A casual affair between a young musician and a married woman turns into an intimate and profound connection that threatens to derail their lives HD ( Drama, Romance )
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00:00:00Works in surprising ways with great pleasure. I now pronounce you husband and wife
00:00:30You're the other band yeah, the drummer was the one who
00:00:42So sorry
00:00:45Condolences
00:00:56It's nice
00:01:00Yeah, I don't know too many people you're a few I'm not gonna stay
00:01:08Hey
00:01:09Travis hi, I'm so glad you came of course
00:01:15Congratulations. I had a moment. Yeah, I mean it's it's a beautiful event. Do you have a light?
00:01:25You quit
00:01:28I thought you're bringing Monica. No, um something came up
00:01:33Hey, happy belated birthday. Yeah
00:01:37Thank you
00:01:39Okay, so joke going around the table is it's a shotgun wedding
00:01:44It's not I know I'm kidding
00:01:47But I mean I can understand it all happened kind of quickly
00:01:51We've been together eight months. Yeah, we were together for three years
00:01:56You know, aren't you guys are buying a house in Jersey, it's cute we move in a few weeks I
00:02:03know with us it wasn't exactly like a
00:02:06picket fence thing, but I
00:02:09Don't know I know
00:02:14It's easy
00:02:16Easy yeah, it's easy. Everything's easy. I'm happy
00:02:25Yeah, I will see you later
00:02:43Hey wipe down
00:02:52Beautiful ceremony wasn't it really?
00:02:55Nice day
00:03:02Waiting for a car. Yeah, I'm taking a cab to the train station
00:03:09Are you headed in Manhattan?
00:03:12I
00:03:18Know you yeah, I have a car coming. Oh
00:03:22You know if you want you to jump in with me
00:03:24Where were you?
00:03:26Gramercy. Oh, really?
00:03:28Lower side in Orchard Street. Yeah, I mean it's
00:03:31Not really out of there. That'd be great
00:03:34awesome
00:03:38Travis by the way. Oh nice to meet you
00:03:42I
00:03:58Can't take it. That's all right. Thanks
00:04:04So, how do you do you know the bride of the girl?
00:04:09You
00:04:10My husband is old friends with the groom's parents
00:04:15No, where she's still dancing
00:04:19My husband doesn't dance he had to go to Florida because his
00:04:25Mom fell it was kind of an emergency trip. She needs to be moved into assisted living
00:04:32Sunglasses
00:04:34There you turn back, you know, I mean the piece of shit anyway
00:04:44Okay there
00:04:50Amy and I used to date actually. Oh
00:04:54Really we had a band together. We started a songwriting partners and there's another guy. Yeah, what kind of music?
00:05:01Um these days not a whole lot
00:05:11Struggling to find a new sound change it up
00:05:17It's hard to change it up sometimes
00:05:31You
00:05:33Know what?
00:05:34Up on the far corner here be great
00:05:37It's you. Yes. Thank you. Thank you. Well, she the ride really do my pleasure. Don't love the train
00:05:46You know, I've been a let me see if I have my car I gave out so many cards cool what kind
00:05:51Yeah, I have one left. You do yoga
00:05:55yoga
00:05:58Once or twice
00:06:01Yeah, all right, maybe give it a shot, thank you
00:06:10Have a good night
00:06:13Travis
00:06:15Hey, Monica. I
00:06:17Tried calling
00:06:19What do you uh, what are you up to? I had dinner with Julie the peas are just walking. Oh cool
00:06:26Look nice
00:06:28Do you want to come up?
00:07:31I bought Megan millions. Oh
00:07:35I'll have one
00:07:47Where were you tonight?
00:07:55Julie's going to Cuba flying through Mexico
00:08:02We should do something go way together
00:08:16Do you ever wish I could sing three or something
00:08:32I
00:08:51Come for the beer
00:09:02I
00:09:06Couldn't sleep
00:09:08What's matter I
00:09:12Didn't want to push but we knew it's for you and a guest and I didn't forget Travis you keep me separate
00:09:16You don't introduce me to your friends
00:09:19I'm most of them live. They live in the suburbs. No, that's not the point
00:09:24And I saw you tagged on Facebook
00:09:27Hey, it's early
00:09:50Great I'm I don't I'm not sure what you want is a tempo or
00:09:53It's not light-hearted enough they pick up that ukulele behind you
00:10:01It's fun, oh, yeah, I forgot kind of websites is for again
00:10:07Discount travel
00:10:11And hey give it that airy tone, okay, so you want to be able to taste the margaritas and sombreros
00:10:22I
00:10:31Feel good. Yeah, you like that. Yeah, you feel you're in a hammock right now, you know
00:10:41How's that girl
00:10:44Monica good. I don't know. I think it's actually phasing out. Oh
00:10:50Man my wife and I were just saying we should invite you to over make dinner
00:10:55Just part of playing with the toddler. Yeah, I
00:10:59Don't have a thing. I need to make some changes
00:11:02I'll show
00:11:06Thinking I don't know. Maybe it's a that was it. It's a good run and
00:11:12Went to Amy's wedding over the weekend. How was that?
00:11:16It's a shit show
00:11:19I
00:11:26You know, if you ever need some extra cash we're gonna use it or wrangle focus groups get him to talk
00:11:31You're charming comfortable in front of people. Thanks. That's now I called you though. I
00:11:38Don't know
00:11:40My band was my life and I I
00:11:43Don't have that anymore. I don't I don't know. I don't know what I have really
00:11:50Song of yours was on the radio last week
00:11:53College radio, I don't think so
00:12:19I
00:12:47Can each of you describe your breakfast routine
00:12:50I usually run late. So I'll grab a breakfast bar. I
00:12:56Thought you ate cereal in the morning. I'm on the weekends. Mostly. Can you talk about why?
00:13:02well, I'm I take us 805 train into the city
00:13:06So by the time I've walked the dog and gotten dressed and everything
00:13:09I'm running to the train and I'll just I don't know a cereal bar is the same thing without the milk, right?
00:13:16Milk actually get it. It's not great for my stomach
00:13:19And you um, I eat cereal with the milk. I actually love the milk
00:13:26And not just like any cereal but like the sugary kind especially
00:13:32You know, no special K for me you eat cereal every morning. Oh, yeah. No, I eat it every morning
00:13:38You know my favorite cocoa puffs
00:13:47Motivation behind the cereal
00:13:50You
00:14:10And on the exhale push back into down the dog
00:14:13Your feet are hip-distance apart your fingers are lightly spread middle finger facing forward
00:14:18energizing your pose as if someone has a string attached to your hips going up and back
00:14:26Breathe here and on the
00:14:28third breath
00:14:30Step your left foot forward in between your hands and come up into warrior one
00:14:36Your hips are forward. Your back foot is at a 45 degree angle
00:14:42Find a spot above to focus your concentration
00:14:46Keep your concentration and breathe
00:14:51So try hard to straighten this back like if you can be patient with yourself drop those hips
00:14:59Be compassionate in your practice don't worry about what your neighbors are doing
00:15:03Drop those hips
00:15:07Be compassionate in your practice don't worry about what your neighbors are doing. This is your practice
00:15:16Yeah
00:15:22Hey, thank you, you're welcome. Thanks for coming. I'm about to lock up when I'll see you outside, okay
00:15:29Okay, so, um, yeah, I gotta get out of here. Thank you guys so much for coming congratulations on the new place
00:15:48Hey, hey, how are you?
00:15:54Yeah, yeah, I think so
00:15:59So, how you been good
00:16:03Good
00:16:06My run we got it we got it. No, I'm just busy like hectic
00:16:11Yeah
00:16:14Yeah, I don't know exactly what do you been uh, we've been up to
00:16:21Okay, go on the outside of it
00:16:26It's like my thing
00:16:29Oh
00:16:30That uh, that class was kind of exactly what I needed
00:16:34You should come back yoga will open you up
00:16:38Emotionally and physically
00:16:40How about a financially a romantic look?
00:16:44maybe
00:16:45You could try appreciate that. No promises. No, you have a good body for yoga. You're like strong. You have a good core
00:16:49Oh, thank you. My parents are both like
00:16:53stocky
00:16:55Really?
00:16:57Okay, stocky stock
00:17:06This is me
00:17:10Wow your place the whole thing. I know just the bottom two floors
00:17:21Yeah
00:17:27I
00:17:32See ya
00:17:51It was just being really friendly I don't know probably
00:17:57Maybe it was kind of cold. Yeah, maybe you're just not used to you. Uh, no, it's not that man. I just
00:18:03Okay, hey guys, all right today's one is on teeth whitening these questions and easy to dig deeper ask why
00:18:12Peel away the onion
00:18:13Last page is a list of demos if you have any friends
00:18:27I
00:18:35Was great, thanks
00:18:41You can just come in here, would you like some water?
00:18:44Sure tea. I was actually gonna make tea. Okay. I can't put my
00:18:50Sure
00:18:52Okay
00:18:56Hi, I also have one last thing you don't have to look at my camera you can just talk to me. Oh, okay
00:19:05Hi, I'm Ellen Hansen and I'm 44 years old and I own a yoga studio in Gramercy
00:19:15Hobbies I like to jog in Central Park when I can I
00:19:20Like to read fiction, I just finished visit from the goon squad
00:19:27With my yoga studio we do community outreach we teach yoga in the local public schools, which is a lot of fun and
00:19:36I'd like to go to movies. I'd like to travel
00:19:43That it
00:19:44Okay
00:19:45How do you feel when you have bad or less than optimal breath? Why?
00:19:50And how do you know?
00:19:56No, he's still away he doesn't really go to an office anymore. He's a real estate developer
00:20:03Does he take yoga
00:20:06We got a great laugh
00:20:09Do you have kids no do you know that I'm aware of ha
00:20:17so
00:20:20This is where I brush my teeth, so I'm just brushing my teeth just brushing your teeth
00:20:39How does it make you feel
00:20:50I
00:21:03How does it feel refreshing I guess I like
00:21:08How smooth my teeth feel afterwards?
00:21:14More this is oddly intimate
00:21:17Yeah
00:21:20Tell me more
00:21:24It makes me feel
00:21:27Clean like like the the guck of the day is gone like I'm resetting
00:21:31But like I said, I'm obsessive. I brush my teeth in the morning at lunch in the afternoon and then when I go to bed
00:21:41See what else give me a second
00:21:50So
00:21:59Henry's still down there. Yeah for a while. I think
00:22:06Kind of nice to have a break
00:22:08Hey, guess what? We're on the list
00:22:12Really? Yeah
00:22:14The adoption agency could call at any time tomorrow
00:22:17Next week in a year. Who knows?
00:22:20That is great
00:22:25Right you want a cookie look at my bed. It's all broken it see you see Wow
00:22:30You must be a really good afternoon Ryan. Can you be a big boy and put your PJs on?
00:22:43It's just Lee amazing how many idiots there are in this world why I'm stuck in this case
00:22:50Good night, Ryan
00:23:01You're texting on that thing
00:23:04Nobody really
00:23:08Set risotto. Yes. It is risotto. I know you do. I made it. Thank you
00:23:20Oh
00:23:23Shanti
00:23:28Sometimes when we do yoga emotions buried deep inside come up to the surface
00:23:37These emotions
00:23:38Take more energy to suppress than to address and can keep us from being our true selves
00:23:46the beauty of practice is
00:23:49Changing that
00:23:52Have a good evening namaste
00:24:18Hey, hey
00:24:31I
00:24:34Don't know I was just gonna get tickets to that. Yeah, you want to see movie?
00:24:42Do you
00:24:48It's you gotta drink first
00:25:18I
00:25:49Oh
00:26:07You're beautiful
00:26:19You
00:26:32Someone sees me I'm going to jump on the bridge
00:26:43Can't go to my place I wasn't asking
00:26:48I
00:27:03Know I'll Elena the address in one minute just
00:27:19You
00:27:39Look like Audrey Hepburn
00:27:42Shut up
00:27:47We can watch TV if I don't I do anything we'll leave
00:27:52I
00:28:22I
00:28:52I
00:28:54I
00:29:20Order room service
00:29:24I
00:29:55I've never done anything like this before
00:30:00I
00:30:30I
00:30:32Hello
00:30:37Yeah, everything in the room is fine
00:30:42Actually, uh, can I order some room service?
00:30:49Burger
00:30:54Yeah, no a salad
00:31:00I
00:31:30Need that
00:31:55Ready Oh
00:32:00I
00:32:05Open right Oh in and out
00:32:31I
00:32:33Tell me something by yourself
00:32:40My tongue is too big for my mouth. Hmm. I can make it really wide to look
00:32:48You're fun, you got a great spirit. Mm-hmm. I did
00:32:56Your marriage
00:32:59Hmm my marriage saved me actually
00:33:05How's that
00:33:07You know, I came to New York to dance when I was 18 I started
00:33:13dancing professionally
00:33:16And then a year or so into it. I injured my knee. I was never the same
00:33:22Couldn't get back to soloist
00:33:25and I
00:33:27Met Henry right around that time. Mm-hmm. He sort of rescued me
00:33:34Hmm
00:33:38You know, it's funny
00:33:40I've never been with a man in his 30s
00:33:43What do you mean? I?
00:33:45Sort of skipped that stage
00:33:47My husband's 63
00:33:52Oh
00:33:55He was in his 40s
00:34:01Sort of like he was my sugar daddy
00:34:25I
00:34:27I
00:34:52Got one
00:34:58I
00:35:09Let you get back tomorrow you are here. Yeah
00:35:14Good I was just up on the computer
00:35:19Yeah
00:35:27Big
00:35:30How's the flight
00:35:35My glass of wine, okay
00:35:40Take this up
00:35:52Put on a couple of pounds
00:35:55I'm too tired to unpack. It's not healthy at your age
00:36:06Florida's depressing
00:36:12Never really thought before how big your penis is
00:36:17You're very fixated on my body tonight, it's true
00:36:24In a while
00:36:28You could have come, you know, he's visited
00:36:39Reading Franklin Roosevelt biography
00:36:49Too tired to unpack. How do you have the energy and yet I do
00:36:55I'll be
00:37:01Was that for bringing me to some random hotel in Brooklyn, yeah
00:37:10Now when you text me you you always write toy I say you're my boy toy
00:37:19Not that much
00:37:22I'm thinking of you
00:37:42What am I doing wrong you're not focused let's go again. I remember lead the distance, right?
00:37:51I
00:37:54Great that was great. That was an excellent repost. Let's go again
00:38:01Considering the fact that you're left-handed and you're taking this up right? Yeah, I think you're doing great. Yeah fucking tennis elbow
00:38:09Wait, do you get to be my age? Everything starts hurting?
00:38:12This chickens actually good. The truth is I forget
00:38:16Inside my head. I'm still 35 years old. I
00:38:19See what my mother's going through and I realized when Ellen's only the age I am now
00:38:24She's gonna be pushing me around in a wheelchair in some old-age home and wiping your ass. No, they got nurses for that
00:38:30I hope it's just a good part
00:38:32It's the elephant in the room. No
00:38:36So I am I heard you're on a list
00:38:39a great mother
00:38:42They look at me there are younger couples
00:38:49I
00:38:58Don't I don't know what I was thinking I
00:39:01Freaked out on you. That's what happened. Well, I mean you're right. I should have I should invite you
00:39:07No, but you gotta understand. I keep hearing my dad in my head
00:39:11marry a lawyer exactly
00:39:14I
00:39:17Nice earrings. Thanks. I stole them. Um, I
00:39:21What I borrowed them. I'm
00:39:23house-sitting
00:39:25Yeah, and I went to the wife's jewelry box. Oh great
00:39:29One of the reasons why I freaked out on you is because my lease was up and I was hoping you were gonna ask
00:39:33me to move in
00:39:35Well, I mean that would have been for the wrong reason. I'm glad you didn't so I went on Craigslist
00:39:41And I came across this couple who were looking for someone to apartment sit
00:39:45So I told them I live five blocks away and they're paying me to just come by water plants. Just keep an eye on nice
00:39:53Do you want to see the place now? I mean, yeah
00:39:57Okay
00:39:58Yeah, let's do it
00:40:01Okay
00:40:07Yeah, the husband was transferred to Hong Kong for you shit this
00:40:10Is
00:40:27What do you do again
00:40:29Merging markets and finance what else? Oh, yeah. I was wife and I really hit it off. They totally trust me
00:40:35with their jewelry
00:40:37And their cat Max is around here somewhere
00:40:41Are you seeing someone else?
00:40:44No, why I
00:40:47Don't know you just seem you seem very Travis
00:40:53When you love to look like this
00:40:57And look what they left me sick
00:41:03The husband makes thousands of dollars every hour
00:41:08And then just kicks back right here
00:41:11Money, it's so tied to everything. Yeah, I am
00:41:15I'm trying to think about it
00:41:24The next time you're on tour, I'll be a road manager
00:41:29Yeah, I mean, I don't know when that'll be if ever that'll pass
00:41:37I
00:41:41Don't know it's starting to feel more like a
00:41:45Bad habit these days I can hinder it's more than anything else really
00:42:00All right, okay
00:42:07I
00:42:30Picked these flowers from my mother's grave
00:42:38Because I wanted to explore what I could do there I
00:42:43Believe that death is very important
00:42:45part of artwork
00:42:48You know, I actually find the act of giving a flower to someone as a romantic gesture to be incredibly vulgar and thoughtless
00:42:55Which is why I want you to look at dying flowers the death of the flower. Huh? No, totally. That's that's deep man
00:43:07Oh
00:43:21Friend of a friend which one remembrances? Yeah, it's got the flowers
00:43:31This is my husband Henry, hey nice to meet you Pauline Steve Oh
00:43:37How do you two know each other he takes class at the studio Oh occasionally, yeah, yeah sometimes when I'm not lazy
00:43:46Familiar really? Yeah, we'll see at our Christmas thing last Christmas
00:43:54But
00:43:56You guys should check out the show. Yeah. Well, we're just about to go out and get some sushi
00:44:00But hey, you want to join us? Oh, I
00:44:03Appreciate it, but we're actually we're meeting friends for drinks. Oh
00:44:07Don't let us stop. Yeah
00:44:11Nice to meet you. Yeah
00:44:31He's nicer than I imagined
00:44:34Don't you imagine
00:44:37An angry old man grumpy
00:44:41Why would I
00:44:43How did I be with an angry old man
00:44:49No, there's no way
00:44:55You know
00:44:58You thought that's why I was with you
00:45:03No
00:45:07And why
00:45:16You know, it's not because of him not really sure
00:45:25I
00:45:35Have
00:45:38All this stored up energy to
00:45:42Love someone in addition to him. I
00:45:47Think
00:45:50Without kids this is
00:45:55You know, it's not like I can be sleeping with two men at the same time
00:46:05No
00:46:11That make you happy
00:46:14I
00:46:24Can't be jealous of your husband
00:46:33To be really fucked up, but if you had someone else
00:46:44Maybe something more
00:46:48You
00:46:53We should go away for a weekend
00:46:56Wouldn't be nice to
00:46:59Sit freely in a cafe go for a walk without looking over her shoulder
00:47:05She get out and go to like Philly or Chicago for a weekend
00:47:10You ready to go
00:47:14And
00:47:28From plank pose we bring the left foot forward bending the knee settling down to prepare for pigeon pose
00:47:37Inhale elongate the spine exhale fall forward
00:47:40Relaxing the back letting the stretch be letting go of all expectations
00:48:11You
00:48:24Hey
00:48:29So, where are we going it's a surprise
00:48:36Did you make reservations
00:48:40Need the bathroom. Yes, I'm gonna take a quick shower. Okay, you're not gonna tell me no
00:48:45That's what they call it a surprise because you don't know
00:48:53Look at these guys
00:48:56I wanted to tell you I have a workshop this weekend. Well, when this weekend?
00:49:01Yeah, one of my teachers was supposed to lead a class up to the cat skills
00:49:05Oh, but her sister just had a baby early. Well, my fencing tournament is on Saturday
00:49:11Well, it's alright. There'll be others
00:49:15You know, I think we're a little early why don't we
00:49:17How does this place know?
00:49:19This just for a place to eat though. This looks nice. I'm sorry
00:49:24Now I'd like to bring to the stage a dear friend a great humanitarian and a lovely human being please. Welcome peekaboo point
00:49:36This place got a great right
00:49:40I
00:50:10I
00:50:40I
00:51:11Oh
00:51:15You want another drink you don't want to
00:51:23We're out
00:51:26Yeah, I do I do
00:51:30And he said because I'm trying to examine you that's the kind of day I had, you know
00:51:41To the stage a great performer and a real knockout the absolutely incomparable demolition
00:51:54Okay, so we're gonna take this serial non-rejector insight
00:51:57I'm gonna cut that so that it goes over to the other platform from the serial rejector. Yes, Kevin. It's simple, right?
00:52:03All right, cool for the presentation. We need to start off with a single mom then the housewife then we go baby boomer
00:52:09I'll be right back. Where you going a minute?
00:52:31Hello talk about coming upstairs and kidnapping you with a fake gun and why didn't you
00:52:39Make a scene
00:52:41Drive barefoot
00:52:46I had an idea
00:52:50You got it all figured out like I just get in the car you'll be back tomorrow
00:52:56Give me a minute a minute one minute hurry
00:52:59Hey, could you cover this solo? Yeah. Thank you. Thank you. Where you going? Okay, remember that girl. Are you serious?
00:53:06I won't work late Monday. I will I promise. I love you. Thank you. Thank you
00:53:14All right, so it's a moment of truth are we going south or are we going north? Oh my god, I don't know
00:53:20I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know
00:53:22I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know
00:53:24I don't know. I don't know. I don't know
00:53:26I don't know
00:53:29I don't know
00:54:00I
00:54:04Drove from New York to LA by myself
00:54:29Stop distracting
00:54:59It's a good thing
00:55:29I
00:55:48Hello
00:55:59Hello, I'm gonna stay
00:56:20Hello
00:56:29Hi welcome, all right, let's get my note. No, I
00:56:34Rose Ellen. Hi. Good to meet you
00:56:37I left a note. I had to go to the market. Oh, that's okay
00:56:42Glad you got here a little earlier than I expected. We made a really good time. All right, so it's a quiet weekend
00:56:49So I thought I'd offer you the rosebud suite. It's bigger more comfortable
00:56:53Yeah, all right
00:56:59You
00:57:09Died yeah, the the drummer was my college buddy Chris
00:57:18How'd he die
00:57:21Alcohol poisoning
00:57:24These other guys brought him back to the apartment after a party and
00:57:30I just left him in his room
00:57:36Amy and I got back home later went to sleep didn't even know he was in the apartment
00:57:45Next morning I checked him to get breakfast and I
00:57:53Found him dead there
00:57:55That's
00:57:58Awful, yeah
00:58:04It's awful
00:58:08Still not sure if he was dead by the time we got to the apartment or not
00:58:14That weighs on you
00:58:18Yeah all the time
00:58:21Plus, you know, I went to the funeral and his
00:58:27His father blew up at me saying it was my fault, you know, we let him get reckless look the other way which
00:58:39Wasn't true, you know
00:58:42But I was cut out of it I
00:58:44Had no idea what happened
00:58:48How you tried to make your peace with it
00:58:51I
00:58:53Guess we would have moved out but it's
00:58:56It's rent stabilized. So I'm moving out. It's not making peace
00:59:20I
00:59:28Grab your scarf
00:59:50Oh
00:59:56Hi, you're up early this morning. Yeah, that's usually beautiful this time of day
01:00:02There's a woodpecker on the property this morning. I heard
01:00:06You have cell reception here. Yeah, it's intermittent at best. I'm gonna go try another spot
01:00:20I
01:00:50I
01:00:55Travis
01:00:58Travis
01:01:04Hey, let's get up I
01:01:13Need to go home
01:01:17Already yeah
01:01:21Let's get dressed
01:01:44Want me to drive
01:01:50I
01:02:15Am fine
01:02:20Just pull over here, okay
01:02:33What did I do
01:02:37Nothing Travis, it's me
01:02:42Please tell me why do you have to care?
01:02:45You know, we're not married, right do you understand that yeah, we're not married I thought you weren't happy with him
01:02:52I never said that. I never said that
01:02:54Relax, please
01:03:01Does anybody know about us
01:03:16I mentioned a friend on the phone. He lives in Chicago
01:03:21Anybody else a friend
01:03:26My friend Jason
01:03:29Yes, I was with him when I ran into you and Henry at the gallery opening he knew about us
01:03:33No, I don't understand. You just said that you told him about it. I did. I don't understand. What are you not telling nothing else?
01:03:40Why would you tell anyone we met at a wedding?
01:03:42Ellen there isn't anyone that we both do you know Ellen what is this guy doing go?
01:03:55What happened drive all over where over the side of the race on the grass
01:04:02You okay, did you hit your head? I'm fine what happened shit
01:04:13Shit
01:04:15Oh
01:04:39It was just an overnight class
01:04:43You're right
01:04:45Yeah, where's Henry he's finished oh
01:04:59So
01:05:01How'd it go?
01:05:02Good. Oh, yeah, I came in fourth
01:05:05That's great. Well. They were only four of my age bracket. Oh
01:05:11Not so bad I
01:05:13Think it's a good sport for you. Yeah, it's a good place to put my aggression
01:05:30All right got a call this afternoon
01:05:34Ulster County Police I
01:05:37Confirmed for them
01:05:39Confirm what?
01:05:41That I was your husband
01:05:44It's just a taillight
01:05:46They came at the passenger's name as well
01:05:52Okay, I can stay home, you know if you're no, I'm fine really
01:05:58Hey, I don't want to stop you from celebrating but I'm proud of you
01:06:09See ya have fun. Hmm
01:06:13I
01:06:43I
01:06:56Okay, I've done my toiletries
01:07:11I love you
01:07:13I
01:07:22Need to keep your distance for a little while, okay, please I wasn't
01:07:44I
01:07:46Trick is to really get much more aggressive out there, you know to not be if you're passive
01:07:51It just puts the ball in the other person's court and lets them, you know
01:07:54Run the whole thing and you've really got to take them into your own and it's really the secret, you know
01:08:01You're not defending yourself. You're just waiting for the opponent to strike first
01:08:08Offense is the best defense, you know like life
01:08:13Ready to order
01:08:38Did you drink a few
01:08:44Can smell it
01:08:47Thought you were asleep
01:08:51Couldn't find your painkillers
01:09:01Are you gonna tell me what happened?
01:09:04Feel well
01:09:08Is that why you came back early
01:09:12On my way home
01:09:15Don't worry, it's minor
01:09:18Can you stop moving around really a yoga retreat time is it I
01:09:24Checked the studio website. The retreat wasn't listed
01:09:28It should have been
01:09:34You have no respect for me, it's disgusting
01:09:43I'm still in this marriage. Where are you?
01:09:46Here now work. I said we're we're worried. I don't know what you're talking. Just say it. What do you want me to say?
01:09:52Oh, this is bullshit. I
01:09:56Mean after all the back-and-forth and the tests and the whole adoption process you're gonna throw it all away now
01:10:03You don't want a child you don't so stop okaying me that's the line it's bullshit
01:10:12That is just like you just like me what
01:10:15What the heck does that mean? What the fuck does that mean?
01:10:18Haven't I give you the space you always asked for when did I ask for space?
01:10:21Oh, it was obvious and then Henry we are just going through a thing
01:10:26Oh, is that it Henry a thing a thing? I am in pain. It's embarrassing
01:10:32If there's one thing in life, I hate more than anything
01:10:34It's being embarrassed in front of my friends and that's exactly what you're doing. You don't understand anything here. This is not about you
01:10:58You have nowhere to go
01:11:03Oh
01:11:11This is absurd, this is absurd
01:11:32A
01:11:43Wine
01:11:49Water scotch
01:12:02I
01:12:17Just want you hope to walk
01:12:24Get a glass of water, okay
01:12:32I
01:12:59Went
01:13:02I
01:13:32I
01:13:48Speak to me, please
01:13:54No, you wouldn't be giving up
01:13:56I
01:14:26I
01:14:56She's a swamp beast from New Hampshire
01:15:01Kill your kid
01:15:14From New Hampshire
01:15:26I
01:15:45Yeah, just when I finish the students we should talk people get through
01:15:57You know this
01:16:01Listen to me who cares
01:16:26I
01:16:36Need you find out
01:16:40For the car I had a feeling but not until today that I know who
01:16:50I need a new sofa. I'm not blaming you
01:16:56I
01:16:59Wish you would
01:17:02Why
01:17:07All right
01:17:09Well, that's it I'm not sure
01:17:13It's like you're
01:17:15Okaying me
01:17:17Which is insulting or you you're continuing to avoid?
01:17:22You know, I'm sick of being the emotional one in this family. You're the one walking away
01:17:27I'm too old for this. That's all
01:17:30For us no for shit Henry. We missed our opportunity
01:17:36And this is not what I want my life to be like
01:17:39Like I woke up in a nightmare. I have nothing about our life is a nightmare except
01:17:45Is it over
01:17:50Look it's up to you. I wish it wasn't
01:17:57Just
01:17:59One thing that I know I think I know
01:18:03Whenever you decide to stop getting in bed with him
01:18:05I did whenever you choose whether it's now or later whatever problems you had before with me or with yourself was still gonna be there
01:18:11Don't lecture me from the sofa. I wanted to be a mother and you let my eggs dry
01:18:17After two miscarriages Ellen fuck you two miscarriages you and I both know we couldn't handle that again
01:18:24Let me let me say my piece
01:18:27You
01:18:29You've always been an independent woman
01:18:32That's what I loved about you. That's what I love about you
01:18:37You're here
01:18:38You're on your own. You don't you don't need a crutch. I do though
01:18:44asshole
01:18:45That was a compliment
01:18:48I can't do this
01:18:56Reality here
01:19:00Don't stay with me just because you want to pick up a kid
01:19:05I'm not to mate him
01:19:08If you take it that way, how am I supposed to take it? You're the quitter
01:19:18Stoic it's bullshit. It's all bullshit bullshit. You put this weight on me Henry, you know
01:19:28Maybe a part of me did this for us. Oh
01:19:33But you know what nothing scares you what nothing scares you I'm terrified of what I'm what I'm losing you
01:19:40obviously of
01:19:43Change
01:19:46I'm
01:19:48Overcompensating and pushing you away
01:19:51Starting over
01:19:53With you or without you
01:19:56But um, you're right I
01:20:00Dare you push me forward or push me away either way. It's your move Ellen
01:20:15You
01:20:22Hey
01:20:23beers in the cooler
01:20:26You remember Beth Andrew? Yes. Hey, I see you guys. They just spent a year in San Fran. I see the physics, right? Like
01:20:33You you're a mad scientist
01:20:36nanotechnology
01:20:37Jason, can you do me a favor in front of the store?
01:20:39I forgot the brownies need yogurt, but I got Magnolia and the burgers are on I can do it
01:20:45It's not from you know where the story
01:20:47I'll go Travis. Come with me doctor, you know how to flip a burger
01:20:56Still doing that
01:20:58You know, I thought I lost her but she just texted me Travis never really had her in the first place. You don't get a man
01:21:04All right, you need anything I'll be right up
01:21:34You
01:21:58She sent you let's sit
01:22:04I
01:22:11Doesn't take a genius to figure out her cell phone
01:22:16When I was your age, we didn't have all this email and text so hope you don't mind if I'm more comfortable talking face-to-face
01:22:27You had your dick in my wife
01:22:30I
01:22:33Wouldn't put it that way how would you put it?
01:22:40What did she tell you I mean we spoke a lot about you you know nothing about me I know the best part of you
01:22:47I'll give you that. I guess I already did
01:22:53Look I wasn't gonna play mind games with myself wondering who you were that would have just been worse
01:22:58But you don't know Ellen
01:23:01You think you do but you don't know what makes her tick
01:23:04her mood on an uneventful night
01:23:07Why she's up on some random Tuesday at midnight cleaning the corners of the bathroom
01:23:12Or what she smells like when she comes in from walking around the city. No
01:23:17how she
01:23:19Tucks her foot under my leg in bed
01:23:22Looking to find calm to fall asleep. She wishes you were someone else
01:23:28The good stuff the real stuff
01:23:35Takes time
01:23:41You're not married
01:23:44No
01:23:48So meddling with my wife it isn't like that wasn't wasn't like that
01:23:53I
01:24:01Worked too hard and
01:24:04Sacrificed too much dealing with the bullshit in this city. Just making money and putting it away for now
01:24:10I'm not gonna let you or any other young shithead come along and ruin what time I have left to enjoy my life
01:24:16Do you understand I?
01:24:19Thought maybe a kiss or something and then she'd get prudish and regretful and come back but this
01:24:27fucking hurts
01:24:31And you didn't give a thought to who
01:24:35When you have a wife you'll understand
01:24:40She needed me
01:24:43I
01:24:48Was mutual I guess how indescribable
01:24:57Completely clear open
01:25:03Easy
01:25:09I didn't think negative. Don't call her
01:25:12I love her with every cell in my body
01:25:17And I'm not gonna let her just drift away do you understand
01:25:23And if you have to take yoga go fucking stretch with somebody else
01:25:29Some perverted karmic thing maybe I deserve this
01:25:40Some perverted karmic thing maybe I deserve this
01:25:59I
01:26:29I
01:26:52Hey get my message you up for taking a drive
01:26:59I
01:27:06What's you exotic force
01:27:24Far from your arms
01:27:26It's taken me through cities far
01:27:34They've carried me and on the sound of a heart
01:27:42Barely holding on
01:27:45You breathe my lungs you keep me strong
01:27:56I
01:28:07Smell the city's hell
01:28:11Climbed the iron stairs I
01:28:15traded clouds for dreams
01:28:18Travis lost a year at sea
01:28:22And on the sound of a man
01:28:25Hi barely holding on
01:28:29Come in breathe my lungs
01:28:33You keep me strong
01:28:36We're going down
01:28:40Nowhere I've been
01:28:43And in this hollow sound
01:28:47It's so hard to live
01:28:54And
01:28:59Through these roads
01:29:05Heels dragging slow
01:29:09They drag for you
01:29:12And on the sound of a heart
01:29:16Stretched far so wide
01:29:19You breathe my
01:29:27But I'm an honest man
01:29:31No harm
01:29:34And on my blood well, I will come home again
01:29:48I
01:29:54Thank you next song is called hooker toes
01:30:18I
01:30:33Enough to wonder why I was you look good
01:30:42No, I am alone my husband's not gonna jump out from garbage can
01:30:48I
01:31:03Don't really remember it from the last time it was not myself
01:31:09It's pretty tiny
01:31:12It's you
01:31:15Shock that I'm here
01:31:19I'm confused
01:31:22Yeah, it's been confusing I
01:31:27Shouldn't even
01:31:29Yeah, I couldn't not
01:31:34You know
01:31:43Even on my mind the last couple months a lot
01:31:49and it's
01:31:51It's a real mix of emotions for me. It's only you know, only we know
01:31:58What that was?
01:32:01It's uh
01:32:03It's pretty spectacular
01:32:10I hold it. I want you to know that I cherish it. I
01:32:18Needed some time to myself
01:32:22If that makes any sense
01:32:28I love you Travis. I
01:32:33Know
01:32:40You told my husband that uh, he was indescribable
01:32:49Yeah
01:32:52That stuck with him I
01:33:01Can't say my love for my husband is indescribable
01:33:07But what I do have with him is not in the least bit indifferent
01:33:13It was for a while
01:33:15But you when I
01:33:19Changed everything
01:33:23And I may never have
01:33:29This connection
01:33:37I won't lose what I have with him because I just hope you understand that there's still a lot there
01:33:46Some of them I'm rediscovering I
01:33:51Know I can't take you away from him and I'm not the devil
01:34:00But um, I
01:34:05Really hoped that I
01:34:07I
01:34:11Just I don't know if I'm gonna ever find you again
01:34:20You will
01:34:33We're working on some things I'm
01:34:37Head out of town in a few weeks. Oh, I'm actually going away. I mean Henry and I are going away, too
01:34:44We're rehearsing doing it playing a couple of small venues and
01:34:50That's great
01:34:55Yeah
01:35:01Thank you for saying goodbye, you know me
01:35:07I
01:35:37I
01:35:54Your blue eyes show