Felix Tran is a young man, 21 years old and back home for break from college. Soon to be graduating within the next school year. One day, somehow he’s losing his soul, his aspirations, and happiness in life after battling with his inner demons and mysteriousness deep inside, while trying to figure out how to cure himself by the end of the year.
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00:00Long ago, I don't know
00:09Will you show? I don't know
00:19Clock on the wall is messing with my head
00:26My name is Felix, Felix Tran
00:30I just got back home from college
00:33There's something you gotta know about me
00:36I'm battling with my own demons
00:38Demons that don't belong anywhere
00:41That don't belong anywhere onto my mind
00:45Every little thing about this shit is messing me up mentally
00:51I don't know how or when but it just
00:55This just came about
00:57This craziness
00:59It's like I'm addicted to this thrill
01:03Don't get me wrong but medicine makes me feel good and shit
01:21It just sometimes spins me
01:25Spends the world around in my head
01:27I just can't believe this is still going on
01:32It's like other times
01:34I could see very clearly
01:36Different times, I can't
01:38I lost my vision
01:39I lost my perspective
01:40I'm losing
01:41I'm actually losing myself
01:45This movie
01:4750-50
01:48I felt like I was sick too
01:51But just sick in them head
01:53It's not right
01:55I can't control this fucking darkness
01:57That seemingly I am addicted to
02:00I lay down often
02:03And it's like
02:04Someone
02:05Or something
02:06That's
02:07Not there
02:08Trying to fuck with me
02:09And makes my head hurt
02:11I'm not sure when this bullshit's gonna last
02:15I don't need this
02:18I didn't ask for the shit
02:20And not having others feel sad about my mental health
02:24It's like
02:272.30 in the morning
02:29At night I can't really sleep
02:32And some of you have been in my life for years
02:35And I don't know when the hell I'm gonna get a little nights of rest
02:40Even at night
02:43My mind is like a dust of fog
02:50Here's a quote
02:51That I relate to from time to time
02:56Something is happening
02:58Beauty is at work
03:00Pure selfless acceptance through everyday transcendence
03:04That remedies
03:05The chaos and antidote to the sorrow on this earth
03:09Earth for eternity
03:14You give me nothing
03:16No mercy
03:18No empathy
03:19Only self hate to you
03:22I'm just a fucking plaything
03:24An amusement replicating
03:26The cries of a man
03:29You were playing
03:30Last moments of my life
03:32Over and over and over
03:34I just
03:36A fucking charade
03:38Suspended at the core of this
03:41Ridicule
03:44I can't
03:45Fucking
03:46Embrace it
03:47I'm a lot of fun
03:49Shit
03:53Isn't
03:54What's
03:55T訃
03:57Oh
03:58There's no
03:59피
04:00Never
04:02Still
04:05The
04:06Bo
04:09Out of our cagey heads and got tangled and lost
04:13Totally further out into it all
04:16I can't remember
04:18And I was afraid
04:21But you were blowing light
04:24I was while leaving the light
04:27You were my revealing brain
04:31I closed my eyes and suddenly we were
04:36Missed
04:38Don't let them see me like this
04:41I'm a man
04:43A man under surveillance
04:45Where am I going?
04:48I'm gonna become a trans-luncton
04:50To reveal my reality
04:52It's possible unless I am
04:56Or was insane
04:58Why
05:00Why the fuck
05:02Why the fuck
05:08You know, uh, hearing voices that isn't yours and answering back is scary
05:31The thing is
05:32It's like stuck on me
05:35Also
05:39Questioning myself in my head isn't good either
05:42I do my best to be right in the mind
05:48The way I want it to be
05:50Now and forever
05:54Until death to be
05:56This is my fallback
06:11Which I've been waiting for
06:13My happiness
06:17After three weeks rolled by
06:21I checked myself into
06:22Psych war
06:23And now
06:24I'll learn more about myself
06:27I'm back to my
06:28Your regular self now
06:29Carelessly you passed the hours
06:48I can't sleep
07:02I can't rest
07:04I feel depressed
07:05I can't
07:06I feel
07:08I can't do this anymore
07:09This is a tragedy
07:12Fuck
07:13I can't do it
07:16As this
07:23This is my last cigarette
07:24I've gone to rehab
07:26Things are getting better lately for me
07:30I'm graduating next week
07:32Finding my own place in this world
07:35Finally
07:37But all that I'm saying like
07:40This is one thing I seek for
07:43Even for a happy ending
07:45Thank God
07:48Pacing round this floor
07:56I've been seeing
08:00Till I get some resolution
08:05I'm so obsessed
08:07I can't sleep and I can't rest
08:12There's still something I must confess
08:16When it comes to you and me
08:20And every answer that I hear on the side of the door
08:33And every answer that I hear on the side of the door
08:46It sends me in a spin of the exciting hope
08:50I keep looking at the window
08:53Taking on my phone
08:54Taking on my phone
08:55Watching
08:56Waiting
08:57Waiting
08:58Holding for you to show
09:01Will you show
09:07I don't know
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09:13Will you show
09:16I don't know
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