The Liar - Harry Hamlin - SUSPENSEFUL - Full Movie in English
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00:00:00I know, I know, I had to hold down the honk front.
00:00:03Room four, they've been waiting.
00:00:07Well, now where's my patient?
00:00:09Oh, oh, that arm is definitely broken.
00:00:13We're going to have to operate immediately.
00:00:15No, I'm the patient, it's my leg.
00:00:18Oh, well, in that case, let me take a look.
00:00:22Hmm, let's see, how's that feeling?
00:00:30Pass the puck, Kenny, you're not alone out there.
00:00:38Come on, Ryan, don't give up.
00:00:42Yes, yes, all right, yes.
00:00:47Beautiful shot, Ryan, beautiful shot.
00:00:50Come here, give me a hug.
00:00:52Dad.
00:00:53All right, give me five.
00:00:56Hey, Graham, good game, huh?
00:00:58Especially good, because you didn't quit when
00:01:00it looked like they had you.
00:01:01Let's go surprise your mom.
00:01:03Gentle Romeo, if thou dost love, pronounce it faithfully.
00:01:09I don't know if you love him or you're
00:01:10looking for an escape route.
00:01:13I need you to look him in the eye, OK?
00:01:15Arthur, Arthur.
00:01:18Oh, Arthur's been dead for 400 years.
00:01:20Director, director.
00:01:22What do I owe this?
00:01:24To my undying love for thee.
00:01:27Plus, he's leaving town again tomorrow.
00:01:29Plus, I'm leaving town again tomorrow.
00:01:32And you're feeling guilty.
00:01:35Oh.
00:01:36But I also adore you, and I wanted to do
00:01:39something special to prove it.
00:01:42Note that I looked her in the eye.
00:01:52You've been doing this a lot lately, Cameron.
00:01:54Doing what?
00:01:56These trips.
00:01:58I couldn't really say anything before at school,
00:02:00but I'm getting tired of it.
00:02:04Yeah, well, it's the way I keep current.
00:02:06I mean, these things aren't exactly a laugh a minute.
00:02:09They're all technical.
00:02:11I know, I know.
00:02:12It's just sometimes I feel like even when we're together,
00:02:16we're really not.
00:02:18Between my work and your work and the boys,
00:02:22it just seems like I need you to be here more.
00:02:28And when you are, I need you to focus on me, on us.
00:02:34You're right.
00:02:36We both do.
00:02:38We need to slow down.
00:02:40Right.
00:02:41Right.
00:02:43We need to listen to each other.
00:02:44Exactly.
00:02:45Mm-hmm.
00:02:48Share each other's thoughts.
00:02:50So you don't want me to drop you off?
00:02:53No, I'll just put it in long-term parking.
00:02:55Where are you staying?
00:02:56Fairmark.
00:02:57I'll call you when I get there.
00:02:58Mwah.
00:03:00Have fun.
00:03:01Right.
00:03:03Cardiologists went to Maui.
00:03:04The OB-GYNs went to Vegas.
00:03:07Mine's in Pittsburgh.
00:03:08Woof, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof.
00:03:12Your attention, please.
00:03:13Flight 2210 to Boston is now leaving at gate 20.
00:03:17Oh.
00:03:20Pittsburgh.
00:03:21Unfortunately.
00:03:24Well, if it's any consolation that we're delayed,
00:03:26it's as painful for us as it is for you.
00:03:30I'm a flight attendant.
00:03:32No uniform.
00:03:33Off duty.
00:03:34Tiffany.
00:03:36Cameron.
00:03:38What would you like?
00:03:39A double cap.
00:03:41Are you together?
00:03:42Yes.
00:03:43Let me get this.
00:03:45Espresso.
00:03:47So what's taking you to Pittsburgh?
00:03:50Medical confab.
00:03:52I'm an orthopedic surgeon.
00:03:55Where are you headed?
00:03:56We're delayed together.
00:04:00So, well, since you're in your civvies,
00:04:03I'm assuming this is a pleasure trip?
00:04:05Oh, I don't know.
00:04:07That remains to be seen.
00:04:09Oh, hey, want some cake?
00:04:11Oh, no.
00:04:13I'm on that protein thing.
00:04:15Oh.
00:04:16You make that yourself, too, didn't you?
00:04:19OK, you've got to cut that stuff out.
00:04:20You're making the rest of us look really bad.
00:04:24Must have been a saint in a past life.
00:04:26Why do you say that?
00:04:27Well, let me see.
00:04:29That face, two teenage boys who've never been arrested,
00:04:33and a gorgeous husband who completely worships you.
00:04:38What, they have been arrested?
00:04:40No, thank God.
00:04:42What's up, Deb?
00:04:45Cameron's gone a lot.
00:04:48You know, he's constantly at the hospital.
00:04:49He's there every night.
00:04:50And when he comes home, he locks himself in his office
00:04:53and he sits in front of his damn computer.
00:04:55Have you talked to him about it?
00:04:57I did, I did.
00:04:58But, um, you know, I sound like a nag.
00:05:01Because when he is home, he's so damn sweet to me
00:05:03that I feel guilty having any negative thoughts.
00:05:06Well, look, the guy's in a very high stress job.
00:05:09He works like a dog.
00:05:10I don't know.
00:05:12If his being overextended is your biggest complaint
00:05:14after how many years of marriage?
00:05:16Count my blessings.
00:05:18I know, and just let the rest slide.
00:05:20Yeah, up to a point.
00:05:21Are you going to finish that cake?
00:05:23What about your protein diet?
00:05:24Oh, there's got to be some protein in there somewhere.
00:05:26Ha!
00:05:27Ha ha!
00:05:42Hi, I'm wondering if Miss Tiffany
00:05:43Sheldon has checked in.
00:05:46Yes, she has. Are you Dr. Thomas?
00:05:48Yes.
00:05:49It's a messenger for you.
00:05:50Oh.
00:05:55I'm wondering, uh, would it be possible to get
00:05:58a room, uh, adjoining Miss Sheldon's?
00:06:01I think we can manage that, yes.
00:06:05Yes, I just need to print your credit card.
00:06:09You know, um, this is my first time in Pittsburgh.
00:06:12And is there any part of town that I should avoid?
00:06:16Yes, the area around Cargrove and Adelphi is pretty bad.
00:06:19Stay away from there.
00:06:20Oh, OK.
00:06:22Thanks.
00:06:32Cargrove and Adelphi.
00:06:33I'm in a hurry.
00:06:34OK.
00:06:46Let's go.
00:06:46Let's go.
00:06:47Let's go.
00:07:14You have an hour.
00:07:18Convention.
00:07:19Figures.
00:07:21Well, how was that?
00:07:23Well, half my clients are like you.
00:07:27Yeah?
00:07:29Looking for fun.
00:07:30You know, something different than the same old thing
00:07:32they can get back home.
00:07:35Yeah, what do you say we cut to the chase, hmm?
00:07:38What is the rush?
00:07:39You got a date?
00:07:40Well, as a matter of fact, I do.
00:07:42Yeah. Now, can we just?
00:07:43Oh, my god.
00:07:44I was just kidding.
00:07:46Let's just forget it.
00:07:47Forget it.
00:07:48OK, whoa, whoa, I'm sorry.
00:07:49I didn't mean anything.
00:07:52OK, look, you're still going to pay me, right?
00:07:55Yeah, sure, I'll pay you.
00:07:58Matter of fact, I'm going to give you a big tip.
00:08:00Really?
00:08:01Yeah.
00:08:02And here it is.
00:08:04Next time, rub more, talk less.
00:08:09Well, I've got to admit, I was a bit shocked.
00:08:11What?
00:08:12I can't think of anybody who deserves to be teacher
00:08:14of the year more than you do.
00:08:15You're sweet.
00:08:16You're biased, but you're sweet.
00:08:18When I get home at the end of the week,
00:08:20we're going to celebrate big time.
00:08:22Well, if you insist.
00:08:24I insist.
00:08:25Give the boys a big hug for me.
00:08:27I start rehearsals after school for the next few weeks,
00:08:30and Ryan needs to be picked up.
00:08:32And I was thinking on hockey nights that you could.
00:08:37Kim.
00:08:38What?
00:08:39I know you don't care about this stuff, but I need help.
00:08:42Between the boys' schedules and the day after school,
00:08:44I'm going to need help.
00:08:46I'm going to need help.
00:08:48I'm going to need help.
00:08:50I'm going to need help.
00:08:51I'm going to need help.
00:08:52I'm going to need help.
00:08:54I'm going to need help.
00:08:56Between the boys' schedule and your schedule,
00:08:58I don't have enough time to do what I need to get done.
00:09:05What's this?
00:09:07My own award for teacher of the year, mother of the year,
00:09:14wife of the year.
00:09:17It's scary.
00:09:19What is?
00:09:20How you do something like this just when I need it.
00:09:26Oh.
00:09:51Oh.
00:09:52What time is it?
00:09:537.
00:09:55Oh, my God.
00:09:56Why did you let me sleep so late?
00:09:58It's so peaceful.
00:09:59Where are you going?
00:10:00I've got an early meeting in radiology.
00:10:02Mrs. Dockard, he broke her hip again.
00:10:04Oh, poor thing.
00:10:25Morning.
00:10:26Hey.
00:10:27Did Dad leave?
00:10:28Yeah, he just left.
00:10:29Oh.
00:10:30Mm, Parkwood's here.
00:10:31Let's go, moron.
00:10:32Where are you going, moron?
00:10:35Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:10:37Bye, sweetie.
00:10:40Mom.
00:10:41Hm?
00:10:42Dad left his stuff.
00:10:43Oh, great.
00:10:44Well, I'll drop it off on my way to school.
00:10:55Cameron, come on.
00:10:56Where are you going?
00:10:57Oh, for God's sakes.
00:10:58Oh.
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00:11:54What are you doing?
00:12:15Hi there.
00:12:17Hey, come on.
00:12:22It's good to see you again.
00:12:28Ancient damnation!
00:12:30Most wicked fiend!
00:12:32Is it more sin to wish me thus forsworn, or to dispraise my lord with that same tongue which he hath praised him with above compare so many thousand times?
00:12:47Miss Thomas?
00:12:50Miss Thomas, should... should we go on?
00:12:55Uh, yeah, start at the top. I'll be right back.
00:13:05We on for next week?
00:13:07Why not? You've got your key, just let yourself in if I'm not here.
00:13:12Here you go.
00:13:17I love her.
00:13:23Hey, you said you were out here in the...
00:13:26What's wrong?
00:13:30Cameron's... it's Cameron.
00:13:33What's happened?
00:13:35I think he's having an affair.
00:13:38Are you sure?
00:13:40Well, it would explain an awful lot.
00:13:43Oh my god. I'm so sorry.
00:13:46Just tell me something. What's wrong with me? I mean, do I look old?
00:13:51Are you insane? No, there is nothing wrong with you. You're perfect, and believe me, everyone thinks so.
00:13:57Except Cameron.
00:13:59Okay, listen. You don't have the power to make him stray. That's his choice.
00:14:06And so if that's what he's done, then it's something he has to take responsibility for, not you.
00:14:11Sounds like something you got from AA.
00:14:14Are you able to finish your classes?
00:14:16I'm teacher of the year. I'll be fine.
00:14:20Does Cameron know you know?
00:14:22He will tonight.
00:14:32Surprise! Surprise!
00:14:35What's this?
00:14:36I'm helping Ryan with his merit badge.
00:14:38Oh, we're supposed to make a dinner for our parents.
00:14:40He gets another badge if you survive.
00:14:44Where's Dad?
00:14:45He came and left. Said he had a late surgery or something.
00:14:47Okay, it's done. I hope.
00:14:50Good luck.
00:14:53Okay, fellas. Tickle my taste buds.
00:15:15Orthopedics.
00:15:16This is Mrs. Thomas. I was wondering if Dr. Thomas was still there.
00:15:21I don't know, ma'am. I'll try paging him.
00:15:28Ma'am?
00:15:29Yes?
00:15:30I'm sorry, there's no answer.
00:15:45Orthopedics.
00:15:46Yes, I'm still trying to reach Dr. Thomas.
00:15:49Could you page him again for me, please?
00:15:51He was scheduled for a surgery tonight.
00:15:53Are you sure it was tonight?
00:15:55That's what he told me.
00:15:57That's odd.
00:15:58Why?
00:15:59There were no surgeries scheduled tonight.
00:16:01The ORs are closed all night to replace the sterilization equipment.
00:16:04I must have misunderstood.
00:16:06If I see him, I'll tell him you called.
00:16:09Thanks.
00:16:11If I see him, I'll tell him you called.
00:16:13Thanks.
00:16:41Joanna, what are you doing?
00:16:44Trying to find out who she is.
00:16:46What are you talking about?
00:16:48Where have you been?
00:16:49I was at the hospital. I told you.
00:16:51Yeah, right, the hospital. I know.
00:16:53The OR was shut down this evening.
00:16:56Who told you that?
00:16:58The hospital.
00:17:00Yeah, well, I forgot.
00:17:02When I got there, I went into the radiology lab to get a job on next week.
00:17:04I paged you.
00:17:08I never heard a page.
00:17:09I know you're seeing someone, Cameron.
00:17:12Where did that come from?
00:17:13Did you really think I wouldn't find out?
00:17:15Find out what?
00:17:16I want you to leave.
00:17:17You can pick up your clothes tomorrow.
00:17:19Now, wait a minute. Whatever this is, you're overreacting.
00:17:22No, overreacting would be gutting you with one of your own scalpels.
00:17:25I'm just telling you to leave.
00:17:27Now, look, whatever you think this is, you've got to talk to me.
00:17:29I know that you've been lying to me.
00:17:31Lying to you? About what?
00:17:32Well, let's start with Pittsburgh, why don't we?
00:17:34What about Pittsburgh?
00:17:35You didn't stay at the Fairmark.
00:17:37Cameron, I saw you this morning with another woman outside her apartment.
00:17:48My flight was delayed.
00:17:52And I met someone in the airport.
00:17:54A stewardess.
00:17:56Were you with her tonight, too?
00:17:58Come on, Joanna. It was stupid. It was nothing.
00:18:03I didn't mean to hurt you.
00:18:05I've never done anything like that before.
00:18:08Please, just give me another chance.
00:18:10What, to do it again? I don't think so.
00:18:12No, no, of course not.
00:18:13You know what, I can't stand to look at you right now.
00:18:17You need to go.
00:18:19Joanna, please.
00:18:22Get out.
00:18:29Okay.
00:18:31What will you tell the boys?
00:18:33What do you want me to tell them?
00:18:35Just that I'm not...
00:18:37That you're not what, Cameron?
00:18:57What do you mean?
00:18:59What do you mean Dad's moving out for a while?
00:19:02Well, we've been arguing a lot lately, and we just need a cooling off period.
00:19:06But you guys never fight.
00:19:08All couples fight, right?
00:19:09Why are you doing this? Why are you making Dad leave?
00:19:14We just need a little time to...
00:19:15Your mom needs a few days.
00:19:17Well, then you leave. If you need some time, then you leave. Dad didn't do anything.
00:19:20Josh, don't talk to your mother that way. I mean it, Josh.
00:19:23Josh!
00:19:24I hate this.
00:19:45Hello.
00:19:46Hi, it's me.
00:19:47Cameron, it's way too late to call. I'm tired. Call me tomorrow.
00:19:51Joanna, look, we can't leave this hanging in the air.
00:19:53The boys want to know when I'm coming home.
00:19:56Joanna, we have to talk.
00:20:00Oh, right. Next Friday. Fine. But not here.
00:20:03Okay. Regency room. Five o'clock.
00:20:07Fine.
00:20:22Hi.
00:20:24Hi.
00:20:27You look like two million bucks.
00:20:30Two million, huh?
00:20:31Oh, adjusting for inflation.
00:20:34You want something to drink?
00:20:35I don't have much time. I have papers to grade.
00:20:40Well, how about two minutes per year of marriage? That gives me roughly half an hour.
00:20:45Look, I'm sorry, Joanna.
00:20:50For all the years we've been together, I have never stopped loving you, not for a second.
00:20:55I wish I could believe that, Cameron.
00:21:01It was stupid.
00:21:04But it had nothing to do with you. I mean, you've got to believe me.
00:21:07It had nothing to do with us.
00:21:10But it had nothing to do with you. I mean, you've got to believe me.
00:21:13It had nothing to do with how I feel about you.
00:21:18I don't know why I did it. I mean, I...
00:21:22Maybe it's some kind of midlife thing. I don't know.
00:21:28It's like I was walking around in a fog or something.
00:21:34But I'm awake now, and I see what I did, and I feel like hell about it.
00:21:38You've got to believe me.
00:21:47Taking that aside, I mean, I...
00:21:50I've been a good husband, haven't I?
00:21:52I've been a good father.
00:21:57I gave in to temptation, Joanna.
00:22:01I risked everything for something that's totally insignificant.
00:22:08I just pray that you have the strength to forgive my weakness.
00:22:22Well, another triumph of technology.
00:22:25Probably take ten points off his handicap.
00:22:27Well, if it does, I'm going to give the surgery to myself.
00:22:32Listen, Jonas and I are going out for drinks tonight. You interested?
00:22:36I'd better head on home.
00:22:38I've kind of been in the doghouse lately.
00:22:40Joanna's just let me move back in.
00:22:43Oh, you have been keeping secrets, my man.
00:22:45When did you kick out?
00:22:47A couple weeks ago. We're patching it up now.
00:22:50Well, good luck.
00:22:53I've got three mortgages, one for each of my exes.
00:22:57I don't see my kids every other weekend,
00:22:59and my latest girlfriend just kicked me out for a personal trainer.
00:23:04So, I don't know what's happening with you,
00:23:06but don't screw up a good relationship over something stupid.
00:23:17I'm going to go on up.
00:23:21I think I'm going to work on this a little while longer.
00:23:25I could bring it upstairs with you.
00:23:27Well, I don't want the light to bother you.
00:23:29Cameron, you studied for the entire MCAT.
00:23:32With me sleeping next to you.
00:23:35I'm just trying to be thoughtful.
00:23:41Hey.
00:23:43It's over.
00:23:44I'm here with you now, okay?
00:23:48Okay.
00:23:50Okay?
00:23:51Okay. Okay.
00:24:02Okay.
00:24:27Hey.
00:24:29The new PE teacher's been asking me about you.
00:24:34Cameron and I are working things out.
00:24:37Oh.
00:24:38Well, too bad for the coach.
00:24:40Yeah.
00:24:41Good for you.
00:24:42Yeah.
00:24:45Not good for you.
00:24:47No, I'm happy about it.
00:24:48Uh-huh. I can see that.
00:24:55He said it was a one-time thing, but...
00:24:59It's just something that still just doesn't feel right to me, I don't know.
00:25:06Right.
00:25:08Well, if you're back with Cameron because you want to be, that's one thing.
00:25:12But if you're back with him because you're afraid of being alone,
00:25:15let me tell you from personal experience,
00:25:17being alone beats being with the wrong person by a long shot.
00:25:21It's not because I'm afraid of being alone.
00:25:24Okay, it's partly because of that.
00:25:27And because of the boys.
00:25:31The fact is, I still love the jerk.
00:25:35I want our marriage to work. I really do.
00:25:39Then I'm rooting for you.
00:25:43You're welcome.
00:25:49You know,
00:25:51you know,
00:25:53I'd rather talk about your fantasies than mine.
00:25:58Really?
00:26:01How does that feel?
00:26:08Mom?
00:26:10Dad?
00:26:11Does that feel good?
00:26:15Really?
00:26:16Really?
00:26:17That sounds pretty hot, though.
00:26:22Oh, baby.
00:26:26Of course I'd like that, sugar.
00:26:30So what are you doing right now?
00:26:37Josh!
00:26:39Josh!
00:26:40You hold it right there, mister.
00:26:42Can I assume that wasn't Mom you were talking to?
00:26:44Don't get smart with me.
00:26:46You ever think of knocking?
00:26:47And if I barge into your room like that, you'd be-
00:26:49I thought it was Mom's fault. I didn't understand why she-
00:26:51Well, you still don't understand.
00:26:54But you gotta trust me on this, okay?
00:26:56Hey, guys.
00:26:57Will you do that for me, please?
00:27:00Hey.
00:27:01What's wrong?
00:27:04Nothing.
00:27:08What's with him?
00:27:09I don't know.
00:27:11Hormones, I guess.
00:27:13I was thinking of running down to the gym.
00:27:15Do a quick workout.
00:27:16I have the kids coming over to rehearse.
00:27:18How long will you be?
00:27:19Not very long.
00:27:21See you later.
00:27:22Bye.
00:27:23Bye.
00:27:38My name, dear saint, is hateful to my son.
00:27:41Because it makes me an enemy of thee.
00:27:43Had I had written, I would tear the word.
00:27:45Good. Alright, let's do it again.
00:27:47And this time, remember Romeo's intent.
00:27:53Alright.
00:28:11You know what? I got some business. Take off.
00:28:17So what are you doing down here in a ride like that?
00:28:19Looking for some fun.
00:28:21You're looking for troubles more like it, huh?
00:28:24You gonna help me out or not?
00:28:29No, that's not what I'm looking for.
00:28:33I get it.
00:28:37You got 20 bucks?
00:28:45Had I had written, I would tear the word.
00:28:47Alright, good.
00:28:48Alright, let's go to act one, scene four.
00:28:52Starting with Romeo's speech, some consequence.
00:28:55Sure.
00:29:06It's okay, man. There's nothing to be afraid of.
00:29:09Come on.
00:29:11Come on.
00:29:18Come on!
00:29:27Slow down. Slow down.
00:29:29I gotta do something first.
00:29:32Some consequence, yet hanging in the stars,
00:29:34shall bitterly begin his fearful date with this night's revels,
00:29:37and expire the turn of the despised...
00:29:39Excuse me.
00:29:40Hey.
00:29:41Hey.
00:29:43Where's Dad?
00:29:44He went to the gym. He'll be back soon.
00:29:47Oh.
00:29:49Sorry.
00:29:55You feel better now, baby?
00:30:17What the hell are you even doing?
00:30:41You're supposed to be selling rock, not your sock ass!
00:30:45No!
00:30:46No, no, no, no!
00:30:47No!
00:30:48No!
00:30:49No!
00:30:50No!
00:30:51No!
00:30:52No!
00:30:53Hey!
00:30:54Hey!
00:30:55Mess with me, man!
00:31:03You're lucky I don't kill you both!
00:31:10Oh.
00:31:11Ow.
00:31:12Ow.
00:31:13Just lie still. Don't try to move.
00:31:17Ow.
00:31:18Man.
00:31:20Oh, you shouldn't have come back.
00:31:22Let me see.
00:31:24You shouldn't have come back.
00:31:27He didn't mean nothing. He's just my boyfriend.
00:31:31Ow.
00:31:32Ow.
00:31:34You're just trying to protect me.
00:31:37You're gonna be okay.
00:31:42My mom hasn't quite finished ironing my dress yet,
00:31:44so I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to wear it.
00:31:46You should check it out. Definitely.
00:31:52What time do you want us on Wednesday?
00:31:54About seven.
00:31:55Okay.
00:31:56That'd be good.
00:31:57Yeah.
00:31:58Sure.
00:32:00See you guys.
00:32:01Bye.
00:32:02Thanks for coming.
00:32:03Bye.
00:32:09Take it back!
00:32:10Why should I? It's true.
00:32:11Because if anybody's a jerk in this family, it's you.
00:32:13Hey, hey!
00:32:14You don't know anything. Why are you yelling at me?
00:32:16Guys!
00:32:17Shut up!
00:32:18Hey, what's going on?
00:32:19You started it. He called Dad a jerk.
00:32:21What's this all about?
00:32:37Cameron?
00:32:39Cameron!
00:32:40Yeah?
00:32:41Do you have any idea why Josh would be upset with you?
00:32:44No. What did he say?
00:32:46Well, he didn't say anything to me, but he told Ryan that you were a jerk.
00:32:50Well, he's 15.
00:32:54Practically everything we do embarrasses him.
00:32:56Well, maybe we should talk to him.
00:32:57Well...
00:32:59Oh, my God!
00:33:00What happened to you?
00:33:02I was just sparring with some guy at the gym.
00:33:05He pulled a Mike Tyson on me.
00:33:07Cameron, I should take you to the hospital.
00:33:08For this? No. It just needs a little ice, that's all.
00:33:11Are you sure?
00:33:13Let me get a second opinion.
00:33:16Hey, Doc. Am I going to live?
00:33:20He says I'm going to pull through.
00:33:24My ego was a little bit damaged, that's all.
00:33:26Well, it looks like it hurts.
00:33:28You sure there isn't anything I can do?
00:33:30Yeah.
00:33:33You can let me handle Josh.
00:33:39Maybe we should get a picture of me and pin it up there, huh?
00:33:44Look, Josh, I just don't want you to make a bigger deal out of what you've heard.
00:33:47I know what you want, Dad.
00:33:49Look, Josh...
00:33:50I'm not stupid, okay?
00:33:52I know Mom must have thrown you out because you were seeing another woman.
00:33:55But you lied to her.
00:33:56You told her it was over. That's why she let you come back.
00:33:59But obviously it isn't over.
00:34:00And now you want me to lie to Mom, too?
00:34:02I won't do it, okay?
00:34:03I won't do it.
00:34:04But obviously it isn't over.
00:34:05And now you want me to lie to Mom, too?
00:34:07I won't do it, okay?
00:34:09Next time she asks me, I'm going to tell her exactly why I think you're a jerk.
00:34:25Hey!
00:34:26Great season, Coach.
00:34:27Can't lose with these guys.
00:34:29Yay, Brian!
00:34:31Woo-hoo! Congratulations!
00:34:33When the NHL calls, negotiate season tickets for your grandma, okay?
00:34:38All right, let's celebrate. You choose a restaurant.
00:34:41Paradise Pizza.
00:34:43Hmm, who'd have guessed?
00:34:44Listen, I've got to swing by the hospital to do my rounds.
00:34:47Can't you put it off?
00:34:49Nah, it won't take very long.
00:34:51I'll see you in an hour.
00:34:53I'm sure you will.
00:35:00Cam, how's it going?
00:35:02Hey.
00:35:03How's it going? Still on white number one?
00:35:06Actually, now the problem's with son number one.
00:35:09Ah, well, just buy him something expensive.
00:35:11That's how I get my kids to love me.
00:35:17Josh seems a bit off lately. What's going on with him?
00:35:21He and his dad are going through something, but I don't exactly know what it is.
00:35:27Is everything okay between you two? You and Cameron, I mean?
00:35:30Yeah, more or less.
00:35:32Why, did he say something?
00:35:34No, no, nothing like that. I just...
00:35:37I don't mean to pry, I just know from personal experience that...
00:35:43Hello?
00:35:44Hi, it's me. Look, um...
00:35:47If you go ahead and order, there's a detour on Cleveland Avenue.
00:35:51Looks like some kind of downed power line or something.
00:35:54It's okay, we'll wait.
00:35:55No, no, no, you get started. I'll be there soon.
00:35:59I'm stuck in traffic.
00:36:01Hurry, okay?
00:36:17Oh, great.
00:36:30Hey there, handsome.
00:36:34What can I do for you?
00:36:36Well, there was a detour up there and I just...
00:36:39Don't be shy, honey.
00:36:41Tell me what you like and I'll do it for you, right here, right now.
00:36:47How much?
00:36:49Why don't you show me your money and we can negotiate?
00:37:00You know, I'm sorry.
00:37:03So am I.
00:37:04Get out of the car, sir.
00:37:06Wait a minute.
00:37:07Get out of the car, sir.
00:37:08Yeah, but I wasn't...
00:37:09Now!
00:37:13Put your hands behind your head. I don't want to hear it.
00:37:15Lock your hands behind your head.
00:37:16You have the right to remain silent.
00:37:18Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law.
00:37:30Oh, why not?
00:37:34His cell's not on.
00:37:55All right, let's go home.
00:37:57I'm sure he had some sort of emergency.
00:37:59I'm sure he did.
00:38:02Told you he was a jerk.
00:38:13Hello?
00:38:14Cameron.
00:38:17You're where?
00:38:27Excuse me. I'm here to see my husband.
00:38:29He's been arrested, but I'm not sure what for.
00:38:31Name?
00:38:32Dr. Cameron Thomas.
00:38:37Solicitation.
00:38:38What?
00:38:39He tried to pick up a vice cop posing as a prostitute.
00:38:42There was a sting tonight.
00:38:44That's what all these other ladies are doing here.
00:38:46They're in the same boat as you.
00:38:48Why don't you take a seat? You'll be able to see him in a few minutes.
00:38:52You just have a seat over there.
00:38:59I just hope they don't print the names in the paper.
00:39:01I thought I was going to die of pure shame last time.
00:39:04Shame? My son's boss is born again.
00:39:07He hears about this, my boy will be out of his butt so fast.
00:39:10The next fast can go back now.
00:39:14Ladies.
00:39:21Come on.
00:39:31Look, this is not what...
00:39:33How many times do you expect me to believe that?
00:39:35Oh, come on.
00:39:36A prostitute?
00:39:38You tried to pick up a prostitute?
00:39:41No, no, I didn't. I didn't.
00:39:43What the hell were you thinking?
00:39:45Look, listen.
00:39:46No, you listen to me. I feel like a fool.
00:39:49How could you do this to me and how could you do this to the boys?
00:39:55There was a detour.
00:39:57I got lost. I just stopped to ask for directions, that's all.
00:40:00What, directions to your private parts?
00:40:04Cameron, why did you call me?
00:40:06What could you possibly want from me now?
00:40:12They impounded my car.
00:40:16You wanted a ride home.
00:40:18Are you kidding me?
00:40:21Oh, you don't have a home.
00:40:23Not anymore.
00:40:26Not with me you don't.
00:40:48I love you.
00:41:18Oh, my God, he's keeping her.
00:41:48I love you.
00:42:19See you later.
00:42:30Can I help you?
00:42:33Uh, no, thanks. I'm fine.
00:42:36He's expecting you, right?
00:42:39He?
00:42:40The guy who rents this place, Mr. Thomas.
00:42:44Oh, Mr. Thomas.
00:42:49Why else would he give me a key?
00:42:51I'm only asking because you don't look like one of his regulars.
00:42:56Regulars?
00:42:59Hey, are you okay?
00:43:18I love you.
00:43:48I love you.
00:44:18I love you.
00:44:48I came here to talk to the woman that my husband was keeping.
00:44:54To ask her to leave us alone.
00:44:58But she wasn't here.
00:45:00And neither was he.
00:45:03Not my husband.
00:45:07Not the man that I loved and respected.
00:45:11Not the man that I took vows with and shared children with.
00:45:15No.
00:45:17Whoever this is, is a stranger to me.
00:45:21Come on, Joanna, listen to me.
00:45:23No, just listen to me for a second.
00:45:25Because this, I mean, I know this looks really bad, but it isn't what it seems like.
00:45:29Let go of me! Don't touch me!
00:45:31Just listen to me!
00:45:32Don't touch me!
00:45:46Hey, Mom, I can't find my math homework. Do you know where...
00:45:51Mom?
00:45:53Mom, you okay?
00:45:55Yeah, I'm fine.
00:45:58Where's Dad?
00:46:02He didn't come home last night, did he?
00:46:05Fifty bucks since the kings beat the ducks last night.
00:46:08Give me that paper.
00:46:09What?
00:46:10Give me that paper.
00:46:12What's going on?
00:46:13Dad didn't come home last night.
00:46:15Is he okay?
00:46:17Yes.
00:46:18You talked to him?
00:46:19Yes.
00:46:20What do you mean he's not coming home?
00:46:22He's not coming home. She just said that.
00:46:24This is your fault, isn't it, kiddo?
00:46:26I've seen the way you talk.
00:46:27Guys, cut it out. It's not Josh's fault.
00:46:30Well, then it's yours. You told them not to come back, didn't you?
00:46:33Why can't things just be like they were?
00:46:36I'm sorry, Rye.
00:46:38I'm glad. I hope I never see him again.
00:46:51Hey, Joanna.
00:46:53Hey, did you read the morning paper yet?
00:46:55No. Why?
00:46:57The administration will be going nuts.
00:46:59About what?
00:47:01The state cut funding for special education.
00:47:04Oh. Well, too bad.
00:47:06What's up with you?
00:47:07Nothing.
00:47:08You sure?
00:47:09Yeah.
00:47:10So when Romeo goes to the Capulet Ball, what's he hoping for?
00:47:13To get some.
00:47:15Seriously.
00:47:16Why does he go?
00:47:18He's in love with another girl, Rosalind.
00:47:20She won't put out, so he comes down to Juliet,
00:47:22thinking maybe she'll be an easier score.
00:47:25What do people find so funny about demeaning women?
00:47:28Just kidding around.
00:47:30What do people find so funny about demeaning women?
00:47:33Just kidding around. I didn't think it'd be such a...
00:47:35Exactly! You didn't think!
00:47:37Sorry.
00:47:45I overreacted.
00:47:47Let's finish this up tomorrow.
00:48:01Let's take a seat and fill this out.
00:48:16I'm here for an AIDS test.
00:48:19It's completely confidential.
00:48:22I'm sorry.
00:48:24I'm here for an AIDS test.
00:48:28It's completely confidential.
00:48:30My boyfriend can't keep it in his pants.
00:48:32We're supposed to be...
00:48:34What's that word when you only sleep with one person?
00:48:37Monogamous?
00:48:38Monogamous. Right.
00:48:40I always want to say monotonous, but I know that's not it.
00:48:43Well, anyway, that's what he is in.
00:48:48Are you married?
00:48:51Yes.
00:48:53I want to get married too someday, but not until he stops playing around.
00:48:57He claims he can't help it.
00:49:00He says he's a sex addict.
00:49:02A what?
00:49:03He went to some shrink and Guy told him that's what he is.
00:49:06A sex addict.
00:49:09You think there's really such a thing as that?
00:49:12Miss Consino, we're ready for you now.
00:49:16It was nice talking to you.
00:49:19I had a blood transfusion a few years ago.
00:49:21That's why I'm here.
00:49:23I read some article that said that you should probably be tested.
00:49:26Do you have a regular doctor?
00:49:29Yes, but I couldn't get an appointment.
00:49:31Okay, listen, you know, you don't have to explain.
00:49:34I only asked just in case you want the results sent to someone else.
00:49:37Oh, no. No, you can send them to me.
00:49:43Now, do you want the full range of STD tests or just the AIDS?
00:49:49The full range would probably be best.
00:49:56The charges probably won't stick.
00:49:58You never really solicited her. She solicited you.
00:50:01Now, we've got a couple of choices here.
00:50:03We can go into open court and you can plead not guilty.
00:50:05Open court? No, no. No way.
00:50:07I've kept this thing under wraps so far.
00:50:09I just...
00:50:11What are my other choices?
00:50:13You spoke with the city attorney.
00:50:15Because it's your first offense, you can agree to enter a program.
00:50:18Program?
00:50:20What kind of program?
00:50:23You don't want to go into open court. What does it matter?
00:50:48You didn't return my calls.
00:50:50We'll take that as a hint.
00:50:53They're making me see a psychologist.
00:50:55I'm sure you'll make a very interesting case study.
00:50:58You need to come with me.
00:51:00I don't need to go anywhere with you.
00:51:02Which is as much for you as it is for me.
00:51:04Oh, right. I need therapy because you can't keep your fly zipped.
00:51:08Look, it's just a way to get them to drop the case.
00:51:13They say they want the spouse to be there.
00:51:16They say my behavior affects you as much as it does me.
00:51:19Well, that's an understatement.
00:51:22Would you prefer the case to be tried in open court?
00:51:26Cameron, do you have any idea what you've put me through?
00:51:29I had to be tested for AIDS.
00:51:31Oh, you didn't have to do that.
00:51:33You were with hookers. How do you know?
00:51:40Will you come with me or not?
00:51:47Either of you like coffee?
00:51:49No, thanks.
00:51:50Okay, let's get started.
00:51:54Cameron, you've chosen to come here rather than face court charges.
00:51:58If you complete all the sessions, then all charges against you will be dropped.
00:52:02Joanna's here because whatever choices you make in this room will affect her and your family.
00:52:06Cameron doesn't have a family anymore.
00:52:09Maybe we can do something about that. Maybe we can't.
00:52:12We're here to deal with what led Cameron to that street corner that night.
00:52:16What we discover may be useful to your understanding of Cameron's behavior.
00:52:20That's about the best I can offer.
00:52:22Even to get that, you're going to have to try to suppress your anger, at least for now.
00:52:28Okay, I'll try.
00:52:29Great.
00:52:30All right, let's get started with some questions.
00:52:32Cameron, has sex ever interfered with your work?
00:52:37What?
00:52:38Has sex ever interfered with your work?
00:52:41Has sex ever interfered with your work?
00:52:44No.
00:52:46Has sex ever interfered with your family life?
00:52:50No.
00:52:51Has sex caused you to do things that brought you embarrassment or shame?
00:52:57Well, not until now.
00:52:59You're not ashamed of sleeping around on me?
00:53:02If anything having to do with sex has caused you shame, then the answer should be yes.
00:53:08Okay, I guess it has.
00:53:11Yes or no?
00:53:12Yes.
00:53:15Look, I enjoy looking at men's magazines, all right?
00:53:18I look at the occasional website like everybody else.
00:53:24I watch porn once in a while. I mean, so what?
00:53:27Does that answer your question? What's the point here?
00:53:30The point is to determine whether or not you have a problem with sex that can be addressed with therapy.
00:53:38Sex addiction.
00:53:41That's one possibility. What do you know about it?
00:53:43Well, I know that their last CD went platinum.
00:53:47If you treat these sessions like a joke, you'll end up talking to a judge.
00:53:53I'd like to know more about it, even if he doesn't.
00:53:59For some people, mostly men but some women, sex becomes an obsession.
00:54:04Something they can't stop, even if it's ruining their lives.
00:54:07You know what? I forgot about this.
00:54:09Cameron.
00:54:16Cameron.
00:54:21Cameron!
00:54:25What are you doing?
00:54:26What, a sex addict? For God's sake, it sounds like a punchline to a bad joke.
00:54:30You might think it's a joke, but I don't find it very funny.
00:54:32What, you honestly believe that I...
00:54:33You know what, Cameron? I don't know what I believe.
00:54:35But what I do know is there's something wrong.
00:54:37And if you're not willing to face up to that fact, then maybe we're both just wasting our time here.
00:54:42I am not some kind of freak.
00:54:44Maybe I got a high sex drive. Maybe I got a lot of testosterone or something. I don't know.
00:54:48But I am not a freaking sex addict.
00:54:52Cameron, you can't just leave.
00:54:56Cameron.
00:54:57Cameron.
00:55:02Cameron!
00:55:28Another beer?
00:55:37No.
00:55:57No.
00:56:27Cameron.
00:56:41Cameron.
00:56:57Cameron.
00:57:28Cameron, you can't just show up here any time you want.
00:57:31You were right, Joanna.
00:57:33I don't know what you're talking about, and you know what, I don't care.
00:57:37I'm screwed up, Joanna.
00:57:41I love you and the boys so much.
00:57:45I know what I've done to you.
00:57:48What I'm still doing to you, and I...
00:57:52I'm sorry.
00:57:53What I'm still doing to you, and I...
00:57:57I can't stop.
00:58:01I need help.
00:58:05I need help.
00:58:15Hi.
00:58:17Hi.
00:58:19Pull up some floor.
00:58:20Why, thank you.
00:58:21How's it going?
00:58:23In this drama, or the one at home?
00:58:26I think I know how Romeo and Juliet turns out.
00:58:29Well, we haven't quite reached the final act yet.
00:58:32Wanna talk about it?
00:58:34No, not really.
00:58:36I've been in AA for so many years, there's nothing you can tell me that I haven't already heard.
00:58:44Okay.
00:58:46Cameron's in therapy for a sex impulse disorder.
00:58:49A what?
00:58:50A sex impulse disorder.
00:58:53Some men have heightened sex drives.
00:58:56They can't control their urges.
00:58:58So no matter how much they want to, or no matter how much it's costing them, they can't stop themselves.
00:59:03I know that devil.
00:59:06Oh, I'm so sorry.
00:59:10This must be so hard for you.
00:59:12Well, not only for me, but for the boys, too.
00:59:15Do they know?
00:59:16Not yet.
00:59:18I mean, not the specifics, anyway.
00:59:20Okay, look, there's one thing you have to remember.
00:59:22You didn't do anything wrong.
00:59:24I mean, you need to believe that.
00:59:25You didn't do anything wrong.
00:59:30I don't get it.
00:59:31Why couldn't Dad have just come home and talked to us?
00:59:34Well, he could have, but I...
00:59:36We thought that a clean, fresh place would be more appropriate.
00:59:41Someplace neutral, you mean.
00:59:44You're smart, Josh.
00:59:46You ought to be able to figure out a way to keep an open mind.
00:59:50Hey, guys.
00:59:52Dad!
00:59:53Hey.
00:59:55I missed you, a lot.
00:59:57I missed you, too, Dad.
01:00:00There's no easy way to start this, so, uh, you can jump right in.
01:00:07I've done some things that I'm not proud of.
01:00:11Hurt your mom.
01:00:13You guys, too.
01:00:15But you need to know that I never wanted that to happen.
01:00:20Why'd you do it?
01:00:24I've got a problem.
01:00:26I'm seeing a doctor.
01:00:29You are a doctor.
01:00:31Not this kind of doctor.
01:00:34I'm in therapy.
01:00:37With your mom.
01:00:39She's helping me, and...
01:00:40Together, we're going to try to solve this problem, man.
01:00:47How long will that take?
01:00:50I don't know.
01:00:52When you get better, you're going to come back home, right?
01:01:00We're just going to have to take that one step at a time, right?
01:01:03How do you know whether it's an addiction, or it's just some guy looking to get off?
01:01:07Joanne, I...
01:01:08No, no, it's a valid question.
01:01:11Sex addicts are not men and women who like sex and want more.
01:01:15They're people who've learned to use sex as a coping mechanism.
01:01:19It's a...
01:01:20For them, it's a way of getting out of their comfort zone.
01:01:23It's a way of getting out of their comfort zone.
01:01:26It's a way of getting out of their comfort zone.
01:01:28They're people who've learned to use sex as a coping mechanism.
01:01:31It's a...
01:01:32For them, it's a drug of choice.
01:01:34To fill an emotional void usually caused by some kind of trauma,
01:01:37or to satisfy a chemical imbalance in the brain.
01:01:40Well, if it's a chemical imbalance, can't they take a pill to fix it?
01:01:44I wish it were that simple.
01:01:46Certain drugs can eliminate all sexual desire,
01:01:49but what would that do for your relationship with Cameron?
01:01:52Well, not a lot.
01:01:56This is a complex addiction.
01:01:57The best treatment is a combination of one-on-one therapy,
01:02:00a 12-step program, and sometimes medication.
01:02:03But you know what? We're getting ahead of ourselves.
01:02:05The first thing we need to know, Cameron,
01:02:07is whether you want to get better.
01:02:09I want to save my marriage.
01:02:14So let's talk a little bit about what sort of childhood you had.
01:02:18See if we can find some emotional roots for this problem.
01:02:21You know, can we skip the childhood stuff
01:02:23and go right to the clockwork orange thing
01:02:25where you pry open my eyelids and make me look at dirty pictures?
01:02:27This is still the third session.
01:02:30So your childhood, any abuse?
01:02:33What do you mean, sexual abuse?
01:02:35Yeah.
01:02:37No, no, it was nothing like that.
01:02:39What was the attitude towards sex in your home?
01:02:44Well, my mother pretty much pretended it didn't exist.
01:02:50And your father?
01:02:52Can we leave him out of this?
01:02:54He's been dead for a long time, and I don't see any point in...
01:02:57What was your father's attitude towards sex?
01:03:02You know, I wasn't aware that he was in therapy here.
01:03:06I kind of thought that I was the one in therapy.
01:03:09Why this reluctance to talk about your dad, Cameron?
01:03:13Look, I love my wife, and I want to get back to my family,
01:03:17but I'm simply not going to talk about this.
01:03:20So can we move on to something else?
01:03:22No, we can't.
01:03:24You're wasting your time and mine
01:03:25if you can't be honest with me, with Joanna, with yourself.
01:03:29Cameron, please.
01:03:31No.
01:03:37I suspected that something was wrong between you and Cameron.
01:03:42I don't really want to get into the details of it.
01:03:47Let's just say Cameron's having a hard time with Fidelity.
01:03:51I'm so sorry, Joanna.
01:03:54So am I.
01:03:57I'd do anything to spare you going through what I did with Cameron's father.
01:04:07He saw other women?
01:04:10Throughout our entire marriage.
01:04:15And you knew?
01:04:17Yes.
01:04:19But I was afraid to confront him.
01:04:22Oh.
01:04:24Did Cameron know?
01:04:27I, uh...
01:04:29Well, we never talked about it even after his father died, but...
01:04:35Yeah, I think he knew.
01:04:38I think he tried to protect me from it by keeping his father's secrets.
01:04:47Oh, I'm...
01:04:49I'm so ashamed, Joanna.
01:04:54I should never have let Cameron carry a burden like that.
01:04:58You were trying to keep your family together.
01:05:01You did what you thought was right.
01:05:03No, I didn't.
01:05:05I didn't have the courage to do what was right.
01:05:09I just pray to God that you do.
01:05:19Excuse me.
01:05:21Here, look.
01:05:23Just throw it out for me.
01:05:32Hey.
01:05:35Hey.
01:05:36What are you doing?
01:05:37I gave up the lease.
01:05:39I don't want to live in this place anymore.
01:05:42I'm moving to a hotel.
01:05:44Cameron, I, uh...
01:05:45I saw your mother today.
01:05:48Oh, yeah?
01:05:50Yeah, we talked about your father.
01:05:53What about my dad?
01:05:55She knows, Cameron.
01:05:57She always knew.
01:05:59Knew what?
01:06:01About the other women.
01:06:03And how you covered up for him.
01:06:11I can't believe you did that.
01:06:12I mean, I did it to help you.
01:06:14To help me?
01:06:15Yeah.
01:06:17Come on, you knew how painful that was to me.
01:06:19You weren't trying to help me.
01:06:20You were trying to get even.
01:06:21Well, if that was the case,
01:06:22it wouldn't begin to make up for what you've done to me.
01:06:30Joanna, Joanna, wait, wait.
01:06:33I'm sorry.
01:06:34Look, I know you're trying to help.
01:06:35And so is Dr. Weiss.
01:06:39I'm sorry.
01:06:40Dr. Weiss?
01:06:44It's just that I've held it in for so long,
01:06:48I don't know what to do with it.
01:06:50Cameron, don't you think it's time
01:06:51to unlock the doors and let some light in?
01:06:57What matters most to me right now
01:06:58is that you trust me again.
01:07:03I'll do anything it takes to make that happen.
01:07:06I thought I wanted this, but now I'm not so sure.
01:07:09I mean, when you first suggested a lie detector test,
01:07:11I didn't seem so...
01:07:13Drastic?
01:07:14Yeah.
01:07:15Listen, Joanna,
01:07:16Cameron's made really good progress
01:07:17in resolving the trauma brought on by his father's behavior,
01:07:20and we'll continue to work on that here.
01:07:22But right now, we have to address the issue
01:07:24of rebuilding trust between the two of you.
01:07:27And the polygraph is just a means to that end.
01:07:29I use it with most of my couples.
01:07:30It's a very good tool.
01:07:32But if you don't feel comfortable with it,
01:07:34if you don't feel comfortable...
01:07:35No, no, no, I want to do this.
01:07:39I need you to trust me.
01:07:41All right.
01:07:45Joanna, before we start,
01:07:46I should warn you that the answers
01:07:48to some of these questions may upset you.
01:07:52Okay.
01:07:56Okay.
01:07:57Cameron, I'm going to start off
01:07:58with a couple of baseline questions.
01:08:00Is your name Cameron Thomas?
01:08:02Yes.
01:08:03Are you married to Joanna Thomas?
01:08:05Yes.
01:08:07Now, during your marriage to Joanna,
01:08:09did you ever have sex with women other than your wife?
01:08:14Yes.
01:08:16Did you have sex with prostitutes?
01:08:19Yes.
01:08:23During your marriage,
01:08:24did you have more than 10 sexual partners
01:08:26other than your wife?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:30More than 20?
01:08:34Yes.
01:08:35More than 50?
01:08:38Yes.
01:08:41Joanna, you're free to go,
01:08:43but before you do,
01:08:44please let me ask one more question.
01:08:48Cameron, through everything that's happened,
01:08:50have you ever stopped loving Joanna?
01:08:53Not for a second.
01:08:58He's telling the truth.
01:09:04All right, if I'm going to do this,
01:09:06there are some things that I will not tolerate.
01:09:11No sexual behavior that doesn't involve me.
01:09:17And I want you to do everything that Dr. Weiss asks,
01:09:20including a 12-step program.
01:09:23And I need you to take a lie detector test
01:09:25every three months for as long as I want one.
01:09:31Okay.
01:09:34Okay.
01:09:37I'm willing to try.
01:09:40Then so am I.
01:09:46I don't know how to explain something I don't understand myself.
01:09:51I didn't do it because it felt good.
01:09:55I did it because I had to.
01:09:56Come on, Cameron.
01:09:57No, no, I swear.
01:09:59It was like it would wash over me like a wave.
01:10:04My rational brain just clicked off.
01:10:08But you're a doctor.
01:10:09How could you not know that there was something wrong
01:10:11and that you needed help?
01:10:12Okay, look, when a junkie looks into the mirror,
01:10:15he doesn't see a junkie.
01:10:17I knew it was dangerous.
01:10:19Maybe that was part of the addiction.
01:10:24Well, maybe you don't need to hear all this.
01:10:26No secrets.
01:10:27That's what we agreed on.
01:10:30No secrets.
01:10:34Joanna, can I take you to dinner?
01:10:36I mean, you and the boys.
01:10:38Next week, before my first 12-step meeting.
01:10:45Why don't you come by the house?
01:10:49Let me ask you something.
01:10:51Hmm?
01:10:52Does this mean you're here for good?
01:10:54Well, we're working on it.
01:10:56But dinner at home's the start, right?
01:10:59Your dad's going to some special meetings starting tonight.
01:11:02Special?
01:11:04What do you mean, special?
01:11:06Well, all you need to know is that it's part of my commitment to you
01:11:09and to this family.
01:11:11Shut up, okay?
01:11:12Everybody, just shut up!
01:11:13Josh!
01:11:14I know what you did to Mom, and you know what?
01:11:16You make me sick.
01:11:18Josh!
01:11:19Let me talk to him.
01:11:21Let me talk to him.
01:11:29Josh, I know you're angry.
01:11:32But your dad's not perfect.
01:11:35He's done a lot of things that are wrong.
01:11:37But he's really trying to make up for it.
01:11:41I'm never talking to him again.
01:11:45You can't just throw people away because they hurt or disappoint you, Josh.
01:11:50Especially if they're trying or they're willing to change.
01:11:54Maybe he can't.
01:11:57Well...
01:11:58I've done a lot of things I'm ashamed of, Josh.
01:12:01Things I'll never forgive myself for.
01:12:05Not only to your mother, but also to you.
01:12:10When I was Ryan's age,
01:12:12my dad used to take me to the ball game almost every Saturday.
01:12:16At least that's what he told your grandmother.
01:12:20Only I never saw a single pitch.
01:12:23He'd have me wait in the car while he went into one house or another.
01:12:28And when he came out, he'd say with a little wink,
01:12:32just between us guys, huh?
01:12:35And I think that I asked you to do the same thing for me.
01:12:40Losing the respect of someone you love is just about one of the worst things I can think of.
01:12:45All I can do is promise that I'll do everything I can to earn it back.
01:13:10He's never going to forgive me, is he?
01:13:12I don't know.
01:13:14What did you say to Ryan?
01:13:17Well, I didn't have to say much.
01:13:19He told me he loved me, and then in a completely non-Ryan move,
01:13:23he dropped the subject.
01:13:26Am I dressed okay?
01:13:28You look great.
01:13:31Good luck.
01:13:33Stop by after the meeting. I'd like to hear about it.
01:13:36Stop by after the meeting. I'd like to hear about it.
01:13:39Yes, ma'am.
01:13:59Hey, Cameron.
01:14:01Hey, man. How's it going?
01:14:03Hey, guys. This is Cameron.
01:14:05This is his first meeting.
01:14:07Hey.
01:14:08It's a lot easier now, but the first year of my recovery,
01:14:11I couldn't even look at a lingerie ad.
01:14:13I was so scared that it would trigger me to act out.
01:14:16Excuse me.
01:14:19You mean I can't even look at a lingerie ad or a penthouse or a Playboy?
01:14:24Come on. That just seems like normal guy behavior.
01:14:27Having a glass of wine at dinner is normal guy behavior, but alcoholics can't do it.
01:14:31That's a good point.
01:14:33In AA, they say the man takes the drink and then the drink takes the man.
01:14:38It's the same for us.
01:14:40Things that don't bother normal people can send us right back into the addiction.
01:14:44You know, a big part of the recovery is learning to think differently.
01:14:48If I have an obsessive thought, I pinch myself real hard
01:14:51just to remind myself of the truckload of pain that my addiction has caused.
01:14:55Right.
01:14:58You know, Cameron, I know it sounds like an impossibility now,
01:15:02but this 12-step program will work if you work it.
01:15:07Am I right, guys?
01:15:18How was the meeting?
01:15:20It was good. It was good. It was really good.
01:15:23Then I went out for coffee with my sponsor, Carl. He's this great guy.
01:15:27Why are you smiling?
01:15:29Guys, I'm just... I'm so happy that you're so excited.
01:15:33And then I went out and I got you this.
01:15:38A DVD of the 1939 Romeo and Juliet.
01:15:42Wow.
01:15:44You know, I was sort of hoping that maybe I could stick around.
01:15:48We could make some popcorn, maybe watch it together.
01:15:53Oh, I love this scene.
01:15:56My favorite.
01:15:58Oh, one of my favorites.
01:16:00They don't make them like they used to, do they?
01:16:03Well, not like this. This is old.
01:16:07Toreno.
01:16:10Toreno.
01:16:12I want to come home.
01:16:14I'm talking about the guest room. I'm not...
01:16:19I'm just not ready for that, Cameron.
01:16:23Well, when will you be ready? A week? A month? A year?
01:16:29How about a month for every month you cheated on me, if you can remember back that far?
01:16:36What's the friggin' point?
01:16:54Hey, Dad.
01:16:56Hi.
01:17:00Hey, baby.
01:17:11So what'll it be, baby?
01:17:18Carl, it's Cameron.
01:17:21Listen, Joanna and I, we had a fight and I went cruising and...
01:17:27Okay, you stay right there. I'm coming to get you.
01:17:30Look, I'm at the corner of...
01:17:32Yeah, I know where you are, buddy. Corner of 9th and Hill. I'll be right there.
01:17:40Congratulations, Cameron. Three months.
01:17:43Thanks.
01:17:46Are you ready for Joanna's questions?
01:17:49We'll see.
01:17:51Okay.
01:17:54Have you engaged in any sexual activity in the last three months?
01:17:58Nope. I haven't. Not even with Joanna.
01:18:02Have you looked at any pornographic sites on the net in the last three months?
01:18:05No.
01:18:07Have you gone to any strip clubs in the last three months?
01:18:09Nope.
01:18:11Have you looked at any pornographic magazines in the last three months?
01:18:14Nope.
01:18:16Have you been with any hookers in the last three months?
01:18:19Nope.
01:18:21Have you gone cruising for hookers in the last three months?
01:18:24What?
01:18:26Have you gone cruising for hookers in the last three months?
01:18:30You know, that wasn't on the list of questions last time.
01:18:36It is now.
01:18:38Have you gone cruising for hookers in the last three months?
01:18:43No.
01:18:46It appears that that is not the truth.
01:18:53Look, we had an argument one night after my first meeting.
01:18:56Remember, Joanna?
01:18:58I left the house, I went out driving, but I didn't do anything.
01:19:00I called Carl. He came down, he talked to me.
01:19:02I went back to the hotel.
01:19:04I haven't done it again since, I swear.
01:19:08Come on, it was just one small slip.
01:19:10And do you expect me to just forgive that one small slip, Cameron?
01:19:15And the next one, and the next one, and the next.
01:19:18I can't, I can't live like that.
01:19:21Wondering where you are, what you're doing, who you're doing it with.
01:19:25No, I'm sorry, that's not a marriage.
01:19:28I don't want it, I don't want it.
01:19:33Joanna, wait, wait, wait!
01:19:36Look, maybe you're right.
01:19:39Maybe I've put you through enough.
01:19:43I mean, you stuck by me far longer than I deserve,
01:19:46and I thank God for that every day.
01:19:49I wish I could make you promises, but I can't.
01:19:54Not yet, except for one.
01:19:58I'm not going to stop trying until you and the boys can forgive me.
01:20:03Just know that I love you, no matter what you decide.
01:20:12I love you.
01:20:43These meetings are a safe haven for us to speak our minds,
01:20:47but tonight we're going to open our doors to a few guests
01:20:50that you've invited to share in the presentation of medallions.
01:20:54So, Don, you want to let our guests in?
01:21:01Hi, come on in.
01:21:03Don't be shy.
01:21:06All right.
01:21:07I take special pride in this first award.
01:21:12It's for 90 days, and it goes to Cameron.
01:21:16Yeah!
01:21:18How you doing, buddy?
01:21:20How you doing?
01:21:22I want to thank my sponsor, Cameron.
01:21:33I want to thank my sponsor, Carl.
01:21:36By the way, he's getting married next week.
01:21:43I couldn't have made these 90 days without him.
01:21:46I was kind of hoping my wife would be here tonight,
01:21:49because she's earned this as much as I have.
01:21:58I don't deserve a partner like Joanna,
01:22:01but I'm working hard to change that.
01:22:04I've lived my whole life with lies.
01:22:07I'm happy to say that that's finally behind me now.
01:22:13Life isn't perfect, but it sure is getting better,
01:22:16and I'm grateful for that.
01:22:22Yeah!
01:22:23All right.
01:22:24Anyone have anything they want to say to Cameron?
01:22:28Well, I'd like to say something, if it's okay.
01:22:31Yeah, sure.
01:22:32Come on up.
01:22:34Hey, guys.
01:22:35This is my wife, Joanna.
01:22:42I almost didn't make it here tonight,
01:22:45but I'm glad I did.
01:22:48Well, I didn't expect us to be in a place like this
01:22:51after being married for 16 years,
01:22:54but here we are.
01:22:57There still is a lot of pain and questions every day,
01:23:02and maybe someday the anger I feel will somehow go away,
01:23:09and maybe all the love that I used to feel will come back.
01:23:13I don't know.
01:23:16But I am willing to wait and see,
01:23:20and I just want to thank you all
01:23:23for helping Cameron.
01:23:31There is no more beautiful experience in life than this,
01:23:35that two people, a man and a woman,
01:23:38should feel that they wish to be joined together for life,
01:23:42to share the sad times and the happy times,
01:23:46to be one in those unspoken moments of intimacy,
01:23:51and so, Carl, do you take Alexandra?
01:23:55Hi, congratulations.
01:23:58Congratulations.
01:24:00I couldn't have made it without your husband.
01:24:03Better for worse, right?
01:24:05Right.
01:24:07Hope.
01:24:08Good luck.
01:24:09Thanks.
01:24:10Yes, good luck.
01:24:11You too.
01:24:12How about that dance?
01:24:13I love it.
01:24:14Please hear me
01:24:18When I say
01:24:21You are all that I need
01:24:26The only treasure I see
01:24:30You're the air that helps me breathe
01:24:35Cameron, let's go home.
01:24:37Carol, the party's just...
01:24:40on?
01:24:42I think it's time for you to come back to us.
01:24:46You are all that I need
01:24:49Okay.
01:24:51Please let me hear your voice again
01:24:56Let me hear you say you're mine
01:24:59The rudder assembly won't fit.
01:25:01It will, it will. Just be patient and...
01:25:04Don't give up.
01:25:05Don't give up.
01:25:06Hey, guys, it's bedtime. It's school night.
01:25:10Come on. Tomorrow's another day.
01:25:12We're gonna work on this until she flies.
01:25:15I promise.
01:25:17I'll be right up.
01:25:23You know, it's really good to be home.
01:25:28Yeah, I don't want to push my luck, but...
01:25:31Cameron, I don't think I'm ready to make love yet.
01:25:35I'd like to have you sleeping next to me again.
01:25:39One step at a time, right?
01:25:41Yeah.
01:25:47Good night, Mom. Good night, Dad.
01:25:49Good night, sweetie.
01:25:54Good night, Josh. Love you.
01:25:56Good night, Mom.
01:25:57Good night, son.
01:25:59Love you.
01:26:06Love you, too, Dad.
01:26:13I love you, too, Cameron.
01:26:35I love you, too.
01:27:05I love you, too.
01:27:35I love you, too.