Aired (December 27, 2024): Naantig ang madlang pipol sa emosyonal na istorya ng buhay ni April at ang laban niya sa Alopecia at ang pagsubok na kinakaharap niya sa pag-ibig.
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00:00Mirror, mirror on the wall.
00:10Mirror, mirror on the wall.
00:23Mirror, mirror on the wall.
00:30But because of all the problems, their friendship was completely cut off.
00:37That's our story here at
00:39Especially For You.
00:42Young love, sweet love are the parts of former lovers.
00:48And one of them, we will look for a new friend.
00:52One of them focused on her job.
00:56That's why their love was completely cut off.
01:00Huh? Here's our special couple for today.
01:23Young love, sweet love are the parts of former lovers.
01:26And one of them, we will look for a new friend.
01:29One of them focused on her job.
01:31That's why their love was completely cut off.
01:34Huh? Here's our special couple for today.
01:37Young love, sweet love are the parts of former lovers.
01:41And one of them, we will look for a new friend.
01:44One of them focused on her job.
01:46That's why their love was completely cut off.
01:49A vision of what used to be
01:53The laughter, the sorrow
01:59Pictures in time
02:02Fade into memories
02:08How could I ever let you go?
02:15Is it too late to let you know?
02:22I tried to run from your sight
02:27But each place I hide
02:30It only reminds me of you
02:36When I turn out all the light
02:41Even the night
02:44It only reminds me of you
02:58Thank you, John Red.
02:59Thank you, John. Thank you very much.
03:01Hello, welcome to Expecially For You.
03:03April and Andrew.
03:05Hello.
03:06Hi, April. How are you?
03:07I'm okay.
03:08Where are you from?
03:09I'm from Venezuela.
03:10Where?
03:11I'm from Ugong.
03:12Oh, Ugong.
03:13It's noisy there.
03:14Ugong.
03:15There's always Ugong.
03:16Where is Ugong?
03:17It's near Enlix.
03:20It's so far.
03:22What year were you born in 2000?
03:232005.
03:242005?
03:25You're only 19.
03:26I'm 19 years old.
03:272000.
03:28Where were we in 2005?
03:29What were you doing back then?
03:30You were 20 years old.
03:32Hoggard.
03:33Wow, John.
03:35Yes, I was a Hoggard.
03:36You were a Hoggard.
03:37Yes, I was in a comedy bar.
03:39I started in 1999.
03:411999.
03:42Wow.
03:432005.
03:45How are you two?
03:46Are you ready for what's happening today?
03:49Yes.
03:50Who decided to join us?
03:52Me.
03:53April.
03:54Why?
03:55To share our story.
03:57Oh, she has a good story to share with us.
04:02For the kids.
04:04It's fun to share stories.
04:05Of course.
04:07It's like a therapy for yourself.
04:10There are two winners.
04:11You and the audience.
04:13Correct.
04:14Because no matter what your story is,
04:17there are people who can relate to it.
04:20Yes.
04:21And they need to hear your story at that point
04:25to answer their questions.
04:27And not everyone can do what April did today.
04:30True.
04:32Of course, with her ex, Andre.
04:36It's good that you agreed, Andre.
04:38Yes.
04:39Why did you agree?
04:40So you can share your story.
04:41To share our gold story.
04:43You're smart.
04:45Because you're a gold medalist.
04:47So, how long have you been dating?
04:4911 months.
04:5111 months.
04:53Almost 1 year.
04:55Almost.
04:56They're 19 now.
04:58Is that only recently?
05:00Only recently?
05:01Yes.
05:02You met at school, right?
05:04No.
05:05No?
05:06No.
05:07With my classmate's friend.
05:09My classmate's friend.
05:10Oh.
05:11Classmate's friend.
05:12At your classmate's house.
05:13No.
05:14At a cake shop.
05:16Because it's like a market.
05:18So, I went to the cake shop.
05:21She was with her classmate's friend.
05:24They got on a jeep.
05:25I talked to my classmate.
05:28Then, she asked my name to her friend.
05:31My classmate.
05:32Why did you ask?
05:33Because my friend is beautiful.
05:37She's beautiful.
05:38Yes.
05:39She's attractive.
05:40What did you see in her first?
05:42Her kindness to my friend.
05:46Then, I added her.
05:49She's a good friend.
05:52That's why you liked her.
05:53She has a good heart.
05:54Yes.
05:55That's why you won't like her right away.
05:57Why?
05:58They can see how you treat me everyday.
06:02Yes.
06:04Especially in 2017 and 2018.
06:06How you broke my heart.
06:08Because we love you.
06:10Admit it.
06:11You're making fun of me.
06:13Yes.
06:14During the pandemic, I couldn't see you.
06:15I was looking for you.
06:19I couldn't see you on the street.
06:21I was just walking around.
06:24I can see you.
06:25I can see you in your dressing room.
06:27You're doing it alone.
06:30Ma'am, I think you missed me.
06:34Ma'am, I think you missed me.
06:36Don't do that.
06:37I'm done.
06:38You didn't express yourself.
06:39Come here.
06:41Come here.
06:44I thought there's a gender equality here.
06:45Why are all the gays doing that?
06:49Anyway, it's really impressive.
06:55It's beautiful.
06:58We can appreciate how people treat each other.
07:03How they treat each other.
07:06Yes.
07:07It's good for other people.
07:08Right?
07:09They say that you can really see how people treat each other.
07:13When you see how people treat each other.
07:15Especially those who have a lower position than them.
07:19How they treat waiters.
07:21How they treat janitors.
07:24Their teachers.
07:25Their parents.
07:26Their friends.
07:28How do you approach your friends?
07:31I just try to be honest with them.
07:33Then, it's about being together.
07:36That's the most important thing.
07:37How do you be together?
07:38What are the dynamics between you and your friends?
07:41Because we are brutal.
07:43We hurt each other.
07:45We love each other more.
07:47If we don't do that, you'll get nervous.
07:51If you get nervous, it means you have a gap.
07:53Something.
07:54How about you?
07:56We tease each other.
07:58How do you tease each other?
08:00We do tiktok.
08:03We dance.
08:05Are you a sweet friend?
08:07Yes.
08:08And you like that about her?
08:10Yes.
08:11What did you see that April did to her friend?
08:14That you said, wow, these people are beautiful.
08:16She was nice to my friends.
08:21She was nice to my friends.
08:25I asked her if she's a good person.
08:30My friends told me that she's a good person.
08:34That's when I fell in love with her.
08:36You courted her.
08:40She's still young.
08:42She's still young to tell her story.
08:44She's not a mother yet.
08:46Some people are already mothers.
08:48Like 17, 16 years old.
08:50She's still young.
08:54What did you like about her?
08:56She's caring.
08:58She takes care of me.
09:00My father passed away last year.
09:04January 25.
09:06She comforts me.
09:08And you?
09:10Not yet.
09:11That's when I fell in love with her.
09:14She comforts me.
09:16She cheers me up when I'm sad.
09:19She cheers me up.
09:20She makes me feel strong.
09:22So, you're together now.
09:25What's your date of birth?
09:27January 29.
09:31Your father passed away on the 25th.
09:33You were born on the 29th.
09:34That's great, right?
09:35I guess it hurts a lot.
09:37Because you have a long history.
09:39Why did you answer her on the 29th?
09:43Your father passed away a few days ago.
09:46I love him already.
09:48I don't want to delay it.
09:50You're already in a relationship.
09:52I'm going to court her on January 16, 2023.
09:57And I think that was the moment
10:00when she was looking for something
10:02that would spark joy.
10:04Yes.
10:05You need to find something
10:07that will spark joy
10:09to help you in your journey.
10:12He sparked joy.
10:14Yes.
10:16Andre has a beautiful smile.
10:18Why?
10:21Why is he like that?
10:22His cheeks are up and his eyes are down.
10:28He's like Argus.
10:29Yes, Argus, Argus.
10:30Baby boy.
10:31So, 11 months.
10:3411 months.
10:36What's the worst thing you've done as a boyfriend?
10:40What's the worst thing you've done as a boyfriend?
10:44I always accompany him wherever he goes.
10:48I take care of his mom.
10:51When he leaves,
10:53I always take care of his mom.
10:55Why? Does his mom have an illness?
10:57His mom has an illness.
10:58What's your mom's illness, if I may ask?
11:00Thalassemia.
11:02Thalassemia. What's thalassemia?
11:04She always has bleeding in her nose.
11:07She always has bleeding in her nose.
11:09Oh.
11:11Can she still be treated?
11:14She can still be treated.
11:16She just needs blood.
11:20How is she now? Is she okay?
11:21She's okay.
11:22Let's greet Madir.
11:23What's your name?
11:24Celeste.
11:25Hi, Mother Celeste.
11:27Be strong.
11:28I hope you'll be happy today.
11:30God bless you.
11:32Okay.
11:33Your father just passed away
11:34and your mother has an illness.
11:36Yes.
11:37So,
11:39in those times,
11:41you don't just take care of him,
11:43but also his family.
11:45Yes, I take care of his family.
11:48He's not alone.
11:50He has an ideal boyfriend.
11:55Yes.
11:56He's not just in love.
11:57He's a part of the family.
11:58He's poor and poor.
12:00Did you see that?
12:01Yes, I appreciated it a lot.
12:03Wow.
12:04It made me feel better.
12:05How do you show your appreciation
12:07to your boyfriend?
12:08To him?
12:09No, to Vogue.
12:10He's my boyfriend.
12:11When did you become a couple?
12:13Here?
12:14With Andre.
12:15You didn't become a couple, right?
12:16With Andre, of course.
12:18I always thank him.
12:21You thank him verbally.
12:25Yes.
12:26I thank him a lot
12:27because I met him.
12:28If he wasn't in my life,
12:29and the same thing happened to me,
12:31I wouldn't know.
12:32True.
12:33Sometimes, you'd be surprised
12:35that this is the angel
12:36that the Lord sent
12:37to accompany you.
12:39When my father passed away,
12:41he was the one who replaced me.
12:43I was able to find
12:45my father's love
12:46because he passed away.
12:47I was able to find
12:49the love that he took care of me.
12:52Even my mother.
12:53Your father is flattering you.
12:55Yes.
12:56That's why Epe calls him dad.
12:58Dad.
12:59That's what he said.
13:01He's smiling at you.
13:03Yes.
13:04Very cute.
13:05He's shy to smile.
13:06Yes.
13:07So,
13:08it's good.
13:09Your story is beautiful.
13:11Yes.
13:12As Aysa said,
13:13what happened
13:15between the two of you?
13:19Well,
13:20we've been together for 11 months.
13:22When November came,
13:24I became cold towards him.
13:26Why?
13:27There's a reason.
13:28Because I'm a working student.
13:30November,
13:31how many months were you together?
13:3310 months.
13:3410 months.
13:35Were you okay during the first 9 months?
13:38Yes, we were okay.
13:39The 10th month,
13:40that's when you started dating.
13:42He stopped replying to me.
13:44He became cold towards me.
13:46When I asked him if it's okay
13:48to go to his house,
13:49he wouldn't let me go.
13:51Why?
13:52Why?
13:53Because I'm a working student.
13:55I was so tired
13:58and busy.
14:00I don't have time for him anymore.
14:02I'm running out of time
14:04for my work and studies.
14:07You're running out of energy.
14:09Yes.
14:10You're running out of energy.
14:12But I explained to him
14:14that I won't be able to sleep
14:16because I'm tired.
14:17I thought he would understand
14:19because of course,
14:20I need to buy medicine for my mother.
14:24Then,
14:25I'm studying
14:27for my studies.
14:28I thought he would understand.
14:30But he didn't.
14:32Were you still in love with him?
14:33Yes.
14:34Or were you less in love?
14:36I was less in love
14:38because I was tired.
14:40I don't have time for him anymore.
14:42I don't have time for Andre.
14:44I don't have time for him anymore.
14:46You don't have time for Andre.
14:47What was your work?
14:49Delivery.
14:51Delivery?
14:52Of milktea.
14:54Just walk-in.
14:56I would pick up milktea
14:58and deliver it just by walk-in.
15:00Just walk-in.
15:01Just walk-in?
15:02Yes.
15:03Just walk-in?
15:04Yes.
15:05I have no choice
15:06because I need money
15:08for my mother's medicine.
15:11For her medicine.
15:13Where do you deliver it to?
15:14Just to your barangay?
15:16Yes.
15:17Sometimes, it goes out of the highway.
15:19Because there are people ordering it.
15:22Do you see trucks passing by?
15:23No.
15:26What's your plate number?
15:27Are you the fast one?
15:29Be careful.
15:30How do they contact you?
15:31How far are you?
15:32How do they contact you?
15:33How do they contact you?
15:34In highway patrol groups.
15:36He has a contract with HPG.
15:39How do they call you to deliver it?
15:41In chat.
15:42It's like online.
15:44They buy it.
15:46But how far are you walking?
15:49About 10 minutes before I get there.
15:54It depends on the place.
15:56But it's not like the big-time delivery services.
15:59No.
16:00It's just like a store.
16:02Yes.
16:03It's like a franchise.
16:04It's free-to-post.
16:05It's free-to-post.
16:06It's for sale.
16:07Then you contact them
16:08and you deliver it.
16:09Yes.
16:10It's like a franchise.
16:11During the pandemic,
16:12a lot of people were making
16:13ube pandesal.
16:14Yes.
16:15Black kutsinta.
16:18Yes.
16:19Correct.
16:22So, you felt it.
16:23It was coming to you.
16:24It was cold.
16:25You weren't sick.
16:26What did you do?
16:27Did you let go?
16:28Or did you fight back?
16:30I fought back.
16:32How did you fight back?
16:33I didn't give up.
16:34I kept chatting with him everyday.
16:37He still didn't reply to me.
16:39Did you take him home?
16:41I took him and his mom.
16:43He told me not to go there.
16:47I understood him.
16:49What did your mom say?
16:51Don't stop him.
16:53Let him move here.
16:55And take care of him.
16:56Then he said,
16:57Why, mom?
16:58I love him.
16:59It's a different story.
17:02I love his dad.
17:03It's a twist.
17:05It's a Filipino story.
17:06It's a Filipino series.
17:07Why is it like that?
17:09Why is it like that?
17:10It's like you're pushing him away.
17:13Yes, he's making an effort.
17:14It hurts me too.
17:16But I don't want to hurt him more.
17:19I don't want him to be like that all the time.
17:21If I don't let go,
17:23he'll continue to be like that.
17:24But the truth is,
17:25what was your state back then?
17:29You're refusing because
17:31you don't want to anymore.
17:33There are people who refuse
17:35because of fear
17:37and because they're falling in love too much.
17:41Their attachment styles.
17:46They're so afraid.
17:49They're so afraid.
17:50I don't want to anymore
17:51because I might fall more
17:53and I might get hurt again.
17:55They tend to push them away.
17:57Their style.
17:58They think that
17:59they're losing more people.
18:01But for others,
18:03it's really silent quitting.
18:05I'm not texting you anymore
18:06because I can't take it anymore.
18:09I'm already busy.
18:11I don't have time for that anymore.
18:13What was your true state back then?
18:17I don't want to anymore.
18:18I don't want to anymore.
18:19Because I'm always drained.
18:22I don't have anymore.
18:23I have a lot of problems.
18:25I don't want to hurt him anymore.
18:27It's like that.
18:28But that's my mistake.
18:30But is it really that
18:31you don't want to anymore
18:32because you're drained?
18:33Or before you're drained,
18:34you're slowly losing yourself?
18:36Yes, it's like that.
18:37The priorities have changed.
18:40But even before
18:42the new priorities came,
18:44his interest was fading.
18:46It was fading.
18:48Before you got a job?
18:51No, before I got a job.
18:53Before you got a job.
18:54Because we were working together.
18:56Because Andre is so kind.
18:57He gives everything.
18:59He understands everything.
19:00And I tell him
19:02not to focus on us.
19:04Think about yourself.
19:06Think about your family.
19:07Because sometimes,
19:09he's from a broken family.
19:11I tell him
19:13that we're not always together
19:15because I'm not always here.
19:17I want him to be like that.
19:20I apply that to myself.
19:23I need to be able to be alone
19:25without asking for help from others.
19:28Because now,
19:30there are a lot of people
19:32who are always drained.
19:34Because I came at a time like that.
19:37But I'm trying to make myself stronger
19:39so that I can be alone.
19:41Isn't there a set-up
19:45where Andre can help you
19:47when you're tired?
19:48Or when you're tired,
19:50he can tell you to rest.
19:51He's always here.
19:52Yes, he's always there.
19:53That's why it's called a partner.
19:55Are you really exhausted?
19:56Or are you done?
20:00I'm exhausted.
20:03I'm drained because
20:05I'm getting a lot of energy.
20:07Work,
20:08personal issues,
20:09my love for you,
20:10our relationship.
20:11I have a lot of issues.
20:12I'm really exhausted.
20:13Or for others,
20:16they're done.
20:19They're exhausted.
20:20They're done.
20:21They've faded.
20:24Maybe you were just
20:26a partner for a season.
20:31I got what I needed from you
20:33at that time.
20:34At that point,
20:35I wasn't really saying it.
20:36I was just doing it.
20:38I was broken.
20:39My father died.
20:40I was grieving.
20:42I needed someone to lean on.
20:43It was you.
20:46My grief is over.
20:49I don't feel
20:51the need for you anymore.
20:55If you don't love the person that much,
20:58you're done with him.
21:00Because if you love the person,
21:02even if you're done with
21:03the need for him at that point,
21:05you're still going straight to him
21:06because you love him.
21:08Even if you're done with
21:10the need for grief,
21:11if you love the person,
21:13you still need to enjoy
21:15your triumphs with the person.
21:18You need to be with him
21:20for the good things to happen to you.
21:22Because there's love.
21:24But if there's not enough love,
21:28you know,
21:29you thought you loved the person,
21:32but you realized that
21:33you just needed him
21:35at that time.
21:37Claudine Barreto is Agamulac.
21:39Dubai.
21:41Do you love me because you need me?
21:43Or do you need me because you love me?
21:45Yeah.
21:47You're Claudine Barreto.
21:48Let's ask Andre.
21:49Andre is still fighting.
21:51But you, Andre,
21:52what did you feel at that time?
21:54It hurts me.
21:56Because...
21:57Did you feel like you ran out of love?
22:00Yes, I felt like I ran out of love.
22:02But I didn't give up.
22:03I still fought.
22:05But what he did,
22:06he really didn't want to anymore.
22:12So you quit.
22:13Why are you crying now, April?
22:14What are you realizing?
22:15What's running through your mind?
22:20I have a lot of problems.
22:23I want to apologize.
22:28Or,
22:29maybe that's why he quit.
22:31He's already in a lot of trouble.
22:33He's thinking a lot.
22:34He's going through a lot.
22:36Maybe April's lack of love is big.
22:39It seems like other people deserve
22:41to love Andre 100%.
22:45What's happening to you at that time?
22:47Aside from being tired from work,
22:49do you still have a lot of energy?
22:53Yes,
22:54because I don't want my mother to see
22:57that I'm weak.
23:01I don't tell her
23:03that this is what happens to us at home.
23:07I want to be myself.
23:11I don't want my mother to see that I'm having a hard time.
23:15I just want to be strong
23:17when I'm alone.
23:20I don't tell her that.
23:24Maybe that's why she doesn't understand me.
23:26Because I don't tell her.
23:30Do you understand yourself at that time?
23:32What you're going through?
23:34No.
23:35I'm in a lot of trouble.
23:38I'm tired,
23:39and I have a lot of projects.
23:41I'm thinking to myself,
23:43what am I going to do?
23:45How am I going to handle this?
23:47Andre is like this.
23:49I'm thinking about him at that time.
23:51I know that I'm hurting him.
23:54Because sometimes,
23:57when we're really sad,
23:59or when we're depressed,
24:02we lose interest in things
24:05that we used to be interested in.
24:09We lose interest in a lot of things
24:12that we used to be interested in.
24:16Including relationships.
24:19Before, you're happy,
24:21you're energetic,
24:23but when you're really sad,
24:25or when you're depressed,
24:26even in a relationship,
24:27you lose interest.
24:28The things that you like to do,
24:30you lose interest in.
24:32You turn them away
24:34because your mind gets confused.
24:37That's why you let go.
24:39You let go
24:41of a lot of things.
24:43Maybe at that time,
24:45you're depressed.
24:46We don't know.
24:47I'm not a psychiatrist or a psychologist.
24:49Because like you said,
24:50you don't understand yourself anymore.
24:52She's thinking about a lot of things.
24:54Her mom is sick.
24:55She's studying by herself.
24:57I also have hair loss.
25:00What's your condition?
25:01Because for sure,
25:02when you go out,
25:03a lot of people are asking.
25:04Maybe on Twitter,
25:05a lot of people are tweeting
25:06about their beliefs,
25:08or in their minds,
25:09about wearing a bandana.
25:11Why are you wearing a bandana?
25:13I also have alopecia,
25:15hair loss.
25:16So I don't have hair.
25:18I'm wearing a wig.
25:20That's why I also have insecurity
25:23that maybe she deserves
25:26the other women
25:28that she's not going to have a hard time.
25:31You're thinking about a lot of things.
25:35Your mom's issue,
25:37your health issue,
25:41your studies,
25:43you still have a relationship.
25:45Your job.
25:46You have a lot on your plate.
25:48You don't know what to do first.
25:51Alopecia,
25:53it's not just a hair loss.
25:56Right?
25:58Others,
25:59it's just a part.
26:00Some are gone,
26:01some are not.
26:02For you,
26:03she lost everything.
26:05Yes.
26:06That's why she's wearing a wig now.
26:08We don't know the effect
26:10of her self-confidence.
26:12We don't know the effect
26:14of her concept of self-love.
26:18Maybe,
26:19I don't know,
26:21maybe that's why she's letting go
26:23because she feels she's not loved.
26:26That's why she's letting go.
26:28Maybe she's doubting people
26:30because even she herself
26:31doesn't have high self-esteem.
26:34A lot of things are running through your mind.
26:36Your mom is sick too.
26:40That's why
26:42you're confused.
26:43Your mind is confused.
26:45You don't know what to do about your decisions.
26:47Maybe that's why
26:49you want to reduce your thoughts.
26:51Yes.
26:54What hurts is that you reduced
26:56your relationship with Andre.
26:58You want to reduce it.
26:59How are you now?
27:01I'm okay.
27:02It's hard sometimes
27:04but I can handle it.
27:06How do you feel about yourself?
27:10It's just a fight.
27:11It's just a fight.
27:13Because if I give,
27:15it's like
27:16I'm just like my dad
27:18who just gives.
27:21For my mother,
27:23my heart is stronger.
27:27What effect did alopecia have on you?
27:29It had a big effect
27:31because sometimes
27:33when I wear a cap,
27:35I can see people
27:37who have hair.
27:39Especially my classmates.
27:41Of course,
27:43their hair is okay.
27:45But why can't I
27:47fix my hair?
27:49It had a big impact
27:51on me.
27:53The insecurity of my personality.
27:55I'm so low.
27:57That's what I think of myself.
27:59Because
28:01I have so many problems
28:03and I'm like this.
28:05But it's okay.
28:07It's just a fight.
28:11Can I give you a hug?
28:29Can you give a hug to the people you love?
28:37That's hard.
28:41I just raised my hair.
28:43I was so confident.
28:45You know,
28:47when the staff starts the showtime,
28:49I also shed my hair
28:51because of stress.
28:53I was so insecure.
28:55It's not far
28:57from his experience.
28:59It's far from his experience.
29:01My journey to acceptance
29:03was so long.
29:05I was like,
29:07my hair is ugly.
29:09I'm going to lose my hair.
29:11You know, when you're gay,
29:13you want your hair to be beautiful.
29:15But when you're gay,
29:17your hairline is so high.
29:19What if I get an aura?
29:21What if I'm on TV?
29:23It's not just the hair.
29:25It's your confidence.
29:27Yes.
29:29It's so hard
29:31for him to go through.
29:33That's why there was one time
29:35I put on a performance
29:37to make people like you famous.
29:39Did you watch it?
29:41I hope somehow,
29:43it made you feel good about yourself
29:45watching that performance
29:47because that was for you.
29:49To help you get back
29:51your confidence in yourself.
29:53Because you know,
29:55it's really
29:57scary.
29:59But
30:05in the end,
30:07it's not about the hair.
30:09It's not about the hair.
30:13It's about the kind of love
30:15you can give to yourself
30:17and to other people.
30:19It's about the kind of love
30:21you can give to yourself
30:23and to other people.
30:25And that love
30:27will come back.
30:29It's not about the hair.
30:31Just try to love
30:33yourself
30:35and other people.
30:37It will come back.
30:39And that love,
30:41when you feel it,
30:43it's more than the hair
30:45that your head can have.
30:49I hope
30:51you have a lot of love around you.
30:53At home,
30:55at school, wherever you go.
30:57I hope you have a lot of love.
30:59I hope you meet someone
31:01who has a deep heart
31:03and a lot of love to share with you.
31:07That's what you need.
31:09Not the hair.
31:13We're both wearing a wig.
31:15We're both wearing a wig.
31:21I hope you find a guy
31:23you want to hug even without a wig.
31:25I hope you find a guy
31:27you want to hug even without a wig.
31:29I love you even without a wig.
31:33One day, someday,
31:35you will get that.
31:37Because you deserve that.
31:41You're beautiful.
31:43Let's hug, guys.
31:45For everybody.
31:47You're beautiful.
31:49It's true.
31:51We love you.
31:53I saw your face
31:55in a crowded place.
31:59And I don't know
32:01what to do.
32:05You're beautiful.
32:09You're beautiful.
32:11You're beautiful.
32:13It's true.
32:41I salute April
32:43because she's still smiling.
32:45She's willing to tell
32:47the story
32:49she's going through.
32:51And also,
32:53not everyone who wears a wig
32:55just wants to look good.
32:57And for aesthetic purposes only.
32:59And for aesthetic purposes only.
33:05We spend a lot of time
33:07wearing a wig.
33:09Right?
33:11Yes. It's fashion.
33:13Aside from fashion,
33:15we spend a lot of time
33:17wearing a wig.
33:19Because this wig gives us power.
33:21This gives us
33:23strength and hope.
33:25And energy.
33:27Right?
33:29That's why we don't wear a wig
33:31just to look good.
33:35That's why some people
33:37say, remove your wig.
33:39It's okay.
33:41No.
33:43All of us need
33:45a partner in life.
33:47Some need a lipstick.
33:49Some need a blush.
33:51Some need eyebrows, eyelashes,
33:53clothes, bras, underwear.
33:55Some need a wig.
33:57Right?
33:59So wear a wig as much as you want.
34:01If you want to look good without a wig,
34:03it's up to you.
34:05Right?
34:07And he can do that
34:09when he has confidence in himself.
34:21How much do you like April Andre?
34:23She's so beautiful.
34:25Did you see her without a wig?
34:27Not yet.
34:29But I saw her
34:31when she said
34:33she's from Alopecia.
34:35She showed it to me.
34:37I was surprised.
34:39I said, why did you say that now?
34:41Why did you make it longer?
34:43That's when I cried.
34:45I said, if you need a lot, I'm here.
34:47But I didn't lower her self-confidence.
34:49I bought her make-up
34:51and other things
34:53that she needs.
34:55She thanked me.
34:57I said, you're welcome.
34:59Just to be happy.
35:01She thanked me.
35:03I said, you're welcome.
35:05She's a kid.
35:07It's easy to say that.
35:09She thanked me.
35:11I said, you're welcome.
35:13April, do you love Andre?
35:15Yes.
35:17Do you still love Andre?
35:19As a friend, yes.
35:21Yes.
35:23It's not that I don't love him.
35:25Yes.
35:27Do you love Andre?
35:29Yes.
35:31That's why I'm asking.
35:33Why can't you make up
35:35to be together again?
35:37Because he accepts everything.
35:39Family, everything.
35:41I have a girlfriend.
35:43Why do you have to ruin them?
35:45Sorry.
35:47Why did you say you love him?
35:49Why do you need kimchi?
35:51He said he loves you.
35:53As a friend.
35:55Do you have a girlfriend, Andre?
35:57No.
35:59It's only been 3 months.
36:01Good luck.
36:03I hope you have a happy experience
36:05in your relationship.
36:07It's not easy.
36:09If you love someone,
36:11why can't you remove your wig?
36:13Why can't you show it?
36:15It's a process.
36:19It's a process.
36:21But,
36:23if that person
36:25removes his wig
36:27and shows it to you,
36:29it only means
36:31that he loves you
36:33and you're important to him.
36:35He's confident with you.
36:37He's sure
36:39that you won't judge him.
36:41Right?
36:43Yes.
36:45Did you see that I don't have a wig?
36:47Let me see.
36:49I just said it.
36:51It's a process.
36:53It's a process.
36:55I saw that.
36:57Yes, because we love each other.
36:59He trusts us.
37:01I felt that because we're family.
37:03Yes.
37:05But if you want,
37:07don't remove your wig.
37:09We're ready.
37:11Why are you asking?
37:13They accepted me.
37:15Yes.
37:17That's why.
37:19Sample.
37:21That's why I'm asking.
37:23If I can help
37:25to gain April's trust,
37:27why not?
37:29Wow.
37:31You're different, April.
37:33It's been a long time.
37:35I'm afraid to show my face without a wig.
37:37I'm at the point
37:39where I don't care anymore.
37:41There's someone I love
37:43even though I don't have a wig.
37:45I don't need it.
37:47I'm not affected by
37:49the fact that I don't have a wig.
37:51I'm just hiding it.
37:53I don't care.
37:55I don't care if I have a wig.
37:57There's someone I love here.
37:59I don't care if I have a wig.
38:01Someone accepts me here.
38:03Aside from Ayon,
38:05I love my mom.
38:07I love my siblings.
38:09I don't care if I have a wig.
38:11I love my family.
38:13I love the Lord.
38:15You're beautiful.
38:17You're beautiful.
38:19You're beautiful.
38:21It's true.
38:25I saw your face
38:27in a crowded place.
38:31And I don't know
38:33what to say.
38:37You're beautiful.
38:41You're beautiful.
38:43You're beautiful.
38:45It's true.
38:49I saw your face
38:51in a crowded place.
38:57And I don't know what to do.
38:59Don't rush.
39:01It's your time.
39:05Face it.
39:07You're beautiful.
39:09We love you.
39:11He's her grandfather.
39:15Right?
39:19This is not for me.
39:21For people like you.
39:23For people like you.
39:25If I can give you
39:27even just a glance of strength,
39:29I won't wear it.
39:31This is for people like you.
39:35In time,
39:37you'll be able to remove it.
39:39No pressure.
39:41In your time.
39:43You're beautiful.
39:45Right?
39:47I'll be with you
39:49at home.
39:51I'll hug you.
39:53I'll kiss your head.
39:55I'll say I love you before I go to sleep.
39:57Meme Vice is beautiful.
39:59Meme Vice is beautiful.
40:01You too.
40:03You too.
40:05Andre,
40:07I'll put this on a blower
40:09before we go to sleep.
40:11I'll put this on a blower
40:13before we go to sleep.
40:15I'll put this on a blower
40:17before we go to sleep.
40:19I'll put this on a blower
40:21before we go to sleep.
40:23I'll put this on a blower
40:25before we go to sleep.
40:27I'll put this on a blower
40:29before we go to sleep.
40:31I'll put this on a blower
40:33before we go to sleep.
40:35I'll put this on a blower
40:37before we go to sleep.
40:39I'll put this on a blower
40:41before we go to sleep.
40:43I'll put this on a blower
40:45before we go to sleep.
40:47I'll put this on a blower
40:49before we go to sleep.
40:51I'll put this on a blower
40:53before we go to sleep.
40:55I'll put this on a blower
40:57before we go to sleep.
40:59I'll put this on a blower
41:01before we go to sleep.
41:03I'll put this on a blower
41:05before we go to sleep.
41:07Wow...
41:09Andre, do you want to know
41:11my mother?
41:13You've used a lot of cosmetics when she wasn't around,
41:15shit, just the rice.
41:17I got some from her teeth,
41:19I get some from her teeth.
41:21This one. April! I've been
41:23blushing
41:25for a long time now.
41:27We love you April.
41:29Right.
41:31At this point,
41:33do you feel
41:35Mm.
41:37May interest can always allow the relationship?
41:40I have one.
41:41Ano bang naidu-dulod sa'yo neto
41:43ng pag-ibig at pakikipagrelasyon?
41:48Parang yung sayo po.
41:50Then, nakaka-feel ako ng mahal pala ako
41:53ng ibang tao.
41:54Parang marami pala nagmamahal sakin.
41:58Bukod sa kanya.
42:00So yung mga friends ko,
42:02I can feel that they still love me.
42:05It's nice to feel that.
42:08That's why you can't blame people for looking for someone to love.
42:12Because it's nice. And you deserve it.
42:15You deserve to be in love again.
42:18This time, it's going to be longer.
42:21There's no end to that love.
42:24It's going to be deeper than when you were with Andre.
42:28Right?
42:30Let's see. Let's try.
42:33Let's start the search.
42:35April, it's time to meet our searchee.
42:37Searchee number one, reveal.
42:43What's up, Maglang people?
42:46I'm Joseph, 19 years old.
42:48I'm a computer science student at Laguna.
42:51What's the course called, Computer Science?
42:54Computer Science.
42:56He's wearing braces.
42:58What's your school, Joseph?
43:00FEU Tagpo.
43:02Do you have a pick-up line like April?
43:05April, are you a FEU?
43:08Why?
43:09Because I think you're my FEU-ture.
43:13FEU-ture.
43:16It's different now.
43:17Before, there was a pick-up line like,
43:19Are you a FEU?
43:20What's that?
43:21Because they said it's right to love you.
43:25It's different now, Joseph.
43:26Because I think you're my FEU-ture.
43:30It's different now.
43:33Are you a FEU?
43:34Why?
43:35Because you don't have a Far Eastern University.
43:39I like that.
43:41Alright, let's go.
43:42Searchee number two, reveal.
43:48What's up, Maglang people?
43:49I'm Evo, 21 years old.
43:51I'm the future pilot of San Pedro, Laguna.
43:55You have a beautiful name, Evo.
43:58Evo.
43:59That's his last name.
44:00Why? What's his name?
44:01Totoy.
44:02Totoy is Evo.
44:03Evo.
44:07Your father is Evo.
44:11Evo.
44:12Evo really exists.
44:13That's his last name.
44:14Why? What's his last name?
44:16Ong Pipit.
44:18Evong Pipit?
44:19Ong Pipit?
44:20I thought it was Ong Pipit.
44:22Evo.
44:23I thought of that too.
44:24I didn't laugh because I said,
44:26Evo Pipit sounds cool.
44:29Evo Pipit.
44:30But I laughed.
44:33Evo.
44:34Evo.
44:36Do you have a girlfriend?
44:38Just puppy love.
44:40Have you ever been in a serious relationship because you haven't seen anyone yet?
44:44Yes.
44:45You haven't felt it yet?
44:46Maybe I have here.
44:47Yes, I have.
44:49That's Joseph.
44:51He's an FPU.
44:54Pick up line, Evo.
44:55Do you have one?
44:56Yes, I have.
44:57April.
44:58Are you tired of sitting?
45:01Why?
45:02Why don't you just stand up?
45:04A.
45:05A.
45:06A.
45:07A.
45:08A.
45:09A.
45:10A.
45:11A.
45:12He's really different.
45:13He's just handsome.
45:14Let's do A first.
45:15A.
45:16A.
45:17A.
45:18A.
45:19Thank you, Evo.
45:21Here's Searchy No. 3.
45:22Reveal.
45:27What's up, madlam people?
45:28My name is Glenn.
45:2919 years old.
45:30I'm a sporty rider of Subic-Sambales.
45:34Sporty rider.
45:35Motor or car?
45:36Motor.
45:37You also have sports?
45:38Basketball.
45:39He's a basketball gamer.
45:40That's why he's sporty.
45:42Basketball player.
45:43Aside from riding a motorcycle, he has a lot of sports.
45:46So, what's your pick-up line, Glenn?
45:50April, can you give up already?
45:54Why?
45:55I don't think you can hear what my heart is shouting for.
46:02Sporty rider of Subic-Sambales.
46:06Sporty rider.
46:07So, you have sports?
46:09Yes, I have sports.
46:13Kim even paused there.
46:14It's like she's hesitating whether to remove it or not.
46:22Okay.
46:23So, Andre.
46:24Do you think you can find April there?
46:26In getting to know April.
46:28Yes, I do.
46:29Who among the three of them?
46:32For me, it's...
46:34No. 3.
46:35Glenn?
46:36Why Glenn?
46:37Yes.
46:38I think he's the one who suits April.
46:42What do you see in Glenn?
46:45He has a smile and he's kind.
46:48The two of them don't have a smile and they're kind.
46:50The two of them are wild.
46:52Okay.
46:53Come here, April.
46:54Get to know them.
46:55Ask these boys.
46:56Let's see how they'll answer.
47:00Listen to April's first question.
47:03Now, you know I have a condition.
47:06Can you see yourself as my boyfriend?
47:10You can still see, Joseph, that you'll still be April's boyfriend.
47:14Why did you say that?
47:16Yes, because I don't base myself on the fact that she's sick.
47:19Because I can take care of her.
47:21Beautiful.
47:22See?
47:23That's what gives you...
47:25There are people who will accept and accept.
47:28Yes.
47:29What about Evo?
47:32For me, yes.
47:34Because...
47:36It's not that I love her.
47:40And the pain is that she'll get better.
47:42So, I'm here for her.
47:45But Alopecia, because of her condition,
47:48she's not getting better.
47:50Although...
47:51She's curable.
47:52She's not curable, but there's treatment.
47:54There's treatment.
47:55Right?
47:56So, it's like you have maintenance.
47:59But it's not that you'll get better.
48:03Am I right?
48:04Yes.
48:05Treatment is expensive.
48:06What?
48:07Treatment is expensive compared to how you maintain her.
48:11Maintenance.
48:12Yes.
48:13Actually, I used to have that too.
48:15Before.
48:16I mean, patchy patchy.
48:18I don't know.
48:19Stress?
48:20Stress.
48:21Stress.
48:22I used to have that.
48:23Don't you remember?
48:24You used to walk around here looking pale.
48:25No, because when I talked to your mother,
48:27she said you look like Dalmatian.
48:29No, I really have that.
48:30The way you stress.
48:31Like a coconut.
48:32Yes.
48:33The round one.
48:34It's big.
48:36Okay.
48:37So, Ivo,
48:39he has a condition that you can still be his boyfriend.
48:42Yes, sir.
48:43To April.
48:44Glenn.
48:45It's the same.
48:47Yes, sir.
48:48I can see that.
48:49When I'm in a relationship,
48:53I can be with you until the lowest point of your life.
48:56If you need me,
48:58yes or no,
48:59I'm there for you.
49:01Also,
49:02your condition is not because you don't want to be loved.
49:06Aww.
49:07That's the sweetest thing ever.
49:10Right?
49:11It's nice to hear that.
49:14You're loved.
49:15You're accepted.
49:17That's what they say.
49:18So, everyone can see that.
49:20Of course.
49:21We can still be boyfriends.
49:22They can see that they can be your boyfriends.
49:26Who will you give the green flag to?
49:29Number...
49:34Number...
49:36Three.
49:37Glenn.
49:38Number three.
49:39Why?
49:41I feel fulfilled.
49:44I feel...
49:46Sincerity.
49:47Yes.
49:48Joy, too.
49:50Andre.
49:51Do you think it's okay for Glenn to be chosen by April?
49:54For me, yes.
49:56Because he's the one who can help April
49:59and love her wholeheartedly.
50:01So, let's stop this.
50:02Even if it's just the first question.
50:05Andre is so sure that he's number three.
50:08But no.
50:09There are other questions.
50:10Congratulations, by the way, Glenn.
50:11Glenn.
50:12What's your second question, April?
50:14If you're in your current state,
50:15and you're in a relationship,
50:17what's the first thing you'll give up
50:19when all the problems come at the same time?
50:23Yes.
50:25It's like what happened to you
50:26when all the issues in your mind came at the same time.
50:29Right?
50:30Let's start with Glenn.
50:31Number three.
50:34For me, it's our relationship.
50:38Because...
50:39Based on his condition,
50:41based on his scenario,
50:42he's going through a very difficult time.
50:44If I'm going to have a difficult problem,
50:48maybe I won't include him in that.
50:51I won't include him in my problems.
50:54That's it.
50:55I don't want him to be stressed
50:57because of a problem that I should be the one to solve.
51:02Okay.
51:03There are a lot of people like that.
51:04I won't include you.
51:05I'm already heavy.
51:06That's what April did.
51:07Yes.
51:08She's heavy.
51:09Correct.
51:10Joseph is number one.
51:13For me, I'll give up myself to God.
51:16I'll pray.
51:17And...
51:18We'll talk about what I should give up.
51:21Because for me,
51:22if you want to be with someone,
51:24if you want to stay with someone,
51:25you can't let go of the people you love.
51:28That's beautiful.
51:30Ivo, this is number two.
51:31What can you say?
51:33I'll give up my friends.
51:37Because...
51:38My friends...
51:39I like to increase the number of friends I have.
51:42I'll focus on her or other careers.
51:45Okay.
51:46April.
51:47The answers are different.
51:48Their answers are beautiful.
51:49Beautiful.
51:50Who will you give the green flag to?
51:52Number one.
51:54Oh.
51:55Okay.
51:56Joseph, congratulations.
51:57You also have a green flag.
51:58Last question, please, April.
52:00At our age,
52:01what is your concept of a serious relationship?
52:06What is your concept of a serious relationship?
52:09Let's start with Ivo.
52:11Number two.
52:13For me, a serious relationship is...
52:17Even if you don't see each other every day,
52:19your love for each other is still there.
52:22That's a serious relationship for me.
52:25Even if you haven't experienced it yet.
52:28Glenn, number three.
52:31The basis of a serious relationship is...
52:36understanding and understanding.
52:38Because you can get love from everyone.
52:42From everyone around you.
52:44But not everyone can understand and understand you.
52:50Here's number one, Joseph.
52:52For me, a serious relationship is...
52:56If you both compromise,
52:58and through ups and downs,
52:59he should be by your side.
53:01That's the basis of a serious relationship.
53:07Through ups and downs,
53:09you're there for each other.
53:10April.
53:11Last green flag.
53:19Number...
53:22three.
53:24Glenn, why?
53:27Did you get influenced by Andre?
53:29Andre is a gay.
53:31He understands me better.
53:34You feel that Glenn understands you better.
53:37It's also important for April
53:39that he understands you better.
53:43Congratulations, Glenn.
53:44You already have two green flags.
53:45And here's April,
53:47the ones you didn't get to choose.
53:49Please introduce yourself.
53:50Number one.
54:01I hope you take good care of yourself, Glenn.
54:03I know you're a kind person.
54:05That's all. Thank you.
54:07Thank you, Joseph.
54:11Evo, come here.
54:12Let's introduce you to April.
54:14Come closer to her.
54:16April, this is Evo.
54:21Good luck to you, Glenn.
54:23I know you're a kind person because we met earlier.
54:27Thank you, Evo.
54:29Wait a minute, Glenn.
54:30Andre's ex is about to say something to April.
54:35Go, Andre.
54:37April, take care.
54:39Don't let yourself down.
54:41I hope you're happy with your choice.
54:44I hope Glenn takes good care of you.
54:46That's all.
54:47And take care of your mom.
54:49Don't starve yourself.
54:51I love you.
54:57Thank you
54:59for knowing me better.
55:03Thank you
55:05for taking care of me.
55:07For your patience and intimacy with my family and me.
55:15Take care of your steps and your future.
55:19And I hope that your girlfriend
55:23gives you more time.
55:28Thank you, guys.
55:30Come closer to Glenn if you have something to say.
55:38Glenn, take care of April.
55:40Don't let her down.
55:42Accept her for who she is.
55:46That's all.
55:48Take care of her.
55:50Take care of her always.
55:53Thank you, Andre.
55:55Glenn, come closer to April.
56:23April, meet Glenn.
56:30How could I ever let you go?
56:37Is it too late to let you know?
56:44I tried to run from your sight.
56:49But each way I try,
56:52you only remind me of you.
56:56It's showtime.
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