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00:00also like the way I represent myself like I'm very authentic in my scenes so what I
00:09always want to do is like I'm displaying my sexuality in an authentic way but also
00:14in a positive way so I only shoot scenes that I enjoy I want to see your eyes I
00:19hear that I hear that it's it's fake they could argue that your YouTube videos
00:25are fake let's let's think about this this what we're doing right now this is
00:29more authentic yeah right but there's still a light right here we're still not
00:33having a conversation just by ourselves like there's still some artifice to it
00:37but this is as real and authentic as we can make it correct right and that's
00:42essentially what how I like to direct and produce my porn I want my porn as
00:47authentic as it can be so for example when I'm shooting only fans and it's on
00:52an iPhone it really is just the two of us like me and the performer that is you
00:56know more authentic yeah then say if I'm on a crew like a whole yeah but even in
01:03that situation where there's 12 other people on set my goal is to make it as
01:08authentic as it can be as genuine so I want to have genuine chemistry with my
01:14on-screen partner I want to make sure that if we can we're having genuine
01:18orgasms or at the very least having genuine pleasure right so that's the
01:23goal does porn sometimes fall short of that goal of course and different types
01:29of scenes require you to be less authentic so for example if you're
01:32shooting a feature and it's heavily directed say the sex is heavily directed
01:37and the director has told you exactly which positions to shoot and what order to
01:43do them and they're actually gonna tell you okay we need an orgasm now okay
01:46switch positions that there's gonna be more artifice to that okay but that's
01:50why I've always said I love gonzo porn the gonzo technically comes from gonzo
01:54journalism where you break the fourth wall now we kind of use that as that term
01:57erroneously is like an all-sex release so that would normally be like a floating
02:01camera so one camera operator not on sticks just following the action so say
02:06we're doing a scene who director calls action we fuck but the director never
02:11actually steps in and says okay now do doggy or anything like that interest we
02:15fuck how we would fuck if the camera wasn't there right the only artifice
02:19might just catch me a missionary sorry guys well one position today that's the
02:25only kind of artifice where you do like we're the only fans we can do that with
02:29only fans you'd be like you want to just shoot missionary today let's fucking do
02:33it you know we make the rules there is kind of a I guess a formula with porn and
02:38and the viewers want to be able to see different positions but for example you
02:43could just like if you don't want to do pile driver like don't do don't do
02:48pile driver yeah like when you say some stuff like that you know what that is
02:53pile driver no I'm vanilla so if I was to like have my legs up here and then I was
03:02to like my body goes down here and my shoulders are kind of on the floor and
03:07then I flip my legs up so my pussy is up here and then you come from above and
03:12you're fucking down oh yeah I haven't tried that one yeah I don't recommend it
03:16like it looks spectacular in porn but it's not necessarily the most comfortable
03:20okay so yeah that makes sense I see what you're getting at so you're making a lot
03:24of great points this is getting a lot even deeper than I thought no pun intended but
03:28I'll drive you do get deep just FYI I'll driver I gotta I'm gonna google that so
03:34you were telling me before you don't want to get married but you will be rise
03:40before guys that's that's a good concept um but you're saying you would date you
03:48know assuming the right guy came along do is that what prom people do is they
03:53date other performers it's a mix um there are like some porn couples so like
03:59female and male performers in the industry that are dating each other or
04:02married to each other even have kids with each other there's performers that
04:07are dating like directors or other like people within the industry but maybe not
04:12performers and then there's people that are just dating civilians as we call them
04:15civilians yeah I'd be a civilian and you said you're gonna do it forever until
04:20well I love what I do so I have no plans on stopping anytime soon it doesn't take
04:26any sort of mental toll on you physically obviously you get tired
04:30eventually well physically I mean physically I have to I try and create my
04:36schedule so that after a certain number of shoots I have a day off because
04:38it's actually like very physically demanding one so physically I get tired
04:43but as long as I have the right rest and recuperation I'm fine now do you
04:47think that you're built differently because you're able to do something
04:51very intimate with technically a random person like it does that make sense
04:57you know they're not even really random though like because technically you
05:00could know a performer and then you guys could have good history together and
05:04okay now they're not random like they're a performance that I've been
05:06fucking for five years straight like in like we we actually have a
05:10relationship obviously it's a working relationship they're my colleagues but
05:13we understand each other's bodies and we know how to make each other feel good
05:17and we've got you know like we have like a friendship so they're not strange
05:21it's actually very rare that I work with new people do you catch feelings very
05:26rarely every now and again sometimes it happens surely do you like I'd be doing it
05:37every time it's really good yeah it's like but you know like what's the
05:42percentage of like damn I can't I try to think in percent I'm a very okay
05:48there's like there's good sex and then there's like that fucking phenomenal sex
05:52where you like your brain starts going a little crazy you become obsessed with the
05:56person that's what I give out yeah I know I see that's yeah that's that's when it
06:03gets complicated how many times that happened to you because you've been not
06:06that not that three times I'm not do the guys know like did you express that to
06:13the person like hey by the way hey that was a good shoot um the other day in and
06:19out because it's usually the guys expressing that to me first that makes
06:24sense yeah so you didn't even have to yeah you wouldn't have to even if yeah like I
06:28know damn I feel like that would break my heart every time I'd be like just work
06:33you feel anything on that one no yeah like is that unprofessional to be um
06:40okay so do you can't would that be unethical because you're it's in the
06:45workplace well most affairs happen in the workplace because that's where you're
06:50actually meeting people yeah is in the workplace so it's not just that doesn't
06:55just happen in porn yeah your girl is getting tickled at work right now by some
06:59guy just a heads up that's a whole nother thing there's a tweet it was like
07:02someone's tickling your girl right now and she's saying stop it just focus on
07:06yourself um the plight of being a guy sometimes but anyway that's more of a
07:12personal thing did someone tickle your girl no one tickled my girl but I did you
07:18tickle someone's girl I didn't tickle someone else's girl but I know guys be
07:23tickling girls at work like like like I worked at pack Sun and there was and I
07:32remember there was a girl there I wasn't doing the tickling she was getting
07:35tickled I wish I got tickled at work I just get railed
07:39yeah the tickling is a bit more light yeah she gets tickled from inside um yeah
07:53the feelings thing yeah that seems incredibly hard to navigate you're
07:57mixing feelings are hard to navigate regardless of where they occur mmm I know
08:04like it's not that much more complicated important like it's it's like having
08:08feelings for any colleague in any work environment is complicated don't you
08:11think and yes and it's like are you even allowed to express it or is that
08:17completely unprofessional because I've heard of hey this person is great to
08:20work with blah blah blah oh they're they're a great person in industry I'm
08:24sure you've gotten that too are you do you become a bad person in the industry in a
08:27little creepy or bad if you say yeah I was a great scene yeah you do have to
08:34like you have to gauge you have to like yeah well you have to do that in like
08:39any situation you have to gauge it or you just have to let the girl say something
08:43if you came on to me you're not creepy it wouldn't be creepy if you did like if
08:49you're talking about oh you can literally say anything that's not creepy the
08:52difference between a creep and flirting is how attractive the person is or how
08:57attracted you are to the person typically okay so if I look like
09:01Rumpelstiltskin Rumpelstiltskin oh no I know that but I just like my kind of
09:06picture wait is there I wonder if there's a Rumpelstiltskin like porn parody wait
09:10wait wait wait wait well I saw I saw a Spongebob one yeah that is not that's the
09:18Terminator but it's called penetrator okay that was funny wait 13 ridiculous
09:24porn parodies they shouldn't have made shaving Ryan's privates rambone yeah who
09:32reamed Rosie Rabbit the Sperminator Spankenstein but to wrap up our point it's
09:39I'm just thinking are we boiling tea some it's just difficult if you're a guy
09:50wanting to express your feelings to a girl it you have to be very careful
09:54because it could definitely come across as creepy if the girl you've never had
09:57that issue yeah I mean plenty of girls don't like me and then I'm like oh man
10:02who doesn't like you I'll have to put you on and have to text them and be like yo
10:06what's up Ryan he's cool yeah am I cool yeah you're cool okay yeah well you legit ah
10:12you're just like very chill trying like you're like fun trying out with I appreciate
10:16that you just met us yeah it's your first day hanging out with us this is the
10:19conclusion this is the part where you kind of stroke our ego yeah um or not or
10:24you can just say that you know perfect um what are your thoughts you're kind of
10:29obligated to say good things right now but I'll be honest like they're honest
10:33good things like not creepy at all very chill like just I feel safe which is
10:40always good yeah like feeling feeling safe around people I think as a woman I
10:45feel like that's the like the most important thing to like feel at ease you
10:48get spooky incidents in public because when when supporters come up to us it's
10:53like hey let's grab it whatever get the picture I can't imagine how freaked out
10:58you must be hey coming up behind your shit Angela this actually happened
11:04recently to be honest so I was getting my nails done late at night and my my nail
11:08girl actually did me a favor and like kind of let me in when they closed so we we
11:13had the door locked at the nail salon and these guys came up more like like
11:17bashing on the door like to be to be honest like obviously you can't judge a book by it's
11:24cover but they didn't they didn't look creepy they looked fine but I'm like I
11:27cannot unlock this door for you like at 9 p.m. yeah I cannot unlock the door so
11:32anyway she was like once we were done she's like I'm gonna walk you to your car
11:36because you know I don't want you to be alone when you're walking around makes
11:39sense I was like well it's probably fine they that I'm sure they haven't like
11:41waited that's like all this time for me there's no way no way the five guys
11:47waited but she did walk me to my car and then like you know it said goodbye and
11:52then out of nowhere one of them comes up I've gotten in my car thankfully out of
11:56nowhere it's dark it's like and he's like tapping on my window hey not the
12:00blue window tap just the lack of awareness like as a woman like if I'm alone
12:04that's like night time and I'm like actually like out the back of a place
12:08like in a car park like even though they were probably harmless yeah it was it's
12:14just like something you don't do I don't feel safe it's just not the right a
12:18time to approach me but that's that's actually the only time that's that's
12:21happens usually like you never had to create a scary incident we I've had
12:26plenty of freaky incidents yeah yeah I mean we've had there's been all type of
12:32things that are spooky I'm gonna make this point this is unrelated to us you're a
12:36popular person we have one or two people that have subscribed to us people
12:41often look at social media figures and people who are famous celebrities whatever
12:47and they view them as like subhuman or they they'll they'll be mean to you or
12:53critique you or say evil things and but they don't realize you're also a person
12:58too so they'll say I hate Jake Paul Jake Paul sucks whatever they were hating on
13:03the baby this rapper guy they were hating on him I'm like y'all don't even y'all
13:08never met him yeah how do you how people so cynical and evil that they have to
13:13behind a comment section say such mean things it's a projection like it says
13:17more about how they feel about themselves well yeah how often do happy
13:22and rich people go on comment sections and say derogatory things never how many
13:27times has Michael Jordan been in the comments fucking stupid you fell off no
13:32it doesn't happen today you have to do that that was when it's focus on winning
13:35there you go winners focus on winning losers focus on other people and that's
13:41why I don't do that cuz I'm a winner let me show you my animal yeah I have a
13:46lizard are you gonna whip it out I'll bring it I'll bring it here for the
13:49light um so I had snakes and you know what I'm gonna say it on camera I gave
13:56them to someone there's an ongoing joke where I get a reptile or get a pet and
13:59then I give it away shortly after and um yeah so I gave the snakes away because
14:04they were I still wanted the snake taking up too much space in my room you've been
14:08like asking me the hard-hitting questions I want to ask you a hard-hitting
14:10question okay can I do it with why I hold the lizard what's his name so his
14:14name is Bartholomew mm-hmm and he is a term is oscillated
14:18Euromastix so it's it's remin he's reminiscent of a bearded dragon where they
14:25like to be in extremely hot temperatures I believe they're from like they're from
14:29the hottest places on the planet I love animals I love reptiles I love snakes I
14:35love holding snakes I feel like I could never have a reptile as a pet because I
14:40feel like they belong in the wild mmm what's your opinion because obviously
14:43you do mm-hmm have a pet reptile yes I've had a handful over the past few years
14:51mm-hmm and that's a great question so there are people who are against obviously
14:58they say like you say they belong in the wild you shouldn't take my other natural
15:02habitat and I've actually never been prompted to answer something like that
15:06but I've heard other people what other people's opinions are and they say that
15:10if you are able to replicate the exact same living conditions that they would
15:17have in the wild then they don't have the mental comprehension to understand I'm in
15:24a cage so like for example if you put a dog in a cage forever they become
15:30depressed it's unhealthy for them and they know and they become sad whatever whereas
15:35let's look at a ball python for example ball pythons live in underground termite layers so
15:42they will just sit in a dark hole all day every day that's it and then and then they'll
15:49go out to eat their mouse whatever or they maybe they can find something maybe they can't so they
15:55replicate that heated a little tub whatever heated box and they stay in there nor do snakes have
16:02emotions so they can't they can't say you know you'd have to ask what do you call someone who stabs
16:10your back as a liar you call them a snake because they're disloyal and that's what snakes are is they
16:17have no comprehension of loyalty or friendship or but but but but do they or is that just because like
16:22we've interpreted that from like the biblical scriptures like the snake being from like you
16:27know the beginning the kind of well again the evil that's a that's a great question and I wouldn't be
16:36able to say well here's why they don't have emotions for a certain reason I think that if given the right
16:42circumstances let's look at a goldfish goldfish have no memory how do people know that I can't say
16:48but I've someone told me and you believe and I believe it and I believed it that goldfish have
16:55no memory so when they're in a bowl every time they take a lap in the bowl it's like there was it
16:59was their first lap so they don't actually know I'm trapped in a bowl uh now are there things that I
17:05I've been to pet stores and seen massive reptiles in super small cages and I go that's inhumane yeah
17:12but tell me this do you think a life with parasites or without is better for the animal let's assume
17:20this guy do you think a life with with parasites or without would be a better situation for him
17:26uh depends on the parasite because we need parasites for our guts and stuff right like or like we need
17:31like bacteria and stuff I don't know I don't know I feel like uh depends on the parasite in the in the
17:37wild there's a lot of certain reptiles that I've had before are susceptible to parasites and end up
17:44and they don't eat much or they can't find food whereas mr. Bartholomew here gets a fat salad every
17:50day with his favorite lentils okay and it's it's never great to compare animals and humans whatever
17:55but like I would rather be out there living my life with the potential to be hit by a car and raped and
18:03whatever other horrible things might happen to me out there than to be safely kept in a home where
18:09someone brings me food and water and sustains me keeps me alive but then I'm not really living
18:17I completely understand where you're coming from and that is a question me in terms of my morality
18:24and this little sucker I sleep at night being like uh he cool I'm not judging you oh no I'm just like
18:30for me like that's like my personal choice was like because I love snakes but I would never people
18:35like why don't you get a snake I'm like no no no I love them but I love them as they exist you know
18:42and like like a dog a dog will come up to you and wants to be patted but but this little guy was trying
18:46to like get away yeah he this is not his natural environment he doesn't want to be in your hand
18:50whereas the dog or a cat some cats correct want to be pet and that's the name of the game
18:56snakes and other reptiles you because people say oh there's different very uh there's different
19:02levels of intelligence in terms of the different uh reptiles some are more intelligent than us some
19:08like snakes for example they people say they just don't have the ability to uh feel things
19:16and I guess that's that's that's it that's the big debate is if he if they don't know then
19:23what is the difference you might know that you're in a box and that would cause distress and you
19:29wouldn't okay what about what about someone who's living with dementia they don't know they don't
19:34have like they have barely any memory at all and you put them in a home they don't know they don't
19:39remember their family they don't know really what's happening but I mean maybe a home might be the
19:45best place for them to care potentially they might forget I'm trying I'm just saying like it's kind
19:51of like a difficult ethical so do you just do you think I'm a bad person I don't think you're a bad
19:57person at all I'm gonna buy another reptile and call it Angela and it will look judgingly and I'll buy
20:04it and I'll buy it and I'll put it set it free okay no I just see all those like the the setting free fish
20:13videos where they set them free and like immediately get eaten oh like just yeah I hope that doesn't
20:21happen well he is beautiful like his tail is I really want to I kind of want yeah you can touch it
20:26isn't it just yeah she's like you've just never seen anything like this before yeah he's gorgeous
20:32again he when it's cold he doesn't move around a lot but you know it's he's still warm
20:36but um we appreciate you for giving us your time and your energy I appreciate you I've had a really
20:51fun day today date day I said day I've had a really fun date today thank you for the date
20:57thank you and we're gonna put Bartholomew back but uh thank you
21:03bye