Aired (December 27, 2024): Ibinahagi ni April ang kanyang pagkakaroon ng kundisyon na Alopecia.
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00:00What's your condition? Because for sure, when you go out, there are a lot of people asking
00:04Maybe on Twitter, there are a lot of people tweeting their beliefs or in their minds
00:09about you wearing a bandana.
00:11Why did you wear a bandana?
00:13I also have alopecia, hair loss.
00:16So, I don't have hair.
00:18I'm wearing a wig.
00:20That's why I have an insecurity that
00:24maybe other women deserve it more
00:28because it's not difficult for them.
00:31You're thinking a lot.
00:35It's an issue of your mother.
00:37It's an issue of your health.
00:41Your studies.
00:43You still have a relationship.
00:45Your job.
00:46You have a lot on your plate.
00:48You don't know what to prioritize, right?
00:52Alopecia.
00:54It's not just that you lost your hair.
00:57Right?
00:58Others, there's only a part, right?
01:00At the beginning, others disappear.
01:02For you,
01:04she lost everything.
01:06That's why she's wearing a wig now.
01:08We don't know what effect this has on her self-confidence.
01:12We don't know what effect this has on her
01:14on her concept of self-love.
01:18Maybe, I don't know,
01:20maybe that's why she's letting go
01:22because she feels she's not loved enough.
01:25Maybe that's why she's letting go.
01:27Maybe she's doubting people
01:29because even she herself
01:31doesn't have a high opinion of herself.
01:33A lot is running through your mind.
01:35Your mother is sick too.
01:39That's why
01:41you're confused.
01:43Your mind is confused.
01:45You don't know what to do with your decisions.
01:47Maybe that's why at that point
01:49you're thinking of reducing.
01:51Yes.
01:53What hurts is that you reduced
01:55your relationship with Andre.
01:57You want to reduce it.
01:59But how are you now?
02:01It's okay.
02:03Sometimes, it's hard.
02:05But I can do it.
02:07How do you feel about yourself?
02:09It's just a fight.
02:11It's just a fight.
02:13Because if I give,
02:15it's like
02:17my father gave me
02:19for nothing.
02:21For my mother,
02:23I have a stronger heart.
02:27What effect did alopecia have on you?
02:29It had a big effect
02:31because sometimes
02:33I get scared.
02:35Then, I see people
02:37who have hair.
02:39Especially my classmates.
02:41Of course,
02:43they're fixing their hair.
02:45But I can't fix
02:47myself.
02:49The insecurity
02:51of my personality
02:53has a big impact on me.
02:55I'm so low.
02:57That's what I think of myself.
02:59Because
03:01I have so many problems
03:03and I'm like this.
03:05But
03:07it's okay. It's just a fight.
03:11Can I give you a hug?
03:37It's hard.
03:41When my hairline rises,
03:43it's intense.
03:45You know, the staff
03:47when the showtime starts,
03:49I lose my hair because of stress.
03:51I have so much insecurity.
03:55It's far from what he went through.
03:59It's far from what he went through.
04:01My journey to acceptance
04:03was so long.
04:05My hair is ugly.
04:07I'll be criticized.
04:09You know,
04:11when you're gay, you want your hair to be beautiful, right?
04:13Then you're gay
04:15and your hairline rises.
04:17Shucks! What if I have an aura?
04:19What if I'm on TV?
04:21What will they do?
04:23It's not just about my hair.
04:25It has an effect on my confidence.
04:27Right?
04:31It's so hard for him to go through.
04:33That's why there was one time
04:35I put my performance aside
04:37to make people like you famous.
04:39I hope somehow
04:41it made you feel good about yourself
04:43watching that performance
04:45because that was for you.
04:47To help you
04:49regain your confidence
04:51in yourself.
04:53To regain your confidence in yourself.
04:55Because you know,
05:01it's really heart-wrenching.
05:05But,
05:09in the end,
05:11it's not about your hair.
05:15It's not about your hair.
05:19It's about the kind of love
05:21you can give to yourself and to other people.
05:23And that love
05:25will come back.
05:27There's no hair.
05:31Just try to love
05:33yourself and other people.
05:35It will come back.