Kaitlyn, young, sensitive yet crushed emotionally roams the landscape of the city in search of a momentary relief from her own void in the only way she knows how.
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00:00:00You
00:00:30I
00:00:52Just wondering we're making a little documentary about relationship in New York you guys want to be
00:01:00I
00:01:21Dance that has no beginning and no end
00:01:30About your relationship on camera
00:01:32Don't move
00:01:34Let the music move you
00:01:43How do you move in silence?
00:01:45If you feel it, take it harder
00:01:47You've been in like long-term relationships before you met or
00:02:17I
00:02:19Mean you may find my shoulders, but I think they're really coming down not making fun
00:02:48I was just I'm just drawing your attention to your patterns and your habits and I appreciate it
00:02:55Wow, that long-haired guy was into you
00:02:58So over you that's not what it's about. No, I know it's not what it's about
00:03:02But I mean, come on the guy I thought he's gonna put his hand on your hand. Okay, Danny
00:03:06It's not a sexual connection. It's like right
00:03:09I just love those guys how they like, you know, pretend they're all spiritual and it's really they're trying to get at
00:03:16That's not what's happening
00:03:18Come on, really? No, it's not
00:03:21It's deeper. I love all this stuff. It's great. It's really great. And I love that you're introducing me to it
00:03:27I'm just saying like guys are guys. We're kind of pathetic as a race
00:03:30All guys all guys including you. Well, I'm the one exception, you know, I
00:03:36That's why I notice it when I see it in other guys, really?
00:03:39I'm sensing a little bit of jealous energy from you right now. Really? Yeah. No, I'm just looking out for you. Oh, it's alright
00:03:46I can I can handle myself. I know you can that's what I like about you. Yeah
00:03:51You know what? I
00:03:53What I think we should shift his energy before we go to dinner
00:03:57What do you mean? Can I hug you?
00:04:00Yeah, what right here
00:04:13All right
00:04:16That was amazing feel good totally how did you do that just changing the energy a little
00:04:24We all are
00:04:26Like in here beautiful
00:04:31Great place to come after the dance it is
00:04:36Yeah, there's some all raw yeah, great. Okay. Absolutely. Sure look raw
00:04:42Really nice
00:05:12Oh
00:05:17Hey, hey, this is Danny. Hi Danny. Nice to meet you. This is Gail
00:05:23Okay
00:05:26Moment of sadness
00:05:33That's good
00:05:37No, I've been away no
00:05:43I'm getting that now. We all are
00:05:50Green sweetie. Yes to what is it? Yeah. Yeah
00:05:58Yes to the world the service here is phenomenal
00:06:04So you wanted to know about my open relationship if you're okay with that
00:06:08Sure
00:06:10So basically how it works is I had a primary partner and he had another girlfriend in LA
00:06:16I mean fear when he was there Wow, so you knew
00:06:21Yeah, yeah
00:06:24Very open
00:06:27Relationship instantly and we you were seeing somebody at that time, too
00:06:32I explored things a little with some people but yeah
00:06:36I think really stuck right? So you didn't feel jealous or anything like that
00:06:43That's amazing. No, no, no, she was really amazing. She was great and she was great for him
00:06:49So this is something like you guys should talk about. Yeah, I mean, that's what's interesting to me because it's sort of totally what I'm looking
00:06:55for. Oh
00:06:56Yeah
00:06:59No, I mean not like that I mean it sounds interesting to me maybe but just more in terms of the film
00:07:05right, like
00:07:07That's why I would like to interview you on camera and have you explain your experience with open relationship
00:07:21Great all right. Let me try to explain this to you. I feel like you're not getting it. Yeah, I'm trying I know
00:07:27Well, it's like I'm here with you right now, right?
00:07:30But I'm not totally present with you because I feel very drawn to that person over there
00:07:36I got it the book. Yeah, really? Yeah, you're tight
00:07:46Because it's not a reality to me
00:07:48I invent some fantasy in my mind and then I start to resent you for not letting me go over there and
00:07:53Follow my impulse and see what's drawing me. Well, you mean you really want to do that or are you making like an example?
00:08:05I
00:08:35Don't know
00:08:44So that was totally not what I thought it was
00:08:50But now I can just you know, I can just let it go and I can be here with you totally and completely
00:09:01Actually, that might be a little too much for me at the moment
00:09:05But okay
00:09:35I
00:09:58Tired mm-hmm already. Yeah, so early though
00:10:05Mm-hmm
00:10:23Do you want to stay and just sleep? Ah, is that my only option?
00:10:31All right, awesome, let's sleep
00:10:36You're that tired
00:10:46Some dreaming some dreaming
00:10:59All right, then good night
00:11:06Blessed dreams to you, too
00:11:09Why do you torture yourself with these women Danny is it just for the film it's a worth it it
00:11:15I mean, it's about the film
00:11:17But it she's a nice person and like the but see the thing is like the film is just an extension of where I'm at
00:11:22Lately, and yeah, maybe I'm getting a little involved with her, but it's sort of part of the work
00:11:28Right, but it's like this girl's got you brainwashed if you if she doesn't want to have sex and
00:11:35Suddenly you don't want to have sex. It's not that I don't want to have sex
00:11:37Obviously, I would like to have sex more than I do. That's no. I think you're better than this situation. Well, thank you
00:11:44I appreciate you saying that but I
00:11:47Feel more connected sometimes when we don't have sex
00:11:50but I know what you're saying because at the same time there's like I
00:11:55Would really like to get your cock sucked
00:11:58It might be nice, this is what I'm saying
00:12:01There comes a time and you know, every woman knows you've got to suck a cock. How would you know that?
00:12:07Because I've done it before
00:12:09You've sucked a cock. Yeah
00:12:11When was this and how come I didn't know about it my man days, you know about my man
00:12:15No, I don't you had man days. Does any know about it? Yeah, she does. Mm-hmm. She's cool with it
00:12:21Oh, she can't do much about it. They came before her
00:12:25They came before her
00:12:28That's amazing. I mean, I it doesn't surprise me
00:12:31What does that mean?
00:12:33I've seen you with men and I've thought like for a lesbian. She's very flirty with men
00:12:39No, I'm just kidding
00:12:41I'm kidding
00:12:44But hold down two hands
00:12:47You should actually have a relationship instead of making movies about no boring
00:12:53I mean, what did Woody Allen say? He said I can only live in my art not in my life. I totally relate
00:12:59What so fucked up that you're taking life advice from Woody Allen. I'm not taking life advice from him. I'm just saying I relate
00:13:08No, no, I think I just like being alone
00:13:11You gotta stop saying that dude. Why it's true
00:13:13I know it's true. But when you say that the girls when they first meet you, they think you're a weirdo. I am a weirdo
00:13:19We're not I'm totally a weird you're not a weirdo because you like to be alone some of the time and that's totally natural
00:13:25Everybody feels like that. I
00:13:28Just like being in my day
00:13:32Is it great
00:13:36How could it be any better than this right now you got music
00:13:40Two degrees outside. We're having coffee. I
00:13:43Mean getting laid would be nice once in a while. Holy how long has it been?
00:13:48I'd rather not say
00:13:52Oh my god, what? Oh, it hasn't been that long but it's how many weeks
00:14:00Stop how many months maybe? I don't know. I don't have like a sex calendar where I like mark off the day. It's definitely warmer
00:14:09You remember it's like some distant season spring there were buds on the tree
00:14:19You are so in love with him
00:14:26There is a distinction, you know, he's sweet and
00:14:31Charming and I just want to see him with a nice girl. That's all
00:14:36Maybe he doesn't want a nice girl. Come on. Of course he does who doesn't want a nice girl. I don't know
00:14:42Maybe he likes being alone
00:14:45that's what he says, but I
00:14:47Don't know I don't buy it
00:14:49Why not? I love that. He doesn't need to be with someone all the time
00:14:53I'm not saying he needs to be with someone all the time, which is you know, some of the time I
00:14:58Mean, I've never seen him with anyone except these
00:15:02Creepy new age girls who torture him. It's not right
00:15:05I mean you would not believe some of the things he told me these girls say and do in the name of going with the flow
00:15:12sucks I
00:15:15Know
00:15:20Yeah, hmm
00:15:25You know, what do you know?
00:15:28What do you mean? Oh my god, I caught you what I know when you're not listening to me
00:15:36I'm sorry
00:15:38I'm sorry. I'm distracted. You know that work is crazy right now
00:15:43So why don't you close your computer and hang out with me for a while in a second?
00:15:48Let me just do this one thing. Okay, I'm meeting with the election committee woman tomorrow
00:15:53Okay
00:16:02You doing
00:16:08I
00:16:13Thought you were making us dinner
00:16:18Cooking good-looking
00:16:23So tell me this mm-hmm your election committee woman do this. Oh
00:16:31Stop that it's disgusting. Oh
00:16:33Oh, come on do not be mad at me
00:16:53You did stick your tongue in my ears kind of what
00:16:56Good
00:17:00You know, I'm not into it anymore as you are you're always into a little bit fuck off
00:17:08Sweetie, oh, I'm sorry if I'm attracted to my girlfriend. I was kidding
00:17:16Kidding, huh?
00:17:18Huh?
00:17:20Huh, you always do this what?
00:17:23No, you know what if I have to explain it just forget it
00:17:27Come on
00:17:29Don't be such a little baby, huh?
00:17:32Can't take a joke suddenly
00:17:35Why don't you ticklish it's so unfair. Oh
00:17:38Fuck off. I'm going
00:17:40Make you your dinner madam one of these nights you're cooking
00:17:47You're gonna dream sweet cakes. Oh my god
00:17:50Why do I have to be?
00:17:53the mom I
00:17:56Think I burnt this
00:17:59shit, well, it doesn't make a lot of sense because I
00:18:05Have really close behind the scenes. What's that? What is that? What? Oh, that was the airline thing
00:18:12No before that, what is it you're working on? I was not working on your own shit on company time
00:18:17No, everybody doesn't show really please. I'm bored out of my mind. What is it? It's nothing
00:18:23It's this like doc that I've been working on for years. It's not that it's not gonna be a cure for boredom
00:18:28But if you really want to see it
00:18:30What's it about? It's about you know people's lives and relationships here
00:18:37I started like I don't I first of all I do the camera shake
00:18:44Yeah, looks like a battle scene
00:18:47To avoid it the backlit it's supposed to look bad. So is she
00:18:52She'd like mentally ill
00:18:54She's not mentally ill. She's just talking about her relationship
00:18:59Romantic relationship or other kinds if they don't have romantic relationships than how they you know, subvert that emotion in other ways
00:19:08You know just connection basically
00:19:12Sort of but I don't know where it's going right now
00:19:14I'm just trying to you know, you're trying to find the heart of the doc. Hey
00:19:19You guys gonna have that airline spot done by the end of the day, right? Yeah, totally
00:19:24Yeah, I was just I put I put that in the bin for you. This is still h264. It's a transcode. Oh, we're great
00:19:31Yeah, I need it. Okay. Yeah, no problem. You got it
00:19:36Did you start this no, not at all. All right
00:19:39You
00:19:41Got it. Yeah, all right. Okay. Thanks, man. Oh, hey, you know relationships. Yeah
00:19:48Still with that hot freaky chick Oh Teresa. Yeah, she is hot
00:19:53Not that freaky though. I mean she's into that like new agey stuff. Are you still with her? I mean with her
00:19:58I don't know. That's a weird question because she's into open relationships. So
00:20:02It's a little weird. It's perfect. Really dude. Don't fuck it up by asking questions
00:20:08You're probably right seriously, yeah. All right, man. I'll see you. Yep
00:20:16So
00:20:19I'm uncomfortable and I want out
00:20:24What all right, mr. Cameraman
00:20:27What do you want to know? I want to know it all give me some good stories about open relationship
00:20:33Okay
00:20:35My primary partner had his LA girlfriend come into town once. Yeah, and I was going to
00:20:42New Jersey
00:20:44Stay with my parents and I spent the whole day like cleaning and getting ready
00:20:50And I bought flowers. Oh my god. Yeah, I just wanted it to be
00:20:56Perfect for them. Really? Yeah
00:20:59That seems so amazing to me that you can just let what so you you don't have jealousy at all ever no
00:21:06Come on. No, we're all on our own paths, you know, everybody's got
00:21:12Their own
00:21:14Needs but do you even like have the feeling and then you say like I'm not gonna go with this feeling
00:21:20Or do you just not even have the feeling of jealousy?
00:21:29The only feeling I have is like, oh I really wish
00:21:34If I suddenly wish that he was there but he's not there
00:21:38Mm-hmm
00:21:40That's you know, that's my own
00:21:43That's your own shit
00:21:45My D-bag says you are unlimited
00:21:47You are unlimited
00:21:49What does mine say trust creates peace?
00:21:55Can we
00:21:57What do you mean this is so good though, no, but sometimes I just you know, I just want to
00:22:03Okay
00:22:15I'm getting better at this, right?
00:22:20It's so interesting to do this
00:22:23Okay
00:22:24Yeah, because it's funny the first few times we did it. It's like the eye contact always seems to be like
00:22:32we should either like make out or cry or you know, but
00:22:38You don't have to do it
00:22:41I should shut up now
00:22:52I
00:22:55Think to the next level
00:23:16Wow
00:23:17Feel good. That's amazing
00:23:20Yeah, it's like third eye to third eye, you know, it's like kind of an inner seeing
00:23:26Do you want to um, do you want to trade massages right now?
00:23:31Absolutely, yeah, I would love that. You mean like right here? No, let's go upstairs. Okay
00:23:38Should we bring our teeth?
00:23:40Trust is peace
00:23:42Trust is peace. Oh
00:23:45That feels good. Really? Oh my god
00:23:48Oh, yeah, you got some tension going. Oh, wow
00:23:52Too much a lot. It's a lot a lot
00:23:58Yeah, you need that
00:24:03This shirt is kind of getting in the way here. Do you want to take it off and then we can use the oil?
00:24:13It's very kissable. Oh, okay
00:24:17Oh
00:24:19It's just part of the massage very special technique
00:24:28What what we should stop what do you mean this is just getting going
00:24:37What really yeah, yeah, I just um, I just don't want to be sexual. Oh, no, I don't either
00:24:47Oh, okay, sorry, I just get a little excited cuz you're so
00:24:56Okay, so much love
00:25:08Although it still does feel slightly sexual
00:25:17And help myself out here where I can
00:25:22Perfect that looks great. Absolutely. It's like we're cousins
00:25:31Yeah, this is great I don't feel like
00:25:35Well
00:25:37We were should I look at you or should I look at your thing into the lens?
00:25:43No, you can look at me, okay
00:25:46I was into her for a long time a while. She was actually really
00:25:57Oh my god, I'm so excited that there is documentation of this because we can actually rewind first of all
00:26:04You did talk through my whole turn
00:26:07First of all, and second of all, it doesn't actually matter cuz technically there are no turns right Danny like good
00:26:14I like the bickering to keep that going. Oh great. Um, so
00:26:19She was going out with a guy
00:26:22Man person a man and so I don't even know if it was a possibility. She was dating a shrew
00:26:29True she was oh my god, she was awful
00:26:32She was like this controlling psychopath who literally never laughed. She did laugh
00:26:39No laughs. She laughed all the time in private
00:26:43I don't think that's weird. You're not allowed to ask him
00:26:54It's so nice actually when your partner last person was such a square because it's like so easy to please them
00:27:01All I have to do is like laugh over brunch and I feel like I'm the most delightful woman you ever dated
00:27:12I
00:27:16Feel like we could we could do a catfight for you, you know, but let's go back to Carla and her man
00:27:26You know this I know it yeah, but we're talking to the rest of the film audience here, I'm sorry
00:27:34Yeah, let's hear the story so I wasn't that comfortable with it
00:27:42and I
00:27:45And I was I wasn't out so I was dating Brad and
00:27:51experimenting with women
00:27:52And Brad knew about this
00:27:55experimentation
00:27:57No, no, oh really
00:28:03Emmy yeah was friends with his sister. Oh, was that weird or
00:28:13This is good stuff, this is really good. Well, you know it was a long time ago. So
00:28:28That's it we don't have to talk about Brad anymore because this is really gone down a different turn here
00:28:36No, I she's right it's probably just I feel bad about it, okay
00:28:42Fine
00:28:45So because she was dating Brad I didn't know if it was a possibility possibility
00:28:53Take it back to you, but
00:28:56Then I found out that I was experimenting and that was it
00:29:03And the buck stopped there
00:29:07Let's hope
00:29:09so far
00:29:12We
00:29:14Can cut it now
00:29:19No, why you are not talking to Brad I have to talk to him
00:29:23This is how documentaries are made the subject reveals where the story goes. Come on
00:29:28Didn't you see who dreams?
00:29:31No, really you can't talk to him why not because he was traumatized
00:29:37Seriously, he's my only axe that I don't talk to anymore and it ruined the relationship between me and his sister
00:29:46Bad idea. No, it's a good idea. I'm telling you I'm gonna be sensitive to that
00:29:51This documentary is gonna bring everyone back together
00:29:54It is gonna be great. You guys are gonna go to the premiere together. It's gonna be fun. I'm serious
00:29:59I'm serious, too
00:30:00Actually, do you want to become the center of this film because I think so sweet of you to ask me that because I've been
00:30:05Wanting to say to you. Yes. I want to be the center of your film because you do have a fascinating
00:30:12Oh my god, you're fucking with me, right?
00:30:35Oh
00:30:52That's Rosie
00:30:56Yeah, what out
00:30:58Oh
00:31:11Her and Bobby met right up there on top of the building up there
00:31:15So Bobby had his choice piece here and he knew the pilot was gone because he watched
00:31:22Yeah, and she was messed up she died she
00:31:26Man but uh, and then she moved in she used to go where'd she go? I
00:31:33Lost her I know where she goes
00:31:55You know, well
00:32:25I
00:32:51Dress myself in the finest clothes
00:32:55Excuse myself before I powder my nose. I am so sweet, but I'm incomplete
00:33:03If you don't treat me like a lady I spend all day in the beauty shop
00:33:10And you just work and you never stop
00:33:14You hurt my pride
00:33:25I
00:33:32Just came right from work
00:33:37Was she really
00:33:42No, I'm good, I'll see you later
00:33:50And that's no way to treat
00:33:56I
00:34:02Used to see Trevor I see everybody it was good. I'm sorry. I came right from work. I missed the church
00:34:11And Lily said it was beautiful
00:34:18Go say hi to Kim. Oh, she looks busy. I'll get her later. You know, she brought a whole lot of cute single friends
00:34:26Thank you very much
00:34:31Trevor's noticed him
00:34:37Yes, and you're too old for any of them to be interested in you anyway
00:34:43Monogamous by default
00:34:46Sometimes they go for the older guys mom. You better be careful
00:34:56Can't be I can't reach you Danny. What are you editing now?
00:35:01Danny's a film editor. Oh
00:35:03Mostly, but now I'm starting to work. That's totally awesome. My cousin was an orderly on General Hospital. Really?
00:35:09That's exactly the same thing as a film editor. Oh, yeah
00:35:13What do you do? I?
00:35:15Investment counselor, right? Yeah
00:35:18No, no, I do. I counsel people on their investments. Yeah, that's great. You like it. Uh, no, no
00:35:25But it makes shitload of money
00:35:29Yeah, dance with me Danny dance with you you just got a husband here to dance with no, no be my guest
00:35:35I gotta get the old ball and chain off my back
00:35:37Ready?
00:35:48I'm trying it. Believe me. Awesome. Yeah, you don't think I'm in here anymore. What are you talking about?
00:35:54Forget all about me
00:35:55Not true at all. You're always my favorite cousin. We just never see you anymore. So I'm supposed to know
00:36:01It's true. It's true. I've sort of like cut off just because like you're the only one I can talk to you
00:36:06You know, it's like the rest of these people here. I don't feel comfortable with
00:36:10Well, I mean you just you never give people a chance. That's true. It's true
00:36:14No, but you know what it is. It's like I feel like everyone's just trying to figure me out put me in a box or something
00:36:20Yeah, well, you know my friend Suze was asking about you
00:36:25Wanted to see you. Really? Yeah, that's nice, but you don't have to fix me up on your wedding day. You can just enjoy
00:36:31This is ridiculous. He's just unconventional when it comes to relationships. That sounds like code for gay
00:36:41Way that guy gets all the taily ones I've seen what have you seen?
00:36:46Like that hippy-dippy girl we met
00:36:50Teresa I think they're just friends exactly what kind of straight man has women for him
00:36:55Why why when someone shows up?
00:36:58Solo, everybody thinks gay. I mean if he was gay, wouldn't he bring a guy not if he was in the closet
00:37:06Oh, why are you so concerned?
00:37:08I
00:37:31Don't think yeah
00:37:34they just say that because
00:37:36They've never seen you with women right right because if you're alone that's not an option I get it I
00:37:44Was alone for a long
00:37:47time before and I loved it, but then you know, I met her and
00:37:53It was like I really dug hanging with her. Yeah
00:37:57Yeah, she's a good lady. Yeah. Yeah
00:38:01But you know, once you get old
00:38:04You know the body and the sex
00:38:08It becomes less and less I used to be
00:38:11Really into like tight bodies with the powwow clothes
00:38:15You know that your mother's beautiful, but she has more of a roly-poly kind of beautiful, right?
00:38:21not to say that
00:38:24Not to say that the sex is not fucking fantastic
00:38:28Okay
00:38:31No, no, it's fine
00:38:35It is great to be outside
00:38:39Yeah
00:38:41No, no, man, no, I mean outside of convention
00:38:47You know
00:39:01No, no, no, but it's beautiful it is beautifully terrible. He says I couldn't bother being
00:39:10Conforming to you you
00:39:12Conforming the tomatones. No, it's noble really. Yes
00:39:19It's it's like
00:39:21fucking
00:39:23Ability from a time gone by don't ever stop
00:39:26I don't think I can't like real cut says you build your life in accordance with that
00:39:34necessity
00:39:39What's your necessity
00:39:42Think I have oh, come on. Come on. Come on, man. What's yours? What's your necessity? No, I never really
00:39:47okay, like my necessity is to
00:39:52Do nothing
00:39:54Like I wake up in the morning and just let the day unfold
00:40:00That's beautiful, man. I fucking love that. See once you find the necessity
00:40:06It's all gravy from there on out
00:40:13Carla where are you right now? Why is your phone off? First of all?
00:40:18Second of all, I'm so high right now. I'm still at the wedding and my family is insane
00:40:24I just got high with my mom's boyfriend. You already told me he told me that sex with my mom is still fantastic
00:40:29So I've got that image in my head for the rest of my life. Oh
00:40:34I still want to talk to you right now. I just feel like I'm at that like perfect high place
00:40:41And I just need to talk to you I
00:40:44Love talking to you. Hi, one of my favorite things to do. I
00:40:48Need you right now. Where are you? God?
00:40:52Call me back as soon as you get this before you get this. Call me back. All right
00:41:02Hey, good easy Dan Bob taking off. Yeah good to see you good to see you
00:41:06Yeah, what are we gonna see you getting married me? Yeah, I don't know. I'm too young
00:41:11I'm gonna hurry up. You don't end up like me. Oh, come on. That wouldn't be so bad. You think?
00:41:18Have a good night. You too
00:41:21I
00:41:51I
00:42:07Don't know I have no idea Danny
00:42:14What did what did she say I mean she's seeing somebody else or what is it she wouldn't say
00:42:22It's impossible I really I don't know how anybody does it
00:42:31Well, you're asking the wrong guy
00:42:35You are so lucky you don't have to deal with this shit. No, I don't know about that
00:42:42You anyway I
00:42:45Think I might have some weed
00:42:48Look at you're talking to right now
00:42:50Do you want some
00:42:53Getting you we gonna make it all better. I want wine and weed. I'll do what I can here. I don't know how much
00:43:01How much weed and wine we have but I'll do my best pills pills heroin heroin
00:43:11You
00:43:13Don't oh
00:43:15Oh
00:43:16My god, what are you like an 85 year old Asian man? I am in the body. You're very well-maintained
00:43:25You never know like what it's like inside the relationship, you know, so true. Yeah. Well, it was fun. It used to be fun
00:43:33How long has it not been fun for I
00:43:38Don't know
00:43:46Are you okay?
00:43:53Hey
00:44:12Hey, come here
00:44:15You
00:44:24You're gonna be okay
00:44:28Really
00:44:30Really
00:44:33How do you know I can feel it I
00:44:41Know these things
00:44:46I
00:44:50Do you know what we're gonna do we're gonna go for a walk you're gonna be fine. Come on. I have a good plan for us
00:45:15I
00:45:45I
00:46:13What street is this
00:46:15Suffolk
00:46:16We're not there yet. We're almost there
00:46:45I
00:47:15Don't know
00:47:25That's a good way to be
00:47:28I
00:47:41Don't even know what's going on with her
00:47:43She was being really cryptic and she wouldn't tell me if she was with someone else when you ask someone
00:47:49Are you with someone are you seeing someone else?
00:47:52You don't ask
00:47:55Right, but I mean, yeah, you don't ask that question unless like
00:48:00What?
00:48:01Stop talking about it, but she's also where you going. All right
00:48:09This is your life, right, you know, do you want something that's extraordinary or do you want something that's okay or something that's like
00:48:21I
00:48:39Tried to get that out of her
00:48:44Try you know what I feel like I feel like there's like a level like that where we're so close
00:48:49We're like really good friends
00:48:51But I get to a certain level and then it's like boom the word goes up
00:48:56Like it's like that's as far as you get
00:49:01And it feels like that's
00:49:04No, no, you joke about it and you make jokes, but like I really feel that sometimes
00:49:11I'm just being honest
00:49:13You know, you can trust me
00:49:16Like I don't know why you feel like you can't trust me. Why are you taking all the drinks?
00:49:21It's like you like you fucking get it and you don't even know that you get it
00:49:25like you're just like so cool and you're a fucking great woman and like you you seek these relationships where like
00:49:32You're not appreciated and it kills me
00:49:37No, I would like I was crazy in college I would get like blind drunk
00:49:41I would fuck these women that like I had no connection. That's so unusual
00:49:45Wait in college you got really drunk all the time and fucked women. Isn't that crazy? So you were that one that did that?
00:49:56No, I'm not saying I was a one guy I'm just trying to make a point
00:49:59I'm saying that like I did that with these girls that I would be attracted to but then I also had these like really good
00:50:05Girl friends that we would like stay up all night and talk and bond and everything
00:50:09But I would never even think about sleeping with those girls. It was like I wanted to keep those two things separate
00:50:14Right
00:50:15But did those chicks the ones that would like stay up like braiding your hair with you all night or whatever
00:50:21Did they want to have?
00:50:26No, because I had braided hair at that point why would they want to have sex? No, that was not part of our thing
00:50:31They totally wanted sex. No, they didn't
00:50:34Oh my god, they totally did. They were like when is he going to make a move. How long do I have to talk about feelings with this fucking guy?
00:50:45Really? They were waiting for me to make a move. I'm sure. Oh, that's embarrassing. I hope they weren't
00:50:49I thought we were like really bonding. You couldn't handle the intimacy
00:50:54Like full-on all together. You can either have like sexual intimacy, right, which wasn't really intimacy. It was just banging
00:51:01it was banging or
00:51:03But then you're missing without the sex. You weren't ready for the whole shebang, right?
00:51:14Did she call
00:51:29Thank you so much for tonight
00:51:34Had a good time
00:51:38Do you you have everything you need glass of water anything
00:51:44I'm going to sleep. We're on the couch. You should get in here with me
00:51:56Comfortable, I don't know you want to share the bed get in this is stupid. It'll be fun. I don't want to sleep alone
00:52:03All right. I'm good with it. I
00:52:07Can't really sleep in these but
00:52:10Can you turn around?
00:52:12Are you kidding? No, I just don't with this is our first time in the same bed
00:52:16So I just feel a little awkward and I don't like this boxers. I know
00:52:21They're just I don't like these boxers. Just
00:52:24Turn around for two seconds
00:52:26This is ridiculous. Oh just shut the fuck up and turn around
00:52:30One wait a second
00:52:41You're shy a little shy we've never been in bed together
00:52:51This is what you do usually in bed face the person and talk to
00:52:57Yeah
00:52:59Can we kill the lamp do you mind
00:53:05Can't believe I just did that
00:53:09Comfortable I'm a little tired, but you want to talk a little I'm not tired at all. Yeah, you seem wired up
00:53:17Hmm. What's up with Teresa? I don't know. I'm not really talking to her right now
00:53:26Why
00:53:28Just haven't
00:53:31No, I'm into her I mean
00:53:37I don't know. I
00:53:39Guess I'm into her. I
00:53:43Guess I was kind of like
00:53:45Into her in in a way because of the whole unconventional relationship thing
00:53:50Like the open relationship thing seems interesting to me. So
00:53:55That's
00:53:57Is that really weird I thought it was like progressive and open-minded, uh-huh, I
00:54:04Just feel like there's got to be something else that doesn't feel so oppressive. Like I'm totally losing my freedom and any
00:54:10Sense of you know identity I have
00:54:13Yeah, but you know, I mean relationships don't have to be oppressive
00:54:16Like it can be what you want it to be right, you know, like with me and Emmy
00:54:20Okay, that's not the best example right now
00:54:23But still like, you know you you make it what you what you want it to be what suits you and your partner
00:54:29Do you know what I mean? Like, you
00:54:31You know if you're starting to feel if you're if you're seeing someone if you actually take it that far
00:54:36And then it's something feels bad. Like you can actually just say to the person. Hey, you know, I need a little space here
00:54:43Or you know, I just feel like you never let it get to that point. Yeah, you know, like
00:54:47You decide that it's gonna be oppressive before you've even all right tried it out
00:54:52I know and then I guess just I haven't really been in a situation lately where I thought
00:54:57That you know, the person was worth like making the sacrifices
00:55:04Yeah, it's rare
00:55:11Getting tired you want to go to sleep
00:55:13Getting tired you want to go to sleep? Yeah kind of fading
00:55:27I'll see you in the morning. Thank you for tonight. Of course
00:55:31Nice to have you pillows weird. I just feels like there's a blanket folded up and says
00:55:39Man those
00:55:49No
00:56:01No
00:56:09Yeah, yeah you too
00:56:21Okay
00:56:24Yeah
00:56:30What she said
00:56:44Are you being so nice to me? I mean, why am I being so nice? Yeah, I care about you. That's why
00:56:53I
00:57:02Think sorry, don't be sorry. It's okay
00:57:12Okay
00:57:23I
00:57:53I
00:58:23I
00:58:42Ready
00:58:47Step cheat
00:58:54G
00:59:05Around Oh half-step
00:59:12Oh
00:59:21Oh, I haven't seen you in class in a while
00:59:27What
00:59:29Starting to think the only reason you come to class. Yeah, you need some weed. No, that's not true at all
00:59:35I come for the practice. The weed is the added bonus
00:59:41Namaste my friend
01:00:11I
01:00:41I
01:01:11I
01:01:41I
01:02:01Because mom I have like 80 cousins they all eventually get married I'm not gonna go to every wedding
01:02:06I'm doing her a favor. She only invited me out of obligation
01:02:09You know expensive it is per person. They're gonna be psyched that I don't go
01:02:14did
01:02:16Because Jenna I all right mom. Listen, my ear is killing me from the phone. I
01:02:22Do have a hands-free device. I just didn't bring it with me. I'm going I have to go. I love you, too
01:02:29Okay, okay, I'm hanging up now, all right, I gotta go all right, I'll see you
01:02:35Oh
01:02:37My god, how are you?
01:02:40See you. Oh, you've been where have you been? We haven't seen you forever. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's been crazy. How's Carla?
01:02:46I haven't even talked good. Yeah, what's up with that? Did you guys have a thing or what are you talking about?
01:02:51I don't know a fight. Oh, no, no, no. No, I just been crazy. Yeah. Yeah. How's the documentary?
01:02:56Are we going to Sunday? Uh, not quite yet. It's kind of my forever project, you know
01:03:01Yeah, yeah, okay, I'm gonna go but you're gonna vote tomorrow, right tomorrow, yes
01:03:05I'm gonna I will I will I will but I only do it for you because I usually come off for the big ones
01:03:10They're all the big one
01:03:12Vote on the working families party. I go. I will whatever that means. Okay, I gotta go
01:03:18We're gonna be at the Soho house in Crosby. Okay, I'll try. Yeah, hopefully a celebration. Good luck. Yes
01:03:23I'll keep my fingers crossed for you. I love to see you. Okay, tell her I said hi. Okay
01:03:31Oh
01:03:50My god, I'm so glad to be here with all you guys what's happening?
01:03:56Each other yes. Yeah. How are you from dance class? Oh, yeah. Yeah. How's it going?
01:04:04What are you kids up to just
01:04:07being
01:04:09Just being nice, that's nice. It's nice feels like you guys are just being in here miss you class today. Oh, yeah
01:04:17Yeah, it's cuz I couldn't make it
01:04:20Was it amazing
01:04:22Yeah, it always is with this guy's awesome. I love your class
01:04:25So do I man, this is really great you guys should know each other really class. Yeah. No, I feel like
01:04:33Yeah, all good. It's all good. It's all love
01:04:37It is
01:04:39Fit Danny fit. Oh, no. No, I was just on my way around the block and I thought of you and I didn't
01:04:47Know this was happening. So you guys should just do your thing. It's not our thing
01:04:52It's our thing
01:04:55I'm included. Oh sure. That's so nice
01:04:59What am I included in exactly? Not sure what's going on? I don't know if I'm in the same vibe as you guys though
01:05:09No, I really don't want to sit right now, but I'm kind of amped up
01:05:12No, bro, you don't have to do the whole alpha dog thing here. No, we're beyond that. It's no
01:05:20I'm gonna steal her away from
01:05:22No stealing she's not mine to steal we're just friends I said some stuff going on. I'm good. I'm good. Hey, what?
01:05:32Really I don't I don't want to hug right now. All right, okay
01:05:36Sorry, maybe we'll talk later or something. But uh, you know, have a good day, dude. And uh, okay. Take it easy guy
01:05:44Take it easy guy. It's awesome. This guy's awesome
01:05:49Yeah, this is like for real or is this just like an act you put on or like what what's going on? I
01:05:57Don't really understand the question
01:05:59I don't know like this whole like you got your shirt off in November like all love
01:06:03Is that is that really who you are? What's happening? Do you want me to put a shirt on?
01:06:08No, you can don't put a shirt on be whoever you are, but I just doesn't seem real
01:06:12Why are you being like this Annie? You really believe all that shit, man?
01:06:17Shit you teach and all that, you know, it's not a matter of belief
01:06:22It's a matter of knowing I
01:06:25Know but like do you hear how arrogant and insensitive that statement is and you're right?
01:06:30Your truth is not my truth. Totally. Yeah, thank God. I'm gonna go I'm gonna go
01:06:37Happening it's not we had an amazing class. Yeah, and then Jared wanted to borrow a book. So that's all
01:06:44That's nice. Yeah, what book good book. Yeah, he looks like a big reader
01:06:51What's up
01:06:53Nothing's up. I just thought we were gonna hang out like I'm not your boyfriend and you don't have to explain yourself to me
01:06:58I just thought that I was I didn't realize what I was coming into you're upset and I
01:07:03Need to be able to let that go. No, I just want to let you guys just be
01:07:07Cuz that's what you're doing
01:07:09Take a step back
01:07:12Fucking guy, I think we should just ask ourselves
01:07:16What's really happening?
01:07:18What do you mean? What's really happening? Like you want me to tell you what's really happening?
01:07:21Yeah is you're here. You got the no shirt on in November
01:07:24She's a fucking beautiful woman and you want to fuck her but you're using the spiritual thing
01:07:30No, no, no, I'm just saying like he said he wants to be real like I'm being real but you're not gonna admit that you're
01:07:36Gonna say it's all love and it's about the connection
01:07:39You don't know me man. No, I don't sex is one emotion in a much larger compass
01:07:47Do you have like spiritual Tourette's or something like what are these platitudes like
01:07:51I'm gonna go this is so weird. I feel like really weird right now
01:08:00No, whoa
01:08:02Don't walk out with this this anger on you. Can you just adjust your expectation and be with us? I
01:08:10Feel like I'm doing that all the time when I'm with you and I came over here thinking that we were gonna just have a
01:08:16One-on-one thing and there's sometimes always a party here and I just wasn't ready for it. You know what I mean? Okay, and
01:08:23I love who you are and I want you to be who you are, but it's just hard for me sometimes
01:08:30Because I want to have you in a way that I know I can't have you
01:08:37But you're great and I'm grateful for you so I just need to go right now, okay
01:08:47Bye-bye
01:09:00Do
01:09:05You ever have times where you do feel jealous or angry
01:09:09Yeah, I feel those things but I know that they're not real
01:09:15They're just
01:09:29You
01:09:59Oh
01:10:29I'm gonna check in with you later
01:10:59Oh
01:11:29I mean, yeah.
01:11:31You know what I mean.
01:11:32Shut up.
01:11:35No, no.
01:11:36I'm not drunk.
01:11:38It's a good party.
01:11:40It is.
01:11:42It's a dumb party.
01:11:43But it's fun.
01:11:48Oh my god.
01:11:49What?
01:11:50I love this fucking song.
01:11:51You dance.
01:11:52You're gonna dance with me.
01:11:53You're gonna dance with me right now.
01:11:55Really?
01:11:56Yeah.
01:11:57I just got here.
01:11:58Okay.
01:11:59Drink that in the next five seconds.
01:12:01I don't want to dance with you.
01:12:02Do we have to dance right now?
01:12:04Yes.
01:12:05Come on.
01:12:06Alright.
01:12:08Oh my god.
01:12:09Oh my god.
01:12:10Oh my god.
01:12:11Oh my god.
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01:14:29Oh my god.
01:14:30Oh my god.
01:14:31Oh my god.
01:14:33Me too.
01:14:41So what happened?
01:14:44What do you mean?
01:14:46Like after that night.
01:14:47Oh that.
01:14:48Yeah.
01:14:56I guess.
01:14:57Sorry, I mean I don't mean to make you uncomfortable.
01:14:59No, no.
01:15:00I want to.
01:15:01I just can't be fake with you, you know?
01:15:02It's just impossible.
01:15:05I know.
01:15:09I don't know what happened, Danny.
01:15:10I guess I just...
01:15:13Freaked out.
01:15:16You freaked out?
01:15:17Wow.
01:15:18The table's turned.
01:15:20I don't know.
01:15:21I didn't want to lose you and...
01:15:25Just couldn't deal.
01:15:28Welcome to my world.
01:15:31Yeah, I guess we both couldn't deal.
01:15:33Yeah.
01:15:34I've been not dealing my entire life.
01:15:36Yeah.
01:15:37I'm so tired of it.
01:15:38I just want to deal for once.
01:15:40See how the other half lives, you know?
01:15:44What?
01:15:47What's going on?
01:15:48I don't know.
01:15:49It's...
01:15:50Yeah, you do know.
01:15:51Well, you do too.
01:15:52I'm just not saying it.
01:15:54Like, you want me to really say it?
01:15:57I don't know.
01:15:58I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:02I want to kiss you right now, okay?
01:16:03That's what I...
01:16:04That's the truth.
01:16:05And I feel like that's all I ever do is, like,
01:16:07I have to pretend that I don't want to kiss you,
01:16:09like, every time I'm with you.
01:16:11And I get to, like, hang out with you and Emmy,
01:16:13and have dinner, and come party here, and...
01:16:17And it's just...
01:16:18I'm just tired of it.
01:16:20I like you, you know?
01:16:22I like being around you.
01:16:23And most of the time, when I'm with people,
01:16:25I'm just waiting, you know, for them to leave
01:16:28so I can be alone again.
01:16:29And I never feel that with you.
01:16:32Shut up.
01:16:34No.
01:16:36But I love you like this.
01:16:39You do?
01:16:50Daddy.
01:16:51What?
01:16:52We can't.
01:16:53Yes, we can.
01:16:54No, we can't.
01:16:55Why not?
01:16:56There are people involved.
01:16:57What are you doing?
01:16:58I'm trying to shut you up.
01:17:00Daddy.
01:17:01What?
01:17:02What?
01:17:16What?
01:17:30Danny.
01:17:32What?
01:17:33Danny, don't do this.
01:17:36What?
01:17:37This is me dealing.
01:17:39You're happy.
01:17:41Tell me you're happy.
01:17:42That's not what you were that night with me,
01:17:43that's for sure.
01:17:47Look, we were...
01:17:48Emmy and I were fighting.
01:17:49I was upset.
01:17:50You can't just use that.
01:17:51That's bullshit.
01:17:52That's bullshit.
01:17:53I felt it, okay?
01:17:54And I felt it from you.
01:17:57Tell me you're happy.
01:18:00You can't even say it.
01:18:01Say it.
01:18:02No, fuck you.
01:18:03Who do you think you are?
01:18:04I'm not gonna prove myself to you, okay?
01:18:07Tell me you love her.
01:18:14Hi, you guys.
01:18:16Hey.
01:18:18Whoa.
01:18:20What's going on in here?
01:18:21What are you talking about?
01:18:22Am I interrupting?
01:18:23Shut up.
01:18:24I gotta go, actually.
01:18:25But this was a great night.
01:18:26Oh, my God.
01:18:27And a great time.
01:18:29Wait a minute.
01:18:30What?
01:18:31You stay here for a second.
01:18:32What?
01:18:33You guys do me a favor.
01:18:34I just want you to make out.
01:18:35Oh, my God, Emmy.
01:18:36No, please.
01:18:37Because this weird sexual tension between you guys
01:18:39is driving me insane.
01:18:40Someone stop.
01:18:41Once you'll see that there's nothing to it,
01:18:44and it will make up.
01:18:47Uh, no.
01:18:48Yeah.
01:18:49Please.
01:18:50No.
01:18:51No, for me.
01:18:52No, thanks.
01:18:53Come on, one little kiss.
01:18:54I don't think she's gonna leave us alone.
01:18:55Yeah, come on, it's my big night.
01:18:56It's my big night.
01:18:57We'll just give her one little kiss.
01:18:58All right.
01:18:59There you go.
01:19:00That's it.
01:19:01That's fine, right?
01:19:02See?
01:19:03It's nothing.
01:19:04She's right.
01:19:05I gotta go.
01:19:06I'll see you.
01:19:07Have a...
01:19:08Congratulations again.
01:19:11What the fuck was that?
01:19:16What the hell's going on?
01:19:18No, no, no, no, no, no.
01:19:26No, no, no, no, no.
01:19:28I'm asking you a question.
01:19:29Okay, okay, so I don't get to ask you any questions
01:19:31even though you're crying and you were back here
01:19:33instead of being out there with me on my big night.
01:19:35You haven't spoken to me all night,
01:19:36now I'm not out there with you?
01:19:38You didn't even know I was gone.
01:19:40Oh, give me a break.
01:19:41Now it's, now it's just, yeah, you're gonna be a cry baby
01:19:44that I wasn't paying enough attention to you?
01:19:46You know what I've been doing all night?
01:19:50Come here.
01:19:51I'm gonna go.
01:19:52Oh, come on.
01:19:53No, no.
01:19:54Oh, come on.
01:19:55Carla.
01:19:58Come on.
01:20:00Come on.
01:20:01Carla.
01:20:02I'm gonna go.
01:20:03What are you doing?
01:20:04Are you gonna leave?
01:20:05Yeah, I'm gonna go.
01:20:05You stay.
01:20:06You enjoy this.
01:20:07No, I'm not gonna stay.
01:20:08You're just gonna leave.
01:20:10Like, what is going on here?
01:20:12I don't know what else is taking you.
01:20:17I'm done.
01:20:29We all have impulses and feelings,
01:20:33but you can't act on it just whenever you feel it.
01:20:35I always feel kind of, like, invisible in the world.
01:20:37I mean, this is your life.
01:20:39Do you want something that's extraordinary?
01:20:40Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
01:20:42Or something that's like, pfft.
01:20:47Right, right.
01:20:48Just being alone is not even enough.
01:20:49That sounds excruciating.
01:20:52I think you're better than this situation.
01:20:55You know anybody that's actually out here.
01:21:06I like the figures, but I don't like the things.
01:21:12It's the Baltic girl.
01:21:14I want out.
01:21:14If you didn't make your own decision,
01:21:18you just have to get back out.
01:21:20I know you feel bad.
01:21:22No, I'm not gonna leave.
01:21:23And you're scared to live like this.
01:21:26And then I'm gonna poke you,
01:21:28I'm telling you that.
01:21:29I'm gonna poke you, yeah.
01:21:31You just get it.
01:21:33I'm gonna do the stupidest thing to you
01:21:34that I can do right now.
01:21:36I'm not gonna do it.
01:21:37I have another thing.
01:21:38I'm gonna put your race on the line.
01:21:40Where's the fuck is my race?
01:21:41I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:21:44This is fucking hard.
01:22:11I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:41I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:43I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:45I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:47I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:49I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:51I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:53I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:55I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:57I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:22:59I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:01I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:03I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:05I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:07I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:09I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:11I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:13I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:15I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:17I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:19I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:21I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:23I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:25I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:27I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:29I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:31I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:33I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:35I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:37I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:39I don't understand why I have to act like that when I know I can do this.
01:23:41Yes.
01:23:43You have the Charger.
01:23:45What do you mean you don't have the Charger?
01:23:55I see.
01:24:01What's going on?
01:24:03Nothing.
01:24:11That's what I'm talking about.
01:24:19You want to hear something?
01:24:22What?
01:24:23I'm a dancer.
01:24:25You're a dancer?
01:24:28What kind of dancer are you?
01:24:32Wow, that's pretty good.
01:24:34Nice.
01:24:35She's just teaching me a little dance move.
01:24:38Don't pay attention to that.
01:24:40Are those your parents?
01:24:41No.
01:24:42They're not your real parents?
01:24:43No, because they're not dancers like us.
01:24:45They're not dancers like us?
01:24:48How do you know I can dance? I'm not that good.
01:24:50Yes, you are.
01:24:51Really?
01:24:52Really.
01:24:53How do you know?
01:24:54Because you are. I know that.
01:24:55You know it?
01:24:56Yeah.
01:24:57Oh.
01:24:58Come on.
01:24:59What? Ready? Here I go.
01:25:11Yeah.
01:25:24I told you a hundred times to pack the charger.
01:25:30Now you throw me.
01:25:34I am really not responsible for the charger.
01:25:41It's going to be down the hall to your left.
01:25:43Thanks.
01:25:44No problem.
01:25:51Thank you all so much for coming.
01:25:53If you have any questions, please stick around.
01:25:55And I introduce Daniel Sullivan.
01:25:59I don't know.
01:26:00I mean, I like movies that just end.
01:26:02You know, I never buy it when they're tying it all up in a bow at the end.
01:26:07Yeah, but there has to be some sort of conclusion.
01:26:09Well, does there?
01:26:10I don't know.
01:26:11Why?
01:26:12Why can't it just end?
01:26:13Because as an audience, there has to be a reason we're watching.
01:26:16Well, I mean, hopefully you're watching because you're engaged by what's going on
01:26:19and you're interested in the characters.
01:26:21Yeah, but there has to be a journey to follow.
01:26:23I know.
01:26:24That's not my favorite word, journey.
01:26:26But, I mean, everything's a journey, isn't it?
01:26:28I mean, this conversation, for example, feels like an endless journey.
01:26:31But we have to take something from everything.
01:26:35But we have to take something from any piece of art.
01:26:38Of course, definitely.
01:26:39But what does that have to do with endings, really?
01:26:42You can't just stop things happening and call it an ending.
01:26:45But I think you can.
01:26:46I think that's what an ending is.
01:26:47It's like when something stops, then all of a sudden there is a journey,
01:26:50there is an art, there's a story there.
01:26:52I think you're taking this the wrong way.
01:26:53I really enjoyed your film, but I felt like I was missing something.
01:26:57Like, it was a bit unfinished.
01:26:59Right.
01:27:00But, I mean, for me, I take that as a compliment
01:27:02because I think that life is unfinished.
01:27:04And I think that art and film should reflect that.
01:27:06And I don't think it does in our culture.
01:27:08I think that there are structures to a movie.
01:27:11And it's certainly in Hollywood, but now even in small independent
01:27:14and documentaries like this,
01:27:17you have to fulfill this preconceived idea of what a film is.
01:27:21And if you don't hit all these points,
01:27:23somehow the audience thinks there's something missing and something wrong.
01:27:26And in that constantly looking for what's missing,
01:27:30we're not seeing what's there.
01:27:32And, I mean, for me personally,
01:27:34it's really in the looking that we are missing.
01:27:40I mean, that's just sort of my personal thing on endings.
01:27:43I don't know if that answered your question,
01:27:46but it's an interesting discussion anyway.
01:27:50I think we have time for one more.
01:27:52One more question?
01:27:53Yeah.
01:27:54I did totally fall in love with the process.
01:27:56But that was probably I was in love with the film.
01:27:58Hi.
01:27:59Thank you.
01:28:00Have a good night.
01:28:04Yeah, I loved everything about it.
01:28:06It was great.
01:28:07It was a really great process.
01:28:10Thank you guys so much for coming.
01:28:12It was nice to meet you all.
01:28:14We'll see you later on.
01:28:15Okay.
01:28:18What are you doing here?
01:28:20What do you mean?
01:28:21I come to this festival every year.
01:28:23You do not.
01:28:26Oh, my God.
01:28:27It's so nice to see you.
01:28:29Hi.
01:28:31Congratulations.
01:28:32Thank you.
01:28:33I can't believe you're here.
01:28:34It's so wild.
01:28:35I loved it so much.
01:28:36You did?
01:28:37Yeah, I was really moved.
01:28:38Are you just saying that?
01:28:39Yeah.
01:28:40Isn't that what I'm supposed to do?
01:28:42No, I really loved it.
01:28:43You did?
01:28:44Yeah, I was so moved.
01:28:45I'm glad you saw it.
01:28:46Where were you sitting?
01:28:47I didn't even see you.
01:28:48I was hiding.
01:28:49I was in the back.
01:28:50You hid?
01:28:51Mm-hmm.
01:28:52I had bad vision.
01:28:53That's true.
01:28:54I had that going for me.
01:28:55I didn't have my glasses on.
01:28:56Yeah, it's awesome.
01:28:57Thank you.
01:28:58Yeah.
01:28:59And it's impressive that you actually finished it after all these years.
01:29:02I know.
01:29:03I mean, well, apparently I didn't finish it, according to some people.
01:29:06That guy was such a douchebag.
01:29:08No, really.
01:29:09He was.
01:29:10There's one at every Q&A, and they're always some frustrated filmmaker.
01:29:13There's always one at every Q&A, right?
01:29:15And you can tell.
01:29:16Mm-hmm.
01:29:17Now that I think of it, that's who that guy was.
01:29:18Yeah, that's who he was.
01:29:20But I liked what you said.
01:29:23It's in that looking that we are missing.
01:29:26You like that one?
01:29:28Yeah.
01:29:29I thought it was maybe a little pretentious, or...
01:29:31It was totally pretentious, but he deserved it.
01:29:35It's so good to see you.
01:29:36You look great.
01:29:37I do?
01:29:38Yeah.
01:29:40Do you want to...
01:29:41Oh, yeah.
01:29:42Yeah, you walking out?
01:29:43Let me grab my coat.
01:29:44Mm-hmm.
01:29:49I can't believe you're here.
01:29:52It's so crazy.
01:29:54Where are you staying?
01:29:56I don't know.
01:29:58Just got into town.
01:30:04Well, what are you doing right now?
01:30:09I'm free.
01:30:10Really? You're free?
01:30:12I'm so lucky.
01:30:13I'm available.
01:30:14You're available.
01:30:16Want to get a cup of coffee?
01:30:18Yeah, but I have something kind of serious to do.
01:30:20What?
01:30:24I quit coffee.
01:30:25Get out of here.
01:30:27You quit coffee?
01:30:29Of all the people?
01:30:31Mine?
01:30:32Yeah.
01:30:33You gotta get on that one.
01:30:34You gotta get on that one.
01:30:35Why?
01:30:36I don't even know you.
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