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00:00After my husband went to sleep...
00:09Hello!
00:10Oh, you're awake!
00:12I talked so much that I couldn't hear 3, 2, 1.
00:16You talked until the last minute.
00:19I thought no one was talking.
00:21Did it start?
00:25Today's guest is Reina Sumi.
00:27Nice to meet you.
00:30Sumi joined TV Tokyo in 2013.
00:33She became a freelancer in 2020.
00:36She is now a variety show host and a host for morning news programs.
00:41You do it in the morning?
00:43What time do you get up?
00:44I get up at 1.50 a.m.
00:46I get up before 2 a.m.
00:48What?
00:49What do you mean?
00:50Do you do it every day?
00:52Only on Saturdays.
00:54I get up at 1.50 a.m. on Saturdays.
00:58Do you go to bed before that?
01:00I can go to bed anytime now.
01:03I can't sleep enough.
01:05I couldn't sleep before I gave birth.
01:09But I can sleep after I give birth.
01:11I can't sleep after I give birth.
01:14So I can't sleep well.
01:17That's tough.
01:19How old is your baby?
01:22Nine months.
01:23Nine months?
01:24It's getting easier.
01:27I got a baby carrier.
01:29I got a baby carrier.
01:31It's easier when you sit on your head.
01:34Do you have a video of your baby?
01:36Yes, I have a video of my baby.
01:38It's been nine months.
01:41It's standing up.
01:43It's so cute.
01:47It's so supportive.
01:49It's amazing.
01:51What's wrong?
01:53It's like a baby.
01:57I've never used a baby carrier.
02:00What do you do?
02:01I let it go.
02:04I don't use anything.
02:06When you use a baby carrier,
02:09don't you want to go out?
02:11It's been a while.
02:13When I put the baby carrier down,
02:16I was like this.
02:18I put the baby carrier around the TV.
02:23I let it go.
02:24You only let it go where you can't touch it.
02:26You don't let it go where you can't touch it.
02:30What do you do with furniture?
02:32I hit it and learn how to use it.
02:38We're going to show you a picture of your baby.
02:43Do you have it?
02:44It's been nine months.
02:47It hasn't been a year yet.
02:49Did you give birth naturally?
02:51I gave birth naturally.
02:53How was it?
02:55It didn't hurt at all.
02:56When I was anesthetized,
02:58it was like a video call.
03:00It didn't hurt at all?
03:02It didn't hurt at all.
03:03Did you feel anything?
03:04I could feel the needle.
03:07I could feel the moment I breathed.
03:09That's interesting.
03:11That's how you got in touch with your husband.
03:13Yes.
03:14I thought it might be labor pain.
03:16He said it hurt.
03:17Isn't your husband with you?
03:19My husband is on a business trip.
03:22I see.
03:23He took a day off two days later.
03:25What?
03:27I wanted him to take a day off,
03:30but he gave birth too early.
03:35How did it go?
03:37It still hurts.
03:38He said,
03:39I can't do it anymore.
03:41I can't stop it anymore.
03:43He said,
03:44I can't do it anymore.
03:46He said,
03:47I can't do it anymore.
03:48He apologized to me.
03:51He didn't want to wait for me.
03:52I see.
03:53I didn't mean to do that.
03:55It's not your fault.
03:57It's not my fault.
03:58He took a day off.
04:00I see.
04:01But I got in touch with him
04:03because I was doing a video call.
04:05You were relaxed.
04:07I see.
04:08I got in touch with him
04:10after I got to the hospital.
04:12I see.
04:13That's fast.
04:14He said,
04:15I was born.
04:16That's good.
04:17What does that mean?
04:19That's fast.
04:20He said,
04:21I was born.
04:22I see.
04:23I was surprised.
04:25I was surprised.
04:26That's great.
04:28He said,
04:29I was born.
04:30That's cute.
04:32She gave birth safely.
04:35She has a lot of worries.
04:38So, this time,
04:39we're going to talk about this.
04:41She's single.
04:42It's hard to give birth, isn't it?
04:44It's special.
04:45Giving birth.
04:47She has a lot of worries.
04:49I see.
04:50She has two or three mothers.
04:53I don't know what she's doing.
04:56It's strange.
05:01I heard giving birth is painful.
05:04But I didn't know it was so painful.
05:06She told me how painful it was
05:08when I gave birth,
05:09but she didn't tell me how painful it was after giving birth.
05:11Why is breastfeeding so complicated?
05:14I thought it was easier.
05:15I thought so, too.
05:16I thought so, too.
05:17It's amazing.
05:18I thought it was better to carry her.
05:20But I couldn't.
05:22I was surprised.
05:23She was like this.
05:25She was so out of breath.
05:27She was like a baseball.
05:30She was out of breath.
05:32She was like this.
05:35She was like a forklift.
05:37She was like this.
05:39I was wondering how fast she would put her baby here.
05:41I had to do it near her.
05:43I prayed here for a while.
05:45I understand.
05:46I understand.
05:48It's important to breathe.
05:52I understand.
05:54I'm holding her.
05:55I'm holding her.
05:56I'm holding her.
05:57I'm holding her.
06:03She is worried about the refrigerator.
06:07She is crying all night.
06:08She is not in a good mood.
06:09She is full.
06:10She is full.
06:11She has three big worries.
06:12She has three big worries.
06:13Let's start with Yonaki.
06:16Yonaki is having a hard time.
06:19Yonaki is having a hard time.
06:25She started crying at 6 months old.
06:28At 6 months old?
06:29Yes.
06:30Did she sleep at first?
06:32Yes.
06:33She slept at first.
06:35But she started crying at 6 months old.
06:37She started crying at 6 months old.
06:40Is it because she can't sleep now?
06:43I heard it's temporary.
06:45I heard it's temporary.
06:46I heard it's temporary.
06:47I heard it's temporary.
06:48It's hard.
06:50It's hard.
06:51I couldn't sleep at first.
06:54I stayed up for 3 hours until I was 1 year old.
06:57I stayed up for 3 hours until I was 1 year old.
06:58For a year?
06:59I sometimes slept for 5 hours.
07:01I sometimes slept for 5 hours.
07:03You were working.
07:05I stayed up for 3 or 4 hours until I was 1 year old.
07:10I stayed up for 3 or 4 hours until I was 1 year old.
07:12What did you do when she started crying?
07:15What did you do when she started crying?
07:16When she started crying?
07:18Do you want to come in?
07:20Do you want to come in?
07:21Do you have a bed?
07:22I don't sleep with her.
07:24Why?
07:25I always...
07:26I always...
07:27I always...
07:29Can I?
07:31I always sleep with her.
07:33You can't sleep there.
07:35You can't sleep there.
07:38I always sleep like this.
07:41I sometimes sleep like this.
07:46When I sleep...
07:51I can't concentrate.
07:53It's the most important to carry her.
07:55That's right.
07:57I put her like this.
07:59It's like a forklift.
08:00It's like a forklift.
08:01I don't know how to put it in here, but I have to put it here as soon as possible.
08:05Oh, so you have to put it near this.
08:08Can't I just put it here?
08:10That's right.
08:11It wakes up when you go to the bathroom.
08:15Put it in here as much as possible.
08:18It's hard.
08:19I thought I was the first one to go to bed.
08:22I was quiet when I was the first one.
08:24Really?
08:25I can't be quiet when I'm the second or third one.
08:27So I sleep even if I'm really noisy.
08:29I wake up when I'm the first one, but I'm getting used to it.
08:35I can't sleep at all.
08:37The moment I go to bed, my house is tense.
08:40I can't close the door because my husband will wake me up.
08:44Like a thief.
08:46I love the sound of the water server.
08:50It's like a bathtub.
08:53Can you sleep?
08:54I can sleep.
08:56The first one is sensitive.
08:58It's important to make it dark and quiet.
09:02If you don't do that, you won't be able to sleep.
09:04I turn off the lights in the house.
09:07It's like an air conditioner.
09:10That's great.
09:12I want you to sleep forever.
09:15I have a wish.
09:18I'm in trouble when I wake up.
09:19What did you do when you were the first one?
09:21I hugged him.
09:29I prayed here for a while.
09:47What did you do when you were the first one?
09:49I hugged him.
09:54I hugged him and fell asleep.
09:57I sucked his breast milk.
09:59I sucked his breast milk.
10:01I sucked his breast milk.
10:03I sucked his breast milk.
10:05I fell asleep.
10:07I woke up and my hand was trembling.
10:09I understand.
10:10I held his hand.
10:11I did that.
10:13I prayed here for a while.
10:15I understand.
10:18I sometimes feel the sun.
10:22I feel his breath.
10:26I do this.
10:28I pray here.
10:30I understand.
10:31I pray here.
10:32I understand.
10:33I put my weight on his hand.
10:35I put my weight on his hand.
10:36I put my weight on his hand.
10:40It's important to breathe.
10:42I understand.
10:47I did this for a while.
10:49I often did this.
10:51I hugged him.
10:53I hugged him.
10:55I hugged him.
10:57I hugged him.
10:59I hugged him.
11:01I hugged him.
11:03I don't know if you can hear me.
11:05I hugged him.
11:07I hugged him.
11:09Can't you make this floor a bed?
11:12I sleep on the floor.
11:16It's cold in winter.
11:18I sleep on the floor.
11:20It's cold.
11:22I catch a cold.
11:24I understand.
11:25It's annoying.
11:26It means I'm alive.
11:28It's proof that I'm alive.
11:31It's like an animal.
11:33I have a baby monitor.
11:35I check what time I got up and what time I went to bed.
11:40I put my face on the monitor.
11:43Like this.
11:46You're still wearing it.
11:48I'm wearing it.
11:50What time do you breastfeed?
11:52I breastfeed and go to the bathroom.
11:55I take a bath.
11:57I wear it for three months.
11:59Then I stop wearing it.
12:01When I stop wearing it, I get nervous.
12:05I'm worried.
12:07But I have to stop wearing it.
12:10I wonder if he is growing up.
12:13I wonder if he is drinking.
12:15You don't know the end.
12:17I have to stop wearing it.
12:19I feel like I've been wearing it for the rest of my life.
12:22I feel like I've done my best to stop wearing it.
12:24You've been wearing it for nine months.
12:26I'm going to do it until I'm one year old.
12:28I want to decide how far I will do it when I'm one year old.
12:32When I went to the hospital for a checkup,
12:35I was asked how many times a day I breastfeed.
12:37I was asked how many times I change my diaper.
12:40I can't remember at all.
12:42If I don't tell you in detail,
12:45I think I'm disqualified as a mother.
12:49I think I'm being tested to see if I'm really growing up.
12:52I don't think so.
12:54I answered seven times.
12:57I was very nervous when I answered.
12:59I know.
13:00I've been wearing it for the first time.
13:02How long have you been wearing it?
13:04I think I've been wearing it for a month.
13:06You've been wearing it for a month.
13:08You haven't been wearing it for a month.
13:10I don't think so.
13:12I can tell if I've been pooping.
13:14That's right.
13:16If you've been pooping, it's safe.
13:18It's proof that you're drinking.
13:20I don't know if I'm gaining weight or not.
13:24Did you buy a weight scale?
13:25I don't buy it.
13:26I bought it.
13:28I bought it, too.
13:30I don't buy it.
13:32I don't know if I'm gaining weight.
13:34It's a scale that tells you how many grams you weigh.
13:36I bought a scale that tells me how many grams I weigh.
13:40I don't know if I'm gaining weight or not.
13:44I bought it because it was milk.
13:46I can see it's milk.
13:48I can see it's milk.
13:50I can see it's milk.
13:52I can't tell if I'm drinking or not.
13:54I can't tell if I'm drinking or not.
13:56I can't tell if I'm drinking or not.
13:58I'm trying my best.
14:02It's hard to cry at night.
14:04It's hard to cry at night.
14:06I share a bedroom with my dad.
14:10When I cry, it's all me.
14:13My parents are probably awake.
14:16My parents are probably awake.
14:18My parents are probably awake.
14:20When I hear that, I feel like I'm waking them up.
14:24When I cry, I have to talk to them right away.
14:26When I hear that, I feel like I'm waking them up.
14:30I feel like I'm waking them up.
14:32I've never said that.
14:34I've never said that.
14:36I've never said that.
14:38I'm stressed out.
14:40I'm stressed out.
14:42Do you have the opposite?
14:44Do you have the opposite?
14:46When I have a show on Saturday morning,
14:48When I have a show on Saturday morning,
14:50I touch my husband's button at 2 o'clock.
14:52I go to work first.
14:54I check my baby monitor to see if he's awake.
14:56I check my baby monitor to see if he's awake.
14:58I'm doing that.
15:00Oh, that's tough.
15:02It's stressful to wake up but leave the room early.
15:06It's stressful to wake up but leave the room early.
15:08Or coming back to work.
15:10Or coming back to work.
15:12You can't chat until you sleep.
15:16You can't chat until you sleep.
15:18What happens then?
15:20No one wakes up.
15:22What happens then?
15:24Even the kids.
15:26Even the kids.
15:28It's not like, Gyaaah!
15:30It's more like, Fufufu!
15:32It's like, Ssshhh!
15:34It's like, Ssshhh!
15:36It doesn't wake you up.
15:38You get used to it, right?
15:40It's like, I don't have to wake up.
15:42I can sleep again.
15:44My husband is very sensitive.
15:46He can't sleep at all.
15:48He's like, I can really sleep now.
15:50He's like, I can sleep now.
15:52He's like, I can really sleep now.
15:54He's like, I can really sleep now.
15:56How can you improve?
15:58You can get stronger, right?
16:00You can get stronger, right?
16:02Does your husband take care of you?
16:04Does your husband take care of you?
16:06He does.
16:08He does.
16:10He does.
16:12He's always around.
16:14He's always around.
16:16He does.
16:18He does.
16:20He does.
16:22He does.
16:24He does.
16:26He does.
16:28He does.
16:30He does.
16:32I was surprised the other day.
16:34He knew my size,
16:36He knew my size,
16:38I was surprised.
16:40I was surprised.
16:42That's cute.
16:44Do you have any other size?
16:46Do you have any other size?
16:48I have so many buttons.
16:50I have so many buttons.
16:52I'll be so happy if you can keep it like this forever.
16:56But the cuteness is the priority.
16:58Yes, the butt.
17:00I like the butt.
17:02Do you fight with your husband?
17:04We've had a fight.
17:06We do.
17:08When my husband was almost 35,
17:10he worked from home for about one to two months.
17:16He was at home, but he couldn't help at all.
17:18I see.
17:20I see.
17:22I have to prepare lunch for lunch and dinner.
17:24He doesn't help me at all.
17:26He looks like a punk.
17:28You have more work to do.
17:30I have to prepare food for my dad.
17:32And I have to be quiet.
17:34You don't have to be at home.
17:36You don't have to be at home.
17:38I'm glad I'm not at home.
17:40I'm glad I'm not at home.
17:42I'm glad I'm not at home.
17:44I'm glad I'm not at home.
17:47After cutting hair.
17:54When my husband was almost 35,
17:56he was at home, but he couldn't help at all.
17:58I see.
18:00I have to prepare lunch for lunch and dinner.
18:02He doesn't help me at all.
18:04You have more work to do.
18:06You have to prepare food for your dad.
18:08You have to be quiet.
18:10I see.
18:12I went back to live at home before an explosion.
18:14I
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19:15She must not talk to me. I thought she got a kyo Yorugohan. Nani sure. It's a key to talk to you. I'm not
19:20It's good. I like that
19:22This is all that's good. I guess you know, it's good. That's not that kind of
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19:58That they have to clean up
20:00They saw through the
20:03No, no
20:05What do I say?
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20:20You are night. It's not the granite. Yeah, I'm a naked. It's not nice
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20:33I'm a cunt. Oh, no, I don't know
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20:54No, I'm not gonna tell you
20:57It's a lot of
20:59My money to see what you do. You're not gonna leave it. You're not here. You come with the creator by noon
21:04Yeah, I'm gonna come up to them. Yeah, I'm just gonna
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21:13You're not
21:15You're not gonna be a kid about it. Yeah, I'm not talking
21:18I'm not going to come with you. You know, I'm not gonna do it. I'm not gonna do it. I'm not gonna do it
21:23I'm not gonna do it. I'm not gonna do it
21:25Oh, sorry, no. I hate you come on today. Don't just even though to see show so I didn't know me
21:30I'm so full. So I said, look. What I said
21:38You know
21:42I'm
21:47What time is the meeting?
21:49That's right.
21:51It's hard to be at home and expect half of it.
21:56It's hard.
21:58When my husband was at home,
22:01I thought it would be helpful.
22:03But now that he's not on a business trip,
22:05I'm like, oh, really?
22:07But I'm so angry in my heart.
22:09You don't have to make rice.
22:11You can give up your feelings.
22:13That's right.
22:15I think it's helpful.
22:17I don't have to make rice.
22:19I can eat natto rice.
22:21I can eat milk rice.
22:23I have milk.
22:25I don't have to make my own rice.
22:27I'm a country mom.
22:29What?
22:31I'm embarrassed.
22:33Next is this.
22:35It's hard to lose hair.
22:37It's hard to lose hair.
22:39It's hard to lose hair.
22:41It's hard to lose hair.
22:43I've calmed down.
22:45My new hair has grown a lot.
22:47My new hair has grown a lot.
22:49I've had a lot of hair loss in three months.
22:51That's was very long.
22:53That's right.
22:55However,
22:57my hair loss is terrible.
22:59When I take a bath,
23:01I wash my hair and lose my hair.
23:03When I rinse my hair,
23:05I lose a lot of my hair.
23:07There's a lot on the comb.
23:09It's the same on the floor.
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26:03She is cute
26:09I can't go back to the first one
26:11I can't go back to the first one
26:13I can go back to the first one
26:15I can go back to the first one
26:17Before I got pregnant
26:19I weighed more than 5 kg
26:21I weighed more than 5 kg
26:23It's been a year
26:25I can't go back
26:27I can't go back
26:29My husband always asks me
26:31My husband always asks me
26:33He tells me not to do it
26:35He tells me not to do it
26:37He does yoga
26:39He does yoga
26:41He does yoga
26:43And he does swimming
26:45Oh really?
26:47Oh really?
26:49I think that
26:51I think that
26:53I think that
26:55I don't know how to fight my appetite.
26:59I eat good food and try to take care of myself.
27:03That's how I feel.
27:06When you're frying it, your throat gets really dry.
27:09That's a mystery.
27:10I haven't really gotten rid of my water intake, but I drink a lot.
27:13That's true.
27:14That's why.
27:22I have a really bad back pain.
27:24When I was 23 years old, I had a back pain.
27:27You had a back pain?
27:28Yes, I did.
27:29Really?
27:30Yes, I did.
27:31Was it your first time?
27:32Yes, it was.
27:33It was right before I couldn't move at all.
27:36I was trying to hold a baby, but I got out of position.
27:40As soon as I got up, I felt something.
27:43I thought, maybe it was that.
27:45I see.
27:46When I held her, I felt something.
27:49I couldn't get up from there.
27:51For two or three days, I was like, yes, yes.
27:54What was that?
27:55I called her on the phone and said, I can't move.
27:58That's true.
27:59It's hard to hold a baby.
28:00I was sleeping in the rain.
28:02I was holding her.
28:03You were holding her?
28:04When you loosen your pelvis after giving birth, you get affected by that.
28:08I see.
28:09I was crouching and holding her.
28:12I tried not to put pressure on my back.
28:15I thought I wasn't young anymore.
28:17When I was sleeping, I felt something.
28:20I felt something in my neck.
28:22When I was sleeping with a baby in my arms,
28:25I knew I was sleeping like this.
28:29But I didn't want to move because I was sleepy.
28:32I couldn't get up in the morning, so I grabbed my hair like this.
28:37When I got up, I went to a pain clinic.
28:40You couldn't get up?
28:41I couldn't.
28:42I was like, ouch, ouch, ouch.
28:45You felt like you were wrong.
28:47I felt like I was wrong, but it was terrible.
28:49You couldn't bend your back.
28:50That's right.
28:53It's hard to know that you're not young.
28:56It's hard.
28:57When I was half a year old, my arms were like testicles.
29:04I couldn't stretch my fingers.
29:07I was like this.
29:14You were like a boxer with a tail.
29:18The worst thing was when I was two or three months pregnant.
29:24The pain was terrible.
29:26I couldn't move smoothly.
29:28I couldn't move my fingers.
29:30I looked up the reason.
29:32It wasn't just about the balance of my hormones.
29:36It was also about the balance of my hormones.
29:40My hands hurt, but I had to hold my baby in the morning.
29:47It was painful.
29:49I applied it to my fingers and joints.
29:53My wrists, too.
29:54Your fingers, too?
29:55I applied it to my knees, too.
29:57My knees hurt, too.
29:59I just remembered that.
30:01I think my knees hurt, too.
30:03I was crouching.
30:04It's really like that.
30:07It's really like that.
30:08I hid my face.
30:10She's cute.
30:11She's cute.
30:12She's cute.
30:13She's cute.
30:14She's cute.
30:20What song is this?
30:21I was going to go home right away.
30:24My sister got sick and I couldn't go home.
30:28My husband had to go to work.
30:33It was really hard for me to stay at home.
30:37I felt like I was left alone at home.
30:42I was worried that I would be alone with my baby.
30:49What did you do to get rid of your anxiety?
30:53I got 30 minutes from my husband.
30:56I made tea alone.
30:58It's a great speed.
31:00It's the first time in my life.
31:02I felt a little relieved when I got a minute away from my baby.
31:07I felt the cuteness of being away for a moment.
31:12I thought I'd do my best because I had it.
31:16I feel like I'm being raised.
31:20I've heard this a lot.
31:22What is happiness now?
31:24What is a little fun?
31:27I'm happy to drink good tea while eating sweets.
31:32I thought such a small thing was happiness.
31:36I'm so happy at this time.
31:40I understand.
31:42I'm happy to drink tea slowly.
31:45It's a luxury.
31:46It's a luxury.
31:48It's a luxury.
31:50What did you do to get rid of your anxiety?
31:56I got emotional for a moment.
32:00I was angry for a moment.
32:04It's like a gallbladder.
32:06That's right.
32:08I thought I was going to have a gallbladder.
32:11I don't know if it's my hormone balance.
32:13I felt like I wasn't myself.
32:17Physically and mentally.
32:19I was wondering where the anger was coming from.
32:24I was told whatever I said.
32:28I was hit hard.
32:30I was told that I couldn't keep calm.
32:35I was supposed to be very happy to have a baby.
32:41I thought it wasn't supposed to be like this.
32:44I'm calm now.
32:46I'm glad.
32:47I'm having fun every day.
32:49I'm glad.
32:54I'm thirsty.
32:56You're breastfeeding.
32:58I'm hungry and thirsty.
33:00I wonder what it is.
33:02The moment I sit down, I get thirsty.
33:04I'm surprised.
33:06It's really coming out of my body.
33:08That's amazing.
33:10I thought it was interesting.
33:13When I was a student, I was doing sports.
33:18I want to put a glass of water here.
33:20I keep drinking while I'm breastfeeding.
33:23I put it on my pillow when I sleep.
33:25That's right.
33:27Your body is well made.
33:29You're under a lot of pressure.
33:31That's right.
33:33I went to a cafe for a refreshing walk.
33:37I took a picture of a child.
33:39I took a picture with a SLR camera.
33:41With a SLR camera?
33:43That's amazing.
33:45I like cameras.
33:47I used to have a camera.
33:49I like taking pictures of people.
33:51I didn't have anyone to take a picture of me.
33:53When I was born, I thought this was it.
33:55That's lucky.
33:57Can I take a look?
33:59That's a good camera.
34:01That's amazing.
34:03Isn't it authentic?
34:05I saw it on Instagram.
34:07Isn't it amazing?
34:09You can go to the studio and take a picture.
34:11It's like a baby studio.
34:13I didn't know there was such a white floor.
34:15I used a clear mat.
34:17I used a clear mat.
34:19You can use it as a photo.
34:21I also used a mattress.
34:23I also used a mattress.
34:25I took a monthly photo every month.
34:27I took a monthly photo every month.
34:29That's great.
34:31Did you do it?
34:33That's a lie.
34:35I took a picture.
34:37That's a lie.
34:39I took a picture.
34:41I took a picture.
34:43I took a picture.
34:45Is there anything else to change about SanGo?
34:47Is there anything else to change about SanGo?
34:49There is.
34:51The brain forgets about a lot of things.
34:53Is this SanGo?
34:55This is called the mommy brain.
34:57The concentration of the memory is low.
34:59The concentration of the memory is low.
35:01This is a phenomenon that many women see.
35:03Well, it's like a clear definition, but in the old days, it was called San-Go-Boke.
35:09I moved right before I gave birth.
35:15When I was cleaning up, I couldn't remember where I put my San-Go.
35:23No one knows, only I know.
35:26I thought I was brainwashed.
35:30I don't know, I don't know about Mommy Brain.
35:32Oh, it's called Mommy Brain.
35:34I've been watching Breaking Bad while I was pregnant.
35:39It's intense.
35:41It's so intense.
35:42When I was born, I was like, okay, I'm looking forward to the next one.
35:45But I couldn't connect the story at all.
35:48What was it?
35:49I should have seen it earlier, but I'm going to rewind it again.
35:53I couldn't see the story.
35:56It's all interrupted.
35:58I see.
35:59I should have seen it.
36:01I don't know what I was talking about while I was talking.
36:06I don't know what I was talking about while I was talking.
36:09Sumi, what do you do? Do you remember the talk show?
36:12I take notes.
36:14I write down all the interesting things in the memo.
36:19I write down all the interesting things in the memo.
36:23I write down my growth.
36:25I write down my growth.
36:28It's like a diary.
36:30It's like a diary.
36:32I write a diary every day.
36:34But I can't write it because I'm too sleepy.
36:37I try to write it tomorrow and go to bed.
36:40But when I try to write it the next day,
36:42I can't remember what happened yesterday.
36:45I can't remember what happened yesterday.
36:46That's true.
36:47That's true.
36:48It's important to write a log.
36:50It's your first time writing a log.
36:52It's my first time writing a log.
36:54I'm going to write it down in my diary.
36:57I'm going to write it down in my diary.
36:58That's the only diary I have.
37:02I don't remember anything.
37:04But when I look back on the diary for three months,
37:08I feel nostalgic.
37:10I don't remember anything.
37:11I don't remember anything.
37:13Do you have a diary?
37:15I don't have a diary.
37:18I don't have a diary.
37:19I've never thought about writing a diary.
37:21I've never thought about writing a diary.
37:23I've never thought about writing a diary.
37:26How do you remember?
37:28How do you remember?
37:30I don't remember everything.
37:33Are you talking about pictures?
37:36Yes, pictures and Instagram.
37:39Instagram is like a diary.
37:41I just remember where I went when I went out.
37:47You're writing two diaries now.
37:50Stop it.
37:52You're tired.
37:54What's the log?
37:55I write a log, a picture of 365 days, and 200 characters.
38:03I can share the log with my husband.
38:07I write down what I did today.
38:11I write down my feelings on the 365th day.
38:15You write it separately.
38:17You don't put it on social media, do you?
38:21I heard that you can save it in a year.
38:24Is that true?
38:26I heard that children are happy to save it.
38:29And,
38:30What?
38:32You can take a picture of the log.
38:33No way!
38:34I have to take a picture.
38:36I have to decide what to wear for this month.
38:39You're busy.
38:41I'm a businesswoman.
38:43Isn't it hard for you?
38:47Let's do it!
38:48After lunch
38:49Let's do it!
38:52Let's do it!
38:53Please give me a break
38:55I'm too busy
38:56Can you do me a favor?
38:58You can share the log with the sound
39:02And you can write your feelings on the 365th
39:05You can write it separately
39:07And there's a special one
39:09where you can print a photo for a month
39:11There is
39:12You can make a monthly photo calendar
39:17So you can send the printed photo to each of your mothers
39:21You can do it every month
39:23I thought I'll be buried in my house when I'm 5
39:26with all the printed photos
39:28and diary
39:30I'll be buried in my house
39:32I think I can't throw away my children's work
39:37But you're not going to quit, right?
39:40I'm not going to stop until I'm a year old
39:43Wow!
39:44She's being chased by her daily activities.
39:46She's being chased.
39:47It's been a month.
39:48I'm under a lot of pressure.
39:51It's like the end of the month.
39:53Is there anything you haven't done?
39:55I have to take photos.
39:57I have to send letters to each household.
40:00I have to take photos first.
40:02What should I take this month?
40:03What should I wear?
40:05You're so busy!
40:07I'm a businesswoman!
40:09Isn't that tough?
40:10Wow!
40:11I have to send letters to each household.
40:15It's amazing that you can keep doing it.
40:18I couldn't stop doing it when I started.
40:20That's amazing.
40:23The last one is breastfeeding.
40:26Breastfeeding is tough.
40:31I thought I could breastfeed when I gave birth.
40:35I thought I could breastfeed when I gave birth.
40:37But I couldn't do it at first.
40:39I didn't know what to do until I gave birth.
40:42When I was about to give birth, I gave birth too much.
40:46When I gave birth too much, I got a white spot.
40:50It's a white spot.
40:52It's like a pimple.
40:53I did it.
40:55When you touch it, it's like a needle.
40:59But you have to let it go.
41:01I wanted to get rid of it, so I used a needle.
41:03What?
41:04I wanted to get rid of it.
41:06I was told not to do it.
41:08I did it.
41:10Why is breastfeeding so complicated?
41:14I thought it would be easier.
41:16I went to a breastfeeding clinic.
41:19It was too painful.
41:21I couldn't breastfeed my baby.
41:23When I went there, I heard my mom crying.
41:27I heard my mom crying from everywhere.
41:29I heard my mom crying from everywhere.
41:30I heard my mom crying from everywhere.
41:31I heard my mom crying from everywhere.
41:33I heard my mom crying from everywhere.
41:36But when I went there, I felt my baby's softness.
41:41Did you give her a massage?
41:42Yes, she gave me a massage.
41:44I went to a massage in Okita.
41:46I was squeezed out.
41:48I was squeezed out.
41:51I felt my baby's softness.
41:53I felt my baby's softness.
41:55I felt my baby's softness.
41:57I felt my baby's softness.
41:59I held her hand and thanked her.
42:01I held her hand and thanked her.
42:02Her breast was flaccid.
42:04Her breast was flaccid.
42:06I couldn't help my feeling pain.
42:08It was rock.
42:10I felt pain when I was in the bathtub.
42:13I felt pain when I was in the bathtub.
42:15I was in the shower.
42:18I was in the shower.
42:21My body was painful.
42:22My body was painful.
42:23I had a hard time for a month.
42:26This is the first time I've heard of it.
42:32I didn't know you were this bad at it.
42:35I'm not good at it, and my kids aren't good at it.
42:38I was like, what am I going to do?
42:40It's hard to get the timing right at the start.
42:42It's really hard.
42:43No one taught me how to do it.
42:45No one taught me.
42:47They taught me how to do the 13, but they didn't teach me how to do the 3.
42:51I'm not good at it, and my kids aren't good at it.
42:54I'm not good at it, and my kids aren't good at it.
42:56I'm not good at it, and my kids aren't good at it.
42:58I'm not good at it, and my kids aren't good at it.
43:00I was like, what am I going to do?
43:02It's hard to get the timing right at the start.
43:04It's really hard.
43:05No one taught me how to do it.
43:07It's really hard.
43:08The staff told me to do it like a hamburger.
43:10Crush it and put it in your mouth.
43:12And then I should eat it.
43:14But I can't do it.
43:16I can't do it.
43:18It's like this.
43:20I don't know why.
43:21Babies open their mouths nicely.
43:23That's right.
43:25I don't know if they know it's a boob or not.
43:27I don't know if they know it's a boob or not.
43:28I don't know if they know it's a boob or not.
43:32When I'm sitting down, I feel really bad.
43:37It happens.
43:39At first, I was like, oh, my God.
43:42I've never heard of anyone like that as a mother.
43:45I was like, I'm the only one.
43:47But I really didn't want to do it.
43:49You're getting nervous.
43:51Did you keep raising your baby after you got over it?
43:53I kept raising him.
43:55I couldn't do that.
43:57I wanted to stop it.
43:59So I stopped.
44:01I heard that if you raise your baby, you'll lose weight.
44:03I heard that if you raise your baby, you'll lose weight.
44:05I felt like I couldn't raise my baby.
44:07I was stressed out.
44:09When you're out on the street, you feel like you're being squeezed.
44:13I didn't know it was like a breast implant.
44:16I can feel the feeling of the cow.
44:21It was like, oh, my God.
44:23It's like a real breast implant.
44:25It's like a real breast implant.
44:27When I was three or four years old, a nurse came to me.
44:29When I was three or four years old, a nurse came to me.
44:31She said, show me your boobs.
44:33She gave me a massage.
44:35I was surprised at first.
44:37I was surprised at first.
44:39I was surprised at first.
44:41I didn't know that.
44:43I didn't know that.
44:45I didn't know that.
44:47I didn't know that.
44:49I didn't know that.
44:51I didn't know that.
44:53I didn't know that.
44:55I didn't know that.
44:57I didn't know that.
44:59I didn't know that.
45:01I didn't know that.
45:03I didn't know that.
45:05I didn't know that.
45:07I didn't know that.
45:09I didn't know that.
45:11I didn't know that.
45:13It hurts, doesn't it?
45:15It's just hip pain.
45:17It's just hip pain.
45:19The pain gets worse and worse.
45:21The pain gets worse and worse.
45:23It is painful.
45:25Hip pain cannot be hidden.
45:29But the doctor said,
45:31But the doctor said,
45:33Dr. Tadaki stated that it was a big pain.
45:35It's hard to get on the road, but it's hard to get out of it.
45:41It's hard to quit this time, too.
45:44I didn't know you were so worried about your breasts.
45:47No one told me that.
45:50I thought it was something that would suck me right away.
45:54I heard it hurt when I gave birth, but I didn't know it hurt so much.
45:59It taught me the pain of giving birth, but it didn't teach me the pain of giving birth.
46:03I didn't know my breasts would hurt so much.
46:10That was quick.
46:11That was quick.
46:12I wanted to talk to you for a long time.
46:18Do you make soup or miso soup?
46:21I make tail soup.
46:24Boil it for a long time, remove the foam, and season it.
46:28I make chicken broth, soy sauce, and salt.
46:33You're a good cook.
46:37I don't wear pajamas.
46:39I can't go back to wearing my pajamas.
46:42That's great.
46:43After my husband goes to bed, I want you to watch TVer Abe.
46:47You can also watch it during the housework.
46:50Don't miss it!
46:54Pregnancy specials and LINE talks are also available on Terasa.