Boys love . BL
  • 4 months ago
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00:01:00I have four.
00:01:27Well hello there.
00:01:28What do you say?
00:01:30Hello.
00:01:31I got one.
00:01:46We don't need a cart, honey.
00:01:47I want one.
00:01:48We're only going to get a couple things.
00:01:50Now, Benny's going to want to push two.
00:01:53Okay, Benny, you push your brother.
00:02:00Ready, bud?
00:02:04All right.
00:02:08Ready to go?
00:02:15All right.
00:02:17Ready to go?
00:02:22TV! TV!
00:02:44TV! TV!
00:02:46Oh, my God! TV!
00:02:52Oh, my God!
00:03:05Benny.
00:03:07What, are you stalking me?
00:03:09Oh, please.
00:03:11Standing outside my class for hours could be considered stalking.
00:03:14Okay, calm down. My class just let out two.
00:03:17You coming?
00:03:19Uh, I don't think so. I have stuff to do.
00:03:22What could you possibly have to do that's more important than mudball?
00:03:25Mudball, with the future scientists of America, just about anything.
00:03:28Come on, we really need you.
00:03:31You're the only thing close to resembling an athlete on our team.
00:03:34I am an athlete, but I'm not on your team.
00:03:37Officially. Subs are allowed.
00:03:40No.
00:03:42Come on, look at me.
00:03:45Please. Big, strong man, please.
00:03:48I don't have any sweats.
00:03:50Perfect, thank you. You can wear johns. I left them in my dorm room.
00:03:53All right, let me text my mom.
00:04:19Come on.
00:04:28You are amazing.
00:04:30Literally every time you're here, we win a game.
00:04:32You have to join the team.
00:04:34Ooh.
00:04:36Will you shut up?
00:04:42Hey, what's up?
00:04:44Hello. You kicked our asses.
00:04:46It's a team effort.
00:04:48Bullshit.
00:04:50You're the only one who knows what he's doing out here.
00:04:52I'm Christopher.
00:04:54Benny. Nice to meet you.
00:04:56Nice to meet you.
00:04:58You're a tough guy to bring down.
00:05:00I played in high school.
00:05:02Oh, I see.
00:05:04I mean, the engineering school here is not known for its scholar-athletes.
00:05:06They call themselves the killer rabbits. That ought to tell you something.
00:05:08But it's fun.
00:05:10Well, we don't have an excuse.
00:05:12My team's just terrible.
00:05:14I gotta take off now. I don't live on campus.
00:05:16Gotta get home for dinner.
00:05:18Okay. Cool.
00:05:20Are you here on campus?
00:05:22Uh, yeah.
00:05:24Uh, Gallucci Hall.
00:05:26Cool, cool.
00:05:28Christopher.
00:05:30Yes.
00:05:32Can I get your number?
00:05:38Benny, is that you?
00:05:40Yes, I'm covered in mud.
00:05:42Don't track that in here.
00:05:44I know, Ma.
00:05:48I think I met someone today.
00:05:50What do you mean?
00:05:52A guy.
00:05:54Really?
00:05:56Yeah, really. I think.
00:05:58So?
00:06:00Tell me.
00:06:02I don't want to say too much right now, Ma.
00:06:04Come on, you started it. Who is it?
00:06:06I don't know yet. I met him at Mudball. He was on the other team.
00:06:08I kicked their asses.
00:06:10So, you talked to him?
00:06:12I did.
00:06:14And?
00:06:16I don't want to say too much right now.
00:06:18Okay. Is he cute?
00:06:20Oh, Benny's got a boyfriend!
00:06:22Exactly what I didn't want to happen.
00:06:24No, Becca, he's not my boyfriend.
00:06:26So, who is he? Do I know him?
00:06:28How would you know him?
00:06:30I know people.
00:06:34Ma.
00:06:36He's cute.
00:07:06Who is he?
00:07:08I don't know.
00:07:10He's not my boyfriend.
00:07:12Exactly what I didn't want to happen.
00:07:14So, who is he?
00:07:16I don't know.
00:07:18How would you know him?
00:07:20He's cute.
00:07:22Exactly what I didn't want to happen.
00:07:24So, who is he?
00:07:26He's not my boyfriend.
00:07:28Exactly what I didn't want to happen.
00:07:30Who is he?
00:07:32He's not my boyfriend.
00:07:34Who is he?
00:07:54Yeah, I have a little sister, Becca.
00:07:56Freshman in high school.
00:07:58And my mom and dad.
00:08:00Cool. Are you close?
00:08:02My dad's very cool, very mellow.
00:08:04My mom's a bit of a hoverer.
00:08:08I told her about you.
00:08:10About me?
00:08:12What'd you say?
00:08:14I told her that we met and you seemed cool.
00:08:16What'd you say about it?
00:08:18Nothing. I told her she couldn't say anything.
00:08:20Why not?
00:08:22I don't even know what to say about it.
00:08:24I mean, there's nothing to say about it yet, is there?
00:08:26What is your mom like?
00:08:28She runs a yoga studio in Jacksonville.
00:08:30Yeah, so she's totally chill
00:08:32and in touch with herself and whatever,
00:08:34which is cool.
00:08:36But she's also alone.
00:08:38She and my dad divorced when I was six
00:08:40when we were living here,
00:08:42and then she and I moved down to Florida
00:08:44and she hasn't been with someone
00:08:46in the past two days since.
00:08:48Do you do yoga?
00:08:50I can, but I don't.
00:08:52It's hard to breathe and relax
00:08:54when it's your mom telling you what to do.
00:08:56You know, sometimes I wish I'd lived
00:08:58on campus.
00:09:00I mean, I love my family and all,
00:09:02but there's not much freedom and space
00:09:04on my own, you know?
00:09:06There's not much space in my dorm, either.
00:09:08My roommate?
00:09:10Never leaves.
00:09:12So, what's your major exactly?
00:09:14Biomedical engineering.
00:09:16I eventually want to be a doctor.
00:09:18Design tissue.
00:09:20Wow.
00:09:22You?
00:09:24I'm in arts and sciences.
00:09:26My classmates seem to go by the rule
00:09:28that the less you know,
00:09:30the more you talk.
00:09:32And I like to talk, as you can tell,
00:09:34but I like to talk to smart people.
00:09:36Like you.
00:09:38Dr. Benny.
00:09:40Well, thank you.
00:09:56I'd invite you up,
00:09:58but my roommate will be there.
00:10:00It's okay. I gotta go home.
00:10:02Study.
00:10:06I like you, Christopher.
00:10:10I like you, too.
00:10:12I want to see you again.
00:10:14I want to see you again.
00:10:16Duh.
00:10:26Wow.
00:10:28Yeah.
00:10:32I've gotta wait here for a second.
00:10:34Why?
00:10:36Um...
00:10:38Oh!
00:10:40Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:10:42Sorry, sorry, sorry.
00:10:44It's okay. Trust me.
00:10:48Call me.
00:10:50Dr. Benny.
00:10:52Dr. Benny.
00:10:54Call me.
00:10:56Dr. Benny. I will.
00:11:14Those are pretty ones, Ma.
00:11:16I think so, too.
00:11:18You want to come with me today?
00:11:20No.
00:11:22We'll stay.
00:11:24Bueno.
00:11:28Thank you, Becca.
00:11:30Mm-hmm.
00:11:40So Benny tells me he wants to go to a party
00:11:42on campus tomorrow night.
00:11:44He wants to stay over.
00:11:46Sounds like fun.
00:11:48He says he's staying over at Julie's.
00:11:50Well, that's fine. No.
00:11:52I mean, she's his friend. It's not like he's gonna get her pregnant.
00:11:54David.
00:11:56What?
00:11:58I think he might be lying to us.
00:12:00No. Really?
00:12:02I don't feel like that.
00:12:04Baby, look, he technically shouldn't even be living with us.
00:12:06And we certainly shouldn't be knowing
00:12:08what he's doing outside of the house.
00:12:10Think about it.
00:12:12Imagine if your mom knew what you went home and you went to college.
00:12:14Hmm?
00:12:16I just don't know
00:12:18if I want him staying over with this new boy.
00:12:20Honey, what's wrong with this kid?
00:12:22I don't know.
00:12:24We haven't met him yet.
00:12:26I'm sure he's a good guy.
00:12:28Benny's a smart kid.
00:12:30You can't put his pinga on lockdown.
00:12:32It's no fun.
00:12:34Not funny.
00:12:36Let him go
00:12:38because he's gonna go anyway.
00:12:42And you'd let Becca do the same thing?
00:12:44Oh, hell no.
00:12:46She's not going on any sleepovers
00:12:48until after she's married.
00:12:50That's not fair.
00:12:52Fine. I'm kidding.
00:12:54Kind of.
00:12:56Mm-hmm.
00:12:58When did he get old enough to do things
00:13:00he's not old enough to do?
00:13:06Gentlemen.
00:13:08Yeah!
00:13:12Cheers to us!
00:13:14Cheers!
00:13:42Oh, come on.
00:14:02I'm going to tie.
00:14:04Oh, come on.
00:14:06These are for you.
00:14:08I'm staying the night at John's place
00:14:10and you two are spending the night at my place
00:14:12because my roommate's out tonight.
00:14:14Really?
00:14:16Of course.
00:14:18Happy honeymoon, honey.
00:14:20You are the best.
00:14:22Total perfection tonight.
00:14:24Kind of was.
00:14:26It still is.
00:14:28I love you, Benny.
00:14:30I love you too, Julie.
00:14:34Okay, John.
00:14:36Say goodnight to the boys.
00:14:38Goodnight, John.
00:14:40See ya.
00:14:42I would love to.
00:14:52Oh, God!
00:14:54Do I even need to tell you
00:14:56which side is Julie's?
00:14:58God, love her.
00:15:00Love her.
00:15:04I'm starting to like you more and more.
00:15:08Really?
00:15:14Wait, wait.
00:15:38I love you.
00:16:04I have to say
00:16:06I don't even know how to flower a sheet.
00:16:36I love you.
00:16:38I love you.
00:17:04Morning.
00:17:06Morning.
00:17:10What time is it?
00:17:1610.20.
00:17:24Wish we could stay here all day.
00:17:28Be great.
00:17:30But, dude...
00:17:32Your breath stinks.
00:17:36No, no, no.
00:17:40Stop!
00:17:42Take it back!
00:17:44Take it back!
00:17:58How'd everything go?
00:18:00It was fun.
00:18:02Yeah?
00:18:04It was good?
00:18:06Yeah, it was great.
00:18:08It was really packed.
00:18:10And what's his name?
00:18:12Christopher, was he there?
00:18:14Yes.
00:18:16Yeah, he was there.
00:18:18Is this gonna get serious?
00:18:20Just a question, Benny.
00:18:22I don't know.
00:18:24Maybe.
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00:19:58This is Christopher.
00:20:00Hi, nice to meet you.
00:20:02Nice to finally meet you.
00:20:04The day you're taking our son away from us.
00:20:06Just kidding.
00:20:08It's so nice of you to invite Benny down to Florida for spring break.
00:20:10Yeah, of course.
00:20:12I'd rather he stay in a nice home
00:20:14than one of those big party hotels.
00:20:16I'm no partier, guys.
00:20:18And my mom will be there.
00:20:20Great. Wish I could come, too.
00:20:22Maybe next time, Mom.
00:20:24So, you know where you're going?
00:20:26Yeah, we've got it all mapped out.
00:20:28Christopher knows where we're going camping on the way.
00:20:30It's all good, Ma.
00:20:32Okay, don't worry. You know that. It's my job.
00:20:34I'll text you updates.
00:20:36Not while you're driving.
00:20:38Of course not.
00:20:40Benny, come with me for a minute.
00:20:44Come on.
00:20:54Be smart.
00:20:56Come here.
00:21:00Come on, before she starts asking where we're going.
00:21:06Oh, that's such a cute picture of Benny.
00:21:08Oh, actually, that's not Benny.
00:21:10That's his older brother.
00:21:12Benny had an older brother.
00:21:14My first son, Davey.
00:21:16Oh, I had no idea. He never said.
00:21:18Davey was killed when he was eight.
00:21:24I'm so sorry.
00:21:26It's okay.
00:21:28It happened a long time ago.
00:21:32All right, well, spring break's not going to wait for us.
00:21:34Okay.
00:21:36Really?
00:21:38You sure you want to go with this guy? You don't even know him.
00:21:40No offense, Christopher.
00:21:42You seem like a really nice guy.
00:21:44Benny is my Bennycito, my baby.
00:21:50You sure you boys don't want to stay here?
00:21:52It'll be fun. I'll cook all your meals.
00:21:54Okay, you guys should get on the road.
00:21:56See you, Dad.
00:21:58Christopher, great to meet you.
00:22:00You guys be safe.
00:22:02Bye, guys.
00:22:04And just like that.
00:22:10That woman was insane.
00:22:12She wasn't so bad.
00:22:14She was.
00:22:16Sorry I got so weird in there.
00:22:18See why I'm so excited to be getting away?
00:22:22You good?
00:22:24Yeah.
00:22:26Yeah, I'm good.
00:22:28Okay.
00:22:34Spring break!
00:22:48So you've never left Ohio?
00:22:50Never.
00:22:52How is that possible?
00:22:54You never went on vacation?
00:22:56I mean, we go camping here.
00:22:58I'm boating here.
00:23:00I know, I know.
00:23:02I know, I know. Lame.
00:23:04But the one time I was actually supposed to go to Washington, D.C.
00:23:06on a school trip?
00:23:08Yeah, I ended up getting mono and had to stay home.
00:23:10Mono? Really?
00:23:14Who were you kissing?
00:23:16I wish.
00:23:18A couple guys from the football team got it from sharing water bottles.
00:23:22Likely story.
00:23:24I mean, I can sit here and make up a hot locker room story
00:23:26if you want.
00:23:28But really, it was the damn water bottles.
00:23:30Well, in honor
00:23:32of the maiden voyage
00:23:34of Dr. Benny,
00:23:36a video.
00:23:38No, I hate being recorded.
00:23:40Stop!
00:23:42You're so cute.
00:23:44No, not when I'm driving.
00:23:46Okay, it's my turn.
00:23:48Say hello!
00:23:50You want in?
00:23:52We're going to do a lot of eating.
00:23:54We're going to go to the beach
00:23:56for the first time.
00:23:58Hey, first time pregnant.
00:24:02Okay.
00:24:04Make a funny face.
00:24:12I love to travel.
00:24:16My mom and I moved around for two years after we left Ohio.
00:24:20We lived in Georgia for a bit,
00:24:22North Carolina, I've been to
00:24:24Texas, Arizona.
00:24:28After I finish college,
00:24:30I just want to take off for a while,
00:24:32see the world.
00:24:34Wouldn't that be amazing?
00:24:36Yeah.
00:24:38You should come.
00:24:40We'd travel well together,
00:24:42I think.
00:24:44Yeah? Yeah, for a day so far.
00:24:48No, I wish.
00:24:50I have school for the next however many years.
00:24:52Ah, right.
00:24:54Dr. Benny.
00:24:56Yep.
00:24:58Yep, Dr. Benny.
00:25:14Can I ask you something?
00:25:18Why didn't you ever tell me
00:25:20about your brother?
00:25:22I don't know.
00:25:24I miss him.
00:25:26Do you miss him?
00:25:28I don't really think about it.
00:25:32What was he like?
00:25:34What?
00:25:36What?
00:25:40What are you doing?
00:25:42Let's go in.
00:25:44The sign says no swimming after dark.
00:25:46It doesn't say no skinny dipping.
00:25:50Come on.
00:25:54You call
00:25:56that skinny dipping?
00:25:58This
00:26:00is skinny dipping.
00:26:18I got it.
00:26:24I got it.
00:26:38Holy shit!
00:26:40A whole box?
00:26:42How much sex are you planning on having with me?
00:26:44My dad gave it to me.
00:26:46Your dad? Shut up.
00:26:48He must be expecting you to get a lot of action, huh?
00:26:50Mr. Cruz.
00:26:54If you don't stop,
00:26:56you're not going to get any for the whole trip.
00:27:02That's what I thought.
00:27:24Hey, Mom.
00:27:48Hey, Mom.
00:27:50I just wanted to let you know
00:27:52that Dad's there and we'll be there
00:27:54in the afternoon.
00:27:56So...
00:27:58I'll see you soon.
00:28:00Listen, there's something I want to
00:28:02talk to you about.
00:28:06I'll talk to you when I see you.
00:28:08Alone.
00:28:10Sorry to be weird.
00:28:12I'll see you soon, okay?
00:28:14Bye.
00:28:22I'll see you soon, okay?
00:28:24Bye.
00:28:52Christopher!
00:28:54We thought you forgot about us.
00:28:56The house is all dark.
00:28:58Forget about you? How could I forget about you?
00:29:00I've been waiting for weeks.
00:29:02Penny.
00:29:04Welcome.
00:29:06Thanks, ma'am.
00:29:08Carol, please.
00:29:10You're grilling?
00:29:12Yes. Catfish. Look at this.
00:29:14Fruit, green salad, the works for your grand return.
00:29:16You never grill. When did that happen?
00:29:18Well, I had to learn how to feed myself,
00:29:20after you left. Truth be told, this is Christopher's grill.
00:29:22He was top chef around here.
00:29:24Mom, you have to watch it.
00:29:26No, no. No worries. I can salvage it.
00:29:30See? It's perfect.
00:29:32Just don't look at it.
00:29:34Go on. Have a seat.
00:29:36Table's been set.
00:29:38That was very good, Carol.
00:29:40Thanks.
00:29:42Wasn't bad, was it?
00:29:44It was good.
00:29:46I guess you can teach an old dog new tricks.
00:29:48Are you calling your mother a bitch?
00:29:50I stopped calling you a bitch
00:29:52when I left the house.
00:29:54Thank you, I think.
00:29:56I was never a bitch to you, was I?
00:29:58No.
00:30:00I think I was a pretty damn good mother.
00:30:02You were a good mom.
00:30:04Are.
00:30:06And I always knew how to embarrass you, didn't I?
00:30:10Okay, I'll stop.
00:30:12But word to the wise Penny,
00:30:14he does turn a cute shade of red
00:30:16when he gets a little pissed off.
00:30:18I can't blush. I'm Mexican.
00:30:20I'm gonna take this stuff up.
00:30:22This woman's dying to interview you.
00:30:26Be sweet.
00:30:28Mind your own business.
00:30:36God, I love that boy.
00:30:38Do you love that boy?
00:30:42He's great.
00:30:44Yes, he is great.
00:30:48And I'm really pleased he's got a good friend in you
00:30:50and he brought you down.
00:30:52I hope you feel at home here.
00:30:54Oh, I do.
00:30:56Be it ever so humble.
00:30:58Akron, Ohio, huh?
00:31:00I'm sure Chris told you he was born there, yeah?
00:31:02And I was born and raised there as well.
00:31:04Good people.
00:31:06Polite.
00:31:10I can tell you're a good guy, Benny.
00:31:14Not that there aren't good people down here in Florida.
00:31:16Just fewer.
00:31:18But the weather?
00:31:20Worth every rude asshole.
00:31:24Pardon my French.
00:31:26In Spanish, it's pendejo.
00:31:28Pendejo?
00:31:30Nice ring to it.
00:31:32Come on, Benny. Let's go see the room.
00:31:34No, no, no.
00:31:36You're cutting off my interview too soon.
00:31:38Go.
00:31:40Thank you very much for dinner, Carol.
00:31:44You're welcome.
00:32:00You think I'm gonna let you two boys
00:32:02hog this whole tub
00:32:04on a beautiful night like tonight?
00:32:06Mom, please.
00:32:08Come on.
00:32:10I need it for my old aching bones.
00:32:12Benny and I are fine in here without you.
00:32:14Ooh, is it hotter in here than usual?
00:32:16It's okay, Christopher.
00:32:18Thank you, Benny. A gentleman.
00:32:20Making the move down here
00:32:22was the best decision I ever made.
00:32:24I'll tell you what.
00:32:26Couldn't drag me back to those winters in Ohio.
00:32:30So, Benny, let's really get acquainted.
00:32:32Tell me something about yourself
00:32:34that no one else knows.
00:32:36You don't have to.
00:32:38No, no, no.
00:32:40I will.
00:32:42If I can think of something.
00:32:48Okay. Can it be silly?
00:32:50No, silly is far better than tragic, my dear.
00:32:52Okay.
00:32:56Well, back when I was in high school,
00:32:58I had a crush on one of my football teammates.
00:33:00I mean, this was after I was already out as gay in school.
00:33:02It was hard to have a secret crush
00:33:04when you weren't out of the closet yet.
00:33:06But it was even harder when you were out
00:33:08because everyone was watching and waiting
00:33:10to see who Benny would be going after.
00:33:12And, you know, guys,
00:33:14I mean, most of them thought I was into them
00:33:16when I totally wasn't.
00:33:18I did, of course, develop a crush
00:33:20on this one guy.
00:33:22His name was Ron.
00:33:24Right tackle.
00:33:26Kind of dim, but sweet and cute.
00:33:28I had to act like I didn't even notice him
00:33:30and I would stay away from him
00:33:32only because I would get nervous around him.
00:33:34So, on Valentine's Day,
00:33:36when everyone was handing out cards,
00:33:38I actually cut a card out of construction paper
00:33:40and slid it into the whole locker.
00:33:42It said,
00:33:44I have a crush on you.
00:33:46I didn't sign it, of course,
00:33:48and it was the only card he got.
00:33:50He made a point to show it around
00:33:52to the entire school
00:33:54and speculate on which girl
00:33:56had given it to him.
00:33:58Oh, he was beaming for the rest of the day.
00:34:00Which made me happy, too,
00:34:02that, like, he didn't make them feel like that
00:34:04even a little bit.
00:34:06I never told anyone that before.
00:34:10That's not silly at all.
00:34:12That's sweet.
00:34:14You've got yourself a romantic, Christopher.
00:34:16You're insane.
00:34:18You never told your mother that story?
00:34:20You should tell that to her.
00:34:22She would love to know that about you.
00:34:24Benny and his mom are very close.
00:34:26Yeah, I'm lucky.
00:34:28My parents are great.
00:34:30What do they do?
00:34:32My dad's a lawyer,
00:34:34and my mom's a stay-at-home with me and my sister.
00:34:36Yeah, the Cruz family
00:34:38is a perfect little Midwestern family, I guess.
00:34:44Mom.
00:34:48Cruz?
00:34:50Your last name is Cruz?
00:34:52Yeah.
00:34:54Mom, go.
00:34:56Is your mother Lenora Cruz?
00:34:58Yes.
00:35:00Mom, go inside.
00:35:28That was weird.
00:35:30She can go a little crazy sometimes.
00:35:32How does she know my mom's name?
00:35:34I probably told her.
00:35:36I'm sure I did.
00:35:58You're smoking.
00:36:02Christopher, dear, I'm sorry,
00:36:04but I have to talk.
00:36:06Mom.
00:36:08I have to talk to Benny.
00:36:10Can't you just leave us alone?
00:36:12Benny, I was in that parking lot that day
00:36:14with your brother.
00:36:18What?
00:36:20Benny, we can get out now.
00:36:22Christopher, I have to say this.
00:36:24Benny, we were shopping.
00:36:26Christopher was there with me,
00:36:28and I was driving.
00:36:32I was pulling out of the parking lot
00:36:34as usual, and he just...
00:36:38I didn't even see him.
00:36:40Your brother.
00:36:42He was so small.
00:36:44I swear.
00:36:46He was...
00:36:48I didn't see him.
00:36:52It was an accident.
00:36:54I hope you know that.
00:36:58A horrible accident.
00:37:00It was the most
00:37:02terrible day of my life.
00:37:04You have to know that.
00:37:06I know it was an accident,
00:37:08Mrs. Gaines.
00:37:12You poor kid.
00:37:16I can't believe you're sitting right here in front of me.
00:37:24I think I want to go in now.
00:37:44Benny.
00:37:46Benny.
00:37:54I'm sorry.
00:37:58It's okay.
00:38:03No.
00:38:05No, it's not.
00:38:09I just...
00:38:11What the fuck?
00:38:16I just need a minute.
00:38:19I feel like I can't breathe.
00:38:31What can I do?
00:38:33Nothing, really.
00:38:38Just let me sit here.
00:38:41Just...
00:38:43Just give me a minute.
00:38:47Why don't you just hop in the shower?
00:38:50I'm sorry.
00:38:54You shower first.
00:38:56I'll be fine.
00:39:03Okay.
00:39:10Okay.
00:39:28Hold on.
00:39:30Hold on just a second.
00:39:32Hold on, hold on, hold on.
00:39:34Hold up, it's Benny.
00:39:36It's Benny.
00:39:38Hey.
00:39:40Hey, Ma.
00:39:41Hi, sweetie.
00:39:45Are you busy?
00:39:47No, no, no, not at all.
00:39:50You sound like you're working out or something.
00:39:52No, no.
00:39:54No, well, yeah, I mean,
00:39:56I'm just in for a walk.
00:39:59How are you, sweetie? How's Florida?
00:40:02It's great.
00:40:04Yeah?
00:40:06Good.
00:40:08I just wanted to call and let you know that
00:40:11everything's going really, really well.
00:40:14You good?
00:40:17Yeah, I'm good.
00:40:19Okay.
00:40:21Well, keep having fun.
00:40:23Thanks for calling, baby.
00:40:25Thanks, Ma.
00:40:27I love you.
00:40:29I love you, too.
00:40:37Okay.
00:40:45Shower's free.
00:40:47Great.
00:40:49Thanks.
00:40:55I'm sorry for all of this.
00:40:57You're sorry?
00:40:59Are you kidding me?
00:41:01I'm sorry.
00:41:03I've just never heard
00:41:05and I think I just called and interrupted
00:41:07my parents having sex.
00:41:09Oh, shit.
00:41:25So talk to me.
00:41:27Please.
00:41:31Do you remember that day?
00:41:36Not really.
00:41:39I was, like,
00:41:41six.
00:41:46I remember
00:41:48Davey being there
00:41:50and being on the ground.
00:41:54And I remember
00:41:56my mother's screams.
00:41:59Mostly I remember
00:42:01what happened afterwards.
00:42:04The funeral.
00:42:06My father telling me
00:42:08what had happened
00:42:10and telling me
00:42:12to be a good boy.
00:42:16I remember my mother not...
00:42:19my mother not treating me
00:42:21the same as she had before.
00:42:24For a while.
00:42:28And my mom.
00:42:34It's crazy.
00:42:52I just want to have a good spring break.
00:42:56Yes.
00:42:58We will.
00:43:00I'm gonna go shower.
00:43:03Okay.
00:43:06Oh, shit.
00:43:31Feet together.
00:43:33Hands at your sides.
00:43:35Palms facing forward.
00:43:38And breathe.
00:43:42Right hand over your head.
00:43:44Extend.
00:43:46Nice, simple stretch.
00:43:50Open your chest.
00:43:52Open your heart.
00:43:54And breathe.
00:43:56Good.
00:43:59I think you can extend a little more right here, Penny.
00:44:03Okay.
00:44:17I think I want to go home.
00:44:19That's where we're going.
00:44:21No.
00:44:23I mean Akron.
00:44:27We just got here.
00:44:29I mean, I hate that I want to, but...
00:44:31I feel really uncomfortable.
00:44:35I don't know what to do.
00:44:43I can't stay.
00:44:46If we leave now, my mom's gonna feel terrible.
00:44:49I know, but...
00:44:51I mean, I feel terrible.
00:44:53This is supposed to be awesome, you know?
00:44:57Us down here.
00:45:02We'll leave this afternoon.
00:45:06Thanks.
00:45:18So, like I said, Benny's got a lot of exams coming up,
00:45:21and he's starting to get kind of stressed out about them,
00:45:24so I think it's best we get him back.
00:45:26I understand.
00:45:28Thank you so much, though, Mrs. Welling.
00:45:30Carol, my pleasure.
00:45:33I hope you'll come down again soon.
00:45:35You're welcome here anytime.
00:45:37Thanks.
00:45:39Bye.
00:45:46I'm just gonna go talk to her real quick.
00:45:48Yeah, sure.
00:45:52Uh, you know we're not leaving because of any exams.
00:45:58We're leaving because of you.
00:46:00What are you saying?
00:46:01You had to go and tell him, didn't you?
00:46:03Christopher.
00:46:05I told you over and over again to stop talking.
00:46:08Sweetheart.
00:46:09And you wouldn't stop plabbing.
00:46:11I had to tell him.
00:46:13Why? You don't even know him.
00:46:15Who said you got to decide that?
00:46:18You just have to ruin everything all the time.
00:46:23We were gonna have a great spring break
00:46:25and, like, be a couple and all that other stuff,
00:46:27and you just had to go, like, ruin it,
00:46:29just like you ruined it up with Dad.
00:46:34The past just doesn't go away.
00:46:36Ah.
00:46:37You were going to have to deal with it sooner or later.
00:46:39I know that, Mom.
00:46:42But who said you got to decide that?
00:46:47I was happy.
00:46:49I was really happy.
00:46:52You wouldn't let me be happy.
00:47:09This sucks.
00:47:22I guess I'll go now.
00:47:31Benny?
00:47:32Let me ask you a question.
00:47:39You knew, didn't you?
00:47:42You knew about Davy,
00:47:43and you brought me down there anyway.
00:47:46I didn't know until the day we left,
00:47:52and then it was too late.
00:47:55You knew that your mother killed my brother,
00:47:58and you let me walk into that house
00:48:00like nothing was the matter.
00:48:05I just wanted to have a good spring break, I guess.
00:48:09Why?
00:48:11I don't know.
00:48:13I just...
00:48:16Why would you do that to me?
00:48:24I didn't know what to do.
00:48:25I'm sorry.
00:48:32I think I want to take a break from you.
00:48:36I don't want to hang out with you right now.
00:48:38Benny.
00:48:40No.
00:48:45Yes.
00:48:55I'm so sorry.
00:48:58I'm sorry.
00:49:11Who leaves spring break early?
00:49:13Julie. Don't.
00:49:15Tell me, what happened?
00:49:17Nothing.
00:49:19You're not with Christopher now?
00:49:20Did he do something?
00:49:21No, he's fine.
00:49:23It just doesn't look like we're a good match,
00:49:25but you guys are really great together,
00:49:27and I think you really like him.
00:49:29We're actually very different.
00:49:31And?
00:49:33Can we not talk about it, please?
00:49:35What happened?
00:49:36Julie, come on.
00:49:39Okay, sorry.
00:49:41I can't be worried about you?
00:49:43Just worry in silence, please.
00:49:45I wanted to be around you so you could cheer me up.
00:49:48Oh, okay.
00:49:56Was the weather, like, terrible or something?
00:49:58I don't want to talk about it.
00:50:00Well, I know if I was ever at the beach for spring break,
00:50:04I'd never want to leave.
00:50:07Wow.
00:50:08Becca.
00:50:09Whatever.
00:50:26Benny?
00:50:28Can I come in?
00:50:30Sure, Ma.
00:50:31What's up?
00:50:35We have to talk about this.
00:50:38Whatever it is that's eating at you,
00:50:40I hate to see you this way.
00:50:44What happened in Florida?
00:50:46Ma, nothing happened in Florida.
00:50:49You can't keep walking around carrying this inside.
00:50:54It just didn't work out.
00:50:56How?
00:51:00I have to study.
00:51:02No, Benny.
00:51:04You're going to take a minute, and you're going to tell me.
00:51:09When you left, you were so happy.
00:51:12What happened with Christopher?
00:51:14What did he do?
00:51:16He didn't do anything.
00:51:18Ma, it just wasn't working out.
00:51:22It just wasn't working.
00:51:28Ma, trust me.
00:51:32You don't want to know.
00:51:35I do.
00:51:37You can tell me.
00:51:40Did he hurt you?
00:51:43I know.
00:51:45Then what is it?
00:51:49Mama.
00:51:51Come on, baby.
00:51:55It's not Christopher.
00:52:01It's his mother.
00:52:06His mother's name is Carol Welling.
00:52:13But before, when she was married,
00:52:20it was Carol Gaines.
00:52:22She lived here.
00:52:26Ma, I didn't want to tell you, Ma.
00:52:31Ma.
00:52:40Ma, they moved to Jacksonville.
00:52:48So you left.
00:52:52I had to.
00:52:59Yeah.
00:53:01I think you've made the right decision.
00:53:04Okay.
00:53:18Babe, what is it?
00:53:22What's going on, babe?
00:53:25Benny.
00:53:27Benny told me.
00:53:29Christopher.
00:53:33Christopher.
00:53:36It's Christopher Gaines.
00:53:41Christopher Gaines.
00:53:43Carol Gaines' son.
00:53:51How is that possible?
00:53:57Is that why he...
00:54:00Now every time I see Christopher, I'll...
00:54:03I can't.
00:54:05He stopped seeing him, right?
00:54:07Benny broke up with him.
00:54:12Is that wrong?
00:54:13No, no, of course not.
00:54:27Well...
00:54:33Hey.
00:54:35Good evening.
00:54:54Hey.
00:54:56Oh, hi.
00:55:00Julie said you were in class until four.
00:55:03You're just like her.
00:55:06I was giving you this.
00:55:14I miss you, Benny.
00:55:17Christopher, why didn't you tell me?
00:55:20Why did you let me go to Florida?
00:55:24I didn't know what to do.
00:55:25You should have told me.
00:55:27You should have thought about how I would feel.
00:55:29I know.
00:55:31I thought everything was going to be okay.
00:55:32I thought if I told you, you'd leave me.
00:55:34I didn't want to lose you.
00:55:35You lost me anyway.
00:55:37Yes, I lost you anyway.
00:55:41I'm sorry.
00:55:46I miss us.
00:55:55I miss us too.
00:55:57I hate this.
00:56:11Is Benny here yet?
00:56:13He's coming. I'm sure he'll be here.
00:56:16Oh, there he is.
00:56:21Oh, God.
00:56:24Why did he bring him?
00:56:26I don't know. I don't know.
00:56:27Baby, look, we're here for Becca, okay?
00:56:29Just, we'll talk to him afterwards.
00:56:49That's Abby and Martha. Come in here.
00:56:51We'll be in in a minute, dear.
00:56:53No, come in here now.
00:56:55Yes, dear, what is it? Where's Elaine?
00:56:57I thought you promised me you wouldn't let anybody in here while I was gone.
00:57:00Oh, well, Jonathan just walked in, and...
00:57:05I don't mean Jonathan.
00:57:06Well, Dr. Einstein was with him, but...
00:57:08I don't mean Einstein either.
00:57:10Who is that in the window seat?
00:57:11Oh, we told you, Mr. Hoskins.
00:57:14It is not Mr. Hoskins.
00:57:16Oh, well, who can that be?
00:57:21So you're telling me you've never seen him before?
00:57:24I most certainly am.
00:57:26Oh, well, this is a fine how-do-you-do.
00:57:28It's getting so anybody thinks they can just walk into this house.
00:57:47Hey, Ma, Dad.
00:57:49Hello.
00:57:50Hi, Mr. and Mrs. Cruz. It's nice to see you both again.
00:57:53Well, Becca was really, really great.
00:57:58She was, wasn't she?
00:57:59Oh, my God, she was hilarious.
00:58:01Don't you think, Ma?
00:58:02I'm very proud of her.
00:58:04Here's a little star now. Come here.
00:58:07You were terrific. I'm so proud of you.
00:58:11I'm so glad you came.
00:58:13Oh, of course.
00:58:15And you, too.
00:58:16Oh, yeah. It was my pleasure.
00:58:19I think you're definitely going to be a star.
00:58:23We're going to meet you in the car, okay?
00:58:25Okay.
00:58:27We'll talk at home.
00:58:42Hey, Dad.
00:58:43Hey, kiddo. You got a minute?
00:58:48Yeah.
00:58:54Tonight didn't go well.
00:58:56I thought Becca was awesome.
00:59:00Take a seat.
00:59:08You really upset your mom and me tonight.
00:59:12I'm sorry you both feel that way.
00:59:17Maybe you should kill things with Christopher for a while.
00:59:20Why?
00:59:22Because we don't think he's the best match for you.
00:59:25You don't choose who you fall in love with, Dad.
00:59:28Yeah, actually, you do.
00:59:30That's what adults do.
00:59:32You don't just get to choose with your heart.
00:59:33You choose with your mind.
00:59:35You don't just choose for yourself.
00:59:36You choose for those who love you.
00:59:38This is stupid.
00:59:40This is stupid.
00:59:41I have tried breaking up with him.
00:59:46I've stayed away from him, and I have felt more and more miserable.
00:59:50Ben, I know it hurts.
00:59:54It'll pass.
00:59:55No, it won't.
00:59:56Benny, we love you so much.
01:00:01We only want what's best for you.
01:00:05And we would hope that you want what's best for us.
01:00:09Look, you've had your fun with him.
01:00:13You know you love your mother.
01:00:17How do you know you love this Christopher?
01:00:19I know, Dad.
01:00:20I know.
01:00:22Benny.
01:00:24Why can't I get what I want?
01:00:29Why can't you be happy for me?
01:00:34Haven't I done everything right all of these years?
01:00:37When have I ever fucked up?
01:00:39Benny, watch your mouth.
01:00:40For what?
01:00:42Or you'll see.
01:00:44Yes, Dad.
01:00:47We will see.
01:00:49Ben.
01:01:08Hey.
01:01:09Hey, what's up?
01:01:11Can I stay here?
01:01:13Yeah, of course.
01:01:20You remember Tucker?
01:01:21Hey, Tucker.
01:01:24Probably won't even notice we're here.
01:01:35So what's up?
01:01:36What else?
01:01:37My parents.
01:01:39They don't want me to see you.
01:01:42They don't want me to live my own life.
01:01:53I should probably answer that.
01:01:56I don't feel like it.
01:01:58I'll make them worry a little bit.
01:02:03Let's make some room for you.
01:02:04Cool.
01:02:10It's mainly these.
01:02:13Damn.
01:02:15What?
01:02:16Someone's actually studying in college.
01:02:18You ass.
01:02:25Where's Benny?
01:02:26He didn't come home last night.
01:02:28I know that.
01:02:29Where is he?
01:02:31Why don't you call him and ask him yourself?
01:02:33Damn.
01:02:34What do you want me to say?
01:02:35Nothing, I guess.
01:02:59Hey, Becca, what's up?
01:03:04Becca, everything's okay.
01:03:06I just can't be home right now.
01:03:11Becca, it's okay, don't cry.
01:03:15This will all be over soon.
01:03:16I'll be home very soon, sis, I promise.
01:03:19But I have to go now.
01:03:21Everything will be okay.
01:03:24But promise me you won't cry anymore, okay?
01:03:30Okay, cool.
01:03:31Bye, Becca.
01:03:35I love you too, sis.
01:03:47Benny?
01:03:53Benny.
01:03:55You know you can stay here as long as you want.
01:03:57You know that, right?
01:04:00But you can't keep avoiding your family.
01:04:04You have to make things right with them.
01:04:06Are you kicking me out?
01:04:07Of course not.
01:04:08Good, because my mom will never accept this.
01:04:12You don't know that.
01:04:14But I do.
01:04:21Your mom will never accept it as long as you keep avoiding her.
01:04:25You have to talk to her.
01:04:26Drop it.
01:04:27Please, just talk to her.
01:04:28I told you to drop it.
01:04:30You know, you want me to leave?
01:04:31That's fine.
01:04:32I'll leave.
01:04:33No, I don't want to talk to my mother.
01:04:34That's not what I'm saying.
01:04:35I don't want to talk to you anymore either.
01:04:36I just want everyone to leave me alone.
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01:08:30Hey.
01:08:31Hello.
01:08:34I thought I heard somebody.
01:08:35I, uh...
01:08:36You come to raid the fridge?
01:08:39I, I was hungry.
01:08:42It's good to see you.
01:08:46Go ahead, make your sandwich.
01:08:51So, um, one final down.
01:08:56Calculus.
01:08:57I did really well, I think.
01:09:00But I'm glad.
01:09:04Yeah, I knew everything on it, I studied well, I guess.
01:09:07Yeah, you always have.
01:09:13You know, you know where I'm staying.
01:09:18With Christopher.
01:09:21Benny.
01:09:23It had nothing to do with it, Ma.
01:09:26I don't know what you want me to do.
01:09:28I honestly don't know what you want me to tell you.
01:09:31We've never talked about it before.
01:09:34Me and you.
01:09:37He's a cool guy.
01:09:39He doesn't remember it.
01:09:41I don't really remember it.
01:09:44Why does it matter?
01:09:45It happened a long time ago, Ma.
01:09:47A long time ago?
01:09:48It's still happening.
01:09:50It's still happening right now.
01:09:52It's just about to happen.
01:09:53That day is today.
01:09:54I don't know how more clearly I can say that to you.
01:09:56It's all been one long, awful day.
01:09:58I don't want you to feel like that.
01:09:59I don't want you to be sad.
01:10:01Christopher was there that day.
01:10:03I can see him.
01:10:04I can see you.
01:10:06And I can see Davey.
01:10:07It's too much, Benny.
01:10:08Well, he's here in my life now.
01:10:11I'm here now.
01:10:13I can't make you understand.
01:10:16Yeah, well, I guess neither one of us is ever going to understand each other.
01:10:19Benny.
01:10:23Benny, stop.
01:10:29Benny.
01:10:30Benny, stop.
01:10:33Take your sandwich.
01:10:34I don't want anything from you.
01:10:46Benny?
01:10:56Benny?
01:11:02Sorry.
01:11:05You really freaked me out.
01:11:09Are you okay?
01:11:13Yeah.
01:11:18Look who's here.
01:11:20Hi, Benny.
01:11:22I know you didn't expect to see me.
01:11:24But Christopher's been telling me what's been happening.
01:11:27You staying here and all.
01:11:30I want to try to make things right.
01:11:33I told her not to come.
01:11:34I couldn't not come.
01:11:36And then you disappeared last night?
01:11:40She wants to meet your mother.
01:11:42God.
01:11:44I think it's important that we talk.
01:11:47You can't just fix everything all the time.
01:11:50You're not some, like, spiritual guru.
01:11:53I have to see her.
01:11:57I don't really think she'd want to talk to you.
01:11:59We can handle this.
01:12:01I told you not to come.
01:12:05You guys deserve a chance.
01:12:08I feel responsible.
01:12:10It's not fair to the two of you.
01:12:14Benny, I'd like two things from you.
01:12:18I'd like the address of your house.
01:12:23And I'd like the address of your brother's resting place.
01:12:53Okay.
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01:14:34Hello?
01:14:36Hello?
01:14:38Lenora.
01:14:42Pardon me for coming here, but I had to.
01:14:45What?
01:14:47I thought about it and thought about it, and I...
01:14:49I had to come.
01:14:51You have no right to...
01:14:52Please, just give me a moment.
01:14:58I visited the grave before I came here.
01:15:03I saw the vase of flowers.
01:15:08I need you to know how sorry I've been.
01:15:13So incredibly sorry.
01:15:18There's not a day that goes by
01:15:20that I don't think about that day.
01:15:24And the only way I've been able to get by all this time
01:15:27is to remember.
01:15:29To tell myself it was an accident.
01:15:32A tragic accident.
01:15:42Then I met Benny, your son, and he's...
01:15:47He's wonderful.
01:15:51And I don't know why, but he and my son are friends.
01:15:55And I can see they really share something special.
01:16:00Have you seen it?
01:16:05Forgive me.
01:16:10Please, forgive me.
01:16:16Benny is special.
01:16:20And Christopher seems like a very special person.
01:16:24Christopher seems like a very nice young man.
01:16:28But you need to go.
01:16:30I will if you want me to.
01:16:32I just wanted you to know how truly sorry I've been.
01:16:37And now you've done that.
01:16:40Yes.
01:16:43Thank you, Lenora.
01:16:55I didn't come all the way up here for me.
01:17:01And it wasn't for you.
01:17:06It was for our boys.
01:17:12It was for our boys.
01:17:24Hey, baby, who was that?
01:17:28Christopher's mother.
01:17:31What did she want?
01:17:36She came to ask for my forgiveness.
01:17:45Really?
01:17:49Are you okay?
01:17:52I'm fine.
01:17:59What did you say to her?
01:18:02I don't know.
01:18:06She's lucky I stood there and listened to her talk.
01:18:16Baby, do you remember what you said to me
01:18:21when we first lost Davey?
01:18:24Do you remember?
01:18:27I didn't think I could take it anymore.
01:18:31The sadness.
01:18:35The distance from you.
01:18:39Missing Davey.
01:18:43I wanted to leave.
01:18:46And you said, try harder.
01:18:53You knew I was stronger than I thought I was.
01:18:59Baby, I need you to try harder.
01:19:02I don't want to.
01:19:03You have to.
01:19:08I am there for you.
01:19:13You have to.
01:19:18Baby loves Christopher.
01:19:22Even if it's just for now.
01:19:25We have to deal with now.
01:19:30I know it sounds crazy, but I...
01:19:33I don't even see our little boy on there.
01:19:35He's not. He's not. He's grown up.
01:19:40If I lose Betty,
01:19:44it's like I'm losing Davey all over again.
01:19:46It's just that I feel...
01:19:52I need you to try harder.
01:20:13Hello, Ma.
01:20:15Hi, Benny.
01:20:17What's up?
01:20:20Benny, come home.
01:20:23I don't think so, Ma.
01:20:27We want you to come home.
01:20:29We miss you.
01:20:31It's not family without you.
01:20:34I don't know.
01:20:38We'd like you to bring Christopher for dinner.
01:20:42Uh, hold on.
01:20:47We want you to come over for dinner.
01:20:50Tell her yeah.
01:20:58Okay.
01:21:01Great. Great.
01:21:05That makes me really happy.
01:21:08So, can you make it home by seven?
01:21:11Okay.
01:21:12Good.
01:21:14I'll see you at seven, then.
01:21:17Benny, I love you.
01:21:21Okay.
01:21:36That's good.
01:21:40Well, dinner at seven, I guess.
01:21:52Hi, guys.
01:21:53Hey, Ma.
01:21:54Hey, guys.
01:21:57Thanks for coming.
01:21:58Of course.
01:22:00I hope you guys brought your college appetites
01:22:02because we have a big meal planned for you.
01:22:05Yeah, there's lots of food here.
01:22:07Thank you, Mrs. Cruz.
01:22:10You are welcome, Christopher.
01:22:14Have a seat.
01:22:16You can sit here, Christopher.
01:22:18Is that next to you, Becca?
01:22:19Maybe.
01:22:20Mm-hmm.
01:22:21Mm-hmm.
01:22:22Thank you, Becca.
01:22:38All right, come on, come on.
01:22:39Let's get to it.
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