Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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00:00It's not just in my life.
00:04There was no one in my mind or in my heart before you.
00:10I hit you without knowing what a relationship means.
00:17Maybe a lot of things happened because of inexperience.
00:21Lies aside, all the other mistakes were because I didn't know how to live.
00:26What happened?
00:29I knew.
00:31Women.
00:33Living with them.
00:35Until you broke my memory.
00:39Look, not even an experience could save me.
00:42Have you ever been in love before me?
00:46Love came into my life with you, Feriha. You know that very well.
00:50So...
00:52Haven't we been in a long relationship except for one-night relationships?
01:02Don't be ridiculous, Emir.
01:05I'm not going to wear a wedding mask if I can't handle it today.
01:08Since we're talking in this situation, let's talk about something else.
01:14Okay.
01:16There was someone.
01:18She was more than one night, but she wasn't in love.
01:21Maybe a kind of relationship.
01:23So it was someone you were with regularly.
01:26Yes.
01:28What was her name?
01:52Ece.
01:54Don't tell me to end the night.
01:57That's all from me. You can go on if you want.
02:02Are you going to leave me among these wolves?
02:07I'm sure you can handle it.
02:09But I told you I have a surprise for you tonight.
02:12What surprise?
02:14You don't deserve this surprise, but...
02:17I'm going to tell you.
02:19You don't deserve this surprise, but...
02:29What did you do?
02:31I didn't stop the wolves in my way, but I found the easy way.
02:49Our relationship wasn't emotional, it was just fun, Feriha.
02:52Fun.
02:54She wrote her name on her neck.
02:56Claiming.
02:59Very claiming.
03:01Yes, she was a claiming woman.
03:03She believed what you were going through because you had your name tattooed.
03:07I don't think so.
03:09Actually, I don't think she took getting a tattoo that seriously.
03:12She didn't take life very seriously.
03:14She was just getting there.
03:15I think she broke your heart.
03:17No.
03:19No other woman could do that.
03:21Even Ece couldn't do that.
03:23Even Ece?
03:26How long did it take?
03:28About a year.
03:30Then I got bored with her life and she didn't get married like she used to.
03:33Did she cheat on you?
03:35Let's say she cheated on me.
03:37Yes.
03:39Did you suffer?
03:41I got mad because I cheated.
03:43But...
03:45I didn't suffer for any other woman in my life, Feriha.
03:49Even if you didn't suffer, you were cheated on.
03:53Is that why you don't trust people?
03:56Don't I trust people?
03:59Maybe because of the lies I told you...
04:02I'm the last person to say this, but...
04:05Yes, you don't trust people.
04:07Even your closest ones.
04:09Forget about me.
04:11When Koray and I went to that magazine, I didn't trust him.
04:13Don't even trust your father.
04:15You know that, don't you?
04:17I learned not to trust my father at a very young age.
04:21If you're a child and you can't trust your father, you don't know who to trust.
04:26But if you don't trust your mother...
04:28Then you can't trust anyone when you grow up.
04:32Are you saying this because they got divorced?
04:35I'm saying this because they taught me that I can't trust both of them.
04:39Don't you want to talk or remember?
04:43Time makes you forget a lot of things, but it can't make you forget your childhood.
04:48Your mother and father are signing your childhood.
04:51And you carry what you lived that day, whether you want it or not.
04:55Look, I've carried it, too.
04:58And a few times.
05:00I even carried you and Koray.
05:04Since Eda lived with your father a lot...
05:06You must have had a guardian sign now.
05:10Yes, there was a guardian.
05:14You know, you're right.
05:16Actually, even the guardian at home has a signature.
05:19A signature that my father threw with his pen.
05:43Go to your guardian sister. Come on, kid.
06:13Zeynep.
06:44I caught Emir while he was taking money from your pocket.
06:47What?
06:49Son, are you taking money from my pocket?
06:52My guardian steals her own money from her own pocket.
06:56Is this how you got used to your mother's house?
06:59Wasn't your dirty father giving you money?
07:01I didn't do it, dad. She did it. Zeynep sister took the money.
07:06Look, you're both a liar and a thief.
07:09Apologize to Zeynep sister quickly.
07:10I'm neither a thief nor a liar. I can't apologize.
07:13I'm right.
07:15He's right.
07:17Get out of the room quickly.
07:19You won't get out of the room until you apologize to Zeynep sister.
07:22Did your mother throw you on us for that?
07:29Let me get your tea.
07:40I'm sorry.
07:49You told me that my father was a bad father, not a bad person.
07:53I'm sorry, but he was more than a bad father. He was a heartless man.
07:59Let's say he was a man who loved women the most.
08:02My father and women have always been a part of my childhood.
08:07My childhood was also a part of my mother and women.
08:11As I said, most of my childhood was spent in the houses my mother cleaned.
08:17Of course, most of it was in Cansu's house.
08:28Don't touch it, Feriha.
08:31My father bought this house because I'm a real princess.
08:36And only real princesses can touch this house.
08:38What if I touch it once?
08:40You can't touch it because you're not a real princess.
08:43You're not a real princess either.
08:46Your father fooled you.
08:48Princesses only exist in fairy tales.
08:51I'll go ask my mother.
08:53You'll see, she'll tell me if I'm a real princess.
09:01Tell Feriha something, mom.
09:04Your father is fooling you.
09:06He says my father is fooling me.
09:09Come on, Cansu, don't fight. Play by sharing.
09:37Look, mom, it's broken.
09:40It's an accident, it's really an accident.
09:43No, I made a mistake, I know.
09:46Because you're not a princess.
09:48Cansu, we'll fix it.
09:51If it doesn't work, we'll buy a new one.
09:53Come on, don't upset your friend.
09:55He wanted to play, too.
09:57Feriha, come on, go home, honey.
10:00The cleaning is over anyway.
10:02My mother is waiting for you at home.
10:04Come on, honey.
10:07My father told me not to play with the doorkeeper's child.
10:21Maybe he was right.
10:23I was jealous of him without even realizing it.
10:26Feriha, you were just a kid.
10:29I wasn't just a kid.
10:31I was the doorkeeper's child.
10:32I was the doorkeeper's child.
10:35It's like something else happens when you're a doorkeeper's child.
10:47Sometimes I get so angry.
10:51My past, my present.
10:53Everything I've lived, everything I haven't lived.
10:55Memories, dreams, everyone.
10:57I find an anger that can blow you all away.
10:59Then something happens.
11:01I can forgive everyone one by one.
11:04Even Cansu.
11:08Just you.
11:12It's like I can't forgive you alone.
11:15I can't forgive you because no one hurt me as much as you did.
11:19Yes, I was beaten by my father.
11:21He gave me the heaviest punishment.
11:23It's like Mehmet did whatever he could to make me forget that he was my brother.
11:27He did whatever he could.
11:29Cansu tried to kill us.
11:33But no one broke my heart as much as you did.
11:37Maybe I can understand you as much as I've never understood you before.
11:41I've had the same breakdown.
11:44I thought I wouldn't be able to forgive you again while trying to get over your lies.
11:48Then I got so bad that I woke up every day forgiving you.
11:53Then I slept believing that I hated you every night.
11:59I'm so mad at you.
12:04This anger in me is nothing like anything else.
12:08Fira, I'm mad at myself, too.
12:11Believe me, I've never been mad at anyone, even you, as much as I was mad at someone that night.
12:17We were making it.
12:18I wasn't mad at you.
12:20We were making it.
12:23How couldn't you see it?
12:25Fear, panic, whatever it was.
12:28How couldn't you see what we were making it?
12:31We were what we were.
12:35As much as we couldn't be from the beginning.
12:38I know.
12:40Tell me if you know.
12:42Why did you ruin it?
12:44Why did you want it to be like this?
12:46I didn't want it.
12:49All of a sudden...
12:51All of a sudden...
12:53It destroyed all of our precious moments.
12:58As if we never lived.
13:00Our days at that crazy man's house,
13:03his mountain house, his island.
13:07You erased all the tests we took all of a sudden.
13:18You erased all the tests we took all of a sudden.
13:48I'm sorry.
14:07You can't run away.
14:09Emir, please let me go.
14:13Do you remember how you touched me?
14:16That's why I won't let you go.
14:18We need each other as much as the strength you gave me when you hugged me.
14:23I spent the worst and most beautiful days of my life with you.
14:27Tell me what comes to your mind first.
14:30Helicopter.
14:32The first thing that comes to my mind.
14:39Slow down.
14:41But I'm going to open it myself.
14:43There's no cheating.
14:49Lift your foot.
14:52Emir, what is this?
14:54Be careful.
14:56Slip a little.
15:08Is that a voice?
15:10Wait, you'll see it soon.
15:18Life is like the greatest tyrant.
15:21Hide me in your palms.
15:26Don't let me go.
15:29Look, I came to your door alone.
15:36Life is like the greatest tyrant.
15:39Isn't it beautiful?
15:41Hide me in your palms.
15:45Don't let me go.
15:49Mountains collapse in my heart with your loving gaze.
15:58Did I wake you up?
16:02No, I didn't even feel it.
16:04How did it happen?
16:07Because of my little red shoes.
16:10Tell me.
16:12You really want us to talk without silence.
16:15Consider it the time we haven't talked so far.
16:25I was going down the stairs crying.
16:36I saw you.
16:42I can't forget that run for the rest of my life.
16:47Your shoes got stuck in your feet.
16:50Mom, save me.
16:52Mom, the shoes are too tight.
16:54Mom, take the shoes off.
16:56Mom, take them off.
16:58Then I closed the door.
17:02Then I sewed four stitches on your forehead.
17:12I wander around the whole world.
17:17Nothing I wanted more than those red shoes didn't happen then.
17:21I wanted you so much.
17:24Even when we first ran away from you.
17:28I hurt you like those shoes, didn't I?
17:31I'll be lost in the whole world.
17:35For your sake.
17:41Aha.
17:51If you do this again...
17:53If I do what again?
17:55If I kiss you?
17:57You kissed me because I didn't speak.
17:59Yes, it was a good excuse.
18:01Emir, that's enough. We're crazy and it's over, okay?
18:04You'll open that door, I'll get out of here calmly.
18:08Feriha, I won't open the door.
18:10Emir, we talked all night.
18:12We talked and...
18:14And what? Are we going to sit and talk all night and solve everything?
18:17You're right, we haven't solved everything yet.
18:20Maybe we haven't solved anything yet.
18:22Look, one more reason not to open the door.
18:25Breakfast?
18:27Breakfast.
18:32There's only eggs and cheese. We can make omelette if you want.
18:39Okay.
19:10What are you doing?
19:12I drank them all.
19:14If I don't open the door, I'll die here.
19:19Feriha, come on.
19:21Feriha, come on. You'll vomit.
19:23You'll vomit, Feriha.
19:27I won't vomit.
19:39I won't vomit.
20:09Feriha, come on.
20:17Can you put water in this?
20:21I'll make breakfast with you.
20:24I'm hungry. You have to eat something.
20:27I won't eat anything.
20:29Okay.
20:34Emir, are you trying to make me crazy?
20:37As if nothing happened.
20:39As if we haven't done anything to each other since yesterday.
20:42Are we going to sit like this and have breakfast?
20:46You don't have to have breakfast.
20:48But I have to stay here until you get bored.
20:51Emir, how long?
20:53How long will this madness continue?
20:55Look, my arm is going to get a microbe.
20:58Come on, that's enough. Let's get out of here.
21:00You have to go to the doctor. Go to the doctor.
21:02I'll go to the yurt. Let's rest a little.
21:07Can't you hear me?
21:10Can't you hear my voice now?
21:13Can't you hear this?
21:20Look, Emir, they're going to be curious about us.
21:22Maybe they'll think something happened to you...
21:24...and they'll come in with a knife.
21:31Emir, can you hear me?
21:33They'll see that nothing happened to me and leave.
21:34They'll see that nothing happened to me and leave.
21:37Emir, this is like a child's toy.
21:39It's not going to work.
21:42Emir, can you hear me?
21:44Really?
21:46Doesn't it make any sense that we've been talking all morning?
21:49It didn't work?
21:52Emir, it's not going to work.
21:54It's really not going to work.
21:56Okay, we'll see.
21:59You locked me up here.
22:02You're playing like a child's toy.
22:05There's no such thing as a toy, Feriha.
22:07We're here. You're here.
22:09We're not going to leave until it works.
22:12You want a toy.
22:22Then play alone like this for a while.
22:26Feriha, open the door.
22:29I'm not opening it.
22:31Let's see which door it is.
22:32I'm not opening it.
22:34Let's see which one of us is going to be more ridiculous.
22:36Look, you're the one who turned it into a game.
22:38You wanted it to be like this.
22:41Feriha, I'm not going to be stubborn with you.
22:43If you want me to open the door, you'll open the outside door.
22:47Which one are you more afraid of?
22:49Talking or listening?
22:52Tell me, which one are you running away from?
22:54Maybe I'm afraid I don't believe you.
22:57I'm afraid I don't respect myself, for example.
23:00Then don't be afraid.
23:02I'm not telling you anything I don't feel.
23:04I don't care what you feel.
23:06Because you don't care what I feel either.
23:09You never cared.
23:11I haven't heard a bigger lie than this.
23:13You cared about what others did to me, Emir.
23:16You never cared about what they did to me.
23:19It's easier to heal others' wounds, isn't it?
23:22Don't.
23:24No matter how much I hurt you, I was hurt as much.
23:27If you had been aware of what you did to me even once,
23:30we wouldn't be here right now.
23:33I wouldn't have locked you up in this house where I broke you many times.
23:37Is this the house where I broke you many times?
23:39Okay, go as far as you can.
23:42What happened to this house now?
23:44Is this the house where I came to destroy you?
23:47Is this the house where I told you, come on, just one night?
23:51Is this the house where I cleaned your mother?
23:53Shut up, Emir!
23:55Shut up!
23:57I won't shut up. You won't shut up either.
23:59Which house is this?
24:00The house where I cheated on you or the house where I cheated on you?
24:05Get out of here and tell me.
24:08You're telling me to get angry and get out of here.
24:13That's how much I mean to you.
24:16That's how much my feelings mean to you.
24:18Right now, you're not opening the door just because you're jealous,
24:21even though you're going crazy to get out of that door and give me your share.
24:23What do you want me to do?
24:27Tell me what you feel.
24:29It's not about making contact.
24:31It's about making me give up.
24:33You're talking nonsense.
24:35Feriha, get out of the back of the door.
24:37I'm not behind the door, you idiot.
24:41Feriha, I said get out.
24:47Get out.
24:49Give up.