4 October 2024
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00:00["Pomp and Circumstance"]
00:30Oh, what are you doing up so early?
00:37I had a dream about Uncle Paul. Couldn't get back to sleep.
00:42Oh, sweetheart.
00:43Why are you up? Couldn't sleep either?
00:46Me? No, I just heard you get up.
00:50Do you think he'll be mad I didn't go to the funeral?
00:54Of course not. He'd understand.
00:57I feel bad.
00:59Hey, the last thing Uncle Paul had wanted for you to feel bad,
01:05you were upset.
01:07And that's because you love him so much, just as much as he loves you.
01:12Miss him already.
01:16Hey.
01:18You up with the lark?
01:20No, Joe couldn't sleep.
01:22No joy in the club.
01:25You all right, chicken?
01:27I'm all right.
01:28Do you reckon you'll be OK to go to school?
01:31Yeah, I reckon it'll take my mind off things.
01:35I'm gonna go get a shower.
01:40The maturity of that lad.
01:42I'd have jumped at the chance to skip school.
01:45Yeah, me and all.
01:48Talking of school, old school, that is,
01:51we are going proper rave today
01:56without the drugs and sticky dance floors, obviously.
02:01I can just see it now, Mam.
02:03Billy and Dev with the glow sticks shouting tune.
02:07It'll be better.
02:09You heard from Billy?
02:12Texted him twice, apologised again.
02:15Has he replied?
02:17I'll keep trying.
02:20I hope he's all right, Mam.
02:27WATER RUNNING
02:37How are you feeling?
02:40Sorry, stupid question.
02:44Thought you might want a solid hangover breakfast.
02:47I was baking an egg bomb.
02:49Sorry, I don't think I can face food.
02:53I'm glad you got back OK last night.
02:56Everyone was worried.
02:59Yeah, I just, erm...
03:02just needed some space.
03:08You gonna be all right for today?
03:10Big memorial rave?
03:13I don't know.
03:15I'll see how I feel after I've picked up the ashes from Shutterworth's.
03:19Yeah, of course.
03:21Any update on Bethany?
03:23Well, I spoke to Sarah before.
03:25She's on the mend, but they want to keep her in another week.
03:28Another week? A two grand a day?
03:30Yep.
03:32And then it's just 50 grand to have her medevaced home,
03:35so, bargain.
03:37How's that fundraiser looking?
03:39You mean since my gran dropped an atom bomb on it?
03:42Don't. She feels terrible.
03:45It's all she should.
03:47I've been thinking more about the house.
03:49Well, we can't sell it.
03:51It's my house.
03:52And we live in it.
03:54You know, you're family.
03:55Do you want to make us all homeless?
03:57It does sound a bit drastic.
03:59We've got to do something.
04:01And I can't think of another way.
04:07I'm gonna call it Singles Who Want To Mingles.
04:10It's good, innit?
04:12Brilliant.
04:13Either that or number ones without number twos.
04:15I think the first one's better.
04:17So far, I've got Izzy, Ryan and Steve.
04:20We're gonna have our first house in tomorrow, if you're free.
04:22I'm not.
04:23It's gonna be great.
04:24I thought we could all go to the pub, have a few drinks...
04:26Look, I would rather stick pins in my eyes
04:29than go to your blooming tragic singles club.
04:31All right? Now move.
04:33I'll be with me.
04:34Cheers.
04:37You don't have to be so harsh.
04:39What do you want, Ryan? I'm busy.
04:41This came for you.
04:42I thought it might be something to do with the play you're in tomorrow.
04:44Keep your voice down.
04:46Fine.
04:50Everything OK?
04:51Yes, fine.
04:53You sure everything's all right?
04:54Yes.
04:55Yes, I've got a lot on my mind, obviously,
04:57and I can't think straight with all these interruptions, that's all.
05:00In fact, I think I'm gonna go and work from home.
05:02You're not there today, are you?
05:04No, I'm doing DJing at the party for Paul.
05:06Might get a moment's peace then.
05:08All right.
05:09See you.
05:11All right, so I was just, er, restocked the kebab shop
05:14cos I reckon the rave is going to be ravenous tonight.
05:17You wouldn't have sold a thing in my day.
05:19Yeah? Why's that?
05:21Well, folk don't usually eat at raves.
05:23Yeah? Why not?
05:27Drugs?
05:28Yeah.
05:29There's not gonna be any of that today, is there?
05:31Well, I hear Brian's got a stash to sell.
05:34Brian? Packham?
05:36Yeah.
05:38Brian? Packham?
05:39Yeah.
05:40Stash?
05:45Hey!
05:46I was gonna call you.
05:49So what happened with Bill last night?
05:51Why do you ask?
05:53Well, you weren't after him.
05:55You make it sound like there's something I don't know.
05:57Course there isn't.
05:59I mean, he was in a bad way and I got him home and put him to bed.
06:03Right.
06:04Well, I've called him a few times, but he's not replied.
06:08I can't say I blame him.
06:11Look, you know I lied for his sake.
06:15And you went along with it too.
06:17And I shouldn't have. I should have told him the truth.
06:19We thought we were sparing his feelings.
06:21Well, instead you just, like, compounded his grief.
06:24Cheers, babe.
06:27I'm, um, on my way to pick up the ashes.
06:30Great.
06:32Great. Well, can you bring him to the party?
06:35Yeah, I want our parlay on the best dance floor spot, front left.
06:40Will do.
06:42Excuse me.
06:44Why is front left the best spot?
06:46Just is. Rave folklore.
06:52Follow single, we meet again to mingle.
06:55Oh, cheers.
06:56Maybe I could write a jingle that'll give us a tingle.
06:59We can all sing it when we meet up tomorrow.
07:01I did want to apologise for suggesting that you ask Carla.
07:04Well, she wasn't very happy, was she?
07:06Carla's got a lot on her mind at the minute, I should have realised.
07:10Let's just leave her be.
07:11Don't worry, I'll be staying well clear after this morning.
07:14Hiya.
07:15You're not single by any chance, are you?
07:18Are you asking me out?
07:19No.
07:20Oh, in fact, if you fancy a pint, then...
07:23Thank you, but no.
07:25Oh, I'm sort of relieved.
07:27Cos if you'd said yeah,
07:28then I wouldn't have been able to run my new singles club,
07:30cos we'd have been dating.
07:32Well, you can be safe in the knowledge that isn't going to happen.
07:35Phew. See you.
07:36See you, mate.
07:38Yeah, it's just...
07:40Just Kurt.
07:41Yeah.
07:43So, er, so Carla's a bit stressed then today?
07:46Yeah, I think the plea hearing's getting to her a little bit.
07:49But she only knocked a guy off his bike.
07:52You won't punish her too much, will you?
07:54Well, she should get a custodial, but it was ABH.
07:57But she'll go on her record.
07:59And she'll get community service, at least.
08:02Right, well, no wonder she's stressed.
08:07Ah, thought I heard you down here.
08:09Aren't you helping at Paul's Memorial?
08:11Yeah, heading over in a bit.
08:13Well, I'm, er, contemplating coming.
08:17It's a rave, Dad.
08:18I've done sufficient dancing over the years.
08:21What kind of music is it?
08:23BEATBOXES
08:26Not that tuneless nonsense.
08:29Yeah, online banking.
08:31I miss going to a high street branch.
08:33Just checking to see whether they've put any of Bertie's trust fund
08:36into my current account yet.
08:38Why are you doing that?
08:40To help Bethany.
08:42But this is Bertie's money.
08:44Well, I'm not going to use it all.
08:46And Bethany needs it right now.
08:48But this is your son's future.
08:50And she's my partner, so...
08:51partner so with a large family who should be able to raise sufficient funds
08:57you know Bertie has I can't see Sinead's family putting much aside for him can
09:03you just think that he should be a priority
09:11hey you all right got them tunes I asked for? yep all downloaded top tuners there
09:16must say our Apollo had very good taste got it for me
09:20ops yeah you do know I can only do a couple hours before me shift at the pub
09:24right then me mate Chris is going to take over after that
09:26yeah well as long as he knows his stuff he does don't you worry
09:29don't you worry about that all right you got permission to close the street then
09:34kind of what does kind of mean means I didn't
09:37but we'll be fine I'll just flash my badge if anyone makes a fuss
09:41naughty naughty I'm sure Paul would approve
09:44yeah I think he would too yes Rastafari
09:50hey there's a sight I never thought I'd see you see I researched rape culture
09:54and this is the look that it gave me personally I would have gone more for the
09:57whole disco thing with a satin shirt and button to the waist and the tight
10:00white pants but this is just what suits me if you say
10:04so Dave but uh anything to make uh Bernie happy man
10:08I'm sure she appreciates it now what about our Gemma is that she
10:12oh she's not stopped all morning but she says she's fine
10:16good hey Manchester excuse me
10:22you got any beer us absolutely no idea what you're talking about
10:27salmon and trout never mind
10:32oh wow it looks great and oh so do you
10:42yeah well this track is 35 years old been to some of the best club nights in
10:46the world yeah hacienda back to basics trade
10:49amnesia space you name it
10:54in fact I might have been wearing this the night the twins were conceived
10:59well Paul always said that this was his favorite dress of mine so
11:02you look fabulous
11:08is Billy not with you um he was feeling a bit fragile
11:12he'll be down in a bit
11:19hey um how'd it go with Dr Gaddis yep fine
11:27booked an appointment at the clinic next week
11:31it's the right decision yeah yeah I know
11:36what we're gonna tell the girls can I have my tablet
11:40no you can't we've spoke about this not during school hours I'm not at school
11:43am I you're suspended you're not on holiday
11:46can I go out then I need a break have you done your homework yeah
11:50let's see fine I ain't finished it well then you're not going out when are
11:54you gonna stop lying to us about everything
11:57take a chill pill mum stress isn't good for the baby
12:02what I'm not pregnant it was a false alarm what do you mean
12:09um we got it wrong and I shouldn't have told you until we were sure
12:16how are you feeling I need to apologize you don't you really
12:22don't I really do
12:26thank you for being understanding and thank you for not you don't even need
12:31to say it I've got to pick up Paul's ashes
12:37I'm just giving them to Bernie you what she's taking them to the rave
12:43you
13:03it's a good job I love you Devendra because you are seriously reducing my
13:08can only dance disco come on come on it's easy right you and
13:11all ed so we go big fish little fish cardboard box
13:15big fish little fish cardboard box
13:21what have you done with Paul's ashes he's here crime spot
13:28I was meant to pick them up we agreed to split them yeah
13:31yeah yeah I know I know and I've already done it
13:34there you go obviously we need most of him to send up into space
13:40what are you talking about in a balloon I just
13:44stepped into a parallel universe no I was gonna tell you but
13:48no I'm not having this tiny little bit of him
13:51how dare you just when I thought you couldn't sink any lower
13:54yeah well I don't think you'd need anymore
13:58right let me tell you about the ashes it is beautiful so
14:02we launch you up into space no Paul is not going up into space
14:06and nor should he be dumped on top of a speaker in the middle of the street
14:10Paul would want to be here enjoying himself I'm not
14:13having you dictate everything you've manipulated me you've lied to me
14:19yeah well I lied to protect you now you want all of his ashes
14:23and you're disrespecting him let's not do this here no I am not standing for it
14:28yeah and I'm not standing for you ruined today this is about Paul not you
14:31I think it's okay to have Paul here at the party
14:35thank you you could have been more considerate about Billy's feelings
14:39and I totally agree with him about the ashes he deserves more than a
14:42tiny little box he was his husband
14:47come on let's go and sit down for a bit
14:51what I haven't said anything
14:55your face did
15:02hey it's all kicking off out there hi can you hear that
15:07no I mean Bernie and Billy ouch yeah emotions are bound to be running
15:12high though aren't they mine are too if I'm honest yeah I'm not
15:14surprised Bertie's picking up on it now he's not
15:19sleeping through the night which means neither am I come and stay for a bit do
15:22some uncle adamant give you the odd night off
15:25seriously yes please that would be great thank you
15:29just till Bethany gets back no problem I hear they want to keep her in for
15:33another week she's desperate to come home but the
15:38doctors insist meanwhile the costs keep rising and
15:42rising and rising and rising
15:46I have been looking into ways to free up some of Bertie's trust fund money
15:51but dad doesn't think I should do it
15:56I don't know what to do we've got to raise the money somehow
15:59the fundraiser's dead
16:02Damon's offered to pay what this stays between us I haven't told
16:08Sarah
16:10go on she asked me to check her voicemail
16:13well Damon's left her a message saying she's welcome to take the remainder of
16:17his money from the robbery I don't know if he's playing games or if
16:20he means it either way she can't accept it but if he
16:23means it stolen money Adam yeah no one knows about
16:27Adam you're a solicitor you know full well what would happen if the police
16:30found out you said yourself we need to raise the
16:33funds but not like this
16:38I don't think you should tell Sarah I think you should just delete that
16:41voicemail
16:50all right Dave
16:54not seeing you since we're inside yeah happy memories how you doing Andy
17:01gone straight me really wow I'll still watch me wallet if
17:06that's all right probably best
17:10here's to minty top lad yeah
17:16forgot you used to call him that always had a packet didn't he
17:20brush his breath in the clink
17:36Gemma are you okay yeah stop asking me if I'm all right
17:41I don't want to talk I just want to dance
17:51what's that what are you taking drugs yes paracetamol
17:58all that business with Billy's giving me a headache yeah that's because you
18:01haven't eaten anything all day yeah come on let's get you a nice healthy
18:06kebab
18:12I know you're upset all right you don't need to babysit me
18:18you know just go and dance just want to make sure
18:22you're all right all right go
18:42it was nice getting a text from you inviting me over yeah well I've been
18:47bored out my mind oh well I'll be happy to entertain you
18:52to the best of my abilities um it's nice to get out the flat to be
18:56honest feels weird not having my dad there
18:59I bet do you think they'll get back together I hope so
19:03but affairs of the heart are strange things if you say so
19:09actually I do want your advice of course
19:13dad told us mum was pregnant wow I mean that's big news
19:19how do you feel about it I was excited I mean I know I hated
19:24Dorian when he first came but it was fun to have a baby around so
19:29what's the problem
19:32apparently it was a mistake false alarm they said but
19:36I reckon there's something they're not telling me like what
19:40I don't know but they were shifty and I know shifty when I see it
19:46I hope it's not like with Toya what happened with Toya
19:50only thought she was pregnant but it turned out to be cancer
19:58I hope so
20:05Gus, Didi can you get whoever's in charge of searching for my son to come
20:11and see me I've been waiting for hours they keep
20:13fobbing me off look I'll do my best but I just wanted
20:17to ask when was the last time you spoke to Joel
20:19uh a couple of days before he disappeared
20:23he was distraught talked about ending it all okay but what if he didn't I mean is
20:27there anywhere he might go if he was on the run he's not gone on
20:31the run but he might have okay we've got to consider the
20:34possibility my son was suicidal he could be lying dead somewhere and
20:38you've got the gall to suggest he could affect it all I'm sorry I understand
20:41this must be you get away from me
20:47I'm so sorry Mr Durian I understand this whole situation must be
20:50extremely distressing for you if you'd like to take a seat I will be with you
20:54shortly
20:57Miss Bailey perhaps you'd like to come with me
21:18so what do I owe this pleasure Sarah asked me to access her message while
21:23she's in Turkey I heard yours about the money
21:28I just want to know if you're being genuine or if you're playing some
21:31twisted game
22:53how is she Bethany not great how'd it happen I don't know all the
23:00details I want to know what you're playing at
23:02does this money even exist are you trying to mess with Sarah's head
23:04I'll be doing something to your head in a minute if you don't keep your voice down
23:08you need to let it go mate this us do you still think we're fighting
23:14over Sarah it's over both lost her
23:21but I still love her whatever you think of me
23:26whether you trust me or you don't it doesn't matter
23:31the only thing that matters is that I can get my hands on some money to help
23:34Bethany so either you tell Sarah
23:39or I'll just pick up the phone again and tell her myself
23:43so
24:06Bernie this is really good I'm just saying
24:09it's probably illegal to use an air horn in a residential area
24:12how old are you we are not related to that must be the only thing that makes
24:16sense don't look at me it's my day off
24:20you all right ma'am yeah you
24:30where's pal you've been in the old disco biscuits
24:34no his ashes have gone
24:38someone must have moved them we'll we'll find them right don't panic
24:46do you think he could have got a fake passport Joel
24:50I'm not ruling anything out at the moment let me get you a herbal tea
24:54oh no I'd sooner have a proper cuppa as well but apparently it's good for
24:58calming you down oh I will calm down when you catch Joel
25:02look what about this passport thing we'll look into it
25:05you're fobbing me off Lisa I am but it's not working is it
25:09I just don't believe Joel is dead yes you've made that pretty clear
25:14his dad obviously does though why is that not good enough for you
25:18I just don't buy it okay he's he's putting it on and he obviously knows
25:22something hey why don't you get someone to follow
25:26him see if he leads you to Joel you've been watching too many cop movies
25:32you're not gonna do it are you am I gonna get somebody to follow a grieving
25:36father no because that's harassment look I
25:40know you want Joel to be alive so we can put him in the dock but that doesn't
25:43mean he is I've spoken to his dad a couple of times
25:46now he's a hundred percent sure his son is dead and I think you need to start
25:51getting used to the idea as well
25:55where are you going give me a wild guess what you think
25:58Billy took the ashes well I don't think he's been carried to heaven by a flight
26:01of angels though Billy might be when I get hold of him
26:04are you gonna go easy on him get out of my way move
26:07I will move when you promise that you're gonna go easy on him
26:10look but his head's all over the place at the moment he doesn't know what he's
26:13doing half the time like last night
26:17he's grieving okay and people do out of character stuff when they're grieving so
26:21you just need to give him some leeway why why do I have to give him leeway
26:25what's he done he's just taken the ashes no you said
26:29you said last night what happened Todd no
26:36he just got a bit emotional that's all he probably just took the ashes to keep
26:40them safe they were safe where they were
26:43like Billy's had his churchy thing am I not allowed mine
26:46he's grieving if you say he's grieving one more time I'm gonna put you through
26:50those speakers am I not grieving I'm his mother it was my son and I
26:57wanted him here today with me for all this I know you did
27:04but all we're saying is that Billy is really going through it right now
27:09just don't make this worse for him
27:12you already told him they didn't get to say a proper goodbye
27:15Bernie please today has been great just don't spoil it
27:29you all right are they for me yeah okay what have you done nothing
27:36hmm we must have done something is it them flipping vapes again because if it
27:40is if we find out you're on them now Ruby
27:43come on out with it have you got cancer mom
27:48what what what makes you think that sam said
27:55toya thought she were pregnant and then it turned out to be cancer
27:59Sam said Toya thought she were pregnant and then it turned out to be cancer
28:04oh so you thought oh love
28:10no I haven't got cancer you're not just saying that
28:14no swear on Ruby's life why is it on my life
28:20girls come on sit down both of you come here
28:26look
28:31I should have told you the truth in the first place right
28:35it wasn't a false alarm I was pregnant
28:41well I still am
28:44but me and your dad have decided that we're not going to have the baby
28:53so next week I'm going to hospital
29:00I'm gonna have a termination
29:03look I know it's a lot to get your heads around right
29:06but we honestly think it's for the best because we've got two lovely kids
29:13well you know most of the time you're lovely
29:17and three you know with Doreen so
29:22what I'm trying to say is
29:26we're happy with our family the way it is
29:30does that make sense
29:35got anything you want to ask me no
29:40well if you think of anything yeah
29:45you okay you sure
29:51come here
29:55sorry won't be a sec I've uh just been doing the old
30:02you all right there do you want me to call you an ambulance
30:05yeah no I've just been doing a set yeah I know I heard we all did
30:12what can I get for you uh I'll have a hot pot to go
30:16please actually you better make it two in case Betsy's in and
30:19a glass of white wine while I'm waiting coming up large
30:25how is Betsy okay I think considering
30:30I'd be glad to see the back of Joel I'd be a lot happier if he was banged up
30:35with a couple of 18 stone bikers who don't like men who groom young girls
30:39sorry I shouldn't say that sort of thing should I it's all right
30:45listen I uh I went to see Carla earlier she pretty much slammed the door in my
30:51face Carl she's a bit narky with me you know
30:55good set by the way techno techno techno techno cheers I think that's
30:59jazz hands though I don't think it's just the plea hearing
31:03is there something else going on no no not that north I'll
31:09leave you two if you change your mind about joining our singles club
31:14you'll be the first to know I've not been doing the wrong counts
31:31you couldn't even give me one day could you
31:35yell scream kick the living daylights out of me
31:41I don't think I can let go of him
31:45you're gonna make me get down there aren't you
31:50with my knees it's not under your knees of battle that
31:55bouncing you're doing out there
31:59you should have seen me and me AD
32:04what a time to be alive
32:10what am I gonna do without it
32:14I know love I know
32:20no I'm always telling people that we're more than just flesh and blood
32:27death is in the end
32:31this is all I've got left of him
32:35you never let go it's gonna be like losing him all over
32:42again
32:45I'm such a hypocrite aren't I no you're just a human being
32:54me mom had me dad in the wardrobe for six months
32:58his ashes obviously couldn't think what to do with him
33:05anyway it snowed one night and me dad loved the snow
33:10especially when it first came down he was like a big kid
33:15so me mom went out in her slippers and she sprinkled his ashes all over the
33:20front garden oh yeah it's beautiful well it is and it
33:25isn't the snow melted and me dad was all over
33:29the path
33:33me mom had to sweep his ashes off it's supposed to make me feel better
33:39well we wouldn't have that problem if we sent Paul into space would we
33:45now I know you think I'm off my head and maybe I am but
33:50the point being
33:53you do have to let him go Bill
33:57we both do
34:01but that doesn't mean you're gonna lose him again
34:05because he'll still be in here
34:09and he'll always be in here won't he
34:13oh I'm gonna kill you you've set me off now
34:30you
34:41it's not hard bad being single but I do miss having somebody to cuddle up to
34:44and what's sleeping with the enemy with me and beth used to love that movie
34:48so romantic I'm sleeping with the enemies about a woman who pretends to be
34:53dead so she can get out of an abusive relationship
34:55I don't remember that bit I know he misses his wife
34:58and his son makes a call to this radio shop
35:02you're thinking of you're thinking of sleepless in Seattle sleeping with the
35:05enemy's got Julia Roberts pretty woman now that's a romantic
35:11movie isn't she a sex worker yeah fair point
35:16I believe you went to see him we're running out of options look nobody wants
35:19Bethany back more than I do I think her mother might do listen I'm
35:22gonna tell Sarah then it's up to her what she wants to do with the money no
35:25don't why not because she'll probably say yes
35:29we're talking about the proceeds of an armed robbery here the police will be
35:32all over it do you really want to get Sarah mixed up in all that
35:36I'll do something okay anything but this
35:41do you still have Damon's voicemail yeah delete it
35:45I'm serious Adam you need to delete that message
35:49Sarah can't know about it hey Jenny any chance you can give me a shift for 10
35:54minutes just need to pop out to the flat and check on something
35:56good to go back let me know cheers
36:00see told him that you're not keeping it what a lovely way to put it
36:04how did you put it I told him I'm in a termination
36:09well that's hardly better he handled it well
36:13they're too young they're not stupid they probably know
36:16more than we do don't you have to tell him everything yes
36:19just put them back in no it's gonna burn I don't mind like I'm like I like
36:23him just talk to me for a minute please
36:26look I know you think they're still babies
36:30Ty but they're not found hope with condoms the other week
36:34didn't I come on if it's not condoms it's babes
36:37they're growing up they do biology in school they know about
36:42sex and contraception and termination I know but it's it's a different
36:47kettle of fish when the mother's having one
36:50I had to tell him hope thought I had cancer
36:53look I just I don't want to lie to him not anymore they deserve to know the
36:57truth what even if it upsets them
37:02they seemed okay I know I know but we don't really know how they feel do we I
37:05mean look maybe they are okay I don't know
37:08I'm just saying you know but one minute they're getting
37:11excited because they think they've got a new little brother or sister on the way
37:14in the next minute we're telling them that we don't want
37:16that you know it's it's a lot for kids to deal with
37:18stomach burning go wash your hands please
37:28Carla are you in
37:32Carla
37:47I should call her back she probably thinks we're knocking seven
37:50bells out of each other the night is still young
37:53even if we're not
37:57do you mind if I let a bit of light in here
38:01you know before you turn into mrs what's-her-face
38:05sat in a wedding dress with her curtains closed for the rest of her
38:09I've never been compared to Miss Havisham before
38:12Havisham that's the one there we go that's better isn't it
38:21hey what have God and my dev got in common
38:25if this is going to be blasphemous then
38:27they'll be both moving very mysterious ways
38:31care to get in the hang of it
38:33did I tell you I was once on the hit man and her
38:36yeah I was on the stage with Clive I met Jason Orange before he was Jason
38:41Orange I'm impressed yeah you should be
38:47Paul would have loved today do you reckon
38:56I'm not sure I'd have loved it if I'd known
38:59do you reckon
39:03and I think that he would uh he'd love to be sent up to space
39:10I know you ate the idea I did I did but I'm
39:14slowly coming round to it seriously yeah I'll keep my little box of ashes
39:21but
39:24I'm happy for you to send yours up and away
39:30I'm sorry I went to Todd behind your back
39:33I should never have asked him to give me the urn
39:37it's fine
39:40you forgive me
39:45so should we go back down there for the last hurrah
39:51yeah come on then
39:55so
40:19take it that's why you've been walking around like a bear with a sore head
40:23you'll have a sore head if you open my letters again
40:27you already opened
40:30divorce has come through then well yes Ryan I'm celebrating
40:38do you want one no I've got to get back to work in a minute
40:47how was your set still got it get yourself a little van
40:53a few lights glitter ball you could do weddings bar mitzvahs and funerals
40:57Lisa came into the pub she's asking about you I don't know what she's been
41:00saying and I don't want to know I'm not
41:02interested I must have known the divorce was coming right
41:05yes Ryan but I also know I'm going to kick the bucket one day it's not going
41:09to make it any easier when it happens is it
41:12it's just
41:15it's a shock
41:18I'll see you there in black and white
41:24it's your hand I'm not going anywhere until you've deleted that voicemail
41:28how are we going to get Bethany home we'll find a way
41:32delete it and don't even think about saying anything to those two
41:42it's gone
41:45a bridging loan yes to pay for Bethany I wanted to tell you last night but I
41:52thought I'd better wait till after Paul's funeral
41:55so you're selling the house then the value is coming around tomorrow morning
41:59well thanks for nothing girl I'll look forward to my Christmas dinner in the
42:02homeless shelter this year look I don't want to sell it but if it's
42:07the only way we can raise the money
42:11I just want to thank you all for coming today
42:16it means a lot to me and my family okay get up here please
42:22so we've decided we're gonna send our Paul's ashes into space
42:31yeah yeah I thought you'd like that but we can't do it tonight
42:37but we have got some rockets we're gonna let off
42:41so I want you all to enjoy the fireworks and dance like there's no tomorrow
42:48to one of our Paul's favorites let me show you let me show you
43:08I'm so sorry about
43:11I'm mortified
43:14on you night
43:18we okay
43:20Billy! Come here. Come on.