Love After Lockup Season 2 Episode 16
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00:00means God can work things out stay away from him maybe he's more violent though you trust that I
00:05make good decisions Lamar being in jail again it changed me I'm gonna go play a little poker
00:10tonight why don't you take your baby Michael is getting out of jail you don't think Megan's
00:16gonna be there right I'm here for Michael's release I've dedicated two years of my life
00:22to this relationship I did more for Michael than his mother and his sister did while he was locked
00:27up I think it's bull what do you want to know it's time for everybody to face the music
00:33I don't want to talk this is not going to end well not at all
00:37I need a Xanax
00:50I'm here for Michael's release and things went completely left I knew it was a possibility
01:05that his mother and his sister dating to be here that's fine I'm not here for y'all I'm here for
01:10Mike I did not know about you want to be up here a lot of emotions that's going on especially with
01:35my daughter did you and him have some kind of plans or something yeah we did I was asked to be
01:41here and you know how he feels about me so it's not like I'm chasing him your son sought me out I
01:47didn't go looking for him when you found out he was married did that change anything for you
01:51you think you just fall out of love with somebody because they hurt you no it don't just go away like
01:59that but you know he's a married man now but currently you know that they fight all the time
02:05yes I know and that's why would you want them together because avianna sees that avianna is a
02:11part of that I know I don't understand how you could want somebody like that for your son who's
02:15shown you over and over again that's not what I'm saying so don't get this twisted they didn't
02:20always be like that this is just recent as of what you appear in
02:24I just I want better for him me and him we have to have a conversation we have to talk
02:30I feel you okay but listen as soon as he comes out here I'm going to get out I'm going to hug my
02:36son and I want that time okay before you jump out that's fine I'm not trying to impose so he's
02:41riding with you to the house yeah he is on tether if he does be able to go somewhere you make sure
02:47you have him at my house on time I'm not going through this again I'm not going through none of this
02:52again yeah so this is how we're going to have to do this I'm just going to tell you point blank I
02:57don't want a predicament at our own house we got to keep you two outside okay that's fine I don't
03:03understand what her problem is no it's not it's not just but we will all have conversation he would
03:08tell her that hey this is my girl so I don't understand where her animosity with me comes from
03:13and if she knew he was married why wouldn't she tell me or you
03:17another situation but in the meantime in the between time I'm just trying to keep the peace I get
03:28that I'm just like fine I don't want to be in any place where I'm not welcome I'll see you when I pull up
03:35in front of your house is that him seeing Michael walk across the street like I'm so excited just to
03:48see him out of jail getting out of that kind of jail it was just a you know an incredible moment for
04:05me felt like I could breathe again deep inside I'm wishing that my daughter would be there but I'm
04:12knowing that Sarah's pregnant I know that that that would be a hassle for the both of them what
04:19did the man say you got to go straight home no no honestly no what time what did he say he just said
04:27I had out to three and then let him know if I gotta do anything together you got my stipulations of
04:33parole is I have to do 90 days on tether I have to wear this GPS monitoring system on my ankle that
04:41tracks wherever I go you can't leave without your parole office permission I can't drink I can't be
04:47around any felons I'm free but I'm still locked up all right I think you need to see your sister first
04:53so Megan got into it or something on social media and she disrespected that it called her I don't
04:58know whatever and now she ain't trying to talk to her here or nothing while I was incarcerated Sarah and
05:03Megan began to talk to each other on Twitter they they I feel like was fending for Sarah and Megan
05:13took offense to that then Megan began to talk stuff about that so at that moment they didn't want no
05:19type of communication no type of nothing with her you don't disrespect me didn't try to come talk to
05:25me like everything's cool first of all that's that's where she went wrong again oh my mom and
05:32they they feel like Megan is a distraction that I should basically just do away with her I mean my
05:39mom and that they can say whatever it is that they want but at the end of the day I'm still a little
05:44making all right I'll see you at the house yeah thank you yeah a lot of stuff how you feel that's
06:04what I'm here to find out and also just to everything that happened and like was it was it fake
06:13no so you were talking to me in two years and you didn't tell me that you got married
06:20so that makes me think all the other things we shared and like what else like like where are you
06:27being genuine the whole time I mean listen yes I was being genuine I had to do what I had to do for
06:33my child and I told you that after I found out you told me yeah after you found out there was so
06:37many opportunities I didn't get the right opportunity mom stop lying to me stop lying
06:44to me I'm not lying yes you are I deserve to be aware of everything that's going on like
06:51I have something to tell Michael and I don't know how he's gonna take it but before I do that I deserve my
07:02own answers born and raised in the city of LA with tops get dropped in the players play boss surely
07:13appreciate you helping me this is how they do the meat out here in the hood yeah I'm pretty sure you
07:24can get food poisoning from the meat this is the neighborhood we live in we have to adapt to it
07:29until we get out hello can I get two pounds of pork ribs if I do the ribs will you fry the chicken
07:37I'm not doing any of it Myla I'm not Lamar is being released from jail tomorrow and I don't want the
07:46kids to know how angry I am and how sad I am he wants us to make a big meal he wants you to make a big
07:53meal you can't be mad at him forever I'm gonna eat some ramen and go to sleep when Lamar went back to
08:01jail it was just darkness in our house it's really hard to see your kids go through that because of
08:08someone that you brought in their life it's very important to me that our family dynamic works he's
08:17your stepfather I don't like people coming in and out of my life and I can't imagine what she's going
08:27through right now she's just been pushed a lot and she can't do it all by herself
08:32I miss you guys I hate when I see my friends hanging out together and I'm not there
08:51so what is the grocery store in LA like is it like super nice and posh you run into celebrities
08:57all the time yo they sell alcohol in the grocery store out here like no joke being a Mormon woman
09:05from Utah moving to the inner city of LA it was a huge culture shock hey hi to Nyla hi
09:14she's so mature you guys she's like giving me advice and where are you going where'd she go
09:23she's just emotional because Lamar's coming home and her and Lamar created this amazing relationship
09:33and was even thinking about changing her name to his and then a couple days later he went to jail
09:42he broke my baby's heart she feels like he abandoned our family for all of my kids it was the hardest
09:57for Nyla she was very angry when he would call she wouldn't get on the phone with him when he would
10:06send her letters she would tear him up and I found a burnt letter in her room from Lamar
10:11to hear her say that she doesn't trust african-american men hurts me so much
10:18I opened up and I showed him so much love my kids showed him so much love
10:29I gotta go I don't wanna do this
10:36I'm sorry
10:49you want me to see you so we can't we can go home
10:59Tracy's got just a little bit over a day left where she's on parole and she's determined to meet my
11:27mom it's basically an impossibility that y'all won't meet because y'all are both in real good health and
11:34you know barring like a accident or something
11:37why are we talking about death I'm talking about visiting meeting your mom and you're talking about death
11:42I'm trying to get out of this because I know that my mom has no interest whatsoever in me and Tracy
11:48it's frustrating being stuck in the middle of my wife and my parents
11:52if I'm with you it's kind of like putting her on the spot you know
11:55I don't know
11:57baby don't be so nervous it's okay
12:00I just I don't know what
12:02I don't know what her reaction is gonna be really
12:05I can't think it's gonna be good
12:09I just I gotta figure out what I'm gonna say to her
12:13just tell her that you really love me
12:15and that I'm happy
12:17and then that's all she should be concerned about right
12:21correct
12:23that settles up let's go check it out
12:27now if she does like cancel the door just
12:31wait in the truck
12:33yeah you just wait in the truck
12:35she still don't let me on the property
12:37or she'll call
12:39restrain orders
12:41alright
12:42make this happen
12:45I will try my best
12:48thank you
12:48I feel bad that I'm
12:56putting my mom in this situation
12:58but I'm even more nervous
13:00about what's gonna happen
13:01when my mom says no
13:02and I have to go tell Tracy that she said no
13:04I'm a little worried
13:08that it would push Tracy over the edge
13:10you know she could roll up at the end
13:13I 150% think Michael is playing Megan
13:18did you have a nice day with your girlfriend?
13:20how many other girls were there?
13:23your only job is to trust me
13:25there's a lot to lose here
13:26I want to slip in the wrong direction
13:27and she might end up in prison
13:29you think I would jeopardize it
13:30doing something stupid?
13:33I don't want people to step on my boundaries
13:36this was a bad idea
13:37I'm tired as
13:49as usual
13:50I was up with the baby all night
13:52it's been a year to the day
13:58since I was released from prison
14:00and I crammed in
14:0210 years of adulthood
14:03into 12 months
14:05getting married
14:06getting off of parole
14:07giving birth
14:09raising my son
14:11dealing with a puppy
14:12buying a new house
14:14it's tough to balance
14:16good morning
14:19where the kids at?
14:24your mom came and picked him up
14:25oh yeah?
14:26I'm tired
14:27oh I'm sorry baby
14:29ran a little bit late last night
14:30we're gonna have to
14:33we're gonna have to work on the schedule
14:34or something
14:34like
14:35we're gonna have to start playing poker
14:36during the day
14:37you can't do it
14:39I'm full-fledged
14:41dedicated to establishing
14:43a poker career
14:43and right now
14:44I try to play poker
14:45about three or four nights a week
14:46poker nights run long
14:47stakes are high
14:48I'm trying to be able to support
14:50a family
14:51baby listen
14:53I don't care that you play poker
14:54I don't care about that
14:56I care that you play poker at night time
14:58I think I'm paying
14:59it's hard for me to do it
15:00like by myself
15:02I hear what you're saying
15:03but I'm the only one bringing in
15:04right now
15:04the majority of it
15:05so
15:06that's a lot of pressure on me
15:07I still gotta make sure
15:08we got food on the table
15:09for two kids and a puppy
15:10I mean I could limit my hours
15:11but limited hours
15:12means more limited dollars
15:13it's difficult when Marcelino
15:15stays out playing poker all night
15:17because I'm tired
15:18in prison
15:19I don't have anything to worry about
15:21at home
15:23my plate is full
15:24and then I feel like stupid
15:26for even complaining about it
15:27you know like
15:28I just want to be a good mom
15:29and I don't want to feel guilty
15:30about anything
15:31like that's what normal people do
15:33they stay up with their baby all night
15:34and then like they
15:36they go to work
15:37or they make breakfast
15:38and they're not dragging
15:39and I f***ing drag
15:41it's like I start in the negative
15:43when I wake up in the morning
15:44and it's like
15:45I have no energy
15:46and it's so I feel like
15:47silly for even complaining
15:49I really didn't know
15:50that you were holding it
15:51on inside like this
15:52I tell you in other ways
15:54and I need you to pay attention
15:55to me more
15:56when I say things to you like
15:57be open to Sasha
15:59be open to Amanda
16:00I love them
16:01like they're important to me
16:02and then you get all f***ing weird
16:04like about giving Amanda the baby
16:05Amanda you want to see the baby
16:06for a minute?
16:06yeah
16:07why don't you take your baby?
16:11it is what it is with them
16:12she's not a first time parent
16:15and I know you're worried
16:16about your daughter
16:16but it's kind of like
16:18I just need you to be more supportive
16:20you know what I'm saying?
16:21I don't know Brittany
16:22I'm in a relationship with you
16:23I'm not in a relationship with them
16:24I think what Brittany
16:27might not understand
16:28is that she's taking
16:29an unnecessary risk
16:30by hanging out with
16:31Amanda and Sasha
16:32they're a liability
16:34one slip in the wrong direction
16:36and she might end up in prison
16:37your only job is to trust me
16:39that's it
16:40there's a lot to lose
16:42you gotta look at the bigger picture
16:43there's a lot to lose here
16:44you think I would jeopardize it
16:46doing something stupid?
16:47Clint is trying to get a hold of his mom
17:09I really really want to meet her
17:11I really would
17:12like for her to just to talk to me
17:14and yeah I know what I did before
17:16was wrong
17:17but come on now
17:17people change
17:18lord help me
17:20I know my mom
17:21she's still not ready to meet Tracy
17:23Tracy
17:24she's almost finished
17:26with her parole
17:27and if she's angry about something
17:29I just don't believe
17:30that Tracy has a good
17:31good grasp on how to
17:33or an idea of how to stay out of trouble
17:36oh
17:38Jesus
17:39um
17:44um
17:47yeah
17:48oh hey
17:49what are you doing here honey?
17:51not much
17:52just out and about
17:53what's going on?
17:58um
17:59no I just
18:00I was driving by
18:02and
18:02had
18:03Tracy with me
18:05she's with you now
18:07yeah but
18:08we're not on the property
18:09you say
18:09it doesn't matter Clint
18:10you know my feelings about
18:12her even being around my house
18:14this is not right
18:16I have boundaries
18:18and
18:19I don't want people to step
18:20on my boundaries
18:21she just
18:23wants you to accept her
18:25well
18:26she's got a lot of proving to me
18:27first honey
18:28you know that
18:29you know
18:30I know
18:30I don't know Tracy
18:31before the drugs
18:33I don't know her
18:34during the drugs
18:35I don't know her period
18:36and
18:37I don't want to meet her
18:39you choose a behavior
18:41you choose a consequence
18:42it just doesn't
18:46you know
18:46make sense to me
18:47that you would allow her
18:48to even
18:49come in my direction
18:50knowing that
18:51I feel this way
18:52you know
18:53you have a lot of audacity
18:54and it hurts my feelings
18:56really
18:57well I'm going to tell her
19:02when she's going to
19:03she expected to come in here
19:05and you know
19:05at least just need
19:07well I understand
19:08it's not happening
19:09you can go tell her
19:10whatever
19:11because
19:11basically
19:12I'm kind of through
19:13with it all
19:13I'm through
19:16okay
19:17what's up
19:33well
19:34um
19:35she wasn't in the best of moods
19:37okay
19:38so
19:39I think
19:39that we should
19:40try this
19:41another day
19:42let's go
19:44I'm out
19:44babe
19:46what
19:46what
19:46she can't afford
19:48to mess up anymore
19:49uh
19:50if Tracy gets locked up again
19:51I'm through
19:52I want to go through this again
19:54are you alright
19:55yeah
19:55let's go
19:56you promise
19:57promise
19:57okay
19:59you wouldn't lie to me right
20:00yeah
20:00okay
20:01love you
20:02okay
20:03I know that Alice has issues with me
20:09I get it
20:10but I find it unacceptable
20:11that she's not
20:12made an effort
20:13to forgive me
20:14I used to cope
20:15by doing drugs
20:17because they make you
20:19not feel pain
20:21they make you happy
20:22they make you forget
20:24and it's been really hard
20:26not to go and use drugs right now
20:28because I feel really alone
20:30and I feel sad
20:31why did you keep lying
20:40about
20:40how many other girls were there
20:43can you help me pick out
20:50like outfits for this date
20:51what do you think of this
20:52do you see this
20:53no
20:54no
20:54I don't like it
20:55so this
21:00I got this red dress
21:02okay
21:03I think it's cute
21:05but it's a little slutty right
21:06yeah
21:07I was locked up for 10 years
21:10dating has totally changed
21:13like everybody's dating
21:14on like social media
21:15so I actually looked up
21:17the dating apps
21:18on the internet
21:19so what do you think it is
21:20okay look
21:20I have a skirt
21:21okay
21:22it's gonna go like
21:23right here
21:24my dating profile
21:26it says I'm hot
21:27I'm sexy
21:29I got big boobs
21:29and that's how I
21:31met this guy
21:32before I date
21:33and then
21:34I got booby shirt
21:35it's gonna make my boobs go
21:36boing
21:37I like it
21:39I'm gonna be like
21:40so amazing
21:41on this date
21:42okay
21:43have fun
21:44okay
21:44don't scare him away
21:46my bones could shake
21:55at your tomorrow
21:57my hips are
22:02hip and love
22:03this way
22:04hi
22:05hi
22:06hi welcome
22:06um I have reservations for two
22:08here
22:12gonna be right this way
22:12since Lizzie broke things off
22:14my wife's been on hold
22:16now I'm trying to move on
22:17so my good friend
22:19John Wayne
22:19sent me up on this blind date
22:21I've never said
22:21this woman may not show up
22:23hi
22:34hi
22:35are you in the sky
22:38Alexis
22:38here
22:39well how's your chair
22:41oh thank you
22:42you're welcome
22:43thanks
22:45thank you for showing up
22:49oh thank you for having me
22:53be careful
22:55with a start right
22:56yeah
22:57yeah
22:57hi
23:02hi
23:02oh my goodness
23:02you must be Lizzie
23:17I am
23:18I'm Noah
23:18it's nice to meet you
23:20you look great tonight
23:21oh thank you
23:22how are you doing
23:23I'm doing
23:24sorry I'm a little late
23:25you're cute
23:26so that's good
23:26do you want to order a drink
23:29yeah I would love to
23:30because you're probably nervous like me right
23:32a little bit
23:33are those for me
23:36yeah they are
23:37I forgot
23:39I'm just nervous
23:40here you go
23:41oh thank you so much
23:42these are beautiful
23:43I'm like real nervous
23:45next time you have to leave with these
23:47you have to leave with the flowers
23:49I do
23:50yeah
23:51I do things a little
23:52different
23:53my previous girlfriend was
23:57incarcerated
23:58for 10 years
23:59it didn't quite work out at the end
24:03how did you meet her?
24:05started writing her
24:06that's true
24:08she used me for a lot of money
24:10like a lot of money
24:11thousands of dollars
24:13well
24:14142
24:16but she was a heroin addict
24:20I got non-alcoholic
24:25non-alcoholic on a Friday night?
24:27I can't drink
24:28I don't drink
24:29because I was a heroin addict in prison
24:30oh in prison you were?
24:33in prison
24:33I was in prison for like 10 years
24:36oh dang
24:37you think you need another one of those right?
24:40you know it is a little empty there
24:42so she said to you
24:47she doesn't want to be with you
24:48because you don't have any money
24:50but then you still gave her money to get started?
24:54that was my promise
24:54and I had to uphold that promise
24:56so if you made a promise to me today
24:58that you would get me started
24:59with my yoga studio
25:01and then I never see you again
25:04and then I contact you
25:05four months later
25:06for money
25:07you would give it to me?
25:08if I had the money
25:08yeah I would
25:09I can't lie
25:10I mean that's very sweet of you
25:12but it's also
25:13it sounds insane
25:13I mean it is insane
25:15it doesn't sound insane
25:16it is
25:16I feel like it sounds like
25:18you also need therapy
25:18like you should
25:20you should have a crab cake
25:22I should
25:22it was just a lot
25:23that he divulged to me
25:25with meeting someone
25:26for the first time
25:27he has a lot of issues
25:29and if he can get past that barrier
25:31he can be the perfect mate
25:33for someone
25:34not me
25:35but for someone
25:36thank you so much
25:38I appreciate that
25:41you as well
25:44thank you
25:45um so
25:47should we split this
25:49how do you feel about
25:50it's just
25:52a little more expensive
25:53than I expected it to be
25:55of old school
25:57yeah I'll give it 25
25:59a man should have his
26:01stuff together
26:02he should be able
26:03to support me
26:05like Scott did
26:06you did it up for me huh
26:22no
26:24this is a regular outfit
26:25okay
26:26did you miss me
26:27yeah
26:28last time we met
26:30it didn't go so well
26:31I'll end up getting
26:34incarcerated
26:34you know I still have
26:36like PTSD from that
26:38sorry you gotta go
26:39through that type of
26:39stuff
26:40so you know
26:42we gotta talk
26:43I figured
26:45so
26:46why
26:47why did you keep
26:48lying
26:48I didn't tell you
26:50certain things
26:50because I felt like
26:52it wasn't
26:54like I felt like
26:55I can handle it myself
26:56without it affecting you
26:58me all I did
27:01is think for my father
27:01like yo
27:02I need to get
27:03to my child
27:03so in your mind
27:05like the marriage
27:06wasn't legitimate
27:07it was just a way
27:09to get your daughter
27:10that's what you're saying
27:11right
27:11and is that true
27:14if it would have been
27:15because of another reason
27:16then I would own that
27:17I gave you my virginity
27:21and like you was married
27:22I wasn't trying to like
27:25manipulate you
27:26so is there anything else
27:28that you need to say
27:29like and come out
27:30like seriously
27:30come out and say
27:32about
27:35anything that I need to know
27:37how many other girls
27:40were there
27:40what you mean
27:44how many girls
27:45did I talk to
27:45yeah how many girls
27:47did I talk to
27:47and the girls
27:47did you
27:48Sarah said you was
27:49cheating on her the whole time
27:50while you was in New York
27:51I mean cheating
27:57you can't say cheating
27:58when you
27:58when you not
28:00with someone
28:01me and Sarah
28:02was going through hell
28:03yo
28:03that's it
28:05so don't
28:06I know
28:07I know
28:07but still
28:07why wouldn't you tell me
28:08though
28:08because I was
28:10dealing with everything
28:11by myself
28:12man
28:12you doing all that
28:15showing me like
28:15you must didn't
28:16care or love me
28:17do you love Sarah
28:21like
28:21yeah I love Sarah
28:22okay
28:23are you
28:23you're in love with Sarah
28:24no
28:24like I love her
28:25yes
28:25are we toxic
28:27together
28:27yes
28:28very much so
28:29I mean Sarah
28:30got issues
28:30of major issues
28:32so what are you
28:33gonna do
28:34what do you mean
28:35what I'm gonna do
28:36do you plan to continue
28:38to be married to Sarah
28:39no
28:39so you're gonna be
28:44looking for
28:44divorce lawyers
28:46and all that stuff
28:47yeah
28:48when
28:48when I get situated
28:49I don't know if
28:52Michael and Sarah
28:52are gonna get a divorce
28:53I have no idea
28:54like
28:55I don't just take
28:56what he says
28:56at face value anymore
28:57I'm excited
28:59I'm nervous
29:01I'm very nervous
29:02I'm so excited
29:03it's not gonna be
29:09me and my daughter
29:10anymore
29:11what's going on
29:15where are you
29:15talking
29:16day day
29:17she says
29:18Michael's with Megan
29:19she's in Michigan
29:21oh my gosh
29:24I'm a different person
29:29I'm stronger
29:30and Lamar
29:30will have to get used
29:31to the Andrea
29:32that I am now
29:33is that him
29:34hello
29:36maybe I should
29:38just leave him there
29:39where you at
29:40what's up with the
29:41hot stuff
29:41what'd you do today
29:43I am like
29:45boiling water
29:46and if he continues
29:47to leave me on this flame
29:48like I am going
29:49to explode
29:50I'm trying to adapt
30:01to this new
30:02style of dating
30:03where I can just
30:03go on my phone
30:04and find a date
30:05and the free apps
30:07are
30:07a little more
30:08scandalous
30:09like you don't
30:10get guys
30:11that you really want
30:12you get
30:13you know
30:13pics
30:14so what exactly
30:15are you looking for
30:15in a guy anyway
30:16first of all
30:17he has to look cute
30:18if I'm not attracted
30:19to him
30:19I'm not going to
30:20sleep with him
30:20right
30:21and he definitely
30:22has to be an alpha
30:23like can keep up
30:24with me
30:25that's fun
30:26honest
30:26caring
30:27loves animals
30:28definitely Christian
30:29but I also would
30:30like a bad boy
30:31so far I haven't
30:33found anybody
30:34do you have like
30:35a brother or
30:36somebody that
30:37you know
30:37cousin
30:37relative
30:38somebody that's
30:39like you know
30:39unfortunately
30:40no I don't
30:41you know
30:41I have a sister
30:43well I used to
30:44in prison
30:45getting up Lamar
30:51from jail
30:52this is going to
30:53turn into a
30:54family tradition
30:55I had a dress
31:00picked out last
31:01night
31:02but when I woke
31:03up
31:03I woke up
31:04in a different
31:05mood
31:05it's the morning
31:07of Lamar's
31:08release
31:09I didn't sleep
31:10all night
31:10just thinking
31:11this is not
31:13normal
31:13when I drove
31:15from Utah
31:16to California
31:17to pick up
31:17Lamar
31:18I was so excited
31:19to start my new
31:20life
31:20when Lamar
31:27got out of
31:28prison
31:28he was working
31:29really hard
31:30and going to
31:30school
31:31I was a
31:31stay at home
31:32mom
31:33I was doing
31:34all the things
31:34finally that I
31:35wanted to do
31:36as a Mormon
31:36wife
31:37then all of a
31:39sudden it was
31:40like boom
31:41Lamar went back
31:41to jail
31:42I was anxious
31:44and upset
31:46I got a job
31:48I got a job
31:48I got a job
31:48started paying
31:49the bills
31:49got a LA
31:51license
31:51and learned
31:52how to get
31:52around in LA
31:53with the traffic
31:55and everything
31:56Lamar wasn't there
31:57anymore
31:57for me to depend
31:58on him
31:59it made me
32:01stronger
32:01and I am proud
32:04and I am proud
32:04of who I became
32:05I'm a different
32:06person
32:06I'm stronger
32:07and Lamar
32:07will have to
32:08get used to
32:09the Andrea
32:09that I am now
32:10and accept me
32:11oh that's it
32:15men's
32:16Los Angeles
32:17county
32:17central jail
32:18so this is
32:19where
32:20I'm picking
32:21them up
32:21from
32:22is that him
32:30that's him
32:31hello
32:39hi bud
32:40where you at
32:41I'm at home
32:44what are you doing
32:45at home
32:46I'm at the payphone
32:47waiting on you
32:48oh you're out
32:50that was today
32:51I told you
32:52that I'm getting
32:53out today
32:53oh I'm so tired
32:54and I'm tired
32:55because I've been up
32:56since like 2 in the
32:57morning through
32:57this processing
32:58you have huh
32:59I'm just joking
33:00I'm across the street
33:01I can see you
33:02where you at
33:04I'm right here
33:05you in my car
33:06I'm across the street
33:09that's where I am
33:10oh so your wife
33:11is across the street
33:12yes
33:13alright here I come
33:14alright
33:15look up my baby
33:19hey bud
33:21hey
33:22I missed you
33:26I missed you
33:28I know you mad
33:32yes
33:33never do that again
33:35ever
33:35I know how disappointed
33:37I was reading the kids
33:38you know what I'm saying
33:39getting locked up
33:40and I disappointed
33:41I disappointed all my loved ones
33:44you know what I'm saying
33:44because everybody rooting for me
33:47to do good
33:47but now
33:49I'm never going back to chill
33:52where my car
33:54I thought you was going to drive my car
33:56mm-mm
33:56I decided not to
33:58but I'm saying
33:59where is my car though
34:00for that to be the first thing
34:06that Lamar says
34:07where is his car
34:09not I love you
34:10where the kids
34:11thank you for being by my side
34:13were you out here long
34:15I'm so glad
34:16to come out
34:17and see my wife
34:17just right here
34:18by my side again
34:19and he was just worried
34:21about his car
34:22maybe I should just
34:23leave him there
34:24when you went back to jail
34:26we had to sell the car
34:28what
34:29we had to sell the car
34:31and I still
34:33sell who car
34:33your car
34:34why you didn't sell your car
34:35what you sell my car for
34:36because I need something
34:37to get around
34:38I'm happy to be free
34:40and happy that she's there
34:41but I'm pissed off
34:42about my car
34:43man that's some
34:44bro
34:45bro
34:46I ain't a man
34:47I'm not your bro
34:48or your homie
34:49man I work hard
34:51to get that car
34:52I come from a background
34:55of not really having much
34:58I drive a Benz
35:00so
35:01for me to make accomplishments
35:03mean a lot to me
35:04so for you to just
35:06destroy that
35:07man I'm tripping
35:09you already know
35:10how hard I work for that
35:11and it took everything
35:13I had
35:14to get
35:15you know what I mean
35:16like
35:16why didn't you take
35:17everything you had
35:18to stay out of jail
35:19why you didn't give
35:20everything you could
35:21have to stay out of jail
35:22you already know
35:23that wasn't even my fault
35:24it was your fault
35:25you know what that
35:26you know what that
35:27situation was
35:28when I was arrested
35:30I get in the car
35:30with one of my people
35:32we ain't doing nothing wrong
35:33the police pull us over
35:35and they search the car
35:37they find a gun
35:38you know what I'm saying
35:40now I'm on my way to jail
35:41for being a felon
35:42with a gun
35:43but it had nothing to do
35:45with me
35:46all I was worried about
35:48was
35:48damn my wife
35:49finna be tripping
35:50the kids finna be tripping
35:51Priscilla gonna be crying
35:52and I don't wanna be like
35:55the same type of dude
35:56that's always going back
35:57to jail
35:58you have to rebuild
36:00your relationship
36:02with me
36:03and the kids
36:04like the kids
36:05they always on my mind
36:06you know what I'm saying
36:07you already know
36:08family important to me
36:09it's a lot of
36:10and rejecting
36:12rejection from family
36:13is hard on me
36:15you know what I'm saying
36:16so no matter what it is
36:18like any type of rejection
36:19from any family member
36:21I love it
36:21like
36:22that is hard
36:23I'm worried and concerned
36:25about how the kids
36:26were feeling
36:26by me going back to jail
36:28I got a lot to lose
36:30and I pray that
36:31the kids
36:32allow me back
36:33in the family
36:34so we can just enjoy each other
36:36like we used to
36:36and you know
36:38and do what we used to
36:39look at this one
36:52I thought you was
36:53fucking crazy
36:54this man
36:54it looks pretty
36:56did your wife
36:57get it washed for you
36:58look at my car
37:00you know
37:01thank you bye
37:05the kids in the house
37:07yeah
37:07we're still waiting for you
37:09other kids got an attitude
37:11I do love him
37:13I'm still mad though
37:14but for the kids
37:16to get past what happened
37:17it's gonna be really hard
37:18I just hope
37:20that the kids
37:21will empathize
37:23and find a way
37:24to forgive them
37:25it's hard knowing
37:31that he's like
37:31with another chick right now
37:32even though
37:33according to him
37:34he wants to be with me
37:35everything
37:36everybody
37:37what's going on
37:44where are you texting
37:45dayday
37:46she says
37:48michael's with megan
37:49oh my gosh
37:51that's okay
37:52ultimate disrespect
37:52I cannot
37:53I'm not stable enough
38:00at this moment
38:01I am nine months pregnant
38:02so she
38:03did she pick him up
38:04oh yeah
38:05like you're his wife
38:06why would he even allow that
38:07because he's scum
38:08she's been like
38:09holding him down
38:09for years
38:10in prison
38:11instead he chose to
38:13be with megan
38:13and not worry about
38:15anything else
38:15or himself
38:16he's just worried
38:17about himself
38:17as usual
38:19it's hard knowing
38:20and he's like
38:21with another chick
38:21right now
38:22even though
38:22according to him
38:24he wants to be with me
38:25and he wants to work
38:25it out with me
38:25like it's hard knowing
38:26that's exactly what's
38:27happening at this very moment
38:28that's real pain
38:29I am like
38:30boiling water
38:31like the longer
38:32you leave me on the flame
38:33the more heated
38:34I'm going to get
38:35and if he continues
38:36to leave me on this flame
38:38like I am going
38:39to explode
38:40Michael's mom
39:02and Day Day
39:03don't want me
39:03in their house
39:04like over the next
39:05couple days
39:06while I'm in Michigan
39:06I will drop by
39:07and see Michael
39:08no matter what
39:09Carolyn or Day Day
39:10say
39:10like just like
39:11I came and
39:11picked him up
39:12that didn't stop me
39:13so you plan on
39:16calling anybody
39:16yeah I do
39:18I gotta
39:21I'm gonna call
39:22I am gonna call Sarah
39:23I'm gonna call
39:25I gotta talk to her
39:26and I gotta talk to Aviana
39:27alright
39:28I don't know
39:30what
39:32I'm gonna have to tell
39:34Michael about
39:34something
39:35I love watermelons
40:00for little girls
40:01like anything
40:01like anything
40:01with watermelons
40:02what's that
40:06no it's that
40:08yep
40:09yeah
40:10what's up
40:12hello
40:14what's up
40:16what's going on
40:17nothing
40:17that's how you answered
40:19the phone
40:19yeah
40:20what's up with the hostility
40:22what'd you do today
40:25did you have a nice
40:28uh
40:28did you have a nice
40:29day with your girlfriend
40:29I mean I
40:33came home
40:34I went and got
40:36something to eat
40:37with who
40:38with Megan
40:39your girlfriend
40:40I had a conversation
40:41Megan
40:46you were telling me that
40:50Megan is your girlfriend
40:51because that's not what
40:53I've been hearing
40:54so why don't you just
40:54tell me the truth
40:55Michael
40:55no I'm not telling you
40:57that Megan's my girl
40:58okay so what is she
40:59done Michael
40:59why don't you just
41:01be honest with me
41:01because the whole time
41:02you've been locked up
41:03for god knows how long
41:04it's been I'm sorry
41:05she's gone
41:06I love you
41:06I want my family
41:07I want to do better
41:08da da da da
41:09next thing you know
41:09no I'm done being
41:19disrespected by you
41:20and played by you
41:21and humiliated by you
41:22yes I'm done
41:24listen we can have a
41:26civilized conversation
41:27right now you don't
41:28have to be on team
41:29or tip or anything
41:30anything you want to
41:31know I don't I don't
41:32mind telling you
41:33I 100% think Michael
41:35is playing me
41:36and 150% think
41:39Michael is playing
41:40Megan you know what
41:41he's a girl crazy
41:46how dare you get me
41:48to this point
41:48how dare you get me
41:49to the point where
41:50I don't give a f***
41:50anymore he's lying
41:51flat out lying
41:52f*** everything
41:55f*** everybody
41:56I'm straight
41:58stop playing with me
42:00have that f***
42:02I'm done
42:03listen we ain't gotta be
42:05do you want to do
42:06horse or not
42:07I'm done
42:17I'm done
42:18you