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00:00you think you like owe us an apology michael waits all day to call me after he gets out of jail
00:05because he was with megan you know what women go through when they carry children you prowl down
00:10to them bitches right now i can't even talk to share that's how me and megan started talking
00:13in the first place i'm gonna have to tell michael about something that happened i need to tell the
00:17truth i would like 100 physical custody if you hang around people with a criminal history you
00:23are just asking for tito to bring it in front of a judge the only real friends that i have ever had
00:29are the ones that i've met from prison i'd love to go and meet your mom she's gonna have to prove
00:34herself to me if my parents don't accept her it would push tracy over the edge
00:39babe what are you doing i'm just getting ready
00:59we got a pack too i don't know i haven't packed a suitcase in years i haven't gone on a trip in
01:07like years today's a really big day for me i'm meeting the family and i'm also getting off parole
01:14so to celebrate clint is gonna take me to vegas it's something i've always wanted to do i just got
01:21so much emotions going through my mind right now i just feel like a roller coaster but i'm so excited
01:26babe i decided to take my hair out i decided just to go natural for your mom you know i don't know
01:32how she'll trip on the pink hair and yeah i think that's a great idea you know never gonna take a
01:36chance to make a first impression you know so it's huge you know i'm very nervous introducing my parents
01:42to tracy so outfit they're really not big supporters of her i really don't know what to expect what my
01:50mom's gonna ask and i'm also nervous about how tracy's gonna act i'm gonna need you to wear something
01:55a little bit on the conservative side okay you got any pants that don't have holes in them i do as a
02:01matter of fact that would be ideal okay let's have holes in them too dang it him and his mom are very
02:09very close and i feel that if she doesn't like me that he'll resent me because i have come between
02:16him and his mom should i hug her or should i of course do i call her ma'am alice um yeah uh not alice
02:23yeah yeah i want him and his mom to have a good relationship and i want me and him to have a good
02:27relationship heck i just want us all three to have a good relationship great we're really hard pressed on
02:34time baby i just want to finish you with my eyelashes and stuff i'm hurrying you're stressing out a little
02:38bit i hope you got everything now um i just don't want to tell my mom about vegas why you know you know
02:46how she worries a lot and i just don't want i just wanted to be honest with her i know just this one
02:50little white line okay not gonna say anything to my parents about going to vegas because i i just know
02:56that they're gonna tell me about what a bad idea it is and they don't think i should do it and you
03:01know i don't want to hear any of that just think babe when we get back home first time in almost
03:0710 years you want to answer to anybody but me oh okay daddy i love it all right let's go let's go
03:14got it we did grab my parole papers right uh yes we got the clothes we got i know you can do it
03:23my nerves are like just crazy right now
03:25god we're so late
03:29this is jesus and you know it but he don't it don't look like jesus to me they're like uh
03:39chuck norris or he do kind of look like chuck norris i got i got black jesus too
03:47my man is home we're together creating moments with the kids i live for moments like this this is
04:06what i live for oh christmas tree oh christmas tree
04:10look let's put this up
04:14yeah i remember that day was crazy back in utah christmas is a whole month of joy we come home
04:24to gifts on our porch dinner and pie lights everywhere it's so like enchanting okay you guys i know how to hang
04:34up jesus now mom this looks real tacky i'm not gonna lie what did i say it doesn't look it doesn't look
04:39say do you have to bend both parts so this will stay on here good job
04:44what do you think about putting jesus on the christmas tree i think it's nice
04:49babe you gotta put this at the top the dad always puts the christmas topper at the top
04:54i feel like the christmas tree is cool but i don't really feel the importance of a christmas tree
05:00in prison there's really no christmas christmas tree was a chocolate milk and a piece of pie with it
05:07it don't mean as much to me as it does for other people oh that looks beautiful is it gonna slip
05:13i did it again should we put some more jesus on it no i think i'm ready to bounce though i'm ready
05:20to go we're gonna watch christmas movies yeah we're gonna drink hot cocoa yeah hot cocoa and cookies
05:27where are you going this late i'm gonna go with my brothers and hang out and kick it you're not having
05:34fun with your family i'm having a beautiful time that we did the tree well clearly not enough fun if
05:40you're like if you want to leave like i don't want it ain't that i want to leave it's just i got
05:45some things to do that you have to do today you know i'm just getting out tonight yeah you just got
05:52out yesterday well why couldn't you tell us in advance but have you really played out this whole
05:56day so now you're kind of canceling on us instead of canceling on them i'm not canceling on you because
06:02i still bought the tree you're just now telling us that you're just gonna leave like you couldn't
06:07tell us because you seem to know you were gonna do this all day i really thought today was just
06:12gonna be a family day you know it's only it's only our second day with him you could have told us
06:17in the car it doesn't even matter yeah you whatever lamar don't be so immature i feel like lamar
06:24doesn't make the best decisions when he's around the wrong people so it's not that i don't necessarily
06:31trust him i don't really trust the people he's around you have to be careful with the people you
06:36hang with you're gonna end up back in jail or prison because of being around the wrong people
06:42i got out the first time all i did was focus on money and family as you were supposed to do i went
06:49back to jail on some humble fluke thing who was by your side when you were in jail still by my side
06:55and telling me that i can't go and have a good time with my family but these are the people who get you in
07:00trouble his family is actually what got him rearrested the first time lamar got in the car with his
07:08cousin there was a gun in the car so i just don't trust him when it comes to being around his family
07:14i'ma just keep it real with you let's think about the situations that you have been into
07:18they know that you're on probation they're calling our home knowing that you're on probation
07:25and asking you to come to that type of environment that's not love that is not love and then when
07:32you go to jail it's me and the kids hurting it's us i love my family but i never had time to really
07:41adjust to just being a free man go on back i'm telling you about these people i'm down bro okay and
07:49i'm not a bro like i said i'm not a bro i'm always here people don't understand that in prison i was
07:55in a war zone for 20 years of my life i need time to adjust just to be free and try to start a new
08:02beginning and a new life and don't wake me up when you get back if he gets in trouble and he goes back
08:08to jail he can come find us back in utah come on oh my goodness i can't believe i am here in california
08:29well my heart is in my chest it's like oh god what if he like just totally slums the door in my face
08:41when i first met scott everything was perfect because i was in prison he kept me happy he gave
08:48me financial support but actually he was broke and he had no money he totally lied to me but you know
08:56what everybody deserves a second chance and so i'm here to see if me and scott can work things out
09:09who is it hi it's lizzie who are you
09:17jasmine i'm scared i'm gonna lose my best friend wow that just broke my heart yeah and it gave me
09:25some sucky sucky i gotta tell you something though that's the whole ass man
09:38how may i help you hi can i get to the maternity floor please
09:42i was supposed to call this morning because i am on the inducing schedule knowing that you're going
09:52to go in for an induction is really nerve-wracking because you know it's actually going to happen
09:56it's the last time that i'm going to leave this house with it being just me and my daughter aviana
10:03good morning hi what's going on i just called the hospital to confirm my appointment for tomorrow
10:11i'm just so nervous but i just want her out already just gives you a few more hours to
10:16enjoy your last days of pregnancy because after months of it the last few hours are just so beautiful
10:21my whole life is going to change tomorrow anything i got to get in a grocery store
10:26or whatever i have to do today because i only have one kid
10:29everyone's like what are you so anxious about you know how the labor is going to go and all this stuff
10:34i'm like let me be real i'm anxious about the fact i don't have two kids i don't even care about the
10:38labor anymore two kids basically by myself i know but you'll be great i hate to say this but i'm actually
10:47happy that michael's not here i feel like he would be more stressed on her just because of everything
10:53that's gone on hasn't been here through her pregnancy he's made her pregnancy harder and he just i don't
11:00think he deserves to be here so i'm glad he's not michael says he wants to be a family but he doesn't
11:07treat me with respect after you spend the day with your girlfriend you call your wife
11:13sarah what do you want me to kiss your ass
11:20he's gonna have to make a choice either megan or your family because i'm not gonna allow him to
11:25put his family to the side for somebody who essentially means nothing to him i feel like
11:33i've been through so much change this whole year i mean my whole pregnancy i've dealt with you know
11:40i don't know what to think when it comes to michael and his parole anymore he possibly cannot come to
11:45new york but in a perfect world he would be there for the birth
12:04it's my second day at flint and i'm on my way to go see michael michael's at home and on tether you
12:10have to get permission from your parole officers to go anywhere i can't hang out in the house
12:15because of carolyn and dayday like that's not going to stop me from seeing him because
12:21dayday doesn't want me there so my plan is to just like bring lunch and like chill in the car in the
12:28driveway since he can be in his driveway he just can't leave gotta find ways around things you become
12:37creative when you date somebody that's in prison they teach you that sometimes you gotta work the
12:42system a little he would want chicken
12:48let me see what i should get him having sex with michael last night wasn't something that i had
12:55planned but it was a good time despite everything because michael is the love of my life
13:02you want honey or hot sauce yes honey and hot sauce please my dude just got out of jail and this is
13:10his meal but at the end of the day i have something to tell michael and i don't know how he's going to
13:16take it i need to tell the truth because i don't want to be like him
13:32hey what's going on
13:35eat your dinner i need some they ain't give us no ranch ranch that's for ranch so how's this for a date
13:48i mean gotta make it work my little security guard back there yeah i see her
13:55my mom and daddy do not want megan in the house at all megan's not allowed
13:59even on the porch my mom and daddy they can say whatever it is that they want but at the end of
14:06the day i love megan and i'm the one that's left to choose my destiny and my path so let's get in
14:12the back seat though get in the back seat yeah what you gonna cuddle you can call it that
14:19give me some cuddy whatever oh sucky sucky stop i gotta tell you something though can you kill me
14:31after the cutty no why not because you remember when you had to send your friend to send me that money
14:40oh rock yeah yeah so i like flirting with him i gave him i gave him attention rock yeah while i was
14:52in jail yeah rock is one of michael's good friends michael had to pay me back the money that i had
14:59lent to him for his lawyer and he had no way to send it to me so he had a friend hand me the money so
15:06that's how i met him did you no did you kiss the no i didn't even kiss him like it was all via the
15:15phone i never get it on i never hear the phone y'all you're both in the same city what a mother
15:21coincidence did you send pictures yeah i sent a picture it wasn't no like naked pictures nothing
15:27like that so it was just him saying like i'm pretty i'm sorry that you feel this way i'm sorry
15:32that he hurt you like this he should have never did that all that weak right no i was just that's weak
15:38why would you why would you call for it i was getting this was for me this made me feel better
15:45after you annihilated my heart megan let me tell you something what you could have any in your whole city
15:52i didn't him you could have with it i don't give a if you talk to any any what what well
16:00i'm sorry that's why i'm telling you all right don't be careful don't be sorry all right you be
16:05careful too i'm good i'm good i'm most definitely good rock is my homeboy i didn't cool with him since i
16:13was like six years old i never fell out i ain't never crossed no paths i never disrespected each other
16:19and took care of his family he didn't take care of mine but i i just feel i feel betrayed
16:26that's some whole ass man
16:33hi how are you you guys are late jasmine jasmine jasmine wait listen you had this
16:41home when i did it we weren't even together i'll punch you in your face if you don't give me honesty
16:57high five
16:57yeah like i know that this time right now is so important for you to spend with your family
17:09but just like this hour with me it just means everything no me too because she has a criminal
17:14record marcelino doesn't want me hanging out with her thank you but i'm always going to be here for
17:21sasha you know i'm just trying to like spend my time with like people that i love you know and that
17:26like i'll miss tremendously so sasha's sentencing is finally coming after six long years she was
17:34involved in a double murder since she wasn't the trigger puller she signed a deal for multiple robberies
17:41she's still facing 10 to 30 years in prison
17:44yeah cheers cheers to us and like positivity good things coming our way and your freedom and my
17:51freedom what else to friendship to friendship bow
18:00you know i'm just like i'm just ready for this chapter of my life to be like over well absolutely
18:07you've been waiting for so long yeah i am scared of course but like seeing you always like makes me
18:14feel better too we're not just friends like we're family yeah you know and i've really been talking to
18:21marcelino about that and you know sometimes i feel like yeah like he's coming around and he's
18:26understanding but his over protectiveness sometimes like puts me down in a way marcelino
18:33needs to understand that if she goes to prison she's taking a piece of me with her
18:39what's going on with your attorneys like have you talked to them recently or they're just really
18:43nervous for me because they don't want me to go back i don't know i like i'm just hoping that my
18:48judge is proud of me and like sees like my growth and like what i've done but he is going to take all
18:53that into account like all that matters yeah yeah how's your mom dealing with all of this my mom has
19:00been like living like normal like nothing's gonna happen yeah she really believes that in her head
19:05like no something this bad can happen to my daughter all over again i can totally understand
19:11where she's coming from because it's like when i was sitting in the county jail everybody was like
19:16britney like how are you so calm how are you so cool and i was like because i know i'm not gonna do
19:20life yeah i just know yeah i'm not gonna do life seriously punk like i i want you to know that like
19:26like i value our friendship so much and you know i love you to pieces seriously like i know
19:33your family for real but if you do get time it's like i'm like the only person that can't come see
19:40you you know it's up that like ex balance can't visit people you know dude like that has never once
19:47crossed my mind i thought that like i've been thinking about that like constantly like real oh my god
19:53yeah do i didn't even think about that no it's like it's strictly over the phone like what you know
20:04this could be the last night that i see sasha for a really long time
20:08and that that hurts my heart that tears me up i'm scared i'm gonna lose my best friend
20:14i just hope you have a good outcome wow that just broke my heart yeah
20:33who is it hi it's lizzie
20:37jasmine
20:45no
20:47charlene
20:49oh
20:54where's scott let me go get him oh yeah i'm coming in oh oh man
21:00there's somebody at the door for you she would be the last person i expect that would be knocking
21:06at the door he's gonna be in for a big surprise
21:09it's you hi you surprised me how are you
21:23i appreciate you so much
21:26never my wildest dreams that i think she would take all this time to come down here for me
21:30who is my baby if she didn't care for me at all she would have done it so i got something for me
21:38from wisconsin okay it's something great it's in my purse hold on let me grab it that is for
21:44cheating on me no i never did you cheated on me no you cheated on me you straight up cheat on me
21:51when scott and i broke up and he went back to california i literally was
21:56he was so prepared to get back together with his man but then he got another woman
22:04named jasmine speed and jasmine have known each other for about two months she is a truly good woman
22:11that's right
22:15why do your eyes flinch like that is that when you lie no i was looking at your ring oh the ring yes
22:21i just got it after all that after you smuggle it in the prison with your balls
22:26oh i did huh right sure why not it sure is clean yeah it's clean
22:37it gets all set like right here oh look a dime i got money
22:44okay go for it oh jasmine we just went for bike rides that's the truth no i swear i never touched her
22:50did you swear i never touched her not once jasmine didn't even tell me about her nope not until i
22:58found out myself you threw me out of the state i'm i i i i i didn't throw you out of no state you can go
23:03to wisconsin if you want you didn't want me there i didn't want to push you farther away like thinking
23:09okay he's he's obsessed with me that's how i felt like you had your own life i did not
23:15not ever touch her if you want a chance with me right now like you don't even understand
23:22i know i know in your face if you don't give me honesty
23:27are you going to be 100 true honest with me too yes ask me anything have you had boyfriends since
23:31i left wisconsin of course scott have you slept with them of course i slept with a million guys
23:37me and scott never had sex because i wasn't ready to have sex straight out prison i'm a born again
23:45virgin like he can't believe it he can't believe that i have not had sex don't be sarcastic well i
23:53haven't slept with anybody so like but you're yelling at me for not sleeping jasmine jasmine you know what
24:00listen you had this hoe okay when i needed to do it we weren't even together we weren't even together
24:07i didn't sleep and i was still with nobody jasmine can never compare to elizabeth cuz i still love
24:15elizabeth and i'm not gonna lie i just wanted you here i'm here the way i had to leave i was really hurt
24:24you caught me off guard i can't be engaged to you what are you doing you just flushed the ring down
24:32the toilet and where are you going scott where are you going you feel like a ghost
24:40i have a question i would like to ask you if you'd like to go on a date with me um tomorrow
24:45i'll think about it think about it oh you gotta think about it oh okay you get mad you get mad
24:57guess what darling i'm picking you up at 10 a.m tomorrow just so you know and i'm paying just so
25:03you know after elizabeth taught me she don't want to move on i really didn't want to
25:09that's kind of it what was that all about elizabeth's gonna take me out she said she was
25:17gonna pay for it i can't believe you're even considering doing this again i'm not saying i'm
25:22gonna get back with her oh god give her a chance trust me she has something planned
25:30she's working you up to ask you for a big amount he's gonna end up being homeless on the streets and
25:35that girl's gonna be nowhere to be found i'm so tired of saying i told you so i'm just gonna
25:40do your life i'm just gonna expect to get hurt right if i don't that's a bonus
25:50i'm so scared i got you
25:59i'm scared to get out don't be scared babe don't be nervous i just wanted to love me
26:04that's all i'm gonna love her she will i was supposed to meet alice last year and i left
26:10planet the altar he called her crying she left she took your phone in the car why well she has a
26:18problem what is her problem well the crack oh my gosh for her to give me this second chance to meet her
26:28it's just it's so awesome but i'm super super nervous
26:36um i'm kind of freaking out for real if his mom and dad don't accept me then i feel like clint
26:43will be put in the middle hold my hand and i would never ever want to put him in that position to have
26:48to choose um hi how are you you guys are late
27:05you didn't tell me you kicked i was broken you broke me i think we're gonna have to call this
27:10what's up what's coming on so late though you couldn't drive the car you it's
27:15from here on now we're just gonna have to take it one step at a time your attitude is too much
27:22i just gotta like focus and concentrate this is like a chance i took i flew all the way
27:29from wisconsin to see this man in california to fly and make this work i'm feeling like i'm on top
27:39the world look at all the palm trees i love california it has a beautiful 80 degree weather it's so
27:47beautiful it's so pretty but like california is the state that i actually got my last dui
27:55i ran over a guy's foot yeah crazy you're so pretty oh not paying attention to the light
28:06andrea and the kids and the christmas tree and all that it's only right that i get a little time to go
28:14hang out and do me a little bit and hang out with my foes
28:33andrea just don't want me to go out because she she just want me home with her
28:44being locked up for almost 20 years i missed out on so much with my family but they are
28:52very important to me bro bro i'm a big bro it's been like it's been forever since i've seen you man
28:57i know man before i got locked up i had stopped really communicating a little bit it had been about
29:04a year since i seen any of them and i know you you was worried about me like you keep on doing right
29:10you got locked up don't do it again how was your day again oh my day was beautiful man special time
29:17with the family and uh got a christmas tree you know what i'm saying for the first time they kind
29:23of upset because i you know i wanted to go out and uh spend some time with my folks so you got a hard
29:29pass i don't even know if i got a pass you know what i'm saying i might be on the floor
29:38you know the kids feel like i'm inconsistent i'm i'm going i'm getting locked up on them
29:42you know what i'm saying after they didn't got used to me being at home but did you talk to them
29:47you know like i want some me time you don't want to hang with my sis and my family man
29:52see your ass staying out of jail that's what we gonna go to the second and third and fourth fifth
29:58chances right you know what i'm saying don't stop to the casket drop all right we out here man you
30:03know what i'm saying don't let this determine us or define us bro they said stop before your casket
30:09drop it wait wait wait hold on don't that go against your religion what religion you mormon who
30:15mormon i know that andrea is mormon do you plan on like she probably have hopes in whatever her mormon
30:29decisions is and i respect that but i'm not a mormon andrea wants to convert to being a mormon
30:35i just don't feel like that's really my culture what's her issue why why she have an issue with us
30:42bro uh she don't have no she don't have no issue with no it seems like she had no you don't even
30:49come around because of her i'm not neglecting my neglecting that's how i'm feeling he ain't with us
30:56since he been with her that's how i'm feeling you know we don't want you to let nobody you just you
31:02met somewhere come between you and your family it ain't because of her it's i've been gone almost
31:0820 years i'm trying to catch up to lost time i love being married and i love that i have a family
31:16and kids and everything but the hardest part is just she doesn't she doesn't smoke she don't drink she
31:24don't do a lot of things that people that i know do so it makes it hard for me to be comfortable
31:31when i'm taking somewhere because i can't really enjoy myself and knowing that she's not having a
31:39good time too i gotta be a man and i gotta take care of my family when i i was down it wasn't many
31:47people around me and by my side and she was right there let me ask you a question bro just because
31:52a person is there for you dude does that mean like you feel obligated you know what i'm saying
31:58so are you in love are you just with her because she was there because that's a beautiful question bro
32:05when no one else was there she stepped in when everybody walked out she walked in
32:09he has to really sit down and make a decision and think because do i really love this woman am i
32:17in love with this woman or am i in love with the things that she did for me while i was in jail
32:22so those are two different things but obligation is not enough to spend the rest of your life with this
32:27person yeah it's actually gonna be just up here a little bit more um on the right number five
32:47coming home after seeing sasha i'm really out of it i'm stressed out about sasha's sentencing
32:55the thought of losing my best friend i've never needed marcelino support as much as i do now
33:04hey and i went it was like emotional emotional roller coaster ride what's up with the coming
33:11home a little bit so late though are you serious you said go out be responsible and be trustworthy and
33:17and i'm home i'm just saying i didn't hear the car come home i took a ride share home you couldn't
33:22drive the car no it's not that at all i chose not to drive the car because i was drinking you have
33:29nothing to be mad about nothing i mean now i gotta figure out how to go get the car so i can go ahead
33:35and take geo to school tomorrow you want me to go get the car the same conversation we had earlier about
33:40responsibility and scheduling i mean it has to be respectable britney hanging out with sasha a felon
33:47means britney's gonna start doing dumb things again i don't understand like what's right and
33:52what's wrong here like you want me to do the right thing you did the right thing as long as
33:55well then what are you saying then well as long as you go back and go get the car that's fine
33:59because you this you want me to get the car i'll get the car really don't even don't even trip no
34:04really you really yourself i'll get the car don't even trip your attitude is too much it's uncalled for
34:10i think you'd be a little bit sensitive right now no it's your wishy-washy with your attitude
34:17no you want me to be responsible we had this same conversation earlier wait we had the same
34:21conversation earlier about scheduling this is not respecting the schedule though if i have to go ahead
34:27and get up in the morning and take geo to school this is not respecting the schedule because now this
34:30is something extra marcelino is being a complete he wants me to be responsible and i am and this is
34:37what i get he's pissed off just because i was hanging out with sasha do you not trust me the
34:42problem is not respecting the schedule the same conversation we had earlier not respecting the
34:45schedule you don't come home till six o'clock in the morning but i get up and go do what i have to
34:49do anyways grumpy grumpy and groggy grumpy and done sometimes i get a little discouraged the way
34:55britney can't necessarily see my point of view from here on now we're just going to have to take it one
34:59step at a time i'm not going to extend the olive branch too far you need to respect my choices just not
35:04everything has to be your way i'm saying though no it doesn't have to be my way at all no but that's
35:08that's like the marine side of you you expect that everything has to be your way done a certain way
35:13i'm damned if i do i'm damned if i don't is that what the is that what the situation is is that what
35:17the case is right now over this stupid ass car you won't get the car
35:24tracy i'm going to be honest i don't want any drugs involved i hate drugs believe it or not i've
35:35even made a mistake or two it's almost as bad as what tracy did to me you out here on my while i'm
35:40in jail i think we're gonna have to call this
35:54i'm i'm kind of freaking out for real i'm about to meet clint's parents for the first time and
36:00i'm super nervous there's a lot riding on this meeting i'm only hours away from being off parole
36:07i need it to go well hold my hand mom hi how are you you guys are late
36:21you know i have this stuff planned and it just hurts my feelings you know
36:25is there excuse y'all have
36:32um dad already went back to work because you guys were late so he's not going to be here but he can
36:39he can meet her another time i'm sorry mom okay i do apologize okay i thank you let's go eat i hope
36:46the brunch goes good you know i am i want it to go good it looks lovely thank you yep but i don't think
36:54i would have wanted to be like meeting my mother-in-law alice i want to thank you for inviting me into
37:01your home despite everything that's that's happened it it means a lot to me
37:09so y'all help yourself um so you get off parole tracy uh yes ma'am uh today oh really today huh
37:17here in a few hours i've got to go to the parole office and uh get my completion certificate yeah i think
37:24clint told me that but i can't i couldn't remember so what do y'all have planned in life uh live a
37:29happy life happily ever after happily ever after that's only in the fairy tales
37:37it could happen yeah maybe it could darlin but it takes a lot of work marriage is hard
37:43it's a job you have to work at it every day and tracy i'm going to be honest with you dear
37:48because i'm an honest person i try to be honest person as much as i can
37:56i want to have a good relationship with you tracy i really honestly do i want it to be real i want it
38:04to be authentic i want to do things with you guys but i have to set my boundaries with you
38:10you can't just fall back into your old habits honey and then expect me just to be there
38:19i don't want any drugs involved and you know i say i don't hate very many things because that's such
38:27a strong word but i hate hardcore drugs it ruins your life i want you guys to do good in life
38:40you know i i do i want to do good in life you have to make an effort an everyday effort
38:49daily battle it is it is a daily battle
38:54when i was hurt in the past or felt abandoned i used to cope by doing drugs and um once you
39:03get started it's really hard to stop
39:04everything you're saying it's it's it's really hitting home yeah i've lost 10 years plus of my
39:14life in and out of prison just by stupidity selfishness that's sad tracy you said you know i'm sorry that
39:27you went through all that your life you know i wouldn't wish that on anyone but you have to prove
39:33yourself to me tracy yeah you know we talked about that i have a big uh thing on trust
39:43you break that trust with me and i'm through
39:46i think that my mom needs to accept that she's turned over a new leaf and that everybody makes
39:53mistakes i've even made a mistake it's almost as bad as what tracy did to me i just feel horrible inside
40:02trying to hide things from her and lie to her
40:15so that's how you you gonna disrespect me i look past all your and all that that you've ever done
40:22i was broken you broke me
40:24and you wasn't even there to help me put myself together
40:34nah man yeah that's law to me
40:38i never even thought of the possibility for rock and her to hook up i just know she know better than
40:46him do something like that especially with my homeboy it's two sides to every story though yeah it is
40:53he he's supposed to be saying the same thing as you that what he kissed me
40:59that's it you didn't tell me you kissed
41:05yeah i'm telling you now now you're telling me you kissed yeah i kissed him
41:11i kissed him because i found out you're married i found out you you've been her the whole time
41:17i find out you have a baby on the way all this that's going on i find out after
41:24being down with you for two years you sitting here preaching that i should come clean and i should
41:30do these different things and how i shouldn't hold back and how i should just come tell you that i can
41:33just talk to you but you out here on my while i'm in jail
41:37it's boundaries to i know your sister your cousin nobody you knew you just hit a whole second life
41:49what are you talking about
41:49like you want me to tell the world okay so we both up okay so we both up what you think gonna happen
41:56from this i don't know mike i don't know what's gonna happen what do you think's gonna happen
42:02i think we're gonna have to call this