• 3 months ago
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00:00Until Umi learns the way.
00:02Will I be able to see Natsu-kun next?
00:12Even if Mama is gone,
00:14let's practice together so that Umi can see Natsu-kun when she wants to.
00:20Okay.
00:23Karakke! Karakke!
00:30Karakke
00:32Karakke
00:34Karakke
00:36Karakke
00:38Karakke
00:40Karakke
00:42Karakke
00:44Karakke
00:46Wait a minute. I'm going to make karakke.
00:48Can you make karakke at home?
00:50Yes, I can.
00:52Mama made it for me, right?
00:54Can I buy it when it's cheap at the supermarket?
00:58Yes, you can.
01:02I'm going to warm it up with a toaster.
01:04It'll be crispy.
01:06That's right.
01:08I didn't ask you about your favorite food.
01:12It's my first time making karakke at home.
01:14I'm looking forward to it.
01:16I'll do my best.
01:18Do you have anything to do?
01:20Well, then...
01:28Karakke
01:30Karakke
01:32Karakke
01:34Karakke
01:36Karakke
01:38Karakke
01:40Karakke
01:42Karakke
01:44Karakke
01:46Karakke
01:48Karakke
01:50It's delicious, just like at the supermarket.
01:59I'm sorry. I have to go to work.
02:09Here you go.
02:11How is your life with Natsuko?
02:13It's fun.
02:15That's good.
02:17I'm sorry to leave Natsuko alone.
02:19Oh, that's what you think.
02:22Even though Aoi likes Natsuko.
02:25Even though Aoi likes Natsuko.
02:27Yeah.
02:29Even though you like her.
02:31You're holding back from seeing her.
02:34Did you feel the same way?
02:36What?
02:38Why did you break up with Natsuko?
02:46I wasn't with you.
02:49We were close.
02:52I see.
02:54Is it because Umi is here?
02:58I don't think so.
03:02All adults are bad at love.
03:06What about you?
03:09I think I'm the worst at love.
03:15I'm fine.
03:17I'm just a stranger.
03:19Mizuki, I think you'll be angry soon.
03:22You won't come to see me.
03:28That's not true.
03:32I'm grateful to you.
03:34I'm sorry to leave you alone.
03:41I think I'm calm now.
03:52It's okay if it's still difficult.
03:56Come to my grave when you're ready.
04:00I'll tell you where it is.
04:04Okay.
04:16Can you stay at my grave on the 49th?
04:20Yes, please.
04:25Zuno won't come.
04:29Maybe he's worried about you.
04:33No.
04:35He doesn't care about you.
04:40He was close to Mizuki.
04:45What are you doing?
04:51I'm going to my grave.
04:59Aren't you at your grave now?
05:03I'm here now.
05:07Why don't you stay here forever?
05:11I'll go to my grave when I die.
05:20Okay.
05:45Mizuki, did you say something?
05:48No, I can't speak.
05:51I'm your sister.
05:55You're right.
05:57Don't you feel pain when you become my sister?
06:04No, I don't feel pain.
06:09Don't you need medicine?
06:12No, I don't need it.
06:18I'm glad to hear that.
06:39My dad made this for me.
06:43It's cute, isn't it?
06:45Is it better than just a picture?
06:49I mean, how do you feel?
06:54I took him to the forestry school.
06:56And I took him to the entrance exam.
06:58What?
06:59When he's sad, I make him cry.
07:03It's like a charm.
07:07Can you fix this?
07:11I can. Thank you.
07:14Okay.
07:39I'm Nagumo.
07:43Nice to meet you.
07:45Nice to meet you, too.
07:48Have a good day.
07:51See you tomorrow.
07:59Excuse me.
08:02I'm Tsuno. Nice to meet you.
08:05Nice to meet you, too.
08:13Excuse me.
08:14Excuse me.
08:16Excuse me.
08:27Nice to meet you.
08:29Excuse me.
08:31I'm a child.
08:33Do you have a daughter?
08:35Yes, I have a three-month-old daughter.
08:39I don't have a husband.
08:43I don't have a husband.
08:53Tsuno.
08:56I'm going to change.
08:58Take a break.
09:01Okay.
09:03I'm going to change.
09:12Are you going home?
09:13Yes.
09:14What are you going to do?
09:15I'm going to run.
09:16Thank you for your hard work.
09:17Thank you for your hard work.
09:27I forgot my lunch box.
09:31I'm Umi.
09:34I'm one year old.
09:35Nice to meet you.
09:37Nice to meet you.
09:41You're really a mother.
09:43Yes, I am.
09:45I'm a daughter.
09:46Isn't it hard?
09:48You're a little girl.
09:50Don't overdo it.
09:54I can't.
09:57That's what everyone says.
10:00It's hard.
10:02Do your best.
10:04But don't overdo it.
10:09If I don't overdo it, my child and I will die.
10:17I'm sorry.
10:19I was careless.
10:26I was careless.
10:30I'm sorry.
10:36Well...
10:40I...
10:42I don't have a child or a girlfriend.
10:45Yes.
10:47I read books when I get home.
10:50I read books on my day off.
10:53I don't raise my child as a hobby.
10:56I'm sorry.
10:58I don't read books as a hobby.
11:10I don't think I can do it anymore.
11:15I was born without permission.
11:18I don't want to rely on my parents.
11:22But I can't do it alone.
11:25It's easier to rely on others.
11:29I don't know what happened.
11:32I don't make decisions.
11:39Then...
11:44Then...
11:46I'll send you the address of my apartment and nursery.
11:51I'll send you a message.
11:53What?
11:57Yes.
12:04Umi.
12:06Tsuno.
12:08It's strange to say that.
12:13Tsuno.
12:15It's nice to meet you.
12:19Touch.
12:21Touch.
12:23Touch.
12:38Bye.
12:41I'm back.
12:43Welcome back.
12:45Thank you for your help.
12:47Did the water stop?
12:49Yes.
12:51I was in a hurry.
12:53I'm glad.
12:59Would you like some tea?
13:01Yes, please.
13:03It's small.
13:15Tsuno.
13:17I don't understand.
13:21Do you have a boyfriend?
13:25No, I don't.
13:28I see.
13:32What about you?
13:34I don't have a boyfriend.
13:38You don't have to worry about that.
13:41What?
13:42If you have a boyfriend, let me know.
13:45I don't want to depend on you.
13:51I'll wait for you.
13:53Okay.
14:00I'm sorry.
14:07I'm sorry.
14:13Are you dating him?
14:16No.
14:18I see.
14:22I'm still in love with him.
14:26I hate it.
14:29It's okay.
14:31You want to be in love with him.
14:33Really?
14:34Yes.
14:35You don't have a boyfriend, do you?
14:40I don't.
14:42You look happy.
14:51I'm sorry.
14:53I was sleeping.
14:56You were a good girl.
15:05I'm sorry.
15:32That's...
15:36Did you ask me to let you go?
15:40Did you run away?
15:42Wait a minute.
15:44You're delusional.
15:47That's what I was going to do.
15:53Does he know?
15:58I don't know him.
16:01I don't know him.
16:04Do you think I know him?
16:06I just didn't tell you.
16:08Wake up, Umi.
16:10You should have told me.
16:12I don't know if he's going to the hospital.
16:17You're having a hard time.
16:20You don't know anything.
16:23You don't know anything, do you?
16:28I don't know about Umi's father.
16:31I don't know, so don't blame me.
16:37I'm sorry.
16:41Wake up, Umi.
16:51What's a hospital?
16:55Are you okay?
17:01I see.
17:06You're right.
17:12Maybe I should let him know.
17:15What?
17:23Where's Umi?
17:25Tsuno is looking after her.
17:27Why didn't you bring her with you?
17:29I just wanted to tell you something.
17:32What is it?
17:36Did you find someone?
17:39Tsuno?
17:49I don't think I can do it.
17:54What do you mean?
17:59I don't know.
18:07I was worried that you wouldn't take a nap.
18:11But you always hang out with your friends.
18:16I thought the only thing I couldn't choose...
18:19...was whether or not I was going to be born.
18:24Yes.
18:27I'll leave the information from the nursery here.
18:30When I had a fight with my mother...
18:33...it was right after I was born.
18:36So I changed the subject.
18:39I didn't ask her to give birth to me.
18:42I thought it was annoying.
18:47But I had to decide...
18:51...whether or not to have Umi.
18:57I wanted to let Umi decide...
19:00...but I couldn't.
19:04There's a store on the first floor.
19:07Let's go buy something.
19:09But there's one more thing...
19:13...I can't decide on my own.
19:18Do you have pudding or jelly?
19:21I can't decide...
19:24...when I'm going to die.
19:28I can't decide whether I'm going to be born or die.
19:36Now I understand...
19:41...how it feels to kill yourself.
19:46I don't want to die, but I understand.
19:50You have to choose your own path.
20:02Then let's reconsider.
20:06Let's get treatment.
20:11It might help.
20:15I want to see Umi.
20:19It might not heal.
20:22That's what I want.
20:26I don't want to stay here...
20:29...and live a little longer.
20:33I want to spend more time with Umi.
20:50I'm sorry.
21:03What do you want?
21:07Pudding?
21:10Jelly?
21:15Yogurt.
21:19Or tangerine?
21:22Okay.
21:26What if there's no tangerine?
21:29I don't want it.
21:32I don't want it.
21:48I don't have tangerine yogurt.
21:51Did you buy tangerine and yogurt?
21:55Yes.
21:59I didn't know there was such an option.
22:18Umi is my priority.
22:21That's why.
22:26Okay.
22:30I'll do anything for Umi.
22:34I will, but...
22:37...I don't want my body to suffer.
22:40So please help me.
22:45Okay.
22:48I'm sorry...
22:52...but please continue to help me.
22:56Okay.
22:59I'm sorry.
23:07Okay.
23:10I'm sorry.
23:18Do you want to eat?
23:22Yes.
23:34Do you need an ambulance?
23:37It can't be helped.
23:40Here.
23:49Mommy.
23:52Umi.
24:07Umi.
24:13I'm sorry, Umi.
24:16I have to work.
24:19I'll wait for you.
24:27Does it hurt again?
24:33Did you take medicine?
24:38Do you want to get better?
24:54Is that all you wanted to tell me?
24:58I'll spoil you when I'm gone.
25:01But don't spoil me.
25:07What about Umi?
25:10She's cute.
25:13She doesn't ask me to take care of her.
25:16I see.
25:19If you don't worry about Umi...
25:22...that's the best thing to do.
25:25Yes.
25:29What is it?
25:32If something happens, tell me.
25:35You don't have to worry about me.
25:43If you don't worry about Umi...
25:49...that's the best thing to do.
25:53When I stopped worrying...
26:00...I got scared.
26:09I got scared...
26:13...of dying.
26:23I thought...
26:26...I'd be safe.
26:29That's what I thought.
26:32But suddenly...
26:52I'm sorry.
27:22I'm sorry.
27:52I'm sorry.
27:56I'm sorry.
28:22I'm sorry.
28:52Excuse me.
28:57I'll help you.
29:00I know what's going on with Umi.
29:03Don't touch me.
29:07We're family.
29:10It's okay.
29:16I'm sorry.
29:19I'm sorry.
29:49I'm sorry.
29:58Tsukiyoka.
30:01I'm sorry.
30:04It's okay.
30:07I'll be there at 9.30.
30:10I have a favor to ask you.
30:20I'm going to go get some air.
30:35Wait here.
30:50When I first met Yamato...
30:53...I left Natsu and went alone.
30:56When Yamato was 7.
30:59Yes.
31:02He didn't listen to me at all.
31:05He refused me.
31:09That's how it started.
31:13It wasn't like it is now.
31:16It wasn't like it is now.
31:30You must be jealous of Mizuki.
31:37Jealous?
31:40I am.
31:44I think it's unfair that she's dead.
31:52I know I shouldn't say this...
31:56...but you can say that to Yayoi.
32:09I'm jealous.
32:13It must have been hard for you.
32:16It must have been hard for you.
32:19The illness.
32:25But...
32:30...every time I know something...
32:33...I get jealous.
32:37I want to have a lot of beautiful memories.
32:43I hate myself for thinking that.
32:52I understand.
32:57I understand, but...
33:00...I was fine.
33:04Because of Natsu.
33:07That's why I'm worried about you.
33:10You and Yamato...
33:13...are not in the same position as me.
33:16There's no one to lean on.
33:21I'm sure...
33:25...it'll be hard for you.
33:41Are you tired?
33:44No.
33:55I'll give you this.
33:59It's a necklace.
34:02I don't need it.
34:05I don't need it.
34:09Necklace?
34:11Mizuki.
34:16Mama?
34:22I got a little.
34:24Before I put you in the grave.
34:31In here?
34:34Yes.
34:36Mama is small.
34:39Don't let it get caught.
34:42Okay.
34:45Yes.
35:04Yes.
35:06Are you still at home?
35:09No, I just got home.
35:12I just got home, too.
35:17If you don't want to...
35:20...go to the grave with Yayoi.
35:23If you don't want to go to the grave with Yayoi.
35:28I don't want to.
35:31Let's go.
35:42Yayoi.
35:45Mama is over there.
36:05Okay.
36:09Tsuno.
36:25Tsuno.
36:27After the funeral...
36:30...you didn't come to see me again.
36:33I guess I was too careful.
36:36I just took time to accept you.
36:41Because you were always close to me.
36:44I see.
36:47You're right.
36:54I was jealous.
36:57Because I didn't know anything.
37:01I was jealous...
37:04...because I knew you well.
37:07I was jealous...
37:10...because I knew you well.
37:13I don't think it's a big deal...
37:16I don't think it's a big deal...
37:21It's okay.
37:24You have me.
37:28Okay.
37:36Wait for me, Yayoi.
37:41Let's go.
37:44Let's go.
37:55I'm going that way.
37:58To the station?
38:00It's okay.
38:02I'm going to the station, too.
38:07Umi is there.
38:10Okay.
38:12See you.
38:26Let's go.
38:31How long have you been together?
38:34About three years.
38:38She went to see you in the spring.
38:41She went to see you in the spring.
38:45Mizuki?
38:48She took Umi with her.
38:51But...
38:52But...
38:53But she didn't see you.
39:07She went to see you in the spring.
39:10But she didn't see you.
39:16She told me in front of the apartment.
39:19She said she was with another woman.
39:22She said she was with another woman.
39:25She said she was with another woman.
39:28That's her decision.
39:31It's not like you did anything wrong.
39:44That's the kind of person you are, Nagumo-san.
39:49I don't want you to be treated like that.
39:53I'm leaving.
40:02Please tell me everything.
40:06Why are you trying so hard?
40:14Because I want to be a mother.
40:20That's great.
40:24It's amazing how you're prepared to be a mother.
40:31Does it have anything to do with gender?
40:34Why do you expect me to be more of a mother than a father?
40:41I'm sorry.
40:43I just said what came to my mind.
40:46We don't use the word mother, but we do use the word mother.
40:52It's like a mother's unconditional love.
40:55Not all mothers are like that.
40:59Tsuno-san, do you have any recommendations?
41:02But I think the one you chose is good.
41:05It's about motherhood.
41:07Motherhood?
41:08It's an exhibition on Mother's Day, right?
41:10What is motherhood?
41:12What did you say?
41:14Unconditional love?
41:16Yes.
41:17If I were to put it into words...
41:23I'm sorry.
41:24I touched the tree.
41:26There are so many mothers out there who can't love their children.
41:30And you're talking about motherhood.
41:34Is that what you mean by unconditional love?
41:45Am I wrong?
41:49You're absolutely right.
41:52Motherhood is a convenient word when you want to sum it up in one word.
42:02I'm sorry.
42:05Are you listening?
42:09I was a little upset that you chose the exact opposite person.
42:16You're a little similar.
42:21That's why you're upset.
42:25I don't think we're similar.
42:28You don't know.
42:31You don't know about people you don't know.
42:35Well...
42:36Well...
42:49I got a call from Mr. Tsukiyoka yesterday.
42:55He asked me to come to visit Mizuki's grave.
42:59He said he wanted to see Mizuki.
43:06That guy, Mizuki, is really annoying, isn't he?
43:11Yes.
43:16I know you contacted him.
43:19If you need anything, please let me know.
43:26Yuya.
43:28Don't decide on your own like Nagumo-san.
43:36Okay.
43:42I left my bike over there.
43:49Okay.
43:58Knock!
44:01You told me to knock, didn't you?
44:04Let me hear it.
44:06I'm not as good as Tsuno-san.
44:09Okay.
44:14Okay.
44:16Come here.
44:23Here I go.
44:29Bear and cat.
44:31Bear and cat.
44:34One morning, the bear was crying.
44:38It's about my father.
44:42Tsukiyoka is a nice guy.
44:45I can't tell him how I feel.
44:47You feel responsible for him?
44:49He's not like my son.
44:51I'm just jealous.
44:53I can't believe I'm starting a family.
44:55It's a tough life.
44:57I want to live with him.
44:59I was shocked.
45:01Everyone looks sad.
45:03They look like they're having a hard time.
45:05They're nice.
45:07I'm sad, too.