Small-town love story of a young man with a reputation for womanizing and his best friend's sister HD ( Drama, Romance )
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00:00:00What are you looking at?
00:00:11I'm looking at that old bucket, thinking, I like you.
00:00:19I like you because I can say what's on my mind.
00:00:30What?
00:00:38Why haven't you ever kissed me?
00:00:44I'm scared.
00:00:48Scared that when, when Tip asked me if I ever kissed you,
00:00:53I'd have to say, yep.
00:00:56That scares you?
00:01:00And Tip is my best friend.
00:01:03I don't want to mess with that.
00:01:07I don't want to be with somebody
00:01:08that's scared to be with me.
00:01:15Well, mostly, I don't want to be like,
00:01:17like when I kissed other girls.
00:01:18Well, why don't you kiss me right there?
00:01:29I don't have to be like the other girls.
00:01:37OK, right here.
00:01:38Where?
00:01:39Right there.
00:01:42All right.
00:01:48Oh, OK.
00:01:53OK.
00:01:54Here.
00:02:18OK.
00:02:48OK.
00:03:19Thank you.
00:03:36The best thing, literally, is not to beat yourself
00:03:38up about it, not to let it ride you or hurt you or anything.
00:03:42It's called the butterfly principle,
00:03:44which is basically if a bird collapses wings,
00:03:47causes an apple to fall,
00:03:49cause a chain reaction of a painting
00:03:50to be made of the apple.
00:03:52Somebody looks at the painting,
00:03:54forgets they gotta pick their mom up at church,
00:03:56and runs a red light and gets swapped for 80 bucks.
00:03:59All because a bird flapped its wings in Zimbouga,
00:04:02which is six million miles away.
00:04:04Zimbouga, ain't that a drink?
00:04:06Zimbouga, maybe.
00:04:08Hey, did y'all hear about Randall Dover?
00:04:09Uh-uh.
00:04:10Got into that car accident.
00:04:11Yeah, cracked his ass on the stairwell.
00:04:13Are you kidding me?
00:04:14Pushed his haircut clean to the top of his head.
00:04:16Oh, man.
00:04:17Snapped his whole goddamn neck.
00:04:19They say he's gonna be paralyzed and put in a wheelchair.
00:04:21Dude, I've never known anybody in a wheelchair before.
00:04:23Keep him out of the factory, he'll get a little wild.
00:04:25Man, that dude's a dumbass,
00:04:26and he's not a good driver.
00:04:27Hey, Mary Margaret.
00:04:28Hey, bus dad.
00:04:29Hey.
00:04:31Man, check her out, dude.
00:04:32Look at that, on the street.
00:04:34I'd like to hang out with her for a few afternoons, man.
00:04:36Make some pizza.
00:04:37Do what, do what?
00:04:38That's gross.
00:04:39That's gross.
00:04:40Come here.
00:04:41Mary Margaret.
00:04:41Okay, this is, ow, thank you, ow.
00:04:43Hey.
00:04:45You're gonna pick it up and spin it.
00:04:47Get the spin.
00:04:48The other way, the other way, the other way.
00:04:50Pull it out.
00:04:53Yeah, they got a little grease on them.
00:04:55Hurry up, so we can go eat.
00:04:57Bear Day.
00:04:58Yeah?
00:05:00What does that mean?
00:05:01Bear Day's green.
00:05:02What'd you say, like green?
00:05:04Like, I love your green eyes.
00:05:05You gotta tell him stuff that's useful.
00:05:07Okay, well, I mean, my, you know,
00:05:10I'm not Spanish, let's see.
00:05:11I've been to school, that's about it, dude.
00:05:13I'm not supposed to know all the words
00:05:15in the dictionary from it.
00:05:17Don't you got a Spanish guy?
00:05:19I know that a bandegaz is meatball soup.
00:05:25Dios is.
00:05:26Mujer is woman.
00:05:29Mujer?
00:05:29Mujer.
00:05:30I don't think so, dude.
00:05:31M-U-J-E-R.
00:05:32Think señorita is woman.
00:05:34That's right.
00:05:34Novia's girlfriend.
00:05:37Tip, I saw that your sister's back in town.
00:05:40That's pretty cool.
00:05:42So?
00:05:43Well, I mean, she just, she looks a lot different
00:05:45than the last time I saw her.
00:05:48She's gotten older.
00:05:49Yeah?
00:05:50What are you saying?
00:05:51Don't talk about his sister, man.
00:05:53That was purely just wondering what was happening.
00:05:57He's one of my friends, and his relatives,
00:05:59I would care about if they also wanna.
00:06:01Y'all ready?
00:06:02I want something greasy.
00:06:06How's it going?
00:06:07Fine.
00:06:08What do you guys want?
00:06:10There's a, ew, there's a pubic hair by the ashtray.
00:06:14Kind of gross to have to eat next to that.
00:06:16I'm sorry, is it bad?
00:06:17Try to clean that up.
00:06:18I can get Pager to clean it for you.
00:06:20Hold on, Tip.
00:06:21Hold on, Tip's jacket.
00:06:22Hey, what do you got with the most fat in it?
00:06:25With the most fat?
00:06:27Bacon.
00:06:28Well, then bacon it is.
00:06:30What do you guys want?
00:06:31Some black coffee, just straight up.
00:06:33I want two eggs over medium with bacon.
00:06:36Okay.
00:06:37I just wanna get a hamburger.
00:06:40And cottage cheese.
00:06:45How'd you know it was that one?
00:06:46I don't.
00:06:47Here you go, boss.
00:06:48Kinda hit and miss with this truck.
00:06:49Steep.
00:06:50It's so dark in there, I don't even know
00:06:51how you guys even make heads or tails
00:06:53know what to even start with.
00:06:54Uncle Leland, why don't you try
00:06:55putting some mothballs in this tank?
00:06:57You boys think you got all the answers.
00:07:00Don't do anything weird to my truck.
00:07:05Look who's here.
00:07:07What's up, Tip?
00:07:08Yep.
00:07:10What's up?
00:07:11What's up, Leland?
00:07:15Nice ball.
00:07:20Judges, heads up.
00:07:23Come on, we're gonna go bother somebody.
00:07:25Bother who?
00:07:27A boy.
00:07:27Hey, Judge, how you doing?
00:07:29What's happening, fellas?
00:07:30Oh, same old, same old, just working today.
00:07:32Yeah.
00:07:33You got a problem?
00:07:34Yeah, I did.
00:07:35Well, we'll take a look at it.
00:07:36What's he working?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:40What are you doing?
00:07:41Oh, it's just dumping water out of a bucket.
00:07:43Dumping the dirty water out of this bucket.
00:07:45Yes.
00:07:46I got it with the shined up for the kids.
00:07:47Dad.
00:07:48Absolutely, no problem.
00:07:50Hey, Tip, I have this under control.
00:07:52Oh, that's right.
00:07:53I wanna drive.
00:07:53I gotta be cool.
00:07:54Yes, yes.
00:07:55I think you take care of it.
00:07:56Yes, yeah, I'll take care of it.
00:07:57Yes, yes.
00:07:58If you need it by four, I can have it for you.
00:07:59I'll take care of it for you by four.
00:08:01How you doing, Jessie?
00:08:02Good.
00:08:03I haven't seen you in a while.
00:08:04That's a great shirt you got.
00:08:05Thanks.
00:08:06Tropical.
00:08:07Well, I gotta go.
00:08:09My dad's over there waiting for us.
00:08:13Don't work too hard.
00:08:15Okay, take it easy, you guys.
00:08:18I'll see you later.
00:08:24All right, let's get started.
00:08:25I will.
00:08:26Stop bothering people with your truck.
00:08:27Yeah, I want you to do what you say you're gonna do.
00:08:29We're gonna have about four and a half minutes.
00:08:31Lela, no problem.
00:08:32Hey, Judge, you bringing this go-cart in here again?
00:08:35Hey, where's that old dog?
00:08:37I told you you're my number one best friend.
00:08:40All right, good for you.
00:08:42Yeah, good for you.
00:08:44Something smells.
00:08:45Why don't you get on this road?
00:08:47I'll give a little mix-and-match.
00:09:05Hey, Mom.
00:09:06Did you find my cutters?
00:09:08Your tools and clackers are all in the same bag.
00:09:10Is this what you're talking about?
00:09:13No.
00:09:15Well, you need this?
00:09:16Yes.
00:09:18This Indiana keeps playing the same note.
00:09:22Have you ever thought about a normal pastime?
00:09:24Ethnic cooking, make-up art,
00:09:27and a little bit of everything else?
00:09:29I don't know.
00:09:30I don't know.
00:09:31I don't know.
00:09:32I don't know.
00:09:33Ethnic cooking, make-up art,
00:09:36strinky dinks.
00:09:37You're just jealous,
00:09:38because, like, I do, like, all these, like, fun things,
00:09:42and you're just like, like a big old fat boy.
00:09:49Girl, I'll go.
00:09:49Come on, sweetheart.
00:09:52Oh, Jesus.
00:09:53Save me, Uncle Leland.
00:09:55What the hell are they doing out there?
00:09:58Lizard.
00:09:59It looks like you ain't fixed these pianos yet, Elvira.
00:10:02Oh, I'm working on it.
00:10:03Girl, I'll slap you naked and hide your clothes.
00:10:09Hey, brother.
00:10:10Hi.
00:10:11Come here.
00:10:14Hey, how you doing?
00:10:15I'm good.
00:10:17All right.
00:10:18You okay?
00:10:18Oh, I'm fine, I'm fine.
00:10:19Are you guys working out there, or what?
00:10:21No, we were just wrestling.
00:10:24You all right?
00:10:25I'm all right.
00:10:26Ah, good Lord.
00:10:28And then I hit my tooth earlier this morning
00:10:30when I was working on Joe's carburetor,
00:10:34and I fell, and it looked like I might have put on a-
00:10:36What happened to him?
00:10:37What'd you do?
00:10:38Oh, hell, I don't know.
00:10:39Hey, Leland.
00:10:40You tell your child to stop biting my dog,
00:10:42it's got red marks all over its body from her fangs.
00:10:45Fangs we call.
00:10:48Dogs have bacteria, sweetie.
00:10:51I don't wanna be like my brother.
00:10:54Which one?
00:10:57Well, neither of them.
00:11:01Tip spends all day drunk or lazy.
00:11:04He's not like my father,
00:11:05who really worked and studied for everything he has.
00:11:10Well, what are they thinking of you?
00:11:14I think that they're afraid
00:11:15that I'm gonna end up like Tip,
00:11:18living at home four years from now and working at the mill.
00:11:23I worked at the mill one summer,
00:11:25third shift, wrapping blankets in plastic,
00:11:30and you're working, they kick,
00:11:34it's like dust and stuff in the air,
00:11:36and there's a sprinkler system that turns on every hour
00:11:40to keep the fibers down, and you get rained on.
00:11:45At least you have that experience.
00:11:48I've never even been inside.
00:11:51You know, I've never had a real job.
00:11:54Never been paid for anything normal.
00:11:57I just don't wanna go to college
00:11:58and have it be like four years
00:12:02of writing bad girl poetry
00:12:06and listening to drum circles.
00:12:15Well, I think there's probably just as much bad poetry
00:12:18in the break room at the mill,
00:12:21except it's about Percocet
00:12:25and pecan logs.
00:12:30Yeah.
00:12:41What?
00:12:47I got a secret.
00:12:48Shh.
00:12:50But you have to come here.
00:12:51Come over there?
00:12:52Uh-huh.
00:12:55Okay.
00:13:01Hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello,
00:13:04hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello.
00:13:08Keep going.
00:13:09Hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello, hello.
00:13:13Hey, Bo, if Clyburn starts race this weekend,
00:13:16I might need you to go a little ride-along with me
00:13:18if you don't mind.
00:13:20I'm not kidding either.
00:13:20Remember how that guy gets angry?
00:13:23Like that short shoot down at Dries Racetrack
00:13:25and that dude was rubbing on the back of him
00:13:28and Clyburn got out of his car
00:13:30and climbed a tree and kicked the dude's ass.
00:13:33And the dude was up that tree saying,
00:13:35get out, go, go down, go out of this tree, get out.
00:13:39Stop climbing.
00:13:41Do you remember that?
00:13:47Hey, let's get some moth balls to make my truck go faster.
00:13:52Move.
00:14:09Why are y'all so quiet?
00:14:13Marshall says he saw you hanging out
00:14:16with my little sister.
00:14:22Did he?
00:14:26So what?
00:14:28I mean, I'm just making him uncomfortable.
00:14:30I don't want Marshall, I hope he doesn't have any more to talk about with that kind of stuff.
00:14:33I get uncomfortable, you know, sir.
00:14:40Huh?
00:14:43But as long as, you know, we're being honest about things.
00:14:45Mayor Margaret came down here in a sweat earlier.
00:14:48Looking for a little bit of game.
00:14:50Me and Nathan Dolls, we tag teamed in that festival, man.
00:14:57So what, do you love her now?
00:15:03What do you care, man?
00:15:05Ain't like she's your sister or nothing.
00:15:16Damn.
00:15:21Yeah.
00:15:45You keep getting older,
00:15:47and you don't ever die.
00:15:59You know, there are a few things about me you don't know.
00:16:02Oh, there are a few things about me that you don't know.
00:16:04Oh, really?
00:16:05Oh, really.
00:16:06Well, I'd like to play you a song about it.
00:16:07Okay.
00:16:08And here we go.
00:16:09Two, three, and...
00:16:18Oh.
00:16:19Oh.
00:16:25Oh.
00:16:26Snake Eyes, gonna win.
00:16:28Or lose.
00:16:31Oh.
00:16:32That's great.
00:16:33I didn't know you played instruments.
00:16:35Yeah.
00:16:36Tip doesn't say much about that.
00:16:38Well, he doesn't really talk to me.
00:16:40Watch the retractor there.
00:16:42Okay.
00:16:43I'll watch my own instrument, thank you.
00:16:45You're welcome.
00:16:47Stop that!
00:16:51Are you stupid or just blind, Noelle?
00:16:54I'm neither one.
00:16:55You clearly don't know him.
00:16:58What are you talking about?
00:17:00I've seen him fuck every girl in this town.
00:17:02That is not true.
00:17:03It is true. Ask him.
00:17:04You even asked him?
00:17:05Did you sleep with her or not?
00:17:07And then he walks away.
00:17:09I think I hate you.
00:17:10He wouldn't walk away from me.
00:17:12All right, because you're different.
00:17:14Tip.
00:17:16Could you put that down, please?
00:17:18What makes you so special, huh?
00:17:19What makes you so special besides the fact that you're new back in town
00:17:22and you don't know what kind of guy he is?
00:17:24I think I hate you.
00:17:25I hate you.
00:17:27If he's so horrible, why are you his best friend?
00:17:31Put that down!
00:17:36Get out!
00:17:46No, get a girl to do it. I'm not doing that.
00:17:49But you have such a funny face.
00:17:51Excuse me?
00:17:52Look.
00:17:53No, Mom.
00:17:54Bubbles ate a lot of bad meat.
00:17:56She has a sour stomach.
00:17:57I need a hand.
00:17:58Just a little help.
00:17:59I don't know how to do that crap.
00:18:01It's a couple of hours.
00:18:02No.
00:18:03Don't touch me with that clown costume.
00:18:05Hello?
00:18:06Awesome, Mom. Awesome.
00:18:15Awesome.
00:18:16Awesome.
00:18:45Awesome.
00:18:46Awesome.
00:18:47Awesome.
00:19:15What with you, it's... it's... different.
00:19:44I like hanging out with you because...
00:19:49because you look around and listen.
00:19:52You know, I mean, you follow.
00:19:57And when we were little, I was too dumb to notice.
00:20:01Did you just fart?
00:20:05And here you are.
00:20:09You'll always be happy.
00:20:10Shh.
00:20:13Shh.
00:20:15Did I say something stupid?
00:20:16No.
00:20:17Thumbs up.
00:20:20I pretend that I only have ten seconds left to live.
00:20:26One.
00:20:28Two.
00:20:29Three.
00:20:30Down.
00:20:31Four.
00:20:32Strong.
00:20:33Five.
00:20:34And you got me there.
00:20:35Six.
00:20:36Foot on your shirt.
00:20:37Seven.
00:20:38Ten.
00:20:40Ten.
00:20:45Like the mountain.
00:20:54Stop.
00:20:56There we go.
00:21:00All right.
00:21:01It looks good.
00:21:08What's wrong now?
00:21:11Last night I had a bad dream, and you were a river.
00:21:17And you weren't moving.
00:21:19And you were freezing.
00:21:21And I was watching you cry.
00:21:26Well, it's all right.
00:21:33Will you stay here with me?
00:21:35Oh, yeah.
00:21:38I'll stay.
00:21:40Be your friend.
00:21:44Always be your daddy.
00:21:52Can I go play now?
00:21:53Mm-hmm.
00:22:08It's like this. Strong as a bird, fast as a can.
00:22:13You know what I mean?
00:22:18Hey, what's going on? You want a pretzel?
00:22:21Strong as an eagle, fast as tea.
00:22:27You know what I mean? It's like Indian talk.
00:22:30We're gonna start a band.
00:22:32Oh. What do you play?
00:22:34I play lap steel. You ever hear of that before?
00:22:37Uh, yeah.
00:22:38Yeah. I'm into it big time.
00:22:40It's my dream, you know?
00:22:42I tell a lot of people, you know, that I'm into the lap steel,
00:22:45and they look at me like I'm an alien or something, but...
00:22:47Fast. As a coat.
00:22:49What I want to do, I'll sit there by myself in the dirt with nobody around,
00:22:53just writing all kinds of notes down in the dirt.
00:22:56I'll erase them, you know, start over and put new ones down, make a wish.
00:23:02That's really cool.
00:23:04I love music. Music makes me happy.
00:23:06I play the trombone.
00:23:08Do you? How long?
00:23:10About four years.
00:23:12Yeah, I've been playing lap steel for longer than that.
00:23:15Really? Like ten.
00:23:17Wow. Since you were, like, 12?
00:23:22Do I have anything in my teeth?
00:23:24Paul is a bear.
00:23:26Strong as a can, not a bird.
00:23:31Tricky.
00:23:33Crackles are carbohydrates, and they expand in your stomach,
00:23:36when you turn to fat.
00:23:38Well...
00:23:40Cracked as a beaver.
00:23:42So eat up. Eat more.
00:23:44I will.
00:23:46Pancakes expand in your stomach, too.
00:23:48Do they really?
00:23:50They do.
00:23:52I didn't know that.
00:23:54Don't you think about, you know, when you order pancakes in a restaurant
00:23:58and it just, like, sits in your stomach like a brick?
00:24:01Usually I don't go for pancakes.
00:24:03Oh, yeah? What do you go for?
00:24:04Eggs.
00:24:05Really?
00:24:06What about, like, waffles and French toast and stuff like that?
00:24:10No, the places I don't go usually are not that fancy.
00:24:21So are you two going out?
00:24:24Well, we hang out a lot.
00:24:27Mm-hmm.
00:24:29You know, it can hurt pretty bad when you get caught up with the guys around here.
00:24:33Just, you know...
00:24:42It's different when it's your family.
00:24:45I wouldn't know that.
00:24:49What Tip sees in you is exactly what he hates in himself.
00:24:54You think he's just gonna forgive you and forget about it?
00:24:57Grow up, tell you it's all right?
00:24:59Go ahead, dip my sister.
00:25:01I've seen what you've done to every other girl in town. It's okay.
00:25:04What do you want me to do, turn things off?
00:25:06What do you want Tip to do?
00:25:08I want him to calm down, I guess.
00:25:11That's not gonna happen.
00:25:13Maybe if he didn't go down in every girl's history book as the asshole ex-boyfriend.
00:25:17Maybe if he didn't go down in every girl's history book as the asshole ex-boyfriend.
00:25:23But you have.
00:25:33I had a dream that...
00:25:38you grew a garden on a trampoline and...
00:25:42I was so happy that I invented peanut butter.
00:25:48I saw them together today.
00:25:51What are you doing with her?
00:25:53What are you saying?
00:25:55He's gonna fuck your sister like he fucked me and everybody else in this town.
00:25:59Are you fucking my sister?
00:26:01Who are you?
00:26:03Who do you think I am?
00:26:07He didn't even feel anything, you know? I was just another girl.
00:26:11I still kept going.
00:26:15I still kept going with him.
00:26:18I thought I loved him. I mean, I thought he was in love with me.
00:26:21I thought one day he'd wake up and be in love.
00:26:25I don't even know who you've been talking to.
00:26:27You're lying. You're a lying son of a bitch.
00:26:29Tip! Don't!
00:26:31Tip, stop!
00:26:33What are you even talking about?
00:26:35What do you got to give?
00:26:37I don't even know who you've been talking to.
00:26:39What do you got to give?
00:26:42He's just jealous, man. He wants to fuck his own sister.
00:26:45What?
00:26:47Come on!
00:26:49Come on! Get up! Get up!
00:27:10That's good to you, motherfucker!
00:27:16All right, all right.
00:27:18I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine.
00:27:22Tip!
00:27:24Tip!
00:27:26No, we ain't friends no more.
00:27:28You ain't even in my top ten!
00:27:32Later, Tip.
00:27:37Who was that girl at the river?
00:27:41Tammy Kleiner.
00:27:46She's this girl.
00:27:48Did you date her?
00:27:51Did you sleep with her?
00:28:00Wait.
00:28:02Can I say something?
00:28:04I'm sorry.
00:28:05No.
00:28:06Are you okay?
00:28:07No, don't be sorry.
00:28:08What'd I do?
00:28:10I just wanted to say that, um...
00:28:15I've never had sex with anyone before.
00:28:21But I trust you.
00:28:28You trust me?
00:28:45Do you trust me?
00:28:55I've made some ugly mistakes.
00:29:01Who, the girls?
00:29:03The most really ugly.
00:29:06And anything that would make you feel more comfortable
00:29:12for you to know, I wanted to tell you that stuff.
00:29:19Because I care about you.
00:29:21Because I care about you.
00:29:24Oh, a lot.
00:29:29And when...
00:29:32You know, when people from before come up,
00:29:36you know, I want you to understand
00:29:43what they hate when they see me.
00:29:54I think that...
00:29:57I feel like...
00:30:01if everything that you've done before
00:30:04makes you who you are now,
00:30:08then no matter how ugly it is,
00:30:16I'm just gonna have to learn how to deal with it
00:30:19because by now it's you and me.
00:30:25And...
00:30:29you're the best boy for me to hold on to,
00:30:31and I know that I'm the best girl for you.
00:30:35So...
00:30:38if you don't choose to say those things, then I won't ask.
00:30:57The first time I had sex, I was 13 years old,
00:31:00and it was in a...
00:31:0213 years old.
00:31:04And it was in a cinderblock basement
00:31:07with this older girl that I didn't know.
00:31:11And then when we were all...
00:31:13when we were finished,
00:31:15I was...
00:31:17I was nervous, and I...
00:31:21I was trying to be cool, and I told a joke,
00:31:23and it was stupid.
00:31:26And...
00:31:28she never spoke to me again.
00:31:33I just want to make sure that a million years from now
00:31:36I can still see you up close
00:31:38and we'll still have amazing things to say.
00:31:52I'm gonna go now.
00:31:55Okay.
00:32:03How am I supposed to think this girl isn't up for you?
00:32:08Well, you'll meet her, and then you'll know.
00:32:11And what if you ain't good for her?
00:32:14Crazy.
00:32:16I mean, you're not... you're not careful or...
00:32:20educated or honest or strong or...
00:32:25Oh.
00:32:27You don't have any faith.
00:32:30You don't have any faith.
00:32:35You're like every man that's ever been in my life.
00:32:38I'm pretty strong.
00:32:41Yeah.
00:32:43And you're funny.
00:32:45You're funny.
00:32:47But, you know, baby, I...
00:32:50I get hurt, and I worry about others like me
00:32:52that don't mean any harm.
00:32:54I've stood where she stands. I've seen the look you have.
00:32:57I'm just happy.
00:33:00Look at me and say that.
00:33:03I'm happy.
00:33:05I don't believe you.
00:33:22Are you in love now or something?
00:33:25What do you mean?
00:33:27When you finish being in love, you should come over to my house.
00:33:30I got a waterbed.
00:33:32What's that supposed to mean?
00:33:34Nothing. Hey, what's up?
00:33:35When are you gonna hook me up with your friends?
00:33:37I've been working out. Check out these pipes.
00:33:39Look at this.
00:33:53Well, wait up.
00:33:56Who's number two? Who's backup for you?
00:33:59What?
00:34:01Who would be the second one you'd go with?
00:34:03First choice is not available.
00:34:07Who's number two?
00:34:09Well, I don't want to choose a number two.
00:34:13Well, you don't have to act on it or anything,
00:34:15but just if you had to, who would it be?
00:34:18It wouldn't be anybody.
00:34:20If you had to choose a backup.
00:34:22Why would I have to choose?
00:34:24If you had to, everybody else is gone.
00:34:26What if I want to be alone?
00:34:29Okay, you can't choose alone or number one.
00:34:33Who's number two?
00:34:35What? That's a ridiculous question.
00:34:38Okay, who would you have sex with more, me or a preacher?
00:34:41All of the people that pass through your life,
00:34:43and they come and they go,
00:34:45finally they're all gone, and there's no...
00:34:49There's no second best,
00:34:51but she's the one who talks to you
00:34:55with all you need to be,
00:34:57and she laughs at the funny things you say,
00:35:01like she's in on a joke,
00:35:03and then she whispers in your ear.
00:35:11You know, when she first died,
00:35:14I wouldn't even shake,
00:35:16because I could see myself in her eyes
00:35:20before they closed,
00:35:22and I was naked looking over her,
00:35:29and I was primed.
00:35:31But the good stuff that you felt with Elise,
00:35:35was that worth it?
00:35:37I think about that,
00:35:39about how I'd feel if something happened to you,
00:35:45or your mama,
00:35:47or Feng Shui,
00:35:49or, God, love another woman again.
00:35:57I never want to feel that close ever again.
00:36:04Are you still seeing Eric?
00:36:06Yes.
00:36:07Why?
00:36:08Still pop the pimples on his back?
00:36:11I'd rather do that, though.
00:36:13I'd rather him listen to me,
00:36:15and me pop his pimples,
00:36:18Does he ever get jealous?
00:36:20Yeah.
00:36:21He does?
00:36:22He is jealous.
00:36:23He talks to another guy?
00:36:24Yeah.
00:36:25But he understands a lot of times.
00:36:27He'll sit there and he'll watch.
00:36:31It's not that much that he's not worried about me,
00:36:34or anything.
00:36:35He's worried about the other man.
00:36:37He says,
00:36:38Men are unpredictable.
00:36:39There's one thing you cannot trust.
00:36:41That's true, I think.
00:36:43I've learned that the hard way.
00:36:45You cannot trust men.
00:36:47Have you ever had any bad run-ins with men?
00:36:50Well, I've been at boarding school with all girls
00:36:53since I was 12,
00:36:55so not much experience.
00:37:16You got a little something on your hair, do you?
00:37:21I like it when you smile at me.
00:37:28Do you want to spend the night together?
00:37:31Oh, you mean like a slumber party?
00:37:33A sleepover?
00:37:38We can make a tent and hide in the pillow.
00:37:42We can make a tent and hide in the pillow.
00:37:46I think that's a good idea.
00:37:55It smells like pork tacos in here.
00:37:59Ooh, two rooms.
00:38:03Sweet.
00:38:11What do you want to do?
00:38:14Wait, what do you mean?
00:38:17Oh, um, I don't know.
00:38:19Did you want to get drunk or something?
00:38:23Not really.
00:38:25Do you want to get drunk?
00:38:27No, no, I don't.
00:38:29I didn't know.
00:38:31No, I don't.
00:38:37Did you want to get beat up by a pillow?
00:38:40Yes, and...
00:38:43Good, because that's...
00:38:47Submit.
00:38:49No.
00:38:57I still have my pillow.
00:39:00I realize this.
00:39:11I want to show you something.
00:39:27What?
00:39:33I used to go fishing a lot with my dad.
00:39:38One summer when I was...
00:39:4112.
00:39:43We went to Lake Sturts together.
00:39:52I was a good fisherman, so I used to get to reel the fish in.
00:39:58And then my dad would take them and cut them up,
00:40:02and then he'd cook them.
00:40:06And we'd get to eat them.
00:40:09But, um...
00:40:11One day, I was, um...
00:40:16I was driving the boat.
00:40:21And I wasn't supposed to because I wasn't old enough.
00:40:28But my dad let me take the wheel because he was drunk, and...
00:40:37There were these kids out in the middle, swimming, you know.
00:40:43Tip doesn't even know.
00:40:46And, um...
00:40:51I guess I let the boat get away from me, you know.
00:40:56And, uh...
00:40:59I ran over this little boy, and, um...
00:41:04We thought we must have killed him because...
00:41:09He wasn't coming up, and everybody was screaming hysterically.
00:41:20My dad, um...
00:41:25My dad pushed me down to the bottom of the boat, and he told me not to look.
00:41:31And, um...
00:41:33I grabbed a fish hook from the bottom, and I just started scratching...
00:41:40My side.
00:41:43And, um...
00:41:46Then when I came home, I was...
00:41:50All cut up.
00:41:54He had me tell Mom and Tip that it was an accident, but it wasn't.
00:42:03You're the first person that I want to tell that to.
00:42:07Because you're the first person that I've wanted to talk to for more than five minutes.
00:42:12Ever.
00:42:14Baby, I like that you...
00:42:17I like that you trust me.
00:42:24Does it hurt still?
00:42:34It hurts because, um...
00:42:39I know it was going through my head when I did it, but...
00:42:44It was like a release, you know, and that...
00:42:49I was...
00:42:53I was glad. I was glad that I had a pain.
00:43:09You're so nice.
00:43:14Sometimes I'm scared of myself.
00:43:23But I'm not scared with you.
00:43:36Your hair.
00:43:40Ow!
00:43:53Get undressed. Get in the water.
00:44:02Are you okay?
00:44:05I thought I was wearing my boxers.
00:44:15It's cool.
00:44:22Two seconds.
00:44:53What?
00:45:05It's cold.
00:45:07It's cold.
00:45:11You're a baby.
00:45:14Excuse me.
00:45:18You see that right there? See that puppy? That's Tuskibs right there, girl.
00:45:22I don't know if you know anything about Celtic lore.
00:45:26But that's the Irish symbol for fist fight.
00:45:31Whoa!
00:45:35No!
00:45:44Are you okay?
00:45:47I tore my nuts.
00:45:51No more cannonballs, baby.
00:45:55Only belly flopping. And no more pulling down pants games.
00:46:00Only what?
00:46:03Only belly flops.
00:46:07Oh, it hurts. I don't like it when it hurts.
00:46:16Kiss me on my neck.
00:46:19You want me to kiss you on your neck?
00:46:22Right there.
00:46:25Right there?
00:46:27All right, hold on a second.
00:46:29You sure right there?
00:46:34Where again?
00:46:36Right there.
00:46:38All right.
00:46:45I don't want to have sex with you.
00:46:50You attract me to me.
00:46:58You're the best.
00:47:01Okay.
00:47:10Will you just sit here with me?
00:47:14Sometimes I can't tell.
00:47:18I wish I could read your mind.
00:47:23I don't want it to be like what it was with other girls.
00:47:32Hey, did you fuck her yet?
00:47:37Did you?
00:47:44Is this top secret? Is this I'm not supposed to know?
00:47:48Special delivery?
00:47:51Well, I don't know. If I've been going out with her for this long,
00:47:55I'd probably at least have felt her body.
00:47:58If I've been going out with her for this long, I'd probably at least have felt her boobs.
00:48:02I meant to tell you that. She has nice boobs.
00:48:07I'm sorry.
00:48:27Do you think that sometimes your friends aren't good for you?
00:48:33Or that you might not be good for your friends?
00:48:43I talked to Beth last night. She and the girls think I'm avoiding them.
00:48:48You mean you weren't?
00:48:52I guess I just lost track.
00:48:56So we decided to go to Vicky's lake house next weekend.
00:49:01Oh, just you and the girls are going to go?
00:49:04Well, would you want to go?
00:49:07No.
00:49:10There's timber there.
00:49:13And pine needles and cones and sand.
00:49:18I get nature in my crannies.
00:49:21Well, I like the lake in the wintertime.
00:49:25I like the sound of water.
00:49:28Maybe.
00:49:31I guess that I'll just go and learn how to miss you.
00:49:38You can do the same thing here.
00:49:59Hey, I want to dance.
00:50:03But I don't want you to watch.
00:50:28I can do this for a solid hour.
00:50:59Mom.
00:51:02Mom.
00:51:05What are you doing?
00:51:08What are you doing?
00:51:11Mother.
00:51:14Hello.
00:51:17Where have you been with my car?
00:51:21I don't know.
00:51:25Where have you been with my car?
00:51:29I forgot about your thing.
00:51:32Yeah.
00:51:34You were supposed to be here, oh, God, four hours ago or something like that?
00:51:38Did you know that it was Levante's birthday party?
00:51:40I told you that, actually.
00:51:42I remember you saying something.
00:51:44Yeah, Levante.
00:51:47The kid that couldn't walk?
00:51:49I waited for an hour and then I rode my bicycle.
00:51:52By the time I got there, the party was over and he was back in bed.
00:51:56Sorry.
00:51:58That's all you have to say.
00:52:00Well, I'm really sorry.
00:52:03Listen, I'm sorry I forgot about it.
00:52:05I don't even remember you telling me about it, but I believe you that you did.
00:52:08I've been a little occupied lately, and I understand.
00:52:11I missed it.
00:52:14Where were you?
00:52:16I was just off.
00:52:18Doing what?
00:52:20Hanging out with...
00:52:22This girl?
00:52:24Yes, with this girl.
00:52:27Mom, I'm not a kid anymore.
00:52:29I gotta go with how I feel.
00:52:31I just do.
00:52:33What else am I supposed to do, stop feeling?
00:52:35For your selfishness, I paid the price.
00:52:38I live here because I love you and I don't want to see you alone.
00:52:42I'm sorry if you're just jealous or sad or you just want to shelter me.
00:52:46I'm very happy, actually.
00:52:50Jerk.
00:52:52Don't call me a fucking jerk.
00:53:09She's yours, bitch.
00:53:11Let's beat it.
00:53:13Hit the girls!
00:53:18Guys!
00:53:20Catch this!
00:53:22Come on, guys!
00:53:24Give me the bottle!
00:53:27Nice job, son.
00:53:29And dip our nuggets with me!
00:53:31And get the girls drunk!
00:53:43Watch the 26 car, he's coming up behind you!
00:53:58Your man's gonna be pissed!
00:54:09Drive out!
00:54:39Hey Tip, missed you at the race.
00:55:08You didn't do real well, but...
00:55:15You do right by her?
00:55:28Of course I will.
00:55:31She's uh... changed the heat a lot.
00:55:38I know.
00:55:40It's hard for me, cause uh...
00:55:42I know the way you are, you're like me.
00:55:45You're my partner in crime.
00:55:53She makes me daze in here.
00:55:56Boy, we banged a lot of chicks, huh?
00:55:59We'd come down and we'd laugh about it on the way home.
00:56:04I'd lick it for a stick, you know what I mean?
00:56:11One time, remember that time I had two girls at once in my daddy's bed?
00:56:14Had me a tongue, protruding in each ear.
00:56:19Man, look at us. We're getting old, boy.
00:56:28You know what I mean, man?
00:56:30I never grew up.
00:56:32I still sleep with the light on, wet my bed, suck my fucking tongue.
00:56:38All the girls I ever been with, I never spent a night away from home.
00:56:42Afraid I'll have bad dreams, man.
00:56:47Everyone thought Justin was a retard, but he ain't got nothing on me.
00:56:56Remember I had this little ladybug collection?
00:57:02It was real special to me.
00:57:05One day I get home from work and Justin...
00:57:10He let them all go, you know?
00:57:14I know he's just a kid, but I said...
00:57:19Hurtful things, man.
00:57:23Little ladybug collection?
00:57:29You wanna hear something funny?
00:57:32What's that?
00:57:37I'm gonna be a daddy.
00:57:43You gonna do what?
00:57:45Rachel Keelan. Found out about it yesterday.
00:57:50She's been sucking on these master cylinders ever since, man.
00:57:53She's out balling behind the bushes deciding if she wants to keep it or not.
00:58:03You know what the truth is?
00:58:11I don't wanna lose it, man.
00:58:18Last night I decided I'm gonna hold a little more intake.
00:58:26I cried for the first time since I was a little baby.
00:58:33Can you believe it? I cried because I was happy.
00:58:40I'm a pussy, huh?
00:58:42Yeah, you're a pussy.
00:58:44Then I get up this morning and I cry myself back to sleep again, man.
00:58:49Damn.
00:58:51Do you love her?
00:58:55Oh, shit.
00:59:00Well, I guess.
00:59:13Well, there you go.
00:59:30Come here.
00:59:33Sit.
00:59:34Good boy.
00:59:45My brother never approaches me.
00:59:47Well, this ain't exactly a sport and Tip's not much of an athlete.
00:59:54He says he thinks I'm a victim.
00:59:56He thinks you're a victim?
00:59:57Yeah.
00:59:58What do you think?
01:00:01Do you miss my sister?
01:00:04Why, do you?
01:00:06Yeah.
01:00:10Yeah, me too. She's nice, ain't she?
01:00:12Go teach me how to play piano.
01:00:14Teach you how to play what?
01:00:16Go teach me how to play piano.
01:00:19Teach you how to play piano?
01:00:20Yeah.
01:00:21Sure I can.
01:00:25For 50 bucks?
01:00:26Huh?
01:00:28Nothing. Give me five, dude.
01:00:30Ow, my hand.
01:00:40Hello?
01:00:41Uh, what's up?
01:00:44What's going on? Where are you?
01:00:47I'm at Vicki's lake house. We're having a party. I'm on the deck.
01:00:52You're having a party?
01:00:54It's just a bunch of drunk people.
01:00:57I've got a surprise for you.
01:00:59Oh, a surprise.
01:01:01It's kind of drastic. I don't know if you'll like it.
01:01:05What is it?
01:01:09What is it?
01:01:10Yeah.
01:01:11Well, it's a surprise.
01:01:12Oh, well, why don't you all just give it to me when you get back here, I guess.
01:01:16Yeah.
01:01:18I was hanging out with Justin.
01:01:22He wants me to teach him how to play the piano, but I don't know.
01:01:27I'm not sure what to do. I don't know the right, like, a lesson for it,
01:01:31because I don't really know how to play the piano that well, but, um,
01:01:35we've just been hanging out a whole bunch.
01:01:39Hello?
01:01:40Hello.
01:01:41Yeah?
01:01:44Are you having a good time?
01:01:46There's this guy. He keeps hitting on me. He's such a dork. I wish he would leave.
01:01:50I miss you.
01:01:52Yeah, I miss you, too. So, what, is this guy, like, a friend of Vicky's or whatever?
01:02:01Yeah, he's just a friend. It's kind of raining here.
01:02:04Is it really?
01:02:05Yeah. Really raining, actually.
01:02:08Yeah, it must be the precipitation.
01:02:22That was perfect.
01:02:46That was fun.
01:02:59I think your hair looks great. It makes you look completely different.
01:03:03You think?
01:03:04Yeah. It's great.
01:03:07Where did it all go?
01:03:11It makes your eyes look bigger in a really good way.
01:03:15It's too short.
01:03:20It's not that short.
01:03:21It's pretty short.
01:03:22Well, you know.
01:03:24It looks really good, though.
01:03:25Thank you.
01:03:27I'm really happy you're here.
01:03:30I'll miss you a little bit.
01:03:43I'm sorry I'm a little hungover.
01:03:45I hear you. Big weekend.
01:03:49There was this guy, Patrick, who was there, and he was coming around, and he was mooning everyone.
01:03:55You know, you'd be talking, and there'd be, like, this big butt in front of you.
01:03:59And then there was, like, this house of elderly people, and he pulled down his pants and he shot a firecracker through his legs at them.
01:04:10It was funny. You would have thought it was cool if you were there.
01:04:15Do you, um...
01:04:21Let's go somewhere.
01:04:23I mean, I have a place for us.
01:04:28I have a surprise for you.
01:04:30You do?
01:04:31I do.
01:04:33Come on.
01:04:36No.
01:04:37It's not far. I promise.
01:04:39Listen.
01:04:40Come on.
01:04:41No. Can we talk for a second?
01:04:45Sit down.
01:04:49I had such a funny weekend.
01:04:53Funny how?
01:04:55There was this guy that I met at the lake. He was a friend of a friend.
01:05:05What did you do about him?
01:05:25Baby.
01:05:29Baby, what did he do to you?
01:05:37What?
01:05:38We fucked.
01:05:43I didn't mean for it...
01:05:47I don't know how it happened.
01:05:50I didn't plan... I tried so hard not to make it hurt.
01:05:55When did he hurt you?
01:05:57He raped you?
01:05:58No. Not to make it hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
01:06:11What are you talking about?
01:06:16I'm talking about... I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm trying to be open with you.
01:06:25Why?
01:06:27Don't say anything. Just shut up.
01:06:30I'm just trying to figure out what I'm going to do here.
01:06:33Wait a second. What am I going to do? Huh?
01:06:38How am I supposed to just get past this?
01:06:43What are you... What are you telling me that you had sex with some guy?
01:06:48I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.
01:06:50What do you mean you don't know? That's what you just said. You just said that to me.
01:06:53I know I said it. I know I said it. But I... I didn't... I didn't mean it.
01:07:01Oh, God. I mean, I didn't...
01:07:05Listen, if you just tell me what you want me to do here...
01:07:08I mean, tell me what I did to you so I can figure out how I feel.
01:07:11See, that's what I'm trying to say here is I need to figure out what I need here, okay?
01:07:15And I feel sick. I feel sick. I feel sick.
01:07:18Who is this guy? You had... You had sex with some guy.
01:07:24Do I know who he is? Oh, just tell me I know who he is. Tell me I know who he is.
01:07:30Where does he live? I love you. I love you.
01:07:33What? I love you.
01:07:35You what? I love you.
01:07:37Why would you say that?
01:07:40What is wrong with you?
01:07:43What did I do to you? It's just that I love you.
01:07:46Why would you say that right now?
01:07:49Because I want you to love me.
01:07:52Don't try to correct something that you fucked up by saying I love you.
01:07:57How did I... Why would you say that to me?
01:08:00What's wrong with you?
01:08:03What did I do to you? Did you hear me?
01:08:06I said I love you because how else... How else am I supposed to...
01:08:10How else am I supposed to explain to you that this isn't something that you did?
01:08:14This is not something that you did. I love you. That's how I feel.
01:08:19I'm looking at you right now, and I hear you talking,
01:08:22and all the words that are coming out of your mouth are like they're coming out of a stranger.
01:08:30Why don't you put your fucking hair back? I want to come back.
01:08:33Just come on back.
01:08:44Come on.
01:09:14Come on.
01:09:44Come on.
01:10:14Come on.
01:10:44Come on.
01:11:14Come on.
01:11:45Come on.
01:11:57And the worst part is, I don't even know this guy.
01:12:00It's just some guy that she met at a lake, and they're just hanging out at a lake,
01:12:03and then... Oh, and then he just fucks her brains out.
01:12:07You know?
01:12:10I mean, you don't understand.
01:12:13I've gone through 26 women in my life, and this...
01:12:16You know, and all of a sudden, I stop, and this girl breaks to the surface.
01:12:20This virgin breaks to the surface, and she does the exact same thing to me.
01:12:23She was a virgin? Yeah.
01:12:26You mean you never did... Oh, gee, damn.
01:12:33If anybody smiles at me ever again, I'm gonna freak out.
01:12:37You know, the worst is when it's the middle of the evening,
01:12:40and you say one little thing wrong,
01:12:43and they pitch a fit, and you still got to drive them home.
01:12:47Girls are smart.
01:12:50They figured us out.
01:12:53Women make you act like monkeys.
01:12:56They become monkeys and make you vulnerable.
01:12:59They let your guard down.
01:13:02They identify your weakness. Bam.
01:13:05They're in control.
01:13:08It's creative thinking.
01:13:11Kind of like when you were dating Kelly.
01:13:14I mean, if you want to bust a nut on halfwits all your life,
01:13:17that's your business.
01:13:20But you're about to have a baby.
01:13:23You couldn't even afford your braces.
01:13:36Hey, hun, this ain't gonna hurt a bit.
01:13:39I'm just gonna let it out.
01:13:46Thank you.
01:13:57Dude.
01:14:06Merry Margaret. I see you.
01:14:14Where have you been?
01:14:17I haven't been anywhere.
01:14:20I've been right here, nowhere.
01:14:23Let me get that for you.
01:14:26You lost an earring.
01:14:29You put that back on. I'll put it on for you.
01:14:32They look great, your earrings.
01:14:35My dad's been laughing at a baby.
01:14:38Did he?
01:14:41His name's Bradley.
01:14:44Well, congratulations to your...
01:14:47Happy birthday.
01:14:50When babies get born, it's like a woman's time.
01:14:53There's only girls in there.
01:14:56You try to pop your head in,
01:14:59and they don't want you around.
01:15:02I don't know.
01:15:05Listen, I want to talk
01:15:08about when we were dating.
01:15:11I wanted to say to you that
01:15:14if I hurt your feelings,
01:15:17if I hurt your feelings,
01:15:20then I'm sorry.
01:15:23I'm sorry to hurt your feelings.
01:15:26I'm really sorry,
01:15:29and I'm trying to apologize to you in a real way.
01:15:32You're not sorry.
01:15:35You know how I know that?
01:15:38Because you're not smart enough to be sorry.
01:15:41Guys like you, you don't quit,
01:15:44and you never leave.
01:15:47You're gonna be here forever.
01:15:50How does it make you feel, knowing that?
01:15:53Hey, mustache. Nice outfit.
01:15:56Did your mama get that for you?
01:15:59You gonna let me borrow them bottoms?
01:16:05Hey, do you want to know a secret
01:16:08that I didn't tell anybody, ever?
01:16:11No.
01:16:14Well, when I was walking the dog I had before Duane,
01:16:17I had this dog named Mr. T.
01:16:21His hair was sticking up like in a mohawk.
01:16:24And you know how ducks fly home in a V?
01:16:27It's like a V shape when they get home.
01:16:32And I was walking my dog,
01:16:35and I looked up and there's a big V above me.
01:16:41There's all these ducks flying back to their home.
01:16:44Can I please get a beer?
01:16:47And right when they flew above me,
01:16:52I saw them and they crashed into a big house.
01:16:55The whole V.
01:16:58And then they hit the ground,
01:17:01and they just kind of curled up.
01:17:05You ever fucking see that?
01:17:09Have you ever seen a mistake in nature?
01:17:13Have you ever seen an animal make a mistake?
01:17:17Have you ever seen an animal make a mistake?
01:17:48Don't yell, don't yell.
01:17:51What kind of plugs you have in here?
01:17:54Just stock plugs.
01:17:57Really? What kind of gas you put in there?
01:18:0087 octane.
01:18:03Wait a minute, y'all put mothballs in here?
01:18:05You put mothballs in here, didn't you?
01:18:07Well, we thought it would go faster.
01:18:09Do you have a ratchet set? You gotta have a ratchet set.
01:18:11I might have one in the back.
01:18:13Where do y'all keep it?
01:18:17In the car.
01:18:26Hey.
01:18:31Where you going?
01:18:34What?
01:18:36Come for a ride with me.
01:18:41Why?
01:18:44Because I want to talk to you.
01:19:01Did your car break down?
01:19:03Leland got it started.
01:19:06I'm in your truck.
01:19:10What are you thinking about?
01:19:15I'm thinking about how weak I must be
01:19:17for sitting in this car right now.
01:19:24I wish we could talk.
01:19:32It sounds to me like you got bus stops to talk to.
01:19:36We're just friends, and you know it.
01:19:39Oh, you guys are friends?
01:19:41That's awesome.
01:19:44Actually, I didn't know that.
01:19:46I thought he was my friend.
01:19:48But it's great that you guys are tight like that.
01:19:51We just started talking.
01:19:53He's really funny.
01:19:55We went bowling with Blake and those guys earlier.
01:19:58Yeah, I don't know.
01:20:00It's cool that this is so easy for you.
01:20:02At least I'm trying.
01:20:05See, that's where you don't know everything about me.
01:20:09I mean, you know a lot.
01:20:13And that's yours.
01:20:16You can keep it.
01:20:18I'm just a guy who thought he was finally on the right track,
01:20:22making the right moves.
01:20:25Bus stops to talk.
01:20:28Don't tell me what to do.
01:20:32Bustass said that...
01:20:34Don't tell me what Bustass said.
01:20:36That's not even his name.
01:20:38His name is Tracy.
01:20:40I don't care what that fucking dick said.
01:20:44I can't even talk to you.
01:20:46Listen to me.
01:20:49Every single girl I ever touched I regret every night.
01:20:55What does that mean?
01:21:02Are you saying that...
01:21:06you think that we should just forget about each other?
01:21:17That's the saddest thing in the whole world.
01:21:22I'm just saying that in the future don't come crying to me
01:21:27In the future don't come crying to me because...
01:21:33because I'm not fielding anymore of your midnight phone calls because you fucked up.
01:21:47Wait, wait, please stop.
01:21:50Will you come over one last time?
01:21:53Because I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
01:21:56I want to make sure that the words in my head come across to you.
01:22:04I want you to see the feelings I have for you.
01:22:26You can touch me.
01:22:56Shh.
01:23:26Shh.
01:23:45Are you okay?
01:23:56I don't know what to say to you anymore.
01:24:01Well, don't say anything.
01:24:04Well, don't smoke in my room.
01:24:27When you're sitting around crying, it ain't going to do you any good.
01:24:32I got news for you.
01:24:35You got to grow up and balance your personal life with responsibility.
01:24:40What am I supposed to do, dress up like a clown and change bedpans?
01:24:45I don't know what to do.
01:24:48I don't know what to do.
01:24:51What am I supposed to do, dress up like a clown and change bedpans?
01:24:56I don't understand why I have to listen to this crap when you know I'm fucking standing here with a broken heart about ready to slit my wrist.
01:25:03Oh, that's good.
01:25:05That's a good one.
01:25:08Do you know what this is?
01:25:12Do you know what this is?
01:25:15Clown clothes.
01:25:18That's right.
01:25:20This is what I get for living through hard times.
01:25:23These are the clothes I wear.
01:25:25This is my face now.
01:25:31Do you want to look like me?
01:25:34Do you want to look like this?
01:25:38I was fucking beautiful.
01:25:50I was fucking beautiful.
01:25:53Do you want to look like me?
01:25:56Do you want to look like me?
01:26:19Look at me.
01:26:27I got my own battles to tend to.
01:26:37And it don't mean that I don't love you.
01:26:43I don't.
01:26:46It's just I can see the future and you got other opportunities, opportunities that I didn't have.
01:26:56And I'm not the kind of mama that's going to stand by and let her son settle.
01:27:06Where is that going to get you?
01:27:10I just wanted to be like she never existed.
01:27:16No, you don't.
01:27:20I can tell you that right now.
01:27:24I can tell you that.
01:27:55Hey, Justin.
01:27:57It's good to see you, pal.
01:27:59I missed you.
01:28:01I missed you, too.
01:28:07Well, stop the world.
01:28:10You came to the door.
01:28:12You came to the door.
01:28:14You came to the door.
01:28:17You came to the door.
01:28:20You came to the door.
01:28:23You came to the door.
01:28:26I did.
01:28:33You know, I got some stuff to say if you don't, if you don't mind.
01:28:38Hey.
01:28:40You got any paper towels?
01:28:42Yeah.
01:28:44We're making macaroni and cheese. Do you want some?
01:28:54No.
01:28:58It's all over.
01:29:04No, I'm sorry.
01:29:06I'm sorry.
01:29:08Take it easy, buddy.
01:29:12Be strong.
01:29:23Be strong.
01:29:38Hey.
01:29:44What did you do?
01:29:47I got a fire in my truck.
01:29:54Does it hurt?
01:29:57Yeah.
01:30:16I'm not the smartest guy in the world.
01:30:24I guess what I was trying to do is become a better person.
01:30:35You know what I think?
01:30:43You know, my problem is not anything that you did.
01:30:53It's between me and...
01:30:58me.
01:31:08When I did what I did...
01:31:13it felt so...
01:31:18wrong.
01:31:22And that's when I realized that I love you.
01:31:29You can't understand it, but that's when I found out.
01:31:35It's an emotional thing, too.
01:31:38Nobody tells you that part.
01:31:41It's true.
01:31:45I miss your face.
01:31:52You know what?
01:31:54You're not allowed to hate me.
01:31:58Because I'm not gonna let you.
01:32:08Nobody said we had to be perfect.
01:32:23I wish it didn't hurt with every thought of you.
01:32:32You have my heart.
01:32:52I love you.
01:32:55I love you, too.
01:33:21Hi.
01:33:24Can you close your eyes?
01:33:29Pretend you can see the ocean.
01:33:33Pretend you're standing over the ocean.
01:33:40You're a millionaire.
01:33:43Pretend you're running under the ocean.
01:33:48You're jumping across mountains.
01:33:52You're jumping across mountains.
01:33:58Everybody loves you.
01:34:01I love you.
01:34:08Thanks.
01:34:11Sweetie.
01:34:19I used to be the richest man in the world.
01:34:24Now I'm sitting here looking out at this state...
01:34:28Happier than I've ever been.
01:34:32We're next to nothing.
01:34:42I'm thinking about growing a beard.
01:34:58Mom?
01:35:04Mom?
01:35:14You know, when you hit me...
01:35:17It hurt.
01:35:19I mean, it hurts.
01:35:22But it helped me.
01:35:29Have you ever held a baby?
01:35:33Hey.
01:35:35Are we always gonna be this old?
01:35:40I don't want to do it alone.
01:35:45I don't want to do it alone.
01:35:50I don't want to do it alone.
01:35:55I don't want to do it alone.
01:36:26I mean, I brought you all the way out here.
01:36:30It's not like I'm the one that needs swimming lessons.
01:36:33And the fact that you're not even trying...
01:36:36Well, that baffles me, really.
01:36:40I mean, what are you afraid of?
01:36:42There's no sharks in here.
01:36:47Suppose a water dog comes walking down the tracks and sees you...
01:36:50What's he gonna say about you, land dog?
01:36:56I don't know.
01:36:59I mean, if there's times in the world when it's time to take a chance...
01:37:03It's time right now to take a chance.
01:37:05What's this? Water. Get in it.
01:37:08It's just water.
01:37:10Listen, brother.
01:37:12This river goes two ways.
01:37:14That way...
01:37:16And that way.
01:37:19You know what I'm saying?
01:37:21It's like a puzzle with hands.
01:37:24Think about it.
01:37:36Are you happy now?
01:37:54You