Go Back Lover Episode 19 (2024) English Subtitles Chinese Romance
In the second semester of her junior year, Shen Xing Ruo returned to Xingcheng Mingli High School and moved in with Lu Shan, her father’s close friend. Under the same roof, she found herself sharing a home—and a classroom—with Lu Shan’s son, Lu Xing Yan.
What began as a tense, uneasy relationship between the two slowly transformed over a year and a half, as their differences softened and their hearts began to draw closer, leaving space for something neither of them expected.
In the second semester of her junior year, Shen Xing Ruo returned to Xingcheng Mingli High School and moved in with Lu Shan, her father’s close friend. Under the same roof, she found herself sharing a home—and a classroom—with Lu Shan’s son, Lu Xing Yan.
What began as a tense, uneasy relationship between the two slowly transformed over a year and a half, as their differences softened and their hearts began to draw closer, leaving space for something neither of them expected.
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01:00When I first met your mom, it was already 20 years ago.
01:03At that time, your mom and I were truly in love.
01:07Truly in love?
01:09Then why did you treat her like that?
01:14In love,
01:16it doesn't last forever.
01:18Being in love is real.
01:20When a relationship becomes weak,
01:22it's also real.
01:24When a relationship becomes weak,
01:26it's also real.
01:28When a relationship becomes weak,
01:30it's also real.
01:32Everyone has the right to pursue love.
01:34This has nothing to do with identity, age,
01:36or any gap.
01:38As for whether you can go to the end,
01:40it takes time to verify.
01:42Have you considered my feelings?
01:44I'm your daughter.
01:48I always think that you and I have the same heart.
01:51As long as you can calm down and think about this matter,
01:54you will definitely figure it out in the end.
01:58Maybe it's not about dad remarrying.
02:02What you care about is that dad's love for you has decreased, right?
02:10Wife! Wife!
02:12That...
02:15Did dad send it?
02:17No.
02:27Dad.
02:38Luo Xin.
02:40You want me to hate him,
02:42unless he dies.
02:44Why?
02:46Why can't you figure it out?
02:48Because my mom didn't die of illness.
02:50She was killed.
02:52The one who killed her was my dad.
02:54Are you satisfied with this answer?
02:57Yes.
03:04Shen Guangyao.
03:06He is a murderer.
03:12Why do you say that?
03:16Because he and my mom's death
03:18has nothing to do with each other.
03:20Shen Guangyao.
03:22If you mention the word divorce to me again,
03:24do you believe that I will die in front of you?
03:26Do we have to be so ugly?
03:29Not ugly at all.
03:31Why do I have to divorce?
03:33I have such a good family
03:35and such a cute daughter.
03:37Why do I have to divorce?
03:39How many times have I told you?
03:41We don't love each other anymore.
03:43Look at her.
03:45Look at her.
03:47Look at her.
03:49Why do you love me the most in your life?
03:54Why do I have to divorce?
03:57I admit that I loved you.
03:59But I love the pianist
04:01who has a bright future.
04:03You think I want to give up the piano.
04:05You think I want to give up playing.
04:07I don't give up because of this family.
04:09You know you play the piano, right?
04:11Stop talking.
04:13I love you.
04:15I know you like me playing the piano.
04:17I know you like me.
04:19Listen to me.
04:21Listen to me.
04:23I love you.
04:25I love you.
04:27I love you.
04:36Enough.
04:38Stop playing.
04:44No.
04:46I have said everything I have to say.
04:49It's over.
04:52Guang Yang.
04:54Don't go.
04:58Guang Yang.
05:21Guang Yang.
05:51Guang Yang.
06:21Guang Yang.
06:23Guang Yang.
06:51Guang Yang.
07:21Xin Ruo.
07:23I love you.
07:25But I lost my father's love.
07:27I can't live on.
07:52I love you.
07:58I have told you everything.
08:01Are you satisfied?
08:04Tell me how to forgive him.
08:10I'm sorry.
08:12I'm really sorry.
08:14I don't know you have been through that.
08:22All these years,
08:25I don't want to see him.
08:28Because I don't dare to see him.
08:31Those memories
08:33are like the words in my heart.
08:36I try my best to forget him.
08:40But the more I think about him,
08:42the more I miss him.
08:46Teach me.
08:48What should I do?
08:51What should I do?
09:14I'm really tired today.
09:18Let me be alone for a while.
09:23Then,
09:26I won't bother you.
09:40If you need anything,
09:42contact me.
09:44I'm always here.
09:47I love you.
10:17I love you.
10:19I love you.
10:21I love you.
10:23I love you.
10:25I love you.
10:27I love you.
10:29I love you.
10:31I love you.
10:33I love you.
10:35I love you.
10:37I love you.
10:39I love you.
10:43I love you.
10:47I love you.
10:49I love you.
10:51I love you.
10:53I love you.
10:55I love you.
10:57I love you.
10:59I love you.
11:01I love you.
11:03I love you.
11:05I love you.
11:07I love you.
11:09I love you.
11:11I love you.
11:13I love you.
11:15You've always been in my life.
11:18Like I've never left.
11:20I still remember that I loved you first.
11:23I'm looking for your love.
11:25I'm used to your habit.
11:28The most enchanting feeling.
11:30I wonder if you will also
11:33be trapped by yearning.
11:36That's right.
11:38I love you.
11:40I love you.
11:42I love you.
11:44If you have time,
11:46can you help me see Xin Ruo?
12:08Why are you here?
12:10Why can't I come?
12:12Xin Ruo's hotel was in a mess yesterday.
12:15Someone got hurt.
12:17I was worried that she wouldn't eat well.
12:19So I came to see her.
12:21To witness
12:24her awkward moment.
12:26You really can't speak.
12:30How's your head?
12:33I think it's fine.
12:35It's fine?
12:38It's fine.
12:42Lu Xian caused so much trouble this time.
12:45Are you still going to forgive him?
12:48He didn't cause any trouble.
12:51It's just between me and my dad.
12:53He just got involved by accident.
12:55I don't know what happened to you.
12:57But in my opinion,
12:59you were hurt by him again.
13:02It was your heart that was hurt before.
13:04This time, you came to the hospital.
13:07Isn't this serious?
13:09Look at me now.
13:11What's the matter?
13:12I'm fine.
13:14Stop it. I don't know you.
13:16You say you're fine.
13:17You look so happy.
13:19But in fact, it's just an expression.
13:21The more you look sad,
13:24the more you feel wronged and sad.
13:31Shen Xin Ruo.
13:34Can you stop pretending to be strong?
13:38I really don't want to see you get hurt again.
13:44Is my head broken
13:46or is your head broken?
13:48Why are you telling me this?
13:56If I say because...
14:00Because I like you.
14:07I fell in love with you
14:09from the minute I knew it.
14:12At that time,
14:13you were showing all your tenderness.
14:16But when you answered the question,
14:18that kind of concentration and seriousness
14:20attracted me deeply.
14:22I was amazed at that time.
14:25How could there be such a wise girl?
14:29But not long after,
14:32Lu Xin proposed to you on the show.
14:36I thought I had no chance in my life.
14:39Such a good girl
14:41appeared in front of me like this.
14:44And then?
14:46She was going to marry a rich man.
14:49Until it was dark.
14:55None of us expected
14:57that we became roommates.
15:01Do you know how happy I was at that time?
15:07Yu Si?
15:12I didn't expect you to be my new roommate.
15:17I...
15:28I...
15:31It's good.
15:33What a coincidence.
15:35What a coincidence.
15:36I didn't expect you to be my new roommate.
15:42Why did you study abroad here?
15:45Didn't you get married?
15:48Yes.
15:54When I knew you and Lu Xin didn't get married,
15:58I was relieved.
16:02When I saw you were still with Lu Xin,
16:06I didn't take that step.
16:10Because I felt
16:13you were really happy at that time.
16:16So I didn't want to ruin your life.
16:22I liked you from the bottom of my heart
16:24and helped you.
16:27I really hoped you could be happy forever.
16:33But Lu Xin disappointed me.
16:40After you broke up,
16:43I saw the pain and sadness
16:45Lu Xin brought to you.
16:50I was really sad at that time.
16:53Very sad.
16:56I started to hate her.
16:59I hated her for not cherishing such a good girl.
17:05I hated her for hurting you.
17:08But I didn't dare.
17:13I didn't dare to take that step.
17:17Because I knew she was still in your heart.
17:20I thought as long as I protected you quietly,
17:25I could take that step
17:31when she disappeared in your heart.
17:36But I didn't expect
17:38that you met each other again.
17:49Why are you here?
17:52I'm here to make up for some material.
17:57I'll answer the phone.
18:00Hello, Zhang Xun.
18:02So that day when you were not here,
18:07I told Lu Xin Yan about my feelings for you.
18:16Lu Xin Yan was jealous
18:18because she knew you liked me.
18:20I misunderstood her for so long.
18:25I know what I did was hideous and terrible.
18:31But when you like someone,
18:32you can't control your feelings.
18:37Shen Xi Ruo.
18:41Could you please leave your father
18:46or Lu Xin Yan alone?
18:52As long as you want,
18:55we can leave here anytime.
18:57Anytime.
18:59I'll take you to the dark underground.
19:02Or the glass.
19:03Anywhere.
19:04Lu Xin Yan.
19:06The terms I gave you
19:09have all been fulfilled.
19:12You can continue to do your TV show
19:15or be a documentary director again.
19:18I'll be with you no matter what.
19:26As long as we go there,
19:29we don't have to care about those things anymore.
19:34Okay?
19:39You don't have to hurry to answer me.
19:42I'm willing to give you time.
19:45Give you time to figure it out.
19:50You know better than anyone else
19:53that we can only be friends.
19:55I know.
19:57But I still want to fight for a chance
20:02to protect you once.
20:04To give you a chance.
20:07Thank you for your concern.
20:09But I believe I can handle my own business.
20:16I did have some conflicts with him.
20:21But your appearance
20:23calmed me down for a moment.
20:25What I was thinking was not
20:27how to respond to you,
20:29but I blamed myself.
20:31I misunderstood Lu Xin Yan
20:33for so long.
20:35Her existence
20:38is very important to me.
20:44If I, Shen Xin Ruo,
20:46can only be with one person in my life,
20:51then that person
20:54must be Lu Xin Yan.
21:04Lu Xin Yan
21:15Bed No. 5.
21:16This is Mr. Lu's family meal for you.
21:34Bed No. 5.
21:48For Xin Ruo?
21:50It's a pity.
21:51I've already sent it to her.
21:54Lu Xin Yan.
21:59Xin Ruo has agreed to go to Berlin with me.
22:03Are you afraid?
22:05Impossible.
22:08She can't go with you.
22:10Are you so sure?
22:13I believe she's the same as me.
22:15Except for each other in this life,
22:18I can't fall in love with anyone else.
22:26Do you know why your show is so boring?
22:29It's because your relationship is too stable.
22:32There is no ups and downs.
22:35Congratulations.
22:37Love is stronger than gold.
22:59Come in, please.
23:02Xin Ruo.
23:04Why are you two here?
23:06We come to see you.
23:07How are you?
23:08Do you feel better?
23:09I'm fine.
23:10The doctor said I should observe for a few days.
23:12I guess I can be discharged tomorrow.
23:14That's good.
23:17How have you been recently?
23:21I'm fine.
23:22You don't have to worry about me.
23:24When I heard you said you were injured,
23:26I was scared.
23:27I came here quickly.
23:28Don't worry.
23:30But you two are here.
23:33Why do you bring so much food?
23:36We are entrusted by someone.
23:40Let me say it first.
23:41I'm not Lu Xin Yan's entrustment.
23:43I, Chen Zhu, swear to God
23:45to support my sister with my life.
23:49Lu Xin Yan said she was wrong.
23:51It was all her fault yesterday.
23:54I'm afraid you're angry and don't want to see her.
23:56I'm afraid you're hungry
23:58when I see her.
23:59I'm not hungry.
24:00I'm thoughtful.
24:03And she hasn't been back to the resort for two days.
24:05She stays downstairs every day.
24:08Are you sure you don't want to see her?
24:15Pick up the phone.
24:18Hello.
24:19Sister Xin.
24:20How's your health?
24:21When can you be discharged?
24:22Tomorrow.
24:23That's great.
24:24The love special episode of Dr. Wang in Changqing Village
24:26has been edited.
24:27You can come back and watch it.
24:29Okay, no problem.
24:31Do you want me to call Mr. Lu?
24:33I'll send him a message.
24:35Okay.
24:45The video of Dr. Wang's wedding has been edited.
24:47Let's go to the street room to watch the editing together tomorrow.
24:52Okay.
24:58The video of Dr. Wang's wedding has been edited.
25:00Let's go to the street room to watch the editing together tomorrow.
25:05These wedding cards
25:08are for those girls.
25:11When they get married,
25:13I'll put them in the house.
25:16Is it beautiful?
25:18I'll put it on for you.
25:21Come on, drink some water.
25:27Who are you?
25:29Who am I?
25:31You can't remember?
25:33Think again.
25:34Where have you seen me?
25:40You are Sheng Zhi.
25:42Yes.
25:43You said you would hold a wedding with us.
25:47I thought it was useless.
25:49But now,
25:51whenever I can't remember,
25:53I just want to watch this video.
25:56Thank you so much.
25:59Thank you so much.
26:06Drink some water.
26:38Xin Xin.
26:40Is there any problem?
26:44No problem.
26:45I think the editing is good.
26:47Does Mr. Lu have any opinion?
26:49I have no opinion.
26:52If there is no problem,
26:53I'll start editing.
26:55Okay.
26:56Thank you, Mr. Lu.
27:02It's good.
27:03Yes.
27:09Can you
27:11take a walk with me?
27:14Okay.
27:15No problem.
27:26Hello.
27:28Hello, Mr. Lu.
27:29This is Chen Fei.
27:32Xin Ruo's father is dying.
27:36What's wrong?
27:40Chen Fei said
27:42your father is dying.
27:46Is there no other way?
27:51I don't want to know anything else.
27:53The patient's individual indicators are not very good.
27:55He hasn't eaten much these two days.
27:57It doesn't make much sense
27:58to continue the hospitalization treatment.
28:01Chen Fei is sober now.
28:02It's just a matter of
28:04taking him home.
28:09Okay.
28:10I see.
28:21You're here.
28:24Yes.
28:36My father is in this state.
28:39Why didn't you tell me until now?
28:41Because he thought that Gao Minghui's matter
28:44was that he gave you trouble.
28:48He knew you might not want to see him.
28:51He must have been very sad that day.
28:53He regretted it
28:55and blamed himself
28:57that he shouldn't have appeared.
29:02He told me not to bother you anymore.
29:06But in this situation today,
29:08I really have no way.
29:11My parents know
29:12a few specialists in cancer.
29:14Why don't I contact you?
29:16No need.
29:18Actually, at the beginning of this year,
29:22Shen was diagnosed with late-stage lung cancer.
29:25His left lung was removed at that time.
29:29One-half of his right lung was also removed.
29:32He has been in the hospital for a while.
29:34It's been very dangerous for several times.
29:37You've heard what the doctor said.
29:40We've used all the treatment we can use.
29:43Even he said
29:45he didn't want to suffer anymore.
29:49Brother Xin.
29:52He called your name in a hurry this morning.
29:55I didn't have your phone number.
29:57I had to call Mr. Lu.
30:03Your father's time is really running out.
30:06Do you want to go in and have a look?
30:16Okay.
30:36Shen.
30:38Shen.
30:42Xinru came to see you.
30:46I'm sorry.
30:49I've been so busy.
30:51I didn't have time to see you.
30:53I'm sorry.
30:55I'm so sorry.
30:57I'm sorry.
31:00I'm sorry.
31:04I'm sorry.
31:06I'm sorry.
31:07I'm sorry.
31:10I'm sorry.
31:12I'm sorry.
31:14I'm sorry.
31:16I'm sorry.
31:18I'm sorry.
31:20I'm sorry.
31:22I'm sorry.
31:24I'm sorry.
31:26I'm sorry.
31:28I'm sorry.
31:30I'm sorry.
31:32I'm sorry.
31:34I'm sorry.
31:36I'm sorry.
31:38I'm sorry.
31:40I'm sorry.
31:41I'm sorry.
32:07I'm sorry.
32:09Because in this life,
32:12I can't see my daughter.
32:17What are you talking about?
32:20I'm your daughter.
32:24We broke our bones,
32:27and we're still in a relationship.
32:30Actually, when I think about it now,
32:34when I was a kid,
32:38I was quite happy.
32:45When you were a kid,
32:48you always pestered me,
32:51ran after me,
32:54and played tricks on me.
32:58Do you think I'll be a painter when I grow up?
33:05Actually,
33:07when I think about it now,
33:10when I was a kid,
33:12I didn't like painting.
33:16I just like to record the present life.
33:20Later,
33:22I learned to make documentaries,
33:25and I found out
33:27that painting inspired me.
33:33Dad,
33:37thank you.
33:43If dad didn't have these things,
33:48would our family
33:49continue to be happy?
33:55If
33:57we can continue to be happy,
34:01I'm afraid my dad
34:02is no longer
34:04the painter Shen Guangyao.
34:12You've grown up.
34:16You've grown up,
34:19Tongtong.
34:23I remember what you said
34:26at dad's farewell ceremony.
34:28I remember.
34:31Deep in my soul,
34:35we are tightly tied together.
34:40Many things
34:42have been released.
34:46I don't ask you to forgive me.
34:50But today you said
34:53what you said.
34:54Tongtong,
34:58I'm very satisfied.
35:02Your future life
35:05is my pleasure,
35:07my happiness.
35:25Where is the light?
35:29Turn it off.
35:32It's so warm here.
35:37Tongtong,
35:41let me see.
35:46I'm drunk.
35:49I'm drunk.
35:51I'm drunk.
35:54I'm drunk.
36:24I'm drunk.
36:42There is no light.
36:54There is no light.
37:25I'm leaving.
37:27I'm here today
37:29to say goodbye to you and your dad.
37:37This is the diamond
37:40your dad asked for.
37:42He said
37:44it would be with me for the rest of my life.
37:50What about my dad's memorial service?
37:52What about my dad's memorial service?
37:54Memorial service?
37:57You mean the farewell ceremony, right?
37:59Hasn't it been done?
38:01At that time,
38:02everyone thought it was an art of behavior.
38:05In fact, it was Shen who found an opportunity
38:08to see his friends
38:10and you in advance.
38:14All right, I won't say it.
38:17Next time,
38:19I'll take him to see this world.
38:23Bye-bye.
38:25Okay.
38:51I always thought
38:54I was a child.
38:59Until now,
39:01my parents are gone.
39:08I seem to have seen
39:11the end of life in an instant.
39:20The wall between me and death
39:25has already disappeared.
39:34Lu Xinyan,
39:40I wish you well.
39:51I will always be with you.
39:54I love you.
40:24I love you.
40:43Does your head still hurt?
40:46It doesn't hurt anymore.
40:48Otherwise, the doctor can let me be discharged.
40:55By the way,
40:57I want to tell you something.
41:00That day,
41:02Yusi came to see me.
41:04He said
41:05he has always liked me.
41:08I know.
41:10I saw him at the parking lot.
41:12What did he say to you?
41:14He said
41:15his confession was successful.
41:17No.
41:18I rejected him
41:19with all my heart that day.
41:21Of course I know.
41:23I'm sorry.
41:25It was my fault before.
41:28I shouldn't have said that
41:30to you
41:32when I didn't know the truth.
41:36No.
41:38It's not your fault.
41:45Actually,
41:48I've been thinking about you
41:50for the past two days.
41:52I've thought a lot
41:54and recalled a lot of things between us.
41:56I have some new ideas now.
42:01What ideas?
42:03For example,
42:05I give you a cup of milk tea.
42:07In my world,
42:08I may put all my care
42:10and love into this cup of milk tea.
42:14But in your eyes,
42:15it may be just a cup of milk tea.
42:18So,
42:20our understanding of one thing
42:22will be different.
42:25Now I think about it,
42:27I'm really naive.
42:32But now I understand.
42:35The right way to love someone
42:37shouldn't be to be moved,
42:39but to stand in the other person's view
42:41to feel the world.
42:44So,
42:46I set a small goal for myself.
42:50What small goal?
42:53I will keep adjusting my perspective
42:56and think about it.
42:58I will look at the problem from your perspective.
43:01And,
43:02I will understand you more every day.
43:06I will get closer to you more every day.
43:11Will you give me this chance?
43:19I do.
43:23Recently,
43:25I seem to
43:28like you more and more.
43:33Thank you for your love.
43:36Chen Xiruo.
43:39Thank you for your love.
43:49Thank you for your love.
44:15What do you think a good relationship is?
44:17I think it's better for two people to see the world together,
44:21instead of giving up the whole world for one person.
44:24A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
44:27What's more important is to experience the sweetness of the moment.
44:48I think it's better for two people to see the world together,
44:52instead of giving up the whole world for one person.
44:56A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:00What's more important is to experience the sweetness of the moment.
45:04A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:08What's more important is to experience the sweetness of the moment.
45:12A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:16A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:20A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:24A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:28A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:32A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:36A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:40A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:44A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:48A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:52A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
45:56A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:00A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:04A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:08A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:12A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:16A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:20A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:24A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:28A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:32A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:36A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.
46:40A good relationship is not necessarily a pursuit of a certain result.