Tell Me Lies S2 Episode 8 - Don't Struggle Like That, Or I Will Only Love You More
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00:00:00Maybe I fucked up with the LSAT because I'm burnt out.
00:00:03I don't understand.
00:00:04Sorry, miss, your card was declined.
00:00:07Dad's card?
00:00:08He must have cut it off.
00:00:09Oh, God!
00:00:10You're a mess.
00:00:11You want to make peace with your brother while getting back together with the girl who wrote
00:00:15the letter that ruined his life?
00:00:16How are you so sure that Pippa wrote it?
00:00:21I'm sorry, I'm such a fuck-up.
00:00:22I ruined my brother's life.
00:00:23I think there's something wrong with me.
00:00:26Baird dropped Katie's assault case against Chris.
00:00:29They said that there wasn't enough evidence.
00:00:31Fucking crazy how girls can just lie about shit like that.
00:00:34Katie wasn't lying.
00:00:35He did the exact same thing to me.
00:00:37Oh, God.
00:00:38This is really fucking bad.
00:00:40Your wife is right out there.
00:00:42I love you.
00:00:48Good morning, everyone.
00:00:52This thing with you and Steven, it's sick.
00:00:55What about you?
00:00:56Carrying this secret grudge against him.
00:00:59I don't think I can do this anymore.
00:01:00Do you think I am a bad person?
00:01:02Yes.
00:01:03But you still loved me.
00:01:04I know all of the worst things about you, and I still love you.
00:01:28I love you.
00:01:58I love you.
00:02:29What the fuck is this?
00:02:31What?
00:02:33These texts from Steven.
00:02:37It was a joke, Max.
00:02:39It wasn't serious.
00:02:41A joke?
00:02:43Was he just up here?
00:02:45I don't know.
00:02:47I don't know.
00:02:49I don't know.
00:02:51I don't know.
00:02:53I don't know.
00:02:55I don't know.
00:02:57Was he just up here?
00:02:59Watching?
00:03:04What the fuck is wrong with you?
00:03:07I don't know.
00:03:08I don't know what's wrong.
00:03:09I don't know.
00:03:10You don't know?
00:03:11I don't know.
00:03:12I'm sorry.
00:03:13That's your answer?
00:03:14This is disgusting.
00:03:15Max, I'm sorry.
00:03:16I'm sorry, Max.
00:03:18I bet you still think you're the victim.
00:03:20Don't you?
00:03:22Max.
00:03:53I'm throwing the bouquet at you.
00:03:55Wait, no.
00:03:57I'll throw it at Diana.
00:03:59As long as Lucy's not throwing the bouquet at Diana.
00:04:01Right.
00:04:03Strong arm of mine.
00:04:22I'm sorry.
00:04:53Fuck.
00:05:09You haven't changed at all.
00:05:11Neither have you.
00:05:23I'm sorry.
00:05:43I missed you.
00:05:53Why?
00:05:55We fit.
00:06:03I have an exam in an hour.
00:06:05Okay.
00:06:09Yeah.
00:06:11You should get some work done.
00:06:15I'll call you in a little bit?
00:06:17Yeah, yeah.
00:06:22Okay.
00:06:53Hey, it's Pippa.
00:07:01Hey, this is Bree.
00:07:03Leave a message.
00:07:23Well, that's it.
00:07:25Great work, everybody.
00:07:45Hi.
00:07:47Marion was wearing my earrings.
00:07:49Just...
00:07:52Just meet me at the condo in an hour.
00:07:54We need to talk.
00:08:08Hi.
00:08:10Hey.
00:08:12I'm so sorry that I didn't call.
00:08:14I was just worried you wouldn't pick up.
00:08:18So you ambushed me.
00:08:20Here, come in.
00:08:30How are you?
00:08:32I'm okay.
00:08:34How are you?
00:08:36I'm not...
00:08:38I'm not okay.
00:08:40I've spent the last few weeks
00:08:42just trying to convince myself
00:08:44that it was good
00:08:46that we broke up,
00:08:49but it's actually one of the best things
00:08:51that's happened to me
00:08:53in a really long time.
00:08:55And I completely fucked it up.
00:08:57And I'm so sorry.
00:08:59It's okay.
00:09:01You don't have to get upset.
00:09:03It's fine.
00:09:05I'm just so much happier with you.
00:09:07Not just happy.
00:09:09Like, better.
00:09:11I'm better.
00:09:13I make better choices.
00:09:15And you were right.
00:09:18And I can be different now.
00:09:20I know I can be different.
00:09:24You don't trust me, though.
00:09:26Oh, I do.
00:09:28I do trust you. Yes, I do.
00:09:30I do. I promise you.
00:09:32I wasn't letting myself trust you.
00:09:34I miss you.
00:09:38I miss you so much.
00:09:40I miss you.
00:09:42You do?
00:09:44Yes, of course.
00:09:47But...
00:09:49What about Steven?
00:09:53What about him?
00:09:57I need to know that you're over him.
00:09:59I can't do this
00:10:01if he's this constant thing
00:10:03just hovering above you.
00:10:05He's not.
00:10:07Look at me.
00:10:09Look at me.
00:10:11I have so much clarity.
00:10:13I have so much clarity.
00:10:15I have so much clarity right now.
00:10:17I promise you.
00:10:19I know exactly what I want.
00:10:27I love you.
00:10:35I love you.
00:10:41Shh.
00:10:45Shh.
00:10:49Yeah, I love you.
00:10:59I love you.
00:11:01I love you.
00:11:03I love you.
00:11:05God.
00:11:15Are you okay?
00:11:21Yeah.
00:11:23Yeah.
00:11:27I missed feeling you.
00:11:29Me too.
00:11:41Do you not want to do this?
00:11:44Do you not want to do this?
00:11:49No, I do.
00:12:13I love you.
00:12:44I love you.
00:12:46I love you.
00:12:48I love you.
00:12:50I love you.
00:12:52I love you.
00:12:54I love you.
00:12:56I love you.
00:12:58I love you.
00:13:00I love you.
00:13:02I love you.
00:13:04I love you.
00:13:06I love you.
00:13:08I love you.
00:13:10I love you.
00:13:13I love you.
00:13:17Hey.
00:13:19I'm gonna go downstairs for a sec,
00:13:21but call if you need anything, okay?
00:13:23Mm-hmm.
00:13:35Hey.
00:13:37Is he okay?
00:13:39She says he's fine, but who knows?
00:13:48He'll be here soon.
00:13:54Are we gonna acknowledge what Lucy did last night?
00:13:59She was just trying to help.
00:14:01By lying about sexual assault?
00:14:04Look, I know you don't like her.
00:14:05This isn't about me not liking her.
00:14:08I just don't understand how you can be okay with her doing something so fucked up.
00:14:12Isn't that a little hypocritical?
00:14:15You're talking about excusing fucked up behavior,
00:14:19but you're dating a literal psychopath.
00:14:26I guess we shouldn't comment on each other's relationships.
00:14:29We don't actually know each other that well.
00:14:31I mean, I didn't even know you were sleeping with Wrigley again.
00:14:38Why do you care?
00:14:40I don't.
00:14:44Maybe I just don't understand any of this stuff.
00:14:47You said it yourself, I'm not a girl's girl.
00:14:49Maybe that's why I don't understand why your best friend would co-opt your fucking assault.
00:14:53Well, at least Lucy gives a shit.
00:14:56Look at how you are with Steven.
00:14:57I know you see through his shit, but you're with him anyway.
00:15:00You don't care what Steven does to other people.
00:15:04Well, maybe Lucy wouldn't have had to tell her idiotic lie
00:15:06if you had handled things differently in the first place.
00:15:09If you had just told people what Chris did to you,
00:15:11none of this would have happened.
00:15:14I'm sorry, I...
00:15:17I don't really think that.
00:15:18Honestly, I don't care what you think.
00:15:23You keep inserting yourself into this,
00:15:25but it is not my responsibility to make you feel like you did something right
00:15:31or that you helped me through this.
00:15:33This has never been anyone else's business but mine.
00:15:36And honestly, I'm just too fucking exhausted to keep pretending like it is.
00:15:46He just got here.
00:15:47Great. Tell him I said hi.
00:16:03Hi.
00:16:12Hey.
00:16:13Hey.
00:16:14Thanks for coming.
00:16:25Come in.
00:16:29Hey.
00:16:33Hey.
00:16:36Diana said you wouldn't get here until like 12.30.
00:16:38Yeah, it's 12.45.
00:16:41Oh, oh. Okay.
00:16:45Thanks for coming.
00:16:48Diana wouldn't really take no for an answer.
00:16:51She said you were in pretty bad shape.
00:16:58Listen, I don't know how things got so fucked up, but I'm sorry.
00:17:01And, um...
00:17:04I don't really want you to hate me anymore, so...
00:17:08Last year was so humiliating for me.
00:17:12And you let that happen.
00:17:14No, I didn't.
00:17:15You told Pippa, who told everyone.
00:17:18Well, I was fucking drowning with it, Drew.
00:17:22I didn't tell Pippa because I thought she'd repeat it.
00:17:24I told her because I couldn't breathe.
00:17:27Because I was...
00:17:28Hey, I was worried about you.
00:17:30And I spent every day thinking about how I could help you.
00:17:33And I just fucking felt like I was failing at it every day.
00:17:38So I'm sorry.
00:17:39And I hate myself every day for it.
00:17:47I didn't think you really gave a shit.
00:17:50What the fuck are you talking about?
00:17:51I called you like 50 times.
00:17:53You could leave stupid voicemails or make a joke like there was nothing wrong.
00:17:56You want me to be serious in a voicemail?
00:18:02I love you.
00:18:04I mean, I just figured you were fine.
00:18:06You're always doing fine.
00:18:09No, it's been the saddest I've ever been in my life, dude.
00:18:18Okay.
00:18:20Dude.
00:18:23Shut up, dude.
00:18:24No, you shut up, dude.
00:18:26Okay.
00:18:31Well, you want to get out of here? You want to get a drink or something?
00:18:33Yeah, okay.
00:18:36She found them in my pocket. I had to say they were a gift for her.
00:18:38I know, I know. I'm so sorry.
00:18:43You wanted her to find them?
00:18:49Why?
00:18:51Because I saw you out there with her.
00:18:55And you just were acting so normal.
00:19:00And I just...
00:19:01It just...
00:19:02It made me crazy. I don't know.
00:19:06I'm sorry.
00:19:08I just thought that...
00:19:10I thought maybe if she knew, she could make the decision for herself.
00:19:15What decision?
00:19:20To leave me?
00:19:24I want more.
00:19:28I want to do real stuff together.
00:19:31I want to be in public with you and...
00:19:33And...
00:19:35Holidays.
00:19:39You said you love me.
00:19:41I do love you.
00:19:42Well, then you should want that stuff too.
00:19:45Listen, Bree.
00:19:47What you're asking of me...
00:19:50It's not realistic.
00:19:52And what about what you're asking of me?
00:19:55You think it's realistic that I could just hang out in this apartment forever?
00:19:59No, no. That's not realistic either.
00:20:06Come here.
00:20:15I'm sorry.
00:20:17You don't have to be sorry.
00:20:21You could...
00:20:22You could make this better.
00:20:24You know, people leave their marriages all the time.
00:20:26But I'm not leaving mine.
00:20:34Listen to me.
00:20:40We can't do this anymore.
00:20:42No, don't say that.
00:20:43I'm sorry. I'm so sorry about the earrings.
00:20:46It's not about the earrings.
00:20:49This isn't good for you.
00:20:52So you just...
00:20:53Why? You want to stop seeing each other?
00:20:55I think we have to.
00:20:57You would just be okay to just...
00:21:02Not see me anymore?
00:21:03No, I'm sure I will absolutely fucking hate it.
00:21:14I have to leave.
00:21:16I have a class.
00:21:18You can stay here until you're ready if you need a moment to, you know, gather yourself.
00:21:29But I'll need to take your key.
00:21:39There's your key, sweetheart.
00:21:42It's in my bag.
00:21:49Excuse me for a while
00:21:52While I'm wide-eyed
00:21:54And I'm so damn cold in the middle
00:22:01I've excused you for a while
00:22:05While I'm wide-eyed
00:22:07And I'm so damn cold in the middle
00:22:15You can stay here as long as you need.
00:22:19But, Brie, when you leave, you won't be able to get back in.
00:22:27Okay?
00:22:37Excuse me for a while
00:22:39Turn a blind eye
00:22:41I really am so sorry.
00:22:42And I'm so damn cold in the middle
00:22:49Have you wandered for a while
00:22:53I have a feeling I'm deep down your cord in the middle
00:23:12Your clothes are vibrating.
00:23:16I'll get it later.
00:23:19You want to do something later?
00:23:22Uh, yeah. Yeah, definitely.
00:23:25There's a Christmas party at Woodley. I think everyone's going.
00:23:32It might be kind of crowded, though, you know?
00:23:35Yeah. Well, it is a party, so...
00:23:39You're right. Yeah.
00:23:43If it sucks, we'll just leave.
00:23:47Okay.
00:23:49Yeah. I'm just gonna...
00:23:52I'm gonna head to mine and shower and get presentable.
00:23:58All right.
00:24:09Hi.
00:24:11What are you doing?
00:24:13We need to talk.
00:24:25Um...
00:24:28You know how much I care about you?
00:24:33You've been the biggest thing in my life for almost four years.
00:24:38Four years?
00:24:40I just...
00:24:43I just don't think I feel the same way anymore.
00:24:48And I respect you too much to keep faking it. Diana, I'm so sorry.
00:24:54So this is how you do it.
00:24:59I'm sorry.
00:25:02I hate that I'm hurting you like this.
00:25:06I know. I know.
00:25:09You're angry.
00:25:10This isn't anger.
00:25:15You don't feel anything right now, do you?
00:25:20Of course I do.
00:25:23I loved you. I'm actually sick to my stomach.
00:25:26Stop fucking pretending.
00:25:37Okay.
00:25:40There's literally nothing, is there?
00:25:45You were so desperate to keep me when I was impressive, but as soon as I show even a little weakness, you're out.
00:25:54I guess that's who I am.
00:26:07Fuck.
00:26:28I did not mean to get this drunk so early.
00:26:30So how's everything been going? What's going on with girls? You been pounding the pavement?
00:26:34No, that's not what that means.
00:26:36Been riding the baloney pony? Attacking the pink fortress?
00:26:40Oh, man. I miss you, man.
00:26:47Oh, wait. You want one of these?
00:26:50What is it?
00:26:51Penculus for my knee.
00:26:52Yeah, I'll just take half for now.
00:26:58So how's everyone? How's Steven?
00:27:00He's been annoying me lately.
00:27:03What is it? Speak, young lad.
00:27:05No, nothing. He was just really there for me last year.
00:27:13How about you? How are you and girls?
00:27:15How am I and girls? Well, let's see.
00:27:20I'm kind of hanging out with someone, but I really pissed her off.
00:27:27Should you call her and apologize?
00:27:30Girls do love it when you call them while drinking.
00:27:33Oh, dude. She'll love it.
00:27:35All right, we're gonna do it.
00:27:40I'll be back.
00:27:53Hey, don't forget to say you're sorry.
00:28:00How'd it go?
00:28:01I crushed it. I left her a voicemail and I was incredibly romantic.
00:28:11You okay?
00:28:12Yeah, yeah. Just seeing who's here.
00:28:30Hey.
00:28:36So, is Diana okay?
00:28:38She'll be fine.
00:28:42You know, I was thinking about calling Bree.
00:28:49You've got to be fucking kidding me.
00:28:53I didn't know they were back together.
00:28:55They're not. I fucked her this morning.
00:28:58What?
00:28:59This is such bullshit.
00:29:02Hey, hey, Steven. No, no, no, no, no.
00:29:04No, I don't think this is a good idea.
00:29:08Wow, look at you two.
00:29:11Oh, for fuck's sake.
00:29:12I know. Right?
00:29:15Steven, I'm begging you to please leave us alone.
00:29:19Lucy, I've got to talk to you for a second alone. Please.
00:29:24No, I'm... I'm here with Leo.
00:29:30Hey, look, man. Come on. We don't need to start anything with Leo.
00:29:42Okay.
00:29:44Okay.
00:29:45Okay.
00:29:52Uh, hey, I'm gonna grab some beers for the road.
00:29:54Yes, great. I'll meet you out back.
00:29:56Cool.
00:30:08Hey, guys.
00:30:10Sorry, my bad. Didn't mean to start anything. Leo, all good.
00:30:13I'm not shaking your hand.
00:30:15That's not very nice, but...
00:30:16Let's just go. Come on.
00:30:17Okay.
00:30:21Leo?
00:30:23Leo, just so you know.
00:30:26I fucked Lucy this morning.
00:30:28Right. You gotta get out of my face.
00:30:30Red underwear, lacy white trim. It was kind of seasonal.
00:30:37Can I ask you something?
00:30:39I had my come days.
00:31:04Bottoms up.
00:31:05I love you so much.
00:31:10Leo!
00:31:13Leo, get the fuck off of him!
00:31:15Get off of him!
00:31:16Stop trying to fucking do something!
00:31:19Leo!
00:31:23Are you fucking kidding?
00:31:24I mean, get the fuck off of him!
00:31:27Get him!
00:31:28Get him!
00:31:31Stephen!
00:31:33Stephen!
00:31:34My God, what the fuck is wrong with you?
00:31:37Fuck!
00:31:38I'm sorry.
00:31:39I'm sorry.
00:31:40He wasn't even fighting back.
00:31:41I'm sorry.
00:31:42What the fuck?
00:31:43Hey, you're okay.
00:31:46Okay, somebody get me a towel or ice or something, please.
00:31:56Meow.
00:31:58Meow.
00:32:09Meow.
00:32:24Hey.
00:32:26How are you?
00:32:28I need to talk to you.
00:32:31In person.
00:32:33Please, just one last time.
00:32:39Hi.
00:32:40Hey.
00:32:41Come in.
00:32:46Is this okay, that we're here?
00:32:47Hey, Marianne's in class all morning.
00:32:51How are you?
00:32:52I feel terrible about everything.
00:32:55I'm fine.
00:32:57I thought about everything that you said, and you're right.
00:33:03Everything that I was asking for is insane, and I don't need it.
00:33:09This is enough for me.
00:33:11I don't need any of that other stuff.
00:33:12Bree, Bree, that's not what you said before.
00:33:15But that's what I'm saying now.
00:33:19I don't want to keep hurting you.
00:33:21I'm fine.
00:33:23I'm fine, I swear.
00:33:26It's going to be worse not seeing you at all.
00:33:32Aren't you going to miss this?
00:33:47Look how stupid you make me.
00:33:50Come on.
00:34:01I'm going to shower.
00:34:04Join me.
00:34:08I like smelling like you.
00:34:19I like smelling like you.
00:34:50I'm going to shower.
00:35:01Fuck.
00:35:04Fuck, fuck, fuck.
00:35:07Oh, fuck.
00:35:09Oh, my God.
00:35:10Oh, my God.
00:35:14Oh, my God.
00:35:15Oh, my God.
00:35:16Oh, fuck.
00:35:17Please, just, please, okay, calm down, Brie, please.
00:35:21Okay?
00:35:22Calm down.
00:35:24I don't know what to do.
00:35:25You don't need to do anything.
00:35:27Okay?
00:35:30I'm sorry.
00:35:34Where is he?
00:35:36In the bathroom?
00:35:36Yeah, just give me a second.
00:35:47Okay.
00:36:10Hey.
00:36:14What's going on?
00:36:18Okay, I'll let the two of you talk.
00:36:21I'll be downstairs.
00:36:27What the fuck is going on?
00:36:31Let's,
00:36:34let's talk, come here.
00:36:43Here's the thing, Brie.
00:36:45Marianne and I,
00:36:48well, I wasn't entirely honest with you about our marriage.
00:36:54What, are you not married?
00:36:56No, we're married.
00:36:58Okay.
00:36:58But we,
00:37:03we have an open marriage.
00:37:06What does that mean?
00:37:08That we're together, we share a life together,
00:37:12but we are allowed to be with other people.
00:37:18I don't understand.
00:37:20It's something that works for us.
00:37:23So did Marianne
00:37:27know about us?
00:37:31Yes.
00:37:35For how long?
00:37:38Always.
00:37:42Wait.
00:37:46Wait, that doesn't make any sense.
00:37:51No, why would you lie about something like that?
00:37:55I guess I thought it was part of the fantasy for you.
00:37:57That's complete bullshit.
00:38:01Was it some kind of fantasy for you?
00:38:03No, of course not.
00:38:04Pretending like it was some big secret,
00:38:06making me look like an idiot?
00:38:07Do you guys get off on that?
00:38:09Of course not, and I need you to calm down.
00:38:11You're getting yourself riled up.
00:38:12Don't do that to me.
00:38:14You don't get to fuck me like I'm an adult
00:38:15and then talk to me like I'm a child.
00:38:20Why would you do this to me?
00:38:23All right.
00:38:25You wanna talk like adults, fine,
00:38:27but then you need to be fair.
00:38:29You came to the bar looking for me that night,
00:38:32and then you came to my office and asked me to kiss you,
00:38:34and then when I told you it was a bad idea,
00:38:36you showed up at my car.
00:38:38So I'm sorry.
00:38:39No one did anything to you.
00:38:41You made a series of choices.
00:38:42I never would have agreed to this
00:38:44if I knew what it actually was.
00:38:47I thought that it was something special.
00:38:49It was special.
00:38:51Something special between you and me.
00:38:54But this, this was something between you two.
00:38:59There wasn't any part of this that was mine.
00:39:02I'm sorry.
00:39:10Do you, do you talk to her about me?
00:39:15I talk to you about her, don't I?
00:39:18Oh my God.
00:39:22I think this is the meanest thing
00:39:23anyone's ever done to me.
00:39:25I highly fucking doubt that, given your history.
00:39:32No.
00:39:36I obviously, I never meant for you to get hurt in this,
00:39:40and I'm sorry.
00:39:57Brie.
00:39:59You are a very fucked up person.
00:40:02Come on now.
00:40:04You prefer it when I was just some clueless wife,
00:40:07having her life ruined behind her back
00:40:09while you fucked her husband?
00:40:12Look, I know this seems like the end of the world,
00:40:16but you will get over this.
00:40:21Probably sooner than you think.
00:40:23And then you will be fine.
00:40:25How the fuck would you know if I'll be fine?
00:40:29Because eventually you won't have a choice.
00:40:33Do you actually like this?
00:40:36Or did he just convince you that you do?
00:40:38Because I bet you fucking hate it.
00:40:40Well, you're entitled to your opinion.
00:40:45But all I can say is that,
00:40:50I know more than you do.
00:40:53I know more about your relationship
00:40:56than you know about mine.
00:41:01So do you know the things he said to me?
00:41:04What did he say to you?
00:41:06He told me he loved me.
00:41:10Did he tell you that?
00:41:15Well, that means different things to different people.
00:41:20And I can assure you means something very different to him
00:41:23than it does to you.
00:41:25So you tell yourself.
00:41:26Listen, I can tell you're trying to hurt me, Bree.
00:41:29But you're not going to succeed.
00:41:34Because I've already felt all the things that you're feeling.
00:41:39Trust me.
00:41:45And Bree,
00:41:46I believe these are yours.
00:42:04Fuck.
00:42:05I know.
00:42:08I love you.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:12I love you.
00:42:13Fuck.
00:42:15I know.
00:42:17I mean, I have always wanted to see Steven get his ass kicked,
00:42:19but that sounds scary.
00:42:21What's scary?
00:42:24Is he, like,
00:42:25okay?
00:42:27I don't know.
00:42:28Evan took him home.
00:42:33Pippa.
00:42:36Yep.
00:42:37We okay?
00:42:43Hey.
00:42:45What's wrong?
00:42:46Hey.
00:42:53What happened?
00:43:01Fuck my skull.
00:43:03Oh.
00:43:06Fuck my skull.
00:43:12Ugh.
00:43:18Oh.
00:43:20Shit.
00:43:21Oh.
00:43:24Hey.
00:43:27Drew, wake up, buddy. Threw up.
00:43:29Drew.
00:43:30Come on, wake up, buddy.
00:43:31We gotta clean it up.
00:43:39Drew.
00:43:41Drew, hey.
00:43:42Hey, hey, hey.
00:43:43Drew.
00:43:45Drew.
00:43:48Drew, hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:43:50Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
00:43:51Hey, hey.
00:43:52Come on, come on, come on, come on.
00:43:54Come on.
00:43:55Come on.
00:43:56Come on.
00:43:57Come on.
00:43:58Fuck.
00:44:01Hey.
00:44:02Hey, can somebody, can somebody help?
00:44:17I just can't believe they were both in on it.
00:44:19That's fuckin' disgusting.
00:44:21Yeah.
00:44:22Freaks.
00:44:22They are, yeah.
00:44:24They are fucking freaks.
00:44:28You smell like a middle-aged man.
00:44:33That's his cologne.
00:44:35Ew.
00:44:41Okay. I'll be right back.
00:44:44You good?
00:44:45Yeah.
00:44:46Oh, I'm good. Hey, don't plot the murder without me.
00:44:59Okay. What do you want to do?
00:45:02I don't know.
00:45:08Sorry.
00:45:09No, it's okay.
00:45:13My God. Maybe you should pick up.
00:45:18Hi.
00:45:21What? What do you mean?
00:45:23Wrigley. Wrigley. Wrigley. I can't. I can't.
00:45:26Wrigley. Wrigley. Wrigley. I can't. I can't understand you, okay?
00:45:29Just calm down. Just try to breathe, okay?
00:45:31What?
00:45:32What's happening?
00:45:34What?
00:45:35What do you mean?
00:45:36What's going on?
00:45:37Holy shit.
00:45:57Uh, my parents are on their way.
00:46:04I have these painkillers, and, um...
00:46:09I gave him a couple, and he was splitting them in half.
00:46:13But they, uh, they were time-release.
00:46:17And I guess you can't do that with a time-release pill.
00:46:21I guess that can kill you.
00:46:24Uh, they'll know for sure when they do the autopsy.
00:46:33I don't know how I'm gonna look at my mom.
00:46:38Wrigley, it's not your fault.
00:46:40Whose fault is it, then? I mean, I'm the one who gave him the pills,
00:46:43and I'm the one who ruined his life last year, so...
00:46:54You okay?
00:47:00I was awful to Drew.
00:47:04I made his life hell last year.
00:47:10And then I wrote that letter, and none of this would have happened
00:47:12if I hadn't written that fucking letter.
00:47:15I'm sorry.
00:47:16I'm sorry.
00:47:17I'm sorry.
00:47:18I'm sorry.
00:47:19I'm sorry.
00:47:20I'm sorry.
00:47:21I'm sorry.
00:47:22I wrote and written that fucking letter.
00:47:23It's not your fault.
00:47:24Yes, everything that's gone wrong since last year started with that.
00:47:26That isn't true, Lizzie.
00:47:27It is. It's been one disaster after another,
00:47:30and now Wrigley thinks it's his fault.
00:47:32I can't just let him think that. I can't.
00:47:36It's my fault.
00:47:38You see what I'm talking about? This is not your fault.
00:47:41I have to tell Wrigley.
00:47:42I have to. I have to tell him, Mr.
00:47:44You know what, Lizzie, it's crazy.
00:47:45You can't throw yourself under the bus like that.
00:47:47That won't help, anymore.
00:47:48I can't not exist with a secret anymore.
00:47:50secret anymore you don't understand I keep I keep trying to make up for the
00:47:56shit I did last year no no Wrigley's life is ruined I literally ruined his
00:48:00life and he thinks it's all his fault how am I supposed to live with that I
00:48:04don't know I don't know but you just will okay you'll learn to live with it
00:48:07you really believe that yes I know it
00:48:16well you and I are very different then Lucy Lucy Lucy hey Wrigley I am I have
00:48:24to tell you something that's about me it's about the letter last year I wrote
00:48:28the letter the one that got you in trouble that was me I'm so sorry I'm so
00:48:34sorry man I just can't let you blame yourself for it
00:48:39Drew was he was he was getting worse every day he was saying this crazy like
00:48:45suicidal shit and he was coming to me and he was asking me for help I didn't
00:48:50want to tell you because you weren't okay either you were dealing with your
00:48:52own you know shit I finally I just thought someone needed to step in and
00:48:58and help and that the school would help I had no idea this was gonna get so
00:49:03fucked up like it did I'm so sorry I understand if you can't forgive me but I
00:49:08fucking love you Wrigley and I'm so sorry
00:49:30okay
00:49:34okay
00:49:39you mean I never meant for this to happen I'm sorry I know thank you for
00:49:46telling me I'm so sorry
00:49:58I can't believe you did that
00:50:03I love you
00:50:08you
00:50:23thank you have a good Christmas
00:50:28hey hi I've been meaning to call you
00:50:42it's Wrigley doing all right I don't know how someone comes back from that
00:50:53well I'm have a good Christmas
00:50:59yeah you too
00:51:11hey I just want to say I fucking love you so much I'm so in love with you and
00:51:19I'm sorry about everything I put you through because you're just you're so
00:51:23great you're so great and I love you and tomorrow I'm gonna come
00:51:30I love you
00:51:49I just want to say I fucking love you so much
00:52:09just returning this thank you thank you for helping with this but I think it's
00:52:16probably for the best that you're not in any of my classes moving forward yeah
00:52:23yeah me too and for what it's worth I was relieved he didn't meet you first
00:52:36I love a freak
00:52:45hey hey good interview sorry I don't know why I start actually there is
00:52:56something that I wanted to talk to you about okay I know about this older guy
00:53:02that Bree's been seeing?
00:53:04Yeah.
00:53:05Who is he?
00:53:10I'm not going to tell you that, Evan.
00:53:12And it's over now, anyway.
00:53:13It's done.
00:53:15Seriously?
00:53:17Oh, I mean, that's great.
00:53:21That's really good.
00:53:22I've been so worried about her.
00:53:24Yeah, it really fucked her up.
00:53:25You know it was all our fault, right?
00:53:47Well, you've obviously had an amazing semester.
00:53:52With your phenomenal LSAT score and this admissions essay,
00:53:56I'd say you have a perfect shot at Yale Early Admission.
00:54:00It's good work, Diana.
00:54:07Yeah, I called last week about my card ending in 5320.
00:54:11Yeah, I thought I lost it, so I asked for a hold to be put on it,
00:54:14but I actually found it, so you can lift the hold.
00:54:17Great, thanks.
00:54:22Hey, Daddy.
00:54:24Hey, honey.
00:54:28You good?
00:54:30Yeah, ready to get home, though.
00:54:32I miss my bed so much.
00:54:34I'll bet.
00:54:42So, how did Steven take the breakup?
00:54:45He'll be all right.
00:54:47You know, Steven and I had to make him think it was his idea.
00:54:52Smart.
00:54:55Unsentimental
00:54:58Travelling around
00:55:01Sure of myself
00:55:04Sure of it now
00:55:06You stand this close to me
00:55:09Like the future was supposed to be
00:55:12In the eyes of the grocery
00:55:15In the blocks of my mind
00:55:16Really nice work this semester, Evan.
00:55:18Thank you, Professor.
00:55:20Enjoy your holidays.
00:55:24If I'd forgotten
00:55:27Could you tell
00:55:29Is this it? Yeah? Yeah.
00:55:31In the shadow of your first attack
00:55:32I was questioning and looking back
00:55:35You said, baby, we don't speak of that
00:55:38Like I really used to care
00:55:40Free!
00:55:41Fuck! Fuck!
00:55:42Shit.
00:55:43Go, go, go, go, go, go.
00:55:45If I'd forgotten
00:55:48Could you tell
00:55:51In the shadow of your first attack
00:55:53I was questioning and looking back
00:55:56Like I really used to care
00:56:01So, you and Lucy...
00:56:04You think it's serious this time?
00:56:07It was always serious.
00:56:10Just got a little...
00:56:12Distracted.
00:56:17Look, I need to talk to you, man.
00:56:19Okay.
00:56:22Uh...
00:56:25You really been there for me this semester.
00:56:28And seeing you come clean with Wrigley, you know?
00:56:35I'd have to tell you something.
00:56:41When I cheated on Bree last year
00:56:45It was with Lucy.
00:56:47It was the night of the Hawaiian party.
00:56:50I thought you two were over.
00:56:52I'm really sorry, man.
00:56:53I'm really sorry.
00:56:54I should have told you.
00:57:01You...
00:57:02You and Lucy...
00:57:16Let me get some air.
00:57:21Okay.
00:57:32Hey, Lydia, right?
00:57:37Jesus, what happened to your face?
00:57:39Oh, long, long story.
00:57:41Got it.
00:57:42Long story.
00:57:43I'm just helping my brother pack his stuff up.
00:57:46Oh, nice.
00:57:48I honestly regret all the stuff that I said to you.
00:57:51Why's that?
00:57:53Because Lucy's told me so much shit about you
00:57:56And I've realized that you can't believe anything that comes out of Lucy's mouth.
00:58:00I mean, she honestly just hates men, apparently.
00:58:03And I am...
00:58:06I'm sorry if I was an asshole based on the shit that she told me.
00:58:10No, no, I'm done here.
00:58:12Well, anyway, have a good holiday.
00:58:16Yeah, you too.
00:58:21Maybe I'll see you around sometime.
00:58:24Hey, man.
00:58:46I'm freaking out.
00:58:48I really need to know if you can forgive me for this.
00:58:51I'm trying to understand.
00:58:54So...
00:58:56When you cheated on Bree last summer...
00:58:59That was with Lucy.
00:59:01That's what you're saying?
00:59:04You and Lucy had sex?
00:59:07Yeah.
00:59:09I'm really sorry, man.
00:59:17You know what?
00:59:20We're good.
00:59:22Seriously?
00:59:24Yeah.
00:59:25Clean slate.
00:59:26Just keep this between you and me.
00:59:28Please.
00:59:30And you're not gonna, like, tell Bree and try and ruin my life?
00:59:35No.
00:59:37Not today.
00:59:39Come here, man.
00:59:44Hey, there you are.
00:59:46Hey.
00:59:47I was just saying goodbye to him.
00:59:49Oh.
00:59:50Please.
01:00:17I love you.
01:00:19I love you.
01:00:21I love you.
01:00:23I love you.
01:00:25I love you.
01:00:27I love you.
01:00:29I love you.
01:00:31I love you.
01:00:33I love you.
01:00:35I love you.
01:00:37I love you.
01:00:39I love you.
01:00:41I love you.
01:00:43I love you.
01:00:45I love you.
01:00:47I love you.
01:01:05I guess it's probably time for me to let go of that crush I've been holding on to for a decade.
01:01:12Might be time.
01:01:15Where's Steven?
01:01:17Well, I don't know, actually.
01:01:19Evan hasn't been able to get a hold of him.
01:01:23That's weird.
01:01:30I should probably go check on the bride.
01:01:33See ya.
01:01:35Sorry.
01:01:36Excuse me.
01:01:45Kind of scary when you don't know where he is.
01:02:08No, it's fine.
01:02:09I think so.
01:02:11Okay.
01:02:15Okay.
01:02:21Oh my god.
01:02:23You look so beautiful.
01:02:25Thanks.
01:02:26I just want everything to be perfect.
01:02:29It will be.
01:02:31One last look in the mirror.
01:02:33Okay.
01:02:57I'm just trying to make sense of everything.
01:03:02So, last summer when he cheated on Bree, that was with Lucy.
01:03:08That's what you're saying?
01:03:10So you and Lucy had sex?
01:03:15Yeah.
01:03:17I'm so sorry, man.
01:03:24You know what?
01:03:27We're good.
01:03:29Seriously?
01:03:31Yeah.
01:03:32Clean slate.
01:03:34Just keep this between you and me.
01:03:36Please.
01:03:39You're not gonna, like, tell Bree and ruin my life?
01:03:43No.
01:03:44No.
01:03:46Not today.
01:03:48I'm sorry.
01:04:07You ready?
01:04:18Yeah.
01:04:48Okay.