Revelations and Secrets - Pt.3
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00:00Hi, I'm Mo Khalifa. I'm better known as Boricud, and I'm a transgender content creator merely focused with BDSM contents.
00:11And this is, uh, introduce yourself.
00:15Yep, uh, you can just call me Joe. Um, I just...
00:19His screen name is Daddy.
00:21Yep. Um, exciting stuff.
00:24Um, yeah, I'm just an average kind of person who enjoys different things. That's about it.
00:55Or, I do fess up, I'm an expert with that.
01:02Yung iba, hindi nakapag-linis, so may lumalabas na, yung peanut butter jelly, you know.
01:09Yun yung mga, ano, experience ko na parang hindi ko gusto, kasi medyo dirty.
01:15Yung iba kasi ginagawa nila mali, uh, BDSM should be a roleplay.
01:20Yung ginagawa na totohana na talaga, it's not really correct.
01:24That's not really the thing that they wanted to do when they want to be in a BDSM relationship.
01:31Kasi, masama na yung totohaan ninyo. It's not a good thing. You can kill someone with that.
01:36Wala kaming na-experience na, kunyari ako may kapartner ako na guy na mas guapo sa kanya, mas hot.
01:44Hindi ako naka-touch, kasi for me, it's just like, for fun.
01:48Hindi ko ginagawa yun for, uh, for having a relationship with someone.
01:53It's just intimate fun. But, fun but intimate and erotic.
01:59For me as a trans, since I do escort before, I usually have tests every three months.
02:04I have CBC, urinalysis, syphilis test and everything.
02:09Iniingatan ko yung sarili ko. I take care of myself.
02:13Kasi, it's better to be healthy and strong and safe when you dwell into this kind of thing.
02:21Kasi, iba-iba yung mga sexual partners ko. Hindi lang guys, girls din.
02:26I have videos, contents, which are girls involved on it.
02:33But, it's not on my channel. It's on the other side. It's in Groovy Films.
02:37It's in Groovy Films, which is internationally published not here in the Philippines.
02:42I decided to do adult content, the thing.
02:46Kasi, yun talaga yung dream ko na magiging, you know, star.
02:53Kasi, idol ko dati si Rosana Rosas, yung mga star na ganito, ganyan.
02:58At this point in time, talagang ginawa ko na lahat.
03:02Ginawa ko na yung makakaya ko to be an adult content creator.
03:08It made me more masaya kasi nagagawa ko na yung mga...
03:14Ninanais ko na nung bata pa ako na nakikita ko na sila.
03:18Yun yung mga dream ko talaga na,
03:20yung mga paglaki ko gusto ko maging ganyan, gusto ko maging star.
03:24But, in a different way because I'm a transgender, I'm not a woman.
03:28So, I'm doing it in a unique and a special way.
03:33Especially sa mga contents, yun yung makikita nyo online.
03:36I think you're Googling it right now.
03:40Enjoy.
03:44I'm very selective.
03:47Pinipili ko lang yung mga guys na ipapartner ko on videos.
03:51Kasi meron mga guys na andamin lang kayo,
03:53ayoko na ganito, ayoko na ganyan, ganito, ganyan.
03:56At minsan demanding pa, sila pa yung nagde-demand.
04:00So, I pick the right guy to be in my videos.
04:04Kasi much better yan, kasi you have the connection with each other
04:08and you do things freely on your own will, consensually.
04:13Hindi yung pipick-up lang ako ng lalaki siya na pwedeng ipartner ko sa video,
04:18e hindi pala sila agree na ipopost yung content nila online.
04:22Yun yung nangyayari yung mga naghahabla sila sa mga otoridad.
04:27O, yung content ko kumakalat kasi ganito, ganyan.
04:30Kinakalat ni akla or kinakalat ni kesyo, ganyan.
04:33Para pagpirahan lang ako.
04:35No, it's not like that.
04:36I post content consensually and having sex consensually
04:40with the right partner na pinipili ko to be on my video.
04:47The dynamics between us, it's not so perfect but it's getting there
04:54because it's fun and we have to do more.
04:57Yeah.
04:58Yeah.
04:59Nothing's perfect.
05:00Nothing's perfect.
05:01It's just deal with it every day.
05:03Just be happy and accept everything.
05:07Even the tiniest imperfections you have in your life, you have to accept that.
05:12As long as I say, yes ma'am, it's all good.
05:17Ganon siya.
05:18Ganon siya kasimple, ganon kadali.
05:22My family doesn't mind me at all.
05:25They are not supportive, especially my mom is a city councilor
05:28back in my province.
05:30She knows what I do but we're not keeping in touch with each other
05:35because I'm a castaway na parang may iba na rin siyang family.
05:39So we're not talking about getting in touch with my family.
05:45Pero before, they were very supportive with me, especially when I start doing this.
05:50She's the one who's pushing me.
05:51Okay, sige, push mo lang yan hangat sa kumikita ka
05:54at naipon mo yung pera mong kinikita mo.
05:57Just go with it.
05:58Hindi sa pinagbabawala nila kung gumawa na ganyan.
06:01As long as hindi siya illegal na pinupost ko online na walang mga consents or whatever,
06:08okay lang naman sa family ko.
06:10I don't know about his family but he's doing this kind of thing for his personal preferences.
06:17It's not, you know, it's a secret to his family. It's taboo.
06:21It's just for his personal preferences that he likes to do it this way in a relationship.
06:29No, his family doesn't know about it. It's just his personal preference.
06:35Our relationship is just keep in secret like that.
06:39That we're doing things like that.
06:41I'm sure they will know.
06:43Baka kastiguhan siya.
06:48About misconceptions, I never take it personally to myself.
06:52Though minsan may mga comments na napaka harsh, yung binabasa kong comments.
06:58At minsan talagang sagat to the bones na yung comments nila na jina-judge ako.
07:03I just, you know, replied to them politely and kindly in a generous way.
07:09Kasi nga pag sinasakin ko pa yung kasamaan nila,
07:13it's like I'm putting my level into their level which is not a good way.
07:17Pero yung mga other girls or other guys na nag-judge sa akin, I just don't mind it.
07:23Bahala sila kung anong itatawag nila sa akin or whatever things that they wanted to address me.
07:28I accept that because I'm just a person and I make mistakes also.
07:33So kailangan kong i-accept kung ano man yun and just let it go.
07:37Parang narinig ko dito, labas sa kabila, ganun lang.
07:40And I smile because, you know, when you smile, the universe will smile back at you then.
07:47A few regrets that I have in my life is that hindi ko tinapos yung course ko before when I was in college.
07:55Kasi siguro kung natapos ko yung course ko as a nurse or something.
08:01I'm a doctor already.
08:03Yun yung regrets ko sa life.
08:06Kasi pangarap ko din maging doctor but I stopped.
08:11Kasi gusto ko mag-Japan dati so hindi ko na natuloy.
08:15Kaya sorry talaga.
08:16Yun yung wish ko talaga na magiging doctor but at least na-experience kong mag-microbio at mag-nurse in a short period of time.
08:25As of this moment, I still want to continue doing contents.
08:31Kasi I find it more resourceful.
08:34Kasi malaki yung kita.
08:36In terms of what you call that financial stability, I still have to continue doing it.
08:43Until I reach my goal na may goal kasi ako sa life na ini-aim.
08:50When I reach my goal, I have to stop because I need to make another business na parang maging financially secure and stable na ako in the near future.
08:59Kasi hindi naman ako laging bata.
09:01Tumatanda rin ako.
09:02I'm already 33 years old, guys.
09:05Kailangan pag makaipun ako, I need to have my own financial stability and business na to support me and him.
09:14Hopefully, kung hindi niya ako iiwan.
09:19In the near future para maging stable.
09:21And I plan to have, to adopt a baby, maybe isa or dalawa para to pave the way na hindi maging porn star, hindi maging content creator.
09:38Para may, ano tawag ko dyan, pay it forward na matupad yung dream ko sa sarili ko with those kids na i-adopt ko in the near future.
09:49Kasi gusto ko talaga sa family na namin merong doctor or merong nurse, like that.
09:55Kasi yun talaga yung talagang nilanais ko naman pa.
10:01Maybe if there's a woman who would agree to conceive a baby from him, that would be nice para andami cuties na magtatakbuhan sa bahay.
10:12Para masaya, diba?
10:14Andami kong doogies.
10:19I have an age goal, which I will stop doing this thing maybe when I reach 40-ish or 50-something.
10:26I need to stop this.
10:27Kasi nga, it's not naman na talagang gusto pa ng audience yung mga contents ko now.
10:33It's like kung panahon ko ngayon, I have to ride along with it.
10:37Kasi on time on, parang magsasawa na rin yung mga followers or audiences to watch my contents.
10:44Paulit-ulit na lang, ganito-ganyo. Nakakasawa na.
10:47We need more. We need new exciting things.
10:51I'll give way to the other upcoming content creators na gagawa din ng BDSM contents.
10:59Hopefully, in the coming generations.
11:03I usually shoot contents.
11:06Sa isang buwan, I make four contents and that's what I posted online.
11:10Pero hindi ko siya pinapost na sabay.
11:13Kasi there's a rule in the channel or website which I'm in,
11:18that you have to post one or two videos in a month para magiging entry siya.
11:25May contest kasi yun sa Fabhouse.
11:27Mayroon silang video contest every month na mananalo ka ng $3,000 packs.
11:35Kung yung video mo is mag-top, mag-number one, yung price mo is $3,000.
11:41Pero kung masali ka lang sa top 20 or below that,
11:47meron kang $15 na incentives matatanggap sa kanila.
11:50Kung ang video mo is kasali dun sa mga top 100 entries na na-pick nila sa site,
11:56kikita ka pa rin.
11:57Pero hindi yung $3,000.
11:59Grabe naman yun.
12:00Kung talagang yung video mo is number one or pinaka-most viewed sa website,
12:06ganun yung kikitain mo talaga as in a snap.
12:11Our future plans together, we just go with the flow for as long as we're happy together.
12:16We just have to deal with it.
12:18Kung hanggat sa gusto pa niya akong makasama, I'll go with it.
12:23Pero kung ayaw na niya, okay lang, madaming guys,
12:25John, meron ka, meron siya.
12:30Are you guys planning to marry?
12:33For me, not yet.
12:35Kasi I need to be well-established and financially secured.
12:39Ayaw ko ng marriage-marriage na I'm not financially secured.
12:43Kasi what if magkaroon kami ng problem?
12:45Or where do I get my resource?
12:47Wala. I need to be financially stable and secure before I dwell into marriage or something.
12:54Kasi it's better to be secured.
12:58Kasi minsan may mga nag-a-asawa dyan,
13:00ang bata-bata nyo pa, nag-a-asawa nyo, nang bubuntis na kayo,
13:03hindi kayo marunong bumuhay ng bata,
13:06kayo nanggawa ng bata sa kapabanood ng p*****.
13:08Don't do that. It's bad.
13:12You have to think about it before you dwell into this kind of thing.
13:18Kasi mahirap nang maging bastardo or bastarda.
13:25It's not really good to have a family na hindi kayo stable,
13:29na wala kayong resources na,
13:32o, dito nyo, kinukuha yung gastos nyo daily or expenses daily.
13:37It's not really good.
13:38Before you go into a relationship, kailangan stable kayo sa sarili nyo financially.
13:43Wala kayong problem din after.
13:46It's okay with you, right, if I have other guys?
13:51Yeah.
13:53House of b*****, ganoon.
14:00I want girls, trans, and other guys to be in the house.
14:06Kung gusto ko siyang pakasalan, kailangan living together with us.
14:11Kung gusto nyo ng marriage, ikakonsult ko muna siya na
14:15sometimes gusto ko ng girl, gusto ko ng ibang trans or guys to join us in the family.
14:20And they can be part of the house.
14:22I will build a room for them.
14:23O, ito yung kwarto mo, dito ka, dito ka.
14:25I'm okay with that.
14:27As long as there's no problem na idudulat nila sa amin, I'm okay with that.
14:32And I can support them financially as well.
14:35And some of my clients, na meron nila akong clients, may artista pa.
14:39Hindi ko ima-mention.
14:41Ang mga size ng notch, notches nila is,
14:47the size of their penis is just regular lang, maliit lang.
14:51They just book me up for experiences, kasi gusto nila maka-experience being with a trans.
14:58And that's it. Parang, naano din ako, na, anong tawag dyan, na-amaze.
15:04Kasi hindi ko ini-expect na i-book nila ako for just a night of experience with them.
15:11For experience, binabayaran nila ako.
15:15I play with them with money, with payments. Hindi libre.
15:21Dinodominate ko sila. In fairness, gusto nila.
15:29Yeah, but I don't want to mention it.
15:32It's confidential.
15:35I'm sure kilalang-kilalan siya.
15:41Kasi may talag din siya.
15:45Si Ganuno.
15:54Magkalang-tim nga din siya ni Labi po dati.
15:59Parang alam na niya kung sino.
16:02About BDSM, what can you advise to other trans who wants to be in the BDSM community
16:09or wants to explore in the BDSM community?
16:12And not just trans, with all the people who wants to explore in BDSM.
16:16In all genders, what can you advise to them in general?
16:20Be careful. It can get pretty serious.
16:25And they can do some serious damage to you.
16:29So you've got to have as much control over it as you can.
16:33As a submissive.
16:35Be very cautious.
16:37And be very aware of the people you choose to be with.
16:41You're involving with in this kind of thing.
16:44Just don't dive in.
16:47Don't dwell into something which is not legal.
16:50Kasi baka, you know, anything could happen.
16:55Anything could happen.
16:58And be very...
17:00They have to be very aware because there's a lot of girls online which are fakes.
17:04Baka ma-scum kayo or ma-involve kayo into frauds or something.
17:10Just be very aware and be very cautious.
17:12And to those people around the world, especially girls and couples or guys here in the Philippines
17:19who wants to experience BDSM and explore things about BDSM
17:23do your research first before dwelling into this kind of community.
17:27Kasi there's a lot of things happening in this kind of community.
17:35The masochism and everything.
17:39Sadism.
17:40Yeah, sadism.
17:41There's gore. There's super gore like that.
17:44Which is, I think, hindi nyo kakayanin if you wanted to explore.
17:49But if you wanted to experiment, like a little bit of thing, para ma-experience nyo yung BDSM scenario
17:58and the sexual experiences, do your research first before getting involved into someone
18:03or being involved with someone na gusto din yung BDSM.
18:08Para all things are legal and not illegal.
18:12And all things have to be consensual as well.
18:15Hindi yung pinipidit nyo yung isa na,
18:17Oy, hali ka dito, gawa tayo ng video ganyan.
18:19No, it's not good. It's really illegal.
18:22You have to be consensual and they need to sign a contract to be on the video
18:27because they can file a complaint to any authorities if wala silang sinay na contract
18:34before you post the video online.
18:36Kasi baka may mga iba dyan na i-blackmail sila na,
18:41Oy, yung video kumakalat.
18:42You have to be very aware as well.
18:44Kailangan yung girls or guys na involved on the video have to agree na ipopost yung contents online.
18:53So, everything is to be equal and legal.
18:58Yeah, one thing is about if, you know, obviously with that sort of lifestyle,
19:04you usually have to trim.
19:07Yeah, training is more important.
19:11Remove hair and things like that.
19:13Just an experience.
19:14To be hygienic.
19:16A lot of hygiene.
19:17And also, you need proper costumes as well.
19:20Yung mga tamang outfits just for you to get excited.
19:23Kasi if you don't wear outfits and if you don't have those toys,
19:27parang walang excitement.
19:29Parang fluff yung lifestyle na yun.
19:32It needs to have proper toys, proper dress-ups, proper outfits or something
19:38just to spice up the scenario in doing that BDSM thing.
19:43To make it more interesting and more fun.
19:46Again, proper outfits, proper toys, training and preparation,
19:53and talking to the people involved with it to make it consensual.
19:59Oh, the outfits have to be sexy like lingerie, leathers,
20:04or you can role-play as a nun or a priest or a schoolgirl,
20:09or you can cosplay like anything.
20:12You can wear anything.
20:13Not the formal or usual clothes that you've seen in your daily life.
20:18Yung hindi, yung mga kakaibang costumes na isusuit niyo.
20:22Pero sexy dapat.
20:24Kasi nga, if it's not sexy, it's not hot and it's not erotic.
20:29Revealing enough, but not too revealing.
20:34Not too revealing.
20:37Parang ay, malila or sobrang nasagwa pag too much.
20:42The toys yung available for BDSM, they have strap-ons, leather harness,
20:49like plugs, they have battery-operated plugs that you can use.
20:59For girls, you can have those, yung ginagamit na parang vibrator na parang plancha.
21:06Yung ginagamit na, grrrr.
21:08Meron niya available sa mga online platforms.
21:12Mabibili niyo yan online, mura lang, check niyo.
21:16Kailangan niyong gumamit ng ganyan.
21:18And for guys, meron ding mga or mga flash toys na pwede niyong i-order online.
21:27Tamo yung sinabi niya.
21:30And muna lang sya, I think the highest price is about 10k for the flash toys.
21:35Talagang realistic sya ha, as in realistic.
21:38But for girls, yun na lang, marami yan, mura lang.
21:43Yung may advice ko sa inyo.
21:46Depends on what you crave for.
21:49It's all available online, just do your research.
21:52I like the...
21:56Kasi it's more sexual in nature, kasi sensitive yung prostate namin.
22:03Especially kasi, parang kami male diba?
22:05Hindi wala akong vagina.
22:07So I prefer...
22:10May battery, yung nagbabibrate, para naman tirikmata, ganun.
22:16To those aspiring adult content creators, kailangan malakas yung loob nyo.
22:21At saka, buo yung konsensyon na gagawin nyo to.
22:26Kasi nga, it's not really an easy thing to do.
22:29Parang to other people, it's masama or nakakahiya,
22:34or talagang ang tawag sa inyo, ang sagwa or dirty na.
22:38So you need to be...
22:40Talagang buo yung sarili nyo na gagawin nyo to.
22:43Yung mga hiya-hiya na iniisip nyo, shred that away.
22:47Kasi nga, doing adult contents is really not an easy thing, like I said.
22:52It has to be hard work and efforts as well.
22:58And be creative and innovative in doing this kind of thing.
23:01Kasi hindi pwedeng isang position lang o ganito-ganyan.
23:04You need to be innovative and artistic as well.