41it would have been something.
09:43Remember, I told y'all from the very beginning,
09:44there was no fighting in this house.
09:46So Choc did pop you in your mouth.
09:48That she did do.
09:50But Rocky never touched you.
09:52But it's drama, it's abuse in here.
09:55It's verbal abuse in here.
09:56It's bullying in here.
09:58And it's still in your house.
10:00Why you allowing that?
10:02Any woman that loves herself
10:05would never put another woman down
10:07to make herself feel like she's up.
10:10When you have a lack of self-esteem
10:12and you have a lack of self-love,
10:13you put other women down.
10:15I'm not perfect, okay?
10:17Never tried to be.
10:18I know that.
10:19Ever since on these confessions,
10:20I've been saying I'm here to listen, learn, and work.
10:23I'm not coming here to be abused,
10:24disrespected, or none of that.
10:26I didn't sign up for that.
10:27I came here and gave all these women respect
10:31and they disrespected me.
10:33Fuck y'all.
10:34I've been on my shit every damn day
10:36just so you don't say no shit to me.
10:38And I ain't disrespecting none of them women down there.
10:41I ain't called nobody out they name.
10:42I ain't done none of that shit.
10:44And I ain't put my hands on nobody.
10:53♪♪
10:57Honey B, everything that goes on,
11:00you feel that you're the one that validates it
11:03and this is how it's supposed to be.
11:05You feel that way.
11:07I asked you to help me.
11:09How can I help?
11:10Of course, I'm gonna have feelings about it.
11:11I asked you to help me.
11:12Help you how?
11:13With producers, with writers, with everything.
11:16I asked you to build me.
11:18You know how many times I asked you to build me?
11:21I asked you to build me.
11:23To build you?
11:24I asked you to build me and train me.
11:26But I can't.
11:27You still have yet to do it.
11:28I can't do it because of your mouth.
11:31You still are the way that you are.
11:31No, you just hearing how I feel.
11:33This the first time.
11:34Oh, okay, listen to me, listen.
11:35This the first time.
11:36Listen to me.
11:36Don't get it mixed up because you doing this right now.
11:39Let me tell you something about you and Elektra.
11:43The two same things.
11:45The two things that y'all have in common.
11:47Y'all have mothers that love y'all unconditionally.
11:51Is that a problem?
11:52Sometimes it is.
11:54I'm one.
11:55I handed my children because of how much I love them
11:59and I didn't allow them to fly their wings
12:01the way they were supposed to.
12:03I felt that I'm the person that's supposed to get in there
12:05and do everything and shield and protect them.
12:07So when they get out there to have to really do stuff,
12:10they didn't know how to deal with some of that stuff.
12:14It's not a problem, it's not bad
12:15because I'm that mother too.
12:18I love hard.
12:21But you're at that point that you gotta fly wings
12:23and I'm not your mother.
12:25I didn't sign up to get beat
12:27or to be abused in your house.
12:29What could she be saying right now?
12:30She fighting for her case.
12:31Now Ms. Dab knows who she really is
12:33and she can't hide who she really is and we exposed that.
12:36Whatever she's saying upstairs,
12:38I feel like she could've said downstairs is my piece.
12:40Everybody spoke their piece.
12:42She always looked down on us.
12:43You think so?
12:44Yeah.
12:45She always looked down on us but you homeless.
12:47You got nowhere to go.
12:49Then honey, bitch fake.
12:51We call her Lucy, short for Lucifer.
12:53Arriba, Gucci, Lucy, Lucifer is bitch, honey.
12:57You gotta go.
12:58You said a lot of things, sweetie
12:59and those things hurt me.
13:01You know the difference between you and Rocky?
13:03She don't give a damn how I feel.
13:04She's telling me how she feels.
13:06She's telling me what's going on.
13:07I respect that.
13:08But she disrespected you.
13:09No, she didn't.
13:10She called you fake.
13:11No, that's okay.
13:12That's okay.
13:13If she felt that way because you in a lecture was here,
13:17I would feel that way.
13:18If it was me.
13:19If you represent women empowerment,
13:22why are you keeping people here
13:23that are still disrespectful to women?
13:25What does that?
13:26Listen to me.
13:27How do you allow that?
13:29How do you think that that's okay?
13:31They still in your house.
13:33Why are you allowing that?
13:35I didn't say I feel threatened
13:36by you sitting up here yelling at me
13:38and going through all of this.
13:39That feels threatening.
13:40So if you're so cool about the women thing and positivity,
13:44then why are you going to that?
13:45How do you think that that's okay?
13:47You're saying that I think?
13:48For another woman to talk other women down.
13:51How do you think that's okay?
13:53That ain't self-love.
13:54That ain't women empowerment.
13:57That's not that.
13:59That's not self-love.
14:02Honey B's whole thing is the good vibes
14:05and no bad energy and self-love queen
14:08and everything good in the world.
14:12Honestly, if you asked me,
14:13it always gave a question mark.
14:15Honey B, I don't let people buck up in my face.
14:18But I knew this,
14:19that I'm dealing with a lot of firecrackers also.
14:23And I have to allow people to vent and get this stuff out.
14:26Venting out and saying what you want to say,
14:28it's freedom of speech.
14:30This is America.
14:31I just let you sit here and say what you got to say
14:33and yell at me and go through all this stuff.
14:36And you ain't never did it before, but you did it now.
14:38And I allowed you to do that.
14:40And I ain't mad at you about that.
14:42I'm happy you could speak up.
14:44I'm happy to know that you got a voice.
14:47This is not personal.
14:48It's business.
14:49Exactly.
14:50You'd understand as you grow up,
14:53you'll see it for yourself too.
14:55Listen, you cannot preach self-love, self-care
15:00and not be put on the inside
15:02and be a jealous girl on the inside and be envious.
15:05You know what I'm saying?
15:06You can't do that.
15:07That's crazy.
15:07I mean, you can, you can, but you can preach it,
15:11but it turns into this.
15:13I'm not mad at you.
15:15Mm-hmm.
15:23It's yours with this rap shade.
15:26Look at me.
15:27Hold your motherfucking head up.
15:28Rocky is extremely sad about Hot Choc leaving.
15:31And I feel her because, you know,
15:33Hot Choc is our sis for real and she's real.
15:35And I'm so glad that her and Rocky were able to get over
15:37all of the problems they had
15:38because they got to do this for Philly.
15:40I just should've punched her.
15:41Like, if I'm going home, I should've bought my own car.
15:44If I'm going home, I should've blowed my fist up.
15:45Baby.
15:46I should've blacked her eye.
15:46Baby.
15:47I should've knocked her the fuck out.
15:48Baby.
15:49I literally smacked you with these two fingers.
15:50I know you did.
15:51These little ass fingers.
15:53We all fall short of the glory of the Lord,
15:56but I wouldn't have been mad had you done it.
16:00I'm just saying.
16:02Oh man.
16:03I got cut twice.
16:05So the second time it didn't, it doesn't feel as bad,
16:10but at the same time,
16:11I feel like I let a bitch trick me out my spot
16:13and I know better than that.
16:15So hurt deep like a knife,
16:17but I know I went out like a, went out with a bang.
16:19So for everybody in the house, all my sisters,
16:23and for that, put my mic up.
16:32Sorry, y'all.
16:33I'm mad.
16:34It's okay.
16:35Don't be mad.
16:35You a winner.
16:36We love you.
16:37We all winners.
16:38Period.
16:39I love you too.
16:41Three women got eliminated.
16:42It's only four of us left.
16:44I did build some bonds with Choc, Electra.
16:49I don't hold no ill will towards her,
16:51but honeybee, I can't fuck with.
16:55What I would do differently is stay
16:59on the other side of the room.
17:01So I wouldn't have been able to get that close
17:04to the girl to, you know,
17:07that was the one thing I would have changed.
17:09Dev's house season one.
17:12I guess I left with a bang, right?
17:13I did.
17:16And it's a fucking wreck.
17:19Oh man.
17:20Motherfucking honeybee, that bitch a actor.
17:23Fuck you hoe.
17:26I don't have any regrets.
17:28I don't have any regrets.
17:31Overlooking North Carolina talent.
17:33That's not a good call, but to each his own.
17:39You won't ever find another Nicki Minaj.
17:42Why?
17:43Because it's only one Nicki Minaj.
17:46It's only one honeybee.
17:48So that's just what it is.
17:51I came in with a pure heart,
17:54with love, with genuine intentions.
17:56I know exactly who I am
17:58and I know what I'm gonna do for the world
18:00and for my culture.
18:10All right, guys, we had a rough morning.
18:12And we lost three people.
18:14So what we feeling?
18:15I'm sad.
18:16Honestly, it feels quiet.
18:18It feels quiet.
18:19It feels almost empty because we're so used to having them.
18:21I wanna apologize.
18:23I really, really thought I was doing something good.
18:25I thought bringing them here,
18:27it would help them to learn
18:29what hip hop was really about.
18:31And it's not just studio
18:32and it's not just all that stuff.
18:34I thought bringing them here
18:36would help them to learn
18:37what hip hop was really about.
18:40I gotta clear up them insecurities in you.
18:43I gotta clear up all this stuff
18:45so that you won't allow nothing to knock you down.
18:49That hurt me like hell for Choc
18:51because she's really, really been doing good.
18:54But I've seen growth.
18:56I've seen all of y'all how you are.
18:59I seen that.
19:01Some people you gotta work on a little bit more.
19:04I just feel like Ms. Dad,
19:06she know what I'm going through.
19:09I got myself to a high point enough
19:11that motherfuckers could believe in what I got going on.
19:14Today we went through a lot of drama
19:17and today we're going in the studio.
19:19Yeah.
19:21Finally, right?
19:22We're going to the studio.
19:23That's what we're here for.
19:24Let's get it.
19:25What I wanna hear is you.
19:29Okay.
19:30I have a very, very good friend that came today.
19:33So here's another challenge.
19:35I had to jump on the phone
19:37and get none other than Jaleel Knight.
19:39Super duper producer.
19:41Jaleel is a beast.
19:43He can write and create beats right there on the spot.
19:48And guess what?
19:49Jaleel is a hundred percent blind.
19:53He got those beats.
19:54You got to bring them words.
19:56I wanna give you an opportunity
19:58to really work and collaborate with a producer,
20:01not a beat maker.
20:03They only have two days to record this song.
20:07That means they have to write and record.
20:09What these ladies don't know is they have a crowd
20:12that's waiting for them
20:13in the New York Fashion District tomorrow.
20:16Let's see what happens there.
20:18Thank you.
20:19I'm excited.
20:20I'm excited.
20:20I'm ecstatic.
20:21I just can't wait to make some new music.
20:23Yes, thank you so much.
20:24I need you to sit here with me for a minute though, okay?
20:26Come sit right here.
20:27It's hard for me to get up when he's coming out.
20:30I don't care.
20:30I want you to keep your head down.
20:32I don't care.
20:32I want you to keep doing it
20:33because guess what?
20:34You've been doing good.
20:35Last night, I seen Dent crying.
20:37I am.
20:38I just, I don't know.
20:39I need at least like an ankle brace and a knee brace.
20:41So let me find out what's going on here.
20:43I understand what it's like to kind of carry weight.
20:48I just lost a massive amount of weight.
20:51I was 310 pounds and I'm down now to 221, all right?
20:54You feel different?
20:55In three months, I feel totally different.
20:57I can breathe.
20:58I couldn't breathe.
21:00When I caught COVID, I was on oxygen tanks like crazy.
21:06I couldn't go up and down the stairs.
21:09I couldn't do all these things.
21:10But if people didn't force my hand,
21:13I would still be laid up just like that.
21:16But I had to fight that shit through.
21:18And that's what you gotta do, Dink.
21:20After my leg died, I had got up to all the way to 598.
21:24I ended up losing weight on my own
21:27after I found out I was 598.
21:30When I came into this house,
21:31I was against getting another surgery
21:33because I just felt like it was just too much.
21:38But now I guess I'ma reconsider it
21:41because now I see that you have to be smaller
21:44in order to do it, you know?
21:46I don't wanna be in this industry.
21:48So I want you to learn
21:49that you're gonna take charge in you, okay?
21:53So you gotta set some goals.
21:55I'm trying to wing it and I'm trying to prove to Ms. Deb
21:59I got this, you know?
22:01I didn't expect it to be like this hard.
22:04Thank you, Deb.
22:05You're welcome, baby.
22:10Ready for the studio?
22:11Girl, yes.
22:17You've seen enough drama.
22:19It is that time now you get to see what they gonna do.
22:23But I need you to understand the difference
22:26between a producer and a beat maker.
22:29Someone that would help you along the lines
22:31while you're doing your music.
22:33And we're gonna make some songs
22:35because they have some people that they have to perform for.
22:37Should've been here earlier.
22:39They was poppin'.
22:40This is straight reality.
22:42I'm also gonna bring back Londell McMillan,
22:45owner of The Sauce.
22:47He has worked with Michael Jackson, Stevie Wonder, Prince.
22:51My baby hookahs are on up.
22:53Hello.
22:54How are you?
22:54I'm great.
22:56I'm gonna bring in a writer,
22:57which is Londell McMillan's daughter,
23:00girlfriend, Kyla Armanian.
23:03Kyla has been cosigned.
23:08Pingame is really good.
23:09Vocals is on point.
23:11It's a very special day.
23:12I see you got your man here.
23:14This guy here.
23:14D'Aleel.
23:15D'Aleel, what it do?
23:17Yo, what's up?
23:18What's up, man?
23:19What's up?
23:19I had a surprise guest today.
23:23This Tracy Morgan.
23:24What's up, Pop?
23:25Give me some.
23:26What's happening?
23:27Hey, regular, man.
23:28Regular, how you feel?
23:29Hey, man, I'm good.
23:30Tracy Morgan.
23:32I love Tracy.
23:33Tracy's, like, so cool.
23:34Once upon a time, Tracy lived in that house.
23:37So he blessed us with his presence.
23:46Hi.
23:48Hey, everybody.
23:49Tracy Morgan.
23:50I can't fucking believe what's going on.
23:56Tracy Morgan!
23:57Hi, everybody.
23:58How you doing, dog?
23:59Hi, I'm Rashida.
24:00I can't fucking believe what's going on.
24:02Hello, how you doing?
24:03Who Camille?
24:04I'm excited to see you, Tracy.
24:05Hey, Zayn.
24:07Nice to meet you, I'm Zayn.
24:08This is super surprising to me.
24:10I'm super excited to get to meet him.
24:12The last thing I watched at home was the last OG,
24:14which was super funny.
24:16Tracy's like my brother.
24:17He's my brother.
24:18He's my brother.
24:19He's my brother.
24:20He's my brother.
24:20He's my brother.
24:21He's my brother.
24:22He's my brother.
24:23He's my brother.
24:24He's my brother.
24:25While you're here,
24:26I'm gonna use your little so-so.
24:28Speak to the ladies about the industry.
24:30Understand what is important
24:33and what's valuable.
24:35Life gives you chances and it gives you choices.
24:38Put more value in your choices
24:40because that can determine the outcome of your life.
24:43You are very valuable to you.
24:46Let that be known.
24:47We're gonna do you from the cradle to the grave.
24:50Do you.
24:51When you look at my documentary,
24:53they use the word authentic a lot.
24:56It gotta be authentic.
24:58It gotta come from here.
25:00Authenticity.
25:01You gotta know who you are and what you are.
25:04Be authentic with it.
25:06Yo, this is me.
25:08I'm sorry, but I don't know how to be no other way.
25:11I've been this for a long time.
25:14I love this.
25:15I love me.
25:16I don't see anything wrong with me.
25:17I'm not gonna be out here going to Sisua
25:21and buying this and buying that just to impress anyone.
25:23I'm really into the work.
25:25It's about the work
25:26because that's the only thing that's gonna stay.
25:28Just to be able to draw from something,
25:29you have to go through stuff.
25:31And I know one, two, three, four have been through stuff.
25:34I know I have.
25:36That's why when I need to use it,
25:38I go right in my back pocket and I get my feelings out.
25:41If I need to be in my feelings, I'll be going in.
25:43The last OG, first Sunday,
25:45when Loretta Devon got me crying,
25:47I just told them where I was in my mind.
25:50And then after we did it, director said, cut.
25:52Gave me five minutes to go get myself together
25:54because we still got to film.
25:56Y'all brand new.
25:57Y'all just starting.
25:58But you never know where this could take you.
26:01This is not checkers, this is chess.
26:04Don't hurt yourself or your career.
26:08To this day, I still think about my career.
26:11You know what, I want y'all to hear what he said.
26:13Do you see that he still thinks about his career
26:16and where he's going?
26:17And that's Tracy Morgan.
26:19Do your thing.
26:20Y'all all know what y'all got to do.
26:22Y'all know what y'all got to do right now?
26:24Go to work.
26:24I'll see y'all later.
26:25Give me five.
26:26Thank you.
26:27Thank you.
26:28Go to work.
26:29I ain't talking to stand myself talk either.
26:30I'm happy that I met Tracy Morgan
26:32and he has done legendary stuff.
26:33This is what it's going to be now.
26:36You have to grow.
26:37You have to thrive.
26:38You have to reach new heights.
26:39So Tracy, thank you for the opportunity.
26:43Jahliel is who you guys are going to work with.
26:46And he also stated, let me just let y'all know that too.
26:48So it ain't a secret.
26:50We're going to make some music Jahliel.
26:51We're going to show these people what you know how to do.
26:53I'm with him.
26:54That's good.
26:55The biggest thing is they got to know who you are.
26:58They need to connect with you.
27:00There's a hundred thousand people out there right now
27:02that's rapping.
27:04What makes you stand apart from all the people
27:06that are there?
27:07I'm different because on some real shit,
27:10everything I talk about, I really live that shit.
27:12What makes me different from other rappers
27:15is that I'm the best.
27:16I know that, you know, a lot of people be like,
27:18I feel like, but I know.
27:20I'm giving Afro, Naija flavor,
27:23as well as hip hop, American, everything.
27:26I'm an it girl.
27:27The shit girl need a bit for my drip girl.
27:30Rocky, you're going to do the first beat.
27:33Let's see if you like this.
27:37You know how to sing?
27:39Can I sing a chorus for you?
27:40So go ahead.
27:41Go on with her.
27:42You want to go on with her?
27:43Cause you go on with your work, come on.
27:45Yo, I'm 19, shit, I'm just having my son
27:48and his father just up and left.
27:49That's when the struggle began.
27:51And I'm hurting cause what's the purpose?
27:52Shit was stressing me out.
27:54All this Rocky just had patience.
27:55Shit ain't helping me out.
27:56The landlord, he at the door.
27:58That nigga kicking us out.
27:59I had a homie, mine was through.
28:01She let me sleep on the couch.
28:02My whole team a bunch of snakes,
28:04them bitches living in doubt.
28:05I had to cut them bitches off.
28:07They started running they mouth.
28:08Back in 2022, June, I lost my baby brother
28:13to gun violence.
28:14Three weeks before that, I lost my uncle.
28:16And it kind of fucked me up to the point
28:18where I kind of almost didn't want to rap no more.
28:21It ain't no telling if I, will I ever make it.
28:24Who would I be to give up?
28:25And my brother never missed a show of mine
28:27or you know what I'm saying?
28:28My uncle, he always rooted for me no matter what.
28:30And I just can't stop.
28:32Take that vocal and haste it throughout the whole song.
28:34Like it's one of them joints where it's like,
28:36it's not the hook, it's a part of the beat at this point.
28:40Don't never tell me bye.
28:41I'm asking God why.
28:43Why my daddy die?
28:45Bitch I gotta shine.
28:46I'm going to change the rap game for other girls like me
28:49because I am a proven example.
28:51Don't let nobody tell you that you can't do something.
28:54Just keep doing it.
28:55I want to give Queen Izzy and Camille something
29:00where they could go at it and y'all gonna come back.
29:02My beat ends up being Queen Izzy's beat.
29:05Well, Queen Izzy's beat ends up being our beat.
29:08We're partners.
29:10We're not doing an individual song.
29:12What's really going on here?
29:14Queen Izzy, you look like you ready, girl.
29:16I'm ready.
29:16I'm just so excited to hear the beat.
29:18Are we ready for that beat, Jaleel?
29:19Yeah.
29:21I remember back in 2012, high school, ninth grade,
29:24growing up, I was on the step team.
29:26Classmates show me love.
29:28I don't know any other female rapper from Africa
29:30bridging the gap the way I am.
29:31I'm giving them hip hop.
29:32I'm giving them indigenous sounds.
29:34I'm giving them melodies.
29:35I'm giving them flows.
29:36I'm giving them rap.
29:37So I feel like this is just gonna raise the bar
29:39and let everybody know with any type of immigrant descent
29:43that they can do it.
29:43You don't have to be what people expect you to be.
29:46I put a little kick in it, kick in it.
29:49I'ma sit down, I'ma kick in it.
29:52Why they mad?
29:53Cause I ain't got no sad story.
29:54It's gonna come when I start putting the pen to the pad,
29:57get a little time, I ain't really mad.
29:59Do that make me lame?
30:00Do that make me corny?
30:02When it's time to record, I'm coming to the studio.
30:05It's work for me.
30:06You know what I'm saying?
30:07It's work for me.
30:08This is my job.
30:08I have to clock in and I gotta be there.
30:11This is what I'm here for.
30:12You wanna see something?
30:13I'ma show you something.
30:13You think I'm scared in the studio?
30:14Ain't nobody scared.
30:15I'm trying to figure this shit out.
30:16This is what I wanted to see.
30:18The job is to now release.
30:20And when y'all start releasing this stuff up off your chest,
30:23you're gonna feel so much lighter.
30:25It's therapeutic.
30:27It's difficult sometimes.
30:28For me, sometimes it's hard for me to talk about me.
30:32It's like, but it was hard for me to talk about my son
30:35committing suicide.
30:37That was the hardest thing for a black person
30:40to get up there to say they committed suicide
30:42because there's no, we don't commit suicide.
30:45But I told that.
30:47My child committed suicide.
30:49And if he didn't say what he said to me the night before,
30:52I probably wouldn't be right in my head right now.
30:55Then my first son, 10 years old, my neighbor ran him over.
31:00I basically acted like I'd never even had him.
31:04So we all have pain.
31:05We all have a story.
31:06And then I started finding myself in all of y'all.
31:11I could actually relate to why she's crying
31:13because my dad died too.
31:16My dad is like my motivation for real.
31:19I grew up watching my dad rap
31:21and watching him produce, engineer,
31:24and have his own studio.
31:26So my dad basically inspired me.
31:28And we're gonna leave it to y'all to do what y'all do.
31:30And I'm gonna trust and believe
31:33that y'all gonna make me goddamn proud.
31:36We will, you know the vibe.
31:37Okay, we out.
31:39One of the things that's great about Kyla
31:40is she writes good.
31:41It's her pen game.
31:42And they can have fun to learn how to collaborate.
31:45The past year I've been working as a writer under Stargain
31:48and working with a bunch of rappers and artists.
31:50So I'm really like, anything I do suggest,
31:53I would love if you try it.
31:54Like, I really am just here for what's best for the song.
31:58And if you don't fuck with it, like, let me know.
32:00We could cut it out.
32:01Like, nothing's permanent.
32:02All just to like, really make the best song for y'all, so.
32:12Use those lyrics in particular.
32:13We thought the third line to change it up
32:14for being so boring and repetitive.
32:16Gotta keep going, stay in my lane.
32:18Pen to the pad.
32:18Pen to the pad, keeping me sane.
32:19Yeah, because we both rappers.
32:20Because we do this a lot.
32:21Yeah.
32:22The beat y'all made was so fun.
32:25Yeah.
32:26And like.
32:27So you want a lighter mood is what you're saying?
32:30Not necessarily, I'm just saying like, this what we do.
32:33I think that'll come in the delivery
32:35of what we're saying though.
32:36I really honestly think that we work really good together.
32:39I enjoy working with songwriters
32:41because stronger together, if you ask me.
32:44I'm not sure if the, like, if the beat
32:47is not giving you pain.
32:49Also don't feel like limited to talk about that.
32:52Like, I think, was the assignment
32:53talk about pain or talk about you?
32:55Have a story.
32:55I'ma have a story.
32:57The story.
32:57You know what, honestly?
32:58Okay.
32:59I can give you that.
33:00I think.
33:01For the chorus, I'm trying to like,
33:04stick with like, like remembering the bad shit,
33:07but at the end of the bad shit, like, we good.
33:10Right.
33:11I think with hooks, like, the most important thing
33:14for me is speaking from the heart and being simple.
33:18And I think the simpler and the more raw and real it is,
33:24I think that's what's going to cut.
33:26Like you got on, started doing all these oohs,
33:28like that melody is fire.
33:32Pen to the pad.
33:33Keep it the same.
33:34Yeah, got you.
33:35Pen to the pad, comma.
33:36That's a pause.
33:38I think it could be, you would never know
33:41in like some sample chop kind of vibe.
33:45Like maybe your voice is pitched up or pitched down
33:48and then you still do the chorus.
33:51This girl, she's a melodic artist.
33:53She's young.
33:54She give me like, you know, little sister vibe.
33:56Nobody can write my bars.
33:57Period.
33:59I'm an authentic type of rapper.
34:00So in order to get in this motherfucking door,
34:02you got to really step with what the fuck you saying.
34:10Run it back one more time.
34:11Got you.
34:12We lit.
34:13I love this song.
34:14Me too.
34:15It's actually a banger.
34:16It's a banger.
34:16So today is the day that we are recording our music.
34:18Okay?
34:19We wrote the music, but now it's time to lay it down.
34:21And we have a very tight schedule.
34:24We have to do this very quickly.
34:25I understand everything can be pussy pop.
34:28And you do got to set an example.
34:29And this is real.
34:30They going to go through heartbreak.
34:32If they're ready.
34:33I think I'm going to record my verse though.
34:34Like just get it out the way.
34:35See, I'm not used to this.
34:36I just go in the booth.
34:37You know what I'm saying?
34:38It's time to get back to the music.
34:39I'm over the drama.
34:40I'm over the BS.
34:41Like, let's make this music.
34:42Let's, let's make it here.
34:43Let's make this record.
34:44Let's go.
34:46We are back.
34:48Queen is me in the building.
34:51Mr. Jaleel, I hope you ready for us.
34:54All right.
34:55All right y'all, we got 30 minutes.
34:56Here we go.
34:58Hard body.
34:59What's the small thing to a giant?
35:02Nah, I don't like it.
35:03Do it again.
35:03One more time.
35:04What, the hard body?
35:05Yeah, it's the hard body.
35:06What is it?
35:07Is it the hard body?
35:08It's like that part is slightly off.
35:09Okay.
35:09So hard body.
35:10What's the small thing to a giant?
35:12I might have to move my body.
35:13Hard body.
35:14I got you.
35:14I got to bounce with you.
35:15You got to move in the studio.
35:16All right, let's do it.
35:17I'm talking too much.
35:18Honestly, I'm receptive to what Jaleel has to say.
35:22I like a producer to tell me what to do.
35:24I like the guidance in the studio.
35:26Ah, hard body.
35:27What's the small thing to a giant?
35:29Yeah, I like that better.
35:30If you just in my session pushing a button, get out.
35:33A-W-D-I-W.
35:34All we do is work.
35:36We not just pushing no buttons.
35:37We working.
35:38Can we record?
35:39We straight?
35:40You can start from the very beginning.
35:43Sis, I'm stalking cause I'm still on him.
35:46You know we really need to stop it.
35:48Facts.
35:49I'm toxic.
35:51Aye.
35:52Why, why, hold on.
35:53Nah, do it again for me.
35:55Like sound like you wistful about it.
35:56Like you, it's kind of like, it's like no feeling there.
36:00I don't like break up my takes.
36:01I'm annoyed because I have a type of way
36:04I'm trying to take my takes
36:06and a type of way that I'm used to.
36:08I know the emotion that I attend behind my verse.
36:10So I feel like he should just trust my process
36:12and trust my vision with where I'm trying to go.
36:14Look, I'm hoping that I served it.
36:16Fuck that I'm perping.
36:17Fuck that I miss you.
36:18Wish I could run in your arms and just kiss you.
36:21Wish I could live all my days, baby, with you.
36:23I'm ready to risk it all to come get you.
36:25I love what I'm doing on this song.
36:27And I feel like what I'm doing on the song
36:29is all that matters.
36:30Can we get in the fucking studio?
36:32Girl, I'm not taking the fucking studio.
36:34She said, yo, get the fuck out of there.
36:38Get the fuck out.
36:39We finally getting to the studio and I'm excited.
36:44Eat, eat, eat.
36:45Cause you already know I got the heat.
36:4730 minutes on the clock.
36:48I was just 19, shit, I'm just having my son
36:51and his father just up and left.
36:53That's when the struggle begun.
36:54And I'm hurting cause what's the purpose?
36:56Shit was stressing me out.
36:57All this Rocky just had patience.
36:59Shit ain't helping me out.
37:00I'm excited.
37:01I feel like I'm getting in my element.
37:03I like my beat.
37:04It's cool.
37:04I like the melody and all that.
37:06I'm fucking with it.
37:07Just a little bit good.
37:08How you like that?
37:09You want to try going straight through
37:10or you want to punch in?
37:12Let me do the hook first.
37:13At this point, I'm nervous as hell.
37:15The beat that I ended up with, it's just not my style.
37:19I don't want to hear it at all.
37:20So the track is already muted?
37:23Like I don't like it.
37:25That beat particular is just not for me.
37:27Ooh.
37:31This too loud.
37:32Can you turn it down a little bit?
37:34Like the song.
37:36Are you ready?
37:37Yeah.
37:43Ooh.
37:48Na na na na.
37:52They gon' feel my pain.
37:54They gon' feel my pain.
38:20Ooh.
38:23The beat that the producer gave me is not for me.
38:27I'm not upset, but I'm frustrated.
38:30You know, I'm frustrated at this point.
38:33Okay.
38:38Man, what you gonna say, man?
38:53Man, what you gonna say, man?
38:55You just own that beat.
38:57See, I like the song.
38:58Hey, you did a good job.
38:59Listen, man, that was good work.
39:01Thank you.
39:03I feel like nobody sounds better than me.
39:05And you're supposed to feel like nobody can fuck with you.
39:10So today, the ladies will be going
39:13into the city to Darucci Leather.
39:22♪ Dress to the nines, down to the tallies, get the bag ♪
39:27So we pull up to this store, it says Darucci NYC.
39:30I go straight to Instagram.
39:31What the fuck is Darucci NYC?
39:33Oh, y'all here.
39:34Hi.
39:35How you doing?
39:36It's a fur store.
39:37Anything that can be fur, they have in this store.
39:41I'm ready to try some shit on.
39:44Hey, how you doing?
39:46Excellent.
39:47Fashion plays a major role in being a celebrity.
39:51A lot of people come here to get coached, right?
39:53A lot of them.
39:54You dress a lot of people.
39:55Yep, I do.
39:57Y'all are here to do a photo shoot.
40:00Getting ready, picking out that fur for that photo shoot.
40:03What these ladies don't know
40:05is they have to create a whole new look
40:08because they have some people
40:09that they have to perform for tonight.
40:11This is the glow up.
40:12I wanna see your flavor.
40:14And guess what?
40:15One of my girls might make it to be a brand for Darucci.
40:20I need to introduce you to Zoe.
40:21Hello.
40:22Which is Darucci.
40:23This is his shop, okay?
40:25Well, we welcome you guys here.
40:27Ash is gonna be helping you guys around the store
40:29to see what fits you guys the best.
40:32Hi.
40:32We have to choose a look out of all of the looks here
40:36and style it on ourselves.
40:37I think it looks like me.
40:38Always so bright and full of life.
40:41I have my own style of fashion.
40:43As an artist and performer,
40:44I need to wear certain things and look a certain way.
40:47Yo, this is a Rocky store.
40:49You gotta just show yourself.
40:50The fur, the color, all it.
40:52♪ I like them boys who be rollin' on them 20-inch plates ♪
40:57♪ Pockets all packed cause they in the game ♪
41:00♪ Rollin' iced up in the Escalade ♪
41:03♪ Livin' that girl time ♪
41:05♪ I like them boys who keep it on the down low ♪
41:08♪ Check me out, spittin' on the bankrolls ♪
41:10♪ Talkin' shorty in the club, throwin' them bones ♪
41:13♪ Check me out, spittin' on the bankrolls ♪
41:15♪ Talkin' shorty in the club, throwin' them bones ♪
41:18♪ Livin' that girl time ♪
41:22I don't know, I feel like that's...
41:23Dank is having some issues.
41:26Don't nobody zip furs.
41:27They wear furs open.
41:30I don't really have many options to choose from.
41:33They're pointing me to a section where it's only like shawls.
41:38I don't know what else to do.
41:41Dank in here, honestly,
41:43that's the one thing that will cover you.
41:45You have to be covered.
41:47The poncho is the best thing for you to be covered with.
41:50That's the best one.
41:51It's a matter of like...
41:53If it fits.
41:54It staying on me.
41:55You can take the zipper down or keep the zipper on.
41:59I feel like I need to sit down right now
42:01because I've been here for all these weeks
42:04and I'm pushing myself.
42:06That's really cute.
42:07I feel like I'm weak.
42:08I'm just weak.
42:09I feel like I'm weak.
42:10I'm just weak.
42:11That one.
42:11Today is a day to where I'm like, I need a break.
42:15I need to sit down.
42:17Come on, let's try something.
42:19Unfortunately, don't have any clothes in her size.
42:21She's not really in the best mood,
42:23but as her sisters, we're just trying to be there for her.
42:26Damn, you look like a boss ass.
42:28I do?
42:29Big Dank mommy, what it do, baby?
42:31All right, let me see.
42:32Let me see.
42:34She better like this shit.
42:35It's go time.
42:36You just gotta work for what you got right now.
42:38That's not what you want.
42:39You still look good.
42:41That look good.
42:41Don't do that.
42:42She needs a bigger size.
42:43Thank you.
42:44There ain't no bigger size, so I pick this.
42:46You need a baby size.
42:47I feel like a boss ass.
42:48How about no vest?
42:50Or how about you ask him, can you get me something?
42:54I pick this.
42:56You need a baby size.
42:57I feel like a boss ass.
42:57How about no vest?
42:59Or how about you ask him, can you get me something?
43:03You say what you like.
43:05I like this.
43:06I would like for it to zip up on me.
43:08I got you.
43:09Yeah, that's all I want her to do.
43:11I got you.
43:11I got you.
43:12I got you.
43:13I got you.
43:14I got you.
43:15I got you.
43:16I got you.
43:16I got you.
43:17I got you.
43:18I got you.
43:19I got you.
43:20I got you.
43:21I got you.
43:22I got you.
43:22I got you.
43:23All you got to do is to just say that.
43:25Do you got something like this of my size?
43:27We can make it for you.
43:28Sure.
43:29Anything can be made.
43:30When can you make it?
43:31Whatever you like, we're going to make it for you,
43:33that's not a problem, because you just gave me
43:357 to 10 days, I can get it done for you.
43:37Thank you.
43:38Thank you.
43:39Everything going to be cool.
43:40Everything going to be good.
43:40I don't think that it's hard
43:41for a big dang to ask for help.
43:43I think that everybody has their own niche
43:45and everybody has their own way of doing things.
43:47I think that this whole experience in general
43:50is something that we're all not used to.
43:51So we really don't know sometimes what's okay to do
43:54and what's not okay.
43:55We try to respect our boundaries.
43:57I can't do nothing with that.
43:58I'm not comfortable in that.
43:59I feel like I'm winging it.
44:01So I just went to the men's.
44:02What do you mean you're winging it?
44:03I feel like I'm winging it, like I-
44:04Tell me what you mean when you say you're winging it.
44:06Explain that to me.
44:07When I put it on, it's like-
44:10I want you up and I'm gonna sit there
44:12and you're gonna be in front of me
44:13where you can present me.
44:14One of the things that I keep telling you
44:16that you have to understand,
44:17when you go on that stage, you can't sit.
44:19You're gonna have to start doing something
44:22to be able to be up.
44:23You gotta be up.
44:24Let me see that on you.
44:32So is that your size?
44:34No, ain't nothing in here my size.
44:35Okay.
44:36I just, I gotta make you, you know.
44:38So, but you think that that's making,
44:41cause I keep hearing you saying you gotta look like a boss.
44:44That's not gonna make you look like a boss.
44:45What's gonna make me look like a boss?
44:46The jacket is fitting.
44:47Listen to me.
44:47Listen to me, okay?
44:49That jacket is fitting you all the way back here.
44:51But let me just tell you about here.
44:53He custom makes stuff for people.
44:55You never ask.
44:56Instead, you keep having these attitudes.
44:58You ask, do you have anything?
45:00Does this coat come bigger?
45:01That's the question you're supposed to ask.
45:03I just asked him, was this all they had for me?
45:05She said-
45:06Listen to me.
45:07Listen to me.
45:08That's all you have to pick out.
45:10I come in here at times and there's stuff
45:12that's not in my size, but I get it in my size
45:15cause I ask those questions.
45:17I ask questions.
45:18Here's things that I like that's just there
45:20for little people.
45:21It's there for the little ones.
45:23But I ask the question.
45:25That's all you have to do.
45:26Dank is not being receptive and she's not listening
45:29and she's making it a problem.
45:30She's being difficult.
45:32And it's, I don't really know what happened,
45:34but Dank wasn't having it.
45:36She ended up crying.
45:37I don't have time, man.
45:39I don't know why I'm sitting here
45:40and making it seem like, no, no.
45:43Cause this shit right here, this is my concern.
45:47This is yours.
45:50What are you yelling about?
45:51Huh?
45:52I'm frustrated.
45:53Okay, let me explain something to you.
45:54You in my friend's store and now you're embarrassing me.
45:58Do you understand?
46:00Now I'm embarrassed.
46:02So maybe this is just not for you.
46:06Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
46:07I don't know what the fuck is happening.
46:09I'm just like, whoa.
46:10Well, if that's how you feel, I know it's for me.
46:13No, it's not.
46:13Because one thing you're not gonna do
46:15and I'm dead ass serious.
46:17You're not gonna embarrass me.
46:19And that's just as simple as that.
46:31Action.