Feriha Yilmaz is an attractive, beautiful, talented and ambitious daughter of a poor family. Her father, Riza Yilmaz, is a janitor in Etiler, an upper-class neighbourhood in Istanbul. Her mother Zehra Yilmaz is a maid. Feriha studies at a private university with full scholarship. While studying at the university, Feriha poses as a rich girl. She meets a handsome and rich young man, Emir Sarrafoglu. Feriha lies about her life and her family background and Emir falls in love with her without knowing who she really is. She falls in love with him too and becomes trapped in her own lies.
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
Cast: Hazal Kaya, Çağatay Ulusoy, Vahide Perçin, Metin Çekmez,
Melih Selçuk, Ceyda Ateş, Yusuf Akgün, Deniz Uğur, Barış Kılıç.
Production: Fatih Aksoy
Director: Merve Girgin Neslihan Yeşilyurt
Screenplay: Melis Civelek, Sırma Yanık
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00:00Both of us are not normal right now.
00:03We can't talk like this.
00:05Okay, we need to talk, I accept that, but it can't be like this.
00:09I need to calm down.
00:12I need to tell you something, I need to be ready to listen to you.
00:16Emir, I want to get out of here.
00:18I don't want to be ugly anymore.
00:21Now you're going to open the door, I'm going to go to the dorm.
00:25We're going to forget this madness.
00:27We're not going to get close to each other for a while.
00:30Then we'll meet somewhere outside and talk about everything, okay?
00:33It's not okay.
00:35What do you mean it's not okay?
00:37Fera, I know you.
00:39You're going to get out of this door and do your best not to run into me again.
00:43You're going to think alone and decide alone.
00:46I know myself.
00:48Wherever you go, I'll find you and bring you back here.
00:50So you don't have to waste time.
00:52You're going to open that door whether you want to or not, Emir.
00:56This nonsense is not going to continue like this.
00:59Do you hear me?
01:01I'm going to get rid of this nonsense.
01:03Either you're going to leave me like a human being and I'm going to go.
01:07I'm going to try to forget how crazy you've been for a few days.
01:10Or I'm going to open that door for you and I'm never going to forget what you've become.
01:19You're not even going to answer.
01:22I'm stupid because I tried to talk to you like a human being.
01:25Stupid.
01:28Okay.
01:29Let's be disgraced, okay?
01:31Let's disgrace everyone in the apartment.
01:37Let's see who's going to complain about the noise first.
01:43Who's downstairs?
01:45Ms. Sanem.
01:47Who are we going to disgrace first?
01:49If we're lucky, we'll disgrace my parents first.
01:52They're used to their daughters being kidnapped.
02:00Emir.
02:07Bravo.
02:09Mumuşi. Romanticism.
02:11You're great.
02:13Mumuşi.
02:15Definitely calmer.
02:23Because it's more deceiving.
02:25You can't see the mess around you.
02:29You can hide the facts.
02:32You can delay it.
02:34But you can't destroy it.
02:38When the sun comes in in the morning, this place will be the same again.
02:47Yes.
02:49Maybe it will be the same.
02:52But we won't be the same.
02:54We'll listen to each other.
02:58Did you light candles that night?
03:02Tell me, did you prepare such a great atmosphere for your revenge?
03:06No.
03:10Oh, how rude.
03:12It never suits a man like you.
03:14I'm sorry.
03:15I'm sorry.
03:16I'm sorry.
03:17I'm sorry.
03:18I'm sorry.
03:19I'm sorry.
03:20Oh, how rude.
03:21It never suits a man like you.
03:24But I'm sorry.
03:25It was the most meaningless night of your life, wasn't it?
03:28It's not worth spending your candles.
03:30No, it was meaningful, Feriha.
03:32But it was meaningful because you created that woman.
03:36You were the only meaning of that night.
03:39It was hurting you.
03:41I wanted to prove to myself that I could destroy you.
03:44I wanted to choose a random woman's body and return to before you.
03:49Nonsense.
03:50Until you said, or I should do it.
03:53Don't talk about it.
03:56Not when I was at home.
03:58Not when I learned the possibility of being a father.
04:02What I did that night.
04:04I didn't face you until you said those words.
04:07You faced me very well.
04:10I asked you only one question to understand me.
04:13You got the best answer I've ever had in my life.
04:16It wasn't an answer.
04:18You knew you were different.
04:20You knew you were different.
04:22I wasn't just in love with you.
04:25You trusted me.
04:27After the lies, you trusted me despite all the punishments you gave me.
04:34You were peaceful.
04:36No matter what.
04:38Feriha.
04:39I'm going to forget a lot of things that night.
04:43Your hypocrisy, your weakness, your cowardice, your injustice.
04:48I'm going to forget how you burned my heart.
04:51But one thing.
04:53I'm never going to forget how you disappointed me.
04:57I'm not going to forget either.
04:59How I lost myself.
05:01And your eyes.
05:05I'm not going to forget how you looked at me when you left the door that night.
05:09Did you look at me differently when you kicked me out of the house?
05:12Did you look at me differently when you got me fired?
05:15You haven't changed a bit.
05:17You're still two-faced.
05:19You're still a coward.
05:21Yes.
05:22I'm still a coward.
05:24I was afraid of what you said that night.
05:27This time I was afraid of your silence.
05:30I'm actually always afraid of the same thing.
05:33This is the only thing that's been the same since the day you came into my life.
05:37I'm afraid of losing you.
05:55Where was your fear of losing me when you forced me to leave this house?
06:02It wasn't there because we were married, right?
06:07I didn't even feel like we were guaranteed to be married once.
06:12You don't care about Mehmet, my father, Gülsüm.
06:15For them, marriage is whatever it is for you.
06:18You don't believe what they're saying.
06:20You know I don't deserve this.
06:22If you don't deserve it, prove it.
06:24Answer the question I asked that night.
06:27Come on.
06:28Can you give it to me?
06:30If I made you live what you made me live,
06:33how much of the understanding you expected from me would you be able to show me?
06:37It's such a stupid question, isn't it?
06:39It's a question I already know the answer to.
06:43It's a question I don't know the answer to, Feriha.
06:45Liar.
06:46No, I really don't know the answer.
06:48If you were with that man, just to take revenge on me,
06:51would I have killed that guy? Would I have pulled him away?
06:54Wouldn't I want to see his face again? I don't know.
06:56But I know one thing.
06:58If I didn't forgive you, if I didn't want to see his face again, it wouldn't be over.
07:03It wouldn't be over.
07:05Did you hear me?
07:07Look, I answered you.
07:09Come on, answer me now.
07:13Is it over?
07:15You won't be able to do this.
07:17Even if you keep me here for days, I won't tell you what I want to hear.
07:21Then tell me what you don't want to hear.
07:23Tell me what you're afraid of hearing.
07:25You already know everything I'm afraid of hearing.
07:28It's all at the tip of my tongue.
07:31Since the first day I fell in love with you,
07:33when you washed me to the ground,
07:35when you lifted me from the ground,
07:37everything is at the tip of your tongue.
07:39If only you hadn't hit me because you couldn't stand what came out of my mouth,
07:44yes, maybe I could have believed what you said.
07:47When I hit you...
07:48Don't.
07:49Please don't tell me the same story. I don't believe it.
07:52You brought me here from the dormitory like this.
07:55I don't believe you'll say anything and I don't believe you'll regret it.
07:59It's not the same thing.
08:00It's the same thing.
08:01When you don't have the strength to talk or shut up, what you do is always the same.
08:05Look, if you gave me a chance to break your stubbornness by talking...
08:08Stubbornness.
08:09That's how you understand it, right?
08:11Stubbornness.
08:14That's how I am for you, right?
08:17I don't go out, I don't start working, I'm not ready to talk to you.
08:23It's all because I'm stubborn, right?
08:26I'm stubborn to make you regret it.
08:29It's that simple.
08:31It's not simple.
08:33Okay.
08:35I've said it many times.
08:37But what I did wasn't simple either.
08:39Is it really that hard, Feriha?
08:41Is it that impossible?
08:43While forgiving everyone who has done you wrong in your life,
08:46you were talking to me about forgiving Cansu.
08:50Is it that hard for me to forgive myself for myself?
08:54Tell me.
08:55How many times have you forgiven your father?
08:57How many times have you forgiven Mehmet?
08:58I don't care how many times I've forgiven them.
09:01You weren't one of them, Emir.
09:03I won't be afraid of you like I'm afraid of them.
09:06Did you hear me?
09:08I won't be afraid of you.
09:10The only way you won't be afraid of me is to turn your back on me?
09:17You told me you had the power.
09:21You told me you were weak when you hit me.
09:24So why did you lose to your own weakness while I was trying to hold your hand?
09:30Or was that the problem?
09:31Did you not have the strength to stay by my side despite everything?
09:37Everything was too much.
09:40I always did the same thing.
09:42I always did the biggest mistakes of my life when I felt weak in front of you.
09:47All my other mistakes were to crush you while your absence was crushing me.
09:51Maybe I expected you to give up.
09:52Maybe that's what you wanted.
09:54If I had turned my back on you, it would have been easier for you.
09:58You couldn't stand by my side.
10:01That made you feel more guilty.
10:04When I didn't run away, you wanted to run away from me and yourself.
10:09You felt more powerless.
10:11Because you ruined everything for the first time, didn't you?
10:13You ruined everything for the first time, didn't you?
10:18I never felt as worthless as I did when I left here that night.
10:27I lied to you for a year.
10:31I never felt so deceived.
10:35Because nothing would happen to me by your side.
10:39No one could hurt me by your side.
10:41I was safe with you.
10:44I don't trust you since that night.
10:47You will trust me again.
10:49You will trust me just like I trusted you.
10:52You won't believe me no matter what I say.
10:55I can only show you that this will never happen again if you stay with me, Feriha.
11:00Stay with me.
11:03Feriha, please stay with me.
11:05I won't.
11:08I won't.
11:11I will never forget that you forced me to come here.
11:14I won't trust you.
11:16You won't make me forget anything.
11:22Look at my face.
11:25The mark on my lip is gone, isn't it?
11:27As if nothing happened.
11:29Just like the other mistakes we couldn't erase, it's still here.
11:34Now you want to talk to me by force.
11:37You didn't hesitate to talk to me that night.
11:39You hit me.
11:41You didn't talk. You hit me.
11:44Do the same thing.
11:46Emir, what are you doing?
11:48Hit me.
11:50Emir, what are you doing?
11:52Let me go.
11:54That's enough. Look at us.
11:56Is that all you can do?
11:59Is that all we lost?
12:01I don't want to lose each other.
12:03I don't care how much I lost myself.
12:06I don't want to lose you.
12:09Is this how we're going to win each other?
12:12Is this how we're going to fight each other?
12:15Is this how we're going to listen to each other?
12:18I'm just trying.
12:20I don't know what to do anymore.
12:23Maybe I'm being ridiculous.
12:25Maybe I'm not in my right mind, but I won't leave you without trying.
12:28I won't leave you without doing everything I can to win you, Feriha.
12:32I'm sitting in the living room and I'm not opening my mouth, Emir.
12:35Go sit alone in the room or don't say a word.
12:39Go.
12:55You don't know that I have to do this for you.
12:59I'm holding my name in my mind.
13:02Your eyes are getting bigger and bigger.
13:05You don't know that I have to do this for you.
13:07I'm warming up my heart with you.
13:12Sometimes loving is terribly scary.
13:15One gets tired all of a sudden one night.
13:18If we hold it, it's because of living in your mouth.
13:21Sometimes it breaks your hands.
13:26It takes a few lives out of its life.
13:30Sometimes it knocks on the door.
13:33Behind it is the scent of loneliness.
13:37Whenever I think of living, I sit at the table of these wolves.
13:41Maybe it's hard, it's shameful.
13:44But I don't get my hands dirty.
13:48Whenever I think of living, I shut up and start walking.
13:53My heart is shaking in the hidden seas.
13:56No, it won't be otherwise.
14:02You don't know that I have to do this for you.
14:07This is how Atilla Ilan believed in love.
14:12Didn't we believe?
14:25It's time to shut up, isn't it?
14:33I won't reward you for locking me up here.
14:38You'll see that it doesn't work.
14:41Do you know what I see?
14:44I see that you're crazy to talk, but you're stubborn to bring you here.
14:51Well, if that's what you want, let it be.
14:55Let's shut up.
14:57The longer we shut up, the longer it will take.
15:02Let's go.
15:24You'll burn your hand.
15:26Let it burn.
15:28I was waiting for you to tie me to the car.
15:30Do you know?
15:32I'm as peaceful as I haven't been for a long time.
15:35Are you trying to make me crazy?
15:38We both look crazy enough.
15:56What are you doing?
15:58Move!
16:00Move!
16:30Open the lights, I can't see anymore.
16:45Look at this.
16:50Feriha, you can burn this house, you can destroy it.
16:53Until we talk about everything and solve it, we can't leave this house.
16:56Feriha, you can burn this house, you can destroy it.
16:59Until we talk about everything and solve it, we can't leave this house.
17:02If you make me crazy, if I make you crazy, you're here.
17:09Which one made you more crazy?
17:13Me or the fear of being a father?
17:16Or the lack of money?
17:20Was the money I threw at Seher in your apartment last night?
17:24No.
17:26I'm looking for a job.
17:28You are very insincere.
17:30You're angry because I didn't tell you.
17:32Of course I'm angry.
17:34Look at this.
17:36You even put the money between us.
17:40Don't I know that your father punished you with money just because of me?
17:45Feriha, don't you understand?
17:47It's not about money.
17:49It's helplessness.
17:50Don't your parents tell you that they've been looking for money for months?
17:54Haven't you hit me with money many times since you learned my lies?
17:58Don't you really believe I'm after your money?
18:01I won't even answer what you're saying.
18:04I don't believe you don't trust me that much.
18:07You're the one who doesn't trust me.
18:09I'm sorry, but I was a liar, wasn't I?
18:12You have reasons not to trust me.
18:15You know what?
18:17I tried to forget those lies like a donkey.
18:20I tried to leave them behind.
18:24I tried to leave them behind.
18:26But you...
18:28Because you still feel guilty about your lies,
18:31you hug them at every opportunity.
18:34Everything was so bad.
18:36The only thing I could change was this house.
18:39But I couldn't do that either.
18:44I couldn't do anything.
18:46It was like sitting down and watching what I had done to you from afar.
18:48I couldn't watch.
18:51You don't understand what that means.
18:53I can't understand you because I'm a woman.
18:55I can't understand you because I didn't have any money anyway.
18:58If you had told me, I would have understood.
19:01At least I would have tried to understand, but you didn't even give me a chance.
19:04I felt insufficient.
19:07That's all.
19:09What kind of insufficiency?
19:11Can't you get on a helicopter when you want to?
19:15Do you have to work like normal people?
19:18Not being able to get you out of this apartment is an insufficiency.
19:21Not being able to help your father is an insufficiency.
19:23While that guy is acting like a hero for you,
19:25not being able to do anything for me is an insufficiency.
19:28What kind of arrogance is this?
19:30Put this in your head, Emir.
19:32Even if I had as much money as he did,
19:35I mean, you wouldn't be able to help my father because we didn't want it.
19:41I was looking into your eyes.
19:43I wanted us to get over it together.
19:45What would have happened if you had told me you ran out of money?
19:51Would that insufficiency ruin me, not that woman?
19:54My only concern was not adding new problems to my problems.
19:58What could I have done when you told me to buy people because of Seher and Rüya?
20:03What should I have told you?
20:05Should I have told you that I don't have money to buy people anymore?
20:08You went crazy when you paid money for Mr. Levent for my father.
20:11Even then, you didn't talk about insufficiency.
20:12I can't stand you being insincere even when you're angry.
20:15I wasn't insincere.
20:18But I couldn't let that guy help you while I was standing.
20:22Okay, selfishness is selfishness.
20:24I know.
20:26But I can't let anything about that guy go.
20:30Why do you value Mr. Levent so much, Emir?
20:33Don't make fun of me.
20:35You're the one who values that man.
20:38I don't value him.
20:39You're the one who values that man.
20:43Because you can talk to him, because he can reach you.
20:47Do you understand?
20:49It was always about you that I talked to Mr. Levent from the beginning.
20:54I could talk about you, what you made me feel, what you made me live.
21:00If you had listened to me from the beginning,
21:03if we could talk, it wouldn't have been Mr. Levent.
21:06Feriha, don't.
21:08That man made you lie.
21:11Okay, blame me for everything.
21:13But don't blame me for pushing you into his friendship.
21:16You kept them away from you.
21:19But you never turned your back on him.
21:21I can never turn my back on Mr. Levent as you want.
21:26I owe him my life.
21:29What does that mean?
21:31It means he saved my life.
21:32You came to listen to me from Cansu.
21:36I saw you go to Cansu while I was cleaning the stairs.
21:41I had nothing to lose.
21:44I went to the boat.
21:49I was drawing water from the sea for cleaning.
21:52I heard your voice.
21:54I heard that poem you whispered on the island.
21:58I heard your voice.
21:59I heard that poem you whispered on the island.
22:05It was like your voice was coming from the bottom of the sea.
22:10Feriha, what did you do?
22:12I just let myself to your voice.
22:16To the bottom of the sea.
22:22I was so peaceful at that moment.
22:24All the pain, losses, fears,
22:27they were all away from me.
22:30Then Mr. Levent took me up.
22:34To the bottom.
22:45Feriha.
22:47Okay, don't hug me, don't touch me.
22:50I don't need to be hugged.
22:53It's not hugging.
22:59It's not to hug.
23:02It's to feel.
23:06Please don't pull yourself.
23:10I could have lost you.
23:13Losing you.
23:15Feriha, how did you do this?
23:19What if something happened to you?
23:22What if you weren't here now?
23:29We were weak months ago.
23:31We won't hug each other because of something.
23:34It's not that easy.
23:37I don't care how we are now.
23:44I want to hug you.
23:46I didn't want anything different five minutes ago.
23:49I won't want anything different five minutes, five days, five years later.
23:52I said don't do it, Emir.
23:54Don't do it.
23:57We've been through this.
24:00Don't you understand?
24:02We can't go on as if nothing happened.
24:05Feriha, I'm not trying to do this.
24:07I swear this is not my purpose.
24:09Look at us.
24:12This is what happens when we get close to each other.
24:16We break up, we fall apart, then we get back together.
24:20Then we come back to where we were, don't you see?
24:29I'm sorry.
25:00Feriha, what are you doing?
25:02I'm getting out of here.
25:04I swear I'm getting out of here.
25:06Feriha, drop the knife.
25:08Give me the key, I'll drop it.
25:10You're being ridiculous. You can't open the door with a knife.
25:12Okay, I'll cut my hands when I try to open it.
25:14Drop it, it's not a toy.
25:16Emir, give me the key then.
25:18Look, it's not a toy.
25:20Feriha, drop it.
25:30Emir, he's bleeding.
25:34Are you okay?
25:39Did something happen to you?
25:40Nothing happened to me.
25:50Emir, he's bleeding badly.
25:59Come on, let's go to the hospital.
26:01We're not going anywhere.
26:03Emir, it won't stop.
26:05Do you want an example?
26:07Even if I die, I won't open that door, Feriha.
26:09Are you crazy?
26:11Come on, let's go.
26:14Emir, look at this blood.
26:16You're going to die.
26:18Look who's talking.
26:20Feriha.
26:22Feriha.
26:24Feriha.
26:26Feriha.
26:27Look who's talking.
26:29Where's the key?
26:31Don't call me for nothing, I don't have it on me.
26:33I hid it, you can't find it.
26:35Emir, you're going to die, I'm telling you.
26:37If I die, I'll die.
26:39I won't open that door, Feriha.
26:41Then die.
26:43Die of blood loss in front of me.
26:47Emir, please give me the key.
26:49Where did you hide it?
26:53There's a toothpick in the bathroom.
26:57Toothpick?
26:59Find the needle.
27:01I think it was in the bedroom.
27:03Emir, don't be ridiculous, what am I going to do with them?
27:05Haven't you ever stitched in your life?
27:07Are you sick? Are you crazy?
27:09I can't stitch my arm.
27:11Then you'll watch me die.
27:13Because we're not getting out of here.
27:15God damn it, you're a thief.
27:27Emir!
27:39Emir, I'm dying again, are you okay?
27:57Emir!
28:08Don't move, okay?
28:20I really stabbed you.
28:22What do you mean?
28:24You made me go crazy and stabbed me.
28:25I didn't stab you.
28:32Don't move.
28:45Does it hurt a lot?
28:48What do you think?
28:55Don't move.
29:12I hate you.
29:15I really hate you.
29:17You love me so much.
29:20You love me as much as I love you.
29:25You're stupid. Stupid!
29:27I'll never forget this.
29:55I love you.