One secret is too many - BL movie part 1/1
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00:00:00You
00:00:30You
00:01:00You
00:01:22I'll for
00:01:24Well, hello there, what do you say hello?
00:01:45I got one. We don't need a cart, honey. I want one. We're only gonna get a couple things
00:01:51Now Betty's gonna want to push to
00:01:55Okay, Benny you push your brother
00:02:07Ready bud
00:02:17Ready to go
00:02:24You
00:02:54You
00:03:06Benny
00:03:08What are you stalking me, please?
00:03:11Standing outside my class for hours could be considered stalking. Okay, calm down. My class just let out to you come in. Ah
00:03:19I don't think so. I have stuff to do. What could you possibly have to do?
00:03:24That's more important than mud ball mud ball with the future scientists of America. Just about anything
00:03:29We really need you. You don't anything close to resembling an athlete on our team. I am an athlete, but I'm not on your team
00:03:37officially
00:03:39Subs are allowed. No
00:03:42Come on look at me
00:03:49Have any sweats perfect. Thank you. You can wear John's them in my dorm room. All right, let me text my mom
00:04:20You
00:04:28You are amazing literally every time you're here we win a game you have to join the team
00:04:42Hey, what's up? Oh
00:04:45You kicked their asses no, it's a team effort bullshit. You're the only one knows what he's doing out here
00:04:52I'm Christopher Benny. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you a tough guy to bring down. I
00:04:58Played in high school. Oh
00:05:01I see. Yeah, I mean the engineering school here is not known for scholar athletes. They call themselves the killer rabbits
00:05:06I'd ought to tell you something but it's fine. Well
00:05:10We don't have an excuse. My team's just terrible
00:05:13So I got to take off now, I don't live on campus got to get home for dinner, okay, cool
00:05:20Are you here on campus? Yeah
00:05:24Galucci Hall cool cool
00:05:27Christopher yes
00:05:30Can I get your number?
00:05:38Benny is that you?
00:05:41Yes, I'm covered in mud don't track that in here I know ma I
00:05:50Think I met someone today. What do you mean a guy?
00:05:56Yeah, really I think
00:05:59So tell me I don't want to say too much right now mom
00:06:05I don't know yet. I met him at mud ball. He was on the other team. We kicked their asses
00:06:10So you talked to him I did and I don't want to say too much right now, okay
00:06:18Cute
00:06:22Exactly what I didn't want to happen. No Becca. He's not my boyfriend. So who is he? Do I know how would you know him?
00:06:28I know people
00:06:34Ma yeah. Yeah, he's cute
00:06:39I
00:07:09I
00:07:40You
00:07:55You have a little sister Becca freshman in high school and my mom and dad cool you class
00:08:01Yeah, we get along
00:08:03My dad's very cool. Very mellow
00:08:05My mom's a bit of a hover
00:08:09Told her about you
00:08:11About me. What do you say?
00:08:14Told her that we met and you seemed cool, but you say about it
00:08:18Nothing. I told her she couldn't say anything
00:08:20Why not? I don't even know what to say about it. I mean, there's nothing to say about it yet. Is there
00:08:27What is your mom like
00:08:29She runs a yoga studio in Jacksonville
00:08:33yeah, so she's totally chill and
00:08:36In touch with herself and whatever which is cool, but she's also alone
00:08:41she and my dad divorced when I was six when we were living here and then
00:08:44She and I moved down to Florida and she hasn't been with someone past two dates since
00:08:48Do you do yoga? I?
00:08:51Can but I don't
00:08:54It's hard to breathe and relax when it's your mom telling you what to do
00:08:59You know, sometimes I wish I lived on campus
00:09:01I mean, I love my family and all but there's not much freedom and space on my own, you know
00:09:06There's not much space in my dorm either my roommate
00:09:10never leaves so
00:09:13What's your major exactly?
00:09:16I'm medical engineering. I eventually want to be a doctor design tissue
00:09:21Wow
00:09:24Yeah, I'm in arts and sciences
00:09:28My classmates seem to go by the rule that the less, you know
00:09:33The more you talk and I like to talk as you can tell but I like to talk to smart people like you
00:09:40Dr. Benny
00:09:42Well, thank you
00:09:45I
00:09:58Didn't invite you up but my roommate will be there. It's okay. I gotta go home study. I
00:10:07Like you Christopher I
00:10:11Like you too, I want to see you again
00:10:15I want to see you again
00:10:18duh
00:10:37Yeah
00:10:40I've got to wait here for a second. All right
00:10:45Oh
00:10:49It's okay trust me
00:10:54Call me dr. Benny. I will
00:11:14Those are pretty ones ma I
00:11:17Think so, too
00:11:19You want to come with me today? No, I think I'll stay
00:11:24Bueno
00:11:29Thank You Becca
00:11:31Mm-hmm
00:11:41So Benny tells me he wants to go to a party on campus tomorrow night he wants to stay over
00:11:45It sounds like fun
00:11:48He says he's staying over at Julie's
00:11:50That's fine. No, I mean she's his friend. It's not he's gonna get her pregnant
00:11:55David
00:11:57What I?
00:11:59Think he might be lying to us
00:12:02Really?
00:12:04Maybe look he technically shouldn't even be living with us and we certainly shouldn't be knowing what he's doing outside of the house
00:12:10Think about it. I know if your mom knew what you went home when you were in college. I
00:12:18Just don't know if I want him staying over with this new boy, all right, what's wrong with this kid? I
00:12:24Don't know. We haven't met him yet
00:12:27I'm sure he's a good guy Benny's a smart kid
00:12:32You can't put his pinga on lockdown. It's no fun. I'm funny
00:12:38Let him go cuz he's gonna go anyway
00:12:43And you'd let Becca do the same thing, oh hell no, she's not going on any sleepovers until after she's married
00:12:51That's not fair
00:12:54Fine I'm kidding kind of
00:12:56When did he get old enough to do things he's not old enough to do
00:13:26I
00:13:56Don't know
00:14:07These are for you
00:14:09I'm saying the night at John's place and you two are spending it my place because my roommates out tonight really of course
00:14:17Happy honeymoon, honey. You are the
00:14:21I
00:14:23Total perfection tonight kind of was it still is I love you, Benny. I love you, too, Julie
00:14:31Thank you
00:14:33Okay, John say goodnight to the boys it's time to go night-night
00:14:40I
00:14:43Would love to
00:14:50Oh
00:14:53God do I ever need to tell you which side is Julie's God love her lover
00:15:03I'm starting to like you more and more
00:15:20You
00:15:50I
00:16:04Have to say
00:16:20You
00:16:51You
00:17:04Morning good morning
00:17:11Time is it
00:17:161020
00:17:20I
00:17:23Wish we could stay here all day
00:17:28Be great, but dude
00:17:50I
00:17:58Had everything go
00:18:00It was fun
00:18:03Yeah club was good. Yeah, it was it was great. It was really packed and
00:18:11What's his name Christopher was he there yes, yeah, he was there
00:18:15Is this gonna get serious just a question Betty, I don't know maybe
00:18:45You
00:19:15You
00:19:45You
00:19:55Ma dad
00:19:58This this is Christopher
00:20:01Nice to meet you Christopher. It's nice to finally meet you the day. You're taking our son away from us
00:20:07Just kidding. It's so nice of you to invite Benny down to Florida for spring break
00:20:11Yeah, of course
00:20:13I'd rather he stay in a nice home than one of those big party hotels
00:20:17I'm no part of your guys and my mom will be there
00:20:25So, you know where you're going yeah, we've got it all mapped out Christopher knows where we're going camping on the way
00:20:30It's all good. Ma. Okay. I worry you know that it's my job
00:20:34I'll text you updates not while you're driving. Of course, honey. Come with me for a minute. We'll be right back
00:20:43Oh
00:20:54Be smart
00:21:00Come on before she starts asking where we are. Oh
00:21:05That's such a cute picture of Benny, oh
00:21:08Actually, that's not Benny. That's his older brother
00:21:11His brother Benny had an older brother my first son Davey, I had no idea he never said
00:21:19Davey was killed when he was eight
00:21:25I'm so sorry. It's okay. It happened a long time ago
00:21:33All right, well spring break's not gonna wait for us
00:21:37Really you sure you want to go with this guy you don't even know
00:21:41You seem like a really nice guy. Oh, then he is my very seat. Oh my baby
00:21:51Sure you boys don't want to stay here it'd be fun. I'll cook all your meals
00:21:55Okay, you guys should get on the road
00:21:58Christopher great to meet you. You guys be safe
00:22:07And just like that
00:22:11That
00:22:14Woman was insane wasn't so bad. She was sorry. I got so weird in there. See why I'm so excited to be getting away
00:22:25You good, yeah, I'm good, okay
00:22:36Spring break
00:22:40I
00:22:49See you've never left, Ohio
00:22:52never
00:22:54How's that possible?
00:22:56You never went on vacation. I mean we go camping here. I'm boating here. I
00:23:02Know I know lame, but the one time I was actually supposed to go to Washington DC on a school trip
00:23:08Yeah, I ended up getting mono and had to stay home
00:23:11mono
00:23:12really
00:23:14Who are you kissing I wish a couple guys from the football team got it from sharing water bottles
00:23:23Likely story, I mean I can sit here and make up a hot locker room story if you want
00:23:28But really it was the damn water bottles. Well
00:23:31in honor of
00:23:33maiden voyage of dr. Benny a
00:23:37Video no, I hate being recorded
00:23:44No, not when I'm driving
00:23:57First time for me
00:24:04Make a funny face
00:24:07I
00:24:12Love to travel
00:24:15My mom and I moved around for two years after we left, Ohio
00:24:20We lived in Georgia for a bit, North Carolina, I've been to Texas Arizona
00:24:29After I finished college, I just want to take off for a while see the world
00:24:34Wouldn't that be amazing? Yeah
00:24:39You should come we travel well together I think yeah. Yeah for a day so far
00:24:48No, I I wish I have school for the next however many years ah
00:24:54Right. Dr. Benny. Yep. Yep. Yep. Dr. Benny
00:25:04You
00:25:14Can I ask you something
00:25:19Why didn't you ever tell me about your brother, I don't know I don't really think about her I guess
00:25:27Do you miss him I don't really think about it
00:25:33What was he like what what
00:25:40What are you doing, let's go in the science has no swimming after dark doesn't say no skinny-dipping
00:25:51Come on
00:25:56You call that skinny-dipping this is skinny-dipping
00:26:04I
00:26:20Got it
00:26:34Oh
00:26:39Holy shit a whole box. How much sex are you planning on having with me? My dad gave it to me dad
00:26:46Oh, oh must be expecting you to get a lot of action, huh?
00:26:51Mr. Cruz
00:26:55You don't stop you're not gonna get any for the whole trip
00:26:58That's what I thought
00:27:29You
00:27:49Hey mom
00:27:51Just want to let you know that we're almost there and we'll be there in the afternoon. So
00:27:58I'll see you soon
00:28:01Listen there's something I want to talk to you about
00:28:05I'll talk to you when I see you alone
00:28:11Sorry to be weird, I'll see you soon. Okay. Bye
00:28:28You
00:28:30You
00:28:32You
00:28:54Christopher we thought you forgot about us. The house is all dark
00:28:58Forget about you, how could I forget about you? I've been waiting for weeks Benny
00:29:06Welcome, thanks, ma'am. Carol, please you're grilling. Yes catfish
00:29:11Look at this fruit green salad the works for your grand return. You never girl. What does that happen?
00:29:18Well, I had to learn how to feed myself now didn't I after you left truth be told this is Christopher's grill
00:29:23He was top chef around here. You have to walk. No, no. Oh
00:29:27No worries I can salvage it
00:29:31See it's perfect. Just don't look at it. Go on have a seat tables been set. I
00:29:39Was very good Carol, thanks wasn't bad was it it was good. I
00:29:45Guess you can teach an old dog new tricks. Hey
00:29:49Calling your mother a bitch. I
00:29:51Stopped calling you a bitch. I love the house. Thank you. I think I was never a bitch to you. No
00:30:00Think I was a pretty damn good mother
00:30:03You were a good mom are
00:30:06And I always knew how to embarrass you didn't I
00:30:10Okay, I'll stop
00:30:12But word to the wise Benny
00:30:14He does turn a cute shade of red when he gets a little pissed off
00:30:19I can't blush. I'm Mexican. I'm gonna take this stuff up. This woman's dying to interview you
00:30:27Be sweet mind your own business
00:30:37God I love that boy
00:30:40Do you love that boy? Uh, he's great. Yes. He is great
00:30:48And I'm really pleased he's got a good friend in you and he brought you down I hope you feel at home here
00:30:53Oh, I do be it ever so humble
00:30:58Akron Ohio, huh? Mm-hmm. I'm sure Chris told you he was born there. Yeah, and I was born and raised there as well
00:31:05Good people polite I
00:31:11Can tell you're a good guy Benny
00:31:14Not that there aren't good people down here in Florida just fewer
00:31:20But the weather worth every rude asshole
00:31:24Pardon my French in Spanish. It's been day. Oh pen day. Hope. Mm-hmm. Nice ring to it
00:31:33Come on Benny, let's go see the room. Oh, no. No, you're cutting off my interview too soon
00:31:39Go thank you very much for dinner Carol
00:31:43I
00:32:08Need it for my old aching bones
00:32:14Oh, is it hotter in here than usual
00:32:18Thank You Benny a gentleman
00:32:21Making the move down here was the best decision I ever made. I'll tell you what
00:32:27Couldn't drag me back to those winters in Ohio
00:32:31So Benny let's really get acquainted tell me something about yourself that no one else knows
00:32:38You don't have to know
00:32:41I will
00:32:43If I can think of something
00:32:49Okay, I can't be silly no silly is far better than tragic my dear, okay
00:32:56Well back when I was in high school I had a crush on one of my football teammates
00:33:00I mean this was after I was already out as gay in school
00:33:03It was hard to have a secret crush when you weren't out of the closet yet
00:33:07But it was even harder when you were out because everyone was watching and waiting to see who Benny would be going after
00:33:13You know guys, I mean most of them thought I was into them one. I
00:33:17Totally wasn't I did of course develop a crush on this one guy
00:33:22His name was Roman
00:33:24right tackle
00:33:26Kind of damn, but sweet and cute
00:33:28I had to act like I didn't even notice him and I would stay away from him only because I would get nervous around him
00:33:34So on Valentine's Day, everyone was handing out cards. I
00:33:39Actually cut a card out of construction paper and slid it into the whole locker
00:33:43It said I have a crush on you. I didn't sign it. Of course, and I
00:33:48It was the only card he got
00:33:51He made a point to show it around to the entire school. Oh
00:33:55And speculate on which girl had given it to him. Oh
00:33:58He was beaming for the rest of the day
00:34:01Which made me happy to that like you didn't make him feel like that even a little bit
00:34:08I never told anyone that before
00:34:11That's not silly at all, that's sweet
00:34:15You've got yourself a romantic Christopher
00:34:18You're insane. You never told your mother that story. You should tell that to her. She would love to know that about you
00:34:26Benny and his mom are very close
00:34:28Yeah, I'm lucky. My parents are great
00:34:32What do they do?
00:34:34My my dad's a lawyer and my mom's a stay-at-home with me my sister
00:34:39Yeah, the Cruz family is a perfect little Midwestern family, I guess
00:34:47Well
00:34:51Cruz your last name is Cruz
00:34:55Yeah
00:34:57Well go it's your mother Lenora Cruz
00:35:01Yes, mom go inside
00:35:32Ah
00:35:34That was weird
00:35:36She can go a little crazy sometimes
00:35:39She know my mom's name
00:35:42Probably told her I'm sure I did
00:35:44I
00:36:06Have to talk to Benny
00:36:08Can't you just leave us alone?
00:36:10Benny I
00:36:12Was in that parking lot that day with your brother
00:36:19Benny we can get out now Christopher. I have to say this
00:36:24Benny we were shopping Christopher was there with me and I was driving I
00:36:32Was pulling out of the parking lot as usual and he just I
00:36:38Didn't even see him
00:36:41Your brother
00:36:43He was so small I swear he was I didn't see him
00:36:52It was an accident I
00:36:55Hope you know that a
00:36:59Horrible accident
00:37:02It was the most terrible day of my life you have to know that I
00:37:07Know it was an accident mrs. Gaines
00:37:11I
00:37:16Can't believe you're sitting right here in front of me
00:37:40I
00:37:53Sorry, okay
00:38:02No, no, it's not
00:38:11Fuck
00:38:16I'll just need a minute. Hmm. I feel like I can't breathe
00:38:31What can I do nothing really
00:38:35I
00:38:39Just let me sit here
00:38:46Just just give me a minute
00:38:50Why don't you just hop in the shower
00:38:58You shower first, I'll be fine
00:39:05I
00:39:36Benny
00:39:38Hey Emma, hi, sweetie
00:39:45Are you busy? No, no, no, not at all
00:39:50You sound like you're working out or something. No, no, no. Well, yeah, I mean I'm just in for my walk
00:39:59How are you sweetie how's, Florida
00:40:02It's great, yeah
00:40:07Good I just wanted to call and let you know that
00:40:12Everything's going really really well you good
00:40:18Yeah, I'm good
00:40:20Okay
00:40:22Well keep having fun
00:40:24Thanks for calling baby. Thanks ma. I
00:40:27Love you
00:40:29I love you, too
00:40:44Showers for you. Great. Thanks
00:40:48I
00:40:53I'm sorry for all of this. You're sorry. Are you kidding me?
00:40:59I'm sorry. I just
00:41:02Never heard another side of the story
00:41:06And I think it just called interrupt to my parents having sex
00:41:18So
00:41:26Talk to me, please
00:41:32Do you remember that day
00:41:37Not really I
00:41:40Was like six
00:41:43I
00:41:48Remember Davey being there and being on the ground
00:41:56And I remember my mother's screams
00:42:01Mostly I remember what happened afterwards
00:42:05The funeral my father telling me what had happened and
00:42:11And telling me to be a good boy I
00:42:17Remember my mother not
00:42:20My mother not treating me the same as she had before
00:42:25For a while
00:42:28And my mom
00:42:35It's crazy
00:42:40I
00:42:53Shouldn't have a good spring break
00:42:57Yes
00:42:59It will I'm gonna go shower
00:43:10I
00:43:32Beat together hands at your sides palms facing forward and breathe
00:43:40I
00:43:42Right hand over your head extend nice simple stretch
00:43:51Open your chest open your hearts and breathe
00:44:00Think you can extend a little more right here penny
00:44:10I
00:44:17Think I want to go home. That's where we're going. No, I mean Akron
00:44:27We just got here, I mean I hate that I want to but I feel really uncomfortable I
00:44:36Don't know what to do
00:44:41I
00:44:45Can't stay
00:44:47If we leave now, my mom's gonna feel terrible. I know but I mean I feel terrible
00:44:54This is supposed to be awesome, you know
00:44:58Us down here
00:45:03We'll leave this afternoon
00:45:06Thanks
00:45:10You
00:45:18So, like I said Benny's got a lot of exams coming up and he's starting to get kind of stressed out about him
00:45:24So I think it's best we get him back. I understand
00:45:28Thank you so much though. Mrs. Welling Carol
00:45:32my pleasure I
00:45:34Hope you'll come down again soon. You're welcome here anytime
00:45:38Thanks, right, right
00:45:46It's gonna go talk to her. Okay. Yeah, sure
00:45:54You know, we're not leaving because of any exams
00:45:59We're leaving because of you what are you saying you had to go and tell him didn't you Christopher I
00:46:05Told you over and over again to stop talking and you wouldn't stop plabbing I
00:46:12Had to tell him why you don't even know him who said you got to decide that
00:46:18You just have to ruin everything all the time
00:46:24We were gonna have a great spring break and like be a couple and all that other stuff and you just had to go like
00:46:29Ruin it just like you ruined it up with dad
00:46:35The past just doesn't go away
00:46:37You were going to have to know that sooner or later
00:46:42But who said you got to decide that I
00:46:47Was happy I was really happy
00:46:53You wouldn't let me be happy
00:47:05I
00:47:27Guess I'll go now
00:47:35Benny let me ask you a question
00:47:43You knew didn't you you knew about Davey and you brought me down there anyway, I
00:47:53Didn't know until
00:47:56The day we left
00:47:59And then it was too late
00:48:02You knew that your mother killed my brother and you let me walk into that house like nothing was the matter
00:48:11She's never good spring break, yes, why would you do that to me?
00:48:23I did not today. I'm sorry
00:48:32Think I want to take a break from you. I don't hang out with you
00:48:41No
00:48:45Yes
00:49:01You
00:49:10Who leaves spring break early Julie don't tell me what happens
00:49:17You're not with Christopher now, did he do something? No, he's fine. It just doesn't look like we're a good match. So I bother I
00:49:25Think you guys are really great together. And I think you really like him. We're actually very different
00:49:31And can we not talk about it, please what happened Julie come on
00:49:39Okay, sorry, I can't be worried about you
00:49:43Just worry in silence, please
00:49:45Wanted to be around you so you could cheer me up
00:49:48Okay
00:49:50I
00:49:59Was the weather like terrible or something I don't want to talk about it
00:50:03Well, I know if I was ever at the beach for spring break. I never want to leave
00:50:10Wow Becca, whatever
00:50:20You
00:50:30Benny can I come in? Sure ma. What's up?
00:50:38We have to talk about this whatever it is that's eating at you I hate to see you this way
00:50:45What happened in Florida
00:50:47Nothing happened in Florida
00:50:50Can't keep walking around carrying this inside. I
00:50:56Just didn't work out how
00:51:01I have to study. No, Benny
00:51:05You're gonna take a minute and you're gonna tell me
00:51:11When you left you were so happy
00:51:13What happened with Christopher, what did he do he didn't do anything my it it just wasn't working
00:51:25Ma
00:51:27Trust me
00:51:29You don't want to know I do
00:51:33You can tell me
00:51:37Did he hurt you
00:51:39Did he hurt you
00:51:45Then what is it
00:51:55It's not Chris
00:52:01It's his mother
00:52:06His mother's name
00:52:10Is Carol Welling
00:52:13But before
00:52:16When she was married
00:52:20It was Carol James
00:52:39Oh mom can move to Jackson
00:52:48So you left
00:53:00Yeah, I think you've made the right decision
00:53:09Oh
00:53:18Babe what is it?
00:53:22They know that what's going on then Betty
00:53:27Betty told me
00:53:30Christopher
00:53:34Christopher
00:53:36Is Christopher Gaines
00:53:39Christopher
00:53:41Gaines
00:53:43Carol Gaines his son
00:53:51How is that possible
00:53:58Is that way
00:54:00Now every time I see Christopher up
00:54:05He stopped seeing him right then he broke up with him
00:54:09Is that wrong no, no, of course not
00:54:27Well
00:54:33Hey morning
00:54:40You
00:54:53Hey, oh hi
00:55:00Julie said you were in class until 4 just like her. I was giving you this
00:55:09I
00:55:14Miss you, Benny
00:55:18Christopher why don't you tell me? Why did you let me go to Florida? I
00:55:24Didn't know what to do you should have told me you should have thought about how I would feel I know I
00:55:31Thought everything was gonna be okay. I thought if I told you you'd leave me. I didn't want to lose you
00:55:35You lost me anyway
00:55:37Yes, I lost you anyway
00:55:40I'm sorry
00:55:46I miss us
00:55:55I miss us too. I hate this
00:56:09Oh
00:56:12Benny here yet. He's coming. I'm sure he'll be here. Oh, there he is. Oh
00:56:21God
00:56:25Why did he bring him I don't know I don't look we're here for Becca, okay, just talk to him afterwards
00:56:39I
00:56:49That's Abby and Martha come in here we'll be in in a minute dear no come in here now
00:56:56Yes, dear what is it where's Elaine I thought you promised me you wouldn't let anybody in here while I was gone oh well
00:57:03Jonathan just walked in and I don't mean Jonathan. Well, dr
00:57:08Einstein was with him, but I don't mean Einstein either. Who is that in the window seat? Oh, we told you mr. Hoskins
00:57:14It is not mr. Hoskins. Oh
00:57:17well
00:57:20Who can that be so you're telling me you've never seen him before I most certainly am oh, well, this is a fine
00:57:27How do you do it's getting so anybody thinks they can just walk into this house
00:57:37You
00:57:47Hey ma dad
00:57:49Hello, I'm mr. And mrs. Cruz. It's nice to see you both again you as well
00:57:55Becca was really
00:57:56Really great. She was wasn't she? Oh my god. She was hilarious
00:58:01Don't you think ma? I'm very proud of her
00:58:04Here's a little star
00:58:08I'm so proud of you. Oh, I'm so glad
00:58:15And you too, oh, yeah, it was my pleasure, I think you're definitely gonna be a star
00:58:24We meet you in the car, okay
00:58:37Hey
00:58:42Hey dad, hey kiddo, you got a minute
00:58:48Yeah
00:58:54Tonight didn't go well. I thought Becca was awesome
00:59:00Take a seat
00:59:08You're really upset your mom and me tonight, I'm sorry you both feel that way
00:59:17Maybe you should kill things with Christopher for a while. Why because we don't think he's the best match for you
00:59:26You don't choose he fall in love with dad, yeah, actually you do
00:59:30That's what adults do. You don't just get to choose with your heart you choose with your mind
00:59:35You don't just choose for yourself you choose for those who love you stupid
00:59:40This is stupid. I have tried breaking up with him
00:59:46I've stayed away from him and I have felt more and more miserable, but I know it hurts
00:59:54It'll pass no it won't Benny we love you so much
01:00:01We only want what's best for you
01:00:05And we would hope that you want what's best for us
01:00:09Look you've had your fun with him
01:00:13You you know, you love your mother
01:00:18How do you know you love this Chris? I know dad. I know
01:00:22Benny
01:00:25Why can't I get what I want why can't you be happy for me?
01:00:35Haven't I done everything right all of these years
01:00:38When have I ever fucked up Benny? Watch your mouth or what?
01:00:43Or you'll see
01:00:45Yes, dad
01:00:48We will see
01:00:50Ben
01:01:05Oh
01:01:09Hey, hey, what's up, can I stay here? Yeah, of course
01:01:20You remember Tucker hey Tucker probably won't even know this weird
01:01:35So, what's up, what else my parents they don't want me to see you hey, they don't want me to live my own life
01:01:53Should probably answer that. Hmm. I don't feel like it. I'll make them worry a little bit
01:02:00I
01:02:03Make some room for you
01:02:10It's mainly
01:02:15What it's almost actually studying college
01:02:18You
01:02:25Where's Benny he didn't come home last night. I know that where is he? I
01:02:31Don't know me, huh? Why don't you call him and ask him yourself?
01:02:33Damn, what do you want me to say? Nothing, I guess
01:02:48You
01:02:59Hey Becca, what's up?
01:03:04Becca everything's okay. I just can't be home right now
01:03:11Becca it's okay. Don't cry
01:03:14This will all be over soon, I'll be home very soon sis, I promise
01:03:18But I have to go now
01:03:20Everything will be okay
01:03:22But promise me you won't cry anymore. Okay?
01:03:28Okay, cool bye Becca I
01:03:34Love you, too, sis
01:03:45I
01:03:47Love you, too
01:03:52I love you, too
01:03:59Benny
01:04:07Benny you know, you can stay here as long as you want, you know that right, but you can't keep avoiding your family
01:04:14But I do
01:04:21Your mom will never accept it as long as you keep avoiding her
01:04:26You have to talk to her please just talk I told you to drop it, you know, you want me to leave
01:04:44You
01:05:14You
01:05:44I
01:06:14You
01:06:44You
01:07:14You
01:07:44I
01:08:14I
01:08:31Hello
01:08:34Thought I heard somebody
01:08:36You come to raid the fridge. I
01:08:40Was hungry
01:08:42It's good to see you
01:08:44You
01:08:47Go ahead make your sandwich
01:08:51So, um one final down
01:08:56Calculus I did really well, I think
01:09:00Good
01:09:02I'm glad
01:09:04Yeah, I knew everything on it studied well, I guess yeah you always have
01:09:09You know, you know where I'm staying with Christopher
01:09:17Benny
01:09:19Ain't nothing to do with it ma. I don't know what you want me to do. I honestly don't know what you want me to tell you
01:09:27We've never talked about it before
01:09:30Me and you
01:09:33He's a cool guy
01:09:35He doesn't remember it I don't really remember it
01:09:40Why does it matter it happened a long time ago ma a long time ago. It's still happening
01:09:46It's still happening right now. It's just about to happen. That day is today
01:09:49I don't know how more clearly I can say that to you. It's all been one long awful day
01:09:53I don't want you to feel like that. I don't want you to be sad
01:09:57Christopher was there that day
01:09:59You can see him. I don't want you to be sad. I don't want you to be sad
01:10:03I can see him. I can see you and I can see Davey. It's too much Benny. Well, he's here in my life now
01:10:11I'm here now. I
01:10:14Can't make you understand
01:10:16Yeah, well, I guess neither one of us is ever gonna understand each other
01:10:23Benny stop
01:10:29Benny Benny stop
01:10:33Take your sandwich. I don't want anything from you
01:10:56Benny
01:10:58I
01:11:02Sorry
01:11:05You really freaked me out
01:11:09Are you okay?
01:11:18Because here
01:11:20Hi, Benny. I know you didn't expect to see me
01:11:25But Christopher's been telling me what's been happening. He was staying here and all
01:11:29I
01:11:30Want to try to make things, right?
01:11:33So we're not to come I couldn't not come and then you disappeared last night
01:11:40She wants to meet your mother
01:11:44Think it's important that we talk
01:11:47You can't just fix everything all the time you got some like spiritual guru I have to see her I
01:11:55I
01:11:57Don't really think she won't talk to you we can handle this
01:12:05You guys deserve a chance and I feel responsible it's not fair to the two of you
01:12:14Benny I'd like two things from you
01:12:18I'd like the address of your house
01:12:24And I'd like the address of your your brother's resting place
01:12:54I
01:13:24I
01:13:54I
01:14:24I
01:14:38Hello Lenora
01:14:44Pardon me for coming here, but I had to
01:14:48What I thought about it and thought about it and I I had to come
01:14:52You have no right to please just give me a moment I
01:15:01Visited the grave before I came here. I
01:15:05Saw the vase of flowers I
01:15:10Need you to know how sorry I've been
01:15:15So incredibly sorry
01:15:19There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about that day
01:15:24And the only way I've been able to get by all this time is to remember
01:15:30To tell myself it was an accident a tragic accident
01:15:42Then I met Benny your son
01:15:48And he's he's wonderful
01:15:55And I don't know why but he and my son are friends and I can see they really share something special
01:16:03Have you seen it
01:16:10Forgive me
01:16:15Please forgive me
01:16:19Benny is special
01:16:23And Christopher seems like a very nice young man
01:16:28But you need to go. I
01:16:30Will if you want me to just wanted you to know how truly sorry I've been
01:16:37And now you've done that
01:16:40Yes
01:16:43Thank You Lenora
01:16:48I
01:17:01Didn't come all the way up here for me and it wasn't for you
01:17:12It was for her boys
01:17:18I
01:17:25Maybe who was that
01:17:29Christopher's mother, what did she want?
01:17:36She came to ask for my forgiveness
01:17:45Really
01:17:48Are you okay? I'm fine
01:17:58What did you sit her I don't know I asked her to leave
01:18:08She's lucky I stood there and listened to her talk
01:18:18Maybe do you remember what you said to me when we first lost Amy?
01:18:26Do you remember I didn't think I could take it anymore
01:18:32The sadness
01:18:36Distance from you
01:18:40Missing Davey I
01:18:44Wanted to leave and you said
01:18:49Try harder
01:18:54You knew I was stronger than I thought I was
01:18:59Maybe I need you to try harder. I don't want to you have to
01:19:09I'm there for you
01:19:18Baby loves Christopher
01:19:22Even if it's just for now
01:19:25We have to deal with now I
01:19:31Know it sounds crazy, but I don't even see our little boy. He's not he's grown up
01:19:41If I lose Betty
01:19:44It's like I'm losing
01:19:48I
01:19:57Need you to try harder
01:19:59I
01:20:15Don't know
01:20:17Hi, Benny. What's up?
01:20:21Benny come home. I don't think so ma
01:20:27We want you to come home
01:20:29Miss you
01:20:30It's not family without you. I
01:20:34Don't know
01:20:38We'd like you to bring Christopher for dinner
01:20:43Hold on
01:20:47She wants you to come over for dinner tell her yeah
01:20:51You
01:20:58Okay
01:21:01Great great
01:21:05That makes me really happy so can you make it home by 7?
01:21:11Okay, good
01:21:14See you at 7 then
01:21:17Benny I love you
01:21:21Okay
01:21:36That's good well dinner at 7 I guess
01:21:51I
01:21:57Thanks for coming of course, I hope you guys brought your college appetites because we have a big meal
01:22:07Thank You mrs. Cruz
01:22:10You are welcome Christopher
01:22:15Have a seat you can sit here Christopher the next to you Becca maybe
01:22:21Mm-hmm
01:22:51You
01:23:21You
01:23:51You
01:24:21You
01:24:51You
01:25:21You
01:25:51You
01:26:21You
01:26:51You
01:27:21You
01:27:51You