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00:00:00How long was your longest relationship?
00:00:0210 years
00:00:03Oh, that's a long time
00:00:04That was my first marriage
00:00:07I was in love for a year, got engaged for 2 years, and got married for 7 years
00:00:12A lot of people don't know, right?
00:00:14Yeah, a lot of people don't know
00:00:15How old were you, Alif?
00:00:1622 or 23
00:00:18You were in the middle of your degree, right?
00:00:19Yeah, I just finished my degree
00:00:20I was about to finish my degree, then I finished my master's
00:00:22Then I got married
00:00:244 years later
00:00:25I don't know, I like older women
00:00:28I wasted 7 years of my life for someone else
00:00:31If we lose someone, it's okay
00:00:33Don't lose yourself
00:00:34That's right
00:00:35That thing will
00:00:37suddenly go crazy
00:00:39What are you going to do after that?
00:00:41It's not right anymore
00:00:42Keep it for a long time
00:00:43And at that time, Alif was already in the industry, right?
00:00:46Already in the industry
00:00:47Yes
00:00:48A dude
00:00:49Now I know
00:00:50A dude
00:00:51Maybe he ran away
00:00:53Suddenly
00:00:59Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh
00:01:01You're back with me, Sudirman Muatthair
00:01:03In the podcast, Confession Bilik Gelap
00:01:06And this time I have another guest
00:01:08An actor who has also been on a show
00:01:11Someone who likes extreme activities
00:01:15And just won
00:01:17Actor, assistant
00:01:19Actor, assistant, popular film
00:01:22Alif Hadi
00:01:23Hi, Assalamualaikum
00:01:24Wow, scary
00:01:26Scary
00:01:28Not scary
00:01:29He said it was a dark room
00:01:30Just bright
00:01:31Yes, it's like dark, it's different
00:01:33Different
00:01:34On the side of the heart
00:01:36Alif, how are you?
00:01:37Alhamdulillah
00:01:38Congratulations, it's not too late for me to congratulate you
00:01:41Thank you
00:01:42After almost
00:01:4414 years
00:01:4514 years, right?
00:01:4614 years
00:01:47And the first time you were nominated
00:01:49The first time I was nominated, won
00:01:51Scary
00:01:52Because the finalists are scary
00:01:54A journey that I think is long, Alif
00:01:56Those 14 years
00:01:57Very long
00:01:58Because I didn't expect that I would get
00:02:01People say recognition
00:02:04You know, in terms of the award
00:02:06But
00:02:08Maybe it's a blessing, the time has come
00:02:10And
00:02:11It makes me more motivated
00:02:13To improve myself
00:02:15When you first appeared in the field of acting, right?
00:02:19Yes, of course
00:02:20I think all the artists who enter this field
00:02:23Singers, actors, etc.
00:02:25Will strive to win awards, right?
00:02:28At that time, it was the same, Alif?
00:02:30No
00:02:31Actually
00:02:32Because I want to think
00:02:33I entered this industry unintentionally
00:02:36Okay
00:02:37I finished studying a degree
00:02:39I took a law degree at that time
00:02:41When I finished, I continued my master's degree
00:02:43So when I wanted to take a master's degree
00:02:45It's been about 6 months
00:02:47That's empty
00:02:49And at the same time
00:02:50I did a lot of TVC
00:02:52TVC, TV ads
00:02:54And then my agency said
00:02:56At that time, KRIU wants to make KRIU TV
00:02:59It needs a host
00:03:01Are you interested?
00:03:03Okay
00:03:04This is a new experience
00:03:06We want to learn something new
00:03:08How to confidently talk to people
00:03:10You know
00:03:11I
00:03:12That's my intention
00:03:14Suddenly, 14 years
00:03:16So I didn't want to enter
00:03:18Unintentionally
00:03:19Unintentionally
00:03:20Why do I want to enter this art industry?
00:03:22Because I want to win an award?
00:03:24Want to be recognized?
00:03:25No, because I want to gain knowledge
00:03:27At first
00:03:28Because I'm an introvert
00:03:29Don't talk to people
00:03:30I think maybe Sudir also knows
00:03:32I'm out there, I don't show up at all
00:03:34I'm not like
00:03:36Look at me
00:03:38No, I'm like
00:03:40That's the old days
00:03:42You're good, right?
00:03:43Praise God
00:03:44In front of my mother, I'm still good
00:03:46Hmm
00:03:49But when you enter the industry
00:03:51See the journey as an artist
00:03:55Actor
00:03:56See other people
00:03:57Get on the stage
00:03:59Win an award
00:04:00I didn't hesitate at that time
00:04:03One day I want to be like them
00:04:05I want to chase that too
00:04:07Okay
00:04:08Actually
00:04:09It's a lie if I say I don't want to
00:04:11I think everyone
00:04:12If you enter any field
00:04:14If we get recognition
00:04:16We feel like we're doing something right
00:04:19What we do
00:04:22We are good at it
00:04:23So
00:04:24It's a lie if I say I don't want to
00:04:26But I know
00:04:27I'm just an introvert
00:04:29Even though I'm 14 years old
00:04:30But maybe other people
00:04:32More experienced
00:04:34They are more talented
00:04:37So
00:04:38I think a little bit
00:04:39But that's not the main point
00:04:41Why I want to enter the industry
00:04:4314 years
00:04:44And this time you won
00:04:46A long journey I guess
00:04:48And during those 14 years
00:04:52We know that you have acted in many dramas
00:04:54Movies
00:04:55Hosting too
00:04:57You're in all the TV stations
00:04:59But maybe
00:05:01If we can say
00:05:02Maybe the name is a bit late
00:05:05And
00:05:06How did you feel at that time, Alif?
00:05:08You've acted here and there
00:05:10But why people like
00:05:11For me, a character who
00:05:13Second lead
00:05:14Or a character who wants to
00:05:15Just make up a list
00:05:18For me, maybe because
00:05:20First
00:05:21I'm not tall enough
00:05:23In appearance
00:05:24This is reality
00:05:25What I see
00:05:26What I feel
00:05:27This is my opinion
00:05:29Height is important
00:05:31So that
00:05:32He can see the hero
00:05:34He can see the body
00:05:36Height
00:05:38You can see
00:05:39This is
00:05:40Hero's body
00:05:41Hero's body
00:05:43I'm not there
00:05:44And then
00:05:45I think the second thing
00:05:46I don't show myself
00:05:47Maybe that's my fault
00:05:49Because
00:05:50In order to be in the entertainment industry
00:05:52You need to
00:05:53Sell yourself out there
00:05:54You have to sell yourself out there
00:05:56So that we can be seen by many people
00:05:59But
00:06:00I think that's not me
00:06:03And I take
00:06:05Passive path
00:06:06Like okay
00:06:07Maybe there are people out there
00:06:09Who will accept me
00:06:11With
00:06:12My work ethic
00:06:14They take it by quality
00:06:16Not by popularity
00:06:18But it's slow
00:06:20And Alhamdulillah
00:06:21I'm still holding on
00:06:22Because I know
00:06:23I'm grateful because
00:06:24I think a lot of people out there
00:06:26Before me
00:06:28They rise fast
00:06:29And fall fast
00:06:30They have a hard time sustaining themselves
00:06:32Maybe because of
00:06:33They don't have money
00:06:34Or
00:06:35They have attitude problems
00:06:37Things like that
00:06:38So I
00:06:39Even though I took a long time
00:06:41But I'm still grateful
00:06:43Even though it's slow
00:06:45It's slow
00:06:46But maybe there are people
00:06:47Who took longer
00:06:48For example
00:06:49Like Hidayah Ashraf
00:06:50How many years?
00:06:51When he was a kid
00:06:5224 years old
00:06:53If he was a kid
00:06:54He would have gone to college
00:06:56So maybe
00:06:57God has written
00:06:58His blessings
00:06:59When
00:07:00When
00:07:01When
00:07:02Including Jodoh
00:07:03So we
00:07:04For me
00:07:05My father always said
00:07:06We have to try
00:07:08If we don't have a good reason
00:07:10We accept it
00:07:11Ali
00:07:12When you don't become
00:07:13I mean
00:07:14Maybe
00:07:15Maybe
00:07:16I don't know
00:07:17Maybe there's a time
00:07:18When you become
00:07:19The last choice
00:07:20Maybe
00:07:21To replace people
00:07:22And
00:07:23The usual
00:07:24Too often
00:07:25Sometimes
00:07:26One day
00:07:27Before the shoot
00:07:28Then he called me
00:07:29Like
00:07:30Can you come tomorrow?
00:07:32Why?
00:07:33You want to call me
00:07:34At the last minute
00:07:35Because
00:07:36I'm busy
00:07:37Sometimes I think
00:07:38It's not
00:07:39I don't think
00:07:40Like
00:07:41I'm a substitute
00:07:42I'm a substitute
00:07:43But
00:07:44I think
00:07:45I help a friend
00:07:46Instead of
00:07:47Looking for other people
00:07:48Instead of
00:07:49Saying
00:07:50You
00:07:51At the last minute
00:07:52Looking for me
00:07:53You
00:07:54I'm not in that direction
00:07:55I think
00:07:56Okay
00:07:57If I help him
00:07:58Maybe one day
00:07:59He will help me too
00:08:00So I always do that
00:08:01That's it
00:08:02My mother said
00:08:03Let
00:08:04People make us
00:08:05We make babies
00:08:06Eh
00:08:07We don't make people
00:08:09Making babies is different
00:08:10It's wrong
00:08:11It's wrong
00:08:12It has to be
00:08:13It has to be halal
00:08:14It has to be halal
00:08:15It's too late
00:08:17Alip
00:08:19Ranjau
00:08:20As an artist
00:08:21It's not easy
00:08:23What is Ranjau for?
00:08:25Again
00:08:26A
00:08:27Actor
00:08:28That I think
00:08:30Indeed
00:08:32His passion is in this field
00:08:33In the field of acting
00:08:34Looking for food
00:08:35And so on
00:08:37Only when
00:08:39Alip is ahead
00:08:40Every day I think
00:08:42People are different
00:08:43The production is different
00:08:44But
00:08:46The service
00:08:47The service given
00:08:48Alip
00:08:50Alhamdulillah
00:08:51So far
00:08:52I
00:08:54They treat me well
00:08:56All
00:08:57Because I feel
00:08:58I
00:08:59Don't make
00:09:00Problems with everyone
00:09:01I
00:09:02I don't come late
00:09:03I don't
00:09:04Have a lot of
00:09:07Complaints
00:09:08So
00:09:09I think
00:09:10They want to
00:09:11Treat me
00:09:12With
00:09:13What's not good
00:09:14I think
00:09:15They feel
00:09:16Like
00:09:17I'm wrong too
00:09:18Because
00:09:19I don't make
00:09:20Problems
00:09:21But there are a few
00:09:22One or two
00:09:23But I'm like
00:09:24Luckily
00:09:25Our industry
00:09:26I think
00:09:27If one project
00:09:28If the project
00:09:29Treats me not well
00:09:30The vibe is not good
00:09:31With the people
00:09:32It's not good
00:09:33I think
00:09:34It's okay
00:09:35It's not forever
00:09:36After this project
00:09:37Bye
00:09:38I don't want to see your face
00:09:39That's it
00:09:40But sometimes it's not fair
00:09:41Right, Alip?
00:09:42How do you see
00:09:43Life like that?
00:09:44Life is not fair
00:09:45It's either
00:09:46How we want to see
00:09:47Perspective in our lives
00:09:48It's either
00:09:49We want to
00:09:50Exaggerate to
00:09:51Negative
00:09:52We see negative
00:09:53Or we're like
00:09:54Okay, it's okay
00:09:55Wait a minute
00:09:56We just
00:09:57Pay our responsibilities
00:09:58It's signed, right?
00:09:59If it wasn't before
00:10:00It was signed
00:10:01Bro, I can jump this
00:10:02Bro, I can do this
00:10:03I can cry like this
00:10:04But when it's in the set
00:10:05Bro, I can't
00:10:06I'm
00:10:07This
00:10:08So
00:10:09That thing
00:10:10People will hate
00:10:11I hate it too
00:10:12Like that
00:10:13Suddenly
00:10:15Like Alip said earlier
00:10:16Alip is not good
00:10:17For
00:10:19Well, in other words
00:10:20Not good at flying
00:10:22Right?
00:10:23Yes
00:10:24So that's probably
00:10:27The last choice
00:10:28Right?
00:10:29That's probably
00:10:30When the characters are good
00:10:31Maybe not
00:10:32Alip
00:10:33Like that
00:10:34Yes, I don't
00:10:36I don't like to fly
00:10:37I don't like one
00:10:38Second
00:10:39I don't understand
00:10:40How to
00:10:41Do that
00:10:42Let it be
00:10:43I think let people see me
00:10:44With
00:10:45With my work results
00:10:47From
00:10:48Like
00:10:49We fly
00:10:50Later in the set
00:10:51We can't perform
00:10:52We deceive people
00:10:54People like
00:10:55This
00:10:56Think
00:10:57I'm so good
00:10:58There are so many promises
00:10:59Suddenly
00:11:00It's buried
00:11:01Suddenly there's a career
00:11:02Right?
00:11:03It's better if we're slow
00:11:04Stable
00:11:05Until it lasts
00:11:06Until it lasts
00:11:07That's what I think is important
00:11:09Even though it's late
00:11:10It's okay
00:11:11The important thing now
00:11:12I think I'm a patient person
00:11:14Very patient
00:11:15I've never been lazy
00:11:16On social media
00:11:17Or anything
00:11:18Never
00:11:19I've never talked about other people
00:11:21I'm careful
00:11:22With what I say
00:11:24Because
00:11:25In this world
00:11:26What we say
00:11:27Sometimes
00:11:28It comes back to us
00:11:30Even though it's bad
00:11:31At the set or anything
00:11:32You've never complained?
00:11:33Never
00:11:34Take a breath
00:11:37Just a sigh
00:11:38Just a sigh
00:11:39Like
00:11:40Okay, it's okay
00:11:41It's okay
00:11:43In my heart
00:11:44That's all
00:11:45That's all I can do
00:11:48Alif
00:11:50Have you ever
00:11:51People say
00:11:54While the popular
00:11:55People will face problems
00:11:56For example
00:11:57One day
00:11:59When his name
00:12:00When his name falls
00:12:01He doesn't have a job
00:12:02But what else
00:12:03For them
00:12:04I think
00:12:05Sorry if I say
00:12:06Like
00:12:07Lazy
00:12:08Lazy
00:12:09Okay
00:12:10For me
00:12:11Thank God
00:12:12Why I care
00:12:13Quality
00:12:14Because
00:12:15There are always people
00:12:16Who call me
00:12:17Because
00:12:18First
00:12:19They're comfortable working with me
00:12:20Second
00:12:21I don't talk much
00:12:22When we don't have a problem
00:12:23People
00:12:24Even though
00:12:25We're not
00:12:26This great
00:12:27But people are comfortable working with us
00:12:28Sometimes
00:12:29Sometimes we
00:12:30Like to work with people
00:12:31Who are comfortable
00:12:32Working with us
00:12:33Rather than
00:12:34With people
00:12:35Even though their talent is high
00:12:36But it's hard to work
00:12:37Headache
00:12:38Want to adjust the schedule
00:12:39What
00:12:40Come late
00:12:42So
00:12:43For me there is no problem
00:12:44That thing
00:12:45I believe in
00:12:46The quality of work
00:12:47And
00:12:48There is always
00:12:49There is
00:12:50There is a job
00:12:51Although in the end
00:12:52Have to give up
00:12:53Others
00:12:54You have to follow
00:12:55That's normal
00:12:56I think
00:12:57This thing
00:12:58If we want to think
00:12:59Even if we work
00:13:00Office
00:13:01There are only office
00:13:02Office mate
00:13:03Who do
00:13:04Sudden
00:13:05Want to
00:13:06Make us
00:13:07What
00:13:08And they are worse
00:13:09Because they
00:13:10As long as they work there
00:13:11True
00:13:12Until when
00:13:13If ten years
00:13:14Ten years
00:13:15As long as you don't stop
00:13:16So
00:13:17And suddenly
00:13:18Higher
00:13:19More people hate
00:13:20More people hate
00:13:21More stress
00:13:22Based on project
00:13:23So just a moment
00:13:24Temporary
00:13:25Hurt
00:13:26Alip
00:13:27Apart from
00:13:28Like Alip said earlier
00:13:29If there is
00:13:30Last minute
00:13:31They call
00:13:32Okay
00:13:33Last minute
00:13:34Let's find Alif Hadi
00:13:35Example
00:13:36What else
00:13:37Things that
00:13:38Maybe people out there don't know
00:13:39Alif has experienced
00:13:40Throughout
00:13:41This actor
00:13:42Cool
00:13:43Like
00:13:44Eh
00:13:45This is the industry
00:13:46Ha
00:13:47Okay
00:13:48Apart from me
00:13:49Always
00:13:50Helping people
00:13:51Especially
00:13:52They don't
00:13:53Last minute
00:13:54Pull out
00:13:55There's just
00:13:56Like
00:13:57They call me
00:13:58Like
00:13:59Alif
00:14:00They
00:14:01Don't have budget
00:14:02This
00:14:03This is all we have
00:14:04But I want you
00:14:05Because you
00:14:06Easy to work
00:14:07Suitable character
00:14:08I think
00:14:09Because of friends
00:14:10Director
00:14:11Friends
00:14:12Sometimes I try a little
00:14:13Like
00:14:14Can't go up a little
00:14:15Can
00:14:16But he will reject
00:14:17Budget
00:14:18He pulls the budget
00:14:19From
00:14:20Okay
00:14:21He takes a little from the technical
00:14:22He takes a little from the writer
00:14:24He takes a little from the director
00:14:26Sometimes I think like
00:14:27Why do we want to be selfish
00:14:30But at the same time
00:14:31We disturb
00:14:32People's privacy
00:14:33Online you know
00:14:34Just because of me
00:14:36Others all get a little
00:14:37A little
00:14:38Even though for me
00:14:41Lucky enough to be an actor
00:14:43Because
00:14:44Our job comes
00:14:45Actor
00:14:46Back
00:14:47Sometimes back early
00:14:48But the hard part
00:14:49The hard part
00:14:50The hard part
00:14:51Is the technical
00:14:52They come earlier
00:14:54Their work is heavier
00:14:55Pick up things
00:14:56Lights
00:14:57Camera
00:14:58They come first
00:14:59And they come back last
00:15:00True
00:15:01So sometimes this thing
00:15:02I think like
00:15:03Okay
00:15:04My intention
00:15:05Want to help friends
00:15:06So sometimes
00:15:07Things like that
00:15:08I have to
00:15:10Sacrifice
00:15:11In terms of
00:15:12Like
00:15:13Budget
00:15:14Because I know
00:15:15If I ask for more
00:15:16He will pull others
00:15:17So I don't want
00:15:18To feel
00:15:19Selfish
00:15:21You know
00:15:22Sometimes there are also
00:15:23At the end
00:15:24When it's
00:15:26When
00:15:27The deal is different
00:15:28When it's over
00:15:29This is all we have
00:15:31But other people do
00:15:32Alif
00:15:33Right?
00:15:34What do you mean?
00:15:35Yes, I mean there are people
00:15:36Doing things like that
00:15:37Yes
00:15:38There are also
00:15:39Yes
00:15:40Suddenly this is all
00:15:41Eh, it's different
00:15:42I said something else
00:15:43Suddenly you get a lot of this
00:15:44Like
00:15:45It's okay for me
00:15:46I think like
00:15:47Okay
00:15:48This is a blessing
00:15:49That Allah has
00:15:50Determined for you
00:15:51For this time
00:15:52It's okay
00:15:53Just accept it
00:15:54You just accept it
00:15:55That's probably
00:15:56Among
00:15:57People say
00:15:58Honors
00:15:59In the art industry
00:16:00That I have been through
00:16:01Usually
00:16:02Either
00:16:03Not the first choice
00:16:04The second
00:16:05Budget
00:16:06The third
00:16:07Standard
00:16:08Development
00:16:09In the set
00:16:10Alif
00:16:12We also know
00:16:13One of the
00:16:14Attractions
00:16:15For
00:16:16These artists
00:16:17It doesn't matter
00:16:18In my field
00:16:19Is
00:16:20Their stories
00:16:21Which are shown
00:16:22In the media
00:16:23And like now
00:16:24It's
00:16:25Social media
00:16:26Right?
00:16:27If
00:16:28For example
00:16:29You're not talented
00:16:30But your story
00:16:31Always
00:16:32Daily
00:16:33Played in the media
00:16:34Social media
00:16:35With viral stories
00:16:36And so on
00:16:37Controversial
00:16:38And so on
00:16:39That thing
00:16:40People say
00:16:41Will help
00:16:42His popularity
00:16:43Alif
00:16:44Do you agree
00:16:45For
00:16:46The term
00:16:47That people
00:16:48Still look at
00:16:49I
00:16:50Agree
00:16:51Because
00:16:52Good publicity
00:16:53Bad publicity
00:16:54It's still publicity
00:16:55Okay
00:16:56We've seen
00:16:57Some
00:16:58On social media
00:16:59Making
00:17:00Fake videos
00:17:01Videos that
00:17:02Like
00:17:03Indicating
00:17:04Cruelty
00:17:05But
00:17:06At the end of the day
00:17:07We think
00:17:08In two weeks
00:17:09People will forget
00:17:10True
00:17:11Add more
00:17:12Other viral
00:17:13Add more
00:17:14So
00:17:15They
00:17:16Have to hide it
00:17:17But
00:17:18It's only for a while
00:17:19Even if it goes up
00:17:20It's only for a while
00:17:21But I agree
00:17:22But I
00:17:23Don't
00:17:24Don't dare
00:17:25Don't dare
00:17:26Not Alif Hadi
00:17:27No
00:17:28And secondly
00:17:29I'm like
00:17:30My mother
00:17:31She thinks
00:17:32Like
00:17:33Is your son like this?
00:17:34Is your son like this?
00:17:35Or is he really like this?
00:17:36So I don't want
00:17:37Them
00:17:38If they're still young
00:17:39It's okay
00:17:40They're old
00:17:41So they need
00:17:42More
00:17:43Peace
00:17:44Of life
00:17:45So
00:17:46As a son
00:17:47At least
00:17:48Don't
00:17:49Don't
00:17:50Give them
00:17:51A headache
00:17:52At least
00:17:53So that's
00:17:54And that's
00:17:55Their
00:17:56Advice
00:17:57To Alif
00:17:58When you
00:17:59Enter the industry
00:18:00Yes
00:18:01Take care
00:18:02Take care
00:18:03Take care
00:18:04Of your parents
00:18:05Like that
00:18:06Take care
00:18:07Take care
00:18:08Everything
00:18:09Take care of everything
00:18:10Don't
00:18:11Don't
00:18:12Make
00:18:13Children
00:18:14You'll have children
00:18:15Yourself
00:18:16If you don't have
00:18:17Children
00:18:18You think
00:18:19You have 10
00:18:2010 girls
00:18:21You have
00:18:22Other siblings
00:18:23So
00:18:24If you're
00:18:25With them
00:18:26How do you feel?
00:18:27So that makes us
00:18:28Like
00:18:29Okay
00:18:30We have to take care
00:18:31At least
00:18:32There are
00:18:33Limits
00:18:34Limits
00:18:35Limits
00:18:36Yes
00:18:37Because
00:18:38They also know
00:18:39Like Alif said
00:18:40From the beginning
00:18:41There are other fields
00:18:42Not this field
00:18:43And when
00:18:44Alif jumped into
00:18:45This field
00:18:46I'm sure
00:18:47Maybe
00:18:48It's a surprise
00:18:49For them
00:18:50There's a challenge
00:18:51There
00:18:52But they
00:18:53Didn't say
00:18:54Don't
00:18:55Don't
00:18:56But like
00:18:57They
00:18:58Slowly
00:18:59Like
00:19:00You don't want to
00:19:01Find a job
00:19:02Still
00:19:03Always
00:19:04Always
00:19:05Always
00:19:06I also
00:19:07Like
00:19:08Okay
00:19:09I think
00:19:10I have to
00:19:11Make them
00:19:12Proud
00:19:13With what I'm doing
00:19:14Even though
00:19:15This is not
00:19:16What they want
00:19:17But they still
00:19:18Pray for me
00:19:19I just don't want
00:19:20To disappoint them
00:19:21I think
00:19:22That's all
00:19:23I want to help them
00:19:24I will help
00:19:25But
00:19:26Other than that
00:19:27As a son
00:19:28I feel like
00:19:29Please don't disappoint them
00:19:30Please
00:19:31Don't make them
00:19:32Nervous
00:19:33Enough
00:19:34They're nervous
00:19:35They're making me bigger
00:19:36So
00:19:37I have to
00:19:38Make them
00:19:40Okay
00:19:43Alif
00:19:45Like you said
00:19:46The advice
00:19:47From your parents
00:19:48They often said
00:19:49Find a job
00:19:50Still
00:19:51Why?
00:19:52They see
00:19:53How hard it is
00:19:54As an artist
00:19:55I can see
00:19:56Because I think
00:19:57In the beginning
00:19:58I admitted
00:19:59I didn't have many jobs
00:20:00Okay
00:20:01But I kept them
00:20:02Okay
00:20:03So
00:20:04They saw
00:20:05Like
00:20:06You're free everyday
00:20:07Stay at home
00:20:08Sometimes go out
00:20:09No job
00:20:10When I have
00:20:11I have
00:20:12When I don't
00:20:13I don't
00:20:14They feel like
00:20:15This doesn't guarantee
00:20:16A bright future
00:20:17Which is not consistent
00:20:18There's no
00:20:19Security
00:20:20Like
00:20:21So
00:20:22As a parent
00:20:23They must be worried
00:20:24Just in case
00:20:25Like
00:20:26Let's say
00:20:27If I
00:20:28Put myself in their shoes
00:20:29If my son is like that
00:20:30When
00:20:31Let's say
00:20:32If I'm gone
00:20:33What will happen to my son?
00:20:34Right
00:20:35Who's still single
00:20:36So
00:20:37I try
00:20:38To make an effort
00:20:39First
00:20:40To make them proud
00:20:41Second
00:20:42To make them like
00:20:43Okay
00:20:44When
00:20:45Mom and dad are gone
00:20:46You're okay
00:20:47Like that
00:20:48You're safe
00:20:49Like that
00:20:50At least
00:20:51They said
00:20:52They have a goal
00:20:53Yes
00:20:54I think
00:20:55That's what
00:20:56I think
00:20:57All parents
00:20:58Will think about their children
00:20:59Not just
00:21:00In this world
00:21:01But also
00:21:02In the hereafter
00:21:03They
00:21:04Even until now
00:21:05Alif
00:21:06Not anymore
00:21:08I think
00:21:09Since last week
00:21:10They're like
00:21:12They're
00:21:13Maybe changed a bit
00:21:14Okay
00:21:15They're like
00:21:16What's next?
00:21:17What's next?
00:21:18They're
00:21:19I think
00:21:20I've changed their perspective
00:21:21Because I've proved
00:21:22They're like
00:21:23Okay
00:21:24This level
00:21:25This patience
00:21:26That you went through
00:21:27And finally
00:21:28I'm at this level
00:21:29Okay
00:21:30So they're like
00:21:31Starting to support
00:21:32They just support
00:21:33Just
00:21:34This time
00:21:35Okay
00:21:36Their investment is like
00:21:37Okay
00:21:38I'm relieved
00:21:39I'm here
00:21:40Yes
00:21:41Finally
00:21:42People said
00:21:43Even though it's a long time
00:21:44But
00:21:45At least
00:21:46The award you got
00:21:48Proved that
00:21:49This is a hard work
00:21:50Right?
00:21:51And not a waste
00:21:52Right
00:21:53It's not like
00:21:54There's no purpose
00:21:55Right
00:21:56So I'm grateful
00:21:57Alif
00:21:59When we talk about
00:22:00The success
00:22:01Alif Hadi himself
00:22:03Maybe what else
00:22:04That we know
00:22:06Compete with
00:22:08Newcomers
00:22:09At the same time
00:22:10And of course
00:22:11Maybe the same
00:22:13What?
00:22:14Same time
00:22:15Or above Alif
00:22:16Because we know
00:22:17They're still there
00:22:18And still active
00:22:19So but
00:22:20Maybe Alif's plan
00:22:21How is it
00:22:22In the field of acting?
00:22:24Okay
00:22:25I know
00:22:26In reality
00:22:27In this art industry
00:22:29Everyone has their expiry date
00:22:31He can watch
00:22:32Hot
00:22:33Astro
00:22:34Right
00:22:35Or heroes
00:22:36So
00:22:37So many people
00:22:38So I know
00:22:39I don't have much time
00:22:40In this industry
00:22:41So
00:22:42There is
00:22:43I think
00:22:44I want to do
00:22:45Something else
00:22:47For example
00:22:48In the near future
00:22:49I will teach
00:22:50I will be a lecturer
00:22:51Even though
00:22:52I look like this
00:22:53But
00:22:54I will be a lecturer
00:22:55But
00:22:56In
00:22:57I'm choosing
00:22:58What else
00:22:59Maybe
00:23:00Multimedia law
00:23:01Maybe
00:23:02Or
00:23:03So
00:23:04That's one of
00:23:05My backup
00:23:06I think
00:23:07For this long term future
00:23:08For
00:23:09Next
00:23:10Because
00:23:11As a master's student
00:23:12Yes
00:23:13They really want me
00:23:14Like
00:23:15Okay
00:23:16Want to teach
00:23:18I actually don't like
00:23:19Taking risks
00:23:20Because I feel like
00:23:21If I take a risk
00:23:22It's like
00:23:24If
00:23:25What if I fail?
00:23:26If I can't
00:23:27Reach
00:23:28Their expectation
00:23:29How is it?
00:23:31It's confusing
00:23:32I don't know
00:23:33I'm at an age
00:23:34Where I don't want to be confused
00:23:35Because
00:23:36When I wake up
00:23:37I'm already confused
00:23:38With what's already there
00:23:40But I feel
00:23:41This thing
00:23:42Is necessary
00:23:43For me
00:23:44For my future
00:23:45So
00:23:47I can do both
00:23:48That's right
00:23:49And maybe
00:23:50From that
00:23:51It will open
00:23:52The door
00:23:53To other opportunities
00:23:54Right?
00:23:55So
00:23:56I will try
00:23:57To
00:23:58Be a lecturer
00:23:59As a back-up
00:24:00And also
00:24:01I want to learn
00:24:02To improve myself
00:24:03Or upgrade myself
00:24:04From being a student
00:24:05Now
00:24:06I'm teaching
00:24:07Teaching
00:24:08Yes
00:24:09And maybe
00:24:10The experience
00:24:11In the field of
00:24:12Art
00:24:13Is applied
00:24:14In the learning
00:24:15Right?
00:24:16That's right
00:24:17That's right
00:24:18Like that
00:24:19And
00:24:20In the same time
00:24:21We want to teach people
00:24:22Right, Alif?
00:24:23Yes
00:24:24That's actually
00:24:25A big challenge
00:24:26Because
00:24:27At the university
00:24:28They spend a lot of money
00:24:29To
00:24:30Learn
00:24:31So
00:24:32We actually
00:24:33Don't just teach
00:24:34While we're free
00:24:35Because
00:24:36We try to put our money
00:24:37In their place
00:24:38We don't have money
00:24:39We have to borrow
00:24:40That's right
00:24:41So we teach
00:24:42This is all I can learn
00:24:43This is all
00:24:44So
00:24:46Now I'm nervous
00:24:47I'm thinking
00:24:48About how
00:24:49I want
00:24:50To
00:24:51Deliver
00:24:52To
00:24:53Solve
00:24:54This task
00:24:55Yes, that's right
00:24:56But still
00:24:57In the planning
00:24:58And still
00:24:59In the preparation
00:25:01Alif, we know
00:25:02One thing
00:25:03About Alif Hadi
00:25:04Is
00:25:05He's very
00:25:06Privacy
00:25:07In
00:25:08You
00:25:09For his family
00:25:10Right?
00:25:11You've never
00:25:12I don't know
00:25:13If you've ever
00:25:14Or never
00:25:15As far as I know
00:25:16I've met him
00:25:17A long time ago
00:25:18Now I've never seen him
00:25:19Right?
00:25:20You rarely
00:25:21Introduce
00:25:22Your family
00:25:23And then
00:25:24Your background
00:25:25Family
00:25:26Right?
00:25:27Because
00:25:28I think
00:25:29People like me
00:25:30Are shy
00:25:31Even
00:25:32When I go
00:25:33To a wedding
00:25:34My father
00:25:35Doesn't want to go
00:25:36He doesn't want to go
00:25:37Even though
00:25:38It's a family
00:25:39Family
00:25:40He'll eat slowly
00:25:41Okay, now
00:25:42I'll take a picture
00:25:43He'll start eating
00:25:44He'll eat slowly
00:25:45Okay
00:25:46That
00:25:47Happened
00:25:48I saw it
00:25:49With my own eyes
00:25:50Last week
00:25:51After the ABP
00:25:52Tomorrow
00:25:53My cousin's wedding
00:25:54Everyone
00:25:55My father
00:25:56Had to go
00:25:57But
00:25:58He ate
00:25:59He didn't want to avoid
00:26:00He didn't want to avoid
00:26:01He was like
00:26:02I don't want to
00:26:03I don't want to
00:26:04So I think
00:26:05They're uncomfortable
00:26:06If suddenly
00:26:07I show
00:26:08And
00:26:09I've shown
00:26:10That we
00:26:11Play Jemaah
00:26:12At home
00:26:13Near my story
00:26:14He said
00:26:15No
00:26:16Don't show
00:26:17Things like this
00:26:18Sometimes
00:26:19When
00:26:20That
00:26:21Later
00:26:22Suddenly
00:26:23The feeling of shouting
00:26:24Things like that
00:26:25Better lay low
00:26:26Because
00:26:27The more
00:26:28People see us
00:26:29The more
00:26:30Maybe people
00:26:31Don't like us
00:26:32Right
00:26:33The eyes
00:26:34Right
00:26:35The heart
00:26:36So
00:26:37It's not wrong
00:26:38To live
00:26:39Low profile
00:26:40As long as
00:26:41There is
00:26:42Peace
00:26:43Because
00:26:44I think
00:26:45Peace
00:26:46Can't be bought
00:26:47With money
00:26:48No matter how much money
00:26:49We have
00:26:50Even stress
00:26:51It will
00:26:52Feel like
00:26:53It's useless
00:26:54It's better
00:26:55To lay low
00:26:56You feel more comfortable
00:26:57Yes
00:26:58That's why I don't
00:26:59Want to be rich
00:27:00Want this
00:27:01No
00:27:02I think
00:27:03Happiness
00:27:04And peace
00:27:05Peace
00:27:06Yes
00:27:07Peace
00:27:08Confused
00:27:09If you go out
00:27:10For example
00:27:11With family
00:27:12And someone
00:27:13Knows
00:27:14It means
00:27:15Suddenly
00:27:16You want to take a picture
00:27:17With someone you know
00:27:18Automatically
00:27:19Family
00:27:20They can see
00:27:21They see
00:27:22They want to take a picture
00:27:23They go to the side
00:27:24But I'm like
00:27:25I don't feel comfortable
00:27:26Because
00:27:27I'm with my family
00:27:28Yes
00:27:29Sometimes
00:27:30Sometimes my mouth
00:27:31Is full of food
00:27:32It's like
00:27:33Sometimes
00:27:34They're like
00:27:35Not
00:27:36Not polite
00:27:37But
00:27:38Their timing
00:27:39My mouth is full
00:27:40They're like
00:27:41Come on
00:27:42Take a picture
00:27:43My mouth is full
00:27:44I wake up
00:27:45Just follow
00:27:46Yes
00:27:47So
00:27:48Just follow
00:27:49But they're okay
00:27:50They're okay
00:27:51They're okay
00:27:52But maybe
00:27:53They don't want to
00:27:54Right
00:27:55Better
00:27:56They don't want to
00:27:57Even after this
00:27:58I have a premiere movie
00:27:59Don't look behind
00:28:00I don't think they want to go
00:28:01But
00:28:02But have you ever
00:28:03Alif?
00:28:04I have
00:28:05To get to know
00:28:06The world
00:28:07I have
00:28:08I have brought
00:28:09My dad
00:28:10When
00:28:11The Greatest Story
00:28:12Of The Month
00:28:13Okay
00:28:14When I brought
00:28:15My dad went
00:28:16My mom didn't want to
00:28:17She didn't want to go
00:28:18My dad
00:28:19He can still
00:28:20I don't want to
00:28:21I don't want to
00:28:22Do you have to go?
00:28:23Do I have to go?
00:28:24I don't think so
00:28:25Because for him
00:28:26It's like
00:28:27For what?
00:28:28If just
00:28:29To see
00:28:30He better stay at home
00:28:32He can go alone
00:28:33Yes
00:28:34Even that
00:28:35I don't think
00:28:36I don't think they
00:28:37How many years
00:28:38They haven't been to the movies
00:28:39Watch the movies
00:28:40I think
00:28:41When I was in school
00:28:42He brought me
00:28:43After that
00:28:44He's gone
00:28:45He doesn't want to go
00:28:46They
00:28:47There's no TV at home
00:28:48They don't watch TV
00:28:49Really?
00:28:50Yes
00:28:51They're older
00:28:52They're more
00:28:53Spiritual
00:28:54Yes
00:28:55They're more
00:28:56Worship
00:28:57They say
00:28:58It's good
00:28:59We want to go
00:29:00Zikir
00:29:01Rather than
00:29:02Watching TV
00:29:03But do they know
00:29:04His son as an actor
00:29:05And his job
00:29:06TV
00:29:07Drama
00:29:08Because I think
00:29:09They also know
00:29:10Maybe this is
00:29:11God's will
00:29:12Yes
00:29:13So they're okay
00:29:14But he just reminds me
00:29:15Don't forget this
00:29:16Don't forget that
00:29:17What's good
00:29:18What's not
00:29:19My mother is always like that
00:29:20If you just call
00:29:21Don't forget
00:29:22If you want to do zikir
00:29:23It's better
00:29:24We
00:29:26What is it
00:29:27More to
00:29:28Salawat on the prophet
00:29:29Rather than we
00:29:31Zikir in the name of God
00:29:32Because if you do zikir in the name of God
00:29:35Sometimes we do zikir
00:29:36Zikir right
00:29:37But look at the people next to you
00:29:38Like
00:29:39I choose you
00:29:40I do zikir
00:29:41You don't
00:29:42That already has a little reaction
00:29:43Then we erase everything
00:29:44What we did earlier
00:29:45The rewards are gone
00:29:46But if we
00:29:47Salawat
00:29:48He's like
00:29:49If you want to go up on stage
00:29:50Salawat
00:29:51Even if you're strong
00:29:52Even if you want to scream
00:29:53That reward is accepted
00:29:54Because you do salawat on the prophet
00:29:55That's the difference
00:29:56Or the special thing
00:29:57Salawat on the prophet
00:29:58Compared to us doing zikir
00:30:00He told me a lot of things
00:30:01I remember
00:30:02I remember
00:30:03Okay
00:30:04In a mother's message
00:30:05A mother
00:30:06Yes
00:30:07And my father sometimes
00:30:08Like
00:30:09Today is Eid al-Fitr
00:30:10Call my mother
00:30:11Say
00:30:12Ask her to pray
00:30:13Because
00:30:14The mother's prayer is more
00:30:15More
00:30:16Without hijab
00:30:17That's right
00:30:18She
00:30:19Next level
00:30:20That's right
00:30:21Back to
00:30:22Father's prayer
00:30:23She knows
00:30:24But she will say
00:30:25That thing
00:30:26That thing is true
00:30:27Okay
00:30:28Ask for rastu
00:30:29Every time you want to go shooting
00:30:30Okay, ask for rastu
00:30:31Let her
00:30:32If there is an offer or something
00:30:33Okay
00:30:34Ask your mother to pray
00:30:35If you get
00:30:36Like that
00:30:37I also
00:30:38Always call
00:30:40Sit with your parents
00:30:41Still
00:30:42No
00:30:43Not sitting
00:30:44I'm alone
00:30:45Oh, you think
00:30:46Still sitting with your parents
00:30:47It's been a long time
00:30:48They used to
00:30:49From Jelutong
00:30:50They moved to Melaka
00:30:52Oh
00:30:53So
00:30:55A little far
00:30:56I'm also busy
00:30:57I usually call
00:30:59But the dots
00:31:00Are always
00:31:01Always
00:31:02Because I think
00:31:03If I as a parent
00:31:04I will
00:31:05Every time
00:31:06I will remind my son
00:31:08Things that
00:31:09What I
00:31:10Became in my life
00:31:11Is
00:31:12What I saw
00:31:13Near my mother and father
00:31:14So I think
00:31:15Maybe that's the best example
00:31:17Right
00:31:18From
00:31:19Anything
00:31:20Is there a problem
00:31:21I've never seen my father have a problem
00:31:23But when I told my mother
00:31:24My mother told me
00:31:25He has a problem
00:31:26He has this and that
00:31:27He's stressed
00:31:28Don't bother him
00:31:29So I saw that
00:31:30Like okay
00:31:31If we have a problem
00:31:32We don't
00:31:33Share it with others
00:31:34Because
00:31:35We don't want
00:31:36Others to be stressed
00:31:37We don't want others to be difficult
00:31:39Difficult with us
00:31:41Suddenly
00:31:42If he tells his problem
00:31:43His son will be upset
00:31:44So I followed
00:31:45Things like that
00:31:46Same
00:31:47When
00:31:48He and my mother
00:31:49I see
00:31:50Okay
00:31:51Even though my mother
00:31:52Is old
00:31:53For
00:31:54For my father
00:31:55In his eyes
00:31:56My mother is
00:31:57The most beautiful woman
00:31:58In the world
00:31:59I'm like that too
00:32:00I follow
00:32:02There's no term like
00:32:04Not
00:32:05Not
00:32:06Sufism
00:32:07Or Sufism
00:32:08Okay next
00:32:09No
00:32:10I also
00:32:11If there is a partner
00:32:12Dead or alive
00:32:13We have to
00:32:14Make it work
00:32:15Meaning
00:32:16Death is
00:32:17Separating
00:32:18Yes
00:32:19It's like that
00:32:20Because
00:32:21Grateful for what we have
00:32:23Maybe after this
00:32:24For example
00:32:25I think I'll get better
00:32:26Maybe
00:32:27Suddenly I get
00:32:28Out
00:32:29Sometimes this thing
00:32:30It's not
00:32:31A day or two
00:32:32Not a month
00:32:33Not
00:32:34Not a year
00:32:35Sometimes
00:32:36Five years
00:32:37I just knew
00:32:38How he is
00:32:39Am I willing to take that risk?
00:32:40Just for
00:32:41To fulfill
00:32:42My ego
00:32:43Like I can find a better one
00:32:44Younger
00:32:45Who can give me more
00:32:48I think
00:32:49I don't need it
00:32:50Good
00:32:51More grateful
00:32:52With what I have
00:32:53And try
00:32:54Fix
00:32:55Make it work
00:32:57And they always
00:32:59And they always
00:33:01Or
00:33:02When the story comes out
00:33:03Right Alif?
00:33:04Yes
00:33:05Like
00:33:06We know what
00:33:07For example
00:33:08Controversy
00:33:09Gossip and so on
00:33:10Sometimes they deny it too
00:33:12Deny it too
00:33:13Don't say this
00:33:14Don't say this
00:33:15Just say
00:33:16This is all God's will
00:33:19Fate
00:33:20Blessings
00:33:21All in God's hands
00:33:23You don't have to comment like this
00:33:25So I'm like
00:33:26Okay
00:33:27Don't say all kinds
00:33:28Like that
00:33:29They will remember
00:33:30Always remember
00:33:31I'm like
00:33:32Okay
00:33:33Good
00:33:34Remember
00:33:35In a relationship
00:33:36Alif always shares with them
00:33:38I always bring
00:33:39Bring
00:33:40Someone
00:33:41To meet them
00:33:42So that
00:33:43They know
00:33:44They also like
00:33:45I also want to see
00:33:46How they treat
00:33:47My parents
00:33:49Is it okay?
00:33:50Not okay?
00:33:51Not okay?
00:33:52That's hard too
00:33:54Because the important thing now
00:33:55Blessings
00:33:56In everything
00:33:57What we do
00:33:58Although it looks like I'm naughty
00:34:01A little bad
00:34:02But
00:34:05Enough with the sins
00:34:06What we have done
00:34:07Don't want to add anymore
00:34:08What we can remember
00:34:09We remember
00:34:10Okay
00:34:11Then mom remember
00:34:12Mom's prayers remember
00:34:13Take care of mom
00:34:14Remember
00:34:15There are limits
00:34:16No need to say
00:34:17I'm perfect
00:34:18Not very religious
00:34:19But remember
00:34:20Enough
00:34:21The sins we have done
00:34:23There are things we don't want to avoid
00:34:25Especially in this art industry
00:34:27Just remember
00:34:28When from one person
00:34:29To another person
00:34:30Doesn't happen
00:34:31In a relationship
00:34:34Family
00:34:35What do you say?
00:34:36At first
00:34:37Family said
00:34:38At first family
00:34:39Like this
00:34:40Enough
00:34:41Get married
00:34:42Get married soon
00:34:43Because
00:34:44You can't be 50
00:34:45You want to send your child to school
00:34:46Okay
00:34:47Later it's like a grandson
00:34:48Right
00:34:50Anyway I think
00:34:51Like
00:34:52Well
00:34:53My mom must want
00:34:54Want to see
00:34:55Grandchildren
00:34:56From me
00:34:57Right
00:34:58Because I never existed
00:34:59So that thing
00:35:00Will pressure me
00:35:01But now
00:35:02They are like
00:35:03Since they are
00:35:04Older
00:35:06They are more
00:35:08Religious
00:35:09They are like
00:35:10Okay
00:35:11Maybe not yet
00:35:13Everything is written
00:35:15If there is
00:35:16There is
00:35:17Know or not
00:35:19Only God knows
00:35:20Not our job
00:35:21Not our job
00:35:22We just try
00:35:23Try
00:35:24So they are okay
00:35:25Now they
00:35:26Alhamdulillah
00:35:27More calm
00:35:28More calm
00:35:29Me too
00:35:30More calm
00:35:31Yes
00:35:32Of course
00:35:33Right
00:35:34Right
00:35:35Cheating
00:35:36Want to see
00:35:37Grandchildren
00:35:38Yes
00:35:39I think I want to see
00:35:40Grandchildren more
00:35:41It's expensive
00:35:42Yes
00:35:43Don't want to spend so much
00:35:44Because
00:35:45What's important is
00:35:46His obligation
00:35:47Right
00:35:48Marriage
00:35:49I think if I get married
00:35:50After this
00:35:51I think they say
00:35:52Don't make it big
00:35:53Don't
00:35:54Just small
00:35:55Do what's necessary
00:35:56What's necessary
00:35:57Yes
00:35:58That's important
00:35:59Everything else is
00:36:00Sometimes
00:36:01We don't
00:36:02Maybe we don't
00:36:03Plan to react
00:36:04But when we make it big
00:36:05Sometimes
00:36:06Sometimes
00:36:07Suddenly
00:36:08My wedding
00:36:09Is better
00:36:10Better
00:36:11Than my previous friend
00:36:12Suddenly
00:36:13Suddenly
00:36:14That thing
00:36:15Is not good
00:36:16Actually
00:36:17Right
00:36:18So make it small
00:36:19Okay
00:36:20Alif
00:36:21Throughout
00:36:22The industry
00:36:25We know
00:36:26Pairing
00:36:27Relationship
00:36:28And so on
00:36:29Maybe
00:36:30Everyone goes through
00:36:31Social media
00:36:32We
00:36:33We're in
00:36:34The phase
00:36:35Where people
00:36:36Want to
00:36:37Get to know us
00:36:38Easily
00:36:39Right
00:36:40And
00:36:41Alif
00:36:42In my opinion
00:36:43For example
00:36:44In DM
00:36:45There's a lot
00:36:46Yes
00:36:47Even though
00:36:48They know
00:36:49You're with someone
00:36:50Right
00:36:51Actually
00:36:52In DM
00:36:54There's a lot of men
00:36:55From women
00:36:56Tracking me
00:36:57I'm stressed
00:36:59Why
00:37:00Because
00:37:01There's a lot of
00:37:02Siblings
00:37:03That are
00:37:04In that direction
00:37:05There are
00:37:06But there's a lot
00:37:07Of men
00:37:08From women
00:37:09There's a lot
00:37:10Trying
00:37:11Like
00:37:12This is different
00:37:13Look
00:37:14Siblings
00:37:15So
00:37:16There's no woman
00:37:17So
00:37:18For the future
00:37:19Girlfriend
00:37:20Don't worry
00:37:21It's all men
00:37:22Trying me
00:37:23And there's no one
00:37:24Replying
00:37:25No
00:37:26Don't
00:37:27Don't
00:37:28You can't
00:37:30I'm not that type
00:37:31So
00:37:32Alhamdulillah
00:37:33You're safe
00:37:34I'm safe
00:37:35I'm relieved
00:37:36With my partner
00:37:38So
00:37:39There are
00:37:40Disturbances
00:37:41Right
00:37:42There are
00:37:43But
00:37:44There are
00:37:45Women
00:37:46There are
00:37:47But I'm
00:37:48That type
00:37:49I see
00:37:50My parents
00:37:51If
00:37:52That's our partner
00:37:53You're
00:37:54The most beautiful woman
00:37:55In this world
00:37:56You're the best
00:37:57You're
00:37:58Weó
00:37:59We got to appreciate
00:38:00Right
00:38:01So
00:38:02That's
00:38:03What I see
00:38:04This trial
00:38:05No matter what
00:38:06Later
00:38:07If it's true
00:38:08Your words
00:38:09So
00:38:10I
00:38:11Don't look
00:38:12You can use
00:38:13Don't
00:38:14Don't try
00:38:15Little
00:38:16Like
00:38:17Gives us a chance
00:38:18So
00:38:19I'll try
00:38:20Block
00:38:21And
00:38:22Another thing
00:38:23Alif
00:38:25Individual's friend
00:38:26Maybe
00:38:27in the industry may be less, right?
00:38:29And your activity is also different from others.
00:38:31Yes.
00:38:32Right? You play skateboard more, right?
00:38:36Yes, in the forest.
00:38:38And that's what you fulfilled in your time, Alif.
00:38:42Because that's actually...
00:38:43Okay, I've been playing skateboard since I was a kid.
00:38:45Okay.
00:38:46And that hobby also shaped me
00:38:49as I am now.
00:38:51As a person, as an adult.
00:38:56It took me a lot of time to shape my personality.
00:38:59I had to be patient many times.
00:39:01If I fell, I had to do it again.
00:39:03Try again tomorrow.
00:39:04So, that shaped my personality.
00:39:10So, I like it more.
00:39:13And it's individual, right?
00:39:16You don't have to play soccer.
00:39:19You have to wait for 11 people.
00:39:20If there's no 11 people, cancel.
00:39:22If you play badminton, you have to wait for 2 people.
00:39:24If there's no 2 people, okay, cancel.
00:39:26I can play skateboard forever.
00:39:28And it doesn't require a lot of money.
00:39:32That's right.
00:39:33Just be present.
00:39:34Right.
00:39:35That's enough.
00:39:36Even if you fell and hurt yourself,
00:39:38or broke your leg.
00:39:40But let's say when we get to do that,
00:39:43that's a blessing.
00:39:44Because that blessing is like...
00:39:46I worked hard for it.
00:39:47That's right.
00:39:48I did it for hours or weeks.
00:39:51Then I got it.
00:39:53It's a relief.
00:39:54It's like you can't buy it in a shop.
00:39:56Right.
00:39:57That's what I like.
00:39:58That's why I don't like to go out,
00:40:02hang out anywhere.
00:40:04Half an hour is like...
00:40:05You're worried.
00:40:07You want to go home.
00:40:08It's better to go home.
00:40:09Stay at home, play PS5, watch TV, sleep,
00:40:13edit videos, edit photos.
00:40:15There's a lot to do.
00:40:16That's right.
00:40:17That's how it is.
00:40:19That's why people don't see me outside.
00:40:21A little bit safer.
00:40:23Yes.
00:40:24That's also one of the reasons.
00:40:25Safe from...
00:40:28Shaitan's temptations.
00:40:30And also,
00:40:31a lot of people imitate Shaitan.
00:40:35At this age,
00:40:37maybe,
00:40:38if we talk about heart, feelings, relationships,
00:40:42have you set a goal?
00:40:45No.
00:40:46After failing a few times?
00:40:47No.
00:40:48Because,
00:40:49like my mom said,
00:40:51fate is in God's hands.
00:40:53No matter what,
00:40:54no matter what,
00:40:55if God says no,
00:40:56it's not going to happen.
00:40:58For example,
00:41:00this is what I feel
00:41:02when we talk about divorce cases.
00:41:06If God says,
00:41:08that's your fate,
00:41:09it's not going to happen.
00:41:10For example,
00:41:11okay,
00:41:12his wife goes to court
00:41:14to get a divorce,
00:41:15to get a letter,
00:41:16if God doesn't give it,
00:41:18on the way to court,
00:41:19it's already an accident.
00:41:20I know.
00:41:21She has a stomachache,
00:41:23or whatever,
00:41:24if God doesn't give it.
00:41:25But,
00:41:26it's a smooth process.
00:41:27What does it mean?
00:41:28It means,
00:41:29God has other plans for you.
00:41:31So, you have to accept it,
00:41:32accept it.
00:41:34I'm like that too.
00:41:35If it's smooth,
00:41:36it's okay.
00:41:37Suddenly, there are a lot of obstacles.
00:41:38Why are there obstacles?
00:41:40Because everything is written down.
00:41:42Sometimes we forget to think about it.
00:41:45With the mistakes we make.
00:41:49It's easy for us to make mistakes.
00:41:51Entering here and there,
00:41:52hiding here and there.
00:41:53Hmm,
00:41:54it's delicious.
00:41:55It's like that.
00:41:56But after that,
00:41:57you accept his punishment.
00:41:58But maybe that's our teaching.
00:42:00God wants to show it to us.
00:42:01If he doesn't give it,
00:42:02on the way to court,
00:42:03it's already an accident.
00:42:04Give it to me.
00:42:06So, all of that,
00:42:07I accept it.
00:42:08Whatever it is,
00:42:09do it.
00:42:10How long was your longest relationship with Alif?
00:42:12I think,
00:42:1410 years.
00:42:15Oh, long?
00:42:16That was my first marriage.
00:42:203 years.
00:42:221 year of love.
00:42:232 years of engagement.
00:42:257 years of marriage.
00:42:28A lot of people don't know, right?
00:42:29A lot of people don't know.
00:42:30Because I don't want to have
00:42:32tears in my eyes.
00:42:34Or people telling stories.
00:42:36I better keep it private.
00:42:38No problem at all.
00:42:39And you're good at keeping secrets, right?
00:42:41Yes.
00:42:42I'm good at keeping secrets.
00:42:43I'm not good at spilling words.
00:42:45But are there people watching,
00:42:46asking questions?
00:42:47Yes, a lot of people ask.
00:42:48But I'm like,
00:42:51what's the point of telling a story?
00:42:53You won't get money
00:42:54if you tell a story.
00:42:55You won't get anything in return.
00:42:57But I just say,
00:42:58yes, that's right.
00:43:00If they ask more,
00:43:01that's it, bye-bye.
00:43:02I nod.
00:43:03I just nod.
00:43:04Yes, and maybe your ex-wife
00:43:06is not the type
00:43:07who wants to be in front of you.
00:43:08Yes, that's right.
00:43:09Because she's from a family
00:43:12that's well-known.
00:43:14In politics.
00:43:16So sometimes this can become
00:43:19an issue for
00:43:21these political games.
00:43:23For the opposition,
00:43:25their opponents.
00:43:26So,
00:43:27better not.
00:43:28It's safer.
00:43:30And from the failure
00:43:31of your first marriage,
00:43:33maybe it taught you to,
00:43:35well,
00:43:36until now,
00:43:37you're still alone.
00:43:39It taught me
00:43:40to be more careful
00:43:41when choosing a partner.
00:43:43Because
00:43:44we have to remember
00:43:45that whoever we choose
00:43:46to marry,
00:43:48we will always
00:43:49open our eyes
00:43:50and say,
00:43:51that's the face
00:43:52you want to see.
00:43:53Just be nice.
00:43:55Yes,
00:43:56nice.
00:43:57Nice in our eyes.
00:43:58Not like,
00:43:59don't be too over.
00:44:01If you step on the ground,
00:44:02you're not that handsome.
00:44:05First,
00:44:06let it be nice in the eyes.
00:44:07Don't open your eyes
00:44:08and see,
00:44:10it's stressful.
00:44:12Right?
00:44:13Second,
00:44:14the attitude.
00:44:15Whether we can accept
00:44:16the good or the bad,
00:44:17or not.
00:44:18If it's more to the bad,
00:44:21consider it again.
00:44:22Think again.
00:44:23Don't be like,
00:44:24because you're in love,
00:44:25you love,
00:44:26you ignore all
00:44:27the red flags.
00:44:28That,
00:44:30maybe in
00:44:31the first five years,
00:44:32you can handle it.
00:44:33After six years,
00:44:34it has become
00:44:35a mess in here.
00:44:37What did you do
00:44:38last year?
00:44:39Last year,
00:44:40everything he did
00:44:41didn't seem right.
00:44:42Right.
00:44:43Because he had
00:44:44been holding grudges
00:44:45for a long time.
00:44:46Just a little bit,
00:44:47because he was full.
00:44:48He couldn't
00:44:49stick to things
00:44:50that had
00:44:51other red flags.
00:44:52That would be a problem.
00:44:53Was there a time
00:44:54when Ali
00:44:55got married
00:44:56at a young age?
00:44:57I think
00:44:58that was
00:44:59one of the factors.
00:45:00How old was Ali?
00:45:0122,
00:45:0223.
00:45:03Oh.
00:45:05It's like people
00:45:06are just
00:45:07in their 30s.
00:45:08Yes,
00:45:09just finished their degree.
00:45:10Just finished their master's
00:45:11and got married.
00:45:12So,
00:45:13I didn't know
00:45:14what to do
00:45:15with my marriage.
00:45:16I was like,
00:45:17this is it.
00:45:18Were you
00:45:19in a relationship
00:45:20with Sebaya?
00:45:21No,
00:45:22she was
00:45:23four years older.
00:45:24I don't know.
00:45:25I like older women.
00:45:27Not too much drama.
00:45:28She can handle
00:45:29all the problems.
00:45:30Right.
00:45:31The little things,
00:45:32she didn't have to call me.
00:45:33She didn't have to call me
00:45:34and ask me
00:45:35what to do.
00:45:36Oh, I forgot.
00:45:37It's a big thing.
00:45:38I told her,
00:45:39it's a small thing.
00:45:40If it's a big thing,
00:45:41it's okay.
00:45:42I don't have a problem.
00:45:43But not a small thing.
00:45:44If it's an issue,
00:45:45what should I do?
00:45:46Where should I eat?
00:45:47That's the standard.
00:45:48Sometimes,
00:45:49it's like,
00:45:50okay,
00:45:51let's try to avoid it.
00:45:52Let's try to find
00:45:53a peaceful life.
00:45:54You were in a relationship
00:45:55for five years.
00:45:56Seven years?
00:45:57Seven.
00:45:58Seven years.
00:45:59That's a long time.
00:46:00Yes,
00:46:01a long time.
00:46:02That was also
00:46:03a difficult decision
00:46:04for me to make
00:46:05because I thought
00:46:06about other people
00:46:07more than myself.
00:46:08I thought about
00:46:09my parents,
00:46:10my mother-in-law,
00:46:11my mother-in-law,
00:46:12my mother-in-law,
00:46:13my wife.
00:46:14But as time went by,
00:46:15I thought about it
00:46:16like that.
00:46:17I took care of her.
00:46:20I lost myself.
00:46:22Because you took care of her.
00:46:23Yes,
00:46:24I just took care of her.
00:46:25I thought like,
00:46:27I wasted seven years
00:46:28of my life
00:46:29for someone else.
00:46:32How was that?
00:46:34Was I worth it?
00:46:37It was so deep
00:46:38to that point.
00:46:39So,
00:46:40at the end,
00:46:41at that point,
00:46:43I couldn't do it
00:46:44anymore.
00:46:45I lost her.
00:46:46It got worse?
00:46:47Yes.
00:46:48If you lose someone,
00:46:49it's okay.
00:46:50Don't lose yourself.
00:46:51That's right.
00:46:52That thing
00:46:53would suddenly go crazy.
00:46:56What do you want to do
00:46:57after that?
00:46:58It's not right anymore.
00:46:59I kept it for a long time.
00:47:01So, I strengthened myself
00:47:02and said,
00:47:03okay,
00:47:04I don't think
00:47:05we're meant to be.
00:47:06I told my parents.
00:47:07They were a bit
00:47:08against it.
00:47:10But after that,
00:47:11they ignored it.
00:47:14If this thing
00:47:15goes smoothly,
00:47:16it means
00:47:17it's not meant for you.
00:47:18Right.
00:47:19And at that time,
00:47:20you were already
00:47:21in the industry, right?
00:47:22Yes,
00:47:23I was already in the industry.
00:47:24So,
00:47:25luckily,
00:47:26I didn't know.
00:47:27Did they know?
00:47:28What?
00:47:29That you were a dodo.
00:47:30Yes,
00:47:31they didn't know
00:47:32that I was a dodo
00:47:33that maybe
00:47:34ran away.
00:47:35Suddenly.
00:47:36Right.
00:47:37And in fact,
00:47:38that's the status
00:47:39that everyone else
00:47:40thinks,
00:47:41oh, he's still young.
00:47:42He's still young, right?
00:47:43Maybe my peers
00:47:44look like they're young.
00:47:45I'm like,
00:47:46oh,
00:47:47that's why
00:47:48I still look young.
00:47:49That's right.
00:47:50And your activities
00:47:51make people think
00:47:52that you are,
00:47:53well,
00:47:54of course,
00:47:55people don't know,
00:47:56right?
00:47:57Because they don't
00:47:58expose that thing.
00:47:59No.
00:48:00So,
00:48:01people think I'm
00:48:02sometimes single.
00:48:03Never
00:48:04get married.
00:48:05But,
00:48:06for every
00:48:07partner of yours
00:48:08after that,
00:48:09did you tell them
00:48:10that you were a dodo?
00:48:11I told them.
00:48:12They were okay.
00:48:13Sometimes,
00:48:14I think
00:48:15women like dodos more.
00:48:16Like,
00:48:17more experience.
00:48:18Experience.
00:48:19They don't talk much.
00:48:20Even though they're young.
00:48:21Yes.
00:48:23Experience
00:48:24in terms of life experience,
00:48:25how to handle
00:48:27a partner,
00:48:28how to make decisions,
00:48:29they're more comfortable
00:48:30with that.
00:48:31I think
00:48:32they're okay.
00:48:33Most of the time.
00:48:35That's right.
00:48:36A lot.
00:48:37Wow.
00:48:38So,
00:48:39Daddy,
00:48:40all of a sudden.
00:48:41Yes.
00:48:42First marriage,
00:48:43people say,
00:48:44with,
00:48:45not someone in the industry,
00:48:46right?
00:48:47And maybe
00:48:48a few couples
00:48:49after that
00:48:50are in the industry,
00:48:51right?
00:48:52How many?
00:48:53I know,
00:48:54right?
00:48:55So,
00:48:56he was compared
00:48:57with two
00:48:58statuses.
00:48:59You've been through both.
00:49:00You've been together
00:49:01with both
00:49:02of these
00:49:03statuses.
00:49:04So,
00:49:05you can make
00:49:06considerations
00:49:07or at least
00:49:08your principle is
00:49:09our fate,
00:49:10we don't know.
00:49:11It's still
00:49:12our principle.
00:49:13Our fate,
00:49:14we don't know.
00:49:15If it's there,
00:49:16it's there.
00:49:17Sometimes,
00:49:18like I said,
00:49:19the fate,
00:49:20sometimes I don't
00:49:21plan it.
00:49:22Just one scene.
00:49:23For example,
00:49:24me and Yasmin Hani,
00:49:25I,
00:49:27I don't have a scene
00:49:28with her.
00:49:29Just one scene.
00:49:30Yes.
00:49:31Other than
00:49:32with someone else.
00:49:33Just one scene
00:49:34is the source.
00:49:35That's what,
00:49:36right?
00:49:37But there's no,
00:49:38no,
00:49:39but one scene
00:49:40is what makes us
00:49:41know each other.
00:49:42Okay.
00:49:43After that,
00:49:44it's like,
00:49:45become close.
00:49:46After that,
00:49:47there's no direct,
00:49:48because I know
00:49:49at that time,
00:49:50what is this,
00:49:51she's still
00:49:52someone's wife,
00:49:53right?
00:49:54But,
00:49:55I know her.
00:49:56Eh,
00:49:57I don't know.
00:49:58Eh.
00:49:59Eh.
00:50:00You say it.
00:50:01No, no, no.
00:50:02She's married.
00:50:03Eh,
00:50:04give a hint.
00:50:05Okay.
00:50:06So,
00:50:07I don't want to say it.
00:50:08These things
00:50:09are unexpected.
00:50:10So,
00:50:11I can't say it.
00:50:12I don't want it.
00:50:13Later,
00:50:14God will give it.
00:50:15What did you say?
00:50:16He gave it.
00:50:17It's better
00:50:18if I keep quiet.
00:50:19So,
00:50:20these two,
00:50:21these two statuses
00:50:22give a different experience,
00:50:23right?
00:50:24The experience
00:50:25is very valuable.
00:50:27But,
00:50:28we shouldn't put
00:50:29expectations too high.
00:50:30Yes.
00:50:31That's what I learned.
00:50:32Don't put expectations.
00:50:33Just go with the flow.
00:50:34Understand?
00:50:35Yes.
00:50:37Yes.
00:50:38So,
00:50:39when you see,
00:50:41I mean,
00:50:42Alif has gone through
00:50:43that situation
00:50:44earlier,
00:50:45right?
00:50:46Than maybe,
00:50:47a couple of celebrities
00:50:48who are married now.
00:50:49Then,
00:50:50one year,
00:50:51two years of marriage.
00:50:52Then,
00:50:53you went through that.
00:50:54And,
00:50:55how do you,
00:50:56maybe,
00:50:57you want to say
00:50:58about,
00:50:59Alif's reaction
00:51:00to situations
00:51:01like this,
00:51:02Alif?
00:51:03That's why
00:51:04I don't want to
00:51:05comment anything
00:51:06about this,
00:51:07right?
00:51:08Like half of the people,
00:51:09for example,
00:51:10Fatah Amin's case,
00:51:11now,
00:51:12everyone's status,
00:51:13want to give
00:51:14their
00:51:15view,
00:51:16everything,
00:51:17right?
00:51:18No need.
00:51:19Because,
00:51:20your view is wrong.
00:51:21But,
00:51:22you gave that view.
00:51:23So,
00:51:24you did worse
00:51:25than Fatah Amin.
00:51:26For example.
00:51:27For example.
00:51:28So,
00:51:29it's better not to
00:51:30open your mouth.
00:51:31Because,
00:51:32we don't know.
00:51:33They talk like
00:51:34they're family.
00:51:35Do you know
00:51:36what those two
00:51:37went through?
00:51:38What problems
00:51:39did they have?
00:51:40What problems did they have?
00:51:41You only hear
00:51:42their side.
00:51:43You only hear
00:51:44this side.
00:51:45But,
00:51:46if you're in
00:51:47someone's place,
00:51:48will you make
00:51:49better decisions
00:51:50or worse?
00:51:51So,
00:51:52why do you want to
00:51:53argue?
00:51:54I'm like,
00:51:55okay,
00:51:56maybe that's it.
00:51:57That's it.
00:51:58I closed my mouth.
00:51:59With all
00:52:00the issues
00:52:01in Malaysia,
00:52:02I closed my mouth.
00:52:03It's better
00:52:04not to interfere,
00:52:05right?
00:52:06If you get
00:52:07yourself involved.
00:52:08It's like,
00:52:09there's a lot
00:52:10if people
00:52:11talk about
00:52:12my relationship
00:52:13or what.
00:52:14You're not
00:52:15in my place.
00:52:16You wait.
00:52:17You wait
00:52:18until you get
00:52:19a partner
00:52:20or a wife.
00:52:21You see,
00:52:22they're not
00:52:23your type.
00:52:24Then,
00:52:25you'll know.
00:52:26Oh,
00:52:27I see.
00:52:28No,
00:52:29I read a lot.
00:52:30But,
00:52:31they're not
00:52:32in my place.
00:52:33Everyone's busy.
00:52:34Oh,
00:52:35Alif has a red
00:52:36flag.
00:52:37You take
00:52:38my place.
00:52:39You see
00:52:40what I feel.
00:52:41I don't want to argue.
00:52:42But,
00:52:43I don't want to argue.
00:52:44I'm like,
00:52:45okay.
00:52:46But,
00:52:47sometimes,
00:52:48because we're
00:52:49friends.
00:52:50But,
00:52:51the Mahaberna
00:52:52netizens
00:52:53are all
00:52:54like,
00:52:55shut up.
00:52:56Whatever.
00:52:57I don't care.
00:52:58Alif,
00:52:59is he good
00:53:00with
00:53:01his
00:53:02ex?
00:53:03He's good.
00:53:04He's still good.
00:53:05Which ex?
00:53:06And,
00:53:07is he married?
00:53:08Hmm,
00:53:09the one
00:53:10who's married
00:53:11is not
00:53:12not
00:53:13not good.
00:53:14Better not.
00:53:15The first
00:53:16marriage?
00:53:17Oh,
00:53:18still.
00:53:19Still.
00:53:20But,
00:53:21I'm not in contact
00:53:22with his mom.
00:53:23He's
00:53:24married?
00:53:25Not yet.
00:53:26Not yet.
00:53:27So,
00:53:28because I feel
00:53:29embarrassed.
00:53:30Yeah.
00:53:31Our embarrassment
00:53:32is like,
00:53:33I feel like,
00:53:34it's our fault.
00:53:35Yeah.
00:53:36I've failed
00:53:37them.
00:53:38So,
00:53:39I feel
00:53:40embarrassed.
00:53:41But,
00:53:42if it's Raya,
00:53:43I wish.
00:53:44But,
00:53:45that's it.
00:53:46Because,
00:53:47I've said nothing.
00:53:48I've said nothing.
00:53:49That's it.
00:53:51But, for those
00:53:52who are watching,
00:53:54I want to tell you
00:53:55that you are
00:53:56loyal,
00:53:57understanding,
00:53:58and
00:53:59can be
00:54:00tolerant.
00:54:01I can be
00:54:02very tolerant.
00:54:03I can ignore
00:54:04all the red flags.
00:54:06That's probably
00:54:07my weakness
00:54:08because I've seen
00:54:09how much he loves her.
00:54:10That's it.
00:54:11That's the
00:54:12love of my life.
00:54:13The love of my life.
00:54:14Even though?
00:54:15Even though.
00:54:16Do you want to know
00:54:17what's going on with me?
00:54:19But,
00:54:20what makes you
00:54:23disappointed
00:54:24in the end?
00:54:25One thing.
00:54:26In the relationship.
00:54:27Because I think...
00:54:28In Alif,
00:54:29you've given
00:54:30trust.
00:54:31You've given
00:54:32the highest level
00:54:33of patience.
00:54:34The level of loyalty.
00:54:36I think,
00:54:37if that person
00:54:38is not interested
00:54:39to be owned,
00:54:41then,
00:54:42why do we hold on to it?
00:54:43Okay.
00:54:44We're disappointed.
00:54:45Let go.
00:54:46Instead of
00:54:47forcing him,
00:54:48whatever we do,
00:54:49even if we give him
00:54:50a month,
00:54:51he won't appreciate it.
00:54:52I think that's it.
00:54:53If there's someone else,
00:54:54okay, fine.
00:54:55Go to that person.
00:54:56Go.
00:54:57Don't force.
00:54:58Don't force people.
00:54:59No matter what you give,
00:55:00he still won't
00:55:01appreciate you.
00:55:03That's my advice
00:55:04to him.
00:55:05Make sure.
00:55:06That's it.
00:55:07Even though it hurts,
00:55:08I feel like
00:55:10letting it go.
00:55:11But it's been a long time
00:55:12since you moved on, right?
00:55:13That's it.
00:55:14That's it.
00:55:18Okay.
00:55:19Alif, maybe in the last minute,
00:55:20when we know,
00:55:23people say like this, Alif.
00:55:25Winning an award
00:55:28is a test.
00:55:30My father said the same thing.
00:55:32And another one
00:55:33is for us
00:55:34to be appreciated.
00:55:36Right.
00:55:37But more importantly,
00:55:38maybe people will think,
00:55:39okay, this is a test
00:55:40for you.
00:55:41Right.
00:55:42My father
00:55:43always said that.
00:55:44In the past,
00:55:45he said the same thing.
00:55:46Sometimes,
00:55:47for example,
00:55:48people go for Hajj,
00:55:49he has already completed
00:55:50his Hajj there.
00:55:51His test is
00:55:52when he comes back.
00:55:53Do you react?
00:55:54Do you think
00:55:55you're better than everyone else?
00:55:57This is the same thing.
00:55:59At that time,
00:56:00when I came back,
00:56:01he said,
00:56:02this is a test for you.
00:56:03Will you be more arrogant?
00:56:04Or will you
00:56:05be more humble?
00:56:06Lower yourself?
00:56:08So, I will remember that.
00:56:10Hopefully,
00:56:11no.
00:56:12I think
00:56:13it's normal for me.
00:56:14I'm already 14 years old.
00:56:15Do you know me?
00:56:16No?
00:56:17If not,
00:56:18you wouldn't have come here.
00:56:19That's right.
00:56:20Even though there were
00:56:21a lot of obstacles earlier.
00:56:22Right?
00:56:23Still present.
00:56:24Okay.
00:56:25So,
00:56:26I also hope
00:56:27that I will
00:56:28continue to stay
00:56:29grounded.
00:56:32Lower myself.
00:56:35I hope.
00:56:36And one more thing.
00:56:37In Malaysia,
00:56:38it always happens
00:56:39when
00:56:40people's views
00:56:41are different.
00:56:42When an artist
00:56:43wins an award,
00:56:44people's perception is
00:56:45that
00:56:46the award must be expensive.
00:56:47That's right.
00:56:48It must be difficult
00:56:49for us to call him.
00:56:50That's right.
00:56:51It must be that
00:56:52Alif Hadi doesn't want to help us.
00:56:53That's right.
00:56:54I've heard that
00:56:55from people
00:56:56who have won an award.
00:56:57They won an award,
00:56:58but
00:56:59there's no job.
00:57:00Because
00:57:01they've put
00:57:02a perspective
00:57:03like,
00:57:04okay,
00:57:05you've won,
00:57:06your price is confirmed.
00:57:07Even though
00:57:08there's no call.
00:57:09That's right.
00:57:10I don't know, actually.
00:57:11Ask first.
00:57:12Ask first.
00:57:13But they're like,
00:57:14it must be expensive.
00:57:15Then they don't call.
00:57:16That's why
00:57:17people are like,
00:57:18I don't want to
00:57:19win an award like this.
00:57:20It's harder
00:57:21to get a job
00:57:22than me.
00:57:23I don't know.
00:57:24I think
00:57:25even if it happens,
00:57:26it's all determined.
00:57:27I accept it.
00:57:28I accept it,
00:57:29but
00:57:30it's a waste.
00:57:31I'll try.
00:57:32I'll try.
00:57:33I'm worried too.
00:57:34Don't.
00:57:35But no.
00:57:36God willing.
00:57:37Yesterday,
00:57:38there were people
00:57:39sorry.
00:57:40That's different.
00:57:41If you can't do it,
00:57:42right?
00:57:43But no.
00:57:44Sometimes,
00:57:45there's half
00:57:46production,
00:57:47TV station.
00:57:48If we reject it
00:57:492-3 times
00:57:50because we can't do it,
00:57:51they'll ban us.
00:57:52Not fair.
00:57:53It's not that
00:57:54we don't want to do it.
00:57:55It's a clash.
00:57:56Yeah.
00:57:57We have to split
00:57:58our bodies.
00:57:59Yeah.
00:58:00It's hard.
00:58:01Sometimes,
00:58:02it's not fair.
00:58:03Suddenly,
00:58:04they'll ban us.
00:58:05It's stressful.
00:58:06There's also
00:58:07that reality.
00:58:08But,
00:58:09hopefully,
00:58:10it won't happen to me.
00:58:11So, coming soon,
00:58:12what's the project, Alif?
00:58:13The movie is coming out, right?
00:58:14The movie is coming out
00:58:15on the 21st of November.
00:58:17Hopefully,
00:58:18I'll get
00:58:19a good response
00:58:21from the movie.
00:58:23That's why
00:58:24for the first time,
00:58:25I'll be a Ustaz
00:58:26who
00:58:27teaches people.
00:58:28Wow.
00:58:29Have you ever heard me
00:58:30reading
00:58:31a surah?
00:58:32Reading a surah.
00:58:33Reading a surah.
00:58:34Reading a surah.
00:58:35Reading a surah.
00:58:36Is it from the Qur'an?
00:58:37Yeah.
00:58:38I forgot.
00:58:39It's something new, right?
00:58:40I forgot.
00:58:41It's in the past.
00:58:42So,
00:58:43Don't.
00:58:44Okay.
00:58:45Support now?
00:58:46Huh?
00:58:47No.
00:58:48So, okay.
00:58:49That's the first thing.
00:58:50So, that's the thing
00:58:51I came up with
00:58:52from my comfort zone.
00:58:53I was a bit confused
00:58:54at that time.
00:58:55I wanted to
00:58:56memorize everything.
00:58:57Make sure
00:58:58the grammar is correct.
00:58:59The sentences are correct.
00:59:00Everything.
00:59:01So, I
00:59:02I hope
00:59:03that thing
00:59:04will be accepted.
00:59:05If there are any shortcomings,
00:59:06I'm sorry.
00:59:07Early on,
00:59:08I'm not
00:59:09a person who
00:59:10is good at
00:59:11memorizing.
00:59:12I'm not a master.
00:59:13I'm not a true master
00:59:14who
00:59:15who can
00:59:16teach people.
00:59:17But I try to
00:59:18succeed
00:59:19succeed
00:59:20succeed
00:59:21the character
00:59:22well.
00:59:23As long as the director
00:59:24says it's okay,
00:59:25it's okay.
00:59:26For me, it's okay.
00:59:27That's the most important thing.
00:59:28I'll ask,
00:59:29Abang Pierre,
00:59:30Abang Andrei.
00:59:31Okay.
00:59:32Okay.
00:59:33Okay.
00:59:34So,
00:59:35that's
00:59:36coming soon.
00:59:37Then,
00:59:38maybe I have
00:59:39a drama.
00:59:41If I'm not mistaken,
00:59:42the title is
00:59:43Boleh Saya Bantu?
00:59:44With
00:59:45Arahan Suami Luar.
00:59:46There's Ridhwin Adhiana
00:59:47and everything.
00:59:49That, God willing,
00:59:50maybe at the end of the year.
00:59:51I heard the script
00:59:52is not ready yet.
00:59:53Ah, it's done.
00:59:54When do I want to shoot?
00:59:55My first residency.
00:59:57Hopefully,
00:59:58victory will open
00:59:59more space
01:00:00for Alif, right?
01:00:02More work
01:00:03and also,
01:00:04hopefully,
01:00:05your parents
01:00:06will continue
01:00:07to be with Alif
01:00:08to achieve success.
01:00:09Amen.
01:00:10Overcome success.
01:00:11Amen, amen.
01:00:12And hopefully,
01:00:13their fate will
01:00:14meet their fate.
01:00:15Remain.
01:00:16Amen, amen.
01:00:17Alisha, amen.
01:00:19Amen.
01:00:20That's how it is, right?
01:00:22It's not like fate.
01:00:24Alif, thank you very much.
01:00:25Sudi, together with Sudir,
01:00:26in Konfession Be Gelap.
01:00:28Thank you
01:00:29for inviting me.
01:00:30I also,
01:00:33got,
01:00:35happy to share
01:00:36my experience.
01:00:37Maybe you can get to know me
01:00:38more closely, right?
01:00:40Because I'm the type
01:00:41who doesn't open my mouth.
01:00:42So, if on social media,
01:00:43you see something
01:00:44that makes you happy,
01:00:45or something like that,
01:00:46I don't know.
01:00:47At least,
01:00:49the audience
01:00:50can
01:00:52get to know me
01:00:53more closely.
01:00:54Yes.
01:00:55So, that's what we want.
01:00:56Yes.
01:00:57Who is Alif Hadi?
01:00:58Yes.
01:00:59This is only 20%.
01:01:00If you want to know more,
01:01:01call me again next.
01:01:02No, that will become
01:01:03another story later.
01:01:04Yes.
01:01:05Don't.
01:01:06You don't want to know all this.
01:01:08Alif, thank you very much.
01:01:09Thank you, Sudir.
01:01:10I hope it's a success.
01:01:11God willing, we'll meet again
01:01:12in Konfession Be Gelap.