Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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00:00Bravo, Mumasih. Romanticism. You're great.
00:07Mumasih, you're definitely calmer.
00:18Because it's more deceiving. You can't see the mess around you.
00:23You can hide the truth. You can postpone it.
00:28But you can't destroy it.
00:32When the sun comes up in the morning, this place will be the same.
00:42Yes. Maybe it will be the same.
00:53But we won't be the same. We'll listen to each other.
01:01Did you light candles like that that night?
01:05Tell me, did you prepare such a wonderful atmosphere for your revenge?
01:09No.
01:13Oh, how rude. It never suits a knight like you.
01:18But sorry, it was the most meaningless night of your life, right?
01:22It's not worth wasting your candles.
01:24No, it was meaningful, Feriha.
01:26But it was meaningful because you created that woman.
01:30You were the only meaning of that night.
01:33It was to hurt you.
01:35I wanted to prove to myself that I could destroy you.
01:38I wanted to choose a random woman's body and return to before you.
01:43Nonsense.
01:45Until you said, or I should do it.
01:48Don't talk about that.
01:50Neither at the mountain house, nor when I learned my chance of becoming a father.
01:56What I did that night.
01:58I didn't face you until you said those words.
02:01You faced me very well.
02:04I asked you only one question to understand me.
02:07I got the clearest answer I've ever had in my life.
02:10It wasn't an answer.
02:12You knew you were different.
02:15You knew you were different.
02:17I wasn't just in love with you.
02:19You trusted me.
02:22After the lies, you trusted me despite all the punishments you gave me.
02:29You were peaceful.
02:31Whatever happens.
02:33Feriha.
02:34I will forget a lot of things that night.
02:38Your hypocrisy, your weakness, your cowardice, your injustice.
02:43I will forget how my heart burned.
02:45But one thing.
02:48I will never forget how you disappointed me.
02:51I won't forget either.
02:54How I lost myself.
02:56And your eyes.
03:00I won't forget how you looked at me when you left the door that night.
03:03Were you looking at me differently when you kicked me out of the dorm?
03:06Were you looking at me differently when you made me fire you?
03:10You haven't changed a bit.
03:12You're still two-faced.
03:14You're still a coward.
03:16Yes, I'm still a coward.
03:19I was afraid of what you said that night.
03:22This time I was afraid of your silence.
03:25I'm actually always afraid of the same thing.
03:28This is the only thing that's been the same since the day you came into my life.
03:32The fear of losing you.
03:47Where was your fear of losing you when you forced me to leave this house?
03:54It wasn't there because we were married, right?
03:59I didn't even feel like we were guaranteed to be married once.
04:04You don't care about Mehmet, my father, Gülsün.
04:07For them, marriage is whatever it is for you.
04:10You don't really believe what they're saying.
04:12You know I don't deserve this.
04:14If you don't deserve it, prove it.
04:16Answer the question I asked that night.
04:19Come on, can you answer it?
04:22If I made you live what they made me live,
04:25how much of the understanding you expected from me could you show me?
04:29What a stupid question, isn't it?
04:31It's a question I already know the answer to.
04:34It's a question I don't know the answer to, Feriha.
04:36Liar.
04:37No, I really don't know the answer.
04:39If you were with that man, you'd know the answer.
04:42I don't know the answer.
04:43If you were with that man, just to take revenge on me,
04:46would I have killed him? Would I have dragged him away?
04:48Wouldn't I want to see his face again? I don't know.
04:51But I know one thing.
04:53If I hadn't forgiven you, if I hadn't wanted to see his face again,
04:56it wouldn't have ended.
04:58It wouldn't have ended in my heart.
05:00Did you hear me?
05:03Look, I answered you.
05:05Come on, answer me now.
05:08Is it over?
05:10You won't be able to do this.
05:13Even if I stay here for days, I won't tell you what I want to hear.
05:16Then tell me what you don't want to hear.
05:19Tell me what you're afraid of hearing.
05:21You already know everything I'm afraid of hearing.
05:24It's all at the tip of my tongue.
05:26Since the first day I fell in love with you,
05:28when you pushed me to the ground,
05:30when you lifted me from the ground,
05:32everything is at the tip of your tongue.
05:34If only you hadn't hit me because you couldn't stand what came out of my mouth,
05:39yes, maybe I could have believed what you said.
05:42When I hit you...
05:43Don't.
05:44Please don't tell me the same story. I don't believe it.
05:47You brought me here from abroad like this.
05:50I don't believe anything you say, and I don't believe you regret it.
05:54It's not the same thing.
05:55It's the same thing.
05:57What you did to me when I couldn't speak or shut up was always the same.
06:00Look, if you gave me a chance to break your stubbornness by talking...
06:03Stubbornness.
06:05That's how you understand it, right?
06:07Stubbornness.
06:09That's how I am for you, isn't it?
06:12I don't go out, I don't start working, I'm not ready to talk to you.
06:18It's all because I'm stubborn, isn't it?
06:21I insist to make you regret.
06:24It's that simple.
06:26It's not simple.
06:28Okay.
06:30I've said it many times.
06:32But what I did wasn't simple either.
06:34Is it really that hard, Feriha?
06:36Is it that impossible?
06:38You were talking about forgiving Cansu while forgiving everyone who did you wrong.
06:44Is it that hard for me to forgive myself for myself?
06:48Tell me.
06:50How many times did you forgive your father?
06:52How many times did you forgive Mehmet?
06:53I don't care how many times I forgave them.
06:55You weren't one of them, Emir.
06:57I won't be afraid of you like I'm afraid of them.
07:00Did you hear me?
07:02I won't be afraid of you.
07:04The only way for you not to be afraid of me is to turn your back on me?
07:11You told me you were strong.
07:16You told me you were weak when you hit me.
07:19So why did you lose to your own weakness while I was trying to hold your hand despite everything?
07:24Or was that the problem?
07:26Should I try to stay with you despite everything?
07:29Wasn't your strength enough for that?
07:31It all came too fast.
07:35I always did the same thing.
07:37I always did the biggest mistakes of my life when I felt weak in front of you.
07:42All my other mistakes were to crush you while your absence was crushing me.
07:46Maybe I expected you to give up.
07:48Maybe you wanted this.
07:50If I had turned my back on you, it would have been easier for you.
07:54You couldn't stop me from staying with you.
07:57This made you feel more guilty.
08:00When I didn't run away, you wanted to run away from me and yourself.
08:05You felt more powerless.
08:07Because you ruined everything for the first time, didn't you?
08:13I never felt as worthless as I felt when I left here that night.
08:22I lied to you for a year.
08:26I never felt so deceived.
08:29Because nothing would happen to me with you.
08:33No one could hurt me with you.
08:36I was safe with you.
08:39I don't trust you since that night.
08:41You will trust me again.
08:44You will trust me just like I trusted you.
08:47You won't believe me no matter what I say.
08:50I can only show you that this will never happen again if you stay with me, Feriha.
08:55Stay with me.
08:58Feriha, please stay with me.
09:00I won't.
09:03I won't.
09:05I will never forget that you brought me here.
09:08I won't trust you.
09:10You won't make me forget anything.
09:16Look at my face.
09:19The mark on my lip is gone, right?
09:21As if nothing happened.
09:23Just like the other mistakes we couldn't erase, it's still here.
09:29Now you want to talk to me.
09:31You didn't hesitate to talk to me that night.
09:34You hit me.
09:36You didn't talk, you hit me.
09:39Do the same thing.
09:41Emir, what are you doing?
09:42Hit me.
09:43Hit me.
09:45Emir, what are you doing?
09:47Let me go.
09:48Enough. Look at us.
09:51Is this how it all started?
09:53Is this how much we lost ourselves?
09:56I don't want to lose each other.
09:58I don't care how much I lost myself.
10:01I don't want to lose you.
10:03Is this how we're going to win each other?
10:06Is this how we're going to win each other?
10:09Is this how we're going to win each other?
10:13I'm just trying.
10:15I don't know what to do anymore.
10:17Maybe I'm being ridiculous.
10:19Maybe I'm not in my right mind, but I won't leave you without trying.
10:22I won't leave you without doing everything I can to win you, Feriha.
10:26I'm sitting in the living room and I'm not opening my mouth, Emir.
10:29Either go sit alone in your room or don't say a word.
10:49You don't know that I have to do this for you.
10:53I'm holding your name in my mind.
10:56Your eyes are getting bigger and bigger.
10:58You don't know that I have to do this for you.
11:01I'm heating up my heart with you.
11:06Sometimes loving is terribly scary.
11:09You get tired of it all in one night.
11:12If you hold it, you get tired of living in your mouth.
11:16Sometimes it breaks your hands.
11:21It takes a few lives out of its life.
11:25Whichever door it knocks on, sometimes...
11:29...there's a chain of loneliness behind it.
11:33Whenever I think of living, I'm at the table of these wolves.
11:36Maybe it's hard, it's shameful.
11:40But without getting our hands dirty.
11:44Whenever I think of living...
11:47...I start with your name.
11:49Your secret seas shake inside me.
11:52No, it can't be otherwise.
11:57You don't know that I have to do this for you.
12:02That's how Atilla Ilan believed in love.
12:07Didn't we believe?
12:13I love you.
12:21It's time to shut up, isn't it?
12:29I won't reward you for locking me up here.
12:34You'll see it's no use.
12:37Do you know what I see?
12:40I see that you're holding on to yourself...
12:43...to bring you here.
12:46Okay, if that's what you want.
12:50Let's shut up.
12:52It'll take as long as we shut up.
13:11You'll burn your hand.
13:13Let it burn.
13:15I was waiting for you to tie me to the car.
13:18Do you know?
13:20It's as peaceful as I haven't been for a long time.
13:23Are you trying to drive me crazy?
13:26We both seem crazy enough.
13:40What are you doing?
13:42What are you doing?
13:44Move!
14:10Open the lights. I can't see anymore.
14:41Look at you.
14:47You'll never leave this house...
14:50...until we talk and get everything sorted out.
14:53Even if you drive me crazy.
15:00Which one of us has driven you even crazier?
15:03Me or my fear of being a father?
15:06Is it me or the fear of being a father?
15:11Or is it the lack of money?
15:14Was the money you threw into the apartment last night my money?
15:19No, I'm looking for a job.
15:21You're so insincere.
15:24You're angry because I didn't tell you.
15:26Of course I'm angry.
15:27Look at you. You even put the money between us.
15:32Don't I know that your father punished you with money just because of me?
15:37Feriha, don't you understand?
15:39It's not about money. It's about desperation.
15:42Didn't your parents tell you that they've been looking for money for months?
15:46Haven't you hit me with money many times since you learned my lies?
15:50Didn't you really believe that I was after your money?
15:54I won't even answer that.
15:56I don't believe you don't trust me that much.
15:58I don't believe you don't trust me that much.
16:01You're the one who doesn't trust me.
16:03I'm sorry, but I was a liar, wasn't I?
16:06I have reasons not to trust me.
16:09You know what?
16:12I tried to forget those lies like a donkey.
16:14I tried to erase them.
16:18I tried to leave them behind us.
16:20But you...
16:22You still hug them at every opportunity because you feel guilty about their lies.
16:28Everything was so bad.
16:31The only thing I could change was this house.
16:34But I couldn't do that either.
16:39I couldn't do anything.
16:40It was like sitting down and watching what I've done to you from a distance.
16:43I couldn't watch.
16:46You don't understand what that means.
16:48I can't understand you because I'm a woman.
16:50I can't understand you because I didn't have any money anyway.
16:53If you had told me, I would have understood.
16:56At least I would have tried to understand, but you didn't even give me a chance.
16:59I felt insufficient.
17:02That's all.
17:03What kind of insufficiency?
17:05Can't you get on a helicopter when you want to?
17:10Do you have to work like normal people?
17:13Not being able to get you out of this apartment is insufficiency.
17:15Not being able to help your father is insufficiency.
17:18It's insufficiency that I can't do anything while that guy is acting like a hero for you.
17:22What kind of arrogance is this?
17:25Put this in your head, Emir.
17:27Even if you had as much money as you used to have,
17:30you wouldn't be able to help my father because we didn't want you to.
17:36I was looking into your eyes.
17:38I wanted us to get over it together.
17:41What would have happened if you told me you ran out of money?
17:47Would that insufficiency ruin me, not that woman?
17:50My only concern was not adding new problems to my problems.
17:54What could I do when you told me you were buying people because of Seher, because of Rüya?
17:59What should I have said to you?
18:00Should I have said, I don't have money to buy people anymore?
18:03You went crazy when Mr. Levent paid for my father.
18:06You didn't even talk about insufficiency then.
18:10I can't stand you being insincere even when you're angry.
18:13I wasn't insincere.
18:14I wasn't insincere.
18:17But I couldn't stand him helping you.
18:21Okay, if it's selfishness, it's selfishness.
18:23I know.
18:26But I can't stand anything about him.
18:30Why do you value Mr. Levent so much, Emir?
18:32Don't joke.
18:34You're the one who values that man.
18:38Because you can talk to him, because he can reach you.
18:42Do you understand?
18:43It was always about you that I talked to Mr. Levent from the beginning.
18:48I could talk about you, what you made me feel, what you made me live.
18:55If you had listened to me from the beginning, if we had been able to talk, it wouldn't have been Mr. Levent.
19:00Don't, Feriha.
19:02That man made you lie.
19:05Okay, blame me for everything.
19:08But don't blame me for pushing you to his friend.
19:11You put them at a distance.
19:13But you never turned your back on him.
19:16I can never turn my back on Mr. Levent as you want.
19:20I owe him my life.
19:23What does that mean?
19:25It means he saved my life.
19:30You came to listen to me from Cansu.
19:34I saw you go to Cansu while cleaning the stairs.
19:37I saw you.
19:40I had nothing to lose.
19:43I went to the boat.
19:48I was drawing water from the sea for cleaning.
19:51I heard your voice.
19:53I heard the poem you whispered on the island.
20:00It was like your voice was coming from the bottom of the sea.
20:05Feriha, what did you do?
20:07I just let myself hear your voice.
20:11The bottom of the sea.
20:17But I was so peaceful.
20:19All the pain, losses, fears,
20:22they were all away from me.
20:26Then Mr. Levent took me up.
20:30To the bottom.
20:38Feriha.
20:40Okay, don't hug me, don't touch me.
20:43I don't need to be hugged.
20:46Not to be hugged.
20:51Not to be hugged.
20:54To feel.
20:58Please don't pull yourself.
21:02I could lose you.
21:04I could lose you.
21:07Losing you.
21:09Feriha, how did you do this?
21:13What if something happened to you?
21:16What if it wasn't you now?
21:23Now we won't hug each other because of something that happened to me months ago.
21:28It's not that easy.
21:29It's not that easy.
21:32Now I don't care how we are,
21:35how we will be.
21:39I want to hug you.
21:41Five minutes ago I didn't want anything different from this.
21:44Five minutes, five days, five years later I won't want anything different from this.
21:47I'm telling you not to do this, Emir.
21:49Don't do this.
21:52We've been through this.
21:55Don't you understand?
21:57We can't go on like nothing happened.
21:59Feriha, I'm not trying to do this.
22:02I swear this is not what I want.
22:04Look at us.
22:07This is what happens when we get close to each other.
22:11We break up, we fall apart, then we get back together.
22:15Then we come back to where we were, don't you see?
22:26I'm sorry.
22:56Feriha, what are you doing?
22:57I'm getting out of here.
22:59I swear I'm getting out of here.
23:01Feriha, drop the knife.
23:02Give me the key, I'll drop it.
23:04You're being ridiculous. You can't open the door with a knife.
23:06Okay, I'll cut my hands while I'm trying to open it.
23:08Drop it, it's not a toy.
23:10Emir, give me the key then.
23:12Look, it's not a toy.
23:14Feriha, drop it.
23:15Feriha!
23:25Emir, it hurts.
23:29Are you okay?
23:34Did something happen to you?
23:35Nothing happened to me.
23:36Feriha!
23:45Emir, this hurts a lot.
23:46Feriha!
24:05Come on, let's go to the hospital.
24:07We're not going anywhere.
24:08Emir, it won't stop.
24:10What do you want as an example?
24:12Even if I die, I won't open that door, Feriha.
24:14Are you crazy?
24:17Emir, look at this blood.
24:19You're going to die.
24:21Look at what you're talking about.
24:23Where's the key?
24:25Don't call me for nothing. I don't have it either.
24:27I hid it, you can't find it.
24:29Emir, I'm telling you, you're going to die.
24:31If I die, I'll die.
24:33I won't open that door, Feriha.
24:35Then die.
24:37Die of blood loss in front of me.
24:41Emir, please give me the key.
24:43Where did you hide it?
24:44Where did you hide it?
24:47There's a toothpick in the bathroom.
24:52Toothpick?
24:54Find the needle.
24:56I think it was in the bedroom.
24:58Emir, don't be ridiculous. What am I going to do with them?
25:00Haven't you ever sewed in your life?
25:02Are you sick? Are you crazy?
25:04I can't sew my arm.
25:06Then you'll watch me die.
25:08Because we're not getting out of here.
25:10God damn it, you're a thief.
25:14Let's go.
25:34Emir, I'm dying again. Are you okay?
25:44Don't move, okay?
26:14I really made you crazy.
26:16I just realized.
26:18You made me crazy and stabbed me.
26:20I didn't stab you.
26:27Don't move now, stop.
26:40Does it hurt a lot?
26:41No.
26:43What do you think?
27:07I hate you.
27:09I really hate you.
27:11You love me very much.
27:14You love me as much as I love you.
27:19You're stupid. Stupid!
27:21I'll never forget this.
27:38I love you.