Tell Me Lies Season 2 Episode 3
Tell Me Lies S2 Episode 3 - I Can See Right Through Myself
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00:00This is Leo. He was studying abroad last year.
00:03Can I get your number?
00:05Oh, you fucking asshole.
00:07It's Pippa, right?
00:09So, why does the whole football team hate you?
00:11I broke the quarterback's heart.
00:13Pippa, out of the line.
00:15I found her half-dressed in that room,
00:17and that guy Chris just walks out of the bathroom.
00:19Hey.
00:20He acted like he got caught doing something.
00:22We're gonna get you home.
00:27Oh, do you...
00:30Thank you for helping her.
00:32Do you remember anything?
00:33Nothing with Chris.
00:34I know that's your best friend's little brother.
00:36That does not matter.
00:37I'm really sorry for hurting you so bad.
00:39That probably eroded any sense of dignity you had.
00:41I can't tell Bri who to be friends with, dude.
00:43Y'all break up with her. She's just around. I'm like, friends.
00:45You shared a cigarette with the teacher?
00:47He reached over and took out my earring.
00:49Well, he was definitely flirting with you.
00:51I think I cheated.
00:52I'm done.
00:53I met someone who actually listened,
00:55and I could have gone home with him, but I didn't.
00:57Hey, Professor Banks, could I come by your office later?
01:00This is Steven DeMarco, your new T.A.
01:28I've never been to a joint bachelor-bachelorette party before.
01:31Me neither.
01:33It's kind of cute, though.
01:36Thank you for coming with me.
01:39You don't have to thank me.
01:51Hey.
01:54I love you.
01:57I love you, too.
02:02Hi.
02:03Hi!
02:06Hi!
02:07Hi, Mark, good to see you.
02:09Congrats.
02:10Thanks.
02:11Come on.
02:14Hi.
02:15Hi.
02:16Good to see you.
02:17Yeah.
02:18Hey, man.
02:19Enjoy.
02:20Hey.
02:21Hey, Lucy.
02:22Hey.
02:23Thanks for coming.
02:24Hey, Lucy.
02:26Hey.
02:27Max.
02:28Good to see you again.
02:29Hey, man.
02:30You, too.
02:31All right.
02:32Let's grab a drink.
02:34Hey, I can't believe that you're not having a real bachelor party.
02:37We're supposed to be celebrating your last days of being single.
02:40I'm not single.
02:41I'm engaged.
02:42You're not not single until you're married.
02:45Steven.
02:46Yeah.
02:47Please, back me up here.
02:48Nope.
02:49I never really got the bachelor party thing.
02:52Like, why would I want to get a lap dance from a stripper?
02:54I can just have sex with my hot fiance.
02:56Lydia ruined you.
02:58Okay.
02:59Yeah, you're no fun.
03:00No, I think I honestly just got it out of my system.
03:03Well, I believe in love and strippers.
03:06Where is Lydia anyways?
03:08Oh, she had a last minute work thing in New York.
03:10She's going to be at the wedding, though.
03:15Lucy.
03:23Everybody has to take a shot.
03:25Guess we should do shots.
03:26All right.
03:33Hey, Evan was saying that you have a new restaurant?
03:36Yeah, yeah.
03:37We soft launched a couple weeks ago.
03:39Oh, my God.
03:40That's awesome, man.
03:41Congratulations.
03:42Thanks, man.
03:43Here.
03:45There we go.
03:46Thanks.
03:47All right.
03:48Cheers!
03:49Cheers!
03:56I love you guys so much.
03:58Dude, you're on drugs, and I'm mad you didn't give me any.
04:02Wait, what?
04:03Look at her pupils.
04:04They're bigger than my areolas.
04:07Your areolas are a perfect size.
04:10They're perfect.
04:11I know they're perfect.
04:12I just said that your pupils are bigger.
04:14I don't even know what I'm on.
04:16Evan's cousin just put something in my mouth.
04:19No.
04:23What are you doing?
04:24You can't smoke this in here.
04:27What are you doing?
04:29Wait.
04:30It's my party, and I needed one, so.
04:33You're a fiend.
04:34Oh, no.
04:35She's a fiend.
04:47I'm going to go smoke outside, like a normal person.
04:56That's like a lot.
04:57You're doing it with water.
04:58Yeah.
04:59You look good in suede.
05:00Thanks, man.
05:01Yeah, you too.
05:02Where'd your jacket go?
05:03Can I borrow you?
05:04Can I borrow you for a second?
05:05Yeah.
05:06Yeah.
05:07It takes me so long.
05:13What's up?
05:15Every time I look over, you're, like, talking to him.
05:20I'm talking to everyone.
05:21Yeah, but you don't have to be so nice.
05:26Would you rather me be rude?
05:28No.
05:30Why does this guy still bother you so much?
05:33Look, if he'd been, like, abusive, I'd obviously fucking kill him.
05:37But he's just some random asshole at this point.
05:42Max, he's not a good person.
05:46I don't want him infecting this.
05:47I don't want him infecting any part of my life anymore.
05:50I don't.
05:53You know, it's possible for people to change.
05:55He might not be the same guy he was back then, but even if he is,
06:00it shouldn't matter.
06:03Right?
06:04Right?
06:10You are so drunk right now.
06:13No, I'm cold, still, and sober.
06:15Oh, really?
06:16Yeah.
06:20I really wish you would have come with me tonight.
06:23I know.
06:24Yeah, that would require you being seen in public with me,
06:27which obviously isn't an option, so...
06:31You know that's not the reason I didn't come.
06:34I just...
06:36I have no interest in being around those people again.
06:39Yeah, but it's not about them.
06:41It's about me. You'd be doing it for me.
06:44Okay.
06:46We can talk about it when you get home.
06:50Okay.
07:04Hey.
07:10Lucy.
07:12Hey.
07:16What, did you follow me out here?
07:18No, you seemed upset. I just wanted to make sure it wasn't because of me.
07:23No, it wasn't about you.
07:28I got to hang out with Max a bit. He's awesome.
07:34Yeah, he is.
07:36What have you been up to these days? Are you writing?
07:39Uh, no.
07:41No, I'm doing sales at a travel agency.
07:44Oh, cool.
07:46Yeah.
07:47You like it?
07:48I love it, yeah.
07:51As long as you're happy.
07:54Hey.
07:55Hey, Pippa.
07:56Hey, I'm going to pretend like I need to talk to Lucy,
07:59but what I really want is for you to fuck off.
08:01Okay, yeah.
08:05Always good to see you.
08:13I'm fine.
08:14I didn't say anything.
08:15Yeah, but I knew what you were thinking.
08:18This is so weird.
08:19Pippa, this is so weird seeing him be so nice.
08:21It's not real.
08:22Yeah.
08:23I don't know.
08:25Maybe it is. Maybe...
08:29Maybe he changed for Lydia.
08:32Lucy.
08:34Steven doesn't change.
08:35She doesn't change.
08:36♪♪
08:46♪♪
08:56♪♪
09:03Okay, so, if you have any questions,
09:06please don't hesitate to reach out
09:07to our fantastic new TA, Steven.
09:10He's one of the few students to get an A
09:11in my class without the curve.
09:13No, I-I had a little help in the curve.
09:15-♪♪
09:25Lucy.
09:27Lucy, hey, I had no idea you were in this class.
09:29Okay. I didn't.
09:30I swear, they-they randomly assigned me.
09:34I'm sorry. I don't want to make this uncomfortable for you.
09:38It's fine.
09:39Oh, hey, I saw the paper you turned in.
09:43I noticed just a few small mistakes,
09:46so I just, uh, fixed it for you.
09:48-♪♪
09:58-♪♪
10:08I'm sorry. I-I wasn't, uh...
10:11Is this okay?
10:13Yes, it's okay. I'm okay.
10:17W-W-Let's just...
10:19Wait. Um, let's take a breath.
10:24Let's just, um, breathe for a moment.
10:30Sorry, um, it's just that, um...
10:35Well, I have office hours beginning in five minutes.
10:39Oh.
10:41Oh, my God. I'm s-I'm so sorry. I...
10:44W-W-Wait. Wait. I'm not brushing you off.
10:48I... I want to talk about this with a clearer head.
10:53Perhaps somewhere other than my office.
10:56Would that be all right?
10:58Yeah. Yeah.
11:02Here, give me your phone.
11:04-♪♪
11:09-♪♪
11:11-♪♪
11:13-♪♪
11:15I'll message you.
11:27You can't talk to anyone else about this, okay?
11:31This has to stay between us.
11:35I know.
11:37-♪♪
11:39-♪♪
11:41-♪♪
11:43-♪♪
11:45Ryan, come on in.
11:47Bree, great work. Let me know how it all turns out.
11:52I will. Thank you.
11:55-♪♪
11:57-♪♪
12:04I'm telling you, Diana, it's worse than it's been before.
12:07I think you're being overly sensitive, Mom.
12:09Honey, last night at dinner,
12:11you told me to shut up in front of the partners.
12:13It was embarrassing.
12:15He doesn't respect me, Diana.
12:17Of course he respects you.
12:19Why do you always take his side?
12:23Diana? Are you there?
12:25Yeah, yeah, I'm here.
12:27I'm just... I'm not sure what you want me to say.
12:29Do you want me to tell you to leave him?
12:31Honey, men like your father don't let people leave them.
12:33They're the only ones who get to do the leaving.
12:35Listen, Mom.
12:37Tad loves you.
12:39He can be harsh, but he takes really good care of you.
12:42He wouldn't do that if he didn't respect you.
12:45Don't let your head spin for no reason when everything is fine.
12:48You need him.
12:50Maybe I don't.
12:52I'm sorry.
12:54But you do.
13:11Yeah?
13:15Hi.
13:19Hey.
13:21I remember these dorms.
13:23I lived here my sophomore year, too.
13:27What are you doing here?
13:32I wanted to check on you.
13:34Make sure you're okay.
13:36Yeah, I'm good.
13:38Good?
13:40You were pretty rough last night.
13:45Did you want me to thank you or something?
13:47What?
13:49No.
13:51Right.
13:53Well, I'm sure Stephen thought the whole story was hilarious, so...
13:58Oh, I didn't tell Stephen anything.
14:02Sure.
14:04I wouldn't do that.
14:06Fine, whatever.
14:08It's just a little weird that you're here.
14:11We're not really friends.
14:13Last night was fucked up.
14:15We don't have to be friends for me to make sure you're okay.
14:21What?
14:23I've seen how you are.
14:25You're not the kind of girl who goes and checks on other girls.
14:27You're kind of brutal with other girls.
14:29I mean, look at what you did to Lucy last year.
14:40I'm glad you're okay.
14:45Bye.
14:59How many sugars are you putting in that?
15:01I need at least three to make it drinkable.
15:03You're the taste buds of an infant.
15:05And you have the taste buds of a man with a small penis!
15:08Brie broke up with me.
15:10Yesterday.
15:12What? Why?
15:14You...
15:16You cheated on Brie?
15:18Yeah.
15:20Oh, no, dude, she's so sweet.
15:22You're not helping, Wrigley.
15:24Yeah, sorry, no, no, no, I just, um...
15:26I just am surprised.
15:28How are you not reacting?
15:30I already told her.
15:32Fuck, dude, I was the one who told her to say something. I'm so sorry.
15:34Why?
15:36No, no, Stephen was right.
15:38She deserved to know.
15:40My life is just a fucking disaster, man.
15:42Oh, man, I'm so sorry.
15:46Wait a minute. Hold on.
15:48Oh!
15:50We broke the curse of the freshman girls.
15:52Wrigley.
15:54No, look, I'm just saying, all I'm saying,
15:56I think this could be the best thing that ever happened to you.
15:58Look, Evan has been tied down all of college.
16:00You've never had fun, dude.
16:02Now we can actually fuck around and do what we're supposed to be doing!
16:04Which is?
16:06Yeah.
16:08Pound a pussy.
16:10A pussy monster.
16:12Oh, my God.
16:14I really hate you right now.
16:18Hey!
16:20I'm sorry, I gotta ask.
16:22Who was the girl?
16:24The one you cheated with?
16:28I don't know, just some random girl. I was drunk.
16:32They haven't been there.
16:34Great.
16:36Yeah.
16:38I broke up with Evan.
16:40But I don't wanna talk about it.
16:44I'm sorry.
16:46It's fine.
16:48Anyways, I was thinking maybe we could
16:50go to the movies this weekend.
16:52Wait, wait, wait a minute.
16:54You gotta tell us something.
16:56What happened? What did you say?
16:58I just told him it was over.
17:00Please don't make me talk about it.
17:02I cannot believe he turned out to be
17:04such a fucking asshole.
17:06It's always the quiet ones just silently
17:08sticking their dicks in everything.
17:10Pippa!
17:12I just said I don't wanna talk about it.
17:14It's like you don't listen to me.
17:20Hey, what up?
17:23Hey, Chris.
17:25Hi.
17:27What's up, freshman?
17:29Oh, yeah, I forgot you're my wise elder.
17:31Apologies.
17:33Yeah, yeah, please don't ever
17:35misaddress me like that ever again.
17:37Um, and don't forget that
17:39it's Lydia's birthday in a couple days.
17:41Okay, well, I'm gonna eat.
17:43I am fucking hungover.
17:50That was awkward.
17:52What are you talking about?
17:54You guys were being so weird.
17:56No, we weren't.
17:58Seriously?
18:01No, I don't think so.
18:03No.
18:06Okay.
18:10Uh, whoop!
18:12I gotta go to class.
18:14Um, I will see you guys
18:16back at the dorms.
18:18Bye.
18:20I actually gotta go, too.
18:22Are you okay?
18:24Yeah, I'm good.
18:26Okay.
18:46They say it's bad luck
18:48to find a girl meditating
18:50on a camp's bench.
18:52Apparently.
18:55Can we just talk for a minute
18:57and I'll fuck off after if you want?
19:07Um...
19:09I called you a couple times.
19:11I know.
19:15Oh, fuck.
19:17I, uh...
19:19I was having such a good time with you.
19:21I didn't mean to scare you.
19:23I'm sorry.
19:25You didn't scare me.
19:27Okay, good.
19:31It seems like you're scared now.
19:35Did you know that guy?
19:37No.
19:41Wow.
19:43I know, it's crazy.
19:45I know.
19:47So you attacked a guy you've never met before
19:49because he was being slightly rude?
19:53Yeah.
19:56Have you done that before?
20:00Yeah.
20:05Great.
20:07I don't want to lie to you.
20:09I have a problem with my anger.
20:11And I don't know what else to call it.
20:13It's just something
20:15that I've been working on,
20:17and sometimes I...
20:19Yeah, I don't...
20:21I'm so sorry.
20:23I can't do this right now.
20:25Okay, yeah, no, it's okay.
20:27Sorry again, Lucy.
20:34How do you have no homework?
20:36I already have a quiz and a paper due.
20:38I'm glad you asked.
20:40I have a system.
20:42Monday, Wednesday, Friday classes are straight now.
20:44You filter for Tuesday and Thursday
20:46and I look at the syllabuses.
20:48Syllabi?
20:50Actually, both are correct.
20:52Cool.
20:54And then I find the classes that only have a midterm
20:56and a final, and voila.
21:05Oh, my God, it's our MVP.
21:17Hey.
21:19Hi.
21:21Oh, my God, look, she talks back.
21:25Yeah, it's so funny.
21:27Guess what?
21:29No one gives a shit about D2 football,
21:31so I really hope that you enjoy this moment
21:33while it lasts,
21:35because it's the only time in your lives
21:37you'll ever be valued for an idiotic devotion
21:39to spandex, capri pants, and concussions.
21:41Fuck you.
21:43Shit.
21:45And fuck you.
21:47Watching them fuck with me like this
21:49this whole time and doing nothing
21:51makes you an even bigger asshole than they are.
22:03What the fuck?
22:05I don't know.
22:07Honestly, she kind of has a point.
22:13Hey.
22:27Hey.
22:39I think I'm gonna take a nap.
22:43Okay.
23:05I might have done something a little crazy.
23:07Can we talk about it later?
23:09I'm just really tired.
23:11Yeah.
23:13Sorry.
23:41No.
23:51No.
23:55No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
23:59Hey.
24:01Oh, my God, boy.
24:03Laura, what's going on? What's wrong?
24:05I have this paper due tomorrow, and it's all fucking gone.
24:07What do you mean it's gone?
24:09I don't know. I opened the file, and it's not there.
24:11Did you save it?
24:15Oh, I don't know.
24:17Oh, shit.
24:19I'm supposed to be at this a cappella thing in an hour,
24:21and there's no way I'm gonna be able to finish this.
24:23I'm fucked.
24:25Okay, okay. Hey, it's okay.
24:27Listen, it's okay. I can help.
24:29I can write the paper.
24:31What? No, you can't.
24:33Yeah, I can. What's the paper on?
24:35The French Revolution.
24:37Hey, I'm a faster writer than you.
24:39Not better, just faster.
24:41Are you sure?
24:43Yeah, yeah, I am.
24:45It's... I can help. It's okay.
24:47It's no problem.
24:51My mom called yesterday.
24:53I think she got in my head.
24:57What did she want?
24:59She's complaining about my dad again.
25:01I don't think she realizes how much she needs him.
25:03Like, what would she even do if she left him?
25:05Nothing.
25:07Yeah, she just feels...
25:09pathetic.
25:11She is.
25:15And you're nothing like her.
25:17It's one of the many reasons I love you.
25:21Thanks.
25:35Fuck.
25:53I'm sorry about earlier.
25:57I didn't know that the team was doing that.
25:59No, I... no.
26:01That's not true. I did, I did.
26:03I just didn't realize how bad it was.
26:05It was overkill.
26:07And I should have said something, but I didn't.
26:09So I'm sorry.
26:23What are you listening to?
26:25Oh, um...
26:27nothing.
26:29Yeah, I just wear these so people don't talk to me.
26:31There you go. Smart.
26:35So, what's new with you?
26:39Same old.
26:41Yeah.
26:43You?
26:45Same.
26:57Alright. See you around.
27:01See you.
27:03See you.
27:29Hi.
27:32Um...
27:38Glad you came.
27:42I'm not really sure what to say.
27:46Well, I just want you to know
27:48that it is very difficult
27:50for me not to touch you right now.
27:55I can't stop thinking about you.
27:58Me neither.
28:02I really want to make you feel good.
28:06But...
28:08but if we did this,
28:10would you be able to accept the situation?
28:14The fact that I'm married?
28:16I love my wife,
28:18and I'm not gonna leave her.
28:20But we can't do this
28:22if it's gonna hurt you.
28:27Um...
28:29Um...
28:31I think so.
28:39Fuck.
28:41What?
28:43Fuck.
28:45I'm terrible. I'm so sorry.
28:47I don't know what I was thinking.
28:49This was...
28:51This was, um...
28:53incredibly fucked up for me.
28:55And it's...
28:57It's not fair to you.
28:59Yeah.
29:01Yeah, you're probably right.
29:05Okay.
29:07Okay.
29:21Hey.
29:23Hey.
29:25Wanna smoke with me?
29:27Yes.
29:29Let me hear you laugh.
29:35Okay, I have to ask you.
29:39What made you want to dye your hair blonde?
29:45I just wanted a fresh start this year.
29:47And I'm dramatic,
29:49so blonde felt right.
29:57Why am I so attracted
29:59to all these fucked-up guys?
30:01Steven, it was not your fault.
30:03Leo head-butted someone
30:05in front of me.
30:07I'm sorry, what?
30:09Yeah.
30:11Like, like fully use his head,
30:13like full-force forehead action?
30:15Forehead-to-forehead contact?
30:17Yes, pretty much.
30:19Yes.
30:21That's insanely
30:23hot to me.
30:25It wasn't.
30:27It wasn't?
30:29Mm-hmm.
30:31I saw him today, and he tried to explain.
30:33He said he had anger issues,
30:35and he's working on it.
30:37But...
30:39I don't know.
30:41I just feel like there's something wrong with me.
30:43There's nothing wrong with you.
30:45How are we supposed to know if someone's dangerous
30:47when we first meet them?
30:51I'm so fucking mad at Chris.
30:53Oh, my God, what? No. No.
30:55That's not talking about me.
30:59Don't.
31:07You know something, though?
31:09Hmm?
31:11Shit.
31:13Us guys wouldn't do that.
31:15Steven wouldn't do that.
31:17Yeah. Yeah, that's true.
31:19No one has any idea
31:21what Steven is heading.
31:23That's its own category of fucked up.
31:27He's, like, the most dangerous guy we know.
31:37Diana.
31:39Oh, my God.
31:41Not gonna lie, it's really good. Oh, you're amazing.
31:43What? You're amazing. I didn't hear that.
31:45You're amazing!
31:47Thank you. Seriously,
31:49I'd be so fucked without you.
32:01Why is Lucy's
32:03ID in your bag?
32:05Oh, um...
32:07She dropped it when I
32:09bumped into her on campus.
32:11When was that?
32:13I don't know, like, a week ago?
32:15It wasn't a big deal.
32:17What did you talk about?
32:19Nothing.
32:21It lasted, like, a minute.
32:23Well, that's long enough to say something.
32:25Why are you being weird?
32:27I'm not being weird.
32:29I find that confusing, considering all the shit you gave me
32:31about her last year. If that was actually nothing,
32:33you probably would have told me about it.
32:35Okay.
32:37She came at me.
32:39On campus. She wanted to talk.
32:41Or whatever. I don't know.
32:43I guess she's still not over everything.
32:45But I just told her to fuck off.
32:47It was honestly really sad.
32:49I felt bad for her.
32:51So when I saw that she had dropped her ID,
32:53I picked it up. I completely forgot
32:55I had it.
32:57I'm gonna be late for class.
32:59Wait. Sorry. Sorry. Hey.
33:01I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap like that.
33:03It's fine.
33:05It's not. It's not.
33:09I don't want her harassing you.
33:11That's...
33:13It really wasn't a big deal.
33:17She's fucking with me.
33:19She's in this class.
33:21I'm TA-ing.
33:23I had no idea.
33:25Now I think
33:27she switched into my section on purpose.
33:30Are you serious?
33:32Mm-hmm.
33:34That's genuinely creepy.
33:36I know.
33:38I just don't want her to mess anything up with us.
33:40Hey, hey.
33:42No one is gonna do that.
33:51I have to get to class.
33:53Yeah.
33:59Okay.
34:21What are you doing here?
34:23Uh...
34:25You lost something.
34:27I have to give it back to you.
34:29Okay.
34:31This was in Diana's bag.
34:33Oh, okay.
34:35Why did Diana have your I.D. card?
34:37Oh, she...
34:39She didn't tell you?
34:41We fucked.
34:43It was amazing.
34:45Can you give it back to me?
34:47She said you came to her on campus and tried to talk to her.
34:49Okay. If that's what she said, then fine.
34:51Can you get the fuck out of my room now, please?
34:53What were you talking to her about?
34:55Nothing. What...
34:57What don't you understand?
34:59I don't... I don't want any part of this.
35:01I don't give a shit about Diana, and I...
35:03I don't give a shit about you.
35:07Yes, you do.
35:11I know you do.
35:17I saw your face
35:19when you walked into class and you saw me.
35:21And that
35:23wasn't not giving a shit.
35:29That's exactly what that was.
35:35No.
35:37It wasn't.
35:41Okay, then.
35:43It was hatred.
35:47No, I don't...
35:49I don't think it was that either.
35:53I don't think...
35:57You hate me.
35:59At all.
36:05I promise you I do.
36:19This is really fucking embarrassing for you.
36:49Hi.
37:09Hi.
37:11Hey. Can we, uh... Can we talk for a minute?
37:15Yeah.
37:19Yeah.
37:27What do you want?
37:29I... I have to tell you something.
37:31Okay.
37:33Look, we both know that Stephen is capable of some fucked-up stuff.
37:35I know you know that.
37:37But I don't think you're aware of how far it goes.
37:41Something happened with him last year, and I didn't tell anybody
37:43because I swore to him I wouldn't,
37:45and honestly, I was...
37:47What?
37:51Stephen was in the car with Macy when she died.
37:53They were sleeping together
37:55that summer before she even got here.
37:57They're from the same town.
37:59They were hooking up, and they were together
38:01at a house party during Welcome Week.
38:03Macy got drunk.
38:05She drove them home, and they got in a wreck on the way,
38:07and he was in the car
38:09when she died.
38:11He... He saw her die and didn't fucking do anything,
38:13didn't call for help. He just fucking left her there.
38:15And I thought you should know.
38:21Yeah, okay. Thanks.
38:25You... You don't...
38:27You don't believe me?
38:29I know you're fucking crazy,
38:31but this is next level.
38:35Why would I lie?
38:37Is that a serious question?
38:39I am telling you the truth, Diana.
38:41Stephen is... He's dangerous. He's a bad person.
38:43Here's the thing.
38:45You've got a pretty good track record of being insane.
38:47I'm not lying, Diana.
38:51Okay.
39:05This is not my problem anymore.
39:13Okay.
39:21Is there a reason you're dropping the class?
39:23I'd advise against it.
39:25I had something personal come up, and I can't make it work this semester.
39:27All right, but if you drop this class now,
39:29it will show up as an incomplete on your transcript.
39:31The add-drop period is ended.
39:33Okay.
39:35All right.
39:44Brie?
39:51Hi.
40:13Hi.
40:43Hi.
40:45Can I come in?
40:47Yeah, yeah, of course.
40:55So, what's up?
40:57I, uh...
40:59I don't...
41:01I don't think I gave you enough credit
41:03for coming to me and
41:05trying to explain things,
41:07and I should have...
41:09I should have at least listened.
41:11When you...
41:13When you said I was scared,
41:15you were right.
41:17I...
41:19I was.
41:23Of me?
41:25Of a lot of things.
41:27But...
41:29I...
41:31I want to try and understand
41:33and hear you out
41:35if you...
41:37only if you still want to talk about it.
41:39Yeah. Yeah, I do.
41:41All right.
41:51Um...
41:53I get really angry sometimes,
41:55even if I don't want to.
41:57Something will happen,
41:59and a normal person would be able
42:01to talk himself back to sanity,
42:03but sometimes something happens in my head,
42:05and I...
42:07You know, I just... I stop thinking,
42:09and then all of a sudden, there's a guy
42:11lying on the floor with a broken nose,
42:13and I'm just standing there
42:15looking around the room,
42:17and it's...
42:19It's fucking embarrassing,
42:21and it's pathetic,
42:23and I don't want it to keep on happening.
42:29Does that... Does that make sense?
42:31Honestly, no.
42:33Fair.
42:35I mean, when you run the best-case scenario
42:37of headbutting a stranger
42:39in a coffee shop,
42:41and the results are pretty straightforward,
42:43you're, uh...
42:45You're never gonna end up getting what you want.
42:49Yeah. Didn't...
42:51Didn't really seem like
42:53you had much of a plan there.
42:55No.
42:57Look, I, um...
42:59I really want to keep hanging out with you,
43:01and I get if that's off the table,
43:03but just so you know,
43:05I-I would love it.
43:07And that's... That's pretty much...
43:09Pretty much it.
43:15I've kind of been bullshitting you about some stuff.
43:19Okay.
43:21And I didn't, um, want to get into it
43:23because I didn't want to admit
43:25that there was anything wrong with me.
43:27But everything with Steven was really...
43:29bad last year.
43:33Like, a lot worse than I
43:35said it was.
43:37And...
43:41It made me fucking crazy.
43:43And...
43:45Sad.
43:47And...
43:49It got to a point where I didn't even really trust myself
43:51anymore, and definitely...
43:55Not anybody else.
43:59And...
44:01I just don't
44:03want anybody in my life
44:05to make me feel that way again.
44:09Yeah, I-I get that.
44:11So if...
44:13I keep hanging
44:15out with you, you're not gonna, like...
44:19Be awful to me, are you?
44:23No, I'm not.
44:31Yeah.
44:53I'm house-sitting for a friend while they're on
44:55sabbatical in London.
44:58Water the plants.
45:00Feed the cat.
45:02You know.
45:06It's nice.
45:08I like the rugs.
45:10It reminds me of this home
45:12that I lived in for a little while in middle school.
45:14They had a rug like this one.
45:16Wasn't as nice.
45:28I love you.
45:38I love you.
45:42I love you very much.
45:57I love you.
46:12Is this okay?
46:14Yes.
46:28Okay.
46:33Okay.
46:57inside you
47:01its hard to explain
47:05what are you doing
47:09what do you want me to be doing
47:15i want you to look at me
47:19i know you better than anybody
47:21right
47:23of course you do
47:27Let me feel you.
47:57Let me feel you.
47:59Let me feel you.
48:01Let me feel you.
48:03Let me feel you.
48:05Let me feel you.
48:07Let me feel you.
48:09Let me feel you.
48:11Let me feel you.
48:13Let me feel you.
48:15Let me feel you.
48:17Let me feel you.
48:19Let me feel you.
48:21Let me feel you.
48:23Let me feel you.
48:25Let me feel you.
48:27Let me feel you.
48:31And how do I feel?
48:55♪♪
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