Honey Boy (2019)

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Honey Boy is a deeply personal drama written by Shia LaBeouf, based on his own life experiences. The film explores the turbulent relationship between a young actor, Otis, and his estranged father, who struggles with his own demons. Through a blend of past and present, Otis grapples with childhood trauma and the pressures of fame. Directed by Alma Har’el, Honey Boy showcases powerful performances and offers an intimate look at the complexities of family, identity, and healing.
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00:04:59If you leave, we will have to notify the judge,
00:05:01and you will serve those four years.
00:05:04Right.
00:05:05So where do we start?
00:05:07I don't know, boss.
00:05:08You tell me.
00:05:09I'm obviously not equipped to make any decisions.
00:05:11I'm an egomaniac with an inferiority complex.
00:05:16Let's try again.
00:05:18How about I'm a professional schizophrenic?
00:05:20What do you want me to say?
00:05:21I'm a piece of shit.
00:05:23I want you to write an account of your memories
00:05:27so we can get you started with some imaginal exposure.
00:05:32What's that?
00:05:33It's a simple way to stop avoiding
00:05:35trauma reminders that get you triggered.
00:05:37I avoid trauma reminders?
00:05:38My whole work's required, motivated by trauma reminders.
00:05:41I'm talking about triggers that make your distress levels
00:05:44unmanageable and result in violence.
00:05:46Like what?
00:05:47Well, whatever makes you angry,
00:05:48that's a good place to start.
00:05:52Otis, I've been doing this a long time.
00:05:54I saw your tests and you have clear signs of PTSD.
00:05:58No, I don't.
00:06:01From what?
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00:08:22What do we say about talking like that?
00:08:23Well, that...
00:08:28That I'm not supposed to talk like that.
00:08:29That you're not supposed to talk like that.
00:08:30And you're going to apologize to Pam, aren't you?
00:08:32Yes, I am.
00:08:33Yeah, you are.
00:08:34I'm very sorry, Pam.
00:08:35It's okay.
00:08:36Well, go hang up your wardrobe thing, Donna, for the day.
00:08:38Yes, Daddy.
00:08:39If you had a good day otherwise.
00:08:40Yes, Daddy.
00:08:41I spent a lot of time with chickens.
00:08:42And in all that time, you know what I've learned about them?
00:08:45Hmm?
00:08:46You know what the white spot is in the center of chicken poop?
00:08:49Do you know what that is?
00:08:50No.
00:08:51What is that?
00:08:52That's chicken poop also.
00:08:53That's pretty good, isn't it?
00:08:54Yeah.
00:08:55Hey, you got a phone number?
00:08:56Yeah.
00:08:57Can I get it from you?
00:08:58Uh...
00:08:59Later?
00:09:00Later?
00:09:01Maybe tomorrow?
00:09:02Okay.
00:09:03Okay.
00:09:04Have a good day.
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00:09:51You're good?
00:09:52Yeah.
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00:10:00You're good.
00:10:06Yeah.
00:10:12You all right?
00:10:13Yeah.
00:10:42Who you been talking to?
00:10:51Nobody.
00:10:52And I told you not to wear that top, didn't I?
00:10:55Listen, I told you not to wear that, didn't I?
00:10:57I didn't have anything else planned.
00:11:01Rocco!
00:11:02I'm in there!
00:11:03Hey, give me the call sheet.
00:11:05Got Per Diem in there.
00:11:06Don't touch them, Rocco!
00:11:07Those are my socks!
00:11:13You can't give it ten more minutes?
00:11:16What the fuck?
00:11:17They gotta get another washer and dryer in this place, man.
00:11:19This is turning into a nightmare.
00:11:28Oh, no.
00:11:30Oh, no, baby trickle.
00:11:32You got one of them little Jew riblets.
00:11:34Oh, shit.
00:11:36You can thank your mother for that.
00:11:38You got dicked like a golf pencil, son.
00:11:40It's enough to get the job done.
00:11:41Yeah, the job done.
00:11:43What fucking job are you gonna get done?
00:11:45Girls.
00:11:46Yeah, girls.
00:11:47Yeah, yeah.
00:11:48You could have fucked yourself with that thing.
00:11:49You probably got pissed on your old balls just now, didn't you?
00:11:51You got wet balls right now?
00:11:52I'm 12.
00:11:53Yeah, well, 12-year-old dick like me when I was 12-year-old?
00:11:56Dick sound just like this.
00:12:00Wait for it.
00:12:03You hear that?
00:12:04You hear it dip into that bowl?
00:12:06That's roots, buddy.
00:12:08That's blood.
00:12:11Where you come from.
00:12:13Oh, shit's important.
00:12:14No, you don't give a fuck.
00:12:16Cool, bud.
00:12:17What'd I just say?
00:12:18You don't listen.
00:12:19That's your problem.
00:12:20And you're selfish.
00:12:22I just told you about your family.
00:12:23You're over there just staring at the thing, right?
00:12:25I see you.
00:12:26You concentrate.
00:12:27Concentrate real hard.
00:12:28Be a 12-year-old.
00:12:29Pie fight.
00:12:30It's not a pie fight.
00:12:31It's not a pie fight?
00:12:32It's not a pie fight.
00:12:33What is it?
00:12:34I know what you're doing.
00:12:35It's clowning, buddy.
00:12:36It's rodeo.
00:12:37No, it's not.
00:12:38It's the same thing as clowning.
00:12:39No, it's not.
00:12:40It's not?
00:12:41How do you know?
00:12:42You ain't never been in a fucking rodeo.
00:12:43Yeah, I have.
00:12:44Don't lie to me.
00:12:45Who took you to rodeo?
00:12:46Tom.
00:12:50Tom took you to rodeo?
00:12:51Yeah.
00:12:55Of course he did.
00:12:57Where'd you go?
00:12:58I don't know.
00:12:59It was a rodeo.
00:13:00So you don't remember?
00:13:01They have clowns at your rodeo?
00:13:03No.
00:13:04You went to Pomona.
00:13:05That ain't even a fucking rodeo.
00:13:06That's a fair.
00:13:07You went to a fair.
00:13:08You come see me in Muskogee, boy?
00:13:09Oof.
00:13:10I'm talking about the rodeo.
00:13:11I'm talking about lice.
00:13:12Shit.
00:13:13Attractions.
00:13:14Animals.
00:13:15Did my own face paint.
00:13:16Costume.
00:13:17You know, comedia dell'arte.
00:13:18I made them bulls run until I broke every bone in my culture.
00:13:20It's different, though.
00:13:21I'm not a clown.
00:13:22It is different.
00:13:23You bet your little dick it's different.
00:13:24It's also the same, too, motherfucker.
00:13:25He's in there.
00:13:26Hey, Rocco, didn't I just say?
00:13:27Didn't I just say?
00:13:28Those are my socks.
00:13:30Goddamn it.
00:13:31Give me the call sheet and get the bag.
00:13:32This motherfucker.
00:13:38Thank you.
00:13:39All right.
00:13:40You'll get it after.
00:13:43Hey, um, Dad?
00:13:446 a.m.
00:13:45You got to go to sleep early tonight.
00:13:46Yeah, about that.
00:13:47Uh, AJ has got me tickets to the Dodgers game,
00:13:52which is really cool.
00:13:53Oh, shit.
00:13:54Because Nomo's pitching.
00:13:55That is really cool.
00:13:56Who's pitching?
00:13:57After set tomorrow.
00:13:58Nomo.
00:13:59His name's Nomo?
00:14:00Yeah, Nomo the Tornado.
00:14:01Oh, shit.
00:14:02I'm going to need some of that per diem, you know.
00:14:03That's a hell of a name, Tornado.
00:14:04For the hot dogs and stuff.
00:14:05Oh, Tornado.
00:14:06Must strike him out blindfolded, that motherfucker, huh?
00:14:07Yeah, probably.
00:14:08You know what they call a Japanese blindfold, don't you?
00:14:09Call that shit a shoelace.
00:14:10I don't know.
00:14:11I don't know.
00:14:12I don't know.
00:14:13I don't know.
00:14:14I don't know.
00:14:15I don't know.
00:14:16I don't know.
00:14:17I don't know.
00:14:18I don't know.
00:14:19I don't know.
00:14:20I don't know.
00:14:21I don't know.
00:14:23Call that shit a shoelace.
00:14:24Come on.
00:14:25That shit is funny.
00:14:26You know it is.
00:14:27Come on, now.
00:14:28Dad, just...
00:14:29Okay, all right.
00:14:30I was getting ready to lean into another one.
00:14:31You see me coming with it?
00:14:32I was going to hit it with that something long joke.
00:14:33You know that one?
00:14:34You know that shit.
00:14:35It's the funnest fuck...
00:14:36Hey, buddy.
00:14:37Hold on, now.
00:14:38You're going to break my shit.
00:14:39I didn't mean to.
00:14:40Load the fucking bag up.
00:14:41I didn't mean to.
00:14:42God damn it.
00:14:43Watch where your hands are going, man.
00:14:44I didn't mean to.
00:14:45I didn't mean to.
00:14:46I didn't mean to.
00:14:47I didn't mean to.
00:14:48I didn't mean to.
00:14:49I didn't mean to.
00:14:50Watch where your hands are going, man.
00:14:55Is he going to the game with AJ?
00:14:56Yeah.
00:14:58Who's driving you?
00:15:00AJ.
00:15:04No, no, no, no.
00:15:05No.
00:15:06You're going to the game with AJ, but who's driving you?
00:15:11Because he's 14 years old,
00:15:12and his parents are in Castaic.
00:15:15So, who's driving you to the game?
00:15:21Tom.
00:15:22Tom's driving you?
00:15:24Yeah.
00:15:30That's all you got to say to me?
00:15:32I'm sorry, Dad.
00:15:33For what?
00:15:35For lying to you.
00:15:37I just thought you'd get weird, you know?
00:15:51Come on.
00:16:18Pull out five socks.
00:16:19Yeah, you do too.
00:16:21You drop any, you're doing 10 push-ups.
00:16:32There you go.
00:16:37Hey, Dad?
00:16:38Yeah.
00:16:39Remember how you said you were going to build me a tree house?
00:16:42Well, we've never owned a tree.
00:16:43You buy me a tree, I'll get to work.
00:16:45Sorry.
00:16:46What was that?
00:16:47I don't know.
00:16:49You go to your meeting?
00:16:50Yeah.
00:16:52Is it good?
00:16:53Yeah.
00:16:54That's good.
00:16:55We're even.
00:16:57Yeah, it was like 45 years in a row.
00:16:59Whoa.
00:17:00Big cakes.
00:17:01Coming up on four myself, you know that, right?
00:17:04That's crazy.
00:17:05Yeah.
00:17:07All right, go ahead.
00:17:0810.
00:17:09Yep.
00:17:12You going to give me a cake?
00:17:14Yeah, if you want one.
00:17:15You know what else I want?
00:17:17What?
00:17:18We'll meet your buddy Tom.
00:17:19Make sure he's not chicken-hung.
00:17:20You hear me?
00:17:21He's not.
00:17:22Yeah, but I don't know he's not.
00:17:23Yeah, but you need to trust me.
00:17:24Well, you need to trust me.
00:17:25I don't know why I don't get to meet him.
00:17:26Well, because Mom thinks you get weird.
00:17:28Yeah, well, your mother thinks a lot of things that aren't true.
00:17:30Your mother lives in the fucking space.
00:17:31She's always been there for me, okay?
00:17:33Yeah, she's been there for you, and she's been at the Renaissance Faire.
00:17:35I've been there for you too.
00:17:36I'm the one that gets you up four in the morning.
00:17:38Who's here now?
00:17:39She's busy.
00:17:40She has a job.
00:17:41Why is she busy?
00:17:42Why is she busy?
00:17:43Why does she have a job?
00:17:44Think it through.
00:17:45Play the tape out.
00:17:46What's your mother got a job for?
00:17:47Huh?
00:17:48Just in case.
00:17:49In case what?
00:17:50In case what?
00:17:51I don't know.
00:17:52In case you fail.
00:17:53In case it don't work out.
00:17:54Yes, man.
00:17:55She's filling your head full of fear.
00:17:56I don't ever do that, do I?
00:17:57Huh?
00:17:58I pump you full of strength.
00:17:59Because we're on a team, and I know you got what it takes.
00:18:00You're a fucking star, and I know it.
00:18:01That's why I'm here.
00:18:02I'm your cheerleader, honey boy.
00:18:03You trust me.
00:18:04You trust me.
00:18:05You trust me.
00:18:06You trust me.
00:18:07You trust me.
00:18:08You trust me.
00:18:09You trust me.
00:18:10You trust me.
00:18:11I'm your cheerleader, honey boy.
00:18:12You trust me?
00:18:13Yeah.
00:18:14Okay.
00:18:15There's a horse trade.
00:18:16I'll give you this pack of cigarettes.
00:18:17The whole pack?
00:18:18Whole pack.
00:18:19You bring them in here.
00:18:20You got to smoke it in the bathroom, though, because I don't want people thinking I'm a
00:18:21shit father.
00:18:22No one thinks you're a shit father.
00:18:23No one thinks I'm a shit father?
00:18:24No.
00:18:25Your mother thinks I'm a shit father.
00:18:26That's in your head.
00:18:27Tom thinks I'm a shit father.
00:18:28That's also in your head.
00:18:29How do you think you get in Big Brother's program?
00:18:30Huh?
00:18:31What's the main reason?
00:18:32There's no main reason.
00:18:33There is a main reason.
00:18:34Do you know what it is?
00:18:35You got to have a shit father.
00:18:40Yes, you do.
00:18:41And your mother's advertising what a shit father I am every time you go to your fucking
00:18:44Dodger game, go hang out, paintball, dirt bike, or whatever you're doing.
00:18:48And look, I got four years.
00:18:50Four years is real.
00:18:51You bring him over here.
00:18:52How about this?
00:18:53I'll barbecue for him.
00:18:54It's just a start.
00:18:55It's just planting seeds, you know?
00:18:56Come on, man.
00:18:57You got to let me in a little bit.
00:19:02Just a barbecue?
00:19:03Yeah.
00:19:04Okay.
00:19:05Okay.
00:19:06I'll ask.
00:19:07Thank you, man.
00:19:08I'll ask.
00:19:09That doesn't mean he's going to come.
00:19:10That's all I'm asking you to do.
00:19:13You want a soda?
00:19:15Yeah.
00:19:39And now, ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, performing for you live, without a name, Henrietta
00:20:02LaFowl, world's first daredevil chicken.
00:20:13Henrietta LaFowl, world's first daredevil chicken!
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00:21:59Hang on!
00:22:00Hang on!
00:22:01Has anyone seen my chair?
00:22:10What is this?
00:22:11What are you trying to do?
00:22:12You can't have me in the fucking room knitting for two hours.
00:22:16How are your studs right now?
00:22:17Seventy.
00:22:18Okay, let's bring it down.
00:22:19I want you to name four objects and let them bring you to the-
00:22:23Door.
00:22:24Face.
00:22:25Light bulb.
00:22:26Snap the rubber band with each item.
00:22:27Shoo, shoo, shoo!
00:22:29One more.
00:22:30Door.
00:22:31Fuck, what are you...
00:22:34Let's try again. Name four things and let them bring you back to...
00:22:37Come on, no.
00:22:45Oh, that's disgusting.
00:22:47This one got some shit on it.
00:22:50You know chickens outnumber humans three to one?
00:22:52You don't want them to take over the world.
00:22:54We gotta do something about this.
00:22:58That's a true fact, you can look it up.
00:23:15That was close.
00:23:22You wanna pray before you eat?
00:23:24No, after.
00:23:25Why?
00:23:28I'm fucking with you, I don't.
00:23:32You got me, bitch.
00:23:41There you go, fucking pig!
00:23:55Fuck.
00:24:25Fuck.
00:24:55Shit.
00:25:25I guess I'm here because my old man, he was a preacher.
00:25:45Bullshitter, basically.
00:25:47Liar, a thief.
00:25:50But mainly he was never there.
00:25:52Or, uh, me.
00:25:57He, uh, was doing his own thing.
00:26:02And I thought, wow, you know, that's just good.
00:26:05Cool for him, man, but what about me, you know?
00:26:09Man, nobody's there, so I figured I'd just drink it out, you know?
00:26:15And get its shit face worked, you know?
00:26:18Worked like a charm.
00:26:20It took away that cut-and-dried feeling, you know, for a bit.
00:26:27So, you know, I ran with that for a while because, uh, what else was I offered?
00:26:33Church, God, yes.
00:26:36But, uh, it didn't quite work for me, you know?
00:26:40It's bullshit, really is.
00:26:42Man, I thought if God was real, he built me with a question that only I could answer.
00:26:48And that's what you gotta do.
00:26:49You gotta answer that question yourself.
00:26:51You gotta do it yourself.
00:26:52You gotta ultimately save yourself.
00:26:55What book are you...
00:26:56Sorry.
00:26:57What book are you reading, boss?
00:26:58Look, I know what the book says, but I'm just saying what's honest with me, you know?
00:27:01It says we came to believe, partner.
00:27:04Why don't you read the fucking book again?
00:27:05Nick, I can't do it no more, man.
00:27:07You guys are gonna keep signing up to this shit, you know?
00:27:09Why don't you sign me up for the fucking Kool-Aid commitment?
00:27:11All you motherfuckers are drinking.
00:27:12Watch out, Jack.
00:27:13Jameson.
00:27:14Oh, fuck this shit, man.
00:27:15Why don't you write your own fucking book, huh?
00:27:17Hey, you're not alone, brother.
00:27:18Shut the fuck up.
00:27:20I need you to fuck me today.
00:27:24Hey.
00:27:25You got a ride, Otis?
00:27:26Uh, yeah.
00:27:27My dad's just over there getting his bike.
00:27:29You sure?
00:27:30I didn't see him on set today.
00:27:31Yeah, he was here.
00:27:32Yeah.
00:27:33Okay.
00:27:34Well, good work today.
00:27:35Oh, thank you.
00:27:36All right, take it easy.
00:27:37See ya.
00:27:41See ya.
00:28:12I'll get a chicken taco.
00:28:14Can I get four chicken tacos?
00:28:17You got horchata up there?
00:28:20Just the tacos.
00:28:21Okay.
00:28:25Holy shit.
00:28:26They recognize you.
00:28:29Shit, sometimes I wish I was you, man.
00:28:32You do?
00:28:33Oh, God, yeah.
00:28:34Be famous, have fucking...
00:28:36You know what I mean?
00:28:37You know what I mean?
00:28:38You know what I mean?
00:28:39You know what I mean?
00:28:40You know what I mean?
00:28:41Be famous, have fucking...
00:28:42You know, flashing lights, paparazzi,
00:28:44girls chasing me around.
00:28:45Not like these shithookers we're living with.
00:28:47I'm talking about quality women, you know?
00:28:49Girls look like they go to school,
00:28:50one with a strategy, you know?
00:28:53Dolly Parton type woman.
00:28:55Why is that funny?
00:28:57Dolly Parton got her shit together.
00:28:58You know she got her own theme park?
00:29:00You ain't got a fucking theme park.
00:29:10Shit.
00:29:41Fuck.
00:29:54Fuck, Arthur.
00:30:11Hey, Ruby.
00:30:20So, uh, he doesn't really like
00:30:22to be part of this program,
00:30:24so just don't bring that up and stuff.
00:30:26Okay.
00:30:27If that's okay.
00:30:30Hey, Dad.
00:30:31Hey, Dad.
00:30:32Hey, Dad.
00:30:33Hey, Dad.
00:30:34Hey, Dad.
00:30:35Hey, Dad.
00:30:36Hey, Dad.
00:30:37Hey, Dad.
00:30:38Hey, Dad.
00:30:39Hey, Dad.
00:30:40Wow.
00:30:44Tom.
00:30:45How you doing?
00:30:46I'm good. I'm his father.
00:30:47It's good to meet you.
00:30:48Good to meet you.
00:30:49That's a beautiful truck, man.
00:30:50Thank you.
00:30:51You do work on it?
00:30:52Sure did.
00:30:53Yeah, pop it. Go ahead.
00:30:54292, huh?
00:30:55This is actually the, uh, the 352.
00:30:585.8 liter.
00:30:59Right.
00:31:00Y blocks are the...
00:31:01That's the 292.
00:31:02Yeah.
00:31:03The Y block, the 292, the 272.
00:31:05Some, uh...
00:31:07That was a big engine in the T-Bird.
00:31:09T-Bird. That's right.
00:31:11Yeah.
00:31:12And they put it in the F-100,
00:31:13and they upgraded it in 65 to this,
00:31:16just a 352 cubic.
00:31:18Ah.
00:31:19Yeah.
00:31:20It's fucking pretty, man.
00:31:21Thank you, brother.
00:31:22You sit low.
00:31:23You're a four-by-four, though, isn't it?
00:31:25You know, it's the original, uh,
00:31:26coil springs on the I-beam.
00:31:28Well, all 64 trucks had leaf springs in them.
00:31:31That's right.
00:31:32Yeah.
00:31:33You going swimming, partner?
00:31:34Yeah, it's hot.
00:31:35Oh, smart.
00:31:36You want to leave that jacket in the room?
00:31:38No, I'm good, thanks.
00:31:39All right.
00:31:40Yeah.
00:31:42You know what that Ford
00:31:43in the back of your truck stands for, don't you?
00:31:45It's the old man's last name, Henry Ford.
00:31:47No, sir.
00:31:48No, it wasn't.
00:31:49Hey, Ruby.
00:31:50No, it stands for found on the road dead.
00:31:52Ha, ha, ha.
00:31:54Ha, ha, ha.
00:31:55They got a lot of them, man.
00:31:57They do.
00:31:58Yeah, they do.
00:31:59So you're working for the, uh,
00:32:00what are you, FBI or something?
00:32:01My son says you're in the FBI.
00:32:03No, it's nothing fun like that.
00:32:05That's a little bit out of my pay grade.
00:32:08I'm a passport specialist.
00:32:10Okay, what's that?
00:32:11It's, uh...
00:32:12State department.
00:32:13State department.
00:32:14Yeah.
00:32:15What the fuck are you doing over there?
00:32:17Majored in telecommunications.
00:32:19Half Mexican, so I got an invested interest
00:32:21in fighting discrimination in the city.
00:32:23That's fantastic.
00:32:24Hey, go get some soda and the ketchup.
00:32:26So you're saying you're an idealist.
00:32:28Yeah, man.
00:32:29Yeah.
00:32:30That's cool.
00:32:31I know a little bit about that.
00:32:32Like, uh, don't know where I'm going,
00:32:34but I'm on my way there.
00:32:35Ain't that right?
00:32:36Yeah.
00:32:37Yeah, all right.
00:32:38Yeah, take a seat, man.
00:32:39We got a little bit of time.
00:32:42Sound in your eyes?
00:32:43No.
00:32:44All right.
00:32:45It's good having you here.
00:32:47Yeah, I appreciate it, man.
00:32:48I thought about you, so...
00:32:50So, uh, what's your story, Tom?
00:32:52I'm from Detroit.
00:32:53Yeah.
00:32:54I still have both my parents.
00:32:55Twin sister.
00:32:56Graduated from Calvin.
00:32:58From Grand Rapids.
00:33:04You want me to do that like I did last time?
00:33:06Get out of my face!
00:33:19Hey, I like your jellies.
00:33:21Jellies?
00:33:22Your shoes.
00:33:26I'm Otis.
00:33:28I live... I live over there and we have sex.
00:33:30Sad girl.
00:33:34Yeah.
00:33:56Hey, wait here.
00:33:59So, Calvin is a big school.
00:34:01I know that.
00:34:02They got a good basketball program.
00:34:03Good.
00:34:04I've had a little help.
00:34:05Got to?
00:34:06How the fuck did you swing that, man?
00:34:07Shit.
00:34:08Mexican.
00:34:09Come from poverty.
00:34:10Gotta be hard as fuck to get in there.
00:34:11Isn't it?
00:34:12A lot of hard work.
00:34:13You had some kind of what?
00:34:14Some Spanish grant or something?
00:34:16Hey, you good?
00:34:17I'm good, Otis.
00:34:18Thank you.
00:34:19Hey, you got the ketchup?
00:34:20Can I go, Ms. Moe?
00:34:21Yeah.
00:34:22Hang on to your butts.
00:34:25Love that kid.
00:34:26He's a good kid.
00:34:28Yes, sir.
00:34:30I think that's why a Big Brother program is so important.
00:34:33It's having the one voice that's gonna listen to you.
00:34:35Sure, I bet.
00:34:36The one person that's gonna be there for you.
00:34:38I bet.
00:34:40So, this father figure.
00:34:42He was a strong voice and now I have a chance to pay it forward.
00:34:46Sure.
00:34:47Help out when I can.
00:34:48Yeah.
00:34:49Yeah, I appreciate you, Tom.
00:34:50I gotta say, man, I do appreciate you.
00:34:52I know my son appreciates you also.
00:34:55I know what you're doing.
00:34:56Yeah, he likes you, man.
00:34:57You can see it on his face.
00:35:00Yeah.
00:35:02You know, I bet if you went over there and asked that boy right now who he wants to be when he grows up,
00:35:05he wouldn't say it to you.
00:35:07No?
00:35:08No.
00:35:10Why's that?
00:35:12I don't know.
00:35:14What do you say, Utah?
00:35:16It's not about that for me, James.
00:35:18What's it about for you?
00:35:19I mean, giving back, letting somebody know you're there for them.
00:35:22Yeah.
00:35:23Just being of service.
00:35:24Yeah.
00:35:25You know?
00:35:26Yeah, no, I know about that, yeah.
00:35:27Because I do a little bit of service myself.
00:35:28You know, I got about four years sober.
00:35:30That's good.
00:35:31Is it good?
00:35:32It's great.
00:35:33It is great, isn't it?
00:35:34Yeah.
00:35:35I've seen a lot of lives get ruined.
00:35:36Oh, have you?
00:35:38Oh, boy.
00:35:39It's tough.
00:35:40Yeah.
00:35:41I can only imagine.
00:35:42One day at a time, man.
00:35:47I don't know what you heard about me, Tom, but I know what you haven't heard about me.
00:35:52See, what you haven't heard about me is that if I catch you around my son again in any capacity whatsoever,
00:35:57I'm going to want him to go fucking your well-adjusted twin sister's dead corpse on top of your casket
00:36:01until my dick runs through the back of her half-Mexican Wrangler.
00:36:03You hear what the fuck I'm saying?
00:36:05Now, you better take the fucking jacket off, because it's hot as shit out here.
00:36:08Oh, no, I'm not.
00:36:09Yes, you fucking are, motherfucker.
00:36:11Get your own fucking kid and your own fucking sandwich, motherfucker.
00:36:16Motherfucker.
00:36:17Motherfucker.
00:36:18Motherfucker.
00:36:19I'm going to fucking catch you.
00:36:22All right, everyone, find your way into the hug circle.
00:36:24Come on.
00:36:27Otis, would you please join us over here?
00:36:32We all know what to do in the hug circle, right?
00:36:38This is a feeling that you can have anywhere you are.
00:36:40You can always come back here.
00:36:43To this pool.
00:36:45To this circle.
00:36:47To this pool.
00:36:49To this circle.
00:36:51To this feeling.
00:36:52Hugging yourself releases the cuddle hormone.
00:36:55Can you feel that?
00:36:57And that's a tool we can use wherever we are.
00:36:59You can't do this everywhere, right?
00:37:03You can, actually.
00:37:05You can't do this in a car on the freeway or in court.
00:37:10Well, maybe if you used this tool, you wouldn't end up in court.
00:37:16Isn't hugging yourself like tickling yourself?
00:37:19Like you can't tickle yourself?
00:37:22I still feel good.
00:37:24I'm releasing all them hormones.
00:37:26Percy, you might be too good at this.
00:37:28It's my fourth time in rehab.
00:37:30And I tried this in court.
00:37:31That's how I ended up here.
00:37:35Hey, Otis.
00:37:39All right, see you.
00:37:43I have a suggestion.
00:37:44I think maybe you should go out into the woods and scream as loud as you can.
00:37:47Just go out there alone and do that.
00:37:51Are you fucking with me?
00:37:54Let me know how it went.
00:38:04They got you doing exposures?
00:38:05Yeah.
00:38:06Yeah, I got PTSD.
00:38:07Get the fuck out of here.
00:38:08The only soldiers and black people got that shit.
00:38:11I don't know.
00:38:12I guess I just know I'm stuck here and these people are wasting my fucking time.
00:38:18I don't have time for this.
00:38:19How the fuck do you know about time?
00:38:22My cousin got eight years in prison.
00:38:24Eight.
00:38:25They got a nigga in here knitting a motherfucking scarf.
00:38:28Listen to you, bitch, about time.
00:38:30Right.
00:38:31Look at this place.
00:38:32My cousin saw me here and beat my motherfucking ass.
00:38:35Yeah, you should send him a scarf.
00:38:38What?
00:38:40What am I saying?
00:38:41Stay warm, nigga.
00:38:42I'm in this pool hugging myself.
00:38:46Sorry.
00:38:47Sorry.
00:38:48Sorry.
00:39:16I can't be sober for you, Otis.
00:40:10Hey, Mom.
00:40:38How are you?
00:40:39Yeah.
00:40:40Yeah, I'm good.
00:40:41Thank you.
00:40:42I was on set and Mr. Walsh came.
00:40:43Gary Walsh.
00:40:44Harry Walsh.
00:40:45Gary Walsh.
00:40:46Gary Walsh.
00:40:47I don't know his first name.
00:40:48He asked me if I wanted to be in an M.O.W.
00:40:49movie of the week.
00:40:50It's shooting in Vancouver and in a couple of months.
00:40:51Oh, uh...
00:40:52You're gonna get your passport.
00:40:53I think so.
00:40:54I'm gonna get it.
00:40:55I'm gonna get it.
00:40:56I'm gonna get it.
00:40:57I'm gonna get it.
00:40:58I'm gonna get it.
00:40:59I'm gonna get it.
00:41:00I'm gonna get it.
00:41:01I'm gonna get it.
00:41:02I'm gonna get it.
00:41:03I'm gonna get it.
00:41:05I'm gonna get it.
00:41:06I'm gonna get it.
00:41:07I'm gonna get it.
00:41:08I'm gonna get it.
00:41:09I'm gonna get it.
00:41:10I'm gonna get it.
00:41:11I'm gonna get it.
00:41:12I'm gonna get it.
00:41:13I'm gonna get it.
00:41:14I'm gonna get it.
00:41:15I'm gonna get it.
00:41:16I'm gonna get it.
00:41:17I'm gonna get it.
00:41:18I'm gonna get it.
00:41:19I'm gonna get it.
00:41:20I'm gonna get it.
00:41:21I'm gonna get it.
00:41:22I'm gonna get it.
00:41:23I'm gonna get it.
00:41:24I'm gonna get it.
00:41:25I'm gonna get it.
00:41:26I'm gonna get it.
00:41:27I'm gonna get it.
00:41:28I'm gonna get it.
00:41:29I'm gonna get it.
00:41:30I'm gonna get it.
00:41:31I'm gonna get it.
00:41:32I'm gonna get it.
00:41:33Do you want to talk to her?
00:41:34No!
00:41:35Fuck no!
00:41:36I don't want to talk to her.
00:41:37Not available.
00:41:38Doesn't want to talk to you.
00:41:39Fucking drama, man.
00:41:40Oh, you did.
00:41:41Oh, yeah.
00:41:42Okay.
00:41:43Where's my lighter?
00:41:44She said she can ask Tom to deal with the passports.
00:41:45Oh, fucking fantastic.
00:41:46Great.
00:41:47Fantastic.
00:41:48Oh, Tom's gonna do it?
00:41:49Yeah, Tom's fucking doing it.
00:41:50No.
00:41:51Tom's doing it.
00:41:52Tom's doing it.
00:41:53He's definitely not gonna come to the phone.
00:41:54Yeah.
00:41:55No, Tom's gonna come to the fucking phone.
00:41:56See?
00:41:57Damn it.
00:41:58Where's my lighter at?
00:41:59Oh, wow.
00:42:01You just want to push my fucking buttons, girl.
00:42:04Fuck.
00:42:05Okay, and just repeat it?
00:42:06Okay, I can try.
00:42:08I have long ago forgiven you, James.
00:42:10Who are you talking to?
00:42:11But I'm not the one that had to jump out of a moving car...
00:42:16Here we go.
00:42:17...so you didn't...
00:42:18Here we go with this fucking victim shit.
00:42:19Here we go with this fucking victim shit.
00:42:20She does it every time she calls up here.
00:42:21She goes on and on every time she fucking calls up here.
00:42:23Say it in the phone.
00:42:24Every fucking time.
00:42:26You were the biggest love of my life.
00:42:30Well, then treat me better, bitch.
00:42:32Do you know what I went through?
00:42:34What?
00:42:35Who?
00:42:36What?
00:42:37Motherfucker.
00:42:38What?
00:42:39What?
00:42:40What?
00:42:41What?
00:42:42Who went through?
00:42:43They put me in a fucking box.
00:42:44I didn't even...
00:42:45What is the point of calling up here?
00:42:46Fuck.
00:42:47I was always there for you.
00:42:50God, get outside.
00:42:51You know what the fuck I do?
00:42:52I put my fucking ass on the line.
00:42:54I do what I do.
00:42:55I put my fucking ass on the line every fucking day...
00:42:58...for this boy.
00:42:59For this boy.
00:43:01Well, that ain't my fault, bitch.
00:43:04Here, stop screaming.
00:43:06I can't.
00:43:07I just can't, you know?
00:43:23♪♪
00:43:30♪♪
00:43:37♪♪
00:43:44♪♪
00:43:54♪♪
00:43:59How you doing? I'm James. I'm a double winner.
00:44:03My spriting date is June 4, 1988.
00:44:06Carlos Naranjo's my sponsor.
00:44:09Moorpark's my home group.
00:44:11Thank you for bringing me here.
00:44:13♪♪
00:44:19My mother, Jocelyn Joy Ginger.
00:44:22A few years a writer, poet.
00:44:24She wrote songs.
00:44:25She wound up an alcoholic.
00:44:27Worked in, uh, in Shreveport.
00:44:30Lucky Luciano's Gambling Casino.
00:44:33Met my father there.
00:44:35They were the only ones left at the bar.
00:44:37Sometimes love's like that.
00:44:39Ha, ha, ha, ha. Heyo.
00:44:43What the fuck is that?
00:44:45You can walk on water till someone tells you
00:44:47that you don't know how to.
00:44:51You understand?
00:44:54Yeah.
00:44:59Hey.
00:45:01You cold?
00:45:03Yeah, when I was, uh, 11, my mother figured
00:45:06that was a good time to tell me she, uh, preferred women.
00:45:10Specifically, this woman was a mean-ass woman
00:45:13and an outrageous alcoholic.
00:45:16She'd beat you over the head till she broke her hand
00:45:18and just keep laying in on you.
00:45:20Just did not give a shit.
00:45:22Do it again the next day.
00:45:25Always remember her hand in a cast.
00:45:28Pfft.
00:45:30Drama.
00:45:32Just drama.
00:45:34You know, mother fell out of a window,
00:45:36landed on a freeway.
00:45:38Ain't your fucking drama.
00:45:40Ha.
00:45:46Had alcohol and weed, and I grieved her,
00:45:48and, uh, then I joined the army.
00:45:51Because what else?
00:45:54And I came home.
00:45:56Uh, spun out.
00:45:59I did so much fucking cocaine,
00:46:01I can't breathe out my nose no more.
00:46:03Started shooting into my arm.
00:46:05Just didn't give a shit no more.
00:46:07Drinking every day straight, weeks.
00:46:11Fell into a blackout.
00:46:21Woke up a sex offender.
00:46:24Said I didn't rape the girl,
00:46:26but I did enough to get her to jump out of a moving car.
00:46:30That's where my disease took me.
00:46:34And they took me to Tehachapi,
00:46:36and I stayed there for three years and nine months.
00:46:40Lost a lot.
00:46:42Found a program in jail.
00:46:44Found God in the program.
00:46:46Found page 429.
00:46:48It says,
00:46:50Those actions that once made you feel
00:46:52completely ashamed and totally discouraged
00:46:56will allow you to share with other people
00:46:58how to be a useful human being.
00:47:10Found gratitude in God.
00:47:12Realized I had a son I had to raise.
00:47:14A boy.
00:47:16Realized I had a son I had to raise.
00:47:18A boy.
00:47:20My boy.
00:47:24Otis.
00:47:46Probably best.
00:47:56For that kid.
00:48:00But I'm in pain like a motherfucker, man.
00:48:04You know?
00:48:16You know?
00:48:46You know?
00:48:52You know?
00:48:58You know?
00:49:04You know?
00:49:10You know?
00:49:16You know?
00:49:46You know?
00:50:16You know?
00:50:46You know?
00:51:16You know?
00:51:46You know?
00:51:54It's not fun if you start cheating, Otis.
00:51:57I know you're sandbagging.
00:51:59I know you're holding jacks and nines.
00:52:01Put a nine down.
00:52:03If I had something, I'd put it down.
00:52:05I know what you have.
00:52:07You got a mirror behind you, smart guy.
00:52:09And I'm looking for one of those nines.
00:52:11Please.
00:52:13No candy.
00:52:15Bullshit.
00:52:17No, you didn't.
00:52:19Gin.
00:52:21No, you did not.
00:52:23And you had the six.
00:52:25I knew it, too.
00:52:27I knew you had it.
00:52:29I knew it.
00:52:31I saw it.
00:52:33I saw it on your face.
00:52:35Put it down.
00:52:3786.
00:52:39I'm getting better.
00:52:41Learning to lie.
00:52:43Why won't you hold my hand?
00:52:47Because I don't want people thinking I'm a chickenhawk.
00:52:50Deal the cards.
00:52:52I'm going to get a soda.
00:52:56Hey.
00:52:58Hey, how's it going?
00:53:00Hey, thank you for that.
00:53:02That was really amazing.
00:53:04I felt like a demon moved out.
00:53:06That was powerful.
00:53:08Are you acting right now?
00:53:10You know, we all are, all the time.
00:53:12Okay.
00:53:14Are you being sincere right now,
00:53:17or are you mocking me?
00:53:19Both.
00:53:24I'm not going anywhere.
00:53:26Good.
00:53:28You're not going to wear me out.
00:53:30I'm not trying.
00:53:32This is not me judging you.
00:53:34What is it, then?
00:53:36It's just me saying,
00:53:38I will see you in class, Otis.
00:53:42Ah.
00:53:44Otis?
00:53:46Yeah.
00:53:48Do you know how to...
00:53:50close a door gently?
00:53:52Yes, of course.
00:53:54How?
00:53:56You pull with one hand and you push with the other.
00:54:00Good.
00:54:08No, I don't...
00:54:10You?
00:54:15It's okay to be frustrated.
00:54:17I don't need to talk about my fucking dad.
00:54:19It doesn't make any sense that I'm...
00:54:21My dad's not the reason I drink.
00:54:23My dad's not the reason I drink.
00:54:25He's the reason I work.
00:54:27He just takes credit for...
00:54:29for everything in my life that is good.
00:54:31My dad's the kind of guy that takes credit
00:54:33for other people's ideas.
00:54:35Even his A.A. shares are an amalgamation
00:54:37of other A.A. shares.
00:54:39So having your own ideas is key.
00:54:48Start writing, Otis.
00:55:09Hey, buddy.
00:55:11Hey.
00:55:13Hey.
00:55:15Hey.
00:55:17Hey.
00:55:19Hey, you know what the white spot is?
00:55:21The center of chicken shit.
00:55:39No.
00:55:41I don't know.
00:55:51I don't know.
00:55:53I don't know.
00:55:57I don't know.
00:56:00No, but...
00:56:04Yes.
00:56:08Just give me a moment.
00:56:10I'm gonna keep going until you make me laugh.
00:56:12We're gonna do it all fucking night.
00:56:14Give me a fucking cigarette.
00:56:16Do you know what I'm doing you a favor?
00:56:18Who else is gonna give a felon a job?
00:56:20I'm not stupid.
00:56:31You've been fucking your life up.
00:56:33Yeah, what'd you hear?
00:56:35I thought they were gonna put you away for real this time.
00:56:37Yeah, that wasn't me.
00:56:39Who's that, then?
00:56:41You.
00:56:43It's magic.
00:56:45Every single time I drink, you take over.
00:56:47Oh, yeah? I take over?
00:56:49Yeah? Is your dick getting bigger, too, Peckerwood?
00:57:09Fuck.
00:57:39Fuck.
00:58:09Fuck.
00:58:39What's up now, doc?
00:58:41You know, I could probably kick your butt.
00:58:43You know, I'm the funny one around here.
00:58:45You stand up, I'm gonna kick your butt right now.
00:58:47You got a bow? You got a bow?
00:58:49Ready?
00:58:51Whose fucking fault is that?
00:58:53I don't care. I'll be the bad guy.
00:58:55I don't give a shit. It's done.
00:58:57That's it. That's it.
00:58:59Come here. Good take. Good take.
00:59:01You did it. You did it. Good job, everybody.
00:59:03Let's go. Come here.
00:59:05That's it. No, it's gonna take another 20 minutes
00:59:07to get the boy out of the closet,
00:59:09and we baked three hours of school today, Kev.
00:59:11You said it was over 10 minutes ago?
00:59:13It's been 30 minutes.
00:59:15Get the man another watch.
00:59:17Hey, Dad, Dad, I was getting a seat.
00:59:19Yeah, I don't care. I don't care.
00:59:21Come here. Come here.
00:59:23Child labor laws!
00:59:25I heard you go through that.
00:59:27Um, uh, for two fucking hours,
00:59:29I'm gonna try to make it to Mexico!
00:59:32He didn't make it.
00:59:34He didn't make it.
00:59:36It says here that you are the side gag.
00:59:38Yeah. Okay?
00:59:40You see all those workout faces?
00:59:42That's your opportunity.
00:59:44That's where you bring the funny shit, yeah?
00:59:46That's where you flare your nostrils
00:59:48and give me everything you got.
00:59:50Show me. Look.
00:59:52That's not funny, though.
00:59:54What's not funny?
00:59:56The nostril.
00:59:58I like it a lot. I think it's very funny.
01:00:00Just try it. Let's go.
01:00:02Ready? Jeff, come on, it's been over an hour.
01:00:04See? And you're gonna start on the floor
01:00:06after I just said it's a side gag.
01:00:08I told you it's just for heart rate.
01:00:10Yeah, but if it's a side gag and I can't see you,
01:00:12how the fuck does that work?
01:00:14I'm just getting into the...
01:00:16I've just told...
01:00:18You just told me what?
01:00:20I just told you, like, I don't need to do it in the scene.
01:00:22It's not gonna happen in the scene.
01:00:24Nobody cares about the fucking heart rate.
01:00:26They want to see funny faces.
01:00:28Ready? Jeff, come on, it's been over an hour.
01:00:30I got a date with Dewey. I got to get in there.
01:00:32I got to do my hair. What are you doing in there?
01:00:34What if...
01:00:36That's it.
01:00:38I was doing something stupid
01:00:40in here?
01:00:42Jack!
01:00:44Jack!
01:00:46Jack!
01:00:48As opposed to this?
01:00:50I know you want to hang out with your secret buddies,
01:00:52but I have to...
01:00:54Shut the fuck up!
01:00:56I can't think in here.
01:00:58It's 12 midnight. Shut the fuck up.
01:01:00Some of us got jobs.
01:01:02Shut the fuck up!
01:01:04I don't do this shit to you, Debra.
01:01:06You're having a fucking quinceañera.
01:01:08It's 12 midnight.
01:01:10Keep going with this shit.
01:01:12I call the migraine a fucking heartbeat.
01:01:14I don't give a fuck.
01:01:22I'm gonna fucking...
01:01:24I'm gonna crack in half, I swear to God.
01:01:26This place...
01:01:30No.
01:01:32No, Deb. No!
01:01:34Back off my door!
01:01:36All right, I'll do that. I will do that.
01:01:38I understand that.
01:01:40You got to respect that me and my girls
01:01:42are over there chilling at our party
01:01:44enjoying ourselves, okay?
01:01:46I'm not trying to interfere with that.
01:01:48You knew it was a spot when you moved in here, okay?
01:01:50And it is what it is.
01:01:52It is what it is,
01:01:54and it ain't what it fucking ain't, is it?
01:01:56So why don't you get your silly ass back
01:01:58the fuck over there?
01:02:00Oh, so you're acting like you run something over here?
01:02:02We don't run shit here.
01:02:04You better miss me with that.
01:02:06You don't run a damn thing over here.
01:02:08Okay, that's strike one.
01:02:10Now it's fucking war.
01:02:12Motherfucker.
01:02:14You ready?
01:02:16Let's take a break.
01:02:18I don't want to take a break.
01:02:20I think it's okay. Let's just end it.
01:02:22Yeah, but I don't think it's okay,
01:02:24so we're gonna keep going until you make me laugh,
01:02:26or we're gonna do it all fucking night. Ready?
01:02:28Give me a fucking cigarette.
01:02:30You want a cigarette?
01:02:32Yeah.
01:02:34Here. There you go. You happy now?
01:02:36There you go, Fauntleroy.
01:02:38Got a fucking cigarette. Go ahead. Smoke it.
01:02:40Oh, look at that.
01:02:42You're gonna let it burn a hole in the carpet.
01:02:44I don't give a shit. You're paying for it.
01:02:46Do what you want.
01:02:50Do you know I'm doing you a favor?
01:02:52You're doing me a favor?
01:02:54By paying you to be my chaperone.
01:02:56Wow.
01:02:58Who else is gonna give a felon a job?
01:03:00I'm not stupid.
01:03:02I don't like when you talk to me like that.
01:03:04I don't like you talking to me like I work for you
01:03:06like I'm your mother.
01:03:08You do work for me. I'm your boss.
01:03:10You know what? Don't say another fucking word,
01:03:12or I'm about to lose my shit right now.
01:03:14You're pushing me over the fucking edge.
01:03:16You understand what I'm saying?
01:03:18Didn't I say don't say another fucking word?
01:03:20Shut the fuck up. Shut the fuck up!
01:03:22Didn't I say don't say a fucking word?
01:03:24Say one more word. Say one more word.
01:03:26You wanna be a fucking smartass with me? Shut the fuck up.
01:03:28Didn't I say that? Huh? Didn't I say that to you?
01:03:30I want you to be here, Dad.
01:03:32Now you want me to be here? Yes.
01:03:34I can't figure out who the fuck you are, actor man.
01:03:36What the fuck do you want me to be here for?
01:03:38Give me one reason.
01:03:40You have good instincts. I have good instincts?
01:03:42Yeah, you have good instincts. I got rodeo clown instincts.
01:03:44So I could never make it in Hollywood. I like pussy too much.
01:03:46You could if you started when I did.
01:03:48And then I could have been a big fucking, uh...
01:03:50a champion pie fighter?
01:03:52Huh? Doing fucking push-ups?
01:04:00Wipe your face, Otis. Don't cry in front of me.
01:04:05I'm not gonna ask you again, Otis.
01:04:12You keep pushing me.
01:04:16Thank you. And the other one?
01:04:20This culinary spread is beautissimous, Jeff.
01:04:23Well, it's all thanks to Royston.
01:04:27Thank you, Royston. This is splendid.
01:04:34What has gotten into you, son?
01:04:36You know what?
01:04:38Here. Here's the keys to the new house.
01:04:40Take that.
01:04:42Is that what you think this is all about?
01:04:44That I'm leaving
01:04:46because Mommy and I got a second house?
01:04:49Well, yeah.
01:04:52Royston, do you mind?
01:04:55You heard him, Royston.
01:05:03So you're staying?
01:05:06Of course.
01:05:08Do you really think I would leave you and Royston behind?
01:05:10Royston.
01:05:14Royston.
01:05:16I just thought you didn't love us anymore.
01:05:18Oh.
01:05:22I love you, Jeff.
01:05:26I love you more than words can say.
01:05:34And cut. We have it.
01:05:36That was great.
01:05:38You feel all right?
01:05:47Well, this culinary spread is beautissimous, Jeff.
01:05:50Well, it's all thanks to Royston.
01:05:54Thank you, Royston. This is splendid.
01:06:08Dad.
01:06:14I need you to hear me.
01:06:21I'm gonna say some things that I gotta say,
01:06:23and I need you to not interrupt me or run off.
01:06:28Okay?
01:06:31I was thinking the other day
01:06:33when we were talking about
01:06:35Tom and the rodeo,
01:06:37I was thinking what other happy memories
01:06:39I had of you and me,
01:06:43and I swear to God,
01:06:46I've always been waiting for you
01:06:48to act like a real dad.
01:06:51You haven't done that one time.
01:06:59I've missed you for a long time, Dad.
01:07:03I love you, Jeff.
01:07:05I love you more than words can say.
01:07:15What?
01:07:17What?
01:07:19Otis.
01:07:21Hey, what's wrong? Go pick that up.
01:07:27What are you crying about?
01:07:29I'm not crying.
01:07:31Otis.
01:07:33Tom.
01:07:35He still fixed our passports
01:07:37after you threatened to face-fuck his dead family.
01:07:39You're a sex offender.
01:07:41He's a federal employee.
01:07:43He's a grown man. He's gonna figure it out.
01:07:45Shut the fuck up!
01:07:47Don't talk to me like that, Otis.
01:07:49Listen to me and let me talk!
01:07:51Lower your voice, Otis.
01:07:53I want you to be a better dad to me,
01:07:55so I want you to promise me,
01:07:57put your pinky out right now,
01:07:59and I want you to promise me
01:08:01that you'll be better to me.
01:08:03Yeah, I'll be better to you.
01:08:05This is not a joke.
01:08:07This is not one of your
01:08:09fucking stupid little jokes.
01:08:12Yeah, what is this, man?
01:08:15The end of our agreement.
01:08:19The end of our agreement.
01:08:25I'll tell you what, I get it, man.
01:08:27I hear you. You want a better father.
01:08:29A father that teaches you lessons and stuff.
01:08:32Yeah.
01:08:34And you deserve one.
01:08:36You do.
01:08:39So...
01:08:43I'm gonna try harder.
01:08:45We're gonna start fresh right here,
01:08:47right now.
01:08:49Lesson number one.
01:08:51All smart guys know
01:08:53if you can hit your boss once,
01:08:55that you can hit him twice.
01:09:01Don't talk to him like that.
01:09:03Go away.
01:09:05Gladly, pal.
01:09:25♪
01:09:55Give me a cigarette, Dad.
01:09:57Not until you get to see me
01:09:59you're gonna make me laugh
01:10:01or we're gonna do this
01:10:03all fucking night.
01:10:05I'm doing you a favor
01:10:07by paying you to be my chaperone.
01:10:09Give me a fucking cigarette, Dad.
01:10:11Whoa, you're doing who a favor?
01:10:13You.
01:10:15Who else is gonna give a felon a job?
01:10:17I'm not stupid.
01:10:19I don't need you to do that.
01:10:21I'm sorry.
01:10:25I'm sorry.
01:10:27What are your sets now?
01:10:29I don't fucking know!
01:10:31Not a fucking number!
01:10:33What's the fucking point of doing this?
01:10:35What's the point of putting a number to it?
01:10:37So we can track progress.
01:10:39For fucking who?
01:10:41If it works, I'm gonna know, won't I?
01:10:43For court.
01:10:4580.
01:10:51Let's bring it down.
01:10:53Oh, my God.
01:10:55Cactus, window, carpet, pen.
01:10:57One more.
01:10:59You're a ridiculous person.
01:11:01You know that, right?
01:11:03You think you're fucking smart
01:11:05because you got me to act for you?
01:11:07I've been doing this shit my whole fucking life.
01:11:09For a living.
01:11:11I would know if it works.
01:11:13This is all bullshit.
01:11:15How am I supposed to have therapy
01:11:17with my probation officer?
01:11:19Name one more thing.
01:11:24You.
01:11:32The only thing my father gave me
01:11:34that was of any value
01:11:36is pain.
01:11:38And you want to take that away?
01:11:40Can I?
01:11:44I've found peace
01:11:49In my way
01:11:54But it didn't last
01:11:59Beyond the day
01:12:04I've had glimpses
01:12:06I've had glimpses
01:12:11Around the bend
01:12:16But in the morning
01:12:21I'll start again
01:12:26I feel the sun
01:12:31Hot on my face
01:12:36And I hear my blood
01:12:42Giving way
01:12:47But I've had some glimpses
01:12:52Around the bend
01:12:57You know if I didn't
01:13:01I'd have killed myself today
01:13:06Now mama
01:13:08I'm so tired
01:13:13From the bullshit
01:13:15Mama yeah
01:13:17Yeah
01:13:19And my soul cries
01:13:23From the bullshit
01:13:25Mama yeah
01:13:27And I'm so tired
01:13:33But I know
01:13:35That I'll make it
01:13:37With you by my side
01:14:05I'll make it
01:14:21Perhaps
01:14:26I'm crazy
01:14:31Still I'm thinking
01:14:35I'm changing the air
01:14:39We were trying
01:14:46Together
01:14:50I will try it
01:14:54Just to care
01:14:58And I'm so tired
01:15:00But I know
01:15:02I'll make it
01:15:04With you by my side
01:15:12Yes, yes
01:15:19Ooh
01:15:30Ooh
01:16:00Ooh
01:16:08What are you doing?
01:16:10I'm looking after your son
01:16:13Otis
01:16:15Otis
01:16:17You fucked my son
01:16:21You fuck your son
01:16:23Get out of the fucking room, bitch
01:16:27God damn it
01:16:30Get my glasses
01:16:36You fucked that woman?
01:16:39She's just friendly
01:16:41She's just friendly?
01:16:43She don't give a friendly fuck about you
01:16:45She don't give...
01:16:47You think she gives a friendly fuck about a victim?
01:16:49I'm not a victim
01:16:51No? You are a victim
01:16:53You're 12 fucking years old, man
01:16:55What do you think the fuck it is?
01:16:57I love her
01:17:01Fuck you, you lover
01:17:03I do
01:17:13Love sells diapers, pal
01:17:18She holds my hand, you slap me in the face
01:17:21Well, I'm your father, you can't buy that shit
01:17:23Yes, you can
01:17:25Don't, don't fucking push me now
01:17:27I'm not scared of you
01:17:29Don't I know it
01:17:33Fuck this shit
01:17:38I don't want to be here no more
01:17:44You can't leave
01:17:46I can do what the fuck I want, I'm an adult
01:17:48You can't leave
01:17:50Fine
01:17:52Fine, take me with you
01:17:54Fuck off
01:17:58Call Tom, get him to fucking pick up some applesauce
01:18:00Go fucking camping, man
01:18:02Let me in, Dad
01:18:04Fuck off, you're in
01:18:06You're so fucking in
01:18:11You made it
01:18:14Hello
01:18:18I never could, fuck I couldn't cook my own food
01:18:20I never could, fuck I couldn't
01:18:22Congratulations, good on you, honey boy
01:18:29None of it's real, though
01:18:31Yeah, well, there it is there, isn't it
01:18:34None of it's real
01:18:40It's more valuable that way
01:18:46That's my fucking advice
01:18:50That's my advice, see
01:18:52That's my fatherly advice, you picking up on that
01:18:59Chase the bullshit forever, man
01:19:02Mom says you
01:19:04Your brother says a whole fucking lot of shit, your mother
01:19:08It's naive
01:19:10The real world
01:19:12The truth is wood fucking rots, man
01:19:16You know, stone crumbles, people fucking die
01:19:18That's the real world
01:19:20The only thing that's gonna live on
01:19:22Is stories, fables, dreams
01:19:25I don't understand
01:19:29You're twelve fucking years old
01:19:34I want to understand, I want stories
01:19:36I know
01:19:38Well, you get stories every week
01:19:40Pull them out the fucking envelope, you don't need me for stories
01:19:43You make your own stories
01:19:48How do you think it feels
01:19:54How do you think it feels
01:19:59For me to have my son talk to me
01:20:01The way that you talk to me
01:20:03Have my son paying me
01:20:08How do you think that feels
01:20:15You wouldn't be here if I didn't pay you
01:20:18But when I do
01:20:20I can pay my bills
01:20:22C'mon, completion
01:20:26Good job
01:20:30You know
01:20:34Lift me up
01:20:38You know
01:20:42Hold me, just behold
01:20:44What I could not
01:20:46Amount without
01:20:48I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:20:50I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:20:52I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:20:54I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:20:56I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:20:58I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:00I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:02I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:04I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:06I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:08I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:10I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:12I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:14I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:16I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:18I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
01:21:22Why are you a cadet?
01:21:26Can't I be a cadet when I want to?
01:21:30Can't I be a cadet when I want to?
01:21:36It's a people's business.
01:21:38You want to become a cadet.
01:21:40You want to become a cadet.
01:21:42You don't know if you want to.
01:21:44Deal.
01:21:46♪♪
01:21:57There's no quick fix.
01:21:59♪♪
01:22:02But you can start from here.
01:22:04♪♪
01:22:09You need to get rid of what doesn't work on us.
01:22:12♪♪
01:22:21I'm growing, son.
01:22:24I know. I see it.
01:22:26No, fuck you, you see it.
01:22:28I'm growing marijuana from the side of the freeway
01:22:31since me on the 101.
01:22:34Dad.
01:22:35What?
01:22:36What if they catch you again?
01:22:38Who's they?
01:22:39The police, the city.
01:22:41The city, they're watering it for me.
01:22:43There's no tail.
01:22:44This crop works.
01:22:45I'm gonna plant it on the fucking freeway
01:22:47and you and me are gonna build a tree house
01:22:49on the fucking moon, buddy.
01:22:51♪♪
01:22:53Trust me, honey boy, I'm your father.
01:22:56♪♪
01:23:09You know, the older you get,
01:23:10you learn a couple things about life.
01:23:13You get to know what you come from.
01:23:17Now, what you come from
01:23:18is you come from a line of alcoholics, son.
01:23:21♪♪
01:23:25Look behind you and I'll promise you a tree house.
01:23:29I'm a man of my word is what I am.
01:23:31Don't be shy. There you go.
01:23:33Get in there. It's yours.
01:23:37A long line of good people
01:23:39who were hurting and didn't know what the fuck to do.
01:23:43So they drank a lot.
01:23:45♪♪
01:23:59Every single one of us got a grudge.
01:24:03Every single one of us got somebody that fucked us over.
01:24:07♪♪
01:24:14And I know you got one.
01:24:17And you gotta lay the grudge down
01:24:20or it's gonna fucking kill you.
01:24:24Hey, Ruby.
01:24:26Hey, Ruby.
01:24:28♪♪
01:24:38♪♪
01:24:48♪♪
01:24:58♪♪
01:25:08♪♪
01:25:16Okay, put your hands up.
01:25:18Put your hands up.
01:25:20♪♪
01:25:24You know, a seed has to totally destroy itself
01:25:28to become a flower.
01:25:31That's a violent act, young boy.
01:25:34♪♪
01:25:44♪♪
01:25:54♪♪
01:26:03Nobody's mad at me anymore.
01:26:06♪♪
01:26:10Huh.
01:26:11That's all I ever wanted.
01:26:13♪♪
01:26:20You'll get there, too.
01:26:22♪♪
01:26:34I want to make a movie about you.
01:26:37You're breaking a movie about me?
01:26:39♪♪
01:26:43Well, make me look good, honey boy.
01:26:46♪♪
01:26:56♪♪
01:27:06♪♪
01:27:16♪♪
01:27:27♪♪
01:27:33♪ I ain't looking to compete with you
01:27:37Beat or cheat or mistreat you
01:27:41Simplify you, classify you
01:27:45Deny, defy or crucify you
01:27:49All I really want to do
01:27:56Is, baby, be friends with you
01:27:59♪♪
01:28:13No, I ain't looking to fight with you
01:28:18Frighten you or uptighten you
01:28:22Drag you down or drain you down
01:28:26Chain you down or bring you down
01:28:30All I really want to do
01:28:37Is, baby, be friends with you
01:28:40♪♪
01:28:52I ain't looking to block you up
01:28:56Shock or knock or lock you up
01:29:00Analyze you, categorize you
01:29:04Finalize you or advertise you
01:29:08All I really want to do
01:29:15Is, baby, be friends with you
01:29:18♪♪
01:29:32All I really want to do
01:29:38Is, baby, be friends with you
01:29:42♪♪
01:30:00I don't want to meet your kin
01:30:04Make you spin or do you in
01:30:08Or select you or dissect you
01:30:12Or inspect you or reject you
01:30:16All I really want to do
01:30:23Is, baby, be friends with you
01:30:26♪♪
01:30:51I don't want to fake you out
01:30:55Take or shake or forsake you out
01:30:59I ain't looking for you to feel like me
01:31:03See like me or be like me
01:31:07All I really want to do
01:31:14Is, baby, be friends with you
01:31:17♪♪
01:31:27♪♪
01:31:47♪♪
01:32:07♪♪
01:32:27♪♪
01:32:47♪♪
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