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00:00:00The love that radiates through the ones that can still hear the sound echoing.
00:00:15Piss the face, piss the dream.
00:00:20Weak in the distance from in between.
00:00:35Take me away from the dragons in my eyes.
00:00:45They will all kill my soul.
00:01:02There is measures more than our price could pay.
00:01:07All it has to offer.
00:01:10There is measures more than our price could pay.
00:01:14For all it has to offer.
00:01:27The sunlight is still the way the pale nickel rings left of the day.
00:01:35The sunlight is still the way the pale nickel rings left of the day.
00:01:51My heart echoes your memory.
00:01:55My heart echoes your memory.
00:01:58Snapshot in time.
00:02:00A blanket of faith under every day.
00:02:06We don't try to lie.
00:02:08The darkness will come.
00:02:10It overtakes.
00:02:12It overtakes.
00:02:14It overtakes.
00:02:16It overtakes.
00:02:18It overtakes.
00:02:20It overtakes.
00:02:22It overtakes.
00:02:24It overtakes.
00:02:26It overtakes.
00:02:3898.8?
00:02:40I'll put it on the chart?
00:02:42What's that mean to you?
00:02:46Here. Drink up.
00:02:48I...
00:02:50I'm not thirsty
00:02:52Drink! Come on!
00:02:54Pam, you're going to need the water in order to take the test.
00:03:02I need a urine sample.
00:03:03This is getting way too clinical, Will.
00:03:04You are seriously scaring me.
00:03:05Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:06Of course I do.
00:03:07But I just want us to be more natural about it.
00:03:09You know, a king size bed, a fire blazing, champagne, a foggy night in October.
00:03:38I can close the curtain.
00:03:39I can turn on the heater.
00:03:40But you can't be having any champagne if we're going to be getting you pregnant.
00:03:41I'm very funny.
00:03:42I'm not laughing.
00:03:43Give me the water.
00:03:44Take the test.
00:03:45Just hold it in your urine stream.
00:03:46I know how to take a goddamn pregnancy test.
00:03:47It's an ovulation test.
00:03:48Same concept.
00:03:49Not really.
00:03:50Pam, you're going to need a urine sample.
00:03:51This is getting way too clinical, Will.
00:03:52You are seriously scaring me.
00:03:53Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:54Of course I do.
00:03:55But I just want us to be more natural about it.
00:03:56Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:57Of course I do.
00:03:58Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:03:59Of course I do.
00:04:00Pam, don't you want to be here?
00:04:08Just give me a minute.
00:04:38Wake me if we're going to do it.
00:04:52Don't get too comfortable.
00:04:53You only have three to five minutes.
00:04:54If you get too comfortable, you only have three to five minutes.
00:05:10Scoot over, hot stuff.
00:05:13Hot stuff.
00:05:14You're not done.
00:05:15Well, I don't have to do this in the morning.
00:05:19You know I'm not a morning person.
00:05:21I'm going to make you a morning person.
00:05:27Oh, I love you so much.
00:05:31Okay.
00:05:33I don't want to give it to you.
00:05:51Honey?
00:06:04Honey?
00:06:05Are you there?
00:06:08Call me.
00:06:09I love you.
00:06:10What?
00:06:11Did I mention I love you?
00:06:13Oh, I love you.
00:06:14Call me.
00:06:15Oh, oh god.
00:06:16It's the other line, but call me, okay?
00:06:19Okay.
00:06:21Hello?
00:06:22Hi.
00:06:23No, he's not home yet.
00:06:25We're doing great.
00:06:28Yeah, we're going to dinner, but we'll be over afterwards.
00:06:32Hey, Dan.
00:06:33Is Linda there?
00:06:34Yeah.
00:06:35Can I talk to her for a minute?
00:06:36I need to tell her something.
00:06:41Linda?
00:06:42Guess what?
00:06:44Oh, Jesus.
00:06:45I'm pregnant.
00:06:48Hooray!
00:06:50Thanks.
00:06:53Thanks.
00:06:55No.
00:06:56No, he doesn't know yet.
00:06:57He hasn't called back and I'm going crazy.
00:07:00Oh, Linda, that might be Will.
00:07:02Okay, I have to go, but we'll see you two tonight.
00:07:04Okay.
00:07:05Honey?
00:07:06Oh, sorry.
00:07:08Hi.
00:07:10No, I've just been waiting for Will to call me back.
00:07:13Yeah.
00:07:15Oh, I think that's on Sunday.
00:07:18Hey, wait.
00:07:19Guess what?
00:07:21I'm pregnant.
00:07:23I know.
00:07:26I'm dying to tell Will, but he hasn't gotten back to me yet.
00:07:31Oh, thank you.
00:07:36I will definitely take you up on that.
00:07:39Okay.
00:07:40Bye-bye.
00:07:50Oh, my God.
00:07:57Honey?
00:07:58Honey?
00:07:59Hi.
00:08:00I love you, too.
00:08:03Guess what?
00:08:05Oh, I love you, too.
00:08:07Really?
00:08:09Okay.
00:08:11Okay, but guess what?
00:08:13Well, let's start over.
00:08:14Guess what?
00:08:15I'm pregnant.
00:08:17Yeah.
00:08:19I'm pregnant.
00:08:20I took the test.
00:08:22We're pregnant.
00:08:24I love you.
00:08:26Get home.
00:08:28Just be careful.
00:08:29Yeah, but get here.
00:08:31Well, quickly, but safely.
00:08:34Okay.
00:08:35Alright, I love you.
00:08:36Alright.
00:08:37Call me again.
00:08:39Bye.
00:08:46Bye.
00:08:55Hi.
00:08:57Yeah, I'd like some numbers for a few good mommy's listings.
00:09:01City.
00:09:03Well, I have a car, so it really doesn't matter.
00:09:07Okay, fine.
00:09:08How about Berkeley?
00:09:12Alright.
00:09:17Honey, I'm here.
00:09:20Look at you.
00:09:22You're glowing.
00:09:23Yeah.
00:09:24I love you so much.
00:09:26Look, look, look, look, look.
00:09:27I finally get to use my homemade pregnancy planner.
00:09:32Okay.
00:09:33This is my last period.
00:09:36This is when I started ovulation.
00:09:38And here are calendars for the next eight months so I can track my healthy pregnancy.
00:09:42Now, I also want to attach mementos, like the text.
00:09:46And I think I'm due August 15th.
00:09:49That's Leo.
00:09:50And I've highlighted that right here.
00:09:52I can't wait to celebrate.
00:09:54Oh, yeah.
00:09:55Dan called, and we're supposed to go over to their place after dinner.
00:09:58They are so excited for us.
00:10:01We're all going to celebrate together.
00:10:03You know, I was thinking that maybe Linda and I will have our babies around the same time.
00:10:09Maybe she'll be right behind me.
00:10:10Dan and Linda know?
00:10:12Oh.
00:10:13You're fast.
00:10:15Well, yeah.
00:10:17We have a lot of people to tell.
00:10:19I was thinking we each tell ten people and then have them call three people each and then so on, like a chain letter.
00:10:26I should have started making babies with you a long time ago.
00:10:30You're a pro.
00:10:31Oh, shit.
00:10:32Honey.
00:10:33You have to help me with this.
00:10:35I cannot have anything that is not thoroughly cooked.
00:10:38So, please help me remember, okay?
00:10:41I promise.
00:10:42All right.
00:10:48I know.
00:10:52I can't believe you get away with the stuff you do.
00:10:55Me either.
00:10:56I don't know.
00:10:57I don't believe it.
00:10:58I don't believe anything at all.
00:11:01You add a little too much.
00:11:03Me.
00:11:04Me.
00:11:11So, for some reason, I don't think I'm far behind you guys.
00:11:16No, no.
00:11:17At least I don't think so.
00:11:18But I hope so.
00:11:20We're trying to.
00:11:22That would be great.
00:11:24We can do mommy's groups together.
00:11:27We wanted to tell you guys before, but we didn't want to jinx it.
00:11:30I finally talked him into telling you.
00:11:33He's so superstitious.
00:11:35Telling you.
00:11:36You're crazy.
00:11:38I'm so glad you told us.
00:11:39I'll keep my fingers crossed for you, too.
00:11:42Will, we should get going.
00:11:43Make these two of them.
00:11:44So they can make babies.
00:11:47Dad.
00:11:49I don't trust him completely.
00:11:52We'll skip him next week.
00:11:54We're so happy for you two.
00:11:56Thanks for coming over.
00:11:58Linda, you hang in there.
00:11:59I know you're going to get pregnant in no time at all.
00:12:02Because nothing would make me happier than to have a little baby.
00:12:05I'm tired of waiting.
00:12:06I know.
00:12:07Pam, I want to be right behind you, so we don't have to buy any baby clothes.
00:12:12Will, you get in there and make it happen.
00:12:15We will be homeschooling our kids in no time at all.
00:12:20All right, I'm getting ahead of myself.
00:12:22Come on, then.
00:12:23Let's go.
00:12:24Goodbye, Linda.
00:12:25You're kidding.
00:12:26I'm not kidding, either.
00:12:28Bye, guys.
00:12:29Bye.
00:12:38Why are we waiting in here?
00:12:41I always go straight to the exam room.
00:12:43Maybe she wants to discuss the big day.
00:12:46I think it's too soon to start talking about labor.
00:12:48I'm only 11 weeks pregnant.
00:12:50Maybe she wants to proposition us into some sort of three-way scenario.
00:12:58I cannot believe you just said that.
00:13:00Well, she is pretty hot.
00:13:03Hey, I mean, you're much cuter.
00:13:06Would the two be together?
00:13:14I cannot believe you could be turned on right now.
00:13:16I am so nervous.
00:13:17I can't even think about sex.
00:13:20This pregnancy thing is just so fun.
00:13:24I love it.
00:13:28You're insane.
00:13:29You're crazy.
00:13:30You're just a wild man.
00:13:36Good morning.
00:13:37Good morning, doctor.
00:13:40Thank you for inviting us to your loving house.
00:13:43Good morning, Dr. Kitty Good.
00:13:45She's convinced that there's something wrong.
00:13:48She seems to think that there's something to worry about,
00:13:51and I've been telling her she just needs to relax.
00:13:54Well, I am a little bit worried.
00:13:57We usually meet you in the exam room, not your office.
00:14:01Pam, well, I'm actually a little worried, too.
00:14:05I have been unable to detect your baby's heartbeat for two weeks now.
00:14:10At first, I thought your days were off,
00:14:12and you were actually not as far along as you thought.
00:14:14But during your last exam,
00:14:16your uterus definitely felt like it was 11 weeks.
00:14:20What does that mean?
00:14:21Are you saying I'm not pregnant?
00:14:23I don't understand.
00:14:25Sometimes a woman will get pregnant with an empty uterus.
00:14:29For whatever reason, the fetus never started developing.
00:14:33We call this a non-viable pregnancy,
00:14:36a uterus with no fetus in it.
00:14:39Sometimes the egg will actually try to fertilize in the fallopian tubes,
00:14:43causing a tubal pregnancy.
00:14:45I don't think that's your case.
00:14:47A tubal pregnancy, that is.
00:14:49But I do think, perhaps,
00:14:52a fetus never started developing in your uterus.
00:14:55To be safe, I want to order some blood work.
00:14:58And let's test your HCG levels.
00:15:00Is it possible you could be wrong, Doctor?
00:15:04Maybe Pam's not as far along as we thought.
00:15:08That would be the best-case scenario.
00:15:10But let's do the blood work,
00:15:13and we'll see where that leads us.
00:15:15What if I do have an empty sac?
00:15:18What do I do then?
00:15:20Have you had any spotting, cramping at all?
00:15:23No, none.
00:15:24And do you feel pregnant?
00:15:26Well, I have been experiencing morning sickness.
00:15:31In a situation like this,
00:15:33if you do not have a viable pregnancy,
00:15:36you will most likely miscarry.
00:15:39Oh, no.
00:15:40I'm a baby.
00:15:41I'm so sorry, you two.
00:15:43I know how excited you both are about this pregnancy.
00:15:48I'm going to go ahead and order the blood work.
00:15:50Maybe we have nothing to worry about.
00:15:53And I will call you with the results in two days.
00:15:57And at that point, we can talk about our next step.
00:16:02Okay.
00:16:03Thanks for coming.
00:16:05Okay.
00:16:15What did she say?
00:16:17I don't even know what she meant.
00:16:19What did she say?
00:16:20What was all that?
00:16:22We need to remain calm and positive.
00:16:36Maybe she's wrong.
00:16:38And the baby's just fine now.
00:16:52Okay.
00:16:53Okay.
00:16:54Okay.
00:16:55Okay.
00:17:22Okay.
00:17:45What's happened?
00:17:48I feel like I'm dreaming.
00:17:51We just need to stay calm and positive.
00:17:54Maybe she's wrong.
00:17:56And the baby's just fine.
00:17:58Dr. Kingham said she was worried.
00:18:01Doctors usually try to stay away from women.
00:18:04I think she's genuinely worried.
00:18:06Honey, you need to stay calm.
00:18:08Let's try to have some fun.
00:18:10Deanna Lynn will be here any second.
00:18:12They'll help take her home.
00:18:14Will, we cannot say anything about this to her.
00:18:17I do not want to say anything until we know for sure.
00:18:21Hi, guys.
00:18:23Sorry we're late.
00:18:24Someone forgot the condiments.
00:18:26I forgot the condiments.
00:18:27Well, you're here now.
00:18:33Why don't you guys get the grill going?
00:18:35Yeah.
00:18:36Why don't we prepare all set up so we can eat?
00:18:38I think we can handle that.
00:18:39What do you think, Deanna?
00:18:40Sounds good.
00:18:51♪
00:19:09So how did everything go at your doctor's appointment today?
00:19:12I had to reschedule.
00:19:13I'm not feeling so good today.
00:19:16When do you find out if it's a boy or a girl?
00:19:19I'm actually not sure.
00:19:21I really want a little boy.
00:19:23But I'd be happy with either.
00:19:25Me too.
00:19:26I'd be happy with a healthy, fat baby.
00:19:30When do you think you're going to start showing?
00:19:32Oh, I'm not sure.
00:19:33But there's a lot I don't know yet.
00:19:36Listen, I'm done.
00:19:38Oh, God.
00:19:39Kim, I have to tell you something.
00:19:41I found out yesterday that I'm pregnant.
00:19:44Oh.
00:19:45Well, congratulations.
00:19:48Oh, Linda.
00:19:50I wanted to start.
00:19:51I wanted to wait until after the first trimester.
00:19:54But you two are a best friend.
00:19:56We're going to need all the advice we can get.
00:19:58Oh, I can't believe it.
00:19:59I'm just so happy for you.
00:20:01I'm so happy.
00:20:03Oh, I didn't mean to make you cry.
00:20:05No, I'm just so happy for you.
00:20:07Oh.
00:20:08Oh.
00:20:11Yay.
00:20:12Now we really can do mommy's roots together.
00:20:15Oh.
00:20:16That'll be great.
00:20:18I hope the girls are ready whenever you ladies are.
00:20:20Yay.
00:20:21Here you go.
00:20:22I think ours is well done.
00:20:24You told her?
00:20:25I had to.
00:20:26It's a female thing.
00:20:28We told her.
00:20:31We're pregnant, too.
00:20:33Congratulations.
00:20:34You are going to tell everybody.
00:20:36His mother filled his head with superstitions.
00:20:38A lot can happen in the first trimester.
00:20:41Well, of course a lot can happen during the first trimester.
00:20:43But they're our best friends.
00:20:44We're going to need to lean on them for support.
00:20:47I love you.
00:20:49That's a good way of looking at it.
00:20:52Well, I think we better get our ladies fed,
00:20:55because the stakes are higher now.
00:20:57Don't forget.
00:20:58I know.
00:20:59Well done.
00:21:00I love you.
00:21:01I love you, too.
00:21:03Oh, my God.
00:21:04You have a tail.
00:21:05Maybe you should just sit down.
00:21:06Yeah.
00:21:07You're right.
00:21:08Maybe I should sit.
00:21:09Here, drink some water.
00:21:10Are you okay?
00:21:13Are you okay?
00:21:16I just don't feel good.
00:21:18I mean, besides that, you're not acting like yourself today.
00:21:21No, I'm sure it's just hormones, gas, or something.
00:21:25Well, I have in essence.
00:21:28I do, too.
00:21:29I have a big bottle in my purse.
00:21:32I knew I'd eventually need those, so.
00:21:36Pam, oh, shit.
00:21:38Pam, sit down.
00:21:39Oh, no.
00:21:40Pam, sit down.
00:21:41Oh, no.
00:21:42Oh, no.
00:21:43Oh, no.
00:21:44Oh, no.
00:21:45Oh, no.
00:21:46Oh, no.
00:21:47Oh, no.
00:21:48Oh, no.
00:21:49Oh, no.
00:21:50Oh, no.
00:21:51Oh, no.
00:21:52Oh, no.
00:21:53Oh, no.
00:21:54Oh, no.
00:21:55Oh, no.
00:21:56Oh, no.
00:21:57Oh, no.
00:21:58Oh, no.
00:21:59Oh, no.
00:22:00Oh, no.
00:22:01Oh, no.
00:22:02Oh, no.
00:22:03Oh, no.
00:22:04Oh, no.
00:22:05Oh, no.
00:22:06Oh, no.
00:22:07Oh, no.
00:22:08Oh, no.
00:22:09Oh, no.
00:22:11I'm scared, okay?
00:22:15How can I move on from this?
00:22:18How can I ever trust that I'll be okay?
00:22:21Maybe I'll never be able to have a baby, and this is just the beginning of a long, bumpy road of heartache and miscarriage.
00:22:37I'm scared, too.
00:22:40I'm so scared of losing you that I'm this close to throwing in the towel.
00:22:48And you know how bad I want a baby.
00:22:54But if there's even the slightest chance I could lose you, there's no question, it's you over the baby.
00:23:03I just want another baby.
00:23:05I still wait for all those baby magazines and everything.
00:23:12And now that's all I have.
00:23:15Baby magazines and diaper coupons and no baby.
00:23:23You have me.
00:23:27You have us.
00:23:30I feel like I'm going to die alone.
00:23:32I feel like I'm going to die alone.
00:23:38Like I can't possibly just shake this off and try again.
00:23:51I'm terrified.
00:23:56And it pisses me off that other people don't have problems having babies.
00:24:02I'm too young to be this bitter.
00:24:33Goodbye to you for now for good I'll pray you'll stay away from me
00:24:41Goodbye to you for now for good I'll pray you'll stay away from me
00:24:51Goodbye to you for now for good I'll pray you'll stay away from me
00:25:02Goodbye baby, goodbye baby, goodbye baby stay gone
00:25:17Alone, I long to be alone
00:25:25The one without your face around
00:25:33Goodbye baby, goodbye baby, goodbye baby stay gone
00:25:45Being with you wasn't that good
00:25:50I gave you everything that I could
00:25:54Better, better stay gone
00:26:00Alone, again, I'm so damn free
00:26:09Don't call, don't write, let's not stay friends
00:26:17Goodbye baby, goodbye baby
00:26:31It's about time you got here.
00:26:33What? I got here in 20 minutes. It's a record for the 38.
00:26:38Okay, enough about you. Give me a cigarette.
00:26:41What? You don't even smoke.
00:26:44Just give me one. I want to hold it.
00:26:48But there's no smoking in here, so you better not act up.
00:26:52Listen, I'm seriously fucked.
00:26:55I wake this morning and I'm feeling dizzy and lightheaded.
00:26:58And you want a cigarette?
00:27:00I get up anyway, and I go into the kitchen to get a cup of coffee,
00:27:03and suddenly I hate coffee.
00:27:06The very thought of the burning cup of acid
00:27:09laced with mucusy fat of the cream
00:27:11traveling across my tongue made me gag.
00:27:14Yuck! What's wrong with you?
00:27:16Add it up. Come on.
00:27:21Dizzy and lightheaded, strong version of coffee.
00:27:26Yuck.
00:27:27Add it up.
00:27:28Yeah, and you forgot crazy.
00:27:30Maybe you should add it up for me.
00:27:35Holy shit, you're pregnant.
00:27:38I'm pretty sure. You have to get me the test.
00:27:42Oh my god, I can't believe it.
00:27:44Wait, why do you need me to get the test?
00:27:46Why don't you just stop by Walgreens on the way here?
00:27:49There's like a Walgreens on every corner.
00:27:51Because, um, I can't go into Walgreens.
00:27:55I have to keep shopping at Walgreens.
00:27:57I can't go and get a pregnancy test.
00:27:59I don't want them to think I have sex.
00:28:01I need a clean image in there.
00:28:02What, and I don't?
00:28:06Since you're my best friend, and that you may be pregnant,
00:28:09I have an idea.
00:28:12Right aid. Van Ness and Market. Perfect.
00:28:28Well, it's all yours.
00:28:31Do you have the bag?
00:28:33Yes.
00:28:34Oh god, I'm scared. Come with me. I don't want to be alone.
00:28:37I'll be right here.
00:28:39Don't forget to take the cap off.
00:28:42I won't.
00:28:43I just want to make sure you do it right.
00:28:46And don't forget to wash your hands.
00:28:49Ha, not funny.
00:28:57I'm sorry.
00:29:27I think I'm going to make us some tea while we wait.
00:29:51That actually sounds really good.
00:29:58Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck, fuck.
00:30:22Hi, Jason, it's me.
00:30:24You better call me back right away.
00:30:26I mean it, you better call me right away.
00:30:28And by the way, I'm not coming into work tonight, so just deal with it, alright?
00:30:32Fucking bastard.
00:30:34Maybe you shouldn't talk to him right now.
00:30:37Just drink your tea.
00:30:39Right.
00:30:40I am so fucked.
00:30:42I work with him. I work for him.
00:30:44This is extremely nasty.
00:30:46And this is way too important for you to be getting this excited.
00:30:50You are responsible for a little baby now.
00:30:53You have to chill out.
00:30:56Christ, are you kidding?
00:30:58I'm a waitress. I'm screwing my manager at work.
00:31:01You saw how expensive diapers were at the Rite Aid.
00:31:04You make great money and your shifts are flexible.
00:31:08All of your friends would love to help you.
00:31:10And I could be Auntie Kendra.
00:31:12And what?
00:31:13I'll be waddling around in a garbage bag of a uniform being followed by Jason.
00:31:18I don't need him micromanaging my pregnancy the way he does my work.
00:31:21Hannah, you can make it work.
00:31:24You don't have to work there anymore.
00:31:26All I'm saying is that your friends will be there for you.
00:31:32I'm sorry for freaking out on you today.
00:31:36And thanks for being my best friend.
00:31:39Don't be sorry. Just drink your tea and relax for a little while.
00:31:46God, I have that song stuck in my head.
00:31:49What song?
00:31:50You know, that 10,000 Maniac song, Eat for Two?
00:31:54About that girl being pregnant and how it changes her life
00:31:59because everything that she used to do before she was pregnant
00:32:02she now has to do for two.
00:32:04She has to eat for two. She has to walk for two.
00:32:07Stop. Get the thought out of your head.
00:32:10This particular baby does not want to enter this cruel world.
00:32:16In fact, this baby thinks her father is a total loser
00:32:20and she doesn't want to spend her precious time here on Earth
00:32:22trying to forge some relationship with some guy that doesn't want anything to do with her.
00:32:26Just think about it.
00:32:29Maybe you need to talk this out in some supportive setting.
00:32:33Where people won't judge you.
00:32:35Like my activist group.
00:32:37I have to talk to Jason first.
00:32:39Then maybe I'll go to your cultish actors meeting.
00:32:43Are you sure I can go even though I'm not an actor?
00:32:47We just talk about what's affecting us and then we party afterwards.
00:32:52Just try it once. You may even have a good time.
00:32:56I can't believe I'm blowing off work to go to therapy.
00:33:03I can't believe I'm pregnant.
00:33:13Hey, it's Jason.
00:33:15I just wanted to call back and get the numbers for the two cases that are supposed to come in next week.
00:33:21Okay. Can you hold a second?
00:33:23Yeah.
00:33:27I don't want any problems, okay, Anna?
00:33:29What? Like me being pregnant is a problem for you, Jason?
00:33:32Like you being verbal about being pregnant in your place of work.
00:33:35Weren't you concerned about work when you were fucking me at the Christmas party?
00:33:39What? I'm going to be as long as I want to.
00:33:41I'm the one that has to deal with this. I don't have the luxury of denial.
00:33:45You're unreal.
00:33:46What do you want from me?
00:33:48A big party? A marriage proposal?
00:33:50So we fucked!
00:33:52So we had intercourse at a party.
00:33:55People have casual sex all the time.
00:33:57If you don't know how to use a condom correctly, I think you should have to step up to the plate and take responsibility.
00:34:03Responsibility for a child?
00:34:05I'm 24 years old. I work 60 hours a week.
00:34:08Half of which I don't even get paid for because I'm on salary, which is basically nothing.
00:34:14I don't know whether to laugh or cry.
00:34:19I must have been really fucking drunk.
00:34:21No. I must have been the one who was drunk, okay?
00:34:24My life is in jeopardy right now. Everything I have worked for.
00:34:27Alright? I'm just starting out on my career, which I'm really looking forward to taking off right now.
00:34:32What are you talking about?
00:34:34Once word gets out, it's over.
00:34:37I will get fired for this, and how am I going to explain my short employment history to my next job?
00:34:42I'm pregnant!
00:34:44I don't know what to do! I'm scared to death!
00:34:47Your job is a joke compared to this!
00:34:50I don't even know how to deal with this alone!
00:34:54I don't even know you, honestly!
00:34:57This is so weird!
00:35:03God! I have to go!
00:35:07I'm sorry.
00:35:16I'm sorry.
00:35:18Can we go to the speakers again?
00:35:23Alright, thanks.
00:35:38I am not alone
00:35:43Killing softly now
00:35:45I can feel your pain
00:35:48I am not alone
00:35:51Every word you say
00:35:55Well, everyone seems really drunk.
00:35:57Yeah, just don't get them started on their resume.
00:36:01Everyone, can I have your attention, please?
00:36:04Half-time, half-time, half-time!
00:36:07Very good. Everybody sit down, please. Sit, sit, sit.
00:36:11Kendra's brought a visitor tonight. Tell us something about her.
00:36:14Hi, everybody. This is my best friend, Anna.
00:36:17Hi, Anna!
00:36:19And Anna really, really needs our support tonight.
00:36:22Okay, get this. She's fucking her manager at work.
00:36:26Okay, get this. She's fucking her manager at work.
00:36:30I know.
00:36:31And she, well, we just found out that she's pregnant.
00:36:35I know.
00:36:36Anna, may I interrupt?
00:36:39I'm sorry.
00:36:40But, you know, sometimes, as actors, we find we can work through a lot of baggage by improvising.
00:36:49So, I'd like to offer you an opportunity to recreate your conversation with Jason in a safe and supportive environment.
00:36:57Casey, did you hear Jason?
00:36:59Yeah, yeah.
00:37:02What is wrong with him?
00:37:03Casey, why don't you stand over here?
00:37:06Anna, you could enter through the door coming into his office.
00:37:11I want to be the restaurant owner.
00:37:13Hold on, hold on.
00:37:14Hold on. Now, Anna, you've just learned that you're pregnant, and you're coming to see Jason to give him the big news.
00:37:22He's in his office. He's heavy in thought.
00:37:25And you are heavy with emotion.
00:37:30My uncle owns a restaurant, and he says the food manager's never...
00:37:34Kathy.
00:37:36Are you ready?
00:37:37Yeah, yeah.
00:37:39Great.
00:37:41Okay.
00:37:43Okay.
00:37:45Great.
00:37:48Action.
00:37:49So, I really understand what you're going through, and do you know what you're going to do?
00:37:56About the baby?
00:37:57Yeah.
00:37:58Well, I'm probably not going to keep her. I mean, I don't want to get attached to somebody that's going to keep me attached to Jason.
00:38:04Her. You said her.
00:38:06Did I say her?
00:38:07Yeah.
00:38:08I don't know. Maybe I'm just feeling the feminine vibe.
00:38:12Well, you know Amy. Well, you don't know Amy, but she's coming back in a couple of weeks.
00:38:17She went through this.
00:38:20Well...
00:38:22Oh, cut.
00:38:23Oh, I'm crying.
00:38:26Brilliant.
00:38:28Take a seat. Leading man job.
00:38:31You don't mind me asking, do you?
00:38:33Great acting involves great listening. Don't analyze it so much.
00:38:37Which reminds me. Next week, I think we should discuss useless acting classes in this city.
00:38:43Okay. Does anybody else need support?
00:38:48Or should we just move on to partying?
00:38:50Partying.
00:38:51All right. Let's party.
00:39:02I've been wanting to do that all night.
00:39:05I don't know if it's my hormones or what, but...
00:39:08I mean, I've definitely had my eye on you.
00:39:12But, I mean, I have to be honest. I can't... I don't...
00:39:15I'm so fragile right now. I think I... I know I could easily fall in love with you and...
00:39:20And I just... I need time to myself to reflect and...
00:39:25I mean, some of it.
00:39:28I completely understand.
00:39:30What you're going through. But, you know, I'm not like Jason. I'm not one of those guys.
00:39:34I'm one of the guys that are in it for, you know, the long haul and...
00:39:39You know, I think I'd be perfect for you.
00:39:41And I completely understand and respect, you know, what you're going through.
00:39:45But, you know, Anna, what you need is a major sexual release right now.
00:39:52And I've been thinking about it all night.
00:39:54I've been thinking about it all night.
00:39:55You know, all I really want to do is lift you up closer to your fire hydrant bursting.
00:40:02Orgasms are multiples.
00:40:0420 or more.
00:40:06And then I'm going to take you home and tuck you in your very own bed.
00:40:09And leave no strings attached.
00:40:13And if you feel like calling me, you're welcome to.
00:40:15But I just want to give you the biggest smile.
00:40:19Okay, that sounds perfect. Let's go to my apartment.
00:40:49Hi Jason, it's me. Please, just hear me out.
00:41:17We need to talk.
00:41:19Well, when's the time?
00:41:22How about three?
00:41:24Oh, great. Jason, thank you.
00:41:27Listen, I have to go, but I'll see you at three, okay?
00:41:36Hi.
00:41:37Well, hi.
00:41:41Oh my god, isn't he so hot?
00:41:46Please.
00:41:48What happened? Don't leave out any of the details.
00:41:52I had the most incredible experience of my life last night.
00:41:56I'm so happy I could cry.
00:41:58He was so generous.
00:42:00I experienced total, unconditional generosity last night, and he's changed my life.
00:42:06I have been dying to get a date with him.
00:42:08He is so handsome.
00:42:10And he's the only guy in that group that isn't gay.
00:42:13Is he still here?
00:42:14No, he left last night.
00:42:16Kendra, he asked me if you could kiss me after our little improv lesson.
00:42:21Yes, I definitely saw the kiss.
00:42:24And then he said he wanted to take me home, lick my pussy, tuck me into my own bed.
00:42:31After having the best orgasm ever, no strings attached.
00:42:39I know what you're thinking, like, this is too soon, I need some time, I should keep my legs closed.
00:42:44But Kendra, I couldn't.
00:42:46That was the best offer I've ever had.
00:42:49I mean, he literally sent me over the edge.
00:42:51Am I crazy?
00:42:53Did he have any open sores on his mouth?
00:42:55Ah! You have to stop.
00:42:57Wait, you can totally get herpes from oral sex.
00:43:01But I've never heard of anybody so perfect.
00:43:06But this is crazy. I mean, I can't judge a guy on his oral sex skills.
00:43:10But he wasn't expecting anything in return.
00:43:12Did he try to have sex with you?
00:43:14No. No, he did exactly what he said.
00:43:18Honey, you've struck gold.
00:43:20And all you had to do was get pregnant.
00:43:22I'm just kidding.
00:43:24Seriously though, I could kick myself for not going for him sooner.
00:43:31After Casey left last night, I did a lot of thinking.
00:43:37He knows that I need time before I start something new.
00:43:42I need to get my act together. I need to deal with Jason in a better way.
00:43:45You're going to try to talk to Jason again?
00:43:53I never thought of myself as a mother, but it doesn't mean I won't be a good one.
00:43:58And, you know, maybe I won't have a traditional marriage.
00:44:03But I don't even know if that's something I want.
00:44:05And I don't know where my life is headed, but neither does anybody.
00:44:08I mean, I have it handed to me right now to be a mom or not to be a mom.
00:44:13And Kendra, I'm going to go for it.
00:44:17I'm going to cry.
00:44:22I'm so happy.
00:44:24I'm here for whatever you need.
00:44:26Thanks for being my best friend.
00:44:32Anna, hi. It's Casey calling. I just wanted to check in with you.
00:44:36I'm not trying to stalk you. I just can't get you off my mind.
00:44:40Aren't you going to pick it up?
00:44:41No, I can't. I told you, I can't.
00:44:43I know how you're feeling about last night.
00:44:45I know you need your space, but I'm here if you want to talk.
00:44:48I left my number on the table. So give me a call.
00:44:57Anna, I pray to God that you will call him back.
00:45:01First things first.
00:45:12Hi.
00:45:13Hi, Jason. Thanks for meeting me.
00:45:19I've got to be honest.
00:45:21I don't know what to say.
00:45:24I've got to be honest.
00:45:26I didn't really want to come.
00:45:28I still can't believe all this.
00:45:30I'm finally moving up in this world.
00:45:33I can invite my family to my job.
00:45:36Do you know how proud they are of me?
00:45:38This pregnancy could ruin me and everything that I've been working for.
00:45:43Please don't be stupid.
00:45:45If you like management so much, go for it.
00:45:49But to call me...
00:45:53All this is bullshit.
00:45:55You know damn well this baby is yours.
00:45:57Don't ever call me a liar.
00:45:59I'm sorry. I just panicked.
00:46:03I still can't believe this is happening.
00:46:07Do you have all the details worked out?
00:46:09Do you need a ride?
00:46:11I don't even know how to get this thing handled.
00:46:14Well, I've got some savings, and I fully intend on helping you get this solved.
00:46:21That's why I wanted to meet you, actually.
00:46:24I was up all night thinking, and...
00:46:27I'm at a point in my life where I really think I need to grow up, and...
00:46:31This happened for whatever reason, and...
00:46:34I just want to rise to the occasion and take responsibility.
00:46:40I'm not willing to let this baby go.
00:46:45You can't be serious.
00:46:47You can't just have a baby.
00:46:49You can't just have my baby.
00:46:51Mother's gonna kill me.
00:46:53I'm not ready to be a father, okay?
00:46:55I still haven't even started paying off my student loans.
00:46:58Anna...
00:47:00You can't be serious. The timing just sucks here.
00:47:03Just listen. I...
00:47:05It doesn't mean I want a relationship with you, or even money.
00:47:09I just want to...
00:47:12I want to raise my baby with or without your help and support, and I...
00:47:19I just want to bond with my baby, and...
00:47:23I want to...
00:47:25I'm here today to figure out how we can do this peacefully.
00:47:29I'm sorry.
00:47:31I'm sorry.
00:47:57Excuse me, ma'am.
00:48:00Oh, wow. Hi.
00:48:02How you doing? You look great. I thought that was you.
00:48:05Thanks. I feel excited and blue.
00:48:08I made some serious choices since last I saw you.
00:48:13You look beautiful pregnant.
00:48:15I knew you would.
00:48:18I'm sorry I never returned your calls.
00:48:22Well, I wanted to call you every day, but I, um...
00:48:26I had to get my life together and grow up.
00:48:31Actually, it was you who really changed my life.
00:48:34I mean, I...
00:48:36I can't thank you enough for that night.
00:48:39I really needed it.
00:48:41Well, how about, um...
00:48:43If you could thank me by letting me take you ice skating tonight?
00:48:47Ice skating like this?
00:48:50No, I'm just kidding.
00:48:52How about dinner?
00:48:54Can I cook the two of you dinner tonight?
00:48:57I can't get this stupid smile off my face when I'm with you.
00:49:03Okay, how about seven? I'll pick you up at seven.
00:49:06Perfect.
00:49:25I'm sorry I never returned your calls.
00:49:28I mean, I...
00:49:30I...
00:49:32I...
00:49:34I...
00:49:36I...
00:49:38I...
00:49:40I...
00:49:42I...
00:49:44I...
00:49:46I...
00:49:48I...
00:49:50I...
00:49:52I...
00:49:54I...
00:49:56I...
00:49:58I...
00:50:00I...
00:50:02I...
00:50:04I...
00:50:06I...
00:50:08I...
00:50:10I...
00:50:12I am so sorry I have to tell you this,
00:50:17but there is a 99.8% chance that you're pregnant.
00:50:25You have options, though.
00:50:27Yeah, I know.
00:50:30I'm sorry.
00:50:32I didn't think you could get pregnant either.
00:50:35Fuck.
00:50:37Is your mom home?
00:50:39Nope.
00:50:42Mom, what are you doing here?
00:50:44I thought you had some class today.
00:50:46I decided not to go.
00:50:48I'm not feeling well.
00:50:50Oh, well, we're only here for a minute.
00:50:54Hi, Beck.
00:50:56Good to see you.
00:50:58Help yourselves to some food.
00:51:01I have some planting to get done.
00:51:05Our yard isn't going to landscape itself.
00:51:08Are you sure you should be doing yard work if you don't feel good?
00:51:13I'm fine, honey.
00:51:16I'm fine.
00:51:18I'm fine as the day is beautiful.
00:51:21I'm fine as 69.
00:51:25That was a good year.
00:51:27I thought you were Republican.
00:51:29Whatever.
00:51:31Hey, some work to get done.
00:51:35Some work to get done.
00:51:38I'll see you guys later.
00:51:40Have fun gallivanting around.
00:51:44Have fun while you can.
00:51:46Enjoy yourselves.
00:51:48Bye, Mrs. Landry.
00:51:50Beck, you know, you can call me Ellen.
00:51:55You're always such a sweetheart.
00:51:58Bye, Mrs. Landry.
00:52:05Your mom is so cool and put together.
00:52:09My mom doesn't even know where our yard is.
00:52:12Yeah, that's her escape when I come home.
00:52:16Are you two really not getting along?
00:52:18Oh, we get along fine as long as we keep our distance.
00:52:21She's uncomfortable with being a mother.
00:52:24I think I'm a reminder of her first female failure, her inability to reproduce.
00:52:30That's terrible.
00:52:36I doubt she thinks that.
00:52:44It seems like she really likes you.
00:52:48She has food waiting for you every time you come home and she gives you space.
00:52:51Maybe when you move to New York, you can hang out over the weekend and shop and bond.
00:53:01Why do you think I'm moving to New York?
00:53:05Hello, it's the furthest state from California.
00:53:13Is your dad still away?
00:53:15He's always away.
00:53:17You know, I bet they divorce as soon as I leave for New York.
00:53:21It's like their marriage is this performance and when I leave, the run is free.
00:53:27I'm sorry, I had no idea that things were going so badly here.
00:53:32Yuck.
00:53:34Look, this is a perfect example.
00:53:37She's drinking.
00:53:39Gin.
00:53:41And now she's landscaping.
00:53:43Give me a break.
00:53:45I cannot wait to get out of here.
00:53:48I only have a month or two.
00:53:51Man, that time can't come soon enough.
00:53:53I am completely over my childhood.
00:53:56Well, then let's get out of here and get that receipt.
00:53:59And I'm sorry for bringing that stuff up.
00:54:01I know.
00:54:03She just drives me crazy.
00:54:05But okay, I'll focus.
00:54:08I left it in the bag, that's the problem.
00:54:11I bet I either threw it away...
00:54:13...or I left it in the car.
00:54:16I left it in the bag, that's the problem.
00:54:18I bet I either threw it away...
00:54:21...or it's in my room. I'll be right back.
00:54:23I'll be right here.
00:54:25Stay out of the gin.
00:54:27I promise.
00:54:29Oh, I thought you two had left.
00:54:47Oh, not yet.
00:54:49We're returning some stuff at the mall.
00:54:51Emma's getting the receipt right now.
00:54:53How's the landscaping coming along?
00:54:55Slow. Very slow.
00:54:58Well, they say landscaping's a lifelong commitment.
00:55:01Maybe that's why it's coming along slowly.
00:55:04Yeah, everything seems to move very slowly for me.
00:55:07Until it starts to move too fast.
00:55:10Are you okay?
00:55:12Uh, well, barely.
00:55:16I have to go back outside, I have to turn on the drip system.
00:55:20Well, it's not in my room.
00:55:23Mom, I thought you were outside.
00:55:26Yes, I am.
00:55:37Do you see what I mean?
00:55:39She's like the fucking rain man.
00:55:41Always mumbling nonsense.
00:55:44You should lay off, she's obviously distressed.
00:55:46About what?
00:55:48She's got it made.
00:55:49She doesn't have to work.
00:55:51She doesn't have to speak to anybody, especially her family.
00:55:54What more could she possibly want?
00:55:56Maybe she wants someone to talk to.
00:56:01I found it.
00:56:06Oh. My. God.
00:56:08What?
00:56:10Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck!
00:56:12What?
00:56:14My mom's fucking pregnant!
00:56:16No.
00:56:17Look, it's not mine.
00:56:19No.
00:56:22I don't know anything.
00:56:24Sick! Oh, my God!
00:56:26Oh, shit.
00:56:30My mom is pregnant.
00:56:33She can't even get pregnant, that's why I'm here.
00:56:36Are you sure you're...
00:56:37Beth, my parents never have sex.
00:56:39Can't be the dad.
00:56:40I know that.
00:56:43Come on, let's get out of here.
00:56:46We need to process this away from here.
00:56:48Okay, let's go.
00:56:49I don't like your t-shirts.
00:56:52music plays
00:57:15Well, I get so bad
00:57:20Every morning, baby
00:57:22You know what I mean
00:57:28Oh, my God.
00:57:29Hey.
00:57:30Mind if I sit down?
00:57:31Scott, you scared me.
00:57:33Sure.
00:57:34Take a seat.
00:57:36Oh.
00:57:38I'm stuck at home today.
00:57:40Carburetor in my bike finally took a shit.
00:57:42Yeah, I'm sorry to hear that.
00:57:44That's all right.
00:57:45Mom's gonna loan me some cash to get it fixed.
00:57:48We'll be out there running in no time.
00:57:51Maybe I can take you for a ride.
00:57:54I don't think so.
00:57:57Oh, you'll love it.
00:57:58I know how crazy you get.
00:58:02Maybe.
00:58:05So, how's the landscaping project coming along?
00:58:10Very slow.
00:58:13I was hoping we could play gardener again.
00:58:19Well,
00:58:21Scott, Emma just went to return something at the mall, and
00:58:25I don't know when she'll be back.
00:58:28Suddenly.
00:58:31That would give us plenty of time.
00:58:34Plenty of time for me to fuck you in the tool shed until you scream.
00:58:38That is so tempting.
00:58:41Tempting?
00:58:42It's more than tempting.
00:58:44Come on.
00:58:45Emma won't be back.
00:58:47Scott.
00:58:50Not today, Scott, okay?
00:58:52I have to get this ground cover started, and I got a big job ahead of me.
00:58:58Now, I wonder if it's worth it.
00:59:01What?
00:59:05Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it.
00:59:09Landscaping? I thought you loved it.
00:59:11I meant everything else.
00:59:14I know landscaping is worth it.
00:59:16It's the only thing that's worth it.
00:59:18It's worth my life.
00:59:22I know that when I come out here, I'm going to accomplish something.
00:59:27You know, this land?
00:59:31This land loves me unconditionally.
00:59:34And when I treat it and love it,
00:59:38it returns that love tenfold.
00:59:41And it's the only thing that does.
00:59:45Where are you going?
00:59:47You know.
00:59:49Forget it.
00:59:57Am I worth it?
00:59:58No.
01:00:02Scott.
01:00:04Scott, you're so young.
01:00:06You have your whole life ahead of you.
01:00:09You have your promise.
01:00:13You have a family that loves you.
01:00:16You have everything.
01:00:26Do I have you?
01:00:28Oh, honey.
01:00:33Pass me that Osmocote.
01:00:37Have you been drinking again?
01:00:39Yeah.
01:00:40Now you're starting to sound like David.
01:00:42Of course I've been drinking.
01:00:45Well, you shouldn't drink like that.
01:00:47It changes you.
01:00:49I need the change.
01:00:51I need it real bad.
01:01:22I'm sorry.
01:01:25I didn't think you were going to get freaky.
01:01:28Fuck.
01:01:30My uterus isn't supposed to work, god damn it.
01:01:33I'm supposed to be fair.
01:01:42You're home.
01:01:44How was the mall?
01:01:46You scared me.
01:01:48I thought you were sleeping.
01:01:50No.
01:01:52I was just resting my eyes.
01:01:54Where were you?
01:01:56Mom, I'm 18.
01:01:58I officially don't have to answer that question.
01:02:01Of course not.
01:02:05Should you really be drinking so much?
01:02:08Well, I'm 51.
01:02:10I officially don't have to answer that question.
01:02:13Very funny.
01:02:18Who the hell is that?
01:02:20I'll get it.
01:02:30Hey, Scott.
01:02:31What are you doing here?
01:02:33Oh, I thought I heard dogs barking.
01:02:35Yeah, they were probably barking at me.
01:02:37I just got home.
01:02:39Is your mom home?
01:02:41Yeah.
01:02:42She's fine.
01:02:44Okay, well, goodbye.
01:02:46Bye.
01:02:59Well, who was it?
01:03:00Scott from next door.
01:03:03He was checking on us because he heard his dogs barking.
01:03:07What a weirdo.
01:03:08He wanted to know if you were home.
01:03:10Well, that was thoughtful of him to check on us.
01:03:13Well, I think it's shifty.
01:03:15You're around just checking on people every time his dumb dogs bark.
01:03:19Well, he knows your dad isn't home, and he's just looking in on us.
01:03:24I mean, it's hard when your husband's always away working.
01:03:27Really?
01:03:29Because from my vantage point, it looks pretty easy.
01:03:33Like living the high life, no work, no worries.
01:03:37You can't judge me.
01:03:39You have no idea what it's like to be married.
01:03:43Of course I don't.
01:03:45Because you two have been faking a marriage for the past 18 years.
01:03:50How could I possibly know?
01:03:52I hope you never know because it sucks.
01:03:55It goddamn sucks.
01:03:57And the pretending.
01:03:59That's what makes you look old.
01:04:01Yeah, the lying and the pretending will kill you.
01:04:05Pretending.
01:04:08You think I do nothing?
01:04:10Yeah.
01:04:11I do enough goddamn pretending to earn an Oscar.
01:04:15I show the world how fucking happy I am.
01:04:20What a great life it is to be rich in America,
01:04:25have a successful husband, and a daughter who adores me.
01:04:30Now, when the truth is,
01:04:32I have a husband who will fuck any female under 25,
01:04:36and I have a daughter who never fought once about me.
01:04:41What?
01:04:47You have never been there for me.
01:04:50I'm the daughter in this relationship even if I am adopted.
01:04:54It is your responsibility to get your life together
01:04:57and be the kind of mother I deserve.
01:04:59But you're so enmeshed in you that you can't even handle me.
01:05:03You're so naive.
01:05:05Just you wait.
01:05:07What is that supposed to mean?
01:05:09Just you wait until your life isn't so promising anymore.
01:05:12Just you wait until you turn into me.
01:05:16Then you'll finally understand where I'm coming from.
01:05:19Again, it's all about you.
01:05:23And since we're on the subject of you,
01:05:25what are you going to do about your new baby?
01:05:28What are you talking about?
01:05:30You know what I mean.
01:05:31No, what do you mean?
01:05:33I found your test in the trash.
01:05:35Oh, so now you're spying on me.
01:05:36I was looking for a receipt.
01:05:41It's not your father's.
01:05:42Obviously.
01:05:43It's Scott's.
01:05:44Scott's.
01:05:46From next door?
01:05:48He lives with his goddamn parents.
01:05:57I don't want to have this conversation.
01:05:59Why not?
01:06:00It's out in the open.
01:06:02Shit.
01:06:04Scott, from next door, who's a whole year older than me,
01:06:07is going to be my new stepdaddy?
01:06:10Is that what you're telling me?
01:06:13You're fucking Scott?
01:06:14I don't want to talk about sex with you.
01:06:16Jesus.
01:06:17I haven't been a virgin since you and Dad sent me to church camp.
01:06:21When you were 13?
01:06:23Oh, great.
01:06:25I didn't know the church provided that service.
01:06:27Hey, maybe they should have paid us.
01:06:29I've had it with you.
01:06:31I try to open up to you, but you put up this concrete wall.
01:06:35You and I will never be close because of you.
01:06:38You and I will never be close because you are like your father,
01:06:41and I hate your father.
01:06:44Fuck you.
01:06:46You've never been there for me.
01:06:48I was motherless at birth,
01:06:50and motherless since you adopted me, you fucking bitch.
01:06:54And how dare you?
01:06:56I hope you rot for what you just said.
01:06:59You know, I will never be the loser you are.
01:07:04I will never emotionally abandon my kids,
01:07:07or fuck the neighbor's kids.
01:07:09I'll never do any of that because I have you to remind me
01:07:12of what it's like to be such a vapid waste of life.
01:07:18Do you even know what I've been through in the past year?
01:07:23Did you take your head out of your ass once last year
01:07:25to wonder what was wrong with your one and only daughter?
01:07:29Why I was always sick or sad?
01:07:36You didn't, did you?
01:07:41Well, I was pregnant, Mom.
01:07:45And I knew I couldn't come to you for one second
01:07:48because I knew deep down I could never count on you.
01:07:51I know.
01:07:54Fuck you.
01:07:57Fuck you.
01:07:58You knew?
01:08:00Fuck you!
01:08:25Mom?
01:08:27Mom!
01:08:54But I'll pray you'll stay away from me
01:09:03Goodbye baby
01:09:07Goodbye baby
01:09:10Goodbye baby
01:09:13Stay gone
01:09:17Alone, alone
01:09:21To be alone
01:09:24The one without your face around
01:09:33Goodbye baby
01:09:36Goodbye baby
01:09:40Goodbye baby
01:09:43Stay gone
01:09:47Being with you wasn't that good
01:09:51I gave you everything that I could
01:09:56Let's just stay gone
01:10:01Alone, again
01:10:05I'm so damn free
01:10:09Don't call, don't write
01:10:12Let's not stay friends
01:10:17Goodbye baby
01:10:20Goodbye baby
01:10:24Goodbye baby
01:10:27Stay gone
01:10:31Goodbye baby
01:10:35Goodbye baby
01:10:39Goodbye baby
01:10:42Stay gone